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pratensis_n hercul_n saxon_n etc._n etc._n who_o can_v give_v any_o natural_a cause_n of_o man_n speak_v hebrew_n or_o greek_a which_o they_o never_o learn_v or_o speak_v before_o of_o their_o versify_n their_o tell_v person_n that_o be_v present_a their_o secret_n discover_v what_o be_v do_v at_o a_o distance_n which_o they_o neither_o see_v nor_o hear_v fernelius_n mention_v two_o that_o he_o see_v whereof_o one_o be_v so_o torment_v with_o convulsive_a pain_n sometime_o in_o one_o arm_n sometime_o in_o the_o other_o sometime_o in_o one_o finger_n etc._n etc._n that_o four_o man_n can_v scarce_o hold_v he_o his_o head_n be_v still_o quiet_a and_o well_o the_o physician_n judge_v it_o a_o convulsion_n from_o some_o malignant_a humour_n in_o the_o spinâ_fw-la dorsi_fw-la till_o have_v use_v all_o mean_n in_o vain_a at_o last_o the_o devil_n deride_v they_o that_o they_o have_v almost_o destroy_v the_o man_n with_o their_o medicine_n the_o man_n speak_v greek_a and_o latin_a which_o he_o never_o learn_v he_o tell_v the_o physician_n many_o of_o their_o secret_n and_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o talk_n with_o the_o devil_n which_o they_o have_v he_o there_o mention_n in_o conclusion_n both_o this_o and_o the_o other_o be_v dispossess_v by_o popish_a prayer_n fast_v and_o exorcism_n schol_a forestus_n mention_n a_o country_n man_n that_o be_v cast_v into_o melancholy_n through_o discontent_n at_o some_o injury_n that_o he_o have_v receive_v the_o devil_n appear_v to_o he_o in_o the_o likeness_n of_o a_o man_n and_o persuade_v he_o rather_o to_o make_v away_o himself_o then_o to_o bear_v such_o indignity_n and_o to_o that_o end_n advise_v he_o to_o send_v for_o arsenic_n apolog._n and_o poison_v himself_o but_o the_o apothecary_n will_v not_o let_v he_o have_v it_o except_o he_o will_v bring_v one_o to_o promise_v that_o he_o will_v not_o abuse_v it_o whereupon_o the_o devil_n go_v with_o he_o as_o his_o voucher_n and_o so_o he_o take_v a_o dram_n but_o though_o it_o torment_v he_o yet_o it_o do_v not_o present_o kill_v he_o wherefore_o the_o devil_n bring_v he_o afterward_o a_o rope_n and_o after_o that_o a_o knife_n to_o have_v destroy_v himself_o at_o which_o sight_n the_o man_n be_v affright_v be_v recover_v to_o his_o right_a mind_n again_o you_o may_v read_v a_o multitude_n of_o such_o example_n in_o scribonius_n sikenkius_fw-la wierus_n chr._n à _fw-la vega_n langius_n donatus_n l._n 2._o c._n 1._o de_fw-fr med_a mir_fw-fr cornel._n gemma_fw-la l._n 2._o the_o nature_n mirac_fw-la c._n 4._o see_v also_o valesius_fw-la c._n 28._o sacr._n philosop_n roderic_n à _fw-fr castro_n 2_o de_fw-fr morb_n mul._n in_o c._n 3._o schol._n caelius_n rhodiginus_fw-la l._n 1._o antiq_fw-la lect_v c._n 34._o tertullian_n challenge_v the_o heathen_a to_o bring_v any_o one_o possess_v with_o a_o devil_n before_o their_o judgement_n seat_n or_o one_o that_o pretend_v to_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o god_n and_o if_o at_o the_o command_n of_o a_o christian_n he_o do_v not_o confess_v himself_o to_o be_v a_o devil_n let_v they_o take_v the_o christian_n to_o be_v presumptuous_a and_o put_v he_o immediate_o to_o death_n but_o of_o jesus_n say_v he_o they_o say_v not_o so_o nor_o that_o he_o be_v a_o mere_a man_n but_o the_o power_n the_o wisdom_n and_o word_n of_o god_n and_o that_o they_o be_v devil_n damn_v for_o their_o wickedness_n so_o that_o it_o seem_v it_o be_v then_o common_a for_o the_o devil_n in_o the_o possess_v to_o confess_v christ_n or_o else_o tertullian_n dare_v not_o have_v make_v such_o a_o challenge_n sect_n iv_o 4._o fourthly_o the_o four_o and_o last_o of_o these_o palpable_a argument_n to_o prove_v that_o man_n have_v a_o future_a happiness_n or_o misery_n be_v draw_v from_o the_o devil_n compact_n with_o witch_n it_o can_v be_v only_o his_o desire_n of_o hurt_v their_o body_n that_o make_v he_o
