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and_o this_o can_v be_v except_o it_o be_v do_v with_o a_o holy_a heart_n 2_o chron._n 25._o 2._o iv._o without_o this_o thy_o hope_n be_v in_o vain_a job_n 8._o 12_o 13._o the_o lord_n have_v reject_v thy_o confidence_n jer._n 2._o 37._o first_o thy_o hope_n of_o comfort_n here_o be_v in_o vain_a it_o be_v not_o only_o necessary_a to_o the_o safety_n but_o comfort_n of_o your_o condition_n that_o you_o be_v convert_v without_o this_o you_o shall_v â—ot_n know_v peace_n isaiah_n 49._o 8._o without_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n â—ou_fw-mi can_v have_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n act_n 9_o 31._o god_n speak_v peace_n only_o to_o his_o people_n and_o to_o his_o saint_n psal._n 85._o 8._o if_o you_o have_v a_o false_a peace_n continue_v in_o your_o sin_n it_o be_v not_o of_o god_n speak_v and_o than_o you_o may_v guess_v the_o author_n sin_n be_v a_o real_a sickness_n isaiah_n 1._o 5._o yea_o the_o worst_a of_o sickness_n it_o be_v a_o leprosy_n in_o the_o head_n levit._n 13._o 44._o the_o plague_n in_o the_o heart_n 1_o king_n 8._o 32._o it_o be_v brokenness_n in_o the_o bone_n psal._n 51._o 8._o it_o pierce_v it_o wound_v it_o rack_v it_o torment_v 1_o tim._n 6._o 10._o a_o man_n may_v as_o well_o expect_v ease_n when_o his_o disease_n be_v in_o their_o strength_n or_o his_o bone_n out_o of_o joint_n as_o true_a comfort_n while_o in_o his_o sin_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o can_v have_v no_o â—ase_n in_o this_o case_n but_o what_o come_v from_o the_o deadliness_n of_o thy_o disease_n you_o shall_v have_v the_o poor_a sick_a man_n say_v in_o his_o lightness_n he_o be_v well_o when_o you_o see_v death_n in_o his_o face_n he_o will_v needs_o up_o and_o about_o his_o business_n when_o the_o very_a next_o step_n be_v like_a to_o be_v into_o the_o grave_n the_o unsanctified_a often_o feel_v nothing_o amiss_o they_o think_v themselves_o whole_a and_o cry_v not_o out_o for_o the_o physician_n but_o this_o show_v the_o danger_n of_o their_o case_n sin_n do_v natural_o breed_v distemper_n and_o disturbance_n in_o the_o soul._n what_o a_o continual_a tempest_n and_o commotion_n be_v there_o in_o a_o discontent_a mind_n what_o a_o eat_a evil_n be_v inordinate_a care_n what_o be_v passion_n but_o a_o very_a fever_n in_o the_o mind_n what_o be_v lust_n but_o a_o fire_n in_o the_o bone_n what_o be_v pride_n but_o a_o deadly_a tympany_n or_o covetousness_n but_o a_o unsatiablâ—_n and_o unsufferable_a thirst_n or_o malice_n and_o envy_n but_o venom_n in_o the_o very_a heart_n spiritual_a sloth_n be_v but_o a_o scurvy_a in_o the_o mind_n and_o carnal_a security_n a_o mortal_a lethargy_n and_o how_o can_v that_o soul_n have_v true_a comfort_n that_o be_v under_o so_o many_o disease_n but_o convert_v grace_n cure_v and_o so_o ease_v the_o mind_n and_o prepare_v the_o soul_n for_o a_o settle_a stand_v immortal_a peace_n great_a peace_n have_v they_o that_o love_v thy_o commandment_n and_o nothing_o shall_v offend_v they_o psal._n 119._o 165._o they_o be_v the_o way_n of_o wisdom_n that_o afford_v pleasure_n and_o peace_n prov._n 3._o 17._o david_n have_v