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those_o who_o â—â—ve_v not_o a_o true_a light_n although_o they_o have_v 〈◊〉_d understanding_n very_o subtle_a as_o also_o â—â—ose_v who_o be_v tire_v out_o from_o continue_v 〈◊〉_d the_o way_n of_o the_o true_a light_n and_o these_o â—â—en_o stand_v in_o a_o false_a liberty_n nor_o be_v wilâ—â—g_v to_o pay_v tithe_n to_o the_o lord_n but_o only_o â—â—e_v thousand_o part_n and_o yet_o make_v no_o â—â—l_a payment_n of_o either_o by_o tithe_n be_v mean_v the_o outward_a conversation_n in_o the_o same_o manner_n they_o lie_v down_o one_o load_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o take_v up_o another_o and_o yet_o carry_v neither_o but_o he_o that_o walk_v the_o true_a path_n do_v not_o thus_o urge_v one_o thing_n that_o he_o may_v neglect_v another_o but_o be_v bring_v forth_o both_o into_o use_n and_o study_v how_o to_o render_v both_o to_o the_o lord_n but_o they_o who_o be_v describe_v above_o be_v those_o false_a man_n who_o admit_v of_o a_o false_a liberty_n not_o can_v any_o one_o gain_n any_o victory_n over_o they_o or_o resist_v they_o except_o he_o be_v one_o that_o be_v come_v to_o regeneration_n for_o such_o have_v the_o true_a essence_n of_o the_o thing_n and_o in_o the_o true_a light_n the_o error_n of_o these_o libertine_n be_v heheld_v and_o they_o see_v wherein_o they_o err_v and_o how_o they_o go_v beyond_o alâ—_n due_a bound_n nor_o do_v right_o persevere_v otherwise_o they_o be_v above_o every_o one_o understanding_n and_o make_v nothing_o of_o thoâ—â—_n who_o will_v resist_v they_o because_o they_o hauâ—_n a_o sort_n of_o supernatural_a understanding_n which_o they_o derive_v from_o that_o claritude_n which_o former_o have_v shine_v in_o they_o 〈◊〉_d therefore_o that_o be_v still_o a_o natural_a man_n 〈◊〉_d not_o reach_v nor_o understand_v they_o anâ—_n much_o less_o oppose_v himself_o against_o they_o yâ—â—_n though_o he_o be_v a_o famous_a learned_a man._n but_o he_o that_o will_v reach_v they_o and_o oppose_v himself_o to_o they_o and_o get_v the_o victory_n over_o they_o it_o behoove_v he_o to_o be_v not_o a_o animal_n man_n but_o a_o spiritual_a bear_v of_o god_n of_o who_o paul_n say_v the_o spiritual_a man_n judge_v all_o thing_n etc._n etc._n else_o â—et_v he_o let_v all_o dispute_n alone_a unless_o he_o will_v be_v make_v a_o laughingstock_n because_o â—hey_n be_v make_v yet_o more_o angry_a and_o provoke_v by_o his_o weak_a argumentation_n we_o must_v know_v that_o righteousness_n â—nd_v unrighteousness_n be_v so_o alike_o one_o to_o â—he_v other_o as_o be_v two_o hair_n of_o the_o same_o head_n but_o god_n can_v divide_v those_o hair_n â—nd_v expose_v their_o inside_n to_o be_v behold_v of_o men._n the_o way_n of_o happiness_n and_o the_o â—ay_n of_o unrighteousness_n be_v go_v in_o by_o â—he_n same_o step_n and_o the_o one_o lead_v to_o â—ighteousness_n but_o the_o other_o to_o unrighteousness_n we_o have_v a_o similitude_n in_o a_o â—reat_a heap_n of_o money_n that_o make_v up_o one_o â—ertain_a sum._n now_o if_o a_o honest_a just_a man_n 〈◊〉_d to_o count_v it_o and_o to_o give_v the_o total_a sum_n â—â—though_o he_o may_v not_o right_o know_v some_o â—â—eces_n thereof_o yet_o if_o he_o count_v they_o hoâ—â—estly_o and_o keep_v back_o none_o of_o they_o for_o his_o own_o use_n but_o compleat_v the_o full_a sum_n god_n do_v not_o therefore_o reprove_v he_o for_o his_o ingenious_a mind_n but_o he_o who_o take_v any_o piece_n from_o they_o be_v a_o thief_n and_o must_v expect_v the_o judgement_n now_o he_o be_v the_o man_n who_o take_v some_o from_o they_o who_o will_v excuse_v his_o carnality_n by_o the_o help_n of_o the_o scripture_n in_o every_o illumination_n revelation_n and_o understanding_n the_o essence_n only_a 〈◊〉_d a_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v expect_v a_o man_n have_v need_v to_o have_v diligent_a care_n about_o all_o that_o he_o meet_v with_o lest_o he_o admit_v that_o which_o be_v a_o fault_n chap._n xv._o a_o man_n must_v endeavour_v to_o lead_v 〈◊〉_d innocent_a and_o unblamable_a life_n 〈◊〉_d which_o if_o he_o shall_v arrive_v god_n wâ—_n call_v he_o into_o judgement_n and_o will_v purgâ—_n his_o floor_n from_o sin_n at_o the_o bottom_n thâ—_n bud_v forth_o of_o which_o do_v former_o 〈◊〉_d much_o hurt_v to_o the_o work_n and_o thought_n of_o a_o man_n through_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d the_o mind_n but_o when_o sin_n be_v perish_v 〈◊〉_d judgement_n and_o be_v condemn_v and_o whole_o cast_v out_o then_o indeed_o the_o mind_n be_v no_o long_o subject_a unto_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n but_o be_v free_a both_o from_o it_o and_o its_o slavery_n and_o be_v now_o become_v subject_n to_o the_o law_n of_o god_n concern_v which_o paul_n say_v rom._n 8.2_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o life_n in_o christ_n jesus_n have_v set_v i_o free_a from_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o death_n to_o this_o belong_v also_o that_o say_n in_o rom._n 7._o a_o man_n therefore_o be_v no_o long_o a_o servant_n of_o sin_n in_o his_o mind_n but_o be_v set_v free_a from_o that_o law_n of_o sin_n in_o his_o mind_n unto_o the_o law_n of_o god_n although_o he_o still_o serve_v in_o his_o member_n the_o law_n of_o sin_n sin_n be_v cast_v out_o of_o the_o house_n nor_o be_v it_o any_o more_o move_v from_o the_o internal_a root_n but_o it_o come_v extrinsecal_o into_o the_o house_n wherefore_o it_o behove_v to_o place_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n near_o to_o the_o gate_n that_o the_o man_n inward_o may_v have_v converse_n with_o god_n without_o impediment_n chap._n xvi_o no_o man_n ought_v to_o utter_v forth_o his_o word_n in_o vain_a all_o man_n can_v be_v call_v by_o the_o same_o term_n but_o it_o must_v be_v govern_v according_a to_o the_o quality_n of_o every_o one_o to_o they_o who_o be_v rude_a as_o yet_o nothing_o of_o the_o more_o sublime_a mystery_n may_v be_v talk_v of_o but_o they_o be_v first_o to_o be_v admonish_v to_o put_v off_o their_o thick_a outside_n bark_v and_o if_o they_o accept_v that_o counsel_n they_o may_v be_v admit_v to_o discourse_n of_o high_a matter_n and_o so_o by_o degree_n may_v be_v yet_o far_o proceed_v with_o until_o no_o root_n of_o sin_n any_o more_o appear_v but_o he_o who_o be_v not_o faithful_a in_o low_a matter_n the_o more_o sublime_a may_v not_o be_v propose_v to_o he_o or_o else_o the_o discourse_n will_v be_v hold_v to_o no_o purpose_n now_o no_o wise_a man_n do_v prodigal_o throw_v away_o his_o rich_a merchandise_n or_o his_o money_n he_o who_o have_v purchase_v his_o word_n at_o a_o easy_a rate_n that_o be_v who_o have_v by_o no_o experience_n apprehend_v the_o truth_n in_o himself_o he_o easy_o bolt_v they_o forth_o which_o another_o can_v never_o do_v to_o who_o what_o he_o say_v cost_v he_o more_o dear_a upon_o which_o account_n it_o be_v that_o he_o utter_v they_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o if_o they_o be_v cut_v out_o of_o his_o very_a heart_n and_o this_o he_o do_v indeed_o when_o he_o certain_o see_v that_o they_o be_v not_o speak_v in_o vain_a nor_o do_v beat_v the_o air_n for_o word_n be_v extort_a from_o he_o with_o difficulty_n and_o pain_n also_o and_o this_o be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o those_o who_o speak_v out_o of_o illumination_n or_o revelation_n and_o those_o who_o speak_v out_o of_o the_o essence_n substance_n or_o truth_n of_o the_o thing_n they_o speak_v with_o joy_n and_o delight_n but_o these_o with_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n they_o be_v defile_v with_o pride_n but_o these_o speak_v out_o of_o humility_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n alone_o and_o the_o amendment_n of_o their_o neighbour_n great_a also_o be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o those_o who_o have_v their_o knowledge_n and_o understanding_n only_o from_o read_v or_o hear_v and_o those_o to_o who_o it_o be_v reveal_v who_o understanding_n be_v endow_v by_o illumination_n moreover_o there_o be_v another_o and_o great_a difference_n as_o be_v abovesaid_a betwixt_o those_o who_o have_v revelation_n and_o internal_a illumination_n and_o those_o who_o be_v come_v to_o the_o essence_n or_o substance_n itself_o of_o the_o thing_n and_o do_v apprehend_v the_o truth_n thereof_o for_o they_o have_v their_o knowledge_n acquire_v only_o by_o illumination_n and_o therefore_o understand_v not_o what_o god_n the_o truth_n and_o essence_n be_v by_o itself_o untiâ—_n they_o arrive_v thereat_o themselves_o they_o know_v by_o illumination_n that_o the_o thing_n be_v but_o not_o what_o the_o thing_n be_v until_o god_n by_o his_o grace_n lead_v they_o so_o far_o by_o and_o through_o death_n chap._n xvii_o if_o any_o one_o heart_n be_v on_o the_o sudden_a pierce_v quite_o through_o that_o man_n indeed_o perceive_v nothing_o of_o the_o true_a order_n of_o death_n but_o if_o first_o his_o hand_n be_v cut_v off_o next_o his_o arm_n and_o his_o foot_n and_o then_o his_o thigh_n and_o so_o
they_o be_v not_o we_o must_v eat_v as_o necessity_n require_v but_o we_o must_v eat_v drink_v and_o sleep_v with_o fear_n all_o propriety_n must_v expect_v its_o judgement_n god_n suffer_v no_o appropriation_n that_o which_o be_v common_o say_v we_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o god_n be_v easy_o say_v but_o what_o that_o be_v in_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o or_o what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v conversant_a in_o that_o very_a thing_n no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o who_o be_v come_v thereunto_o where_o god_n teach_v and_o govern_v there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o reason_n but_o it_o be_v set_v aside_o the_o teach_n lead_v and_o rule_v of_o god_n do_v far_o surpass_v it_o and_o the_o matter_n seem_v to_o it_o to_o be_v impossible_a divinity_n be_v learn_v with_o joy_n but_o experience_v with_o sorrow_n they_o which_o study_v divinity_n be_v for_o the_o most_o part_n enemy_n to_o those_o who_o experience_n it_o if_o grief_n invade_v we_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v opprese_v lest_o its_o fruit_n perish_v but_o we_o be_v to_o abide_v in_o it_o and_o yet_o not_o to_o despair_v chap._n v._n to_o have_v a_o nature_n whole_o selfdenied_n both_o as_o to_o god_n and_o to_o the_o creature_n be_v a_o deadly_a thing_n unless_o nature_n shall_v be_v equal_o deny_v as_o to_o god_n as_o also_o to_o the_o creature_n it_o will_v not_o go_v into_o death_n when_o the_o root_n be_v extripate_v death_n be_v present_a when_o that_o be_v accomplish_v the_o renounciation_n be_v eternal_a when_o god_n have_v once_o renounce_v nature_n then_o be_v the_o end_n come_v for_o it_o can_v never_o return_v back_o again_o to_o its_o former_a state_n but_o it_o remain_v in_o self-denial_n even_o as_o to_o god_n also_o for_o flesh_n and_o blood_n possess_v not_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n but_o the_o young_a sprig_n grow_v out_o of_o death_n that_o shall_v be_v the_o heir_n when_o any_o one_o still_o stand_v in_o labour_v under_o the_o law_n in_o continency_n then_o to_o morrow_n may_v that_o be_v commit_v which_o be_v to_o day_n omit_v because_o the_o root_n and_o foundation_n of_o sin_n have_v not_o yet_o be_v condemn_v even_o to_o the_o very_a death_n he_o that_o abide_v in_o a_o choice_n of_o thing_n be_v always_o in_o affliction_n he_o who_o always_o seek_v after_o better_a thing_n and_o be_v not_o content_v with_o the_o present_a must_v necessary_o be_v always_o very_o thoughtful_a and_o restless_a he_o be_v one_o who_o say_v when_o i_o thus_o stand_v in_o the_o appetite_n of_o thing_n my_o appetite_n do_v enlarge_v itself_o so_o vast_o and_o towards_o so_o many_o variety_n of_o