a_o wonderful_a history_n of_o the_o death_n of_o a_o gentleman_n who_o die_v of_o love_n upon_o the_o mount-olivet_a chap._n 12._o pag_n 435._o that_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n mother_n of_o god_n die_v of_o the_o love_n of_o her_o son_n chap._n 13._o 441_o that_o the_o glorious_a virgin_n die_v of_o a_o extreme_o sweet_a and_o calm_a love_n chap._n 14._o 445_o the_o table_n of_o the_o eight_o book_n of_o the_o love_n of_o conformity_n by_o which_o we_o unite_v our_o will_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n signify_v unto_o we_o by_o his_o commandment_n counsel_n and_o inspiration_n of_o the_o love_n of_o conformity_n proceed_v from_o holy_a complacence_n chap._n 1._o pag._n 451_o of_o the_o conformity_n of_o submission_n which_o proceed_v from_o the_o love_n of_o benevolence_n ch_n 2._o 455_o how_o we_o be_v to_o conform_v ourselves_o to_o the_o divine_a will_n which_o be_v call_v the_o signify_v will_n chap._n 3._o 458_o of_o the_o conformity_n of_o our_o will_n to_o the_o will_n which_o god_n have_v to_o save_v us._n ch_n 4._o 462_o of_o the_o conformity_n of_o our_o will_n to_o god_n will_v signify_v in_o his_o commandment_n chap._n 5._o 465_o of_o the_o conformity_n of_o our_o will_n to_o god_n signify_v unto_o we_o by_o his_o counsel_n chap._n 6._o 469_o that_o god_n will_v signify_v in_o the_o commandment_n do_v move_v we_o forward_o to_o the_o love_n of_o counsel_n chap._n 7._o pag._n 472._o that_o the_o contempt_n of_o evangelicall_a counsel_n be_v a_o great_a sin_n chap._n 8._o 478_o a_o continuation_n of_o the_o precedent_a discourse_n how_o every_o one_o ought_v to_o love_n though_o not_o to_o practice_v the_o evangelicall_a counsel_n and_o yet_o how_o every_o one_o be_v to_o practice_v what_o he_o be_v able_a chap._n 9_o 482_o how_o we_o be_v to_o conform_v ourselves_o to_o god_n will_v signify_v unto_o we_o by_o inspiration_n and_o first_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o mean_n by_o which_o god_n enspire_v us._n chap._n 10._o 487_o of_o the_o union_n of_o our_o will_n to_o god_n in_o the_o inspiration_n which_o be_v give_v for_o the_o extraordinary_a practice_n of_o virtue_n and_o of_o perseverance_n in_o one_o vocation_n the_o first_o mark_n of_o the_o inspiration_n chap._n 11._o 491_o of_o the_o union_n of_o man_n will_n to_o god_n in_o the_o inspiration_n which_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o ordinary_a law_n and_o of_o the_o peace_n and_o tranquillity_n of_o heart_n the_o second_o mark_n of_o inspiration_n chap._n 12._o 497_o the_o three_o mark_n of_o the_o inspiration_n which_o be_v holy_a obedience_n to_o the_o church_n and_o superior_n chap._n 13._o 501_o a_o short_a method_n to_o know_v god_n will_n chap._n 14._o 505_o the_o table_n of_o the_o nine_o book_n of_o love_n of_o submission_n whereby_o our_o will_n be_v unite_v to_o go_n of_o the_o union_n of_o our_o will_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n which_o be_v the_o will_n of_o good_a pleasure_n chap._n 1._o pag._n 509_o that_o the_o union_n of_o our_o will_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v principal_o cause_v by_o tribulation_n chap._n 2._o 513_o of_o the_o union_n of_o our_o will_n to_o the_o divine_a will_n in_o spiritual_a affliction_n by_o resignation_n chap._n 3._o 518_o of_o the_o union_n of_o our_o will_n to_o god_n will_v by_o indifferency_n chap._n 4._o 521_o that_o holy_a indifferency_n be_v extend_v to_o all_o thing_n ch_n 5._o 525_o of_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o love_a indifferency_n in_o thing_n belong_v to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n chap._n 6._o 528_o of_o the_o indifferency_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v in_o our_o spiritual_a advancement_n chap._n 7._o 533_o how_o we_o be_v to_o unite_v our_o will_n with_o god_n in_o the_o permission_n of_o sin_n chap._n 8._o 539_o how_o the_o purity_n of_o indifferency_n be_v practise_v in_o the_o action_n of_o holy_a love._n chap._n 9_o 542_o a_o mean_n to_o discover_v when_o we_o change_v in_o the_o matter_n of_o this_o holy_a love._n chap._n 10._o 545_o of_o the_o perplexity_n of_o the_o heart_n in_o love_n which_o doubt_v whether_o it_o please_v the_o belove_a chap._n 11._o 549_o how_o the_o soul_n amid_o these_o interior_a anguish_n know_v not_o the_o love_n she_o bear_v to_o god_n and_o of_o the_o lovely_a death_n of_o the_o will_n chap._n 12._o 553._o how_o the_o will_n be_v dead_a to_o itself_o live_v entire_o to_o god_n will_n chap._n 13._o 557_o a_o explanation_n of_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v touch_v the_o decease_n of_o our_o will_n chap._n 14._o 561_o of_o the_o most_o excellent_a exercise_v a_o man_n can_v make_v in_o the_o interior_a and_o exterior_a trouble_n of_o this_o life_n in_o sequel_n of_o the_o indifferency_n and_o death_n of_o the_o will_n chap._n 15._o 565_o of_o the_o perfect_a strip_v of_o the_o soul_n unite_v to_o god_n will_n chap._n 16._o 570_o the_o table_n of_o the_o ten_o book_n of_o the_o commandment_n of_o love_a god_n above_o all_o thing_n of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o commandment_n which_o god_n give_v we_o to_o love_v he_o above_o all_o thing_n ch_n 1._o 5â—5_n that_o this_o divine_a commandment_n of_o love_n tend_v to_o heaven_n yet_o be_v give_v to_o the_o faithful_a in_o this_o world_n chap._n 2_o pag._n 580._o how_o notwithstanding_o that_o the_o whole_a heart_n be_v employ_v in_o sacred_a love_n yâ—t_v one_o may_v love_n god_n diverse_o and_o also_o many_o other_o thing_n together_o with_o he_o chap._n 3._o 582_o of_o two_o degree_n of_o perfection_n in_o which_o this_o commandment_n may_v be_v keep_v in_o this_o mortal_a life_n chap._n 4._o 387_o of_o two_o other_o degree_n of_o great_a perfection_n by_o which_o we_o may_v love_n god_n above_o all_o thing_n chap._n 5._o 592_o that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n be_v common_a to_o all_o lover_n chap._n 6._o 598_o a_o illustration_n of_o the_o former_a chapter_n chap._n 7._o 601_o a_o memorable_a history_n wherein_o be_v more_o clear_o see_v in_o what_o the_o force_n and_o excellency_n of_o holy_a love_n consist_v cha_z 8._o pag._n 605._o a_o confirmation_n of_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v by_o a_o notable_a comparison_n chap_n 9_o 612_o that_o we_o be_v to_o love_v the_o divine_a goodness_n soveraigne_o more_o than_o ourselves_o chap._n 10._o 617_o how_o holy_a charity_n bring_v forth_o the_o love_n of_o our_o neighbour_n chap._n 11._o 620_o how_o love_n produce_v zeal_n chap._n 12._o 624_o that_o god_n be_v jealous_a of_o us._n chap._n 13._o 626_o of_o the_o zeal_n or_o jealousy_n which_o we_o have_v towards_o our_o saviour_n chap._n 14._o 632_o a_o advice_n for_o the_o direction_n of_o holy_a zeal_n chap._n 15._o 637_o that_o the_o example_n of_o diverse_a