mother Paula Let vs not mourne because we haue lost such a one but let vs rather giue thankes that we haue had such a one yea rather that we still haue such a one for all liue vnto God and whosoeuer returneth vnto the Lord is reckoned in the number of the fanstlie Let vs learne to imitate those good things which were in her let vs be stirred vp by her death both to consider the vncertaintie of our owne liues and also to prepare our selues for our last end that it may be the beginning of our euerlasting glory The Lord God graunt that euery one of vs may doe it Amen FINIS THE SOVLES SOLACE AGAINST SORROW A funerall Sermon preached at Childwall Church in Lancashire at the buriall of Mistris Katherin Brettergh the third of Iune 1601. in the afternoone of the same day By W. LEYGH Bachelor of Diuinitie and Pastor of Standish PSALME 126. 5. 6. 5 They that sowe in teares shall reape in ioy 6 They went weeping and caried precious seede but they shall returne with ioy and bring their sheaues IONDON Imprinted by Felix Kyngston 1602. To the reuerend man of God and faithfull Preacher M. William Leygh Bachelor of Diuinity and Pastor of Standish in Lancashire William Brettergh wisheth increase of all good graces for the gathering of Gods Saints and building vp of his Church and for his owne euerlasting saluation in Iesus Christ. GOod Sir after I had read with comfort that which I gayned from you with much intreaty I meane a copie of your Sermon preached at my wiues Funerall I was so ful and pregnant of the birth that I could beare no longer but must needs bring foorth the same and lay it in the lap of Gods children which how euer I vse it in the nursing was from your selfe a perâ—est birth Happily you will deem I do you wrong to publish the same without your futher warrantie indeede you may and my selfe should thinke none other but that fearing vpon a second intreaty you might either perswade me in your loue or ouer-awe me by your authority to desist from printing the same I haue thought good rather to venture vpon all carthly replies theÌ„ to hazard the want of so heauenly a solace Good sir pardon my boldnes for and if you would giue me your house full of gold I cannot keepe in what God will haue out nor can I bee silent where God will speake The best is I lacke no priuiledge The Lord hath giuen good success The Examiner full allowance The Learned good approuall And my conscience is cleare within I doe it neither to your praise or my own but with a single heart to set out the Lords glory And for the wantonnes of the world the iniquitie of the time and the multitude of malicious wreslers of whom you speake let them alone whilest they but pine themselues in feeding vpon our best things The Lord giue you grace countenance and continuance in the bleshed worke of the Ministery for his Sions sake London this 20. of Nouember 1601. Your assured in Christ Iesus William Brettergh The Soules Solace against Sorrow ISAIAH 57. 2. Peace shall come they shall rest in their beds euerie one that walketh before him IT was the preparation day before the Saboath when Ioseph of Arimathea with Nichodemus and the women that came from Galile begg'd of Pilate the bodie of Iesus wrapt it in sindon imbalm'd it with spices buried it and so gaue him the last dutie of eternall obsequie As that was honourable in Christ the head so is it not dishonourable in vs his members And for that I hold this day you haue done well who haue followed the hearse of this our deare sister to giue her the last honour of buriall though last I say yet not the least of Christian duties All which on your behalfes blessed preacher and blessed people how readily and religiouslie hath beene performed I rather ioy to feele in my heart then can finde the way to expresse with my tongue howbeit in lieu of my vnfained loue to her that resteth now in peace as also of you my deare brethren who yet a while must indure the warres of this wofull world giue me leaue in respect of both to charge my selfe with a dutie more particular more abounding For as the Maries could not bee satisfied with al that was done by Ioseph and Nichodemus for their maister Christ vnlesse their poore balme went withal so can I not content my self with al you haue done though most sufficient vnlesse I bring some sindon of mine owne and buy some balme to bestow vpon this Saint As loue is full of labour so it spareth no cost and for that I say with Dauid I will not offer burnt offerings vnto the Lord my God of that which cost me nothing so then being called vnto this place by him who may commaund me much for that his praise is in the Gospell I meane the saddest Saint in all the assemblie I did not consult with flesh and blood but haue as you may see most willinglie obeyed the heauenlie call Desirous by my best endeuours sweetest balme to comfort the liuing by commending the dead so did Isaiah in this place as you haue heard from the former Angell who tooke the commination to himselfe out of the verse going before of Gods peremptorie summons of all by death iust and vniust righteous and vnrighteous faithfull and faithles and hath left the consolation for me thereby to raise you vp from deepe despaire and put you in a place of peace lay you in a bed of rest with the Saint that gone is and all such as walke before the Lord. That all must die as hath bin told you there is no remedie for wee come by the wombe and goe by the graue and ere you come to the sweet running waters of Shilo that runneth softlie you must passe the turbulent waters of Iordan that goe roughlie Death is the Lady and Empresse of all the world her seasure is without surrender and from her sentence there is no apple It is not the maiestie of the Prince or holines of the Priest strength of bodie feature of face learning riches or any such secular regard can pleade against death or priuiledge any person against the graue nay I say more be thy dayes neuer so few or thy yeeres neuer so full count with Adam and tell with Methusalem 969. yeares truelie told yet die thou must be they many or be they few all is one yeeres are no priuiledge against the graue For the generall then I thus conclude statutum est omnibus semelmori The decree is out all must die Balthashars embleme is vpon euerie wall and his imprese is vpon all flesh Mene Mene Tekel Vparsin Numerauit appendit diuisit God hath numbred thy dayes he hath laid thee vpon the ballance thou art found wanting thy kingdome is diuided and giuen to the Medes and Persians Say
is here first in nature and order for such as God hath receiued vnto mercy as he did Paul because he sinned ignorantly through vnbeliefe In this respect they are called vessels of mercy prepared vnto glory And of this number are only they which repent and amend For as Salomon saith He that hideth his sinnes shall not prosper but he that confesseth and forsaketh them shall haue mercie If we take this title in this seuse we may see good reason wherefore it was annexed vnto the former First to shew who are truely righteous before God namely such as he hath receiued vnto mercy in forgiuing their sinnes Which plainely appeareth by Paules proofe out of Dauid who saith that Dauid declareth the blessednes of the man vnto whom God imputeth righteousnes without works And how prooues he the imputatiō of righteousnes without works but by the remission of sin Blessed are they whose iniquities are forgiuen and whose sinnes are couered Blessed is the man to whom the Lord imputeth not sinne Againe this title so taken might be added to the former to confute the sinister censure which carnall man gaue of those which were taken away in the flowre of their age iudging them to be punished for their sinnes and reiected of God it was not so they were receiued vnto mercy and those which suruiued them were reserued for punishment Actiuely it may be taken for such as shew mercy vnto others And in this sense it is opposed to a cruel man He that is mercifull rewardeth his owne soule but he that troubleth his owne flesh is cruell These two properties are alwaies found together in the same persons and therefore Christ saith Blessed are the mercifull for ther shall obteine mercie And the King in the parable which had forgiuen his seruant ten thousand talents said vnto him when he had cast his fellow seruant into prison for an hundred pence oughtest thou not to haue had pittie on thy fellow euen as I had pitty on thee and then deliuered him to the iaylers till he should pay all the debt and so will the Lord deale with men and therefore Iames saith there shal be iudgement mercilesse to him that sheweth no mercie And contrariwise he which receiueth mercie of the Lord will shew mercy vnto men For as the sunne beames lighten vpon the earth do not only heate the earth it selfe but also by their reflexion do heate the next region of the ayre so the beames of the Lords mercie lighting on the hart of any christian do not only heate him with inward comfort but also reflect backward and cause him to yeeld some comfort vnto his brethren Yet here we must vnderstand such as shew mercie vnto others as they were mercifull to their brethren so God was mercifull to them would not punish them with the wicked but tooke them away that he might free them from future calamities There be two kinds of mercifulnes the one shewed toward the soule the other toward the body an example of both we may behold in Christ when he saw the multitude scattered abroad as sheepe hauing no shepheard he had compassion on them and bad his disciples pray vnto the Lord of the haruest that he would thrust forth labourers into his haruest and presently after sent his disciples abroad to preach the Gospell among them There was mercie shewed to their soules Againe when a great multitude had bin with him three dayes in the wildernes he had compassion on them and would not send them away fasting least they should faint in the way And therefore wrought a miracle in feeding foure thousand mē besides women and children with seuen loaues and a few little fishes There was mercie shewed to their bodies There be sixe works of mercy appertaining to the soule set forth in this verse Consule castiga solare remitte fer ora Instruct them which be ignorant correct them which sinne comfort them which be heauie-hearted forgiue them that offend thee beare with the weake and pray for all men There be seuen workes of mercy appertaining to the body comprehended in this verse Visito poto cibo redimo tego colligo condo To visit them which be sicke to giue drinke to them which be thirstie to feede them which be hungry to redeeme the captiues to cloath the naked to lodge the harbourlesse and to bury the dead Many doe separate these works of mercy some will be merciful to the bodies of them which are in distresse they keepe great hospitality relieue the bodies of them which want but do nothing for their soules these are mercifull but in part they omit the chiefest works of mercy yea they are no more mercifull to men redeemed by Christs blood then they are to bruite beasts If their Oxe or Horse want meate they will feede him if diseased they will seeke help for him if he be fallen into a pit or ditch they will draw him out and wil they do no more for man hauing an immortall soule redeemed by Christ As the miseries of the soule are more dangerous so should they be more carefully regarded and pitied Others seeme to pitie mens soules but not their bodies they will instruct others admonish them forgiue them and pray for them but will not giue them one penny to help them withall being like vnto a popish prelate who being asked a penny by a poore man refused to giue it but offered to blesse him which the poore man refused because he thought that if it had been worth a penny he would not haue giuen it to him As man consisteth both of body and soule and is subiect to miseries in them both so must we be mercifull to him in relieuing of both The second circumstance obserued in the text sheweth the manner of their death They perish and are taken away There were many vnrighteous and vnmercifull men in those dayes and in that countrey yet they remained aliue when the righteous and mercifull were taken away by death It is appoynted for all men once to dye at one time or other and now the righteous did leade the way Death is the way of all the world as Ioshua calleth it and the way of all the earth as Dauid tearmeth it and the end of all men as Salomon nameth it therefore the righteous must walke this way as well as others Their flesh is grasse that withereth and their glorie is a floure that fadeth death spareth them no more then others The wise dyeth as well as the foole Yea in this respect the condition of the children of men and the condition of beasts are alike as the one dieth so dieth the other all was of the dust and shall returne to the dust No maruaile then if the condition of all men be alike As well died Abel whose sacrifice God accepted as Caine whose sacrifice God reiected as well Abraham the father of the faithfull as any children of vnbeliefe as