thing_n that_o i_o can_v never_o be_v at_o quiet_a till_o i_o have_v whole_o renounce_v all_o desire_n and_o deny_v my_o own_o self_n i_o come_v to_o be_v content_v with_o a_o few_o small_a thing_n and_o when_o i_o see_v i_o can_v be_v sustain_v by_o the_o mean_a sort_n of_o thing_n i_o do_v not_o choose_v the_o better_a nor_o be_v i_o afflicted_o solicitous_a about_o other_o thing_n then_o at_o length_n when_o i_o have_v find_v rest_n i_o be_v content_v which_o way_n soever_o thing_n fall_v that_o which_o agree_v with_o nature_n be_v chief_o to_o be_v omit_v and_o that_o which_o be_v most_o disagree_v thereunto_o that_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o how_o great_a a_o difficulty_n these_o thing_n be_v do_v may_v be_v perceive_v god_n in_o the_o wilderness_n overthrow_v and_o wear_v out_o those_o israelite_n that_o still_o savour_v egypt_n and_o bring_v up_o and_o new_a generation_n which_o know_v not_o egypt_n debility_n consist_v in_o the_o lowermost_a faculty_n not_o in_o life_n but_o in_o death_n when_o the_o mind_n be_v take_v up_o to_o god_n if_o the_o gentile_n do_v constitute_v any_o thing_n they_o do_v it_o firm_o together_o with_o security_n and_o knowledge_n know_v the_o matter_n to_o be_v thus_o and_o no_o otherwise_o but_o the_o christian_n do_v not_o so_o but_o they_o stand_v in_o faith_n found_v on_o no_o security_n or_o firmness_n be_v also_o ignorant_a of_o all_o thing_n but_o be_v in_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n whence_o paul_n say_v after_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n be_v establish_v the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n the_o new_a creature_n have_v nothing_o for_o itself_o neither_o knowledge_n nor_o security_n nor_o firmness_n as_o have_v the_o gentile_n but_o walk_v in_o faith_n the_o faithful_a be_v lead_v into_o faith_n beyond_o security_n knowledge_n and_o science_n for_o all_o thing_n be_v take_v away_o from_o before_o their_o eye_n and_o from_o out_o of_o their_o hand_n and_o they_o stand_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o goâ—_n and_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n our_o birth_n be_v accompany_v with_o appropriation_n yet_o must_v appropriation_n be_v separate_v from_o nature_n if_o the_o law_n of_o goâ—_n must_v be_v set_v up_o in_o we_o which_o can_v be_v doâ—â—_n but_o by_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o thâ—_n natural_a man_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o nature_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o to_o fâ—â—â—â—_n the_o law_n and_o if_o that_o must_v be_v do_v the_o must_v it_o die_v and_o perish_v against_o its_o wilâ—_n for_o no_o death_n be_v voluntary_a nor_o actinâ—_n but_o passive_a and_o happen_v against_o the_o will_n when_o therefore_o god_n himself_o accomplish_v his_o own_o will_n man_n will_n be_v dead_a and_o fulfil_v the_o requiring_n of_o the_o laâ—_n than_o he_o draw_v glory_n from_o man_n the_o natural_a man_n can_v no_o more_o leaâ—â—_n his_o propriety_n than_o a_o tree_n plant_v at_o root_v can_v desist_v from_o grow_v 〈◊〉_d bear_v its_o fruit_n no_o more_o also_o can_v 〈◊〉_d natural_a man_n fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o god_n deâ—â—_n his_o own_o will_n or_o perform_v the_o will_n of_o goâ—_n if_o therefore_o to_o keep_v a_o tree_n from_o grow_v and_o bear_v fruit_n it_o must_v be_v cut_v down_o aâ—_n quite_o root_v up_o so_o thus_o must_v the_o nature_n man_n die_v and_o god_n must_v be_v in_o his_o steaâ—_n christ_n say_v he_o that_o eat_v my_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n be_v meat_n not_o that_o which_o we_o consume_v but_o that_o which_o consume_v we_o of_o abraham_n it_o be_v write_v that_o the_o earth_n be_v to_o be_v possess_v by_o his_o seed_n and_o not_o by_o himself_o therefore_o he_o must_v go_v out_o of_o it_o if_o room_n be_v to_o be_v make_v for_o his_o seed_n in_o this_o go_v out_o a_o man_n go_v into_o strange_a country_n and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o way_n nor_o can_v he_o ask_v thereof_o yet_o he_o always_o see_v one_o step_n before_o he_o in_o this_o die_a there_o be_v great_a affliction_n but_o that_o it_o may_v not_o seem_v such_o and_o that_o a_o man_n may_v carry_v himself_o also_o courageous_o acquiescence_n only_o can_v effect_v that_o for_o he_o chap._n vi_o when_o a_o man_n have_v any_o thing_n in_o his_o proper_a possession_n right_o he_o think_v it_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o judge_v it_o unjust_a if_o it_o be_v take_v from_o he_o till_o he_o be_v convince_v but_o then_o at_o length_n he_o 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malefactor_n who_o be_v first_o accuse_v and_o at_o length_n be_v punish_v then_o the_o accusation_n cease_v he_o suffer_v death_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o which_o alone_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o accusation_n of_o the_o law_n he_o that_o tri_v this_o shall_v find_v it_o no_o liar_n which_o have_v promise_v to_o he_o no_o sweetness_n if_o it_o be_v say_v but_o yet_o it_o be_v well_o that_o the_o conscience_n â—s_v free_a though_o nature_n may_v suffer_v it_o be_v answer_v how_o good_a the_o state_n of_o thaâ—_n man_n be_v god_n know_v the_o truth_n be_v iâ—_n be_v a_o miserable_a condition_n but_o it_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n and_o he_o that_o be_v in_o it_o be_v make_v near_o to_o god_n but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o near_o he_o be_v to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o heavy_a be_v his_o suffering_n as_o to_o nature_n here_o the_o restrain_v or_o bridle_v in_o of_o nature_n suffice_v not_o we_o must_v go_v beyond_o that_o viz._n we_o must_v die_v and_o we_o muâ—â—_n perish_v that_o 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the_o creature_n shall_v do_v unto_o he_o he_o ought_v not_o to_o entangle_v himself_o with_o they_o because_o they_o be_v all_o of_o god_n who_o he_o be_v when_o one_o run_v so_o long_o that_o for_o want_v of_o breath_n he_o lie_v down_o than_o he_o despise_v whatever_o be_v his_o own_o and_o so_o at_o length_n room_n be_v make_v for_o faith_n to_o stand_v therefore_o in_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o miserable_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v man_n estate_n quite_o consume_v so_o that_o he_o live_v upon_o the_o savour_n of_o another_o from_o who_o he_o expect_v that_o which_o he_o want_v paul_n say_v if_o you_o live_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n you_o shall_v die_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n if_o they_o will_v draw_v life_n from_o else_o where_o yet_o have_v they_o no_o time_n for_o to_o be_v accuse_v because_o judgement_n be_v forthwith_o ready_a at_o hand_n and_o the_o sword_n slay_v they_o but_o other_o who_o be_v yet_o accuse_v be_v not_o yet_o in_o death_n a_o malefactor_n who_o 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and_o do_v arrive_v at_o he_o only_o through_o grace_n and_o yet_o he_o must_v not_o look_v upon_o they_o for_z â—â—e_z ought_v behold_v nothing_o but_o his_o infirmity_n far_o be_v it_o from_o such_o a_o one_o to_o say_v he_o can_v fall_v for_o he_o that_o say_v that_o be_v either_o fall_v already_o or_o very_o nigh_o unto_o fall_v he_o who_o meditate_v what_o way_n thing_n will_v go_v with_o he_o he_o understand_v not_o the_o thing_n itself_o as_o that_o which_o be_v pleasant_a but_o think_v it_o to_o be_v against_o he_o and_o be_v fright_v with_o death_n when_o a_o man_n come_v under_o grace_n than_o also_o he_o come_v under_o the_o cross_n for_o then_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v in_o a_o continual_a death_n when_o a_o man_n understand_v what_o he_o be_v to_o lay_v aside_o he_o speak_v not_o of_o corruption_n rash_o and_o with_o joy_n there_o be_v such_o a_o thing_n as_o a_o resurrection_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o gross_a a_o thing_n as_o be_v believe_v god_n indeed_o pardon_v infant_n if_o they_o speak_v foolish_a word_n but_o he_o do_v not_o so_o to_o other_o for_o far_o be_v it_o from_o they_o to_o speak_v like_o infant_n now_o such_o be_v infant_n who_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n a_o cut_v finger_n be_v cure_v again_o but_o a_o heart_n wound_v be_v never_o cure_v that_o which_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o abstinence_n can_v return_v into_o the_o first_o state_n of_o life_n but_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a rise_v not_o again_o in_o that_o state_n in_o which_o it_o be_v dead_a chap._n xii_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o martyr_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n for_o these_o have_v demonstrate_v that_o a_o man_n be_v to_o be_v lead_v in_o a_o certain_a way_n above_o nature_n through_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n which_o way_n be_v impossible_a to_o nature_n we_o must_v then_o die_v to_o all_o humane_a strength_n that_o the_o virtue_n of_o christ_n may_v operate_v all_o these_o 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be_v suffer_v nature_n must_v want_v all_o these_o when_o the_o mind_n stand_v in_o god_n they_o who_o stand_v under_o grace_n their_o outward_a man_n be_v always_o conserve_v or_o keep_v by_o a_o deadly_a judgement_n their_o internal_a man_n by_o vital_a nourishment_n thus_o they_o be_v always_o keep_v by_o god_n into_o the_o mind_n which_o stand_v in_o god_n no_o motion_n to_o joy_n or_o grief_n can_v penetrate_v but_o there_o come_v a_o great_a sorrow_n which_o descend_v into_o the_o flesh_n that_o the_o mind_n may_v remain_v free_a what_o be_v patience_n be_v it_o or_o not_o when_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o complain_v to_o no_o man_n no_o no_o for_o this_o be_v
be_v outward_o in_o affliction_n and_o captivity_n for_o these_o if_o they_o can_v kill_v their_o keeper_n they_o will_v ready_o do_v it_o that_o they_o may_v get_v loose_a yea_o if_o they_o can_v break_v the_o window_n gate_n and_o wall_n but_o this_o other_o sort_n do_v not_o thus_o behave_v themselves_o but_o be_v subject_v unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o in_o it_o do_v quiet_o rest_v and_o although_o they_o can_v do_v as_o other_o do_v yet_o that_o they_o can_v desire_v there_o be_v therefore_o a_o great_a difference_n betwxt_v the_o coaction_n of_o those_o and_o of_o these_o chap._n vii_o god_n himself_o be_v the_o uncreated_a salvation_n which_o spread_v itself_o forth_o round_o about_o just_o as_o the_o sun_n be_v every_o where_o disperse_v abroad_o where_o it_o can_v be_v receive_v but_o where_o it_o can_v be_v receive_v the_o fault_n be_v not_o in_o itself_o if_o therefore_o this_o universal_a uncreated_a salvation_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o ought_v to_o take_v 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which_o die_v as_o to_o itself_o for_o there_o life_n yet_o remain_v alive_a and_o receive_v other_o and_o great_a object_n than_o it_o have_v before_o and_o in_o they_o it_o then_o live_v and_o have_v only_o change_v one_o for_o another_o and_o instead_o of_o a_o worse_a have_v receive_v a_o better_a nor_o be_v it_o dead_a in_o itself_o but_o be_v still_o the_o very_a same_o life_n but_o when_o a_o life_n die_v to_o its_o own_o self_n there_o be_v affliction_n unspeakable_a when_o it_o can_v have_v nothing_o whereby_o it_o can_v be_v sustain_v and_o which_o can_v refresh_v or_o comfort_v it_o for_o the_o destruction_n thereof_o be_v without_o hope_n for_o when_o it_o fall_v can_v rise_v up_o again_o no_o more_o because_o it_o fall_v a_o natural_a thing_n and_o it_o rise_v again_o a_o spiritual_a thing_n and_o therefore_o like_a seek_v like_a the_o old_a bottle_n can_v contain_v new_a