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moderate_a and_o skilful_a bear_v they_o choose_v therefore_o whether_o thou_o will_v take_v thy_o observation_n from_o other_o or_o thyself_o without_o partiality_n and_o thou_o shall_v both_o find_v &_o confess_v that_o nothing_o how_o dear_a soever_o and_o desire_v by_o â—s_n iâ—_n any_o way_n profitable_a unless_o we_o arm_v ourselves_o as_o well_o against_o the_o uncertainty_n of_o casualty_n as_o the_o circumstance_n and_o event_n that_o may_v ensue_v thereby_o yea_o unless_o we_o often_o and_o that_o without_o repine_v or_o complaint_n accustom_v ourselves_o to_o say_v in_o all_o damage_n and_o loss_n whatsoever_o deo_fw-la aliter_fw-la visum_fw-la est_fw-la it_o have_v please_v god_n to_o dispose_v otherwise_o to_o a_o mind_n thus_o compose_v nothing_o shall_v fall_v out_o amiss_o and_o so_o sure_o it_o may_v be_v compose_v if_o it_o consider_v but_o before_o hand_n how_o far_o the_o various_a success_n of_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n may_v extend_v itself_o if_o he_o dispose_v himself_o to_o enjoy_v wife_n child_n and_o his_o whole_a patrimony_n not_o as_o if_o he_o have_v a_o perpetuity_n thereof_o but_o with_o this_o resolution_n not_o to_o repute_v himself_o any_o whit_n the_o more_o miserable_a shall_v he_o be_v deprive_v of_o they_o plutarch_n report_v that_o ulysses_n after_o he_o have_v spend_v twenty_o year_n in_o warfare_n return_v to_o his_o country_n and_o sit_v with_o his_o wife_n penelope_n while_o she_o weep_v and_o be_v drown_v in_o tear_n he_o shed_v none_o himself_o nor_o be_v sensible_a of_o any_o passion_n so_o well_o be_v his_o mind_n establish_v before_o hand_n and_o fortify_v against_o her_o tear_n but_o when_o he_o see_v his_o dog_n be_v dead_a he_o can_v not_o forbear_v weep_v it_o be_v certain_o this_o sudden_a and_o unexpected_a chance_n that_o cause_v those_o tear_n he_o therefore_o that_o will_v not_o grieve_v in_o adversity_n let_v he_o foresee_v it_o sect._n ii_o but_o we_o many_o time_n be_v so_o unconsiderate_a &_o improvident_a that_o we_o forget_v where_o we_o be_v or_o whither_o we_o go_v we_o wonder_v &_o think_v much_o to_o lose_v any_o thing_n whereas_o we_o shall_v one_o day_n lose_v all_o so_o ill_o prepare_v be_v we_o that_o we_o even_o tremble_v at_o the_o least_o alteration_n this_o therefore_o we_o must_v endeavour_v that_o nothing_o befall_v we_o unlooked_a for_o and_o for_o somuch_o as_o all_o thing_n seem_v the_o great_a by_o reason_n of_o their_o novelty_n by_o this_o daily_a consideration_n we_o shall_v in_o short_a time_n be_v no_o stranger_n to_o any_o mischief_n that_o may_v happen_v nor_o wonder_n at_o those_o chance_n whereunto_o we_o be_v all_o indifferent_o bear_v we_o suffer_v nothing_o but_o what_o all_o mankind_n be_v liable_a to_o this_o may_v i_o well_o avouch_v see_v whatsoever_o a_o man_n escape_n may_v have_v befall_v he_o and_o not_o only_o the_o law_n which_o be_v execute_v upon_o all_o but_o also_o that_o which_o be_v make_v alike_o for_o all_o may_v be_v say_v to_o be_v indifferent_a to_o all_o let_v we_o be_v endue_v with_o equanimity_n and_o without_o complaint_n yield_v all_o duty_n to_o mortality_n when_o winter_n come_v we_o must_v be_v cold_a when_o summer_n hot_a when_o unseasonable_a and_o unwholesome_a weather_n impair_v health_n we_o must_v be_v sick_a here_o we_o be_v set_v upon_o by_o one_o beast_n there_o by_o another_o yea_o even_o by_o man_n himself_o the_o most_o pernicious_a of_o all_o beast_n here_o we_o see_v one_o burn_v there_o another_o drown_v the_o course_n of_o these_o thing_n be_v not_o in_o our_o power_n to_o help_v or_o alter_v thus_o much_o only_o we_o may_v do_v make_v a_o firm_a resolution_n to_o bear_v these_o accident_n stout_o and_o courageous_o