saint_n which_o seem_v to_o exercise_v their_o zeal_n with_o angâ—r_n make_v nothing_o against_o the_o advice_n of_o the_o precedent_a chapter_n chap._n 16._o 643_o how_o our_o saviour_n practise_v all_o the_o most_o excellent_a act_n of_o love._n chap._n 17._o 650_o the_o table_n of_o the_o eleaventh_o book_n of_o the_o sovereign_a authority_n whicâ—_n sacred_a love_n hold_v over_o all_o the_o virtue_n action_n and_o perfection_n of_o the_o soul_n how_o much_o all_o the_o virtue_n be_v aggreeable_a unto_o god_n chap._n 1._o pag._n 656_o that_o divine_a love_n make_v the_o virtue_n more_o agreeable_a to_o god_n by_o excellency_n than_o they_o be_v in_o their_o own_o nature_n chap_n 2._o pag._n 661_o that_o there_o be_v some_o virtue_n which_o divine_a love_n do_v raise_v to_o a_o high_a degree_n of_o excellency_n than_o other_o chap._n 3._o pag._n 665_o that_o divine_a love_n doâ—h_v yet_o more_o excellent_o sanctify_v the_o virtues_n whiâ—h_o be_v pracitse_v by_o his_o ordinance_n and_o commandment_n chap._n 4._o pag_n 668_o how_o sacred_a â—â—ue_n do_v spread_v its_o worth_n through_o all_o the_o o_o her_o virtue_n which_o by_o that_o mean_n be_v perfect_v chap._n 5_o pag_n 972_o of_o the_o excâ—llent_a worth_n which_o holy_a love_n bestow_v upon_o the_o action_n why_o h_o issue_n from_o itself_o and_o to_o those_o which_o proceed_v from_o other_o virtue_n s._n chap_n 6._o pag_n sixpence_n that_o perfect_a virtue_n be_v never_o one_o without_o tâ—e_v other_o chap._n 7._o pag._n 682_o how_o charity_n contain_v all_o virtue_n chap_n 8._o pag._n 683_o that_o virtue_n have_v their_o worth_n from_o sacred_a love._n ch_z 9_o pag._n 693_o a_o digression_n upon_o the_o imperfection_n of_o the_o pagan_n virtue_n c_o ap_fw-mi 10._o pag._n 697_o how_o human_a action_n be_v without_o worth_n be_v without_o god_n love._n chap._n 11._o pag_n 7â—4_n how_o holy_a love_n return_v into_o the_o soul_n do_v revive_v alâ—_n the_o work_n which_o i_o sin_n have_v sl_z yne_n chap_n 12._o â—09_n how_o we_o be_v to_o reduce_v all_o the_o exercise_n of_o all_o the_o virtue_n s_o and_o all_o our_o action_n to_o â—oly_a love_n chap_n
one_o soul_n theotime_o and_o a_o indivisible_a one_o but_o in_o that_o one_o soul_n there_o be_v diverse_a degree_n of_o perfection_n for_o she_o be_v live_v sensible_a and_o reasonable_a and_o according_a to_o these_o diverse_a degree_n she_o have_v also_o diverse_a propriety_n and_o inclination_n by_o which_o she_o be_v carry_v to_o the_o pursuit_n and_o union_n of_o thing_n for_o first_o we_o see_v the_o vine_n do_v hate_v as_o one_o will_v say_v and_o fly_v the_o colewort_n so_o that_o the_o one_o of_o they_o be_v pernicious_a to_o the_o other_a and_o contrariwise_o be_v delight_v in_o the_o olive_n so_o we_o perceive_v a_o natural_a contrariety_n betwixt_o man_n and_o serpent_n in_o so_o much_o that_o a_o man_n fast_a spittle_n be_v to_o they_o mortal_a and_o contrariwise_o man_n and_o sheep_n have_v a_o wondrous_a conveniency_n and_o do_v delight_v the_o one_o in_o the_o other_o now_o this_o inclination_n do_v not_o proceed_v from_o any_o knowledge_n the_o one_o have_v of_o the_o birth_n of_o his_o contrary_n or_o of_o the_o profit_n of_o he_o with_o who_o he_o do_v sympathy_n but_o only_o from_o a_o certain_a secret_a and_o hide_a quality_n which_o do_v produce_v this_o insensible_a contrariety_n and_o antipathy_n as_o also_o this_o complacence_n and_o sympathy_n 2._o second_o we_o have_v in_o we_o the_o sensitive_a appetite_n whereby_o we_o be_v move_v to_o the_o inquiry_n and_o flight_n of_o diverse_a thing_n by_o mean_n of_o the_o sensitive_a knowledge_n we_o have_v of_o they_o not_o unlike_a to_o cattle_n whereof_o one_o have_v a_o appetite_n to_o one_o thing_n a_o other_o to_o a_o other_o according_a to_o the_o knowledge_n which_o they_o have_v agreeable_a or_o disagreeable_a unto_o they_o and_o this_o appetite_n reside_v or_o from_o it_o flow_v the_o love_n which_o we_o call_v sensual_a or_o brutal_a which_o yet_o proper_o speak_v ought_v not_o to_o be_v term_v love_n but_o simple_o be_v call_v appetite_n 3._o three_o in_o so_o much_o as_o we_o be_v reasonable_a we_o have_v a_o will_n by_o which_o we_o be_v carry_v to_o the_o inquiry_n of_o good_a according_a as_o by_o discourse_n we_o know_v or_o judge_v it_o to_o be_v such_o again_o we_o manifest_o discover_v in_o our_o soul_n as_o it_o be_v reasonable_a two_o degree_n of_o perfection_n which_o great_a s._n augustine_n and_o after_o he_o all_o the_o doctor_n have_v name_v the_o two_o portion_n of_o the_o soul_n inferior_a and_o superior_a of_o which_o that_o be_v call_v inferior_a which_o discourse_v and_o deduce_v consequence_n as_o she_o apprehend_v and_o experience_v by_o sense_n and_o that_o superior_a which_o reason_v and_o draw_v consequence_n according_a to_o a_o intellectual_a knowledge_n not_o found_v upon_o the_o experience_n of_o sense_n but_o on_o the_o discretion_n and_o judgement_n of_o the_o mind_n of_o spirit_n hence_o this_o superior_a part_n be_v call_v the_o spirit_n or_o the_o mental_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o the_o inferior_a be_v term_v common_o sense_n feeling_n or_o humane_a reason_n 4._o now_o this_o superior_a part_n discourse_v according_a to_o two_o sort_n of_o light_n that_o be_v either_o according_a to_o a_o natural_a light_n as_o the_o philosopher_n and_o all_o those_o who_o discourse_v by_o science_n do_v or_o according_a to_o a_o supernatural_a light_n as_o divin_n and_o christian_n so_o far_o four_o as_o they_o establish_v their_o discourse_n upon_o faith_n and_o the_o reveal_v word_n of_o god_n and_o more_o particular_a illustration_n inspiration_n and_o motion_n from_o heaven_n this_o be_v that_o which_o s._n augustine_n say_v that_o by_o the_o superior_a portion_n of_o the_o soul_n we_o adhere_v and_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o the_o observance_n of_o the_o eternal_a law_n 5._o jacob_n extreme_o press_v with_o want_n of_o domestical_a necessary_n solicit_v benjamin_n that_o he_o may_v be_v lead_v away_o by_o his_o brethren_n into_o egipte_n which_o yet_o he_o do_v against_o his_o proper_a like_n as_o the_o sacred_a history_n witness_v in_o which_o he_o testify_v two_o will_n the_o one_o inferior_a by_o which_o he_o grudge_v his_o departure_n the_o other_o superior_a by_o which_o he_o take_v resolution_n to_o part_v with_o he_o for_o the_o discourse_n which_o move_v he_o to_o disaprove_v his_o departure_n be_v found_v in_o the_o sensible_a pleasure_n he_o take_v in_o his_o presence_n and_o the_o displeasure_n he_o be_v to_o feel_v by_o his_o absence_n which_o be_v apprehensive_a and_o sensible_a ground_n but_o the_o resolution_n which_o he_o take_v to_o send_v he_o be_v ground_v upon_o a_o reason_n of_o state_n in_o his_o family_n to_o provide_v for_o future_a and_o approach_a necessity_n abraham_n according_a to_o the_o