contrarie Hence again we may know that we have claime to Christ and all that hee hath done for the Elect. For if I am not under the dominion of sinne I am under grace and the true subject of Christ even a member of his body But I plainly finde in me a rebellion against sinne within by loathing it as a body of death and a stinking carrion without by opposing it in all my actions and labouring to free my selfe not onely from subjection but from the encumbrance and molestation of it utterly to root it our as the spirituall Canaanite Certain am I therefore that Christ hath subdued sinne in me setled me in his kingdome and in his bodie Nothing can separate mee from him As it is very easie to see the soule in the body though invisible in the substance by the effects and workes of it so will it be no difficult matter to discerne the blessed Spirit dwelling in us by his many and manifest operations For as in the whole body of Christ so in every member the holy Ghost is ever working Looke as in the bodie the soule is never idle but ever in action even in swoones when we feele it not yet then it ceaseth not and though at such times wee have no sense of it yet others conversing with us evidently perceive it working for life so in the new man It is the same Spirit which worketh all in all so that when we feele it not our selves others easily see it Two maine actions of the Spirit comprehending the rest are mortification opposing resisting and working out the old man all sinfull matter in us or Vivification quickning repairing and strengthening the new man No sooner the Spirit enters but it discovers to us much ignorance and then stirres up to incline the eare unto wisedome and apply the heart to understanding the tongue to crie for knowledge and lift up the voyce for understanding When now the iâ—â—elligible part is somewhat cleared and light brought forth in this new Creation strait the dulnesse and deadnesse of the concupiscible part the will and affections is laid open Then the heart longues and the tongue calls out for quickeâ—iâ—g grace Take notice of this in the Saints Thus David begs for more light Open mine eyes that I may see the wonders of thy Law Teach me O Lord the way of thy Sâ—atâ—tes Give mee understanding But now when by the grace of God in the exercise of the Word hee was growne wiser than his enemses and of more understanding than all his teachers then strait his eye was upon that sluggishnesse and deadnesse of spirit and how loud and frequent is he for quickning Quicken me according to thy Word quicken me according to thy judgement quicken me according to thy loving kindnesse how often repeated in that one Psalme Certaine is it that as wee can never in this life wholly shake off all sinfull infirmities so that blessed Spirit will never suffer us to rest in any Looke as in the earthly Canaan the Israelites untill the reigne of Salomon were never in full peace sometime vexed with Iabin of Canaan sometime with the Philistims but ever victorious Remarkable is it that ever their vexation was a sure signe of their enlargement and oppression by the enemy ushered in the destruction of the oppressor for when Israels soule was grieved with the Canaaâ—ites Gods soule was grieved for his Israel So in the state of grace till that true Salomon the Prince of peace shall fully reigne over all his and our enemies wee shall ever be in continuall strife with our sinfull corruptions first with one then with another and nothing should more fully assure us that God hath certainly purposed to cut off any sinfull affection in us then that discovering it to our eyes and giving us sense of the burden he gives us no rest that wee may give him no rest but seek importunately for helpe till we finde it subdued and destroyed in us Neither doth the blessed Spirit by his baptisme of fire onely mortifie and purge out the drosse of our sinfull nature but quickens us by that heat of life in vivification so that the soule enflamed with the thirst of grace and glory can make no stay in his race till it touch the marke with all diligence adding to faith vertue to vertue knowledge to knowledge temperance and when we are not destitute of any grace then putting us forward to grow in the grace which we have received Hence is it that even in the depth of tentation when our selves judging by sense suppose that all is lost standers by as they say see further then wee and can easily discerne this Spirit mightily working in us grieving under the load of sinne and unutterably groaning under this oppression judging our selves sighing for grace By this then may wee evidently disâ—rne the Spirit dwelling in us that we are ever in spirituall motion action and exercise sometime mortifying sometime quickning ever leading us forward to perfection See Rom. 8.11.13 14. so that we can never rest or sit downe in a