wine_n a_o new_a patch_n agree_v not_o with_o a_o old_a garment_n therefore_o we_o must_v die_v to_o deformity_n when_o conformity_n be_v to_o be_v perform_v it_o be_v very_o necessary_a to_o have_v discretion_n but_o no_o man_n can_v have_v it_o but_o he_o that_o have_v the_o seven_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o which_o the_o prophet_n speak_v and_o the_o last_o of_o they_o be_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o when_o one_o receive_v the_o former_a gift_n then_o at_o last_o he_o be_v round_o about_o fill_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o lord_n be_v fear_v in_o all_o chap._n viii_o about_o the_o prophetical_a promise_n of_o god_n we_o must_v always_o observe_v who_o they_o respect_v for_o they_o belong_v not_o to_o the_o natural_a man_n and_o he_o participate_v nothing_o of_o they_o but_o only_o his_o destruction_n whatever_o be_v extent_n in_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n have_v write_v be_v praise_v as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yea_o and_o it_o be_v beautiful_a but_o to_o the_o natural_a man_n it_o be_v death_n and_o he_o participate_v nothing_o thereof_o although_o therefore_o he_o shall_v praise_v it_o as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yet_o it_o be_v his_o death_n yea_o and_o therefore_o he_o must_v come_v into_o death_n if_o it_o must_v be_v apply_v unto_o he_o but_o christ_n be_v constitute_v by_o his_o father_n to_o be_v the_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v apply_v all_o that_o and_o fulfil_v it_o by_o the_o cross_n no_o man_n that_o be_v not_o dead_a come_v under_o grace_n and_o the_o gospel_n therefore_o they_o false_o boast_v who_o glory_n that_o they_o be_v under_o grace_n without_o death_n a_o man_n not_o dead_a be_v first_o to_o be_v subdue_v by_o the_o law_n and_o therefore_o be_v to_o be_v prepare_v for_o death_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o law_n and_o come_v under_o grace_n as_o long_o as_o he_o be_v alive_a he_o belong_v to_o the_o subjection_n of_o the_o law_n but_o when_o he_o be_v after_o that_o dead_a he_o be_v under_o grace_n for_o christ_n be_v not_o the_o servant_n of_o sin_n that_o he_o may_v leave_v our_o sin_n in_o their_o own_o state_n but_o he_o come_v that_o he_o may_v free_v we_o from_o sin_n which_o be_v do_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o death_n sin_n be_v punish_v with_o death_n and_o christ_n be_v no_o defender_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n that_o he_o shall_v remain_v alive_a for_o if_o he_o shall_v do_v that_o we_o shall_v come_v without_o death_n into_o god_n which_o be_v impossible_a let_v every_o one_o therefore_o abstain_v from_o false_a boasting_n and_o defend_v no_o unrighteousness_n for_o that_o thing_n will_v never_o find_v success_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v full_a of_o false_a boasting_n concern_v christ_n but_o we_o must_v not_o be_v conform_v to_o the_o word_n as_o paul_n say_v a_o man_n be_v secret_o besiege_v by_o many_o thing_n of_o which_o he_o be_v ignorant_a and_o he_o then_o at_o last_o come_v to_o apprehend_v it_o when_o they_o be_v withdraw_v from_o he_o also_o a_o man_n sometime_o apprehend_v a_o defect_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v ignorant_a what_o it_o shall_v be_v which_o oftentimes_o be_v so_o great_a that_o it_o must_v be_v qualify_v by_o the_o lord_n the_o misery_n defect_n and_o death_n of_o nature_n be_v rather_o to_o be_v bear_v with_o then_o to_o fly_v to_o complaint_n anger_n and_o murmur_n suffer_v and_o hold_v thy_o tongue_n and_o thou_o shal_v be_v advance_v with_o help_n and_o assistance_n break_v not_o out_o into_o word_n but_o repress_v their_o motion_n flee_v not_o from_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o nature_n for_o come_v it_o from_o whence_o it_o will_v it_o will_v bring_v with_o it_o great_a gain_n unto_o thou_o and_o will_v be_v a_o benefactor_n to_o thy_o heart_n if_o thou_o shal_v not_o do_v this_o thou_o shal_v have_v a_o disturb_a mind_n and_o shal_v hot_a be_v advance_v forward_o by_o any_o exercise_n there_o be_v many_o thing_n in_o which_o a_o man_n follow_v concupiscence_n where_o yet_o he_o pretend_v to_o another_o fair_a outside_n show_v whatever_o be_v beyond_o necessity_n be_v contrary_a to_o god_n and_o to_o all_o righteousness_n yea_o and_o to_o a_o man_n be_v own_o self_n no_o man_n ought_v to_o boast_v of_o his_o exercise_n before_o other_o but_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o fight_n of_o god_n and_o to_o rest_v quiet_a in_o he_o for_o it_o be_v enough_o if_o god_n see_v it_o all_o highmindedness_a be_v to_o be_v avoid_v lest_o we_o be_v esteem_v for_o some_o body_n before_o other_o exercise_v thyself_o fore_o god_n to_o be_v able_a to_o tolerate_v ignorance_n be_v wisdom_n it_o be_v the_o part_n of_o grave_a old_a man_n to_o wink_v at_o the_o folly_n of_o youth_n when_o any_o one_o lie_v in_o death_n and_o be_v fill_v therewith_o and_o both_o inward_o and_o outward_o be_v without_o rest_n
both_o day_n and_o night_n and_o seethe_v other_o full_a of_o life_n there_o it_o be_v express_v what_o lie_v hide_v in_o he_o whither_o life_n or_o death_n that_o which_o have_v renounce_v time_n can_v assume_v death_n nor_o acknowledge_v it_o although_o it_o can_v flee_v from_o the_o same_o the_o death_n of_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v promote_v chap._n ix_o there_o be_v no_o need_n that_o any_o one_o shall_v be_v solicitous_a how_o he_o ought_v to_o come_v into_o death_n and_o corruption_n for_o it_o come_v in_o its_o own_o time_n and_o can_v be_v suppress_v as_o a_o woman_n big_a with_o child_n when_o the_o hour_n of_o the_o birth_n come_v can_v hinder_v it_o whatever_o a_o man_n know_v and_o understand_v in_o this_o death_n it_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o for_o it_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o ditch_n in_o which_o he_o lie_v putrify_v and_o corrupt_v no_o ratiocination_n nor_o understanding_n delight_v he_o if_o yet_o he_o can_v be_v delight_v with_o any_o thing_n he_o will_v also_o still_o live_v what_o soever_o therefore_o he_o have_v appli_v speak_v or_o handle_v it_o be_v all_o do_v in_o death_n and_o he_o himself_o be_v detain_v in_o death_n that_o he_o may_v putrefy_v and_o corrupt_v even_o unto_o the_o corporal_a death_n and_o this_o be_v that_o end_n or_o conclusion_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n now_o as_o this_o dead_a man_n have_v understand_v speak_v think_v and_o appli_v all_o thing_n infect_v with_o death_n and_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o ditch_n in_o which_o he_o putrefi_v so_o on_o the_o contrary_a a_o live_a man_n have_v understand_v speak_v think_v and_o use_v all_o thing_n qualify_v with_o life_n and_o as_o the_o other_o be_v in_o a_o grave_n so_o this_o be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o joy_n where_o he_o eat_v drink_v dance_n sings_z till_o he_o also_o come_v into_o death_n than_o all_o these_o thing_n cease_v and_o he_o can_v receive_v none_o of_o they_o the_o natural_a man_n never_o transcend_v imagination_n and_o though_o he_o become_v so_o high_a therein_o that_o he_o dare_v to_o touch_v god_n yet_o even_o then_o be_v he_o overthrow_v as_o it_o be_v write_v though_o he_o shall_v build_v his_o nest_n in_o heaven_n yet_o thence_o will_v god_n throw_v he_o down_o headlong_o then_o all_o be_v do_v with_o he_o as_o with_o that_o rich_a man_n who_o clothe_v himself_o gorgeous_o and_o be_v feed_v with_o the_o dainty_a food_n but_o after_o all_o that_o he_o die_v and_o be_v bury_v and_o then_o whatever_o have_v be_v pleasant_a depart_v from_o his_o soul_n and_o can_v no_o long_o receive_v it_o because_o his_o prayer_n be_v not_o hear_v yet_o his_o mind_n be_v in_o this_o place_n separate_v from_o nature_n by_o the_o cross_n and_o be_v take_v into_o god_n and_o live_v in_o he_o but_o nature_n be_v detain_v in_o death_n under_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n from_o which_o the_o mind_n be_v free_v by_o the_o cross_n and_o stand_v under_o grace_n serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o be_v free_a from_o sin_n from_o which_o christ_n have_v free_v he_o and_o so_o be_v repulse_v by_o the_o mind_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o humanity_n tawler_n call_v it_o the_o lowermost_a power_n out_o of_o which_o the_o viciousness_n be_v so_o eject_v that_o it_o never_o can_v return_v thither_o again_o when_o the_o natural_a man_n do_v stand_v in_o his_o own_o increase_n he_o do_v accomplish_v that_o work_n according_a to_o his_o own_o will_n that_o be_v the_o will_n of_o man_n but_o when_o god_n have_v gain_v to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o self_n he_o effect_v his_o work_n according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o man_n if_o a_o man_n follow_v his_o concupiscence_n in_o small_a thing_n he_o follow_v it_o also_o in_o great_a thing_n that_o which_o he_o must_v do_v that_o he_o can_v omit_v for_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n try_v and_o prove_v by_o experience_n if_o therefore_o one_o will_v not_o follow_v his_o lust_n in_o great_a thing_n he_o be_v not_o to_o follow_v it_o then_o in_o small_a thing_n for_o he_o who_o be_v willing_a to_o omit_v great_a matter_n will_v also_o omit_v small_a to_o be_v deficient_a to_o one_o self_n as_o to_o nature_n and_o to_o suffer_v therein_o be_v very_o pleasant_a to_o the_o mind_n for_o whatever_o be_v cut_v off_o from_o the_o flesh_n by_o reason_n of_o conscience_n be_v profitable_a to_o conscience_n we_o must_v suffer_v in_o nature_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o conscience_n but_o not_o in_o conscience_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o nature_n chap._n x._o if_o a_o man_n shall_v have_v the_o impression_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o himself_o viz._n so_o as_o that_o he_o shall_v true_o know_v himself_o there_o can_v not_o be_v one_o of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n so_o vile_a and_o despicable_a beneath_o who_o he_o will_v not_o submit_v himself_o yea_o account_v himself_o unworthy_a to_o have_v any_o converse_n with_o he_o that_o a_o man_n be_v so_o evil_a so_o troublesome_a and_o so_o morose_v towards_o his_o neighbour_n proceed_v from_o hence_o viz._n because_o he_o hitherto_o think_v himself_o to_o to_o be_v something_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n nor_o will_v he_o be_v make_v ashamed_a to_o be_v in_o indignation_n because_o of_o adversity_n be_v a_o sign_n that_o a_o man_n be_v and_o be_v willing_a to_o remain_v something_o which_o something_o must_v notwithstanding_o be_v turn_v into_o nothing_o whatever_o thereof_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o something_o must_v be_v bear_v with_o or_o endure_v that_o that_o may_v be_v reduce_v into_o its_o nothing_o the_o short_a and_o useful_a rule_n for_o go_v forward_o be_v this_o viz._n that_o every_o one_o shall_v satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n conscience_n be_v a_o book_n in_o which_o we_o must_v study_v daily_o that_o which_o every_o one_o will_v bring_v forth_o out_o of_o the_o appetite_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n by_o do_v omit_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n that_o aught_o to_o be_v intermit_v though_o the_o thing_n shall_v be_v lawful_a in_o itself_o unless_o it_o be_v subject_a to_o mutability_n wherefore_o we_o may_v not_o imitate_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n because_o they_o do_v all_o thing_n in_o death_n which_o another_o will_v do_v in_o life_n for_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a be_v free_a from_o every_o thing_n