all that are not as they should be whereas they should by a wise meek and moderate defence and kinde perswasions win credit to the truth which they defend and so do good they on the contrary cause them to speak evil and to think that it s but a preposterous hate and pride of heart in them so to speak and so do hurt Some sober Christians do much good and win on many that at first were opposite when they hear the wait of their reasons rather then the bigness of their words and seeing they do it in the fear of God and for conscience sake Some are not so milde as others but of an hotter nature this must in any wise be tempered with wisdom yet are not we to part from any part of the truth but to stick as close thereto as we may Verse 16. Having a good conscience that whereas they speak evil of you as of evil doers they may be ashamed that falsly accuse your good conversation in Christ. TO our constancy in the confession of our faith we must have a good conscience not so onely as it may be known to our selves but we must so walk that others even our adversaries may perceive the same that thereupon changing their mindes and being ashamed that they have spoken so evil of us they may cease to blame such as walk in so good a conversation as becometh the Servants of Christ Before I come to handle the points particularly laid down herein I will shew 1. What conscience is 2. The offices thereof 3. Resolve some questions about it and 4. Treat of the kindes thereof For the 1. Conscience is a faculty or power placed by God in the soul of a man which determineth of his thoughts desires words and deeds either with him or against him in the sight of God I say It s a faculty or power not a bare act for many actions are ascribed thereto as to accuse excuse comfort terrifie c. Placed by God for God being the creator of the soul he must accordingly be the creator of all the faculties of it In the soul called also the heart and the Spirit of a man Herein there be diverse faculties as the understanding whereby we conceive what is true and what is false what is good and what is evil the will whereby we will or nill choose or refuse any thing whereto are joyned the affections joy grief love hope fear c. and the memory whereby we hold fast things conceived or else call to minde and remember things past So also is conscience another faculty thereof whereby the soul reflects upon it self whereby I know that I do know such a thing that I think this or that that I affect or desire love or hate this or that for its one thing to know a thing think a thing remember a thing c. and another to know that I know it think it remember it Now in which part of the soul it hath its place as whether in the understanding or will or in every part of the soul I will not stand it s enough for us to know that there is such a faculty in mans soul. True it is it not only gives witness of all the faculties tels what I think desire affect c. but it useth and worketh upon all the faculties as the understanding for by it it directs and according to it it doth accuse so as if the judgement be well informed the conscience will give right witness if ignorant or ill informed then it gives wrong testimony So the memory accusing or excusing for things past so it worketh upon the will by provoking it to choose or refuse this or that so it worketh upon the affections raising up in us comfort and joy upon well doing fear and grief upon ill-doing Now though it have to do with all yet it may have its proper place in the understanding and minde according to the judgement of most Divines Of a man for no Creature on earth hath Conscience but man True the Angels are not without it the good having a good comfortable excusing joyful Conscience the evil a woful ill accusing and tormenting Conscience which is so much the worse for that they know so much and be so maliciously bent against it so that even when they be not in the place of torment but have leave to range the world yet they carry Hell with them even a tormenting Conscience whereof their trembling according to Saint James is an evident testimony But no other Creature hath it for having no Reason they have no Conscience therefore we say in our speech of a bad and unconscionable man he hath no more Conscience then a Dog or as much Conscience as an Horse whereby we mean none at all for these Creatures have none Man then hath a Conscience yea every man yet as the use of Reason may be lost by folly phrensie c. so the use of Conscience in such So by notorious wickedness a man may lose the use of his Conscience for a time whereupon we say of such a one he hath no Conscience yes every man hath a Conscience though as the use of Reason is taken from one deeply drunk so custom of sinning hath taken away use of Conscience so that it doth not admonish him before he do ill nor check and accuse him after or hath such an erronious judgement thinking good evil and evil good that he hath also an erronious Conscience But this benummed or beguiled Conscience will be awakened at one time or other in life or death or at the day of Judgement for no mans Conscience dyes but lives and shall meet him at the last day and though his sins be now as words written with the juyce of Lemmons nothing to be seen yet when their Conscience