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gâ—…ce_n exceed_v all_o our_o thought_n we_o have_v deserve_v long_o and_o hard_a captivity_n and_o lo_o who_o it_o be_v that_o free_v we_o and_o have_v bring_v we_o a_o most_o sweet_a liberty_n we_o have_v blind_v the_o eye_n of_o our_o spirit_n and_o lo_o who_o come_v to_o enlighten_v they_o 8_o o_o israel_n thou_o have_v offend_v the_o lord_n thou_o have_v scorn_v his_o law_n thou_o have_v make_v a_o jest_n at_o his_o commandment_n thou_o have_v forget_v the_o good_a turn_n which_o he_o favourable_o have_v bestow_v upon_o thou_o he_o have_v draw_v thou_o out_o of_o most_o miserable_a captivity_n feed_v thou_o with_o the_o bread_n of_o heaven_n â—…de_v purposely_o stream_n flow_v out_o of_o hard_a rock_n to_o make_v thou_o drink_v have_v choose_v for_o thy_o dwell_a place_n the_o most_o delicious_a garden_n in_o the_o world_n make_v a_o covenant_n with_o thou_o give_v thou_o his_o will_n to_o keep_v and_o thou_o have_v coâ—…red_v against_o his_o honour_n go_v a_o whore_v unto_o 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â—…st_v hear_v i_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o holy_a mystery_n by_o which_o we_o be_v â—…incorporate_v into_o thou_o and_o renew_v in_o thy_o covenant_n that_o we_o may_v enter_v into_o that_o bless_a fellowship_n of_o glory_n in_o which_o all_o they_o shall_v triumph_v which_o shall_v be_v partaker_n of_o the_o merit_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o best_a belove_a son_n the_o true_a and_o only_a saviour_n of_o the_o world_n lord_n hear_v my_o prayer_n psalm_n 142._o o_o lord_n man_n in_o the_o end_n be_v weary_a of_o all_o thing_n a_o continual_a course_n bring_v he_o out_o of_o breath_n overmuch_o stare_v dim_v the_o eye_n and_o a_o shrill_a sound_n deaff_v the_o ear_n but_o
the_o more_o my_o voice_n cry_v unto_o thou_o the_o strong_a it_o be_v my_o courage_n increase_v more_o and_o my_o prayer_n betteâ—_n please_v i_o and_o therefore_o do_v i_o begin_v again_o daily_o to_o cry_v upon_o thou_o lord_n hear_v my_o prayer_n give_v ear_n unto_o my_o complaint_n for_o in_o pray_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n consist_v all_o my_o whole_a comfort_n it_o be_v my_o prayer_n o_o lord_n which_o coniur_v thy_o love_a kindness_n to_o purge_v my_o sin_n not_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o severity_n of_o the_o punishment_n but_o by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o effect_n of_o the_o grace_n which_o thou_o have_v grant_v unto_o we_o by_o which_o thou_o do_v abolish_v by_o thy_o sovereign_a and_o absolute_a power_n the_o remembrance_n of_o our_o sin_n 2_o and_o therefore_o enter_v not_o o_o lord_n into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n ne_o yet_o leave_v he_o unto_o the_o rigour_n of_o thy_o law_n for_o no_o man_n live_v that_o shall_v appear_v before_o thou_o at_o thy_o judgement_n seat_n shall_v be_v justify_v no_o man_n shall_v escape_v this_o fearful_a condemnation_n the_o punishment_n whereof_o be_v not_o only_o cruel_a but_o immortal_o rigorous_a also_o alas_o o_o lord_n who_o can_v be_v save_v before_o thou_o it_o be_v thou_o that_o be_v offend_v it_o be_v thou_o that_o will_v accuse_v we_o it_o be_v thou_o that_o have_v see_v ouâ—_n iniquity_n and_o will_v attest_v they_o â—nd_v it_o be_v thou_o that_o shall_v judge_v us._n when_o the_o accuser_n shall_v be_v witness_n and_o the_o witness_n judge_n