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chap._n xxii_o sect._n 1_o first_o be_v it_o so_o that_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n be_v so_o exquisite_a even_o worse_a than_o the_o pang_n of_o death_n or_o childbirth_n scald_a lead_n drinks_z of_o gall_n and_o wormwood_n gripe_v of_o chest-worm_n fit_n of_o the_o stone_n gout_n strangury_n flame_n of_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n yea_o be_v all_o these_o and_o all_o other_o pain_n that_o can_v be_v name_v put_v together_o but_o shadow_n and_o flea-bite_n to_o it_o and_o be_v they_o to_o be_v endure_v everlasting_o and_o be_v all_o fornicator_n idolalater_n thief_n covetous_a drunkard_n swearer_n raylor_n fearful_a and_o unbelieving_a person_n murderer_n sorcerer_n liar_n and_o all_o unrighteous_a person_n to_o have_v their_o part_n and_o portion_n in_o that_o lake_n and_o withal_o lose_v their_o parâ—_n and_o portion_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n as_o the_o word_n of_o god_n express_o tell_v we_o rev._n 21._o 7_o 8._o &_o 22.14_o 15._o how_o be_v it_o that_o we_o be_v not_o 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hazard_v the_o lose_n of_o the_o one_o or_o the_o procure_n of_o the_o other_o as_o oâ—_n the_o madness_n of_o these_o man_n that_o can_v be_v hire_v to_o hold_v their_o finger_n for_o one_o minute_n in_o the_o weak_a flame_n of_o a_o farthing_n candle_n and_o yet_o for_o trifle_n will_v plunge_v themselves_o body_n and_o soul_n into_o those_o endless_a and_o infinite_o scorch_a flame_n of_o hell_n fire_n if_o a_o king_n but_o threaten_v a_o malefactor_n to_o the_o dungeon_n to_o the_o rack_n to_o the_o wheel_n his_o bone_n tremble_v a_o terrible_a palsy_n run_v through_o all_o his_o joynâ—_n 〈…〉_z unmoved_a undaunted_a and_o what_o make_v the_o difference_n though_o one_o we_o believe_v as_o present_v the_o other_o be_v as_o they_o think_v uncertain_a and_o long_o before_o it_o come_v if_o ever_o it_o do_v come_v otherwise_o it_o can_v not_o be_v since_o the_o soul_n of_o all_o suffering_n be_v the_o suffering_n of_o the_o soul_n since_o as_o paint_a fire_n be_v to_o material_a such_o be_v material_a to_o hell-fire_n man_n may_v say_v they_o believe_v there_o be_v a_o hell_n and_o a_o heaven_n but_o sure_o they_o will_v never_o speak_v as_o they_o speak_v think_v as_o they_o think_v do_v as_o they_o do_v if_o they_o think_v that_o their_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n shall_v ever_o come_v to_o judgement_n if_o man_n believe_v that_o heaven_n be_v so_o sweet_a and_o hell_n so_o intolerable_a as_o the_o word_n make_v they_o they_o will_v be_v more_o obedient_a upon_o earth_n the_o voluptuous_a and_o covetous_a will_v not_o say_v take_v you_o heaven_n let_v we_o have_v money_n pleasure_n etc._n etc._n sect._n 2._o true_o there_o be_v none_o so_o confirm_v in_o atheism_n but_o some_o great_a danger_n will_v make_v they_o fly_v to_o the_o aid_n of_o a_o divine_a power_n as_o plato_n speak_v extremity_n of_o distress_n will_v send_v the_o profane_v to_o god_n as_o the_o drown_a man_n stretch_v out_o his_o hand_n to_o that_o bough_n which_o he_o contemn_v while_o he_o 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or_o other_o believe_v a_o god_n a_o day_n of_o judgement_n a_o heaven_n and_o a_o hell_n they_o shall_v be_v in_o a_o worse_a condition_n than_o felix_n or_o belshazzer_n yea_o than_o the_o devil_n themselves_o for_o they_o believe_v they_o yea_o quake_v and_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o they_o as_o be_v still_o in_o a_o fearful_a expectation_n of_o further_a degree_n of_o