from_o he_o and_o have_v give_v he_o the_o wisdom_n that_o he_o can_v behold_v god_n in_o the_o person_n of_o man_n and_o can_v take_v all_o thing_n from_o his_o hand_n and_o so_o he_o can_v give_v all_o glory_n to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o true_a worshipper_n of_o he_o chap._n xxvi_o all_o fear_n of_o god_n which_o any_o one_o have_v before_o the_o birth_n of_o jacob_n be_v a_o servile_a fear_n and_o the_o filial_a fear_n come_v not_o at_o first_o but_o when_o there_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n the_o servile_a go_v before_o but_o last_v not_o and_o the_o filial_a follow_v and_o abideeth_n when_o esau_n be_v bear_v he_o know_v nothing_o as_o yet_o of_o jacob_n but_o suppose_v that_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o blessing_n be_v he_o first_o he_o come_v forth_o but_o in_o part_n and_o in_o time_n be_v put_v further_o out_o till_o also_o his_o foot_n come_v forth_o then_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o jacob_n and_o be_v smite_v with_o grief_n and_o he_o see_v also_o his_o own_o danger_n and_o 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do_v this_o you_o shall_v declare_v my_o death_n this_o be_v the_o sense_n and_o the_o impression_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n the_o expression_n of_o which_o be_v the_o declaration_n thereof_o hence_o it_o may_v be_v observe_v what_o kind_n of_o food_n it_o be_v to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n viz._n such_o as_o many_o who_o former_o have_v be_v feed_v and_o fill_v by_o christ_n go_v back_o do_v forsake_v he_o when_o they_o shall_v have_v come_v unto_o his_o food_n great_a be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o essential_a truth_n and_o the_o notional_a truth_n also_o between_o the_o essential_a death_n and_o the_o notional_a death_n there_o be_v also_o great_a difference_n between_o those_o who_o know_v god_n in_o nature_n aâ—â—â—â—cordingly_o do_o possess_v and_o use_v he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d who_o know_v god_n in_o god_n and_o accorâ—â—â—ly_o do_v possess_v and_o use_v he_o for_o purâ—â—â—ture_n such_o as_o be_v create_v from_o god_n â—â—â—â—eth_v into_o god_n without_o all_o adamicaâ—â—â—cidents_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o the_o israeâ—_n 〈◊〉_d who_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n do_v eat_v heaâ—â—ly_a bread_n in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o that_o coâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d not_o preserve_v they_o so_o as_o that_o they_o shoâ—â—_n abide_v but_o die_v they_o must_v as_o christ_n saâ—â—â—â—_n your_o father_n do_v eat_v the_o bread_n from_o heauâ—â—_n and_o be_v dead_a when_o first_o we_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o pass_v that_o we_o can_v in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n see_v know_v possete_v and_o use_v god_n yea_o and_o hold_v he_o in_o oâ—_n propriety_n but_o that_o nature_n must_v come_v 〈◊〉_d to_o death_n and_o be_v judge_v of_o god_n anâ—_n than_o we_o possess_v and_o know_v god_n not_o 〈◊〉_d the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n bâ—â—_n in_o the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o then_o god_n be_v possess_v without_o appropriation_n without_o touch_v or_o handle_v for_o whatever_o feel_v or_o touch_v in_o we_o be_v the_o flesh_n and_o be_v deliver_v up_o into_o death_n from_o god_n but_o afterward_o in_o a_o true_a quiet_a resignation_n god_n behold_v himself_o in_o we_o and_o there_o know_v and_o love_v himself_o and_o although_o former_o we_o know_v and_o apply_v god_n in_o nature_n or_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n yet_o that_o state_n remain_v no_o long_o but_o by_o and_o through_o judgement_n be_v press_v down_o into_o death_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o god_n neither_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n nor_o comfort_n and_o although_o nature_n or_o the_o flesh_n have_v for_o some_o time_n some_o such_o thing_n in_o god_n yet_o now_o it_o have_v it_o no_o more_o whatsoever_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o do_v rejoice_v to_o go_v forward_o into_o the_o promise_a land_n that_o must_v fall_v in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o die_v but_o the_o child_n spring_v from_o they_o do_v come_v into_o that_o land_n now_o thouâ—â—_n the_o flesh_n be_v thus_o condemn_v unto_o death_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o delight_n nor_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d god_n yet_o the_o mind_n be_v and_o rest_v in_o peaâ—â—_n and_o joy_n and_o then_o the_o man_n when_o thâ—_n flesh_n be_v thus_o dead_a be_v like_a to_o wax_v which_o soften_v by_o the_o fire_n and_o be_v make_v fit_n receive_v all_o impression_n as_o often_o as_o a_o 〈◊〉_d be_v willing_a upon_o the_o appearance_n of_o gâ—â—_n to_o gain_v his_o life_n in_o god_n and_o he_o himself_o reprehend_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o ought_v therefore_o again_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o to_o suffer_v a_o new_a death_n it_o behoove_v the_o thief_n to_o remain_v under_o judgement_n upon_o the_o cross_n retain_v no_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n nor_o for_o the_o obtain_n of_o life_n can_v they_o be_v hear_v until_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n forsake_v all_o accident_n shall_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n it_o also_o behoove_v this_o man_n to_o remain_v in_o judgement_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n till_o as_o to_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v dead_a nor_o shall_v he_o ever_o be_v raise_v up_o again_o into_o that_o life_n according_a to_o which_o he_o have_v dye_v but_o he_o be_v eternal_o to_o forsake_v it_o out_z of_o or_o from_o that_o just_a judgement_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v raise_v into_o another_o life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o this_o be_v then_o that_o pure_a nature_n that_o pure_a humanity_n that_o pure_a flesh_n which_o christ_n assume_v as_o it_o be_v write_v zach._n 2.12_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v possess_v judah_n his_o portion_n in_o the_o sanctify_a earth_n and_o such_o purify_a flesh_n have_v access_n to_o god_n and_o god_n do_v manifest_v himself_o to_o it_o with_o delight_n and_o it_o stand_v give_v up_o under_o god_n and_o possess_v god_n without_o appropriation_n see_v he_o leave_v he_o also_o free_a such_o a_o man_n possess_v god_n no_o more_o in_o nature_n that_o be_v in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o possess_v god_n in_o the_o death_n of_o nature_n it_o possess_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v god_n in_o god_n it_o see_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v christ_n no_o more_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o former_o but_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n god_n in_o this_o man_n enjoy_v all_o thing_n and_o do_v with_o he_o according_a to_o his_o pleasure_n both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n and_o this_o man_n be_v at_o rest_n in_o god_n but_o the_o anxiety_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n he_o indeed_o perceive_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v he_o but_o he_o so_o be_v at_o rest_n that_o he_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v if_o therefore_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o possess_v god_n
the_o creature_n shall_v do_v unto_o he_o he_o ought_v not_o to_o entangle_v himself_o with_o they_o because_o they_o be_v all_o of_o god_n who_o he_o be_v when_o one_o run_v so_o long_o that_o for_o want_v of_o breath_n he_o lie_v down_o than_o he_o despise_v whatever_o be_v his_o own_o and_o so_o at_o length_n room_n be_v make_v for_o faith_n to_o stand_v therefore_o in_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o miserable_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v man_n estate_n quite_o consume_v so_o that_o he_o live_v upon_o the_o savour_n of_o another_o from_o who_o he_o expect_v that_o which_o he_o want_v paul_n say_v if_o you_o live_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n you_o shall_v die_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n if_o they_o will_v draw_v life_n from_o else_o where_o yet_o have_v they_o no_o time_n for_o to_o be_v accuse_v because_o judgement_n be_v forthwith_o ready_a at_o hand_n and_o the_o sword_n slay_v they_o but_o other_o who_o be_v yet_o accuse_v be_v not_o yet_o in_o death_n a_o malefactor_n who_o 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and_o do_v arrive_v at_o he_o only_o through_o grace_n and_o yet_o he_o must_v not_o look_v upon_o they_o for_z â—â—e_z ought_v behold_v nothing_o but_o his_o infirmity_n far_o be_v it_o from_o such_o a_o one_o to_o say_v he_o can_v fall_v for_o he_o that_o say_v that_o be_v either_o fall_v already_o or_o very_o nigh_o unto_o fall_v he_o who_o meditate_v what_o way_n thing_n will_v go_v with_o he_o he_o understand_v not_o the_o thing_n itself_o as_o that_o which_o be_v pleasant_a but_o think_v it_o to_o be_v against_o he_o and_o be_v fright_v with_o death_n when_o a_o man_n come_v under_o grace_n than_o also_o he_o come_v under_o the_o cross_n for_o then_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v in_o a_o continual_a death_n when_o a_o man_n understand_v what_o he_o be_v to_o lay_v aside_o he_o speak_v not_o of_o corruption_n rash_o and_o with_o joy_n there_o be_v such_o a_o thing_n as_o a_o resurrection_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o gross_a a_o thing_n as_o be_v believe_v god_n indeed_o pardon_v infant_n if_o they_o speak_v foolish_a word_n but_o he_o do_v not_o so_o to_o other_o for_o far_o be_v it_o from_o they_o to_o speak_v like_o infant_n now_o such_o be_v infant_n who_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n a_o cut_v finger_n be_v cure_v again_o but_o a_o heart_n wound_v be_v never_o cure_v that_o which_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o abstinence_n can_v return_v into_o the_o first_o state_n of_o life_n but_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a rise_v not_o again_o in_o that_o state_n in_o which_o it_o be_v dead_a chap._n xii_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o martyr_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n for_o these_o have_v demonstrate_v that_o a_o man_n be_v to_o be_v lead_v in_o a_o certain_a way_n above_o nature_n through_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n which_o way_n be_v impossible_a to_o nature_n we_o must_v then_o die_v to_o all_o humane_a strength_n that_o the_o virtue_n of_o christ_n may_v operate_v all_o these_o thing_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v call_v the_o light_n of_o mankind_n because_o they_o be_v lead_v above_o all_o the_o strength_n understanding_n and_o will_v of_o man_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n can_v the_o virtue_n of_o the_o life_n death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n perform_v if_o it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o man_n but_o real_o come_v into_o he_o where_o there_o be_v a_o real_a death_n and_o corruption_n there_o also_o succee_v a_o real_a life_n and_o salvation_n but_o where_o that_o be_v not_o real_o do_v but_o notional_o only_a and_o remain_v without_o a_o man_n there_o also_o life_n and_o salvation_n be_v not_o real_a but_o notional_a only_o and_o without_o a_o man_n the_o martyr_n in_o their_o torment_n give_v glory_n unto_o god_n glory_n be_v not_o give_v to_o god_n before_o that_o a_o man_n arrive_v at_o or_o come_v unto_o his_o death_n and_o be_v estrange_v from_o himself_o and_o god_n do_v take_v up_o his_o room_n or_o place_n who_o keep_v govern_v 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be_v suffer_v nature_n must_v want_v all_o these_o when_o the_o mind_n stand_v in_o god_n they_o who_o stand_v under_o grace_n their_o outward_a man_n be_v always_o conserve_v or_o keep_v by_o a_o deadly_a judgement_n their_o internal_a man_n by_o vital_a nourishment_n thus_o they_o be_v always_o keep_v by_o god_n into_o the_o mind_n which_o stand_v in_o god_n no_o motion_n to_o joy_n or_o grief_n can_v penetrate_v but_o there_o come_v a_o great_a sorrow_n which_o descend_v into_o the_o flesh_n that_o the_o mind_n may_v remain_v free_a what_o be_v patience_n be_v it_o or_o not_o when_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o complain_v to_o no_o man_n no_o no_o for_o this_o be_v
