much_o self_n but_o it_o turn_v in_o time_n to_o high_a end_n etc._n etc._n and_o that_o be_v what_o though_o i_o have_v peace_n salvation_n these_o loaf_n but_o yet_o miss_v of_o christ_n himself_o and_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n to_o live_v by_o he_o and_o live_v to_o he_o which_o be_v our_o last_o end_n 2_o cor._n 5._o 15._o and_o here_o all_o his_o prayer_n end_v though_o crooked_a many_o way_n else_o these_o be_v the_o prayer_n of_o that_o spirit_n of_o life_n which_o be_v ever_o hear_v and_o hence_o jame_v 5._o 3._o you_o ask_v and_o have_v not_o because_o you_o ask_v to_o spend_v it_o on_o your_o lust_n isa._n 58._o 5._o though_o they_o fast_v and_o pray_v yet_o it_o be_v for_o strife_n and_o debate_n the_o saint_n do_v it_o to_o destroy_v their_o lust_n and_o hence_o though_o all_o fervent_a prayer_n be_v not_o of_o the_o spirit_n yet_o all_o prayer_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v ever_o fervent_a though_o express_v with_o chattering_n mourning_n as_o dove_n because_o the_o last_o end_n have_v a_o mighty_a force_n with_o it_o and_o hence_o wait_v on_o god_n in_o all_o mean_n for_o answer_n follow_v and_o hence_o prayer_n of_o the_o saint_n be_v endless_a appetitus_fw-la finis_fw-la est_fw-la infinitus_fw-la hence_o rom._n 8._o 23._o life_n in_o heaven_n be_v his_o scope_n and_o he_o be_v long_v for_o it_o glad_a of_o that_o time_n for_o all_o prayer_n of_o hypocrite_n be_v but_o issue_v of_o self-iove_n 〈◊〉_d all_o occasion_n do_v but_o quicken_v up_o that_o principle_n so_o all_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o saint_n rise_v from_o the_o spirit_n of_o love_n to_o god_n and_o faith_n in_o he_o rom._n 8._o 27_o 28._o the_o sonlike_a spirit_n or_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n not_o servile_a be_v in_o they_o second_o if_o the_o soul_n receive_v any_o thing_n from_o the_o lord_n thus_o pray_v it_o be_v excee_o thankful_a the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n wherever_o it_o be_v glorify_v christ_n john_n 16._o and_o psal._n 116._o 1._o and_o that_o in_o time_n of_o peace_n hence_o psalm_n 50._o 14_o 15._o offer_v to_o god_n thank_v give_v and_o par_fw-fr thy_o vow_n and_o then_o call_v though_o in_o time_n of_o trouble_n and_o i_o will_v heâ—re_v for_o the_o lord_n to_o begin_v to_o do_v the_o soul_n any_o good_a 〈◊〉_d and_o show_v it_o its_o misery_n the_o worth_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n to_o give_v he_o any_o heart_n to_o seek_v to_o give_v he_o any_o hope_n to_o give_v he_o the_o least_o hint_n by_o any_o word_n of_o mercy_n oh_o its_o heart_n melt_v it_o shall_v be_v thus_o and_o wonder_n but_o to_o think_v nay_o to_o see_v the_o lord_n have_v answer_v he_o oh_o this_o swallow_v he_o up_o make_v he_o give_v all_o to_o the_o lord_n as_o hannah_n do_v when_o she_o have_v her_o child_n 1_o sam._n 2._o 1_o 2._o esau_n lose_v the_o blessing_n though_o he_o beg_v it_o with_o tear_n he_o have_v a_o profane_a heart_n that_o do_v not_o esteem_v it_o indeed_o 〈◊〉_d and_o so_o will_v â—ever_o have_v be_v thankful_a for_o it_o poor_a jacob_n get_v it_o though_o he_o have_v but_o a_o staâ—f_n to_o hold_v he_o up_o three_o if_o it_o receive_v not_o answer_v it_o mourn_v and_o loathe_v itself_o justify_v god_n give_v all_o to_o he_o prayer_n from_o self-loathing_a be_v not_o prayer_n which_o come_v from_o self-love_n psal._n 22._o 2_o 3_o â—4_n zach._n 12._o 10_o psal._n 72._o 12._o there_o the_o spirit_n dwell_v in_o the_o poor_a and_o contrite_a and_o their_o cry_n be_v hear_v when_o man_n pray_v and_o want_v and_o be_v quiet_a without_o wish_v they_o can_v lament_v it_o be_v not_o from_o the_o spirit_n oh_o therefore_o try_v here_o if_o it_o be_v thus_o as_o he_o say_v to_o hâ—zekiah_n the_o lord_n have_v hear_v thy_o cry_n and_o see_v thy_o tear_n and_o oh_o wonder_v at_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o shall_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n to_o cry_v now_o reproof_n to_o saint_n 4._o who_o though_o receive_v and_o hear_v yet_o think_v the_o lord_n regard_v they_o not_o and_o as_o david_n think_v his_o mercy_n be_v shut_v up_o 1._o remember_v former_a time_n psal._n 77._o 7._o your_o experience_n of_o the_o lord_n pity_v thou_o in_o thy_o blood_n and_o he_o will_v not_o cast_v thou_o off_o now_o 2._o consider_v the_o riches_n of_o grace_n when_o you_o can_v find_v any_o thing_n past_a but_o what_o may_v cause_v he_o to_o loathe_v thou_o yet_o the_o lord_n may_v then_o love_v when_o thou_o be_v lament_v thy_o vileness_n isa._n 63._o 15_o 16._o 3._o consider_v the_o lord_n do_v purposely_o seem_v to_o disregard_n thou_o sometime_o not_o to_o shut_v out_o prayer_n but_o to_o make_v you_o pray_v better_o not_o that_o you_o shall_v not_o pray_v at_o all_o judg._n 16._o 10._o but_o to_o make_v you_o seek_v and_o follow_v he_o though_o in_o the_o dark_a lam._n 3._o 45._o with_o 55._o in_o a_o land_n of_o pit_n eye_n have_v not_o see_v what_o god_n have_v lay_v up_o for_o you_o 4._o consider_v there_o be_v as_o much_o in_o the_o lord_n to_o move_v he_o in_o thy_o worst_a estate_n to_o help_v thou_o as_o in_o the_o best_a viz._n his_o mercy_n psal._n 6._o 4._o you_o say_v if_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o so_o vile_a if_o i_o have_v not_o commit_v such_o sin_n the_o lord_n might_n this_o be_v as_o if_o you_o say_v the_o lord_n show_v not_o pity_v only_o for_o his_o mercy_n etc._n etc._n verse_n 12._o i_o know_v you_o not_o have_v of_o fence_n