same_o be_v be_v perform_v in_o a_o lay_a person_n and_o this_o by_o virtue_n of_o a_o religious_a state_n that_o those_o who_o be_v true_o religious_a people_n do_v ever_o the_o will_n of_o god_n that_o a_o religious_a life_n as_o above_o be_v partly_o show_v cut_v off_o and_o prevent_v all_o occasion_n of_o sin_n that_o by_o a_o religious_a state_n we_o she_o the_o world_n and_o all_o the_o danger_n thereof_o all_o these_o particular_a point_n death_n i_o say_v i_o will_v pretermit_v to_o enlarge_v myself_o upon_o and_o i_o will_v close_v this_o long_a passage_n touch_v the_o fruit_n and_o benefit_n of_o a_o religious_a life_n by_o here_o show_v that_o one_o main_a or_o chief_a fruit_n thereof_o be_v that_o it_o promise_v a_o safe_a quiet_a and_o happy_a death_n the_o greatness_n of_o which_o benefit_n what_o tongue_n can_v express_v or_o understanding_n conceive_v since_o god_n sacred_a writ_n assure_v we_o q_o 14._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o die_v in_o our_o lord_n now_o for_o the_o better_a and_o more_o full_a apprehension_n of_o this_o so_o inexplicable_a a_o benefit_n we_o be_v to_o call_v to_o mind_n that_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o our_o death_n three_o thing_n be_v accustom_v to_o afflict_v we_o the_o 〈◊〉_d death_n itself_o the_o remembrance_n where_o of_o in_o regard_n that_o thereby_o we_o be_v to_o leave_v the_o world_n and_o all_o its_o temporal_a pleasure_n beget_v even_o a_o horror_n in_o man_n nature_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v most_o true_o say_v by_o the_o wiseman_n that_o the_o remembrance_n *_o 41._o of_o death_n be_v bitter_a the_o second_o reason_n make_v death_n so_o unpleasing_a be_v that_o that_o be_v the_o time_n when_o the_o devil_n be_v most_o accustom_a to_o tempt_v a_o soul_n with_o his_o wicked_a suggestion_n the_o three_o and_o most_o dreadful_a be_v the_o astonish_a fear_n of_o the_o last_o sentence_n oâ—_z doom_n of_o a_o soul_n which_o instant_o follow_v after_o death_n now_o the_o discontent_n and_o terror_n of_o all_o these_o three_o thing_n be_v much_o more_o mitigate_v sweeten_v and_o lessen_v in_o religion_n than_o they_o be_v or_o common_o can_v be_v in_o the_o death_n of_o lay_a person_n to_o begin_v with_o the_o first_o this_o grief_n in_o the_o laity_n proceed_v that_o by_o death_n we_o be_v tâ—_z leave_v all_o worldly_a riches_n state_n honour_n yeâ—_z wife_n and_o child_n final_o that_o the_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d leave_v the_o body_n they_o two_o have_v live_v so_o lonâ—_z as_o most_o dear_a friend_n now_o most_o of_o this_o griefâ—_n be_v take_v away_o in_o one_o die_v in_o the_o state_n of_o religious_a life_n and_o the_o reason_n hereof_o be_v tâ—_z cause_n when_o a_o religious_a man_n or_o woman_n by_o their_o profess_a state_n have_v once_o forsake_v the_o world_n they_o have_v give_v then_o aforehand_o their_o last_o farewell_n to_o all_o riches_n honour_n neereneâ—_n of_o kindred_n and_o the_o like_a and_o then_o see_v theâ—_z have_v part_v with_o all_o these_o allurement_n afore_o aâ—_n their_o first_o enter_v into_o religion_n it_o can_v 〈◊〉_d any_o great_a grief_n the_o second_o time_n to_o part_v with_o they_o to_o wit_n at_o the_o time_n of_o their_o death_n now_o touch_v the_o second_o point_n which_o the_o assault_n and_o temptation_n with_o which_o 〈◊〉_d enemy_n of_o man_n soul_n be_v accustom_v to_o trouble_v each_o one_o at_o his_o