one_o for_o so_o say_v the_o redeemer_n take_v eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n 11.24_o matth._n 26.16_o mar._n 14.22_o luk._n 22.19_o cor._n 11.24_o which_o be_v give_v for_o you_o to_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n and_o again_o take_v and_o eat_v all_o hereof_o this_o cup_n be_v the_o new_a testament_n in_o my_o blood_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o you_o meditation_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o receive_n of_o the_o communion_n now_o hear_v my_o soul_n what_o delicate_n the_o lord_n thy_o saviour_n present_v before_o thou_o in_o this_o his_o table_n true_o not_o bare_a and_o naked_a bread_n and_o wine_n but_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n for_o the_o bread_n which_o we_o break_v be_v it_o not_o the_o communion_n of_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o cup_n of_o blessing_n which_o we_o bless_v be_v it_o not_o the_o communion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n 10.16_o 1_o cor._n 10.16_o therefore_o believe_v i_o and_o know_v that_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n both_o god_n and_o man_n 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live_n and_o possess_v that_o place_n where_o thou_o my_o head_n jesus_n christ_n live_v world_n without_o end_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v engraft_v and_o seal_v in_o i_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n of_o promise_n 13.14_o 1._o eph._n 13.14_o which_o be_v the_o earnest_n of_o my_o inheritance_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o that_o liberty_n purchase_v unto_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o glory_n whereby_o also_o peace_n and_o joy_n be_v kindle_v in_o my_o hart_n for_o i_o receive_v the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n whereby_o i_o cry_v abba_n father_n the_o same_o spirit_n bear_v witness_n to_o my_o spirit_n 16._o rom._n 8.15_o 16._o that_o i_o be_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o not_o only_o that_o but_o i_o participate_v the_o whole_a trenitie_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holie-spirit_n who_o come_v unto_o i_o 14.23_o joh._n 14.23_o and_o dwell_v with_o i_o so_o life_n everlasting_a shall_v be_v bestow_v upon_o i_o after_o this_o transitory_a where_o i_o shall_v continual_o behold_v my_o 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dear_a soul_n i_o be_o ravish_v to_o the_o contemplation_n of_o the_o third-heaven_n with_o paul_n whereof_o this_o thy_o last_o supper_n be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o entry_n and_o beginning_n for_o in_o thy_o father_n kingdom_n i_o shall_v sit_v down_o with_o abraham_n isaac_n and_o jacob_n and_o there_o feed_v upon_o thou_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n eternal_o and_o therefore_o sigh_v i_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n say_v even_o so_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o my_o redeemer_n and_o tarry_v not_o and_o therefore_o i_o be_o teach_v to_o pour_v out_o hearty_a thanksgiving_n for_o all_o thy_o blessing_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v bless_v i_o in_o heavenly_a thing_n in_o
death_n and_o become_v obedient_a to_o admit_v such_o pain_n fear_n and_o astonishment_n of_o death_n to_o come_v over_o his_o body_n which_o be_v without_o sin_n it_o show_v we_o that_o his_o humane_a nature_n have_v no_o pleasure_n to_o die_v yea_o and_o himself_o say_v i_o have_v a_o baptism_n to_o be_v baptise_v with_o â—0_n luk._n 12._o â—0_n and_o how_o be_o i_o straighten_a till_o it_o be_v accomplish_v a_o prayer_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n i_o thank_v thou_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o create_v i_o to_o death_n but_o to_o life_n and_o