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memory_n of_o that_o bless_a reward_n thou_o have_v promise_v to_o they_o that_o honour_n and_o true_o fear_v thou_o amen_n meditation_n ii_o the_o remembrance_n of_o death_n a_o powerful_a remedy_n against_o sin_n the_o serious_a remembrance_n of_o death_n shake_v off_o all_o sense_n of_o vanity_n and_o turn_v honey_n into_o wormwood_n and_o the_o expectation_n of_o it_o say_v chrysostom_n permit_v we_o not_o to_o be_v sensible_a of_o those_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n which_o we_o daily_o enjoy_v and_o indeed_o what_o be_v it_o not_o able_a to_o perform_v when_o due_o consider_v it_o not_o only_o take_v possession_n of_o some_o part_n but_o on_o the_o whole_a fabric_n of_o man_n body_n ii_o death_n spare_v no_o age_n nor_o sex_n nor_o bear_v any_o respect_n to_o degree_n of_o dignity_n the_o young_a die_v as_o soon_o as_o the_o old_a and_o the_o infant_n may_v end_v its_o few_o day_n in_o the_o cradle_n some_o may_v expire_v their_o last_o breath_n by_o poison_n or_o a_o fall_n 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death_n the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n deliver_v i_o from_o sudden_a and_o unprovided_a death_n ii_o o_o bless_a jesus_n by_o all_o thy_o labour_n and_o pain_n by_o thy_o precious_a blood_n and_o sacred_a wound_n by_o thy_o last_o exclamation_n and_o bitter_a cry_n upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n most_o earnest_o i_o beseech_v thou_o not_o to_o hasten_v my_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o world_n in_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n but_o in_o thy_o tender_a pity_n and_o compassion_n remember_v that_o i_o be_o dust_n and_o ash_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o form_v i_o throughout_o o_o do_v not_o sudden_o cast_v i_o headlong_o from_o thou_o into_o the_o lake_n that_o burn_v with_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n from_o whence_o there_o be_v no_o redemption_n but_o grant_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o hearty_a and_o sincere_a repentance_n a_o true_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n a_o break_a and_o 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mortification_n for_o time_n of_o sickness_n and_o old_a age_n when_o it_o will_v be_v easy_a to_o leave_v their_o pleasure_n because_o their_o pleasure_n will_v leave_v they_o yet_o in_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n the_o son_n the_o word_n and_o wisdom_n of_o the_o father_n it_o be_v the_o part_n of_o a_o blockhead_n and_o a_o fool_n to_o make_v account_n of_o more_o year_n than_o he_o be_v sure_a of_o day_n or_o hour_n xi_o he_o be_v a_o sot_n as_o well_o as_o a_o sinner_n who_o do_v adjourn_v and_o shift_v off_o the_o amendment_n of_o his_o life_n perhaps_o till_o twenty_o or_o thirty_o or_o forty_o year_n after_o his_o death_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o hezekiah_n whilst_o he_o be_v yet_o in_o the_o confine_n and_o skirt_n of_o death_n have_v a_o lease_n of_o life_n grant_v no_o less_o than_o fifteen_o year_n long_o but_o he_o defer_v not_o his_o repentance_n one_o day_n the_o long_o 2_o king_n 20.6_o xii_o and_o shall_v we_o adventure_v to_o live_v a_o hour_n in_o a_o 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consider_v your_o body_n from_o whence_o they_o come_v and_o consider_v your_o soul_n whither_o they_o be_v go_v consider_v your_o life_n be_v in_o your_o breath_n and_o your_o breath_n be_v in_o your_o nostril_n and_o that_o in_o the_o management_n of_o a_o moment_n for_o the_o better_a or_o for_o the_o worse_a there_o depend_v either_o a_o joyful_a or_o a_o sad_a eternity_n xvii_o if_o our_o