they cannot tell Men heape vp riches and cannot tell who shall enioy them they bequeath them to some and others goe away with them We had neede to thinke of this before hand that we may vse this world as if we vsed it not and when we haue foode and rayment to be therewith content and to be more willing to leaue these things when death approcheth If a man doe not in his heart deeply and seriously consider of these things a long time and often before death he shall be as vnwilling to leaue all these things at the howre of death as the young man was to sell his goods and giue them to the poore when he was commaunded by Christ. In things that be of waight and importance and yet very difficult it is needful to vse preparation before hand for without it we shal be vnfit when we come to the pinch Souldiers which be chosen and appointed for the wars do exercise themselues with their weapons before hand and are content to be trained by others which haue better skill experience that so they may learne in time of peace how to behaue themselues in time of war So had we need in time of our life to learne how to die and to be taught by others which die before vs what we must do at the howre of death 3 Thirdly we must coÌ„sider the cause or end of their death Some of the righteous are taken away in iudgement and some in mercie In iudgemeÌ„t when God in displeasure doth strike them with death to correct them for their sinnes Thus was the man of God taken away which came out of Iudah and cried out against the Altar in Bethel that Ieroboam had set vp because he beleeued the lie of an old prophet in Bethel and did eate and drinke with him there contrarie to Gods commandement a Lyon met him by the way and slew him Thus also were many of the Corinthians taken away for abusing the Lords supper For this cause many were sicke and weake and many did sleepe yet they were righteous persons as Paul before had testified of them Ye are washed yee are sanctified yee are iustified in the name of the Lord Iesus and by the spirit of our God afterward he reputeth them which were sicke and did so sleep to be iudged of the Lord because they should not be condemned with the world The Lord is sometimes so sharp with his owne children that for the example of others hee will inflict a bodily death vpon theÌ„ as a correction for their sinnes That should be regarded of all others that their harmes may make them wise moue them to speedie repentance least they be more sharpely dealt withall For as Christ saith If these things be done to a greene tree what shall be done to the dry And as Peter saith If iudgement first begin at the house of God what shall the end be of theÌ„ which obey not the Gospell of God If the maister of a family do sharpely correct his owne children for their faults let not the seruants thinke that they shal escape vnpunished if they coÌ„mit the like faults If any one which sitteth at table with vs by eating of some dish or drinking of some cup do surfet or fall sick or into a swoune or die presently it will greatly moue vs and we cannot bee perswaded by anie to tast of that dish or drinke of that cup for feare of the like Euen so when we see Gods children that liue amongst vs to bee taken away by death for practising of some sinne it should greatly moue vs and wee should so abhorre that sinne that nothing in the world could perswade vs to practise it Againe others are taken away in mercy for their benefite and for a reward of their righteousnes to free theÌ„ from those iudgements which the Lord intendeth to bring vpon the world and thus were these righteous men taken away which here are mentioned Their death should be considered as a warning giuen vnto men of some fearfull iudgement to come therfore should cal theÌ„ to repentance that they might preuent the iudgement but of this I wil speake more afterward in the last circumstance 4 Lastly we must consider the manner of their death for thereby we may learne how to die it may be as a patterne or example to direct vs in our death The wicked die either sottishly or impatiently or else desperatly Sottishly like blocks idiots hauing neither penitent feeling of their sins nor comfortable assurance of saluation Being like vnto Nabal whose heart ten daies before his death died within him and he was like a stone Such men die like lambes and yet shall be a pray for the deuouring Lion they go quietly like fooles to the stocks for correction Others dye impatiently who doe not willingly beare the Lords correction deserued by their sinnes but rage fret and murmure as if God dealt too rigorously with them and through impatiencie will vse vnlawfull meanes for their recouery as Ahaziah did who being sicke sent messengers to enquire of Baal-zebub the god of Ekron if he should recouer of his disease Others dye desperately their consciences accusing them most terribly for their sins without any hope of pardon as Caine who said my sinne is greater then can be forgiuen or Iudas who despairing of pardon for his sin in betraying our Sauiour went and hanged himselfe The consciences of many wicked men lye quietly and neuer trouble them all their life time but are stirred vp at their death and then rage and torment them like a mad dog which is lately awaked out of sleep But the righteous die most comfortably they beleeuing in Christ and hauing repented of their sinnes are assured in their owne soules that all their sins are pardoned in Christ they will make confession of their faith and giue testimonies of their repentance vnto others for their comfort and example They will patiently indure all the paines of their sicknes â—s Iob did knowing that al comes from the Lord and that it is his fatherly correction and a signe of his loue because he chasteneth whom he loueth yea they receiue their sicknesse as the Lords messenger speaking to their soules as the Prophet Isaiah did to Hezekiah Put thine house in order for thou shalt dye and not liue and therefore they prepare themselues for another world Yea further in their sicknes they can pray most feruently as king Hezekiah did Isai 38. and then they will giue most fruitfull and comfortable instructions to those which they leaue behinde As the Swan sings most sweetly a little before his death so the righteous speake most diuinely a little before their end Whosoeuer searcheth the scriptures may reade the diuine prophecy of Iacob vnto the twelue Patriarches Gen. 49. the holy blessing of Moses vpon the twelue tribes Deut. 33. the godly exhortation of Ioshua to the people of Israel placed by him
in Canaan Iosh. 23. the wise counsell of Dauid vnto Salomon who was to succeede him in the kingdome 1. King 2. Whosoeuer readeth the Ecclesiasticall histories may not onely see the vertuous liues but also the christian like ends of the Saints and Martyrs in the Church And whosoeuer will be present at the death of those which truly feare God may thereby learne how they themselues ought to dye for when the outward man doth decay the inward man is renewed more and more They shew that the neerer they do approch vnto their end the neerer they draw toward heauen But in these our dayes many may bee found who either do not at al consider the death of the righteous or else do consider it amisse Though it be a matter worth consideration yet some do not consider it at all because they see so many die they make the lesse reckoning of it til death knock at their owne doores they neuer regard it they must needes die themselues before they can be brought to consider of death they care not who sinck so they swimme nor how many die so they may liue yea this is greatly to be lamented that some do regard the death of a Christian no more then they regard the death of a dog But seeing we may learne so many profitable instructions by their death let vs now begin to consider it better then euer we did before Others do consider it but yet amisse eyther fondly or frowardly Fondly through naturall affection arising from kinred affinitie or familiaritie If a stranger dye it nothing moues them but if one of their owne friends dye they sigh and sob they howle and lament If the father lose his sonne hee cryes most pitifully as Dauid did for Absolom O my sonne Absolom my sonne my sonne Absolom would God I had dyed for thee O Absolom my sonne my sonne If the mother lose her children she behaueth her self like Rachel weeping for her children and would not be comforted because they were not If children lose their parents they cry after them as Elisha did after Elias wheÌ„ he was taken vp my father my father If a sister lose her brother she weepeth for him as Mary did for Lazarus If the husband lose his wife he weepeth for her as Abraham wept for Sarah Yea he mourneth like a Turtle Doue which hath lost his marrow If the wife lose her husband she dealeth like Naomi who would not be called Naomi that is beautiful but Mara that is bitter because the Lord had giuen her much bitternes If one familiar friend lose another he lamenteth his death as Dauid did the death of Ionathan wo is me for thee my brother Ionathan very kinde hast thou been vnto me thy loue to me was wonderfull passing the loue of women Indeede I can not deny but yâ— we ought in a speciall manner to consider the death of those which are neere and deare vnto 〈…〉 for it may be they are takeÌ„ from vs because we were vnworthy of them or because we gloryed trusted ouer-much in them and were not so thankfull for them as we ought If we had any help by them we must consider whether God haue not depriued vs of them for the punishment of our sins as the widow of Sarepta did at the death of her son saying vnto Eliah Art thou come vnto me to call my sinne to remembrance and to slay my sonne Yet this consideration must be ordered by wisdome it must not be ioyned with excessiue sorrow Neither must we consider their death alone but also the death of others which dye in the Lord and to learne to make an holy vse thereof For as Sampson found sweete hony in the carkas of a dead Lyon so we may finde some sweet instructions in the dead corps of euery righteous man yea the more righteous that they are which do dye the more should their death be considered because it may yeeld greater store of instruction vnto vs. And it may be that God doth take away those which are neere vnto vs because we doe carelesly regard the death of those which be farre off Againe some consider the death of the righteous very frowardly and peeuishly yea I may say malitiously preposterously For if any of them be taken away by a sodaine and extraordinary death they presently censure them as plagued of God and coÌ„demne their former profession thinking that God would not haue so dealt with them if he approued either of them or their profession But they must be instructed in this point by wise Salomon who sayth that no man knoweth loue or hatred of all that is before him All things come alike to all and the same condition is to the iust and the wicked to the good and the pure and to the polluted to him that sacrificeth to him that sacrificeth not Eli was a Priest and a good man yet brake his neck by falling backward from his â—eate Ionathan was a sworne brother vnto Dauid a godly and faithfull friend yet was he slaine in battaile by the hands of the Philistines That Prophet of God which came out of Iudah to Bethel to speake against Ieroboam and the altars which he had built for idolatry was no doubt an holy man yet was he killed in yâ— way by a Lyon Iosiah was a good King like vnto him there was no King before him neither after him rose any like him yet was he slaine in the valley of Megiddo by Necho King of Egypt Iobâ— children were wel brought vp by their godly father and it is sayd that before Iob offered sacrifice for them they were sanctified yet within a while after as they were eating and drinking in their eldest brothers house a violent wind ouerthrew the house and killed them all We must not therefore iudge of men by their death but rather by their life Though sometime a good death may follow an euill life yet an euill death can neuer follow a good life Correct thine euill life and feare not an euill death he can not die ill that liues well saith Augustine And afterward answeres the obiections of these men and makes this the foote of his song Thou wilt say vnto mee haue not many iust men perished by shipwracke Certainely hee can not dye ill which liued well Haue not many iust men beene slaine by the enemies sword Certainly he can not die il which liued well Haue not many iust men been killed by theeues Haue not many righteous men bin torne in pieces by wild beasts Certainly hee can not die ill which liued wel c. But I wil say vnto such as censure the righteous for their strange and violent death as Christ said of those eighteen vpon whom yâ— tower of Siloam fell and flew them Thinke ye that these were greater sinners then others I tel you nay but except ye repent ye all shall likewise perish