infinite_o more_o pleasure_n in_o the_o word_n than_o in_o all_o the_o delight_n of_o his_o court_n psal._n 119._o 103_o 127._o the_o conscience_n can_v be_v true_o pacify_v till_o sound_o purify_v heb._n 10._o 22._o curse_a be_v that_o peace_n that_o be_v maintain_v in_o a_o way_n of_o sin_n deut._n 29._o 19_o 20._o two_o sort_n of_o peace_n be_v more_o to_o be_v dread_v than_o all_o the_o trouble_n in_o the_o world_n peace_n with_o sin_n and_o peace_n in_o sin_n second_o thy_o hope_n of_o salvation_n hereafter_o be_v in_o vain_a yea_o worse_a than_o in_o vain_a they_o be_v most_o injurious_a to_o god_n most_o pernicious_a to_o thyself_o there_o be_v death_n desperation_n blasphemy_n in_o the_o bowel_n of_o this_o hope_n 1._o tâ—_n be_v death_n in_o it_o thy_o confidence_n shall_v be_v root_v out_o of_o thy_o tabernacle_n god_n will_v up_o with_o it_o root_n and_o branch_n it_o shall_v bring_v thou_o to_o the_o king_n of_o terror_n job_n 18._o 14._o though_o thou_o may_v lean_v upon_o this_o house_n it_o will_v not_o stand_v job_n 8._o 15._o but_o will_v prove_v like_o a_o ruinous_a building_n which_o when_o a_o man_n trust_v to_o it_o fall_v down_o about_o his_o ear_n 2._o there_o be_v desperation_n in_o it_o where_o be_v the_o hope_n of_o the_o hypocrite_n when_o god_n take_v away_o his_o soul_n job_n 27._o 8._o then_o there_o be_v a_o end_n for_o ever_o of_o his_o hope_n indeed_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o righteous_a have_v a_o end_n but_o then_o it_o be_v not_o a_o destructive_a but_o a_o perfective_a end_n his_o hope_n end_v in_o fruition_n other_o in_o frustration_n prov._n 10._o 28._o the_o godly_a must_v say_v at_o death_n it_o be_v finish_v but_o the_o wicked_a it_o be_v perish_v and_o in_o too_o sad_a earnest_n bemoan_v himself_o as_o he_o in_o a_o mistake_n where_o now_o be_v my_o hope_n he_o have_v destroy_v i_o i_o be_o go_v and_o my_o hope_n be_v remove_v like_o a_o tree_n job_n 19_o the_o righteous_a have_v hope_n in_o his_o death_n prov._n 14._o 32._o when_o nature_n be_v die_v his_o hope_n be_v live_v when_o his_o body_n be_v languish_v his_o hope_n be_v flourish_v his_o hope_n be_v a_o live_a hope_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 3_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d but_o other_o be_v die_v yea_o a_o damn_v soul-undoing_a hope_n when_o a_o wicked_a man_n die_v his_o expectation_n shall_v perish_v and_o the_o hope_n of_o unjust_a man_n perish_v prov._n 11._o 7._o it_o shall_v be_v cut_v off_o and_o prove_v like_o the_o spider_n web_n job_n 8._o 14._o which_o he_o spin_v out_o of_o his_o own_o bowel_n but_o then_o come_v death_n with_o the_o broom_n and_o take_v down_o all_o and_o so_o there_o be_v a_o eternal_a end_n of_o his_o confidence_n wherein_o he_o trust_v for_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o wicked_a shall_v sail_v and_o their_o hope_n shâ—â—â—_n be_v as_o the_o give_v up_o of_o the_o ghost_n job_n 11._o 2._o â—cked_a man_n be_v settle_v in_o their_o carnal_a hope_n and_o will_v not_o be_v beat_v out_o of_o it_o they_o hold_v it_o fast_o they_o will_v not_o let_v it_o go_v yea_o but_o death_n will_v knock_v off_o their_o finger_n though_o