take_v all_o as_o from_o the_o creator_n whether_o they_o be_v grateful_a or_o ungrateful_a and_o though_o we_o may_v not_o as_o yet_o come_v thus_o far_o yet_o be_v this_o to_o be_v account_v for_o a_o rule_n and_o to_o be_v follow_v with_o all_o endeavour_n and_o with_o this_o i_o will_v have_v thou_o recommend_v to_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v be_v helpful_a to_o we_o all_o and_o keep_v and_o promote_v we_o all_o more_o and_o more_o in_o his_o own_o way_n epist._n xxx_o how_o a_o noble_a plant_n spring_v up_o out_o of_o the_o dead_a seed_n through_o the_o divine_a fuitfulness_n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n the_o herb_n we_o have_v receive_v the_o omnipotent_a lord_n who_o from_o his_o eternal_a beam_a forth_o have_v make_v to_o come_v forth_o the_o outflowing_a power_n of_o all_o his_o creature_n according_a to_o the_o common_a and_o outstreaming_a operation_n of_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n replenish_v thou_o and_o the_o common_a emptiness_n of_o other_o with_o 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virtue_n thereof_o that_o miracle_n of_o the_o supernatural_a spiritual_a and_o eternal_a life_n may_v be_v discover_v and_o acknowledge_v together_o with_o the_o spiritual_a salvation_n in_o christ_n his_o eternal_a and_o only_o beget_v son_n in_o who_o miserable_a we_o be_v depress_v down_o into_o death_n with_o verity_n epist._n xxxi_o concern_v the_o right_a uncloathing_n of_o self_n and_o of_o the_o yield_n up_o of_o the_o soul_n in_o all_o suffering_n dear_a brother_n the_o lord_n be_v mindful_a of_o our_o misery_n and_o first_o to_o behold_v i_o the_o most_o miserable_a one_o with_o commiseration_n and_o offer_v to_o himself_o my_o heart_n make_v bare_a and_o empty_v by_o many_o press_n together_o and_o that_o he_o will_v renunerate_v it_o with_o the_o blessing_n of_o fruitfulness_n in_o a_o divine_a and_o eternal_a redemption_n and_o freedom_n from_o all_o the_o enemy_n of_o my_o heart_n who_o hold_v it_o captive_a in_o the_o chain_n of_o darkness_n out_o of_o the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n to_o who_o i_o be_o subject_v be_v ignorant_a whither_o at_o last_o i_o must_v go_v hence_o see_v that_o my_o anxiety_n the_o long_a it_o be_v be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o vehement_a so_o that_o i_o must_v always_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n see_v all_o else_o be_v fall_v away_o from_o i_o the_o lord_n look_v upon_o my_o nakedness_n and_o be_v my_o preserver_n that_o be_v keep_v up_o by_o and_o in_o he_o i_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n to_o his_o glory_n and_o to_o the_o sanctification_n of_o thing_n temporaneous_a in_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o own_o proper_a life_n and_o in_o the_o liberty_n of_o the_o divine_a obedience_n with_o these_o i_o recommend_v thou_o to_o the_o lord_n who_o can_v advance_v we_o high_o in_o his_o way_n and_o can_v fasten_v we_o firm_o to_o the_o cross_n in_o true_a submission_n and_o yield_v up_o of_o our_o will_n that_o in_o he_o we_o may_v be_v keep_v safe_a all_o that_o short_a space_n of_o our_o faint_n in_o this_o time_n be_v in_o his_o fear_n deliver_v up_o unto_o death_n according_a to_o the_o ordination_n of_o his_o judgement_n impend_v over_o we_o that_o so_o we_o may_v be_v lead_v and_o get_v forward_o in_o his_o way_n and_o that_o we_o may_v bid_v farewell_n with_o all_o our_o might_n to_o time_n that_o eternity_n may_v take_v place_n in_o we_o and_o that_o we_o may_v so_o die_v to_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v walk_v here_o on_o the_o earth_n only_o as_o pilgrim_n the_o omnipotent_a god_n deal_v with_o we_o in_o his_o good_a pleasure_n according_a to_o his_o mercy_n and_o lead_v we_o through_o with_o victory_n even_o in_o our_o imbecility_n unto_o the_o very_a end_n epist._n xxxii_o concern_v the_o death_n of_o all_o create_a thing_n and_o of_o all_o those_o which_o be_v bear_v out_o of_o they_o most_o belove_a brother_n all_o thing_n do_v tend_v to_o the_o end_n and_o death_n of_o their_o create_a nature_n whence_o do_v arise_v many_o sigh_n and_o a_o most_o 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his_o fatherly_a grace_n lead_v we_o through_o this_o most_o difficult_a labour_n and_o strengthen_v we_o according_a to_o the_o inward_a man_n that_o we_o may_v forsake_v that_o which_o be_v external_a and_o deliver_v it_o up_o to_o eternal_a corruption_n from_o out_o of_o the_o first_o judgement_n to_o his_o eternal_a praise_n and_o glory_n to_o which_o we_o all_o aspire_v everyone_o of_o we_o according_a to_o his_o own_o manner_n and_o service_n but_o not_o for_o our_o sake_n or_o for_o our_o commodity_n as_o some_o now_o unjust_o do_v and_o think_v wherefore_o also_o this_o counterfeit_n opinion_n shall_v sink_v down_o into_o defect_n and_o death_n together_o with_o the_o death_n of_o the_o creature_n by_o a_o most_o hard_a and_o terrible_a fall_n because_o all_o that_o that_o we_o possess_v with_o a_o lie_n in_o time_n must_v be_v yield_v up_o to_o the_o eternal_a truth_n but_o all_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n so_o that_o at_o length_n one_o may_v become_v a_o looking-glass_n to_o the_o other_o and_o god_n at_o last_o may_v overcome_v all_o and_o persist_v alone_o but_o we_o in_o our_o lie_n must_v perish_v my_o brother_n the_o time_n of_o our_o parent_n and_o forefather_n be_v pass_v and_o labour_n belong_v now_o to_o our_o time_n to_o the_o end_n also_o of_o which_o all_o thing_n preparatory_a be_v at_o hand_n the_o lord_n stretch_v out_o his_o hand_n with_o mercy_n over_o wretched_a i_o and_o over_o we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v be_v take_v into_o the_o order_n which_o be_v please_v to_o he_o through_o faith_n under_o the_o obedience_n of_o his_o eternal_a will_n so_o that_o our_o will_n life_n and_o choice_n be_v subject_v to_o his_o judgement_n may_v be_v condemn_v and_o consume_v may_v the_o lord_n give_v to_o we_o all_o communion_n in_o god_n with_o a_o
be_v no_o long_o desire_v when_o viz._n any_o one_o desire_n to_o arrive_v at_o the_o true_a substance_n or_o essence_n there_o be_v a_o claritude_n give_v which_o foretell_v to_o a_o man_n that_o essence_n of_o the_o thing_n in_o which_o he_o be_v not_o yet_o get_v and_o to_o which_o he_o at_o last_o come_v just_o as_o a_o flower_n be_v a_o certain_a demonstration_n of_o the_o fruit_n that_o be_v to_o come_v in_o the_o future_a chap._n xix_o when_o the_o lord_n say_v to_o the_o young_a son_n my_o son_n go_v and_o work_n in_o the_o vineyard_n to_o day_n and_o he_o answer_v i_o go_v lord_n but_o come_v unto_o the_o elder_a he_o also_o say_v go_v work_n in_o the_o vineyard_n and_o he_o answer_v i_o will_v not_o those_o two_o son_n be_v but_o one_o man._n for_o when_o a_o man_n begin_v he_o will_v do_v all_o he_o will_v suppress_v sin_n purify_v himself_o he_o will_v worship_n love_n and_o adore_v god_n and_o adhere_v unto_o he_o etc._n etc._n he_o think_v that_o he_o be_v able_a to_o perform_v all_o this_o but_o when_o the_o business_n come_v to_o trial_n than_o a_o man_n at_o last_o apprehend_v that_o he_o can_v scarce_o observe_v the_o outward_a show_n of_o virtue_n or_o righteousness_n and_o that_o also_o with_o much_o indignation_n and_o reluctancy_n because_o he_o have_v not_o that_o true_a essential_a righteousness_n and_o virtue_n whence_o true_a desire_n spring_v for_o it_o be_v essential_a virtue_n only_o that_o make_v a_o man_n pleasant_a and_o willing_a to_o do_v whatsoever_o he_o be_v to_o do_v and_o to_o omit_v whatsoever_o he_o be_v to_o omit_v and_o if_o this_o virtue_n be_v essential_o in_o he_o then_o be_v he_o more_o backward_o and_o full_a of_o loathe_v against_o vice_n than_o he_o be_v before_o against_o virtue_n when_o vice_n be_v yet_o in_o the_o throne_n therefore_o unless_o the_o very_a root_n of_o vice_n and_o of_o unrighteousness_n whence_o external_a wickedness_n do_v spring_n as_o the_o fruit_n of_o a_o corrupt_a tree_n be_v purge_v 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content_v if_o as_o to_o the_o show_n only_o he_o omit_v vice_n and_o have_v the_o possession_n of_o virtue_n nor_o that_o then_o he_o account_v of_o himself_o for_o a_o just_a man_n or_o shall_v think_v that_o he_o have_v then_o so_o fulfil_v righteousness_n and_o to_o have_v depart_v from_o sin_n for_o we_o must_v earnest_o pray_v both_o by_o night_n and_o by_o day_n that_o it_o be_v omit_v hearty_o or_o out_o of_o the_o mind_n which_o external_o be_v omit_v as_o to_o the_o show_n thereof_o but_o the_o truth_n be_v that_o be_v not_o the_o work_n of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n only_o for_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a for_o any_o man_n to_o extirpate_v sin_n from_o the_o root_n itself_o but_o a_o man_n can_v suffer_v only_o that_o god_n may_v do_v that_o according_a to_o his_o faithful_a promise_n if_o a_o man_n can_v perform_v that_o thing_n it_o will_v not_o be_v a_o constant_a or_o a_o abide_a thing_n because_o whatsoever_o a_o man_n do_v be_v inconstant_a and_o be_v annihilate_v again_o by_o man_n if_o therefore_o a_o man_n shall_v suppress_v sin_n it_o will_v again_o bud_v forth_o for_o the_o work_n of_o a_o man_n be_v not_o permanent_a or_o last_a but_o may_v be_v break_v off_o by_o other_o but_o that_o which_o god_n work_v be_v subject_a to_o no_o destruction_n when_o he_o suppress_v sin_n and_o extirpate_v it_o it_o must_v remain_v suppress_v for_o evermore_o and_o righteousness_n implant_v in_o its_o stead_n must_v abide_v the_o same_o to_o all_o eternity_n chap._n xx._n this_o be_v the_o meaning_n of_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o two_o son_n who_o shall_v go_v and_o labour_n in_o the_o vineyard_n he_o that_o will_v not_o do_v it_o he_o do_v it_o that_o be_v he_o come_v so_o far_o as_o to_o confess_v that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o he_o to_o extirpate_v sin_n and_o to_o implant_v righteousness_n and_o when_o he_o thus_o become_v deficient_a in_o himself_o and_o despair_v thereof_o he_o wait_v for_o the_o gracious_a promise_n of_o god_n viz._n that_o god_n himself_o will_v do_v that_o when_o it_o prove_v impossible_a for_o man_n to_o do_v it_o and_o that_o same_o will_n to_o perform_v of_o the_o first_o son_n