in_o hebrew_n bear_v and_o signify_v affection_n also_o the_o principal_a affection_n be_v love_n and_o hatred_n 1._o love_n psal._n 1._o ulâ—_n john_n 10._o 14._o 2._o hatred_n hosea_n 7._o 2._o revel_v 8._o 12._o in_o this_o place_n such_o knowledge_n be_v mean_v which_o have_v the_o affection_n of_o love_n join_v with_o it_o so_o that_o it_o be_v as_o if_o christ_n shall_v say_v i_o love_v you_o not_o i_o delight_v not_o in_o you_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o towards_o you_o whatever_o good_a word_n you_o give_v i_o and_o how_o ever_o your_o heart_n be_v towards_o i_o or_o you_o have_v thought_n of_o i_o and_o this_o be_v the_o great_a misery_n of_o foolish_a virgin_n that_o it_o be_v a_o most_o heavy_a and_o dreadful_a misery_n not_o to_o be_v belove_v 3_o not_o to_o be_v know_v of_o jesus_n christ_n for_o now_o when_o the_o table_n be_v turn_v and_o the_o stage_n be_v pull_v down_o and_o the_o foolish_a shut_v out_o and_o when_o christ_n himself_o will_v give_v they_o a_o doleful_a answer_n express_v in_o word_n their_o woe_n he_o couch_v it_o under_o these_o i_o know_v you_o not_o i_o do_v not_o say_v that_o man_n do_v feel_v it_o so_o but_o it_o be_v so_o and_o at_o last_o it_o will_v be_v find_v so_o this_o may_v appear_v if_o we_o consider_v these_o particular_n if_o you_o consider_v the_o exceed_a greatness_n and_o glory_n of_o his_o place_n and_o person_n 1._o he_o be_v exalt_v and_o set_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o father_n and_o his_o dominion_n reach_v from_o sea_n to_o sea_n he_o be_v king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o host_n of_o angel_n etc._n etc._n phil._n 2._o 9_o a_o name_n aboâ—e_v every_o name_n he_o have_v and_o god_n have_v swear_v to_o he_o shall_v every_o one_o bow_n now_o be_v thus_o great_a and_o not_o to_o be_v belove_v of_o such_o a_o one_o be_v heavy_a if_o we_o want_v the_o love_n of_o poor_a man_n and_o base_a ignoble_a spirit_n it_o be_v no_o such_o matter_n but_o to_o lose_v great_a one_o favour_n especial_o if_o we_o depend_v upon_o they_o in_o life_n and_o good_n peace_n and_o honour_n this_o be_v bitter_a hence_o 2_o thes._n 1._o 9_o from_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o power_n if_o you_o consider_v the_o terror_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o time_n to_o come_v considerate_a if_o a_o man_n be_v abroad_o in_o the_o field_n from_o home_n and_o no_o storm_n not_o cold_n nor_o heat_n arise_v to_o hurt_v he_o a_o shelter_n will_v not_o be_v so_o much_o prize_v nor_o the_o loss_n of_o it_o great_a but_o if_o there_o be_v such_o and_o then_o to_o want_v it_o and_o to_o lie_v open_a to_o the_o injury_n of_o all_o wether_n now_o it_o be_v a_o woe_n to_o want_v it_o so_o i_o say_v to_o you_o man_n that_o be_v abroad_o in_o the_o wide_a field_n of_o this_o world_n and_o go_v from_o home_n if_o there_o shall_v never_o be_v misery_n but_o you_o may_v eat_v your_o bread_n and_o drink_v your_o wine_n with_o a_o merry_a heart_n and_o rejoice_v in_o your_o wife_n and_o there_o then_o shall_v be_v no_o knowledge_n of_o any_o thing_n after_o death_n as_o those_o epicute_v speak_v eccles._n 9_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n will_v not_o be_v so_o sweet_a but_o there_o will_v be_v storm_n scorch_a heat_n that_o
it_o as_o part_v of_o christian_a liberty_n this_o be_v our_o liberty_n in_o christ_n jesus_n 2_o pet._n 2._o 19_o and_o they_o rejoice_v exceed_o that_o the_o law_n be_v dead_a as_o they_o do_v rev._n 11._o 10._o for_o the_o death_n of_o the_o witness_n because_o they_o torment_v they_o i_o say_v again_o they_o rejoice_v not_o because_o the_o lord_n make_v they_o like_o himself_o and_o because_o of_o his_o image_n restore_v by_o the_o gospel_n and_o because_o they_o feel_v the_o power_n of_o it_o but_o because_o they_o be_v free_a from_o the_o power_n of_o it_o it_o be_v a_o old_a deceit_n yet_o subtle_a to_o rejoice_v and_o love_n and_o bless_v christ_n because_o he_o will_v pardon_v sin_n though_o i_o lie_v and_o live_v in_o they_o or_o if_o they_o do_v not_o free_v themselves_o from_o it_o the_o gospel_n show_v the_o law_n within_o close_v with_o the_o law_n without_o to_o be_v a_o evidence_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o impute_v it_o and_o that_o it_o be_v not_o therefore_o they_o but_o sin_n in_o they_o hence_o a_o slothful_a heart_n will_v continue_v in_o his_o sloth_n and_o to_o ease_v himself_o of_o trouble_n for_o sin_n and_o obedience_n too_o say_v it_o be_v not_o he_o but_o sin_n and_o hence_o arminius_n make_v a_o strange_a interpretation_n of_o rom._n 7._o because_o he_o see_v german_a professor_n plead_v that_o for_o themselves_o the_o israelite_n enter_v not_o into_o canaan_n unbelief_n cause_v it_o and_o why_o do_v that_o shut_v they_o out_o oh_o there_o be_v wall_v town_n and_o difficulty_n and_o this_o be_v the_o last_o shock_n and_o hence_o they_o fall_v off_o so_o it_o be_v in_o hypocrite_n now_o the_o safe_a place_n to_o lie_v asleep_o be_v in_o christ_n lap._n 5._o from_o the_o mighty_a cunning_n of_o satan_n 5._o the_o strength_n of_o who_o kingdom_n be_v make_v and_o continue_v by_o peace_n luke_n 11._o 41._o hence_o he_o will_v turn_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n and_o suffer_v man_n to_o go_v to_o christ_n and_o gospel_n to_o avoid_v the_o search_n that_o they_o may_v be_v christ_n in_o appearance_n and_o his_o indeed_o 2_o cor._n 4._o 4._o he_o have_v a_o mighty_a power_n over_o man_n to_o