as much as hee is such a meate as doth turne it selfe into the worthy receiuer Soe hereby Christ doth drawe vs vnto him with the bondes of loue and doth in this guift allure vs to loue him heate doth turne the nourishmentes into the bodie nourished the same is done by feruencie of loue in faithfull receiuers The fruite of this Meditation The fruit of this Meditation is that euerie one meditate of the loue of Christ say with the Prophet in the 116. 11 Quid rependam what shall I giue vnto the Lorde for all the benefites hee hath done vnto mee I will take the cup of saluation and call vpon the name of the Lorde A Spirituall soloquie vpon this meditation O Sweâ—te Iesus could it be that such was thy loue towardes vs that when thou wast the King of glorie and creator of all the worlde thou wouldest thy selfe bee meate for thine owne creatures O Loue thy power is too too great for I thought sufficient that which the wise man speaketh of thy power Thy loue is as stronge as death But I see much more may bee spoken of it for thy arrowes ouercomming heauen doe penetrate the verye loue of God where death doth not come nor approach neither staying thy selfe heere thou doest fixe this loue in the hearte of man and not onely plucke it away from all thinges created but euen from it selfe It was sufficient that thou wast giuen to vs for a Lorde and God in which thinge thâ— Prophet hath placed thiâ— blessednesse Psalm 145 â—6 Blessed are the people whose God is the Lorde But louâ— hath drawne thee to tâ—â—â— which the wisdome of man cannot comprehend and it remaineth most true that thou when thou wast God of all maiestie infinite and immortall wert made man diddest die and suffer for vs. When I consider that thou in the selfesame time wherein the streames of thy tribulations did ouerflowe wherein thy onelye thought constrained a blooddie sweat out of thy bodie forgetfull of thine owne selfe and all the tormentes which were preparing wast carefull of procuring such a meare for vs as might strengthen vs in the state of grace vntill wee see thee in the state of glory O amiable Iesu how truly is it written of thy loue in the 8. of the Canticles 6 verse Many waters could not extinguish this loue nor floodes ouerwhelme it namely many waters of thy passion and floodes of thy greefe could not with houlde thee wherby thou wouldest not prouide and impart this singular and precious guift for vs O sweete Iesus it had beene enough to call vs brethren when thou wert humbled on earth but wilt thou so call vs in thy throne in heauen Math 25 50 The Prophet Elisha in the second of the Kinges 2.8 greatly esteemed the cloke of his Maister Eliath left him at his departure wherewith hee deuided the waters of Iordaine and passed ouer on drie foote But the Lorde and God of Eliath hath left vnto thee not any garment but his most sacred bodie that hee may bee a companion with thee in this laboursome pilgrimage strength in tribulation and wholsome foode in a spirituall life Iudge nowe then howe much thou oughtest to reuerence him and with what â—â—dent afâ—ectioÌ„ receiue him In the meane time beseech this benefactor that it happen not vnto thee as vnto the people of the Iewes to whome when our Lorde Iesus had offered himselfe for theire Maister and Captaine they renouncing his doctrine and maistership keepe still the couering of their eies and which was worse ioyned to theire blindnes the sinne of vnthankfullnesse The excellencie and worthynes of this Sacrament MOst high and sumptuous is that preparation which wisedome hath ordained bountie furnished Christ himselfe with his honourable presence beautified This preparation is not as that in times passed in the wildernesse or in the moueable Tabernacle of Moyses or the fixed Temple of Salomon but in a great chamber a large vpper roome in the most ample church dispersed farre and wide vpon the face of the earth here Christ himselfe is the giuer and the guift the feeder and the foode It is saide of Ezechiah in the second of Chronicles 30. that hee kept a passeouer and such a passeouer as neuer was there any the like before but much more may be saide of Christs holy supper Admire not any longer the greatnes of the guift of the King Assuerus in the 4. of Hester after he betrothed vnto him Hester in marriage for those guiftes were earthly and could not giue life and spirite admire rather thâ— precious guift of Christ giuen vnto his church after hee had espoused vnto himselfe the nature of man which guift is heauenly and of infinite value giueth life to theâ— that worthyly receiue it maâ—ny are the nourrishmentes of the bodie but this of thâ— soule doth exceede them all The third Meditation COnsider the great excellencie of this holy and heauenly feast