contented estate till wee are fully compleat in happinesse and glory Lastly another signe whereby we may without all faile conclude that we are translated from death unto life is our love to the Brethren For certainely He that receiveth a Prophet in the name of a Prophet shall receive a Prophets reward and he that receiveth a righteous man in the name of a righteous man shall receive the reward of a righteous man and hee that gives a cup of water to a Disciple in the name of a Disciple verilie hee in no wise shall lose his reward Nay this token of our love proves and makes good all the former namely that God is our Father the Lord Iesus our Saviour and we Temples of the holy Ghost For whosoever beleeveth that Iesus is the Christ is borne of God and every one that loveth him that begot loveth him also that is begotten of him And Behold let us love one another for love is of God and every one that loveth is borne of God and knoweth God Where the love of Gods children is set out by the Spirit as a sure token both of our love to God and our new birth by God Againe our Saviour appointeth it as the Badge of his Disciples By this shall all men how much more our selves know that you are my Disciples if you love one another Read also 1 Ioh. 3.23,24 This is his command that we should beleeve and love one another and he that keepeth this Commandement dwels in him and he in him And hereby we know that he abideth in us by the Spirit he hath given us The two great commandements of the Gospell are Faith and love which when they are written in our hearts by the Spirit and he stirres us up to cleave unto our head by faith unto our fellow members by love it is manifest that we
and body with temporall and spirituall evils The most have most need of comfort but no sense of their need for they suppose they are strong and have need of nothing They are lusty and strong they are not in trouble as other men nor are plagued as other they conceit themselves all whole as those proud Pharises see no use of a Physitian but this strength is meerly imaginary and as a dreame only in their fancy and therefore but a castle in the ayre Even in earthly much more in the spirituall estate no man is so weake indeede as hee who is strong in his owne conceit this very conceit being as a traiterous warder to open a doore of security betray all to the enemie Others feele much want of comfort but want not so much as they feele for being strongly assaulted and finding great weaknesse they think all lost or very desperate and utterly forget that then they are strong indeed when they are weake in their owne feeling sense of weakenesse thrusting out importunate prayers to seeke for helpe and importunity of prayer never failing to bring in strength and succour But Comfort in the stricter sense being nothing else but a â—enitive plaister for a wounded Spirit is by our heavenly Physitian prescribed onely to an heart sicke of sinne and broken with godly sorrow To apply that Balme of Gilead to any other Patient we his Apotheâ—aries have no warrant but to administer it unto these wee have strait charge and commandement Certainly our most blâ—ssed Saviour purposâ—ly tooke upon him our infirmities that being himselfe touched with the â—eeing of our weaknesse he might be a mercifull high Priest most unlike those Pharisaical Priests by himselfe condemned They bound heavie burthens and gâ—ievous to be borne and laid them on mens shoulders but would not touch them themselves with one of their fingers But his yoake is light his Commandements not grievous and yet he beareth it first himself and receiveth the whole weight upon his owne shoulders As hee therefore commaÌ„ds his Disciples to take up their crosse and follow him and shuts out of his company all such as refuse as being unworthy of him so he takes it up first himselfe and either proportions the crosse to their strength or measures strength to them according to the cross which they beare First the curse he taketh altogether upon himselfe and beareth it off wholly from them Secondly he sendeth in that Comforter to them who shall sustaine and strongly carry them through and when by reason of sinfull infirmity they are ready to faint shall put new spirit into them And to this end he doth not only command his Messâ—ngers to rebuke sharpely that men may be sound in the faith the dead rotten flesh of our corrupt nature may be cut out but chargeth them to comfort for so signifies all that word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 ordinarily translâ—ted exhort And as David sent his servants to comfort Haâ—â—n sâ— the Sonne of David our most gracious Savior sends his Embassadours to every afflicted and dejected soule and commandeth them comfort you comfort you my people Speake comfortably to Ierusalem As therefore wee are most willing to bring so must thou who