the Scriptures speaking haue not I said ye are Gods As and if the authour should say out of the familiaritie we haue with God wee are made partakers of the diuine nature according as his diuine power hath giuen vnto vs all things that pertaine vnto life and godlinesse thorough the knowledge of him that hath called vs vnto glorie and vertue Good Ignatius confirmed this doctrine as in life so in death for qualis vita finis ita Of whom it is reported that being opened they found in his heart the fruit of his faith and daylie meditation written in letters of gold to this effect Amor mens crucifixus est my loue is crucified Learned Cruciger confirmed the same when dying he said Inuoco tâ— Deus fiducia filii tui licet languida tamen aliqua fide Oh God I call vpoÌ„ thee in confideÌ„ce of thy son thogh with a faint faith yet with some faith and I am encouraged so to doe for I see him in glorie whom I haue followed in grace Nor can I passe in silence what fel out in experience not long sithence at the memorable death of a memorable Saint in this our countrie a Gentleman Scholler and Preacher rarelie qualified both in life and death Oxford will witnes the one and Heaton hall the other where it pleased God to call to his mercie that worthie man and powerfull preacher maister Iohn Holland batchelor of diuinitie a burning lampe consuming it selfe to lighten others for God in mercie called him by a lingring sicknes which staid till hee was readie and pared him to such an end as seldome I haue heard but yet neuer saw the like in any To passe the course of his sicknes in much patience yet with great passion and to come to his end when he put in practise the fruit of his godly life It pleased him the day before he dyed as formerly often so then more egerly to call for the holy Bible with these very words Come O come death approcheth let vs gather some flowres to comfort this howre and turning with his owne hands to the 8. Chapter of Paules Epistle to the Romaines he gaue me the booke and bade me reade at the end of euery verse he made a Selah or pause and gaue the sence in such sort and feeling as was much wee saw to his owne comfort but more to our ioy wonder Pity it were those speeches with other his writings should bee buried with him and kept in priuate from the publicke good of many Hauing thus continued his meditation exposition for the space of two howres or more on the sodain hee sayd O stay your reading what brightnes is this I see Haue you light vp any candles To which I answered no it is the Sunne-shine for it was about 5. a clock in a cleere Summers euening Sunne-shine sayth he nay my Sauior shine now farewell world welcome heauen the day-starre from an high hath visited my hart O speake it when I am gone and preach it at my Funerall God dealeth familiarly with man I feele his mercy I see his maiesty whether in the body or out of the body I cannot tell God he knoweth but I see things that are vnutterable So rainshed in spirit he roamed towards heauen with a chearefull looke and soft sweete voice but what he said we could not conceiue At last shrinking downe againe he gaue a sigh with these words Ah yet it wil not be my sins keepe me from my God Thus that euening twise rising and twise falling with the Sunne in the morning following he rise then neuer to fall when againe raysing himselfe as Iacob did vpon his staffe hee shut vp his blessed life with these blessed words O what an happy change shall I make from night to day from darkenes to light from death to life from sorrow to solace from a factious world to a heauenly being O my deare brethren sisters friends it pitteth me to leaue you behinde yet remember my death when I am gone and what I now feele I hope you shall â—â—idâ—ere you dye that God doth and will do â—â—â— familiarly with men And now thou firy Chariot that came donne to fetch vp Eliah carry me to my happy hold and all ye blessed Angels who attended the soule of Lazarus to bring it vp to heauen beare me O beare me into the bosonâ— of my best beloued Amen Amen come Lord Iesus come quickly and so he fell a slâ—ope I say the truth my brethren I lie not my conscience bearing me witnesse in the holy Ghost with an appeale from my own credit to the right worshipfull his brother and all the standers by to iustifie what I haue sayd in comfort of their owne soules and warrantie of the doctrine â—ayme at which is to proue That God neuer suffereth his elect to depart this life comfortlesse nor wil I am perswaded call them hence till they haue seene with Simeon the Lords Christ either in soule spirit body or both The life of this perswasion is the death of sinne and such hope of eternity is the reuenge of iniquity Fie vpon sinne whilst I behold my Sauiour fie vpon shame whilst I behold my glory Heauen is my hope the visions of my hart are the imprâ—â—sions of my ioy and reuelations are expâ—ations to all Gods children they haue bin they are and they will be neuer wanting in supplementum fidei to helpe faith And for conclusion of this point remember Lots wife was Christ his aduertisement to inure vs with a forgetfulnes of our owne people and our fathers house that the Lord might haue pleasure in our beawty But so to looke vpon Zoar and flee thither was Lots sanctuary O it is but a little one and my soule shall liue What is Sodome other then this sinfull world And what is Zoar other then that heauenly being O let me take you by the hand bring you out and say with the Angell Escape for thy life looke not behind thee neither tarry thou in all the plaine escape into the mountaine least thou be destroyed And let this suffice for the first circumstance of my text as balme from heauen to sweeten our miseries in this life and to bury our iniquities in the graue Now passe we from the peace of the soule to the rest of the bodie and quiet of both vrged by the spirit in the second place as an Antidote to preuent a poyson much infecting all flesh who without all comfort of future blessednes do to the hazard of their soules stand doubtfull of the resurrection as also of the rest of their soules after they be departed The one sort are the Atheists the other are the Papists of these dayes times But the text is powrefull to put back both Iordans that the Israel of God may enter Canaan without crosse or feare For if the Lords elect shal rest in their beds they shal rise from their beds Rest implyeth
a resurrection when the time of refreshing shall come It is an improper speech to say hee resteth who neuer riseth It may be some go to bed who neuer rise strooken with a deadly sleepe or lâ—thargie but none to the graue but out he must at the generall sommons of all the world for the trumpet shal sound and the dead shall rise If a man dye shall he liue againe Then all the dayes of mine appointed time will I watch till my changing do come Againe for the second If after our death we rest in our beds and as it is in another place such blessednes accompanteth saints who dâ—e in the Lord that ther rest from their labours then after death no place of paine no punishment no Purgatory Is there light in darkenes is there truth in error Is there life in death Is there fire in water Is there ease in paine rest in labour good in euill sweete in sowre Is there a purging fire in hell must fyne vs for heauen Sweete Christ where then is thy bloud which alone say we nothing else and none other purgeth our sinne pleadeth our cause and purchaseth our place We neede no other sacrifice we neede no other aduocate wee neede no other key to open to vs the pâ—rt of the paradise of God And if the bloud of Iesus pleade better things then the bloud of Abel for the bloud of Abel cryed reuenge but the bloud of Christ cryed pardon pardon then stay your bulles and drops of your leaden diuinity downe with your Dagon and Babel of all confusion by shrift shrine merit or medall all too light to ballance with the bloud of the Lambe for what is chaffe to corne It pities my heart to see the desolations of Christendome of this my deare Country in many places where millions of souls are â—illily lead by bad and blinde guides factious Iesuits and seditious seedsmen lead I say from the bloud of Christ to the bloud of Hales and Becket from the fire vpon the Mount to the painted fire of Purgatory Poets sayes and heathenish helps Romish institutions decretals apostaticall lying oracles illusions and flattering diuinations This they doe and this they dare doe without care of conscience feare of God of faithfulnes to his cause which wittingly and willingly I verely thinke they do betray to make good their hellish Hierarchie and Babel of all confusion For what grosnes is this besides the impiety to thinke a people euer so foolish as should take out this lesson to carry to their graues from the liuing to the dead yea and that in plea of saluation to from the liuing God to dead idols from the liuing word to dead traditions from the liuing bread in heauen to a dead â—alfe or cake at Dan and Bethel from the bloud of Christ that giueth life to the fire of Purgatory that bringeth death When Christ bleeding vpon the tree had vttered this voyce consâ—mmatum est it is finished he gaue â—â— the ghost Thâ—n he said and 〈…〉 hee â—ustered not for himselfe is a priuate person but for vs his members a publicke good Shall he say it is finished and shal we say it is not finished The Lyon hath rored who will not be afrayd The Lord hath spoken who can but tremble O tremble for feare ye faithles generation who dare yet say it is not finished Pray saints in heauen help fire in hell Purgatory play thy part purge to the full and thou Pope president of this Limbo lake rule at thy pleasure help in help out and if vpon displeasure thou thrust Myriades of soules into hell yet let none be so bold as to aske Why doest thou so It is enough ò it is inough to make good with this all your doctrine Sic volo sic iubeo stet pro ratione voluntas Aske no questions search no scriptures seeke no reasons I haue sayd is inough my pleasure is a precept counsell a commaund and my will is a reason And now mee thinks whilest I heare them say without worde of God or warranty of reason Heare heauen help purgatory pardon pope that is to say pray saints purge fire speake indulgence for the rest and ease of soules departed a check to the bloud of my Christ to the truth of my text quiet of the saints that gone arâ— I cannot but say as Iob sayd of his friends Miserable comforters are