inferior_a portion_n of_o his_o soul_n speak_v word_n testify_v in_o he_o a_o kind_n of_o diffidence_n when_o the_o angel_n announce_v unto_o he_o the_o happy_a tiding_n of_o a_o son_n do_v you_o think_v that_o by_o a_o centenarie_a a_o child_n may_v be_v beget_v but_o according_a to_o his_o superior_a part_n he_o believe_v in_o god_n and_o it_o be_v repute_v unto_o he_o for_o justice_n according_a to_o his_o inferior_a part_n doubtless_o he_o be_v in_o great_a anguish_n when_o he_o have_v receive_v command_n to_o sacrifice_v his_o son_n but_o according_a to_o his_o superior_a part_n he_o resolve_v courageous_o to_o sacrifice_v he_o 6._o we_o also_o daily_a experience_n in_o ourselves_o diverse_a contraâ—â—â—ills_n a_o father_n send_v his_o son_n either_o to_o court_n or_o to_o his_o study_n do_v not_o deny_v tear_n to_o his_o departure_n testify_v that_o though_o according_a to_o his_o superior_a part_n for_o the_o child_n advamcement_n in_o virtue_n he_o will_v his_o departure_n yet_o according_a to_o his_o inferior_a part_n he_o find_v repugnance_n in_o the_o separation_n and_o though_o a_o girl_n be_v marry_v to_o her_o own_o contentment_n and_o her_o mother_n yet_o with_o her_o benediction_n she_o receive_v tear_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o though_o the_o superior_a will_n give_v way_n to_o the_o departure_n yet_o the_o inferior_a show_n resistance_n we_o must_v not_o hence_o infer_v that_o a_o man_n have_v two_o soul_n or_o two_o nature_n as_o the_o manichean_o dream_v no_o say_v s._n augustine_n in_o the_o 8._o book_n of_o his_o confession_n and_o x._o chap._n but_o the_o will_v entice_v by_o diverse_a bait_n and_o move_v by_o diverse_a reason_n seem_v to_o be_v divide_v in_o herself_o while_o she_o be_v diverse_o draw_v till_o make_v use_n of_o her_o liberty_n she_o make_v choice_n of_o the_o one_o or_o the_o other_o for_o then_o the_o more_o efficacious_a will_n surmount_v and_o gain_v the_o day_n leave_v the_o soul_n to_o resent_v the_o evil_a that_o the_o debate_n bring_v which_o we_o call_v remorse_n 7._o but_o the_o example_n of_o our_o saviour_n be_v admirable_o useful_a in_o this_o behalf_n and_o be_v consider_v it_o leave_v no_o further_a doubt_n touch_v the_o distinction_n of_o the_o superior_a and_o inferior_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o who_o among_o the_o divine_n know_v not_o that_o he_o be_v perfect_o glorious_a from_o the_o instant_n of_o his_o conception_n in_o his_o virgin_n mother_n womb_n and_o yet_o at_o the_o same_o time_n he_o be_v subject_a to_o sorrow_n grief_n and_o affliction_n of_o heart_n nor_o must_v we_o say_v he_o suffer_v only_o in_o body_n nor_o yet_o only_o in_o soul_n as_o it_o be_v sensible_a or_o which_o be_v the_o saâ—â—_n thing_n according_a to_o sense_n for_o himself_o do_v attest_v that_o before_o he_o suffer_v any_o exterior_a torment_n or_o see_v the_o tormentor_n by_o he_o his_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o to_o death_n for_o which_o cause_n he_o make_v his_o prayer_n that_o the_o cup_n of_o his_o passion_n may_v be_v transport_v from_o he_o that_o be_v that_o he_o may_v be_v exempt_v from_o it_o in_o which_o he_o do_v manifest_o show_v the_o desire_n of_o the_o inferior_a portion_n of_o his_o soul_n which_o discourse_v upon_o the_o sad_a and_o anguish_a object_n of_o his_o passion_n provide_v for_o he_o the_o lively_a image_n whereof_o be_v represent_v to_o his_o imagination_n he_o gather_v by_o lawful_a consequence_n the_o absence_n and_o want_n of_o these_o thing_n which_o he_o demand_v of_o his_o father_n by_o which_o we_o clear_o see_v that_o the_o inferior_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o the_o sensitive_a degree_n of_o the_o same_o nor_o the_o inferior_a will_v the_o same_o with_o the_o sensitive_a appetite_n for_o neither_o the_o sensitive_a appetite_n nor_o the_o soul_n in_o so_o much_o as_o it_o be_v sensitive_a be_v capable_a of_o make_v any_o demand_n or_o prayer_n these_o be_v act_n of_o the_o reasonable_a power_n and_o especial_o they_o be_v incapable_a of_o speech_n with_o god_n a_o object_n above_o the_o sense_n reach_v to_o make_v it_o know_v to_o the_o appetite_n but_o the_o same_o saviour_n have_v thus_o
union_n do_v urge_v and_o aid_v we_o towards_o the_o spiritual_a union_n of_o which_o we_o speak_v of_o the_o sovereign_a degree_n of_o union_n by_o suspension_n or_o ravishment_n chapter_n iii_o 1._o whither_o therefore_o the_o union_n of_o our_o soul_n with_o god_n be_v make_v perceptible_o or_o imperceptible_o god_n be_v always_o the_o author_n thereof_o for_o none_o can_v be_v unite_v to_o he_o but_o by_o go_v unto_o he_o nor_o can_v any_o go_v unto_o he_o unless_o he_o be_v draw_v by_o he_o as_o the_o heavenly_a spouse_n do_v testify_v say_v none_o can_v come_v unto_o i_o unless_o my_o father_n draw_v he_o which_o his_o holy_a spouse_n do_v also_o protest_v say_v draw_v i_o and_o we_o will_v run_v in_o the_o odour_n of_o thy_o perfume_n 2._o now_o the_o perfection_n of_o this_o union_n consist_v of_o two_o point_n that_o it_o be_v pure_a and_o that_o it_o be_v strong_a may_v not_o i_o go_v towards_o a_o man_n with_o intention_n to_o behold_v he_o better_o to_o speak_v to_o hin_a 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caluarie_n in_o this_o place_n of_o death_n i_o be_o look_v will_v she_o have_v say_v my_o child_n who_o be_v the_o life_n of_o my_o life_n and_o why_o do_v thou_o look_v he_o to_o be_v close_o by_o he_o but_o now_o he_o be_v amid_o the_o dolour_n of_o death_n ah_o it_o be_v not_o mirth_n i_o seek_v it_o be_v himself_o and_o my_o heart_n in_o love_n make_v i_o look_v all_o about_o to_o be_v unite_v unto_o that_o amiable_a child_n my_o tender_o belove_a in_o fine_a the_o pretention_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o this_o union_n be_v only_o to_o be_v with_o her_o lover_n 5._o but_o when_o the_o union_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o god_n be_v most_o strict_a and_o most_o close_o it_o be_v call_v by_o divine_n a_o inhesion_n or_o adhesion_n for_o that_o the_o soul_n thereby_o be_v take_v fasten_v glue_v and_o nail_v to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n so_o that_o she_o can_v easy_o loose_v or_o draw_v herself_o back_o again_o look_v i_o pray_v you_o upon_o a_o man_n take_v and_o lock_v by_o attention_n to_o the_o delight_n of_o a_o harmonious_a music_n or_o else_o which_o be_v idle_a to_o the_o foppery_n of_o a_o game_n at_o card_n you_o will_v draw_v he_o from_o it_o but_o can_v what_o business_n soever_o attend_v he_o at_o home_n there_o be_v no_o force_v he_o thence_o in_o it_o even_o meat_n and_o drink_n be_v forget_v o_o god_n theot_n how_o much_o more_o ought_v the_o soul_n that_o be_v in_o love_n with_o god_n to_o be_v fasten_v and_o lock_v be_v unite_v to_o the_o divinity_n of_o the_o infinite_a sweetness_n and_o who_o