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40.28_o work_n far_o pass_v our_o feeble_a finding_n out_o but_o yet_o alas_o pity_v a_o wretch_n come_v gentle_o deign_v and_o show_v what_o i_o myself_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o know_v the_o cause_n i_o mean_v as_o thou_o be_v good_a come_v tell_v why_o be_v it_o i_o hang_v so_o long_o betwixt_o heaven_n and_o hell_n why_o do_v thou_o hide_v thy_o countenance_n o_o why_o do_v thou_o forsake_v i_o thus_o in_o misery_n why_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o to_o myself_o to_o see_v what_o i_o will_v do_v without_o depend_v from_o thou_o and_o how_o behave_v myself_o when_o i_o shall_v fight_v against_o that_o adversary_n of_o the_o light_n the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n that_o grand_a enemy_n unto_o my_o peace_n alas_o thou_o need_v not_o try_v to_o see_v what_o i_o will_v do_v thou_o know_v full_a well_o what_o i_o must_v do_v despair_n and_o so_o to_o hell_n thus_o do_v thou_o try_v thy_o servant_n job_n but_o sure_o have_v thou_o not_o give_v he_o virtue_n to_o endure_v those_o 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