we_o can_v undeceive_v they_o death_n and_o judgement_n will_n when_o death_n strike_v his_o dart_n through_o thy_o liver_n it_o will_v let_v out_o thy_o soul_n and_o thy_o hope_n together_o the_o unsanctified_a have_v hope_v only_o in_o this_o life_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 19_o and_o therefore_o be_v of_o all_o man_n most_o miserable_a when_o death_n come_v it_o let_v they_o out_o into_o the_o amaze_a gulf_n of_o endless_a desperation_n 3._o there_o be_v blasphemy_n in_o it_o to_o hope_v we_o shall_v be_v save_v though_o continue_v unconvert_v be_v to_o hope_v we_o shall_v prove_v god_n a_o liar_n he_o have_v tell_v you_o that_o so_o merciful_a and_o pitiful_a as_o he_o be_v he_o will_v never_o save_v you_o notwithstanding_o if_o you_o go_v on_o in_o ignorance_n or_o a_o course_n of_o unrighteousness_n esa._n 27._o 11._o 1_o cor._n 6._o 9_o in_o a_o word_n he_o have_v tell_v you_o that_o whatever_o you_o be_v or_o do_v nothing_o shall_v avail_v you_o to_o salvation_n without_o you_o be_v new_a creature_n gal._n 6._o 15._o now_o to_o say_v god_n be_v merciful_a and_o we_o hope_v he_o will_v save_v we_o nevertheless_o be_v to_o say_v in_o effect_n we_o hope_v god_n will_v not_o do_v as_o he_o say_v we_o may_v not_o set_v god_n attribute_n at_o variance_n god_n be_v resolve_v to_o glorify_v mercy_n but_o not_o with_o the_o prejudice_n of_o truth_n as_o the_o presumptuous_a sinner_n will_v find_v to_o his_o everlasting_a sorrow_n object_n why_o but_o we_o hope_v in_o jesus_n christ_n we_o put_v our_o whole_a trust_n in_o god_n and_o therefore_o doubt_v not_o but_o we_o shall_v be_v save_v answ._n 1._o this_o be_v not_o to_o hope_v in_o christ_n but_o against_o christ._n to_o hope_v to_o see_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n without_o be_v bear_v again_o to_o hope_v to_o find_v eternal_a life_n in_o the_o broad_a way_n be_v to_o hope_n christ_n will_v prove_v a_o false_a prophet_n it_o be_v david_n plea_n i_o hope_v in_o thy_o word_n psal._n 119._o 81._o but_o this_o hope_n be_v against_o the_o word_n show_v i_o a_o word_n of_o christ_n for_o thy_o hope_n that_o he_o will_v save_v thou_o in_o thy_o ignorance_n or_o profane_a neglect_n of_o his_o service_n and_o i_o will_v never_o go_v to_o shake_v thy_o confidence_n 2._o god_n do_v with_o abhorrency_n reject_v this_o hope_n those_o condemn_v in_o the_o prophet_n go_v on_o in_o their_o sin_n yet_o say_v the_o text_n they_o will_v lean_v upon_o the_o lord_n mic._n 3._o
be_v break_v but_o upon_o whosoever_o it_o shall_v fall_v it_o shall_v grind_v he_o to_o powder_n mat._n 21._o 44._o what_o work_n do_v it_o make_v with_o our_o saviour_n it_o press_v the_o very_a blood_n to_o a_o wonder_n out_o of_o his_o vein_n and_o break_v all_o his_o bone_n and_o if_o it_o do_v this_o in_o the_o green_a tree_n what_o will_v it_o do_v in_o the_o dry_a oh_o think_v of_o thy_o case_n in_o time_n can_v thou_o think_v of_o that_o threat_n without_o tremble_v you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n joh._n 8._o 24._o oh_o better_a be_v it_o for_o thou_o to_o die_v in_o a_o goal_n die_v in_o a_o ditch_n in_o a_o dungeon_n than_o die_v in_o thy_o sin_n if_o death_n as_o