time_n indeed_o be_v certain_a as_o well_o as_o short_a or_o rather_o if_o we_o be_v certain_a how_o short_a it_o be_v there_o may_v be_v some_o colour_n or_o pretence_n for_o the_o put_n off_o of_o our_o reformation_n but_o since_o we_o know_v not_o at_o what_o hour_n our_o lord_n will_v come_v matth._n 24.42_o 43_o 44._o this_o shall_v mighty_o engage_v we_o to_o be_v hourly_o stand_v upon_o our_o watch_n hab._n 2.1_o xviii_o next_o let_v we_o consider_v that_o if_o our_o day_n which_o be_v few_o be_v as_o full_a of_o trouble_n it_o shall_v serve_v to_o make_v we_o less_o fond_a of_o live_v 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this_o life_n may_v when_o thy_o great_a harvest_n shall_v come_v and_o thy_o reaper_n the_o angel_n shall_v separate_v the_o wheat_n from_o the_o tare_n come_v before_o thou_o with_o joy_n and_o escape_v everlasting_a burn_n through_o the_o mercy_n of_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n meditation_n xxxi_o the_o sick_a man_n last_o will_v and_o testament_n in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n i_o a_o poor_a sinner_n of_o sound_n and_o perfect_a memory_n be_v daily_o read_v in_o the_o lecture_n of_o man_n mortality_n how_o all_o flesh_n be_v grass_n and_o the_o beauty_n thereof_o as_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n which_o this_o day_n flourish_v to_o morrow_n wither_v and_o that_o it_o be_v every_o chriftian's_n duty_n to_o prepare_v himself_o before_o death_n come_v lest_o it_o find_v he_o unprovided_a at_o such_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v approach_v ii_o move_v i_o say_v with_o these_o consideration_n i_o have_v here_o make_v this_o my_o last_o will_n and_o testament_n as_o follow_v first_o i_o bequeath_v my_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o gracious_a redeemer_n by_o who_o most_o precious_a blood_n i_o be_v ransom_v and_o by_o who_o merit_n and_o mercy_n i_o hope_v to_o be_v glorify_v iii_o and_o forasmuch_o as_o there_o be_v no_o safety_n out_o of_o the_o ark_n nor_o no_o salvation_n now_o without_o the_o pale_a of_o the_o church_n figure_v by_o the_o ark_n and_o that_o the_o tare_n from_o the_o wheat_n must_v be_v sever_v and_o the_o sheep_n and_o the_o goat_n must_v not_o into_o one_o fold_n be_v gather_v iv_o here_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o his_o holy_a angel_n for_o the_o discharge_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n and_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o other_o who_o perchance_o have_v in_o their_o opinion_n be_v divide_v doubt_v much_o how_o i_o in_o point_n of_o religion_n stand_v affect_v do_v i_o make_v a_o free_a and_o public_a confession_n of_o my_o faith_n be_v that_o cement_n by_o which_o we_o be_v knit_v unto_o she_o and_o make_v member_n of_o she_o v._o i_o believe_v the_o holy_a catholic_n church_n to_o be_v the_o communion_n of_o the_o faithful_a whereof_o i_o desire_v to_o live_v and_o die_v a_o member_n to_o suffer_v for_o which_o i_o shall_v account_v it_o a_o honour_n hold_v this_o ever_o for_o a_o principle_n that_o none_o can_v have_v god_n for_o his_o father_n that_o will_v not_o take_v this_o holy_a spouse_n the_o church_n for_o his_o mother_n vi_o there_o be_v no_o article_n in_o the_o apostle_n creed_n which_o i_o do_v not_o believe_v for_o catholic_n and_o orthodoxal_a with_o the_o exposition_n thereof_o and_o every_o clause_n or_o particle_n thereof_o in_o such_o manner_n as_o it_o have_v be_v universal_o
