They are seasonable First A wise Conviction is that which is in season which Solomon calls Golden Apples in silver Pictures Prov. 25.11 concluding seasonable reproof to be wise reproof verse 12. This was Abigaels renowned wisdome when David was just a ruining her whole Family had not she by gracious reproofe stopt his fury taking that season when by her present his passion was allayed and how lovely was it to David 1 Sam. 25.32 33. David was wise and therefore this word was an Earing of gold unto him The same woman with the same wisdome defers her Conviction as to her Husband till the fittest season ver 37. Till the wine was gone out of him but he was a Nabal a fool and his heart was dead as a stone Now such seasonable Convictions are Christs Convictions when soules are neare ruining themselves and others in strikes the Spirit and reproves of sin of righteousness and judgement at the best season When Saul was neare Damascus the intended bloody stage of his persecuting madnesse then just then in comes a wooing word of Conviction Saul Saul why persecutest thou me Act. 9.3 4. Who of you can speake of Christs Convictions but must remember that Christ took the best season to say unto you Soul Soul why refusest resistest rejectest thou me Thou maist wonder that Christ should send such a word to stop thee at such a time in such a season 2ly 2ly Suitable As the wisdome of Conviction lies in choosing a fit Season so a fit frame of Spirit fit words fit matter I say fit to perswade not to provoke to soften not to incense and so to harden As sirs if you be never so good and the parties you reprove never so bad your Reproofs cannot be acceptable if they approve not of you that are reproved by you Now this I can say to prove these Reproofes of Christ lovely That Christ rather manageth his wooing Convictions in a pleading than upbraiding way Christ upbraids not but when unbeliefe rejects him and puts him away and for this indeed he will upbraid his very Disciples even after Marriage Mar. 16.14 Although he be slow enough hereunto as is to bee marked from Mat. 11.20 He began to upbraid them because they believed not but in other cases He upbraideth no man Jam. 5.1 But like as he pleaded with the Fathers of old so will he plead with soules Ezek. 20 36. A Chapter full of such pleading you have Ezek. 18. And see how it closeth verse 31.32 Why will you dye I would not have it so saith God wherefore return and live ye Verily such language from the mouth of a gracious God to wretched sinners might melt an heart of hardest stone Christ might upbraide us into Hell and yet when his words are sharpest as Jer. 3. afore quoted they are but to plead us into his own bosome Christ delights not to taunt us for our sin but to humble us under and to rid us of our sin 2ly They are loving and therefore lovely 2ly As they are wise so winning they are loving and therefore lovely Convictions They are pleadings managed by wisdome full fraight of affection no question Josephs Convictions sat sad upon his Brethrens spirits when they were struck speechlesse and could not answer him a word Gen. 45.3 I am Joseph whom ye sold verse 4. There 's the Conviction I am Jesus whom ye have sold for sin for lust for vanity for the world Yea but Joseph vents his owne affections and breaks out into weeping upon them verse 15. and that gives vent unto their utterance for after that saith the Text his Brethren talked with him that is When they saw how affectionate his Convictions were Now this is our Josephs our Jesus his manner O sweet Convictions when most bitter because sweetned by his most bitter teares If Jesus convince Jerusalem his eyes shall speak it as well as his lips Luk. 19.41 He beheld the City and wept over it saying if thou hadst known c. 'T is that makes these Reproofes so rich a present because Christs teares are such precious Pearls 3ly They are consolatory therefore lovely 3ly Christs Convictions are lovely because consolatory As soon as ever Christ hath made you weep he will smile that you may rejoyce That passage is to be remarked Ioh 16.7 I will send the Comforter and how is that amplified ver 8. He shall convince You use to wrap up your bitter Pills in sweet outsides Sugar Sirrups c. But Christ doth otherwise he puts the most bitter outmost You have some Nuts that have hard shells that must be broken and then you come at a bitter peeling and under that lyes the sweet Kernel Our hearts are those hard shels Christ breaks these and then we come at Convictions these are bitter peeles but under these lye Consolations Oh! those are sweet Kernels I am Joseph whom you sold 't was a cutting word Gen. 45.4 Now therefore be not grieved for God did send me before you to preserve your life there 's a curing word for 't ver 5. We cannot think that Joseph did forbid them to grieve for their sin but to grieve inordiately or distractedly I am Jesus whom you abused Oh! there 's a killing Conviction but be not grieved to despair for I was sold to death that I might preserve your life and sent to Heaven through persecution that I might prepare a place for you Oh! that word will revive you If Christ allure into the wildernesse of Conviction making you as Josephs Brethren at a loss in your selves that you shall not know what to ananswer know that he can furnish a delicious Table in this Wildernesse and there speak comfortably unto you Hos 2.14 Now then if you be so scornful or unwise as to hate to be reproved though Christ convince so cordially so comfortingly and have Adders ears unto these Charmings charm he never so wisely take your Course please your selves the world will paint when Christ will be as Fullers soap to wash your lying beauty from you the world will flatter and dare deceive Note Christ your suiter will not his spokesman dare not But know where-ever you make your choice you must have bitter as well as sweet Christs is a bitter-sweet the world is a sweet-bitter Christs wormwood is first tasted the best wine is kept for the last The Worlds Satans Sins discourse are lyes folly flattery c. though these be sweet in thy mouth and thou hide them under thy tongue yet shall thy meat in thy bowels be turned and prove the gall of Asps within thee Job 20.12 14. Thus much to perswade you into love with Christs wooing Convictions But now more particularly In particular The termes of Christs discourse are also lovely termes The first viz. Your leaving Fathers house 1. It s reasonable Secondly I shall endeavour to represent the loveliness of those wooing termes of Christs discourse whereof I spake The first whereof is this
Satans means of tempting are compared to a multitude of waies where they are called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Eph. 6. Somtimes Methodiai or multitudes of cross-waies the method of Satan Sometimes called darknesse Sometimes Darkness and so the manages of worldly temptations are called rules of the darknesse of the world Eph. 6.12 Sometimes called Deceipt in that text Somtimes deceipt Whose coming is after the working of Satan with all deceivablenesse of unrighteousnesse 2 Thes 2.9 10. Sometimes called false lights as 2 Cor. 11.14 Sometimes false light Where Satan is transformed into an Angell of light these must needes bee meanes of bewildring unto poor soules The first meanes of our spirituall bewildrings are the multitude of waies for our soules to walke in 1. Sort. Meanns viz. false waies in which multitude Before I come to particulars I shall mind you of two things more generally 1. Satan in this multitude hath choice or change of paths 2. He hath trimme or pleasant paths and both these are great means to bewilder soules 1. 1. Satan hath change of paths In the multitude of paths Satan hath change for thee If thou be weary of drinking he hath a whore for thee if thou be weary of prophaness down-right he hath formality for thee And so as thou movest thine inclination Satan can move thy way If thou changest thy mind Satan can change thy path Prov. 5.6 lest thou shouldst ponder the path of life her waies are moveable And why gaddest thou about to change thy way saith God Jer. 2. v. 36. 2. Hee hath trim waies 2ly In the multitude of waies Satan wants not trim waies even such as you may be taken and enamoured with It may be before Satan was carrying thee to Hell in the way of drunkennesse now in the way of Civility or sobriety this is a trimmer way then the other yet this without grace is but a Wildernesse-way still It may be before thou wast going cursing or swearing to Hell but now being legally convicted and wrought upon it may be thou art going fasting and praying with the Pharisee to Hell Why this is a trimmer way then the other yet but a bewildring way still We may say to Satan as God saith to his instruments which skill doubtlesse they derive from him their Master Jer. 2.33 Why trimmest thou thy waies to seek love therefore hast thou taught wicked ones thy paths What 's the reason Satan hath so many scholers to learn his paths Oh! 't is because he doth so trimme some of his waies to seek love Particularly But more particularly these are these various and trimme waies which Satan usually bewilders soules by The way of carnall pleasure 1. The waies of Carnall and sinfull pleasure If these will but bewilder them he will never go farther I have deckt c. I have perfumed my bed Pro. 7.16 17. Come let us take our fill of love till the morning As long as the season of the pleasures of sin last if those waies will bewilder them Satan will give them their very fill So Eph. 2.3 We had among them in times past our Conversation fulfilling the lusts of the flesh fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind c. and in Eph. 4.22 he saith put off concerning the former conversation or waies the old man which is corrupt according to deceitfull lusts The reason why so few walk in Gods wayes and so many in Satans Wildernesse is because Satan lets them lets them walk in wayes gratifying to fulfill their own lusts 2ly To quiet them in the wayes of sinfull delights 2ly The way of carnall security he leads them into the paths of carnall confidence and security The poore man thinkes his way a right way Every way of man is right in his own eyes Prov. 21.2 Yea though the end thereof be as the waies of death Prov. 16.25 He walkes those paths where he treads on Serpents every day yet feareth not for hee goeth after Satan streight-way as a Bird that hasteth to the snare and knoweth not marke that that it is for its life Prov. 7.23 Oh! if you drunkards and swearers and proud persons and hypocrites did but know what Satan is leading and you following him for in the fairest and most verdant paths of the Wildernesse believe it believe it you would say now as you will do when the evill dayes come I have no pleasure in them Eccles 12.1 3ly 3ly The way of Civility But when Convictions of Conscience come to unmask and to unvizard carnall security and to wipe off the paint and verdure of sinfull delights Now Satan must change and move his way and so he doth And now for Civility Oh! the man leaves off swearing and ranting c. and now thinks he this is a good way indeed truly this in it selfe is a better way then the other but yet the wayes of Civility and morality may be but bewildring wayes to the soule Mat. 19. Here 's a civill lovely young man as to Moralities he had kept all the Commadements from his youth verse 20. Yet other temptations were to him a Wildernesse and he goeth sorrowful away from Jesus Christ verse 22. And truly as you may see in this young man these civill paths of the Wilderness are in some respect most dangerous because most faire and ready to silence the grudgings of naturall Conscience What will he say have I thought my selfe a good man thus many yeare and have all my neighbours thought me so too and shall I now thinke that all is nothing worth because you undervalue Civilities or for want of a little precisenesse and godlinesse sure it is a very hard matter to perswade a meer civilized person to become a Christian 4ly The way of Duties 4ly But when Convictions are deeper and the view of the strait-Rule of Gods command makes him sadly see the crookednesse of his Moralities and their maimednesse without Godlinesse Now Satan himselfe can permit him to fast and pray and that often too and yet in this way bewilder him Thus the Pharisee Luk. 18.11 12. He got often into the way of Duty and religious Exercise but never into the way of Justification verse 14. I doe believe that many of you may as well or as ill rather be bewildred in this House and these services though I dare not forbid your comming hither as others are in an Alâ—house and in their cursed works of darknesse 5ly The way of humiliation 5ly But Convictions may yet grow greater and discover as much vilenesse in his Duties and religious Exercises as in his moralities before It may bee Satan will be content a Sermon should fetch a teare from him now which if it doe Oh! sure saith Satan thou art in a good way now this is repentance and thou needst looke no farther May Satan say time was thou couldst not abide to heare a Sermon especially any Sermon that might move