it_o will_v take_v away_o all_o thy_o other_o comfort_n will_v take_v away_o thy_o sin_n too_o it_o be_v some_o mitigation_n but_o thy_o sin_n will_v follow_v thou_o when_o thy_o friend_n leave_v thou_o and_o all_o worldly_a enjoyment_n shake_v hand_n with_o thou_o thy_o sin_n will_v not_o die_v with_o thou_o 2_o cor._n 5._o 10._o rev._n 20._o 12._o as_o a_o prisoner_n other_o debt_n will_v but_o they_o will_v to_o judgement_n with_o thou_o there_o to_o be_v thy_o accuser_n and_o they_o will_v to_o hell_n with_o thou_o there_o to_o be_v thy_o tormentor_n better_o to_o have_v so_o many_o fiend_n and_o fury_n about_o thou_o than_o thy_o sin_n to_o fall_v upon_o thou_o and_o fasten_v in_o thou_o oh_o the_o work_n that_fw-mi these_o will_v make_v with_o thou_o oh_o look_v over_o thy_o debt_n in_o time_n how_o much_o be_v thou_o in_o the_o book_n of_o every_o one_o of_o god_n law_n how_o be_v every_o one_o of_o god_n commandment_n ready_a to_o arrest_v thou_o and_o take_v thou_o by_o the_o throat_n for_o innumerable_a bond_n that_o it_o have_v upon_o thou_o what_o will_v thou_o then_o do_v when_o they_o shall_v altogether_o lay_v it_o in_o against_o thou_o hold_v open_a the_o eye_n of_o conscience_n to_o consider_v this_o that_o thou_o may_v despair_v of_o thyself_o and_o be_v drive_v to_o christ_n and_o fly_v for_o refuge_n to_o lay_v hold_n upon_o the_o hope_n that_o be_v set_v before_o thou_o heb._n 6._o 18._o v._o thy_o raginglust_n do_v miserable_o enslave_v thou_o while_o unconvert_v thou_o be_v a_o very_a servant_n to_o sin_n it_o reign_v over_o thou_o and_o hold_v thou_o under_o its_o dominion_n till_o thou_o be_v bring_v within_o the_o bond_n of_o god_n covenant_n john_n 8._o 34_o 36._o tit._n 3._o 3_o rom._n 6._o 12_o 14._o rom._n 6._o 16_o 17._o now_o there_o be_v no_o such_o tyrant_n as_o sin_n oh_o the_o filthy_a and_o fearful_a work_n that_o it_o do_v engage_v its_o servant_n in_o will_v it_o not_o pierce_v a_o man_n heart_n to_o see_v a_o company_n of_o poor_a creature_n drudge_a and_o toil_a and_o all_o to_o carry_v together_o faggot_n and_o fuel_n for_o their_o own_o burn_v why_o this_o be_v the_o employment_n of_o sin_n drudge_n even_o while_o they_o bless_v themselves_o in_o their_o unrighteous_a gain_n while_o they_o sing_v and_o swill_v in_o pleasure_n they_o be_v but_o treasure_v up_o wrath_n and_o vengeance_n for_o their_o eternal_a burn_n they_o be_v but_o lay_v in_o powder_n and_o bullet_n and_o add_v to_o the_o pile_n of_o tophet_n and_o fling_v in_o oil_n to_o make_v the_o flame_n rage_v the_o fierce_a who_o will_v serve_v such_o a_o master_n who_o work_n be_v drudgery_n and_o who_o wage_n be_v death_n rom._n 6._o 23._o what_o a_o woeful_a spectacle_n be_v that_o poor_a wretch_n possess_v with_o the_o legion_n will_v it_o not_o have_v pity_v thy_o heart_n to_o have_v see_v he_o among_o the_o tomb_n cut_v and_o wound_v of_o himself_o mark_v 5._o 5._o this_o be_v thy_o case_n such_o be_v thy_o work_n every_o stroke_n be_v a_o thrust_n at_o thy_o heart_n 1_o tim._n 6._o 10._o conscience_n indeed_o be_v now_o asleep_a but_o when_o death_n and_o judgement_n shall_v bring_v thou_o to_o thy_o sense_n than_o thou_o will_v feel_v the_o rage_a