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24._o 2._o 10._o that_o which_o be_v set_v upon_o the_o heart_n or_o spirit_n ezek._n 20._o 32._o quod_fw-la ascendit_fw-la super_fw-la spiritum_fw-la vestrum_fw-la aria_n mont._n that_o which_o come_v into_o your_o mind_n 11._o reckon_v of_o sin_n afore_o hand_n i_o will_v pursue_v i_o will_v overtake_v i_o will_v divide_v the_o spoil_n exod._n 15._o 9_o nothing_o but_o i_o will_v i_o will_n 12._o fix_a resolution_n for_o time_n to_o come_v eccl._n 8._o 11._o the_o heartful_o set_v to_o do_v evil_a 13._o delight_n in_o sin_n if_o they_o can_v come_v at_o it_o to_o commit_v it_o prov._n 2._o 14._o and_o 4._o 17._o 14._o greediness_n after_o sin_n to_o be_v commit_v ephes_n 4._o 18._o last_o greevedness_n of_o mind_n if_o disappoint_v of_o their_o sinful_a desire_n prov._n 4._o 16._o their_o sleep_n be_v take_v away_o that_o night_n when_o they_o can_v do_v no_o mischief_n by_o day_n these_o be_v scala_n inferni_fw-la the_o devil_n ladder_n whereby_o sin_n be_v raise_v to_o the_o high_a 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shake_v with_o the_o wind_n such_o be_v the_o thought_n but_o will_v it_o be_v no_o worse_o but_o what_o come_v you_o out_o to_o see_v a_o man_n clothe_v in_o soft_a raiment_n or_o come_v you_o to_o see_v a_o prophet_n no_o but_o a_o man_n clothe_v with_o filthy_a raiment_n as_o josua_n be_v and_o no_o prophet_n neither_o but_o a_o impostor_n yea_o i_o may_v say_v as_o david_n to_o saul_n what_o be_v we_o come_v into_o this_o wilderness_n to_o look_v after_o a_o 20._o 1_o sam._n 24._o 14._o and_o 26._o 20._o dead_a dog_n or_o stink_v carrion_n yea_o that_o we_o be_v and_o worse_o for_o its_o noisomenesse_n or_o a_o flea_n or_o partridge_n for_o their_o mobility_n and_o nimbleness_n yea_o i_o shall_v dig_v through_o the_o wall_n and_o represent_v you_o with_o the_o ugly_a sight_n of_o
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and_o obdurate_a unbelief_n to_o former_a disobedience_n and_o desperation_n to_o thy_o long_a presumption_n and_o thou_o may_v yet_o be_v safe_a for_o first_o it_o be_v say_v 25._o hâ—b_n 7._o 25._o christ_n be_v able_a to_o save_v to_o the_o utmost_a all_o that_o come_v to_o god_n by_o he_o therefore_o there_o be_v no_o doubt_v of_o his_o power_n save_v to_o the_o utmost_a not_o to_o such_o or_o such_o a_o degree_n no_o further_o but_o further_o and_o further_o than_o ever_o thou_o have_v sin_v many_o man_n have_v often_o sin_v to_o their_o utmost_a do_v evil_a with_o both_o hand_n as_o they_o can_v but_o christ_n never_o yet_o show_v mercy_n or_o save_v to_o his_o utmost_a but_o he_o be_v able_a to_o outdo_v all_o that_o we_o have_v do_v or_o can_v ask_v yea_o to_o outdo_v all_o that_o himself_o have_v do_v pardon_v yet_o great_a sin_n to_o penitent_n then_o ever_o yet_o be_v pardon_v if_o great_a can_v be_v commit_v then_o second_o consider_v 11._o ezek._n 18._o 23._o and_o 33._o 11._o further_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o make_v question_n of_o his_o will_n he_o have_v say_v i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n he_o that_o come_v to_o 37._o joh._n 6._o 37._o i_o i_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a cast_v out_o there_o be_v you_o see_v power_n and_o will_n both_o engage_v to_o save_v thou_o so_o that_o it_o be_v not_o his_o will-not_a but_o thy_o will_v not_o hinder_v thy_o salvation_n why_o will_v you_o die_v say_v he_o i_o will_v you_o will_v not_o nor_o be_v it_o god_n 37._o ezek._n 18._o 31._o mat._n 23._o 37._o shall_v not_o but_o thy_o care_n not_o exclude_v thou_o heaven_n three_o if_o thou_o shall_v say_v i_o have_v commit_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n therefore_o there_o be_v no_o mercy_n for_o i_o i_o answer_v what_o ever_o that_o sin_n