to_o serve_v i_o too_o much_o i_o to_o do_v i_o any_o real_a harm_n christ_n by_o die_v have_v take_v out_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n so_o that_o i_o need_v not_o any_o long_o be_v under_o bondage_n through_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n o_o death_n thou_o have_v leave_v thy_o sting_n in_o the_o side_n of_o christ_n and_o there_o have_v lose_v it_o o_o grave_a my_o lord_n have_v break_v thy_o gate_n open_a and_o because_o he_o be_v rise_v i_o may_v joyful_o conclude_v my_o own_o resurrection_n my_o body_n must_v lie_v in_o darkness_n for_o a_o while_n but_o it_o shall_v not_o always_o be_v death_n prisoner_n this_o corruptible_a shall_v put_v on_o incorruption_n this_o mortal_a shall_v put_v on_o immortality_n and_o as_o the_o corn_n cast_v into_o the_o ground_n do_v rise_v with_o advantage_n every_o single_a grain_n yield_v sometime_o a_o hundred_o fold_n so_o my_o flesh_n shall_v come_v up_o out_o of_o the_o earth_n with_o a_o hundred_o fold_v better_a quality_n than_o now_o it_o have_v it_o be_v sow_o in_o weakness_n it_o be_v raise_v in_o power_n it_o be_v sow_o in_o dishonour_n it_o be_v raise_v in_o glory_n but_o o_o my_o soul_n death_n will_v not_o be_v able_a at_o all_o to_o seize_v on_o thou_o thou_o will_v be_v deliver_v out_o of_o a_o dungeon_n when_o thou_o leave_v thy_o earthly_a tabernacle_n and_o go_v unto_o a_o glorious_a palace_n assoon_o as_o ever_o thou_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o body_n thou_o will_v be_v present_a with_o the_o lord_n assoon_o as_o thou_o be_v depart_v thou_o will_v be_v with_o christ_n and_o how_o much_o better_o that_o be_v thou_o will_v find_v to_o thy_o full_a and_o everlasting_a joy_n meditation_n xlviii_o if_o my_o belove_a be_v i_o and_o all_o thing_n i_o be_v there_o not_o reason_n i_o shall_v be_v he_o his_o i_o be_o and_o his_o i_o will_v be_v to_o eternity_n lord_n i_o be_o thou_o for_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o not_o i_o myself_o i_o be_o thou_o by_o the_o right_n of_o purchase_n as_o well_o as_o creation_n for_o thou_o have_v buy_v i_o with_o a_o price_n nay_o thou_o have_v new_o make_v i_o on_o purpose_n for_o thy_o own_o use_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v show_v forth_o thy_o praise_n and_o i_o do_v willing_o resign_v and_o yield_v myself_o to_o thou_o if_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n make_v use_n of_o i_o if_o i_o be_o thy_o treasure_n keep_v i_o if_o i_o be_o a_o child_n let_v i_o be_v employ_v in_o my_o father_n business_n if_o i_o be_o betroth_v to_o thou_o let_v thy_o love_n and_o jealousy_n secure_v i_o from_o other_o lover_n oh_o let_v i_o be_v whole_o only_o always_o thou_o turn_v away_o my_o eye_n from_o behold_v vanity_n let_v my_o tongue_n be_v like_o a_o angel_n continual_o sound_v forth_o thy_o name_n let_v my_o hand_n be_v holy_a the_o path_n of_o my_o foot_n ponder_v let_v all_o my_o member_n be_v yield_v as_o instrument_n of_o righteousness_n and_o let_v my_o soul_n with_o all_o its_o power_n love_n and_o serve_v thou_o lord_n sanctify_v and_o satisfy_v and_o save_v i_o and_o honour_v i_o by_o employ_v i_o for_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o soul_n and_o give_v my_o very_a heart_n to_o thou_o meditation_n xlix_o ten_o thousand_o time_n ten_o thousand_o praise_n to_o the_o god_n of_o love_n and_o peace_n who_o will_v not_o worship_v thou_o and_o give_v thou_o glory_n o_o thou_o king_n of_o saint_n let_v thy_o church_n on_o earth_n as_o well_o as_o heaven_n ring_v aloud_o with_o hallelujah_n who_o be_v god_n save_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v a_o rock_n save_o our_o god_n who_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o in_o earth_n beneath_o be_v to_o be_v compare_v to_o thou_o a_o god_n glorious_a in_o holiness_n terrible_a in_o majesty_n rich_a in_o mercy_n abound_v in_o grace_n wonderful_a in_o work_v and_o keep_v truth_n for_o ever_o who_o can_v by_o search_v find_v out_o god_n who_o can_v find_v out_o the_o almighty_a to_o perfection_n it_o be_v high_a as_o heaven_n what_o can_v we_o do_v deep_o than_o hell_n what_o can_v we_o know_v who_o be_v a_o god_n like_o unto_o thou_o abundant_a in_o love_a kindness_n goodness_n and_o truth_n delight_v in_o mercy_n forgive_a iniquity_n transgression_n and_o sin_n and_o reconcile_a the_o world_n to_o himself_o in_o christ_n glory_n be_v to_o god_n in_o the_o high_a for_o such_o good_a will_n towards_o man_n let_v the_o heaven_n rejoice_v and_o let_v the_o earth_n be_v glad_a let_v the_o sea_n roar_v and_o the_o fullness_n thereof_o let_v the_o flood_n clap_v their_o hand_n and_o the_o hill_n be_v joyful_a together_o let_v all_o the_o creature_n join_v in_o magnify_v that_o god_n which_o make_v they_o and_o let_v all_o saint_n shout_v aloud_o for_o joy_n unto_o he_o who_o have_v visit_v and_o redeem_v they_o meditation_n l._n lord_n how_o much_o be_v thou_o above_o thy_o creature_n reach_v who_o beside_o thyself_o can_v conceive_v thy_o excellency_n who_o can_v show_v forth_o all_o thy_o praise_n thou_o be_v exalt_v above_o the_o blessing_n and_o the_o thought_n of_o angel_n above_o the_o song_n of_o seraphim_n everlasting_a thanksgiving_n be_v thy_o due_n oh_o let_v i_o live_v with_o thou_o to_o eternity_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o be_v pay_v this_o debt_n of_o praise_n bless_v the_o lord_n you_o innumerable_a company_n of_o angel_n which_o excel_v in_o strength_n who_o see_v the_o glory_n of_o your_o maker_n and_o lord_n praise_v he_o o_o you_o throne_n dominion_n principality_n and_o power_n exalt_v that_o mighty_a