comes to the fire of Gods Judgements then every little dash idle words vain thoughts c. will be perceived Though men choak and smother Conscience though they strangle it or so drown it in their cups yet it will and doth abide still what made Joseph's Brethren troubled in Egypt but Conscience which told them of the sin committed by them twenty years before So Conscience told Pharaoh that he and his people were wicked which determined of his thoughts desires words and deeds or more briefly beareth witness either with us or against us in the sight of God It meddles not with other folks actions for that is science or knowledge but with our own and that is Conscience Conscience that is knowledge with another that is either another knowledge when I knowing any thing do know that I know it and so know my self and what is in me or another person that knows with me what I know and that as well as I or rather far better namely God who made the Conscience and will judge it and is privy to all that is in it for so is no other neither man nor Angel and accordingly the
will but either will live in all their sins or onely yid in what they list and so trample the precious blood of Christ undeâ—â—eir feet and despise the gracious offer of mercy One would think thâ—very man hearing such a gracious voice and offer of a Savior shâ—ld flie to it and that it should suffer violence every one saying O â—me embrace it let me as they did at the Pool of Bethesdai O â—t at the stirring of the water some might step in There might bâ—ne at once but here if an hundred would they should all be closed 2. O then me your benefit of the Gospel by yielding obedience thereto Belie and repent and then happy are ye that ever ye heard else you shall câ—t the time that ever you heard the Gospel O ungrateful world unhappy company It will vex them and encrease their torment â—ee that mercy was offered so often and yet they like woful caytiffs despise the same to obey the Gospel is the note of a good christian let appear by thy hearty obedience thereto that thou art such a one Verse 18. And if the righteous scarcely be saved where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear HE proceeds still in the foregoing reason taken from the comparison between the good and the wicked whereof the former though they have many troubles and afflictions yet they shall in the end be eternally blessed and saved in Heaven though with some difficulty the latter though they flourish and prosper for a while and many of them persecute the former yet they shall end their life with misery that cannot be expressed and have a fearful appearance before God on the last day If the righteous Servants of God get hardly to Heaven the wicked how glorious soever in this world shall never be able to appear in Judgement before God but in a most fearful maner which is not set down by a bare affirmation but by way of interogation for the greater force where there is comfort for Gods Children notwithstanding their troubles and the wickeds prosperity they shall be saved and terror for the wicked notwithstanding all their present jollity their end shall be fearful Speak we first of the position The righteous are scarcely saved then of the comparison if it be so where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear If the righteous Hereby we are to understand not such as be perfectly righteous in themselves and without sin for if there be any such as there is none they should not scarcely and with difficulty be saved but according to that do this and live easily and without stop Even the most perfect have not been without their own failings there was impatience in Job infidelity in Zachary c. not meant the righteous in their own conceits for these shall never be saved as for whom Christ came not nor such as having attained some common gifts as of knowledge to profess to reform some things c. seem to themselves and others righteous but yet are not so truly but as the seed sown on the stony ground and the house built on the sand but such as be truly righteous though not perfectly yet in some respect perfectly to namely 1. By the righteousness of Christ Jesus imputed unto them by Faith They that have their sins pardoned in his death and his righteousness imputed to them are truly righteous yea and perfectly too as ever they shall be in heaven 2. By inherent righteousness wrought in the hearts of Gods Children and Believers by the Spirit of Sanctification whereby they be sanctified throughout though not perfectly yet those God vouchsafeth to call righteous though they be but so in part and have remnants of corruption abiding in them yet they are so called from the better part as an heap of corn that lies on the floor though there be chaff in it and that much 3. For that they endeavor and daily labor after more righteousness as one is called a Schollar or by the name of the trade he is entred into though happily he can do but a little onely endeavors for skill and knowledge therein Of which elswhere 1. This setteth out the exceeding goodness and mercy of God that vouchsafeth thus to come and call such poor and sinful creatures as we be pestred with such a deal of blindeness and so manifest corruptions yet seeing he seeth an heart in us to hate them and suppress