now_o to_o be_v thus_o free_a from_o thing_n be_v the_o same_o as_o to_o have_v no_o life_n in_o thing_n in_o whatsoever_o therefore_o one_o have_v yet_o a_o life_n he_o be_v not_o free_a from_o that_o thing_n whence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o be_v to_o endeavour_v to_o his_o utmost_a to_o abstain_v from_o it_o if_o he_o will_v act_v right_o for_o we_o must_v satisfy_v conscience_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n study_v to_o be_v obedient_a to_o it_o if_o any_o one_o say_v that_o he_o be_v free_a from_o any_o thing_n unless_o he_o do_v it_o with_o affliction_n and_o grief_n but_o not_o with_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n he_o say_v not_o the_o truth_n for_o that_o be_v still_o to_o he_o instead_o of_o a_o prison_n in_o which_o he_o be_v detain_v a_o prisoner_n so_o that_o he_o be_v bind_v and_o not_o free_a therefore_o let_v no_o man_n deceive_v himself_o nor_o boast_v before_o the_o time_n he_o who_o be_v to_o come_v into_o a_o more_o sublime_a state_n must_v be_v lift_v up_o thereunto_o in_o order_n and_o by_o degree_n and_o it_o behoove_v he_o to_o proceed_v in_o those_o way_n which_o lead_v he_o thither_o we_o must_v beware_v of_o a_o double_a heart_n whosoever_o be_v ingenious_a hate_v it_o the_o dissembler_n and_o the_o hypocrite_n have_v indeed_o a_o outside_n fair_a show_n yet_o he_o will_v not_o indeed_o desist_v from_o his_o lust_n for_o he_o do_v not_o think_v it_o to_o be_v his_o concern_n to_o be_v lead_v contrary_a to_o his_o own_o will_n fame_n and_o glory_n be_v a_o short_a and_o a_o vain_a joy_n the_o new_a creature_n be_v not_o a_o action_n but_o a_o generation_n we_o come_v unto_o it_o by_o the_o cross_n for_o the_o way_n which_o lead_v thereunto_o be_v the_o cross_n and_o affliction_n chap._n xi_o christ_n have_v assume_v our_o nature_n but_o not_o our_o sin_n that_o which_o we_o so_o often_o mention_v concern_v nature_n we_o mean_v of_o it_o as_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o not_o as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o for_o nature_n in_o itself_o be_v good_a but_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o ferment_v with_o sin_n just_a as_o when_o water_n and_o blood_n be_v mingle_v together_o nothing_o but_o blood_n be_v discern_v though_o both_o the_o matter_n and_o substance_n of_o water_n be_v still_o there_o christ_n have_v assume_v naked_a or_o mere_a nature_n as_o it_o be_v without_o blood_n that_o be_v without_o sin_n so_o he_o have_v assume_v our_o flesh_n but_o not_o
claritude_n or_o light_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o without_o the_o interposition_n of_o the_o light_a angelical_a and_o then_o god_n couniteth_a all_o the_o forego_n light_n in_o his_o own_o light_n which_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o himself_o and_o a_o man_n be_v make_v so_o sure_a and_o certain_a from_o god_n who_o be_v that_o very_a light_n that_o this_o degree_n of_o his_o light_n be_v god_n himself_o and_o not_o angelical_a claritude_n that_o he_o need_v not_o ask_v other_o who_o have_v experience_v it_o for_o god_n bring_v with_o he_o that_o certainty_n when_o he_o come_v but_o before_o this_o light_n come_v which_o be_v god_n himself_o those_o angelical_a light_n do_v first_o appear_v and_o do_v as_o it_o be_v prepare_v the_o way_n for_o the_o true_a light_n for_o if_o this_o true_a light_n shall_v come_v without_o send_v before_o it_o those_o enlightening_n a_o man_n can_v not_o bear_v it_o but_o the_o angelical_a light_n be_v such_o whereby_o a_o man_n rejoice_v for_o a_o short_a time_n just_o as_o christ_n say_v of_o john_n yea_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v exalt_v in_o hâ—â—_n light_a for_o a_o hour_n but_o when_o chriâ—â—_n that_o eternal_a light_n come_v the_o joy_n iâ—_n he_o be_v not_o for_o a_o hour_n but_o to_o all_o eternity_n when_o the_o angelic_a light_n come_v many_o mistake_n think_v it_o to_o be_v that_o eternal_a light_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o yet_o be_v it_o not_o so_o the_o reason_n of_o which_o may_v be_v observe_v to_o be_v this_o if_o one_o come_v up_o to_o a_o great_a light_n the_o forego_n be_v not_o care_v for_o and_o if_o yet_o he_o get_v up_o to_o a_o high_a light_n also_o that_o that_o go_v before_o it_o be_v no_o more_o account_v of_o if_o therefore_o those_o light_n be_v god_n himself_o in_o his_o own_o claritude_n without_o the_o interposition_n of_o the_o angelic_a light_n it_o can_v not_o be_v otherwise_o but_o they_o will_v be_v always_o high_o esteem_v of_o and_o will_v never_o be_v deprive_v of_o their_o estimation_n a_o man_n who_o be_v arrive_v at_o god_n be_v above_o the_o angel_n for_o he_o pass_v through_o all_o the_o angel_n into_o the_o son_n a_o man_n must_v pass_v through_o a_o combat_n a_o death_n and_o the_o grave_a to_o come_v unto_o god_n wherein_o be_v no_o need_n of_o the_o angel_n in_o as_o much_o as_o they_o do_v contemplate_v and_o use_v without_o a_o death_n that_o eternal_a good_a now_o the_o angel_n be_v appoint_v unto_o the_o service_n of_o men._n when_o therefore_o a_o man_n do_v contemplate_v on_o these_o light_n and_o revelation_n he_o must_v sedulous_o beware_v lest_o he_o break_v out_o by_o speak_v or_o teach_v thereof_o but_o to_o wait_v with_o silence_n and_o calmness_n for_o his_o advancement_n and_o be_v internal_o solicitous_a concern_v those_o gift_n but_o if_o he_o do_v break_v forth_o he_o miserable_o hinder_v himself_o and_o render_v himself_o unworthy_a of_o these_o gift_n and_o abuse_v they_o and_o as_o it_o be_v prodigal_o throw_v all_o away_o with_o pleasure_n singularity_n and_o pride_n there_o be_v also_o false_a light_n which_o shine_v in_o a_o man_n and_o give_v he_o a_o understanding_n and_o do_v unfold_v the_o say_n of_o scripture_n yea_o even_a satan_n be_v wont_a to_o appear_v under_o the_o shape_n of_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n and_o all_o these_o be_v do_v in_o a_o man._n here_o therefore_o a_o man_n be_v to_o have_v a_o care_n lest_o he_o mistake_v these_o for_o divine_a light_n and_o if_o he_o be_v in_o doubt_n whether_o they_o be_v divine_a or_o not_o there_o be_v need_v only_o of_o silence_n for_o he_o can_v err_v by_o be_v silent_a whether_o that_o light_n be_v divine_a or_o whether_o it_o be_v false_a but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o pure_a be_v the_o zeal_n of_o a_o man_n by_o so_o much_o the_o less_o do_v false_a light_n vex_v he_o for_o the_o evil_a spiâ—â—_n have_v in_o our_o time_n appear_v in_o many_o wiâ—â—_n false_a revelation_n as_o lucifer_n that_o fiâ—â—_n light_n fall_v so_o also_o the_o first_o light_a whiâ—â—_n come_v into_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o fall_v and_o dyâ—â—_n for_o by_o that_o a_o man_n may_v sin_v by_o loftiness_n 〈◊〉_d mind_n through_o pride_n not_o yet_o eradicate_v now_o in_o that_o death_n sin_n be_v pluck_v up_o bâ—â—_n the_o root_n and_o then_o the_o true_a essenâ—â—_n enter_v into_o a_o man_n as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o and_o man_n be_v transplant_v into_o it_o and_o it_o can_v neuâ—â—_n more_o be_v extripate_v as_o it_o be_v promise_v 〈◊〉_d the_o prophet_n the_o time_n come_v saitâ—_n the_o lord_n where_o in_o no_o more_o etc._n etc._n thâ—_n angelical_a claritude_n which_o a_o man_n gâ—â—teth_v show_v to_o he_o his_o prison_n and_o 〈◊〉_d the_o impurity_n in_o which_o he_o idle_o tumble_v but_o it_o do_v not_o bring_v he_o out_o of_o prisoâ—_n nor_o take_v away_o his_o impurity_n from_o he_o but_o this_o christ_n only_o do_v who_o draâ—â—_n he_o out_o of_o prison_n and_o free_v he_o froâ—_n his_o impurity_n nor_o be_v that_o do_v but_o by_o â—â—cending_v into_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_a anâ—_n before_o this_o state_n of_o the_o grave_a a_o man_n caâ—_n not_o bear_v that_o light_n which_o be_v christ_n himself_o nor_o receive_v it_o therefore_o christ_n come_v after_o that_o that_o angelical_a light_a haâ—â—_n first_o enlighten_v his_o prison_n and_o discover_v to_o man_n his_o sin_n and_o cast_v the_o man_n â—nto_fw-mi hell_n and_o then_o all_o be_v take_v from_o â—im_n through_o the_o fire_n which_o make_v he_o â—efore_o unfit_a or_o uncapable_a of_o the_o eternal_a â—ight_n of_o christ_n but_o the_o man_n be_v thus_o lead_v through_o the_o fire_n that_o he_o may_v be_v purify_v so_o as_o all_o the_o wood_n the_o straw_n and_o â—he_v chaff_n in_o he_o be_v burn_v in_o the_o fire_n and_o he_o himself_o be_v purge_v by_o this_o fire_n shall_v be_v save_v he_o himself_o perish_v not_o in_o the_o fire_n but_o sin_n only_o perish_v and_o be_v root_v out_o so_o as_o it_o can_v never_o grow_v out_o again_o but_o the_o man_n be_v bring_v out_o and_o make_v alive_a again_o in_o god_n he_o indeed_o also_o perish_v by_o the_o fire_n as_o to_o his_o own_o former_a life_n so_o as_o that_o he_o be_v no_o more_o revive_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o sin_n for_o he_o be_v bring_v out_o through_o a_o back-gate_n and_o be_v vivify_v that_o be_v he_o rise_v again_o in_o god_n and_o be_v revive_v in_o righteousness_n as_o we_o speak_v of_o a_o angelic_a claritude_n that_o it_o show_v to_o a_o man_n his_o prison_n together_o with_o his_o impurity_n which_o then_o be_v to_o be_v purify_v by_o fire_n that_o he_o himself_o may_v by_o this_o mean_n be_v make_v capable_a of_o the_o eternal_a light_n which_o be_v christ_n so_o some_o there_o be_v who_o do_v not_o right_o understand_v that_o matter_n for_o when_o that_o angelic_a claritude_n first_o show_n to_o they_o their_o prison_n with_o the._n impurity_n present_o they_o think_v that_o this_o lesser_a light_n be_v god_n himself_o nor_o do_v they_o take_v care_n that_o they_o shall_v first_o be_v free_v from_o their_o impurity_n but_o with_o a_o impure_a nature_n they_o present_o apprehend_v that_o claritude_n and_o arrogate_v to_o themselves_o great_a knowledge_n of_o spiritual_a matter_n which_o also_o they_o do_v divers_a way_n abuse_v by_o speak_v write_v or_o teach_v for_o their_o own_o advantage_n pleasure_n glory_n and_o ambition_n but_o their_o impurity_n and_o their_o sin_n they_o account_v not_o off_o for_o sin_n but_o for_o a_o thing_n lawful_a wherefore_o neither_o do_v their_o conscience_n accuse_v they_o until_o god_n himself_o smite_v they_o for_o they_o ought_v not_o to_o abuse_v claritude_n but_o it_o shall_v have_v serve_v they_o for_o that_o end_n for_o which_o it_o be_v give_v to_o they_o viz._n for_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o their_o sin_n from_o which_o they_o be_v afterward_o to_o be_v purify_v by_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_a and_o then_o at_o length_n they_o shall_v have_v be_v make_v capable_a and_o fit_a that_o that_o eternal_a light_n viz._n god_n himself_o may_v have_v be_v receive_v of_o they_o nor_o ought_v â—â—ey_v to_o have_v break_v out_o into_o act_n of_o speacke_v â—â—g_a write_a or_o teach_v nor_o to_o suppose_v themselves_o to_o be_v make_v perfect_a chap._n xiiii_o all_o the_o understanding_n of_o those_o who_o abuse_v the_o first_o claritude_n be_v alone_o derive_v from_o that_o claritude_n which_o by_o we_o term_v angelical_a and_o indeed_o it_o above_o nature_n but_o be_v by_o they_o apply_v nature_n so_o as_o that_o they_o utter_v thing_n range_v which_o can_v be_v comprehendâ—â—_n by_o natural_a man_n nor_o can_v any_o man_n by_o â—â—s_o own_o reason_n arrive_v at_o this_o understanding_n but_o such_o be_v very_o prone_a to_o do_v harm_n â—â—cause_fw-mi they_o can_v move_v all_o
