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A96266 The narrow path of divine truth described from living practice and experience of its three great steps, viz Purgation, illumination & union according to the testimony of the holy scriptures; as also of Thomas a Kempis, the German divinity, Thauler, and such like. Or the sayings of Matthew Weyer reduced into order in three books by J. Spee. Unto which are subjoyned his practical epistles, done above 120 years since in the Dutch, and after the author's death, printed in the German language at Frankfort 1579. And in Latin at Amsterdam 1658. and now in English. Weyer, Matthias, 1521-1560.; Spee, J. 1683 (1683) Wing W1525A; ESTC R231717 176,738 498

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can_v not_o now_o own_o it_o that_o this_o be_v that_o very_a case_n true_a indeed_o he_o wish_v o_o that_o this_o be_v it_o and_o yet_o he_o judge_v that_o this_o his_o suffering_n be_v plain_o some_o other_o thing_n till_o god_n bring_v he_o forth_o as_o purge_v or_o cleanse_v and_o then_o he_o be_v clothe_v with_o righteousness_n and_o be_v translate_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n then_o also_o he_o have_v utter_o lose_v himself_o yea_o and_o all_o that_o also_o wherein_o he_o seek_v himself_o and_o be_v make_v one_o with_o god_n who_o be_v make_v unto_o he_o all_o thing_n former_o he_o seek_v to_o save_v his_o soul_n always_o fear_v lest_o he_o shall_v lose_v it_o but_o now_o he_o stand_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n give_v up_o to_o god_n and_o with_o he_o and_o out_o of_o he_o god_n do_v what_o he_o please_v both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n for_o he_o acquiesce_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v in_o he_o chap._n xxiiii_o when_o sin_n be_v discover_v to_o a_o man_n than_o it_o seem_v to_o he_o to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o sword_n at_o which_o he_o be_v fright_v and_o flee_v to_o god_n and_o so_o satan_n be_v kill_v by_o his_o own_o sword_n paul_n say_v from_o out_o of_o many_o sin_n righteousness_n be_v manifest_v when_o sin_n be_v multiply_v that_o be_v when_o the_o multitude_n and_o magnitude_n of_o sin_n become_v know_v to_o a_o man_n than_o he_o turn_v his_o back_n at_o last_o upon_o sin_n and_o go_v to_o god_n who_o deliver_v he_o from_o it_o and_o in_o the_o place_n of_o sin_n manife_v to_o he_o his_o own_o righteousness_n for_o as_o sometime_o many_o hound_n pursue_v after_o one_o hare_n when_o the_o dog_n be_v take_v off_o the_o beast_n be_v free_v and_o remain_v alone_o so_o also_o god_n do_v with_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n so_o as_o they_o all_o at_o last_o leave_n follow_v a_o man_n therefore_o it_o be_v write_v in_o the_o psalm_n a_o thousand_o shall_v fall_v at_o thy_o side_n and_o ten_o thousand_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o they_o shall_v not_o come_v near_o thou_o this_o fall_n of_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o be_v do_v in_o man_n but_o it_o approach_v not_o unto_o a_o man_n but_o he_o be_v keep_v upright_o in_o god_n and_o be_v take_v into_o his_o glory_n and_o then_o he_o become_v as_o if_o he_o be_v not_o he_o be_v as_o it_o be_v so_o whole_o deify_v that_o he_o can_v find_v nothing_o but_o god_n neither_o himself_o nor_o any_o creature_n and_o when_o he_o be_v thus_o in_o a_o ecstasy_n and_o in_o a_o rapture_n above_o then_o be_v he_o void_a of_o discretion_n and_o without_o reason_n not_o as_o though_o they_o be_v not_o still_o in_o be_v in_o he_o but_o that_o he_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o they_o until_o he_o return_v into_o his_o mind_n again_o but_o it_o be_v a_o pain_n to_o he_o that_o he_o be_v force_v to_o descend_v again_o into_o discretion_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a