thanke God I am in a good thriving way a way that I and my friends like well and wherefore is it that you doe so question me Oh! but friend Where is thy soule all this while my soule againe Yea thy soule tell me truly dost thou know where thy soule is thou tellest me thy condition in respect of the world but what is thy soules condition and estate towards God I feare the most of you may be ready in heart to answer me as Cain answered being asked of God where his brother Abel was I know not saith Cain am I my brothers keeper Gen. 4.9 Where 's my soule I know not am I my Soules keeper I know I am the keeper of my Moneys and Means and I know where they are but where my soule is truly I know not if there be such a thing I never knew that I was the keeper of it Secondly Those that are bewildred in the dark 2ly The goe they know not whither they goe they know not whither Joh. 12.35 He that walketh in the dark knowes not whither he goes so 1 Jo. 2.11 He walketh in darknesse and knoweth not whither be goes because the darknesse hath blinded his eyes So he that walks in the Works of darknesse knowes not whither he goes The way may seem right unto him as you have heard from Prov. 16.25 but what the end is knows he not for the end of those waies is death The young man Prov. 7. went he thought to a carved bed c. but indeed he knew not whither he went for he went as a bird that hastneth to the snare and knoweth not that it is for his life ver 23. So Drunkards drinke drunk and Swearers blaspheme and Cheaters cozen and Hypocrites dallie with and prophane ones trample upon the things of God and little do they know that all this is for damnation so Prov. 5.6 Her waies are moveable that thou canst not know them What doth not the Drunkard and Oppressor and Adulterer know his own way No he doth not neither can hee know them He knowes perhaps what they begin at but where they end he knows not whither they go he knows not because they are all of them in the darke Alas who knows the power of Gods wrath Psal 90.11 Who knowes the infinity of his justice who knowes how much sinne deserves or how much the sinner shall suffer Sirs then let me aske you this day and let your Consciences answer Whither away so fast sirs where are you going you that make such hast after your pleasures such hast to be rich where are you going to Hell or Heaven to God or the Devill Oh! where will you lye down at night where will you lodge when you come to dye you that are so hasty in your journey that you can't stay to bait at a Lecture where doe you think you shall lodge at night that you make so much hast now That 's a sad demand Isai 10.3 What will you do in the day of Visitation and where will you leave your glory saith God Sirs every ones master sinne is his glory yea though it be their shame it is yet that which they glory in as one in his Pride another in his unrighteous Mammon a third in his profusenesse c. Every Traveller upon the Road of this World hath a truss behind him of that which hee counts his glory but now let me aske you yea rather God demands of you and answer you him Oh! where will you lay downe your Truss at night Oh! where will you leave your glory You know where you tooke up your Honours and upon what termes you know where you took up your Estates and upon what termes whether with a good Conscience yea or no But oh where will you leave them leave them you must nothing more sure but where Why with my Sonne thinks one in such an Inheritance and with my Daughter thinks another in such a Portion Thus in their inward thought that their Houses shall continue for ever Psal 49.11 but verse 13. This their way is their folly thou fool thou neither knowst whither thy selfe nor they are a going In the darke thou hast taken them up in the darke thou shalt lose them in the darke it is that thou walkest and whither thou goest thou dost not know Oh! let this Querie bee a stop to your speedy course and post-hast in the darksome Wildernesse Often aske your selves this question when passion begins to get up or any other Corruption ô animula Quo vadis O my poore soule whither is it that thou art now a going Thirdly They that are bewildred in the darke 3ly They stumble they know not at what stumble at they know not what Joh. 11.9 If any man walke in the day he stumbleth not because he seeth the light of this world verse 10. But if any man walk in the night he stumbleth because there is no light in him And this you shall find expresly of sinne too Prov. 4.19 The way of the wicked is as darknesse they know not at what they stumble Tell a wicked man that hee gets a fall and a bruise by every sinne he knowes it not he 's not sensible of it I le mind you in a word or two of what you stumble at and tell me whether you have been sensible thereof or no I remember God saith Ezek. 3.20 If such a one sinne and I lay a stumbling block before him There 's not a sinner of you but God hath laid stumbling blocks before you and without all peradventure you have stumbled over them and yet I believe you have not known at what you have so stumbled I le instance therefore in two things 1. Instance Gods Works 2 His. Word God in his Works Christ in his Word First Dark soules and bewildred sinners 1. In Gods providence stumble at all Gods providences and it know it not I tell you you stumble over your very Tables which your bread stands upon over your very Beds that your bodies lye upon over your very Houses that you dwell in c. and this I feare you have not known Isai 5.12 They he speakes of rich voluptuous ones consider not Gods works nor the operations of his hands and what 's the reason verse 13. They are without knowledge i. e. they are in the dark and what of this Why they stumble and fall and sadly too so as to rise up no more for verse 14. Therefore Hell hath enlarged her selfe and opened her mouth without measure and their glory and their multitude and he that rejoyceth shall descend into it Doe you think that joviall sinners think that Gods providences are such a stone of stumbling No they have no knowledge thereof There are some that fancie that Sunne Moon and Stars preach Christ I am farre from thinking that Creation or providence alone are enough to be a Jacobs Ladder to lead us up to Heaven but thus much I know that they
fed out their time in the wilderness of sin at length they have not so much as an hand or a foor or a heart to strive they have not so much as a tongue to beg or a mouth to receive any of those provisions that the Lord hath made for poor souls in Jesus Christ Thus is the wilderness provisionless as for food As for raiment what you have the wilderness the thorns the brambles can rend away and tear from you but all the wilderness cannot help you with one garment So it is with sin if you have any cloathes on any good parts or good nature as they call it the thorns and brambles and temptations of sin can tear them off Oh! how many gallant parts and good natures hath sin rent to pieces but if you be naked you must walk naked for all sin sin can strip you but it cannot clothe you you are all naked whilest you are bewildred Ezek. 16.8 and there is none to help you Therefore till you come out of the wilderness leaning upon Christ and have gotten him up on whom you lean to cast his skirt over you you walk naked and God sees your shame there is no raiment to be had for the soul but onely where Christ keeps his Markets Rev. 3.18 and so for other accommodations all which being thus makes me sadly say Sin is a wilderness that is provisionless O how evil is sin to men and which is saddest of all yet yet are men kinde to sin Sin cannot feed you and yet speak your consciences do not most of you feed sin and cherish and nourish sin sin cannot clothe you O what shall become of those men for their courtesie that cover sin In a word sin cannot make provision for you therefore I beseech you close with the Apostles counsel Rom. 13.14 Make no provision for the flesh to fulfil the lusts thereof CHAP. IV. Containeth the two last considerations shewing the dismalness of wilderness-sin because both are wayless waste and husbandless As also the application of the first consideration Exhortation Labor to finde Christ to thy soul a Gardiner to make thee fruitful FIfthly The wilderness as it thus provisionless The wilderness is wayless upon which account there is no encouragement to abide in it so also is it wayless there is no way to get out of it This vain Poets could conclude as the most dismal travelling in the world viz. when they were to go per avia that is wayless places and this indeed the holy Ghost imports as alike dismal to the people and princes of the earth whom God thus punisheth Job 12.24 He causeth them to wander in a wilderness where there is no way And thus it is with sin you are not to think that there are no ways in the wilderness there is as you read the track to the Lions den and Leopards mountain there are ways further into the wilderness but there is no good way no right way no way out again no peaceable and secure way c. Thus there are many too many ways of sin and into sin but there is not one good way amongst them all Sin acquaints sinners with ten thousand ways and yet amongst them all the way of peace have they not known Rom. 3.17 The ways of sin are ways to the Lions den c. Prov. 7.27 Her house is the way to hell and Prov. 5.5 Her feet go down to death her steps take hold on hell Least thou shouldst ponder the path of life her ways are moveable she hath ways great store but not so much as one good living way as one foot-path of life amongst them all therefore as we are to shew afterwards though sin hath as many ways as the wilderness yet may we in the same sense that the holy Ghost calls the wilderness without way conclude sin wayless If you will have it the ways of sin are wayless ways so that as one saith of the way to the Lions den vestigia terrent Omnia te adversum spectantia nulla retorsum So saith the holy Ghost of sin many beasts went to the Lions den but none return back again Prov. 2.19 None that go to her return again neither take they hold of the pathes of life The wilderness is waste and husbandless Lastly 'T is dismal because waste and husbandless and so is the whole region of sin you have the wilderness and waste places as importing one and the same thing Isa 51.3 The Lord will comfort all her waste places and make her wilderness like Eden yea you have waste the character of the wilderness Deut. 32.10 In a desert land and in the waste howling wilderness and surely it must needs be so if that be true which we have heard Scriptures already speak In the wilderness there is no man Job 38.26 no man to plant no man to pluck up no man to plough no man to sowe how should it be but waste In this as in the rest is sin a dismal wilderness there are no provisions there as you have heard for it is desolate there are none like to be for it is waste and desert The plain English of the word desert is what God expounds it Isa 27.10 The habitation forsaken and left like a wilderness Therefore when any soul through sin is a wilderness you may write upon that soul desert the Lord hath forsaken it This is a sad consideration when the soul goes on a long time in sin and then God comes with a judicial act and doth as it were bind it in its sins The soul saith I am willing to be as a wilderness unto God unfruitful to him c. and God saith If thou wilt be a wilderness thou shalt also be a desert I will forsake thee Thus God threatens for sin to set Jerusalem and make her as a wilderness Hosea 2.2 Now this is most sadly true when the soul hath been under the pains and charges of the Lord as you say this piece of ground I have fallowed plough'd sown thus often tryed thus long and it hath brought me forth nothing answerable to mine expectations I have lost say you my time toil and cost about it and now you cast it up So the barren Fig tree Mat. 21.19 as God gave them up Psalm 81.12 Let what will become of it you will never look after it more Now is this ground left DESERT Thus the Lord telleth Isai 5. what husbandry he had bestowed upon Israel his Vineyard v. 7. which yet brought forth none but wilderness-fruit viz. wilde Grapes v. 4. I le tell you saith God v. 5. what I will do with it I will take away the Hedg and it shall be eaten up and break down the Wall and it shall be trodden down I will lay it waste it shall not be pruned nor digged but there shall come up Briars and Thorns and I will command the Clouds that they rain no rain upon it v. 6. And O what a dismal Wilderness must