be_v take_v and_o whole_o possess_v by_o this_o object_n of_o incomparable_a perfection_n such_o be_v the_o soul_n of_o that_o great_a vessel_n of_o election_n who_o cried-out_a to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v live_v with_o god_n i_o be_o nail_v to_o the_o cross_n with_o jesus-christ_n and_o with_o all_o he_o protest_v that_o nothing_o no_o not_o death_n itself_o can_v separate_v he_o from_o his_o master_n this_o effect_n of_o love_n be_v also_o practise_v between_o 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the_o exercise_n of_o union_n be_v come_v to_o be_v take_v and_o fasten_v to_o the_o divine_a goodness_n can_v hardly_o be_v pull_v from_o it_o by_o force_n and_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o pain_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a to_o make_v her_o loose_a hold_n if_o one_o divert_v her_o imagination_n she_o cease_v not_o to_o apprehend_v herself_o take_v by_o the_o understanding_n and_o if_o one_o loose_v her_o understanding_n she_o cleeve_n by_o the_o will_n or_o if_o yet_o by_o some_o violent_a distraction_n they_o urge_v her_o will_n to_o quit_v she_o hold_v from_o moment_n to_o moment_n she_o return_v towards_o her_o dear_a object_n from_o which_o she_o can_v be_v entire_o untie_v but_o she_o strive_v all_o she_o can_v to_o link_v together_o again_o the_o sweet_a band_n of_o her_o union_n with_o he_o by_o the_o frequent_a return_n which_o she_o make_v by_o stealth_n experience_v in_o it_o s._n paul_n pain_n for_o she_o be_v press_v with_o two_o desire_n to_o be_v free_v of_o all_o exterior_a employment_n to_o remain_v with_o jesus-christ_n in_o her_o interior_a and_o yet_o to_o put_v hand_n to_o the_o work_n of_o obedience_n which_o the_o very_a union_n with_o jesus_n christ_n do_v teach_v she_o to_o be_v requisite_a 6._o and_o the_o b._n s._n teresa_n say_v excellent_o that_o the_o union_n be_v arrive_v at_o this_o perfection_n as_o to_o hold_v we_o take_v and_o tie_v to_o our_o saviour_n be_v not_o distinguish_v from_o a_o ravishment_n suspension_n or_o hang_v of_o the_o spirit_n but_o that_o it_o be_v call_v only_o union_n suspension_n or_o hang_v when_o it_o be_v short_a and_o when_o it_o be_v long_o ecstasy_n or_o ravishment_n because_o indeed_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v so_o firm_o and_o close_o unite_v to_o her_o god_n that_o she_o can_v easy_o be_v draw_v thence_o be_v not_o in_o herself_o but_o in_o god_n as_o a_o crucify_a body_n be_v not_o in_o itself_o but_o upon_o the_o cross_n or_o as_o juie_n grasp_a the_o wall_n be_v not_o in_o its_o self_n but_o upon_o the_o wall_n 7._o but_o to_o avoid_v all_o equivocation_n know_v theo_n that_o charity_n be_v a_o place_n and_o a_o place_n of_o perfection_n and_o he_o that_o be_v endue_v with_o more_o charity_n be_v more_o strait_o unite_v and_o fasten_v unto_o god_n and_o we_o speak_v not_o of_o that_o union_n which_o be_v permanent_a in_o we_o by_o manner_n of_o habit_n be_v we_o sleep_v or_o wake_v we_o speak_v of_o the_o union_n make_v by_o action_n which_o be_v one_o of_o the_o exercise_n of_o love_n and_o charity_n imagine_v then_o that_o s._n paul_n s._n denis_n s._n augustine_n
even_o as_o the_o flame_n begin_v to_o seize_v hpon_o she_o the_o eagle_n come_v in_o with_o a_o quick_a flight_n and_o behold_v this_o unlooked_a for_o and_o sad_a spectackle_n strike_v through_o with_o grief_n she_o loose_v her_o talon_n let_v fall_v her_o prey_n and_o spread_v herself_o upon_o her_o poor_a belove_a mistress_n and_o cover_v she_o with_o her_o wing_n as_o it_o be_v to_o defend_v she_o from_o the_o fire_n or_o for_o pity_n sake_n to_o embrace_v she_o she_o remain_v there_o constant_a and_o immovable_a courageous_o die_v and_o burn_v with_o she_o the_o ardour_n of_o her_o affection_n not_o give_v place_n to_o the_o ardour_n of_o flame_n and_o fire_n that_o by_o that_o mean_v she_o may_v become_v the_o victim_n and_o holocauste_n of_o her_o brave_a and_o prodigious_a love_n as_o her_o mistress_n be_v already_o of_o death_n and_o fire_n 3._o o_o theo_n to_o what_o a_o high_a flight_n this_o eagle_n move_v we_o our_o saviour_n have_v breed_v we_o up_o from_o our_o tender_a youth_n yea_o he_o form_v we_o and_o receive_v we_o as_o a_o love_a nurse_n into_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o divine_a providence_n even_o from_o the_o time_n of_o our_o conception_n not_o be_v yet_o thy_o holy_a hand_n do_v make_v i_o scarce_o bear_v into_o thy_o arm_n thy_o love_n do_v take_v i_o he_o make_v we_o his_o own_o by_o baptism_n and_o by_o a_o incomprehensible_a love_n do_v tender_o nourish_v both_o our_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o purchase_v we_o life_n he_o suffer_v death_n and_o with_o his_o own_o flesh_n and_o blood_n have_v feed_v we_o ah_o what_o rest_v then_o my_o dear_a theo_n what_o conclusion_n be_v we_o to_o draw_v from_o hence_o but_o only_o that_o such_o as_o live_v shall_v live_v no_o more_o to_o themselves_o but_o to_o he_o that_o die_v for_o they_o that_o be_v to_o say_v that_o we_o shall_v consecrate_v all_o the_o moment_n of_o our_o life_n to_o the_o divine_a love_n of_o our_o saviour_n death_n bring_v home_n to_o his_o glory_n all_o our_o prey_n all_o our_o conquest_n all_o our_o action_n all_o our_o thought_n and_o affection_n let_v we_o behold_v theo_n this_o heavenly_a redeemour_n extend_v upon_o the_o cross_n as_o upon_o a_o funeral_n pile_n of_o honour_n where_o he_o die_v of_o love_n for_o we_o yea_o of_o love_n more_o painful_a than_o death_n itself_o or_o a_o death_n more_o pleasant_a than_o love_n itself_o ah_o do_v we_o not_o spiritual_o cast_v ourselves_o upon_o he_o to_o die_v upon_o the_o cross_n with_o he_o who_o for_o the_o love_n of_o we_o free_o die_v i_o will_v hold_v he_o shall_v we_o say_v if_o we_o have_v the_o eagle_n generosity_n and_o will_v never_o depart_v from_o he_o i_o will_v die_v with_o he_o and_o burn_v in_o the_o flame_n of_o his_o love_n one_o and_o the_o same_o fire_n shall_v consume_v the_o divine_a creator_n and_o the_o miserable_a creature_n my_o jesus_n be_v whole_o i_o and_o i_o be_o whole_o he_o i_o will_v live_v and_o die_v upon_o his_o breast_n nor_o life_n nor_o death_n shall_v ever_o separate_v i_o from_o he_o thus_o be_v the_o holy_a ecstasy_n of_o true_a love_n practise_v while_o we_o live_v not_o according_a to_o humane_a reason_n and_o bent_n but_o above_o they_o follow_v the_o inspiration_n and_o instinct_n of_o the_o heavenly_a saviour_n of_o our_o soul_n of_o the_o supreme_a effect_n of_o affective_a love_n which_o be_v the_o death_n of_o lover_n and_o first_o of_o such_o as_o die_v in_o love_n chapter_n ix_o 1._o love_n be_v strong_a as_o death_n death_n do_v separate_v the_o soul_n of_o he_o that_o die_v from_o the_o body_n and_o from_o all_o earthly_a thing_n sacred_a love_n do_v separate_v the_o lover_n soul_n from_o