we_o must_v address_v and_o compose_v our_o mind_n to_o this_o necessity_n of_o suffering_n we_o must_v follow_v and_o obey_v and_o suppose_v all_o that_o be_v do_v aught_o necessary_o to_o be_v sin_n except_o sin_n do_v your_o best_a way_n be_v to_o suffer_v what_o you_o can_v not_o mend_v nor_o change_v and_o without_o murmur_a walk_n along_o with_o god_n from_o who_o ordinance_n all_o thing_n proceed_v he_o be_v a_o ill_a soldier_n who_o follow_v his_o captain_n sigh_v and_o groan_v let_v we_o therefore_o follow_v our_o god_n cheerful_o and_o courageous_o speak_v thus_o unto_o he_o o_o my_o father_n lead_v i_o whither_o thou_o will_v behold_v without_o the_o least_o shrink_a or_o delay_n i_o present_v myself_o vouchsafe_v dear_a lord_n to_o draw_v also_o my_o rebellious_a will_n unto_o thou_o even_o whether_o it_o will_v or_o no._n thus_o let_v we_o speak_v thus_o let_v we_o live_v let_v no_o calamity_n find_v we_o unprepared_a this_o cause_v the_o wise_a man_n to_o bid_v we_o not_o to_o be_v unmindful_a of_o adversity_n in_o prosperity_n nor_o of_o prosperity_n in_o adversity_n when_o thou_o flow_v in_o riches_n think_v of_o poverty_n &_o the_o pinch_a necessity_n thereof_o even_o amid_o thy_o wealth_n from_o morning_n to_o evening_n the_o time_n shall_v be_v change_v and_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v summon_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n be_v thou_o a_o lord_n a_o governor_n it_o may_v come_v to_o thy_o turn_n to_o serve_v have_v thou_o wealth_n at_o will_n for_o all_o this_o thou_o may_v come_v to_o beg_v art._n thou_o strong_a and_o healthy_a one_o only_a fever_n or_o a_o far_o less_o matter_n may_v cost_v thou_o thy_o life_n have_v thou_o child_n in_o one_o day_n thou_o may_v lose_v they_o all_o have_v thou_o friend_n one_o hour_n nay_o one_o moment_n may_v deprive_v thou_o both_o of_o they_o and_o all_o thing_n else_o prepare_v then_o thy_o mind_n to_o these_o temptation_n that_o when_o death_n shall_v take_v away_o thy_o child_n or_o friend_n thou_o may_v say_v with_o that_o spartan_a woman_n i_o know_v they_o be_v mortal_a who_o i_o have_v bring_v forth_o when_o thy_o money_n shall_v be_v waste_v i_o know_v it_o will_v not_o always_o be_v i_o the_o use_n thereof_o be_v only_o i_o when_o thy_o honour_n vanish_v i_o be_v well_o assure_v no_o honour_n be_v eternal_a in_o this_o world_n you_o shall_v find_v some_o will_v cast_v up_o a_o world_n of_o present_a business_n and_o affair_n as_o a_o bulwark_n between_o they_o and_o future_a consideration_n these_o while_o they_o do_v little_a or_o nothing_o will_v have_v you_o think_v they_o work_v wonder_n if_o you_o persuade_v they_o to_o retirement_n and_o spiritual_a recollection_n their_o answer_n be_v i_o be_o not_o at_o leisure_n if_o to_o hear_v a_o sermon_n i_o be_o not_o at_o leisure_n if_o to_o confess_v their_o sin_n i_o be_o not_o at_o leisure_n if_o to_o set_v before_o their_o eye_n the_o dreadful_a judgement_n of_o god_n i_o be_o not_o at_o leisure_n if_o to_o think_v of_o hell_n fire_n which_o be_v everlasting_a here_o i_o have_v no_o time_n for_o it_o if_o to_o contemplate_v heavenly_a joy_n now_o my_o occasion_n will_v not_o suffer_v i_o if_o to_o provide_v for_o death_n i_o be_v never_o less_o at_o leisure_n in_o all_o my_o life_n and_o for_o my_o part_n i_o think_v they_o will_v scarce_o be_v at_o leisure_n to_o do_v it_o when_o they_o die_v thus_o miserable_a wretch_n they_o have_v no_o regard_n at_o all_o of_o future_a thing_n so_o that_o most_o man_n in_o this_o world_n put_v forth_o to_o sea_n and_o never_o so_o muâ—h_o as_o dream_v of_o a_o tempest_n but_o when_o a_o sudden_a thunderbolt_n fall_v upon_o they_o a_o unexpected_a calamity_n oppress_v they_o then_o shall_v you_o see_v they_o pitiful_o daunt_v diffident_a and_o distrustful_a of_o all_o help_n and_o uncapable_a of_o any_o consolation_n this_o my_o dear_a heart_n this_o mischief_n you_o shall_v have_v foresee_v before_o and_o then_o you_o shall_v have_v be_v less_o damnify_v thereby_o sect._n iii_o they_o say_v if_o a_o wolf_n chance_n to_o see_v a_o man_n first_o he_o strike_v he_o