what_o shall_v become_v of_o the_o offendor_n what_o defence_n can_v he_o make_v to_o justify_v himself_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o will_v not_o â—…rrie_v until_o this_o blow_n light_n upon_o i_o i_o will_v defend_v i_o with_o â—…y_a favour_n and_o grace_n to_o oppose_v it_o unto_o thy_o justice_n and_o thy_o grace_n be_v obtain_v by_o the_o acknowleding_n and_o confess_v of_o our_o sin_n and_o the_o humble_v and_o submit_v of_o our_o mind_n loe_o i_o here_o cast_v down_o myself_o prostrate_a before_o thou_o and_o lay_v open_a my_o sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o 3_o my_o sin_n my_o god_n the_o capital_a enemy_n unto_o my_o soul_n have_v so_o terrify_v i_o and_o cast_v i_o down_o as_o that_o i_o now_o lie_v crawl_v upon_o the_o ground_n dare_v not_o once_o to_o look_v up_o unto_o heaven_n for_o so_o soon_o as_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n i_o see_v the_o light_n which_o shine_v upon_o i_o discover_v on_o the_o day_n a_o great_a many_o of_o sin_n which_o accuse_v my_o conscience_n and_o then_o i_o feel_v forthwith_o shame_n take_v hold_v on_o my_o guilty_a face_n and_o to_o make_v i_o cast_v down_o my_o countenance_n unto_o the_o ground_n a_o countenance_n unworthy_a to_o behold_v the_o heaven_n the_o master_n whereof_o she_o have_v so_o grievous_o offend_v too_o too_o cowardly_a a_o face_n to_o cast_v the_o eye_n thereof_o upon_o such_o place_n which_o have_v so_o many_o thunderbolt_n prepare_v to_o root_n out_o the_o guilty_a 4_o my_o spirit_n therefore_o have_v lead_v i_o into_o dark_a place_n and_o bury_v i_o as_o a_o dead_a man_n in_o the_o cranuy_v of_o obscurity_n my_o soul_n be_v make_v very_o sad_a in_o i_o and_o my_o hart_n stir_v itself_o like_a unto_o one_o walk_v with_o his_o nose_n lift_v up_o into_o the_o weather_n who_o through_o his_o retchlesnesse_n fall_v into_o the_o boâ—rome_n of_o a_o well_o have_v forthwith_o thereby_o be_v amaze_v be_v incontinent_a void_a of_o judgement_n fall_v out_o with_o himself_o and_o torment_v himself_o until_o such_o time_n as_o be_v come_v again_o to_o his_o wit_n he_o know_v both_o the_o place_n wherein_o he_o be_v and_o understand_v the_o manner_n how_o he_o fall_v in_o and_o then_o begin_v by_o little_a and_o little_a to_o get_v up_o again_o unto_o the_o top_n thereof_o and_o yet_o be_v scarslie_o able_a to_o note_v and_o mark_v the_o place_n whence_o he_o so_o easy_o fall_v 5_o and_o so_o have_v call_v to_o mind_n as_o far_o as_o i_o possible_o can_v the_o memory_n of_o thing_n past_a have_v set_v before_o i_o in_o a_o deep_a meditation_n the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o have_v exact_o consider_v the_o perfection_n thereof_o yea_o and_o remember_v the_o estate_n wherein_o thou_o have_v create_v we_o and_o beside_o set_v before_o i_o he_o by_o who_o i_o feel_v myself_o now_o as_o it_o be_v oppress_v under_o the_o destruction_n of_o sin_n i_o curse_v in_o myself_o the_o hour_n wherein_o my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o i_o abhor_v the_o day_n which_o first_o open_v unto_o i_o my_o eye_n lid_n whereby_o i_o may_v see_v heaven_n and_o earth_n witness_n of_o my_o infirmity_n and_o in_o the_o end_n find_v nothing_o in_o the_o world_n that_o in_o this_o distress_n may_v comfort_v and_o help_v i_o i_o at_o last_o address_v myself_o unto_o thy_o most_o excellent_a majesty_n 6_o i_o fall_v on_o both_o my_o knee_n before_o thou_o i_o stretch_v