blind_v they_o for_o there_o be_v three_o thing_n which_o trouble_v man_n usual_o and_o make_v they_o question_v their_o estate_n and_o the_o gospel_n quiet_v and_o absolve_v they_o from_o all_o 1._o conscience_n that_o cry_v doleful_o sometime_o these_o sin_n shall_v have_v these_o woe_n yes_o unless_o i_o believe_v but_o i_o believe_v and_o trust_v to_o christ_n and_o flee_v to_o god_n mercy_n 2._o ministry_n that_o cry_v and_o searcheâ—h_v into_o the_o deep_a wind_n of_o man_n heart_n that_o man_n can_v but_o see_v that_o christ_n have_v eye_n of_o flame_a fire_n to_o see_v through_o theâ—_n now_o hence_o man_n avoid_v the_o stroke_n and_o power_n of_o all_o ministry_n thus_o it_o be_v with_o i_o thus_o it_o be_v will_v be_v with_o i_o but_o i_o believe_v and_o trust_v to_o christ._n and_o hence_o man_n beaâ—_n back_o like_o brazen_a wall_n all_o blow_n 3._o god_n judgment-seat_n what_o though_o man_n see_v you_o not_o yet_o god_n see_v why_o they_o have_v sin_v they_o confess_v but_o christ_n have_v suffer_v they_o have_v sin_v but_o they_o trust_v etc._n etc._n micah_n 3._o 11._o be_v not_o the_o lord_n among_o we_o look_v as_o it_o be_v with_o joab_n he_o run_v to_o the_o horn_n of_o the_o altar_n yet_o there_o he_o perish_v there_o he_o will_v die_v there_o be_v the_o last_o refuge_n from_o search_n and_o death_n so_o here_o sect_n iii_o hence_o do_v not_o think_v your_o estate_n good_a 1_o because_o you_o look_v only_o for_o justification_n by_o christ_n and_o look_v only_o to_o god_n free_a grace_n and_o count_v of_o grace_n in_o christ._n it_o be_v a_o common_a error_n for_o man_n to_o think_v be_v they_o be_v of_o this_o opinion_n only_o to_o look_v for_o grace_n in_o christ_n to_o think_v that_o therefore_o their_o estate_n be_v safe_a and_o they_o be_v justify_v by_o christ._n why_o there_o may_v be_v such_o a_o power_n of_o word_n and_o spirit_n to_o conquer_v their_o judgement_n as_o those_o papist_n that_o have_v be_v plead_v against_o it_o have_v be_v overcome_v by_o it_o thou_o may_v receive_v the_o notion_n of_o it_o thy_o head_n but_o the_o power_n of_o it_o never_o into_o thy_o heart_n obj._n 1_o but_o my_o heart_n have_v be_v affect_v with_o this_o to_o see_v when_o my_o sin_n deserve_v death_n yet_o there_o be_v mercy_n for_o the_o vile_a in_o christ._n answ._n thou_o may_v taste_v and_o joy_n and_o yet_o fall_v off_o at_o last_o obj._n 2._o but_o i_o have_v fellowship_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n answ._n thou_o may_v eat_v and_o drink_v in_o his_o presence_n and_o yet_o be_v bid_v depart_v i_o know_v you_o not_o a_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n obj._n 3_o but_o i_o have_v escape_v the_o pollution_n of_o the_o world_n 2_o pet._n 2._o 20._o and_o that_o through_o this_o knowledge_n of_o christ_n his_o love_n have_v much_o move_v i_o to_o part_v with_o my_o sin_n answ._n it_o may_v be_v so_o and_o it_o may_v wash_v thou_o from_o all_o external_a pollution_n and_o yet_o thy_o swinish_a nature_n remain_v still_o hide_v from_o thou_o but_o see_v of_o a_o all-seeing_a god_n obj._n 4._o but_o i_o look_v for_o christ_n and_o wait_v for_o he_o and_o desire_v he_o and_o all_o that_o be_v wise_a think_v well_o of_o i_o answ._n you_o may_v do_v all_o this_o and_o yet_o you_o may_v be_v find_v foolish_a for_o all_o this_o evangelical_n work_n which_o be_v accompany_v with_o salvation_n in_o some_o it_o may_v be_v hypocritical_a in_o thou_o and_o therefore_o take_v heed_n you_o do_v not_o take_v show_v for_o substance_n for_o look_v as_o in_o the_o gospel_n god_n utmost_a perfection_n of_o wisdom_n and_o love_n appear_v so_o the_o most_o hide_a and_o admirable_a delusion_n of_o satan_n be_v evangelical_n there_o his_o power_n be_v employ_v to_o undermine_v and_o so_o to_o keep_v his_o head_n oh_o that_o we_o can_v but_o imagine_v and_o set_v before_o our_o eye_n the_o amaze_a condition_n of_o such_o a_o man_n who_o plague_n shall_v be_v make_v wonderful_a that_o have_v be_v trouble_v with_o sin_n a_o long_a time_n at_o last_o look_n to_o christ_n and_o there_o rest_v and_o so_o hear_v all_o sermon_n and_o there_o still_o sleep_v and_o consider_v often_o that_o his_o way_n be_v evil_a but_o never_o suspect_v his_o faith_n to_o be_v evil_a than_o he_o come_v to_o die_v and_o then_o look_v for_o christ_n at_o last_o the_o week_n or_o snuff_n die_v and_o sun_n set_v and_o darkness_n approach_v and_o then_o sudden_o slip_v into_o hell_n where_o he_o see_v christ_n and_o saint_n afar_o off_o and_o what_o have_v deceive_v they_o oh_o their_o faith_n have_v deceive_v they_o to_o see_v christ_n shake_v they_o off_o as_o dust_n oh_o they_o wish_v oh_o that_o i_o have_v know_v or_o fear_v this_o before_o and_o will_v you_o not_o fear_v now_o as_o for_o you_o profane_a one_o that_o can_v scoff_n and_o drink_v and_o break_v sabbath_n and_o live_v idle_o your_o judgement_n be_v write_v upon_o your_o forehead_n but_o oh_o take_v heed_n you_o that_o have_v escape_v these_o pollution_n lest_o you_o deceive_v yourselves_o here_o to_o show_v you_o that_o deceit_n particular_o it_o be_v not_o my_o time_n yet_o but_o go_v alone_o and_o think_v sad_o of_o it_o i_o may_v look_v for_o justification_n by_o christ_n and_o wait_v for_o christ_n and_o yet_o perish_v oh_o let_v i_o be_v sure_a i_o get_v such_o a_o faith_n as_o will_v not_o deceive_v i_o here_o shall_v not_o a_o man_n you_o will_v say_v trust_n to_o christ_n yes_o when_o you_o can_v in_o truth_n but_o thy_o trust_n may_v be_v but_o presumption_n