and_o all_o his_o other_o action_n and_o omission_n exercise_v as_o to_o show_v be_v prefigure_v by_o abraham_n beget_v ishmael_n for_o he_o bring_v he_o forth_o by_o work_v he_o himself_o do_v it_o but_o he_o be_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n but_o he_o can_v not_o produce_v isaac_n by_o work_v for_o as_o to_o he_o he_o be_v to_o wait_v on_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n viz._n that_o god_n himself_o shall_v work_v it_o and_o he_o be_v bear_v after_o the_o spirit_n and_o when_o these_o thing_n be_v fulfil_v whatever_o be_v to_o be_v omit_v be_v omit_v without_o labour_n and_o whatever_o be_v do_v be_v do_v without_o labour_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v willing_a servant_n who_o do_v all_o willing_o and_o omit_v also_o because_o that_o which_o at_o first_o make_v a_o man_n backward_o and_o loath_a be_v extirpate_v and_o in_o its_o room_n righteousness_n be_v implant_v to_o resist_v the_o break_n out_o of_o sin_n by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o have_v a_o show_n of_o virtue_n can_v be_v do_v with_o man_n work_v but_o the_o extirpation_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o implantation_n of_o righteousness_n be_v do_v without_o man_n work_v according_a to_o the_o word_n of_o promise_n which_o be_v to_o be_v expect_v with_o desire_n if_o this_o shall_v once_o come_v upon_o we_o it_o can_v be_v again_o suppress_v but_o must_v remain_v eternal_o before_o christ_n come_v the_o law_n and_o make_v a_o man_n contrite_a and_o and_z sorrowful_a so_o as_o if_o a_o man_n will_v submit_v unto_o it_o he_o will_v desire_v christ_n that_o which_o the_o law_n show_v it_o do_v not_o take_v away_o and_o that_o which_o it_o command_v it_o do_v not_o give_v but_o at_o length_n christ_n come_v and_o take_v away_o what_o the_o law_n have_v discover_v viz._n sin_n and_o he_o implane_v what_o the_o law_n have_v command_v viz._n righteousness_n therefore_o christ_n come_v at_o last_o and_o he_o do_v all_o this_o and_o then_o begin_v in_o man_n the_o time_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n that_o in_o he_o all_o thing_n may_v be_v fulfil_v and_o confirm_v which_o have_v be_v promise_v of_o christ_n but_o before_o this_o he_o live_v under_o the_o law_n viz._n in_o the_o time_n of_o the_o old_a testament_n and_o want_v christ_n the_o friend_n of_o god_n live_v in_o the_o continual_a death_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o mind_n they_o live_v and_o be_v free_a to_o rejoice_v in_o sorrow_n and_o to_o live_v in_o death_n be_v to_o take_v safety_n from_o one_o enemy_n for_o what_o enemy_n be_v great_a than_o death_n and_o yet_o out_o of_o it_o how_o much_o health_n spring_v for_o by_o death_n we_o be_v separate_v from_o that_o which_o come_v into_o we_o by_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n before_o death_n a_o man_n have_v a_o kingdom_n in_o god_n but_o in_o death_n god_n have_v or_o give_v a_o kingdom_n in_o man_n man_n be_v lead_v against_o his_o will_n into_o this_o death_n as_o christ_n say_v unto_o peter_n when_o thou_o be_v young_a thou_o do_v gird_n thyself_o and_o go_v whither_o thou_o will_v but_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v old_a thoâ—_n shall_v stretch_v out_o thy_o hand_n and_o another_o shalâ—_n bound_v thou_o and_o lead_v thou_o whither_o thou_o wouldâ—â—_n not_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o to_o depart_v from_o man_n that_o be_v his_o adversary_n for_o be_v with_o they_o he_o be_v prepare_v and_o his_o foundation_n be_v uncover_v to_o he_o but_o let_v he_o depart_v from_o those_o who_o esteem_v high_o of_o he_o lest_o perhaps_o he_o fall_v into_o pride_n to_o gross_a work_n there_o be_v need_n
ever_o else_o be_v flesh_n and_o then_o christ_n take_v this_o purify_a man_n for_o christ_n take_v 〈◊〉_d he_o the_o pure_a humanity_n so_o also_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v pure_a which_o state_n he_o come_v to_o in_o hell_n before_o christ_n take_v he_o up_o and_o be_v unite_v with_o he_o before_o death_n be_v suffer_v glory_n be_v not_o give_v to_o god_n but_o after_o that_o it_o be_v give_v to_o he_o after_o death_n man_n be_v in_o the_o truth_n but_o before_o death_n he_o be_v in_o a_o lie_n before_o death_n a_o man_n appropriate_v all_o thing_n to_o himself_o viz._n life_n substance_n and_o all_o and_o he_o think_v that_o these_o be_v due_a to_o he_o of_o right_n nor_o that_o any_o of_o they_o can_v be_v take_v from_o he_o but_o by_o injustice_n yet_o he_o possess_v all_o in_o a_o lie_n and_o by_o injustice_n â—hough_o he_o think_v that_o he_o do_v possess_v â—hem_n by_o right_n and_o in_o truth_n until_o death_n overcome_v he_o and_o then_o at_o last_o all_o â—â—re_n acknowledge_v and_o look_v upon_o otherwise_o and_o all_o be_v yield_v and_o ascribe_v to_o god_n and_o to_o he_o alone_o be_v glory_n in_o man_n give_v and_o a_o man_n be_v deliver_v â—om_n all_o his_o own_o propriety_n and_o be_v make_v â—oper_a to_o god_n who_o possess_v he_o and_o â—â—cteth_v he_o and_o thus_o hell_n be_v make_v heaven_n at_o last_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o yield_a â—p_n when_o the_o elect_n do_v come_v into_o hell_n they_o willing_o endure_v it_o out_o of_o love_n although_o it_o be_v a_o great_a torment_n to_o they_o just_o like_o he_o who_o subject_n himself_o to_o suffering_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o some_o other_o who_o he_o most_o dear_o love_v and_o desire_v not_o to_o be_v free_v from_o those_o pain_n although_o they_o by_o not_o small_a one_o so_o that_o that_o other_o may_v but_o be_v free_v from_o that_o evil_n or_o else_o 〈◊〉_d one_o shall_v submit_v himself_o to_o poverty_n anâ—_n want_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o belove_a that_o 〈◊〉_d his_o belove_a my_o be_v relieve_v from_o waâ—â—_n or_o indigency_n and_o although_o those_o suffering_n be_v great_a enough_o yet_o love_v rendeâ—_n they_o easy_a and_o lovely_a by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o death_n hell_n and_o condemnation_n by_o so_o muâ—â—_n the_o great_a be_v the_o life_n heaven_n anâ—_n salvation_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a the_o death_n hell_n and_o anguish_n so_o muâ—â—_n the_o great_a and_o more_o sublime_a biâ—â—_n heaven_n and_o life_n follow_v thereupon_o man_n possess_v himself_o therefore_o he_o alâ—_n love_v seek_v and_o in_o all_o thing_n defenâ—eth_v himself_o but_o when_o he_o be_v give_v 〈◊〉_d to_o god_n he_o be_v not_o his_o own_o but_o god_n and_o as_o before_o he_o possess_v himself_o now_o god_n be_v in_o the_o room_n of_o himself_o aâ—_n possess_v he_o this_o man_n therefore_o with_o all_o his_o accident_n be_v god_n and_o have_v nothing_o no_o more_o but_o all_o thing_n of_o his_o be_v god_n yea_o so_o full_o or_o absolute_o that_o if_o one_o shall_v give_v to_o or_o take_v away_o any_o thing_n from_o this_o man_n or_o do_v good_a or_o evil_n to_o he_o or_o love_n or_o hate_v he_o all_o these_o be_v do_v to_o god_n and_o not_o to_o man_n moreover_o this_o man_n appli_v not_o these_o thing_n to_o himself_o and_o therefore_o also_o can_v be_v angry_a nor_o hate_v his_o adversary_n see_v that_o all_o be_v do_v not_o to_o he_o but_o to_o god_n but_o it_o be_v proper_a to_o god_n to_o love_n and_o to_o do_v good_a which_o now_o do_v â—hine_v forth_o through_o this_o man_n chap._n xxii_o when_o a_o man_n turn_v his_o eye_n inward_o he_o will_v behold_v sin_n so_o great_a within_o himself_o that_o all_o he_o defect_n and_o spot_n of_o his_o neighbour_n will_v appear_v to_o he_o small_a and_o few_o yea_o â—hat_n which_o belong_v to_o other_o will_v in_o respect_n of_o his_o sin_n by_o he_o be_v account_v â—ather_n for_o good_a then_o for_o evil_a but_o if_o any_o one_o weigh_v the_o sin_n of_o other_o in_o a_o too_o strict_a balance_n and_o judge_v too_o rigorous_o of_o they_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a sign_n that_o this_o man_n do_v not_o know_v himself_o nor_o be_v come_v unto_o regeneration_n how_o much_o that_o which_o we_o hitherto_o seek_v be_v contrary_a to_o that_o thing_n which_o iâ—_n true_o obtain_v then_o at_o length_n appear_v when_o god_n snatch_v we_o away_o from_o thence_o and_o together_o with_o paul_n overturns_a all_o our_o understanding_n knowledge_n and_o will_v and_o whatever_o we_o have_v wrought_v he_o so_o break_v it_o to_o piece_n that_o all_o die_v with_o the_o man_n and_o remain_v confound_v alas_o how_o great_a be_v the_o misery_n and_o how_o much_o the_o anguish_n in_o that_o same_o death_n and_o corruption_n there_o flesh_n and_o blood_n which_o can_v attain_v to_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n aâ—â—_n consume_v and_o all_o thing_n perish_v which_o a_o man_n think_v to_o have_v be_v somewhat_o but_o afterward_o when_o a_o man_n be_v weâ—â—_n purge_v and_o purify_v in_o this_o purgatory_n than_o he_o come_v to_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o matter_n and_o then_o at_o length_n acknowledge_v thâ—_n whatever_o he_o think_v to_o have_v have_v 〈◊〉_d possession_n of_o before_o death_n to_o be_v nothing_o and_o that_o he_o be_v before_o this_o death_n in_o a_o lie_n just_o as_o it_o be_v common_o say_v of_o he_o who_o be_v dead_a that_o he_o be_v in_o the_o truth_n but_o we_o whilst_o we_o yet_o live_v be_v in_o a_o lie_n all_o thing_n in_o death_n proceed_v otherwise_o then_o before_o even_o as_o if_o the_o sun_n shall_v go_v backward_o when_o paul_n be_v overwhelm_v all_o thing_n which_o before_o he_o have_v think_v to_o be_v in_o be_v be_v now_o perish_v together_o with_o his_o pleasure_n knowledge_n and_o understanding_n god_n reject_v all_o but_o he_o ignorant_a of_o all_o cry_v out_o lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v chap._n xxiii_o a_o man_n must_v go_v as_o far_o as_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o he_o to_o go_v and_o when_o he_o shall_v strive_v at_o that_o point_n that_o be_v impossible_a for_o â—im_v he_o must_v join_v his_o hand_n and_o bend_v be_v knee_n and_o stretch_v our_o his_o arm_n that_o â—od_n may_v do_v with_o he_o what_o he_o please_v with_o who_o that_o be_v possible_a that_o be_v impossible_a with_o man_n a_o similitude_n we_o have_v in_o a_o beggar_n just_a 〈◊〉_d when_o one_o seek_v a_o alm_n from_o door_n to_o door_n and_o it_o be_v still_o say_v to_o he_o god_n look_v upon_o thou_o so_o also_o be_v it_o do_v with_o a_o man_n who_o fall_v into_o this_o misery_n all_o creature_n to_o which_o soever_o he_o approach_v refuse_v he_o so_o that_o at_o length_n god_n only_o must_v help_v and_o save_v he_o when_o all_o thing_n stand_v at_o great_a distance_n that_o there_o remain_v no_o more_o underprop_n or_o refuge_n then_o be_v the_o lord_n urge_v to_o come_v in_o for_o god_n come_v not_o unless_o he_o be_v urge_v a_o man_n must_v be_v leave_v naked_a and_o strip_v of_o all_o thing_n if_o god_n only_o must_v be_v make_v his_o essential_a life_n and_o prop._n also_o in_o desertion_n it_o can_v be_v but_o god_n will_v come_v when_o god_n begin_v to_o purge_v the_o floor_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o root_v it_o up_o from_o the_o bottom_n than_o it_o be_v that_o at_o last_o a_o man_n begin_v to_o know_v himself_o and_o he_o be_v in_o his_o own_o sight_n what_o he_o be_v in_o truth_n and_o what_o he_o be_v both_o before_o and_o after_o that_o and_o that_o which_o now_o be_v require_v be_v plain_o another_o thing_n than_o what_o he_o think_v former_o when_o he_o be_v still_o under_o the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n and_o it_o repent_v he_o much_o that_o he_o ever_o have_v esteem_v himself_o for_o a_o godly_a man_n because_o he_o acknowledge_v the_o contrary_a now_o viz._n that_o he_o have_v be_v a_o sinner_n and_o a_o unrighteous_a man_n but_o not_o a_o good_a man_n and_o now_o god_n take_v violent_a hold_n on_o the_o root_n itself_o to_o pluck_v it_o up_o but_o what_o a_o stroke_n this_o be_v any_o one_o may_v know_v who_o will_v experience_n the_o very_a thing_n itself_o when_o a_o man_n burn_v with_o zeal_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o purify_v himself_o then_o in_o the_o end_n be_v he_o become_v impure_a and_o unrighteous_a for_o then_o god_n discover_v to_o he_o the_o very_a foundation_n itself_o of_o wickedness_n and_o set_v before_o his_o eye_n that_o which_o be_v from_o the_o beginning_n there_o therefore_o must_v the_o man_n abide_v and_o stand_v in_o the_o examination_n in_o that_o exercise_n of_o the_o cross_n nothing_o can_v relieve_v a_o man_n and_o what_o be_v before_o tell_v he_o of_o that_o cross_n he_o