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think_v of_o that_o dreadful_a day_n of_o judgement_n and_o judge_v myself_o before_o i_o be_o judge_v that_o i_o may_v not_o when_o i_o be_o weigh_v in_o the_o balance_n be_v find_v want_v ii_o let_v not_o i_o forget_v there_o be_v a_o hell_n for_o the_o damn_a and_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v better_a by_o timely_a fear_v to_o avoid_v it_o than_o by_o never_o dream_v of_o it_o to_o fall_v headlong_o into_o it_o last_o let_v i_o think_v of_o heaven_n that_o it_o be_v the_o habitation_n of_o the_o bless_a and_o that_o none_o but_o those_o that_o be_v of_o a_o clean_a heart_n shall_v dwell_v in_o it_o o_o cleanse_v thou_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v be_v prepare_v for_o it_o and_o with_o piritual_a joy_n be_v receive_v into_o it_o meditation_n xii_o on_o death_n it_o be_v strange_a that_o death_n shall_v be_v such_o a_o stranger_n to_o thou_o when_o he_o so_o daily_o visit_v thy_o neighbour_n thou_o have_v be_v familiar_o acquaint_v with_o many_o who_o habitation_n be_v not_o now_o to_o be_v find_v which_o have_v enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n free_o other_o who_o have_v enlarge_v their_o barn_n and_o storehouse_n careful_o other_o who_o have_v in_o a_o splendid_a manner_n arrive_v to_o honour_n high_a pinnacle_n and_o can_v deliver_v their_o command_n with_o grandeur_n and_o magnificence_n and_o now_o behold_v all_o these_o have_v endure_v death_n arrest_n and_o be_v force_v to_o obey_v his_o grim_a command_n ii_o and_o now_o consider_v have_v make_v their_o bed_n in_o the_o dark_a they_o have_v leave_v their_o house_n unto_o other_o they_o be_v go_v unto_o their_o grave_n and_o must_v not_o return_v again_o their_o substance_n they_o have_v leave_v unto_o other_o and_o stranger_n be_v become_v their_o heir_n they_o be_v root_v out_o from_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o now_o they_o consider_v the_o vanity_n of_o their_o desire_n how_o they_o who_o lay_v land_n to_o land_n while_o they_o be_v here_o be_v now_o content_a with_o a_o small_a scantling_n in_o their_o return_n to_o their_o last_o home_n iii_o poor_a shell_n of_o corruption_n what_o do_v thou_o think_v of_o these_o thing_n i_o be_o certain_a that_o great_a revenue_n swell_a honour_n smile_v pleasure_n be_v dangerous_a and_o pernicious_a eyesore_n to_o a_o die_a man._n he_o look_v back_o upon_o his_o honour_n and_o inquire_v of_o they_o if_o they_o can_v relieve_v he_o but_o like_o false_a heart_a retainer_n they_o fly_v from_o he_o and_o present_v their_o service_n to_o another_o so_o quick_o have_v they_o forget_v their_o die_a master_n iv_o he_o look_v back_o then_o upon_o his_o revenue_n those_o good_n of_o fortune_n his_o inche_v treasure_n and_o ask_v of_o they_o if_o they_o can_v ransom_n he_o but_o alas_o they_o have_v no_o such_o commission_n they_o reserve_v themselves_o for_o his_o prodigal_a successor_n or_o succeed_a rioter_n for_o they_o be_v so_o poor_o use_v and_o employ_v by_o he_o that_o they_o have_v quick_o forget_v their_o die_a master_n at_o last_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o his_o unhappy_a pleasure_n which_o now_o torment_v he_o more_o than_o ever_o they_o do_v delight_v he_o and_o he_o will_v be_v inform_v of_o they_o if_o they_o can_v allay_v or_o any_o way_n mitigate_v his_o pain_n but_o alas_o they_o soon_o leave_v he_o for_o they_o find_v nothing_o near_o he_o that_o can_v give_v they_o entertainment_n v._o a_o easy_a farewell_n then_o have_v these_o take_v of_o their_o die_a master_n but_o thou_o poor_a sinner_n have_v no_o honour_n to_o transport_v thou_o no_o fortune_n to_o detain_v thou_o no_o pleasure_n to_o ensnare_v thou_o for_o the_o first_o the_o countenance_n of_o greatness_n never_o shine_v upon_o thou_o for_o the_o second_o worldly_a wealth_n can_v never_o yet_o so_o burden_v thou_o and_o for_o the_o last_o though_o thy_o youth_n may_v affect_v they_o the_o infirmity_n