when_o a_o man_n stand_v between_o conscience_n and_o flesh_n and_o when_o conscience_n cease_v than_o the_o flesh_n urge_v he_o and_o to_o he_o it_o be_v say_v amend_v thy_o life_n or_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o when_o one_o stand_v between_o life_n and_o conscience_n and_o transgress_v as_o to_o his_o life_n present_o it_o be_v say_v to_o he_o from_o god_n thou_o must_v die_v chap._n fourteen_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n i'faith_o when_o it_o be_v upon_o trial_n god_n then_o prove_v it_o it_o experience_v the_o great_a misery_n there_o be_v many_o way_n of_o come_v unto_o regeneration_n but_o the_o end_n of_o all_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o yet_o one_o ascend_v in_o some_o much_o high_a than_o another_o do_v as_o when_o any_o one_o come_v into_o the_o sunshine_n he_o have_v the_o sun_n yet_o be_v one_o near_a to_o the_o sun_n than_o another_o this_o be_v my_o counsel_n that_o a_o time_n be_v set_v to_o attain_v unto_o god_n the_o inward_a mind_n be_v free_a but_o the_o outward_a humanity_n without_o grace_n be_v exercise_v under_o a_o severe_a judgement_n i_o have_v no_o prop_n under_o i_o whether_o i_o respect_v god_n or_o the_o creature_n or_o heaven_n or_o the_o earth_n and_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o that_o i_o can_v lay_v myself_o down_o in_o the_o divine_a will_n be_v whole_o set_v down_o under_o god_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v present_a but_o i_o can_v enjoy_v it_o the_o sun_n indeed_o have_v shine_v but_o now_o the_o fall_v thereof_o be_v come_v and_o it_o shine_v no_o long_o i_o lie_v down_o in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o comfort_n leave_v to_o i_o but_o in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n for_o i_o will_v nothing_o but_o only_o what_o he_o will_v into_o which_o state_n if_o any_o one_o real_o come_v he_o be_v of_o all_o man_n the_o most_o miserable_a i_o say_v this_o that_o i_o may_v express_v that_o misery_n in_o which_o i_o lie_v to_o understand_v these_o thing_n be_v pleasant_a but_o real_o to_o feel_v they_o most_o bitter_a when_o the_o spirit_n suffer_v the_o flesh_n ought_v to_o suffer_v with_o it_o but_o when_o the_o flesh_n suffer_v there_o be_v no_o need_n for_o the_o spirit_n to_o suffer_v it_o be_v never_o better_a with_o i_o then_o when_o i_o give_v up_o myself_o into_o death_n the_o flesh_n suffer_v its_o own_o judgement_n when_o the_o spirit_n be_v in_o peace_n but_o when_o the_o spirit_n suffer_v the_o flesh_n must_v suffer_v also_o the_o poor_a animal_n must_v die_v for_o my_o sake_n though_o against_o my_o will_n but_o because_o i_o also_o give_v myself_o up_o to_o death_n i_o do_v not_o refuse_v the_o death_n also_o of_o the_o animal_n he_o that_o give_v not_o himself_o up_o into_o death_n can_v take_v his_o food_n with_o thanksgiving_n he_o that_o be_v to_o exercise_v modesty_n he_o ought_v to_o be_v exercise_v by_o various_a affliction_n otherwise_o he_o will_v wander_v if_o he_o shall_v use_v it_o without_o the_o experience_n of_o the_o cross_n if_o i_o shall_v stand_v betwixt_o two_o thing_n nor_o know_v which_o of_o the_o two_o i_o be_o to_o do_v i_o will_v weigh_v they_o and_o will_v take_v that_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o my_o flesh_n when_o i_o do_v so_o it_o be_v well_o with_o i_o and_o i_o call_v god_n to_o witness_v say_v thou_o know_v o_o lord_n what_o i_o have_v do_v but_o when_o i_o do_v otherwise_o viz._n that_o which_o be_v grateful_a unto_o nature_n it_o be_v always_o ill_a with_o i_o and_o i_o can_v call_v god_n to_o witness_v conscience_n indeed_o be_v free_a but_o i_o dare_v not_o allege_v that_o for_o it_o be_v of_o grace_n the_o suffering_n be_v hard_a when_o no_o hope_n be_v leave_v in_o the_o future_a for_o the_o natural_a man_n for_o though_o the_o daybreak_n be_v come_v yet_o there_o be_v no_o redemption_n nor_o comfort_n but_o a_o man_n must_v wait_v without_o hope_n and_o be_v quiet_a in_o death_n and_o though_o all_o the_o joy_n comfort_n and_o refreshment_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v present_a yet_o he_o be_v bind_v as_o it_o be_v with_o cord_n and_o can_v taste_v of_o none_o of_o they_o and_o therefore_o he_o never_o desire_v that_o time_n may_v run_v out_o that_o a_o day_n a_o week_n a_o month_n a_o year_n may_v come_v for_o whatever_o come_v to_o pass_v in_o they_o be_v to_o he_o as_o it_o be_v a_o nonentity_n because_o he_o can_v rest_v no_o where_o nor_o use_v any_o thing_n for_o his_o delight_n for_o he_o be_v make_v bare_a or_o naked_a of_o all_o and_o be_v put_v upon_o the_o cross_v hence_o be_v it_o that_o both_o thing_n present_a and_o to_o come_v be_v indifferent_a to_o he_o when_o even_o then_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o same_o as_o he_o be_v now_o but_o those_o to_o who_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o yet_o crucify_v they_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o time_n for_o they_o be_v free_a and_o can_v take_v up_o such_o thing_n as_o they_o meet_v with_o but_o this_o state_n can_v last_v long_o for_o judgement_n will_v come_v than_o whatever_o shall_v be_v with_o he_o for_o the_o furture_n he_o can_v take_v it_o up_o and_o that_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o he_o can_v reject_v for_o he_o be_v impotent_a whilst_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n nor_o can_v he_o execute_v his_o own_o will_n chap._n xv._o all_o thing_n be_v or_o consist_v in_o order_n &_o order_n must_v be_v keep_v if_o one_o be_v willing_a to_o knit_v together_o superior_a thing_n that_o he_o may_v loosen_v inferior_a thing_n he_o will_v break_v order_n and_o wander_v in_o error_n of_o which_o we_o must_v beware_v the_o lord_n say_v he_o that_o break_v the_o least_a commandment_n and_o shall_v so_o teach_v etc._n etc._n we_o must_v seek_v a_o free_a condion_fw-la in_o god_n in_o which_o one_o be_v free_a from_o himself_o for_o to_o be_v free_a from_o one_o self_n be_v a_o liberty_n which_o be_v to_o be_v attribute_v to_o god_n the_o gross_a and_o the_o low_a thing_n be_v image_n of_o thing_n superior_a which_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v as_o 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experience_n in_o his_o own_o self_n the_o mystery_n likewise_o the_o lord_n say_v love_v your_o enemy_n the_o cross_n passion_n adversity_n death_n etc._n etc._n be_v our_o enemy_n which_o we_o be_v to_o love_v and_o embrace_v the_o natural_a man_n be_v surround_v with_o death_n and_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o he_o have_v a_o sword_n present_v to_o his_o sight_n just_a as_o when_o one_o turn_n on_o this_o and_o on_o that_o side_n shall_v look_v about_o he_o and_o still_o some_o body_n run_v before_o his_o face_n so_o also_o be_v judgement_n always_o meet_v with_o the_o natural_a man_n ready_a to_o snatch_v away_o his_o life_n which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o at_o last_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o when_o he_o can_v no_o more_o make_v his_o escape_n but_o the_o spirit_n be_v in_o life_n when_o the_o body_n or_o nature_n hang_v stretch_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n zeal_n in_o kindle_a with_o divine_a pleasure_n be_v a_o great_a pleasure_n but_o the_o cross_n and_o violent_a plague_n follow_v after_o it_o myrrh_n be_v the_o last_o gift_n for_o it_o be_v write_v they_o offer_v gold_n franckincense_n and_o myrrh_n when_o i_o hear_v the_o scripture_n i_o be_o fright_v for_o it_o denote_v the_o natural_a death_n nature_n will_v have_v a_o appropriation_n therefore_o communion_n be_v a_o death_n to_o it_o at_o which_o it_o be_v affright_v chap._n xvi_o to_o desist_v from_o propriety_n and_o to_o help_v another_o at_o our_o own_o loss_n be_v a_o thing_n true_o pleasant_a to_o find_v gain_n in_o loss_n and_o to_o abstain_v from_o that_o which_o be_v best_a in_o our_o esteem_n and_o to_o prefer_v
he_o yet_o stand_v in_o the_o creature_n he_o that_o stand_v in_o god_n he_o have_v no_o business_n with_o the_o creature_n but_o with_o god_n and_o know_v he_o to_o be_v faithful_a and_o just_a in_o judgement_n to_o such_o a_o man_n no_o injury_n can_v be_v do_v for_o whatsoever_o happen_v unto_o he_o he_o know_v it_o to_o be_v decree_v by_o god_n jordan_n be_v the_o river_n of_o judgement_n to_o it_o judgement_n be_v due_a over_o it_o judgement_n hang_v thus_o it_o become_v we_o to_o fulfil_v all_o righteousness_n say_v our_o lord_n when_o he_o be_v about_o to_o be_v baptize_v in_o jordan_n he_o who_o understand_v any_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v not_o experience_v have_v no_o real_a understanding_n thereof_o for_o he_o be_v like_a to_o he_o who_o speak_v of_o a_o fair_a country_n in_o which_o he_o never_o yet_o be_v chap._n four_o no_o man_n can_v have_v humility_n without_o affliction_n herod_n the_o fiery_a dragon_n and_o the_o mountain_n lift_v up_o will_v have_v kill_v the_o 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do_v paul_n faith_n it_o be_v sow_v a_o natural_a body_n nature_n partake_v not_o of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o the_o death_n thereof_o be_v without_o all_o hope_n the_o natural_a man_n hope_v to_o be_v the_o heir_n of_o the_o kingdom_n and_o think_v that_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n belong_v unto_o he_o and_o apply_v all_o that_o be_v write_v to_o himself_o but_o then_o afterward_o the_o thing_n come_v to_o be_v otherwise_o apprehend_v when_o one_o be_v lead_v whither_o he_o will_v not_o and_o god_n be_v glorify_v in_o and_o by_o his_o death_n there_o nature_n be_v renown_v and_o it_o must_v be_v rob_v of_o all_o salvation_n and_o be_v deny_v that_o which_o the_o natural_a man_n apply_v to_o himself_o another_o take_v they_o that_o go_v out_o of_o egypt_n desire_v to_o come_v into_o the_o promise_a land_n and_o do_v divide_v it_o out_o to_o themselves_o but_o they_o abide_v in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o die_v there_o and_o their_o posterity_n only_o enter_v into_o palestine_n whatsoever_o therefore_o the_o natural_a man_n understand_v or_o say_v concern_v these_o thing_n yet_o all_o this_o be_v against_o he_o for_o it_o speak_v of_o a_o sword_n which_o be_v to_o kill_v he_o now_o they_o which_o be_v in_o this_o exercise_n and_o speak_v any_o thing_n thereof_o they_o speak_v it_o with_o affliction_n and_o not_o with_o delight_n nor_o can_v they_o ask_v for_o more_o than_o former_o because_o it_o belong_v not_o unto_o they_o see_v all_o thing_n tend_v to_o corruption_n and_o death_n and_o into_o death_n a_o man_n be_v unwilling_o drag_v he_o convey_v not_o himself_o thither_o for_o if_o it_o stand_v at_o his_o dispose_n he_o will_v never_o choose_v this_o state_n or_o condition_n but_o he_o be_v catch_v and_o put_v thereinto_o by_o another_o who_o be_v above_o he_o and_o strong_a than_o himself_o just_o as_o it_o be_v now_o with_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n so_o the_o matter_n be_v also_o carry_v in_o this_o other_o death_n of_o which_o it_o be_v say_v viz._n when_o any_o one_o think_v he_o have_v find_v his_o soul_n and_o that_o he_o be_v confirm_v in_o life_n yet_o must_v he_o be_v subject_v unto_o death_n now_o the_o lord_n suffer_v he_o first_o to_o grow_v and_o to_o increase_v and_o grow_v ripe_a in_o youth_n but_o when_o he_o be_v accomplish_v in_o that_o youth_n he_o plain_o care_v not_o for_o death_n and_o though_o he_o know_v that_o a_o time_n of_o die_a must_v come_v yet_o lie_n lay_v it_o not_o close_o to_o heart_n till_o he_o be_v grow_v old_a than_o death_n fright_v he_o and_o stand_v before_o his_o eye_n and_o yet_o neither_o then_o do_v he_o know_v how_o much_o misery_n there_o be_v there_o to_o be_v meet_v with_o for_o if_o he_o know_v it_o he_o will_v die_v aforehand_o for_o mere_a grief_n they_o who_o depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n according_a to_o the_o testimony_n of_o conscience_n that_o they_o may_v seek_v the_o salvation_n of_o their_o