death_n we_o dare_v say_v that_o if_o there_o be_v any_o kind_n of_o man_n that_o be_v not_o trouble_v at_o that_o time_n or_o but_o very_o little_a with_o his_o wicked_a suggestion_n the_o religious_a man_n be_v that_o man_n and_o this_o be_v thus_o prove_v first_o in_o that_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v himself_o to_o â—eave_v and_o forsake_v that_o person_n in_o that_o last_o point_n of_o a_o most_o dangerous_a state_n upon_o which_o person_n god_n have_v in_o his_o life_n time_n heap_v so_o many_o spiritual_a grace_n and_o favour_n as_o be_v necessary_o concur_v for_o one_o enter_v into_o a_o religious_a state_n second_o i_o maintain_v that_o it_o be_v most_o sorâ—ing_v and_o agreeable_a even_o to_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n to_o protect_v and_o defend_v in_o that_o dangerous_a hour_n that_o person_n who_o with_o all_o sincerity_n and_o simplicity_n of_o heart_n have_v vow_v himself_o i_o mean_v both_o his_o body_n soul_n and_o all_o the_o power_n thereof_o to_o a_o most_o strict_a severe_a and_o religious_a course_n of_o serve_v his_o divine_a majesty_n wherefore_o no_o good_a religious_a person_n have_v just_a reason_n to_o fear_v but_o that_o god_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o death_n will_v cover_v he_o under_o the_o wing_n of_o his_o protection_n and_o will_v strengthen_v his_o soul_n with_o internal_a comfort_n to_o the_o lessen_v or_o break_v of_o the_o force_n of_o the_o former_a temptation_n of_o the_o devil_n at_o the_o time_n of_o a_o religious_a man_n death_n we_o may_v add_v the_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n which_o every_o religious_a man_n at_o that_o hour_n receive_v of_o his_o brethren_n and_o every_o religious_a woman_n of_o her_o sister_n this_o i_o mean_v by_o the_o assistance_n of_o their_o brethren_n and_o sister_n which_o assistance_n consist_v in_o their_o exhortation_n counsel_n and_o continual_a prayer_n which_o always_o but_o especial_o at_o the_o instant_n of_o death_n be_v very_o powerful_a to_o animate_v we_o in_o hope_n and_o to_o repel_v the_o fierce_a attempt_n of_o the_o enemy_n concerning_o the_o three_o and_o last_o point_n which_o make_v death_n most_o terrible_a which_o be_v the_o learâ—_z of_o the_o dreadful_a doom_n which_o immediate_o follow_v the_o separation_n of_o the_o body_n from_o the_o soul_n the_o fear_n of_o which_o doom_n be_v much_o diminish_v by_o the_o hope_n of_o salvation_n which_o iâ—_z religious_a man_n may_v more_o secure_o promise_v to_o himself_o than_o any_o lay_a person_n for_o the_o moâ—â—_n part_n can_v and_o this_o hope_n be_v ground_v principal_o upon_o two_o point_n first_o that_o it_o be_v presume_v that_o a_o religious_a man_n be_v not_o guilty_a to_o himself_o of_o any_o mortal_a and_o grievous_a sin_n second_o his_o hope_n be_v confirm_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o abundance_n of_o his_o good_a work_n during_o his_o life_n time_n neither_o of_o which_o can_v be_v want_v in_o a_o religious_a course_n and_o hereupon_o we_o read_v s._n jerome_n exhort_v juliaâ—_n to_o a_o religious_a life_n thus_o to_o write_v to_o he_o r_o 34._o happy_a be_v that_o man_n and_o worthy_a of_o all_o blessedness_n who_o old_a age_n overtake_v serve_v christ_n who_o the_o last_o day_n shall_v find_v fight_v under_o our_o saviour_n or_o to_o who_o iâ—_z shall_v be_v say_v thou_o have_v receive_v ill_a thing_n in_o thy_o life_n