art a Christian be as ready to receive this mâ—ssage I am one the least and lowest yet one of these Messengers and who are the Israel of God and his true suppose never so weak servants but those that desire to fear his name who shall be refreshed but hee that is laden wherefore hath God given a tongue of the learned but to minister a seasonable word to hâ—m that is weary and if wee are weary why doe we not accept nay greedily take hold of the refreshing offered whosoever thou art who groanest under the burthen of sinne and sighest to feele the fetters of thy strong corruptions whosoever breakest thy heart disquietest and vexest thy spirit in the sight and sense of thy rebellious flesh crying out Who shall deliver me from this body of death When wilt thou enlarge my heart that I may runne in the way of thy CoÌ„mandements know the Lord Iesus was purposely annointed for thee even to heale the broken hearted to set at libertie them that are bruised know that all the comforts of the blessed Spirit are thy portion and not onely the Minister but every member of Christ upon occasion bound to reach it forth to thee and charged to comfort the feeble minded Now therefore as the Lord hâ—th given mee an heart and hand desirous to distribute a word of comfort unto anâ— fainting Christian so the same God of all mercy and compass on give every weary soule an hand to take fast hold of it and to hold it fast to receive it reâ—dily and stedfastly to retaine it Verily to this end the Father of our Lord Iesus Christ the father of mercies God of all comfort doth comfort us in all our tribulation that wee may be able to comfort them which are in any affliction by the comfort wherewith we our selves are comforted of God Let not therefore the Consolations of God seeme a small matter unto us Comfort then in every respect is very needeful needfull for the Stewards of Christ faithfully to deale this portion to the afflicted and no lesse need have they to receive it But where saith the sicke soule oh where shold I finde it CHAP. II. Where comfort is to be found even in all things and first in affliction it selfe SUrely it is not the least of our miseries which sinne brought in upon us that with the losse of all spirituall comfort wee lost also all knowledge where to seeke finde it How easily can we by our taste discerne the best meates and drinkes how easily can we learne where and how to procure them but in what consisteth our true comfort the strength and solace of our poore naked miserable Spirits and where to search for it we are wholly ignorant blind as stones nay worse wilfully blinde What foole will let downe a nett for fish in the mountaines or set a toyle for Deere in the Seas Doe men looke for grapes of thornes or figs of thistles yet this madnesse is common to natural men who thinke to finde strength in vanity and comfort in vexation when seekes a rich man for shelter against the evill day His wealth is his strong City an high wall in his conceâ—t Where doe worldlings search for and hope to finde joy and solace in their Wheate and Wine The Epicure comforts and cheers up his soule Eat drink and be merry thou hast goods laid up for many yeeres Nay the drunken Hog thinks to drinke downe sorrow in his swil-tub Let us eat and drinke for to morrow we shall dye Come and I will bring wine and wee will fill our selues with strong drinke and to morrow shall be as
seeme full of sorrow yet cause much rejoycing they threaten poverty but fill with riches The evill is in seeming onely but the good and profit reall It was a prerogative not proper to the Apostle but common to all the members of Christ that they are as dying but certainly nay eternally living as sorrowfull yet alwaies rejoicing as having nothing but indeede possessing all things Read 2 Cor. 6. 9,10â— CHAP. XVIII Applying these comforts by Meditation NOW when wee have throughly beheld considered and by faith applyed this truth to our hearts let us by some short meditation stir up our fainting spirits and quicken them in remembraÌ„ce of this great priviledge given us by God Let us take words with us turne into our owne soules and say Why art thou cast downe my soule and why art thou disquieted within me Hath not the Lord commanded thee doubled and often repeated that command Rejoyce in the Lord againe I say reioice Reioice evermore none in earth with thee And hath not he said unto thee as to them I will not faile nor forsake thee And wilt not thou then conclude If Father and Mother and all the world forsake me yet the Lord will gather me up Hath not thy gracious Lord and glorious creatour adopted thee unto himselfe brought thee home into his house setled thee in his Family Hath he not cast into thy heart that immortall seed of his Word and so begotten thee unto himselfe Hast thou not found his almighty power put forth in this quickning