be_v it_o be_v not_o that_o sin_n shall_v be_v unpardoned_a if_o thou_o do_v repent_v for_o the_o greatness_n of_o that_o sin_n do_v not_o exceed_v the_o virtue_n of_o christ_n blood_n no_o nor_o the_o sin_n of_o devil_n neither_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v to_o say_v christ_n blood_n be_v a_o sufficient_a price_n to_o ransom_n they_o if_o god_n have_v so_o intend_v but_o it_o be_v never_o his_o intention_n so_o to_o do_v because_o he_o take_v not_o the_o nature_n of_o angel_n but_o the_o seed_n of_o the_o woman_n i_o say_v therefore_o have_v thou_o 16._o heb._n 2._o 16._o sin_v that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n yet_o mercy_n may_v be_v have_v upon_o repentance_n but_o it_o be_v therefore_o conclude_v to_o be_v unpardonable_a because_o they_o that_o go_v into_o that_o return_v not_o again_o they_o be_v never_o renew_v by_o repentance_n as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v but_o do_v 4._o peccatum_fw-la in_o spiritum_fw-la sanctum_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la accidere_fw-la sitientibus_fw-la justitiam_fw-la christi_fw-la dickson_n ther._n sacr_n l._n 2._o c._n 4._o thou_o mourn_v grieve_v complain_v weep_v lament_v and_o say_v thou_o have_v sin_v that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n that_o can_v be_v four_o but_o if_o thou_o shall_v yet_o persist_v in_o thy_o wilful_a reject_v the_o mercy_n and_o put_v away_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n from_o thou_o with_o that_o foul_a cavil_n and_o black_a objection_n in_o all_o the_o bible_n oh_o but_o i_o be_o a_o reprobate_n and_o 10._o ezek._n 33._o 10._o if_o our_o transgression_n and_o sin_n be_v upon_o we_o and_o we_o pine_v away_o in_o they_o how_o can_v we_o then_o live_v say_v they_o and_o job_n once_o if_o i_o be_v wicked_a why_o labour_v i_o in_o 29._o job_n 9_o 29._o vain_a q._n d._n i_o may_v as_o well_o sit_v still_o all_o endeavour_n be_v in_o vain_a i_o answer_v 1._o god_n have_v no_o where_o declare_v of_o this_o that_o or_o any_o man_n that_o he_o be_v a_o reprobate_n no_o man_n can_v say_v it_o of_o himself_o no_o 11._o reprobationis_fw-la indicium_fw-la nullum_fw-la certum_fw-la dedit_fw-la deus_fw-la praeter_fw-la peccatum_fw-la in_o spiritum_fw-la s._n quod_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la accidere_fw-la sitientibus_fw-la justitiam_fw-la christi_fw-la &_o finalem_fw-la impenitentiam_fw-la quae_fw-la compleri_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la nisi_fw-la in_o ipsa_fw-la morte_fw-la idem_fw-la ibid._n ezek._n 33._o 11._o man_n may_v say_v it_o of_o another_o nor_o do_v satan_n or_o any_o angel_n know_v who_o be_v a_o reprobate_n election_n may_v at_o length_n come_v to_o be_v know_v and_o thence_o assurance_n but_o reprobation_n never_o so_o long_o as_o there_o be_v life_n there_o be_v hope_n for_o though_o he_o that_o be_v in_o state_n of_o grace_n to_o day_n shall_v be_v to_o morrow_n yet_o you_o can_v say_v he_o that_o be_v in_o state_n of_o wrath_n to_o day_n shall_v be_v to_o morrow_n who_o can_v tell_v how_o long_o and_o how_o far_o one_o may_v go_v in_o a_o way_n of_o sin_n ere_o he_o come_v to_o be_v past_a grace_n never_o to_o return_v 2._o do_v not_o the_o lord_n say_v as_o i_o live_v i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n turn_v and_o live_v repent_v sin_n shall_v not_o be_v your_o ruin_n it_o be_v not_o god_n eternal_a decree_n of_o reprobation_n therefore_o do_v make_v thou_o uncapable_a of_o salvation_n but_o they_o own_o wilful_a sin_n and_o persist_v in_o it_o cast_v away_o thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v never_o be_v a_o castaway_n thy_o sin_n be_v the_o bar_n not_o god_n 23._o ezek._n 18._o 31._o 1_o sam._n 15._o 23._o decree_n none_o be_v reject_v by_o god_n