but_o now_o shall_v rejoice_v hitherto_o worthy_a cosmophila_n i_o have_v labour_v both_o for_o your_o own_o and_o your_o sister_n caelia_n her_o spiritual_a good_a in_o discourse_v of_o a_o religious_a state_n and_o brief_o to_o recall_v to_o our_o memory_n what_o have_v pass_v in_o our_o former_a word_n thereof_o even_o from_o the_o beginning_n of_o our_o speech_n first_o you_o may_v remember_v that_o i_o do_v discoueâ—â—_z the_o weakness_n and_o insufficiency_n of_o all_o those_o reason_n and_o objection_n insist_v upon_o by_o you_o with_o which_o your_o father_n so_o much_o laboâ—ed_a to_o impugn_v at_o least_o to_o disesteem_v and_o disâ—alew_n a_o votary_n and_o monastical_a life_n after_o that_o show_v the_o worth_n of_o that_o kind_n of_o life_n by_o set_v down_o the_o three_o essential_a vow_n i_o mean_v of_o chastity_n poverty_n and_o obedience_n whereupon_o a_o religious_a life_n be_v ground_v or_o seat_v that_o do_v i_o do_v spend_v diverse_a passage_n of_o â—each_n in_o lay_v open_o the_o excellency_n antiquity_n â—onour_n splendour_n and_o dignity_n of_o the_o same_o kind_n â—_z life_n and_o now_o in_o this_o last_o place_n i_o have_v ranâ—ed_v together_o diverse_a of_o the_o chief_a and_o most_o â—rincipall_a fruit_n and_o benefit_n ever_o necessary_o â—â—tending_v upon_o a_o religious_a state_n so_o as_o now_o i_o how_o not_o what_o more_o can_v needful_o be_v say_v â—uching_v this_o subject_a that_o your_o sister_n caelia_n have_v by_o these_o my_o word_n strengthen_v and_o fortify_v her_o pious_a resolution_n for_o embrace_v this_o course_n of_o life_n i_o â—â—st_a full_o assure_v now_o what_o operation_n my_o â—eaches_n have_v find_v in_o you_o cosmophila_n will_v â—est_n appear_v by_o your_o own_o relation_n only_o i_o â—ould_v be_v glad_a as_o through_o some_o word_n by_o you_o above_o utter_v i_o partly_o hope_v if_o so_o by_o force_n these_o my_o speech_n your_o judgement_n may_v full_o induce_v only_o to_o have_v a_o true_a and_o worâ—â—y_n conceit_n of_o a_o religious_a life_n cosmophila_n only_o to_o have_v a_o true_a and_o worthy_a conceit_n of_o a_o religious_a life_n o_o god_n if_o so_o i_o
that_o thou_o have_v offend_v he_o for_o just_a nothing_o contrariwise_o at_o that_o hour_n all_o devotion_n piety_n and_o other_o good-works_n will_v seem_v unto_o thou_o the_o great_a and_o sweet_a treasure_n in_o the_o world_n o_o wherefore_o do_v i_o not_o follow_v this_o fair_a and_o pleasant_a path_n will_v thou_o then_o say_v at_o that_o sorrowful_a time_n thy_o sin_n which_o before_o seem_v unto_o thou_o but_o little_a molehill_n will_v appear_v big_a than_o huge_a mountain_n and_o thy_o devotion_n so_o little_a that_o thou_o will_v be_v scarce_o able_a to_o perceive_v it_o 3._o consider_v the_o long_a and_o languish_a fare-well_n and_o adieu_n that_o thy_o distress_a soul_n will_v then_o give_v to_o this_o world_n how_o sorrowful_o she_o will_v bid_v adieu_o to_o riches_n to_o honour_n to_o vanity_n to_o vain_a company_n to_o pleasure_n to_o pastime_n to_o friend_n to_o neighbour_n to_o parent_n to_o kinsfolk_n to_o husband_n to_o wife_n to_o child_n and_o in_o a_o word_n to_o all_o creature_n and_o final_o to_o her_o own_o body_n which_o she_o must_v likewise_o leave_v all_o pale_a wrinkle_a hideous_a loathsome_a and_o most_o detestable_o smell_v 4._o consider_v the_o impression_n that_o one_o shalâ—_z have_v to_o lift_v up_o or_o lay_v hand_n on_o this_o thy_o body_n the_o