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in_o that_o 1._o they_o overlook_v his_o justice_n 2._o they_o promise_v themselves_o mercy_n out_o of_o god_n way_n his_o mercy_n be_v beyond_o all_o imagination_n isaiah_n 55._o 9_o great_a mercy_n 1_o chron._n 21._o 13._o manifold_a mercy_n neh._n 9_o 19_o tender_a mercy_n psal._n 25._o 6._o sure_a mercy_n isaiah_n 55._o 3._o everlasting_a mercy_n psal._n 103._o 17._o isaiah_n 54._o 8._o and_o all_o thy_o own_o if_o thou_o will_v but_o turn_v be_v thou_o willing_a to_o come_v in_o why_o the_o lord_n have_v lay_v aside_o his_o terror_n erect_v a_o throne_n of_o grace_n hold_v forth_o the_o golden_a sceptre_n touch_v and_o live_v will_v a_o merciful_a man_n slay_v his_o enemy_n when_o prostrate_a at_o his_o foot_n acknowledge_v his_o wrong_n beg_v pardon_n and_o offer_v to_o enter_v with_o he_o into_o a_o covenant_n of_o peace_n much_o less_o will_v the_o merciful_a god_n study_v his_o name_n exod._n 34._o 7._o read_v their_o experience_n neh._n 9_o 17._o second_o his_o 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a_o god_n and_o not_o of_o a_o man_n this_o be_v not_o the_o manner_n of_o man_n for_o the_o offend_a sovereign_n to_o sue_v to_o the_o offend_a traitorous_a varlet_n oh_o how_o do_v mercy_n follow_v thou_o and_o plead_v with_o thou_o be_v not_o thy_o heart_n break_v yet_o oh_o that_o to_o day_n you_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n 2._o the_o door_n of_o heaven_n be_v throw_v open_a to_o thou_o the_o everlasting_a gate_n be_v set_v wide_o for_o thou_o and_o a_o abundant_a entrance_n into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n administer_v to_o thou_o christ_n now_o bespeak_v thou_o as_o she_o her_o husband_n arise_v and_o take_v possession_n 1_o king_n 21._o 15._o view_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o other_o world_n as_o set_v forth_o in_o the_o map_n of_o the_o gospel_n get_v thou_o up_o into_o the_o pisgah_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n westward_o and_o northward_o and_o southward_a and_o eastward_o and_o see_v the_o good_a land_n that_o be_v beyond_o jordan_n and_o that_o 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who_o temple_n be_v god_n believe_v thou_o this_o if_o thou_o do_v be_v thou_o not_o worse_o than_o distract_a that_o will_v not_o take_v possession_n when_o the_o gate_n be_v fling_v open_a to_o thou_o and_o thou_o be_v bid_v to_o enter_v o_o you_o son_n of_o â—olly_n will_v you_o embrace_v the_o dunghill_n and_o refuse_v the_o kingdom_n behold_v the_o lord_n god_n take_v you_o up_o into_o the_o mountain_n show_v you_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o all_o the_o glory_n thereof_o and_o tell_v you_o all_z this_o will_v i_o give_v you_o if_o you_o will_v fall_v down_o and_o worship_v i_o â—_o if_o you_o will_v submit_v to_o mercy_n accept_v my_o son_n and_o serve_v i_o in_o righteousness_n ness_n and_o holiness_n o_o fool_n and_o slow_a of_o heart_n 〈◊〉_d believe_v will_v you_o court_v the_o harlot_n will_v you_o seek_v and_o serve_v the_o world_n and_o neglect_v the_o eternal_a glory_n what_o not_o enter_v into_o paradise_n when_o the_o flame_a sword_n that_o be_v once_o set_v to_o 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glory_n mat._n 19_o 28._o and_o with_o his_o own_o hand_n shall_v set_v the_o royal_a diadem_n upon_o thy_o head_n and_o give_v thou_o a_o crown_n not_o of_o thorn_n for_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o sâ—nning_a nor_o suffer_v there_o rev._n 21._o 27._o 22._o 3_o 4_o 5._o not_o of_o gold_n for_o this_o shall_v be_v vile_a than_o the_o dirt_n in_o that_o day_n but_o a_o crown_n of_o life_n james_n 1._o 12._o a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n 2_o tim._n 4._o 8._o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n 1_o pet._n 5._o 4._o yea_o thou_o shall_v put_v on_o glory_n as_o a_o robe_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 53._o and_o shall_v shine_v like_o the_o sun_n in_o the_o firmament_n in_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o father_n mat._n 13._o 43._o look_v now_o upon_o thy_o dirty_a flesh_n thy_o clay_n thy_o wormsmeat_n this_o very_a flesh_n this_o lump_n this_o carcase_n shall_v be_v bright_a than_o the_o star_n dan._n 12._o 3._o in_o short_a thou_o shall_v be_v make_v like_o unto_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n luke_n 20._o 36._o and_o behold_v his_o face_n in_o righteousness_n psal._n 17._o 15._o look_v in_o now_o and_o tell_v i_o do_v thou_o yet_o believe_v if_o not_o conscience_n must_v pronounce_v thou_o a_o infidel_n for_o it_o be_v the_o very_a word_n of_o god_n that_o i_o speak_v but_o if_o thou_o say_v thou_o believe_v let_v i_o next_o know_v thy_o resolution_n will_v thou_o embrace_v this_o for_o thy_o happiness_n will_v thou_o forgo_v thy_o sinful_a gain_n thy_o forbid_a pleasure_n will_v thou_o trample_v on_o the_o world_n esteem_n and_o spit_v in_o the_o harlot_n face_n and_o stop_v thy_o ear_n at_o her_o flarery_n and_o wrest_v thou_o out_o of_o her_o embrace_n will_v thou_o be_v content_a