the soul needs be when the Lord shall thus forsake it There is none to plant prune or protect it no word or spirit to water it it must needs follow that it shall be laid waste and eaten up and trodden down and nothing but Briars and Thorns shall grow there How sad instances hereof have we in some that have lived long under Gospel-means But are not thereby become as a Garden Are they not as a Wilderness Yea of all others the most sharp and thorny and no wonder since they are left of the Lord and desert Is it so then that the Wilderness of Sin is so dismal because fruitless moistureless companionless Vse provisionless wayless waste and husbandless I shall onely improve this sad Consideration unto a double word of Exhortation respect being had unto the several particulars First Are we by sin become barren as a Wilderness Exhortation Labour to finde Christ as a Gard'ner to thy barren soul to make it fruitfull it is onely by grace that we can be made like Eden Isai 51.3 CHRIST is the Gard'ner that can both furnish us with fruit and make us bear fruit for this end he chooseth the grounds he gard'neth John 15.16 Of our selves we neither have fruit for our selves nor bring forth fruit to the Lord but CHRIST gives fruit and makes fruitfull He is the Apple-tree Cant. 2.3 He is the true Vine John 15.1 And yet the Dresser of the Vineyard Luke 13.7 Our Wilderness comes to nothing till it becomes his Husbandry 1 Cor. 3.9 Our souls are not comforted with Apples till we taste of his fruit Cant. 2.3 5. When we were in Paradise we were as a Paradise it was fruitfull to us and we to God Now we are in the Wilderness we are as a Wilderness sin is fruitless to us and we to the Lord. The Tree of Life made Eden a Paradise the River made it a fruitfull Paradise We lost both when we lost our selves There is now no Tree of Life with us to bear us fruit nor Water of Life to make us bear fruit But yet both are with Christ Rev. 22.1 2. And who so do his Commandments have right thereunto v. 14. Christ can set us with slips of Paradise Alas who would as they Isai 17.10 be setting their hearts with strange slips thy people shall be all righteous the branch of my planting the work of mine hand Isai 60.21 Yea and that they may be called Trees of righteousness the planting of the Lord that he may be glorified As the Garden causeth the things that are sown in it to spring forth so the Lord will cause righteousness and praise to spring forth before them Isai 61.3 11. Again Christ can replenish us with fruits of Paradise Alas why should we savour those fruits unto death Rom. 7 5. from me saith the Lord is thy fruit found Hos 14.8 Even the twelve manner of fruits of the Tree of Life enough for all the Tribes and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the Nations Rev. 22.1 2. * Compare Ezek. 47 8.12 with Rev 22.1 2. Here 's food and physick life and healing for Jew and for Gentile surely the Wilderness and the solitary place shall be glad for them Isai 35.1 When those waters Ezek. 47.8 Go down into the Desart But what is the wilderness the better that there are gardens in the world Or we that some strangers have such rare plants or choice fruits in remote countreys Christ hath born and doth bear fruits various and precious old and new such as wisdom righteousness sanctification and redemption with fruits of joy and peace in believing Yea his mediation and the counsel of peace between him and his Father fruit as old as Eternity his intercession and tendring himself a sacrifice for sin as soon as we had faln as a Lamb slain from the begining of the world fruit as old as the world his incarnation birth circumcision temptations sorrows sufferings death burial resurrection and ascension fruits above sixteen hundred years old his word his spirit his daily intercession and gracious dispensations fruits as new as every day These these are the fruits that Christ hath brought forth and unto which they have right that obey his call his command Come with me from Lebanon my Spouse is his call Cant. 4 8. Eat O friends is his command Cant. 5.1 Now be not thou unmannerly modest or disobediently humble take what is given come when thou art called Thou wilt be little the better though Christ be a tree of life to others unless thou come to Christ and feed upon him Oh! therefore be encouraged poor barren soul to leave the desolate wilderness and to hasten thence ere thou perishest therein why should unbelief detain thee any longer from everlasting blessedness for Blessed are they that do his Commandments for these have right to the tree of life and then will Christs fruit be sweet unto thy taste as the Spouse asserteth Cant. 2.3 and then and never till then wilt thou be able to say My Lord and my God my Savior and my redeemer for they onely can truly call the Lord our Righteousness our Advocate our Peace-maker who can look upon all that Christ did as done for themselves in particular Oh! what pleasant fruit is here laid up for the poor soul that was barren and fruitless as a wilderness even until now CHAP. V. Carryeth on the general Exhortation Labor to finde thy soul a fruitful garden unto Christ c. BUt secondly 2. Labor to finde thy soul as a fruitful garden unto Christ labor also to finde thy soul to be a fruitful garden unto Christ for though the other do not depend upon this but this upon the other yet thou wilt hardly finde the other till in some measure thou hast found this O 't is a sweet thing for the soul of a wilderness to be made a fruitful garden unto Christ Marvelously is Christ delighted with it he speaking of the Spouse Cant. 7.7 thy breasts saith he are like clusters of the grapes and row also shall thy breasts be as the clusters of the vine and the smell of thy nose like apples Oh! when believers hearts and breasts are fruitful in holiness unto Christ how marvellously is he delighted yea then Christ delights 〈◊〉 them also ch 6. v 11.12 Let us get up early saith she to the vineyards to see if the vine flourish or the tender grape appear or the pomgranate bud forth there will I give thee my loves O there Christ also manifests much love his loves that 's all his love as 't were to the soul when and where the soul brings forth fruit unto Christ when Daniel was praying then comes out the message O Daniel greatly beloved when the soul acts faith or zeal or any of the fruits of the spirit are budding forth O then Christ takes great delight in it and therefore he observes and watches the souls fruit God could tell if
Ephraim were but an empty vine so Cant. 6.11 I went down that 's Christ into the garden of nuts when Christ takes a nut-tree out of the forest and transplants it in his garden makes a sinner a convert then he observes the fruit it brings forth to see the fruit of the valley that is of the poor penitent lowly humble heart and to see whether the vine flourished and the pomgranates budded that is whether this and that and the other grace faith and humility and holiness c. flourished and brought forth unto him Therefore as Christ in the fore-quoted place calls the fruit of his garden the Spouses so the Spouse calls the fruit of her garden Christs blow upon my garden and let him eat his pleasant fruits Cant. 4.16 If thou would have evidence that Christ did in earth and doth in heaven bring forth fruit unto thee labor to finde that thine heart thy lips thy life do all of them bring forth fruit unto Christ 2. Labor to finde Christ unto thy soul a river of waters of life Secondly labor to finde Christ a river of waters of life unto thy soul since thou hast been hitherto moistureless like a wilderness when Israel was in the dismal wilderness where there was no water Psalm 78.15 16. the Lord clave the rocks in the wilderness and gave them drink as out of the great depths he brought streams also out of the rock and caused waters to run down like rivers But what 's this to me a sinner may the soul say Why the Apostle tells thee this rock was Christ these waters flowing out the rock were streams from Christ 1 Cor. 10.4 They drank of that spiritual rock that followed thâ—â— and that rock was Christ Christ is that river the streams whereof make glad the poor bewildred soul There are three sorts of streams which O that you could finde flowing from the Lord Christ 1. 1. Stream of blood Labor to finde the red stream of Christs blood Christs satisfaction and justification and reconciliation purchased thereby this is there as in many other Scriptures called Christs wine I have drunk my wine Hast thou by faith seen this rock smitten by the Lords rod and this red stream issuing out Hast thou seen Christs side lanced and the blood streaming forth for thy soul Hast thou seen this blood of the new Covenant poured forth for thee Oh! how would this stream make thy soul glad Secondly 2. Stream of milk Labor to finde the crystal stream of Christs Spirit by the other the soul is counted righteous by this it is made righteous I know the sincere heart desires as truly this as the other the other is the fountain open for sin that is the guilt the curse the condemnation this is a fountain open for uncleanness that is the defilement and pollution and both is for the house of David to wash in this is there as in other places called Christs milk and to shew that Sanctification and Justification go hand in hand one with another therefore saith Christ I drunk my wine with my milk though the wine be the first yet is it not without milky streams but they go along with it I cannot but imagine but that in the order of nature Christ Justifies before he Sanctifieth and yet I believe he never justifies but therewith he sanctifies as here wine first yet wine with milk even both together so we have Isa 55.1 the same order and the same conjunction Buy wine and milk without money and without price that is my merits and my spirit shall be both yours if you close with me though you deserve neither But thirdly Labor to finde yet other streams 3 Stream of honey even honey streams from Christ in the Ordinances this is called as often by David before so Cant. 5.1 Christs honey-comb and his honey Hast thou then found communion with Christ in prayer hearing reading or the like sweet as honey swâ—eter also then the honey-comb Canst thou say as the spouse of Christ Cant. 4.13 His lips are like lilies even like lilies dropping sweet smelling myrrhe Have those sweet streams from Christs mouth flown down thus upon thy soul surely such floods cannot choose but make thee joyful in the house of prayer 2. To finde thy soul a watered garden to Christ Now secondly Labor to finde thy soul a watered garden unto Christ The soul was in the wilderness Cant. 4.8 and she becomes a garden ver 12. and in this garden there are both springs and fountains though both shut up and sealed that 's for Christs use they are reserved who alone is found worthy to open the seals 1. The fountain of thine hâ—ad First Then let the fountains of thine head be opened unto Christ the streams of thy lips of thine eyes thy words thy tears the working of thy brains let them all stream forth towards the Lord Christ say as the prophet O that mine head were fountains and mine eyes rivers of tears Jer. 9.1 let it be with thee as with David Rivers of tears run down mine eyes because men keep not thy law Psalm 119.136 O that all our heads and eyes were as rivers streaming towards Christ and Christ onely O that our brains might work more after and more for Christ We were as a moistureless wilderness before let us even in this sense become a watered garden now Isa 58.11 2. Of thine heart Secondly Let the fountains of thine heart be opened unto Christ If God have shed his love abroad in thine heart shed now thy love abroad into Gods heart We were as a wilderness we could scarce pour out words before God before let us now Psalm 62.8 pour out our hearts before God let all our affections desire fear love joy c. stream forth towards God Thus David poured out his soul within him Psalm 42.4 3. Of thy life 3 Let the fountains of thy life stream forth towards Christ as the fountain both of Christs life and death to boot did flow out unto thee whether you eat or drink or whatever you do let all the streams of your lives run into the channel of his glory According to this threefold counsel you have mention of a threefold breaking out of waters in the spouse Cant. 4.15 A fountaâ—n of gardens there 's one sort a spring of living waters there 's another sort and streams from Lebanon there 's a third sort that is if I mistake not one in the head another in the heart a third in the conversation The fountain of the head waters the garden of the affections the spring of the heart enliveneth the fountains of the head knowledge would otherwise be a dead water and now from both together to wit head and heart there are streams from Lebanon that is Knowledge and Grace flow forth as streams into the conversation You may therefore observe comfortably that as Christ had spoken high before of the streams that flow from himself