and_o gracious_a god_n who_o elect_v and_o confirm_v you_o when_o so_o many_o other_o angel_n sin_v and_o be_v eternal_o leave_v and_o miserable_a in_o their_o apostasy_n o_o all_o you_o triumphant_a saint_n that_o be_v with_o the_o lamb_n upon_o the_o heavenly_a mount_n zion_n strike_v up_o with_o your_o harp_n and_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v your_o strain_n be_v still_o high_o and_o high_o ascribe_v blessing_n and_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o power_n unto_o he_o that_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o o_o thou_o militant_a church_n begin_v this_o heavenly_a work_n of_o praise_v here_o on_o earth_n thy_o redemption_n and_o deliverance_n be_v begin_v and_o will_v most_o certain_o be_v complete_v the_o captain_n of_o thy_o salvation_n will_v stand_v by_o thou_o in_o thy_o spiritual_a warfare_n and_o have_v make_v thou_o more_o than_o victorious_a over_o all_o thy_o enemy_n will_v bestow_v upon_o thou_o the_o promise_a crown_n of_o life_n and_o glory_n meditation_n li._n bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n what_o have_v thou_o breath_n for_o but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v spend_v in_o his_o praise_n wherefore_o have_v thou_o a_o tongue_n at_o command_n but_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v employ_v in_o glorify_v thy_o lord_n and_o hereby_o become_v thy_o glory_n shall_v not_o a_o slave_n that_o have_v be_v in_o very_o hard_a and_o cruel_a bondage_n be_v thankful_a to_o he_o that_o redeem_v he_o shall_v not_o a_o malefactor_n condemn_v to_o die_v be_v thankful_a unto_o he_o that_o pardon_v he_o shall_v not_o the_o patient_a that_o have_v labour_v under_o a_o death_n threaten_v distemper_n be_v thankful_a to_o the_o physician_n that_o have_v cure_v he_o and_o how_o much_o great_a reason_n be_v there_o o_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o shall_v abound_v in_o thanksgiving_n unto_o thy_o god_n and_o saviour_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o worst_a sense_n enslave_v and_o he_o have_v make_v thou_o free_a indeed_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o the_o second_o death_n to_o be_v separate_v for_o ever_o from_o the_o lord_n and_o to_o be_v throw_v into_o the_o lake_n which_o burn_v with_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n and_o he_o by_o die_v himself_o have_v purchase_v a_o pardon_n for_o thou_o thou_o be_v sick_a of_o spiritual_a which_o be_v the_o worst_a kind_n of_o plague_n and_o he_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o heal_v thou_o awake_v awake_v oh_o my_o soul_n awake_v awake_v and_o utter_v a_o song_n of_o praise_n rejoice_v in_o christ_n jesus_n glory_n in_o the_o father_n of_o mercy_n who_o forgive_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n who_o heal_v all_o thy_o disease_n who_o redeem_v thy_o life_n from_o destruction_n who_o crow_v thou_o with_o love_a kindness_n and_o tender_a mercy_n meditation_n lii_o shall_v i_o not_o magnify_v and_o advance_v my_o lord_n who_o be_o so_o high_o advance_v myself_o i_o be_v once_o in_o darkness_n and_o secure_o go_v on_o towards_o the_o blackness_n of_o darkness_n forever_o but_o i_o be_o call_v out_o of_o darkness_n into_o marvellous_a light_n â—_o i_o be_v once_o a_o stranger_n and_o a_o foreigner_n but_o now_o i_o be_o a_o fellow_n citizen_n with_o the_o saint_n and_o of_o the_o household_n of_o god_n i_o be_o become_v a_o child_n of_o god_n who_o
that_o jesus_n who_o die_v upon_o the_o cross_n be_v able_a to_o save_v to_o the_o uttermost_a and_o willing_a to_o save_v all_o that_o come_v to_o he_o jesus_n be_v the_o man_n who_o be_v god_n fellow_n he_o think_v it_o no_o robbery_n to_o be_v equal_a with_o god_n psal_n 2._o 6._o he_o be_v indeed_o the_o true_a god_n and_o eternal_a life_n 1_o john_n 5._o 20._o certain_o then_o help_n be_v lay_v upon_o one_o that_o be_v mighty_a and_o that_o have_v sufficient_a power_n to_o save_v jesus_n be_v he_o who_o be_v fore-ordained_n before_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 20._o and_o pitch_v upon_o in_o god_n purpose_n and_o decree_n to_o be_v the_o redeemer_n of_o lose_a man_n and_o at_o last_o he_o be_v make_v manifest_a have_v be_v typify_v and_o believe_v in_o long_o before_o he_o undertake_v to_o be_v man_n surety_n and_o to_o pay_v the_o price_n for_o his_o redemption_n and_o just_o when_o he_o be_v die_v he_o cry_v out_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d it_o be_v finish_v and_o then_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n john_n 19_o 30._o as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v i_o undertake_v to_o satisfy_v divine_a justice_n that_o have_v be_v wrong_v and_o to_o appease_v the_o anger_n of_o god_n which_o have_v be_v provoke_v by_o the_o sin_n of_o man_n i_o undertake_v to_o remove_v the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n to_o conquer_v and_o redeem_v from_o death_n and_o hell_n and_o quite_o to_o spoil_v the_o principality_n and_o power_n of_o darkness_n i_o undertake_v to_o ransom_n precious_a soul_n that_o be_v lose_v and_o purchase_v a_o church_n that_o may_v come_v at_o last_o to_o live_v with_o i_o and_o my_o father_n and_o shout_n forth_o hallelujah_n unto_o he_o that_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o unto_o the_o lamb_n forever_o and_o this_o great_a work_n which_o i_o undertake_v i_o have_v now_o finish_v doubtless_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v able_a to_o save_v and_o his_o willingness_n he_o declare_v abundant_o the_o communicant_a shall_v thus_o argue_v with_o himself_o