in_o the_o death_n and_o not_o in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n it_o much_o more_o behoove_v he_o to_o possess_v use_v know_v and_o behold_v the_o creature_n in_o the_o same_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o if_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v inward_o as_o to_o god_n much_o more_o ought_v it_o to_o be_v do_v outward_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o all_o thing_n must_v be_v behold_v and_o apply_v in_o death_n and_o not_o in_o life_n if_o it_o be_v to_o the_o right_o do_v whilst_o therefore_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a but_o be_v yet_o alive_a we_o ought_v to_o be_v lift_v up_o on_o the_o cross_n and_o lay_v down_o such_o a_o life_n under_o a_o just_a judgement_n for_o else_o we_o can_v be_v conversant_a in_o or_o with_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n unless_o when_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o our_o conversation_n which_o be_v without_o death_n be_v no_o conversation_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o though_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n it_o may_v have_v a_o semblance_n yet_o it_o can_v stand_v before_o god_n but_o when_o life_n be_v as_o be_v say_v so_o lay_v down_o we_o be_v by_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n raise_v up_o again_o into_o a_o new_a life_n for_o unless_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n shall_v be_v we_o shall_v remain_v eternal_o in_o death_n when_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n leave_v all_o do_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n he_o beg_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o he_o in_o his_o kingdom_n therefore_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o into_o conformity_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n wherefore_o also_o he_o be_v conform_v also_o in_o the_o resurrection_n he_o be_v crucify_v by_o law_n which_o like_o a_o just_a magistrate_n do_v not_o desist_v from_o he_o till_o it_o have_v throw_v he_o into_o death_n and_o then_o he_o have_v finish_v his_o office_n and_o so_o become_v justify_v from_o â—in_a he_o also_o revive_v not_o any_o more_o into_o â—hat_n life_n to_o which_o he_o die_v by_o the_o law_n otherwise_o the_o law_n will_v have_v have_v power_n over_o he_o again_o but_o christ_n vivify_v he_o another_o way_n and_o in_o his_o resurrection_n raise_v he_o up_o again_o into_o eternal_a life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o then_o the_o law_n have_v no_o more_o power_n over_o he_o for_o that_o life_n for_o which_o satan_n by_o mean_n of_o the_o law_n accuse_v a_o man_n be_v judge_v by_o and_o through_o death_n and_o be_v take_v out_o oâ—_n the_o way_n all_o that_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n must_v die_v in_o the_o wilderness_n but_o their_o child_n come_v into_o the_o promise_a land_n by_o these_o particular_n that_o fruit_n be_v denote_v which_o follow_v upon_o a_o go_v out_o when_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o land_n of_o promise_n and_o there_o grow_v fat_a and_o gross_a if_o then_o he_o do_v not_o behave_v himself_o right_o he_o be_v again_o expel_v into_o the_o land_n of_o the_o north_n where_o much_o misery_n grief_n and_o pain_n 〈◊〉_d sustain_v till_o the_o lord_n do_v bring_v he_o from_o thence_o again_o then_o he_o enter_v into_o again_o by_o another_o way_n viz._n with_o a_o greâ—ter_a glory_n and_o riches_n then_o before_o anâ—_n than_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v cast_v out_o again_o fâ—â—_v though_o they_o which_o return_v from_o babylon_n do_v not_o find_v that_o in_o the_o temple_n which_o they_o have_v before_o yet_o the_o glory_n of_o thâ—_n last_o temple_n be_v great_a than_o that_o of_o the_o first_o chap._n xxviii_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o he_o never_v find_v himself_o the_o same_o again_o as_o he_o be_v when_o he_o lose_v himself_o and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o fruit_n as_o yet_o of_o that_o lose_n of_o himself_o when_o he_o as_o yet_o have_v not_o see_v it_o or_o experience_v it_o when_o corruption_n be_v present_a fruit_n do_v not_o present_o appear_v for_o that_o do_v grow_v by_o degree_n even_o to_o its_o full_a ripeness_n he_o that_o be_v free_a from_o all_o person_n have_v need_n that_o he_o be_v free_a also_o in_o his_o own_o person_n and_o that_o not_o only_o notional_o but_o also_o essential_o when_o a_o man_n have_v lose_v be_v body_n he_o never_o find_v it_o the_o same_o again_o but_o in_o his_o soul_n he_o find_v a_o supernatural_a understanding_n light_n and_o claritude_n and_o whâ—â—â—â—ver_o then_o he_o understand_v of_o god_n be_v 〈◊〉_d â—et_a god_n but_o rather_o the_o contrary_n 〈◊〉_d a_o â—herefore_o he_o have_v find_v his_o soul_n so_o 〈◊〉_d also_o â—ust_z he_o again_o lose_v it_o as_o before_o he_o 〈◊〉_d do_v be_v body_n so_o as_o he_o shall_v never_o firâ—â—â—ed_v it_o such_o a_o soul_n again_o but_o the_o calamity_n of_o this_o destruction_n and_o death_n be_v vast_a but_o out_o of_o these_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n viz._n god_n and_o then_o that_o be_v much_o more_o essential_a than_o it_o be_v at_o first_o when_o he_o be_v to_o lose_v himself_o with_o so_o great_a a_o anguish_n and_o death_n chap._n xxix_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o as_o to_o the_o body_n he_o afterward_o find_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o supernatural_a understanding_n knowledge_n vision_n and_o use_v then_o when_o he_o again_o lose_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n he_o be_v strip_v of_o all_o these_o again_o and_o then_o arise_v great_a calamity_n hell_n and_o misery_n yet_o if_o he_o go_v forth_o out_o of_o they_o than_o he_o find_v himself_o in_o the_o vision_n of_o god_n and_o in_o such_o wisdom_n understanding_n and_o claritude_n as_o the_o former_a understand_a vision_n and_o use_n of_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o first_o â—ost_o his_o body_n can_v not_o comprehend_v christ_n therefore_o so_o assume_v humanity_n 〈◊〉_d that_o he_o be_v unite_v therewith_o but_o 〈◊〉_d after_o that_o the_o inferior_a power_n also_o aâ—_n to_o be_v assume_v by_o he_o there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o another_o death_n then_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o a_o full_a purpose_n of_o persevere_v in_o christ_n and_o never_o to_o go_v back_o again_o from_o he_o just_o like_o he_o who_o sit_v at_o a_o table_n spread_v and_o fill_v with_o various_a and_o delicate_a sort_n of_o food_n desire_v not_o to_o depart_v from_o thence_o or_o like_o he_o who_o live_v well_o and_o sound_n desire_v not_o to_o kill_v himself_o how_o much_o misery_n and_o difficulty_n of_o death_n be_v require_v before_o a_o man_n be_v purify_v â—s_v know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v purge_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o seed_n of_o god_n that_o â—t_a may_v be_v sow_o yet_o he_o do_v not_o hitherto_o apprehend_v nor_o perceive_v that_o seed_n and_o know_v not_o that_o he_o be_v sow_o therewith_o until_o it_o come_v up_o nor_o yet_o do_v it_o come_v up_o until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v in_o the_o earth_n how_o great_a misery_n and_o anguish_n in_o duong_n be_v require_v to_o that_o corruption_n of_o the_o â—eed_n be_v also_o know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v â—elt_v it_o this_o death_n of_o the_o soul_n happen_v â—fter_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n be_v past_a for_o a_o â—eath_n also_o belong_v to_o the_o soul_n both_o which_o death_n must_v be_v fulfil_v in_o a_o man_n when_o the_o body_n be_v lose_v the_o soul_n also_o must_v be_v lose_v and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o talon_n which_o the_o lord_n require_v of_o the_o man_n beside_o those_o ten_o for_o both_o sum_n be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o he_o will_v have_v both_o pay_v unto_o himself_o that_o which_o be_v say_v before_o concern_v the_o seed_n sow_o in_o a_o purify_a mind_n which_o be_v not_o perceive_v until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v and_o growth_n forth_o the_o very_a same_o thing_n do_v more_o clear_o appear_v from_o the_o similtude_n of_o the_o field_n sow_o with_o corn._n chap._n xxx_o in_o a_o man_n from_o who_o sin_n be_v take_v away_o and_o who_o be_v purge_v again_o from_o sin_n no_o more_o motion_n thereof_o be_v find_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o mind_n for_o from_o a_o root_n cleanse_v from_o all_o sin_n how_o can_v any_o evil_a spring_n forth_o for_o that_o will_v be_v â—â—sign_n that_o somewhat_o be_v still_o deficient_a there_o and_o that_o the_o bottom_n be_v not_o whole_o purify_v if_o plato_n have_v have_v his_o foundation_n thorough_o purge_v he_o have_v not_o indulge_v his_o anger_n over_o his_o servant_n whâ—â—_n motion_n soever_o happen_v in_o they_o that_o aâ—â—urified_v proceed_v not_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o their_o mind_n but_o from_o without_o only_a and_o such_o do_v present_o drive_v they_o out_o again_o whether_o it_o be_v anger_n or_o honour_n or_o ambition_n or_o such_o like_a to_o a_o man_n once_o purify_v there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o a_o close_a purification_n â—nd_v after_o that_o of_o another_o yet_o more_o close_o death_n and_o