out_o my_o arm_n and_o hand_n unto_o thou_o and_o my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o thy_o grace_n wait_v with_o a_o great_a desire_n for_o the_o same_o as_o the_o chap_a ground_n through_o heat_n look_v for_o a_o gracious_a and_o sweet_a shower_n in_o the_o hot_a day_n of_o summer_n 7_o make_v haste_n therefore_o unto_o i_o o_o my_o god_n for_o i_o be_o already_o out_o of_o breath_n for_o lo_o my_o heart_n faint_v and_o i_o be_o at_o the_o point_n to_o swoon_v will_v thou_o stay_v until_o i_o be_v dead_a i_o be_o already_o so_o if_o thou_o make_v noâ—_n haste_n for_o my_o sense_n do_v by_o little_a and_o â—…tle_o fail_v i_o my_o soul_n glide_v gentle_o out_o of_o i_o leave_v my_o body_n without_o move_v and_o i_o be_o like_a unto_o he_o who_o let_v his_o foot_n bleed_v in_o the_o water_n lose_v his_o life_n with_o his_o blood_n without_o feel_v the_o occasion_n or_o cause_n of_o his_o death_n 8_o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n hold_v thyself_o aloof_o from_o i_o and_o turn_v thy_o face_n â—…ay_o i_o shall_v become_v like_a unto_o those_o that_o go_v down_o unto_o the_o bottom_n of_o hell_n â—…le_a death_n will_v make_v my_o face_n look_v wanâ—…_n and_o my_o feeling_n to_o sleep_v â—ay_v a_o worse_a thing_n than_o this_o will_v betide_v i_o my_o god_n for_o spiritual_a death_n will_v kill_v my_o soul_n make_v it_o horrible_o a_o fear_a and_o take_v from_o she_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o singular_a goodness_n and_o the_o hope_n of_o grace_n which_o shine_v in_o thy_o miracle_n as_o a_o bright_a shine_a star_n in_o a_o dark_a night_n 9_o make_v i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n in_o thy_o good_a time_n to_o understand_v and_o feel_v the_o effect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o when_o the_o sun_n rise_v in_o the_o morning_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n let_v then_o thy_o love_a kindness_n rise_v upon_o i_o for_o the_o enlighten_v of_o my_o ignorance_n and_o lead_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o will_n but_o let_v it_o not_o deal_v with_o i_o o_o lord_n as_o the_o sun_n do_v who_o at_o his_o fall_n plunge_v himself_o into_o the_o sea_n keep_v away_o his_o light_n for_o a_o time_n from_o poor_a wretched_a and_o distress_a man_n but_o let_v thy_o favour_n and_o grace_n continual_o assist_v and_o defend_v i_o and_o never_o depart_v more_o from_o i_o than_o my_o soul_n do_v from_o my_o body_n for_o thy_o mercy_n be_v far_o away_o more_o 〈…〉_o of_o my_o soul_n theâ—_n my_o soul_n be_v 〈◊〉_d lâ—fe_n of_o my_o body_n 10_o and_o therefore_o let_v 〈…〉_o never_o forsake_v i_o but_o let_v 〈◊〉_d â—ight_n direct_v my_o footstep_n always_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o lead_v i_o continual_o in_o the_o way_n which_o must_v bring_v i_o unto_o thou_o for_o my_o spirit_n which_o have_v run_v itself_o through_o the_o strange_a â—…ches_n of_o this_o world_n and_o stray_v into_o the_o broad_a and_o thick_a bush_n thereof_o can_v never_o find_v out_o her_o tract_n again_o but_o rush_v out_o at_o all_o adventure_n and_o lose_v both_o her_o path_n and_o also_o her_o pain_n go_v always_o back_o from_o the_o abide_a place_n whither_o she_o be_v deteâ—…ned_v to_o go_v but_o ay_o my_o god_n do_v always_o attend_v thy_o aid_n for_o it_o be_v from_o above_o that_o i_o look_v for_o help_v 11_o i_o be_o a_o captive_a in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o most_o cruel_a enemy_n of_o my_o life_n and_o therefore_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o make_v haste_n to_o deliver_v i_o i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o for_o refuge_n receive_v i_o into_o thy_o protection_n teach_v i_o what_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o do_v for_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n who_o alone_o i_o be_o resolve_v now_o to_o serve_v and_o now_o away_o away_o from_o i_o
