the_o way_n to_o christ_n discover_v by_o jacob_n behmen_n in_o these_o treatise_n 1._o of_o true_a repentance_n 2._o of_o true_a resignation_n 3._o of_o regeneration_n 4._o of_o the_o superrationall_a life_n also_o the_o discourse_n of_o illumination_n the_o compendium_n of_o repentance_n and_o the_o mix_a world_n etc._n etc._n london_n print_v by_o m._n s._n for_o h._n blunden_n at_o the_o castle_n in_o cornhill_n 1648._o the_o first_o book_n of_o true_a repentance_n show_v how_o man_n shall_v stir_v up_o himself_o in_o mind_n and_o will_v in_o himself_o and_o what_o his_o earnest_a purpose_n and_o consideration_n must_v be_v write_a in_o the_o german_a language_n anno_fw-la 1622._o by_o jacob_n behmen_n mark_n 1._o 15._o the_o time_n be_v fulfil_v and_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n be_v come_v near_o repent_v and_o believe_v the_o gospel_n print_a by_o m._n s._n 1648._o the_o author_n preface_n to_o the_o reader_n that_o love_v god_n reader_n who_o love_v god_n if_o thou_o will_v use_v this_o book_n aright_o and_o act_n in_o good_a earnest_n thou_o shall_v certain_o find_v the_o benefit_n thereof_o but_o i_o desire_v thou_o may_v be_v warn_v that_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o in_o earnest_n not_o to_o meddle_v with_o the_o dear_a name_n of_o god_n in_o which_o and_o by_o which_o the_o most_o high_a holiness_n be_v name_v stir_v and_o powerful_o desire_v lest_o they_o kindle_v the_o anger_n of_o god_n in_o thy_o soul_n for_o we_o must_v not_o abuse_v the_o holy_a name_n of_o god_n this_o little_a book_n be_v only_o for_o those_o that_o will_v fain_o repent_v and_o be_v in_o a_o desire_n to_o begin_v both_o sort_n will_v find_v what_o manner_n of_o word_n be_v therein_o and_o whence_o they_o be_v bear_v be_v you_o herewith_o commend_v to_o the_o eternal_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n of_o true_a repentance_n how_o man_n must_v stir_v up_o himself_o in_o will_n and_o mind_n and_o what_o his_o consideration_n and_o earnest_a purpose_n must_v be_v when_o he_o 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consider_v that_o he_o have_v whole_o forget_v the_o covenant_n of_o holy_a baptism_n in_o which_o he_o have_v promise_v to_o be_v faithful_a and_o true_a to_o his_o saviour_n and_o so_o whole_o defile_v and_o obscure_v his_o righteousness_n with_o sin_n which_o righteousness_n god_n have_v free_o bestow_v upon_o he_o in_o christ_n that_o he_o now_o stand_v before_o the_o face_n of_o god_n with_o the_o fair_a garment_n of_o christ_n innocency_n which_o he_o have_v defile_v as_o a_o dirty_a ragged_a and_o patch_a keeper_n of_o swine_n that_o have_v continual_o eat_v the_o grain_n of_o vanity_n with_o the_o devil_n swine_n and_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v a_o son_n of_o the_o father_n and_o member_n of_o christ._n four_o he_o must_v earnest_o consider_v that_o wrathful_a death_n wait_v upon_o he_o every_o hour_n and_o moment_n and_o will_v lay_v hold_n on_o he_o in_o his_o sin_n in_o his_o garment_n of_o a_o swine_n keeper_n and_o throw_v he_o into_o the_o pit_n of_o hell_n as_o a_o for_o swear_v person_n and_o breaker_n of_o faith_n who_o ought_v to_o be_v keep_v in_o the_o dark_a dungeon_n of_o death_n to_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n five_o he_o must_v consider_v the_o earnest_n and_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n where_o he_o shall_v be_v present_v live_v with_o his_o abomination_n before_o the_o judgement_n &_o all_o those_o who_o he_o have_v here_o offend_v and_o injure_v