smart_n and_o anguish_n of_o every_o wound_n the_o convince_a sinner_n be_v a_o 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than_o the_o sand_n prov._n 27._o 3._o what_o be_v the_o wrath_n of_o the_o infinite_a god_n if_o the_o burn_a furnace_n heat_v in_o nebuchadnezars_n fiery_a rage_n when_o he_o command_v it_o to_o be_v make_v yet_o seven_o time_n hot_a be_v so_o fierce_a as_o to_o burn_v up_o even_o those_o that_o draw_v near_o it_o to_o throw_v the_o three_o child_n in_o dan._n 3._o 19_o 22._o how_o hot_a be_v that_o burn_a oven_n of_o the_o almighty_n fury_n mal._n 4._o 1._o sure_o this_o be_v seventy_o time_n seven_o more_o fierce_a what_o think_v thou_o o_o man_n of_o be_v a_o faggot_n in_o hell_n to_o all_o eternity_n can_v thy_o heart_n endure_v or_o can_v thy_o hand_n be_v strong_a in_o the_o day_n that_o i_o shall_v deal_v with_o thou_o say_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n ezek._n 22._o 14._o can_v thou_o dwell_v with_o everlasting_a burn_n can_v thou_o abide_v the_o consume_a fire_n isaiah_n 33._o 4._o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v as_o a_o glow_a iron_n in_o hell_n and_o thy_o whole_a body_n and_o soul_n shall_v be_v as_o perfect_o possess_v by_o god_n burn_a vengeance_n as_o the_o fiery_a sparkle_a iron_n when_o heat_v in_o the_o fierce_a forge_n thou_o can_v not_o bear_v god_n whip_n how_o then_o will_v thou_o endure_v his_o scorpion_n thou_o be_v even_o crush_v and_o ready_a to_o wish_v thyself_o dead_a under_o the_o weight_n of_o his_o finger_n how_o then_o will_v thou_o bear_v the_o weight_n of_o his_o loin_n the_o most_o patient_a man_n that_o ever_o be_v do_v curse_v the_o day_n that_o ever_o he_o be_v bear_v job_n 3._o 1._o and_o even_o woo_v death_n to_o come_v and_o end_v his_o misery_n job_n 7._o 15_o 16._o when_o god_n do_v but_o let_v out_o one_o little_a drop_n of_o his_o wrath_n how_o then_o will_v thou_o endure_v when_o god_n shall_v pour_v out_o all_o his_o vial_n and_o set_v himself_o against_o thou_o to_o torment_v thou_o when_o he_o shall_v make_v thy_o conscience_n the_o tunnel_n by_o which_o he_o will_v be_v pour_v his_o burn_a wrath_n into_o thy_o soul_n for_o ever_o and_o when_o he_o shall_v fill_v all_o thy_o power_n as_o full_a of_o torment_n as_o they_o be_v now_o full_a of_o sin_n when_o immortality_n shall_v be_v thy_o misery_n and_o to_o die_v the_o death_n of_o a_o bruit_n and_o be_v swallow_v into_o the_o gulf_n of_o annihilation_n shall_v be_v such_o a_o felicity_n as_o a_o whole_a eternity_n of_o wish_n and_o a_o ocean_n of_o tear_n shall_v never_o purchase_v now_o thou_o can_v put_v off_o the_o evil_a day_n and_o can_v laugh_v and_o be_v merry_a and_o forget_v the_o terror_n of_o the_o lord_n 2_o cor_fw-la 5._o 11._o but_o how_o will_v thou_o hold_v out_o or_o hold_v up_o when_o god_n shall_v cast_v thou_o into_o a_o bed_n of_o torment_n rev._n 2._o 22._o and_o make_v thou_o to_o lie_v down_o in_o sorrow_n isaiah_n 50._o 11._o when_o roar_n and_o blasphemy_n shall_v be_v thy_o only_a music_n and_o the_o wine_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n which_o be_v pour_v out_o without_o mixture_n into_o the_o cup_n of_o his_o indignation_n