on_o the_o earth_n to_o deliver_v oracle_n unto_o man_n and_o by_o their_o mouth_n to_o form_v the_o voice_n of_o justice_n and_o call_v to_o mind_v the_o magnificence_n of_o our_o joust_n and_o â—…ies_n and_o draw_v out_o as_o it_o be_v by_o line_n and_o by_o level_a our_o fine_a and_o pleasant_a dance_n where_o all_o the_o youth_n shine_v and_o glister_v like_o the_o star_n in_o a_o clear_a and_o bright_a night_n 15_o o_o good_a god_n what_o a_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n be_v this_o can_v we_o take_v any_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n after_o all_o this_o must_v not_o we_o swear_v a_o perpetual_a mourning_n and_o condemn_v our_o eye_n unto_o everlasting_a tear_n 16_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o live_v after_o all_o this_o be_v our_o grief_n so_o small_a as_o that_o it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a to_o make_v we_o die_v be_v our_o misery_n so_o cruel_a as_o that_o it_o have_v leave_v we_o eye_n so_o long_a time_n to_o behold_v it_o and_o condemn_v we_o to_o be_v so_o long_a while_n afflict_v with_o so_o strange_a a_o misery_n must_v we_o see_v at_o our_o foot_n the_o piece_n of_o the_o crown_n which_o fall_v from_o our_o head_n and_o tread_v upon_o the_o shiver_n of_o the_o sceptre_n which_o we_o be_v wont_a to_o carry_v in_o our_o hand_n and_o see_v our_o kingly_a ornament_n pull_v in_o piece_n before_o our_o face_n curse_a be_v we_o who_o have_v cause_v by_o our_o sin_n this_o desolation_n who_o have_v enforce_v the_o justice_n of_o god_n to_o visit_v we_o in_o his_o 〈◊〉_d and_o to_o pour_v upon_o we_o the_o fire_n of_o his_o wrath_n and_o anger_n 17_o this_o be_v it_o that_o we_o must_v bewail_v this_o must_v be_v here_o the_o springhead_n of_o our_o tear_n for_o this_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o all_o our_o misery_n these_o be_v yea_o these_o be_v our_o iniquity_n which_o have_v change_v the_o face_n of_o what_o soever_o we_o see_v to_o be_v before_o we_o which_o have_v make_v our_o champion_n ground_n desert_n wilderness_n of_o our_o city_n rubbish_n of_o our_o house_n and_o leave_v nothing_o unto_o ourselves_o but_o a_o object_n of_o sadness_n and_o dolour_n to_o blear_v our_o eye_n with_o so_o monstrous_a a_o spectacle_n and_o to_o kill_v our_o heart_n with_o so_o pitiful_a thought_n 18_o for_o who_o be_v he_o that_o will_v not_o put_v out_o his_o eye_n with_o much_o weep_n and_o what_o be_v he_o who_o spirit_n will_v not_o be_v dull_v with_o very_a dotage_n when_o as_o he_o shall_v see_v this_o beautiful_a zion_n the_o garden_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o palestine_n to_o be_v make_v now_o a_o warren_n of_o fox_n where_o nothing_o use_v and_o haunt_v but_o wild_a beast_n 19_o but_o these_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o â—lowes_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n who_o make_v great_a thing_n that_o thou_o may_v pull_v they_o