easie matter now and a matter of the greatest comfort to depart hence now now that His eyes can behold His Salvation Now He chooseth Death rather then life for to Him the nature thereof is changed He hath so walked all His life so contended for and kept the Truth so clinged to Christ in obedience and Faith Who tasted Death for him i Heb. 2. 9. that now He shall neither see Death nor taste Death He shall not see Death He shall see the face of Death changed lovely and pleasant now as Esau's face to Iacob He shall see through the vaile and shadow of Death through the darke Grave and behold Him who hath swallowed up Death and the Grave in victory He shall not Taste Death The sharp and bitter relish of Death is quite allayed and taken off to Him now He tasteth nothing but sweetnesse in Death but joy and peace in Death a peace passing understanding He is swallowed up now not of Death but of very Rivers and Flouds the Brookes of Honey and Butter k Iob 20. 17. He doth not see Death nor doth He taste thereof such are the expressions l John 8. 51 52. and they are to the heart of the Beleever in Death now He seeth life accompanied with an eternall waight of Glory He lookes upon Death now as Iacob upon Iosephs wagon m Gen. 4. 5. which shall convey Him to a place where He shall have Enough so as He regards not the stuffe and baggage of the world for the good I say not of all Verse 20. the land of Egypt is His but Heaven is His and all the good that Christ hath purchased is His. And now at this Brunt much like the straight that David was in but a little before the putting on of His Crowne at this brunt I say now that Death seemes to make His Conquest it doth this Servant of the Lord the best good service for it shall open Him the way to the Crowne it shall set free the prisoner of Hope it shall be as a Waggon to convey Him unto the possession of All good even to Christ Himselfe and now I have said All. And all this this Servant of the Lord seeth in Death and then how can this person Taste of Death since it must needs be that He can have no other relish in His heart now but of honey and butter of Pleasures of Gods right Hand for evermore Thus it is with that person who doth that work first who in mortifying the deeds of the flesh doth Dye Daily When Death commeth he seeth it not he tasteth not of it But for the wicked it is not so with them They see death They taste of death They see death and the horrour of it they see it over-powring them and getting now a full conquest over them they see it rouling great stones upon the mouth of their Cave as Ioshua upon the five Kings n Jos 10. 18. there reserving them as Prisoners of no hope till the day of their doome when they shall receive that dreadfull but just sentence under execution whereof they shall lye eternally being sent to their own place where like slaves Death shall keep them under perpetuall bondage And there they must taste of it also even such bitternesse as shall be to them as the gall of Aspes within their bowells and the poyson of Vipers Thus they taste it but it is beyond expression and this is the portion of them that feare Him not nor in their season and Day of Visitation call upon His Name even this is their Portion from the Lord saith the Lord Almightie But there is a sweet peace in Death to all such as painfully serve the Lord in life they are the words of him who relateth the last words of that excellent servant of the Lord Mr. Dearing And they were these It is not to begin for a moment but to continue in the A comfortable death ever followes a conscionable life Dr. Ayerâ—â—s Lectur p. 715. feare of God all our dayes for in the twinckling of an eye we shall be taken away dally not with the Word of God blessed are they that use their tongues so every other faculty well while they have it So he spake lying upon his Death bed neare the time of His dissolution and having spoken somewhat touching His Hope and Crowne of rejoycing He fell asleepe This instructs us in this high point of Wisdome more then once pointed at before but can never be sufficiently pressed till it be thoroughly learnt which is to make use of the pâ—esent Time to know the Day of our visitation o Iob 22. 21. to acquaint our selves now with the Lord to number our Dayes God only teacheth the heart that Arithmeticke that is to consider how short how transitory how full of trouble our dayes are And yet such though they are but as a span yet thereon dependeth Eternity The thought whereof might stirre up to the well improovement of them The Hebrewes have a proverbe which they deliver in way of Counsaile Good friend remember to repent one Day before thy Death By one Day they meant the present Time the Day of Salvation So the words tend but to this to perswade to a wise and Christian improovement of that which is our Time the present There is no mans Will but when he comes to that point he bequeatheth his Soule to God But let him see to it that hee set his house in order while there was a fit season that Hee committed His Soule to God when He had perfect memory and strength of minde and well understood what He did which in time of distresse a man doth not q Few men pinched with the Messengers of Death have a dâ—sposing memory saith a great sage of the Law the L. Cokâ— in his tenth epistle where he adviseth to set our house in order while we are in perfect health weighty counsell every way else all is in vaine for we know all is voyde if the Will be forced or if the minde and understanding part be wanting and out of frame The Lord will be as strict in examining our Will upon this point as man is what strength there was of understanding what freedome of Will And therefore the sure and certaine way is to evidence our Will in our health by double diligence as by two sure witnesses else the Lord may answer us as â—epthah to the Elders of Gilead r Iudg. 11. 7. Thou despisest me all thy life why committest thou thy Soule unto mee now in thy distresse at thy Death It is not to begin for a moment but a continuance in the feare of God all our dayes It is not to use our tongue well at the point of death but to use it well while we have it and strength to use it We must not think to leap from Earth to Heaven not think at the point of Death to live for ever with the Lord when all
to God S. Con. 85. In a Family the Fathers and the Mothers care is the greatest The Childes care is onely to obey and the servants to doe his work Care of Provision and Protection doth not trouble them Most of our disquietnesse in our Calling is that we trouble our selves about Gods work whereas we should Trust God and be doing in fitting the Childe and let God alone with the rest He stands upon His credit so much that it shall appeare we have not trusted Him in vaine even when we see no appearance of doing any good when we cannot discerne by all our spialls the least shew either for provision or Protection We remember who were very solicitous for their Children and because they could not provide for them nor protect them neither therefore perish they must in the wildernesse We must remember also That the Lord took care of those Children and destroyed those distrustfull parents who thought there was no path in a wildernesse because they could not discerne any nor meate to be had there because their hand was too short to provide it It is dangerous questioning the power of God in the greatest straite If He bring any person into a wildernesse it is because He may shew His power there for provision and protection both God works most wonderfully for and speaks the sweetest comfort to the heart in a wildernesse Note we this then and so I conclude There is much uncertainty in the Certainty of man and all Certainty in the uncertainty of God I tearme it so by allowance of the Spirit i 1 Cor. 1. 25. in respect of mans apprehension There is no uncertainty in God but all Certainty as in Him is all Wisdome all Strength We apprehend that there is a Certainty in man and an Uncertainty in God for if we observe our hearts we Trust Him least but that is our Foolishnesse and Weaknesse There is all uncertainty in men even in the best of men in Princes place no Certainty there There is all Certainty in God as in Him is all Wisdome and Strength put we confidence there Cast we Anchor upwards Commit we all but in well-doing all we have and all we are into his everlasting Armes Then assuredly we shall finde a stay for our selves and a portion for ours Provision and Protection both He is all to us and will be so when we are nothing in our selves And so much touching my Wildernesse and Gods providing for me even there though I tempted him ten times I call it a wildernesse for so I may because so my foolishnesse in my wayfare made it And Gods provision for me was very remarkable and therefore to be remembred for the Parents sake and Childrens too of great use and concernment to both Indeed he that can say no more of his Travels but that he passed through a Wildernesse hath said little to commend his Pilgrimage but much to magnifie the power of That Hand whereby he had a safe Convoy through the same It is a poore and worthlesse life such mine is that hath nothing worthy to be remembred in it but its Infirmities But yet there is nothing so magnifies Gods power * 2 Cor. 12. 9. as mans weaknesse doth When I shall give account of my life and cast up the summe thereof saith Iunius k Miserationes Domini narrabo quum rationes narrabo miserae vitae meae ut glorificetur dominus in me qui secit me vitâ Junii affix Oper. Theol. and so he begins I shall tell of the mercies of the Lord and His loving kindnesse to me ward And then he goes on reckoning up the infirmities of his body some of his minde too but that he puts a Marke upon is what extremitie he was in at Geneva and how graciously the Lord disposed thereof for that was remarkable indeed Beza also spareth not to tell us nay he fills his mouth with it how troublesome the Itch was to him not so easily cured then Deut. 28. 29. as now and what a desperate way the Smart the Chyrurgeon put him to and bad Counsell put him upon Such it was that there was but a step betwixt him and death but God wonderfully put to His Hand inter Pontem fontem Beza could not but confesse that Mercy as we finde it in his Epistle before his Confefsions And so farre That the Parent and Childe both may learne to account Gods works and if it might be to call His mercies by their names and to rest upon Gods providence as the surest inheritance Now I come to give the reason of my paines in all this which follows and what ingageth a Parent unto this Duty 1. I considered my yeers declining a pace When the Sunne is passed the Meridian and turned towards its place where it must set then we know the night approcheth when man ceasing from his work lyeth down in the Darke It is the Wisemans Counsell l Eccles 9. 10. and it is his wisdome to do that which is in his hand with all his might m Prima Actionum Argo Committenda sunt extrema Briareo de Aug. l. 6. 41. before he goes hence for there is no working in the grave The putting off this Day and the next and halfe a day cost the poore Levite and his Concubine very deer as we read Iudg. 19. And it teacheth us in our affairs concerning our selves or ours in setting our house in order That it is dangerous triflng away the Day-light I cannot say with Isaac I am old or mine eye is dimme but I must say in the following words I know not the day of my Death God may spare me among mine yet longer for my building is not so old but it may stand And yet so unsound the foundation is for it is of Clay it may sinke quickly as my good Father before me I may lye down turne to the Wall and to the earth all at once though yet I have scarcely felt and so also my Father before me the least distemper If this consideration come home and proves seasonable I shall then set all in a readinesse and in order that when Death comes I may have then no more to doe but to welcome it and shut the eye and depart tanquam Conviva Satur as one that hath made an improvement of life and hath hope in Death That was my first consideration 2. I considered my Children all three young the eldest but peeping into the World discerning little the second but newly out of the armes the youngest not out of the Cradle I considered also they are not so much mine as the Lords Whom thou hast borne unto me saith the Lord Ezek. 16. 20. And therefore in all reasonable Construction to be returned back againe unto Him by a well ordered education as himselfe hath appointed These thoughts so over-ruled me at length for I am not easily drawn to take my Pen in hand and prevailed with me to pen some instructions
opened De electione judicandum est à posteriere c. Mr. Bradford to some friends who were too scrupulous in point of Election ascending up to Heaven to know when as they should have descended into themselves Mr. Fox p. 1505. and p. 1506. thereof we have cause to suspect that the Stock is dead if no glimpse from that shining light of our sanctification so as men may see our good works which justifie before men then we do ill to boast of a burning light which is our justification and more hid within Nor is it a point * Non est bonae solidaeque fidei siâ— omnia ad voluntat m Deireferâ—e ita adulari ad unumquemque dicendo Nihil fieri sine voluntate ejus ut non intell gamus aliquid esse in nobis ipsis of sound faith to put the weight of our salvation upon what shall be shall be nothing can be done without Gods will That 's true but this is Gods will too a 1. Thes 4. 3. even our sanctification and this belongs to us even subordinately to serve Gods providence with our own circumspect fore-sight care and labour knowing that His providence doth not alwayes work by miracle I do not blame them nay I commend them who say still If God will and referre all thither but I blame them much who say If God will He will perswade me He will convert me in the meane time they do just nothing A faire speech this to say If God will but a foule practise in the meane time to do our own will we must labour we must endeavour our utmost then say we If the Lord will if so we do not Gods will will be done upon us we shall never do His will To this purpose Chrysost very excellently in his first Tom. thirteenth Sermon towards the end And so much touching the inward Baptisme made by fire and the Holy Ghost The secret working of it in our hearts and what way we are to take in case we feele not that inward power Now I come to that in Baptisme which speaks to our Eye and Eare. We had our Sureties in Baptisme who stood and promised in our steeds which solemne custome and the fitnesse of it I leave to the discission of the Church whereunto we may see reason to yeeld z Mr. Hooker Eccles Pol. l. 5. Sect. 64 p 336. leaving that these two things are clearly figured out unto us in Baptisme a death unto sinne a life unto righteousnesse and both these in the death and resurrection a Rom. 6. 