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like_o that_o odour_n that_o proceed_v from_o the_o golden_a censor_n that_o delight_v my_o soul_n the_o taste_n be_v precious_a do_v you_o not_o feel_v it_o oh_o so_o sweet_a it_o be_v yea_o sweet_a than_o myrrh_n the_o honey_n or_o the_o honey_n comb_n let_v i_o therefore_o sing_v again_o and_o again_o unto_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n then_o she_o do_v sing_v the_o nineteenth_o psalm_n begin_v at_o the_o seven_o verse_n how_o perfect_a be_v the_o law_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n and_o so_o on_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o same_o and_o after_o that_o spiritual_a rejoice_v in_o sing_v of_o psalm_n she_o then_o pray_v unto_o god_n faithful_o and_o praise_v the_o lord_n again_o joyful_o and_o be_v still_o full_a of_o these_o and_o such_o like_a heavenly_a consolation_n she_o do_v sing_v again_o most_o hearthly_a unto_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n the_o 136._o psalm_n praise_v you_o the_o lord_n for_o he_o be_v good_a for_o his_o mercy_n endure_v for_o ever_o etc._n etc._n in_o which_o 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