them he will not reckon of us after them and though we have but a little grace yet because it is true and of his own working that we have and that we would fain have more he accounts of us according to that we would be and not that we are 2. This is an exceeding comfort to Gods true Servants can we believe Christs righteousness imputed to us and feel we an universal and true change in us then may we rejoyce God calls us by glorious names Saints Holy ones Righteous let us not then be dismaid at our imperfections or corruptions which we labor to mortifie le ts not say with some because of them we are none of the Lords we have such sinful hearts c. Neither let us suffer the Devil to pluck our Crown from us or rob us of our comfort making us believe that we be none of the Lords as some few be thus in danger especially at first though many Christians make too light of their sins as long as God speaks so graciously let us not believe what Satan our adversary saith onely let us care to grow more and more in grace 3. This rebuketh those wretched mockers that reproach the Servants of God that labor to please God and dare not do as they O you be of the righteous you be so righteous c. Is not this right like Ishmaels mocking of Isaac O you be the Son of the promise you are the dainty one c. Such shall be shut out with Ishmael unless by repentance they prevent it Why say you thus because you think it to good a name for them Is thine eye evil because Gods is good what hast thou to do seeing God calls them so or is it because thou wouldst not have them so Yes but if thou beest not also so thou shalt never inherit the Kingdom of Heaven Scarcely be saved Hereby is not meant rarely or that but a few righteous ones shall be saved For whosoever believeth shall be saved and to every one that doth good shall be glory and honor and immortality and There is no condemnation to them or any of them that are in Christ Jesus Nor is it meant that there will be difficulty at the day of Judgement whether they should pass or no have or miss Salvation no for God knoweth who be his and their names be all written in the Book of Life and if they were righteous here and had the Spirit the seal of their Redemption and earnest of their Inheritance as they
most part of old folks are so silly and ignorant that they have no good counsel in them nay are blockish and unteachable they spent their own time badly and never made conscience thereof therefore do not they call on others not being converted how can they strengthen others Many also are so far from rebuking them for disorder and making the wicked afraid as they will sit still on their benches and look upon youths rioting dancing c. and laugh at them aud so they strengthen them in their naughtiness and if a yonger man reprove them whether Officer or other they do not make any reckoning thereof for why such an ancient old man will stand and look on us and when they see such coming they are so far from fleeing as were meet as they are the more emboldned because they know they shall be countenanced by them yea these do in effect as Saul who held the garments of those that stoned Stephen others there are who though they will not stand looking on them yet will pass by and say nothing to them but rather bid them God speed and so are partakers of their evil These also should give good example be paterns of piety godliness hatred of sin zeal for Gods glory love to the house of God c. as those that have had much time many means and now have but a while to live If their example be good it may do much good if ill then no hoe Abraham Isaac Jacob were godly old men so Noah Job Samuel Simeon their example did much good But Oh how vain frothy and unsavory are the words of some being so prophane as youths might rather open their mouth to reprove them then give any attention to hear them Some talk as filthily as if they had never repented of the whoredom of their youth some talk and tell to youths and laugh at the lewd pranks of their youth so reading their Lectures of evil they shew themselves zealous to do evil that not onely will do so themselves as long as they can but would that others should after them the contrary is a good sign Some also even aged are Swearers Sabbath breakers Alâ—househaunters c. some also though for the time they might have been Teachers though not publique ones yet of the youths had need to be taught even the easiest Principles of Religion they can onely tell you of old Stories they can remember since King Henry went to Bulloign and can remember the old learning and that they helpt the Priest say Mass many a time If they could remember that they had repented of it it were well or could remember of any good they did forty years ago or that they were greatly moved at a Sermon and ever since have made conscience of their ways took such and such pains to hear such delight to read in the Scriptures and other good Books have sate up half nights in doing good O this were well If they could talk of our Saviors birth life miracles death of his Apostles their acts of the Israelites carrying into captivity coming out of Egypt so of the Flood of the Creation c. these things indeed would become them as they can tel you how old they are and in what Kings Reign they were born so