bitterness_n to_o paul_n that_o he_o be_v force_v to_o return_v back_o into_o discretion_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o brethren_n no_o man_n understand_v those_o place_n of_o paul_n sin_n experience_n be_v the_o mother_n of_o understanding_n if_o one_o have_v once_o taste_v honey_n he_o need_v not_o to_o be_v tell_v that_o honey_n be_v sweet_a he_o that_o see_v a_o white_a thing_n there_o be_v no_o need_n to_o say_v unto_o he_o that_o thing_n be_v white_a for_o he_o will_v answer_v what_o need_n be_v there_o to_o tell_v i_o that_o when_o i_o myself_o both_o see_v and_o understand_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o that_o have_v the_o very_a thing_n itself_o stand_v in_o no_o need_n of_o the_o type_n or_o shadow_n of_o that_o thing_n chap._n xxv_o christ_n descend_v so_o low_a as_o we_o also_o be_v to_o come_v down_o he_o go_v no_o low_a but_o he_o arise_v much_o high_a than_o we_o can_v now_o can_v we_o also_o possible_o come_v into_o that_o depth_n unless_o first_o we_o shall_v arrive_v at_o exaltation_n man_n have_v christ_n first_o in_o nature_n and_o always_o receive_v he_o more_o sublime_a yet_o so_o as_o what_o have_v go_v before_o be_v still_o sow_o again_o to_o spring_v up_o into_o a_o more_o noble_a plant_n so_o that_o at_o length_n man_n receive_v christ_n without_o all_o or_o any_o creature_n thus_o man_n be_v always_o ascend_v by_o and_o through_o the_o creature_n until_o he_o have_v find_v christ_n without_o the_o creature_n a_o man_n ascend_v by_o the_o angel_n unto_o the_o son_n who_o give_v he_o up_o unto_o the_o father_n generation_n proceed_v from_o one_o degree_n unto_o another_o until_o one_o climb_v above_o all_o thing_n into_o eternity_n and_o there_o generation_n end_v for_o there_o be_v the_o eternal_a abyss_n in_o which_o he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o and_o he_o who_o arrive_v so_o far_o know_v all_o thing_n in_o a_o constant_a idea_n out_o of_o which_o god_n snatch_v he_o and_o he_o always_o see_v most_o clear_o by_o what_o degree_n god_n be_v present_a with_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o persi_v in_o a_o perpetual_a give_v of_o thanks_o also_o in_o such_o a_o claritude_n and_o vision_n of_o god_n he_o be_v in_o a_o perpetual_a death_n and_o be_v as_o it_o be_v some_o hunger_a soul_n to_o who_o it_o be_v not_o lawful_a to_o eat_v of_o meat_n set_v before_o he_o but_o if_o he_o do_v throw_v his_o life_n into_o danger_n and_o do_v eat_v then_o must_v he_o again_o die_v a_o new_a death_n therefore_o such_o kind_n of_o man_n be_v both_o poor_a and_o rich_a for_o though_o they_o be_v in_o the_o bosom_n of_o all_o comfort_n yet_o they_o want_v all_o comfort_n so_o also_o they_o in_o jo●s_n want_v joy_n and_o in_o pleasure_n want_v pleasure_n and_o these_o be_v they_o who_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n who_o have_v not_o whereon_o to_o lay_v their_o head_n and_o dare_v touch_v nothing_o and_o stand_v they_o do_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o a_o round_a globe_n yet_o they_o have_v wing_n but_o know_v it_o not_o as_o to_o themselves_o they_o be_v altogether_o destitute_a of_o all_o security_n but_o in_o god_n sight_n they_o be_v secure_a whereas_o they_o who_o be_v secure_a in_o themselves_o want_v security_n before_o god_n this_o state_n be_v not_o the_o state_n of_o esau_n but_o of_o jacob_n for_o esau_n have_v god_n for_o his_o propriety_n but_o god_n have_v jacob_n for_o his_o own_o propriety_n who_o stand_v in_o be_v give_v up_o to_o god_n because_o god_n have_v make_v he_o fit_a and_o capable_a and_o have_v reduce_v he_o to_o obedience_n and_o therefore_o the_o man_n possess_v god_n with_o acquiescence_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o riches_n and_o glory_n he_o