great_a haste_n that_o even_o thy_o best_a friend_n will_v make_v to_o carry_v thy_o carcase_n out_o of_o door_n and_o to_o hide_v the_o same_o full_a deep_a under_o the_o ground_n far_o enough_o from_o their_o sight_n and_o this_o do_v how_o seldom_o afterwards_o the_o world_n will_v think_v upon_o thou_o sure_o no_o more_o than_o thou_o thyself_o have_v think_v upon_o other_o man_n who_o have_v decease_v before_o thou_o god_n have_v mercy_n on_o his_o soul_n will_v they_o say_v and_o there_o be_v all_o o_o death_n how_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v ponder_v how_o be_v thou_o terrible_a pitiless_a and_o without_o compassion_n 5._o that_o at_o this_o departure_n from_o the_o body_n the_o soul_n take_v his_o way_n on_o the_o right-hand_n oâ—_z the_o left_a alas_o alas_o whither_o then_o shall_v thou_o go_v what_o way_n shall_v it_o take_v sure_o no_o other_o theâ—_z that_o which_o it_o have_v heretofore_o begin_v in_o this_o world_n affection_n and_o resolution_n 1._o pray_v earnest_o to_o god_n and_o cast_v thyself_o with_o tremble_a love_n betwixt_o his_o arm_n and_o say_v alas_o o_o my_o lord_n receive_v i_o into_o thy_o protection_n at_o that_o dreadful_a day_n make_v that_o last_o hour_n happy_a and_o favourable_a unto_o i_o and_o let_v rather_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o life_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o day_n of_o sorrow_n affliction_n and_o calamity_n 2._o despise_v the_o world_n thus_o say_v see_v know_v not_o the_o hour_n wherein_o i_o must_v leave_v thou_o o_o wretched_a world_n i_o will_v no_o more_o set_v my_o love_n upon_o thou_o o_o my_o dear_a friend_n kinsfolk_n and_o ally_n suffer_v i_o â—_z bear_n you_o only_o that_o affection_n which_o be_v compatible_a â—ith_n a_o holy_a amity_n and_o may_v therefore_o last_o eternal_o for_o why_o shall_v i_o unite_v myself_o to_o you_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o that_o afterwards_o we_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o break_v the_o knot_n â—f_fw-mi amity_n betwixt_o we_o 3._o i_o will_v therefore_o from_o this_o very_a instant_n prepare_v myself_o for_o that_o perilous_a hour_n and_o take_v that_o care_n which_o be_v requisite_a to_o end_v this_o journey_n happy_o i_o will_v seâ—ure_n the_o state_n of_o my_o conscience_n to_o the_o uttermost_a of_o my_o ability_n and_o take_v present_a order_n for_o the_o reformation_n and_o amendment_n of_o such_o and_o such_o my_o default_n etc._n etc._n conclusion_n give_v thanks_n unto_o god_n for_o these_o resolution_n which_o he_o have_v infuse_v and_o give_v unto_o â—hee_o and_o offer_v they_o again_o thankful_o loâ—ingly_o and_o lowly_a unto_o his_o majesty_n entreat_v he_o a_o new_a to_o give_v thou_o a_o happy_a death_n for_o the_o death_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a son_n sake_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n implore_v the_o assistance_n oâ—_z the_o bless_a virgin_n mary_n thy_o angel_n guardian_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a saint_n in_o heaven_n the_o second_o meditation_n of_o judgement_n the_o preparation_n 1._o place_n thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o assist_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o after_o the_o time_n that_o god_n have_v ordain_v for_o the_o continuance_n of_o the_o world_n and_o after_o a_o number_n of_o dreadful_a sign_n and_o boâ—r_n blâ—presages_n the_o