be_v utter_o banish_v from_o the_o school_n of_o patience_n it_o be_v a_o serious_a charge_n from_o our_o master_n that_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v so_o much_o as_o name_v among_o you_o saint_n augustine_n give_v a_o most_o exact_a answer_n to_o these_o serpent_n say_v why_o do_v thunderbolt_n strike_v sometime_o the_o mountain_n and_o spare_v the_o thief_n because_o perhaps_o god_n expect_v as_o yet_o the_o thief_n conversion_n and_o therefore_o strike_v the_o mountain_n that_o fear_v not_o to_o convert_v that_o man_n who_o be_v capable_a of_o fear_n thou_o do_v now_o and_o then_o the_o like_a strike_v the_o ground_n when_o thou_o give_v correction_n that_o thy_o child_n may_v be_v fright_v thereat_o but_o thou_o answer_v i_o behold_v he_o punish_v sometime_o the_o innocent_a and_o pardon_v the_o guilty_a what_o wonder_n a_o good_a man_n always_o and_o in_o all_o place_n be_v ready_a for_o a_o good_a end_n but_o how_o can_v thou_o possible_o know_v what_o punishment_n be_v reserve_v for_o that_o wicked_a person_n unless_o he_o repent_v he_o how_o much_o rather_o will_v they_o who_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n shall_v hear_v these_o dreadful_a word_n go_v you_o curse_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n be_v consume_v with_o thunder_n and_o lightning_n it_o behoove_v thou_o to_o be_v innocent_a for_o what_o matter_n be_v it_o whether_o a_o man_n die_v by_o shipwreck_n or_o by_o a_o fever_n we_o can_v neither_o say_v the_o one_o be_v a_o ill_a death_n nor_o the_o other_o a_o good_a but_o whether_o he_o die_v by_o one_o or_o other_o inquire_v of_o what_o course_n of_o life_n the_o man_n be_v that_o die_v whither_o he_o shall_v go_v after_o death_n not_o by_o what_o accident_n he_o come_v to_o his_o death_n howsoever_o it_o be_v live_v thou_o in_o fear_n and_o see_v thou_o be_v good_a by_o what_o death_n soever_o it_o please_v god_n to_o take_v thou_o hence_o let_v he_o find_v thou_o provide_v whatsoever_o therefore_o as_o the_o same_o saint_n augustine_n say_v happen_v in_o this_o world_n contrary_a to_o our_o will_n know_v it_o happen_v not_o without_o the_o will_n of_o god_n by_o his_o providence_n by_o his_o ordinance_n and_o express_v order_n &_o albeit_o we_o neither_o understand_v it_o nor_o the_o end_n for_o which_o it_o be_v do_v yet_o let_v we_o ascribe_v so_o much_o to_o his_o providence_n that_o it_o be_v not_o do_v without_o cause_n for_o when_o we_o presume_v to_o dispute_v the_o work_n of_o god_n as_o why_o do_v hâ—_n this_o why_o that_o and_z he_o shall_v not_o have_v do_v thus_o he_o have_v do_v amiss_o in_o so_o do_v where_o i_o beseech_v you_o be_v your_o praise_n of_o god_n you_o have_v lose_v your_o alleluja_n consider_v all_o thing_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o you_o may_v please_v god_n &_o praise_v he_o that_o make_v they_o when_o you_o enter_v into_o a_o smith_n forge_n you_o will_v not_o doubtless_o presume_v to_o find_v fault_n with_o his_o bellows_o his_o hammer_n or_o anvil_n presume_v thou_o not_o to_o question_v a_o rude_a smith_n in_o his_o forge_n &_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o bold_a with_o god_n in_o his_o workmanship_n of_o this_o world_n it_o be_v the_o property_n of_o a_o unskilful_a man_n to_o reprehend_v all_o he_o see_v you_o shall_v have_v another_o more_o skilful_a than_o he_o albeit_o better_a acquaint_v with_o the_o artificer_n