ye all Suffer me a little to speake and when I haue spoken mocke on 1 I say the saints in heauen vpon whom you call to whom you pray and before whose images you so prostrate your selues I say they heare you not and for that they help you not they rest from their labours and their works follow them and not yours I say no such works of wickednes as your prayer to them is whereby you rob God to cloth a Saint To the proofe wherof for that you say our doctrine is new and of yesterdayes birth The dayes shall speake and the multitude of yeares shall teach wisedome Saints in heauen heare not Saints in heauen help not Saints in heauen haue no sense of our miseries it is no new doctrine it is ancient it is heauenly and hee that hath eares to heare let him heare Augustine in his booke de cura habenda pro mortuis teacheth Animas Sanctorum in coelis esse nec interesse nostris his terrents negotijs That the soules of the blessed are in heauen nor doe they respect our affaires here on earth as and if he should say cease your praying for no more doth their affection reach yours then your prayer doth reach them And this doth hee proue by these reasons sound and good vnanswerable if truth might preuaile when it pleadeath on earth as wheÌ„ it iudgeth in heaueÌ„ And first he beginneth with his mother Monicha dead and gone whose affection towards him in life was euer such as hee thought could not but reach him from heauen if Saints had feeling of our miseries here on earth Vt volet accipiat quisque quod dicam sayth the Father Let men iudge of my words as they please for that I may say nothing of others yet dare I say of her Si rebus viuentium interessent animae mortuoruÌ„ me ipsum pâ—a mater nulla nocte desereret quem terra marique sâ—cuta est vt mecum vineret If the soules of the dead did respect the affaires of the liuing then my deere mother would neuer faile me night or day who by sea and by land followed me in this life to liue with me Absit enim vt facta sit vita foeliciore crudelis c. Be it farre away that a blessed life should make her more vnkind or cruel so as in all yâ— anguish of my soule I neuer felt her solace who whilest shee liued could neuer abide to see me sad But without al doubt quod sacer
but an ending of some troubles and a preuenting of others They may with Paule desire to be loosed and to be with Christ which is best of all It is true which Salomon saith That the day of a mans death is better then the day of his birth For the day of a godly mans birth is the beginning of his misery but the day of his death is the end of his misery Indeede the day of a wicked mans death is the most wofull day that euer befell him for hee is not taken away from the euill to come but he is taken vnto euill to be tormented in hell for euermore And therefore he feares death as much as a malefactour feareth a Sergeant that commeth to carry him to prisoÌ„ where he is like to abide till the day of execution That is true in them which the Diuell sayd Skin for skin and all that euer a man hath will he giue for his life And as the Gibeonites were content rather to bee bondmen and hewers of wood and drawers of water then to be killed by the Israelites as other nations were So they had rather indure any kinde of misery then to die as others doe because they feare a worse estate after death and therefore must bee pulled from the earth with as great violence as Ioab was pulled from the hornes of the altar vnto which he had fled as to a place of refuge But the godly knowing what an happy exchange they make by death they desire to dye so soone as it pleaseth the Lord. Indeede none ought for the ending of present calamities or preuenting of future miseries to shorten their own dayes as Saul did by falling on his owne sword nor yet for the present enioying of eternal happines procure their own deatâ— as Cleombrotus did who reading Plato his booke of the immortalitie of the soule cast himself headlong from a wal that he might change this life for a better He onely who gaue life must take it away and the Lord may say to such I will receiue no soules which against my will haue gone out of the body the Philosophers which died so were martyrs of foolish philosophie Yet seeing that death freeth the righteous from present and future miseries they may be most willing to dye so soone as the Lord calleth for them and when death approacheth may say with Simeon Lord now lettest thou thy seruant depart in peace 3 Lastly in this respect we must learne not to mourne immoderately for the death of the righteous Though we receiued great comfort and inioyed some benefit by them while they were aliue yet seeing that death is an aduantage vnto them we should be content patiently to beare our owne losse in respect of their great gaine If two friends should lye in prison together or should dwell together in a strange countrey where both of them were hardly vsed were many wayes iniured endured great want and sustained much miserie though they loued one another dearely and the one were an helpe and comfort to the other yet if the one should be taken from the other and brought to his chiefest friends and among them be not onely freed from all such miseries as before he had endured but also be aduanced to great preferment will the other which is left behind him be discontented at it Will he not rather wish himselfe to be there with him in the like case then desire that either he had stayed with him or might returne againe This our life is as a prison or straunge countrey in which we indure great miserie and may euery day looke for more if therefore our deerest friends be taken from vs freed from these miseries and aduanced to great glorie with Christ and his Saints in the kingdome of heauen we haue no cause to wish that either they had stayed longer with vs or might returne againe vnto vs but rather desire that we might quickly go vnto them to be glorified in like sort Though we may thinke that they dyed too soone for vs yet they dyed not too soone for themselues for the sooner they come to rest and happines the better it is for them Their condition is farre better then ours for they are freed from misery we are reserued for further misery they are already arriued at the hauen of eternall rest and we are stil tossed on the sea of this world with troublesome waues and dangerous tempests they haue ended their iourney with lesser trauaile and making a shorter cut and wee are yet trauailing with wearâ—â—omnesse in our iourney If any one of them could speake after their death he would say vnto those which weep for him as Christ sayd to the daughters of Ierusalem Weepe not for me but weepe for your selues and for your children because of the dangerous dayes which shall ensue Or as Christ said vnto his disciples If ye loued me ye would verily reioyce because I go vnto the Father But if examples do moue any thing at al I may apply al that hath bin spoken to our present occasion A righteous woman is perished a mercifull woman is taken away let vs lay it to our hearts and consider that she is taken away from euill I am fully perswaded that she is deliuered from ordinary euils and it may be her death hath in her self preuented some extraordinarie iudgements which remaine for vs that are left behinde Sin is now so riâ—e and ripe among vs that we may iustly feare some strange future euils God graunt that as she hath preuented them by her death so we may preuent them by our vnfained repentance I know that she being receiued into the society of the Saincts in heauen neither careth for nor seeketh mans praises she neither needeth our prayers nor yet our prayses if she desire any thing it is our imitation Yet to praise the dead is a thing lawfull in it self and profitable vnto the liuing If it had not bin a thing lawfull neither Dauid would so highly haue commended Ionathan for his feruent and constant loue 2. Sam. 1. 26. neither would the holy Ghost haue commended king Iosiah for his integrity aboue all others 2. Chro. â—5 23. Neither would the author to the Hebrews haue so greatly praised the Patriarchs and Prophets for their excellent works of faith Nâ—ither would Christ haue commaunded that wheresoeuer the Gospell should be preached throughout all the world that which the woman had done in â—anointing him should be spoken of for a memoriall of her God would not haue the vertuous deedes and holy examples of the righteous to bee buried with them but to bee kept in remembrance for the imitation of others Christ commended some while they were aliue as the Centurion for the greatnes of his faith Math. 8. Iohn Baptist for his constancie his â—obrietie in his apparell and the dignitie of his office Math. 11. May we not then praise the dead For
we may best commend saylers whē they arriue at the hauen and souldiers when they haue gotten the victorie These praises may profit the liuing they may comfort the friends of the deceased assuring them of their happie exchange by death And for this cause the Fathers in their consolatorie letters written to them which lost their friends haue inserted large praises of them they may stirre vp others to praise the Lord for them and likewise prouoke thē to follow their good example As fire whē it is raked into wil cast forth some heate and light and precious oyntment if it be stirred wil cast forth a sweete smel to thē which be neere so y◠praises of Saints departed being mentioned will yeeld some comfort and profit to those which heare them I may the more boldly speake somewhat of this godly Gentlewoman whose soule I doubt not God hath taken vnto himselfe and whose body is now to bee committed vnto the earth because I knew both the course of her life and the manner of her death It pleased God betime to season the vessel of her heart with heauenly liquour whereof it did alwayes tast afterward good seede was sowne in her soule at the beginning which budded and brought forth good fruite vnto the ende She was by nature very humble and lowly not disdaining any very louing and kind shewing courtesie to all very meeke and milde in forbearing euery one so as they which did daylie conuerse with her could neuer see her angrie and hereby she got the loue of all For matters of religion few went before her She gaue her selfe much to reading as Paula did traine vp her maides to read and learne euery day some thing in the Scriptures so did she accustome her selfe to reade euery day eight chapters in the bible and would not suffer any occasiō to hinder her in that taske yea and moreouer at conuenient leasure would reade ouer other godly bookes for her further instruction She was also much giuen to prayer for besides that shee would both morning and euening ioyne in prayer with the family she was espyed to seeke out solitary places for priuate prayer and meditation She did most dutifully frequent the publick exercises in the Church had a speciall care to sanctifie the Sabboth and was greatly grieued if shee might not heare one or two Sermons on that day Although she dwelt farre from the Church yet would she neuer be absent if shee were able either to goe or ride Yea she might be found in the Church when others which dwelt neerer and were able to haue come might haue bin found in their houses or vnfit places for that time By these meanes shee did greatly increase in knowledge not being like those women which are euer learning but are neuer able to come to the knowledge of the truth But rather like Dauid who vnderstoode more then the ancient She had a very tender conscience and would often weepe not only for her owne sins but also for the sins of others especially if she espied a fault in those which were neere vnto her whom she loued dearely had a dangerous conflict yet a ioyfull conquest Not long after the beginning of her sicknes being a weeke before her death I comming to visit her found her some what troubled in conscience the enemy had then begun to assault her but within a while by conference with me and others and also by prayer she was comforted But after our departure the enemy did more strongly strangely assault her againe as might appeare to them which were present for she neither