ii_o take_v not_o up_o therefore_o every_o opinion_n and_o doctrine_n from_o man_n 2._o or_o angel_n that_o bear_v a_o fair_a show_n of_o advance_v christ_n for_o they_o may_v be_v but_o the_o fruit_n of_o evangelical_n hypocrisy_n and_o deceit_n that_o be_v deceive_v themselves_o may_v deceive_v other_o too_o mat._n 7._o 15._o beware_v of_o they_o that_o come_v in_o sheep_n clothing_n in_o the_o innocency_n purity_n and_o meekness_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o people_n but_o inward_o be_v wolf_n proud_a cruel_a sensorious_a speak_v evil_a of_o what_o they_o know_v not_o by_o their_o fruit_n you_o shall_v know_v they_o do_v not_o think_v belove_v that_o satan_n will_v not_o seek_v to_o send_v delusion_n among_o we_o and_o do_v you_o think_v these_o delusion_n will_v come_v out_o of_o the_o popish_a pack_n who_o invention_n sâ—el_v above_o ground_n here_o no_o he_o must_v come_v and_o will_v come_v with_o more_o evangelical_n finespun_a device_n it_o be_v a_o rule_n observe_v among_o jesuit_n at_o this_o day_n if_o
apprehend_v not_o by_o his_o dear_a love_n for_o here_o be_v virgin_n many_o of_o they_o who_o cry_v lord_n lord_n only_o look_v for_o salvation_n from_o he_o hang_v upon_o grace_n clasp_v about_o his_o foot_n as_o it_o be_v and_o who_o in_o their_o life-time_n go_v out_o to_o meet_v the_o bridegroom_n expect_v love_n from_o he_o and_o yet_o christ_n here_o profess_v i_o know_v not_o you_o i_o love_v you_o not_o i_o say_v this_o be_v by_o a_o seem_a â—aith_n for_o no_o man_n apprehend_v christ_n by_o a_o lively_a faith_n but_o iâ—_n apprehend_v of_o christ_n iâ—hn_n 1._o 12._o but_o if_o it_o be_v by_o a_o seem_a faith_n i._n e_o which_o seem_v to_o be_v faith_n in_o the_o judgement_n and_o opinion_n of_o other_o and_o also_o which_o seem_v only_o to_o be_v so_o to_o their_o own_o apprehension_n as_o it_o do_v unto_o these_o virgin_n the_o lord_n do_v not_o apprehend_v such_o by_o his_o 〈◊〉_d love_n and_o that_o be_v i_o say_v with_o his_o dear_a love_n with_o common_a love_n he_o may_v but_o with_o dear_a and_o eternal_a love_n never_o the_o faith_n of_o some_o man_n be_v like_o the_o cast_n of_o some_o anchor_n at_o sea_n it_o sometime_o fall_v upon_o a_o rock_n or_o light_a sand_n it_o touch_v the_o ground_n but_o the_o rock_n hold_v not_o it_o and_o hence_o the_o ship_n be_v ever_o drive_v before_o the_o wind_n or_o carry_v away_o with_o the_o ebbing_n and_o flow_n of_o the_o water_n so_o it_o be_v here_o and_o hence_o man_n be_v toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o lust_n and_o temptation_n and_o drive_v before_o strong_a wind_n or_o as_o it_o be_v of_o saul_n to_o samuel_n he_o apprehend_v samuel_n but_o samuel_n depart_v from_o he_o see_v he_o no_o more_o until_o the_o day_n of_o his_o death_n so_o here_o the_o kingdom_n and_o love_n of_o christ_n be_v rend_v from_o you_o john_n 2._o 24._o â—lt_n but_o he_o commit_v not_o himself_o to_o they_o luke_n 13._o 26_o 27._o hâ—ve_v â—ot_n we_o eat_v and_o drink_v in_o thy_o presence_n and_o yet_o christ_n will_v say_v i_o knâ—w_v you_o not_o and_o this_o be_v the_o â—ase_n of_o many_o job_n 8._o 13_o 14._o when_o a_o hypocrite_n die_v his_o hope_n perisâ—â—â—_n if_o the_o lord_n have_v apprehend_v he_o with_o his_o dear_a love_n it_o can_v not_o be_v so_o for_o explication_n of_o this_o point_n three_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v open_v 1._o how_o one_o may_v be_v say_v to_o apprehend_v christ_n jesus_n by_o a_o seem_a faith_n 2._o how_o christ_n be_v sâ—id_v not_o to_o apprehend_v such_o 3._o why_o he_o dotâ—_n not_o quâ—st_n first_o how_o may_v one_o be_v say_v to_o apprehend_v christ_n by_o a_o seem_a faith_n answ._n five_o way_n usual_o 1._o when_o man_n be_v force_v â—o_o fly_v to_o christ_n mere_o out_o of_o extremity_n and_o pressure_n of_o misery_n the_o stroke_n and_o dry_a â—lowes_n of_o divine_a vengeance_n light_n upon_o they_o and_o now_o they_o cry_v lord_n pity_v we_o it_o may_v be_v in_o time_n of_o peace_n while_o conscience_n and_o divine_a vengeance_n be_v asleep_a they_o regard_v not_o faith_n nor_o prayer_n nor_o christ_n nor_o any_o thing_n else_o notwithstanding_o aâ—l_v the_o heart-breaking_a cry_n and_o loud_o call_v of_o god_n but_o be_v merry_a and_o light_a and_o licentious_a etc._n etc._n but_o in_o extremity_n than_o they_o will_v cry_v and_o prize_v mercy_n above_o a_o thousand_o world_n prov._n 1._o 28._o one_o will_v think_v their_o mouth_n shall_v be_v stop_v then_o some_o think_v those_o word_n be_v a_o allusion_n to_o the_o aâ—k_n in_o noâ—hs_n time_n hosea_n 8._o 1_o 2_o 3._o when_o the_o eagle_n shall_v câ—me_v against_o god_n pâ—opâ—e_n psal._n 78._o 35._o they_o shâ—ll_v cry_v my_o god_n we_o know_v thâ—e_n no_o say_v the_o lord_n the_o enemy_n shall_v apprehend_v they_o i_o will_v not_o this_o be_v not_o faith_n but_o only_a self-love_n when_o as_o man_n be_v naught_o before_o and_o their_o heart_n sit_v loose_a fâ—om_n god_n continual_o have_v no_o daily_a embracement_n of_o he_o and_o will_v be_v worse_o after_o god_n afflict_a hand_n if_o he_o shall_v help_v they_o but_o so_o it_o be_v that_o they_o cry_v out_o to_o god_n for_o help_v mere_o because_o of_o torment_n etc._n etc._n this_o be_v like_o that_o cry_n of_o our_o indian_n to_o the_o devil_n who_o worship_n and_o cleave_v to_o he_o because_o he_o plague_n they_o true_o in_o time_n of_o extremity_n the_o faith_n of_o the_o saint_n may_v be_v awaken_v which_o be_v asleep_o before_o and_o when_o god_n hedge_v