where Christ is receiued the memory of his death passion recounted the mind filled with grace and a pledge oâ— future glorie geuen vnto vs. 2 Consider these 5. diffeâ—rences which are betweene this feast and the feasts of the world 1 These feastes are prophane for in them neither is there holy meate neither are the ordained for the health of the soule but this feast is a sanctified feast and ordained principally for the health of the soule 2 In the feastes of the world there is variety and by how much the more the varietie is the greater by so much the more is the feast commended in this spiritual banquet it is not so wherein Christ being infinite containeth in him all perfection and can alone satisfie the soule 3 In the feastes of the world there is little speach had of death suffering affliction and tribulations rather discourse is had of matters of pleasures but in this feast of Christ the memoriall oâ— his death and passion his sufferinges of loue for our saluation is remembred 4 In this banquet the minde is filled with the grace of Christ which bringeth saluation and the increase of heauenly guiftes but in the banquets of the world the bodie is replenished with meates that often bring diseases to the bodie and spirituall destruction to the soule 5 In the feastes of the world for the great excesse vsed in them they open a way to hell but this holy feast of Christ sâ—tteth open vnto vs the readie way to heauen Farther considerations of this heauenly banquet COnsider how well pleasing it is to the Lord Iesus that we do all those things in this his feast which guestes inuited of the prince to some solemne preparation are wont to doe 1 First they expect with great desire the houre of this banquet and giue theire diligent attendance that they come in decent and seemly manner well adorned 2 Secondly they knowing that nothing is more acceptable vnto the prince who inuiteth them then to feede hartely on the meates prepared they come with emptie
of Kinges 6.7 was suddenly stricken how can I not but feare tremble in this case O Lord as I feare thy greatnesse So do I also feare the multitude of my sinnes I am that foole Psal. 14 1. that said in his heart there is no God I liued so dissolutely as by my manners I profest as much I feared not thy iustice I dreaded not to transgresse thy lawes I rendred not thanks as I ought What other thing hath my life beene then a dayly warre against thee What other thing haue I done by my sins and carelesse comming to this misterie of former times then offered thee open wrong stricken thy blessed head with a reed My sinnes haue beene the speare that gored thee the thornes that pearced thee How therefore shall I bee so bold as to come vnto thee Shall I repose thy sacred bodie in a denne of Dragons a nest of Scorpions what other thing is a soule ful of sinne wherefore doest thou cast thy childrens bread vnto dogs and thy precious Margarite to swine How wilt thou rest with me O my Lord which art the puritie of a virgine the fountaine of all pulchritude Thy most holy bodie taken from the crosse was wrapped in fine linnen laide in a new Sepulcher wherein neuer any was laid but what part of my soule is cleane what new How then shall I receiue thee O my Sauiour and redeemer I am ashamed so often as I behold my selfe in such a state I blush considering what I am and whether I am about to come my refuge is to flie vnto thy mercy according to which mercy O Lord looke vppon mee did the stones cleaue asunder when thou sufferedst thy passion shall my stonie heart bee nothing moued for whome thou didst suffer did the earth moue and shall my earthly mind stand vnmoueable like a dead center noe noe I am moued O my Sauiour Another forme of coâ—â—fession TAke it not haynously O my Lord that being such a one as thou seest me to bee dare presume to come into thy sight I remember thou wast not offeÌ„ded with the poore woman which had the issue of blood Matth. 9. But didst accept her saying bee of good comfort daughter thy faith hath made thee whole I haue a greater issue and come vnto thee to be cured I call to minde Marie Magdalene who washed thy feet with her teares and wiped them with the hayre of her heade who had much forgiuen her Behold here lyeth a sinner which hath more sinnes but fewer teares shee was not the first nor the last whome thy mercie receiued receyue mee O Lord though I haue not shedde so many teares as may washe thy feete yet hast thou shead as much bloud as can wash my sinnes O my Lord thou hast not chaunged thy office and nature though thou seemest to bee farre away I reade in the holy Gospell that all that were diseased did resort vnto thee and that the multitude Luk. 6.19 sought to touch thee for there went vertue from thee the