do_v not_o christ_n die_v to_o save_v sinner_n never_o trouble_v your_o head_n with_o these_o thought_n but_o believe_v and_o you_o shall_v do_v well_o thus_o do_v they_o follow_v the_o soul_n that_o be_v escape_v from_o satan_n with_o restless_a cry_n till_o they_o have_v bring_v he_o back_o oh_o how_o many_o thousand_o have_v such_o charm_n keep_v a_o sleep_n in_o deceit_n and_o security_n till_o death_n and_o hell_n have_v awake_v and_o better_o inform_v they_o the_o lord_n call_v to_o the_o sinner_n and_o tell_v he_o the_o gate_n be_v straight_o the_o way_n be_v narrow_a 1.10_o and_o few_o find_v it_o try_v and_o examine_v whether_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n or_o no_o give_v all_o diligence_n to_o make_v sure_a in_o time_n and_o the_o world_n cry_v out_o clean_a contrary_n never_o doubt_v never_o trouble_v yourselves_o with_o these_o thought_n i_o entreat_v the_o sinner_n that_o be_v in_o this_o strait_a to_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v christ_n and_o not_o their_o father_n or_o mother_n or_o neighbour_n or_o friend_n that_o must_v judge_v they_o at_o last_o and_o if_o christ_n condemn_v they_o these_o can_v save_v they_o and_o therefore_o common_a reason_n may_v tell_v they_o that_o it_o be_v not_o from_o the_o word_n of_o ignorant_a man_n but_o from_o the_o word_n of_o god_n that_o they_o must_v fetch_v their_o comfort_n and_o hope_n of_o salvation_n when_o ahab_n will_v inquire_v among_o the_o multitude_n of_o flatter_a prophet_n 6_o it_o be_v his_o death_n they_o can_v flatter_v man_n into_o the_o snare_n but_o they_o can_v tell_v how_o to_o bring_v they_o out_o oh_o take_v the_o counsel_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n ephes._n 5.6_o 7._o let_v no_o man_n deceive_v you_o with_o vain_a word_n for_o because_o of_o these_o thing_n come_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o child_n of_o disobedience_n be_v not_o you_o therefore_o partaker_n with_o they_o and_o act._n 2.40_o save_o yourselves_o from_o this_o untoward_a generation_n sect_n viii_o 8._o 3._o but_o the_o great_a hindrance_n be_v in_o man_n own_o hearâ—s_n 1._o some_o be_v so_o ignorant_a that_o they_o know_v not_o what_o self-examination_n be_v nor_o what_o a_o minister_n mean_v when_o he_o persuade_v they_o to_o try_v themselves_o or_o they_o know_v not_o that_o there_o be_v any_o necessity_n of_o it_o but_o think_v write_v every_o man_n be_v bind_v to_o believe_v that_o god_n be_v his_o father_n and_o that_o his_o sin_n be_v pardon_v whether_o it_o be_v true_a or_o false_a and_o that_o it_o be_v a_o great_a fault_n to_o make_v any_o question_n of_o it_o or_o they_o do_v not_o think_v that_o assurance_n can_v be_v attain_v or_o that_o there_o be_v any_o such_o great_a difference_n betwixt_o one_o man_n and_o another_o but_o that_o we_o be_v all_o christian_n and_o therefore_o need_v not_o to_o trouble_v ourselves_o any_o further_o or_o at_o least_o they_o know_v not_o wherein_o the_o difference_n lie_v nor_o how_o to_o set_v upon_o this_o search_n of_o their_o heart_n 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sin_n and_o so_o far_o in_o dislike_n with_o the_o way_n of_o god_n that_o they_o dare_v not_o fall_v on_o the_o trial_n of_o their_o way_n lest_o they_o be_v force_v from_o the_o course_n which_o they_o love_v to_o that_o which_o they_o loathe_v 7._o some_o be_v so_o resolve_v already_o never_o to_o change_v their_o present_a state_n that_o they_o neglect_v examination_n as_o a_o useless_a thing_n before_o they_o will_v turn_v so_o precise_a and_o seek_v a_o new_a way_n when_o they_o have_v live_v so_o long_o and_o go_v so_o far_o they_o will_v put_v their_o eternal_a state_n to_o the_o venture_n come_v of_o it_o what_o will_n and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v full_o resolve_v to_o hold_v on_o his_o way_n and_o not_o to_o turn_v back_o be_v it_o right_n or_o wrong_n to_o what_o end_n shall_v he_o inquire_v whether_o he_o bâ—_n right_a or_o no_o 8._o most_o man_n be_v so_o take_v up_o with_o their_o worldly_a affair_n and_o be_v so_o busy_a in_o drive_v the_o trade_n of_o provide_v for_o 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