their_o way_n with_o thorn_n they_o may_v then_o return_v to_o their_o first_o â—_z because_o iâ—_n be_v better_a but_o when_o extremity_n beget_v it_o it_o begin_v and_o end_v with_o it_o live_v aâ—d_v die_v with_o it_o here_o such_o may_v fear_v that_o then_o christ_n apprehend_v they_o not_o psalm_n 66._o 3._o because_o of_o thy_o power_n thy_o enemy_n shall_v staâ—er_v and_o submit_v a_o proud_a rebellious_a wretch_n in_o time_n of_o peace_n swell_v big_a than_o god_n and_o be_v above_o god_n the_o lord_n jesus_n have_v his_o time_n wherein_o â—he_n grapple_v with_o they_o when_o no_o minister_n can_v and_o fling_v they_o down_o with_o his_o sword_n at_o their_o heart_n and_o his_o hand_n at_o their_o throat_n and_o terror_n in_o their_o conscience_n and_o now_o they_o yield_v christ_n may_v hence_o take_v these_o as_o common_a subject_n but_o never_o as_o special_a favourite_n to_o stand_v before_o he_o and_o this_o be_v the_o case_n of_o thousand_o who_o fly_v to_o christ_n mere_o for_o extremity_n thus_o the_o case_n stand_v with_o old_a joab_n he_o shall_v have_v die_v before_o 1_o king_n 2._o 30._o but_o at_o last_o he_o neglect_v his_o harge_n he_o run_v to_o the_o aâ—tar_n only_o out_o of_o self-love_n and_o there_o he_o will_v die_v one_o will_v think_v a_o man_n that_o have_v be_v so_o useful_a fly_v to_o the_o altar_n in_o his_o old_a age_n may_v be_v pity_v no_o the_o altar_n which_o secure_v other_o secure_v not_o he_o justice_n may_v be_v show_v to_o he_o that_o will_v abuse_v favour_n long_o so_o it_o be_v here_o 2._o when_o man_n fly_v to_o christ_n in_o time_n of_o peace_n that_o so_o they_o may_v preserve_v their_o sin_n with_o great_a peace_n of_o conscience_n so_o that_o sin_n make_v they_o fly_v to_o christ_n as_o well_o as_o misery_n not_o that_o they_o may_v destroy_v and_o abolish_v sin_n but_o that_o they_o may_v be_v preserve_v in_o their_o sin_n with_o peace_n for_o this_o be_v the_o frame_n of_o all_o man_n live_v sin_n before_o it_o be_v commit_v not_o all_o sin_n but_o what_o be_v 〈◊〉_d able_a â—o_o man_n constitution_n corruption_n place_n temptation_n be_v very_o sweet_a and_o if_o conscience_n be_v awake_a it_o be_v after_o the_o commission_n bitter_a sweet_a in_o the_o mouth_n bitter_a in_o the_o belly_n or_o else_o they_o know_v it_o will_v be_v bitter_a another_o day_n prov._n 23._o 32_o sâ—ings_n like_o a_o cockatrice_n and_o what_o profit_n in_o inherit_v lie_n now_o because_o man_n have_v not_o other_o good_a to_o live_v upon_o or_o delight_n in_o for_o god_n they_o have_v not_o hence_o many_o a_o heart_n secret_o say_v this_o if_o i_o can_v have_v my_o sin_n and_o peace_n and_o conscience_n quiet_a for_o the_o present_a and_o god_n merciful_a to_o pardon_v it_o afterward_o than_o all_o be_v well_o hereupon_o hear_v those_o that_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o christ_n shall_v be_v pardon_v for_o present_a and_o save_v afterward_o hence_o he_o doâ—h_v reâ—ie_a as_o he_o say_v only_o on_o the_o merry_a of_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o now_o this_o harden_v and_o blind_v he_o and_o make_v he_o secure_a and_o his_o faith_n be_v sermon-proof_n nothing_o stir_v he_o etc._n etc._n and_o be_v it_o not_o for_o their_o faith_n they_o shall_v despair_v but_o this_o keep_v they_o up_o and_o now_o they_o think_v if_o they_o have_v any_o troâ—ble_a of_o mind_n the_o devil_n trouble_v they_o and_o so_o make_v christ_n and_o faith_n protector_n of_o sin_n not_o purifier_n from_o sin_n which_o be_v most_o dreadful_a turn_v grace_n to_o wantonness_n as_o they_o â—id_v sacrifice_n so_o these_o will_v sin_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o christ_n because_o the_o shadow_n be_v good_a and_o sweet_a miâ—ah_o 3._o 11._o they_o have_v subtle_a sly_a end_n in_o good_a duty_n for_o therein_o may_v lie_v a_o man_n sin_n yet_o they_o lean_v upon_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n matthew_n 3._o 7_o 8._o the_o scribe_n come_v in_o peace_n to_o johâ—s_n ministry_n which_o be_v to_o awaken_v man_n to_o believe_v in_o the_o messiah_n oh_o generation_n of_o viper_n who_o have_v forewarn_v you_o to_o flee_v from_o wrath_n to_o come_v hence_o say_v he_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v you_o will_v have_v the_o blessing_n of_o the_o warm_a sun_n
righteousness_n no_o man_n tongue_n can_v tell_v he_o his_o own_o conscience_n can_v bear_v witness_n against_o he_o that_o he_o live_v in_o any_o unlawful_a course_n and_o i_o believe_v it_o be_v so_o and_o may_v be_v and_o will_v be_v so_o shall_v i_o tell_v you_o therefore_o what_o hurt_v they_o they_o be_v inordinate_a lusting_n after_o lawful_a thing_n in_o themselves_o and_o these_o they_o serve_v tit._n 3._o 3_o partly_o they_o grieve_v they_o if_o they_o do_v not_o satisfy_v and_o serve_v they_o partly_o because_o they_o pay_v they_o with_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n if_o they_o do_v hence_o serve_v lust_n and_o pleasure_n too_o these_o like_a top_n of_o mountain_n be_v see_v now_o when_o flood_n of_o wickedness_n begin_v to_o abate_v these_o will_v continue_v while_o the_o life_n last_v i_o intend_v not_o to_o show_v you_o at_o large_a but_o according_a to_o my_o text_n the_o vileness_n of_o they_o 1._o they_o eat_v out_o all_o desire_n after_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o his_o fellowship_n that_o he_o can_v long_v for_o the_o lord_n jesus_n for_o a_o man_n can_v â—ay_n out_o no_o more_o than_o he_o have_v now_o when_o his_o