actual_a torment_n mat._n 8.29_o however_o admit_v their_o lethargize_v conscience_n be_v not_o awaken_v until_o they_o come_v into_o hell_n as_o god_n not_o seldom_o leave_v they_o to_o be_v confute_v with_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n because_o nothing_o else_o will_v do_v it_o yet_o in_o hell_n they_o shall_v know_v there_o be_v a_o righteous_a judge_n that_o will_v reward_v every_o man_n according_a to_o his_o deed_n and_o confess_v that_o what_o they_o once_o vain_o imagine_v be_v but_o imagine_v there_o may_v be_v atheist_n on_o earth_n there_o be_v none_o in_o hell_n vengeance_n shall_v make_v they_o wise_a 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thought_n be_v so_o trouble_v with_o fear_n of_o thief_n that_o he_o can_v that_o he_o dare_v not_o sleep_v yea_o he_o fear_v a_o thief_n worse_o than_o the_o devil_n therefore_o will_v he_o be_v behold_v to_o the_o devil_n for_o a_o spell_n to_o save_v he_o from_o the_o thief_n which_o once_o obtain_v a_o little_a opium_n may_v rock_v his_o care_n asleep_a and_o help_v he_o to_o a_o golden_a dream_n for_o all_o his_o mind_n and_o heart_n be_v to_o get_v money_n if_o wake_v he_o talk_v of_o nothing_o but_o earth_n if_o sleep_v he_o dream_v of_o it_o last_o as_o if_o all_o his_o delight_n be_v to_o vex_v himself_o he_o pine_v himself_o away_o with_o distrustful_a fear_n of_o want_n and_o project_v how_o he_o shall_v live_v hereafter_o and_o when_o he_o be_v old_a resemble_v ventidius_n the_o poet_n who_o will_v not_o be_v persuade_v but_o he_o shall_v die_v a_o beggar_n and_o apicius_n the_o roman_a who_o when_o he_o cast_v up_o his_o account_n and_o find_v but_o a_o hundred_o thousand_o crown_n leave_v murder_v himself_o for_o fear_n he_o shall_v be_v famish_v to_o death_n chap._n xii_o seventhly_o to_o the_o former_a misery_n which_o a_o cruel_a miser_n be_v just_o plague_v withal_o this_o may_v be_v add_v the_o dolefulness_n of_o his_o conscience_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o oppression_n lie_v upon_o the_o soul_n as_o heavy_a as_o lead_v yea_o as_o the_o shadow_n do_v ever_o follow_v the_o body_n so_o fear_v and_o desperation_n in_o all_o place_n and_o at_o all_o time_n do_v wait_v upon_o a_o evil_a conscience_n sin_n arm_n a_o man_n against_o himself_o &_o our_o peace_n ever_o end_v with_o our_o innocency_n a_o pythagorean_n buy_v a_o pair_n of_o shoe_n upon_o trust_n the_o shoemaker_n die_v he_o be_v glad_a think_v they_o gain_v but_o a_o while_n after_o his_o conscience_n twitch_n he_o and_o become_v a_o continual_a chider_n he_o hereupon_o repair_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o dead_a cast_v in_o his_o money_n with_o these_o word_n there_o take_v thy_o due_n thou_o live_v to_o i_o though_o dead_a to_o all_o beside_o micha_n steal_v from_o his_o mother_n eleven_o hundred_o shekel_n of_o silver_n but_o his_o complain_v conscience_n make_v he_o to_o accuse_v himself_o and_o restore_v it_o again_o judg._n 17._o ill_n get_v good_n lie_v upon_o the_o conscience_n as_o raw_a meat_n upon_o a_o sick_a stomach_n which_o will_v never_o let_v a_o man_n be_v well_o or_o at_o ease_n until_o he_o have_v cast_v it_o up_o again_o by_o restitution_n mean_n ill_o get_v be_v to_o the_o getter_n as_o the_o angel_n book_n be_v to_o saint_n john_n when_o he_o eat_v it_o it_o be_v in_o his_o mouth_n as_o sweet_a as_o honey_n but_o when_o he_o have_v eat_v it_o it_o become_v in_o his_o stomach_n as_o bitter_a as_o gall_v rev._n 10.10_o the_o which_o be_v notable_o illustrate_v job_n 20.12_o to_o 20._o which_o together_o with_o the_o whole_a chapter_n be_v marvellous_a good_a