o_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o jesus_n a_o merciful_a high_a priest_n as_o well_o as_o a_o mighty_a saviour_n behold_v he_o weep_v over_o jerusalem_n the_o inhabitant_n whereof_o be_v enemy_n to_o he_o and_o will_v not_o be_v gather_v and_o wish_v they_o have_v know_v the_o thing_n of_o their_o peace_n and_o will_v he_o not_o with_o joy_n receive_v those_o that_o come_v to_o he_o and_o put_v their_o trust_n under_o the_o shadow_n of_o his_o wing_n hark_v do_v he_o not_o say_v i_o will_v give_v rest_n to_o the_o weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v do_v he_o not_o assure_v thou_o that_o those_o that_o come_v to_o he_o he_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a cast_v out_o what_o though_o thou_o be_v utter_o unworthy_a christ_n save_v none_o but_o such_o for_o it_o be_v his_o design_n that_o they_o may_v cry_v grace_n grace_n forevermore_o 8._o the_o communicant_a shall_v ask_v himself_o do_v i_o look_v upon_o the_o new_a testament_n and_o covenant_n whereof_o jesus_n be_v the_o mediator_n as_o sure_a and_o everlasting_a david_n speak_v excellent_o concern_v this_o 2_o same_o 23._o 5._o god_n have_v make_v with_o i_o a_o everlasting_a covenant_n order_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o sure_a this_o be_v all_o my_o salvation_n and_o all_o my_o desire_n this_o covenant_n be_v order_v in_o all_o thing_n because_o the_o promise_n of_o it_o be_v so_o admirable_o suit_v unto_o the_o necessity_n of_o poor_a sinner_n the_o lord_n here_o promise_v mercy_n to_o the_o miserable_a pardon_v to_o the_o guilty_a cleanse_v to_o the_o defile_v heal_v to_o the_o distemper_a soul_n liberty_n to_o the_o captive_n light_a to_o the_o blind_a rest_v to_o the_o weary_a satisfaction_n to_o empty_a strength_n to_o the_o weak_a establishment_n to_o the_o waver_a and_o salvation_n to_o the_o lose_a and_o because_o all_o thing_n else_o be_v insufficient_a to_o make_v they_o happy_a the_o lord_n promise_v that_o he_o himself_o will_v be_v their_o god_n their_o father_n their_o portion_n and_o that_o forever_o and_o ever_o and_o what_o more_o can_v be_v desire_v now_o this_o covenant_n be_v as_o sure_a as_o the_o word_n the_o oath_n the_o seal_n the_o truth_n the_o power_n the_o love_n the_o blood_n of_o god_n can_v make_v it_o this_o covenant_n be_v sometime_o style_v a_o testament_n and_o in_o this_o testament_n christ_n have_v bequeath_v the_o great_a thing_n unto_o beleiver_n here_o we_o find_v the_o rich_a legacy_n that_o ever_o be_v leave_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n the_o sanctify_a spirit_n a_o new_a heart_n peace_n of_o conscience_n joy_v unspeakable_a the_o good_a thing_n of_o this_o present_a world_n grace_n to_o persevere_v to_o the_o end_n and_o a_o far_o more_o exceed_a and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n hereafter_o be_v the_o thing_n bequeath_v by_o our_o die_a lord_n and_o the_o testatour_n have_v dye_v the_o testament_n be_v of_o force_n and_o stand_v firm_a and_o fast_o forever_o heb._n 9_o 15_o 16_o 17._o o_o my_o soul_n shall_v the_o communicant_a than_o say_v set_v thyself_o to_o study_v the_o covenant_n of_o thy_o lord_n consider_v how_o great_a thing_n be_v make_v over_o and_o how_o firm_a the_o settlement_n be_v be_v pacify_v o_o my_o conscience_n with_o the_o promise_n of_o pordon_n embrace_v o_o my_o very_a heart_n the_o promise_n of_o purity_n that_o by_o these_o i_o may_v be_v make_v a_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n and_o escape_v the_o corruption_n that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n through_o lust_n rejoice_v o_o my_o soul_n in_o this_o high_a happiness_n that_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v thou_o and_o triumph_n o_o my_o spirit_n in_o hope_n of_o that_o glory_n that_o most_o certain_o and_o very_o short_o be_v to_o be_v reveal_v 9_o the_o communicant_a shall_v examine_v and_o ask_v himself_o be_o i_o willing_a to_o break_v the_o league_n eternal_o between_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o lust_n do_v i_o consent_v to_o have_v all_o the_o deed_n of_o the_o body_n mortify_v without_o exception_n under_o the_o law_n the_o inticerto_n idolatry_n be_v to_o be_v destroy_v how_o near_o soever_o if_o thy_o brother_n or_o thy_o son_n or_o daughter_n or_o the_o wife_n of_o thy_o bosom_n or_o thy_o friend_n which_o be_v as_o thy_o own_o soul_n entice_v thou_o secret_o say_v let_v we_o go_v after_o other_o god_n and_o serve_v they_o thou_o shall_v not_o consent_v nor_o hearken_v to_o he_o but_o thou_o shall_v sure_o kill_v he_o thy_o hand_n shall_v be_v first_o upon_o he_o to_o put_v he_o to_o death_n and_o after_o the_o hand_n of_o all_o his_o people_n deut._n 13._o 6._o 8_o 9_o and_o the_o reason_n be_v assign_v v._o 10._o because_o he_o seek_v to_o thrust_v thou_o away_o from_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n there_o be_v never_o a_o sin_n or_o lust_n which_o thou_o can_v indulge_v but_o the_o tendency_n of_o it_o be_v to_o thrust_v thou_o away_o from_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n no_o sin_n therefore_o upon_o any_o account_n be_v to_o be_v spare_v search_v thyself_o therefore_o for_o corruption_n be_v a_o lurk_a thing_n unfeigned_o desire_v to_o have_v all_o this_o old_a leaven_n purge_v out_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v fit_a to_o feed_v on_o christ_n the_o passeover_n speak_v thus_o o_o my_o heart_n at_o last_o lie_v aside_o thy_o deceitful_a deal_n and_o tell_v i_o true_o as_o thou_o will_v answer_v it_o another_o day_n whether_o love_n to_o sin_n be_v turn_v into_o hatred_n do_v thou_o