leapers came vnto thee and thou streatching forth thy blessed hand didst heale them thou gauest vnto the blind their sight vnto the lame their limmes Thou didst cure the sicke dispossesâ—e the deuill raise the dead and canst thou not forget to shew mercie which art mercy it selfe I come vnto thee O my Redeemer I come vnto thee O eternall creator of heauen and earth beseeching thee that as the holy king Dauid did accept at his table and shewe fauour vnto Mesphâ—bosheth 2. Sam. 9.11 though of himself deformed yet for the loue of Ionathan of whom hee came willing thereby to honour the sonne for the fathers sake So may it please thee to admit mee though of my selfe most deformed in the loue of him in whom thou art well pleased I offer vnto thee an humble heart and had I many hearts I would offer them all vnto thee Lord I can be no more without thee nor liue without thee then can this bodie of mine remaine when life is taken from it Wherefore necessitie driueth mee vnto thee and mercie ministreth boldnesse by howe much the more vnworthy I am by so much the more art thou glorified in shewing mercie A Meditation vpon these wordes Whence commeth this that my Lord commeth vnto me HE bringeth him self that sendeth not an other he which hath so many spirits his ministers commeth himselfe vnto his seruants visiteth the sicke lifteth vp and comforteth the fallen helpeth the afflicted refresheth the hungrie with his owne body and bloud who aboundeth with so many so diuers meanes medicines as to whome the fulnesse of the whole earth doth appertaine He bringâ—â—â— himselfe vnto thee O 〈◊〉 soule as a father when hee prosecuteth thee with loue as a brother when he maketh thee by adoption the sonne of God as a fellowe when hee appointeth thee a coheire of his heaueÌ„ly kingdome as a heauenly repast for thy eternall safetie as an intercessor for the remission of all thy sinnes O the wonderfull loue of the sonne of God! vnde veâ—it from whence commeth this that my Lord commeth vnto me A Meditation vppon these wordes of the centurion Mat. 8.8 Non sum dignus vt intres sub tectum meum Lord I am not worthy that thou enter vnder my roofe O Lorde hadst thou rather be at an other mans house with dishonor then at thine owne with honour at least O good Iesu if thou hadst no respect of thine honour if thou castest vnder foot all praise renowne if thou takest vnto thee euerie vile sinner yet haue regard to my estate Lord I confesse I am not worthy thou shouldest come vnder my roofe Thou knowest my pouertie and need I haue this poore cottage farre vnmeet to cetertain so great a guest as thou O my Lord This body is not compact of gold siluer but of dust ashes and also subiect to infirmities diseases and death This soule ioyned to my bodie is farre from that holines it should bee endued withall farte vnmeet a place is it for such a personage I am altogether confounded I tremble shake at the comming of so great a guest into so poore a house as my selfe Tantum dic verbum sanabitur anima mea But onely say the worde and my soule shall liue ANd art thou ignorant O my Lord who thou art what a one and how great Thou art God omnipotent thou art Lord of all thou art the Creator of heauen and earth whatsoeuer is contained in the vast compasse thereof thou hast raysed me vp as all other things els of nothing Thou hast clothed me with this bodie and hast giuen me a right and righteous soule thou hast restored this soule fallen from the state of innocencie Thou hast illuminated it by grace and washed it in the sacred Fonte of baptisme O my Lord thou art he that rulest and gouernest me thou wouldest for my sake become man die for mee suffer for mee the verie death of the crosse
very inward paine agonie bee all in a bloodie sweat and to be apprehended and taken shamefully bee bound vnworthily to bee condemned vniustly to bee stricken with buffettes and blows to be cloathed in purple by way of mockage thou wouldest bee beaten torne most cruelly with stripes crowned with thornes ouerlâ—den with a painfull heauy crosse be nailed fastened to the same crosse Thou the clother and garnisher of the stars hangest all naked despised wouÌ„ded And with innumerable sorrowes afflicted vpon the crosse for my sake Thou sheddest for mee thy most pure precious blood all this thou didst for mee I embrace in the armes of my soule thy venerable passion I forsake and renounce all sensuall pleasure I resigne all put me wholly into thy hand and pleasure thine onely wil thine only wil be done in me O most sweet and merciful Iesu mortifie whatsoeuer liueth sensually in me garnish and adorne me with thy merites and vertues Oh prepare Lord a delectable and pleasant habitation for thy selfe in mee renue my spirit my soule and my bodie with thy excellent grace knit mee vnto thee most neerly change transforme me altogether into thee that thou mayest haue delight in me Heare mee graciously O Lord heare me graciously not at my will but at thy blessed pleasure O Lorde teach me direct mee that I may do nothing speake nothing thinke nothing desire nothing but that which may bee acceptable before thee Amen A prayer of S. Augustine Meditat. 