2 3. of Christ which are the two moulds wherein we are to be cast that we may come forth like Him and there is a virtue and power from both to cast us in and mould us thereto for if in the dayes of His flesh there went virtue out from even the edge of His garment to do great Cures then much more from His owne self and from these most principall and powerfull actions of His own self His death and resurrection there issueth a Divine power from His death a power working on the old-man or flesh to mortifie it from His resurrection a power working on the new-man the spirit to quicken it a power able to roll back any stone of an evill custome lie it never so heavy on us a power able to drie up an issue though it have runne upon us twelve yeers long these are Bp. Andr. words not one grain too light We see in that Element the price paid for us and the eqâ—ity hereof that we should glorifie Him whose purchase we are How should we live in sinne that lay so heavie upon the soul of Christ and could not be purged but by the bloud of God And how should we not be wholly consecrated to that Lord who so dearly bought us in whose Name we were all baptized and that is to consecrate our selves up as not our own but anothers and whose Name is called upon us It is b Râ—atus impii est pium nomen Salv. 4. de Gber p. 145. See li. 3. p. 95. The Church is a choice people picked out and paled up from those whom the Apostle placeth wâ—thout but there is yet a more choice and peculiar people as Clemens a calletâ— them after whom we must walke more peculiarly which we cannot do but by offering violence b to our sâ—lves that we may walk worthy of His calling a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Sâ—r. lâ—b 6 p. 485. b 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 p. 500 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a worthy and honourable Name indeed and it must be honourably answered It was a sad and wise reproofe which the Father gives to one who walked not decently nor in order Why doest thou defile that good and honourable name of Christianisme c But I must not insist upon this though nothing except Him who leads into all truth can be more flexanimous more perswading then is this worthy Name which is call'd upon us we who carry Gods Name how exactly should we carry our selves what manner of persons ought such to be choice persons for we have a choice Name There is not a more naturall request then what we would be such to be what we would be in Name such in deed that is that having obtained so excellent a Name we would be even what our Name importeth even such That the Name of our Lord Iesus Christ may be glorified in us and we in Him 2. Thes 1. 1â— This is our engagement and by the solemnest vow that ever was taken And therefore it is called The answer of a good Conscience towards God for then we entred into covenant as God with us of grace and salvation so we with Him of faith and repentance as He to be our God all-sufficient so we to walke before Him and be perfect We have by Christ a right to an interest in a much better covenant and now we must looke to ours we cannot thinke that God is bound and we loose Religion is nothing else according to the denotation and meaning of the word but a gathering-up and binding of us fast to God If we look that God should stand fast to us we must cleave to Him If we breake our bands and cast away our cords we must look to be broken There was never any covenant more solemnly made and ratified then this in Baptisme nor in breaking whereof there is more danger And yet an oath despised and a covenant broken with man hath been severely punished as we reade Ezâ—k 17. 15 16. And as the whole Christian world feeleth at this day for it smarteth yet for that breach of league long since made with the Turke whereby they both lost the day and their honour in both an irrecoverable losse And can we think to prosper or escape that do such things or shall we breake the covenant of our God and be deliver'd keep we covenant here through Christ we can and if we do it in sinceritie that
which might treat with them at more yeers and tell them their Parents Will concerning them in case either he or she should be taken from them before they were grown up It is but a dead letter yet somewhat it may worke through Him That worketh all things being as I said the Parents last Will and Testament concerning the Childe My Will otherwise is almost as quickly made as Luthers was wherein he could commend nothing to Wife and three Children but Gods blessing and Melâ—h Adam vita Luth. p. 134. protection And that is a rich legacy indeed a mighty portion but it is not transmitted from the Parent to the Childe This portion the Parent cannot bequeath the Childe cannot receive And yet the Parent and Childe must intend this above all things even the committing all unto God and expecting all from Him so as to say and to say heartily Thou art my Portion saith my soule Thou art a God in covenant with us with ours our God and the God of our seede Children I have for thou hast given them me They are Thine more then mine I was a meanes to bring them into the World and by Thy appointment to be as a Nurse unto them here They are thy Charge for provision and protection I beseech Thee Answer this Trust now specially when it is Thy pleasure so that I can take no care of them myselfe Thou slumbrest not Thou dyest not I must So Luther teacheth us to draw our will and so another as precious hath put it into See Dâ— Sibs p. 647. S. C. forme And we are sure the Lawyer can finde no flaw here There is no errour in the Draught And though this may make the Parent rest secure for he hath chosen a faithfull Over-seer or Executor of his will yet it must not make him carelesse and negligent I have according to my rule and Gods gracious supply layed-up for my Children though very little in comparison of what some may thinke I might have done considering my time of gathering yet something it is and I wonder that little is so much A little riches are hardly got a great deale easily i Essayes Facilis ad divitias via quo die poenituerit bonae mentis Sen. naâ— Quest lib. 4. cap. 1. It is the Lord Ver. Riddle but easily read He that is in employment and lives as a parcell of the World cut off from k Lucullus caenat cum Lucullâ— others l Nemini fructuosa Trem. Hos 10. 1. bearing fruite to himselfe and m Indulgeas Psal 49. 18. Trem. making much of himselfe such a one may lay up more then his heire shall have cause to joy in They who know me well will say I was not the worst husband of my time or purse I disposed of both so as one who was not wholly ignorant that I must be accountable to God for both I had no Friar-like contempt of outward things nor could I much esteeme them though perhaps too much for the more we have of them the more our Cares and the more we love them the more our sorrow will be n Quo plus amas plas dolebis when we must leave them or they us Too little pincheth too much ensnareth the meane betwixt both is the safest proportion o In rebus necessariis est salus in superfluis laqueus c. Salv. de Eccles Cathol lib. 2. p. 404. Lege Isid pelus lib. 2. cp 146. They that are in a depending Condition waiting upon God for their daily bread having neither Barnes nor Coffers nor Cupboards to goe unto as some such there are they can speake of Gods provision for them His strange wayes to bring things about when they knew not which way to turne and they can trust perfectly whereas they who have all the fore-mentioned full stored do pray for their daily bread but trust theÌ„selves and Sacrifice to their owne nets God will provide is more to a faithfull heart then all the treasure in the World for that provision comes forth of a Treasury that will never be exhausted It is good to be at Gods finding and to waite upon him which we cannot doe but by using all diligence in our lawfull Callings And this I mention here That we may not neither the Parent nor the Childe spend our strength as usually we doe even all our stock of time parts in seeking great things Call them by what name we will Honours Preferments c. and hasten we after them as fast as we can They that spake as they were inspired by the Holy Ghost doe tell us under the metaphor whereby they use to set out the nature of all things under the Sunne That what we so hastily runne after runs away as fast from p 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 â—am 3. 6. 1 John 2. 16. us And the Wiseman q Prov. 23. 5. gives this censure of them They are nothing or presently they will be as if they had not beene We cannot say properly That Riches Are r See Hist of the World B. 2. C. 3. Sect. 4 for now they are and straight-way they are not It is but a mans own and earthly wisedome that makes him think better of them then indeed they are for they are Nothing and he is of no account who maketh account of nothing Å¿ Nihil est qui nihil amat Plaut pers Cease from thine owne wisedome Wilt thou let thine eyes flie with such greedinesse upon that which is nothing Nothing Are Riches nothing Rather a man is nothing without them or nothing accounted of he lives in obscuritie which is the Death of his name and Parts and burieth a man alive as one saith t Dr. Featley And so it is indeed and hence such strugling after riches as for life there being in humane nature more of the foole then of the wise It is then but the fruit of our owne wisdome which must be Ceased from If we stay a little we shall see plainly Riches are not For when a man is brought to a straight and that may be before next morning and when these should prove something and come in for his helpe then they are not They are as farre from his helpe as an Eagle soaring in the Aire out of his reach They were in the eye but now and now againe they are Passed as some Rocks Steeples or Castles on a Pageant and the heart is empty more unsatisfied then the eye with seeing I might remember here and it might be to great purpose even to take us off from our eager pursuit after the World That they who were the greatest purchasers of Land of any we read of could hardly by their Executors purchase so much earth as to interre their bodies in witnesse Alexander V. Patercul and Pompey both great and the richest in Land And William the Conquerour who of all He killed one man after he was dead with the stench of his
Braines S. I. H. he attained to by his sword after Death had not a roome to containe his Corps in without being purchased at the hand of another Men esteeming a living Dog more then a dead Lion saith Sam. Dan. I might remember also how Philip the Second of Spaine lessoned the Prince his sonne when he thought of a great Treasure spent and when his owne spirits were spent also And how Charles Grimst Hist of the Netherl the Father in the Waine of his greatnesse left alone and carrying the Candle before his Embassadour instructed the same Embassadour The instruction Medull Hist prophanae p. 899 is but short Goe speake of what thou hast seene me doe who had so many Princes waiting on me and learne the state of humane things The summe of all riseth to this Those things which we so greedily graspe after and lay out our precious stock of time and wit upon are no enduring Substance But yet that is not the worst They are passed and gone and many times there remaineth but Sighs behinde when a man remembers the getting and expending of them that he was unrighteous in both But take them at the best They cannot keepe the heart from trembling or the knees from smiting one against another All outward strength cannot keepe out shall I say an Armed-man nay not a silly frog out of the Chamber where the God of Hosts will bid it goe The greatest Pompe cannot prevent a Consumption by the basest Vermine of which truth Pharaoh Herod more lately Philip of Spaine before mentioned and others neerer home are very great Examples The serious consideration whereof may prevent the bewitching of profit the great Enchantresse of Mankinde so as we shall not be ensnared by deceitfull riches which make us beleeve that they can satisfie and stay the heart in the day of wrath whereas they are no strong Wall v Prov. 11. 4. but onely in a mans owne conceit But righteousnesse delivereth from death x Chap. 18. 10 11. All things are nothing without this This is all without them Therein is the substance the Kernell the quintessence of all The y 1 John 2. 16. World passethaway and the lust thereof but he that doth the will of God abideth for ever fast like mount Sion an everlasting foundation Godlinesse a 1 Tim. 6. 6. and 4 8. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Chrysost in Gen. 48. Hom. 66. ◠is great gaine it is profitable for all things having the promise of the life that now is and of the life that is to come And therefore if the Parent had but one request to put up for the Childe it should be That the Lord would be its portion That He would blesse him indeed for whom He blesseth are blessed b 1 Chron. 4. 10. And if he had but one instruction it should be for the getting the principall thing Get Wisedome and withall thy getting get understanding c Prov. 4. 7. The last Consideration containeth in it the very pith of reason and equitie and mightily engageth the Parent to give All diligence at this point touching the good Nurture of his Childe when I have cleared so much I have done 3. A Childe is the Parents Image right A branch from a sinfull stock An off-spring from a corrupted fountaine The Parent is the Channell which conveyeth unto it Sinne and Death This is that hereditary evill which is truely and really stated and fëoffed upon every Childe of Adam But if we will see the first originall of the conveyance we must descend as low as Adam who was the sonne of God made as every thing else very good with this excellency and prerogative royall above other things in Gods Image that is in Holinesse and righteousnesse But being in this honour he understood not but sought out many inventions d Eccles 7. 29. that is They would finde out something beyond God and so for it was not possible to be otherwise they found on t their owne finddings Sinne and Sorrow They reached forth their hand unto the forbidden fruit and did eate so they fell from their stedfastnesse and glory Then they knew both good and evill Good if they had obeyed Evill that they obeyed not Now they had experience and feeling of their good they lost and the evill they brought upon themselves Thus sinne entred into the World and by sinne death that is more evils and weightier then we can think them For we must note That the Actuall sinne of Adam determined not the bound of Misery but brought a second Misery with it the Misery of our whole Nature While Adam stood we stood in him his obedience kept his whole estate and Nature entire But when he fell we fell in him for though the sinne were a limited thing in act of eating yet it was an unlimited excesse in respect of the Committer and the frame of his revolting heart and therefore it was just with God to plague his whole Nature for that sinfull Act. So then The same hand that was reacht forth to this fruite reacht it also to the fruite of their loynes wherein that fruite was seminally as branches in a common stock And thus the Childrens teeth were set on edge so the next verse tels us And Adam begat a sonne in his owne likenesse his owne indeed that is With that generation Sinne was also derived for he begat now not the Body onely but a Man in his receptivenesse of the soule and in those bands and ties which knit body and soule to wit these spirits of reasonable Nature and by the infection of these spirits the soule is also corrupted We cannot with sobriety enquire further into this thing I know the dispute how this sinne is propagated from the Father to the Childe is very large But we may say of it as the Philosopher of that Dispute touching that supposed voide place It is an empty and vaine Dispute c 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Arist phys de vacuo voide of use and to none effect It was a wise and seasonable reproofe which a Mariner in a dangerous tempest gave to the Philosopher troubling him with a Dispute touching the Windes We f 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Aul. Gell. lib. 1. cap. 2. ◠are at the point of sinking and you trifle out the time with a vaine discourse Enquiries touching this point have blotted much Paper and spent much precious Time and all to little purpose for so we give time to a growing mischiefe It is as if while the fire rageth on the sides and tops of houses a man should hold his hand and moove his tongue not joyne force to quench it but onely aske how it begunne where and when It was a good answer to one who would know by what Chinke sinne entred into the Childe g Hist of the Couns of Trent l. 2. p. 174 That Chinks were not to be sought where a gate stood wide open The Apostle