shall_v be_v thy_o only_a drink_n rev._n 14._o 10._o when_o thou_o shall_v draw_v in_o flame_n for_o thy_o breath_n and_o the_o horrid_a stench_n of_o sulphur_n shall_v be_v thy_o only_a perfume_n in_o a_o word_n when_o the_o smoke_n of_o thy_o torment_n shall_v ascend_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o and_o thou_o shall_v have_v no_o rest_n night_n nor_o day_n no_o rest_n in_o thy_o conscience_n no_o ease_n in_o thy_o bone_n but_o thou_o shall_v be_v a_o execration_n and_o a_o astonishment_n and_o a_o curse_n and_o a_o reproach_n for_o evermore_o jer._n 42._o 18._o o_o sinner_n stop_v here_o and_o consider_v
rational_a will_v against_o judgement_n lust_n against_o conscience_n yea_o worst_a of_o all_o between_o god_n and_o man_n make_v the_o lapse_v sinner_n both_o hateful_a to_o god_n and_o a_o hater_n of_o he_o zec._n 11._o 8._o o_o man_n how_o can_v thou_o make_v so_o light_a of_o sin_n this_o be_v the_o traitor_n that_o suck_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n that_o sell_v he_o that_o mock_v he_o that_o scourge_v he_o that_o spit_v in_o his_o face_n that_o dig_v his_o hand_n that_o pierce_v his_o side_n that_o press_v his_o soul_n that_o mangle_v his_o body_n that_o never_o leave_v till_o it_o have_v bind_v he_o condemn_v he_o nail_v he_o crucify_v he_o and_o put_v he_o to_o open_a shame_n isaiah_n 53._o 4_o 5_o 6._o this_o be_v that_o deadly_a poison_n so_o powerful_a of_o operation_n as_o that_o one_o drop_n of_o it_o shed_v upon_o the_o root_n of_o mankind_n have_v corrupt_v spoil_v and_o poison_v and_o undo_v his_o whole_a race_n at_o once_o rom._n 5._o 18_o 19_o this_o be_v the_o common_a butcher_n the_o bloody_a executioner_n that_o have_v kill_v the_o prophet_n that_o have_v burn_v the_o martyr_n that_o have_v murder_v all_o the_o apostle_n all_o the_o patriarch_n all_o the_o king_n and_o potentate_n that_o have_v destroy_v city_n swallow_v empire_n butcher_v and_o devour_v whole_a nation_n what_o ever_o be_v the_o weapon_n that_o it_o be_v do_v by_o sin_n be_v it_o that_o do_v the_o execution_n rom._n 6._o 23._o do_v thou_o yet_o think_v it_o but_o a_o small_a thing_n if_o adam_n and_o all_o his_o child_n can_v be_v dig_v out_o of_o their_o grave_n and_o their_o body_n pile_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o a_o inquest_n be_v make_v what_o matchless_a murderer_n be_v guilty_a of_o all_o this_o blood_n it_o will_v be_v all_o find_v in_o the_o skirt_n of_o sin_n study_v the_o nature_n of_o sin_n till_o thy_o heart_n be_v bring_v to_o fear_v and_o loathe_v it_o and_o meditate_v on_o the_o aggravation_n of_o thy_o particular_a sin_n how_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o all_o god_n warning_n against_o thy_o own_o prayer_n against_o mercy_n against_o correction_n against_o clear_a light_n against_o free_a love_n against_o thy_o own_o resolution_n against_o promise_n vow_n covenant_n of_o better_a obedience_n etc._n etc._n charge_v thy_o heart_n home_o with_o these_o thing_n till_o it_o blush_v for_o shame_n and_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o all_o good_a opinion_n of_o itself_o ezra_n 9_o 6._o meditate_v upon_o the_o desert_n of_o sin_n it_o cry_v