word to raise thee up from that grave of lusts in which thou layest dead in sinnes and trespasses rotting and even crawling with the wormes of hell Is the Lord then of heaven and earth the Father of Christ the Father of lights become thy Father and canst thou want any thing that is good were there not much more good in this conflicting and afflicted state then evill nay were not this by his over-ruling hand coÌ„verted wholly to thy good how should it come from him who is infinite goodnesse to thee whom he hath infinitely loved True oh most true his love is better then life and nothing caâ— proceed from that love but good but I cannot see that love through these teares through this thicke cloud of earthly sorrowes But oh his love is not more sweet then evident see oh see it in his gifts He hath not spared his onely Sonne but given him to the death even to the cursed death of the crosse How then shall hee not with him give thee all things also He hath given thee his holy Spirit the life of thy life and his owne glorious selfe and can he with himselfe the infinite incomprehensible good give any thing which is not good Assure thy selfe whatsoever is given by and with him cannot but be through him good exceeding good beyond that which thou dost or canst conceive Now therefore remember It is his covenaÌ„t to do thee good Know then know it of a truth and throughly perswade and settle thy selfe in it that as now thou art under the rod because it is good for thee to be afflicted so when it shall be good for thee thou shalt rest from al thy troâ—ble and shâ—lt bâ— satisfied with abundance of peace Oh then my soule bee not thou of an hasty spirit For he that beleeveth wâ—ll not make hast Hâ—d Ioseph appointed the time of his deliverance Had the oppressed Israelites set out the limits of their AEgyptian bondage or those three young captive Champions prescribed their fiery triall how would they all have hindred their owne happinesse and Gods glory If my righteous Brethren smite me it is a kindnesse their reproofe is an excellent oyle What then is the rod of my heavenly Father but his fatherly love What his rebuke but a rich perfume and precious balme clensing my defiled nature preserving it from all fleshly pollution Rolle then thy way upon the Lord and hee shall bring it to passe wait upon his hand and remember hee is not alwaies chiding For a smal moment hee may forsake but with great mercies he will gather me In a little wrath hee may hide his face for a moment but with everlasting kindnesse will hee have mercie upon me Oh then my heavenly father who vouchsafest to wait that thou maist be gracious to me give me power with patience to waite upon thy grace Thou who makest it thy exaltation and glory to shew me mercy oh give me an hart to attend thy mercy till thou receivest mee to thy glory CHAP. XIX Comforts taken from the second person of Trinity AS God the Father hath vouchsafed us that unspeakeable comfort and honour to be our Father so the Sonne yeeldeth us no lesse in that hee undertakes to bee the Saviour of all the faithfull and not in part but an entire and perfect Saviour from all evill For evill may be considered either in the roote or fruit of it and our Saviour hath utterly abolished both for us The greatest evill and the very root of all other is sinne and the fruit of sinne is principally as including al the rest the wrath of God and death Now our Lord saves his people first from sinne in being a perfect sacrifice Heb. 10. 14 and consequently a propitiation for all their sinnes I Ioh. 2.2 Secondly he delivers his people from wrath and the curse by bearing the curse and wrath for them In a word he hath redeemed the faithful from all enemies of body soule See Luke 1. 71. 74. Death Sinne and the curse of the Law hee hath swallowed up into victorie 1 Cor. 15. 55 56,57 But some weake Christian perhaps will here sigh out an objection How hath Christ delivered mee from sinne when I still finde this cursed law of my members rebelling against the law of my mind and leading me captive to the law of sinne How am I delivered from death when nothing is more sure to me than death I dye daily Ans. First observe that the Apostle who in the person of the faithful uttereth those words was even then devered froÌ„ sin by Christ and gives thanks in the words instantly following for his deliverance Hence it is apparent that even theÌ„ wheÌ„ sin rebelleth in us nay by strong hand carrieth us captive wee are delivered from it delivered first from the usurping power and dominion of it whereby we were enslaved and served it with greedinessâ— and againe from the guilt of it It shall not bee imputed or accounted to us but wee reconciled to God 2 Cor. 5.19 Insomuch that where the Apostle confesseth plainly his sins both of omission and commission yet in this regard hee dares confidently and doth truly affirme It is no more I that doe it but sinne that dwelleth in me Sinne in the faithfull is as sicknesse in the body getting up now againe and having overcome yet not