the_o body_n and_o all_o earthly_a thing_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o other_o difference_n save_v that_o death_n do_v that_o in_o effect_n which_o love_v ordinary_o do_v only_o in_o affection_n i_o say_v ordinary_o theo_n because_o holy_a love_n be_v sometime_o so_o violent_a that_o even_o in_o effect_n it_o cause_v a_o separation_n betwixt_o the_o body_n and_o the_o soul_n make_v the_o lover_n die_v a_o most_o happy_a death_n much_o better_a than_o a_o thousand_o life_n 2._o as_o it_o be_v proper_a to_o the_o reprobate_n to_o die_v in_o sin_n so_o be_v it_o proper_a to_o the_o elect_n to_o die_v in_o the_o love_n and_o grace_n of_o god_n yet_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n the_o just_a man_n never_o die_v unprovided_a for_o to_o have_v persevere_v in_o christian_a justice_n even_o to_o the_o end_n be_v a_o good_a provision_n for_o death_n he_o die_v indeed_o sometime_o sudden_o or_o a_o sudden_a death_n for_o this_o cause_n the_o most_o wise_a church_n in_o her_o litany_n do_v teach_v we_o not_o only_o to_o demand_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o sudden_a death_n but_o sudden_a and_o unprovided_a death_n it_o be_v no_o worse_o for_o be_v sudden_a if_o it_o be_v not_o withal_o unprovided_a if_o some_o weak_a and_o common_a soul_n have_v see_v fire_n from_o heaven_n fall_v upon_o the_o great_a s._n simeon_n stilits_n head_n and_o kill_v he_o what_o will_v they_o have_v think_v but_o thought_n of_o scandal_n yet_o be_v we_o to_o make_v no_o other_o conceit_n of_o the_o matter_n then_o that_o this_o great_a saint_n have_v perfect_o sacrifice_v himself_o to_o god_n in_o his_o heart_n already_o whole_o consume_v with_o love_n the_o fire_n come_v from_o heaven_n to_o perfect_v the_o holocauste_n and_o entire_o burn_v it_o for_o the_o abbot_n julian_n be_v a_o day_n journey_n off_o see_v his_o soul_n ascend_v to_o heaven_n and_o thereupon_o cause_v incense_n to_o be_v offer_v in_o thanksgiving_n to_o god_n the_o bless_a man_n good_a cremonius_a on_o a_o certain_a day_n set_v upon_o his_o knee_n most_o devot_o to_o hear_v mass_n rise_v not_o at_o the_o gospel_n according_a to_o custom_n whence_o those_o that_o be_v about_o he_o look_v upon_o he_o and_o perceive_v he_o be_v dead_a there_o have_v be_v in_o our_o time_n most_o famous_a man_n for_o virtue_n and_o learning_n find_v dead_a some_o in_o the_o confession_n 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the_o habit_n of_o heavenly_a love_n but_o even_o in_o the_o act_n and_o practice_v thereof_o s._n augustine_n decease_v in_o the_o exercise_n of_o holy_a contrition_n which_o can_v be_v without_o love._n s._n hierom_n in_o exhort_v his_o dear_a child_n to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n their_o neighbour_n and_o virtue_n s._n ambrose_n in_o a_o rapture_n sweet_o discourse_v with_o his_o saviour_n immediate_o after_o he_o have_v receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n s._n antony_n of_o milan_n after_o he_o have_v recite_v a_o hymn_n of_o the_o glorious_a virgin-mother_n and_o while_n he_o speak_v with_o great_a joy_n to_o our_o saviour_n s._n thomas_n of_o aquine_n join_v his_o
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a_o impetuous_a assault_n of_o love_n yet_o s._n brigit_fw-la and_o s._n john_n damascen_n do_v witness_n that_o she_o die_v a_o exceed_a peaceable_a death_n and_o both_o be_v true_a theotime_o 2._o the_o star_n be_v wonderful_a delightful_a to_o behold_v and_o cast_v out_o please_v shine_v yet_o if_o you_o have_v note_v it_o they_o bring_v forth_o their_o ray_n by_o way_n of_o gattering_n sparkling_n and_o darting_n as_o though_o they_o be_v deliver_v of_o their_o light_n by_o travel_n at_o diverse_a essay_n whether_o it_o be_v that_o their_o weak_a light_n can_v keep_v a_o continual_a equality_n of_o action_n or_o
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god_n be_v show_v her_o wonder_n a_o brother_n of_o she_o pass_v by_o and_o with_o the_o noise_n he_o make_v divert_v she_o so_o that_o she_o turn_v towards_o he_o and_o eye_v he_o one_o only_a moment_n this_o little_a distraction_n which_o do_v on_o the_o sudden_a surprise_n she_o be_v neither_o sin_n nor_o disloyalty_n but_o a_o only_a shadow_n of_o sin_n and_o a_o only_a resemblance_n of_o disloyalty_n and_o yet_o the_o most_o holy_a mother_n of_o the_o heavenly_a spouse_n do_v so_o earnest_o chide_v she_o for_o it_o and_o the_o glorious_a s._n paul_n do_v so_o confound_v she_o in_o it_o that_o she_o think_v she_o shall_v have_v melt_v away_o in_o tear_n and_o david_n reestablish_v in_o grace_n by_o a_o perfect_a love_n how_o be_v he_o treat_v for_o the_o only_a venial_a sin_n which_o he_o have_v commit_v in_o take_v a_o list_n of_o his_o people_n 4._o but_o theo_n he_o that_o desire_v to_o see_v this_o jealousy_n put_v down_o in_o a_o delicate_a and_o excellent_a expression_n let_v he_o read_v the_o instruction_n which_o the_o seraphical_a s._n catharine_n of_o genua_n make_v in_o declaration_n of_o the_o propriety_n of_o pure_a love_n among_o which_o she_o do_v instant_o inculcate_v and_o press_v this_o which_o ensue_v that_o perfect_a love_n that_o be_v love_v which_o be_v come_v to_o the_o perfection_n of_o zeal_n can_v endure_v any_o mediation_n interposition_n or_o the_o mixture_n of_o any_o other_o thing_n not_o even_o of_o god_n gift_n yea_o it_o be_v in_o this_o height_n of_o rigour_n that_o it_o permit_n not_o even_o the_o love_n of_o heaven_n but_o with_o intention_n to_o love_v more_o perfect_o therein_o the_o goodness_n of_o he_o that_o give_v it_o so_o that_o the_o lamp_n of_o this_o pure_a love_n have_v neither_o oil_n week_n nor_o smoke_n but_o be_v all_o fire_n and_o flame_n which_o no_o worldly_a thing_n can_v extinguish_v and_o such_o as_o carry_v these_o burn_a lamp_n in_o their_o hand_n have_v the_o saintly_o fear_v of_o holy_a spouse_n not_o the_o fear_n of_o adulterous_a woman_n both_o fear_v indeed_o but_o different_o say_v s._n augustine_n the_o chaste_a spouse_n fear_v the_o absence_n of_o her_o spouse_n the_o adulrous_a the_o presence_n of_o she_o that_o fear_v his_o departure_n this_o his_o stay_n that_o be_v so_o deep_o in_o love_n that_o it_o make_v her_o jealous_a this_o be_v not_o annoy_v with_o jealousy_n because_o she_o enjoy_v not_o love_n this_o fear_n to_o be_v punish_v but_o the_o punishment_n which_o that_o fear_n be_v that_o she_o shall_v not_o belove_v enough_o yea_o rather_o in_o very_a deed_n she_o fear_v not_o not_o to_o belove_a as_o be_v the_o custom_n of_o the_o jealous_a who_o love_v themselves_o and_o will_v needs_o be_v belove_v but_o her_o fear_n be_v that_o she_o love_v not_o he_o enough_o who_o she_o see_v so_o loveworthy_a that_o none_o can_v love_v he_o to_o the_o worth_n and_o accord_v to_o the_o large_a measure_n of_o love_n which_o he_o merit_n as_o before_o i_o have_v