give_v consent_n that_o thy_o pride_n thy_o passion_n thy_o unclean_a affection_n thy_o love_n of_o the_o world_n and_o all_o other_o sin_n shall_v be_v crucify_a do_v thou_o slight_a sinful_a delight_n that_o thou_o may_v taste_v the_o pleasantness_n and_o peace_n which_o be_v in_o wisdom_n way_n do_v thou_o esteem_v godliness_n to_o be_v great_a gain_n then_o any_o wickedness_n can_v yield_v oh_o cherish_v none_o of_o thy_o iniquity_n for_o one_o sin_n allow_v will_v make_v the_o supper_n and_o all_o other_o ordinance_n ineffectual_a to_o salvation_n and_o prove_v thy_o utter_a and_o eternal_a ruin_n just_o as_o one_o dagger_n thrust_v into_o the_o heart_n will_v dispatch_v a_o man_n as_o certain_o as_o if_o he_o have_v as_o many_o wound_n give_v he_o as_o caesar_n in_o the_o senate_n or_o attilius_n regulus_n in_o the_o nail_v barrel_n 10._o the_o communicant_a shall_v ask_v himself_o have_v i_o a_o spiritual_a appetite_n do_v i_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n mat._n 5._o 6._o do_v i_o count_v holiness_n the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o the_o true_a glory_n of_o man_n do_v i_o see_v a_o deformity_n in_o wickedness_n and_o a_o excellency_n in_o be_v righteous_a do_v i_o desire_v to_o put_v on_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o that_o new_a man_n which_o after_o god_n be_v create_v in_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n eph._n 4._o 24._o be_v
great_a favour_n to_o be_v receive_v as_o a_o servaat_fw-mi who_o deserve_v to_o be_v punish_v and_o exclude_v as_o a_o enemy_n humble_v sinner_n do_v very_o much_o consider_v their_o ill_a desert_n and_o how_o be_v they_o fill_v with_o admiration_n at_o the_o free_a grace_n of_o god_n in_o his_o son_n jesus_n which_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o their_o hope_n and_o encouragement_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n they_o be_v what_o they_o be_v they_o have_v what_o they_o have_v they_o hope_v what_o they_o hope_v for_o case_n 3._o the_o three_o case_n follow_v how_o may_v we_o be_v sure_a that_o our_o desire_n after_o god_n and_o grace_n be_v sincere_a it_o be_v a_o maxim_n in_o practical_a divinity_n that_o the_o desire_n after_o grace_n be_v grace_n but_o they_o must_v be_v true_a desire_n now_o these_o may_v thus_o be_v know_v 1._o sincere_a desire_n spring_v from_o knowledge_n and_o serious_a consideration_n the_o lord_n be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o unknown_a god_n to_o they_o that_o indeed_o desire_v after_o he_o he_o have_v cause_v his_o goodness_n which_o be_v his_o glory_n to_o pass_v before_o they_o and_o the_o desirableness_n of_o that_o goodness_n have_v be_v perceive_v jer._n 24._o 7._o i_o will_v give_v they_o a_o heart_n to_o know_v i_o and_o then_o it_o follow_v they_o shall_v return_v to_o i_o with_o their_o whole_a heart_n the_o eye_n must_v be_v anoint_v with_o eyesalve_n the_o judgement_n must_v be_v enlighten_v and_o inform_v concern_v the_o lord_n perfection_n and_o fullness_n and_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n and_o willingness_n to_o communicate_v of_o these_o riches_n then_o desire_v after_o he_o will_v be_v real_a and_o wellgrounded_n 2._o sincere_a desire_n be_v prevail_v my_o meaning_n be_v that_o god_n and_o grace_n be_v desire_v more_o than_o any_o thing_n the_o world_n than_o all_o the_o world_n beside_o a_o author_n tell_v we_o that_o tepidit_fw-la as_o est_fw-la parvus_fw-la amor_fw-la boni_fw-la lukewarmness_n 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flesh_n do_v lust_n and_o mammon_n and_o satan_n join_v with_o it_o yet_o the_o spirit_n do_v lust_n against_o it_o gal._n 5._o 17._o there_o be_v a_o longing_n to_o be_v deliver_v from_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n to_o be_v rid_v of_o that_o evil_n which_o be_v present_a when_o good_a be_v about_o to_o be_v do_v rom._n 7._o where_o there_o be_v desire_n after_o grace_n indeed_o the_o remainder_n of_o sin_n be_v irkfom_n and_o we_o shall_v sigh_v and_o wish_v that_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o life_n in_o christ_n jesus_n may_v make_v we_o free_a from_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n 4._o sincere_a desire_n be_v great_a enemy_n to_o delay_n david_n soul_n make_v haste_n to_o god_n and_o to_o do_v his_o duty_n psal_n 119._o 60._o i_o make_v haste_n and_o delay_v not_o to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n and_o he_o desire_v that_o god_n will_v make_v haste_n to_o he_o psal_n 101._o 2._o i_o will_v behave_v myself_o wise_o in_o a_o perfect_a way_n oh_o when_o will_v thou_o come_v 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after_o then_o we_o desire_v real_o when_o we_o seek_v diligent_o and_o where_o be_v diligence_n and_o pain_n better_o employ_v than_o when_o seek_v the_o lord_n who_o have_v tell_v we_o as_o certain_o as_o he_o be_v so_o certain_o he_o will_v be_v a_o rewarder_n of_o they_o that_o diligent_o seek_v he_o heb._n 11._o 6._o 7._o sincere_a desire_n be_v never_o quite_o satisfy_v here_o in_o this_o world_n what_o be_v say_v concern_v earthly_a riches_n crescit_fw-la amor_fw-la nummi_fw-la quantum_fw-la ipsa_fw-la pecunia_fw-la crescit_fw-la may_v be_v apply_v to_o the_o true_a riches_n crescit_fw-la amor_fw-la quantum_fw-la divitiae_fw-la love_n to_o they_o and_o covetousness_n after_o more_o increase_v as_o they_o increase_v he_o that_o have_v most_o grace_n be_v most_o desirous_a to_o have_v more_o it_o be_v true_a indeed_o our_o lord_n tell_v we_o joh._n 6._o 35._o he_o that_o come_v unto_o i_o shall_v never_o hunger_n and_o he_o that_o