1.7 WHat hast thou coÌ„mitted most sweet child that â—hou shouldest bee so iudged What hast thou offended most louing innocent that y u shouldst be so hardly intreated what is thy offence what is thy fault What is the cause of thy death and occasion of thy condemnation For I it is that am the wound of thy sorrow the cause of thy slauter I am the desert of thy death the wickednesse of thy punishment the stroke of thy passion the labour of thy torment O wonderful manner of correction and order of vnspeakeable mysterie the wicked offendeth the iust is punished the guiltie transgresseth and the innocent is beaten the vniust sinneth and the iust is condemned that which the euil man deserueth the good suffereth and what the seruant coÌ„mitteth the Lord dischargâ—th what man hath offended God satisfied Whether O Sonne of God whether hath thy humilitie descended whether hath thy charitie burnt whether hath thy pitty proceeded thy benignitie increased whether hath thy loue attained whether hath thy compassion exteÌ„ded for I haue done wickedly and thou art punished I haue coÌ„mitted the offence and thou art chastened with reuenge I haue done the fault thou art subiected to torment I haue waxeÌ„ proud thou art humbled I am puffed vp and y â— art diminished I became inobedient thou paidst the punishmeÌ„t of inobedience I gaue my self to gluttony and thou art afflicted with huÌ„ger The tree carried mee to vnlawful desire perfect charity ledde thee to the tree of the crosse I tasted of the forbidden fruit and layedst vnder the torment I am delighted with meat and thou laborest at the doore I inioy delicates and thou art torne in peeces with nailes I the sweetnesse of an apple thou tastedst the bitternesse of gaule Eue reioyceth laughing with me Mary suffereth wayling with thee Behold the king of glory behold my impietie and thy pittie shineth behold my vnrighteousnes and thy righteousnesse appeareth What O my King and my God what shall I render thee for all thy benefites which thou hast bestowed on mee for there cannot be found in mans heart which may worthily be rendred for such rewards can the sharpnes of mans wit deuise wherto the mercy of God may be compared Nor is it the part of the creature to recoÌ„pence the sufficiencie of the Creator But there is O Sonne of God there is in this so admirable despensation to which my weakenes may in sâ—me things relie If my mind pricked with thy visitation crucifie her flesh with the vices and concupiscences thereof and this thing when thou hast graunted it beginneth now as it were to suffer with thee for that y u hast vouchsafed to die for my sinne And so by the victory of the inward man by thy conduct it shall bee armed to the outward triumph for as much as this spirituall persecution ouercome it may not feare for thy loue to yeeld it selfe to the materiall sword And so the smalnesse of my condition if it please thy goodnesse shall bee able for her power to answere the greatnesse of the Creator I pray thee for thy accustomed mercyes powre into my woundes that the rankor of my viperous infection cast forth may restore me to my woonted health that tasting the nectar of thy sweetenes it may cause mee to despise with all my heart the plesant allurements of this world and to feare no aduersitie thereof for thy sake mindfull of my eternall nobilitie I may loathe the windes of this transitorie feare Let nothing be sweete I pray thee vnto me without thee nothing please mee nothing precious nothing beautifull beside thee Let all things I beseech thee bee vile vnto mee without thee let them be of no account that which is contrarie to thee let it bee troublesome vnto mee and let thy good will bee my continual desire Let it grieue me to reioyce without thee and delight mee to bee sorrowfull for thee Lette thy name be my comfort the memorie of thee my consolation Let teares bee my bread day and night in searching out thy iudgements Let thy law bee better vnto mee then millions of gold and siluer Let it be delightfull vnto mee to walke in the way of thy commaundements vnto the end The twelfth Meditation Concerning the spiritual communion of Christ. FOr y t the spiriâ—uall CommunioÌ„ also is profitable vnto soules it is necessarie that wee enter into some consideration of the same and therein obserue these circumstances First what it is