but our Pitie and our Praise 2. Thus they see Gods handy-worke and it is wonderfull in their eyes but still they see their owne Image also and cause enough to bewaile the uncleannesse of their Birth What the Pharisees once spake of him whose eyes Christ had opened is true of every mothers Childe Thou wast altogether borne in sinnes which should Joh. 9. 3â— make every Parent to cry out as that mother did Have mercy on me O Lord thou sonne of David my Childe is naturally Matth. 15. 22. Joh. 3. the childe of wrath Except it be borne againe of water and of the spirit it cannot enter into the kingdome of God The Parents see evidently now that they are the channell conveying death unto the childe The mother is separated for some time that shee may set her thoughts apart and fixe them here The father is in the same bond with her and in this we may not separate them God hath made promise to restore this lost Image this not tooke but throwne away integritie And this now their thoughts run upon and they pray That the Lord would open their mouthes wide and enlarge their hearts towards this so great a Mysterie They have a fruit of an old stocke it must be transplanted and out they carry it and into the Church they beare it as out of old Adam whence was transmitted to it sinne and death into the second Adam whence it may receive Righteousnesse and Life Then at the fountaine they hold it blessing God Who hath opened it for sinne and for uncleannesse And there they present it not to the signe of the Crosse but to Blood Sacramentally there that is Righteousnesse purchased by the death of Christ and now on Gods part appropriated and made the childes And the Parents blesse His name and exalt His mercy who hath said at such a time as this Live Who hath found out Ezâ—k 16. 6. a Raâ—some to answer such a guilt A righteousnesse to cover such a sinne so big and so fruitfull A life to swallow up such a death with all its issues This the Parent sees in this poore element Water appointed by God set apart fitted and sanctified for this end With it the childe is sprinkled and for it the Parent beleeves and promiseth Then home againe they carry it It is a solemne time and to be remembred and thâ— vaine pompe takes not up much time where wiser thoughts from truer judgement take place Friends may come and a decency must be to our place sutable but the Pageant like carriage of this solemne businesse by some speaks out plainly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 A â—ancie Act. 25. 23. that the heart is not right nor is that vaine pâ—mpe forsaken which yet is now upon their lips to say They who have better learned Christ do better understand the nature and solemnitie of the action they are about so their great businesse is with God before whom they spread themselves and their childe Who can worke by meanes as secret as is the way of the spirit and can set this water closer to the soule then He hath set its bones which yet no man understandeth nor can tell when or how To Him they offer it before Him they lay it praying That this water may ever lye upon the heart of theirs as a fruitfull seed quickâ—ing renewing sanctifying That that water may as the Rocke ever 1 Cor. 10. 4. follow the childe The rocke removed not but the waters there-out followed them so the Parents pray That this water may ever follow the childe as a fresh spring still quickening washing refreshing untill the day of refreshing shall come This is their dutie now and this is all they can do beside the tending of it and this their dutie and their life must end together Now the childe lyes at the mothers breast or in the lap she is the nurse without question or so she should be though it is a resolved case that in some cases she cannot and in some she may not mercy must be regarded before this sacrifice But looke we still That mercy be not the pretence and ease the thing that is pleaded for that alters the case very much and will not prove a sufficient excuse wherewith to put off so bounden a dutie The * Aul. Gel. lib. 12. cap. 1. Macrob lib. 5. cap. 11. Erasm puerp Heathen have spoke enough to this point and more then all the Christians in the world can answer for the deserting and putting off unlesse in the cases before pointed at this so naturall and engaged a service At the mothers breast then we suppose the childe is and the eyes are open abroad it looks nothing delights it they shut againe as if it would tell the Parent what they should be now and it selfe hereafter both crucified to the world and the world to them 3. The childe is yet so little that here is little for the father to do yet All that is and it is no little worke is in his closet But besides that for it is the mothers worke too here is work for the mother enough It must be tended though it sleepe much more when it is awake And here is the observation It is hard to say which is more the mothers tendernesse or the childes frowardnesse and yet how they agree how they kisse one the other as if the parent were delighted with it It is an affection somewhat above nature implanted for the preservation of man so the Heathen could say by the God of mercy otherwise it might not be so for the more froward it is the more she tenders the little thing And it much encreaseth the childes score which he can never pay The Parent and the childe can never cut scores or strike tallies for they will never lye even 4. Infancy is a dreame we say The most part of it is spent in the cradle and at the breast the remainder in dressing and undressing Little can be said to it And yet something may be done even the first two yeers for the framing of the body as Nurses know best but something it is and the fashioning of the minde too and the younger it is with the better successe I have read of a great Conquerour yet not so great as that he could overcome his passions or an ill custome it is a second nature he learnt an unbeseeming gesture at the brest and shewed it on his throne If I remember his Nurse was blamed for it for she might have remedied it while the parts were tender Some-thing may be done also for the fashioning of the minde and preventing of evill It is much what they who are below Christians have spoken and practised this way which I passe over Note we The first tincture and dye hath a very great power beyond ordinary conceit or my expression And therefore observe well what they do who are about this childe not yet three yeers old and what the childe doth
old man instructed his sonne by way of example and that way Exemplis vitiorum quaeque no 〈…〉 we may take nay we must if we intend the information of children Thus much touching a parents first work with his childe which is the watching over him for the rooting out of evils what these evils are and the way to prevent them CHAP. V. The implanting of good The order therein foure seasons in the Day very seasonable for this work THe childe is yet in his flower and first spring And that is the season of sowing and planting the seed of instruction which is the next work and now followeth The Preacher gives us a good lesson and incouragement both In k Eccles 11 6. the Morning sow thy seed and in the Evening withhold not thine hand for thou knowest not whether shall prosper either this or that or whether they both shall be alike good In this hope the parent proceedeth and according to his rule and charge Deut. 11. 19. Foure seasons there are in the day very seasonable for instruction according as they shall minister matter so a parent may fit his occasionall instructions These seasons are as we finde them lie in the Text though not in the same order I. In the morning when thou risest II. At noon or the season when thou sittest at the table III. When thou walkest by the way IIII. At night when thou liest â—own § 1. In the morning when thou risest There is no season in the day fitter for instruction then is the morning nor fuller thereof Now the Sunne is returning and begins to appeare on this our side of the Globe making all light and lightsome about us oh how comfortable is it to see the light and how safe to walk by it Before darknesse covered the earth and masked the face of the same and then we could not discern in what order things lay nor what way to settle about them Many doubts we have and feares in darknesse some reall though the most imaginary for it is our nature in darknesse if we finde them not there to frame them there Our way in the dark is uncertain and hazardous full of danger Learn hence What darknesse is to the outward man so is ignorance the key of some mens l Reade our Jewell 27. Art Religion to the inward I know not whereat I may stumble nor wherein I may fall nor falling how dangerously I may fall nor how irrecoverably Onely this difference there is and it is a great one betwixt him that walks in darknesse and him that lives in ignorance the darknesse of the minde He that walks in darknesse walks charily and cautelously feeling his way with one hand and fencing his face and the choice ornament thereof with the other because he hath no light to guide himself by and he knows he is in darknesse and is sensible of the danger Therefore it falls out ordinarily that he scapeth and preventeth danger because he is so sensible of the same what I feare most is like to do me least hurt for it is likely I am prepared for prevention It is not so with a man walking in ignorance and darknesse of minde He goes on boldly and confidently according as the proverb is he discernes no danger he cannot fear it The former by his carefulnesse may not fall The latter by his ignorant carelesenesse must needs fall it is not possible to be otherwise The former if he fall he will surely rise again for he knoweth he lieth not where he would The other falling lieth still and can never rise again till a light appeare unto him the one knoweth where he is and what he doth the other knoweth nothing as he ought to know There is one we may call that one as Satan called himself Legion for that one is many who holdeth ignorance to be the mother of devotion but that one is the mother of fornications and thence it is that she prevaileth with them and deceives so many for as she hath gained so she holds all she hath gained by the tenure of ignorance There is a farre greater difference betwixt a well knowing and conscientious man and an ignorant person then is betwixt a man walking in the Sun and working by it and another walking in the night when neither Moon nor Starre appeares The one clearely setteth forth the other he that worketh by the Sunne seeth all cleare about him where he is and what he doth and why he doth it he that is in darknesse discerneth nothing nor can do any thing as he ought to do and yet which is much worse living in the darknesse of ignorance he discerneth not his danger He that doth in any part understand what ignorance is and the fearfull effects of the same this ignorant man doth not will pray for himself and his as they who were upon the sea and in great danger They wished for the day m Acts 27. 29. Send forth Lord thy light and thy truth through thy tender mercie let the Day-spring from on high visit us Thus he wisheth for the day And now This Day-spring from above hath visited us we that once walked in darknesse have seen a great light and the glory thereof we have seen as the glory of the onely Sonne of God upon us who dwelt in the shadow of death hath this light shined Oh happy are the people then that are in such a case how blessed are they to whom the Sun of righteousnes hath appeared they are children of the day and of the light it is day with them alwayes day though neither Moon nor Starres appeare that is though they finde no influence from the earth or regions bordering thereupon But clean contrary it is with them to whom this Sunne of Righteousnesse appeareth not or against whom they shut their eyes as some will do though as the proverb is we should shew them the n Lact. 7. 1. Nec si Solem in manibus gestemus fidem commodabunt ei doctrinae Sun in our hands seeing but will not see How miserable are the people that are in such a case they sit in darknesse as they do on the other side of the globe when the Sun is with us nay worse then so they dwell in a land dark as Aegypt was even in the land of the shadow of death For though they have the Moon and Starres upon them I mean the confluence of all outward things yet they sit in darknesse in deep darknesse For as the Sun is to this outward world so is the Lord Christ the Sun of Righteousnesse to the world of beleevers without Him it is all dark with Him it is still light like the land of Goshen happy are the people that are in such a case blessed are the people whose God is the Lord Send forth thy truth Lord and thy light and through the tender mercy of our God let the Day-spring from above visit us This may take up our