with_o word_n and_o work_n and_o cause_v to_o do_v evil_a so_o that_o by_o his_o instigation_n or_o compulsion_n they_o also_o have_v commit_v evil_a shall_v come_v in_o against_o he_o curse_v he_o and_o all_o this_o before_o the_o eye_n of_o christ_n and_o also_o before_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o holy_a angel_n and_o man_n and_o that_o there_o he_o shall_v stand_v in_o great_a shame_n and_o ignominy_n and_o also_o in_o great_a terror_n and_o eternal_a desperation_n and_o that_o it_o shall_v for_o ever_o grieve_v he_o that_o he_o have_v fool_v away_o so_o great_a and_o eternal_a happiness_n and_o salvation_n for_o the_o pleasure_n of_o so_o short_a a_o time_n and_o not_o look_v to_o himself_o better_a that_o he_o may_v also_o have_v be_v in_o the_o communion_n of_o the_o saint_n and_o have_v enjoy_v eternal_a light_n and_o divine_a power_n and_o virtue_n six_o he_o must_v consider_v that_o the_o ungodly_a lose_v his_o noble_a image_n god_n have_v create_v he_o for_o his_o image_n and_o get_v in_o stead_n thereof_o a_o deform_a shape_n vizard_n like_o a_o hellish_a worm_n or_o ugly_a beast_n wherein_o he_o be_v god_n enemy_n and_o against_o heaven_n and_o all_o holy_a angel_n and_o man_n and_o that_o his_o communion_n be_v for_o ever_o with_o the_o devil_n and_o hellish_a worm_n in_o the_o horrible_a darkness_n seven_o he_o must_v earnest_o consider_v the_o eternal_a punishment_n and_o torment_n of_o the_o damn_a that_o in_o eternal_a horror_n they_o shall_v suffer_v torment_n in_o their_o abomination_n which_o they_o have_v commit_v here_o and_o may_v never_o see_v the_o land_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o all_o eternity_n nor_o get_v any_o ease_n or_o refreshment_n as_o appear_v by_o dives_fw-la the_o rich_a man_n all_o this_o man_n must_v earnest_o and_o serious_o consider_v and_o remember_v that_o god_n have_v create_v he_o in_o such_o a_o fair_a and_o glorious_a image_n in_o his_o own_o likeness_n in_o which_o he_o himself_o will_v dwell_v that_o he_o have_v create_v he_o in_o his_o praise_n for_o man_n own_o eternal_a joy_n and_o glory_n viz_o that_o he_o may_v dwell_v with_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o child_n of_o god_n in_o great_a joy_n power_n and_o glory_n in_o the_o eternal_a light_n in_o sing_v and_o melodious_a harmony_n of_o the_o angelical_a and_o divine_a kingdom_n of_o joy_n to_o rejoice_v eternal_o with_o the_o child_n of_o god_n without_o
adam_n have_v bring_v i_o no_o creature_n shall_v keep_v i_o back_o and_o though_o thou_o earthly_a body_n shall_v thereby_o decay_v and_o perish_v yet_o i_o will_v now_o enter_v with_o my_o will_n and_o whole_a desire_n into_o the_o garden_n of_o rose_n of_o my_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n through_o his_o suffering_n and_o death_n into_o he_o and_o in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n subdue_v thou_o thou_o earthly_a body_n which_o have_v swallow_v up_o my_o pearl_n from_o i_o which_o god_n give_v to_o my_o father_n adam_n in_o paradise_n and_o i_o will_v break_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o voluptuousness_n which_o be_v in_o vanity_n and_o bind_v thou_o as_o a_o mad-dogge_n with_o the_o chain_n of_o my_o earnest_a purpose_n and_o though_o thereby_o thou_o shall_v become_v a_o fool_n in_o the_o account_n of_o all_o man_n yet_o thou_o must_v and_o shall_v obey_v the_o earnest_a purpose_n of_o my_o soul_n none_o shall_v unloose_v thou_o from_o this_o chain_n but_o the_o temporal_a death_n 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house_n