if they could tell you when they were born again and how old they are in Christ it were happy But alas in such things they have no more skill then Nicodemus had when he first came to our Savior They are dumb when they are put from their old Stories I knew his Grand-father his great Grand-father c. the older a man is the worse he is if he be not godly O that such would consider why they came into the world how near death is what good counsel or good example they have given whom they have kept from evil or furthered in good what good they have done for their own Souls how they should have served God in holiness and righteousness all the days of their life and that they have not thus served him for which they have a fearful answer to make Though there be no great hope in respect of your dullness as also that God will not accept such a lame Sacrifice and the Devils leavings who requireth the firstlings and lest the Devil will not be put out nor sin accustomed unto be done away yet nothing is impossible to God therefore despair not onely ply you with exceeding haste lest you be shut out and that you may turn to God get some assurance of his love redeem the time make some amends do some good ere you dye as the good Thief that rebuked his fellow If old folks would not live without being desired nor be a burthen nor dye without being mourned for let them live to good use and do good so shall their age be honorable and honored There be some good old ancient men but alas their â—umber is but small and they not so zealous as they should be old men also in Towns must use their power and place to the good of the yonger and Church wherein they live and not to ease their own bodies or purses laying the burthen on their inferiors and as old men so are old women also here meant who must give good instruction and do good also by example they must speak graciously and to good purpose not given to Tale-telling Malice idle Talking c. as most are 2. For youths it rebuketh the notorious pride and malepart boldness of the youths of our times in their gesture carriage speech to their elders whether in publique or private what a universal complaint do men make of their children what a complaint especially of Servants that there were never the like for pride idleness untrustiness c. never looking for more maintenance never less duty In former times when they had not the tythe of the means they now enjoy servants were plain diligent trusty careful to please painful c. What a shame is this Hereupon they that be ill minded blame us and the Gospel never good servants since so much preaching O woful mouth is our preaching or the Word of God in the fault Is there one word in the Bible or doth any one come from us at any time that teacheth them so to do Do not we teach them the quite contrary and do not you give God a good mends for the Gospel There are some which do even profess Religion that yet suffer civil servants to go beyond them in diligence and trustiness and gentleness and good behavior Oh what may we not fear upon the Land for the ungraciousness of this generation seeing they will not bear the easie yoke of Government of their Elders they may look for some heavy yoke or other God will set up houses of Correction for such How few youths make any account that it belongs to them to be Religious or that their youth should be otherwise spent then
so to use their own Phrase drive away the time Alas they need not drive it it runs fast enough unless they spent it better Others are all for the world toiling and moiling night and day scraping together by hook and crook and minde nothing else Is this the work for which God sent you into this world Is Lying Swearing Sabbath-breaking Whoring c. any of Gods work pointed he out any time for this And did he set you here onely to rake for the World to Oppress Deceive gripe the Poor c No but to set forth his glory and work out your own Salvation but this lies all undone you never went about it as neither to do good in your places in the Church Common-wealth Town Family c. where you live Now if you have done hurt to the glory of God your own Souls and to others by your ill example have you not think you spent your time well A man hath two Servants and sends them to Market to sell his Corn do Errands buy Provision c. The one when Market begins gets him to an Ale-house with his Companions and there calls for beer by the yard or by the dozen and sits quaffing and prating and gaming and thereafter hath his Harlot thus holding on till Night and then is the Market done The other being a worldly fellow pitcheth down his Masters sack and spying good Commodities he falls to look after them for his own gain and buyeth what 's cheapest and most profit to be had by and so he spends the day wholly omitting his Masters business Well Market is done and all the people gone Being come home their Master falls a reasoning What was it a good Market to day how sold the Corn and have ye sold it all have you brought Provision did you the Errand to such a Man They answer they have not done any of those No saith he what then What have you done Sirrah And what you How spent you your time One makes answer I went into an Ale-house to drink two or three pots and good fellows came in so fast and held me till