believe_v on_o i_o shall_v never_o thirst_v but_o if_o this_o be_v refer_v to_o spiritual_a thing_n the_o meaning_n be_v he_o shall_v not_o so_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n as_o to_o despair_v and_o be_v torment_v with_o despair_n of_o satisfaction_n or_o else_o the_o passage_n may_v be_v refer_v to_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n that_o impia_fw-la fames_fw-la that_o sinful_a and_o eager_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o they_o shall_v cease_v sincere_a soul_n never_o can_v in_o this_o world_n and_o they_o think_v they_o never_o can_v prize_v their_o lord_n jesus_n love_n and_o fear_n and_o serve_v their_o god_n sufficient_o and_o therefore_o desire_v still_o to_o do_v all_o this_o more_o and_o better_a they_o forget_v the_o thing_n behind_o and_o be_v still_o reach_v forward_o and_o if_o you_o ask_v when_o they_o will_v be_v satisfy_v david_n shall_v answer_v psal_n 17._o ult_n and_o what_o he_o speak_v of_o himself_o be_v applicable_a to_o other_o as_o for_o i_o i_o shall_v behold_v thy_o face_n in_o righteousness_n and_o be_v 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never_o cease_v tremble_v till_o it_o be_v turn_v towards_o the_o northern_a pole_n so_o the_o heart_n of_o one_o that_o have_v grace_n can_v be_v quiet_v or_o satisfy_v without_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n pliny_n in_o his_o natural_a history_n l._n 36._o c._n 4._o tell_v we_o that_o the_o diamond_n which_o be_v a_o stone_n of_o far_o great_a value_n be_v put_v near_o the_o loadstone_n ferrum_fw-la non_fw-la patitur_fw-la abstrahi_fw-la do_v not_o suffer_v the_o loadstone_n to_o draw_v the_o iron_n to_o it_o the_o world_n will_v lose_v its_o magnetic_a and_o draw_a virtue_n when_o once_o the_o lord_n have_v touch_v the_o heart_n and_o manifest_v himself_o gracious_a soul_n have_v rather_o have_v god_n they_o than_o all_o the_o world_n they_o they_o see_v the_o creature_n unsuitableness_n and_o insufficiency_n and_o that_o their_o soul_n do_v then_o return_v unto_o their_o rest_n when_o they_o return_v unto_o their_o god_n case_n 8._o the_o eight_o case_n follow_v which_o be_v this_o how_o may_v grace_n be_v discover_v under_o spiritual_a desertion_n although_o the_o lord_n never_o quite_o leave_v his_o people_n yet_o he_o may_v withdraw_v the_o sense_n of_o his_o presence_n suspend_v the_o quicken_n and_o comfort_v influence_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o then_o they_o that_o before_o be_v like_o eden_n or_o sharon_n be_v become_v like_o unto_o the_o desert_n before_o they_o resemble_v a_o tree_n who_o leaf_n be_v fair_a and_o the_o fruit_n plentiful_a and_o good_a but_o under_o desertion_n they_o be_v like_o a_o tree_n in_o the_o winter_n season_n the_o sun_n be_v withdraw_v when_o neither_o fruit_n nor_o leave_v appear_v now_o how_o shall_v the_o saint_n be_v know_v to_o be_v child_n of_o light_n when_o they_o thus_o walk_v in_o darkness_n i_o answer_v 1._o saint_n under_o desertion_n be_v trouble_v at_o god_n absence_n what_o perplexity_n be_v there_o in_o the_o spouse_n spirit_n when_o her_o belove_a have_v withdraw_v himself_o cant._n 5._o 6._o i_o open_v to_o my_o belove_a but_o my_o beloved_a have_v withdraw_v himself_o and_o be_v go_v my_o soul_n fail_v when_o he_o speak_v i_o seek_v he_o but_o i_o can_v not_o find_v he_o i_o call_v he_o but_o he_o give_v i_o no_o answer_n it_o be_v as_o real_a a_o sign_n of_o true_a love_n to_o mourn_v at_o the_o lord_n absence_n as_o to_o rejoice_v in_o his_o presence_n for_o they_o who_o grieve_v when_o he_o withdraw_v will_v be_v glad_a when_o he_o return_v thou_o do_v hide_v thy_o face_n say_v david_n and_o i_o be_v trouble_v psal_n 30._o 7._o god_n may_v hide_v his_o face_n from_o a_o true_a believer_n but_o a_o believer_n show_v himself_o to_o be_v so_o by_o be_v trouble_v when_o god_n hide_v his_o face_n 2._o saint_n under_o desertion_n justify_v the_o lord_n in_o desert_v of_o they_o though_o holy_a job_n stand_v stiff_o in_o the_o vindication_n of_o his_o uprightness_n against_o his_o friend_n who_o charge_v he_o with_o hypocrisy_n yet_o withal_o he_o consess_v his_o sin_n unto_o god_n job_n 7._o 20._o i_o have_v sin_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v unto_o thou_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o man_n and_o chap._n 13._o 26._o thou_o write_v bitter_a thing_n against_o i_o and_o make_v i_o to_o possess_v the_o iniquity_n of_o my_o youth_n deserted_n saint_n dare_v not_o charge_n god_n foolish_o but_o lay_v the_o blame_n of_o what_o they_o endure_v at_o their_o own_o door_n they_o have_v be_v proud_a of_o enlargement_n therefore_o god_n have_v just_o leave_v they_o to_o be_v straighten_a they_o be_v unthankful_a for_o comfort_n therefore_o just_a it_o be_v their_o sorrow_n shall_v return_v they_o be_v not_o so_o watchful_a against_o sin_n it_o be_v righteous_a in_o god_n to_o hide_v his_o face_n nay_o they_o confess_v he_o will_v be_v righteous_a if_o he_o shall_v be_v favourable_a no_o more_o but_o cast_v they_o off_o for_o ever_o 3._o saint_n under_o desertion_n endeavour_v to_o find_v out_o the_o cause_n of_o god_n desert_v they_o that_o it_o may_v be_v remove_v hark_v what_o job_n pray_v for_o job_n 13._o 23_o 24._o make_v i_o to_o know_v my_o transgression_n and_o my_o sin_n wherefore_o hide_v thou_o thy_o face_n and_o count_v i_o for_o thy_o enemy_n as_o the_o seaman_n be_v willing_a that_o fail_v with_o jonah_n to_o know_v for_o who_o sake_n the_o tempest_n be_v so_o furious_a upon_o they_o and_o as_o joshua_n be_v desirous_a to_o find_v out_o the_o man_n that_o have_v take_v