when_o a_o man_n stand_v between_o conscience_n and_o flesh_n and_o when_o conscience_n cease_v than_o the_o flesh_n urge_v he_o and_o to_o he_o it_o be_v say_v amend_v thy_o life_n or_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o when_o one_o stand_v between_o life_n and_o conscience_n and_o transgress_v as_o to_o his_o life_n present_o it_o be_v say_v to_o he_o from_o god_n thou_o must_v die_v chap._n fourteen_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n i'faith_o when_o it_o be_v upon_o trial_n god_n then_o prove_v it_o it_o experience_v the_o great_a misery_n there_o be_v many_o way_n of_o come_v unto_o regeneration_n but_o the_o end_n of_o all_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o yet_o one_o ascend_v in_o some_o much_o high_a than_o another_o do_v as_o when_o any_o one_o come_v into_o the_o sunshine_n he_o have_v the_o sun_n yet_o be_v one_o near_a to_o the_o sun_n than_o another_o this_o be_v my_o counsel_n that_o a_o time_n be_v set_v to_o attain_v unto_o god_n the_o inward_a mind_n be_v free_a but_o the_o outward_a humanity_n without_o grace_n be_v exercise_v under_o a_o severe_a judgement_n i_o have_v no_o prop_n under_o i_o whether_o i_o respect_v god_n or_o the_o creature_n or_o heaven_n or_o the_o earth_n and_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o that_o i_o can_v lay_v myself_o down_o in_o the_o divine_a will_n be_v whole_o set_v down_o under_o god_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v present_a but_o i_o can_v enjoy_v it_o the_o sun_n indeed_o have_v shine_v but_o now_o the_o fall_v thereof_o be_v come_v and_o it_o shine_v no_o long_o i_o lie_v down_o in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o comfort_n leave_v to_o i_o but_o in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n for_o i_o will_v nothing_o but_o only_o what_o he_o will_v into_o which_o state_n if_o any_o one_o real_o come_v he_o be_v of_o all_o man_n the_o most_o miserable_a i_o say_v this_o that_o i_o may_v express_v that_o misery_n in_o which_o i_o lie_v to_o understand_v these_o thing_n be_v pleasant_a but_o real_o to_o feel_v they_o most_o bitter_a when_o the_o spirit_n suffer_v the_o flesh_n ought_v to_o suffer_v with_o it_o but_o when_o the_o flesh_n suffer_v there_o be_v no_o need_n for_o the_o spirit_n to_o suffer_v it_o be_v never_o better_a with_o i_o then_o when_o i_o give_v up_o myself_o into_o death_n the_o flesh_n suffer_v its_o own_o judgement_n when_o the_o spirit_n be_v in_o peace_n but_o when_o the_o spirit_n suffer_v the_o flesh_n must_v suffer_v also_o the_o poor_a animal_n must_v die_v for_o my_o sake_n though_o against_o my_o will_n but_o because_o i_o also_o give_v myself_o up_o to_o death_n i_o do_v not_o refuse_v the_o death_n also_o of_o the_o animal_n he_o that_o give_v not_o himself_o up_o into_o death_n can_v take_v his_o food_n with_o thanksgiving_n he_o that_o be_v to_o exercise_v modesty_n he_o ought_v to_o be_v exercise_v by_o various_a affliction_n otherwise_o he_o will_v wander_v if_o he_o shall_v use_v it_o without_o the_o experience_n of_o the_o cross_n if_o i_o shall_v stand_v betwixt_o two_o thing_n nor_o know_v which_o of_o the_o two_o i_o be_o to_o do_v i_o will_v weigh_v they_o and_o will_v take_v that_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o my_o flesh_n when_o i_o do_v so_o it_o be_v well_o with_o i_o and_o i_o call_v god_n to_o witness_v say_v thou_o know_v o_o lord_n what_o i_o have_v do_v but_o when_o i_o do_v otherwise_o viz._n that_o which_o be_v grateful_a unto_o nature_n it_o be_v always_o ill_a with_o i_o and_o i_o can_v call_v god_n to_o witness_v conscience_n indeed_o be_v free_a but_o i_o dare_v not_o allege_v that_o for_o it_o be_v of_o grace_n the_o suffering_n be_v hard_a when_o no_o hope_n be_v leave_v in_o the_o future_a for_o the_o natural_a man_n for_o though_o the_o daybreak_n be_v come_v yet_o there_o be_v no_o redemption_n nor_o comfort_n but_o a_o man_n must_v wait_v without_o hope_n and_o be_v quiet_a in_o death_n and_o though_o all_o the_o joy_n comfort_n and_o refreshment_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v present_a yet_o he_o be_v bind_v as_o it_o be_v with_o cord_n and_o can_v taste_v of_o none_o of_o they_o and_o therefore_o he_o never_o desire_v that_o time_n may_v run_v out_o that_o a_o day_n a_o week_n a_o month_n a_o year_n may_v come_v for_o whatever_o come_v to_o pass_v in_o they_o be_v to_o he_o as_o it_o be_v a_o nonentity_n because_o he_o can_v rest_v no_o where_o nor_o use_v any_o thing_n for_o his_o delight_n for_o he_o be_v make_v bare_a or_o naked_a of_o all_o and_o be_v put_v upon_o the_o cross_v hence_o be_v it_o that_o both_o thing_n present_a and_o to_o come_v be_v indifferent_a to_o he_o when_o even_o then_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o same_o as_o he_o be_v now_o but_o those_o to_o who_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o yet_o crucify_v they_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o time_n for_o they_o be_v free_a and_o can_v take_v up_o such_o thing_n as_o they_o meet_v with_o but_o this_o state_n can_v last_v long_o for_o judgement_n will_v come_v than_o whatever_o shall_v be_v with_o he_o for_o the_o furture_n he_o can_v take_v it_o up_o and_o that_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o he_o can_v reject_v for_o he_o be_v impotent_a whilst_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n nor_o can_v he_o execute_v his_o own_o will_n chap._n xv._o all_o thing_n be_v or_o consist_v in_o order_n &_o order_n must_v be_v keep_v if_o one_o be_v willing_a to_o knit_v together_o superior_a thing_n that_o he_o may_v loosen_v inferior_a thing_n he_o will_v break_v order_n and_o wander_v in_o error_n of_o which_o we_o must_v beware_v the_o lord_n say_v he_o that_o break_v the_o least_a commandment_n and_o shall_v so_o teach_v etc._n etc._n we_o must_v seek_v a_o free_a condion_fw-la in_o god_n in_o which_o one_o be_v free_a from_o himself_o for_o to_o be_v free_a from_o one_o self_n be_v a_o liberty_n which_o be_v to_o be_v attribute_v to_o god_n the_o gross_a and_o the_o low_a thing_n be_v image_n of_o thing_n superior_a which_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v as_o well_o of_o thing_n spiritual_a as_o thing_n corporeal_a for_o we_o ascend_v from_o the_o one_o into_o the_o other_o and_o from_o the_o inferior_a to_o the_o superior_a even_o as_o pleasure_n and_o the_o abuse_n of_o good_a thing_n and_o the_o build_n on_o the_o sand_n be_v image_n when_o thing_n be_v most_o gross_a and_o low_a then_o be_v they_o the_o image_n of_o thing_n superior_a and_o that_o which_o be_v visible_a denote_v that_o that_o be_v invisible_a the_o spirit_n also_o have_v its_o flesh_n in_o which_o it_o dwell_v also_o mystery_n have_v their_o external_a history_n they_o who_o urge_v mystery_n so_o as_o to_o exclude_v history_n disturb_v order_n and_o do_v err_v although_o christ_n the_o bless_a fulfil_v all_o thing_n in_o spirit_n in_o his_o elect_a which_o he_o perform_v coporal_o in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o flesh_n yet_o be_v they_o also_o corporal_o do_v in_o he_o therefore_o the_o historical_a sense_n must_v remain_v but_o also_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o experience_n in_o his_o own_o self_n the_o mystery_n likewise_o the_o lord_n say_v love_v your_o enemy_n the_o cross_n passion_n adversity_n death_n etc._n etc._n be_v our_o enemy_n which_o we_o be_v to_o love_v and_o embrace_v the_o natural_a man_n be_v surround_v with_o death_n and_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o he_o have_v a_o sword_n present_v to_o his_o sight_n just_a as_o when_o one_o turn_n on_o this_o and_o on_o that_o side_n shall_v look_v about_o he_o and_o still_o some_o body_n run_v before_o his_o face_n so_o also_o be_v judgement_n always_o meet_v with_o the_o natural_a man_n ready_a to_o snatch_v away_o his_o life_n which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o at_o last_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o when_o he_o can_v no_o more_o make_v his_o escape_n but_o the_o spirit_n be_v in_o life_n when_o the_o body_n or_o nature_n hang_v stretch_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n zeal_n in_o kindle_a with_o divine_a pleasure_n be_v a_o great_a pleasure_n but_o the_o cross_n and_o violent_a plague_n follow_v after_o it_o myrrh_n be_v the_o last_o gift_n for_o it_o be_v write_v they_o offer_v gold_n franckincense_n and_o myrrh_n when_o i_o hear_v the_o scripture_n i_o be_o fright_v for_o it_o denote_v the_o natural_a death_n nature_n will_v have_v a_o appropriation_n therefore_o communion_n be_v a_o death_n to_o it_o at_o which_o it_o be_v affright_v chap._n xvi_o to_o desist_v from_o propriety_n and_o to_o help_v another_o at_o our_o own_o loss_n be_v a_o thing_n true_o pleasant_a to_o find_v gain_n in_o loss_n and_o to_o abstain_v from_o that_o which_o be_v best_a in_o our_o esteem_n and_o to_o prefer_v
for_o real_o it_o be_v without_o judgement_n nor_o have_v it_o any_o need_n of_o any_o mean_n by_o which_o it_o may_v abstain_v from_o judgement_n because_o it_o have_v no_o such_o thing_n in_o itself_o but_o proper_a salvation_n have_v hitherto_o carry_v along_o with_o it_o judgement_n and_o if_o it_o must_v abstain_v from_o they_o it_o must_v do_v it_o by_o some_o mean_n which_o the_o real_a salvation_n want_v now_o those_o mean_n be_v the_o creature_n for_o the_o essence_n be_v god_n himself_o who_o endure_v no_o creature_n before_o the_o essence_n come_v all_o image_n must_v vanish_v real_a salvation_n hide_v or_o withdraw_v itself_o from_o no_o man_n neither_o be_v it_o separate_v nor_o include_v nor_o make_v proper_a but_o if_o any_o one_o seclude_v or_o separate_v himself_o he_o withdraw_v or_o hide_v himself_o from_o it_o than_o the_o blame_n be_v not_o to_o be_v lay_v on_o that_o but_o on_o he_o who_o do_v it_o thus_o be_v the_o man_n who_o be_v in_o this_o salvation_n and_o where_o this_o salvation_n take_v place_n chap._n xv._o the_o chief_a and_o great_a affliction_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a be_v this_o that_o they_o be_v separate_v from_o god_n so_o that_o he_o that_o feel_v that_o separation_n feel_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n god_n be_v essential_o very_o good_a nor_o be_v there_o any_o good_a but_o god_n he_o therefore_o that_o be_v deprive_v of_o that_o have_v nothing_o whence_o it_o be_v say_v he_o be_v a_o poor_a man_n who_o go_v to_o hell_n for_o some_o year_n together_o all_o thing_n have_v fall_v away_o from_o i_o yet_o hitherto_o the_o chief_a and_o real_a death_n follow_v not_o thereupon_o as_o now_o it_o do_v death_n indeed_o be_v always_o present_a with_o i_o but_o it_o be_v never_o essential_a death_n till_o now_o for_o here_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n and_o destruction_n nor_o can_v he_o take_v or_o use_v any_o discretion_n nor_o think_v this_o or_o that_o nor_o conceive_v image_n unless_o it_o be_v that_o he_o lie_v essential_o in_o death_n and_o that_o death_n be_v real_o present_a and_o when_o in_o this_o misery_n one_o begin_v to_o talk_v of_o these_o or_o the_o other_o divine_a thing_n even_o for_o that_o nature_n be_v to_o be_v punish_v again_o and_o to_o be_v crucify_v with_o yet_o a_o more_o bitter_a death_n nature_n can_v enter_v in_o again_o as_o she_o go_v out_o for_o here_o she_o take_v breath_n again_o and_o be_v recreated_a and_o yet_o there_o belong_v nothing_o to_o she_o but_o destruction_n and_o death_n they_o who_o lie_v in_o this_o affliction_n if_o one_o propound_v to_o they_o any_o comfort_n of_o life_n they_o esteem_v it_o for_o poison_n and_o for_o bitterness_n and_o for_o adversity_n nor_o can_v they_o listen_v to_o it_o even_o as_o if_o one_o who_o be_v lead_v into_o death_n look_v round_o about_o he_o shall_v see_v all_o and_o every_o one_o to_o be_v dead_a all_o whosoever_o he_o behold_v yea_o his_o kindred_n and_o familiar_a friend_n here_o let_v it_o be_v observe_v how_o great_a be_v that_o affliction_n to_o be_v desert_v of_o all_o and_o to_o draw_v life_n no_o where_o and_o to_o be_v a_o captive_a and_o bondslave_n unto_o death_n even_o to_o the_o desertion_n of_o all_o creature_n but_o god_n ennoble_v the_o case_n by_o change_v it_o and_o that_o through_o a_o great_a difficulty_n of_o suffering_n when_o they_o be_v not_o ennoble_v as_o to_o a_o outward_a fair_a show_n