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objecit_fw-la sen._n de_fw-fr tâ—â—â—que_fw-fr c._n 8._o cogendae_fw-la iâ—dictum_fw-la res_fw-la sunt_fw-la ut_fw-la telum_fw-la in_o vanum_fw-la â—adant_fw-la id._n c._n 9_o the_o man_n that_o lie_v most_o compact_v and_o in_o least_o compass_n in_o the_o world_n be_v like_a to_o escape_v best_a whereas_o the_o great_a one_o that_o take_v up_o much_o room_n do_v only_o show_v in_o how_o many_o place_n and_o concernment_n they_o be_v liable_a to_o be_v wound_v it_o be_v not_o therefore_o any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n that_o can_v give_v you_o satisfaction_n all_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o it_o be_v to_o the_o soul_n as_o wind_v to_o the_o stomach_n they_o may_v gripe_v it_o but_o they_o can_v never_o satisfy_v it_o indeed_o so_o vain_a be_v they_o that_o they_o scarce_o have_v any_o other_o proof_n of_o their_o reality_n but_o the_o pain_n and_o torment_n they_o bring_v with_o they_o second_o the_o world_n appear_v to_o be_v unsatisfactory_a in_o that_o be_v our_o condition_n what_o it_o will_v yet_o still_o we_o desire_v change_n we_o can_v no_o more_o rest_n in_o a_o high_a estate_n than_o in_o a_o low_a but_o still_o we_o desire_v something_o further_o and_o something_o better_a aâ—â—â—_n better_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d plut._n the_o â—runquil_a aâ—â—â—_n as_o sick_a man_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o from_o side_n to_o side_n think_v to_o find_v ease_n by_o change_v their_o posture_n whereas_o it_o be_v not_o their_o outward_a posture_n but_o their_o inward_a distemper_n that_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o their_o restlesseness_n so_o do_v we_o endeavour_v to_o change_v and_o shift_v condition_n in_o the_o world_n and_o lie_v sometime_o in_o one_o posture_n and_o sometime_o in_o another_o but_o yet_o be_v restless_a in_o all_o for_o wheresoever_o we_o tumble_v we_o carry_v our_o disease_n with_o we_o false_a opinion_n and_o foolish_a hope_n and_o impotent_a desire_n and_o fond_a design_n which_o make_v we_o complain_v of_o our_o present_a state_n and_o wish_v the_o amendment_n of_o that_o when_o nothing_o want_v cure_v but_o ourselves_o ib._n ourselves_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n plut._n ib._n the_o servant_n think_v he_o shall_v be_v a_o happy_a man_n when_o he_o be_v make_v free_a be_v the_o freeman_n happy_a no_o but_o he_o shall_v be_v when_o he_o have_v get_v such_o a_o estate_n be_v the_o rich_a man_n happy_a no_o but_o he_o shall_v be_v when_o he_o be_v invest_v with_o such_o a_o honour_n and_o dignity_n well_o be_v the_o honourable_a man_n happy_a no_o unless_o he_o be_v supreme_a and_o those_o who_o be_v supreme_a can_v think_v themselves_o complete_o happy_a unless_o they_o be_v universal_a monarch_n and_o those_o who_o be_v so_o we_o find_v they_o can_v not_o rest_v there_o but_o will_v needs_o be_v adore_v for_o go_n oh_o whither_o do_v the_o boundless_a desire_n of_o man_n hurry_v they_o nothing_o in_o this_o world_n can_v put_v a_o stop_n to_o they_o pyrâ—â—_n plut._n in_o viâ—â_fw-la pyrâ—â—_n it_o be_v a_o pertinent_a discourse_n of_o cineas_n diswade_v pyrrhus_n from_o undertake_v a_o war_n against_o the_o roman_n sir_n say_v he_o when_o you_o have_v conquer_v they_o what_o will_v you_o do_v next_o then_o sicily_n be_v near_o at_o hand_n and_o easy_a to_o master_n and_o what_o when_o you_o have_v subdue_v sicily_n then_o we_o will_v pass_v over_o to_o africa_n and_o take_v carthage_n which_o can_v long_o withstand_v we_o when_o these_o be_v conquer_v what_o will_v be_v your_o next_o attempt_n then_o say_v pyrrhus_n we_o will_v fall_v in_o upon_o greece_n and_o macedon_n and_o