its joy and delights says as David Look upon my affliction and my pain § 13. 2 In the exercise of fervent prayer whose voyce is louder from the heart then from the mouth louder from the eye then from the tongue sighs and tears are the best Rhetorick of the devout mans prayers The right gift of prayer and true grace of supplication not being as many fondly fancy it in the ready or large expression of words Rom. 8.26 but in sighs and groans which cannot be exprest O then then are we most fervent in prayer when our troubled souls become big with desires which cannot be uttered and therefore the tongue being unable to declare them in words they force their passage at the eyes in a flood of tears Thus thus pray we for the Church of Christ for the chosen of God that in a sympathy of their sufferings we may say with David Behold mine affliction and my pain § 14. 3 In the sense of their many infirmities The Saints of God exercised with ecstatical devotions in the holy excess of divine love Gal. 2.20 as St. Paul They live yet not they but Christ that liveth in them Col. 3.3 and their life is hid with Christ in God even as the stars without losing their light they shine not in the presence of the Sun but the Sun shines in them and their light is hid in the light of the Sun thus the Soul without losing its life it lives not being ecstatically swallowed up in Christ but Christ he lives in the soul and the souls life is hid in the life of Christ But now after the soul is descended from the Mount Tabor of her divine ecstasies how does she find herself in the Valley of Tears by reason of her humane infirmities And when the heart is wounded with the dart of love and the desire is not accomplisht in the enjoyment of its beloved what can be more afflicting As hope deferred makes the heart faint Prov. 13 12. so desires not satisfied make the soul languish Thus the Psalmist Psal 42.1 As the hart panteth after the water-brooks so longeth my soul after thee O God my soul is athirst for God for thee the living God c. § 15. Oh when the devout soul would fain take wing and flie away to her sweet repose in the bosom of her beloved oh the secret trouble and anguish of spirit to find it self clogg'd and chain'd to the servile miseries of this mortal life yea the impure motions of corrupt affections So that the devout Saint cries out with the blessed Apostle Wretched man that I am Rom. 7.24 who shall deliver me from this body of sin and of death There is certainly no pleasure like that of pleasing God no joy like that of enjoying Christ And now for such a person as hath placed his liberty in Gods service his life in Gods love his comfort in Gods favor for such a person to be so infested with carnal earthly and corrupt affections that he calls in question his faith as false his hope as vain his service as fruitless who can conceive the Convulsion-fits of his spiritual anguish the laboring throes of his souls perplexities in which he cries out Vide afflictionem Behold my affliction and my pain § 16. 2. The firm ground of the souls peace Sins forgiven us Forgive all my sins Rom. 5.1 there says the Apostle Being justified by faith we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ Here we see plainly that Peace of conscience it is the fruit of Justification So that the root from whence springs this blessed fruit it is this an humble assurance of Gods love in Christ in the free and full pardon of our sins We may observe that till Christ had reconcil'd the Faâ—her by his sufferings and death and had given an assurance thereof unto his Church by his Resurrection the Holy Ghost the Comforter did not come down upon the Apostles so now Joh. 7.39 till we be reconciled unto God by Christ in the remission of our sins and have some assurance hereof wrought in our hearts through faith the Comforter the Holy Ghost does not fill our souls with his divine consolations He does not refresh our spirits with his heavenly dew and sacred influence Peace of Conscience § 17. Therefore Isa 57.21 There is no peace saith my God to the wicked their worm of conscience is still gnawing in the midst of outward jollities fretting their souls with inward tortures So that the wicked flee when no man pursueth Pro. 28.1 no man pursueth without yet there is that pursueth within even the stinging guilt of an evil conscience So that seeing he every where carries with him his tormentor no wonder this if he can no way flie to escape his torment impossible it is he should flie from his misery since he cannot flie from himself his guilty conscience that makes his wound incurable his plague unavoidable But now when God speaks comfort unto his people Hos 2.14 it is ad Cor Comfort to the heart making the good Conscience to be a continual feast a feast furnished with those dainties of Christs banquetting-house Cant. 2.4 laid up in store for his Spouse the humble and penitent soul Let not then the heart that is drowned in worldly pleasure think to partake of those heavenly delights Let not the soul which is in the gall of bitterness think to participate of this divine sweetness this hidden Manna as our Saviour calls it Rev. 