account_v himself_o a_o poor_a wretch_n he_o be_v quiet_o satisfy_v in_o all_o thing_n which_o god_n shall_v do_v if_o he_o give_v he_o heaven_n he_o be_v quet_o please_v if_o he_o cast_v he_o into_o hell_n itself_o he_o bear_v it_o patient_o and_o still_o continue_v resign_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n also_o what_o thing_n soever_o god_n put_v upon_o he_o by_o other_o man_n he_o receive_v they_o all_o as_o from_o god_n and_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o man_n but_o with_o god_n who_o do_v all_o these_o thing_n by_o mean_n of_o man_n therefore_o be_v he_o at_o peace_n with_o all_o man_n and_o can_v hate_v no_o man_n for_o any_o adversity_n do_v unto_o he_o for_o he_o take_v it_o from_o god_n and_o not_o from_o man_n who_o he_o still_o look_v upon_o but_o as_o on_o instrument_n by_o which_o god_n work_v as_o when_o a_o trumpet_n sound_v it_o be_v not_o the_o trumpet_n make_v the_o sound_n but_o the_o trumpeter_n hence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o stand_v in_o a_o willing_a patience_n against_o all_o that_o can_v happen_v unto_o he_o by_o man_n so_o that_o if_o they_o hate_v he_o blaspheme_v he_o injury_n he_o hinder_v he_o punish_v he_o revile_v he_o detract_v from_o his_o reputation_n take_v away_o his_o good_n his_o friend_n his_o house_n and_o do_v persecute_v he_o captivate_v he_o bound_v he_o on_o wrack_n torment_n and_o kill_v he_o he_o take_v all_o these_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n alone_o and_o have_v no_o business_n with_o man_n and_o in_o all_o these_o he_o look_v upon_o god_n only_o and_o not_o upon_o man_n he_o renounce_v to_o all_o person_n and_o can_v take_v all_o in_o good_a part_n so_o also_o on_o the_o contrary_a if_o any_o one_o good_a happen_v to_o he_o from_o man_n he_o take_v all_o that_o also_o from_o god_n because_o he_o have_v take_v off_o his_o eye_n from_o all_o mean_n and_o have_v fix_v they_o upon_o god_n alone_o he_o also_o have_v no_o respect_n of_o person_n which_o god_n have_v withdraw_v
they_o be_v not_o we_o must_v eat_v as_o necessity_n require_v but_o we_o must_v eat_v drink_v and_o sleep_v with_o fear_n all_o propriety_n must_v expect_v its_o judgement_n god_n suffer_v no_o appropriation_n that_o which_o be_v common_o say_v we_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o god_n be_v easy_o say_v but_o what_o that_o be_v in_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o or_o what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v conversant_a in_o that_o very_a thing_n no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o who_o be_v come_v thereunto_o where_o god_n teach_v and_o govern_v there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o reason_n but_o it_o be_v set_v aside_o the_o teach_n lead_v and_o rule_v of_o god_n do_v far_o surpass_v it_o and_o the_o matter_n seem_v to_o it_o to_o be_v impossible_a divinity_n be_v learn_v with_o joy_n but_o experience_v with_o sorrow_n they_o which_o study_v divinity_n be_v for_o the_o most_o part_n enemy_n to_o those_o who_o experience_n it_o if_o grief_n invade_v we_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v opprese_v lest_o its_o fruit_n perish_v but_o we_o be_v to_o abide_v in_o it_o and_o yet_o not_o to_o despair_v chap._n v._n to_o have_v a_o nature_n whole_o selfdenied_n both_o as_o to_o god_n and_o to_o the_o creature_n be_v a_o deadly_a thing_n unless_o nature_n shall_v be_v equal_o deny_v as_o to_o god_n as_o also_o to_o the_o creature_n it_o will_v not_o go_v into_o death_n when_o the_o root_n be_v extripate_v death_n be_v present_a when_o that_o be_v accomplish_v the_o renounciation_n be_v eternal_a when_o god_n have_v once_o renounce_v nature_n then_o be_v the_o end_n come_v for_o it_o can_v never_o return_v back_o again_o to_o its_o former_a state_n