soul_n and_o to_o arrive_v at_o true_a ripeness_n of_o youth_n rejoice_v in_o this_o death_n when_o they_o hear_v of_o it_o and_o understand_v it_o because_o of_o the_o fruit_n that_o spring_v from_o thence_o but_o they_o who_o be_v in_o this_o death_n be_v destitute_a of_o that_o joy_n for_o if_o they_o can_v yet_o have_v any_o joy_n they_o will_v still_o have_v life_n and_o consequent_o can_v not_o be_v in_o death_n because_o what_o ever_o die_v be_v separate_v from_o all_o life_n posterity_n only_a life_n and_o rejoice_v nothing_o be_v due_a to_o corruption_n but_o death_n and_o destruction_n and_o in_o death_n all_o thing_n be_v remove_v as_o faith_n and_o trust_v and_o hope_v and_o charity_n and_o all_o joy_n and_o every_o thing_n that_o be_v find_v be_v to_o be_v forsake_v now_o if_o it_o be_v to_o be_v forsake_v and_o lose_v it_o must_v first_o be_v find_v out_o and_o take_v up_o for_o that_o which_o one_o have_v not_o he_o can_v give_v up_o now_o that_o which_o here_o be_v thus_o to_o be_v forsake_v be_v also_o destitute_a of_o hope_n as_o be_v say_v and_o therefore_o this_o desertion_n be_v donâ—_n not_o with_o delight_n but_o with_o great_a aâ—â—â—ction_n the_o first_o desertion_n indeed_o be_v doâ—â—_n with_o joy_n because_o then_o some_o better_a thing_n be_v hope_v for_o but_o that_o hope_n be_v not_o here_o but_o in_o this_o point_n there_o be_v a_o total_a forsake_v and_o a_o be_v make_v naked_a oh_o all_o side_n gain_n as_o they_o say_v make_v labour_n sweet_a but_o mat_n labour_n out_o of_o which_o no_o gain_n be_v hope_v for_o be_v without_o doubt_n a_o matter_n hard_a and_o bitter_a and_o sharp_a labour_n at_o first_o be_v sweet_a because_o gain_v spring_v therefrom_o viz._n that_o the_o life_n or_o soul_n may_v be_v find_v which_o also_o be_v find_v but_o when_o this_o life_n be_v find_v it_o be_v lose_v again_o in_o that_o same_o die_a and_o a_o man_n be_v alienate_v from_o himself_o and_o god_n possess_v the_o place_n of_o self_n and_o there_o be_v no_o more_o mountain_n or_o valley_n but_o god_n alone_o for_o nature_n be_v quite_o shut_v out_o chap._n v._n if_o sin_n be_v not_o neither_o will_v death_n be_v if_o death_n be_v not_o neither_o will_v there_o be_v a_o resurrection_n therefore_o all_o thing_n work_v together_o for_o good_a for_o the_o elect_a now_o that_o which_o first_o depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n be_v present_o after_o elevate_v into_o divine_a and_o so_o remain_v in_o itself_o without_o death_n for_o though_o it_o may_v die_v as_o to_o its_o gross_a earthly_a nature_n or_o creature_n yet_o as_o to_o its_o self_n it_o be_v without_o death_n as_o have_v only_o change_v one_o state_n into_o another_o and_o stand_v still_o in_o its_o own_o life_n and_o yet_o be_v but_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o his_o own_o propriety_n though_o in_o a_o more_o pure_a estate_n and_o thus_o he_o proceed_v from_o state_n to_o state_n from_o a_o low_a to_o a_o high_a from_o a_o pure_a one_o to_o one_o more_o pure_a and_o although_o all_o that_o be_v here_o say_v of_o state_n be_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o death_n and_o corruption_n accomplish_v yet_o the_o man_n himself_o remain_v yet_o in_o himself_o without_o and_o beyond_o death_n and_o corruption_n for_o he_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o can_v forsake_v his_o propriety_n and_o stand_v in_o desire_n as_o to_o god_n as_o he_o before_o stand_v inâ—desâ—â—_n as_o to_o the_o creature_n and_o thus_o he_o ascend_v and_o go_v forward_o until_o he_o arrive_v at_o the_o most_o pure_a and_o noble_a state_n it_o be_v possible_a for_o he_o to_o arrive_v at_o and_o all_o this_o 〈◊〉_d still_o but_o a_o figure_n and_o a_o notion_n but_o a_o pure_a and_o noble_a figure_n but_o if_o we_o must_v come_v above_o
for_o real_o it_o be_v without_o judgement_n nor_o have_v it_o any_o need_n of_o any_o mean_n by_o which_o it_o may_v abstain_v from_o judgement_n because_o it_o have_v no_o such_o thing_n in_o itself_o but_o proper_a salvation_n have_v hitherto_o carry_v along_o with_o it_o judgement_n and_o if_o it_o must_v abstain_v from_o they_o it_o must_v do_v it_o by_o some_o mean_n which_o the_o real_a salvation_n want_v now_o those_o mean_n be_v the_o creature_n for_o the_o essence_n be_v god_n himself_o who_o endure_v no_o creature_n before_o the_o essence_n come_v all_o image_n must_v vanish_v real_a salvation_n hide_v or_o withdraw_v itself_o from_o no_o man_n neither_o be_v it_o separate_v nor_o include_v nor_o make_v proper_a but_o if_o any_o one_o seclude_v or_o separate_v himself_o he_o withdraw_v or_o hide_v himself_o from_o it_o than_o the_o blame_n be_v not_o to_o be_v lay_v on_o that_o but_o on_o he_o who_o do_v it_o thus_o be_v the_o man_n who_o be_v in_o this_o salvation_n and_o where_o this_o salvation_n take_v place_n chap._n xv._o the_o chief_a and_o great_a affliction_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a be_v this_o that_o they_o be_v separate_v from_o god_n so_o that_o he_o that_o feel_v that_o separation_n feel_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n god_n be_v essential_o very_o good_a nor_o be_v there_o any_o good_a but_o god_n he_o therefore_o that_o be_v deprive_v of_o that_o have_v nothing_o whence_o it_o be_v say_v he_o be_v a_o poor_a man_n who_o go_v to_o hell_n for_o some_o year_n together_o all_o thing_n have_v fall_v away_o from_o i_o yet_o hitherto_o the_o chief_a and_o real_a death_n follow_v not_o thereupon_o as_o now_o it_o do_v death_n indeed_o be_v always_o present_a with_o i_o but_o it_o be_v never_o essential_a death_n till_o now_o for_o here_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n and_o destruction_n nor_o can_v he_o take_v or_o use_v any_o discretion_n nor_o think_v this_o or_o that_o nor_o conceive_v image_n unless_o it_o be_v that_o he_o lie_v essential_o in_o death_n and_o that_o death_n be_v real_o present_a and_o when_o in_o this_o misery_n one_o begin_v to_o talk_v of_o these_o or_o the_o other_o divine_a thing_n even_o for_o that_o nature_n be_v to_o be_v punish_v again_o and_o to_o be_v crucify_v with_o yet_o a_o more_o bitter_a death_n nature_n can_v enter_v in_o again_o as_o she_o go_v out_o for_o here_o she_o take_v breath_n again_o and_o be_v recreated_a and_o yet_o there_o belong_v nothing_o to_o she_o but_o destruction_n and_o death_n they_o who_o lie_v in_o this_o affliction_n if_o one_o propound_v to_o they_o any_o comfort_n of_o life_n they_o esteem_v it_o for_o poison_n and_o for_o bitterness_n and_o for_o adversity_n nor_o can_v they_o listen_v to_o it_o even_o as_o if_o one_o who_o be_v lead_v into_o death_n look_v round_o about_o he_o shall_v see_v all_o and_o every_o one_o to_o be_v dead_a all_o whosoever_o he_o behold_v yea_o his_o kindred_n and_o familiar_a friend_n here_o let_v it_o be_v observe_v how_o great_a be_v that_o affliction_n to_o be_v desert_v of_o all_o and_o to_o draw_v life_n no_o where_o and_o to_o be_v a_o captive_a and_o bondslave_n unto_o death_n even_o to_o the_o desertion_n of_o all_o creature_n but_o god_n ennoble_v the_o case_n by_o change_v it_o and_o that_o through_o a_o great_a difficulty_n of_o suffering_n when_o they_o be_v not_o ennoble_v as_o to_o a_o outward_a fair_a show_n before_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o spirit_n the_o former_a state_n be_v always_o more_o noble_a than_o the_o follow_v but_o not_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n for_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n be_v black_a but_o god_n know_v they_o to_o be_v otherwise_o inward_o christ_n come_v not_o as_o it_o be_v expect_v his_o face_n be_v sad_a like_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n etc._n etc._n chap._n xvi_o the_o follow_a combat_n be_v always_o terrible_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o forego_n and_o that_o which_o follow_v that_o be_v yet_o more_o terrible_a and_o so_o be_v every_o other_o after_o the_o former_a so_o that_o the_o precede_a conflict_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o follow_a be_v always_o light_a though_o they_o also_o in_o respect_n of_o those_o that_o be_v afore_o they_o be_v heavy_a and_o all_o this_o god_n do_v who_o lead_v a_o man_n by_o and_o through_o these_o hard_a way_n till_o he_o have_v right_o prepare_v he_o and_o render_v he_o purge_v from_o all_o dross_n and_o filâ—h_n and_o this_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o god_n operate_v a_o man_n be_v overcome_v by_o god_n and_o passive_o lead_v and_o though_o at_o first_o he_o be_v also_o active_a under_o law_n yet_o afterward_o he_o be_v not_o so_o because_o through_o this_o whole_a state_n even_o to_o the_o follow_v he_o suffer_v and_o the_o state_n which_o follow_v in_o respect_n of_o the_o forego_n be_v horrible_a whereas_o before_o that_o it_o do_v seem_v to_o be_v noble_a yet_o in_o respect_n of_o man_n and_o not_o of_o god_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o sublime_a be_v the_o corruption_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o noble_a will_v be_v the_o fruit_n for_o a_o man_n be_v still_o lead_v more_o deep_o and_o deep_o into_o affliction_n the_o former_a state_n be_v always_o more_o eligible_a in_o respect_n of_o that_o which_o follow_v so_o that_o a_o man_n as_o far_o as_o he_o be_v in_o the_o forego_n can_v account_v of_o himself_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o follow_a a_o heretic_n when_o christ_n say_v if_o they_o shall_v say_v lo_o here_o be_v christ_n go_v not_o forth_o he_o will_v say_v this_o we_o must_v not_o depart_v from_o affâ—ition_n into_o they_o who_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n life_n can_v enter_v they_o who_o have_v not_o yet_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o yet_o obey_v the_o governance_n of_o their_o conscience_n stand_v in_o the_o midst_n between_o life_n and_o death_n they_o be_v subject_a to_o great_a labour_n and_o strife_n who_o endeavour_n by_o the_o help_n of_o conscience_n to_o suppress_v that_o life_n which_o they_o have_v in_o themselves_o these_o man_n as_o yet_o can_v know_v no_o death_n until_o they_o come_v into_o that_o state_n but_o yet_o they_o believe_v it_o they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n even_o their_o very_a cogitation_n do_v lie_v in_o death_n that_o they_o can_v be_v delight_v with_o noth_z ng_z neither_o with_o god_n nor_o with_o the_o creature_n for_o if_o they_o can_v still_o be_v delight_v with_o any_o thing_n by_o think_v or_o cogitation_n that_o will_v still_o prove_v to_o be_v a_o life_n which_o can_v be_v in_o this_o case_n it_o one_o place_v under_o a_o naked_a sword_n shall_v be_v ask_v whether_o he_o take_v delight_n at_o that_o time_n in_o any_o thing_n without_o doubt_n he_o will_v answer_v that_o he_o sit_v in_o death_n nor_o can_v possible_o fancy_v to_o himself_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o a_o certain_a and_o a_o real_a death_n if_o such_o a_o one_o shall_v get_v up_o on_o his_o leg_n to_o look_v about_o on_o life_n and_o thing_n temporal_a he_o will_v see_v nothing_o before_o he_o but_o a_o cloud_n that_o be_v judgement_n and_o death_n the_o state_n of_o such_o man_n be_v plain_o miserable_a and_o painful_a nor_o be_v it_o to_o be_v wish_v for_o as_o if_o perhaps_o we_o shall_v say_v o_o will_v to_o god_n we_o be_v like_o such_o or_o such_o but_o this_o be_v to_o be_v wish_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v in_o we_o that_o we_o may_v bear_v it_o and_o be_v unite_v with_o it_o moreover_o those_o man_n who_o thus_o lie_v in_o death_n have_v little_a or_o no_o comeliness_n in_o they_o but_o be_v very_o much_o deform_v and_o therefore_o he_o who_o be_v conversant_a with_o they_o must_v beware_v lest_o he_o imitate_v their_o word_n or_o behaviour_n for_o whatsoever_o they_o do_v or_o omit_v to_o do_v be_v silent_a in_o or_o speak_v it_o be_v all_o perform_v in_o death_n nor_o can_v any_o life_n joy_n comfort_n or_o pleasure_n lay_v hold_v of_o they_o in_o this_o state_n they_o be_v untouched_a by_o delectation_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o death_n if_o therefore_o he_o who_o be_v without_o the_o bound_n of_o this_o state_n shall_v imitate_v their_o word_n and_o action_n he_o will_v do_v thus_o whilst_o he_o be_v still_o full_a of_o life_n and_o with_o a_o feel_n of_o comfort_n of_o joy_n of_o pleasure_n etc._n etc._n and_o then_o will_v he_o wander_v egregious_o because_o he_o will_v be_v in_o no_o want_n of_o delectation_n in_o regard_n he_o will_v still_o remain_v full_a of_o life_n and_o therefore_o let_v he_o have_v a_o great_a care_n and_o keep_v his_o life_n safe_o lest_o he_o put_v it_o forth_o into_o jeopardy_n for_o though_o he_o be_v still_o often_o accuse_v in_o his_o conscience_n for_o negligence_n yet_o inward_o he_o have_v much_o joâ—_n and_o comfort_n which_o