Night that I could not do your business The other saith he saw there some good Bargains and Penyworths to be had and while he followed these for himself Market was done ere he was aware would not the Master hereupon pull the coats of these varlets over their ears would he not discard them in his displeasure yea and get them punished yet thus for all the world do most men with God Some hunting after their pleasures as others after the things of this world Well let them that have hitherto mis-spent and lost their time let them I say yet ere Night come bethink themselves and fall to their work and dispatch it ere Market be done and thank God that they be yet alive It s better to be a living Dog then a dead Lyon thank God thou hast yet an hour and use it well There be thousands in Hell that if they had the whole world would give it for one hour here upon earth and if it were so much worth to them it s as much worth to thee that hast lost all the hours of thy life hitherto O therefore whilest thou hast yet an hour bestir thee for the night approacheth Thou hast plaid a bad mans part hitherto now ere thou goest off the stage unsay that part and tell the world it was not that part thou shouldest have plaid now begin the honest mans part defer not all thy work to the last as most men do that think when they be sick and fear they shall dye Oh then they will send for a Minister and as though we could work miracles we must teach them in a rice the whole way to Heaven and O I pray you give me some good counsel I sent for you to speak a few comfortable words to me and then either the Minister daubeth with untempered morter which is a just judgement or if he be faithful and begin to wade into his misery this he thinks to be strange Oh I sent for you to tell me some-words of comfort not to speak so much and such things to me And let all good Christians be wise let us think of our brittle state le ts ply us and be doing all the good we can to our selves or others and do not we put off from time to time I will next year take up prayers more constantly when such a business shall be over I will be liberal hereafter or at my death I hope I shall do my duty in due time O fie upon it that a Christian should say Hereafter and be bold to put off time and in the mean time we dye Oh do all the good we should now lest on our death-bed with grief we be forced to say Oh I thought to have left this sin done that duty c. if I had lived a year longer I would have put off some of my dealings that have clogg'd me given up some of my Farms I purposed to have got out of the Usurers books and never take that course more I purposed to have done more service to the Town where I live more good then ever and now death prevents me And if ye call on the Father Now we come to the Reasons of the Exhortation whereof the first is Because they call'd God Father it was therefore meet they should walk as children in awe and reverence and that not when and wherein they list but in all things for he cannot be their Father unless they be his Children An impregnable reason That they which call such an holy God Father should walk in fear and obedience as sons No Father without sons and the very name of Father calleth for reverence and obedience Therefore when God would include all Superiors to whom reverence and obedience is due Magistrates Ministers Masters Governors c. he calls them in one word Fathers even as he that calleth one Master thereby professeth service and obedience and the King his Soveraign professeth subjection so calling God Father we do thereby make known our filial awe and reverence By the name of Father which we ascribe to our Fathers as we acknowledge one to be the Author of our Being and that we owe him obedience so we challenge much of him as that he should have a care of us to preserve us defend us and provide for us all things needful for thus do Fathers to their children especially their dutiful ones in like maner when we call God Father we both ascribe so much to him and profess to look for so much from him as that it requireth of us to pass our time in a reverent awe of him in all things 1. This condemns them that live wickedly and in their sins and yet call God Father they might as well say any thing If one should fight against the King on his Enemies part and say he were
pass to it at death so shall they have no stop at the day of judgement Among earthly Judges when a cause hath gone current on a mans side a great while yet at last either by corruption of Jury or Judge or by some evidence come to light not seen before all may be dasht and turn'd the other way It shall not be so at Gods judgement seat there will be question made of the damnation of some but no question made of the salvation of any of the godly But the difficulty is in this life it s an hard thing for a man to get to heaven called therefore a Straight gate and Narrow way a hard thing to come to be a Christian a converted person and an hard thing to continue therein and grow forward God hath much ado to bring us to grace and then much ado to hold us therein as he had a great deal ado to get his people out of Egypt and into Canaan sometimes themselves by murmuring lingering c. and sometimes others as Pharaoh the Red-sea c. proving hinderances thereto