of_o sin_n that_o if_o the_o soul_n shall_v fall_v again_o it_o crown_n may_v not_o be_v defile_v this_o â—_o speak_v plain_o enough_o for_o the_o child_n that_o know_v and_o have_v try_v these_o thing_n none_o of_o the_o wicked_a be_v worthy_a to_o know_v any_o more_o of_o they_o way_n the_o process_n a_o sober_a mind_n be_v there_o requisite_a which_o in_o a_o earnest_a purpose_n all_o deepests_n humility_n with_o sorrow_n for_o â—_o sin_n come_v before_o god_n in_o which_o there_o be_v such_o a_o resolution_n that_o a_o man_n will_v not_o enter_v any_o more_o into_o the_o old_a footstep_n of_o vanity_n and_o though_o the_o whole_a world_n shall_v account_v he_o a_o fool_n for_o it_o and_o he_o shall_v loose_v both_o honour_n and_o good_n nay_o and_o the_o temporal_a life_n also_o yet_o he_o will_v abide_v constant_a therein_o if_o ever_o he_o will_v obtain_v the_o love_n and_o marriage_n of_o the_o noble_a sophia_n he_o must_v make_v such_o a_o vow_n as_o this_o in_o his_o purpose_n and_o mind_n for_o christ_n himself_o say_v he_o that_o forsake_v not_o wife_n and_o child_n brethren_n and_o sister_n money_n and_o good_n and_o all_o that_o even_o he_o have_v and_o even_o his_o earthly_a life_n to_o follow_v i_o he_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o i_o here_o christ_n mean_v the_o mind_n of_o the_o soul_n so_o that_o if_o there_o be_v any_o thing_n that_o will_v keep_v the_o mind_n back_o from_o it_o though_o it_o have_v never_o so_o fair_a and_o glorious_a a_o pretence_n or_o show_v in_o this_o world_n the_o mind_n must_v not_o regard_v it_o but_o rather_o part_v with_o it_o then_o with_o the_o love_n of_o the_o noble_a virgin_n sophia_n in_o the_o bud_n and_o blossom_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o tender_a humanity_n in_o we_o as_o to_o the_o heavenly_a corporality_n for_o this_o be_v the_o flower_n in_o sharon_n the_o rose_n in_o the_o jericho_n valley_n wherewith_o solomon_n delight_v himself_o and_o term_v it_o his_o dear_a love_n his_o chaste_a virgin_n which_o he_o love_v so_o much_o as_o all_o other_o saint_n before_o and_o after_o he_o do_v whosoever_o have_v obtain_v she_o call_v she_o his_o pearl_n after_o what_o manner_n to_o pray_v for_o it_o you_o may_v â—ee_n by_o this_o short_a direction_n follow_v the_o work_n itself_o must_v be_v commit_v to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o every_o heart_n wherein_o it_o be_v seek_v he_o â—ormeth_v and_o frame_v the_o prayer_n for_o he_o the_o prayer_n i_o poor_a unworthy_a person_n come_v before_o thou_o o_o great_a and_o holy_a god_n and_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o thou_o though_o i_o be_v noâ—_n worthy_a yet_o thy_o great_a mercy_n viz._n thy_o faithful_a promise_n in_o thy_o word_n have_v now_o encoucourage_v i_o to_o lift_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o deâ—iâ—e_n of_o my_o soul_n up_o to_o thou_o for_o my_o soul_n have_v now_o lay_v hold_n on_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o promise_n and_o receive_v it_o into_o it_o and_o therewith_o it_o conâ—eth_v to_o thou_o and_o though_o â—t_a be_v but_o a_o sâ—â—ange_a child_n before_o thou_o which_o be_v dâ—sâ—â—bedieâ—t_v unto_o thou_o yet_o now_o it_o desire_v to_o be_v obedient_a and_o my_o soul_n do_v now_o enfold_v itself_o with_o its_o desire_n into_o that_o word_n which_o become_v man_n which_o become_v flesh_n and_o blood_n which_o have_v break_v 〈◊〉_d and_o death_n in_o my_o humanity_n which_o have_v change_v the_o anger_n of_o god_n into_o love_n in_o the_o soul_n which_o