The seed of God remaineth in them who are borne of God he begetteth us by the Word of truth That immortall seede brings forth in us an immortall life Hence also is it manifest that when God hath powerfully and effectually sowne this seed in the heart of any man then the life of God that eternall life is given him in which regard the Gospell is often called the power of God to salvation But some will say Now I plainly see my estate were sure if I could infallibly know that the Word were effectually applied unto me by God Oh how should I be sure of that how should I be certaine that the Word is made to me a seed of life Reade 1 Pet. 2. 2. and compare with it the three last verses of thâ— former chapter We are borne not of mortall but immortall seed the word of God this Word endureth for ever and this is the Word which by the Gospell is preached unto you Wherefore laying aside c. As new borne babes â—esire or thirst for the sincere milke of the Gospell that you may grow thereby From all these Scriptures linked together observe how plainly and necessarily beyond all contradiction these two concluâ—ions are gatheredâ— 1. Whosoever thirsteth for the sincere milke of the Gospell to grow up by it in grace and all obedience hee is certainely new borne and a babe at least in this immortall life 2. Whosoever is borne of God by this seed of his Word is everlastingly beloved of God and shall appeare with Christ in glorie When therefore we finde that whereas heretofore being full we loathed this hony-combe but now feeling our selves empty and hungry even the most bitter part of Gods word is sweet unto us so that wee can truly say All the words of God even his commands and judgements as wel as his promises are pleasant unto our taste more than home unto our mouth that frequently as the Infant for the brest wee longue for it not for custome feare or knowledge onely but to grow up in all obedience to God then may we without all question conclude Seeing God hath effectually applied this Word unto my soule and in his eternall love begotten mee as a childe and heire to himselfe joynt heire with Christ I know that nothing shall seperate mee from the love of God which is in Christ nothing shall plucke mee out of the hand of my gracious Saviour and my Almighty Father Againe whosoever is partaker of the victory of Christ so that now not sinne but Christ reignes in him is certainly a true member of the Lord Jesus and one of them for whom Christ hath dyed See Rom. 8.37,38 We are more than Conquerors through him that loved us I am perswaded therefore that nothing shall seperate us c. God hath given us victorie through our Lord Iesus Christ. So then when by the Word the strong holds of Satan are battered and beaten downe in us every thought subdued to the obedience of Christ when the dominion of sinne is deposed in us and the Scepter of Christ and his Throne set up in our hearts we are in the state of grace Rom. 6.14 and members of his mysticall body baptised into his death quickened in his resurrection as is apparent in the whole course of that chapter But how should I be assured that Christ reigneth in me and not sinne Why Know you not that to whom you yeeld your selves servants to obey his servants yon are to whom you obey Marke then obedience in service must bee from a yeelding willingnesse and love With good will doing service If then thou obeyest thou yeeldest up thy selfe not forced with love and good will to do what is commanded See then and conâ—ider not so much what thou doest but what thou wouldst doe and whom thou obeyest Thou doest the evill thou wouldst not doe thou doest not the good thou wouldest doe Then this is no obedience when it is done but not with good wil nay so far art thou from obeying that it is not done by thee but by sin in thee Sin doth it in thee thou doest it not in sinne But when the inward man delighteth in the law of God howsoever the command of the Lord is not done as it ought yet because out of love to it the giver of it thy wil puts on the outward man to obedience hence is manifest that the law of God is written in thy heart see Psal. 40.8 and that thou livest in obedience not to sin but Christ. Hence it is clearly evinced that thou art not a servaÌ„t of sin whose yoak thou hatest Thou yeeldest not up thy selfe with love and cheerfulnesse to obey it but sighest under the burden of it a captive then thou maist be to sin but no servant Remember thisâ— He is not a member of Christ and his faithfull servant who either for feare of law anger of superiours or some such outward respect is driven inforced to Christian duties yet the hand or foot which by reasoÌ„ of some sore breeding in