would nor yet could conceale it Though I was not present at this conflict yet was I present at the conquest I comming to her the day before her death found her exceedingly rauished with the ioyes of heauen praysing God most cheerefully for his great mercies and wonderfull works of God toward her repeating many verses of the Psalmes and other places of Scripture to expresse the worke of the Lord vnto her and to set forth her thankfulnes vnto him She said the path was smooth and strowed with flowers where she did treade that she was as it were in Paradice and felt a sweete smell as in the garden of Eden that the ioyes which she felt were wonderfull wonderfull repeating that word oftentimes together I cannot rehearse the least part of those heauenly speeches which then shee vttered She often desired others to pray and to praise God for her and when I had once ended prayer within a while after she would desire me to pray againe The next morning which was the day of her death I saw her continue in the like sort though not able by reason of her weakenes to speake so much she then desired our prayers againe for her and when prayer was ended and I gone out of the house toward the Church she caused mee to bee called backe to pray once againe with her and whē I departed wished some faithithfull Minister to help me and thus continued in godly speeches and prayers vntill her last end This was the manner of her death I haue heard that some speake very vncharitably of her by reason of her temptation and thereupon mutter much against religion it selfe but such should remember that which I haue spoken before that the Deuill most assaulteth them which be most godly thinking to hinder all religion if he may preuaile with such and if you yet doubt of this point I could shew the testimony of the best learned to approue it And in temptation the best may quaile to shew how weake wee are and to keepe vs from presumption Yet seeing that as Iacob spake of the tribe of Gad An host of men shall ouercome him yet he shall ouercome in the end so it came to passe in her her enemie for a while seemed to preuaile but in the end was troden downe vnder her feete Wee should rather praise God for the victory then speake euill of her for the combate feare least he who tempted her so strōgly will also tempt vs and therefore let vs put vpon vs armour of proofe that we may be able to stand in the day of tryall I pray God that those which speake euill of her death doe not die worse then shee did Howsoeuer it was I will say with Paul Who art thou that iudgest another mans seruant the standeth or falleth to his owne maister I hope she resteth with the Lord and therefore let ill tongues rest and speake no more against her Although her mother haue lost a dutifull childe her husband a chast a louing and discreet wife her brethren a deare and kind sister her nighbours a peaceable and courteous neighbour her friends a religious kinswoman her familiar acquaintance a vertuous companion the poore a charitable relieuer and I my selfe one of my best hearers Yet I will say to all as Hierom did to Eustochium concerning her
so great a cloud of witnesses wee doe not cast away euerie thing that presseth downe and the sinne that hangeth so fast oâ— tunning with patience the race that is set before vs and looking vnto Iesus the authour and finisher of our faith who for the ioy that was set before him endured the crosse and despised the shame and is set at the right hand of the throne of God And here me thinks vpon the sense and sight of sin which swarmeth euerie where to the subersion of states and destruction of soules I finde no cause of such so great excesse as that with men there is no passion of their mortalitie there is no impression of their eternitie For and if there were assuredlie then oderunt peccare 〈…〉 i virtutis amore oderunt peccare mali for midâ—ne poenae The good they would not sinne in loue of vertue and the euill they durst not sinne for feare of punishment Did the sinner but think of this that Tophet is prepared of old and that euen for the mightie as well as the meanâ— it is prepared That the gulfe thereof is deepe large and tâ—e burning is fiâ—â— much wood with the breath of the Lord like a riuer of bâ—imstone still to kindle it I say had hee but a passion of these things little do I doubt but his heart would fall his soule would shrinke and he would leaue sinne for feare of punishment To passe ouer a due regard of these things and to come to the tenth of our lost time and carelesse dayes pittifullie spent and wasted in wofull securitie Did we but affoord out soules though extraordinarie yet any the least meditation of the shortnes of our life more brittle theÌ„ glasse more light then smoke more swift then winde 2. Of the day of our death sure in the end vnsure in the time and bitter when it commeth 3. Did we but with feare foresee diem Deum vltionis a day and a God of reuenge by a iudge infallible for his wisedome inflexible for his iustice infugable for his power when to cal vpon the mountaines cadite cadite fall vpon vs fall vpon vs will be too late 4. And finallie to close with hell to the horrour of all hellish hearts could we but feele in heart and semblance the intolerable paines of hell endles easeles and remediles in the damned would much abate the heate of our sinning strike it in the blade breake it in the head and kill it at the heart But alas and woe vnto vs that euer wee liued to see such excesse of sinning with all states in all securitie Hanibal ad portas Imminet mors iudicium det infernus omnia horrenda et quasi nihil ad nos ridemus ludimus peccataque peccatis adiâ—cimus Death is at our doores iudgment is oueâ— our heads hell is at hand all horrible and yet without horror we laugh we leape we daunce we play we lie vpon beds of iuorie and stretch our selues to the full of our follie wee eate the lambs of the flocke and the calues our of the stall â—e sing to the sound of the viollvaine delights and we inuent to our selues instruments of musicke like Dauid as hee to the seruice and honour of his God so we to please our vnsanctified affections and extrauagant lusts But good Lord how long how long without measure shall wee prouoke thy maiestie How long without repentance shall wee behold our miserie How long without compassion shall we looke vpon him whom wee haue pierced how long by swearing and lying and killing and stealing and whoring shall sinne breake out and blood touch blood Oh Lord thou knowest Pedibus timor addidit alas feare forceth flight Oh set thy feare Lord before our face so settle it in out hearts as henceforth wee doe no more consult with flesh and blood but readilie obey thy heauenlie call by flight from sinne for feare of iudgement 2 As for the second cause of our excessiue sinning to wit the insensibilitie of peace to come of future rest of heauenlie being passions of our ioy and impressions of our eternitie I say the want is wofull but the feeling is of force to beate backe Sathan with all his retinue either of sinne death hell or doome It made Paule to forget not only sinne but himselfe to and say whether in the bodie or out of the bodie I cannot tell God he knoweth but I feele things that are vnutterable It made the Disciples in the transfiguration vpon the mount to translate their thoughts from mortall mould say in sense and feeling of that heauenlie being Bonum est esse hic It is good Lord for vs to be here let vs make tabernacles It made Simeon say with solace wheÌ„ hauing layd in his heart what hee lapt in his armes euen sweet Christ the rauishment of his soule Lord now lettest thou thy seruant depart in peâ—ce according to thy word mine eyes haue seene thy saluation I feare no sinne I dread no death I haue liued enough I haue my life I haue longed enough I haue my loue I haue seene enough I haue my light I haue serued enough I haue my Saint I haue sorrowed enough I haue my ioy sweet Babe let this Psalme serue for a lullabie to thee and a funerall for mee Oh sleepe in my armes and let me sleepe in thy peace And here out of Simeon would I raise a doctrine Simeon had it by reuelation from God that hee should not taste of death till hee had seene the Lords Christ nor doe I thinke but that God in like lenitie doth and will deale with al his Saints and neuer suffer the good and righteous to depart out of this world comfortles Moses saw the land of promise before he died Aaron saw his sonne Eleazar in his roome before he died Dauid saw Salomon his successor ere he died Ezekià s saw his house in order ere he died Christ was glorified vpon the holy mount ere he dyed Stephen saw yâ— glorie of God and Iesus standing at the right haÌ„d ere he died And Simeons sight of Christ ere he died shall be to me and I hope to all the Elect of God an assured symboll or sacrament of the certaintie of our saluation by faith in and by the sight of our sweet Sauiour whom wee shall behold in soule and spirit ere we leaue this life Amor transit in amatum nec sinit amantem esse sui ipsius sed amati Loue doth symbolize and the minde is not where it liues but where it loues Terram diligis terra es aurum diligis aurum es Deum diligis non audeo dicere Deus es audi tamen scripturam dicentem an non ego dixi quod dij eâ—â—is Dost thou loue earth thou art earth Dost thou loue gold thou art gold Dost thou loue God I dare not say thou art God yet heare
our crosses but they feele not our comforts so said the Saints of olde and therefore to such as thinke it a straunge thing that the Saints of God should haue their fiâ—ie trial in this world by bickerings buffetings and winnowings of Satan They are fooles and slowe of heart to beleeue like the two disciples who went to Emmaus thinking still of their Christ crowned but neuer crossed till the Lord had rectified their thoughts and laide a necessitie of triall vpon all flesh beginning with himselfe thus Ought not Christ to haue suffered these things and to haue entred into his glorie Whereby I gather no peace without warre no rest without toyle no crowne without a crosse no entrance without suffering no glorie without shame and shaking in this wofull world But happely you will say some be neuer broken in heart nor yet haue any conflict with Satan sinne or death they are feared with no temptations nor doe they grieue because of him whom they pearced They haue made a couenant with the graue and a league with hell of such I say their case is desperate and their condition is no better then the beasts fatâ—ed vp in the best pastures reserued for the slaughter of whom Iob speaketh when hee saith The houses of the wicked are peaceable without feare and the rod of God is not vpon them they spend their daies in wealth and suddenly they droppe down to hell As also Dauid there are no bands in their death they haue no knots as it is in the originall they are nâ—t troubled like other men There be many in the world which would faine haue a Church of sugar or of veluet as one saith they would feede vpon manchet and tread vpon Roses I meane in seruing God they would be freed from afflictions they loue Canaan but they lothe the wildernesse they like the crowne but they loue not the crosse Shilo runneth sweetely but Iordan is to too turbulent all like Zebedeus his sonnes Iames and Iohn who sought to sit in the seate of honour but not to drinke of the cup of afflictions But the truth is you may beleeue it the way to heauen is not strowed with flowers but set with thornes and happily you shall finde it in your experience true that Whosoeuer will liue godly in Christ Iesus must suffer persecutioÌ„ Quater luctatus est Iacob in vtero cum Esau in via cum eodem in Mesopotamia cum Laban in Bethel cum Angelo Iacob wrestled foure times in the wombe with Esau in his iourney with Esau in Mesopotamia with Laban and at Bethel with the Angell To teach vs that if we wil be the Israel of God we must arme our selues for all trials at all times in all places and with all persons retaining no longer the name of Iacob as supplanting our troubles but the name of Israel as preuailing with God and neuer leauing him without a blessing Excellent things are spoken