thoughts very seasonably when the darknesse of the night is past and the comfort of the day is come And it may set an edge upon our desires after the principall thing o Eccles 2. 13. 14. knowledge wisdome understanding For wisdome excelleth folly as light excelleth darknesse And the wise-mans eyes are in his head but the fool walketh in darknesse Knowledge in the minde is as the eye in our little world or as the Sun in the great Thus much by way of Analogie or agreement betwixt the eye or great light of the world and the true light Note we now wherein they disagree and their operation is contrary for it yeelds a great lesson The great eye of the world doth lighten those who have eyes and by a naturall power can apprehend that light They whose eyes are dark have no benefit by it But the true Light lightneth them p Lege Cal. Inst 2. 2 25. who have no principle of light within them them and them onely who are all darknesse and know themselves so to be and for such who think themselves lightsome and seeing men they are left to the vanitie of their own thoughts If q John 9. 41. ye were blinde ye should have no sinne but now ye say we see therefore your sinne remaineth It is of high g use and specially requires our consideration 2. The day is come and the sunne appeareth so the Creatour thereof hath appointed that it should know its rising and thereby to renew and and refresh the face of things The instruction is touching the might of His power and the riches of His grace creating light in the Soul who at the first brought it out of the wombe of darknesse and causing the light of comfort to arise unto His servants in the darkest night of affliction for it is He also that turneth the shadow of Death into the Morning r Amos 5. 8. And this affordeth a righteous people an hint for a glorious dependance they know that as sure as the morning follows the night so the Sun of righteousnesse will appeare with healing under his wings for if the Sun know his appointed time much more the Lord knoweth His and the Sun of righteousnesse His season when and how to comfort those that wait for Him as they that wait for the morning 3. The appearance of the Sun instructs us touching the glory of His appearance and the exceeding joy the righteous shall be filled with all at that Day For if it be so comfortable to see the light how comfortable will it be to see Him that is the Light of that light If this elementary Sun be so glorious and full of light what then is the Sun of Righteousnesse And if it be so comfortable to see this light how ravishing ſ Lege Basil Hex Hom. 6. will that joy be in beholding His face in that Day when we shall know Him as He is the Lord of glory But for the wicked it is not so with them for the morning is now unto them as the shadow t Job 24. 17. of death what then will be the morning of their resurrection when the hidden works of darknesse shall be brought to light and the secrets of all hearts opened and made cleare before all Israel and before the Sunne 4. We learne againe how sinne and sorrow can sower our blessings and make us disrelish the greatest earthly comforts Amongst them the chiefest is the light yet to him that is hurried or oppressed with his sinne this light is grievous And to him that is in paine the day is dolesome as he is wearyed with tossings in the night so is he tyred in the day complaining thereof for In the Deut. 28. 67. morning he shall say would God it were evening God can cause the Sunne to go down at noon and darkens the earth in a cleare day Amos 8. 9. That is as the x Chrysost Ad Pop. Ant. Hom. 2 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Ibid. Father expounds the place He can so cloud the spirit of a man with sorrow that it cannot see the light or if he see it it shall not be lightsome to him Our cisternes of comfort are below but they are filled above All my springs of my life saith David Psal 87. 7. are in Thee Some fruits of comfort we gather from the earth but the root of our comfort is in heaven And this That our heart may have no dependance but on Him and that we may feare before Him Who can turn our y Amos 8. 10. feasts into mourning and our songs into lamentations A pleasant morning into a bitter day And a day of mirth into a night of sorrow as He can also turne the shadow of death into the morning 5. The Sunne though it be in an infinite distance from us to our finite understanding yet doth it send its influence downward cleane contrary to the nature of light or fire unto the lowest of creatures Thus This great light doth as if the Great Creator thereof had charged it thus to do Send forth thy light against the nature of the same cast thy beames down towards Man to guide and direct him there do so for for him thou wast made His candle z Ad Popul Antioch Hom. 9. cannot do so it is against its nature whose flame tends upward but so shalt Thou do that Thou maist serve man for whom Thou wast made thy light shall tend downward so Chrysostome It teacheth those that are highest in place and gifts to have an eye as the eye of the body hath to the foot to those that are lowest in regard of both and to be the more servant unto all we see That the Sunne riseth not for it selfe but to be the common candle of the world that we may see by it and worke by it It teacheth as before that whether we labour in our callings or to fit us for a calling we should in all intend the publique rather then our private interest This selfe is a poore and an unworthy Center for our actions to tend to or rest in yet is it the great Idoll a Self-love builds the citie of the Divell c. Aug. de Civit. lib. 14. cap. 28. ◠of the world as self pleasing so self-seeking the measuring the publick good by private interest And this sinne is clearely evinced and reproved by the language of the Sunne and all those creatures that in their ranks obey their Maker and serve us They serve man not themselves to teach man not to serve himself onely or principally but in subordination to God and in due reference to his brother The Sun as the great eye of the world is so divided by the Lord of the same that all parts partake of it in their season Nay the eye of our little world hath sight not to enjoy but to lighten the members so the wise man hath wisdome not for himself but for those of simple and shallow
will the day and night and never consider Him who made all these things Let us not be like unto them but as we have hearts able to comprehend better things so let us use them that we may fill our wayes with perfect peace Let us wisely meditate in all the works of God for they are the wisdome of God in which we should know God and glorifie Him and give thanks unto Him So we reade when Eliphaz would perswade Iob the feare and reverence of Gods Majestie he biddeth him behold the starres how high they are The Prophet Isaiah when he will assure the Church of the mercy of God that He will according to His mighty power fulfill all His promises he saith thus who hath measured the waters in His fist and counted heaven with His span and comprehended the dust of the earth in a measure and weighed the mountains in a weight and the hills in a ballance In meditation of these great works of God the Prophet would teach them to feare no man but put their onely trust and confidence in God So the prophet Ieremie setteth out the constant course of the day and night for us to consider and in it to know how unchangeable the love of God is to all His Saints So our Saviour Christ by the goodly colours of the flowers of the field He would have us learn what a fatherly providence God hath over His children to cover their nakednesse Who clotheth so gloriously the fading flower The Prophet David in many places and especially Psal 104 doth make a goodly rehearsall of the providence of God in ruling the whole world thereby exhorting us to obey God to hate iniquitie Thus should we by these exhortations and instructions teach all our senses our eyes to see and our eares to heare so that in the creatures of God we may see His glory love His goodnesse feare His Majestie expresse His Image in all our conversation So farre Mr Dearing Lectur 19. on Heb. 4. 34. c. where he informes us touching the Sabbath the works thereof and the perpetuitie of the same But I may more fitly shut up this in the words of S. Basil upon the same subject y Hom. 8. in Hex ◠p. 94. When I look back to behold the varietie of things I have spoken of then I think I have spoken a great deale and too much But then again when I consider the admirable wisdome of the Creator in them all I may very well begin my speech again for indeed I have said nothing nothing to the incomprehensible Power unsearchable wisdome exceeding riches of goodnesse which the Lord hath manifested in all His creatures and towards man the Lord of them all What remaineth then but as He is great and wonderfull in working so He is greatly to be praised as His power is wonderfull so should our feare be as His mercy exceedeth so should our thankfulnesse in our measure though indeed His mercies exceed all thanksgiving and praise So much when thou walkest by the way And now that the Sun is departed from us we have done with our walk The night succeeds and the instructions there from follow CHAP. VIII In this world the day and night have their course when they cease it will be alwayes day or alwayes night How that instructeth What darknesse teacheth How we are engaged to lie down with serious thoughts of God and His goodnesse 4. AT night c. I suppose now the Sun set upon us when the beasts go out to prey and man retires from his hard labour under the Sun It is a fit time for a man now to retire into himself also and to consider not so much his little world the severall parts powers and faculties of the same Though that is a point of great consideration and would fill another book but how he hath employed these in the day-time to the glory of the Giver and the good of them amongst whom he lives This is a strong argument to presse home this consideration even this That the longest day will have his night § 1. Let that man who hath spent the day in the may-game of the world and as the most do who make no account of time nor think themselves to be accountable for it let him ask himself what contentment he findes in the pleasures so eagerly pursued all the day before and what comfort they now give unto him now that the night is come and his doores shut upon him He must needs answer that they are gone and passed and most likely they have left but a sad relish behinde But yet if he be resolved when he is wakened to tread the same wayes again of sin and death he must needs consider withall if he have the consideration of a man that though now through Gods gracious dispensation towards him the night is and the morning will dawn yet a night will come which shall never have morning A night when our pleasures and profits and honours all that we call good things and so dote upon when all shall set and returne no more While we live here in this world As the morning cometh so cometh the night and as sure as the night followeth day so sure sorrow follows our pleasures which may teach us not to over-joy or over-prize our worldly contentments when the candle of God shineth upon our tabernaele for they are short and momentany of small continuance As sure as the night cometh so sure a change will come And here also when it is night we know the day will dawn again in its apponted time And though sorrow may abide for a night yet joy may come in the morning It is easie with Him to make it so Who turneth the shadow of death into the morning a Amos 5. 8. And the darkest time here below may cleare up again comfort may return as the morning doth and when troubles do usher in comforts they make comforts more comfortable It is said of the Sirens that they weep in calme weather and sing in a storm b Aug. de Civit. lib. 12 cap. 20. for they know that after a calme they shall have a storm and after a storm they shall have fair weather The Morall teacheth us this point of wisdome in the time of adversitie wisely to consider and to look back c Respice Trem. Eccles 7. 14. to the change of things to call to minde the time past how it hath been God hath set prosperitie and adversitie one against the other Now the day is but it will be night anon now the night is and anon the morning will be And thus I say it is while we live here just like travellers as the father spake very usefully d Basil in primum Psal p. 113. This life is a way-fare here we meet with some things which do delight us but they will away we must passe by them And here we meet with some thing which will annoy and offend us
from glory to glory o Cor. 3. 18. 3. It is of use to consider what darknesse is and what the bounds of the same the resolution is short we shall finde it to be no positive thing but a meer privation and as boundlesse it is as the light was for it is but the absence thereof If I take a candle out of a room I do not put darknesse into the same room but in taking away the candle I leave the room dark Thus of the great candle of the world it doth not make this side of our globe dark but withdrawing it self from our side it leaves us in darknesse This is of use to informe us That there is no efficient cause of darknesse either in our great world or in our little but a deficient altogether p Vide Augusâ—de civit lib 12. cap. 6 7. which cause is understood by the same way that darknesse is seene or silence is heard we heare silence by hearing nothing so we see darknesse by seeing nothing Shut the eye and behold darknesse Our enquiry is nought touching the efficient cause of an evill will or of a dark minde saith Mornaeus q Male quâ—ritur unde malâ—m efficiatur for there is no such cause thereof If light withdraw it self either from our world without or from our world within there needs no more to leave all darke r 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Basil Hâ—x Hom 2 pag 18 19. yea and to expose us to the power of darknesse and to lead us to the houre of temptation The usefull enquiry then is Who is that fountain of Light Which lighteth every man that cometh into the world And we must acknowledge here if there be truth in us and say contrary to that which the Fathers of old said in an opinion of themselves we see not nor can we see Nay we shall ever sit in darknesse and in the very shadow of death untill this Light this Day-spring from on high shall visit us who at the first caused the light to shine out of darknesse and made the aire light before He gave the Sun And this is that Sun of Righteousnesse We must acknowledge farther That as we have many wayes to shut out of our roomes this light in the aire but no way to shut out darknesse so there is an heart in us which can oppose this fountain of Light shutting our eyes against it and thrusting it from us so resisting the Holy Ghost but for darknesse we are held and chained in it and against that we have no power A consideration if put home that will hide pride from us and humble us to the dust that from thence we may present this great request To the Hearer of prayers Lord that we might receive our sight Å¿ Mark 10. 51. Lord that thou wouldest give unto us the spirit of wisdome and revelation in the knowledge of Him the eyes of our understanding bring enlightned that we may know what is the hope of His calling and what the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the Saints c. Ephes 1. 