it or some weaknesse by a blow or fal thorne sticking in it festering cannot doe the office of it is notwithstanding a member and a servant not throughly recovered of a deadly malady nor able to do perfect service is yet a faithful servant So neither is he a servant to sin who overwrastled by strong tentations detesting this body of death is carried captive sending up his spirit in grones unutterable and crying out oh wretched man that I am who shall deliver me And hee certainly is a servant and member of Christ who pressed with sinfull weakenesse would doe what hee cannot and doth what hee can Take a more through view of this truth in a familiar and confessed instance Spaiâ—e is truly said to be under the dominion of the Spanish King because the people acknowledging theÌ„selves Subjects willingly live under his lawes but Holland is as truly said not to be under his dominion because having shaken off his yoake they live not under his lawes nor will heare of his service And although sometime in fight they are overcome yet doe they renew their forces and both openly professe and behave themselves as enemies Thus is it with the faithfull They were the servants of sinne but now from the heart they have obeyed that forme of doctrine which was delivered them They hate and reject the Law of sinne in their members But doth not sinne fight against them Yes and they against it And this is a signe of enmitie not obedience But it often prevailes also True but it prevailes as an Enemie therefore they renew their strength by prayer plucke up their hearts and set themselves in order to resist and subdue it No signe of dominion in all this but rather of that deadly feod mentioned by the Apostle The spirit lusteth against the flesh and the flesh against the spirit and these two are
wee hold fast what is harder to beleeve If God dyed for man shall not man live with God Shall not a mortall live aeternally for whom hee dyed who liveth aeternally Verily the afflictions of this life are so farre from being worthy of the glory which is purchased for us in the life to come that rather they are nothing to those comfortable nay glorious privileges which wee presently enjoy For what can any earthly misery which at the furthest proceedeth to a temporall death shew comparable with this union with God and glorious fellowship with the Father through Christ Wee are united to God by affinity by a spirituall and therefore indissoluble bond of marriage he hath married our nature nay our persons hath set his owne image on us given us his even the divine nature and so as he is our flesh so we flesh of his flesh and bone of his bone We are united to him by a spirituall consanguinity to the Father as our father Ioh. 20.17 to the Sonne as our brother Heb. 2.11 nay as members to the Head Eph. 5. 30. And because all fleshly and mixt union is no way comparable to that simple union of Spirits We are one Spirit with him 1 Cor. 6.17 that as there is no union like that of the Trinity of persons in the unity of the God-head so wee also should be united spiritually to our God That as the Father is in Christ and Christ in the Father so wee may bee one in them Goe to now Let all the world conspire against us to load our harts with affliction let sinfull flesh joyne with the world and all the infernal spirits with both if thou hast tasted this cordiall if ever thou hast truly relished the sweetnesse of the Lord Jesus the strength of thy heart all they shall effect is but this somewhat the sooner and closer to knit thy soule unto God in Christ and by with-drawing earthly sensuall to heap upon thee spirituall and eternall comforts CHAP. XX. The more close applying of this comfort by meditation NOw that wee may thoroughly digest this cordiall and finde some heart and strength in it let us quicken it by some such meditation Oh my soule is there any thing to bee compared unto the Lord Jesus Is not al in the world nay all the world and a world of worlds in respect of him losse and dung Hadst thou received no other pledge of Gods love no other comfort but Christ alone were noâ— this sufficient abundant nay an infinite testimony of his eternall love and a conâ—â—lation beyond all miserie But when hee is given thee what is not given thee when thou hast him who is Lord of all thou hast all things with gim Oh if thou hadst knowledge of this love of Christ which passeth knowledge what trouble what earthly griefe coâ—ld dismay thee how wholsome how pleasant how delectable how heavenly is the least tast of it O sweete gracious glorious Saviour whether I look up to thee my head in heaven or down to my selfe thy most unworthy meÌ„ber on earth whether I consider what great things thou hast done for my poore soule or how thou hast done theÌ„ I cannot but find infinit love in thee infinit coÌ„fort in thy love Thou art that true light