have_v deprive_v death_n of_o its_o power_n and_o hell_n of_o its_o victory_n in_o soul_n and_o body_n which_o have_v open_v a_o gate_n for_o my_o soul_n to_o the_o clear_a face_n of_o thy_o strength_n and_o power_n o_o great_a and_o most_o holy_a god_n i_o have_v bring_v the_o hunger_n and_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o this_o most_o holy_a word_n and_o now_o i_o come_v before_o thou_o and_o in_o my_o hunger_n call_v into_o thou_o thou_o live_v fountain_n through_o thy_o word_n which_o become_v flesh_n and_o blood_n thy_o word_n be_v become_v the_o life_n 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he_o will_v depart_v and_o leave_v his_o fort_n of_o prey_n here_o heaven_n and_o hell_n be_v fight_v one_o against_o the_o other_o now_o if_o the_o soul_n continue_v constant_a and_o get_v the_o victory_n over_o the_o devil_n in_o all_o his_o assault_n disesteem_v all_o temporal_a thing_n for_o the_o love_n of_o its_o noble_a sophia_n than_o the_o precious_a garland_n will_v be_v set_v upon_o it_o for_o a_o â—nsigne_fw-la token_n of_o victory_n hear_v the_o virgin_n which_o manifest_v herself_o from_o the_o dear_a name_n jesus_n with_o christ_n the_o treader_n upon_o the_o serpent_n god_n anoint_v come_v to_o the_o soul_n and_o kiss_v it_o with_o her_o sweet_a love_n in_o the_o essence_n most_o inward_o and_o impress_v her_o love_n into_o its_o desire_n for_o a_o token_n of_o victory_n and_o here_o adam_n in_o his_o heavenly_a part_n rise_v again_o from_o death_n in_o christ_n of_o which_o i_o can_v write_v for_o there_o be_v no_o pen_n in_o this_o world_n that_o can_v express_v it_o 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element_n have_v my_o enemy_n lie_v in_o wait_n for_o i_o every_o where_o inward_o and_o outward_o together_o with_o death_n the_o destroyer_n of_o this_o vain_a life_n and_o therefore_o i_o fly_v to_o thou_o o_o holy_a strength_n of_o god_n be_v thou_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o with_o thy_o love_n in_o mercy_n in_o our_o humanity_n through_o thy_o holy_a name_n jesus_n and_o have_v also_o give_v it_o to_o be_v a_o guide_v companion_n in_o we_o therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v his_o angel_n that_o minister_v to_o he_o attend_v upon_o our_o soul_n and_o encamp_v themselves_o about_o we_o and_o defend_v we_o from_o the_o fiery_a dart_n of_o the_o desire_n of_o that_o wicked_a one_o which_o shoot_v into_o we_o daily_o by_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n which_o be_v awaken_v in_o our_o earthly_a flesh_n keep_v back_o by_o thy_o strength_n the_o infectious_a ray_n of_o the_o influence_n of_o the_o body_n star_n in_o their_o opposition_n into_o which_o rave_v the_o wicked_a one_o mingle_v himself_o with_o his_o desire_n to_o poison_v we_o in_o soul_n and_o flesh_n and_o to_o bring_v we_o into_o desire_n false_a desire_n and_o also_o into_o infirmity_n and_o misery_n turn_v away_o these_o ray_n of_o anger_n with_o the_o holy_a name_n jesus_n in_o our_o soul_n and_o spirit_n that_o they_o may_v not_o touch_v we_o and_o let_v thy_o good_a and_o holy_a angel_n stand_v by_o we_o to_o turn_v away_o these_o ray_n of_o poison_n from_o our_o body_n o_o great_a love_n and_o sweet_a strength_n ihsuh_o thou_o fountain_n of_o divine_a sweetness_n flow_v out_o of_o the_o great_a eternal_a name_n jehovah_n i_o cry_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o