before_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o spirit_n the_o former_a state_n be_v always_o more_o noble_a than_o the_o follow_v but_o not_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n for_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n be_v black_a but_o god_n know_v they_o to_o be_v otherwise_o inward_o christ_n come_v not_o as_o it_o be_v expect_v his_o face_n be_v sad_a like_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n etc._n etc._n chap._n xvi_o the_o follow_a combat_n be_v always_o terrible_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o forego_n and_o that_o which_o follow_v that_o be_v yet_o more_o terrible_a and_o so_o be_v every_o other_o after_o the_o former_a so_o that_o the_o precede_a conflict_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o follow_a be_v always_o light_a though_o they_o also_o in_o respect_n of_o those_o that_o be_v afore_o they_o be_v heavy_a and_o all_o this_o god_n do_v who_o lead_v a_o man_n by_o and_o through_o these_o hard_a way_n till_o he_o have_v right_o prepare_v he_o and_o render_v he_o purge_v from_o all_o dross_n and_o filâ—h_n and_o this_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o god_n operate_v a_o man_n be_v overcome_v by_o god_n and_o passive_o lead_v and_o though_o at_o first_o he_o be_v also_o active_a under_o law_n yet_o afterward_o he_o be_v not_o so_o because_o through_o this_o whole_a state_n even_o to_o the_o follow_v he_o suffer_v and_o the_o state_n which_o follow_v in_o respect_n of_o the_o forego_n be_v horrible_a whereas_o before_o that_o it_o do_v seem_v to_o be_v noble_a yet_o in_o respect_n of_o man_n and_o not_o of_o god_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o sublime_a be_v the_o corruption_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o noble_a will_v be_v the_o fruit_n for_o a_o man_n be_v still_o lead_v more_o deep_o and_o deep_o into_o affliction_n the_o former_a state_n be_v always_o more_o eligible_a in_o respect_n of_o that_o which_o follow_v so_o that_o a_o man_n as_o far_o as_o he_o be_v in_o the_o forego_n can_v account_v of_o himself_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o follow_a a_o heretic_n when_o christ_n say_v if_o they_o shall_v say_v lo_o here_o be_v christ_n go_v not_o forth_o he_o will_v say_v this_o we_o must_v not_o depart_v from_o affâ—ition_n into_o they_o who_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n life_n can_v enter_v they_o who_o have_v not_o yet_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o yet_o obey_v the_o governance_n of_o their_o conscience_n stand_v in_o the_o midst_n between_o life_n and_o death_n they_o be_v subject_a to_o great_a labour_n and_o strife_n who_o endeavour_n by_o the_o help_n of_o conscience_n to_o suppress_v that_o life_n which_o they_o have_v in_o themselves_o these_o man_n as_o yet_o can_v know_v no_o death_n until_o they_o come_v into_o that_o state_n but_o yet_o they_o believe_v it_o they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n even_o their_o very_a cogitation_n do_v lie_v in_o death_n that_o they_o can_v be_v delight_v with_o noth_z ng_z neither_o with_o god_n nor_o with_o the_o creature_n for_o if_o they_o can_v still_o be_v delight_v with_o any_o thing_n by_o think_v or_o cogitation_n that_o will_v still_o prove_v to_o be_v a_o life_n which_o can_v be_v in_o this_o case_n it_o one_o place_v under_o a_o naked_a sword_n shall_v be_v ask_v whether_o he_o take_v delight_n at_o that_o time_n in_o any_o thing_n without_o doubt_n he_o will_v answer_v that_o he_o sit_v in_o death_n nor_o can_v possible_o fancy_v to_o himself_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o a_o certain_a and_o a_o real_a death_n if_o such_o a_o one_o shall_v get_v up_o on_o his_o leg_n to_o look_v about_o on_o life_n and_o thing_n temporal_a he_o will_v see_v nothing_o before_o he_o but_o a_o cloud_n that_o be_v judgement_n and_o death_n the_o state_n of_o such_o man_n be_v plain_o miserable_a and_o painful_a nor_o be_v it_o to_o be_v wish_v for_o as_o if_o perhaps_o we_o shall_v say_v o_o will_v to_o god_n we_o be_v like_o such_o or_o such_o but_o this_o be_v to_o be_v wish_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v in_o we_o that_o we_o may_v bear_v it_o and_o be_v unite_v with_o it_o moreover_o those_o man_n who_o thus_o lie_v in_o death_n have_v little_a or_o no_o comeliness_n in_o they_o but_o be_v very_o much_o deform_v and_o therefore_o he_o who_o be_v conversant_a with_o they_o must_v beware_v lest_o he_o imitate_v their_o word_n or_o behaviour_n for_o whatsoever_o they_o do_v or_o omit_v to_o do_v be_v silent_a in_o or_o speak_v it_o be_v all_o perform_v in_o death_n nor_o can_v any_o life_n joy_n comfort_n or_o pleasure_n lay_v hold_v of_o they_o in_o this_o state_n they_o be_v untouched_a by_o delectation_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o death_n if_o therefore_o he_o who_o be_v without_o the_o bound_n of_o this_o state_n shall_v imitate_v their_o word_n and_o action_n he_o will_v do_v thus_o whilst_o he_o be_v still_o full_a of_o life_n and_o with_o a_o feel_n of_o comfort_n of_o joy_n of_o pleasure_n etc._n etc._n and_o then_o will_v he_o wander_v egregious_o because_o he_o will_v be_v in_o no_o want_n of_o delectation_n in_o regard_n he_o will_v still_o remain_v full_a of_o life_n and_o therefore_o let_v he_o have_v a_o great_a care_n and_o keep_v his_o life_n safe_o lest_o he_o put_v it_o forth_o into_o jeopardy_n for_o though_o he_o be_v still_o often_o accuse_v in_o his_o conscience_n for_o negligence_n yet_o inward_o he_o have_v much_o joâ—_n and_o comfort_n which_o
they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n do_v utter_o want_v chap._n xvii_o they_o who_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a aught_o with_o great_a diligence_n and_o severity_n to_o abstain_v from_o lust_n whereas_o they_o who_o be_v dead_a have_v no_o such_o matter_n for_o those_o mean_n in_o which_o lust_n do_v make_v their_o abode_n be_v by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o judgement_n so_o shatter_v and_o break_v that_o delectation_n whole_o cease_v in_o they_o because_o these_o man_n be_v dead_a as_o to_o these_o matter_n and_o whatsoever_o they_o do_v whether_o they_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n they_o do_v all_o in_o death_n and_o with_o affliction_n also_o this_o death_n be_v a_o sensible_a death_n nor_o be_v it_o like_o that_o in_o a_o post_n that_o want_v sense_n neither_o also_o be_v it_o such_o a_o death_n which_o be_v once_o accomplish_v then_o cease_v but_o it_o be_v a_o incessant_a death_n every_o day_n for_o they_o sensible_o die_v every_o particular_a day_n but_o for_o the_o other_o who_o still_o abide_v only_o in_o continency_n they_o as_o i_o say_v have_v not_o this_o death_n but_o be_v still_o alive_a for_o those_o mean_n in_o which_o lust_n do_v abide_v be_v not_o in_o these_o man_n as_o yet_o condemn_v to_o death_n and_o therefore_o they_o ought_v to_o abstain_v under_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o law_n and_o sedulous_o to_o beware_v because_o they_o can_v scarce_o do_v any_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o do_v by_o the_o use_n or_o help_v of_o life_n but_o they_o who_o be_v dead_a do_v the_o same_o thing_n in_o death_n with_o misery_n and_o affliction_n and_o therefore_o as_o be_v say_v above_o he_o who_o live_v must_v not_o regard_v he_o that_o be_v dead_a to_o imitate_v he_o until_o he_o himself_o also_o be_v arrive_v at_o this_o state_n of_o death_n then_o be_v those_o thing_n grant_v unto_o he_o and_o be_v become_v pure_a unto_o he_o which_o whilst_o he_o be_v alive_a be_v impure_a yet_o be_v it_o not_o here_o so_o to_o be_v understand_v that_o one_o may_v therefore_o think_v that_o unjust_a thing_n be_v lawful_a for_o he_o or_o be_v pure_a as_o at_o this_o day_n some_o erroneous_a spirit_n david_n george_n and_o henry_n nicholas_n do_v profess_v who_o think_v such_o thing_n be_v lawful_a for_o they_o which_o be_v not_o of_o themselves_o lawful_a but_o be_v wicked_a and_o unjust_a before_o god_n and_o the_o elect_a by_o which_o they_o demonstrate_v that_o they_o sals_o boast_v themselves_o of_o their_o die_a and_o death_n let_v all_o those_o who_o desire_v to_o find_v out_o god_n beware_v of_o these_o kind_n of_o man_n in_o the_o book_n of_o psalm_n it_o be_v say_v thou_o shall_v change_v they_o but_o thou_o thyself_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o thy_o year_n shall_v not_o fail_v etc._n etc._n he_o who_o feel_v this_o mutation_n for_o his_o part_n and_o a_o permanency_n on_o the_o part_n of_o god_n that_o man_n feel_v somewhat_o let_v no_o man_n so_o much_o esteem_v of_o the_o suffering_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o to_o contemn_v the_o affliction_n of_o nature_n for_o the_o matter_n upon_o examination_n be_v otherwise_o find_v when_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o the_o trial_n between_o god_n and_o nature_n and_o be_v equal_o on_o both_o side_n grievous_o afflict_v so_o as_o that_o he_o must_v deny_v one_o or_o the_o other_o let_v i_o pray_v that_o man_n bear_v up_o and_o let_v he_o deny_v nature_n and_o not_o god_n let_v he_o i_o pray_v bear_v up_o vigorous_o and_o not_o shrink_v for_o god_n help_v he_o chap._n xviii_o when_o a_o man_n prop_n fall_v from_o under_o he_o by_o which_o he_o be_v bear_v up_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n that_o he_o himself_o will_v quick_o fall_v into_o ruin_n and_o then_o it_o be_v say_v alas_o how_o long_o will_v this_o endeavour_n of_o appropriation_n last_o shall_v this_o my_o meity_n or_o mineness_n always_o endure_v and_o then_o misery_n and_o affliction_n rush_v in_o when_o that_o net_n of_o propriety_n be_v to_o be_v unloosen_v because_o that_o be_v to_o do_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o many_o suffering_n he_o who_o know_v grace_n right_o be_v in_o great_a affliction_n for_o he_o be_v whole_o make_v sin_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o which_o he_o can_v be_v at_o rest_n by_o how_o much_o the_o less_o one_o have_v of_o grace_n glory_n illumination_n devotion_n and_o of_o strength_n when_o he_o suffer_v the_o mortification_n of_o nature_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o excellent_a and_o worthy_a be_v that_o esteem_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n but_o when_o one_o suffer_v with_o the_o glory_n of_o a_o exceed_a high_a grace_n with_o devotion_n and_o with_o virtue_n etc._n etc._n the_o thing_n be_v easy_a nor_o be_v it_o so_o high_o esteem_v as_o when_o one_o labour_n under_o want_n of_o all_o those_o excellency_n and_o yet_o be_v afflict_v yet_o be_v not_o one_o better_a than_o another_o for_o he_o that_o lie_v in_o the_o sun_n how_o i_o pray_v be_v he_o better_o than_o another_o who_o do_v not_o lie_v in_o the_o sun_n except_o it_o be_v because_o he_o have_v need_n of_o great_a humiliation_n which_o must_v be_v do_v for_o he_o by_o and_o through_o so_o much_o mercy_n so_o that_o he_o must_v bow_v himself_o down_o under_o the_o foot_n of_o all_o man_n and_o submit_v himself_o unto_o they_o conscience_n be_v our_o next_o neighbour_n with_o who_o we_o be_v to_o be_v reconcile_v before_o god_n will_v accept_v our_o offering_n therefore_o we_o ought_v rather_o to_o suffer_v the_o loss_n of_o our_o own_o self_n then_o to_o keep_v a_o evil_a conscience_n yea_o all_o adversity_n be_v rather_o to_o be_v accept_v than_o that_o conscience_n shall_v