17 18 c. 4. It is considerable how small a thing doth make the place about us light supplying the want of that great body which is now with the other side of our globe What the Sun cannot do saith Chrysostome a little candle can t 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Ad Ephes Hom. 12. for not to speake of the starres those great lights which then shew clearest when the night is darkest a rush-candle a Glow-worm the bones of a fish a rotten piece of wood will dart you out a light which though the faintest all the power of that darknesse we properly call night cannot withstand But here we must remember a darknesse which we reade of so thick and palpable that it over-powered the fire and candle it put both out neither could burne the while As Philo Iudeus tells us as well as the Apocrypha Wisd 17. 5. This tells us first that He who is the God not of some but of all consolations can take away some comforts and supply us with other-some which may not be so full in our eye but yet as satisfying more contentfull He can put our acquaintance farre from us He can suffer the divell to cast some into prisons and into dungeons where the enemy thinks there is no light to be expected so wise they are in their generation and so prudently they have contrived But the enemy is mistaken for He who formeth light and createth darknesse He that made the light to shine out of the wombe of darknesse He that makes a candle supply the want of the Sun He that turneth the shadow of death into the morning He that doth these great and wonderfull things He it is that gives His children light in darknesse and songs in their night As Peter found it for behold to him a light shined in the prison x Act. 12. 7. so shall it be with all that truely feare the Lord A light shall arise to them in darknesse * Isa 58. 10. Psal 112. There is some cranny left whereby to let in light and a way open with the Lord for deliverance from all the expectation of the enemy though all the wayes be blocked up to man both in respect of the prison and the Iron-gate y Act. 12. 11. The children of Israel children of the day and of the light ever had in despight of the enemy and ever shall have light in their dwellings z Exod. 10. 23 though these dwelling are prisons caves and dungeons which the enemy calleth and indeed seeme to be like the shadow of death This meditation may be more enlarged for if nature be so solicitous as was said * Preface p. 19. in recompensing what is wanting much more then so will the God of nature do He takes from Moses a distinct and treatable voice He Himself will be a mouth to Moses He takes away Iohn a great light to His Church He gives the Lord Christ The Light of that Light He takes away Christ His bodily presence He leaves them not orphans comfortlesse He gives His Church a fuller measure of His Spirit He takes away strength of body He gives strength of faith establishment of heart He takes away a deare childe by that sorrow as by a sanctified meanes He formeth Christ in the heart It is of high use to consider how God doth supply in one kinde what He takes away in another as He doth make the little candle to supply the absence of the great Sun Lastly when we lye down we are to be taught as to recount the mercies of the day so to call to minde the dangers of the night Houses are marked out in the day-time and broke open in the night houses also are fired in the night And how helplesse is man amidst these casualties and dangers If a sleep the theefe findes him bound to his hand and if
wife out of Chrysostome Page 149. Grievances rancked under two heads What is only evill and to be feared Page 152. Evils Imaginary Reall The former how prevented Page 154. The bearing the latter silently and like a Christian supposeth two things greatly to be studied to Page 158. Snares they spring from two rootes how snares from plenty are prevented that our foote be not taken with them Feare a Catholike remedy page 163. snares from scarcenesse how to breake through them and how to carry and quiet our spirits in them 165. The houswifes charge how it may be discharged to wards children what the parents ambition touching them and servants our charge over them how neglected The houswifes duty engageth the Tongue that it bee apt to teach The eyes for over sight The hands that they be diligent and open mercy to the poore inforced to page 170. Diligence a great thriver well husbanding the present makes us secure for the after time The family the fountaine of society how ordered if it be as those families whose praise is in the Gospell The conclusion to page 175 CHAP. VII OLD-Age as an Haven we must doe as men arrived safe there What questions we must put to our soules the more to quicken us to the sacrifice of praise Many questions resolved into one to page 180. Two periods of this Age. I. Desired not welcomed A calme Time if youth hath not troubled it It must be imployed The lamp of our life must not now blaze-out to page 184. A grave complaint and counsaile page 186. who gives understanding 187. II. How burdensome those yeares The Grashopper a Burden When our time is shortest our expectation is longest a weake Body but a strong presumption how vaine to think we can turne to God then when we have turned from Him all our dayes It is not our Time nor Gods Time to page 192. Fooles delay Time Children of wisdome not so to page 193. Two lessons drawne from hence We must not wish for death in a passion Eternity when we may wish for death to page 196. Not trifle away Time Grave counsell to that purpose 197. Who may be said properly to live Groanes not discernable from what spirit they proceed 199. We make an Idoll of the last prayer What first to be done 221. Comfort in death Whence the peace of the Godly They taste not death they see it not c. Applyed to the Child concluded Faults escaped Page 29. line 12. of thy wings read whereof Page 50. line 34. covered read opened Not be hid Page 108. line 7. this read thy 109. Last line read imply Page 116. line 29. would read should These faults were found not sought for and because they marre the sense are noted so might many more if there had been will or leasure to have perused the Book The Remaines must stand as properly belonging to every person and presse and expect favour from every one who knows himselfe partaking of the same common nature But if here are more faults then usuall our excuse is that the coppy could not be made legible by the Authors own hand and being written by another was the more wanting in stops and otherwise and we keep to the Coppy A CHILDES PORTION The Second Part. Respecting a Childe grown up CHAP. I. What we are taught by beholding our selves in the wombe and what by our outward frame of body I Shall now call thee back to look unto the Rock whence thou was hewen to the wombe whence thou was taken I shall begin with thee at the very beginning of thy being that thou maiest take a more cleare sight and consideration even there of Gods goodnesse thy Parents kindnesse thy self misery Assuredly there is no period of a mans age that yeelds him such a discerning as this point of time doth at which he first breathed in this world and so set forth to runne his race Therefore I shall reduce thee now to thy primitive originals and as it were lay thee again in the wombe whence thou didst spring That in this way of reduction thou maiest take speciall notice of two main and principall points whereon so much depends 1. Thy outward frame of body 2. Thy inward frame of spirit Of the outward frame here § 1. Here take notice of God first and of His goodnesse laid out upon thee when of nothing thou wast made something some few dayes before thou wast a meere nothing That which never shall be was in as great a possibility of being as then thou wast And when thou wast something Iob tels thee what it was that something was as much as Mar. Au. Ant. Medit. li. 10. Sect. 26. p. 171 nothing to the producing of such an effect so an Heathen could say from such a beginning Of that nothing wast thou limmed or framed thence this curious work not the work of nature but of an Almighty-hand quickning Nature and actuating the same And in seven dayes for so experience tells us saith Hier. Fabricius the Physitian that frame P. 686. had its proportion of all parts And one half of that work but the better part indeed is more worth then a whole world thy soul so He saith who went to the price of soules § 2. And as thou must take notice of the hand that covered thee in thy mothers wombe so must thou take notice of the same hand for the same Hand it was that brought thee thence and none other but that If this hath not been told thee nor haft thou yet considered so much then beleeve me that the most curious searchers into Nature and the powers thereof which are great and strange in their extent and latitude they who have ascribed too much unto it even they have yet acknowledged at this point when the childe is brought to the birth and no power to bring forth that this is the finger of God this is the work of His hand And yet this sorrow in child-birth is not the same in all nor is the danger the Lord so dispensing therewith though the curse be common We know what the Mid-wives say touching the Hebrew women and common experience tels us also that some women there are who in this case speed better then their betters We read what our Geographer and Historiographer for he is both writeth concerning History of S. George Histo of the Sab. Geog. p. 32. the Spanish women and what he citeth out of Strab◠touthing a woman there who rose from one labour to another from labour in child-birth to labour in the field She was rather an Hedge-woman then a child-bed woman and it is with them many times as we heard But this we are sure of that is that burthen which is laid upon that Sex In sorrow shalt thou bring forth children and so wonderfull the Delivery is that we may say with the Prophet Thou art Psal 71. 6. He that took me out of my mothers bowels my praise shall be continually of
thee †1. And thou childe I suppose thee the eldest though I would make no difference here for whether the next in yeers or the youngest it will fit very well and instruct alike in the maine for which I intend it hast as much cause toconsider this as any other because of the sore travell thy mother had with thee I will not mention the travell of her soul for thee that Christ might be formed in thee though a travell it was also she was in hard labour with the greatest danger of her own life before thou didst such in the ayre of this She might have called thy name Iabesh 1. Chron 4. 9. because she bare thee with sorrow Such were the pains upon her and so heavy was that burthen which was laid of old upon that Sex that it pressed her out of measure above strength as if she must first go out of this world before thou couldest come in A strong engagement this to look up to Him with thankfulnesse who brought thee to the She sickned the 17. of August and died the 30. at 9. in the morning 163 1 when thou wast 4. yeers and 7. dayes old wombe and took thee thence and to thy parent in all due observance and it is as strong as ever though thy mother is not here I suppose thee the eldest she was taken from me and thee when thy fift yeer was currant and yet not seven dayes runne out of it Me thinks a childe grown up and reflecting on it selfe lying in the wombe and taken thence should observe a love in the mother as strong as Death All these turnings of stomack part of the mothers sorrow those throwghs afterwards as so many deaths such waters could not quench this love nor such floods of sorrow drown it nay all these were but like the Smithes water cast upon his fire which makes it burn the hotter and the clearer for all these sorrows are out of minde when the childe is in sight and serve but to encrease the love and to inhance the price of that sweet commodity the mother hath so dearly bought In one place of sacred Writ the mother is placed before the father Feare every man his mother and his a Lev. 19. 3. father It may be because the Mother is generally so neglected or because she so neglects her self I may not hit upon the true reason but I can tell a strong reason why at sometime the mother may be put as it were upon the right hand and why she should at all times be of high and honorable account with the childe for she hath bought it deare as they use to say so deare that evâ—n for her sorrow in Child-birth the childe must ever be her debter Suppose we the most dutifull and observant childe standing forth that ever yet was clothed with sinfull flesh telling the reciprocation of his duty and mutuall workings thereof towards The name and nature of the Stork Heb. his mother that he hath done towards â—er as the young Stork to the old the same say the Naturalists which once the old did to the young suppose all this the Mother could 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Hesiod c. Quinta aetas Homer Iliad 4. Lege Hex Baâ—ilii Hom. 8. answer all in few words Remember childe if thou canst the turnings of my stomacke not the least part of my sorrows the pains I felt every one as so many daggers to the heart sinking my spirits and throwing up my tyred breath as if I should never take it in again Should the mother say no more but this what she suffered for the childe though much sâ—e did for it afterwards And there is more then nature in it say some that so much she did unto it when it lay like a b Hom Odys l. 6. â—â—cretius man after a shipwrack cast up upon the shoare the most forlorne and helplesse creature that can be thought of in the world Should she I say but tell what she suffered for the childe when in the wombe and bringing thence she hath answered all the childe can say and left it farre in her books so farre that it can never get out death only cancells that bond The parent and the childe can never cut scores or strike tallyes for they can never lye even And so much that thou may est honour thy Mother for then thou art as a Ecclus. 3. 4. one that layeth up a blessing Mark that for by the rule of contraries he that dishonours the Mother is as one that layeth up a curse Honour thy Mother and forget it not †2. Thy Father too look to it thou dost not set light by A se migrat ab â—â—mine totus transit in bestianâ— patâ—â—â— pietatis â—â—memor gratiae gâ—aitoris oblius Chrysol de prodego Ser. 2. him so thou dost do it thou dost set light by his admonitions For that is a sinne which calleth down a curse from the Almightie And though I should not plead my right and thy dutie yet the Lord would do both Nay it I should pray against the curse as God forbid I should forbeare to do yet would it according to Gods ordinary dispensation certainly fall the arme of flesh being too short to keep it off He is the God of Recompences He looks up on the breach of that sacred band betwixt parents and children a Si gravaris â—â—scultare paâ— ontibus esto dicto audious carâ—sici quod si neque haic obedire suâ—â—â— â—bcâ—liâ—o 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Cataâ—hâ—s Lutâ— and will require it That which Luther speaks is very notable and may winne much upon a stubborn childe if any thing will If thy neck be so stiffe that thou wilt not bow nor bend nor relent by all the perswasions entreaties of thy parents then expect that the Executioner shall bend thee If thou wilt not heare what thy parents say for thy instruction thou art like to heare what the Hangman saith for thy cutting off and destruction b Prov. 17. 11. Caâ—nâ—fâ—x Trâ—m Ephes 6. 1. Sicut â—ost Dâ—â—â— deligere parâ—â—tes 〈◊〉 est sic pâ—â—s quà m Deum impietas Châ—ysâ—st in Mat. Lat. tantum Hom 26. A cruell messenger shall be seâ—t to a Son of rebellion If thou wilt not put thy necke under the yoke thy parents would put upon thee which is no other but what God enjoyneth and for thy good annexing a large blessing thereunto If thou wiâ—t not submit to this easie and sweet yoke In the Lord for this is right thou must then submit to an iron yoke in putting thy neck into the executioners halter for that is but just So Doctor Lu. speaks in our plain English and addes thereto That the experience of all Ages have evidenced the Truth thereof And for the yet clearer evidencing the same This I adde further I have been young and am not farre from being old but never saw I a dutifull childe that went away