imagination_n and_o make_v it_o my_o own_o this_o it_o be_v to_o believe_v 90._o the_o will_n must_v go_v forth_o from_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o willing_o yield_v itself_o up_o to_o the_o suffering_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o all_o the_o reproach_n of_o vanity_n which_o scorn_v it_o because_o it_o go_v forth_o from_o its_o own_o house_n wherein_o it_o be_v bear_v and_o mind_n vanity_n no_o more_o but_o mere_o desire_v love_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n jesus_n 91._o in_o such_o a_o hunger_n and_o desire_v the_o will_n impress_v into_o itself_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n with_o his_o heavenly_a corporality_n that_o be_v its_o great_a hunger_n and_o desire_n take_v hold_v of_o and_o receive_v the_o body_n of_o christ_n viz._n the_o heavenly_a substantiality_n into_o its_o disappear_v image_n within_o which_o the_o word_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n be_v the_o work_n 92._o the_o hunger_n of_o the_o soul_n bring_v its_o desire_n quite_o through_o the_o bruise_a property_n of_o its_o humanity_n in_o the_o heavenly_a part_n which_o disappear_v in_o adam_n which_o humanity_n the_o sweet_a fire_n of_o love_n in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n do_v bruise_v when_o the_o death_n of_o that_o heavenly_a humanity_n be_v destroy_v 93._o and_n so_o the_o hunger_n of_o the_o soul_n receive_v into_o it_o into_o its_o disappear_v corporality_n through_o the_o desire_n the_o holy_a heavenly_a substance_n viz._n the_o heavenly_a corporality_n christ_n heavenly_a corporality_n which_o fill_v the_o father_n all_o over_o and_o be_v high_a unto_o all_o and_o through_o all_o thing_n and_o through_o that_o the_o disappear_v heavenly_a body_n rise_v in_o the_o power_n of_o god_n in_o the_o sweet_a name_n jesus_n and_o this_o raise_v heavenly_a spiritual_a body_n be_v the_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n a_o true_a mansion_n of_o the_o holy_a trinity_n according_a to_o christ_n promise_n say_v we_o will_v come_v to_o you_o and_o make_v our_o abode_n in_o you_o 95._o that_o essence_n of_o that_o life_n eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o drink_v his_o blood_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n viz._n the_o word_n which_o make_v itself_o visible_a with_o the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n out_o of_o and_o in_o our_o disappear_v humanity_n through_o the_o outward_a man_n of_o the_o substance_n of_o this_o world_n swallow_v its_o holy_a substance_n into_o its_o fiery_a every_o spirit_n eat_v of_o its_o own_o body_n 96._o now_o if_o the_o soul_n eat_v of_o this_o sweet_a holy_a and_o heavenly_a food_n than_o it_o kindle_v itself_o with_o the_o great_a love_n in_o the_o name_n jesus_n whence_o its_o fire_n of_o anguish_n become_v a_o great_a triumph_n and_o glory_n and_o the_o true_a sun_n arise_v to_o it_o wherein_o it_o be_v bear_v to_o another_o will_n 97._o and_o here_o be_v the_o wedding_n of_o the_o lamb_n which_o we_o hearty_o wish_v that_o the_o titular_a and_o lip-christians_a might_n once_o find_v by_o experience_n and_o so_o pass_v from_o the_o history_n into_o the_o substance_n 98._o but_o the_o soul_n obtain_v not_o the_o pearl_n of_o the_o divine_a power_n and_o virtue_n for_o its_o proper_a own_o during_o the_o time_n of_o this_o life_n because_o it_o have_v the_o outward_a bestial_a flesh_n stick_v to_o its_o outward_a man_n 99_o the_o power_n of_o which_o espouse_v itself_o in_o the_o wedding_n of_o the_o lamb_n sink_v itself_o down_o into_o the_o heavenly_a image_n viz._n into_o the_o substance_n of_o the_o heavenly_a man_n who_o be_v the_o temple_n of_o