have_v implant_v a_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o live_v i_o request_v thou_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n teach_v i_o to_o understand_v that_o death_n ruleâ—h_v over_o all_o because_o of_o sin_n and_o overcome_v i_o grant_v by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o so_o oft_o as_o death_n shall_v assault_v i_o i_o may_v be_v enemy_n to_o iniquity_n and_o ever_o fly_v and_o efchew_v sin_n as_o death_n itself_o help_v i_o o_o lord_n that_o in_o true_a faith_n i_o may_v hold_v i_o fast_o by_o thou_o for_o thou_o be_v life_n itself_o 11.25_o joh._n 11.25_o and_o so_o may_v free_o and_o bold_o say_v i_o shall_v taste_v of_o death_n although_o i_o be_v dead_a but_o live_v and_o declare_v the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n 118.17_o psal._n 118.17_o grant_v i_o may_v believe_v from_o my_o heart_n that_o by_o thou_o the_o prince_n of_o life_n i_o may_v be_v deliver_v from_o eternal_a death_n and_o attain_v unto_o that_o everlasting_a life_n through_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o dear_a son_n amen_n flesh._n but_o there_o be_v yet_o some_o that_o earnest_o crave_v to_o die_v and_o long_o for_o it_o spirit_n yes_o true_o but_o it_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v that_o there_o be_v twâ—_n kind_n of_o man_n which_o desire_v to_o die_v the_o infidel_n profane_a ungodly_a often_o wish_v to_o die_v and_o that_o of_o impatiency_n because_o of_o the_o great_a misery_n wherewith_o god_n punish_v they_o for_o 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pretence_n in_o my_o hart_n i_o humble_o therefore_o entreat_v if_o it_o shall_v stand_v with_o thy_o praise_n and_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o salvation_n that_o thou_o will_v prolong_v my_o day_n and_o conduct_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v learn_v to_o know_v thou_o more_o full_o and_o serve_v my_o neighbour_n more_o entire_o yet_o if_o it_o be_v not_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o that_o thou_o know_v it_o to_o be_v better_o for_o i_o take_v i_o hence_o unto_o thyself_o when_o thou_o will_v for_o i_o whole_o renounce_v my_o own_o will_n and_o submit_v i_o to_o thy_o good_a will_n and_o pleasure_n grant_v this_o unto_o i_o for_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o son_n sake_n amen_n flesh._n what_o shall_v move_v
world_n &_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n or_o what_o shall_v a_o man_n give_v in_o exchange_n for_o his_o soul_n 37._o mark_n 8.36_o 37._o even_o so_o do_v thou_o place_v not_o thy_o heart_n on_o thy_o riches_n if_o god_n do_v promote_v thou_o to_o dignity_n be_v thou_o humble_a behold_v the_o example_n of_o the_o patriarch_n abraham_n isaak_n jacob_n joseph_n david_n daniel_n etc._n etc._n yea_o and_o of_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n himself_o 2.21_o pet._n 2.21_o and_o follow_v thou_o their_o step_n esteem_v ever_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o best_a and_o chief_a good_n so_o shall_v thou_o always_o easy_o forgo_v thy_o earthly_a treasure_n a_o prayer_n against_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n help_v i_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v use_v the_o pleasure_n and_o riches_n of_o this_o world_n as_o a_o pilgrim_n which_o shall_v pass_v to_o morrow_n for_o sure_o every_o man_n walk_v in_o a_o vain_a show_n he_o be_v disquiet_v in_o vain_a he_o heap_v up_o riches_n and_o know_v not_o who_o shall_v gather_v they_o and_o now_o lord_n what_o wait_v i_o for_o my_o hope_n be_v in_o thou_o deliver_v i_o from_o all_o my_o transgression_n 39.7.8_o psa._n 39.7.8_o let_v my_o heart_n desire_v no_o more_o than_o my_o daily_a bread_n to_o my_o sustentation_n cause_v i_o to_o be_v content_v keep_v i_o that_o mammon_n be_v not_o