of the way verse 12. destruction and misery are in their ways verse 16. 't is as much as if he should say sin first bewildreth and then destroyeth verily there were multitudes that dyed in that wilderness and that which killed them was this wilderness God threatneth it Numb 14 I have heard their murmurings ver 27. your carkases shall fall in this wilderness even all that were numbred of you vers 29. which were Six hundred thousand and Three thousand and five hundred and fifty able to go out to war besides the numerous tribe of Levi which were not numbred and yet perished with the rest Numb 1.46 47 God brings it to pass Numb 64.65 Amongst all these there was not a man that escaped but Caleb and Joshua for the Lord had said of them they shall surely die in the wilderness you have both it and the reason yet more express Josh 5.6 Israel walked in the wilderness till all the people that were fit for war were consumed because they obeyed not the voice of the Lord You see what reason I have to say 't was this wilderness made that destructive Zelophehads daughters confession is very remarkable Numb 27.3 Our father died in the wilderness in the beginning of the verse he died in his own sin in the latter end of the verse you have the same conjunction Heb. 3.17 He was grieved with them that had sinned whose carkases fell in the wilderness 1 Cor. 10.5 with many of them God was not pleased for they were overthrown in the wilderness It would seem uncharitable and rigid doctrine if we should now say that as many as came out of Egypt yet died in the wilderness so many are born in the world yea in some sort come out of Egypt get some knowledge some light and yet perish and die in sin yet certainly there is a proportion of truth in it that is heaps upon heaps multitudes and thousands upon thousands that are called Israelites that are named Christians do yet perish in this wilderness and there are but a few one of a family and two of a tribe some Joshua's and some Calebs that fulfil to walk uprightly and that come savingly to enjoy a Canaan so destructive is the wilderness of sin More particularly it appears to be so in these four respects The Famine of the wilderness is wasting and consuming The Thorns of the wilderness are rending and tearing The Serpents of the wilderness are biting and envenoming The wilde Beasts of the wilderness are ranging and devouring 1. The famine of the wilderness is dismul and destructive First then You have heard before that the famine of the wilderness is dismal 't is destructive also therefore have you mention not onely of wasting but of dying in the wilderness they and their cattel Numb 20.4 for want of bread and for want of water Numb 21.5 you have mention also of a burning hunger and bitter destruction Deut. 32.24 the same thing is represented by the parable of the lost son Luke 15. you have his confession verse 17. I perish with hunger T is a burning hunger that poor souls undergo that have not a God a Christ a Covenant to feed upon they that are lost must needs perish through this hunger If David oppose an interest in God to all natural good to support life corn and wine c. Psalm 4.6 7. If onely they that fear and seek the Lord are provided for whilst Lions the chief beasts of the wilderness yea yong Lions the chief state of those chief beasts do lack and suffer hunger Psal 34.9 10. and that hunger be as you hear a burning hunger an hunger that eats up the soul as fire doth fewel whilest the soul hath nothing no interest in God no comfort from God to feed upon surely such lost souls such bewildred sinners had need to make much haste home 't is not a hunger unto drying but unto burning not to leanness onely but unto death you perish with hunger what ever food you have to feed upon besides Christ it will not be able as we say to keep life and soul together 't is chaff which prodigals may have yet cannot fill themselves with all and though they feed upon it they must yet perish with hunger Secondly The thorns of the wilderness are rending thorns 2. The thorâ—â— of the wilderness are destructive piercing wounding killing thorns as you may reade Josh 8.7 and 16. you may meddle you think with sin now and not be pricked but if ever God tend your conscience either in wrath or mercy by these thorns it will be that God will teach you as Joshua did the men of Succoth in judgement and as God taught Saul afterwards in mercy how hard it is to kick against the pricks Act 9.5 't is said 1 Tim. 6.10 They erred from the faith pierced themselves through with many sorrows Oh! what piercing what thorow-piercing thorns are here they are called choaking-thorns unto the word Matth. 13.22 and therefore needs must they be choaking-thorns unto the soul sin seems blunt and smooth now you will finde it sharper another day This I speak of the guilt of sin 3. The Serpents of the wilderness are pdisoning and so destructive serpentâ— The Serpents of the wilderness are mortally poisoning Serpents those especially in the old wilderness do best suit with the serpent Sin In the wilderness were fiery serpents and scorpions Deut. 8.15 yea Numb 21.6 The Lord sent fiery serpents amongst the people and they bit the people and much people of Israel died Sin doth not onely rend the soul but envenom it too and so makes the wound uncurable You have the wicked going astray that is in this wilderness Psal 58.3 You have mention of their poison like the poison of the serpent verse 4. Their wine is the poison of dragons and the cruel venum of asps Psaâ—m 104 3. they have sharpned their tongues like serpents adders poison is under their lips so that as Job saith of the arrows of the Almighty Job 6.4 That the poison thereof drinketh up his spirit so must sin which sharpned and envenomed those arrows much more be a soul-destroying poison yea verily what ever poison there is in death it self it is from sin 1 Cor. 15.56 the sting of death is sin let not us therefore tempt Christ as some of them tempted and were destroyed of serpents 1 Corinthians 10.9 4. The beasts of the wilderness are devouring beasts Lastly The Beasts the soul meets with in this wilderness are as in the other devouring wilde beasts The sound of these beasts makes the way of the wilderness as you heard before dismal meeting with these beasts makes it destructive I 'le bring lions upon him that escapes of Moaâ— Isa 15.10 the beasts of the field come to devour yea all the beasts of the forest Isa 56.9 see a full Scripture Jer. 5.6 A lion of the forest shall slay them a wolf of the evening shall devour them
a leopard shall watch over their cities every one that goeth thence shall be tom in pieces because their transgressions are many and their back-slidings are increased Jer. 5.6 As long as we are and continue in the wilderness of sin we can meet none but such as like wilde beasts will devour us whether men or devils they all will be found as destroyers unto our souls 1. Men devouring beasts Amongst men I shal primely instance in two ranks that of all others are most so though all sinful men wilderness companions in their kinde and degree are so such were the beasts of Ephesus First Sinful magistrates sinful great ones 1. Evil Magistrates they are wilnerss beasts and greatly destructive to poor souls they lead men by precept by practice into the lions den and leopards mountains they lead men to hell by authority Prov. 28.15 As a ranging lion and a roaring bear so is a wicked ruler over the poor people Secondly Sinful and godless ministers 2. Evil Ministers such are ravening wolves though clothed with the fleece in sheeps clothing I remember the Popish painters humor who limning a Frier in a coul with a wolves head preaching unto a flock of sheep choosing that Text of the Apostles with a little variation God is my witness how I long for you all in my bowels Verily it is not far from the Lords own language Ezek. 22.25 There is a conspiracy of her prophets in the midst thereof like a roaring lion ravening the prey they have devoured souls Friends let us Ministers look to it there can be but two kindes of us either shepherds or devouring beasts ruining the souls committed to us Secondly 2. Devils devouring beasts Devils whatever delusions they carry the poor soul away with will be found in the end to be as Peter calls them 1 Pet. 5.8 Roaring lions going about seeking whom they may devour therefore take heed of Satan come he as an angel of light yet is his business to carry you into the pit of darkness the Lions den whence there is no more return Lastly Christ will be found unto such 3. God himself the Lion of the tribe of Judah and surely miserably will that soul be rent which God tears terrible are those expressions I 'le be unto Ephraim as a lion and as a yong lion unto the house of Judah I even I will tear and go away Hos 5.14 so Hos 13. I did know thee in the wilderness vers 5. they have forgotten me ver 6. therefore will I be unto them as a lion as a leopard by the way will I observe them I will meet them as a Bear bereaved of her whelps and I will rent the caul of their heart and there will I devour them like a lion the wilde beasts shall tear them verse 7 8. you see Men rend Devils tear God destroys what can be more sadly thought upon yea the famine consumes the thorns pierce the serpents poison the beasts devour Is not this a destructive wilderness CHAP. VIII Containeth the Application of the former Chapter LEt me improve this unto your Conviction and Exhortation Vse 1 Conviction how fearful is it to die in sin First For conviction Understand from hence what it is to perish in the spiritual wilderness of sin of all places on earth the wilderness in scripture is called most terrible and surely of all deaths dying in the wilderness is most terrible The children of Israel had such a natural horror of that natural wilderness that it seems they had rather have died any where then there Because there were no graves in Egypt hast thou taken us away to die in the wilderness Exod. 14.11 And it had been better for us to serve the Egyptians then to die in this wilderness ver 12. rather do any thing rather suffer any thing rather die any where would we had died when our brethren died before the Lord and why have you brought up the congregation of the Lord into this wilderness that we should die there Num. 20.3 4. O friends did you but consider what it it is to die in this wilderness of sin you would rather choose bondage prison death any thing then sin for fear least you should die in sin There 's that in dying in the wilderness which to my thoughts doth better represent dying in sin then any other kinde of death doth To say nothing more of the sad variety of wilderness-deaths he that scapes the famine is pierced through with thorns he that scapes the thorns is stung and bitten with serpents he that scapes the serpents is devoured of wilde beasts he that scapes the Bear the Lion findes him he that scapes the Lion is torn of Leopards he that scapes the Leopard some other Beast of the forest devours him one plague or another one curse or another will be sure to ruine the sining soul There are these three things observable It is the most remediless death it doth represent a double death it doth figure an eternal death First Dying in the wilderness Wilderness death is remediless is of all deaths the most remediless you may easily phansie it in these three particulars First 1. None to deliver if a man be in danger of death by robbers upon the road he may hope for the coming on of passengers for his rescue but if a man be in danger of death in the wilderness there is no man yea none to be hoped for to redeem him thus it is with the soul that dies in sin Now consider this you that forget God least I come and tear you in pieces while there is none to deliver Psal 50.22 Secondly If there were any to intercede for 2. None can rescue or rescue a poor wretch ready to die in the wilderness yet could they not be able when a yong Lion roareth upon his prey though a multitude of shepherds be called out against him he will not be afraid of their voice neither will he abase himself because of them Isa 30.4 when wife children friends do all of them lift up their voice for the dying sinner if once the Lion take him in his paw none can none shall deliver him Mic. 5.8 If a yong Lion amongst the flocks go through he both treadeth down and teareth in pieces and none can deliver so will it be with God Hos 5.14 As a lion will I be to Ephraim as a yong lion unto Judah I will tear and go away I will take away and none shall rescue Lastly If a man be taken by his enemies 3 Thy own câ—ies will be in-effectual he may plead for mercy and plead so haply as to prevent death but if a man become a Lions prey a prey in the wilderness he may cry aloud but the Lion roars louder the Lion understands not the Lion knows not what you say The foolish virgins cry aloud Lord Lord open Matt. 25 11. but God roars louder I know you not