christ_n and_o not_o into_o the_o fire-breath_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v yet_o during_o this_o whole_a life_n time_n fast_a bond_n to_o the_o outward_a kingdom_n to_o the_o bond_n of_o vanity_n with_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o air_n and_o be_v in_o great_a danger_n 100_o it_o dart_v its_o beam_n of_o love_n indeed_o very_o often_o into_o the_o soul_n whereby_o the_o soul_n receive_v light_a but_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n yield_v not_o itself_o up_o to_o the_o fire-breath_n in_o this_o life_n time_o but_o to_o the_o breath_n of_o light_n only_o which_o be_v extinguish_v in_o adam_n in_o which_o the_o temple_n of_o christ_n be_v for_o it_o be_v the_o true_a and_o holy_a heaven_n 101._o understand_v aright_o now_o what_o the_o new-birth_n or_o regeneration_n be_v and_o how_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v as_o follow_v the_o outward_a earthly_a mortal_a man_n be_v not_o bear_v anew_o in_o this_o life_n time_o nor_o the_o outward_a flesh_n nor_o the_o outward_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n they_o continue_v both_o of_o they_o in_o the_o vanity_n of_o their_o will_n which_o awake_v in_o adam_n they_o love_v their_o mother_n in_o who_o body_n they_o live_v viz._n the_o dominion_n of_o this_o outward_a world_n and_o therein_o the_o birth_n of_o sin_n be_v manifest_a 102._o the_o outward_a man_n in_o soul_n &_o flesh_n we_o mean_v the_o outward_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o divine_a will_n neither_o do_v he_o understand_v any_o thing_n of_o god_n as_o the_o scripture_n say_v the_o natural_a man_n perceive_v nothing_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n 103._o but_o the_o fire-breath_n of_o the_o inward_a world_n if_o it_o be_v enlighten_v once_o understand_v it_o it_o have_v a_o great_a longing_n sigh_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o christ_n it_o refresh_v itself_o by_o hunger_a and_o desire_v which_o be_v the_o true_a faith_n in_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o christ_n from_o his_o new_a body_n from_o the_o heavenly_a substantiality_n as_o a_o hungry_a branch_n in_o the_o vine_n christ._n 104._o and_o the_o cause_n why_o the_o fiery_a soul_n can_v attain_v to_o perfection_n during_o this_o life_n time_o be_v because_o it_o be_v fast_o bind_v with_o the_o outward_a bond_n of_o vanity_n through_o which_o the_o devil_n continual_o cast_v his_o venomous_a ray_n of_o influence_n upon_o it_o and_o so_o fift_v it_o that_o it_o often_o bit_v at_o his_o bait_n and_o poison_v itself_o from_o whence_o misery_n and_o anguish_n arise_v so_o that_o the_o noble_a sophia_n hide_v herself_o in_o the_o fountain_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o heavenly_a humanity_n for_o she_o can_v draw_v near_o to_o vanity_n 105._o for_o she_o know_v how_o it_o go_v with_o she_o in_o adam_n when_o she_o lose_v her_o pearl_n which_o be_v of_o grace_n free_o bestow_v again_o upon_o the_o inward_a humanity_n therefore_o she_o be_v call_v sophia_n viz._n the_o bride_n of_o christ._n 51._o 106._o here_o she_o faithful_o call_v to_o the_o fiery_a soul_n viz._n to_o her_o bridegroom_n and_o exhort_v he_o to_o repentance_n and_o to_o the_o unburthen_v of_o himself_o or_o go_v from_o the_o abomination_n of_o vanity_n 107._o here_o war_n assault_v the_o whole_a man_n wherein_o the_o outward_a fleshly_a man_n lust_v against_o the_o inward_a spiritual_a man_n and_o the_o spiritual_a against_o the_o fleshly_a and_o so_o man_n be_v in_o continual_a