terror_n thereof_o shall_v make_v a_o man_n wither_v for_o fear_n and_o anguish_n a_o consume_a flood_n of_o fire_n shall_v burn_v and_o reduce_v to_o ash_n every_o thing_n that_o be_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n â—_z nothing_o we_o see_v except_v to_o be_v privilege_v from_o this_o fiery_a deluge_n 2._o after_o this_o fearful_a flood_n of_o flame_n and_o lightning_n all_o man_n shall_v rise_v from_o their_o grave_n except_v such_o as_o already_o be_v rise_v and_o at_o the_o summon_n of_o the_o archangel_n voice_n they_o shall_v appear_v before_o the_o judgement_n throne_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o josaphat_n but_o alas_o with_o what_o difference_n for_o the_o one_o sort_n shall_v arise_v with_o glorify_a body_n cast_v forth_o ray_n of_o exceed_a light_n and_o the_o other_o in_o body_n or_o rather_o in_o carcase_n most_o hideous_a and_o joathsome_a to_o behold_v 3._o consider_v the_o majesty_n wherewith_o the_o sovereign_a judge_n will_v appear_v environ_v with_o all_o the_o army_n of_o his_o angel_n and_o saint_n before_o he_o shall_v be_v bear_v triumphant_o his_o â—acred_a cross_n shine_v much_o bright_a than_o the_o â—unne_n a_o standard_n of_o grace_n to_o the_o good_a and_o of_o â—igour_n and_o terror_n to_o the_o wicked_a 4._o this_o sovereign_a judge_n by_o his_o redoubâ—ed_a commandment_n and_o which_o shall_v suddainâ—y_o and_o in_o a_o moment_n be_v put_v in_o execution_n shall_v 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into_o everlasting_a fire_n prepare_v for_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n weigh_v well_o these_o word_n which_o be_v so_o weighty_a go_v say_v he_o a_o word_n of_o eternal_a rejection_n and_o abandon_v of_o those_o unfortunate_a wretch_n banish_v they_o eternal_o from_o his_o glorious_a face_n next_o he_o term_v they_o accurse_a o_o my_o soul_n how_o dreadful_a a_o curse_n a_o curse_n comprise_v in_o iâ—_z all_o manner_n of_o mischief_n and_o misery_n a_o irreuocablâ—_z curse_n comprehend_v all_o time_n and_o eternity_n he_o add_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n behold_v o_o my_o heart_n the_o grievous_a horror_n of_o this_o eternity_n o_o eternal_a eternity_n and_o boundless_a infinity_n of_o pain_n how_o dreadful_a be_v thou_o 7._o consider_v the_o contrary_a sentence_n give_v and_o pronounce_v in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a come_v say_v *_o suprà _fw-la the_o judge_n o_o sweet_a word_n and_o beginning_n of_o salvation_n by_o which_o god_n draw_v we_o up_o unto_o himself_o and_o 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thy_o soul_n and_o stir_v thyself_o up_o to_o fear_v with_o the_o word_n of_o holy_a job_n o_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o able_a to_o live_v for_o ever_o with_o everlasting_a flame_n and_o amidst_o this_o devour_a fire_n will_v thou_o willing_o forsake_v the_o sight_n of_o thy_o god_n for_o ever_o 2._o confess_v that_o thou_o have_v deserve_v it_o and_o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o how_o often_o o_o my_o dear_a lord_n from_o henceforth_o i_o will_v take_v a_o new_a course_n and_o tread_v contrary_a way_n for_o why_o shall_v i_o descend_v into_o this_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o hell_n i_o will_v therefore_o do_v this_o or_o that_o â—ndeavour_n to_o avoid_v sin_n which_o only_o can_v beget_v this_o â—nmortall_a death_n the_o four_o meditation_n