my_o master_n and_o that_o i_o place_v not_o my_o confidence_n in_o any_o transitory_a thing_n for_o it_o will_v hinder_v i_o in_o the_o time_n of_o death_n but_o help_v i_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v right_o choose_v that_o good_a part_n which_o shall_v not_o be_v take_v away_o from_o i_o 10.42_o luk_n 10.42_o which_o be_v thou_o my_o god_n my_o redeemer_n and_o saviour_n that_o all_o my_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n may_v be_v in_o thou_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v rich_a in_o my_o soul_n honourable_a in_o faith_n joyful_a in_o thou_o so_o shall_v i_o have_v enough_o both_o here_o and_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v that_o i_o may_v willing_o leave_v this_o world_n and_o glad_o without_o any_o impediment_n be_v carry_v by_o thy_o angel_n into_o abraham_n bosom_n to_o rest_v for_o ever_o amen_n flesh._n it_o be_v notwithstanding_o great_a grief_n that_o the_o wife_n shall_v forsake_v her_o marry_a husband_n and_o the_o husband_n his_o wife_n and_o child_n who_o have_v live_v so_o long_o together_o in_o poverty_n and_o distress_n and_o now_o be_v in_o prosperity_n and_o joy_n in_o their_o calling_n and_o trade_n shall_v now_o be_v separate_v spirit_n these_o be_v fleshly_a and_o incredulous_a thought_n by_o the_o which_o satan_n often_o disquiet_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n so_o that_o there_o be_v great_a pain_n to_o be_v take_v before_o man_n will_v be_v right_o advise_v for_o we_o have_v experience_n of_o many_o man_n grudge_v against_o god_n as_o though_o he_o do_v do_v they_o great_a unrighteousness_n because_o he_o make_v they_o so_o soon_o die_v and_o leave_v the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n especial_o when_o they_o have_v all_o their_o affair_n to_o dispose_v and_o put_v the_o matter_n of_o all_o their_o life_n time_n in_o order_n so_o do_v that_o noble_a roman_a gaius_n marius_n who_o although_o he_o have_v be_v consul_n seven_o time_n in_o rome_n and_o be_v seventie_o year_n of_o age_n yet_o fret_v against_o his_o fortuna_n which_o be_v his_o goddess_n protest_v in_o bitter_a exclamation_n that_o there_o be_v great_a wrong_n offer_v he_o before_o that_o all_o his_o dessignement_n have_v be_v accomplish_v and_o bring_v to_o pass_v but_o the_o faithful_a child_n of_o god_n do_v far_o otherwise_o for_o they_o know_v they_o be_v not_o the_o god_n or_o maker_n of_o their_o friend_n neither_o can_v provide_v for_o they_o but_o that_o they_o be_v steward_n and_o servant_n appoint_v under_o god_n 16.2_o luk._n 16.2_o so_o long_o as_o it_o please_v he_o and_o man_n in_o these_o his_o day_n lay_v hold_v on_o eternity_n but_o god_n have_v so_o provide_v for_o they_o that_o one_o time_n or_o other_o he_o will_v call_v they_o to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o their_o stewardship_n and_o may_v no_o long_o be_v steward_n and_o so_o he_o himself_o will_v be_v both_o father_n and_o tutor_n as_o he_o often_o name_v himself_o in_o the_o scripture_n 68.5_o ps._n 68.5_o defender_n of_o the_o widow_n and_o father_n of_o the_o fatherless_a even_o god_n in_o his_o holy_a habitation_n and_o so_o both_o scripture_n and_o daily_a experience_n teach_v we_o that_o many_o widow_n be_v in_o better_a case_n after_o their_o husband_n death_n and_o many_o husband_n in_o better_a condition_n of_o life_n after_o their_o wife_n death_n and_o child_n often_o better_a provide_v and_o care_v for_o their_o parent_n be_v out_o of_o this_o world_n than_o if_o they_o live_v or_o than_o they_o can_v have_v do_v for_o they_o if_o they_o shall_v have_v live_v long_o the_o lord_n deceive_v not_o 3._o ps._n 120_o 3._o he_o neither_o sleep_v nor_o slumber_n that_o keep_v thou_o make_v the_o lord_n thy_o keeper_n and_o to_o be_v thy_o shade_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n