but_o in_o a_o just_a measure_n and_o order_n and_o that_o to_o his_o own_o glory_n and_o for_o the_o promotion_n and_o growth_n of_o the_o man_n all_o which_o will_v a_o man_n hinder_v if_o be_v impatient_a under_o the_o cross_n he_o shall_v not_o wait_v upon_o god_n great_a be_v the_o fruit_n of_o affliction_n and_o therefore_o in_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n to_o be_v expect_v i_o expect_v the_o lord_n from_o the_o morning_n watch_n even_o until_o the_o evening_n say_v the_o psalmist_n and_o isaiah_n say_v bless_a be_v all_o they_o that_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n for_o they_o that_o wait_v upon_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v confound_v the_o psalmist_n say_v in_o wait_v i_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o regard_v i_o now_o if_o there_o be_v neither_o faithfulness_n nor_o good_a will_n in_o the_o lord_n of_o visit_v and_o help_v he_o the_o scripture_n will_v never_o have_v represent_v these_o thing_n to_o we_o in_fw-la asmuch_o as_o it_o speak_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v true_a the_o lord_n grant_v we_o faith_n paul_n say_v i_o believe_v all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v write_v in_o the_o law_n and_o the_o prophet_n the_o eye_n of_o our_o opinion_n love_n and_o favour_n be_v to_o be_v turn_v upon_o god_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n we_o ought_v to_o set_v he_o for_o our_o mark_n and_o end_n and_o not_o thing_n create_v if_o we_o will_v continue_v pure_a and_o unburthened_a the_o natural_a state_n by_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_v this_o that_o we_o shall_v turn_v our_o eye_n upon_o those_o thing_n from_o whence_o spring_n up_o to_o we_o nothing_o but_o blindness_n and_o ignorance_n which_o thing_n also_o be_v again_o change_v in_o a_o true_a change_n which_o tend_v to_o their_o original_n but_o that_o then_o happen_v with_o grief_n and_o with_o anguish_n now_o he_o that_o cast_v himself_o into_o that_o original_n he_o arrive_v at_o the_o port_n of_o grace_n and_o that_o be_v reveal_v to_o he_o which_o he_o before_z know_v not_o for_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n open_v and_o reveal_v but_o the_o imitation_n of_o the_o flesh_n hide_v and_o shut_v in_o all_o thing_n we_o be_v perverse_a until_o we_o come_v unto_o judgement_n and_o death_n unless_o the_o lord_n shall_v exhibit_v himself_o unto_o we_o and_o shall_v sustain_v we_o by_o his_o power_n we_o shall_v all_o utter_o perish_v whence_o we_o ought_v deserve_o to_o beware_v of_o all_o rashness_n there_o be_v no_o need_n that_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v more_o solicitous_a about_o the_o get_n of_o knowledge_n than_o he_o shall_v be_v of_o attain_v of_o death_n for_o in_o death_n thing_n do_v open_a and_o give_v out_o themselves_o and_o true_a knowledge_n be_v unfold_v whereas_o if_o life_n shall_v remain_v that_o can_v not_o be_v effect_v though_o a_o man_n shall_v strive_v with_o never_o so_o much_o study_v and_o labour_n yea_o though_o he_o may_v get_v knowledge_n according_a to_o the_o letter_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v still_o shut_v up_o and_o hide_a from_o he_o before_o he_o can_v yield_v himself_o up_o into_o death_n and_o admit_v in_o himself_o the_o die_a of_o the_o guilty_a body_n such_o studying_n and_o endeavour_n after_o knowledge_n be_v rather_o a_o hindrance_n because_o thereby_o a_o man_n neglect_v his_o own_o self_n and_o become_v forgetful_a of_o his_o own_o concern_v of_o this_o also_o say_v our_o lord_n what_o shall_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o to_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n that_o any_o one_o in_o this_o world_n shall_v not_o be_v solicitous_a nor_o feed_v cark_n care_n many_o thing_n be_v requisite_a for_o there_o be_v some_o who_o take_v no_o care_n at_o all_o because_o they_o labour_v not_o by_o reason_n of_o want_n or_o penury_n and_o many_o be_v such_o by_o nature_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o that_o which_o our_o lord_n say_v for_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n always_o point_v at_o some_o other_o thing_n than_o what_o we_o derive_v from_o adam_n yea_o they_o be_v speak_v quite_o contrary_a to_o that_o which_o we_o be_v in_o adam_n therefore_o our_o lord_n be_v very_o odious_a to_o the_o flesh_n yea_o the_o very_a death_n and_o destruction_n thereof_o be_v christ_n who_o proceed_v quite_o contrary_a to_o our_o nature_n chap._n xxviii_o necessary_a affair_n be_v do_v and_o perform_v by_o the_o choose_a of_o god_n without_o the_o cleave_a or_o stick_v of_o their_o heart_n unto_o they_o and_o if_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o but_o that_o the_o heart_n be_v rather_o burden_v with_o they_o and_o be_v involve_v in_o imagination_n this_o be_v not_o through_o any_o fault_n in_o the_o thing_n but_o because_o of_o that_o defect_n that_o still_o abide_v in_o man_n and_o thus_o a_o man_n go_v away_o blind_v not_o know_v himself_o until_o he_o fall_v into_o temptation_n or_o trial_n but_o when_o he_o come_v to_o a_o feel_a knowledge_n of_o himself_o than_o he_o may_v be_v advance_v which_o can_v never_o be_v do_v afore_o because_o he_o have_v to_o do_v with_o sin_n secret_o that_o which_o a_o man_n sometime_o thought_n be_v hurtful_a to_o he_o and_o his_o hindrance_n that_o afterward_o serve_v to_o advance_v and_o put_v he_o forward_o therefore_o shall_v a_o man_n remain_v without_o any_o choice_n of_o his_o own_o but_o wait_v what_o god_n will_v do_v with_o he_o and_o thus_o yield_v himself_o up_o as_o be_v bow_v under_o the_o divine_a will_n here_o be_v the_o communion_n of_o saint_n and_o that_o in_o the_o high_a degree_n let_v therefore_o the_o low_a degree_n blush_v that_o even_o it_o also_o do_v not_o earnest_o long_a after_o this_o communion_n for_o if_o the_o sun_n give_v himself_o forth_o in_o common_a certain_o then_o the_o moon_n ought_v to_o do_v the_o like_a who_o else_o ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a if_o she_o shall_v claim_v to_o herself_o too_o great_a a_o propriety_n and_o arrogate_v all_o to_o be_v she_o he_o who_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o create_a thing_n feel_v from_o they_o either_o a_o pleasure_n or_o a_o pain_n even_o to_o joy_n or_o grief_n so_o as_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n but_o he_o who_o be_v free_a from_o they_o be_v free_a also_o from_o both_o those_o evil_n so_o that_o neither_o what_o be_v pleasant_a neither_o what_o be_v ungrateful_a neither_o gladness_n nor_o sorrow_n reach_v he_o and_o because_o joy_n have_v no_o place_n in_o he_o neither_o also_o do_v sorrow_n touch_v he_o if_o thing_n do_v happen_v other_o way_n than_o joy_n and_o desire_n do_v expect_v and_o ask_v to_o stand_v between_o comfort_n and_o discomfort_v between_o joy_n and_o grief_n and_o to_o remain_v untouched_a and_o unmoved_a by_o either_o be_v a_o great_a liberty_n and_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n for_o no_o man_n have_v that_o of_o or_o from_o himself_o yea_o let_v no_o man_n undue_o think_v that_o he_o have_v get_v that_o for_o many_o thing_n be_v require_v before_o we_o can_v arrive_v at_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o when_o we_o be_v come_v thither_o yet_o be_v not_o glory_n thereof_o belong_v to_o man_n but_o to_o god_n alone_o and_o thus_o man_n be_v to_o abide_v in_o humility_n without_o judge_v or_o contemn_v of_o other_o chap._n xxix_o sin_n be_v hate_v in_o a_o double_a sense_n and_o that_o by_o divers_a sort_n of_o person_n for_o some_o do_v hate_v sin_n because_o of_o affliction_n they_o thereby_o be_v afflict_v and_o terrify_v in_o their_o conscience_n as_o also_o because_o of_o the_o loss_n they_o sustain_v by_o it_o as_o the_o loss_n of_o their_o soul_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o eternal_a salvation_n and_o if_o these_o two_o be_v not_o viz._n the_o torment_n of_o conscience_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o heaven_n they_o can_v love_v sin_n and_o be_v friend_n with_o it_o yea_o become_v to_o be_v unite_v and_o to_o be_v in_o league_n therewith_o and_o it_o be_v thus_o prove_v because_o that_o same_o hatred_n of_o sin_n proceed_v not_o from_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o mind_n nor_o from_o regeneration_n in_o as_o much_o as_o there_o be_v in_o this_o state_n still_o leave_v the_o old_a life_n to_o which_o belong_v judgement_n and_o condemnation_n and_o be_v that_o that_o must_v die_v the_o death_n whereas_o other_o viz._n such_o as_o be_v transplant_v into_o god_n do_v hate_n sin_n out_o of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o mind_n and_o out_o of_o regeneration_n for_o the_o new_a life_n which_o be_v in_o they_o will_v not_o bear_v sin_n nor_o suffer_v it_o to_o be_v and_o that_o not_o because_o of_o that_o torment_n of_o conscience_n or_o loss_n of_o salvation_n but_o out_o of_o its_o own_o nature_n by_o reason_n of_o its_o tenderness_n and_o its_o holy_a temper_n for_o this_o nature_n can_v endure_v nothing_o that_o be_v strange_a for_o it_o be_v the_o newman_n christ_n jesus_n who_o be_v god_n himself_o hence_o