so hath he to get one of us out of the bondage of the Devil out of the Egypt of sin The Devil holds the world hinders yea our own wretched nature is not willing to come out What a stir hath he how many Sermons Threatnings Promises secret gripes of Conscience Warnings of the Spirit purposes to come out and yet keep in still ere we will yield yea how is God fain almost to pull us out by some crosses or sharp afflictions as the Angels pulled Lot out of Sodom how hardly are we throughly humbled for our sins when cast down how hardly comforted when we have got it how hardly do we keep it what a stir with our hearts to leave our old courses and take new and when we have begun yet what ado to hold out what revolting and backsliding hearts have we ready to wax cold and to linger after our old lusts so hard it is to do any good duty well The Devil like Pharaoh pursueth us and labors by all means possible to hinder us from all good altogether or from the right performance of it so also to draw us to all evil Then the world like Pharaohs Soldiers labors to hinder us by their ill example by ill counsel by vails of profits and pleasures and if these not by reproaches and troubles that it will raise up Our own Nature is worst of all as having a lingering after our old sins as the Israelites after the fleshy pots of Egypt sometimes we think like them we shall never hold out there be such lets in the way high walls and Anakims c. so that we get forward hardly as a man that were to go up a steep hill and had three great weights hung at his back so that we have such continual need of the Word Sacraments Prayer Meditation Conference Watchfulness that unless hereby we wax cold and grow out of order nay notwithstanding all these yet what ado to keep our hearts and lives in order and our selves within compass but we slip and stumble and grieve and up again and down again yea if the Lord to all these means should not adde some one or other affliction it would be yet more hard The Lord is fain to pull us with that strong cord also and this is chiefly meant here they are scarcely saved even because they are forced to be brought through many troubles so that as a man that is to climb such a steep hill as he cannot fasten his feet but is fain to get Daggers in his hands and sticking them into the ground c. may be said hardly to get up and as when two Armies fight for a Town one while one part prevails another while the other at last the better side prevails but notwithout much pains many wounds shrewd blows and continual labor we may say They got the Town hardly the like may be said in this particular Who knoweth not the truth hereof in his own experience how hardly canst thou be humbled how hardly drawn to renounce thy lusts how art thou fain to wrestle before thou canst do any good what continual need hast thou of prayer good company c. yea who knowing any thing seeth not he hath need of his crosses and that it was good for him that he was afflicted 1. This crosseth the most gross and yet most common conceit of the world that its an easie matter to be saved that there 's no need of such preciseness but that if men mean well God will be content and though one have lived badly yet at what time soever they repent for which a quarter of an hour is enough it shall be well with them and hence it is that the Word and our Preaching is of such small account and that so few take any pains to be saved but take pains for the belly and back and to grow rich c. Ignorant persons look not out but content themselves with a blinde good meaning without any part of a good life so prophane persons so worldlings so civil ones Though the Scripture requires us to labor strive give all diligence study seek yet will not they take any pains nay not onely so but they laugh and gibe at them that labor herein as fools or idle persons What art thou woful wretch that darest cross the Lord so directly He saith It s a strait way and few finde it and to this end bids Strive Thou sayest it s no such matter If it were as thou dotest Christ might not onely have spared those speeches but indeed the whole Scriptures for what use of any but to bid people live as they list and at last cry God mercy and all is well No God must make new Scriptures and chalk a new way to Heaven ere ever thou shalt finde that thou lookest for But what art thou that neither wiltst take pains to save thine own soul nor canst be content that others should Dost thou think that they be idle persons that take pains to hear the word O they could follow the world and that too hard but that they know one thing is needful Could they not sit at home in their chairs or keep their beds as well as rise and toil c. but that they know that they cannot so get Heaven but that they have need to use all means and that little enough though thou seest no such thing Indeed to lead a careless life to do good if it come in the way and if ill come in the way to be as fit for that c. a few Sermons and little hearing may serve for such a life but this is not the way to get Heaven If ever thou wouldst be saved thou must change thy minde and practice and believe the Scriptures that its a strait way and accordingly bend thy self to begin to take pains to see and confess thy sins to labor for faith to turn