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with_o a_o explication_n of_o the_o italianism_n the_o hirth_n person_n and_o part_n of_o this_o noble_a man_n pag._n 5._o &_o 125_o his_o crime_n both_o rape_n and_o murder_n p._n 8._o the_o banditi_n in_o italy_n be_v outlaw_n and_o rebel_n condemn_v and_o proscribe_v by_o proclamation_n in_o that_o language_n term_v bando_n like_o our_o moss-troopers_a or_o the_o turry_v of_o ireland_n p._n 8._o castle_z sant_z angelo_z the_o chief_a prison_n in_o rome_n p._n 10._o this_o haâ—ned_a in_o the_o begin_n of_o p._n clement_n 8._o his_o fontificate_n p._n 12._o theatin_v a_o order_n of_o religious_a person_n institute_v by_o john_n peter_n caraff_n bishop_n of_o theate_n in_o naples_n p._n 13._o his_o mother_n become_v unwillâ—rgly_o the_o occasion_n of_o her_o son_n reproachful_a death_n p._n 15._o the_o vanity_n of_o worldly_a pleasure_n exhibit_v by_o a_o fit_a emblem_n p._n 16._o the_o way_n of_o the_o cross_n be_v the_o most_o safe_a p._n 17._o the_o benefit_n of_o affliction_n p._n 18_o the_o resignation_n and_o humility_n of_o the_o noble_a youth_n p._n 22_o the_o often_o confess_v his_o sin_n p._n 24_o 25._o the_o several_a manner_n of_o proceed_v against_o delinquent_n in_o other_o country_n compare_v with_o we_o p._n 30_o 31._o the_o father_n of_o the_o chiesa_n nova_n 1._o the_o new_a church_n be_v priest_n of_o the_o oratory_n of_o jesus_n institute_v by_o s._n philip_n nereus_n p._n 39_o 65._o how_o the_o young_a lord_n behave_v himself_o when_o he_o receive_v the_o first_o news_n of_o his_o death_n p._n 40_o the_o manicle_v his_o hand_n p_o 42._o the_o manner_n how_o he_o be_v meet_v by_o the_o confortatori_fw-mi 1._o the_o comforter_n p._n 43._o the_o first_o thing_n he_o do_v be_v to_o confess_v himself_o p_o 44._o accept_v of_o god_n providence_n with_o great_a alacrity_n p._n 46._o make_v a_o declaration_n of_o his_o faith_n p._n 47._o the_o pious_a instruction_n &_o communication_n of_o the_o confortatori_fw-mi p._n 50_o 51_o 111_o 114._o his_o will_n make_v and_o the_o particular_n of_o it_o p._n 52_o 53._o it_o must_v have_v seven_o witness_n in_o italy_n to_o make_v it_o valid_a p_o 55._o how_o he_o dispose_v his_o body_n p._n 55._o his_o admirable_a contrition_n p._n 60_o 61_o 69.70_o his_o unspeakable_a grief_n for_o his_o disobâ—â—tance_n to_o his_o mother_n p._n 63_o 97_o 117._o how_o she_o educate_v he_o p._n 64_o 65._o her_o invincible_a love_n and_o care_n of_o he_o p._n 67_o 68_o 69._o his_o exact_a method_n in_o confess_v p._n 60._o he_o do_v even_o melt_v between_o grief_n and_o love_n p._n 62._o his_o willingness_n to_o die_v p._n 67._o punishment_n impose_v may_v be_v make_v voluntary_a by_o a_o voluntary_a acceptation_n of_o it_o p._n 83._o his_o devotion_n to_o his_o good_a angel_n p._n 86_o 87_o 88_o his_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n p_o 92._o he_o say_v the_o litany_n and_o all_o the_o father_n weep_v p._n 94._o the_o providitore_n in_o italian_a signify_v a_o provider_n but_o here_o it_o be_v takâ—â—_n for_o a_o officer_n amâ—ng_v the_o conforâ—atori_fw-mi della_fw-it misericorcia_fw-it or_o sodality_n of_o mercy_n p_o 43_o 64._o his_o last_o message_n and_o recommendation_n 〈◊〉_d his_o mother_n p_o 97_o 98._o to_o his_o grandmother_n p._n 100l_n his_o humble_a message_n to_o the_o pope_n p._n 102_o he_o find_v no_o trouble_n nor_o temptation_n in_o himself_o p._n 112._o his_o dovout_a receive_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n p._n 107._o his_o pious_a and_o prudent_a answer_n to_o several_a question_n p._n 115_o 118._o his_o devotion_n to_o our_o b._n lady_n p._n 119._o the_o confortatori_fw-la weep_v bitter_o p._n 125._o he_o ask_v pardon_n of_o the_o soldier_n p._n 127._o remark_n of_o his_o admirable_a carriage_n p_o 128._o he_o fall_v into_o a_o ardent_a weep_n p._n 130._o for_o his_o sin_n not_o his_o death_n p._n 131._o his_o great_a piety_n and_o gratitude_n p._n 132._o his_o word_n to_o the_o executioner_n p._n 133._o a_o loud_a voice_n of_o tear_n among_o the_o spectator_n p._n 139._o his_o cheerfulness_n at_o the_o last_o moment_n p._n 135_o 140._o his_o advice_n to_o the_o people_n 137.139_o the_o l._n governor_n weep_v passionate_o p_o 138._o s._n troilo_n last_n jaculatory_a prayer_n 139_o 142_o his_o last_o word_n at_o the_o block_n p._n 144._o his_o ghostly_a father_n tear_n p._n 141._o his_o execution_n p._n 143._o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o signora_n flaminia_n his_o mother_n p._n 13._o errata_fw-la page_n 29._o line_n 19_o de_fw-mi le_fw-mi not_o p._n 41._o l._n 3._o r_o b._n lady_n p._n â—6_n l._n 3._o p_o 6._o r_o consortat_fw-la p_o 27._o l._n 11._o r_o from_o off_o p._n 58._o l_o 74._o r_o once_o sin_n p._n 65._o l._n 18_o r_o particular_a p._n 67_o l_o 2.3_o r_o whereby_o p._n 59_o l._n 1._o r_o comit_v p_o 62_o l._n 23._o r_o may_v p._n 83._o l._n 23._o r_o â—he_v night_n p._n 83._o p._n 91_o l._n 6._o r_o occasion_n as._n p._n 95._o in_o margin_n r_o whole_a ofice_n of_o p._n 1_o 26._o l._n 6._o r_o peace_n p._n 1_o 18._o l._n 10._o r_o say_v he_o p._n 121._o in_o margin_n r_o entrance_n