torment_v we_o he_o that_o have_v a_o evil_a conscience_n can_v be_v advance_v forward_o a_o evil_a conscience_n be_v a_o great_a burden_n we_o must_v therefore_o use_v all_o diligence_n that_o our_o conscience_n be_v bring_v into_o a_o innocency_n but_o that_o can_v never_o be_v effect_v without_o affliction_n and_o without_o the_o want_n of_o all_o thing_n pleasant_a he_o who_o be_v full_a of_o lust_n be_v often_o afflict_a when_o those_o thing_n be_v not_o do_v which_o he_o desire_v it_o be_v not_o wisdom_n to_o reveal_v the_o folly_n of_o another_o unless_o one_o have_v a_o very_a lawful_a cause_n else_o the_o business_n of_o another_o be_v not_o to_o be_v discover_v the_o art_n of_o god_n be_v god_n himself_o and_o it_o be_v teach_v by_o god_n and_o infuse_v without_o any_o mean_n although_o some_o certain_a thing_n shall_v precede_v which_o have_v be_v useful_a so_o to_o dispose_v a_o man_n that_o god_n can_v immediate_o touch_v he_o it_o be_v no_o art_n to_o have_v no_o care_n in_o great_a abundance_n but_o by_o care_n to_o abstain_v in_o want_n come_v to_o this_o at_o length_n not_o to_o be_v solicitous_a if_o the_o eye_n be_v shut_v to_o lust_n and_o appetite_n we_o may_v endure_v much_o affliction_n can_v bring_v it_o so_o to_o pass_v as_o any_o one_o can_v deny_v himself_o in_o great_a thing_n which_o without_o affliction_n he_o can_v never_o have_v renounce_v he_o that_o be_v free_a from_o many_o have_v need_n also_o to_o be_v set_v free_a from_o himself_o not_o that_o he_o be_v a_o captive_a to_o himself_o but_o be_v free_v from_o himself_o many_o think_v that_o they_o have_v discretion_n which_o notwithstanding_o they_o have_v not_o yet_o he_o in_o who_o discretion_n be_v to_o be_v find_v both_o bitter_a and_o sweet_a thing_n must_v have_v be_v taste_v by_o he_o to_o be_v free_a in_o conscience_n from_o those_o accusation_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o be_v make_v daily_o be_v a_o great_a gift_n of_o god_n and_o that_o liberty_n can_v advance_v a_o man_n unto_o a_o notable_a growth_n if_o he_o can_v use_v it_o right_o no_o man_n know_v what_o he_o have_v but_o when_o he_o have_v lose_v the_o thing_n then_o at_o length_n a_o man_n acknowledge_v what_o he_o once_o have_v a_o man_n be_v full_a of_o the_o study_n of_o appropriation_n so_o that_o he_o always_o think_v that_o this_o or_o that_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o to_o be_v his_o and_o that_o he_o have_v a_o right_a unto_o that_o he_o that_o stand_v in_o god_n walk_n speaks_z think_v and_o operate_v as_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n nor_o be_v he_o solicitous_a how_o man_n do_v receive_v it_o man_n be_v willing_a to_o hide_v under_o a_o evil_a and_o false_a worship_n those_o defect_n in_o which_o they_o be_v therefore_o involve_v because_o they_o have_v not_o satisfy_v their_o conscience_n and_o that_o false_a worship_n be_v therefore_o account_v for_o the_o true_a and_o remain_v unknown_a but_o when_o one_o satisfi_v his_o conscience_n than_o it_o be_v detect_v to_o be_v a_o false_a worship_n for_o when_o one_o satisfi_v conscience_n there_o conscience_n be_v clear_v and_o illuminate_v and_o there_o a_o man_n be_v
always_o more_o and_o more_o straighten_v and_o at_o length_n come_v into_o that_o affliction_n anxiety_n and_o sorrow_n by_o which_o he_o be_v so_o advance_v forward_o and_o his_o conscience_n be_v so_o clarify_a and_o illuminate_v that_o he_o can_v gain_v a_o true_a discern_v of_o thing_n and_o no_o falsity_n can_v ever_o deceive_v he_o to_o all_o eternity_n chap._n xix_o a_o certain_a man_n say_v that_o burden_n and_o trouble_v which_o my_o neighbour_n have_v upon_o my_o account_n do_v affect_v i_o with_o much_o grief_n former_o such_o a_o matter_n be_v to_o i_o a_o light_a thing_n and_o not_o grievous_a but_o afterward_o it_o become_v a_o run_a sore_n no_o man_n ought_v to_o use_v any_o liberty_n towards_o his_o neighbour_n after_o that_o i_o have_v relieve_v my_o neighbour_n by_o my_o own_o proper_a trouble_n and_o have_v transfer_v the_o burden_n from_o my_o neighbour_n upon_o my_o own_o self_n i_o find_v myself_o notable_o advance_v forward_o and_o when_o i_o do_v not_o so_o do_v i_o be_v thereupon_o still_o under_o blame_n for_o in_o this_o very_a particular_a i_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n if_o a_o man_n must_v be_v advance_v it_o behoove_v he_o to_o be_v quick-sighted_a that_o he_o may_v right_o converse_v with_o his_o neighbour_n it_o be_v often_o time_n necessary_a that_o one_o shall_v neglect_v his_o exercise_n and_o his_o zeal_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o neighbour_n and_o he_o shall_v commend_v himself_o unto_o god_n nor_o shall_v he_o therefore_o suffer_v any_o damage_n the_o levite_n and_o the_o priest_n will_v not_o perform_v that_o because_o they_o be_v about_o their_o business_n and_o have_v their_o exercise_n and_o take_v care_n of_o themselves_o but_o leave_v their_o wound_a neighbour_n without_o help_n apply_v to_o he_o no_o compassion_n there_o be_v a_o true_a cause_n which_o yet_o they_o do_v not_o observe_v whence_o also_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v not_o praise_v of_o the_o lord_n a_o man_n attend_v fervent_o unto_o prayer_n and_o yet_o let_v he_o right_o weigh_v the_o cause_n of_o thing_n and_o god_n will_v know_v he_o be_v to_o be_v advance_v oftentimes_o a_o advancement_n spring_v from_o such_o a_o thing_n out_o of_o which_o there_o seem_v that_o a_o hindrance_n will_v arise_v when_o a_o man_n observe_v his_o conscience_n then_o be_v he_o always_o more_o and_o more_o straighten_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v himself_o to_o neglect_v all_o thing_n unto_o which_o lust_n reach_v out_o its_o hand_n and_o not_o to_o use_v they_o afflict_v a_o man_n when_o nature_n be_v suspend_v then_o be_v not_o a_o man_n rejoice_v though_o he_o have_v the_o affluence_n of_o all_o thing_n nor_o be_v he_o make_v sorrowful_a though_o they_o shall_v be_v want_v if_o good_a thing_n do_v abound_v yet_o they_o be_v not_o he_o for_o he_o can_v enjoy_v they_o true_o so_o as_o to_o have_v a_o life_n in_o they_o but_o if_o they_o be_v want_v he_o have_v lose_v nothing_o wherefore_o he_o pass_v between_o both_o part_n unconcerned_a neither_o be_v rejoice_v in_o those_o nor_o make_v sorrow_n in_o these_o to_o deny_v one_o proper_a commodity_n and_o gain_n and_o for_o our_o neighbour_n sake_n and_o advantage_n to_o suffer_v detriment_n affect_v the_o conscience_n with_o great_a pleasure_n but_o if_o one_o seek_v commodity_n and_o gain_n by_o the_o detriment_n of_o his_o neighbour_n or_o advantage_n by_o his_o neighbour_n in_o jury_n or_o honour_n by_o his_o neighbour_n disgrace_n than_o the_o conscience_n can_v be_v at_o rest_n and_o at_o last_o become_v grievous_o gaul_v much_o be_v place_v in_o this_o point_n so_o that_o he_o who_o desire_v to_o be_v advance_v let_v he_o right_o use_v or_o handle_v his_o neighbour_n let_v he_o walk_v with_o frequent_a exercising_n and_o with_o severity_n as_o under_o the_o law_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n let_v he_o observe_v his_o conscience_n he_o that_o spare_v himself_o and_o do_v detriment_n to_o his_o neighbour_n rather_o than_o to_o himself_o he_o can_v never_o be_v advance_v also_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o to_o admit_v without_o lawful_a cause_n that_o his_o neighbour_n shall_v serve_v he_o that_o the_o father_n of_o old_a do_v so_o open_o avoid_v gormandize_v and_o gluttony_n this_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o gluttony_n be_v the_o chief_a of_o the_o vice_n under_o which_o all_o vice_n be_v contain_v gluttony_n be_v the_o bull-work_n and_o defence_n of_o all_o the_o other_o vice_n which_o be_v break_v down_o they_o can_v no_o long_o maintain_v a_o war_n but_o the_o man_n go_v on_o to_o fight_v they_o and_o to_o get_v the_o victory_n and_o one_o victory_n after_o another_o till_z by_o god_n help_n he_o quite_o conquer_v his_o carnal_a life_n and_o begin_v a_o happy_a life_n that_o so_o the_o flesh_n be_v corrupt_v and_o undo_v the_o soul_n begin_v to_o bud_v forth_o and_o be_v gain_v but_o when_o afterward_o these_o thing_n be_v again_o to_o be_v lose_v certain_o that_o death_n and_o affliction_n be_v much_o great_a than_o be_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o thing_n necessary_a as_o meat_n drink_n sleep_z clothes_n etc._n etc._n they_o ought_v always_o to_o be_v only_o so_o take_v as_o nature_n can_v be_v content_v therewith_o and_o not_o that_o pleasure_n or_o joy_n may_v arise_v out_o of_o they_o such_o a_o use_n of_o they_o take_v away_o all_o superfluity_n so_o that_o necessity_n only_o may_v remain_v as_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n time_n be_v to_o be_v esteem_v as_o too_o precious_a and_o worthy_a then_o to_o be_v squander_v away_o in_o the_o read_n of_o unprofitable_a book_n conscience_n ought_v to_o be_v above_o all_o case_n not_o aught_o any_o case_n to_o prevail_v at_o all_o if_o it_o be_v against_o conscience_n carnal_a affliction_n such_o as_o be_v these_o to_o be_v spoil_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n to_o suffer_v persecution_n to_o be_v captivate_v to_o be_v torment_v etc._n etc._n these_o i_o say_v i_o have_v not_o try_v but_o i_o high_o esteem_v they_o and_o the_o more_o because_o i_o have_v not_o experience_v they_o rather_o than_o if_o i_o have_v experience_v they_o that_o which_o be_v beyond_o necessity_n be_v to_o be_v omit_v and_o not_o use_v if_o any_o thing_n exceed_v necessity_n omit_v that_o for_o it_o will_v be_v grateful_a to_o you_o nor_o will_v you_o repent_v thereof_o although_o at_o present_a it_o may_v afflict_v you_o if_o you_o will_v not_o do_v thus_o great_a pain_n and_o affliction_n will_v arise_v therefrom_o that_o which_o be_v at_o present_a grateful_a at_o length_n breed_v sorrow_n and_o that_o which_o at_o present_a affect_v with_o sorrow_n that_o at_o last_o will_v bring_v forth_o pleasure_n that_o which_o be_v sweet_a at_o first_o do_v at_o last_o give_v a_o bitter_a taste_n boethius_n say_v the_o end_n of_o pleasure_n be_v pain_n also_o he_o say_v there_o be_v no_o sin_n without_o pain_n and_o affliction_n as_o there_o be_v no_o virtue_n without_o its_o reward_n a_o man_n can_v be_v inward_o advance_v nor_o have_v peace_n and_o rest_n unless_o outward_o he_o be_v withdraw_v from_o all_o thing_n in_o which_o he_o live_v and_o which_o he_o desire_v and_o lu_v after_o and_o be_v employ_v about_o slender_a and_o mean_a object_n but_o thence_o result_v great_a affliction_n without_o which_o notwithstanding_o no_o man_n be_v advance_v affliction_n be_v the_o food_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o die_v to_o the_o flesh_n be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n disquiet_v affliction_n and_o pain_n as_o to_o the_o flesh_n be_v peace_n joy_n and_o pleasure_n to_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o one_o be_v also_o contrary_a to_o the_o other_o chap._n xx._n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v make_v ashamed_a in_o all_o thing_n and_o glory_n be_v give_v to_o god_n alone_o we_o must_v condole_v with_o our_o neighbour_n if_o one_o can_v do_v that_o yet_o must_v he_o hold_v his_o tongue_n and_o abstain_v from_o rash_a judgement_n when_o all_o thing_n succeed_v to_o a_o man_n according_a to_o nature_n pleasure_n appetite_n and_o proper_a commodity_n these_o be_v not_o the_o mean_n of_o advance_v he_o towards_o god_n but_o when_o all_o thing_n go_v with_o a_o man_n against_o nature_n viz._n otherwise_o then_o nature_n require_v and_o against_o delight_n and_o appetite_n then_o whole_a day_n be_v consume_v in_o affliction_n and_o then_o one_o may_v be_v advance_v in_o god_n when_o thing_n flow_v according_a to_o the_o current_n of_o will_n and_o nature_n than_o there_o be_v nothing_o towards_o advancement_n but_o when_o we_o must_v sail_v against_o the_o current_n with_o man_n from_o who_o many_o grievous_a thing_n be_v to_o be_v bear_v and_o who_o be_v altogether_o adverse_a unto_o we_o there_o in_o be_v advancement_n for_o such_o man_n be_v both_o the_o mean_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o