of_o heaven_n the_o preparation_n 1._o place_n thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o assist_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o consider_v a_o fair_a and_o clear_a night_n and_o think_v how_o pleasant_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o behold_v the_o sky_n all_o spangle_a with_o a_o innumerable_a multitude_n and_o variety_n of_o star_n then_o again_o in_o thy_o imagination_n join_v all_o this_o night_n goodly_a beauty_n with_o the_o beauty_n of_o a_o fair_a sunshine_n day_n such_o a_o one_o that_o the_o brightness_n of_o the_o sun_n beam_n shall_v not_o hinder_v the_o sight_n of_o the_o golden_a star_n nor_o the_o silver_n â—ayes_v of_o the_o moon_n and_o after_o all_o this_o say_v â—ouldly_o that_o all_o this_o be_v nothing_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o excellent_a beauty_n of_o that_o great_a paradise_n o_o â—ow_n this_o place_n be_v to_o be_v desire_v and_o to_o belove_a o_o how_o â—â—elious_a be_v this_o noble_a city_n 2._o consider_v the_o nobility_n beauty_n and_o 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o inabitant_n and_o citizen_n of_o this_o bless_a country_n those_o million_o of_o million_o of_o angel_n and_o archangel_n of_o cherubin_n and_o â—â—â—phins_n those_o troop_n of_o apostle_n prophet_n martyr_n confessor_n virgin_n and_o holy_a matron_n o_o how_o bless_a be_v this_o bless_a company_n the_o low_a and_o mean_a whereof_o be_v more_o beautiful_a tâ—_z behold_v than_o all_o this_o visible_a world_n what_o sight_n will_v it_o then_o be_v to_o see_v they_o altogether_o but_o o_o my_o god_n how_o happy_a be_v they_o they_o sing_v contâ—nually_o melodious_a song_n of_o eternal_a love_n they_o always_o enjoy_v a_o constant_a and_o steadfast_a estate_n of_o gladness_n the_o interchange_n one_o to_o another_o unspeakable_a contentment_n and_o live_v in_o the_o comfort_n of_o endless_a and_o indissoluble_a aâ—mity_n 3._o in_o a_o word_n consider_v what_o good_a the_o all_o have_v to_o enjoy_v god_n who_o gratify_v they_o for_o ever_o with_o his_o amiable_a countenance_n and_o bâ—_z the_o same_o pour_v into_o their_o heart_n a_o abyss_n oâ—_z delight_n what_o a_o good_a be_v it_o to_o be_v unite_v everlasting_o to_o their_o beginning_n they_o be_v there_o like_o happy_a bird_n which_o fly_v 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unto_o thy_o heart_n the_o little_a courage_n which_o it_o have_v have_v unto_o this_o present_a for_o have_v go_v so_o much_o awry_o from_o the_o way_n of_o this_o glorious_a habitation_n o_o wherefore_o have_v i_o so_o much_o estrange_v myself_o from_o my_o sovereign_a good_a ah_o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o for_o these_o pleasure_n so_o displeasant_a and_o light_a have_v i_o a_o thousand_o and_o a_o thousand_o time_n leave_v the_o eternal_a and_o infinite_a delight_n where_o be_v my_o wit_n and_o understanding_n to_o despise_v such_o good_n so_o desirable_a for_o desire_n so_o vain_a and_o contemptible_a 3._o aspire_v notwithstanding_o with_o vehement_a resolution_n to_o this_o delicious_a and_o desire_a abode_n o_o my_o gracious_a god_n since_o it_o have_v please_v you_o at_o the_o length_n to_o recall_v my_o wander_a step_n and_o to_o direct_v they_o into_o the_o right_a way_n never_o hereafter_o will_v i_o turn_v back_o to_o those_o byway_n never_o hereafter_o will_v i_o stray_v 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