but_o such_o as_o with_o saul_n have_v first_o reject_v the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o a_o word_n it_o be_v thy_o election_n and_o love_n of_o sin_n that_o thou_o have_v more_o cause_n to_o fear_v than_o god_n reprobation_n and_o hatred_n of_o thou_o 3._o i_o say_v consider_v of_o it_o do_v not_o the_o lord_n 10._o act._n 17._o 30._o 2_o pet._n 3._o 9_o 1_o jo_n 5._o 10._o call_v all_o man_n every_o where_o to_o repent_v and_o say_v he_o be_v not_o will_v any_o shall_v perish_v but_o all_o come_v to_o repent_v and_o wiâ—t_o thou_o exclude_v thyself_o and_o make_v god_n a_o liar_n set_v his_o secret_a decree_n against_o his_o reveal_v will_n he_o have_v command_v the_o gospel_n to_o be_v preach_v to_o every_o creature_n 16._o mar._n 16._o 15._o 16._o and_o say_v he_o that_o believe_v shall_v be_v save_v he_o that_o believe_v not_o shall_v be_v damn_v and_o therefore_o as_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v to_o say_v to_o a_o elect_a as_o to_o solomon_n if_o thou_o forsake_v the_o 7._o 1_o chron._n 28._o 9_o gen._n 4._o 7._o lord_n he_o will_v cast_v thou_o off_o for_o ever_o so_o to_o a_o cain_n if_o thou_o do_v well_o or_o repent_v of_o evil_n shall_v thou_o not_o be_v accept_v as_o the_o most_o righteous_a have_v no_o cause_n to_o hope_v notwithstanding_o his_o election_n if_o he_o repent_v of_o his_o repentance_n and_o turn_v from_o his_o righteousness_n so_o the_o compare_v ezâ—k_n 18._o 24._o and_o 27._o compare_v unbeliever_n and_o unrighteous_a notwithstanding_o any_o decree_n of_o reprobation_n fear_v have_v no_o cause_n to_o despair_v if_o he_o break_v off_o his_o sin_n 4._o i_o say_v the_o pit_n have_v not_o yet_o shut_v her_o mouth_n upon_o thou_o nor_o be_v the_o gulf_n fix_v there_o be_v a_o possibility_n of_o salvation_n to_o any_o yet_o live_v while_o there_o be_v life_n there_o be_v hope_n out_o of_o the_o hell_n of_o despair_n there_o be_v redemption_n though_o out_o of_o the_o despair_n of_o hell_n there_o be_v no_o redemption_n hell_n be_v not_o so_o easy_o bear_v as_o thou_o conceive_v how_o glad_a will_v they_o be_v in_o hell_n if_o there_o be_v now_o so_o much_o as_o any_o possibility_n despise_v not_o the_o last_o offer_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o can_v believe_v all_o thing_n be_v 23._o mar._n 9_o 23._o possible_a to_o he_o that_o
believe_v there_o be_v a_o possibility_n that_o thou_o may_v believe_v though_o yet_o thou_o do_v not_o or_o can_v not_o say_v i_o can_v believe_v if_o thou_o will_v say_v not_o with_o thomas_n i_o shall_v noâ—_n i_o will_v not_o believe_v yet_o do_v thou_o so_o 25._o jo._n 20._o 25._o conclude_v thou_o may_v after_o come_v to_o cry_v out_o with_o high_a rejoice_n of_o assurance_n with_o he_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n nay_o if_o 28._o jo._n 20._o 28._o thou_o be_v come_v to_o that_o to_o say_v there_o be_v no_o possibility_n in_o thou_o to_o be_v save_v be_v our_o impossibles_fw-fr impossible_a with_o god_n our_o saviour_n speak_v of_o the_o difficulty_n of_o the_o salvation_n of_o some_o resolve_n and_o stay_v it_o upon_o god_n omnipotency_n with_o man_n this_o be_v impossible_a but_o with_o 27._o mar._n 10._o 27._o god_n all_o thing_n be_v possible_a hang_v therefore_o upon_o possibility_n to_o beget_v desire_n and_o on_o these_o desire_n till_o thou_o get_v hope_n on_o hope_n 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i_o say_v to_o thou_o as_o tamar_n to_o amnon_n in_o another_o case_n this_o late_a evil_n in_o turn_v 16._o 2_o sam._n 13._o 16._o mercy_n out_o of_o door_n be_v worse_a than_o the_o former_a in_o abuse_v it_o and_o force_v it_o to_o serve_v thy_o lust_n both_o be_v nought_o this_o worse_a the_o sin_n of_o cain_n despair_v be_v worse_a than_o the_o kill_a his_o brother_n there_o