of_o age_n have_v now_o estrange_v they_o from_o thou_o vi_o and_o yet_o the_o voice_n of_o death_n be_v more_o terrible_a to_o thou_o than_o the_o loud_a report_n of_o a_o roar_a cannon_n no_o note_n more_o doleful_a or_o summon_v more_o fearful_a in_o this_o thou_o be_v in_o some_o measure_n excusable_a because_o death_n be_v fearful_a to_o all_o flesh_n plant_v not_o thy_o hope_n so_o upon_o earth_n as_o if_o thou_o intend_v never_o to_o go_v from_o earth_n or_o to_o return_v to_o it_o from_o whence_o thou_o be_v take_v if_o thou_o can_v find_v nothing_o on_o earth_n worthy_a to_o entertain_v thou_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o unhappy_a condition_n that_o may_v befall_v thou_o vii_o o_o think_v then_o of_o that_o time_n even_o now_o while_o thou_o have_v time_n when_o thy_o poor_a languish_a soul_n find_v thy_o eye_n shut_v thy_o mouth_n close_v and_o all_o those_o sense_n of_o thy_o body_n perish_v by_o which_o she_o use_v to_o pass_v forth_o and_o be_v delight_v in_o these_o outward_a thing_n wherewith_o she_o be_v affect_v shall_v return_v unto_o herself_o and_o see_v herself_o all_o alone_a and_o naked_a as_o one_o afflict_v and_o affright_v with_o exceed_a horror_n shall_v through_o despair_n fail_v and_o fall_v under_o herself_o o_o whither_o will_v thou_o fly_v in_o hope_n of_o succour_n to_o comfort_v thy_o poor_a soul_n in_o such_o a_o time_n of_o danger_n the_o prayer_n even_o to_o thou_o will_v i_o fly_v o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n for_o thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o descend_v to_o corruption_n such_o be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n as_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o make_v all_o my_o bed_n in_o my_o sickness_n and_o because_o nothing_o be_v more_o certain_a than_o death_n nothing_o more_o uncertain_a than_o the_o hour_n and_o that_o the_o pale_a messenger_n may_v appear_v less_o fearful_a unto_o i_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o comfort_v i_o that_o be_v inward_o arm_v by_o thou_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o death_n and_o fury_n of_o my_o ghostly_a enemy_n i_o may_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n and_o with_o fortitude_n cry_v out_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o hell_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n meditation_n xiii_o upon_o judgement_n i_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o that_o dreadful_a day_n and_o yet_o know_v not_o how_o to_o avoid_v it_o judged_n i_o must_v be_v and_o who_o will_v answer_v for_o i_o a_o infallible_a witness_n i_o have_v within_o to_o accuse_v i_o sin_n of_o omission_n and_o of_o commission_n to_o impeach_v i_o sin_n of_o ignorance_n knowledge_n and_o of_o malice_n to_o convict_v i_o though_o any_o one_o of_o these_o be_v sufficient_a to_o condemn_v i_o ii_o but_o perhaps_o thou_o will_v be_v upon_o the_o enquiry_n to_o know_v for_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v to_o account_n for_o and_o the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o appear_v before_o the_o great_a tribunal_n seat_n of_o judgement_n solomon_n will_v furnish_v thou_o with_o a_o ready_a answer_n and_o inform_v thou_o it_o be_v even_o for_o all_o thy_o thought_n word_n and_o work_n for_o god_n will_v bring_v every_o work_n into_o judgement_n with_o every_o secret_a thing_n whether_o it_o be_v good_a or_o whether_o it_o be_v evil_a eccles_n 12.12_o iii_o and_o that_o it_o may_v appear_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v accountable_a for_o all_o these_o first_o touch_v thy_o thought_n of_o these_o thou_o shall_v be_v judge_v for_o froward_a thought_n separate_v from_o god_n wisd_v 1._o and_o he_o shall_v judge_v the_o secret_n of_o men._n their_o conscience_n also_o bear_v witness_n and_o their_o thought_n the_o mean_a while_n accuse_v or_o excuse_v one_o another_o rom._n 2.15_o iv_o next_o thou_o shall_v give_v a_o account_n of_o all_o thy_o word_n of_o every_o idle_a word_n that_o man_n shall_v speak_v they_o shall_v give_v account_n in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n mat._n 12.36_o three_o thou_o shall_v be_v accountable_a for_o all_o thy_o work_n for_o