that perish c. Read this in the 9. Hom. of S. Basil Mex 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Ibid. Let the beast look thither-ward and fix there who cannot look nor rise an inch higher We dishonour our parentage if being born men we do by an evill and beast-like conversation match our selves as with beasts not considering our honour and dignity It s farre worse to be like a beast in conversation then to be born a Beast b Pejus est comparari jumento quà m nasci jumentum this is no fault but a great fault that And such an one is he who seeks nothing nor savours nothing but earth contrary to his nature and Image stampt upon him Assuredly there can be no consideration so effectuall to raise our thoughts and send them upwards and so fix them on high thereto seek our chiefest good as is the consideration of that Image and superscription which God hath stampt upon us and appears unto us even through the outward man thinke we thereof and it will raise the spirit to the place whence it came unlesse we have that spirit of infirmity we read of c Luke 13. 11. which bows us together so that we can in no wise lift up our selves That was an infirmity the greatest that can be thought of as now it is the commonest in the world and from that uncleane spirit it is who is stronger then we and would lay us as low as himself is I know not what to say to it for this infirmitie like an epidemicall disease rageth every where and presseth sore clinging us together It is a spice of our peremptory nature before spoken of of that crookednesse which man cannot straighten To God let us look and on Him let us wait till He shall unto us as to the woman Thou Vers 12. art loosed from thy infirmity for till that time come noble and excellent creatures though we are the chief of Gods works yet on the dust we shall feed and fill ourselves as with the East-winde I meane with that which cannot satisfie For this we may be sure of that as nothing can fit and fill up that stampe which the seale hath made but the very seal which at the first stamp'd that impression or superscription so can nothing in the world no not all the world fit and fill up this image which God hath engraven upon us Capacem Dei non implet minus Deo but He that hath honoured us with such an engraving He and He onely can satisfie this Image The eye we know is not satisfied with seeing nor the eare with hearing These Ta Deus diligenti te quantum praecipis ostendis te sufficis ei Aug. Conf. l. 12 cap. 15. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Câ—rys Tom. 6. ser 1. in Gâ—â— Exod. 28. 36. Psal 17. 15. Geneva Tran. things below us finde us still hungring lusting desiring and so they leave us still more unsatisfi'd But He who hath stampt this a excellent image upon us which should shew forth as that engraving upon the plate Holinesse unto the Lord He can fit the same He can fill it up and fully satisfie So that me thinks and with that I conclude David hath a full expression when he saith When I awake that is I think in the day that I shall rise again I shall be satisfied with thy Image God can satisfie David and God onely and then but not till then fully untill he awake out of the dust of death for that is the time when God is all in all Let us at length shew our selves men and look up to heaven that thence we may receive that which is after our Image Chrys Hâ—m 9. â—n Epist ad Cor. â— When I awake I shall be satisfied with thy Image And so much touching thy Image that thou maist look on it and behold His goodnesse that so engraved thee and then as thy Image directeth thee look up to Him till thou art loosed from that spirit of infirmity and filled with His goodnesse with His Image which onely can fit and fill up which onely can satisfie thine § 4. There is yet another remnant of Gods goodnesse towards this Image of thine and thou must remember it to His praise for it makes up the summe of His mercies to thy outward man and very much it makes for â—he beauty and comelinesse thereof which consisteth but in the full number of parts and in their comely order wherein they are placed holding conformity and proportion with the whole For the beauty and comelinesse of the body stands in an onenesse and fit agreement of many parts to one I call this goodnesse of God a remnant of His mercy or fagge-end thereof not that it is so for the mercy I shall remember thee of is the verie beauty of His work the excellency of thy outward glory it sets it off to the eye and declares the excellent skill of the Worker But it is as a remnant or fagge-end in our esteeme we look upon it as the list of a fine piece of cloth we too commonly either behold it not at all or account not of it at all and all because we have this mercy we want it not Assuredly the commonnesse of a mercy and the not knowing the want of that mercy is the cause we set no estimate upon it at all Had the Lord dealt thus with thee as He might there are many monstrous births in the world many in whom His Image at the first not taken but cast away is doubly defac'd Had He made any part of thee double which is single or single which are double Had He for one face which no creature in the world hath but a Faciâ—s homini tantum Plin. Nat. Hist li. 11. ca. 37. man given thee two for one tongue two or for two eyes two eares two hands two feet but one I will not instance in those so beautifying ornaments Had the Lord for two eye brows which are but a few haires and they excrements of the body yet had He of them given thee but one that want had taken nothing at all from the bulke of thy body but very much from the ornament thereof so much that Si unum radatur supercilium c. August de Civit. Dei li. 11. c. 22. thou canst not well think or imagine But thou canst imagine that if any thing might have been spared then an excrement might and if not an excrement but deformitie would have followed then much more if thou hadst wanted some excellent or more usefull part Thou hast thy parts childe in weight and in number and in their order too and due place comelinesse and proportion in all Thou art not wanting And why think'st thou David that King and Prophet tells thee Because the Lord had written all thy parts in Psal 139. 16. Our book is our Remembrancer Fidelissimus ad jutor memoriae Brightm Reve â— 1. pa. 91. His common place book He
and honoured him the more he suppressed goodnesse and dishonoured God Turning his gifts so bountifully bestowed of nature liberall maintenance grace all against the Giver to the satisfying of his own lusts for judgement causing oppression and for righteousnesse a cry Is it likely I say but that mans reckoning will be very heavy v Isa 5 7. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 at this point Again how unreasonable a conceit is it That our Lord Christ taking upon Him the form of a Servant for us and humbling Himself so low as the Crosse should yet with patience long endure a proud servant lifting up himself in the pride of his thoughts before an humble and for his sake an humbled Lord And how unreasonable also and altogether unbeseeming c 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 defato erat 5. is it That Man poore silly man should in all things seek himselfe a 〈◊〉 Prov. 25. 27. hunt after his own repute his own glorie when as the Lord of Glorie coming down from Heaven to seek Man that was lost sought not his own Glorie b John 8. 50. Certainly this is an iniquitie which greatly provoketh and hath been and is accordingly punished for hence it is That the sword is upon the right eye and arme hence it is that a man proud of his knowledge is become blinde with light proud of his vertue is poyson'd with the Antidote Blown up with his Authoritie and height of his place and power findes his rise hath proved his downfall and his ladder his ruine Certainly for men to search their own glorie is not c Prov. 25. 17. glorie it tends rather to ruine examples whereof are written before us as in Capitall letters But of this before and anon after †8. Is it strength of Bodie or comelinesse of parts which is the beauty of the same Is it this or that which makes us think better of our selves then is meet This also is but a false valuation a vanitie d Prov. 21. 6. tossed to and fro If our strength lift up our heart it will be to our e Chron. 26. 16. destruction Which is to be considered so is this also That that is the f Lord Ver. Essayes 43. pag. 252. true comelinesse the best beauty which a picture cannot expresse yet no cause we should be proud thereof for the outward comelinesse as it is Gods work and hath His Stamp and Superscription we must prize it and put an honour upon it too but I must not be proud thereof what I dote upon will prove my sorrow and what I am proud of my snare For the most part as one notes it makes a Dissolute Youth and an Age a Ibid. little out of countenance though yet if it light well it makes Vertues shine and Vices blush But however It is not a thing to be proud of for it is as Summer fruits which are easie to corrupt and cannot last We cannot say of it IT IS g Hist of the World 2 book 3. 4. c. Preface p. 20. It may change if not vanish in a very short time in a night one fit of a fever of feare of sorrow may in one night so quaffe up our spirits that we cannot easily be known to be the men witnesse a Noble-man in Charles the fifth his Court as we reade in Lemnius h Lemn de complex page 147. Oh saith one i Dr Sibbs S. c. p. 141. That the creature should dare to exalt himselfe against God who need not fetch forces from without to trouble and molest us if He let out the humours of our body or the passions of our minde against us we shall be an astonishment or wonder unto others a terror and torment to our selves man in his best estate is but vanitie If we could reade our selves and the principles we consist of if we could look down towards our feet and see what our foundation is then certainly our plumes our high thoughts would fall flat down I remember how Pliny instructs the great men of the earth by occasion of a childe smothered in the wombe with the snuffe of a candle And thou saith he who art so proud because thy bloud is fresh in thy veines and thy bones full of marrow thou that art so puffed up because of some fulnesse or some great estate falne to thee may'st purchase thy death at as low a rate as that childe or lower a rayson stone may choake thee as it hath some others so may a haire in the milke He therefore weigheth his life in a right ballance who truly considereth how fraile he is so he concludeth a little chapter with a great lesson k Plin. Naâ— hist lib. 7. cap. 7 sâ—e cap. 50. It is a common Theame yet worthy to be insisted upon for if we did know our selves to be but men we should have wiser and sadder thoughts Therefore it is good to reade our selves Our vile body and the foundation it stands on speaks out plainly that fall it will we know not how soon I knew a man saith l Aug. de Civit. 22. 22. St. Austine and one of a strong constitution too his legge slipt and with that slip a joynt out of place so it laid him on the ground and could not be cured till he was laid underneath Sitting in a chayre saith the same Father is a safe posture but we know who fell out thence and brake his neck as we remember one did out of his bed that retyring and refreshing place The case was extraordinary for he was full of yeares and as full of sorrows And the news of the Arke weighed lowest But it tells us the ordinary lesson That death may meet us when and where we lesse look for it A m Judges 3. 20. Summer parlour seemes a safe place for repast and quiet And a brothers feast n 2 Sam. 23. hath no shew of danger And yet the hand of justice hath met with the sinner at both these places which tells us That He who hath his breath in his nostrils should not be proud for there is spare enough and in all places at all times and by the unlikeliest meanes to let it forth I remember a proud Conquerour demands in a bragge what he should feare o Victor timere quid potest quòd non timet Sen. Agaâ— Act. 4. And it was answer'd in a breath That which he feared not which he found true for soone after that he least suspected damp'd his spirits and quite put them out What I feare not and thinke not off is likely soonest to fall upon me As he is likelier to spoyle me in my house which he hath mark'd out in the day time Then that person whom I am warned of before my doore and whom my eye is upon Oh That silly man should lift up himselfe in a windy conceit of that which is not who before the next morning may be laid upon his sick bed and in a