he_o wrong_v justice_n here_o mercy_n thereby_o he_o violate_v the_o law_n hereby_o he_o disparage_v the_o gospel_n thereby_o he_o set_v light_a by_o the_o blood_n of_o his_o brother_n hereby_o of_o the_o blood_n of_o a_o saviour_n which_o cry_v loud_o for_o better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n for_o vengeance_n we_o say_v the_o like_a of_o judas_n despair_n 24._o heb._n 12._o 24._o it_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n than_o the_o betray_n of_o his_o master_n last_o if_o thou_o must_v have_v example_n to_o encourage_v thou_o who_o say_v none_o be_v ever_o such_o a_o one_o as_o myself_o and_o pardon_v consider_v what_o be_v write_v in_o scripture_n manasses_n be_v a_o man_n give_v over_o to_o all_o wickedness_n a_o idelater_n 7._o 2_o chron._n 33._o 3_o 4_o 5_o 6_o 7._o corrupter_n of_o god_n worship_n a_o man_n of_o blood_n a_o consulter_n with_o familiar_a spirit_n the_o great_a contemner_n of_o the_o prophet_n and_o command_n of_o god_n that_o can_v be_v yet_o find_v mercy_n when_o he_o be_v humble_v and_o paul_n who_o have_v be_v before_o a_o persecutor_n and_o a_o blasphemer_n and_o injurious_a in_o the_o high_a degree_n 15._o 1_o tim._n 1._o 13_o 14_o 15._o to_o make_v he_o the_o great_a of_o sinner_n yet_o find_v mercy_n we_o can_v instance_n in_o some_o other_o of_o our_o own_o knowledge_n have_v many_o gracious_a experience_n of_o that_o truth_n where_o sin_n have_v abound_v grace_n have_v more_o than_o abound_v super_fw-la abound_v and_o where_o sin_n have_v reign_v as_o a_o tyrant_n 21._o ro._n 5._o 20._o 21._o unto_o death_n and_o condemnation_n grace_n have_v reign_v 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into_o open_a and_o down_o right_a desperation_n he_o confess_v and_o yield_v himself_o to_o the_o devil_n as_o be_v he_o he_o say_v the_o mercy_n and_o grace_n of_o god_n can_v not_o be_v so_o great_a as_o to_o pardon_v sin_n so_o great_a as_o he_o then_o what_o horror_n be_v upon_o he_o gnash_v of_o death_n weep_v wail_v yea_o he_o will_v challenge_v satan_n and_o wish_v the_o devil_n will_v fetch_v he_o away_o to_o his_o destine_a torment_n he_o throw_v himself_o all_o along_o upon_o the_o ground_n refuse_v both_o meat_n and_o drink_n have_v you_o see_v he_o you_o can_v never_o have_v forget_v he_o whâ—le_v you_o have_v live_v you_o have_v see_v the_o full_a pattern_n of_o a_o despair_a person_n yet_o say_v after_o the_o many_o pain_n of_o godly_a and_o learned_a man_n who_o come_v to_o he_o watch_v with_o he_o reason_v with_o he_o lay_v open_v the_o word_n and_o will_n of_o god_n and_o after_o many_o prayer_n public_a and_o private_a put_v up_o for_o he_o at_o length_n he_o 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dii_fw-la erimus_fw-la they_o aspire_v after_o it_o and_o be_v throw_v into_o hell_n with_o it_o so_o that_o their_o place_n be_v no_o more_o find_v in_o heaven_n nor_o any_o place_n for_o presumption_n there_o since_o but_o this_o their_o original_a sin_n they_o soon_o propagate_v to_o mankind_n soon_o after_o fall_v satan_n in_o the_o likeness_n of_o a_o subtle_a serpent_n buzz_v in_o their_o head_n a_o dii_fw-la eritis_fw-la you_o shall_v be_v as_o god_n they_o 5._o gen._n 3._o 5._o neither_o regard_v precept_n or_o threat_v to_o the_o contrary_a be_v soon_o taint_v with_o it_o and_o be_v just_o for_o their_o presumption_n cast_v out_o of_o paradise_n but_o though_o it_o can_v find_v no_o place_n in_o heaven_n or_o paradise_n it_o have_v overspread_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o this_o dii_fw-la eritis_fw-la as_o one_o say_v will_v never_o die_v but_o in_o every_o presumptuous_a sin_n or_o attempt_v or_o rise_v of_o heart_n there_o be_v a_o spice_n of_o it_o dii_fw-la sumus_fw-la or_o dii_fw-la erimus_fw-la we_o will_v be_v as_o god_n