warfare_n and_o strife_n full_a of_o trouble_n misery_n anguish_n and_o care_n 108._o the_o inward_a say_v to_o the_o fiery_a soul_n o_o my_o soul_n o_o my_o love_n turn_v i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o go_v forth_o from_o vanity_n or_o else_o thou_o lose_v my_o love_n and_o the_o noble_a pearl_n 109._o then_o say_v the_o outward_a reason_n viz._n the_o bestial_a soul_n thou_o be_v foolish_a will_v thou_o be_v a_o fool_n and_o the_o scorn_n of_o the_o world_n thou_o need_v the_o outward_a world_n to_o maintain_v this_o life_n beauty_n power_n and_o glory_n be_v thy_o chief_a treasure_n wherein_o only_o thou_o can_v rejoice_v and_o take_v delight_n why_o will_v thou_o cast_v thyself_o into_o anguish_n misery_n and_o reproach_n take_v thyâ—_n pleasure_n which_o will_v do_v both_o thy_o flesh_n and_o thy_o â—mind_n good_a 110_o with_o such_o filth_n the_o true_a man_n be_v often_o defile_v viz._n the_o outward_a man_n defile_v himself_o as_o a_o sow_n in_o the_o mire_n and_o obscure_v his_o noble_a pearl_n for_o the_o more_o vain_a the_o outward_a man_n grow_v the_o more_o dark_a the_o inward_a man_n come_v to_o be_v till_o at_o length_n it_o disappear_v together_o 111._o and_o then_o the_o fair_a paradificall_a tree_n be_v go_v and_o it_o will_v be_v very_o hard_a to_o recover_v it_o again_o for_o when_o the_o outward_a light_n viz._n the_o outward_a soul_n be_v once_o enlighten_v so_o that_o the_o outward_a light_n of_o reason_n be_v kindle_v by_o the_o inward_a light_n then_o the_o outward_a soul_n common_o use_v to_o turn_v hypocrite_n and_o esteem_v itself_o divine_a and_o though_o the_o pearl_n be_v go_v which_o stick_v hard_a to_o many_o a_o man_n 112._o and_o so_o the_o tree_n of_o pearl_n in_o the_o garden_n of_o christ_n be_v often_o spoil_v concern_v which_o the_o scripture_n make_v a_o hard_a knot_n or_o conclusion_n
if_o it_o will_v whole_o yield_v itself_o to_o death_n and_o cease_v to_o be_v a_o creature_n any_o more_o and_o so_o do_v yield_v itself_o to_o death_n and_o desire_v nothing_o else_o but_o to_o die_v and_o perish_v in_o the_o death_n of_o its_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v suffer_v such_o torment_n and_o death_n for_o it_o sink_v and_o in_o this_o perish_v it_o begin_v to_o sigh_v and_o pray_v in_o itself_o very_o inward_o to_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o to_o sink_v down_o into_o the_o mere_a mercy_n of_o god_n upon_o this_o there_o appear_v unto_o it_o the_o amiable_a countenance_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o penetrate_v through_o it_o as_o a_o great_a light_n by_o which_o it_o grow_v exceed_o joyful_a and_o begin_v to_o pray_v aright_o and_o to_o thank_v the_o most_o high_a for_o this_o grace_n and_o to_o rejoice_v exceed_o that_o it_o be_v deliver_v from_o the_o death_n and_o anguish_n of_o hell_n and_o there_o it_o taste_v of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o god_n and_o of_o his_o promise_a truth_n and_o in_o that_o very_a instant_n all_o evil_a spirit_n which_o have_v afflict_v it_o before_o and_o keep_v it_o back_o from_o the_o grace_n love_v and_o inward_a presence_n of_o god_n be_v force_v to_o depart_v from_o it_o and_o the_o wedding_n of_o the_o lamb_n be_v keep_v and_o solemnize_v with_o the_o espouse_v or_o contract_n of_o the_o noble_a sophia_n with_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o seal-ring_n of_o christ_n victory_n be_v impress_v or_o print_v or_o set_v upon_o its_o substance_n or_o into_o its_o essence_n and_o it_o be_v receive_v to_o be_v a_o