and_o consequent_o may_v be_v more_o familiar_a yet_o know_v he_o to_o be_v a_o man_n that_o understand_v his_o trade_n will_v say_v questionless_a he_o have_v some_o reason_n to_o place_v his_o bellows_o rather_o here_o then_o in_o another_o place_n the_o workman_n himself_o know_v why_o although_o i_o do_v not_o that_o we_o may_v be_v therefore_o willing_a to_o embrace_v the_o will_n of_o so_o dear_a and_o love_a a_o father_n the_o same_o saint_n augustine_n encourage_v we_o and_o lay_v before_o our_o eye_n the_o hereditary_a delight_n of_o eternity_n say_v thy_o god_n thy_o redeemer_n he_o that_o for_o thy_o good_a have_v bring_v thou_o under_o and_o chastise_v thou_o as_o a_o father_n instruct_v thou_o to_o what_o end_n marry_o to_o settle_v upon_o thou_o a_o inheritance_n to_o which_o thou_o be_v noâ—_n to_o succeed_v by_o dispossess_v thy_o father_n but_o by_o possess_v thy_o father_n himself_o for_o a_o inheritance_n this_o be_v the_o hope_n for_o which_o thou_o be_v instruct_v and_o do_v thou_o murmur_v whither_o will_v thou_o go_v from_o his_o spirit_n admit_v he_o shall_v leave_v thou_o at_o thy_o own_o liberty_n and_o not_o chastise_v thou_o say_v he_o shall_v suffer_v thou_o to_o blaspheme_v at_o thy_o pleasure_n shall_v thou_o not_o at_o lâ—st_v feel_v the_o smart_n of_o his_o judgement_n be_v it_o not_o much_o better_a thy_o father_n shall_v afflict_v and_o receive_v thou_o then_o spare_v and_o forsake_v thou_o do_v rejoice_v acknowledge_v thy_o father_n cherish_n be_v thou_o in_o tribulation_n acknowledge_v thy_o father_n correction_n and_o remember_v this_o that_o whether_o he_o cherish_v or_o correct_v he_o instruct_v he_o for_o who_o he_o prepare_v a_o kingdom_n moreover_o almighty_a god_n as_o witness_v the_o same_o saint_n augustine_n order_v and_o dispose_v so_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n that_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v object_n of_o delight_n to_o they_o in_o their_o sin_n may_v be_v instrument_n for_o our_o lord_n in_o his_o punishment_n for_o god_n say_v be_v darkness_n make_v and_o it_o be_v make_v yet_o do_v he_o dispose_v of_o it_o when_o it_o be_v make_v he_o likewise_o permit_v sin_n albeit_o he_o commit_v none_o and_o order_n and_o dispose_v of_o they_o afterward_o and_o by_o this_o mean_n execute_v his_o will_n efficacious_o in_o all_o thing_n but_o now_o i_o request_v all_o to_o mark_v attentive_o for_o i_o purpose_v to_o make_v a_o brief_a recapitulation_n of_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v say_v before_o sect._n vi._n before_o the_o creation_n of_o the_o world_n there_o be_v nothing_o but_o a_o mere_a vacuity_n yea_o there_o be_v nothing_o else_o beside_o the_o most_o mighty_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n who_o alone_o be_v most_o sufficient_a to_o himself_o and_o without_o all_o thing_n create_v most_o bless_v and_o happy_a have_v in_o himself_o from_o all_o eternity_n and_o to_o this_o very_a instant_n the_o idea_n of_o all_o thing_n so_o perfect_a that_o not_o one_o jot_n point_n oâ—_n tittle_n as_o i_o may_v say_v be_v want_v either_o in_o his_o will_n or_o understanding_n according_a to_o this_o idea_n of_o his_o will_n and_o understanding_n he_o create_v all_o thing_n in_o perfection_n all_o good_a doubtless_o very_o good_a all_o which_o he_o cease_v not_o to_o govern_v preserve_v and_o dispose_v every_o moment_n in_o a_o most_o singular_a order_n that_o end_n which_o god_n from_o all_o eternity_n have_v prescribe_v to_o himself_o in_o all_o thing_n he_o acquire_v from_o time_n to_o time_n and_o which_o most_o declare_v his_o infinite_a power_n and_o goodness_n he_o as_o careful_o direct_v the_o least_o thing_n as_o the_o great_a he_o as_o 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