desire_n be_v lavish_v and_o let_v out_o to_o other_o thing_n how_o can_v he_o lay_v out_o any_o on_o christ_n and_o thus_o the_o lord_n of_o glory_n come_v to_o bear_v most_o horrible_a contempt_n that_o he_o be_v not_o worth_a desire_v in_o such_o a_o man_n book_n thus_o it_o be_v with_o they_o luke_n 14._o 18._o every_o one_o refuse_v why_o because_o of_o their_o ox_n and_o wife_n and_o farm_n lawful_a thing_n but_o they_o last_v too_o much_o after_o these_o when_o a_o harlot_n seek_v to_o satisfy_v her_o lust_n she_o care_v not_o how_o fat_a her_o husband_n be_v off_o never_o desire_v his_o come_n home_o so_o here_o many_o a_o one_o complain_v he_o can_v desire_v the_o lord_n jesus_n which_o i_o confess_v be_v in_o mercy_n to_o some_o but_o where_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o it_o oh_o they_o be_v run_v in_o another_o channel_n and_o spend_v on_o other_o thing_n what_o a_o heavy_a curse_n be_v this_o some_o never_o think_v of_o death_n once_o in_o a_o moon_n much_o less_o long_a for_o christ_n desire_v not_o his_o fellowship_n here_o much_o less_o there_o and_o why_o because_o of_o their_o lust_n that_o eat_v out_o all_o 2._o suppose_v they_o do_v not_o thus_o but_o your_o heart_n be_v divide_v so_o that_o you_o long_o for_o these_o thing_n now_o and_o preserve_v your_o longing_n for_o he_o against_o you_o come_v to_o die_v yet_o these_o will_v make_v you_o lose_v his_o sweet_a fellowship_n for_o a_o man_n affection_n be_v precious_a thing_n and_o it_o be_v pity_n any_o else_o shall_v have_v they_o they_o be_v all_o little_a enough_o for_o christ_n and_o christ_n be_v worth_a desire_v and_o long_v for_o and_o he_o stand_v upon_o it_o and_o will_v make_v they_o know_v that_o have_v he_o that_o all_o be_v too_o little_a for_o he_o and_o they_o shall_v give_v he_o all_o before_o he_o give_v himself_o to_o their_o comfort_n hence_o deny_v he_o these_o and_o never_o think_v to_o have_v himself_o and_o his_o fellowship_n psal._n 73._o 25_o 26._o it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o draw_v nigh_o how_o by_o desire_v not_o earth_n nor_o heaven_n but_o he_o hence_o he_o say_v thou_o destroy_v all_o they_o that_o go_v a_o whore_v from_o thou_o v_o 27._o 3._o suppoâ—e_v thou_o shall_v have_v hiâ—_n at_o last_o yet_o he_o will_v never_o desire_v thou_o never_o take_v any_o delight_n in_o thou_o until_o that_o you_o come_v to_o get_v your_o affection_n unloose_v here_o psal._n 45._o 10_o 11._o do_v not_o find_v a_o strangeness_n between_o christ_n and_o thy_o soul_n do_v he_o not_o hide_v his_o face_n do_v he_o not_o soon_o depart_v from_o thou_o though_o he_o appear_v sometime_o to_o thou_o do_v he_o not_o let_v thou_o lie_v like_o a_o broom_n behind_o the_o door_n and_o do_v little_a by_o thou_o either_o within_o or_o without_o and_o be_v not_o this_o a_o sad_a and_o heavy_a thing_n why_o say_v thou_o do_v the_o lord_n deal_v thus_o with_o i_o oh_o thy_o heart_n be_v yet_o after_o thy_o father_n house_n if_o thou_o do_v forget_v it_o than_o he_o will_v take_v pleasure_n in_o thy_o beauty_n what_o pleasure_n can_v earth_n give_v thou_o when_o the_o lord_n take_v no_o pleasure_n in_o thou_o but_o may_v not_o a_o man_n desire_v these_o thing_n object_n if_o we_o may_v how_o far_o 1._o a_o man_n may_v lawful_o desire_v they_o answ._n provide_v his_o desire_n be_v not_o swallow_v up_o in_o they_o but_o run_v through_o they_o to_o christ_n himself_o for_o it_o be_v not_o luâ—t_o proper_o to_o desire_v a_o creature_n or_o any_o pleasure_n in_o it_o but_o to_o desire_v it_o for_o itself_o and_o forpleasure_n sake_n for_o now_o a_o man_n make_v a_o god_n of_o it_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o the_o israelite_n exod._n 17._o give_v we_o water_n that_o we_o may_v drink_v so_o give_v i_o sleep_v that_o i_o may_v rest_v give_v i_o clothes_n that_o i_o may_v be_v warm_a give_v i_o estate_n that_o i_o may_v be_v rich_a etc._n etc._n now_o when_o a_o heart_n desire_v they_o but_o his_o desire_n end_v not_o there_o but_o run_v through_o they_o to_o christ_n that_o he_o fling_v down_o all_o comfort_n and_o say_v what_o be_v this_o to_o fellowship_n with_o christ_n thus_o far_o a_o man_n may_v desire_v and_o rejoice_v in_o they_o and_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n to_o do_v otherwise_o nehem._n 9_o 35._o a_o man_n may_v be_v content_a to_o have_v a_o spring_n run_v through_o his_o ground_n to_o the_o sea_n to_o be_v swallow_v up_o there_o but_o to_o swell_v and_o rise_v and_o overslow_v his_o ground_n and_o house_n that_o be_v not_o safe_a he_o may_v be_v drown_v so_o so_o man_n come_v to_o be_v drown_v in_o their_o lust_n that_o let_v they_o swell_v within_o door_n ii_o a_o man_n may_v desire_v theâ—_n if_o he_o do_v not_o spend_v more_o desire_n upon_o they_o than_o they_o be_v worth_a a_o man_n may_v desire_v they_o for_o a_o good_a end_n as_o he_o think_v but_o then_o he_o lay_v out_o too_o much_o upon_o they_o a_o man_n may_v spend_v too_o much_o in_o his_o inn_n when_o he_o take_v it_o up_o only_o as_o a_o way_n to_o his_o home_n 1._o they_o be_v perish_v thing_n therefore_o let_v they_o have_v perish_v desire_n the_o world_n pass_v away_o they_o be_v passenger_n by_o we_o that_o stay_v to_o rest_v with_o we_o for_o a_o time_n let_v they_o have_v passenger_n welcome_a 2._o they_o be_v not_o necessary_a thing_n let_v they_o have_v therefore_o indifferent_a desire_n i_o must_v have_v christ_n and_o his_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n not_o these_o