heart_n to_o the_o particular_a command_n of_o christ._n those_o jew_n in_o the_o prophet_n seem_v as_o well_o resolve_v as_o any_o in_o the_o world_n and_o call_v god_n to_o witness_v that_o they_o mean_v as_o they_o say_v but_o they_o stick_v in_o general_n when_o god_n command_v cross_n their_o inclination_n they_o will_v not_o obey_v jer._n 42._o 1_o 2_o 3_o 4_o 5_o 6._o compare_v with_o ch_z 43._o v._n 2._o take_v the_o assembly_n large_a catechism_n and_o see_v their_o excellent_a and_o most_o compendious_a exposition_n of_o the_o commandment_n and_o put_v thy_o heart_n to_o it_o be_v thou_o resolve_v in_o the_o strength_n of_o christ_n to_o set_v upon_o the_o conscientious_a practice_n of_o every_o duty_n that_o thou_o find_v to_o be_v there_o require_v of_o thou_o and_o to_o set_v against_o every_o sin_n that_o thou_o find_v there_o forbid_v this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o be_v sound_a in_o god_n statute_n that_o thou_o may_v never_o be_v ashamed_a psal._n 119._o 80._o three_o 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honour_n and_o obey_v thou_o before_o all_o other_o and_o this_o to_o the_o death_n i_o embrace_v thou_o in_o all_o thy_o office_n i_o renounce_v my_o own_o worthiness_n and_o do_v here_o avow_v thou_o to_o be_v the_o lord_n my_o righteousness_n i_o renounce_v my_o own_o wisdom_n and_o do_v here_o take_v thou_o for_o my_o only_a guide_n i_o renounce_v my_o own_o will_n and_o take_v thy_o will_n for_o my_o law_n and_o since_o thou_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o i_o must_v suffer_v if_o i_o will_v reign_v i_o do_v here_o covenant_n with_o thou_o to_o take_v my_o lot_n as_o it_o fall_v with_o thou_o and_o by_o thy_o grace_n assist_v to_o run_v all_o hazard_n with_o thou_o very_o suppose_v that_o neither_o life_n nor_o death_n shall_v part_v between_o thou_o and_o i_o and_o because_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o
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covenant_n for_o so_o thou_o have_v say_v now_o almighty_a god_n searcher_n of_o heart_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o make_v this_o covenant_n with_o thou_o this_o day_n without_o any_o know_a guile_n or_o reservation_n beseech_v thou_o that_o if_o thou_o espie_v any_o flaw_n or_o falsehood_n therein_o thou_o will_v discover_v it_o to_o i_o and_o help_v i_o to_o do_v it_o aright_o and_o now_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o god_n the_o father_n who_o i_o shall_v be_v bold_a from_o this_o day_n forward_o to_o look_v upon_o as_o my_o god_n and_o father_n that_o ever_o thou_o shall_v find_v out_o such_o a_o way_n for_o the_o recovery_n of_o undo_v sinner_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o god_n the_o son_n who_o have_v love_v i_o and_o wash_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n in_o thy_o own_o blood_n and_o be_v now_o become_v my_o saviour_n and_o redeemer_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o god_n the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o almighty_a power_n have_v turn_v about_o my_o heart_n from_o 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heed_n of_o delay_v thy_o conversion_n and_o set_v upon_o a_o speedy_a and_o present_a turn_n i_o make_v haste_n and_o delay_v not_o psal._n 119._o 59_o remember_v and_o tremble_v at_o the_o sad_a instance_n of_o the_o foolish_a virgin_n that_o come_v not_o till_o the_o door_n of_o mercy_n be_v shut_v mat._n 25._o and_o of_o a_o convince_a felix_n that_o put_v of_o paul_n to_o another_o season_n and_o we_o never_o find_v that_o he_o have_v such_o a_o season_n more_o act_v 24._o 25._o o_o come_v in_o while_n it_o be_v call_v to_o day_n leâ—t_v thou_o shall_v be_v harden_v through_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n lest_o thy_o day_n of_o grace_n shall_v be_v over_o and_o the_o thing_n that_o belong_v to_o thy_o peace_n shall_v be_v hide_v from_o thy_o eye_n now_o mercy_n be_v woo_v of_o thou_o now_o christ_n be_v wait_v to_o be_v gracious_a to_o thou_o and_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v strive_v with_o thâ—e_n now_o minister_n be_v call_v now_o conscience_n be_v stir_v now_o the_o 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