down_o which_o set_v up_o city_n and_o kingdom_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n as_o a_o ladder_n to_o show_v that_o they_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o execrement_n of_o thy_o other_o more_o excellent_a work_n and_o will_v have_v the_o overthrow_n of_o all_o earthly_a thing_n bear_v witness_n of_o thy_o eternity_n and_o infiniteness_n thou_o be_v o_o lord_n only_o eternal_a exempt_a from_o all_o course_n and_o change_v for_o no_o time_n be_v able_a to_o measure_v thy_o greatness_n for_o they_o serve_v thou_o and_o be_v but_o as_o steward_n and_o dispenser_n of_o thy_o will_n thy_o throne_n be_v far_o above_o all_o corruptible_a thing_n and_o there_o thou_o sit_v make_v all_o generation_n to_o pass_v before_o thou_o one_o after_o another_o change_v when_o it_o please_v thou_o the_o enhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n even_o as_o man_n do_v their_o garment_n 20_o but_o see_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o be_v thus_o altogether_o good_a just_a and_o almighty_a will_v thou_o whole_o forget_v thy_o goodness_n and_o love_a kindness_n towards_o we_o thou_o that_o can_v forget_v nothing_o will_v thou_o which_o ever_o â—…pest_v thy_o word_n and_o promise_n forget_v the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o promise_n which_o thou_o have_v ever_o make_v unto_o thy_o choose_a people_n will_v thou_o let_v slip_v the_o occasion_n which_o offer_v it_o self_n unto_o thou_o to_o have_v pity_n on_o we_o and_o help_v we_o who_o be_v not_o almighty_a but_o for_o to_o do_v good_a and_o aid_v the_o afflict_a and_o as_o soon_o shall_v thou_o forget_v to_o be_v god_n as_o to_o forget_v to_o pardon_v and_o forgeve_v very_o well_o thou_o have_v for_o a_o time_n deal_v seveare_o with_o we_o and_o send_v we_o calamity_n to_o make_v we_o feel_v that_o we_o have_v offend_v thou_o and_o we_o have_v perceyve_v it_o right_n well_o and_o we_o have_v return_v unto_o thou_o with_o break_a heart_n and_o dolorous_o groan_v before_o thou_o and_o therefore_o what_o more_o will_v thou_o have_v of_o we_o what_o other_o sacrifice_n may_v we_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o than_o our_o tear_n all_o the_o rest_n be_v thou_o and_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o our_o disposition_n but_o our_o will_n and_o the_o same_o we_o present_v unto_o thou_o wash_v in_o our_o tear_n press_v and_o squeeze_v by_o the_o sorrow_n of_o our_o repentance_n and_o purge_v and_o cleanse_v with_o the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o lively_a love_n and_o therefore_o why_o reiecte_v thou_o we_o why_o cause_v thou_o we_o to_o wax_v old_a in_o our_o misery_n 21_o no_o no_o o_o lord_n thou_o be_v too_o good_a and_o favourable_a for_o so_o long_o as_o we_o shall_v call_v upon_o thou_o with_o sound_a heart_n thou_o will_v never_o forsake_v us._n but_o because_o o_o lord_n there_o be_v no_o more_o force_n nor_o strength_n in_o we_o and_o that_o our_o misery_n have_v knock_v our_o spirit_n in_o the_o head_n quicken_z thou_o they_o in_o we_o and_o let_v all_o our_o affection_n be_v set_v upon_o thou_o and_o to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v continual_o cleave_v unto_o thou_o and_o not_o have_v thy_o grace_n disdain_n to_o dwell_v in_o we_o renew_v our_o spirit_n and_o life_n and_o reestablish_v we_o again_o in_o our_o first_o integrity_n and_o pureness_n wherein_o thou_o creat_v us._n 22_o thou_o