recover_v what_o we_o have_v lose_v there_o well_o when_o all_o be_v subdue_v what_o fruit_n do_v you_o expect_v from_o all_o your_o victory_n then_o say_v he_o we_o will_v sit_v down_o and_o enjoy_v ourselves_o sir_n reply_v cineas_n may_v we_o not_o do_v it_o now_o have_v you_o not_o already_o a_o kingdom_n of_o your_o own_o and_o he_o that_o can_v enjoy_v himself_o with_o a_o kingdom_n can_v with_o the_o whole_a 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the_o soul_n in_o cleave_v to_o they_o be_v secret_o conscious_a that_o it_o abase_v and_o disparage_v itself_o and_o therefore_o can_v find_v true_a satisfaction_n nothing_o can_v fill_v the_o soul_n but_o that_o which_o eminent_o contain_v in_o it_o all_o good_a but_o now_o as_o light_n be_v only_o divide_v and_o parcel_v out_o among_o the_o star_n but_o be_v all_o unite_a in_o the_o sun_n so_o goodness_n be_v only_o parcel_v out_o among_o the_o creature_n this_o creature_n have_v one_o share_n and_o that_o another_z not_o any_o of_o they_o contain_v the_o whole_a sum_n of_o goodness_n this_o be_v proper_a to_o god_n only_o who_o be_v the_o author_n and_o original_a of_o they_o all_o in_o who_o all_o excellency_n and_o perfection_n be_v concentre_v and_o therefore_o in_o he_o alone_o can_v be_v find_v that_o rest_n and_o satisfaction_n which_o the_o soul_n
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niggardly_o satisfy_v his_o stomach_n well_o know_v that_o the_o pleasure_n of_o gluttony_n can_v never_o be_v so_o much_o chance_v as_o by_o a_o interval_n of_o hunger_n for_o what_o be_v a_o furnish_a table_n to_o he_o who_o constant_a meal_n overtake_v one_o another_o but_o only_o the_o heap_v of_o food_n upon_o crudity_n and_o indigestion_n what_o be_v title_n of_o honour_n to_o a_o person_n bear_v noble_a they_o signify_v no_o more_o to_o he_o than_o it_o do_v to_o another_o man_n when_o he_o hear_v himself_o call_v by_o his_o ordinary_a name_n what_o be_v respect_n and_o honour_n to_o a_o man_n long_o accustom_v to_o it_o it_o bring_v he_o no_o great_a content_n when_o he_o have_v it_o but_o torment_v he_o when_o he_o fail_v of_o it_o give_v these_o thing_n to_o those_o that_o be_v unacquainted_a with_o they_o if_o you_o will_v have_v they_o value_v bring_v a_o poor_a man_n to_o a_o table_n of_o delicate_n invest_v a_o ignoble_a person_n with_o honour_n and_o dignity_n give_v respect_n to_o a_o despise_a person_n and_o for_o the_o present_a you_o bless_v they_o but_o time_n and_o custom_n will_v wear_v off_o this_o content_a and_o the_o 11._o the_o sunt_fw-la talisiqunqueâ—aelia_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la magna_fw-la voluptales_fw-la commâ—ndat_fw-la rarior_fw-la usus_fw-la juv._n saâ—_n 11._o tediousness_n even_o of_o such_o a_o life_n as_o this_o will_v make_v they_o willing_a at_o least_o for_o their_o divertisement_n and_o recreation_n to_o 1â—_n to_o non_fw-fr existimâ—s_fw-fr i_o ducere_fw-la te_fw-la ad_fw-la modices_fw-la canas_fw-la &_o paupâ—ram_fw-la cellâ—s_fw-la &_o quicquid_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la per_fw-la quod_fw-la laxuriae_fw-la divitiarum_fw-la taedio_fw-la ludiâ—_n sâ—n._n ep._n 1â—_n retire_v to_o their_o homely_a cell_n and_o station_n for_o as_o it_o be_v with_o those_o that_o be_v accustom_v to_o strong_a perfume_n they_o themselves_o can_v scent_v those_o odour_n which_o to_o other_o that_o use_v they_o not_o be_v most_o sweet_a and_o fragrant_a so_o it_o fare_v with_o we_o in_o the_o long_a continuance_n of_o worldly_a enjoyment_n our_o sense_n be_v so_o stuff_v and_o even_o suffocate_v with_o they_o that_o we_o can_v perceive_v they_o and_o unless_o we_o purchase_v pleasure_n by_o alternate_a sorrow_n they_o be_v but_o lose_v upon_o we_o now_o how_o