2.17 hidden to the world and the men of the world for that the blessedness of comfort which is in this sweet peace of conscience no man knows but he that tastes § 18. The better to represent by some measure of proportion what the comforts of the soul are in the peace of Conscience after its languishing under the terror of sin let those men give a shadow of it who from the safe and quiet port do behold the waves and billows of that raging sea in which they themselves were even now overwhelmed and by a miracle of providence are happily escaped or let those women in some sort declare it who after their bitter throes and laboring pangs have enjoyed the quiet ease of a bed of rest for such is the Peace of Conscience to the mournful Penitent after the terrors of sin and his horrors of soul as is the safe Port to the shipwrackt Mariner after the raging tempest or as the easeful bed to the laboring woman after her painful travel § 19. These may give us the shadow but as for the substance such is the excellencie of that as S. Paul tells us it passeth all understanding Phil. 4.7 so that we can never rightly conceive it by description from others till we truly know it by experience in our selves Which of us can conceive that has not felt what is the blessed comfort of that mans soul who in the peace of his conscience can see
soul when the divine presence of Christ shall fill its Tabernacle possess the heart and so the eye of faith become fixt upon the Lord in devout contemplations of his grace and love So fixt that with holy David When we awake we are still with him yea VVe set the Lord always before our face Psal 139 18. Psal 16.8 he the continual object of our eye as being the onely object of our love of our joy of our delight Indeed where should be our hearts but where is our joy where our eye but where our love and whilst our eyes are on the Lord the Lords eyes will be on us so that lifting up our eyes to him above we shall not fear the snares of our feet beneath but in all our affairs of life in all our conditions of being in all the publick calamities of the Church in all the various changes of the World our firm affiance may have its comfortable assurance that our eyes being ever towards the Lord he shall pluck our feet out of the net § 9. Secondly The comfortable assurance of Davids faith he shall pluck my feet out of the Net that is he shall deliver me from the sinful temptations of Satan the world and the flesh which are as a net to intangle and insnare the soul First such is Satans malice to the sanctified soul that not being able by his temptations to deprive of grace he will not cease his suggestions to rob of comfort so that as Hercules in his cradle so the faithful in his infancy of the new man he does incounter the winding serpent whom he overcomes by the blood of the Lamb through faith in the Lord Jesus § 10. And when Satan thus repulst and beat off departs from him it is but as he did from our Saviour for a while yea 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 for a season even till a fitter opportunity to return Luk. 4.13 so that again and again does Satan encounter the humble penitent renewing his terrors to destroy his comforts and if possible to overthrow his faith Oh how does he by subtle insinuations make the soul to argue against it self in many needless scruples and groundless doubtings intermixt with distrustful fears But such is the wisedom and mercy of his God that Satans Wiles they are repelled by Christs truth whose gracious promises do silence his doubtful cavellings and a renewed vigor of grace damp his suggestions of fear so that the soul rests in peace receiving some testimonies of divine love by the Spirit obtained in fervent prayer § 11. And as thus we have seen something of the combate the faithful have with Satan so see Secondly something of the encounter he has with the world in which there is a secret antipathy against the spiritual man as it is observed by our Saviour when he tells his Disciples that if they were of the world the world would love them Joh. 15.19 even as the Mother loves her own Children but because he had called them out of the world therefore did the world hate them Thus then the faithful man in the world and from the world he meets with hatred yea that hatred sharpened with contempt derision and slanders ay mens malice doth increase with his goodness their fury with his piety so that he meets with loss of liberty spoil of goods yea the threatnings if not execution of death and that made more dreadful and formidable through cruelty and tortures § 12. Sometimes again the world turns her violence into allurements her threathings and fury into fawnings and flattery she presents profit proffers pleasure tenders honor and all to allure and deceive and the faithful mans danger is greater from the plausible fairness of the worlds allurements then from the apparent fierceâ—ess of her threatnings But such is the power of divine grace that Christ plucks his feet out of the net 1 Joh. 5.4 making him by faith to overcome the world a sincere faith in the apprehension of Gods love and the assurance of