secondlie after what meanes it may be vsed thirdly what profite we reape by it fourthly how acceptable it is to God For the first wee must knowe that as the Sacramentall Communion hath worthily the first place amongst all the spirituall exercises of a Christian life So also the spirituall Communion hath a very godly and diuine vse When the deuout man saith Gerson doth euery day receiue spiritually the body of his Redeemer so often doth hee mystically communicate the mystery of Christs birth and passion is inflamed in his loue and reuolued in his deuotion so when wee receiue Christ in affection and desire of minde which the faithfull often should doe this is called our spirituall Communion For the second what commoditie this bringeth to the Soule wee may gather by the manifold effects thereof For as hee which moued by the holy Gost beleeueth sorroweth for his sinnes and by louing God desireth to bee baptised doth obtaine the grace of Baptisme which desire of Baptisme is called by
the Diuines Baptisma spiritus the Baptisme of the Spirit so doth it also happen in this spirituall Communion 3 The third howe wee reape profite by receiuing Christ into the holy desires of our Soule it may be easily vnderstood by the increase of loue While I was musing sayth the Prophet the fire kindled The eleuatioÌ„ of the mind vnto God doth take vs away from earthly affections and carrie vs vnto him on whom our desires are fixt 4 How acceptable this is vnto God wee all know hee that accepted the intention of Abraham and said vnto Salomon because this was in thine heart doth not onely accept of our good desires to embrace him in the armes of our affection hut also doth reward this desire as the deed done But we are to consider that we must not onely stay vpon the desire of our will and receiue Christ spiritually but wee must proceed farther to receiue him together both spiritually and sacramentally For it is not inough to follow Christ in our intention but wee must also receiue him in this holy mysterie wherein we shew reuerence vnto his blessed institution and that wee are become his Temple as the Apostle speaketh 1. Cor. 6. wherfore that we may be partakers of so great a blessing as is our vnion with Christ wee may not omit this speciall part of our Christian duetie which hee who will please God and proceede to the perfection of a Christian life must often vse that so hee may goe forward in all vertue and holinesse of life yea euen vnto the end That this holy Sacrament is giuen to the sicke as necessarie for the time of any visitation COnsider that amongst the effects of this heauenly Sacrament that to be cheeâ—ely numbred that it maketh those strong in induring temptations which worthily receiue it Whence it is that in times past it was giuen to men in places of visitation or danger of death that they might bee constant in the confession of Christ and able to withstand the temptations of the diuell 2 Consider that it also profiteth to attaine the health of the body seeing it is so auaileable to the saluation of the soule For if at the onely touch of Christs garment many receiued health what cannot Christ himselfe doe entring into the Soule of the sicke 3 Consider that Christ foreseeing our conflict to come ordayned this most holy Sacrament for the spirituall helpe of our soules we must think by how greater necessitie wee labour by so much this sacrament doth exercise more effectually his wholsome effects seeing it is proper vnto the Lord to helpe more readily then when greater necessity doth require 4 Consider that here the distressed either in bodie or mind may apply vnto himselfe in particular the merits of Christs passion and raise vp himselfe by a comfortable participation of this holy mysterie and say Thou hast good cause to reioyce O my Soule that the Lord of maiestie commeth vnto thee that hee may comfort thee departing this world and by thy assistant helpe against the assaults of Sathan who indeuoureth to draw thee away from the reward of life continue onely a good will for all though thou art faint and feeble though thy enemies bee many and mighty yet hauing receiued diuine strength thou shalt say I can doe all thinges in him that strengthneth me Cast all thy hope on Iesus and thou shalt neither be ouercome of theÌ„ nor put to shame thou knowest well that the body of a certaine dead man was restored to life 2. Kin. 13. by the onely touch of the body of Elizeus If the boones of a dead Prophet had so great vertue that they restored one from death to life and the theeues amazed by the miracle of the thing durst doe no euill what will not the liuing and glorious bodie of Iesus doeâ— entring into thee I doubt not but it will exercise greater might in thee seeing hee is God