still_o adjudge_v by_o i_o to_o be_v excellent_a and_o worthy_a yea_o even_o when_o it_o be_v winter_n time_n but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v more_o precious_a to_o i_o than_o all_o thing_n my_o business_n or_o labour_n be_v increase_v and_o aggravate_v yet_o be_o i_o content_v i_o keep_v my_o sorrow_n in_o silence_n for_o if_o they_o shall_v burst_v out_o and_o be_v make_v public_a clamour_n and_o complain_n will_v daily_o be_v hear_v from_o i_o because_o judgement_n be_v always_o exercise_v upon_o i_o without_o consolation_n nor_o can_v i_o have_v either_o delight_n or_o joy_n or_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n at_o the_o beginning_n for_o some_o time_n i_o enjoy_v comfort_n when_o it_o be_v propound_v to_o i_o that_o i_o be_v no_o long_o my_o own_o and_o my_o good_n be_v no_o long_a i_o but_o he_o with_o who_o i_o shall_v be_v marry_v these_o endure_v for_o a_o while_n but_o they_o quick_o vanish_v away_o again_o and_o from_o that_o very_a time_n to_o this_o i_o have_v be_v without_o comfort_n nor_o can_v i_o set_v myself_o to_o read_v in_o this_o condition_n see_v it_o be_v not_o lawful_a for_o i_o to_o assume_v so_o many_o image_n nevertheless_o i_o esteem_v of_o the_o scripture_n at_o a_o high_a rate_n for_o it_o be_v dear_a and_o precious_a to_o i_o just_o as_o he_o who_o take_v not_o a_o thing_n into_o his_o mouth_n can_v be_v sensible_a of_o the_o taste_n thereof_o so_o also_o can_v no_o man_n understand_v know_v or_o comprehend_v this_o state_n unless_o he_o himself_o do_v experience_n it_o and_o come_v up_o thereinto_o the_o event_n or_o success_n of_o thing_n be_v plain_o another_o thing_n than_o we_o think_v of_o without_o the_o wisdom_n and_o beyond_o the_o understand_a reason_n or_o judgement_n of_o man_n they_o who_o be_v in_o this_o state_n be_v not_o admit_v to_o reason_n when_o other_o admit_v comfort_n these_o refuse_v all_o consolation_n for_o whatsoever_o can_v be_v say_v that_o they_o know_v and_o yet_o even_o from_o thence_o they_o can_v have_v no_o comfort_n chap._n xxiii_o he_o that_o desire_v to_o overcome_v his_o hard_a temptation_n or_o trial_n it_o stand_v he_o in_o hand_n to_o be_v calm_a or_o quiet_a to_o speak_v little_a and_o to_o pray_v much_o it_o be_v necessary_a for_o i_o to_o submit_v myself_o to_o be_v under_o man_n yea_o the_o most_o foolish_a yea_o also_o under_o such_o as_o live_v in_o error_n and_o those_o of_o the_o worse_a sort_n i_o say_v i_o must_v be_v submit_v unto_o they_o all_o if_o they_o sit_v upon_o the_o bench_n i_o will_v lie_v under_o it_o nor_o will_v i_o esteem_v myself_o to_o be_v better_a than_o they_o for_o who_o be_o i_o that_o i_o be_o not_o such_o a_o one_o myself_o but_o that_o the_o power_n of_o god_n have_v turn_v i_o therefrom_o and_o so_o keep_v i_o therein_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o which_o the_o glory_n be_v not_o i_o but_o god_n if_o i_o sometime_o out_o of_o urgent_a necessity_n speak_v of_o they_o viz._n david_n george_n and_o henry_n nicholas_n in_o truth_n i_o do_v it_o with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o not_o with_o pleasure_n i_o neither_o may_v nor_o can_v assent_v to_o their_o opinion_n for_o they_o be_v deprave_v and_o mighty_o lead_v aside_o inasmuch_o as_o they_o be_v fall_v into_o a_o false_a liberty_n their_o fall_n be_v most_o dangerous_a and_o most_o terrible_a for_o no_o man_n can_v come_v at_o they_o to_o reprove_v they_o so_o as_o to_o touch_v their_o conscience_n because_o nothing_o touch_v they_o and_o they_o esteem_v and_o deride_v all_o as_o if_o they_o be_v childish_a trifle_n but_o if_o they_o be_v to_o be_v reach_v there_o will_v be_v need_n of_o a_o more_o sublime_a spirit_n we_o must_v beware_v that_o we_o fall_v not_o back_o again_o into_o that_o which_o we_o have_v once_o forsake_v and_o leave_v by_o continence_n yea_o we_o must_v have_v a_o care_n that_o if_o we_o have_v proceed_v forward_o we_o slip_v not_o back_o again_o and_o if_o we_o have_v gain_v any_o thing_n let_v we_o not_o lose_v it_o again_o for_o it_o be_v get_v with_o great_a hardship_n or_o difficulty_n god_n act_v thus_o with_o a_o man_n that_o how_o much_o soever_o a_o man_n have_v profit_v yet_o be_v not_o the_o glory_n his_o but_o god_n only_a to_o who_o also_o it_o be_v deserve_o to_o be_v attribute_v as_o unto_o who_o it_o only_o belong_v but_o man_n be_v to_o be_v keep_v under_o in_o humility_n and_o his_o person_n to_o be_v exclude_v and_o god_n alone_o to_o be_v glorify_v to_o who_o alone_o all_o glory_n be_v due_a chap._n xxiv_o the_o most_o ready_a and_o next_o way_n to_o proficiency_n be_v this_o that_o a_o man_n shall_v close_o and_o diligent_o observe_v whatever_o please_v tempt_v or_o move_v his_o carnal_a appetite_n and_o deny_v they_o all_o by_o so_o do_v a_o man_n sometime_o become_v so_o overwhelm_v with_o misery_n that_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v himself_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o he_o be_v drive_v to_o his_o prayer_n if_o any_o one_o be_v willing_a to_o have_v all_o thing_n do_v so_o accurate_o and_o according_a to_o his_o own_o mind_n he_o must_v on_o that_o score_n suffer_v so_o many_o plague_n and_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o one_o commodity_n to_o endure_v two_o incommoditye_n in_o the_o stead_n thereof_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o learn_v to_o bear_v and_o suffer_v whatever_o be_v contrary_a unto_o himself_o else_o he_o can_v never_o come_v to_o rest_v and_o peace_n tauler_n say_v abstain_v and_o sustain_v hold_v thy_o tongue_n and_o hold_v thy_o peace_n patience_n only_o lead_v i_o into_o the_o still_a rest_n patience_n be_v the_o food_n of_o the_o soul_n yea_o in_o time_n of_o pure_a necessity_n patience_n be_v that_o bread_n of_o heaven_n and_o that_o fullness_n or_o plenty_n keep_v secret_a in_o the_o treasure_n of_o god_n silence_n and_o patience_n quiet_a a_o man_n to_o have_v no_o delight_n neither_o in_o god_n nor_o in_o the_o creature_n but_o to_o perish_v on_o both_o side_n be_v the_o most_o miserable_a and_o desolate_a of_o all_o condition_n if_o then_o thou_o ask_v be_v there_o therefore_o no_o hope_n leave_v for_o thou_o i_o answer_v thy_o case_n be_v now_o the_o very_a same_o as_o if_o a_o grain_n of_o wheat_n that_o at_o this_o time_n lie_v in_o corruption_n shall_v ask_v whither_o or_o no_o there_o be_v any_o hope_n for_o it_o for_o if_o there_o can_v be_v any_o hope_n in_o and_o to_o corruption_n there_o will_v be_v no_o need_n that_o the_o thing_n shall_v be_v corrupt_v and_o he_o that_o have_v hope_n have_v no_o need_n that_o he_o shall_v die_v in_o this_o death_n and_o annihilation_n the_o affliction_n be_v so_o great_a that_o a_o man_n know_v not_o what_o he_o be_v to_o do_v for_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o he_o find_v life_n delight_n or_o quiet_a no_o where_o there_o meet_v he_o nothing_o but_o corruption_n and_o death_n and_o he_o himself_o acknowledge_v that_o this_o case_n be_v deserve_o his_o so_o that_o he_o can_v so_o much_o as_o ask_v that_o these_o thing_n may_v be_v remove_v from_o he_o he_o therefore_o do_v nothing_o but_o bow_v himself_o down_o and_o shrink_v say_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n and_o that_o conversation_n he_o once_o have_v with_o god_n with_o faith_n fervour_n labour_n zeal_n and_o severity_n do_v plain_o go_v down_o with_o he_o into_o the_o grave_n and_o he_o no_o long_o have_v any_o thing_n but_o lie_v in_o the_o pit_n in_o death_n and_o annihilation_n and_o suffer_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o whatever_o he_o utter_v in_o word_n concern_v these_o thing_n he_o do_v it_o all_o with_o grief_n and_o not_o with_o pleasure_n and_o when_o he_o speak_v he_o be_v involve_v in_o great_a strait_n and_o difficulty_n so_o that_o he_o have_v rather_o hold_v his_o tongue_n such_o then_o as_o can_v yet_o with_o delight_n and_o freedom_n talk_v of_o these_o matter_n by_o this_o very_a talk_n do_v they_o demonstrate_v that_o they_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v unto_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n or_o unto_o this_o exercise_n because_o delight_v and_o pleasure_n be_v still_o alive_a in_o they_o and_o they_o be_v yet_o full_a of_o corrupt_a desire_n and_o appetite_n and_o although_o they_o be_v draw_v off_o from_o the_o low_a dregs_n yet_o be_v they_o turn_v quite_o to_o the_o other_o extreme_a but_o yet_o such_o be_v not_o to_o be_v repute_v to_o be_v like_o the_o man_n they_o be_v before_o for_o now_o they_o be_v honest_a whenas_o former_o they_o be_v dishonest_a and_o now_o they_o be_v become_v more_o averse_a from_o themselves_o than_o they_o be_v before_o yet_o although_o they_o be_v now_o in_o part_n make_v more_o noble_a and_o more_o pure_a yet_o for_o all_o that_o there_o must_v come_v a_o death_n even_o
a_o new_a promise_n of_o grace_n because_o grace_n in_o the_o regenerate_v have_v take_v most_o deep_a root_n according_a to_o its_o own_o true_a nature_n so_o that_o such_o have_v certain_o no_o need_n to_o seek_v out_o some_o remedy_n out_o of_o their_o own_o self_n which_o whilst_o other_o do_v they_o do_v in_o this_o very_a point_n testify_v that_o they_o have_v not_o attain_v to_o that_o of_o which_o they_o boast_v and_o which_o they_o by_o the_o testimony_n of_o the_o scripture_n attribute_v to_o themselves_o in_o the_o very_a truth_n and_o according_a to_o the_o proper_a essence_n of_o the_o thing_n for_o the_o old_a man_n who_o always_o by_o force_n usurp_v the_o empire_n in_o man_n with_o transgression_n which_o indeed_o be_v term_v a_o trip_v and_o be_v make_v light_n of_o yet_o nevertheless_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n it_o can_v never_o be_v tolerate_v in_o the_o new_a man_n without_o real_a mortification_n allege_v a_o contrary_a testimony_n viz._n that_o we_o yet_o 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the_o truth_n even_o as_o also_o the_o thing_n be_v he_o shall_v live_v while_o he_o die_v and_o he_o shall_v acknowledge_v the_o true_a resurrection_n which_o else_o be_v deny_v to_o he_o my_o brother_n may_v god_n exhibit_v to_o he_o and_o to_o we_o his_o mercy_n according_a to_o the_o variety_n of_o his_o compassion_n nor_o may_v he_o ever_o leave_v we_o in_o our_o misery_n but_o remember_v we_o in_o this_o life_n subject_a to_o so_o many_o suffering_n in_o which_o we_o cry_v out_o laborious_o unto_o the_o lord_n with_o many_o sigh_n that_o by_o his_o hand_n we_o may_v be_v promote_v to_o incorruptibility_n which_o can_v by_o no_o mean_n be_v effect_v but_o by_o our_o death_n which_o comprehend_v in_o itself_o the_o relinquish_a of_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o we_o know_v by_o
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