Christs Kingdom will powerfully yea victoriously repulse the world in all her incounters of feat or of favour § 13. As we have seen something of the spiritual conflict which the faithful man has with Satan and the World So thirdly see now something of that he hath with the Flesh which though it be an enemy less violent yet is it more dangerous whose insinuations being secret they are the more hurtful because the less discernable in this conflict with the flesh the sanctified person he feels the bent of nature strugling against the dictates of the Spirit corrupt dispositions against gracious inclinations carnal lusts against spiritual desires earthly affections against heavenly motions thus he feels the spirit lusting against the flesh Gal. 5 17. and the flesh lusting against the spirit in which domestick War he receives many secret blows and some deeply wounding making him to cry out with St. Paul Oh wretched man that I am Rom. 7.24 who shall deliver me from this body of death This body of death in which the inward man is divided against the outward man the old man against the new man that is the same man against himself § 14. And yet O happy soul which is truly sensible of this spiritual war it shall assuredly rest in an eternal peace These several Combates then and conflicts which the faithful have against Satan the World and the Flesh though they often discourage yet do they not quite destroy their holy resolutions though they do for a while damp and discomfort yet do they afterwards much quicken and further their godly conversation Did not indeed the powerful assistance of Christs Spirit give strength to their fainting souls those many assaults of their spiritual enemies would assuredly beat them back from their holy course but being by the same spirit strengthned by which they are sanctified notwithstanding all the oppositions of the World or the Flesh they go forwards in holiness And noâ—withstanding all the suggestions of Satan they resolve and will endeavour to live godly in Christ Jesus being ready in firm affiance and a comfortable assurance to subscribe this profession of Davids faith Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord for he shall pluck my feet out of the net § 15. But now how may we best fortifie our souls against the sinful temptations of the World and Satan Answer By mortifying the corrupt affections of the flesh For that most certain it is Satan holds intelligence with our lusts and by their treachery does surprize the Cittadel of the heart Satan may tempt but he cannot force the will So that it is not his tempting but our consenting which brings guilt upon the soul Jam. 1.14 properly then indeed every man is tempted when he is drawn away with his own lust and enticed Satan he subtly proportions his sinful temptations to our corrupt dispositions and therefore where he sees the heart set upon covetousness he tempts Balaam with the
himself delivered from the chains of sin the bondage of Satan the powers of darkness and the flames of hell who in the peace of his conscience can see himself made partaker of the merits of Christs death and the benefits of his intercession can see himself admitted into a covenant of grace with the Lord of life and King of glory received into favor with the God of heaven and earth and so as to be made his child and entituled to the kingdom and the glory of his onely Son Which of us can conceive that has not felt what is the comfort of those thoughts of those meditations in that sweet peace of conscience which the faithful have being reconciled unto God through Christ in the remission of their sins § 20. Let us now joyn together the penitent sinner and the devout Saint in this one exhortation that they approach the Table of the Lord with a secret affliction of soul and that being raised by faith and enlarged by prayer 1 A secret affliction of soul in this consideration that their sins have been the cause of Christs sufferings Luk. 23.21 The Jews cried out of Christ crucifie him crucifie him such was the greatness of their malice that if possible they would have had him twice crucified but yet is not their desire too unhappily fulfilled they crucifying him once with their hands and we even we crucifying him again by our sins Who art thou then that comes to Christ without floods of tears when he comes to thee in streams of blood Who art thou who canst worthily meditate on his wounded body without a wounded soul or view his pierced side without a pierced heart in which our Saviour gives us our true devotion bespeaking us as well as the daughters of Jerusalem Weep not for me but for your selves weep not for me or my sufferings Luk. 23.28 in a fruitless compassion but weep for your selves and your sins in an hearty contrition § 21. Thus affected with contrition 2 Let our hearts be raised by faith that so whatsoever is our affliction and pain we may find an healing vertue in the blood of Christ which is this Sacramental administration is none other then Gileads balm to cure Hermons dew to refresh and Aarons ointment to revive all wounded distressed and drooping souls And as we approach this holy