for_o he_o respect_v every_o one_o that_o call_v upon_o his_o name_n and_o will_v never_o be_v accuse_v of_o oversight_n of_o the_o godly_n weal_n and_o salvation_n for_o although_o he_o be_v high_a above_o all_o nation_n 113.46_o ps._n 113.46_o and_o his_o glory_n above_o the_o heaven_n yet_o he_o humble_v himself_o to_o behold_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n yea_o dear_a soul_n therefore_o cause_v he_o many_o widow_n and_o fatherlesse-children_n that_o he_o in_o they_o may_v magnify_v his_o goodness_n and_o therefore_o this_o be_v a_o sure_a ground_n to_o build_v upon_o that_o he_o will_v in_o such_o way_n have_v care_n &_o foresight_n for_o they_o if_o they_o will_v acknowledge_v he_o and_o accept_v he_o for_o their_o father_n yea_o never_n a_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v have_v occasion_n in_o the_o last_o day_n to_o complain_v of_o his_o providence_n over_o they_o and_o defence_n of_o they_o for_o it_o be_v he_o only_a that_o raise_v up_o the_o poor_a out_o of_o the_o dust_n 113.6.7_o ps._n 113.6.7_o and_o lift_v the_o needy_a out_o of_o the_o dunghill_n that_o he_o may_v set_v they_o with_o prince_n even_o with_o the_o prince_n of_o his_o people_n yea_o it_o be_v he_o only_o who_o set_v the_o poor_a on_o high_a from_o affliction_n and_o make_v they_o family_n like_o a_o flock_n 107.41_o ps._n 107.41_o settle_v thou_o therefore_o hereupon_o for_o this_o be_v god_n undoubted_a truth_n the_o die_a man_n prayer_n bequeath_v all_o his_o charge_n unto_o the_o hand_n of_o god._n o_o lord_n my_o god_n thou_o who_o have_v appoint_v i_o to_o be_v a_o steward_n and_o servant_n under_o thou_o and_o have_v command_v i_o to_o understand_v my_o duty_n i_o have_v through_o thy_o mercy_n be_v about_o my_o business_n in_o all_o infirmity_n and_o weakness_n of_o body_n yet_o with_o care_n and_o diligence_n keep_v my_o conscience_n and_o save_v i_o from_o infidelity_n now_o see_v i_o can_v bear_v charge_n no_o long_o but_o be_o disease_v and_o tie_v to_o my_o bed_n i_o render_v unto_o thou_o that_o my_o charge_n and_o stewardship_n it_o may_v be_v thou_o will_v dispose_v of_o it_o to_o another_o who_o may_v better_a administrate_n than_o i._o and_o if_o i_o shall_v live_v let_v it_o be_v a_o chriâ—stian_a and_o godly_a life_n that_o i_o with_o far_o great_a diligence_n than_o heretofore_o may_v understand_v myself_o but_o if_o it_o shall_v so_o be_v that_o i_o here_o end_v my_o day_n let_v it_o be_v a_o save_n and_o bless_a conclusion_n of_o my_o life_n here_o be_o i_o and_o commit_v bequeath_v and_o deliver_v all_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v unto_o thou_o great_a and_o small_a be_v thou_o father_n mother_n and_o defender_n unto_o they_o o_o thou_o judge_v of_o widow_n and_o helper_n of_o the_o fatherless_a thou_o know_v misery_n and_o poverty_n well_o the_o poor_a commit_v himself_o unto_o thou_o 10.14_o psa._n 10.14_o thou_o be_v the_o support_n of_o the_o fatherless_a yea_o lord_n it_o be_v thou_o who_o have_v care_n over_o they_o and_o think_v upon_o they_o now_o therefore_o sweet_a christ_n enter_v into_o thy_o own_o room_n and_o function_n 44.18_o psa._n 44.18_o for_o i_o give_v it_o over_o deliver_v they_o to_o thy_o maintenance_n and_o my_o soul_n to_o thy_o mercik_n withhold_v not_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n from_o i_o o_o lord_n let_v thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o thy_o truth_n continual_o preserve_v i_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 40.11_o psa._n 40.11_o thou_o do_v ordain_v a_o provisor_fw-la for_o thy_o dear_a mother_n mary_n raise_v up_o also_o to_o my_o sorrowful_a wife_n 27._o joh._n 9.26_o 27._o kind_a heart_a and_o honest_a man_n which_o may_v have_v attention_n to_o she_o and_o who_o she_o may_v trust_v in_o her_o