up_o to_o heaven_n it_o call_v for_o vengeance_n gen._n 18._o 24._o it_o be_v due_a wage_n be_v death_n damnation_n it_o pull_v the_o curse_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n gal._n 3._o 10._o deut._n 28._o the_o least_o sinful_a word_n or_o thought_n â—aies_v thou_o under_o the_o infinite_a wrath_n of_o god_n almighty_n rom._n 2._o 8_o 9_o mat._n 12._o 36._o oh_o what_o a_o load_n of_o wrath_n what_o a_o weight_n of_o curse_n what_o treasure_n of_o vengeance_n have_v all_o the_o million_o of_o thy_o sin_n then_o deserve_v rom._n 2._o 5._o john_n 3._o 36._o oh_o judge_v thyself_o that_o the_o lord_n may_v not_o judge_v thou_o 1_o cor._n 11._o 31._o meditate_v upon_o the_o deformity_n and_o defilement_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v as_o black_a as_o hell_n the_o very_a image_n and_o likeness_n of_o the_o devil_n draw_v upon_o thy_o soul_n 1_o john_n 3._o 8_o 10._o it_o will_v more_o affright_v thou_o to_o see_v thyself_o the_o hateful_a deformity_n of_o thy_o nature_n than_o to_o see_v the_o devil_n there_o be_v no_o mire_n so_o unclean_a no_o vomit_n so_o loathsome_a no_o carcase_n or_o carrion_n so_o offensive_a no_o plague_n or_o leprosy_n so_o noisome_a as_o sin_n in_o which_o thou_o be_v all_o enrol_v and_o cover_v with_o its_o odious_a filth_n whereby_o thou_o be_v render_v more_o displease_v to_o the_o pure_a and_o holy_a nature_n of_o the_o glorious_a god_n than_o the_o most_o filthy_a object_n compose_v of_o whatever_o be_v hateful_a to_o all_o thy_o sense_n can_v be_v to_o thou_o job_n 15._o 15_o 16._o can_v thou_o take_v up_o a_o toad_n into_o thy_o bosom_n can_v thou_o cherish_v it_o and_o take_v delight_n in_o it_o why_o thou_o be_v as_o contrary_a to_o the_o pure_a and_o perfect_a holiness_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n and_o as_o loathsome_a as_o that_o be_v to_o thou_o mat._n 23._o 33._o till_o thou_o be_v purify_v by_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n and_o the_o power_n of_o renew_v grace_n above_o all_o other_o sin_n fix_v the_o eye_n of_o consideration_n on_o these_o two_o 1._o the_o sin_n of_o thy_o nature_n it_o be_v to_o little_a purpose_n to_o lop_v the_o branch_n while_o the_o root_n of_o original_a corruption_n remain_v untouched_a in_o vain_a do_v man_n lave_v out_o the_o stream_n when_o the_o fountain_n be_v run_v that_o fill_v up_o all_o again_o let_v the_o axe_n of_o thy_o repentance_n with_o david_n go_v to_o the_o root_n of_o sin_n psal._n 51._o 5._o study_v how_o deep_a how_o close_o how_o permanent_a it_o be_v thy_o natural_a pollution_n how_o universal_a it_o be_v till_o thou_o do_v cry_v out_o with_o paul_n feeling_n upon_o thy_o body_n of_o death_n rom._n 7._o 24._o look_v into_o all_o thy_o part_n and_o power_n and_o see_v what_o unclean_a vessel_n what_o sty_n what_o dunghill_n what_o sink_v they_o be_v become_v heu_fw-la miser_n quid_fw-la sum_fw-la be_fw-mi sterquilinii_fw-la concha_fw-la putredinis_fw-la plenus_fw-la faetore_fw-la &_o horrore_fw-la august_n solil_n c._n 2._o the_o heart_n be_v never_o sound_o break_v till_o thorough_o convince_v of_o the_o heinousness_n of_o original_a sin_n here_o fix_v thy_o thought_n this_o