for_o cruel_a and_o unmerciful_a man_n to_o read_v for_o i_o may_v not_o stand_v here_o to_o repeat_v it_o sweetness_n be_v promise_v in_o the_o bread_n of_o deceit_n but_o man_n find_v it_o as_o gravel_n crash_a between_o their_o tooth_n nor_o will_v his_o trouble_a conscience_n suffer_v he_o to_o steal_v a_o sound_a sleep_n yea_o he_o sleep_v as_o unquiet_o as_o it_o his_o pillow_n be_v stuff_v with_o lawyer_n per-knive_n i_o may_v give_v you_o a_o hint_n of_o these_o thing_n from_o the_o word_n but_o only_o god_n and_o he_o can_v tell_v how_o the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o forepast_a cozenage_n and_o oppression_n occasion_n his_o guilty_a conscience_n many_o secret_a wring_v and_o pinch_v and_o give_v his_o heart_n many_o a_o sore_a lash_n to_o increase_v the_o fear_n and_o horror_n of_o his_o soul_n every_o time_n he_o call_v the_o same_o to_o remembrance_n which_o be_v not_o seldom_o as_o o_o poor_a wretch_n what_o do_v they_o endure_v how_o be_v they_o immerge_v in_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o vulned_a conscience_n there_o be_v more_o ease_n in_o a_o nest_n of_o hornet_n then_o under_o the_o sting_n of_o such_o a_o torment_a conscience_n he_o that_o have_v this_o plague_n be_v like_o a_o man_n in_o debt_n who_o suspect_v that_o every_o bush_n he_o see_v be_v a_o sergeant_n to_o arrest_v and_o carry_v he_o away_o to_o prison_n it_o be_v god_n curse_n upon_o cain_n when_o he_o have_v slay_v his_o brother_n abel_n to_o suspect_v and_o fear_n that_o every_o one_o he_o meet_v will_v kill_v he_o yea_o it_o make_v he_o so_o afraid_a of_o every_o thing_n that_o a_o very_a maulking_n fright_v he_o and_o it_o be_v much_o that_o he_o dare_v trust_v his_o barber_n to_o shave_v he_o dionysius_n be_v so_o trouble_v with_o fear_n and_o horror_n of_o conscience_n that_o not_o dare_v to_o trust_v his_o best_a friend_n with_o a_o razor_n he_o use_v to_o findge_v his_o beard_n with_o burn_a coal_n as_o cicero_n record_v he_o be_v much_o like_o a_o malefactor_n in_o prison_n who_o though_o he_o fare_v well_o yet_o be_v torment_v with_o the_o thought_n of_o ensue_a judgement_n it_o be_v the_o hand-writing_n on_o the_o wall_n that_o print_v bloody_a character_n in_o belshazzar_n heart_n so_o that_o if_o any_o shall_v deem_v a_o man_n the_o better_a or_o happy_a for_o be_v the_o rich_a he_o be_v very_o shallow_a as_o many_o look_v on_o the_o outer_a face_n of_o thing_n or_o see_v but_o the_o one_o side_n as_o they_o use_v to_o paint_v antigonus_n that_o they_o may_v conceal_v his_o deformity_n on_o the_o other_o side_n see_v not_o how_o they_o smart_v in_o secret_a how_o their_o conscience_n gripe_v they_o nor_o do_v any_o one_o know_v how_o the_o shoowr_v the_o foot_n but_o he_o that_o wear_v the_o same_o or_o admit_v the_o best_a that_o can_v come_v as_o suppose_v they_o can_v stop_v conscience_n mouth_n for_o a_o time_n or_o with_o the_o music_n of_o their_o money_n play_v it_o asleep_a for_o the_o present_a yet_o when_o they_o lie_v upon_o their_o deathbed_n it_o will_v sting_v they_o to_o the_o quick_a for_o when_o death_n besiege_v the_o body_n satan_n will_v not_o fail_v to_o beleagure_n the_o soul_n yea_o than_o he_o will_v be_v sure_a to_o lay_v on_o load_n for_o as_o all_o corrupt_a humour_n run_v to_o the_o disease_a and_o bruise_a part_n of_o the_o body_n so_o when_o conscience_n be_v once_o awaken_v all_o former_a sin_n and_o present_a cross_n join_v together_o to_o make_v the_o bruise_n or_o sore_o more_o painful_a as_o every_o creditor_n fall_v upon_o the_o poor_a man_n when_o he_o be_v once_o arrest_v or_o let_v it_o be_v grant_v