of blood yet at length sin shall sting like an adder and bite like a serpent of the wilderness Prov. 23.32 Vse To yong ones Now to come up from the the wildernes Hearken then you yong ones unto me and I will shew you an excellent way Youth I know is of all ages and states most desirous and indeed most free for travel but it pities me to think that so much gallant youth and the strength thereof should be spent in wandring up and down in the worthless wilderness of sin Encouragement 1. The fitness of youthful time for that travel rather if you will be traveling remember Canaan Oh! what a time is the strength of your youth to make out your way from the wilderness of sin Thou hast some strength to rush through the thickets more then an old man hath and if thou lose a little of thy flesh in breaking through the thorns thou art yong and thy flesh will come again if thou lose by repentance as to carnal respects there 's time enough before thee to have amends made thee I observe as the yong ones were those of the Israelites that got through the wilderness unto Canaan Numb 26.64 so at this day those that are converted are converted yong ten to one of those that live to be old and yet come to be new born If old men will have their old ways still and scorn to learn a new lesson being old yea if their joints be stiff and their knees feeble that they cannot travel yet let us yong men get up and be going and the Lord be with us This day the Lord calls you yong ones from the Lions deâ— and Leopards mountains if you refuse this call to day you will mourn at the last when your strength is consumed and say How have I hated instruction and mine heart despised reproof Prov. 7.11 12. Take a tree from the wilderness when its young set it in your Garden keep it and water it c. and little fear of its death but take an old tree from the wilderness and transplant it in your Orchard and do what you will there is little hope of the life of it if there be 't will cost much ado much weeping to water it c. hear David crying Psalm 25 6 7. Remember thy tender mercies remember not the sins of my youth nor my transgressions If thou have only thy youth transgressions or bewildrings to reckon for it will be work enough for thee though thou have thy youth strength to do the work in Secondly As this is the fittest time for thee 2. The acceptableness of youth herein unto God so is it the most welcome time to God young ones if you did but know how kindly the Lord would take it to see you come up from the wilderness such youthfull Spouses leaning upon the Beloved it would ravish your hearts within you I le give you a tast for God hath bidden me go and cry in your ears saying Thus saith the Lord I remember the kindness of thy youth the love of thine Espousals when thou wentest after me in the wilderness in a Land that was not sown Jer. 2.2 Oh Christ the Shepheard is come into the Wilderness to seek and to save that which is lost Oh if thou wilt in thy youth be so kind as to follow him till thou shall come to Canaan God will never forget this love of thine espousals say not that thou art too young to marry Christ the younger thou art the better Christ will like thee CHAP. III. A fifth particular to wit that mans estate is a bewildred estate the world is a wilderness proved generally proved particularly the first particular poverty a wilderness opened and applyed Fifthly Mans estate a bewild red estate FIfthly Men and women as soon as they enter upon the world as we say that is upon the heart of the world they enter upon the heart of the Wilderness The world is a Wilderness to the unregenerate for here grow those Thorns that choak the word of God The world is a wilderness here are the thorns Mat. 13.22 He that hath the word choaked by the Cares of this world is said to receive it among thorns When the Word meets with a worldly heart it is like good seed sown in a thorny wilderness Worldlings you that hear me this day I appeal to your consciences if it be not so In comes a note or an observation an advice or a conviction and up start the thorny worldly thoughts that are within thee even whilst thou art within the reach of the word and choak that good seed Here are the the entangling waies that it brings not forth Again The world is a wilderness to the unregenerate for here are those crooked and foul waies that are the entanglements of the poor soul the Apostle 2 Pet. 2.20 mentioning the pollutions of the world saith They are entangled therein and overcome The world is a thorny thicket and entangling wilderness to the unconverted My friends were it only your Babes and children They that enter upon the world enter the very midst of the wilderness and youth that were bewildred it were less to be feared you might hope that when they came to have experience of and to understand the waies of the world they might come to understand their own waies or at least if you were not your selves lost you might set them into the way But let me tell you what ever you think or speak of Men of the world know not what way they wal in or unto any man Oh say you I know well enough what I do and about what I go and what way I am in there is not an unregenerate heart amongst you but is so far bewildred as not to know the way that thy soul is in Prov. 20.4 Mans goings are of the Lord how then can a man understand his own way He that is a stranger from Gods waies is altogether ignorant of his own waies nay how can he understand them Mans goings are known of the Lord The interpretation of this Scripture may be according to Prov. 5.21 Mans waies are before the Lords eyes and he pondereth all his wayes T is Gods prerogative to understand not only his own waies but thy waies as it is the Saints prerogative that know God not only to understand their waies but Gods waies but it is thy misery neither to know Gods waies nor thine own Prov. 12.26 The way of the wicked seduceth him Seduceth that is his very way leads him out of his Way It seems a right way unto him but the end thereof are waies of death Prov. 14.12 The end of his way he thinks is thriving and riches and a comfortable life this thinks he will be the end of his grinding the faces of the poor and cheating the rich and this he thinks is a right way he may lawfully buy as cheap and sell as dear as he can But the end
hence Vse Vindication of Gods justice in punishing sin Let me first plead the righteousness of God in damning sinners When God comes to punish mens crooked ways their crooked hearts are blasphemously ready to reckon Gods ways crooked If therefore you now reflect how wretchedly crooked your own ways have been in trespassing you cannot think Gods ways crooked in arresting The Lord himself thus vindicates his own righteousness Ezek. 18.24 In his trespass which he hath trespassed and in the sin which he hath sinned shall he die Blame not justice for arresting you when you die Ye have been Trespassers that is you have gone out of the way all your lives Therefore God challengeth them for challenging him Yet ye say my way is not equal v. 25. Hear O Israel are not my ways equal Are not your ways unequal 29. Therefore I will judg you O house of Israel according to your ways Repent and turn from all your transgressions that is from all your goings astray and so iniquity shall not be your ruine v. 30. And what can the Lord say other If saith God you will not cease trespassing you shall die in your trespass but if you would turn and O that you would saith God from your transgression it should not be your ruine Therefore cast away all your transgressions v. 31. For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth saith the Lord wherefore turn your selves and live v. 32. And if for all this you shall so love rather to wander and to trespass than to walk in the high-way of God the way of peace Be it unto you according to your hearts desire The Lord shall judg you according to your own ways Therefore Secondly 2. Caution what ways you walk in Let me entreat you to be exceedingly observant what ways you walk in There is but one way of life All the other ways are Wilderness The ways of infancie ways of childhood ways of youth ways of manhood of old age are all a wilderness if the condition of the soul be Christ-less therefore mark the way thou walkest in Many times experienced travailers miss the way which they well know by having their thoughts otherwise employed and as to their way inconsiderate David's question of young men holds true in all Wherewith shall a young man cleanse his way Why by taking heed thereto according to thy word Psal 119.9 So Job 22.15 Hast thou marked the old way which wicked men have troden Mark the bad way take heed unto the good and so shalt thou keep in the way of salvation and out of the wilderness of sin Thirdly 3. Terror to those that are will continue in the wilderness But what shall I say to those that notwithstanding all that hath been spoken are yet and yet resolve to be in the wilderness of sin That have been young and now are old yet still in sin Sirs do you not hear God inviting you into his way Do you not hear the Lion roaring in your own way Do you not hear that a wilderness-wilderness-death follows a wilderness-wilderness-life and that Hell follows with it You are sometimes scared from thought of the ways of holiness and mortification self-denial c. upon hear-say and thought that there 's a Lion in that way Prov. 26.13 when there 's no such matter and though God himself tels you that himself in these your ways will be as a Lion to you and that your transgression will be our ruine and asks you Why will ye dy all that he can geâ— from you is this We will dy in the wilderness we have lived in the wilderness we will die What can God say but Be it as you have spoken and Die eternally Question But I hear some poor souls crying We have found sin as you have said we have found childhood youth age the world and all that is in the world a wilderness and fain would we exchange for a better state O! what would you have us to do Answer why God himself answers you Repent and turn from all your transgressions Ezek. 18.30 and cast away from you all your transgressions v. 31. that is turn unfeinedly turn universally Turn you and the Lord shall come Encouragement to com out of the wilderness Christ will meet them and meet you in your way For the Redeemer shall come to them that turn from transgression in Jacob saith the Lord. Isai 49.20 O! but what shall I do with my sins my wandrings my wilderness-provocations I durst come were it not for them Why Sirs I pray deal plainly with me and with your selves Are you willing to come in good earnest Speak and I le speak If you be I dare say of you young or old rich or poor as of any of the Saints of God already converted All we like Sheep have gone astray Mark that we and all we And the Lord hath laid upon him all the iniquity of us all and we have turned every one to his own way And bear their burthen for them and yet the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all Isai 53.6 O! that as all of us have thus gone out of the way we might all of us come up out of the wilderness leaning upon our Beloved CHAP. VII Containing the discovery of the Point in three Queries Qu. 1. What advantages Satan hath to bewilder Souls 1. From our selves our hearts are a Wilderness proved and applied THus much for the doctrinal proof of the Point Discovery of the Point in three Queries 1. What advantages Satan hath to bewilder poor souls We come now to further discoverie of what you have heard so fully so sadly proved I pitch upon these three Heads First what advantages Satan hath Secondly what pains he takes Thirdly what means he makes to bewilder poor souls And what first are Satans advantages The Apostle 2 Cor. 2.11 puts us on this Lest Satan saith he get an advantage of you for we are not ignorant of his devices It seems Satan is very carefull to take and to improve all advantage of poor souls And unto what Why unto his own devices called by the same Apostle Ephes 6.11 Wiles or Methods or as we englished bewildrings You must think the same thing to be intended in both places so then call them devices or bewildrings or bewildring devices which you will there is advantage that Satan hath and that Satan takes in order unto them There are two sorts of advantages that Satan hath 2. Sorts of advantages 1. Sort from our selves 2. Sorts of them as to the bewildring of poor souls From our selves some others from himself First from us There are two great advantages First our hearts naturally are a wilderness Secondly subject to tempt and lead us into the wilderness Therefore you may observe this difference of expression Somtimes God complains that they walk in the counsels of their own hearts So Ier. 7.24 they hearkened not c but walked in the counsels