thing_n they_o be_v to_o be_v seek_v not_o in_o the_o first_o but_o in_o the_o second_o place_n therefore_o say_v first_o christ_n now_o let_v i_o have_v christ_n man_n say_v now_o these_o thing_n than_o christ._n i_o say_v now_o the_o lord_n jesus_n whether_o ever_o you_o have_v they_o or_o no._n iii_o now_o all_o superfluity_n of_o evil_a desire_n be_v to_o be_v crucify_v gal._n 5._o 24._o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n have_v crucify_v etc._n etc._n christ_n be_v not_o a_o dead_a but_o first_o a_o crucify_a christ_n before_o so_o no_o saint_n live_v but_o he_o have_v some_o superfluous_a desire_n but_o though_o they_o live_v they_o do_v crucify_v they_o so_o ought_v you_o there_o be_v two_o thing_n in_o crucify_a 1._o there_o be_v extreme_a pain_n upon_o the_o cross._n 2._o a_o look_v for_o death_n so_o than_o lust_n be_v crucify_v 1._o when_o you_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o your_o lust_n by_o put_v they_o on_o christ_n crosse._n oh_o the_o wrong_n they_o have_v do_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o do_v this_o with_o violence_n say_v you_o shall_v to_o the_o cross_n he_o that_o look_v to_o christ_n with_o a_o frolic_a heart_n to_o kill_v his_o lust_n shall_v never_o find_v he_o 2._o now_o look_v and_o long_v for_o their_o death_n by_o hold_v they_o there_o unless_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n slay_v these_o i_o will_v never_o have_v any_o death_n for_o they_o for_o all_o the_o reason_n in_o the_o world_n will_v never_o kill_v a_o lust_n no_o more_o than_o all_o the_o reason_n will_v persuade_v the_o stomach_n not_o to_o hunger_n the_o belly_n have_v no_o ear_n thus_o you_o be_v to_o moderate_v your_o desire_n after_o these_o thing_n which_o i_o speak_v of_o first_o because_o it_o be_v a_o wilderness-sin_n psal._n 106._o 14_o 15._o which_o it_o may_v be_v you_o feel_v bring_v leanness_n on_o your_o soul._n and_o second_o because_o it_o be_v the_o sin_n of_o prosperity_n and_o peace_n which_o god_n have_v give_v we_o which_o will_v grow_v up_o and_o choke_v the_o word_n that_o all_o ordinance_n and_o truth_n will_v in_o
god_n require_v every_o â—it_a season_n for_o his_o special_a worship_n not_o every_o particle_n of_o time_n 4._o many_o think_v the_o power_n of_o grace_n be_v cease_v and_o take_v away_o when_o some_o special_a enlargement_n be_v as_o a_o christian_n shall_v find_v at_o some_o time_n have_v special_a work_n to_o do_v special_a misery_n to_o go_v through_o he_o have_v special_a enlargement_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o joy_n courage_n boldness_n with_o god_n love_n and_o zeal_n these_o last_a not_o he_o think_v all_o be_v go_v now_o but_o look_v as_o it_o be_v with_o jonathan_n 1_o sam._n 14._o 8._o then_o he_o alone_o and_o his_o armour-bearer_n go_v against_o a_o host_n yet_o 1_o sam._n 17._o 11._o against_o goliath_n not_o a_o word_n paul_n to_o his_o death_n be_v a_o faithful_a and_o able_a minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n though_o sometime_o his_o mouth_n stop_v and_o his_o heart_n straighten_a the_o ship_n may_v be_v go_v to_o the_o harbour_n though_o sometime_o great_a sometime_o lesser_a wind_n second_o but_o yet_o i_o confess_v there_o be_v much_o changeableness_n in_o the_o saint_n and_o unevenness_n in_o their_o course_n and_o their_o spirit_n be_v apt_a to_o grow_v weary_a and_o faint_a otherwise_o they_o have_v not_o need_v to_o be_v exhort_v not_o to_o be_v weary_a and_o when_o they_o be_v lift_v up_o they_o soon_o sink_v down_o heb._n 12._o 1._o and_o hence_o question_n be_v there_o ever_o grace_n in_o this_o heart_n but_o yet_o there_o be_v much_o difference_n between_o the_o unconstancy_n of_o the_o one_o and_o of_o the_o other_o in_o three_o thing_n 1._o a_o hypocrite_n affection_n when_o they_o cease_v they_o be_v raise_v in_o he_o again_o by_o some_o external_a principle_n and_o motive_n but_o the_o faithful_a when_o they_o have_v lose_v what_o they_o have_v they_o recover_v it_o again_o by_o a_o new_a nature_n a_o inward_a principle_n which_o be_v a_o evidence_n there_o be_v the_o be_v of_o grace_n all_o this_o while_n empty_v a_o pond_n it_o will_v never_o fill_v again_o till_o the_o cloud_n above_o it_o pour_v down_o rain_n empty_v a_o spring_n though_o it_o see_v no_o cloud_n in_o the_o heaven_n yet_o it_o run_v of_o itself_o and_o will_v fill_v itself_o again_o so_o when_o a_o hypocriâ—e_n be_v leave_v dry_a and_o empty_a if_o some_o cloud_n of_o displeasure_n fear_n of_o death_n and_o hell_n come_v he_o be_v fill_v but_o a_o child_n of_o god_n when_o no_o fear_n of_o death_n or_o hell_n yet_o many_o time_n something_o within_o begin_v to_o work_v as_o in_o david_n psal._n 39_o 3._o while_o muse_v the_o fire_n kindle_v the_o sense_n of_o sin_n to_o lie_v out_o from_o god_n to_o quench_v his_o spirit_n the_o beauty_n of_o grace_n the_o command_n of_o god_n the_o honour_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n recover_v he_o heb._n 8._o 10._o deut._n 5._o 29._o they_o speak_v as_o large_o as_o any_o can_v desire_v yeâ—_n their_o heart_n be_v naught_o because_o this_o come_v from_o no_o inward_a principle_n but_o only_o from_o external_a fear_n when_o the_o priest_n foot_n touch_v jordan_n the_o water_n stand_v on_o heap_n but_o when_o they_o be_v pass_v through_o they_o overflow_v all_o the_o bank_n again_o according_a to_o their_o nature_n so_o when_o the_o word_n be_v preach_v powerful_o and_o the_o gospel_n with_o authority_n and_o the_o