of thee thou Church of God A woman clothed with the Sunne crowned with the Starres and treading vpon the Moone yet trauailing in birth pursued with the dragon and readie to be deuoured both her selfe and her sillie babe But heauen sung her triumph against the accuser of the brethren and he was cast downe which accused them before God day and night To be accused before men is much but to be accused before our God is more Now and then to be accused is much but night and day is more And such are the persecutions of Gods children in this world they neuer haue an end nor euer shall till the world be without hatred the diuell without enuie and our nature without corruption Thinke it not straunge my deere brethren concerning the firie triall which did befall this Gentlewoman to prooue her at her end as though some strange thing had come vnto her but reioyce rather in as much as she hath been partaker of Christs sufferings that when his glory shall appeare she may be glad and reioyce Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed he fall not There hath no temptation taken her but such as appertaineth to man And God was faithfull who would not suffer her to be tempted aboue that she was able and euen gaue the issue with the temptation that she might be able to beare it When the beholders thought the Whale had swallowed vp Ionah to kill him hee swallowed him vp to saue him The Lord hid his face from her she was troubled But ye are witnesses who were present at her death that his wrath indured but the twinckling of an eye and though heauines continued for a night yet ioy came in the morning when you saw her fined like gold renewed like an Eagle soring high into the bosome of Christ with this powerfull speech and godly ouation at her end Heare O Lord haue mercie vpon me Lord be thou my helper Thou hast turned my mourning into ioy thou hast loosed my sacke and girded me with gladnesse therefore shall my tongue praise thee and not cease O Lord my God I will giue thankes vnto thee for euer-more Well she is gone and now behold her seate is emptie and her graue is full and me thinkes for the present wee feele her want on earth whom God hath found in Heauen Our prayers lesse powerfull our preaching lesse precious and our Psalmes lesse melodious on her behalfe For you all know that there she sate and there she sung there she read and there she prayed there she heard the word there she receiued the Sacraments there lately she liued and there now she is dead therefore may I say with the Prophet All flesh is grasse and all the grace thereof as the flower of the field But comfort your selues in hope of a ioyfull resurrection as also in respect of her holy life blessed end and most happie state in glorie and sith she is gone let it be remembred as a sacrament of her rest that she went vpon a day of rest one of the chiefest of Sabbaoths and high feast of Pentecost euen then that she should ascend when the holy Ghost did descend by which spirit she was sealed vp to the day of redemption Worshipfully was she descended but most honorably may I now say is she ascended yet behold the husband mourneth for that hee hath lost a wife the mother mourneth for that she hath lost a daughter the brother mourneth for that he hath lost a sister which is me thinks not much vnlike the mourning of Hadadrimmon in the valley of Megiddo And yet this is not all for wee Preachers may mourne most for that wee haue lost an auditor who heard with reuerence felt with passion and followed with perseuerance But beloued what we haue lost heauen hath found and the holy Angels reioyce at the gaine in the meane time the Lord of Heauen supplie the want vpon earth and increase the number of faithfull
professors In Sionis gaudium Anglo-Papistarum luctum Amen Amen FINIS A BRIEF DISCOVRSE OF THE CHRISTIAN LIFE and death of Mistris Katherin Brettergh late wife of Master William Brettergh of Bretterghoult in the Countie of Lancaster Gentleman who departed this world the last of May. 1601. With the manner of a bitter conflict she had with Satan and blessed conquest by Christ before her death to the great glorie of God and comfort of all beholders Micha 7. 8. Reiovce not against me O mine enemies though I fall I shall rise againe And when I sit in darkenes the Lord shall be a ligâ—â— vnto me Psalm 37. 37. Marke the vpright man and behold the iust for the end of that man is peace LONDON Imprinted by Felix Kyngston 1602. TO THE CHRISTIAN Reader grace and peace in Iesus Christ. WHen Achimaaz the sonne of Zadoc requested that he might be the messenger to bring Dauid word of Absoloms death Ioab would not suffer him Thou shalt not saith he be the messenger to day but thou shalt cary newes another time but to day thou shalt cary none for the Kings sonne is dead He knew Dauids affection was such that the newes of his childs death would be most heauie to him and the messenger himselfe not welcome for his message sake This is all our infirmity no tidings more grieuous to vs then when wee heare of the death of those whom wee loue The Parent bewayles his Child the Husband his Wife the Friend laments the death of his Friend and we thinke it the losse of another friend to depart with this our griefe Iacob mourned for Ioseph his son that he would not be comforted of a long season but thought he would weepe for him as long as he liued When the Amalekites had burned Ziklag and led away captiue the mens wiues and their children Dauid and his company wept till they could weepe no more When Lazarus dred his sisters Martha and Mary were much discomforted for him Gâ—egory Nazianzen reports that when Basil the great died euen the wisest men in the city stroue to exceede one another in weeping and complaining for his death And as for my selfe saith he now I am bereaued of the fellowship of such a man what shall I do but either dye or liue in miserie Which way shall I turne me What shall I do What counsell shall I take now I haue lost him that was my comfort So heauy a thing we see it is to be seuered for a time from those that are deere vnto vs. One only thing there is which is able in this case much to temper our affections when we see our friend to die in the Lord that is in comfort of conscience assurance of saluatioÌ„ through Christ. And this his comfort he expresseth outwardly vnto vs by performing those duties which are required of a man when he dyes and so he makes a ioyfull and a holy end When our friend departeth this life in this maner we haue iust cause to take his death the more comfortably And thus it pleaseth God many times to stirre vp some especiallie such as in their life time haue a care to pursue Religion and to keep themselues vndesiled of the world at their death to expresse wonderfull comfort of spirit and to shew forth such fruit of Religion that we wonder at it and acknowledge the extraordinary worke of Gods spirit in them They wrastle against temptations they confesse their faith feele the assurance of their saluation condemne their sinnes exhort the beholders praise God sing Psalmes wish to dye that in their death they are better Christians then euer they were in their life This blessed departure God giues to many for diuers good purposes 1. That the world may know that peace is the end of the iust and comfort in death is the portion of the righteous 2. That his eternall truth in our holy profession may appeare to be able to comfort vs not onely in our life but in our death also when all other comforts forsake vs. 3. That our enemies may see our faith is not in vaine 4. That the weake by their example may be incouraged to a holy life when they see it bring with it so happie a death and that they may be strengthened against the feare of death seeing it is alwaies comfortable to those that leade a godly life 5. and finally that the friends of the departed by their heaueÌ„ly departure may be admonished not to mourne so much for their death as to reioyce for their life and to thanke God that euer it was their lot in any degree to be ioined or matched with so blessed seruants of God This Gentlewoman Mistresse Katherine Brettergh was one of this number her life as long as God continued it was deere to those among whom she was as the life of a friend might be Her husband friends kinsfolks brethren sisters and all the godly that knew her inioyed a great blessing of God of her and her death no doubt was grieuous to her husband as the death of a vertuous yoke-fellow And if worldly affection would haue holpen it it was the same in him that Dauids was to Absolom his sonne when he mourned for his death O my sonne Absolom my sonne my sonne Absolom would to God I had dyed for thee ô Absolom my sonne my sonne But sure her death was such her behauiour in her sicknes so religious her heart so possessed with comfort her mouth so filled with the praises of God her spirit so strengthened against the feare of death her conquest so happy ouer her infirmities that such as loued her most haue greatest cause to reioyce in her death and by seeing the wonderfull worke of God in her to learne to renounce their owne affections This is the thing I thought with profit might be presenâ—â—d to the view of others also that knew her not for when I had for my own priuate vse and the vse of my friends faithfully collected out of the fresh memories of those that were present and eye-witnesses as wel as my selfe and set downe the manner of her sicknes and death I considered that the knowledge thereof could not but be welcome to al those that desire to die the death of the righteous And so the same causes that moued me to collect it gaue me also occasion to publish it I remembred the saying of one That it is great pietie to set foorth the vertues of the departed if they haue excelled therein yea it is a meanes to increase grace in our selues I thought so great mercie of God shewed to one among vs ought not to be forgotten but should remaine to vs our childre an example to teach vs how good God is to them that loue him and to assure vs that he will neuer forsake vs but in like manner as he did her helpe and comfort vs when we shall by death be called vnto him I considered the vngodly
consecrate it glorious to the Lord. And as it is said of Iosiah his heart melted when he heard the law so may it be said of her her heart was so tender and full of compassion that oftentimes she was seene to heare Sermons reade pray and meditate with teares She made conscience of all sinne yea of the least sinne such as worldlings count no sinne she neuer vsed to sweare o th great nor small nor yet to abuse her tongue with vaine or vnseemely speeches no not so much as a iest-lye or immodest word neither durst she name the name of God or take his titles in her mouth without great reuerence In priuate speech where shee might speake with profit she did it so well that her speeches might haue been deliuered by a stronger vessell then her selfe her words being so well seasoned and proceeding from such a sanctified heart did alwaies minister grace to the hearers To reade to pray to sing to meditate was her daily exercise and her chiefest delight was in the holie societie of the Saints vpon earth which I say not for any cause but only to shew the fountaine froÌ„ whence her godly end flowed and that the world may see some there be which chuse rather to be ioyned with the people of God then to enioy the pleasures of sinne for a season and these I doubt not haue chosen the better part Finally the precepts of the Lord were precious vnto her for from her childhood she feared God and walked before him both knowledge and sanctification did ioyne in her the fruits effects whereof did appeare in her life and was seene at her death to the glorie of God and comfort of all beholders She was not like the simple Popish women of our daies which are euer learning and neuer able to come to the knowledge of the truth but rather like the noble men and women of Berâ—a which receiued the word of God with readines and were able to discerne of Paul and Silas preaching But why doe I speake of Popish women whose vnderstandings are darker then the darkenes of Aegypt Let vs