all He subdue thy spirit He meeken thy heart He fashion and mould thy will to a patient submission unto His that it may be as conformable thereunto as the wax unto the seal All this God can do He onely And when He hath thus humbled the heart and thus meekned the spirit when he hath thus fashioned it then the work is done and nothing will be grievous It is a remarkable speech from Mr Bradford l Fox p. 1503. he hath many such but with that one I will conclude and shut up this Though my body be in an house out of which I cannot come when I will for he was in prison yet in that I have conformed my will to Gods will I finde herein libertie enough and for my lodging bedding seeding c. all above my worthinesse worthinesse quoth I alasse I am worthy of nothing but damnation So he wrote to his mother I must tell you also what he said to his friend He was in a strong hold neare the time of his enlargement when he was to passe to his crown but through the fire His friend told him that he would if it pleased intercede with the Queen for his life Do if you will said he if her Majestie will be pleased to give me my life I will thank her if my libertie I will thank her for that if neither of both I will thank her still If she will keep me here I can thank her here if she will send me hence to the stake I can thank her there also See what an humble man can do he can smart patiently he can suffer silently he can receive blows and return thanks No murmuring no repining no complaining in his mouth He hath committed his cause to God Learn how contented this man is and observe the patience of the Saints so I have done CHAP. V. The Sacrament of the Lords Supper The mysterie thereof Graces required in those who come to this Table In case these Graces be wanting what is to be done Of Mans worthinesse AND now Childe having made some discoverie unto thee of those our master sinnes and corruptions which most dishonour our outward man and disturb our inward peace And having supplied unto thee some provision for the better subduing thereof I shall now for thy better provision and preparation also put thee in minde of two extraordinary and solemne approaches both before the Lord and both in the face of the Lords congregation In the one the Sacrament of the Lords Supper we professe by faith to be one with Christ and by union with Him to partake of all His honour and glory In the other falsly by some called a Sacrament also they who were two are made one joyned together in so straight a band that nothing but death or that which is worse and more destroying then death can dissolve We must be well advised before we approach to either of these ordinances for it is for life It was well answered by one who was asked why he took so much pains and was so curious about his work it is said he because I work to eternitie m Pingâ— aeteâ—â—itaâ—i Much fitter might the same be said in these cases we must walk warily here we must take pains here for we work to eternitie we receive to eternitie and so we marry too to our eternitie it is for life both and beyond it as farre as the heaven is above the earth A glorious life depends upon the right receiving of the one so do all the comforts of our temporary life depend upon our advised entrance into the other I shall give thee some instructions for this better provision for both And first of the first The Sacrament of the Lords Supper therein we see the Cost of our Redemption and the matter and substance of our Righteousnesse before God which doth consist principally in His body broken upon the crosse and His bloud communicated unto us These holy mysteries received in due manner do instrumentally both make us partakers of the grace of that body and bloud which was given for the life of the world and imparts unto us even in true and reall though in mysticall manner the very person of our Lord Himself whole perfect and intire together with the communication of His holy Spirit to sanctifie us as it sanctified Him that what merit force or vertue there is in His sanctified Body and Bloud we freely fully and wholly have by this Sacrament And all this for the Sacrament in it self is but a corruptible and earthly creature and an unlikely instrument to work such admirable effects in man all this resteth upon the strength of His glorious power who bringeth to passe that the bread and cup which He giveth though true Bread and Wine for our senses tell us so and in such cases they cannot be deceived shall be truly the thing promised the flesh of Christ which is meat indeed and the bloud of Christ which is drink indeed If we understand not this but will ask How can these things be n 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrys in 1. Ad Tim. c. 1. Hom. 1. we must remember that nothing is hard to the Lord therefore to Him we must pray that we may be taught of Him and that His Spirit may reveale it unto us That is all we are to do for further question is needlesse and fruitlesse Very observable it is that in the sixth of Iohn o p Verse 26. The people finding Christ at a place whereto by an ordinary way and means they knew He could not come fall to wondering and then to questioning Rabbi when camest thou hither The disciples in the 20. of Iohn when Christ appeared to them in farre more strange and miraculous manner moved no question but rejoyced greatly in that they saw For why The one sort beheld only that in Christ which they knew was more then naturall but yet their affection was not rapt there-with through any great extraordinary gladnesse the other when they looked on Christ were not ignorant that they saw the well-spring of their own everlasting felicitie The one because they enjoyed not disputed the other disputed not because they injoyed If then the presence of Christ with them did so much move judge what their thoughts and affections were at the time of this new presentation of Christ p Hâ—â—ker ecâ— Pol. 5 67. pag. 358. not before their eyes but within their souls And so much for the opening and unfolding of the mysteries which we are to receive The further manifestation we leave to Him who worketh All in All according to the pleasure of His good will It follows now That we consider how we must come addressed to this great feast of the soule wherein our approach to an earthly banquet gives us good instruction though the persons inviting and the cheere to which we are invited are of a very different nature and yet somewhat such a feast instructs We come to a
declining age when we have lived almost to threescore yeares The other when we are drawing onward to fourescore c. extreame old age of both in their order 1. Both the one as well as the other is an age not more desired then complained of They knew best why that feele the burden of it I have not lived unto it It is likely that person complained not without cause who being willed to hasten her pace told them who were so quick with her That so she could not do for she carryed a great burden on her back And whereas no burden at all appeared to the eye she replyed again that threescore years were passed over her head and that was the burden Plaut And so it may well be with those whose spirits are much spent and strength wasted even at those yeares And then age it self alone is a burden I can speake little here out of experience But this I can say If God be pleased to stretch out my day so long I shall know no cause to complain of the length for that is a blessing Length of dayes is from the right hand Prov. 3. 16. Riches and honour from the left Only we must note here That if the Lord be pleased to shorten the day of this life to any person as sometimes He doth to His dearest and most obedient children their dayes are not long upon earth why yet if He eek out this short day here with an eternitie of dayes and pleasures at His right hand when they are taken hence if so that partie shall have no cause to complaine of a short day on earth so abundantly recompensed in heaven This is a note by the way If I say God be pleased to stretch forth my dayes so long I know no cause why I should complaine of a blessing I may complaine and just cause why I should and that bitterly but not for the accession of yeares If any thing sower them it is of mine owne Leaven and of my owne putting in Complaine of my selfe I may of them I may not Old age is a cal me quiet and easie time if youth have done it no disservice in filling its bones before hand Nor no intemperance hath weakned its head or feete If so Old age hath just cause to complaine of the Man not the man of Old Age. There is no Guest in the world that is more desired and expected and yet when it comes worse welcomed and entertained then Old Age is still with sighes and complaints which we know argues bad welcome I would have my Child make good provision for it against it come and when it is come to give it good welcome Welcome I say I doe not say ease Good welcome doth consist we say in shewing a good and chearefull countenance to our guest not in giving him too much ease or feeding him too daintily Let it appeare thou hast laid up store against thy yeares come and now they are come thou canst welcome them and art glad they are come but doe not make too-much of them in giving them too much ease I may warne thee of it againe for Old Age is very craving very importunate that way though they may be importunate If thou yeeldest to a lithernesse and a listnesses whereto Old Age inclineth us very much and so to spare thy body thy activenesse will decay more in one moneth then otherwise it would in twelve It s observable what the Heathen y Nos sumus qui nullis annis vacationem damus canitiem galea premimus c. Senec. de otio sapientis cap. 29. said and it may instruct Christians We allow no vacation to our long tearme of yeares we can put an head-peice upon our hoary scalp We will rest when we are dead life is for action Keep then thy body in breath and in ure with exercise else it will quickly grow unprofitable and a Burden Vse strength and have it it is a sure proverbe and if ever we will use expedition it is then seasonable when gray haires are upon us It is dangerous to burne the Day-light and to trifle out this pretious time The putting off this day and the next and halfe a day cost the poore Levite and his Concubine very deare as we may read Iudges 19. The evening hasteth on a pace and the Sun is neare the setting now put on the more earnestly because night is comming and thou must to Bed in the darke now gather twice as much I meane now pray heare read twice as much For the great Sabbath is comming when thou lookest for ever to Rest for ever to be with the Lord. This Sabbath Day is comming which shall never have night Now gather spirituall Manna thy Homer full twice as much as formerly If in thy youth thou didst by hearing reading conference c. gaine thirty-fold now gaine sixty Now bestirre thy selfe and put to all thy strength for the laying in store of provision in this thy day that thou mayst rejoyce in that great Day the Day of the Lord or the particular Day of thy Death Let it appeare thou art going ouâ— by the clearnesse of thy light and that the night is comming by the hasting of thy pace It is strange to consider what old men have done and how fit they have been for the best actions I meane of the minde I know outwards must decay because they kept their minde like a bow so they said alwayes bent I forbeare to put them down here The holy Scripture Heathen Authors our own observation doth reckon up not a few But remember still that there are none recorded in the sacred Register after the terme of life was shortened for old men but their old age was a crown unto them being found in the way of righteousnes z Senibus vita productior à dâ—o â—â—ibuta est in eum finem ut insiginum aliquâ—rum operum in Ecclesiae suae emolumentum â—gâ—na essent Mardochaeus ad liberaudam Ecclesiam sub Artaxerxe vixit annos 198. Jehoshua ut populum è Babylone â—um Esdra Zorobabele reduceret vixit annos 130. Philo Ammianus in breviario temporum Tobit senior ut populi calamitas sub Salmanasaâ—e â—evaret vixit annos 158. Eâ ipâ—â de causa Tobit junior vixit annos 127. Judith ad libeâ—andam patriam sub Holoferne vixit annos 105. Sâ—â—â—us Senensis Bibliothec. lib. 8. They that are planted in Gods house bring forth much fruit in their age He that is fruitlesse in his latter yeares may be much suspected how he spent the former But I am sure there can be little comfort in it It is a sad thing to be an old man in yeares and a childe in understanding To grow like a Leeke greene fresh and lively towards the earth â—â—ag and saplesse upwards towards heaven To have the eye of the body dim and the eye of the soule as dim To have the body bending towards its earth and the spirit no
sooner or later it is then safe dying when we can yeeld up our spirits as David did and with the same confidence Into thine Hand I commit my Spirit p Psal 31 5. Thou hast redeemed me O Lord God of Truth It is safe casting a mans selfe upon God when he can say as Paul did whose I am and whom I serve q Acts 27. 23. We may then wish for Death when with old Simeon we can with the Armes of faith claspe and embrace Christ the fountaine of life Now lettest Thou thy Servant depart in peace for mine eyes have seene thy Salvation Then there is a peaceable departure when the soule hath such a vision And therefore pray thou and pray againe that the Lord would spare thee yet and yet longer till by a conscionable improvement of life health strength peace ordinances corrections also c. Thou hast got some good assurance certaine and stable That do depart henee is much better for thou shalt be ever with the Lord whose Thou art and whom Thou servest And which is the second lesson do not trifle away time nor delay here in a matter of so great consequence Let me remember here for we cannot think of any thing more to our purpose how the learned Knight complaineth of and convinceth the true unhappinesse of our condition and the dark ignorance which covereth the eyes of our understanding we onely saith he prize pamper and exalt Hist of the World 1 Book chap. 2. sect 3. p. 24. See preface pag. 19. this vassall and slave of Death and forget altogether the imprisoned immortall soul till the soul be going from out of one prison into another for when is it that we seriously think of death when examine we the great account which then we are to give up Never while we have one vanitie left us to spend we plead for titles till our breath fail us digge for riches whiles our strength enableth us exercise malice while we can revenge and then when time hath beaten from us both youth pleasure and health and that Nature it self hateth the house of old age we remember with Iob that we must go the Job 10. 21. and 17. 13. way from whence we shall not return and that our bed is made ready for us in the dark and then I say looking over late into the bottom of our conscience which pleasure and ambition had locked up from us all our lives wee behold therein the fearfull images of our actions past and withall this terrible inscription That God will bring every Eccles 12. 14. work into judgement that man hath done under the Sun But what examples have ever moved us what perswasions reformed us or what threatnings made us afraid we behold other mens Tragedies plaid before us we heare what is promised and threatned but the worlds bright glory hath put out the eyes of our mindes and those betrying lights with which we onely see do neither look up towards termlesse joyes nor down towards endlesse sorrows till we neither know nor can look for any thing else at the worlds hands But let us not flatter our immortall souls herein For to neglect God all our lives and know that we neglect Him to offend God voluntarily and know that we offend Him casting our hopes on the peace which we trust to make at parting is no other then a rebellious presumption and that which is the worst of all even a contemptuous laughing to scorn and deriding of God His laws and precepts * Frustrà speranâ— qui sic de misâ—ricordia Dei sibi blandiuâ—tur They hope in vain faith Bernard which in this sort flatter themselves with Gods mercy Excellent instruction this if we could heare it If mans voice were strong enough it would rouze us out of our Lethargie and make us take time while we have it and prize a treasure that is an opportunitie when it is in our hands and put both hand and heart unto it It is a point of wisdome Prov. 17. 16. to cast up our reckonings by day-light I mean while the light of our life remaineth before it be like a candle burnt to the socket and going out in a snuff O that we should suffer the lamp of our life to blaze out to no purpose The living the living he shall praise thee it is part of his Esay 38. 