vain_a must_v the_o world_n need_v be_v who_o comfort_n be_v not_o valuable_a while_o we_o have_v they_o but_o while_o we_o have_v they_o not_o and_o how_o vain_a be_v those_o joy_n for_o which_o we_o must_v pay_v down_o as_o much_o grief_n as_o the_o joy_n themselves_o be_v worth_a so_o that_o upon_o balance_v the_o account_n there_o remain_v nothing_o to_o we_o and_o it_o have_v be_v altogether_o as_o good_a to_o have_v enjoy_v nothing_o again_o consider_v all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o tedious_a repetition_n of_o the_o same_o thing_n our_o life_n consist_v in_o a_o 12._o a_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aâ—â—â—â—_n â—_z l_o 2._o s._n 12._o round_a of_o action_n and_o what_o can_v be_v dull_a than_o still_o to_o be_v do_v the_o same_o thing_n over_o and_o over_o again_o ask_v the_o most_o frolic_a gallant_n who_o only_a study_n it_o be_v how_o he_o may_v pass_v his_o time_n merry_o and_o live_v happy_o what_o account_n can_v he_o give_v of_o his_o pleasure_n but_o that_o from_o his_o bed_n he_o rise_v to_o his_o table_n from_o his_o table_n to_o his_o sport_n from_o they_o he_o tumble_v into_o his_o bed_n again_o this_o be_v the_o most_o gentile_a and_o fashionable_a life_n and_o be_v these_o the_o great_a joy_n that_o a_o world_n so_o prize_v and_o so_o admire_v can_v afford_v one_o half_n of_o his_o pleasant_a life_n he_o spend_v in_o sleep_n a_o dull_a state_n which_o we_o may_v rather_o reckon_v to_o death_n than_o life_n the_o other_o half_o he_o spend_v in_o clog_a his_o appetite_n and_o tire_v his_o body_n and_o then_o to_o sleep_v again_o what_o generous_a and_o noble_a design_n be_v these_o fit_a for_o high_a spirit_n and_o high_a birth_n while_o the_o contemptible_a peasant_n be_v leave_v to_o do_v the_o drudgery_n of_o the_o world_n and_o to_o be_v the_o only_a serviceable_a man_n in_o it_o nay_o rather_o what_o a_o pitiful_a circle_n be_v this_o still_o to_o be_v do_v the_o same_o thing_n and_o thing_n which_o we_o have_v before_o search_v and_o often_o find_v all_o that_o be_v in_o they_o so_o that_o even_o a_o heathen_a 77._o heathen_a cogita_fw-la quamdiu_fw-la eadem_fw-la facias_fw-la cibus_fw-la somaus_fw-la libido_fw-la mori_n velle_fw-la non_fw-la tantum_fw-la prudens_fw-la &_o sortis_fw-la aut_fw-la miser_n sed_fw-la etiam_fw-la fastidiosus_fw-la potest_fw-la sen._n ep._n 77._o can_v say_v that_o not_o only_o a_o valiant_a or_o a_o miserable_a man_n may_v desire_v to_o die_v but_o a_o nice_a and_o delicate_a man_n as_o disdain_v the_o irksome_a repetition_n of_o the_o same_o thing_n seven_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n appear_v in_o this_o that_o it_o can_v stand_v we_o in_o no_o stead_n then_o when_o we_o have_v the_o great_a need_n of_o support_n and_o comfort_n there_o be_v two_o season_n especial_o in_o which_o the_o soul_n want_v relief_n and_o comfort_n and_o they_o be_v in_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n now_o in_o each_o of_o these_o the_o world_n show_v itself_o to_o be_v exceed_o vain_a and_o useless_a first_o the_o world_n appear_v to_o be_v vain_a when_o we_o be_v under_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n what_o choice_n comfort_v the_o soul_n than_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o those_o who_o have_v feel_v the_o sting_n and_o terror_n of_o it_o can_v best_o tell_v the_o torment_n they_o then_o feel_v next_o to_o those_o of_o the_o damn_a be_v the_o most_o intolerable_a and_o the_o most_o unutterable_a god_n set_v they_o up_o as_o his_o mark_n and_o shoot_v his_o arrow_n dip_v in_o flame_a poison_n into_o the_o very_a midst_n of_o their_o soul_n he_o kindle_v a_o secret_a fire_n in_o they_o 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