but_o it_o remain_v in_o self-denial_n even_o as_o to_o god_n also_o for_o flesh_n and_o blood_n possess_v not_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n but_o the_o young_a sprig_n grow_v out_o of_o death_n that_o shall_v be_v the_o heir_n when_o any_o one_o still_o stand_v in_o labour_v under_o the_o law_n in_o continency_n then_o to_o morrow_n may_v that_o be_v 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length_n when_o i_o have_v find_v rest_n i_o be_v content_v which_o way_n soever_o thing_n fall_v that_o which_o agree_v with_o nature_n be_v chief_o to_o be_v omit_v and_o that_o which_o be_v most_o disagree_v thereunto_o that_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o how_o great_a a_o difficulty_n these_o thing_n be_v do_v may_v be_v perceive_v god_n in_o the_o wilderness_n overthrow_v and_o wear_v out_o those_o israelite_n that_o still_o savour_v egypt_n and_o bring_v up_o and_o new_a generation_n which_o know_v not_o egypt_n debility_n consist_v in_o the_o lowermost_a faculty_n not_o in_o life_n but_o in_o death_n when_o the_o mind_n be_v take_v up_o to_o god_n if_o the_o gentile_n do_v constitute_v any_o thing_n they_o do_v it_o firm_o together_o with_o security_n and_o knowledge_n know_v the_o matter_n to_o be_v thus_o and_o no_o otherwise_o but_o the_o christian_n do_v not_o so_o but_o they_o stand_v in_o faith_n found_v on_o no_o security_n or_o firmness_n be_v also_o ignorant_a of_o all_o thing_n but_o be_v in_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n whence_o paul_n say_v after_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n be_v establish_v the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n the_o new_a creature_n have_v nothing_o for_o itself_o neither_o knowledge_n nor_o security_n nor_o firmness_n as_o have_v the_o gentile_n but_o walk_v in_o faith_n the_o faithful_a be_v lead_v into_o faith_n beyond_o security_n knowledge_n and_o science_n for_o all_o thing_n be_v take_v away_o from_o before_o their_o eye_n and_o from_o out_o of_o their_o hand_n and_o they_o stand_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o go●_n and_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n our_o birth_n be_v accompany_v with_o appropriation_n yet_o must_v appropriation_n be_v separate_v from_o nature_n if_o the_o law_n of_o go●_n must_v be_v set_v up_o in_o we_o which_o can_v be_v do●●_n but_o by_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o th●_n natural_a man_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o nature_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o to_o f●●●●_n the_o law_n and_o if_o that_o must_v be_v do_v the_o must_v it_o die_v and_o perish_v against_o its_o wil●_n for_o no_o death_n be_v voluntary_a nor_o actin●_n but_o passive_a and_o happen_v against_o the_o will_n when_o therefore_o god_n himself_o accomplish_v his_o own_o will_n man_n will_n be_v dead_a and_o fulfil_v the_o requiring_n of_o the_o la●_n than_o he_o draw_v glory_n from_o man_n the_o natural_a man_n can_v no_o more_o lea●●_n his_o propriety_n than_o a_o tree_n plant_v at_o root_v can_v desist_v from_o grow_v 〈◊〉_d bear_v its_o fruit_n no_o more_o also_o can_v 〈◊〉_d natural_a man_n fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o god_n de●●_n his_o own_o will_n or_o perform_v the_o will_n of_o go●_n if_o therefore_o to_o keep_v a_o tree_n from_o grow_v and_o bear_v fruit_n it_o must_v be_v cut_v down_o a●_n quite_o root_v up_o so_o thus_o must_v the_o nature_n man_n die_v and_o god_n must_v be_v in_o his_o stea●_n christ_n say_v he_o that_o eat_v my_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n be_v meat_n not_o that_o which_o we_o consume_v but_o that_o which_o consume_v we_o of_o abraham_n it_o be_v write_v that_o the_o earth_n be_v to_o be_v possess_v by_o his_o seed_n and_o not_o