omnipotent and Lorde of all and the diuell shall be ouercome and confounded at his presence O holy Daniel teach mee howe I ought to giue thankes to my louing Lord who seeing me in time of neede beset with infernall Lions doth sende me food not by the Prophet Abacucke Daniel 14. or by any heauenlie Angell but himselfe commeth to bee my foode O Loue without measure CoÌ„sider O my Soule this vnspeakeable mercie thou knowest thou wast loued of him in his greatest extremities when hee departing out of this life vnto the Father did institute this holy sacrament for thy welfare Thou seest also hee loueth thee in thy extremities it remaineth that crying out with the Prophet Dauid Psal. 8. Lord what is man that thou art so mindful of him or with the Apostle Rom. 14. If I liue I liue vnto the Lord if I die I die vnto the Lord to whom bee prayse and honor for euer Amen What he ought to doe who is to communicate before hee come to the holy table of the Lord. HEE who will doe the thing which he oght coÌ„cerning this Sacrament and that which the dignitie of such a mysterie doth require must lot out a certaine space of time to himselfe wherein hee may performe those things which pertaine to the preparation thereof And that we may discourse more at large of this matter and more familiarlie with them which doe often communicate I say they shall do very well if as Moyses commanded the people that three dayes before they were to receiue the Lawe they should prepare themselues So also they should prepare themselues in three dayes that they may bee apt and disposed to receiue the Lord which bringeth a Law not of death but of life not of the letter but of the spirit not of feare but of loue The holy Scriptures do testifie that the maides of the king Assuerus Hest. 2.12 coÌ„ming only into his sight but once in sixe moneths prepared theÌ„ with oyle of mirrhe and other sixe moneths with certaine sweet odors If these did doe this that they might find fauour with an earthly man what preparation shall bee required of vâ— that wee may find fauour in the sight of the true God One of the cheefest prayses of the blessed Virgine Mary for which the Angell did commend her he shewâ—th when he sâ—ith Thou hast â—ound fauour with God and ought it to seeme a hard and troublesome thing vnto vs to do for so great glorie and dignitie that which this women hath done for such vanitie With what face I pray will wee refuse labour yea although all the powers strength of our soules bodies were to be imployâ—ed that we may come at least but into the grace fauor of God specially when wee heare that these miserable maids spent their whole life that they might come into the fauour of one mortall man But because this is an hard thing for vs to doe at least let vs prepare our selues in those three daies whereof I haue spoken doing al that which in vs lyeth But if
so much could loue and charitie preuaile with thee Lord thy grace is sufficient and wilt thou turne then into my house to refresh my faint soule to cure mee being weake and heale me being sicke will not thy only word suffice where with thou hast cleansed the leapers dispossessed the Diuels raysed the dead it will suffice O my Lord Dic verbum sanabitur anima mea say the word my soule shal be healed A Meditation vppon those wordes Veniam curabo eum I will come and cure him Mat 8.7 IF it please thee so neither wilt thou haue it otherwise beholde thy seruant Be it vnto me according to thy worde Come downe Lorde Iesu or euer my soule dieth Nowe a way lyeth open vnto thee my soule O my soule I will shew the great ioy reioyce and be glad for thy Creator commeth vnto thee thy Sauiour coÌ„meth vnto thee who hath fought with thy enemies sustained woundes spent his life for thee Behold how he desireth to enlarge thee with the most ample gift of his most blessed diuinitie Where wilt thou lay vp these things my soule How great is hee to whom the thrones and dominations serue on whome the holy host of heauen do attend O my soule admire the wonderfull pietie and ineffable dignitie wherewith hee hasteth to visite thee and maketh speed to come vnto thee But arise runne forth to meete him hasten this meeting reioyce and congratulate for the comming of such a guest crie with a deuout heart Lord what is man that thou art so minde full of him Psalme 8.2 and say with the same Prophete who am I that thou hast brought me to this 2. Sam. 7.18 The Soloquie LOrde howe much doest thou submitte thy selfe while thou dost not disdain to enter into the vile cottage of my soule It was sufficient for thy loue to bee borne for me in a stable That thou descendest from heauen to rest in the womb of the blessed virgine was not such a maruell for that it was the wombe of a most pure creature