have_v heretofore_o reprove_v we_o and_o in_o reprove_v we_o have_v reject_v we_o and_o to_o say_v true_o thou_o have_v reason_v so_o to_o do_v for_o our_o too_o too_o intolerable_a iniquity_n have_v most_o strong_o provoke_v thou_o but_o since_o that_o we_o have_v now_o humble_v our_o selâ—es_n before_o thou_o and_o have_v do_v what_o so_o ever_o we_o may_v bethink_v we_o of_o to_o appease_v thou_o with_o all_o receive_v we_o to_o thy_o grace_n pour_v upon_o we_o thy_o benefit_n embrace_v we_o love_o as_o lose_a child_n which_o come_v again_o with_o weep_a tear_n to_o cast_v themselves_o into_o the_o arm_n of_o their_o father_n and_o merciful_o receyve_v our_o prayer_n and_o vow_n for_o they_o come_v not_o now_o o_o lord_n from_o our_o lip_n alone_o but_o even_o from_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n the_o song_n of_o ezechias_n take_v out_o of_o the_o prophecy_n of_o isaiah_n chap._n 38._o i_o be_o dry_v up_o with_o very_a sorrow_n and_o grief_n and_o i_o breathe_v out_o the_o very_a last_o sigh_n of_o my_o life_n and_o when_o my_o spirit_n launch_v out_o with_o dolour_n i_o think_v it_o begin_v to_o cry_v out_o after_o this_o manner_n what_o must_v i_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o day_n descend_v into_o the_o pit_n be_v the_o flower_n of_o my_o youth_n no_o soon_o hatch_v but_o that_o death_n must_v by_o and_o by_o come_v to_o gather_v i_o up_o and_o shall_v my_o bright_a and_o most_o clear_a shine_a day_n be_v convert_v into_o darkness_n o_o farewell_o then_o farewell_n i_o say_v most_o sweet_a light_n which_o hide_v thou_o from_o my_o eye_n for_o lo_o the_o night_n trayn_v i_o into_o dark_a and_o unknown_a cave_n and_o â—ens_n and_o send_v i_o a_o great_a way_n upon_o the_o earth_n even_o unto_o hell_n gate_n 2_o but_o tell_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o life_n whither_o shall_v the_o rest_n of_o my_o year_n fly_v o_o vain_a and_o deceytfull_a hope_n which_o nourish_v our_o mind_n and_o purpose_n and_o afterward_o leave_v they_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o course_n i_o hope_v to_o have_v have_v a_o fair_a and_o white_a old_a age_n and_o dispose_v of_o my_o household_n to_o mitigate_v the_o discommodity_n thereof_o i_o build_v palace_n devise_v garden_n plot_n &_o get_v riches_n together_o to_o pleasure_v my_o child_n withal_o &_o tâ—_n make_v merry_a with_o my_o friend_n and_o so_o 〈◊〉_d and_o easy_o to_o spend_v the_o rest_n of_o my_o age_n in_o serve_v of_o god_n and_o do_v good_a unto_o man_n but_o i_o must_v now_o change_v my_o note_n and_o sing_v another_o song_n and_o
the_o hand_n of_o thy_o justice_n which_o will_v swallow_v i_o up_o thou_o shall_v turn_v away_o the_o dart_n of_o death_n who_o point_n have_v pierce_v i_o even_o to_o the_o very_a hart_n thou_o shall_v lengthen_v the_o course_n of_o my_o year_n which_o my_o sin_n have_v already_o shorten_v and_o thou_o shall_v be_v content_v that_o thou_o have_v reproove_v i_o without_o utter_o undo_v i_o and_o make_v i_o to_o acknowledge_v and_o confess_v my_o sin_n with_o punish_v i_o for_o the_o same_o 12_o and_o although_o i_o think_v myself_o bless_v and_o as_o it_o be_v in_o most_o excellent_a peace_n yet_o do_v i_o use_v nay_o rather_o abuse_v the_o blessing_n and_o riches_n which_o thou_o have_v lend_v and_o vouchsafe_v i_o yea_o and_o although_o i_o say_v i_o shall_v be_v drunken_a with_o the_o honey_n sweet_a pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n