by_o himself_o therefore_o he_o must_v go_v out_o of_o it_o if_o room_n be_v to_o be_v make_v for_o his_o seed_n in_o this_o go_v out_o a_o man_n go_v into_o strange_a country_n and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o way_n nor_o can_v he_o ask_v thereof_o yet_o he_o always_o see_v one_o step_n before_o he_o in_o this_o die_a there_o be_v great_a affliction_n but_o that_o it_o may_v not_o seem_v such_o and_o that_o a_o man_n may_v carry_v himself_o also_o courageous_o acquiescence_n only_o can_v effect_v that_o for_o he_o chap._n vi_o when_o a_o man_n have_v any_o thing_n in_o his_o proper_a possession_n right_o he_o think_v it_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o judge_v it_o unjust_a if_o it_o be_v take_v from_o he_o till_o he_o be_v convince_v but_o then_o at_o length_n he_o acknowledge_v that_o he_o can_v 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make_v perfect_a but_o be_v only_o translate_v perfection_n be_v the_o man_n christ_n jesus_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v receive_v from_o he_o that_o in_o he_o be_v perfect_a holy_a new_a and_o just_a yet_o it_o be_v not_o so_o in_o self_n for_o he_o must_v renounce_v self_n who_o natural_a part_n be_v evil_a and_o sinful_a and_o must_v be_v make_v he_o from_o who_o it_o may_v become_v just_a good_a and_o holy_a and_o that_o be_v bring_v to_o pass_v in_o christ_n who_o be_v all_o these_o nor_o be_v there_o any_o other_o name_n give_v in_o which_o these_o thing_n can_v happen_v unto_o we_o if_o any_o song_n writing_z or_o word_n be_v accept_v of_o a_o christian_a and_o be_v grateful_a
that_o which_o god_n put_v forward_o and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v so_o reduce_v into_o his_o nothingness_n than_o also_o must_v this_o nothingness_n be_v reduce_v into_o nothing_o nor_o ought_v a_o man_n even_o to_o arrogate_v that_o to_o himself_o for_o god_n by_o his_o judgement_n have_v reduce_v he_o into_o nothing_o the_o new_a man_n do_v not_o profit_n or_o go_v forward_o for_o it_o be_v god_n himself_o but_o a_o man_n profit_v or_o go_v forward_o in_o the_o new_a man_n who_o neither_o be_v deficient_a nor_o proficient_a in_o this_o a_o man_n profit_v or_o go_v forward_o and_o increase_v the_o fear_n and_o terror_n of_o god_n be_v introduce_v into_o a_o man_n with_o great_a affliction_n chap._n ii_o to_o speak_v forth_o the_o hide_a thing_n of_o god_n be_v rather_o rashness_n than_o devotion_n for_o they_o be_v to_o be_v adore_v and_o we_o ought_v to_o tremble_v before_o they_o but_o not_o to_o babble_v they_o out_o some_o indeed_o do_v free_o meddle_v with_o they_o even_o by_o talk_v of_o they_o but_o he_o that_o be_v humble_a adore_v they_o with_o a_o humble_a voice_n for_o though_o one_o do_v understand_v some_o profound_a meaning_n yet_o it_o always_o reveal_v itself_o to_o be_v more_o profound_a the_o essence_n of_o a_o thing_n be_v too_o worthy_a to_o be_v express_v in_o word_n when_o i_o pray_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v i_o be_o terrfy_v and_o i_o must_v add_v o_o lord_n with_o thy_o grace_n i_o can_v desire_v no_o joy_n no_o comfort_n no_o nor_o heaven_n no_o more_o than_o do_v that_o wall_n for_o i_o may_v not_o it_o be_v grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o i_o desire_v communion_n be_v a_o most_o terrible_a thing_n to_o the_o flesh_n because_o the_o flesh_n desire_v propriety_n and_o full_a possession_n to_o itself_o therefore_o be_v communion_n death_n unto_o it_o faith_n be_v like_a unto_o a_o ship_n drive_v from_o the_o shore_n which_o have_v neither_o rudder_n mast_n nor_o oar_n he_o that_o be_v without_o appropriation_n can_v 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not_o do_v in_o the_o life_n time_n in_o the_o agony_n of_o death_n be_v exercise_v a_o hard_a judgement_n