faied_z wherefore_o her_o jealousy_n be_v not_o a_o jealousy_n of_o proper_a interest_n but_o a_o pure_a jealousy_n which_o proceed_v not_o from_o any_o concupiscence_n but_o from_o a_o noble_a and_o simple_a friendship_n a_o jealousy_n which_o extend_v itself_o to_o our_o neighbour_n together_o with_o the_o love_n whence_o it_o issue_v for_o since_o we_o love_v our_o neighbour_n as_o ourselves_o for_o god_n sake_n we_o be_v also_o jealous_a of_o he_o as_o of_o ourselves_o for_o god_n sake_n so_o that_o we_o will_v even_o die_v lest_o he_o may_v perish_v 5._o now_o as_o zeal_n be_v a_o inflame_a ardour_n or_o a_o ardent_a inflammation_n of_o love_n it_o have_v also_o need_v to_o be_v wise_o and_o prudent_o practise_v otherwise_o under_o the_o cloak_n of_o it_o one_o may_v violate_v the_o term_n of_o modesty_n and_o discretion_n and_o easy_o slip_n out_o of_o zeal_n into_o anger_n and_o from_o a_o just_a affection_n to_o a_o unjust_a passion_n wherefore_o this_v not_o be_v the_o proper_a place_n to_o put_v down_o the_o mark_n of_o zeal_n my_o theo_n i_o advise_v you_o that_o for_o the_o execution_n thereof_o you_o have_v always_o recourre_v to_o he_o who_o god_n have_v give_v you_o for_o the_o direction_n of_o your_o devote_v life_n of_o the_o zeal_n or_o jealousy_n which_o we_o have_v towards_o our_o saviour_n chapter_n fourteen_o 1._o a_o certain_a cavaleere_n give_v order_n to_o a_o famous_a painter_n to_o draw_v he_o out_o a_o horse_n run_v and_o the_o painter_n have_v represent_v he_o as_o in_o a_o curvet_v with_o he_o upon_o his_o back_n the_o cavaleere_n begin_v to_o storm_n whereupon_o the_o painter_n turn_v the_o picture_n upside_o down_o be_v not_o angry_a sir_n quoth_v he_o to_o change_v the_o posture_n of_o a_o horse_n in_o his_o career_n into_o a_o horse_n in_o his_o curvet_v a_o man_n be_v only_o to_o turn_v the_o table_n upside_o down_o he_o that_o desire_v to_o discover_v what_o jealousy_n or_o zeal_n we_o be_v to_o exercise_v towards_o god_n he_o be_v only_o to_o express_v to_o life_n the_o jealousy_n we_o have_v in_o humane_a thing_n and_o then_o turn_v it_o upside_o down_o for_o such_o will_v it_o be_v as_o that_o which_o god_n for_o his_o part_n require_v at_o our_o hand_n 2._o imagine_v theo_n what_o comparison_n there_o be_v betwixt_o those_o who_o enjoy_v the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n and_o those_o who_o have_v only_o the_o glimpse_n of_o a_o lamp_n they_o be_v not_o envious_a or_o jealous_a of_o one_o a_o other_o for_o they_o plain_o see_v that_o that_o great_a light_n be_v abundant_o sufficient_a for_o all_o that_o the_o one_o fruition_n do_v not_o impeach_v the_o other_o and_o that_o nonce_n possession_n in_o particular_a be_v less_o for_o that_o all_o in_o
majesty_n than_o our_o crucify_a master_n be_v crown_v of_o thorn_n his_o sceptre_n of_o a_o reed_n his_o robe_n of_o scorn_n which_o they_o put_v upon_o he_o and_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o cross_n upon_o which_o the_o sacred_a lover_n have_v more_o content_a joy_n glory_n and_o felicity_n than_o ever_o solomon_n have_v in_o his_o juerie_n throne_n 5._o so_o be_v love_n often_o time_n represent_v by_o the_o pomegranate_n which_o take_v propriety_n from_o the_o pome-granate-tree_n may_v be_v say_v to_o be_v its_o virtue_n as_o also_o the_o gift_n thereof_o which_o out_o of_o love_n it_o offer_v to_o man_n and_o its_o fruit_n since_o that_o it_o be_v eat_v to_o refresh_v mâ—ns_n taste_v and_o final_o it_o be_v as_o it_o be_v its_o glory_n and_o beatitude_n bear_v the_o crown_n and_o diadem_n how_o divine_a love_n make_v use_v of_o all_o the_o passion_n and_o affection_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o reduce_v they_o to_o her_o obedience_n chapter_n xx._n 1._o love_n be_v the_o life_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o as_o the_o counterpoise_n give_v motion_n to_o all_o the_o movable_a part_n of_o a_o cloak_n so_o do_v love_n give_v all_o the_o motion_n the_o soul_n have_v all_o our_o affection_n follow_v our_o love_n and_o according_a to_o it_o we_o desire_v we_o rejoice_v we_o hope_v we_o despair_n we_o fear_v we_o take_v heart_n we_o hate_v we_o fly_v we_o sorrow_n we_o fall_v into_o choler_n we_o triumph_n do_v not_o we_o see_v man_n who_o have_v give_v up_o their_o heart_n as_o a_o prey_n to_o the_o base_a and_o abject_a love_n of_o woman_n that_o they_o have_v no_o desire_n but_o according_a to_o this_o love_n they_o take_v no_o pleasure_n but_o in_o it_o they_o neither_o hope_v nor_o despair_v but_o for_o this_o subject_n they_o neither_o dread_v nor_o enterprise_v any_o thing_n but_o for_o it_o they_o be_v neither_o disgu_v with_o nor_o fly_v from_o any_o thing_n save_o that_o which_o do_v divert_v they_o from_o this_o they_o be_v only_o trouble_v at_o that_o which_o do_v deprive_v they_o of_o it_o they_o be_v never_o angry_a but_o out_o of_o jealousy_n never_o glory_n but_o in_o this_o infamy_n 2._o the_o like_a may_v be_v say_v of_o covetous_a miser_n and_o glorie-hunter_n for_o they_o become_v slave_n to_o that_o which_o they_o love_v and_o have_v neither_o heart_n in_o their_o breast_n nor_o soul_n in_o their_o heart_n nor_o affection_n in_o their_o soul_n save_v only_o for_o this_o 3._o when_o therefore_o divine_a love_n do_v reign_v in_o our_o heart_n it_o do_v in_o a_o kinglike_a manner_n bring_v under_o all_o the_o other_o love_n and_o consequent_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o for_o as_o much_o as_o natural_o they_o follow_v love_n this_o do_v it_o do_v tame_a sensual_a love_n and_o bring_v it_o to_o subjection_n all_o the_o sensual_a passion_n do_v follow_v it_o for_o in_o a_o word_n this_o sacred_a love_n be_v the_o sovereign_a water_n of_o which_o our_o saviour_n say_v he_o that_o shall_v drink_v of_o this_o water_n shall_v never_o thirst_v no_o sure_o theo_n he_o that_o have_v love_n in_o a_o certain_a abundance_n he_o shall_v neither_o have_v desire_n dread_n hope_v courage_n nor_o joy_n but_o for_o god_n and_o all_o his_o motion_n shall_v be_v quiet_v in_o this_o only_a celestial_a love._n 4._o divine_a love_n and_o self_n love_n be_v in_o our_o heart_n as_o jacob_n and_o esav_n in_o the_o womb_n of_o rebecca_n there_o be_v a_o great_a antipathy_n and_o opposition_n betwixt_o they_o and_o do_v continual_o press_v on_o upon_o another_o in_o the_o heart_n whereat_o the_o poor_a soul_n give_v a_o outcry_n alas_o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o who_o will_v deliver_v i_o out_o of_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n that_o the_o only_a love_n of_o god_n may_v peaceable_o reign_v in_o i_o howbeit_o we_o must_v take_v courage_n put_v our_o trust_n in_o our_o saviour_n word_n who_o promise_v in_o command_v and_o command_v in_o promise_a victory_n to_o his_o love_n and_o he_o seem_v to_o say_v to_o the_o soul_n that_o which_o he_o cause_v