of_o the_o accurse_a thing_n and_o prove_v the_o troubler_n of_o israel_n so_o deserted_n soul_n cry_v unto_o god_n to_o discover_v what_o have_v offend_v he_o and_o grieve_v his_o holy_a spirit_n and_o as_o jonah_n that_o raise_v the_o tempest_n be_v throw_v overboard_o as_o achan_n that_o trouble_a israel_n be_v stone_v unto_o death_n so_o have_v find_v out_o their_o sin_n that_o have_v disturb_v their_o peace_n and_o provoke_v their_o god_n they_o consent_v to_o have_v they_o thorough_o mortify_v that_o which_o be_v meet_v they_o say_v unto_o god_n i_o have_v bear_v thy_o displeasure_n i_o will_v not_o offend_v any_o more_o that_o which_o i_o see_v not_o teach_v thou_o i_o if_o i_o have_v do_v iniquity_n i_o will_v do_v no_o more_o job_n 34._o 31_o 32._o 4._o saint_n under_o desertion_n though_o the_o act_n of_o faith_n may_v not_o yet_o fear_n be_v more_o evident_a in_o they_o esa_n 50._o 10._o who_o be_v among_o you_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n and_o obey_v the_o voice_n of_o his_o servant_n that_o walk_v in_o darkness_n and_o have_v no_o light_n deserted_n believer_n though_o they_o can_v with_o confidence_n call_v god_n their_o father_n which_o be_v their_o trouble_n yet_o they_o be_v resolve_v to_o obey_v he_o as_o their_o lord_n when_o he_o seem_v to_o fly_v from_o they_o they_o be_v afraid_a of_o lose_v he_o therefore_o they_o lament_v and_o follow_v after_o he_o no_o wonder_n that_o god_n withdraw_n raise_v fear_n in_o his_o people_n for_o ordinary_o desertion_n speak_v divine_a displeasure_n and_o be_v so_o very_o sore_a a_o trial_n and_o 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how_o long_o and_o let_v it_o repent_v thou_o concern_v thy_o servant_n o_o satisfy_v we_o early_o with_o thy_o mercy_n that_o we_o may_v rejoice_v and_o be_v glad_a all_o our_o day_n their_o life_n lie_v in_o his_o favour_n weep_v continue_v while_o his_o face_n be_v hide_v when_o their_o god_n come_v their_o joy_n come_v to_o they_o again_o and_o as_o they_o be_v desirous_a that_o god_n shall_v turn_v to_o they_o so_o also_o that_o themselves_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o turn_v unto_o god_n the_o church_n have_v revolt_v and_o god_n be_v angry_a angry_a not_o only_o at_o their_o sin_n but_o also_o at_o their_o prayer_n in_o this_o sad_a case_n the_o church_n be_v earnest_a for_o her_o own_o recovery_n and_o return_n to_o god_n as_o well_o as_o for_o the_o shine_a of_o god_n face_n upon_o she_o therefore_o she_o cry_v once_o twice_o thrice_o turn_v we_o again_o o_o lord_n god_n of_o host_n cause_v thy_o face_n to_o shine_v and_o we_o shall_v be_v save_v psal_n 80._o 3_o 7_o 19_o case_n 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righteous_a do_v embrace_v as_o no_o truth_n and_o violent_o hurry_v they_o and_o bear_v it_o in_o upon_o their_o spirit_n especial_o in_o duty_n to_o distract_v and_o dead_a their_o heart_n that_o they_o ought_v to_o turn_v to_o this_o or_o that_o or_o other_o erroneous_a way_n else_o they_o will_v never_o know_v peace_n whatever_o comfort_n and_o encouragement_n the_o gospel_n hand_n forth_o to_o they_o they_o with_o a_o strange_a obstinacy_n reject_v as_o too_o good_a for_o they_o and_o not_o belong_v at_o all_o to_o they_o and_o though_o the_o hand_n and_o hatred_n of_o satan_n be_v in_o all_o this_o yet_o he_o be_v so_o subtle_a as_o to_o hide_v himself_o under_o the_o dark_a shade_n of_o melancholy_a so_o that_o he_o be_v unperceived_a now_o for_o the_o relief_n of_o such_o i_o shall_v show_v how_o the_o truth_n of_o grace_n may_v be_v discern_v under_o the_o prevalency_n of_o melancholy_n 1._o melancholic_a one_o that_o be_v gracious_a have_v usual_o very_o low_a thought_n of_o themselves_o they_o have_v not_o confidence_n in_o the_o flesh_n but_o be_v convince_v that_o their_o own_o righteousness_n be_v rag_n their_o wisdom_n folly_n their_o strength_n weakness_n they_o see_v that_o no_o flesh_n have_v reason_n to_o glory_n in_o the_o lord_n presence_n and_o be_v thus_o humble_a god_n have_v promise_v to_o have_v respect_n to_o they_o psal_n 138._o 6._o though_o the_o lord_n be_v high_a yet_o have_v he_o respect_n unto_o the_o lowly_a and_o psal_n 10._o 17._o lord_n thou_o have_v hear_v the_o desire_n of_o the_o humble_a thou_o will_v prepare_v their_o heart_n a_o heart_n prepare_v to_o pray_v they_o desire_v thou_o will_v cause_v thy_o ear_n to_o hear_v 2._o melancholic_a one_o who_o have_v grace_n though_o they_o be_v full_a of_o fear_n yet_o their_o fear_n be_v without_o scripture_n ground_n they_o be_v apt_a to_o conclude_v themselves_o hypocrite_n but_o not_o from_o scripture_n premise_n satan_n in_o a_o violent_a way_n do_v inject_v such_o thought_n that_o god_n hate_v they_o never_o be_v indeed_o near_o they_o or_o have_v quite_o leave_v they_o and_o never_o any_o saint_n be_v in_o the_o like_a condition_n and_o hereupon_o follow_v a_o sting_a perplexity_n but_o not_o one_o word_n of_o god_n be_v produce_v to_o prove_v all_o this_o though_o satan_n injection_n be_v direful_a and_o doleful_a yet_o the_o word_n speak_v hopeful_o concern_v they_o because_o they_o be_v weary_a of_o sin_n willing_a to_o close_v with_o christ_n and_o hunger_n after_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n and_o have_v rather_o have_v a_o assurance_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n than_o corn_n and_o wine_n and_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n in_o the_o great_a plenty_n and_o abundance_n 3._o melancholic_a one_o who_o have_v grace_n though_o they_o be_v fill_v with_o a_o great_a many_o fancy_n and_o fear_n