from every evill way that I may keepe thy word Keepe the Word and it shall keepe thee If so be that the Lord have graciously found thee Keepe thy feet and thou shalt keepe the word The third Part of this Treatise 3. Part. discovers the great concernment of lost Soules viz. to come up from the Wilderness of sinne CHAP. I. Containes two precious Doctrines 1. That there is a way from the Wildernesse of sinne 2. That it is an uphill way The latter is largely opened and applyed ANd thus much of the second maine point in our Text That every Christlesse or unregenerate soule is a bewildred and so a lost soule We passe on to the Third main Doctrine That It is the great concernment of poore bewildred soules to come 3d. Main Doctrine under which two previous Doctrines even to come up from the wilderness of SIN And so you have the third thing propounded in the draught of this MAP viz. Moses on Pisgah turning his back on the wilderness and pointing towards Canaan Before I come to handle this point I must minde you of two previous and implyed truths in these words Cometh up from the wilderness First That there is a way from the wilderness of sinne Doct. 1 The Spouse in the Text found that WAY and so left That there is a way from the wilderness and came out of that WILDERNESSE But this point I shall but mention here because I shal have occasion to explain it afterward shewing Who is this way viz. Christ how he is and came to be this way what manner of way he is and what improvement we ought hereof to make Doct. 2 The second is this and I shall a little speake to it that The way out of the wilderness of SIN The way from the wilderness of sin is an up hill way is an up-hil WAY Who is this that comes up from the Wilderness My Brethren my businesse is to chalk out unto you the best and truest not the easiest way You would have small cause to thank any man that should lead you into the way of the valleyes when your way is the way of the hills and life and death depends on the dispatch of your journey I had as live Christ should have no followers as such as will not follow the Lamb whithersoever he goes so Rev. 14.4 Now the usual posture of the Lord Jesus is Leaping over the Mountaines skipping upon the Hills Cant. 2.8 When God calls a soule by conversion 't is like his Call to Lot in Sodome Gen. 19.14 Up get you out of this place for the Lord will destroy this City Up gâ—t you out of the state of sinne for the Lord will set fire on the thickets of this VVilderness Up get you out so saith Christ to the Spouse Cant. 2.10 Rise up my love my faire one and come away Himselfe was upon the Hills and Mountaines v. 8. and therefore he calls her to come up thither that as his phrase in John is VVhere he is she may be also Therefore I said Christ had as good have no followers as such that will onely follow in the way of the plaines Proofe of it Now that the way from the Wilderness of sinne is an up-hill way I shall labour to prove by induction of Particulars considerable in that motion the terms of the motion and remarkable circumstances as to the motion of the soule in the way that leads from the Wildernesse of sinne 1. By induction of particulars 1. By induction of particulars I shall mention these four 1. Repentance 2. Faith 3. Obedience 4. Gospel-converse And verily for proof of each these I think I shall need little more then your owne ordinary expressions of your owne ordinary experience Oh! what a-doe have I saist thou to get up mine heart unto true Gospel-sorrow for my sinnes Oh! what an hard worke is it saith another To bring my heart up to a beliefe of the promises to trust God in difficulties c. Oh! how difficult to get up the hil of Gospel-obedience what pains must I take to get to Communion with God in the spirit c. 1. The way of Repentance is an up-hil way 1. The way of repentance is an up hil way This is the language of the repentant Prodigal Lu. 15.18 I will arise and go to my father without getting up nothing can be done as to repentance Sin is asleepe it is a death at the bottom of the hill and there is no repentance without an awaking an arising a getting up to the top of the Hil. Thinke with your selves and remember you that have been acquainted with repentance whether mortification for sinne mortification of sinne dying under it by the Law and dying unto it by the Gospel were an hard or an easie matter an up-hill or an down-hill way Secondly Faith is an up-hil way Have you not heard of the fath of Abraham 2. The way of faith as the scripture saith of the patience of Job Now where was it that Abraham was canonized for the father of the faithful why you have the story of it Gen. 22.14 't was in the place named Jehovah-Jireh In the Mount of the Lord it will be seen Faith must get up to the top of the Mount the Mount of the Lord e're ever it can see what it would what it should see as we go to the top of an hil for a prospect when we desire to see a great way round about us and the higher the hil is the more paines is it to get up but when we are up the farther we see Prov. 18.10 The name of the Lord which is that you know that faith leans upon is a strong Tower the righteous running into it is safe A Tower why that 's usually scituate on an Hil as there is Tower-hil in our great City and if so then he that wil into the Tower must up the hill and he that wil into the name of the Lord for security must up the Mount of the Lord by beleeving 3. Of obedience Thirdly Gospel-obedience is an up-hil way It s hard to get a great weight up an hill therefore when the Apostle presseth Gospel-obedience he bids us lay aside the weight that we may runne with patience Heb. 12.1 The old Adam is a clog to our obedience and weights easily pull us down and if down to rise againe it is up-hil work such is obedience Gods call for our obedience is like his command to Moses Gen. 32.49 50. Go up to Mount Nebo and dye there So go up into thy Closet and kill thy Corruptions let thy dearest lusts dye there pluck out thy right eye there and cut off thy right hand there I had as live dye saith a stubborn spirit as do such a thing and such verily is our natural stubbornness against God When God bids us up do this or that flesh and blood had as live dye as do it When the Gospel bids
Mountaines there shall their fold be c. verses 13.14 Of this we spake in the last discourse I will seeke that which was lost and will bring again that which was driven away I even I saith God My friends shall the Lord God make it his owne great businesse to seeke thy lost soule and shall it not be thine the Lord forbid I would have thee know if thy soule be lost and God seek it and thou doe not thy selfe seeke it And thy neglect a despight to him if thou doe not cooperate thou offerest despight unto the Lord God When God looks for lost soules and they would not be found but the language of thine heart is as Ahabs to the Prophet 1 King 21.20 Hast thou found me O mine enemy Poor soules count God their enemy when his Word or Spirit comes so near them as to find them why this is to offer despight unto God yea then when he is offering the greatest mercy conceivable yea more then can be conceived unto thee Thou art scattered God would gather thee thou art lost but God would find thee this is his challenge against Jerusalem under which it should quite be ruined Lu. 13.34 He would but they would not If a child should lose it selfe and the father finding it should offer to bring it home againe and the child should wrangle and refuse his offer what would you call this or what would you account the child worthy of Gods goodness is a leading goodnesse and if thou refuse to be led by it thou shalt be accounted a despiser of it so saith the Holy Spirit Rom. 2.4 Secondly It is the great businesse of God the Sonne We have had occasion to shew that 2. This the great business of God the Sonne though Christ were never bewildred yet was he led into the Wilderness that he might learn to looke after lost soules This he professeth to be his businesse Lu 19.10 I came to seeke and to save that which is lost This was the errand as you have heard that the Father sent the Sonne into the world about and this he pursues as a light to them that sit in darknesse and a guide into the way of peace Lu. 1.79 And now shall it be the businesse of the Lord Jesus And thy neglect a despite to him also to seek thy lost soule and shall it not be thine own Why Thou offerest despight to Jesus Christ When Christ tenders himselfe as a new and living way and soules notwithstanding resolve to be lost still this the Apostle aggravates by them that despised Moses Heb. 10.28 and calls it a treading under foot of the Son of God v. 29. Thirdly It is the businesse of the Holy Ghost 3. It is the great business of God the holy Spirit 1. By our Ministry to bring poor soules out of the wildernesse of sinne First By our Ministry the Holy Ghost is at the charge of sending forth guides furnished with Gifts for the seeking of the lost and all that expence is hereunto this therefore the Lord sorely challengeth and severely reprehends them for that were called Shepheards that they sought not that which was lost Ezek. 34.4 And his sheepe were scattered yet none did search or seek after them vers 6. Despite done to Messengers herein is done to him that sent them And truly in pursuance of this message whatever despite you offer unto any messenger you offer it as Christ saith unto him that sent him that is the Spirit He that despiseth you despiseth me Luk. 10.16 And shall the Spirit of Grace employ so many Ministers to call thee from the Lyons Den c. to look after thy lost soule and dost thou not make it thine own work Oh! what despite is this unto him that sent them 2. By his own Secondly By his own Ministry by the ministration of himselfe his light his grace his guidance Io. 16.13 The spirit of truth shal guide you The great business of God the Holy Ghost is to be a guid to poor soules and shall it be his work and wilt thou have no care of thine own lost soule this is to do despight flatly to the Spirit of grace So saith himselfe And to neglect this is to do despite unto the spirit of grace Heb. 10.29 Consider consider it cost God the Father the losse as it were for a time of his own Sonne out of his own bosome to help lost soules It cost God the Sonne the losse of his own precious blood out of his own heart and veynes to redeem lost soules It cost the holy Spirit the shedding abroad of his gifts and graces the sending forth of multitudes of messengers to seek poor lost soules and wilt not thou make it thy great businesse also Wilt not thou be at any cost or charges to accomplish it if thou wilt not at once thou dost dispight not onely unto me or any others as poor messengers but also unto all the three that are one God Wo wo wo unto such a soul Querie What means coming from the wilderness 1. It requires But now the Querie will be what this comming up from the Wilderness meanes I shall briefly answer 1. By shewing what it requires 2. Wherein it is dispatched or attain'd 1. Then what doth this coming up c. require I answer First A life sutable to such a motion The soul can never come out of this Wilderness A new principle of life viz. raising up as long as it continues dead in sin You may call long enough to a dead Corps to come up from the Grave except you put a new principle of life into it and as long upon a dead heart to come up from sinne unlesse God put a new life into it The call of Christ to Lazarus put life into Lazarus and therefore he came up from the Grave Joh. 11.44 The call of conversion to a sinner puts life into the sinner and therefore he comes up from the Wildernesse as the two witnesses Rev. 11.11 12. The Spirit of life entred into them and then they heard a voyce saying Come up hither Hast thou heard the voyce of the Sonne unto life if thou hast not thou hast not yet stirred from the wayes of the wildernesse which are wayes of death thou must have a new life to walke in these up-hil paths for this is a new and a living way Hect. 10.20 Never think to be rid of a bewildred heart until thou get rid of a dead heart Our Text is pregnant VVho is this that comes up from the wildernesse How came that I raised thee up under the Apple tree God must raise thee up or else thou canst not come up or rather God by raising thee up makes thee to come up Secondly A motion answering such a life 2. New motions viz. comming up As the soul can never come up unless it be raised so say I there was never any soule raised up but was willing to come