be_v it_o that_o these_o two_o sort_n do_v thus_o differ_v one_o from_o another_o the_o first_o be_v when_o some_o be_v the_o enemy_n of_o sin_n for_o their_o own_o sake_n when_o as_o by_o nature_n they_o be_v still_o friend_n but_o the_o other_o and_o second_o sort_n be_v when_o it_o have_v lose_v ipseity_n or_o propriety_n and_o hate_v sin_n by_o nature_n for_o such_o be_v in_o god_n and_o be_v new_a creature_n have_v attain_v a_o new_a sense_n which_o be_v spiritual_a whereas_o the_o former_a sort_n be_v still_o natural_a and_o have_v a_o natural_a sense_n whence_o they_o wear_v about_o they_o not_o the_o new_a but_o the_o old_a creature_n yet_o they_o be_v well_o enough_o in_o their_o own_o kind_n and_o their_o state_n or_o condition_n precede_v the_o latter_a or_o second_o and_o wait_v for_o it_o the_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o we_o for_o this_o last_o state_n be_v not_o the_o result_n of_o our_o study_n and_o endeavour_n but_o of_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n a_o mâ—n_z come_v thereunto_o not_o active_o but_o passive_o and_o it_o behoove_v that_o god_n only_o be_v the_o workmaster_n therein_o tauler_n say_v keep_v thyself_o passive_a and_o god_n will_v be_v active_a and_o then_o the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v impossible_a because_o god_n himself_o will_v do_v it_o and_o transfer_v a_o man_n to_o that_o one_o scope_n or_o end_n viz._n god_n himself_o and_o all_o this_o by_z and_o through_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n who_o be_v just_a suffer_v for_o the_o unjust_a that_o he_o may_v bring_v we_o unto_o god_n and_o that_o be_v it_o which_o be_v promise_v in_o the_o prophet_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v prepare_v such_o a_o people_n as_o shall_v declare_v his_o praise_n which_o be_v write_v in_o luke_n 1.71_o salvation_n from_o our_o enemy_n and_o that_o which_o paul_n say_v tâ—_n condemn_v sin_n through_o sin_n it_o be_v a_o great_a bitterness_n to_o i_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o sword_n that_o pierce_v into_o my_o breast_n no_o man_n can_v know_v what_o it_o be_v unless_o he_o have_v lie_v in_o it_o but_o to_o all_o the_o rest_n who_o yet_o stand_v in_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o law_n those_o say_n be_v as_o sweet_a as_o honey_n but_o to_o i_o bitter_a but_o when_o they_o also_o shall_v have_v come_v thus_o far_o the_o same_o thing_n will_v happen_v also_o to_o they_o oh_o grief_n that_o i_o must_v draw_v my_o salvation_n from_o out_o of_o my_o enemy_n and_o experimental_o feel_v that_o sin_n shall_v be_v condemn_v through_o sin_n chap._n xxx_o if_o we_o ever_o be_v willing_a to_o become_v proficient_o we_o must_v bear_v one_o with_o another_o as_o god_n also_o have_v bear_v with_o we_o and_o still_o bear_v with_o we_o and_o even_o as_o other_o also_o do_v bear_v with_o we_o yet_o it_o be_v chief_o to_o be_v endeavour_v that_o we_o daily_o become_v less_o and_o less_o troublesome_a unto_o other_o and_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n we_o shall_v have_v soundness_n of_o conscience_n we_o ought_v to_o be_v brethren_n and_o not_o accuse_v diffame_v or_o contemn_v one_o another_o for_o any_o shame_n or_o spot_n and_o if_o any_o one_o can_v do_v or_o have_v this_o from_o the_o very_a foundation_n yet_o he_o ought_v to_o suppress_v these_o thing_n in_o himself_o and_o to_o have_v a_o care_n lest_o they_o break_v forth_o again_o and_o then_o will_v the_o conscience_n be_v endue_v with_o no_o bitterness_n and_o the_o state_n of_o the_o man_n will_v be_v well_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v troublesome_a to_o one_o another_o in_o gesture_n or_o word_n or_o work_n or_o thought_n but_o every_o where_o to_o seek_v peace_n in_o love_n and_o because_o now_o it_o be_v tell_v we_o concern_v affliction_n that_o we_o must_v be_v subject_v thereunto_o in_o what_o manner_n soever_o it_o rush_v in_o upon_o we_o it_o be_v to_o be_v accept_v as_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o a_o man_n in_o affliction_n aught_o to_o abstain_v from_o all_o delight_v derive_v from_o the_o creature_n we_o must_v begin_v to_o cut_v off_o our_o member_n before_o we_o 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and_o troublesome_a and_o some_o body_n shall_v by_o chance_n come_v and_o put_v this_o traveller_n into_o a_o coach_n and_o so_o carry_v he_o to_o cologne_n certain_o to_o such_o a_o one_o he_o ought_v to_o return_v the_o great_a thanks_o but_o not_o hatred_n chap._n xxxi_o concern_v the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n the_o author_n be_v ask_v concern_v prayer_n answer_v i_o every_o day_n appear_v thrice_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o prayer_n be_v ask_v whither_o by_o the_o voice_n of_o his_o mouth_n he_o answer_v yes_o viz._n in_o the_o morning_n at_o noon_n and_o at_o night_n be_v ask_v whither_o he_o do_v so_o by_o reason_n of_o all_o those_o sin_n which_o press_v he_o down_o with_o the_o heavy_a care_n or_o anxiety_n and_o which_o be_v in_o he_o most_o displease_v to_o god_n he_o answer_v yes_o but_o say_v he_o such_o representation_n be_v always_o set_v before_o my_o â—â—es_n that_o i_o may_v appear_v pure_a and_o that_o do_v keep_v i_o from_o sin_v moreover_o i_o always_o have_v my_o mind_n lift_v up_o to_o god_n in_o my_o labour_n that_o i_o may_v diligent_o observe_v the_o very_a bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n nor_o will_v i_o let_v my_o hand_n be_v free_a from_o labour_n if_o i_o have_v wander_v or_o err_v any_o where_o or_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o i_o know_v to_o be_v unjust_a i_o be_v not_o hear_v but_o reject_v of_o the_o lord_n therefore_o i_o be_v still_o endeavour_v that_o i_o may_v always_o appear_v pure_a and_o pure_a if_o i_o intend_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v exceed_o serious_o and_o diligent_o exercise_v himself_o in_o prayer_n if_o he_o intend_v to_o be_v advance_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o paul_n say_v that_o man_n ought_v to_o pray_v in_o every_o place_n lift_v up_o pure_a hand_n without_o wrath_n and_o contention_n viz._n lest_o that_o our_o conscience_n shall_v accuse_v we_o or_o our_o cogitation_n excuse_v themselves_o and_o thereupon_o become_v angry_a and_o contend_v in_o we_o prepare_v thyself_o first_o before_o thou_o pray_v nor_o go_v about_o it_o like_v one_o that_o be_v about_o to_o tempt_v god_n we_o ought_v with_o fear_n and_o terror_n yea_o with_o great_a tremble_a appear_v before_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o therefore_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v prepare_v before_o we_o pray_v poverty_n and_o affliction_n teach_v we_o to_o pray_v by_o how_o much_o great_a the_o affliction_n be_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o pierce_a will_n the_o prayer_n be_v we_o be_v to_o endeavour_v not_o to_o seem_v or_o profess_v ourselves_o otherwise_o before_o man_n than_o we_o profess_v ourselves_o before_o god_n for_o man_n before_o man_n seem_v to_o be_v somewhat_o when_o yet_o before_o god_n they_o be_v still_o as_o a_o nothing_o in_o the_o bottom_n and_o consequent_o they_o deceive_v themselves_o chap._n xxxii_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o open_o to_o reveal_v his_o divine_a exercise_n viz._n that_o by_o which_o he_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n some_o be_v natural_o so_o close_o of_o heart_n that_o they_o be_v willing_o silent_a and_o reveal_v to_o no_o man_n their_o divine_a exercise_n that_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n and_o be_v please_v to_o god_n other_o be_v natural_o open_a of_o heart_n so_o as_o they_o willing_o discover_v to_o any_o one_o their_o divine_a exercise_n and_o their_o whole_a mind_n and_o that_o be_v very_o displease_v to_o god_n such_o therefore_o be_v to_o endeavour_v and_o study_v to_o gâ—t_o close_a heart_n and_o let_v they_o learn_v to_o bridle_v their_o tongue_n and_o beg_v help_n from_o the_o lord_n for_o no_o man_n can_v ready_o come_v to_o be_v silent_a unless_o first_o he_o be_v deep_o smite_v in_o his_o heart_n with_o
make_v themselves_o more_o assure_v or_o may_v expect_v or_o receive_v it_o from_o any_o creature_n whatsoever_o but_o feel_o live_o and_o internal_o be_v convince_v in_o their_o own_o heart_n do_v true_o become_v sensible_a of_o the_o high_a love_n in_o the_o deep_a enmity_n of_o the_o great_a riches_n in_o the_o extreme_a poverty_n of_o the_o profound_a joy_n in_o the_o most_o press_a strait_n and_o misery_n and_o in_o the_o fierce_a combat_n the_o sweet_a peace_n and_o in_o a_o word_n in_o the_o low_a despondency_n and_o weakness_n yea_o desperation_n and_o inconstancy_n the_o high_a faithfulness_n and_o constancy_n ought_v to_o be_v find_v in_o god_n here_o faith_n come_v to_o be_v try_v whether_o it_o be_v of_o man_n or_o whether_o it_o be_v of_o god_n for_o if_o it_o be_v of_o man_n it_o refuse_v to_o choose_v for_o itself_o true_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n together_o with_o the_o abnegation_n of_o proper_a happiness_n which_o it_o elect_v for_o itself_o for_o it_o deni_v to_o 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christ_n dwell_v in_o he_o he_o be_v become_v a_o member_n of_o his_o body_n against_o which_o can_v no_o accusation_n or_o condemnation_n be_v bring_v for_o even_o as_o the_o head_n be_v find_v blameless_a in_o innocency_n so_o also_o be_v the_o whole_a body_n with_o all_o its_o member_n let_v every_o one_o narrow_o prove_v himself_o before_o he_o boast_v himself_o to_o be_v a_o member_n of_o this_o body_n for_o christ_n be_v not_o so_o vile_a in_o we_o as_o we_o may_v think_v he_o to_o be_v nor_o be_v the_o imitation_n of_o he_o so_o small_a a_o thing_n that_o it_o can_v be_v comprehend_v and_o know_v by_o our_o gross_a natural_a reason_n because_o as_o he_o be_v supernatural_o conceive_v and_o bear_v so_o in_o like_a manner_n do_v he_o operate_v and_o speak_v yea_o whatever_o be_v manifest_v concern_v christ_n aught_o to_o be_v most_o exact_o express_v in_o we_o in_o spirit_n and_o life_n and_o in_o divine_a truth_n therefore_o he_o that_o will_v glory_v that_o he_o understand_v and_o know_v christ_n and_o be_v a_o partaker_n of_o he_o it_o behoove_v he_o in_o the_o same_o manner_n with_o christ_n to_o be_v regenerate_v in_o spirit_n so_o 〈◊〉_d that_o it_o be_v no_o long_o he_o but_o christ_n who_o live_v in_o he_o and_o then_o indeed_o no_o devil_n nor_o any_o accusation_n can_v touch_v he_o moreover_o he_o also_o will_v himself_o judge_v of_o all_o far_o otherwise_o then_o by_o the_o light_a judgement_n of_o a_o natural_a man_n see_v all_o the_o mysterye_n of_o the_o scripture_n be_v to_o all_o that_o iâ—_n of_o nature_n leave_v in_o he_o occult_a and_o hide_a until_o the_o man_n be_v transplant_v into_o thâ—_n likeness_n of_o christ_n where_o not_o the_o leasâ—_n room_n be_v leave_v for_o nature_n inasmuch_o as_o she_o be_v condemn_v already_o as_o be_v at_o enmity_n even_o with_o god_n himself_o thus_o i_o have_v brief_o and_o succinct_o lay_v before_o thou_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v ordinary_o meet_v with_o in_o they_o who_o conceive_v a_o zeal_n for_o god_n that_o thou_o may_v learn_v cautious_o to_o proceed_v in_o these_o matter_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o drive_v hither_o and_o thither_o by_o every_o wind_n of_o doctrine_n but_o that_o thou_o may_v finish_v thy_o combat_n with_o a_o serious_a and_o most_o arden_n zeal_n until_o the_o lord_n shall_v guide_v thou_o aâ—_n last_o unto_o the_o regeneration_n which_o be_v doâ—â—_n in_o spirit_n be_v frequent_o invoke_v bâ—_n prayer_n and_o sigh_n after_o many_o adversity_n and_o both_o inward_a and_o outward_a sorrow_n by_o which_o a_o man_n be_v wonderful_o put_v forward_o towards_o that_o which_o he_o aim_v at_o the_o lord_n grant_v to_o thou_o his_o grace_n in_o his_o own_o time_n that_o thou_o may_v at_o last_v become_v joyful_o sensible_a in_o the_o secret_a of_o thy_o heart_n of_o those_o most_o excellent_a help_n and_o victory_n which_o be_v attain_v to_o through_o the_o cross_n suffering_n and_o pain_n epist._n ii_o concern_v the_o most_o subtle_a craftiness_n of_o humane_a nature_n to_o the_o same_o lady_n the_o lord_n multiply_v unto_o thou_o the_o benediction_n of_o internal_a grace_n and_o the_o right_a understanding_n of_o his_o will_n inasmuch_o as_o his_o will_n can_v be_v acknowledge_v by_o nature_n leave_v to_o herself_o see_v she_o be_v plain_o contrary_a thereunto_o although_o sometime_o she_o may_v seem_v to_o be_v thorough_o unite_v unto_o it_o for_o all_o man_n do_v with_o open_a mouth_n boast_v of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o no_o man_n will_v be_v want_v in_o that_o every_o body_n cry_v that_o he_o be_v arrive_v thereat_o and_o that_o he_o have_v full_o obtain_v it_o i_o speak_v oâ—_n those_o who_o study_v their_o own_o righteousness_n and_o give_v up_o themselves_o to_o god_n and_o trusâ—_n confident_o before_o god_n that_o they_o arâ—_n make_v free_a through_o jesus_n christ_n wherâ—_n notwithstanding_o such_o a_o man_n never_o yeâ—_n arrive_v in_o the_o least_o to_o true_o know_v himself_o and_o have_v never_o as_o 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