be_v that_o that_o make_v thou_o backward_o to_o all_o good_a prone_a to_o all_o evil_a rom._n 7._o 15._o that_o shed_v blindness_n pride_n prejudices_fw-la unbelief_n into_o thy_o mind_n enmity_n unconstancy_n obstinacy_n into_o thy_o will_n inordinate_a heat_n and_o cold_n into_o thy_o affectious_a insensibleness_n benummedness_n unfaithfulness_n into_o thy_o conscience_n slipperiness_n into_o thy_o memory_n and_o in_o a_o word_n have_v put_v every_o wheel_n of_o thy_o soul_n out_o of_o order_n and_o make_v it_o of_o a_o habitation_n of_o holiness_n to_o become_v a_o very_a hell_n of_o iniquity_n james_n 3._o 6._o this_o be_v that_o that_o have_v defile_v corrupt_a pervert_v all_o thy_o member_n and_o turn_v they_o into_o weapon_n of_o unrighteousness_n and_o servant_n of_o sin_n rom._n 6._o 19_o that_o have_v fill_v the_o head_n with_o carnal_a and_o corrupt_a design_n mic._n 2._o 1._o the_o hand_n with_o sinful_a practice_n isaiah_n 1._o 15._o the_o eye_n with_o wander_a and_o wantonness_n 2_o pet._n 2._o 14._o the_o tongue_n with_o deadly_a poison_n jam._n 3._o 8._o that_o have_v open_v the_o ear_n to_o tale_n flattery_n and_o filthy_a communication_n and_o shut_v they_o against_o the_o instruction_n of_o life_n zech._n 7._o 11_o 12._o and_o have_v render_v thy_o heart_n a_o very_a mint_n and_o forge_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o curse_a womb_n of_o all_o deadly_a conception_n mat._n 15._o 16._o so_o that_o it_o pour_v forth_o its_o wickedness_n without_o cease_v 2_o pet._n 2._o 14._o even_o as_o natural_o free_o unwearied_o as_o a_o fountain_n do_v pour_v forth_o its_o water_n jer._n 6._o 7._o or_o the_o rage_a sea_n do_v cast_v forth_o mire_n and_o dirt_n isaiah_n 57_o 20._o and_o will_v thou_o yet_o be_v in_o love_n with_o thyself_o and_o tell_v we_o any_o long_a of_o thy_o good_a heart_n o_o never_o leave_v meditate_v on_o this_o desperate_a contagion_n of_o original_a corruption_n till_o with_o ephraim_n thou_o bemoan_v thyself_o jer._n 31._o 8._o &_o with_o deep_a shame_n and_o sorrow_n smite_v on_o thy_o breast_n as_o the_o publican_n luke_n 18._o 13._o and_o with_o job_n abhor_v thyself_o and_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n job_n 42._o 6_o 2._o the_o particular_a evil_n that_o thou_o be_v most_o addict_v to_o find_v out_o all_o its_o aggravation_n set_a home_n upon_o thy_o heart_n all_o god_n threaten_n against_o it_o repentance_n drive_v before_o it_o the_o whole_a herd_n but_o especial_o stick_v the_o arrow_n in_o the_o belove_a sin_n and_o single_v this_o out_o above_o the_o rest_n to_o run_v it_o down_o psal._n 18._o 23._o o_o labour_n 〈◊〉_d make_v this_o sin_n odious_a to_o thy_o soul_n and_o double_a thy_o guard_n and_o thy_o resolution_n against_o it_o because_o this_o have_v and_o do_v most_o dishonour_n god_n and_o endanger_v thou_o dir._n iii_o strive_v to_o affect_v thy_o heart_n with_o deep_a sense_n of_o thy_o present_a misery_n read_v over_o the_o forego_n chapter_n again_o and_o again_o and_o get_v it_o out_o of_o the_o book_n into_o thy_o heart_n remember_v when_o thou_o lie_v down_o that_o for_o aught_o thou_o know_v thou_o may_v awake_v in_o flame_n and_o when_o thou_o rise_v up_o