conceive seed Thou hast been so long barren that thou art affraid thou shalt never be able to conceive the incorruptible seed of the word of God either as to the bringing forth of Grace or Comfort in thy soule by faith thou maist have strength to receive bâ—th 1. Their Graces 1. Faith will afford strength to receive Grace whether as to Mortification or Vivificattion i. Mortifying Grace 1. Mortifying or subduing grace Wouldst thou have the strong man out of doors thy pride thy passion the vanitie of thy thoughts thy lusts of uncleannesse thy worldly lusts c. removed thou hast no way but to make Christ thy strength who is stronger then these and so to call in the Auxiliaries of heaven had David gone out in Sauls Armour undoubtedly Goliath had made him a prey but David went out in the name of the Lord Thus leane thou on the Lord Christ and then what though it be an uncircumcised corruption Note a Giant-like lust that thou contendest with The grand cause that some doe sincerely yet insuccesfully warre with those worldly lusts that war against their souls may be ignorance hereof or neglect herein Luk. 11.21 The strong man will keep his house till a stronger comes Corruption that is strong will keep thine heart till a Christ that is stronger comes It followes He that is not with me is against me and he that gathers not with me scatters verse 23. As I said of your Christlesse strength 't is Antichristian so here to War without Christ is in some sort to War against Christ and to think to gaine ground of thy sinnes in thine own strength is the way to be a loser a â—â—sterer though this vers I know hath another intendment yet is this certaine if Christ be with you as he will be whilst you be with him 2 Chron. 15.2 You shall carry the day and divide the spoyle he that spoyleth Principalities for you can vanquish sin in you Where this Josuah is Generall the field cannot be lost he that brought up the Israelites conquers the Canaanites neither can you be conquerors but through Christ Rom. 8.37 2ly Lean on Christ for Vivifying and renewing grace This is that Law of the spirit of life which in Christ makes free as you heard in the last from the law of sin and death Rom. 8.2 as who should say Vivifying or quickning Grace let there be what there can or what there will be in any soul unlesse there be the law of that spirit of life in Christ Jesus there can not be any 〈◊〉 of grace there Christ is the strength of your quickning grace and that 1. As to the root and life and habit of it 1. Of the root of it I meane grace in the soule Rom. 8.10 If Christ be in you the Spirit is life because of righteousnesse No life or principle or habite of righteousnesse which is here to be expoundâ—d by Sanctification can possibly be in you if Christ be not the strength of it in you 2. The fruits of it 2ly As to the fruit act and exercise of this root life and habit of Grace Io. 15.4 Abide in me saith Christ and I in you for as the branch cannot bring forth fruit of it selfe except it abide in the Vine no more can you except you abide in me The strength of the branch is not able to bring forth fruit but it is the strength of the Vine the branch is not able saith Christ but the Vine is able so the strength of thine habit of grace is not able to exercise or bring forth fruit unto holinesse but it is the strength of Christ for that grace which is said to be in thee and unto thee as a root is in and unto Christ but as a branch Christ is the Vine still the branch as that which immediately feeds it may in some sort be called the root of the fruit but in proper speech 't is onely the root of the Vine that is the root both of branch and fruit and the strength of the Vine is the strength both of the branch and fruit and if their in being or dependance on the Vine were but a little interrupted you should quckly see it truly so it is with Christ both as to the habit and exercise the branch and fruit of thy graces for saith Christ in the 5. verse Without me you can do nothing Mark do nothing Suppose a branch yet could there be no fruit suppose a life yet could there be no action but now oppose this phrase or compose it rather unto that of Pauls Phil. 3.13 where from occasion of the exercise of the grace of Contentation he digresseth to a generall boasting but in the Lord as to all the fruits of holinesse I can do all things through Christ which strengthneth me so that all the out-goings of our graces are and must be only in the strength of Jesus Christ 2ly Of all your comforts 2ly Leane upon Christ as the onely strength of all your comforts You have mention in Scripture of strong consolation as well as of strong grace Heb. 6.18 That we might have strong consolation We Who why we who have fled for a refuge to the anchor that is before us and have taken hold That anchor is hope that whereupon that anchor catcheth hold is Jesus the fore-runner ver 20. No strength of comfort else-where 1. Your foundation-comfort viz. Iustification 1. Christ as the strength of your foundation-comfort I meane Justification is to be leaned upon If you be justified it must be by faith by leaning and if you have peace with God and there be any strength in that peace it must be through Jesus Christ Rom. 5.1 The Hebrew Idiom puts often one substantive with another when in sence it is an adjective So in that passage Isai 45.24 One shall say surely in the Lord I have righteousnesse and strength that is strong righteousness Others may have a righteousnesse as the Pharisees c. that have not Christ but there is no more strength in it to comfort then there is in a few sparks to warm or to enlighten Isai 50.11 But they that lean on Christ for a righteousnesse have strength of righteousness 2ly 2ly All yoâ— upper comfor Leane on Christ as the bottom strength of all your upper comforts such as come in upon the account of your justification If Christ will to purpose strengthen the hearts of his Disciples as to comfort he must tell them as he doth Jo. 14.18 I will not leave you comfortless I will come to you What ever else he either leaves them or sends them they will still be comfortlesse unlesse he comes to them Miserable Comforters are Creatures to us when Christ keeps at a distance from us Comforts they may be and weak ones too as Christless righteousness hath no more substance in 't to hold out the light of comfort then a few sparks so Christless Comforts have no
to soul-weariness as that of the body and to both as well as wee Tell me Christians you that know by experience what is the houre of your spirituall wearinesse is it not the houre of your spirituall travaile Read what is said of Sion Jer. 4.31 I have heard the voyce of a woman in travell the anguish c. the voyce of the daughter of Sion woe is me now my soule is wearied And minde what the Lord saith of Christ Isai 53.11 He shall see of the travell of his soule Here you have Christ in soul-travell and if any shall make doubt of his soul weariness at that time let them compare the language of travelling Sion with the voyce of her travelling King Mat. 26.38 He saith unto his Disciples My soul is exceeding sorrowfull even unto death sorrowfull unto death What is that but wearinesse of his life Hitherto refers all that former tyring travell of his pilgrimage on earth where you read of his groaning in spirit and trouble in spirit Joh. 11.33 and Joh. 13.21 Sirs what do you think of the travell of his soule when he cryes out My God my God whay hast thou forsaken me Think you that this was not a tyring travell for my part I believe that never was there any one soule that knew most of the terrors of the Lord those wearying woes and tyring terrors that ever came neare unto the sufferings of Christ in degree for hee drank the very dregs of the Cup of Gods wrath his Cup of Vinegar and Gall that he drank with his bodily mouth I reckon but a shadow and type of the tedious bitternesse of his soule and well therefore might that Patheticall Poet make it the burthen of his sad song when he personates the passion of lamenting Jesus in the language of lamenting Jeremy Was ever griefe like mine And you may say to your Saviour Was ever weariness like thine Surely if eye hath not seen nor ear heard nor heart understood the glory of that REST which Christ hath purchased by that travell neither have they perceived the wearinesse that Christ underwent in that travell we shall never fully know the one till we know both nor be able to conceive of that weariness till we be able to receive that rest Onely thus we may argue in our straightned understandings That if the terrors of one sin and the guilt of one soule be so wearying to us that nothing but infinite mercy can refresh us what tyrednesse must there needs be upon the soule of the Lord Jesus Christ 2ly He did imputatively bear the tyring guilt curse c. of our sins For as the next particular tells us The Lord Christ did though not properly and so as either to be involved in the guilt or depraved by the stain imputatively beare and takes upon himselfe the sinnes of many soules even of all the Elect to beare the weight of the sin and the Lords wrath for the sin in behalfe of their soules who is therefore said 2 Cor. 5.21 To be made sin for us not for all but for us or if for all yet but for all us Isai 53.6 The Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all These are the many considered in themselves though they be but few comparatively whose sins he is said to bear vers 12. when he powred out his soul unto the death And this leads me to 2d Part It was to our weaknesses wearinesses and for our sakes not his own The second Proposition That it was our weakness and weariness rather then his own that Christ tooke on him and for our sakes rather then his own This I passe over as being the full and plain importance of Isai 53. throughout the Chapter and as necessarily deducible from what I have here already proved and therefore I shall proceed to 3d. Part. That Christ thereby became a sutable support for us The third Proposition That the Lord Christ by being subjected unto our weaknesses and wearinesses is hereby become an apt support and leaning stock unto us I have before shewed that the 110 Psalm is by the Apostle expounded of Christ which closeth with this briefe prophesie of the sufferings of Christ and the issue of them verse 7. He shall drinke of the brooke in the way therefore shall he lift up the head It 't is not said then shall he lift up his head or therefore shall he lift up his own head though that were true but indefinitely the head that is as his own so the head of those that are bowed down because his owne head was bowed down to drinke of the brook of the waters of Marah that is therefore he is become a sutable Saviour to lift up the head that is to stay to strengthen to support the hearts of poore disconsolate ones because himselfe had his own head in the brook before us for two things are here imported which are both expressed by the Apostle to the Hebrews For 1. Thereby he gat skill as knowing our weaknesses and wearinesses experimentally First That because Christ himselfe was once subject to weaknesses and wearinesses like as we are therefore he hath skill to succour us as knowing our grievances indeed known unto the Lord God are all our sufferings sorrows sicknesses c. but it is Cognitione intuitûs with a viewing knowledge Known they are to the Lord Christ Cognitione sensûs with a feeling knowledge Thus Heb. 2.18 For in that himselfe suffered being tempted he is able to succour them that are tempted So in that himself was weary and had need of refreshing in his journeyings on earth and had need of strengthning in his Agony therefore he is an accomplished high Priest able to support the weak and to succour the weary 2ly Therefore also he hath will to succour 2ly Therefore he hath as good will also because of sympathy as well as ability Thou knowest the heart of a stranger saith God to Israel because thou wast a stranger in Egypt So Christ knows the heart of an afflicted groaning troubled weakned wearied soule because it was once thus with himselfe This Antecedent and Consequence the Apostle hath both together Heb. 2.17 Wherefore it behoved him to be made like unto his Brethren in all things that he might be a mercifull and faithfull high Priest Hence is that sympathy of Christ in Heaven with sorrowing Saints on Earth whose language is as Pauls 2 Cor. 11.29 Who is weak and I am not weak take two Scriptures for it the one Isai 63.9 In all their afflictions he was afflicted and Act. 9.4 Why persecutest thou me so saith Christ to Satan when he assaults a weak Christian Why temptest thou me He was in Himselfe persecuted before now in his Saints tempted before in his own soule now in his members weak and weary before is his naturall body now in his mysticall body therefore doth his fellew-feeling engage him to faithfulness and his communion in sufferings to commiseration on