to_o be_v say_v to_o rebecca_n two_o nation_n be_v in_o thy_o womb_n and_o there_o shall_v be_v a_o division_n betwixt_o two_o people_n in_o thy_o intraille_n the_o one_o shall_v surmount_v the_o other_o and_o the_o elder_a shall_v serve_v the_o young_a for_o as_o rebecca_n who_o have_v only_o two_o child_n in_o her_o womb_n whereof_o two_o people_n be_v to_o descend_v be_v say_v to_o have_v two_o nation_n in_o her_o womb_n so_o the_o soul_n have_v two_o love_n in_o her_o heart_n have_v consequent_o two_o great_a troop_n of_o motion_n affection_n and_o passion_n and_o as_o rebecca_n her_o two_o child_n by_o the_o contrariety_n of_o their_o motion_n make_v she_o suffer_v great_a convulsion_n and_o pain_n of_o the_o womb_n so_o the_o two_o love_n of_o our_o soulâ—_n put_v our_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v into_o travaill_n and_o as_o it_o be_v say_v of_o rebeccas_n two_o child_n that_o the_o elder_a shall_v serve_v the_o young_a so_o be_v it_o ordain_v that_o of_o these_o two_o 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their_o love_n if_o this_o be_v not_o their_o love_n will_v be_v equal_o delicious_a and_o dolorous_a delicious_a by_o the_o possession_n of_o so_o great_a a_o good_a dolorous_a through_o a_o extreme_a desire_n of_o a_o great_a love_n god_n therefore_o continual_o draw_v arrow_n if_o we_o may_v say_v so_o out_o of_o the_o quiver_n of_o his_o infinite_a beauty_n wound_v the_o heart_n of_o his_o lover_n make_v they_o clear_o see_v that_o they_o do_v not_o love_v he_o nigh_o so_o much_o as_o he_o be_v worthy_a to_o be_v belove_v what_o mortal_a soever_o desire_v not_o to_o love_v the_o divine_a goodness_n more_o love_v he_o not_o enough_o sufficiency_n in_o this_o divine_a exercise_n do_v not_o suffice_v he_o that_o will_v make_v a_o stand_n in_o it_o as_o though_o it_o suffice_v he_o of_o some_o other_o mean_n by_o which_o love_n wound_v the_o heart_n chapter_n fourteen_o 1._o nothihg_n do_v so_o much_o wound_v a_o love_a heart_n as_o to_o perceive_v another_o heart_n wound_v with_o 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or_o resistance_n at_o all_o as_o the_o chaste_a judith_n who_o though_o she_o marvellous_o love_v the_o habit_n of_o penance_n and_o widowhood_n forsake_v they_o notwithstanding_o and_o free_o put_v they_o off_o to_o put_v on_o her_o marriage_n garment_n when_o she_o go_v to_o be_v victorious_a over_o holofernes_n or_o as_o a_o jonathas_n when_o for_o the_o love_n of_o david_n he_o do_v the_o like_a love_n have_v make_v she_o feel_v at_o the_o cross_n foot_n the_o deep_a sorrow_n of_o death_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v but_o reason_n that_o at_o length_n death_n shall_v possess_v she_o of_o the_o sovereign_a delight_n of_o love_n the_o end_n of_o the_o seven_o book_n the_o eight_o book_n of_o the_o love_n of_o conformity_n by_o which_o we_o unite_v our_o will_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n signify_v unto_o we_o by_o his_o commandment_n counsel_n and_o inspiration_n of_o the_o love_n of_o conformity_n proceed_v from_o holy_a complacence_n chapter_n i._o as_o good_a ground_n have_v 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such_o as_o we_o love_v bear_v a_o sweet_a and_o imperceptible_a rule_n over_o we_o a_o authority_n not_o to_o be_v perceive_v it_o be_v necessary_a either_o to_o imitate_v or_o forsake_v they_o he_o that_o be_v take_v with_o the_o delight_n of_o perfume_n enter_v into_o the_o perfumer_n shop_n receive_v thence_o the_o pleasure_n which_o he_o take_v to_o smell_v those_o odour_n perfume_n himself_o and_o go_v out_o communicat_o to_o other_o part_n of_o the_o pleasure_n which_o he_o receive_v spree_v among_o they_o the_o send_v of_o the_o perfume_n which_o he_o have_v contract_v our_o heart_n together_o with_o the_o pleasure_n which_o it_o take_v in_o the_o thing_n belove_v draw_v unto_o itself_o the_o quality_n thereof_o for_o delight_n open_v the_o heart_n as_o sorrow_n shut_v it_o whereupon_o the_o holy_a scripture_n often_o use_v the_o word_n dilate_v instead_o of_o rejoice_v now_o the_o heart_n be_v open_v by_o pleasure_n the_o impression_n of_o the_o quality_n whereof_o the_o 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quality_n of_o the_o thing_n which_o please_v in_o the_o lover_n heart_n and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o holy_a complacenâ—â—_n do_v transform_v we_o into_o god_n who_o we_o love_v and_o by_o how_o much_o great_a the_o complacence_n be_v by_o so_o much_o the_o transformation_n be_v more_o perfect_a so_o the_o saint_n that_o love_v ardent_o be_v speedy_o and_o perfect_o transform_v love_n transport_v and_o translate_n the_o condition_n and_o quality_n of_o the_o one_o heart_n into_o the_o other_o 3._o it_o be_v a_o strange_a yet_o a_o true_a thing_n put_v two_o lute_n together_o which_o be_v unison_n that_o be_v of_o the_o same_o sound_n and_o accord_n and_o let_v one_o play_n upon_o the_o one_o of_o they_o the_o other_o though_o not_o touch_v will_v resound_v to_o that_o which_o be_v play_v on_o the_o conveniency_n which_o be_v betwixt_o they_o as_o by_o a_o natural_a love_n cause_v this_o correspondance_n we_o have_v difficulty_n to_o imitate_v such_o as_o we_o hate_v even_o in_o 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so_o also_o we_o desire_v to_o please_v he_o love_n be_v the_o abridgement_n of_o all_o divinity_n which_o make_v the_o ignorance_n of_o paul_n antony_n hilariou_n simeons_n francise_n so_o holy_o learn_v without_o book_n master_n or_o art_n by_o virtue_n of_o this_o holy_a love_n the_o spouse_n may_v pronounce_v with_o assurance_n my_o belove_a be_v whole_o i_o by_o the_o complacence_n wherewith_o he_o do_v please_v and_o feed_v i_o and_o i_o by_o benevolence_n be_o whole_o he_o wherewith_o i_o please_v and_o feed_v he_o my_o heart_n be_v feed_v in_o take_v pleasure_n in_o he_o and_o his_o be_v feed_v in_o that_o i_o take_v pleasure_n in_o he_o for_o he_o he_o feed_v i_o just_a as_o a_o holy_a shepherd_n his_o dear_a yew_n amid_o the_o lily_n of_o his_o perfection_n in_o which_o i_o take_v pleasure_n and_o i_o as_o his_o dear_a yew_n pay_v he_o the_o milk_n of_o my_o affection_n by_o which_o i_o strive_v to_o please_v he_o whosoever_o do_v true_o feed_v in_o god_n desire_v faithful_o 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wound_v with_o a_o most_o horrible_a soar_v that_o ever_o eye_n behold_v in_o his_o civil_a life_n he_o be_v scorn_v baffle_v contemn_a and_o that_o by_o his_o near_a ally_n in_o his_o spiritual_a life_n he_o be_v oppress_v with_o languor_n gripe_n convulsion_n andguish_n darkness_n and_o with_o all_o kind_n of_o intolerable_a interior_a aggreevamce_n as_o his_o complaint_n and_o lamentation_n do_v witenesse_n the_o great_a apostle_n do_v denounce_v unto_o we_o a_o general_a indifferency_n to_o show_v ourselves_o