19. verse 9. writing who had been sick and was recovered of his sicknesse The living the living shall praise thee The good King knew by experience that pining sicknesse was not fit for that great work of praise which breaks the bones like a Lion makes a man chatter like a Crane or Swallow and the eyes fail with looking upward there is no strength now in this case for this work The living the living he shall praise thee as I do this day said that good King Assuredly what ever use we make of our stock of time and parts which are given us for this chief end That we may traffick for our souls and sell the dearest affections of our heart to buy the pearl how much or how little we prize our health and improve the same yet it is the sound and healthy man that properly and in a naturall course may be called the living man He lives the sick man who is pining away cannot be said to live but more properly to languish he spends and wasteth and is oppressed with pain in this part and in that and so he spends his time in wearisome tossings in silence perhaps such his patience may be perhaps in sad complaints Many I have known whose oppression hath been such at such a time that they have not been able scarce to swallow their spittle as Iob complained not able to take leave of wife and children and yet have languished many dayes We should make account that our sick-bed will be as a crosse-way where friends must part and if any thing remaineth now not agreed upon before in the way it must cease for ever For pains and tâ—ssings so it must be expected will take up that time on the sick bed And if there be no provision stored up against this sad dry spending time if there be no succours so I may say warned to come in and make their appearance at this supposed time for the clearing and comforting the prisoner that lyeth fast bound upon his bed with paine and sorrow If he have not before in his health when he was a living man made out towards that strong tower whereto the righteous flye and they are safe And now can being wearied with tossing and pining sicknesse turn himself toward the same and finde refreshment therefrom and quiet repose if not so I cannot see how this person should be a prisoner of hope d Zech. 9. 12. I know he may have many sweet expressions as was said before there may be a lifting up and raising the voice on high but there is no more hold to be
taken of a mans words that is drunk with sorrow then is of the words of him that is drunk with wine when he is awakened he forgets what he said or of the catches of a drowning man who will catch at a sword or a knife or a razour any thing to keep up from drowning The words of a dying man are nothing and of no regard further then they receive weight and strength from the actions of an healthy and sound man the living man Therefore it matters not what a sick man can say for the future but what he saith for the former time for from thence he must fetch his comfort as we heard I have walked I have done I have fought I have kept Comfort in death must be distilled as I may say out of all our gatherings in our life time As our thoughts discourses actions have been answerable will our comforts be if we can finde no comfort by looking back recalling the time past I cannot see what comfort there can be in looking forwards toward eternitie If our consciences do condemne us as a learned Spaniard phraseth it that we have made time of eternitie and eternitie of time that is as he expounds it We have despised that eternall blisse as if it were but temporall and we have lodged all our love upon this transitory world as if this had been the thing which is eternall And if so we have done we can have no comfort then when our transitories are leaving us in looâ—ing forwards towards eternitie We may send our sighs and groans after it but in vain Our hearts may beat strongly towards heaven but all that may be much suspected also It is of doubtfull construction from what spirit our groanes do proceed If it was thus once when the foundation of the Temple was a laying That the people could not discerne the Noise of the shout of joy from the noise of weeping Ezra 3. 13. Then a harder matter it is to discern betwixt groane and groane sighes and sighes I meane betwixt the sighes and groans which the spirit puts up and those which an heart pained full of anguish and drunk with sorrow sends forth Very hard it is to discern here and to make a difference nay impossible for the groans from pain sorrow and the sighes of the spirit are both scarce utterable and theyare both put up in much bitternesse and both call out of sin as the cause of All which makes the discerning the more difficult This then is the conclusion Obedience forced is slavish but that is sweet obedience which comes forth as the first honey drops from the full combe a Mel quod per se flâ—it maximâ— laudabile Plin. lib. 11. cap. 15. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 dixiâ— Constantius Tripart Hist Prefal readily willingly freely As the Emperour said of money It will prove but copper if it be pressed out from the teares of the people The same may be said of our offerings They are counterfeit for the most part and profit not if they be squeezed forth by some pressuâ—es upon the spirit It is a free-will-offering that finds acceptance with the Lord. And this I added for three mightie Reasons 1. That we may not make Time of Eternitie and Eternitie of Time as was said before and explained 2. To awaken and quicken up our carelesse and dilatory spirits well to husband our opportunities while our Bow abides in strength and our Armes are strong before old age hath degraded us of our former vigour and activitie so as our outward and inward faculties are bound up as in chaines of Iron and brasse I mean before the keepers of the house tremble and the strong men bow themselves and those that looke out of windows are darkned and the Grashopper is a burthen 3. That we may not make as the most do an Idoll of that last prayer which we think to put up when we are at point of dissolution and parting away hence for that hope to be heard then is the Sanctuary and Place of refuge which the most thinke to flie unto as Ioab to the hornes of the Altar in hope to finde safety But their hope is like to deceive them as it did Ioab f 1 King 2. 28 29. and as it hath deceived others Who cryed but there was none to save even unto the Lord but He answered them not then did I beat them small as the Dust before the Winde I did cast them out as the dust in the streets g Psal 18. 41. These words shew us clearely what will be the issue of this last prayer and call upon the Lord which is the great Idoll of the world what I say will be the issue thereof to all those who turne unto Him at their Death even confusion of face for evermore a Treading downe and a casting out aâ— the durt in the streets This is of great and universall use and instructs us to encline the eare while we can heare to apply the eye while we can see to frequent the Assemblies of the Saints while we have strength and can goe and to take the occasion the smallest point of time while we may for it is soone passed and then we may send our sighes and groanes after it but cannot recall what we carelessely slighted In a word It teacheth to seeke to knock while there is Time for many shall seeke and not finde and knock and it shall not be opened shall strive and shall not be able And all this because they discerned not their season they knew not the Day of their Visitation h Quod primum est dicendum postremum soleo cogitare de Orat. Lib. 2 Pag. 131. Fol. Exvâ—sâ—eribus Causae I remember a pretty inversion of order used by Cicero in point of Oratory An allusion unto it may instruct us in a speciall point of wisdome We begin first and then wee end But he made an end first and then he began I use saith He to his Oratour to make my beginning the Latine calls it an Exordium When I have ended my oration for I must fetch that out of the Bowels of the other Parts The true Christian makes an inverson of order also and upon the same ground Death is the last great work which we are to doe and the true Christian thinks of that first First I say so soone as he is able to think any thing and to purpose And he so disposeth his life as one that knowes that his life must yeeld him marrow and fatnesse when he lyeth upon his death Bed in a time of drought We commonly live first and then we dye A true Christian dyes first and then lives He is borne and he goes on in the great work of Mortification and so dyes daily And then when he must yeeld up the spirit how willing how ready how prepared is he He is dead already to the World to the flesh Hee is crucified to both and both crucified to him An
our life time we cared not to be made conformable to Christ in His Death We cannot thinke to Raigne with Christ who when we were living men did not Crucifie one Lust for His sake We cannot think to Rest with Him for ever in Glory who never sanctifyed one Sabbath to Him on Earth We cannot think to shine after Death as the Sunne in his strength yea to be like Him who never tooke paines to purifie our hearts nor to rub off the fully and filth of a vaine Conversation We cannot look for pleasures at Gods Right Hand forevermore who in our life and strength preferred a vaine perishing and now a tormenting pleasure before them But great peace have they that keep thy Law and nothing shall offend them Psal 119. verse 165. Great peace have they in death who painfully served God in life Their hope shall not make them ashamed for they commit their spirit into His hand Who hath redeemed them the Lord God of Truth they go to Him whose salvation their eyes have seen and whose they are and whom they served What can dismay them now can death can the grave No they are both swallowed up in victory They put death on the one side and immortalitie on the other worms on the one side and Angells on the other rottennesse on the one side and Christ Iesus on the other and now they are bold and love rather to remove out of the body and to dwell with the Lord Christ with Him together with the Father and the Holy Ghost to have continuall fellowship and everlasting communion Such honour have all the Saints Death is no other thing to them now then as the flame to the Angell Å¿ Judges 13. 20. for thereby though clean contrary to the nature thereof they ascend to their everlasting mansions there to see the good of His chosen to rejoyce in the gladnesse of His Nation and glory in His inheritance There to take possâ—ssion of that crown of Righteousnesse which the Lord the Righteous Iudge shall give them at that day when with all the Patriarchs t Patriarcharâ—m consortium Propheâ—â—rum societatem Apostolorum germanitatem Martyrum dignitatem c. Calv. Ad eccles cath lib. 2. p. 398. Prophets Apostles all the Antipasses those faithfull witnesses not yet made perfect u 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Chrysost in ep ad Heb. cap. 11. hom 28. â— 1. Pet. 1. 13. they shall be made perfect There to make up that tribute of praise wherein while they lived on earth they were wanting bearing part for ever in that heavenly quire saying Blessing and glory and wisdome and thanksgiving and honour and power and might be unto our God for ever and ever Amen Revel 7. 12. Thus my deare Children I thought it meet while I was in this tabernacle to stirre up your mindes by putting you in remembrance knowing that I and you must put off this walking tabernacle we must lay down this piece of breathing clay I know my self must before long and we all know not how soon and the good Lord grant that ye may be able after my departure to have these things alwayes in remembrance It is my charge unto you my last will look unto it and be acquainted with it for it is agreeable to Gods will My hearts desire concerning you is that ye would acquaint your selves with God for that is the way to be at peace y Job 22. 2. and good shall come unto you Friends though they live yet can do you no good without God but He can do you good without them acquaint your selves with Him and be at peace and good shall come unto you All that is written is as y Deut. 4. 40. Deut. 6. 24. chap. 10. 13. Esay 48. 18. the Lord presseth the observance of His own law for your good Therefore feare God and keep His commandments for this is the whole duty of man so shall your peace be as the river still flowing your righteousnes as the waves of the sea everlasting for in the keeping of them is a sure reward as in the casting of them behinde the back a certain recompence of wrath If at this point we turn to God the back and not the face then in the day when we shall call upon Him to make haste for our help He will turn to us also the back and not the face for so saith the Lord. And indeed how reasonable is it that so it should be For into what reasonable minde can it sink that I should serve one man and demand my pay of another That a man for having obeyed the orders of the great Turk should ask a reward of the Christian Emperour with what colour can I who have offended a man ask him a reward They who think to comply with their own proper affections and with the love also of the Lord are mightily deceived The pearl must be bought with the selling the dearest affections of our hearts and let this be the conclusion That Heaven did never cost deare No man can finde friendship with that soveraigne King but onely such a man as will confesse that heaven is had very cheap though it should hap to cost him his life Scatter not then your hearts upon varietie of things but recollect them to the unitie of one desire and of one love Seek God but not in an ordinary manner but like them who seek a Treasure which alone is sufficient It will be highly enough to possesse God And let us not loose time for it was not given us to be lost but let us live to the end we may live ever This is my Conclusion and my counsell and you have heard all But God forbid I should cease to pray for you it being my duty also while I am in this tabernacle to bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Iesus Christ Of Ephes 3. 16. whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named That He would grant you according to the riches of His glorie to be strengthened by His Might in the Inner-man That Christ may dwell in your hearts by saith that ye being rooted and grounded in love may be able to comprehend with all Saints what is the breadth and length and depth and height And to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge that ye may be filled with all the fullnesse of God c. Amen Amen FINIS Insert this page 48. last line but one The season fits very well For I suppose thee grown up and in the strength and vigourof thy Age a slippery Vicina lapsibus adolescentia season subject to falling therefore never more need of the greatest circumspection and watchfulnesse Weeds through corruption of nature spring-up apace while we are children and if we suffer them now to gather strength and to take yet deeper root they will domineere Infelix lolium steriles dominantur avenae over the good seed that is sowen in us and choake