that_o his_o conscience_n never_o trouble_v he_o on_o his_o sick_a bed_n and_o that_o he_o have_v no_o bond_n in_o his_o death_n as_o the_o psalmist_n speak_v psal._n 73._o but_o depart_v like_v a_o lamb_n which_o be_v not_o only_o possible_a but_o probable_a for_o more_o by_o many_o thousand_o go_v to_o hell_n like_o naball_n then_o like_o judas_n more_o dye_n like_o sot_n in_o security_n then_o in_o despair_n of_o conscience_n yet_o all_o this_o be_v nothing_o for_o the_o sting_n of_o conscience_n here_o though_o it_o be_v intolerable_a be_v but_o a_o flea-biting_n to_o that_o he_o shall_v endure_v hereafter_o where_o the_o worm_n of_o conscience_n die_v not_o and_o where_o the_o fire_n never_o go_v out_o this_o be_v part_n of_o sin_n wage_n and_o satan_n reward_n we_o have_v sin_v therefore_o our_o heart_n be_v heavy_a isa._n 59.11_o 12._o the_o sorrow_n of_o they_o that_o offer_v to_o another_o god_n as_o do_v the_o covetous_a shall_v be_v multiply_v say_v holy_a david_n psal._n 16.4_o yea_o seneca_n a_o heathen_a can_v say_v that_o a_o evil_a life_n cause_v a_o unquiet_a mind_n so_o that_o satan_n government_n be_v rather_o a_o bondage_n then_o a_o government_n
only_a wind_n that_o blow_v up_o the_o word_n blâ—dder_n you_o see_v little_a child_n what_o pain_n they_o take_v to_o rake_v and_o scrape_v snow_n together_o to_o make_v a_o snowball_n right_o so_o it_o fare_v with_o they_o that_o scrape_v together_o the_o treasure_n of_o this_o world_n they_o have_v but_o a_o snow-bal_n of_o it_o for_o so_o soon_o as_o the_o sun_n shine_v and_o god_n breathe_v upon_o it_o by_z and_o by_o it_o come_v to_o nothing_o and_o as_o riches_n well_o get_v be_v uncertain_a so_o those_o that_o be_v evil_a get_v be_v 〈◊〉_d seldom_o lose_v with_o shame_n as_o how_o many_o of_o our_o over-reachers_a have_v overreach_v themselves_o so_o far_o either_o by_o perjury_n forgery_n receive_v of_o steal_a good_n or_o the_o like_a that_o they_o have_v leave_v either_o their_o body_n hang_v between_o heaven_n and_o earth_n or_o their_o ear_n upon_o the_o pillory_n and_o die_v in_o prison_n so_o that_o the_o safe_a way_n to_o praise_v a_o covetous_a miser_n be_v when_o he_o be_v dead_a but_o chap._n xxvii_o eight_o to_o this_o may_v be_v add_v that_o if_o riches_n shall_v not_o leave_v we_o and_o be_v take_v away_o as_o they_o be_v from_o job_n yet_o of_o necessity_n we_o must_v ere_o long_o leave_v and_o be_v take_v from_o they_o as_o the_o rich_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n be_v from_o his_o substance_n and_o wealth_n nor_o do_v we_o know_v how_o soon_o for_o so_o soon_o as_o a_o man_n be_v bear_v he_o hasten_v as_o fast_o to_o his_o end_n as_o the_o arrow_n to_o the_o mark_n each_o day_n be_v another_o march_n towards_o death_n and_o that_o little_a time_n of_o stay_n be_v full_a of_o misery_n and_o trouble_v and_o therefore_o it_o be_v fit_o call_v a_o passage_n a_o shadow_n a_o span_n a_o tale_n a_o vapour_n a_o cloud_n a_o bubble_n in_o the_o water_n it_o be_v like_o a_o candle_n in_o the_o wind_n soon_o blow_v out_o like_o a_o spark_n in_o the_o water_n soon_o extinguish_v like_o a_o thin_a air_n soon_o expire_v like_o a_o little_a snow_n in_o the_o sun_n soon_o melt_v it_o be_v like_o a_o pilgrimage_n in_o which_o be_v uncertainty_n a_o flower_n in_o which_o be_v mutability_n a_o house_n of_o clay_n in_o which_o be_v misery_n a_o weaver_n shuttle_n in_o which_o be_v volubility_n a_o shepherd_n tent_n in_o which_o be_v variety_n to_o a_o ship_n on_o the_o sea_n in_o which_o be_v celerity_n to_o smoke_n which_o be_v vanity_n to_o a_o thought_n whereof_o we_o have_v a_o thousand_o in_o