the_o true_a servant_n of_o god_n in_o want_n anguish_n wound_n in_o prison_n sedition_n travaille_n in_o watch_n fasting_n in_o chastity_n in_o knowledge_n in_o longanimitie_n and_o sweetness_n in_o virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o unfeigned_a charity_n in_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n in_o the_o virtue_n of_o god_n by_o the_o arm_n of_o justice_n to_o the_o right_n and_o left_a hand_n by_o glory_n and_o abjection_n by_o infamy_n and_o good_a name_n as_o seductour_n 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felicity_n all_o the_o rest_n be_v drink_v up_o in_o sorrow_n and_o grief_n whereupon_o he_o cry_v out_o my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o 6._o they_o say_v that_o the_o fish_n term_v the_o lantern_n of_o the_o sea_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o tempest_n thrust_v her_o tongue_n out_o of_o the_o water_n which_o be_v so_o bright_a shine_a and_o clear_a that_o she_o serve_v the_o mariner_n for_o light-house_n or_o beacon_n so_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o passion_n wherewith_o our_o saviour_n be_v beset_v all_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v swallow_v up_o and_o bury_v in_o the_o torment_n of_o such_o a_o number_n of_o pain_n except_v only_o the_o point_n of_o his_o spirit_n which_o be_v free_a from_o all_o pain_n remain_v bright_a and_o light_n with_o glory_n and_o felicity_n o_o how_o bless_a be_v the_o love_n which_o reign_v in_o the_o top_n of_o a_o faithful_a soul_n while_o it_o be_v toss_v upon_o the_o billow_n and_o wave_n of_o interior_a tribulation_n of_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o love_a indifferency_n in_o thing_n belong_v to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n chapter_n vi._n 1._o scarce_o can_v we_o discover_v the_o divine_a pleasure_n but_o by_o the_o event_n and_o as_o long_o as_o it_o be_v unknowen_a unto_o we_o we_o must_v adhere_v close_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n which_o be_v already_o declare_v and_o signify_v unto_o we_o but_o as_o soon_o as_o the_o divine_a majesty_n pleasure_n appear_v we_o must_v present_o and_o love_o submit_v ourselves_o unto_o it_o 2._o my_o mother_n or_o myself_o all_o be_v one_o be_v sick_a in_o bed_n what_o do_v i_o know_v whether_o it_o be_v his_o will_n that_o death_n shall_v ensue_v very_o i_o be_o ignorant_a of_o it_o yet_o know_v i_o well_o that_o in_o the_o interim_n till_o the_o event_n arrive_v he_o have_v ordain_v by_o his_o signify_v will_n that_o i_o use_v mean_n convenient_a for_o the_o cure_n i_o will_v therefore_o faithful_o do_v my_o endeavour_n not_o omit_v any_o thing_n that_o i_o can_v well_o contribute_v to_o that_o effect_n but_o if_o it_o be_v the_o divine_a pleasure_n that_o the_o remedy_n shall_v not_o prevail_v against_o the_o disease_n which_o bring_v death_n with_o it_o as_o soon_o as_o i_o shall_v have_v intelligence_n thereof_o by_o the_o event_n i_o will_v love_o yield_v to_o it_o in_o the_o point_n of_o my_o heart_n maugre_o all_o the_o opposition_n of_o the_o inferior_a power_n of_o my_o soul_n ay_o lord_n will_v i_o say_v it_o be_v my_o will_n because_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n be_v such_o so_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o and_o so_o it_o shall_v please_v i_o who_o be_o the_o most_o humble_a servant_n of_o thy_o will_n 3._o but_o if_o the_o divine_a pleasure_n be_v declare_v unto_o i_o before_o the_o event_n thereof_o as_o be_v the_o manner_n of_o his_o death_n to_o the_o great_a s._n peter_n to_o the_o great_a s._n paul_n his_o shakle_n and_o prison_n to_o hieremie_n the_o ruin_n of_o his_o dear_a jerusalem_n to_o david_n the_o death_n of_o his_o son_n then_o i_o be_v at_o the_o same_o instant_n to_o unite_v my_o will_n to_o god_n in_o imitation_n of_o the_o great_a abraham_n and_o with_o he_o if_o we_o have_v such_o a_o command_n we_o be_v to_o undertake_v the_o execution_n of_o the_o eternal_a decree_n even_o in_o the_o slaughter_n of_o our_o own_o child_n o_o admirable_a union_n of_o this_o patriarchâ—_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n who_o believe_v that_o it_o be_v the_o divine_a pleasure_n that_o he_o shall_v sacrifice_v his_o child_n will_v and_o enterprise_v it_o so_o courageous_o admirable_a that_o of_o the_o child_n who_o so_o meek_o submit_v himself_o to_o his_o father_n sword_n to_o have_v god_n will_v perform_v at_o the_o price_n of_o his_o own_o blood_n 4._o but_o note_v here_o theo_n a_o mark_n of_o the_o perfect_a union_n of_o a_o indifferent_a heart_n with_o the_o divine_a pleasure_n behold_v abraham_n with_o the_o sword_n in_o his_o hand_n his_o arm_n extend_v ready_a to_o lend_v death's-blow_n to_o his_o only_a dear_a son_n this_o he_o do_v to_o please_v the_o divine_a pleasure_n and_o see_v at_o the_o same_o instant_n a_o angel_n who_o of_o the_o part_n of_o the_o say_v pleasure_n sudden_o stop_v he_o and_o present_o he_o weigh_v his_o blow_n equal_o ready_a to_o sacrifice_v or_o not_o to_o sacrifice_v his_o son_n his_o life_n and_o death_n be_v all_o one_o to_o he_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n will_n when_o god_n give_v he_o order_n to_o sacrifice_v his_o son_n he_o be_v not_o sorrowful_a when_o he_o dispense_v with_o the_o order_n give_v he_o be_v not_o joyful_a all_o be_v one_o to_o this_o resolute_a heart_n so_o god_n will_v be_v do_v 5._o yes_o theo_n for_o god_n oftentimes_o to_o exercise_v we_o in_o this_o holy_a indifferency_n inspire_v we_o with_o high_a design_n which_o yet_o he_o will_v not_o have_v accomplish_v and_o as_o than_o we_o be_v bold_o courageous_o and_o constant_o to_o set_v upon_o and_o pursue_v the_o work_n to_o our_o power_n so_o be_v we_o sweet_o and_o quiet_o to_o submit_v ourselves_o to_o the_o event_n of_o our_o entreprise_n such_o as_o it_o please_v god_n to_o send_v us._n s._n lewes_n by_o inspiration_n pass_v the_o sea_n to_o conquer_v the_o holy_a land_n the_o success_n answer_v not_o his_o expectation_n he_o sweet_o submit_v hinselfe_n to_o it_o i_o do_v more_o esteem_v the_o tranquillity_n of_o this_o submission_n than_o the_o magnanimity_n of_o his_o enterprise_n s._n francis_n go_v into_o egypt_n to_o convert_v the_o infidel_n or_o among_o the_o infidel_n to_o die_v a_o martyr_n such_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n yet_o he_o return_v without_o perform_v of_o either_o and_o that_o be_v also_o god_n will_n it_o be_v also_o the_o will_n of_o god_n that_o s._n antony_n of_o milan_n both_o desire_a martyrdom_n and_o obtain_v it_o not_o the_o b._n ignatius_n of_o loyola_n have_v with_o such_o pain_n put_v on_o foot_n the_o company_n of_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n whereof_o he_o see_v so_o fair_a fruit_n and_o foresee_v much_o more_o 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