yet_o lo_o a_o store_n of_o affliction_n and_o misery_n be_v betide_v i_o which_o as_o a_o most_o bitter_a brook_n be_v come_v upon_o i_o to_o drown_v i_o and_o swallow_v i_o up_o but_o as_o i_o be_v about_o to_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n i_o feel_v thou_o take_v i_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o by_o a_o wonderful_a help_n draw_v i_o by_o little_a and_o little_a out_o of_o that_o fearful_a gulf_n o_o lord_n the_o weight_n that_o sink_v i_o to_o the_o bottom_n be_v the_o weight_n of_o my_o sin_n they_o lay_v so_o thick_a and_o heavy_a on_o my_o head_n and_o hold_v i_o so_o to_o the_o ground_n as_o that_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n much_o less_o be_v i_o able_a to_o hold_v up_o my_o head_n and_o open_v my_o mouth_n to_o utter_v and_o show_v forth_o thy_o holy_a grace_n and_o mercy_n thou_o have_v break_v the_o chain_n of_o the_o wicked_a affection_n which_o hold_v i_o bind_v unto_o these_o curse_a sin_n and_o nevertheless_o because_o they_o be_v ever_o before_o thy_o eye_n and_o that_o my_o repentance_n in_o some_o measure_n coniur_v thy_o goodness_n and_o my_o iniquity_n sharpen_v thy_o justice_n yet_o have_v thou_o cast_v all_o my_o offence_n behind_o thy_o back_n and_o turn_v they_o all_o away_o from_o thy_o presence_n to_o the_o end_n there_o may_v be_v nothing_o between_o i_o and_o thy_o mercy_n to_o hinder_v i_o from_o be_v environ_v by_o the_o same_o as_o my_o only_a and_o assure_a defence_n but_o how_o can_v this_o be_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o who_o see_v all_o thing_n both_o present_a &_o to_o come_v which_o see_v through_o the_o earth_n and_o pierce_a the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o in_o regard_n of_o i_o alone_o o_o lord_n thou_o becom_a blind_a and_o see_v not_o my_o sâ—…nes_n which_o environ_v i_o round_o about_o o_o how_o wonderful_a great_a be_v thy_o mercy_n which_o blindfold_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o deity_n which_o hide_v from_o thou_o that_o every_o one_o see_v and_o make_v thou_o forget_v that_o which_o thou_o know_v before_o such_o time_n as_o it_o be_v do_v 13_o from_o whence_o o_o lord_n come_v this_o great_a change_n and_o alteration_n in_o thou_o whence_o come_v it_o that_o to_o do_v i_o favour_n thou_o put_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o thy_o justice_n which_o be_v natural_o in_o thou_o i_o wonder_v but_o yet_o can_v i_o tell_v from_o whence_o this_o thy_o so_o great_a clemency_n and_o love_a kindness_n proceed_v it_o be_v yea_o it_o be_v o_o lord_n because_o thou_o will_v save_v we_o whether_o we_o will_v or_o no_o and_o to_o draw_v we_o as_o it_o be_v by_o force_n out_o of_o that_o condemnation_n which_o we_o most_o just_o have_v deserve_v for_o thou_o be_v the_o god_n of_o glory_n jealous_a of_o honour_n and_o praise_n for_o thou_o be_v alone_o worthy_a thereof_o thou_o know_v right_a well_o that_o very_a hell_n shall_v praise_v thou_o and_o thou_o know_v also_o o_o lord_n that_o death_n itself_o shall_v set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n see_v that_o thou_o have_v create_v all_o thing_n to_o testify_v thy_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o power_n shall_v death_n which_o be_v one_o of_o thy_o work_n make_v a_o end_n of_o thy_o praise_n yea_o and_o see_v thou_o have_v here_o place_v man_n to_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n