a_o day_n to_o a_o dream_n of_o which_o we_o have_v many_o in_o a_o night_n to_o vanity_n which_o be_v nothing_o in_o itself_o and_o to_o nothing_o which_o have_v no_o be_v in_o the_o world_n and_o which_o be_v further_a considerable_a the_o young_a may_v die_v as_o soon_o as_o the_o old_a yea_o more_o die_v in_o the_o spring_n and_o summer_n of_o their_o year_n then_o do_v live_v to_o their_o autumn_n or_o winter_n and_o more_o before_o ten_o then_o after_o threescore_o there_o be_v grave_n of_o all_o size_n and_o likewise_o scull_n in_o golgotha_n as_o say_v the_o hebrew_n proverb_n one_o die_v in_o the_o bud_n another_o in_o the_o bloom_n some_o in_o the_o fruit_n few_o like_o the_o sheaf_n that_o come_v to_o the_o barn_n in_o a_o full_a age_n man_n may_v pâ—t_v far_o from_o they_o the_o evil_a day_n but_o they_o may_v findâ—_n it_o near_o than_o they_o be_v aware_a of_o revel_v 22.12_o the_o pitcher_n go_v oft_o to_o the_o waterâ—_n but_o at_o length_n it_o come_v break_v home_o the_o cord_n break_v at_o last_o with_o the_o weak_a pull_n as_o the_o spanish_a proverb_n well_o note_v the_o tree_n fall_v upon_o the_o last_o stroke_n yet_o all_o the_o former_a stroke_n help_v forward_o a_o whirlwind_n with_o one_o furious_a blast_n overturn_v the_o great_a and_o tall_a tree_n which_o for_o many_o year_n have_v be_v grow_v to_o their_o perfect_a strength_n and_o greatness_n so_o oftentimes_o the_o three_o of_o life_n break_v when_o man_n think_v least_o of_o death_n as_o it_o fare_v with_o saint_n luke_n fool_n who_o promise_v himself_o many_o year_n to_o live_v in_o ease_n mirth_n and_o jollity_n when_o he_o have_v not_o one_o night_n more_o to_o live_v luke_n 12.19_o 20._o for_o when_o like_o a_o jay_n he_o be_v prune_v himself_o in_o the_o bough_n he_o come_v tumble_v down_o with_o the_o arrow_n in_o his_o side_n john_n the_o 22th_o prophesy_v by_o the_o course_n of_o the_o star_n that_o he_o shall_v live_v long_o but_o while_o he_o be_v vain_o vaunt_v thereof_o the_o chamber_n wherein_o he_o be_v fall_v down_o and_o bruise_v he_o to_o piece_n his_o glass_n be_v run_v when_o he_o think_v it_o but_o new_o turn_v and_o the_o axe_n be_v lift_v to_o strike_v he_o to_o the_o ground_n when_o he_o never_o dream_v of_o the_o slaughter-house_n and_o whether_o thy_o soul_n shall_v be_v take_v from_o thou_o this_o night_n as_o it_o fare_v with_o he_o former_o speak_v of_o thou_o have_v no_o assurance_n the_o very_a first_o night_n which_o the_o rich_a man_n intend_v for_o his_o rest_n prove_v his_o last_o night_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o more_o between_o nabals_n festival_n and_o his_o funeral_n than_o ten_o or_o a_o dozen_o day_n 1_o sam._n 25.38_o and_o can_v any_o thing_n have_v hire_v death_n to_o have_v spare_v our_o forefather_n they_o will_v have_v keep_v our_o possession_n from_o we_o neither_o be_v this_o all_o for_o if_o thou_o be_v wicked_a and_o unmerciful_a thou_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o expect_v other_o than_o a_o violent_a death_n for_o which_o see_v job_n 24.24_o psal._n 37.10_o 11._o job_n 36.11_o 12._o psal._n 37.37_o 38_o 39_o &_o 55.23_o prov._n 12.27_o great_a tree_n be_v long_o in_o grow_v but_o be_v root_v up_o in_o a_o instannt_n the_o axe_n be_v lay_v to_o the_o root_n matth._n 3.10_o down_o it_o go_v into_o the_o fire_n it_o must_v if_o it_o will_v not_o serve_v for_o fruit_n it_o must_v for_o fuel_n and_o what_o know_v thou_o but_o god_n may_v deal_v with_o thou_o as_o mahomet_n do_v by_o john_n justinian_n of_o geneva_n who_o have_v take_v constantinople_n by_o 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