hold_v it_o yet_o our_o tongue_n be_v too_o stammer_n to_o express_v and_o utter_v it_o or_o if_o we_o be_v able_a to_o do_v that_o yet_o our_o life_n be_v too_o short_a to_o communicate_v and_o reveal_v it_o to_o other_o creature_n in_o a_o word_n it_o be_v such_o as_o not_o only_a eye_n have_v not_o see_v nor_o ear_n hear_v but_o it_o never_o have_v enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n to_o conceive_v incomprehensible_a as_o it_o be_v it_o be_v such_o as_o god_n have_v prepare_v for_o they_o that_o love_v he_o 1_o cor._n 2.9_o iv_o if_o we_o compare_v this_o life_n with_o that_o of_o job_n which_o be_v full_a of_o trouble_n it_o will_v several_a way_n be_v useful_a to_o we_o for_o it_o will_v moderate_v our_o joy_n whilst_o we_o possess_v our_o dear_a friend_n and_o it_o will_v mitigate_v our_o sorrow_n when_o we_o have_v lose_v they_o for_o it_o will_v mind_v we_o that_o they_o be_v free_v from_o a_o life_n of_o misery_n and_o that_o they_o be_v happy_o translate_v to_o one_o 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amen_n the_o prayer_n how_o hardly_o can_v we_o be_v persuade_v o_o lord_n to_o forsake_v the_o vanish_v pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n for_o thy_o glory_n and_o our_o own_o happiness_n how_o unwilling_o shall_v we_o lay_v down_o our_o life_n for_o thy_o sake_n or_o the_o gospel_n that_o can_v so_o hardly_o part_v with_o one_o sin_n in_o obedience_n to_o thy_o law_n ii_o thy_o yoke_n be_v easy_a and_o thy_o service_n a_o perfect_a freedom_n and_o yet_o we_o count_v thy_o sanctuary_n a_o prison_n thy_o law_n a_o trouble_n and_o can_v scarce_o sacrifice_v so_o much_o time_n to_o our_o devotion_n as_o to_o pay_v unto_o thou_o the_o honour_n due_a unto_o thy_o name_n iii_o pardon_v and_o pity_v this_o corruption_n of_o our_o frames_n and_o teach_v we_o whether_o we_o live_v or_o die_v to_o delight_v in_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o make_v we_o even_o to_o glorify_v thou_o that_o so_o whensoever_o this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n shall_v be_v dissolve_v we_o may_v receive_v our_o change_n with_o joy_n and_o be_v carry_v by_o angel_n to_o a_o everlasting_a inheritance_n there_o to_o remain_v to_o all_o eternity_n amen_n meditation_n xxxiii_o comfort_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o consolation_n against_o immoderate_a grief_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o friend_n if_o it_o be_v a_o blessing_n of_o the_o virtuous_a to_o mourn_v the_o reward_n which_o attend_v it_o be_v to_o be_v comfort_v and_o he_o that_o pronounce_v the_o one_o promise_v the_o other_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o that_o spirit_n who_o nature_n be_v love_n and_o who_o name_n comforter_n as_o he_o know_v the_o occasion_n of_o our_o grief_n so_o have_v he_o salve_v and_o season_v it_o with_o supply_n of_o grace_n pour_v into_o our_o wound_n no_o less_o oil_n of_o mercy_n than_o wine_n of_o justice_n ii_o yet_o since_o affection_n owe_v compassion_n as_o a_o duty_n to_o the_o afflict_a and_o nature_n have_v ingraft_v a_o desire_n to_o find_v it_o that_o which_o die_v to_o our_o love_n be_v always_o alive_a 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