and_o to_o behold_v thy_o glory_n and_o to_o sing_v both_o with_o the_o heart_n and_o mouth_n a_o continual_a hymn_n thereof_o and_o if_o thou_o take_v away_o his_o life_n be_v not_o that_o a_o breach_n of_o one_o of_o the_o organ_n of_o thy_o honour_n and_o if_o thou_o send_v he_o to_o hell_n be_v not_o that_o to_o defame_v thy_o workmanship_n thou_o have_v o_o lord_n sow_v by_o the_o mouth_n of_o thy_o prophet_n the_o truth_n of_o thy_o promise_n shall_v they_o that_o be_v pen_v up_o in_o the_o earth_n gather_v together_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o shall_v they_o who_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n have_v close_v up_o the_o eye_n lid_n and_o who_o the_o death_n of_o the_o soul_n engender_v through_o their_o impenitence_n have_v seal_v up_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o spirit_n make_v they_o go_v grope_v to_o hell_n wander_a and_o stumble_v from_o pain_n to_o pain_n and_o from_o torment_n to_o torment_v no_o no_o it_o shall_v be_v the_o live_a man_n that_o shall_v publish_v and_o set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n the_o man_n i_o say_v that_o live_v and_o that_o live_a life_n which_o be_v maintain_v by_o those_o blessing_n which_o thou_o bestow_v upon_o we_o here_o on_o the_o earth_n and_o that_o life_n which_o be_v nourish_v by_o the_o behold_n of_o thy_o deity_n and_o by_o the_o blessing_n which_o thou_o have_v lay_v uppe_o in_o heaven_n even_o so_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o at_o this_o day_n with_o they_o see_v it_o have_v please_v thou_o to_o convert_v my_o misery_n into_o grace_n and_o blessing_n and_o to_o turn_v away_o from_o i_o death_n and_o dolour_n which_o bring_v they_o unto_o i_o my_o infirmity_n be_v at_o this_o day_n see_v it_o so_o please_v thou_o a_o argument_n of_o thy_o glory_n &_o thou_o work_v such_o miracle_n in_o i_o as_o be_v able_a to_o astonish_v a_o whole_a world_n to_o the_o end_n o_o lord_n that_o the_o father_n may_v tell_v unto_o their_o child_n what_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v how_o sure_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o promise_n and_o how_o undoubted_a the_o truth_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o so_o whensoever_o the_o last_o and_o hindermost_a posterity_n shall_v understand_v what_o have_v be_v fall_v unto_o my_o person_n it_o will_v praise_v and_o bless_v thy_o holy_a name_n 15_o see_v then_o my_o god_n that_o thou_o have_v assure_v i_o this_o life_n i_o mean_v this_o earthly_a and_o corporal_a life_n grant_v i_o also_o assurance_n of_o this_o heavenly_a and_o divine_a life_n to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o be_v most_o full_a of_o all_o hope_n and_o strength_n may_v pass_v the_o rest_n of_o my_o day_n in_o praise_v and_o serve_v of_o thou_o continual_o my_o abode_n o_o lord_n shall_v be_v always_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o altar_n my_o action_n shall_v be_v a_o song_n of_o thy_o praise_n and_o goodness_n and_o so_o will_v go_v day_n and_o night_n into_o thy_o church_n lift_v 〈…〉_o eye_n unto_o thou_o and_o have_v my_o thought_n fix_v on_o thou_o i_o will_v open_v â—ine_o heart_n and_o thou_o shall_v fill_v it_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o it_o may_v sanctify_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o so_o 〈◊〉_d thereby_o may_v set_v forth_o nothing_o more_o than_o thy_o glory_n finis_fw-la