priest_n foot_n touch_v man_n conscience_n and_o they_o come_v to_o make_v way_n for_o the_o ark_n for_o the_o lord_n man_n in_o fit_n fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n against_o their_o nature_n &_o for_o a_o sabbath_n day_n man_n be_v as_o full_a of_o good_a purpose_n and_o heart_n as_o may_v be_v yet_o peâ—ish_v at_o last_o john_n 8._o 30_o 31._o many_o believe_v when_o they_o hear_v his_o word_n but_o then_o be_v you_o my_o disciple_n if_o you_o continue_v all_o hypocrite_n pang_n come_v from_o external_a principle_n and_o hence_o take_v they_o away_o their_o affection_n die_v sometime_o the_o novelty_n of_o a_o thing_n affect_v a_o man_n the_o sight_n of_o shore_n be_v beautiful_a at_o last_o when_o manna_n prove_v daily_a bread_n it_o be_v loathe_v at_o first_o minister_n foot_n be_v beautiful_a they_o will_v pull_v out_o their_o right_a eye_n for_o paul_n yet_o afterward_o cast_v he_o off_o a_o pharaoh_n in_o thunder_n and_o fear_n of_o death_n cry_n take_v away_o the_o plague_n a_o man_n in_o affliction_n promise_v much_o when_o it_o be_v past_a his_o care_n to_o find_v out_o his_o sin_n his_o seek_v to_o be_v purge_v from_o his_o sin_n cease_v joash_n be_v good_a while_n jehâ—jada_n live_v a_o man_n be_v good_a in_o quicken_a company_n but_o when_o iniquity_n abound_v his_o love_n wax_v cold_a whereas_o when_o these_o fail_n a_o holy_a heart_n grow_v better_a that_o which_o makeâ—_n the_o one_o to_o fall_v make_v the_o other_o to_o fear_n and_o so_o to_o stand_v a_o conceit_n carry_v a_o man_n on_o but_o when_o his_o conceit_n be_v go_v he_o fall_v look_v as_o it_o be_v with_o dead_a man_n they_o may_v have_v heat_n and_o colour_n but_o it_o be_v from_o the_o fire_n a_o live_a man_n may_v be_v cold_a and_o his_o beauty_n go_v yet_o he_o come_v to_o be_v hot_a again_o not_o from_o external_a heat_n but_o internal_a life_n within_o he_o can_v get_v himself_o heat_n as_o we_o say_v so_o it_o be_v here_o or_o as_o it_o be_v with_o the_o clock_n and_o the_o sun_n the_o one_o move_v by_o art_n the_o other_o by_o nature_n 2._o suppose_v there_o be_v some_o inward_a spirit_n to_o raise_v their_o affection_n yet_o these_o grace_n arise_v in_o they_o without_o the_o destruction_n of_o the_o contrary_a corruption_n and_o so_o be_v like_a to_o moses_n burn_v bush_n the_o bush_n burn_v but_o yet_o not_o burn_v and_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o balaam_n sudden_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n come_v upon_o he_o and_o he_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o jacob_n tent_n and_o bless_a they_o above_o all_o people_n in_o the_o world_n yet_o his_o coveâ—ous_a malicious_a heart_n against_o they_o be_v not_o consume_v we_o never_o read_v of_o balaams_n mourning_n for_o want_n of_o the_o sight_n of_o their_o glory_n and_o of_o love_n to_o their_o person_n and_o posterity_n but_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o saint_n do_v arise_v from_o the_o die_a of_o the_o contrary_a lust_n or_o corruption_n which_o they_o see_v and_o be_v sensible_a of_o and_o hence_o the_o act_n of_o grace_n cease_v sometimes_o because_o it_o be_v oppose_v by_o corruption_n yet_o the_o be_v of_o it_o remain_v in_o full_a power_n though_o not_o in_o the_o exercise_n thereof_o because_o it_o be_v in_o such_o a_o subject_a where_o corruption_n be_v die_v not_o live_v fall_v not_o reign_v christ_n die_v and_o so_o live_v in_o his_o people_n where_o christ_n be_v indeed_o there_o we_o be_v first_o bury_v with_o christ_n before_o we_o be_v raise_v by_o he_o paul_n can_v do_v great_a thing_n for_o christ_n yet_o sometime_o be_v weak_a because_o his_o strength_n arise_v from_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o own_o insufficiency_n to_o think_v â—_o good_a think_v the_o saint_n see_v great_a thing_n but_o it_o be_v in_o such_o a_o way_n as_o that_o they_o that_o see_v not_o may_v see_v joh._n 9_o 39_o paul_n be_v sometime_o set_v at_o liberty_n from_o prick_a temptation_n yet_o he_o have_v they_o sometime_o that_o he_o may_v feel_v they_o and_o so_o be_v raise_v again_o hence_o many_o people_n sudden_o find_v they_o love_v the_o people_n of_o god_n and_o love_v the_o lord_n but_o never_o feel_v the_o contrary_a sin_n suspect_v it_o be_v but_o a_o pang_n as_o capernaum_n be_v much_o affect_v yet_o repent_v not_o 3._o the_o continuance_n of_o the_o rise_n of_o a_o saint_n be_v life_n to_o he_o they_o be_v his_o life_n his_o cooling_n and_o declining_n and_o decay_n death_n but_o è_fw-la contra_fw-la to_o a_o hypocrite_n the_o continuance_n of_o his_o affection_n in_o ordinance_n be_v death_n and_o burden_n to_o he_o the_o loss_n of_o they_o his_o liberty_n and_o life_n wherein_o he_o allow_v himself_o as_o for_o example_n take_v a_o hypocrite_n to_o prayer_n he_o be_v affect_v for_o a_o time_n but_o let_v he_o â—e_v long_o at_o it_o he_o be_v like_o a_o fish_n in_o a_o fever_n fit_a out_o of_o the_o water_n mal._n 1._o 13._o so_o for_o sanctify_v the_o sabbath_n and_o be_v very_o strict_a but_o stay_v long_o here_o it_o be_v death_n it_o be_v burdensome_a to_o he_o and_o hence_o we_o shall_v see_v his_o decay_n be_v his_o life_n and_o that_o which_o make_v he_o walk_v loose_o be_v sometime_o he_o repent_v and_o believe_v and_o have_v his_o canonical_a set_a hour_n of_o prayer_n and_o he_o think_v this_o be_v enough_o and_o please_v himself_o with_o this_o who_o be_v constant_a but_o now_o take_v a_o child_n of_o god_n when_o his_o heart_n be_v â—nlarged_v for_o