and_o then_o be_v a_o man_n sometime_o promote_v therein_o to_o which_o he_o can_v never_o come_v before_o in_o all_o the_o time_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n first_o he_o must_v conflict_n with_o joy_n then_o with_o sorrow_n and_o last_o with_o death_n whatsoever_o word_n be_v speak_v without_o experience_n i_o have_v no_o esteem_n of_o they_o if_o i_o have_v know_v that_o this_o misery_n in_o which_o i_o now_o live_v be_v to_o come_v upon_o i_o i_o have_v perish_v but_o now_o that_o i_o be_o in_o it_o god_n hold_v i_o in_o it_o god_n hold_v i_o private_o i_o know_v it_o not_o the_o creature_n which_o be_v right_o use_v be_v make_v more_o noble_a and_o come_v to_o god_n thus_o every_o creature_n must_v return_v to_o its_o original_n that_o be_v to_o god_n and_o this_o be_v do_v by_o that_o man_n who_o abide_v in_o a_o right_a way_n the_o true_a use_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v 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open_a my_o inside_n he_o will_v see_v there_o nothing_o but_o death_n i_o have_v no_o prop_n nor_o comfort_n nor_o rest_n neither_o in_o heaven_n nor_o in_o earth_n except_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o which_o i_o lie_v down_o god_n begin_v some_o new_a thing_n with_o i_o i_o never_o be_v at_o this_o rate_n in_o suffering_n as_o i_o now_o be_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o which_o i_o acquiesce_v and_o though_o i_o be_o press_v with_o so_o hard_a affliction_n yet_o be_o i_o far_o beneath_o the_o passion_n of_o christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o hard_a and_o vehement_a passion_n can_v be_v compare_v with_o by_o any_o other_o god_n uphold_v i_o above_o my_o own_o strength_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a else_o for_o i_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v that_o which_o i_o do_v we_o aim_v at_o great_a thing_n but_o the_o cup_n we_o must_v first_o drink_v before_o those_o great_a thing_n can_v come_v be_v a_o bitter_a cup._n chap._n four_o it_o be_v not_o of_o he_o 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and_o corrupt_v if_o it_o be_v say_v this_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a for_o fruit_n will_v follow_v etc._n etc._n i_o leave_v that_o to_o god_n and_o only_o suffer_v his_o will_n in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o suffering_n if_o i_o can_v stand_v whole_o in_o god_n there_o will_v be_v no_o need_n that_o i_o shall_v suffer_v god_n keep_v i_o in_o the_o snare_n of_o death_n and_o cause_v i_o in_o time_n to_o go_v into_o the_o nothingness_n of_o myself_o though_o one_o may_v get_v up_o many_o degree_n yet_o we_o be_v always_o to_o descend_v descend_v descend_z until_o we_o come_v into_o dust_n and_o ash_n that_o which_o before_o now_o we_o talk_v concern_v this_o nothingness_n it_o be_v with_o a_o certain_a kind_n of_o pleasure_n yet_o even_o all_o that_o must_v be_v subject_v under_o its_o judgement_n we_o can_v arrive_v at_o this_o nothingness_n but_o by_o the_o exercise_n of_o god_n to_o be_v delight_v with_o a_o righteous_a man_n or_o his_o writing_n word_n or_o work_n and_o to_o have_v a_o kindness_n and_o a_o good_a will_n for_o they_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n when_o any_o one_o be_v free_v from_o the_o creature_n that_o he_o can_v have_v a_o in_o difference_n for_o they_o without_o grief_n or_o joy_n whether_o it_o be_v loss_n or_o gain_n there_o be_v make_v a_o break_n through_o and_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a sort_n of_o a_o singular_a death_n that_o belong_v to_o this_o case_n nor_o be_v it_o the_o work_n of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n many_o suppose_v themselves_o to_o be_v that_o which_o temptation_n or_o trial_n discover_v to_o they_o that_o