all other borrowed from thee Thou art the brightnesse of thy fathers glorie making and sustaining all things Thou art the expresse Image of thy fathers person God equall to thy father The mighty God the everlastâ—ng Father the Prince of peace Thou art the King of glorie the King of Kings and Lord of Lords how faire how pleasant how full of ravishing delights is thy love Thy cheekes as a bed of spices as sweet flowers thy lips like Lillâ—es dropping sweet-smelling mirrhe thy mouth most sweet Thou art altogether lovely How is it then that I have found favour in thy sight who although once framed by thee after thine image yet wilfully giving up my selfe unto sinne and Satam became the most deformed the most abject the most polluted and silthy off-scouring of the world Oh my Lord I am â—nfinitely unable to conceive either thy glorious excelleÌ„ce or my lothsome vilenesse yet hast thou set thine heart upon such an one to love mee and expressed that love by such effects that neither I can finde words to utter it nor thoughts to apprehend it yet faine would I kindle and inflame my cold heart in the sight and sense of it If I cast downe mine eye to look upon my bottomlesse miserie I see my selfe shut up and imprisoned in unbeleefe bound in the chains of death condemned to hell where the pit had shut her mouth upon me my lifâ— consuming in poasting vanity my soule deligâ—tiâ—g in â—he service of such a mastâ—r whose wages is endlesse misâ—ry a slave in the world to Satan by disobedience and after in the other worlâ— a companion to him in infiniâ—e torment Snares fire brimstone and an horrible tempest this was the portion of my cup. And as my state was infinitely fearefull so altogether helpelesse No creature had either power or pitty to succour mee nay mine owne soule so farre from compassion of it selfe that it rejoyced and triumphed in this depth of hellish misery From this and farre greater calamitie then in this or any word can be expressed hast thou graciously rescued me Thou reachedst forth thy hand and hast plâ—cked me out of the belly of hel Thou hast drawne me out of the horrible pit where no stay was hast set my feet upon the rocke in a large place Now if I lift up mine eyes to take view of that glory to which thou hast so graciously advaÌ„ced me I find my tongue and heart yet farre more unaable to utter or conceive it Hadst thou left me to my self now after this deliveraÌ„ce in health and safety yet oh how wonderful had thy grace bin But this great this infinit mercy was a smal thing in thine eies O Lord God but hast promoâ—ed me to an inappeheÌ„sible height of glory with thy selfe Thou hast preferred mee to thy service and thy service is liberty nay thy service is a kingdome even to reigne on earth And as if all this were too little thou hast made me a sonne with thee to the same Father the Father of lights and what estate is any thing but dung to this Thou hast annexed me as an heire with thy selfe who art the heire of all things so that by thee I the most base drudge of sinne and Satan am lifted up to a throne crown to an immortall crown of glory such as never eye saw neuer eare heard neuer entred into the heart of man Thou hast washt me set thine owne beautious image upon me thou hast reconciled justified fully redeemed me raised and set mee with thy selfe in heavenly places and with all this and above all this thou hast knit and united me to thy selfe
into that holy fellowship that more than heavenly Fellowship which you purposed purchased and sealed to mee O Father of all mercies seeing thou hast accepted mee so poore miserable sinfull wretch and adopted mee seeing by that immortall seed thou hast begotten me to thy selfe make mee oh make mee greatly to longue after my Fathers house weane mee from my pilgrimage suffer me not to stay and linger in these vanities suffer mee not to do at upon vexation Thy bountifull hand hath given mee all things Things present and things to come all are mine Some are mine to use some to enjoy to use this world not abusing it to enjoy thy selfe and the world to come Oh then let me not seeke to enjoy those things which I should onely use lest I be held from those things which I should enjoy Give mee every day more clearely to perceive that I am on earth a stranger and so journer a Traveller toward thy heavenly Jerusalem teach me to cast behinde my backe what I know I must shortly leave bhinde me and set my face fully toward thee For what inheritance have I in the world What portion on earth Thou art my rich inheritance my All-sufficient God oh cast mee not away from thee thou Supreme good and highest happinesse so shal I never want any thing that is truly good and happy Oh my gracious Saviour my soule panteth after thee weary of this sinfull world more weary of this sinfull flesh chained miserably to this body of death and led