yet_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n be_v predominant_a and_o they_o be_v afraid_a of_o sin_n as_o the_o great_a evil_n the_o favour_n of_o god_n be_v most_o desirable_a his_o anger_n most_o formidable_a in_o their_o esteem_n therefore_o they_o dare_v not_o use_v sinful_a or_o suspect_a mean_n for_o their_o relief_n and_o help_n they_o be_v not_o like_o saul_n who_o in_o his_o distress_n and_o sadness_n run_v to_o the_o witch_n of_o endor_n they_o dare_v not_o turn_v glutton_n and_o drunkard_n nor_o attempt_v to_o drown_v their_o sorrow_n in_o sensuality_n but_o have_v rather_o remain_v melancholic_a saint_n than_o become_v boon_n companion_n and_o jolly_a sinner_n they_o do_v indeed_o imagine_v and_o fear_v a_o thousand_o thing_n without_o reason_n but_o true_o with_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o reason_n the_o fear_n of_o god_n rule_v in_o their_o heart_n and_o they_o eschew_v what_o be_v evil_a in_o his_o sight_n 4._o melancholic_a one_o who_o have_v grace_n endeavour_v to_o improve_v their_o melancholy_n after_o a_o gracious_a manner_n now_o the_o world_n appear_v vain_a creature_n be_v miserable_a comforter_n delight_n have_v lose_v their_o relish_n and_o be_v become_v undelightful_a they_o take_v hold_v of_o the_o advantage_n to_o get_v more_o loose_a from_o the_o world_n and_o more_o above_o it_o if_o one_o perplex_v fume_n turn_v all_o the_o world_n into_o a_o empty_a bubble_n into_o a_o insignificant_a cypher_n why_o say_v the_o gracious_a soul_n shall_v i_o ever_o dote_v upon_o this_o world_n more_o under_o melancholy_a death_n seem_v very_o near_o and_o as_o they_o be_v go_v to_o bed_n or_o at_o other_o time_n they_o have_v very_o strong_a and_o startle_a impression_n of_o eternity_n gracious_a soul_n take_v hold_v of_o this_o advantage_n the_o more_o serious_o to_o prepare_v for_o death_n and_o to_o provide_v for_o eternity_n and_o this_o argue_v they_o be_v indeed_o the_o child_n of_o wisdom_n psal_n 90._o 12._o 5._o melancholic_a one_o who_o have_v grace_n have_v a_o great_a care_n of_o the_o gospel_n credit_n nay_o true_o sometime_o this_o lie_v near_o their_o heart_n than_o their_o own_o life_n they_o be_v afraid_a of_o madness_n and_o frenzy_n lest_o religion_n which_o they_o be_v professor_n of_o shall_v suffer_v by_o it_o they_o resist_v temptation_n to_o self-murder_n because_o if_o they_o who_o have_v hear_v and_o talk_v so_o much_o of_o the_o gospel_n shall_v lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o themselves_o profane_a sinner_n will_v speak_v evil_a of_o the_o way_n of_o truth_n and_o be_v more_o strong_o prejudice_v and_o harden_v against_o the_o gospel_n as_o a_o doctrine_n that_o have_v but_o a_o bad_a tendency_n this_o show_v that_o they_o love_v the_o gospel_n in_o truth_n and_o consequent_o be_v of_o god_n joh._n 8._o 47._o this_o care_n of_o the_o gospel_n far_o appear_v in_o that_o when_o their_o melancholy_n abate_v their_o seriousness_n remain_v indeed_o the_o better_a their_o head_n be_v their_o heart_n be_v in_o a_o better_a frame_n because_o than_o their_o soul_n and_o their_o grace_n can_v act_v with_o great_a freedom_n they_o long_v for_o clean_a heart_n and_o desire_v clear_a head_n that_o with_o head_n and_o heart_n they_o may_v be_v more_o serviceable_a unto_o god_n 6._o melancholic_a one_o who_o have_v grace_n in_o all_o their_o distress_n and_o trouble_v desire_n to_o look_v unto_o god_n though_o they_o fear_v he_o be_v a_o enemy_n yet_o they_o can_v but_o look_v to_o he_o for_o help_v though_o they_o do_v but_o chatter_v as_o a_o crane_n and_o mourn_v as_o a_o dove_n yet_o they_o can_v refrain_v speak_v hezekiah_n and_o job_n language_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o oppress_v undertake_v for_o i_o esa_fw-mi 38._o 14._o i_o be_o full_a of_o confusion_n see_v thou_o my_o affliction_n job_n 10._o 15._o case_n 10._o the_o ten_o case_n be_v this_o how_o may_v repentance_n be_v know_v to_o be_v true_a when_o it_o be_v a_o deathbed_n repentance_n or_o just_a before_o a_o malefactor_n execution_n it_o must_v needs_o be_v grant_v that_o repentance_n at_o last_o be_v possible_a and_o that_o be_v all_o probable_a or_o usual_a it_o be_v not_o one_o instance_n we_o have_v in_o scripture_n to_o hinder_v despair_n and_o but_o one_o to_o hinder_v presumption_n to_o dally_v and_o to_o delay_v in_o religion_n how_o dangerous_a be_v it_o it_o be_v perfect_a madness_n willing_o to_o lie_v under_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n under_o the_o devil_n power_n under_o the_o guilt_n and_o dominion_n of_o sin_n and_o upon_o the_o brink_n of_o hell_n one_o minute_n long_o the_o long_a you_o delay_v sin_n grow_v strong_a evil_a habit_n be_v more_o root_v satan_n entangle_v you_o fast_o in_o his_o snare_n the_o heart_n grow_v hard_a the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v more_o grieve_a and_o repentance_n become_v more_o difficult_a and_o unlikely_a we_o have_v cause_n to_o fear_v that_o many_o thousand_o who_o talk_v of_o repentance_n hereafter_o have_v be_v surprise_v by_o death_n and_o have_v sudden_o drop_v