O holy Elizabeth who being visited and saluted by the mother of this Lord considering the dignity of this maiestie didst say whence coÌ„meth this vnto me that the mother of my Lord commeth to me Therefore what shall I say to whom the Lord himselfe commeth by infinit parts farre aboue Marie he commeth vnto mee not onely to visit me but also to vnite me to him and enrich me with heauenly gifts O my soule I greatly reioyce that thou hast deliuered to Iesus of thine owne will the gouernment possession of thy selfe but vnderstand that by this acte thou are bound to proclaime open warre to all sinnes the capital enemies of thy Lord to whome thou art deliuered neither canst thou any more without manifest offence of rebellion giue an entrance of sinne into thine house now dedicated vnto Christ. O my soule enter into consideration see with what bond of relouing Iesus who hath loued thee first thou art bound O God how vnlike are thy doings to the actions of the princes of this world King Ezechias 2. King 20.13 that he might declare his fauor vnto the Embassadors of the k. of Babel shewed theÌ„ all his riches treasures not giuing them any part therof Thou doest O most gracious Lord not onely shew vs thy treasures but freely bestow them vppon vs I see not O my soule how thou art able to recompence so great good wil only yeeld thy self wholy to the loue of thy redeemer for it cannot be thou shouldest serue two maisters It cannot bee that the Arke of God and the idoll Dagon 1. Sam. 5.4 should stand in one temple If thou prostrate thee to the loue of creatures thou shalt vndergoe a hard seruitude but if thou followe Christ thou shalt find rest and quiet O my soule wee were created to serue and worshippe God what higher part of this worship then to come and bee partakers of his dietie O my soule be prepared A meditation vpon that which Saint Paul teacheth in the first to the Corinthians Chap. 11. COnsider that the Apostle in the preparation to the most holye Communion requireth three things the first is that the Communicant examine his owne conscience which is signified in these words Let a man proue himselfe and so let him eate of this bread and drinke of this cup. If hee find his conscience defiled with some mortall sinne let him make a most humble and penitent confession thereof 2 Secondarily the Apostle would that the holy Eucharist be receiued worthily otherwise the daÌ„ger is great for hee which with a corrupt mind and euill intention approacheth vnto the Lordes table eateth and drinketh his owne iudgement 3 Thirdly S. Paul would that a difference be made betweene these holy Elements consectated to a most diuine vse and the prophane repastes of the body onely A Meditation vppon that of the Prodigall Sonne when he was receiued of his Father Luke 15.20 THese three things which the Apostle requireth in this preparation may bee considered in the receiuing of the Prodigall sonne First he feeleth with griefe his own misery he acknowledgeth his own vnthriftines confesseth his sinne whereby inclusiuely hee craueth pardon which done his father receiueth him 2 Secondly he is clothed with a new garment which may signifie the cloathing of righteousnes which is made white in the bloud of the Lambe Apoc. 7.14 3 After all he sitteth down at the table catcth the fatte calfe or that blessed sacrifice that was once offered for all is entertained with mirth and melodie For is there not ioy in the presence of the Angels of God in heauen ouer one sinner that repenteth Luc. 15.10 The Soloquie vpon this preparation LOrde although thy Apostle had neuer mentioned the purity of conscieÌ„ce which is required to this diuine sacrament who would not iudge that thou the fountain of all puritie oughtest to be receiued with a pure clean hart O most merciful Lord how little dost thou require of vs to eate of that Lambe sent of thee from heauen by whose offering wee are deliuered from the seruitude of sinne The Iewes to eate their Pascall Lambe which was but a shadow and figure of this ought to prouide them a Lambe of a yeere olde Exo. 12.13 without blemish which rosted by fire should bee eaten hâ—â—tily of them with sweete bread and wilde Lettice with their loynes giâ—t their shooes on their feete their staues in their hand O howe grieuous and troublesome was this burden containing the force of the law It was of that sort which S. Peter witnesseth Neither your Fathers nor you were able to beare But to the eating this true lamb which taketh away the sins of the world thou dost require no other thing in the law of 〈◊〉 but the puritie of conscience and deuotion of heart O how true is it my louing Iesus which thou hast said of the law Math. 11.28 My yoake is sweete and my burden light yea truely so