though thou hast been an Underling in Aegypt an Inhabitant of the Wildernesse who hast wrought among the Bricks and lyen among the Pots and gone among the Thornes and trod upon Serpents Art thou in Christ thou and now going homeward to the heavenly Canaan the Rest of Gods people to the Jerusalem that is ABOVE and is TREE Above Aegypt its Brick-kiln and Fleshpots Earth and all its allurements and all their embitterments Above Pharoah and his Hosts Satan and his Instruments above he Wilderness windings and woundings of sinne And therefore thou shalt be FREE from feares from falls from sinne from sorrowes from the Death of the Body and from the Body of Death and from all the evill that is in the World and from the world of Evill that is in the heart The Gulfe shall be fixed and thou shalt be free'd and though these would passe over to thee they shall not be able The Aegyptians that followed thee thou shalt see them no more for ever They followed thee but shall never finde thee There 's a Jordan betwixt thee and them which though it were dryed up before thee yet shall not be so for them to passe after thee Thine old Aegypt is on the other side of the Sea and thine old Wildernesse on the other side of the Flood The Waters shall returne and thine Enemies be cut off Where the Serpent found thee thou shalt leave Him even in the Wildernesse and where thou leavest the Serpent thou shalt leave the poyson and the sting even Satan and Sinne and Death together The first is a Murtherer the next is a Lyer the last is a Dogge that will grumble and snarle at thee but cannot hurt thee and without are Murtherers and Lyers and Dogs but within are true Israelites Feare not poore Convert that are crucified with Christ though a Prisoner among men and condemned of the World where thy legges are broken thy supports taken away the way that thou art in is life as well as Way and the sooner men breake thy legges the more hast shalt thou make to suppe with Christ in Paradice Yea thou art a stranger and strangely dealt with as in a strange Land Art thou but in Christ thou art going homeward to thine owne Country and to the house of thy friends to the Spirits of thy dear deceased Relations that are now made perfect There is Eunice thy Mother and Lois thy Grandmother if thou be a Timothy Yea Jesus himselfe will doe the Right of a Kinsman unto and will owne thee in the Gates of Heaven and before the Elders of thy people Then shalt thou that wast afraid to glean after the Reapers possesse the whole joyes of the Harvest and thou that wast afraid to uncover his feet shalt lye then in his bosome and thou shalt be ever with the Lord. And now who is there among you that are in Christ as the way to this Rest and have Christ in you as the hope of his Glory can hear of this home without desire to be dissolved and to depart if the Lord would let you to this rest in peace And yet this is but a little of that that may be spoken and all that may be spoken is but a little of that that shall be made good unto you when you come at home This is but a short Pisgaprospect of the promised Land which your owne life keepes you out of possession of These are but a few of the clusters of Canaan that are brought you for a taste by a poore Spye lest any of you should have evill thoughts of the good Land and so take up on this side Jordan but who shall reveale unto you what is the fruite of the Vine in your Fathers Kingdom This is but your Provision sent you to support you by the Way but who can Divine without Josephs Cup what a Land is that Goshen whence these Provisions come This is but the Raine that filles your Pooles in the Vale of Baca but who can tell you how it shall bee with you when you appeare before the Lord in Sion This is but Mount Tabor 't is Mount Sion that is your dwelling place and there is the City of the living God there are the innumerable companies of Angells the Church of the first born and Jesus the Mediator And if to thinke of these things seriously while wee are at home in the Body make this home an Heaven sure it will be good for us to be where this Heaven shall be our home This is the Inheritance of the Saints in light the Inheritance incorruptible and that fadeth not away but is reserved in the Heavens for them This is their Habitation made but not with hands and purchased but not with money This is their Rest prepared by Christs travailes their life purchased by his Death the joy of the Lord dearely paid for by that Man of sorrowes their Glory bought by his shame their true Riches gained through his povertie the Kingdome wonne for them by his subjection the blessing obtained through his being made as a Curse for them Oh! thanks be to God for his unspeakable GIFT This is the HOME whereunto Christ is the WAY In and By whom whilest the Ransomed of the Lord come up from the Wildernesse they shall obtaine joy and gladnesse and sorrow and sighing shall flee away Wherefore you see deare Brethren partakers of the heavenly Calling that there is a promise left us of entering into his Rest .. Let us therefore feare lest any of us should seeme to come short Heb. 4.1 The Lord hath this day shewne you the good way and hath said unto you Walke in it and you shall finde Rest to your soules Jer. 5.16 But now if any of you shall answer as they in the next verse We will not walk therein Know of a surety that every soule that goes Christlesse goes both Guidelesse and waylesse and therefore shall never find this Heavenly habitation I cannot say but Christlesse sinners have got as many Guidles as there are SATYRS and as many waies as there are windings in the Wildernesse and they also make hast to their own home for Judas who hanged himself is said to go 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to his own place Act. 1.25 But alas as is the difference of the Waies so of the Homes the waies differ as Darknesse and light and the Homes as Hell and Heaven He that is in Christ goes home to be comforted but the Christlesse to be tormented he to his good things but thou O wretch from thy good things Hee dies to live thou diest to die He descends as to his body that he may ascend thou ascendest as to thy spirit which returns to God that gave it to give sentence on it that thou maist descend and go down into Hell for ever He may complain Abroad the sword bereaveth but thou shalt lament At home there is as death he cannot say so As death I say but worse thou death Where thou shalt
sue for life like Haman but it shall be denyed thee and then thou shalt seek for Death but Death shall flye from thee Thou shalt neither live nor die but live to die and that to eternity This is thine End but behold it is endlesse Therefore thou shall cry yea sadly shalt thou cry an end is come but O that there were an end I dye I perish But O that I could perish If thou wilt not save me Lord kill me but he will do neither O let the Mountaines fall on me and let the hills cover me from thy presence and from the face of the Lamb and this is the only Petition that shall be granted thee but in a sad sense for Mountains of wrath shall fall upon thee and everlasting hills of Gods displeasure shall hide thee I will warrant thee from the face of his pitty and from the presence of his glory Then shalt call to Abraham for a drop but receive a River not of water to cool but of brimstone to bridle thy tormented tongue then shalt thou be thirsty and hardly bestead and shalt curse thy King and thy God and look upward Ah! sad home and homely entertainment Oh! sad welcome O! take it for a warning thou wretch thy Father the Devill is making a scourg for thee of his own chain and thou 'st find it so when hee gets thee in though he flatter thee home thy fellow servants that are in the same Condemnation with thee are prepared to smite thee yea when thou comest home then shall thine owne Conscience speak home because thou hast been a self-Murtherer therefore shalt thou ever be a self-tormentor Ah Satan shalt thou say Is this thy Fatherhood to thy Children is this the best hire thou givest thy servants is this thy kindness to thy friend Ah sirs are you the men that I called good fellowes was I thus mistaken in you am I thus rewarded by you Ah! how I spent my Estate my Time my Soule upon you how I lost the company of Saints to gaine yours the favour of God to gain yours how I displeased my Conscience to please your corruptions And do you thus requite my poor soul Oh cruel people and unkind Then shalt thou cry to thy Conscience ah why didst not thou speak and warn me that I might not have come into this place of torment but thy conscience shall reply Ah wretch Why didst not thou hear how often did I call but thou gavest me no answer but slightedst all my Counsell and wouldst none of my reproof Thou shalt accuse thy Conscience and thy Conscience shall accuse thee Thou shalt accuse thy Companions and they thee thou shalt accuse the serpent and the serpent shall accuse thee Then shalt thou look on the one hand and refuge faileth thee and on the other and there is none careth for thy soul Thou shalt look to thy Merchants with whom thou hast laboured from thy youth but they wander to their Quarters None of them save thee Thou shalt look to thy leaning-stocks but thine hope shal be cut off thy trust shal be as a spiders web then shall thy sinking soul cry out to thy shrinking supports will you also go away what my riches and what my righteousnesses and what the desire of mine eyes and the delight of mine heart I have treasured you up against the latter daies and will you now leave my soul in Hell and suffer one that loved you so dearly to see corruption Yet this shalt thou have from them because thou trustedst in them and it shall be answered concerning thee Lo this is the man that made not God his strength this is the soul that leaned not upon the Beloved Wherefore let me earnestly exhort you seriously to ask your soules this one Question which is the home that I am hasting to Hell or Heaven for there is not a third beside the grave and the grave is but thy long home but these are the everlasting homes if thou reply but how shall I know 't is soon answered if Christ be thy Way Heaven is thy Home and if any man be in Christ he is a new Creature but and if the Wildernesse be thy Way the place of Howling is thy Home therefore go to now lament and Howl for the miseries that shall come upon thee before the Evill daies come wherein thou shalt say I have no pleasure in them Other Uses might be made of this point viz. If there be no salvation for lost sinners but onely by leaning upon the Lord Jesus How may this inform us of inavailableness of all their supports of the folly of leaning on them How may this confute the Popish recumbency on the merits of our own Works our leaning to the Angells to the Virgin-Mother of our Lord or any other of the Saints and all reliance on the light of our own Wisdoms or might of our own wils as also any expectancy of salvation in any other Religion that teacheth not Christ to bee the onely or the all sufficient Saviour of lost sinners And what terror may this speak to such daring Wretches as make their sinns their Saviours and their lusts their leaning-stocks trusting as the Lord complains in their iniquities And on the other hand how great Encouragement to such as onely love and leane upon Jesus Christ to a fixednesse of heart whilst you trust in the Lord. And lastly how might we hence put you upon the tryall what is indeed your soules leaning-stock Is it Christ or another that we follow hard after that wee rejoyce most in that set our love most upon that wee leave others for that we cleave most unto for these I take to be true tryalls what is it is it that we have most recumbency on but each of these or something Equivalent hath already lyen before us in this discourse and therefore I shall say no more but Consider what hath been spoken and the Lord give you understanding in all things FINIS