thus_o have_v i_o finish_v this_o subject_a of_o self-examination_n a_o duty_n which_o the_o ungodly_a mind_n not_o which_o hypocrite_n be_v afraid_a and_o do_v not_o care_v to_o meddle_v with_o and_o which_o if_o saint_n will_v more_o frequent_o and_o thorough_o engage_v in_o there_o will_v be_v less_o unbelief_n and_o fear_n more_o joy_n and_o faith_n in_o the_o church_n of_o christ_n you_o that_o be_v saint_n in_o this_o discourse_n i_o have_v be_v help_v of_o your_o joy_n let_v it_o not_o be_v hinder_v by_o yourselves_o some_o cluster_n of_o canaan_n may_v be_v bring_v to_o the_o wilderness_n and_o more_o of_o heaven_n joy_n may_v be_v taste_v in_o the_o vale_n of_o tear_n if_o the_o heir_n of_o heaven_n will_v but_o take_v more_o pain_n in_o self-trial_n to_o clear_v up_o their_o title_n and_o as_o for_o you_o that_o be_v hypocrite_n and_o vnbeleiver_n i_o have_v do_v you_o a_o kindness_n in_o tell_v you_o what_o you_o be_v and_o what_o you_o may_v expect_v hereafter_o if_o after_o all_o you_o will_v put_v a_o cheat_n upon_o your_o own_o soul_n you_o must_v be_v blame_v and_o yourselves_o must_v smart_v for_o it_o if_o you_o will_v cry_v peace_n and_o safety_n till_o christ_n himself_o do_v thunder_v that_o sentence_n in_o your_o ear_n go_v you_o curse_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n who_o can_v help_v it_o alas_o alas_o it_o will_v be_v too_o late_o to_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o to_o look_v into_o yourselves_o when_o the_o gulf_n be_v fix_v between_o heaven_n and_o you_o let_v every_o sinner_n therefore_o try_v his_o own_o way_n and_o cry_v to_o the_o lord_n to_o search_v and_o change_v and_o turn_v his_o heart_n for_o it_o be_v the_o great_a wisdom_n to_o prevent_v those_o mistake_n which_o will_v be_v the_o mistaker_n eternal_a ruin_n and_o which_o after_o death_n will_v be_v find_v impossible_a to_o be_v correct_v herbert_n page_n 105._o can_v he_o idle_a can_v thou_o play_v foolish_a soul_n who_o sin_v to_o day_n river_n run_v and_o spring_v each_o one_o know_v their_o home_n and_o get_v they_o go_v have_v thou_o tear_n or_o have_v thou_o none_o if_o poor_a soul_n thou_o have_v no_o tear_n will_v thou_o have_v no_o fault_n or_o fear_n who_o have_v these_o those_o ill_n forbear_v but_o if_o yet_o thou_o idle_a be_v foolish_a soul_n who_o die_v for_o thou_o who_o do_v leave_v his_o father_n throne_n to_o assume_v thy_o flesh_n and_o bone_n have_v he_o life_n or_o have_v he_o none_o if_o he_o have_v not_o live_v for_o thou_o thou_o have_v die_v most_o wretched_o and_o two_o death_n have_v be_v thy_o fee._n he_o so_o far_o thy_o good_a do_v plot_n that_o his_o own_o self_n he_o forget_v do_v he_o die_v or_o do_v he_o not_o if_o he_o have_v not_o die_v for_o thou_o thou_o have_v live_v in_o misery_n two_o life_n worse_o than_o ten_o death_n be_v he_o that_o lose_v gold_n though_o dross_n tell_v to_o all_o he_o meet_v his_o cross_n he_o that_o sin_n have_v he_o no_o loss_n he_o that_o find_v a_o silver_n vein_n think_v on_o it_o and_o think_v again_o bring_v thy_o saviour_n death_n no_o gain_n who_o in_o heart_n not_o ever_o kneel_v neither_o sin_n nor_o saviour_n feel_v meditation_n on_o the_o lord_n supper_n meditation_n i._o wherefore_o do_v i_o spend_v my_o money_n for_o that_o which_o be_v not_o bread_n and_o my_o labour_n for_o that_o which_o can_v never_o satisfy_v many_o a_o time_n have_v i_o make_v trial_n of_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v visible_a but_o the_o high_a my_o expectation_n have_v be_v raise_v the_o great_a have_v be_v my_o disappointment_n i_o have_v seek_v that_o among_o the_o creature_n which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v sin_n have_v turn_v this_o world_n into_o a_o country_n far_o from_o god_n and_o true_o husk_n be_v the_o best_a fare_n that_o ever_o this_o world_n have_v yield_v i_o it_o be_v high_a time_n to_o come_v out_o from_o the_o world_n and_o to_o be_v separate_a leave_v my_o soul_n perish_v for_o hunger_n there_o meat_n that_o perish_v be_v improper_a for_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v of_o a_o immortal_a nature_n and_o of_o a_o everlasting_a duration_n i_o will_v arise_v and_o go_v unto_o my_o god_n and_o father_n he_o have_v promise_v to_o satiate_v and_o replenish_v the_o weary_a and_o sorrowful_a soul_n in_o his_o house_n i_o be_o sure_a there_o be_v bread_n enough_o and_o to_o spare_v meditation_n ii_o boast_v not_o o_o mammon_n of_o thy_o treasure_n unless_o thou_o have_v that_o which_o be_v of_o sufficient_a value_n to_o be_v a_o ransom_n for_o i_o can_v all_o the_o wealth_n of_o both_o the_o indies_n pay_v the_o debt_n which_o by_o sin_n i_o have_v contract_v can_v riches_n satisfy_v for_o the_o wrong_n i_o have_v do_v to_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n by_o my_o transgression_n oh_o no_o i_o be_v not_o redeem_a with_o corruptible_a thing_n as_o silver_n and_o gold_n but_o with_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o christ_n as_o of_o a_o lamb_n without_o blemish_n and_o without_o spot_n pardon_v grace_n and_o glory_n be_v such_o gift_n of_o god_n as_o be_v not_o to_o be_v purchase_v with_o money_n for_o if_o they_o be_v so_o many_o rich_a man_n will_v not_o be_v lose_v for_o ever_o wealth_n can_v buy_v any_o out_o of_o the_o devil_n possession_n but_o rather_o bring_v they_o more_o under_o his_o power_n it_o can_v save_v any_o from_o hell_n but_o rather_o prove_v a_o mean_n to_o send_v they_o thither_o for_o they_o that_o will_v be_v rich_a fall_n into_o tempttaion_n and_o a_o snare_n and_o into_o many_o foolish_a and_o hurtful_a lust_n which_o drown_v man_n in_o destruction_n and_o perdition_n meditation_n iii_o o_o my_o soul_n strive_v not_o to_o load_v thyself_o with_o the_o thick_a clay_n of_o this_o present_a world_n this_o will_v debase_v thou_o exceed_o and_o defile_v and_o burden_n thou_o thou_o need_v that_o which_o be_v of_o more_o value_n than_o gold_n that_o perish_v to_o enrich_v thou_o and_o that_o be_v precious_a faith_n thou_o need_v a_o garment_n to_o cover_v thy_o nakedness_n which_o no_o shop_n on_o earth_n can_v furnish_v 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