come and examine many other which seeme to detest Poperie and aske them a reason of their faith they can tell you a tale of their ruffes and their pride and their vanitie but for Religion it is the least thing they regard or seeke to know which I speake not so much to solace my selfe in the sinnes and simplicitie of others as earnestly desiring all Gentlewomen that either knew this holy saint of God or hereafter shall heare of her insteed of your glasses at home wherein you prick and prune and pin your selues to looke into this glasse before your eyes that so her life and death may be an example for you to follow When she was about twentie yeeres old by the consent of her selfe her friends shee was married to a young Lancashire Gentleman Master William Brettergh of Bretterghoult neere Liuerpoole one that likewise embraced Religion sincerely and for the same indured many grieuances at the hands of Papists Two yeeres and more she liued after she was married and had issue only one daughter during which time this couple liued together in such mutuall ioy and comfort as well beseemed the children of God which make profession of his trueth And although this Gentlewoman came from the habitations of Abraham to dwell in Sodome amidst the tents of Kedar that is to say among inhumane bands of brutish Papists induring many temporal grieuancos from them yet her knowledge patieâ—nâ—â— mild inclination and constancie for the trueth was such as that her husband was farther builded vp in Religion by her meanes and his face daily more and more hardened against the diuell and all his plaguâ—â— agents the Popish Recusants Church Pâ—pists prophane Atheists and carnall Protestants which swarmed together like Hornets in those parts It is not vnknowne to Lancashire what horses and cattell of her husbands were killed vpon his grounds in the night most barbarously at two seuerall times by Seminarie Priests no question and Recusants that lurked thereabouts And what a losse and hinderance it was vnto him being all the stocke hee had on his grounds to any purpose This fell out not long after shee was married to him yet this was so farre from disâ—laying her or working such passion in her as are common to her sex that she rather reioyced then sorrowed turning it into matter of praising God and submitting her selfe to his good prouidence Oft she would haue 〈…〉 It is good that such things be but wâ—â— be to them that doe them It is good in God there by to chasten his children and preuent some sinne which he sawe vs like to fall into It is good in respect of Gods Church that the weake may be confirmed in the trueth and that Papistrie may be disgraced when the world shall see such wickednesse flow from it It is good in God that so the wicked may bee without excuse at the day of iudgement when their consciâ—ncâ— shall tell them that howsoeuer God suffers them to doe such villaniâ— for some iust cause knowne to himselfe yet they commit it onely of malice and reuenge Oftentimes also in these vexations she would haue said the mercies of God are infinite who doth not only by his word but also by his iustice make vs fit for his kingdome Little doe our enemies know what good by these things they doe vnto vs and what wrack they bring to their owne kingdome while they set foorth the wickednesse thereof Many times she would pray that God would forgiue them which had done them this hurt and send them repentance and she would call vpon her husband that he would doe the like and blesse them that cursed him And for feare least her husband should faile in that poynt through infirmitie and weakenes as it is said of Iob who offered sacrifice for his sonnes least peraduenture they should sinne and blaspheme God in their hearts so she neuer failed but daily prayed vnto the Lord to sanctific her husbands thoughts and direct his heart aright only to seeke Gods glorie without either desire of reuenge or satisfying his owne affections So humble was her spirit so carefull to auoyde and preuent sinne both in her selfe and others and so mild of nature that as Iacob with his mildnes softened the malicious heart of Esau his brother and Dauid by his kindnes in the caue chaunged the furie of Saul into weeping and confessing that Dauid was more righteous then heâ—so she by her meeknesse humilitie and vnspotted carriage in the world forced some of the aduersaries to Religion to speake well of her For her life she was well reported of all that knew her Pitifull and bountifull was she to the poore and slacked no opportunitie to doe good wherein she could but constantly held her course and kept her times of praying reading and meditating wherein she
she was once or twice troubled with vaine speeches as of her child the killing of her husbands cattell that she thought shee saw a fire by her c. But euery one saw that these things proceeded of weakenes emptines of her head and want of sleepe which her disease would not afâ—oord her These fits though they were for the time griouous to her selfe and discomfortable to her friends yet were they neither long nor continuall but in the very middest of theÌ„ would she oftentimes giue testimonie of her faith striuing and fighting against her temptations Many times when the standers by iudged her afflictions at the sharpest would she call vpon God lifting vp her eyes and hands to heauen and desire him to giue her strength against her temptations Many times with a cheerefull countenance she would desire those that were by not to faint or giue her ouer but constantly to pray and helpe her against the tempter Once in the middest of her temptation being demaunded by Master William Fox whether she did beleeue the promises of God nor no and whether she could pray she answered O that I could I would willingly but he will not let me Lord I beleeue helpe my vnbeliefe which shee pronounced with a still low voyce And when he replied that if she had a desire to pray and beleeue shee did pray and beleeue and that so effectually that hell gates should not ouercome her according to that of the Apostle God accepteth it according to that a man hath not according to that a man hath not shee was much comforted thereby Once after a great conflict with Satan she said Satan reason not with me I am but a weake woman if thou haue any thing to say say it to my Christ he is my aduocate my streâ—gth and my redeemer and he shall pleade for mee Sometimes when she was aâ—â—ucted with the accusation of her sinnes and want of feeling Gods mercie she would with many a pitifull â—ob and much weeping pray to the Lord Iesus Christ to helpe and comfort her a poore wofull distressed woman and request others to pray for her And when shee was moued to make confession of her â—ath she would doe it oftentimes saying the Apostles Creede and concluding the same with words of application to her selfe I beleeue the remission of my sinnes the resurrectioÌ„ of my bodie and eternall life to mee Amen And hauing done she would pray God to confirme her in that saith euer concluding with the Lords prayer as deuoutly and reuerently as any that were present A Christian friend who by his daily attendance on her discharged the dutie of a faithfull Christian standing by told her that no temptation had befallen her but that which appertained to the child of God and that God is faithfull and true and had promised to giue an issue with the temptation whereat she expressed great comfort Maister Edward aspinwall a faithfull professor of the truth and a true Israelite was much with her in the time of her sicknes and ministred much heauenly instruction vnto her and comforted her at all times with apt places of scripture meeting with her temptations and so put the sword of the spirit into her hand He propounded to her the most plentiful comforts of God vnto his Church in the 40. 41. 42. and 43. Chapters of Isaiah vttered in such speeches phrases as might most fitly answere her discomforts Also he directed her to consider the Passion and Prayer of our Sauiour Christ for all his Iohn 17. Math 26. Luke 22. 23. But specially did he often inculcate that sweet inuitation of our Sauiour Come vnto me all you that trauell be heauie laden I will ease you But the difficulty shee had somtimes to apply these generals vnto her owne soule in particular made the case more full of anguish to her selfe and fearefull and lamentable to the standers by Albeit she acknowledged Gods maiesty mercy faithfulnes and truth yet still complayned she of her owne weakenes and vnworthines and could hardly appropriate each thing to her selfe To helpe her somewhat herein for properly otherwise it is the peculiar worke of the holy spirit of God to perswade the heart and soule of her particular interest in these generall promises shee was told that the Almighty who was merciful as she had proued and faithfull as she confessed intended all these mercies to as many as he did call and make promise to And that hee called her she must needs confesse both because that then she not onely her selfe read but heard others reade those blessed words of God vnto her and also for that in former times she had been touched with the loue of God and that his truth and had well profited in the detestation of sinne and imitation of her Sauiour in a holy life And for yâ— proofe thereof she was wished to remember in former times her Baptisme her frequenting of Sermons and often receiuing the most comfortable repast of the holy Communion her daily and almost continuall exercise of reading meditating and praying c. Also he assured her that neither the present agony she was in nor the speeches then in that distresse tending to the signification of despaire extorted from her were any iust causes why either she or any that heard her should iudge fearefully of her because all might see the fault was not in her will as appeared by her prayers confessions plaints sighs teares and grones to God for mercie and full assurance in the bloud of Christ but in her iudgement not able at that time to discerne the wayes of the Almightie And therein he told her she was made comformable not only to many the holy Saints of God Iob Ieremy Dauid and others more but also to her head our Lord and Sauiour Christ Iesus of whom we reade that some haue cursed the day of their birth and called for their end and darknes to couer them They haue been as men without hope and swallowed vp in despaire They haue cryed how the wrath of God hath torne them and the terrors of the almightie haue fought against them They haue had no peace in their soules nor comfort in their consciences their prayers haue beene shut from God their sinnes haue been terrible vnto them crying that their iniquities had gone ouer their heads and were a burden too heaâ—â—e for them to heare And they haue thought themselues â—â—â—â—â—â—les of shame and reproch and â—s monsterr v 〈…〉 They were grieuâ—d for the sinnâ—s of their 〈…〉 nd complained that they â—ere 〈…〉 and most miserable and wretched â—n the world yet for all this were they still the d 〈…〉 ildren of God as you â—â—â— this day Nay saith he I pray you coâ—sider what â—orments God inflicted vpon his deare Sonne on the Crosse did he not cry out My God my God why hast thou forsaken me He complained that his soule was heaâ—y vnto death