captive after sinne it lookes up to thee and sighes after thee my glorious deliverer when shall I appeare in thy presence When shall this weather-beaten Tabernacle be dissolved to be builded up againe and fashioned according to that Temple of thy glorious body O Lord truly I am thy servant I am thy servant and the son of thy handmaid thou hast broken my bonds Now therefore take and challenge thine owne Other Lords beside thee have had dominion over me but I will remember thee onely and thy name Cruell imperious and shamefull Lords have tyrannized over me and wasted my soule The false world and worse than it Satan and worse then hee Sinne their service slavery their wages death When I was theirs I was neither thine nor mine owne But Lord rescue the price of thine owne blood restore mee to thee and to my selfe Nay cut me off from my selfe that I may be grafted and abide wholly in thee empty me of my selfe that I may be filled with thee let me dye in my selfe that I may live in thee let mee bee nothing in my selfe that I may be all in thee Oh ravish my heart with thy beauty and teach me to abhorre the painted harlotry of this sinfull world unite my heart unto thee by faith and knit it fast in love And seeing thou hast sought up this lost sheepe and brought mee into thy flocke fold me in thy protection and feed me in these greene pastures till I rest with thee for ever Oh thou holy and blessed Spirit who sealest unto mee those precious promises apply powerfully this signet to my heart and seale it up in thy Covenant Open mine eyes and fasten them on Christ and those things where Christ sitteth at the right hand of God Make mee to know and remember that I can lose no good thing so long as I enjoy thee Oh with all thy other graces I beseech thee speake peace to this troubled heart and give thy servant to heare what thou speakest Say to my soule The Father of Christ is thy father the Lord Jesus is thy wisedome thy righteousnesse sanctification and redemption I am thy life thy pledge and earnest of that purchased inheritance I am thy stay I am thy Comforter Feare not peace be unto thee be strong and of a good courage so shall thy weake Temple be strengthened so shall all earthly sorrow and tormenting fears vanish as a morning cloud and my soule shall ever rejoyce in thee my most mercifull God my most gracious Redeemer and sweetest Comforter Amen Amen FINIS Greg. Naz. Luk 3. 38. Acts 17.11 Ioh. 1 13â— â—â—es â— 8 Mat. 5 3,4â— 1 Pet. 1. 8. Psalâ— 89.35 Esa. 50.10 See 1 Sam. 35â—6 Psal. 77â—2 Nehâ— 8.10 2 Cor. 5. â—1 Lam. 3.24 25,26 Revâ— 2â—â—2â—â— Revâ— 3.17 Psa. 73â— 4â—5 â— Cor. 12. 10. Heb. 2. â—â— 18. 4. 15â— Mat. 23 â—â— Maâ—â— 11. â—â— 1 Ioh. 5. â—â— Mat. 10.38 Gal 3. 13. Tiâ—â—1 13 2 â—im 4â—â—â— 2 Sam◠〈…〉 Esa. 40. 〈…〉 Neh. 1. 10 11. Mat. 11.29 Esa. 50.4 Rom. 7.24 Psa. 119.32 Luk. 4. â—â—â— 1 The. 〈…〉 2 Cor. 1.3 4. Iob 15. 11 Mat. 7 16â— Proâ— 18,1â— Psal. 4.7 Lu. 1â— 19â— 1 Cor. 15 3â— Esa. 56 12â— Heb. 1â— 7 1 Cor. 10â— 13. Pro. 20.30 1 Cor. 11. 32. 2 Cor. 14.7 Heb. 11.13 Phil. 3.20 Mat. 5.11 12. 1 The. 4.14 Rev. 14 1â— Româ— 8.38 39. Phil. 1. â— â— Exod. 15. 23.25 2 Kin. 2.19 20,21,2â— Heb. 2.10 Heb. 12. â—1 Rom. 5.12 6.23 Lam. 3.39 Ier. 5 25â— Lam. 3.38 42,43,44 45. Amos 3.6 Esa. 45.7 Ier. 18.11 Amos 4â— 6 7,8,9,10 11. Ier. 2.30 Esay 15. Deut â—2 22 23. Act. 14.22 Eccl. 9.2 Iobâ— 6 4. Iob. 13.26 Psalâ— 51.12 Heb. 12. 6. Rev. â— 19 Psal. 89.31 32,33 34 35. Ps. 115 7â— Rom. 1.18 2 8â— Deu. 32.22 Ier. 15.14 Heb. 12. â— â— Psa. 119.67 Rev. 3. 19. 1 Pet. 4,12 Iam. 1.2,3 Heb. 12 1â— Rom. 5.3 4,5 Iam. 13â—â—â— Lam. 3.19 20. Mat. 26.31 33. Ioh 21.15 2 Cor. 12.7 See Rom. 8.16.17 2 Cor. 4.17 Exod. 9.16 1 Cor. 10. 13. 2 Cor. 1.4 Iob 13.15 16.18 19.25 Acts 12. Psal. 4.8 1 Sam. 28. 20,21 1 Sam. 16. 14. Heb. 12.10 11. 2 Cor. 4.17 Rev. 16.9 Hos. 10â—8 Rev 6.16 Ier. 32â—40 41 Ier. 5. â—3 Heb. 3.12 Heb. 12.10 Lam. 3.33 Canâ— 1.1 Psal. 63.3 Cant 5 1â— Mat. 5. 11 12. Heb. 12,7 Heb. 12. 8. Heb. 11.25 Isa. 105â—19 Dan. 3. 1 Pet. 1.7 Iob 23. 10 Dan. 3. Pro. 20.30 Ier. 23.29 Ioh. 18.11 Heb. 2. 10. Heb. 5.7 Heb. 12.2 Rom. 5 5. â—am 1.3 Psal. 11â— 50.92 Psâ— 119.103 Pro. 25.25 Rom. 15.4 1 The. â— 18 Psal. 50.4 2 Tim. 4. 1,2 2 Cor. 1.4 5 6. Genâ— 37.15 Eph. 6.17 2 Cor. 10. 4,5 Psal. 23.1 Luk. 10.42 1 Pet. 1.23 24,25 1 Ioh. 3. 9â— Pro. 23.5 Esa. 5.14 Pro. 31.30 Psal. 90.10 Psal. 39. 5. Esa. 59 21â— Pro. 8.9 Pro. 4.18 Psa 19.8,9 Luk. 3.5 Ps. 119.103 Psa. 19.8 Pro. 3.17 Rom. 4. 18 19,20 Heb. 11.25 26 27. Luk. 7.47 Rom. 10. â—5 2 Cor. 5.14 â— Cor. 12. 15. Phil. 1.22 23,24 Iobâ— 13.15 Iobâ— 23.10 Hebâ— 12.1 Heb. â— 11 Luk. 24,25 Heb. 12,12 Eccl. 12. â—1 Ier. 2.31 Mat. 16.9 Heb. 12 5. Ier 17. 9. Heb. 3.12 1 Kin. 3.3 Gal. 4.15 18. Gal. 1.6 Rev. 2 3â— 4 Deu. 5.27 9.12 Luk. 24.32 2 Sam 12. Psal. 119. 32.50 Heb. 12 23â— Psal. 51. â—2 Pro. 8.34 Ier. 32.40 41. Psal. 34. 9 10â— 1 Tim. 4.8 Psal. 23.4