and_o as_o for_o the_o lord_n every_o presumptuous_a sinner_n say_v in_o his_o heart_n i_o know_v he_o not_o 〈◊〉_d ex._n 5_o 3._o psal_n 12._o 〈◊〉_d who_o shall_v be_v lord_n over_o we_o and_o be_v breed_v in_o the_o flesh_n it_o will_v never_o be_v out_o of_o the_o bone_n as_o we_o say_v every_o one_o more_o or_o less_o taint_v with_o it_o and_o there_o be_v presumptuous_a thought_n of_o two_o kind_n we_o be_v subject_a unto_o carnal_a and_o spiritual_a presumption_n 1._o carnal_a all_o be_v subject_a unto_o hence_o if_o we_o have_v a_o arm_n of_o flesh_n to_o trust_v in_o how_o apt_a 5._o jer._n 17._o 5._o be_v
place_n of_o the_o forest_n be_v there_o no_o way_n to_o exalt_v god_n mercy_n but_o by_o destroy_v his_o justice_n purity_n truth_n and_o holiness_n and_o be_v there_o no_o other_o faith_n with_o thou_o but_o what_o destroy_v fear_n obedience_n repentance_n and_o conscientiousnesse_n how_o unlike_a be_v these_o to_o david_n and_o the_o saint_n who_o say_v 4._o psal_n 130._o 4._o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o therefore_o thou_o shall_v be_v fear_v ames_n faith_n well_o qui_fw-la salutem_fw-la sine_fw-la resipiscentia_fw-la &_o pielate_fw-la sperant_fw-la sperando_fw-la presumunt_fw-la praesumendo_fw-la pereunt_fw-la they_o who_o once_o persuade_v themselves_o they_o shall_v be_v save_v yet_o mind_v not_o repentance_n and_o godliness_n such_o persuasion_n be_v presumption_n such_o presumption_n be_v perdition_n 3._o many_o have_v presume_v themselves_o into_o hell_n by_o a_o vain_a dream_n of_o long_a life_n and_o a_o fond_a presumption_n of_o late_a repentance_n when_o we_o can_v 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thou_o second_o it_o be_v not_o likely_a thou_o shall_v repent_v at_o last_o after_o so_o long_a a_o course_n in_o sin_n 23._o jer._n 13._o 23._o can_v the_o ethiopian_a change_n his_o skin_n and_o the_o leopard_n his_o spot_n then_o may_v you_o learn_v to_o do_v well_o ames_n novella_n planta_fw-la facilius_fw-la eradicatur_fw-la quam_fw-la cum_fw-la profundius_fw-la radices_fw-la egerit_fw-la ames_n that_o have_v be_v accustom_v to_o do_v evil_a be_v it_o a_o likely_a matter_n thou_o shall_v pull_v up_o a_o oak_n of_o twenty_o year_n growth_n and_o deep_o root_v in_o the_o earth_n which_o thou_o can_v not_o pull_v up_o after_o it_o have_v stand_v but_o one_o year_n but_o may_v easy_o the_o same_o day_n it_o be_v set_v be_v repentance_n likely_a to_o be_v any_o thing_n easy_a to_o a_o die_a man_n when_o all_o his_o sin_n come_v flock_v in_o together_o when_o pain_n torment_v when_o strength_n and_o understanding_n fail_v when_o friend_n distract_v &_o c_o be_v it_o likely_a a_o die_a 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jew_n in_o secret_a and_o to_o pray_v in_o private_a as_o paul_n do_v at_o his_o 29._o rom._n 2._o 29._o conversion_n 10._o he_o desire_z other_o not_o to_o spare_v their_o prayer_n but_o he_o join_v not_o his_o own_o thy_o other_o man_n sin_n may_v soon_o destroy_v thou_o than_o thy_o other_o man_n prayer_n save_v thou_o without_o thy_o own_o 12._o he_o only_o desire_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o hell_n and_o the_o misery_n of_o his_o sin_n not_o from_o the_o mischief_n of_o his_o sin_n pray_v say_v he_o that_o none_o of_o these_o thing_n come_v upon_o i_o last_o he_o only_o desire_v gift_n for_o other_o verse_n 20._o that_o he_o may_v become_v eminent_a and_o famous_a be_v equal_a to_o the_o apostle_n so_o that_o beloved_n we_o may_v see_v how_o far_o a_o man_n may_v go_v heaven-ward_n yet_o never_o come_v there_o hell_n be_v not_o only_o full_a of_o sorcerer_n adulterer_n drunkard_n swearer_n and_o profane_a swine_n but_o there_o be_v many_o a_o hearer_n professor_n believer_n and_o 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