child_n and_o heir_n of_o god_n again_o when_o this_o be_v do_v the_o soul_n become_v very_o joyful_a and_o begin_v to_o work_v in_o this_o power_n and_o to_o celebrate_v with_o praise_n the_o wonder_n of_o god_n &_o think_v henceforth_o to_o walk_v continual_o in_o this_o power_n strength_n and_o joy_n but_o it_o be_v assault_v from_o without_o or_o outward_o by_o the_o shame_n and_o reproach_n of_o 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leave_v off_o struggle_a for_o the_o burn_a fire_n of_o love_n be_v sow_v in_o it_o by_o which_o there_o arise_v in_o it_o a_o great_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o the_o divine_a sweetness_n and_o now_o at_o length_n begin_v to_o pray_v aright_o and_o to_o humble_v itself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o to_o examine_v and_o try_v its_o evil_a inclination_n in_o its_o thought_n and_o to_o put_v they_o away_o by_o which_o the_o will_n of_o reason_n be_v break_v and_o the_o evil_a inbred_a innate_a or_o native_a inclination_n be_v kill_v and_o destroy_v more_o and_o more_o and_o this_o be_v very_o woeful_a to_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o body_n for_o it_o make_v it_o faint_a feeble_a and_o weak_a as_o if_o it_o have_v be_v very_o sick_a and_o yet_o it_o be_v no_o natural_a sickness_n that_o it_o have_v but_o it_o be_v the_o melancholy_a of_o the_o eatthly_a nature_n of_o the_o body_n because_o its_o evil_a lust_n be_v destroy_v and_o when_o the_o earthly_a reason_n find_v itself_o thus_o forsake_v &_o the_o poor_a soul_n see_v that_o it_o be_v deride_v outward_o and_o despise_v by_o the_o world_n because_o it_o will_v now_o walk_v no_o more_o in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a and_o that_o it_o be_v inward_o assault_v by_o the_o accuser_n satan_n who_o also_o mock_v it_o and_o continual_o set_v before_o it_o the_o beauty_n riches_n and_o glory_n of_o the_o world_n and_o esteem_v the_o soul_n foolish_a that_o embrace_v they_o not_o which_o make_v the_o soul_n think_v thus_o with_o itself_o o_o eternal_a god_n what_o shall_v i_o now_o do_v to_o come_v to_o rest_n the_o enlighten_v soul_n meet_v it_o again_o while_o it_o be_v in_o this_o consideration_n the_o enlighten_v soul_n meet_v with_o it_o again_o and_o say_v what_o ail_v thou_o my_o brother_n that_o thou_o be_v so_o heavy_a and_o sad_a the_o distress_a soul_n say_v i_o have_v follow_v thy_o counsel_n and_o thereby_o attain_v a_o ray_n look_v or_o glimpse_n of_o the_o divine_a sweetness_n but_o it_o be_v go_v from_o i_o again_o and_o i_o be_o now_o forsake_v and_o outward_o have_v very_o great_a trial_n and_o affliction_n in_o the_o world_n for_o all_o my_o good_a friend_n forsake_v i_o and_o scorn_v i_o and_o also_o inward_o i_o be_o assault_v with_o anguish_n and_o doubt_v and_o i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v the_o enlighten_v soul_n say_v now_o i_o like_v thou_o very_o well_o for_o now_o our_o belove_a lord_n jesus_n christ_n walk_v in_o his_o journey_n pilgrimage_n on_o earth_n with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v himself_o when_o he_o be_v in_o this_o world_n be_v always_o revile_v slander_v and_o evil_a speak_v of_o and_o have_v nothing_o of_o his_o own_o and_o now_o thou_o bear_v his_o mark_n or_o ensign_n but_o do_v not_o wonder_v at_o it_o nor_o think_v it_o strange_a for_o it_o must_v be_v so_o that_o thou_o must_v be_v try_v refine_a and_o purify_v in_o this_o anguish_n and_o distress_n thou_o shall_v have_v often_o cause_v to_o 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