yet was he heard in that which he feared God deliuered him After this he read vnto her the 22. Psalme wherein Dauid complained partly of his owne but principally of the most bitter anguith which our Sauiour Christ indured and suffered in bodie and soule putting her in minde that her case was not so bad as Dauids nor much vnlike our Sauiours who indured all that and more for her therefore she had no cause to feare seeing Christ had obtained victory and would vndoubtedly be with her deliuer her eternally glorifie her with himselfe for euermore and so continually hee propounded to her such comfortable places of scripture as might meete with her infirmities This greatly refreshed her and gaue her occasion many times to call vpon God for increase of grace and deliuerance from her grieuous temptations The which God of his accustomed goodnes vouchsafed on Tuesday about three a clock in the afternoone what time shee felt herselfe in very good measure deliuered from all her former feares and afflictions But on Saterday next after which was the day before her death she was wholy released and filled with such inward comfort that it greatly affected vs that saw it This is the summe of that temptation which she had wherein what can any man see that might giue iust occasion to report our religion comfortles or the Gentlewoman dyed despairing This wee are sure of that to bee without temptation is the greatest temptation as also that nothing befell her which hath not befallen the holyest of the children of God And she that considered her owne corruption which how great it is in the best of Gods Saints I neede not say and bethought her selfe of the punishment due thereto if God in iustice should reward her no maruell if shee brake out sometime into heauie complaints I make no question it was the worke of God in her to suffer Satan to accuse her and afflict her for her sinnes that so she might the better see them and consider the haynousnes of them and before her departure repent her of them and betake her wholy to Christ for the sauing of her soule And if it pleased God thus to make her possesse her sinnes before she dyed let those which neuer yet knew the waight of their sinnes be wise in time and remember that hee shall neuer haue his sinne forgiuen which first or last doth not vndergo a holy despaire for it and acknowledge nothing to remayne in himselfe but matter of iudgement and condemnation and comfort and eternall life to flow alone from Iesus Christ. And as for those which haue learned to scoffe at the terrors of Gods children to censure such as aâ—e at somtimes cast down with feeling the anger of God against sin let them consider the blessed â—sâ—ue that God gaue to the troubles of this Gentlewoman and let them acknowledge his worke in her And if they will not do this but proceede to traduce the dead then let them call to minde those of the Popish crue and persons of greater note among them then this Gentlewoman was which haue dyed most fearefully indeede Cardinall Sadelot Iacobus Latomus the Diuinitie Reader at Lâ—uâ—â—ne Hoâ—meâ—ler the Frier Guardacus Boâ—elius Crescentâ—â—â— the Cardinall Stephen Gardiner Bishop of Winchester and diuers the bloudy persecutors in Queene Maries time and some of the Popes themselues as namely Pope Sixtus Quintus of late yeers all which died most fearefully miserably and shewed manifest signes at their death that their popish superstition was the condemnation of their soules And if they will iudge of my religion by my death let them acknowledge their religion is the doctrine of desperation and that the truth faith which was able to fill the heart and tongue of this blessed Gentlewoman at her death with such heaueÌ„ly comforts is the doctrine of Christ reuealed from heauen that wee might liue and dye in it From Tuesday till Whitson-eeuen her comfort still increased and temptations vanished away See would theÌ„ very cheerfully ioyne with the company in prayer and singing Psalmes as occasion offered and performed all such duties as was meete for her in that estate One day her brother Master Iohn Bruen of Bruenstapleford came from his house in Cheshyre to visit her and after some kind salutation passed betweene them he said vnto her Sister be not dismaid at your troubles but remember what the Apostle saith that iudgement must begin at the house of God To whom the answered as one that was also very ready in the scriptures with the very next words following True it is and if it begin at vs the righteous shall scarce be saued where shall the sinners and vngodly appeare After that she praied with him sung a Psalme with him as one that receiued great comfort by him acknowledged in him a hart set to seeke the things belonging to the kingdome of Christ. During this time in the night with such as waked with her she would pray and rehearse for her comfort many texts of Scripture and namely the 8. to the Romanes many times coÌ„cluding and closing vp yâ— she read or repeated with prayer and most comfortable vses and applications thereof to her selfe with shew of such ioy and comfort that the hearers reioyced at it When she receiued any meate she prayed God not only to sanctifie those creatures for her bodily sustenance but also to fill her soule with the waters of life often repeating that of the Reuelation To him that thirsâ—eth will I giue of the waters of life freely One true she tooke her bible in her hand and ioyfully kissing it and looking vp toward heauen she sayd that of the Psalme O Lord it is good for me that I haue beene afflicted that I may learne thy statutes The law of thy mouth is better to me then thousands of gold and siluer Another time she called her Husband to her and said O Husband beware of Papistry keepe your selfe holy before the Lord. Yeeld not to the abominations of the wicked least they reioyce and so you dishonor God and destroy your owne soule Againe she said Let my little child be brought vp among the children of God and in the true feare and knowledge of his Maiesty so shall I meete her in heauen whom now I must leaue behinde me on earth Againe sometime she would pray with a low voyce to her selfe and that saying of Paule We haue not receiued the spirit of bondage to feare any more but the spirit of adoption whereby we cry Abba father was much in her mouth and the last words Abba father shee would double oftentimes ouer She would sing to herselfe the last verse of the 13. Psalme I will giue than â—â— unto the Lord and praises to him sing Because he hath heard my request graÌ„ted my wishing Finally in these and such like exercises and meditations did she spend the whole time
of her sicknes after the Lord had once enlarged her heart from the temptations of Satan But vpon Saterday about eleuen of the clocke in the morning the Lord disclosed himselfe in mercie to her more plentifully then euer before and as I may say he dealt familiarly with his hand-mayd for from that time to her very death which ensued the next day the feeling of Satans temptations seemed quite to bee banished from her so that she made no shew of them her thoughts were not occupied with yâ— world husbaÌ„d child or any thing els to our thinking neither was her sicknes troublesome to her as before it had beene but as one raised from death to life or rauished in spirit so seemed she to vs that stood by her countenance ioyfull her tongue flowing with the praises of God and her voyce as most heauenly musicke and melodie of peace sounding praise and honour and glorie to God in a wonderfull manner as followeth About eleuen of the clocke she began to tremble and quake a little and withall she asked her husbaÌ„d if he would help her with prayer to God against the tempter saying will yee neither pray with me nor bring some godly man that may put holie things into my minde whereby I may be able to resist Satan Hauing thus said she vttered these words O Lord God of my saluation help my weaknes pleade thou my cause O God of truth for in thee doe I trust After this they prayed together and she answered Amen to euery petition Then after this she required him to reade some part of the scripture whereupon he read vnto her the 8. to the Romans the 91. Psalme and the 17. of Iohn the which as hee read and came to the 4. verse I haue finished the worke which thou gauest me to do and now glorifie me She desired him to pause a while and theÌ„ said Blessed be thy name O blessed Sauiour perfect the worke I humbly beseech thee which thou hast begun in me Then as he read the 9. verse I pray not for the world but for them which thou hast giuen me for they are thine she interrupted him againe saying O Lord Iesu doest thou pray for me O blessed and sweete Sauiour how wonderfull how wonderfull how wonderfull are thy mercies Reade on said she the blessedst reading that euer I heard the comfort whereof doth sweeten my soule Then reading verse the 22. And the glorie which thou gauest me I haue giuen them that they may be one at we are one With marueilous ioy she vttered the words of Dauid many times ouer I confesse before the Lord his louing kindnes and his wonderfull workes before the sonnes of men for he hath satisfied my soule and filled my hungrie soule with goodnes When he came to the 24. verse Father I will that they which thou hast giueÌ„ me be with me euen where I am that they may behold my glory which thou hast giuen me Stay said she and let me meditate on the goodnes of the Lord for this is the sweetest saying that euer came to my soule for now I perceiue and feele the countenance of Christ my redeemer is turned towards me and the bright shining beames of his mercie is spread ouer me Oh happy am I that euer I was borne to see this blessed day Praise praise ô praise the Lord for his mercies for he hath brought me out of darknes and the shadow of death he hath deliuered my soule from the snare of the hunter and hath taken me out of the den of Lyons euen from the iawes of Leuiathan that piercing crooked serpent and hath set me in a place of rest and sweete refreshing Oh praise the Lord O my soule al that is within me praiseh holy name my soule praise thou the Lord and forget not all his benefits which for giueth all thine iniquities and healeth all thine infirmities which hath redeemed thy life from the graue and crowneth thee with mercy and compassion This she often repeated And then againe remembring the 21. and 22. verses of the 17. of Iohn she said O my sweete Sauiour shall I be one with thee as thou art one with thy Father And wilt thou glorifie me with that glory which thou haddest with the father before the world was And doest thou so loue me which am but dust and ashes to make me partaker of glorie with Christ What am I poore wretch that thou art so mindfull of me Oh how wonderfull how wonderfull how wonderfull is thy loue Oh thy loue is vnspeakable that hast dealt so graciously with me oh I feele thy mercies and oh that my tongue and heart were able to sound forth thy praises as I ought and as I willingly would doe oh that you all would helpe me to praise the holy one of Israel the God of all consolations And thus for the space of fiue houres together at the least she continued praysing and lawding the Lord with such a gladsome and heauenly countenance testifying such inward ioy from a comfortable feeling of the mercies of God in her soule and vsing such sweete senteÌ„ces and sâ—gred phrases of perfect and holy eloquence as the trueth thereof if it could haue been taken were admirable continuing so many houres together some part whereof was this O my Lord oh my God blessed be thy name for euermore which hast shewed me the path of life Thou didst O Lord hide thy face from me for a little season but with euerlasting mercie thou hast had compassion on me And now blessed Lord thy comfortable presence is come yea Lord thou hast had respect vnto thy handmaid and art come with fulnes of ioy and abundance of consolations O blessed be thy name ô Lord my God Then she repeated part of the 16. Psalme saying The Lord is the portion of mine inheritance wherefore my heart is glad and my tongue reioyceth Thou wilt shew me the path of life In thy presence is fulnes of ioy and at thy right hand there are pleasures for euermore oh that I could therefore praise the Lord as he is worthie to be praised I will sing to the Lord I will sing to the praise of the God of Israel come come saith the and helpe me ô helpe me to praise the Lord. And with yâ— she began to sing the third Psalme and continued to the end of the Psalme as perfectly and with as sweete a voyce as euer she had before in her health and concluded with the 49. verse of the 106. Psalme The Lord the God of Israel be blest for euermore Let all the people say Amen praise ye the Lord therefore And after this she said O praise the Lord for hee hath filled me with ioy and gladnes of hart and brought me from the gates of hell and of death repeating that of the 16. Psalme My line is fallen vnto me in a pleasant place yea I haue a saire heritage for the Lord is the