Ordinance with hearts raised by faith So 3 Hearts enlarged in prayer and such prayer as by the paths of its devotion may speak the anguish of our affliction as in the sence of our grosser enormities so of our humane infirmities that so for every sinful distemper in us we may receive an healing vertue from Christ and in our prayers for our selves forget we not the afflictions of the Church the calamities of the Nation and seeing our God pursues us with his judgments send we forth legationem lachrymarum in the language of St. Ambrose send we forth an Ambassage of tears to sue for peace And doubt we not but received into the Court of Heaven they shall have their access to the throne of grace and obtain a gracious audience if not for a publick deliverance yet for our particular salvation having our remission of sins and our peace of conscience confirmed unto our souls by his blessed Sacrament as the seal of grace and the pledge of glory to which glory he preserve us by his mercy who hath purchast it by his merits Jesus Christ the Righteous Amen Vers 19. and part of the 20. Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 1. WHat confidence and comfort can there be in pardon of sin when there is not a conscience and care to prevent sin upon humiliation indeed sin forgiven becomes stingless toothless sin the venome and guilt removed but after humiliation sin reacted becomes the most deeply wounding the most closely gnawing sin more wounding then the Serpent more gnawing then the worm Wherefore holy David here having made it his complaint unto God in prayer vers 18. Look upon my affliction and pain and forgive all my sins knowing the number and force eying the multitude and rage of his spiritual enemies his sinful lusts he joyns to that fervent prayer this further petition Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 2. To give the sence of our present interpretation together with the sum of our intended discourse take it in this paraphrase upon the words Consider mine enemies and thine enemies O God are mine thy greatest enemy is sin and my greatest enemies then must be my lusts Oh consider those mine enemies for they are many a whole host warring against my soul they besiege me closely and assault me fiercely they hate and fight against thy good spirit in me and to hate that is to hate me and the good of my soul yea their hate is cruel it is a tyrannous hatred though I never willingly suffer them to rule over me yet too too often they over-rule me Rom. 6.12 Though I never let them command me as a King yet they often compel me as a Tyrant Now Lord whereas many in the daies of trial and of trouble beseech thee to keep their bodies their estates their bodies from imprisonment their estates from spoil to me sin is worse then bonds then beggery yea then death then hell wherefore I beseech thee to keep my soul the salvation of it is dearest of more price then all the world Matth. 16.26 my good name my health my life my friends my estate all may be lost and I safe But oh my soul is my self to cast away it is to cast away me to keep it is to deliver me O then keep my soul and deliver me § 3. Observe in the words two general parts the Subject and the method of Davids prayer The Subject with its description and the method in its gradation 1 The Subject with its description Davids enemies described from the greatness of their number they are many and the violence of their hate it is cruel for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred 2. The Method in its gradation which gradation hath its three steps Consider mine enemies Keep my soul and Deliver me § 4. 1. The Subject with its description Davids enemies described from the greatness of their number they are many consider mine enemies for they are many No man may resolve his sins into any other original then his own lusts as for Satan though it be he that tempts it 's we that act and therefore when we commit any wickedness and sin against God though it be by Satans instigation our tongues may not smite him but our hearts must smite our selves as Davids did in 2 Sam. 24.10 We may not accuse the tempter but our selves who let in the temptation Non diabolus voluntatem delinquendi imponit
engines for the Churches ruine Ignat. ad Trall They are says Ignatius 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 not followers of Christ but hucksters of Christianity they cry up their opinions as Mountebanks their Salves and promising strange Empyrical cures they cheat simple souls with their adulterate wares The Antients to shew their hate of Heresie compare it to those diseases which are most deadly and those Beasts which are most dangerous They call it that contagious Plague which killing one infects an hundred that Hectick Feaver in the Churches Body which is at first facilis curatu but diffici is cognitu easie to be cured but hard to be discovered afterwards becomes facilis cognitu but difficilis curatu easie to be discovered but hard to be cured Further The Antients call Heresie that Scorpions sting which invenoms whilst it wounds that Hyaena which deceives and devours this subtile and cruel Beast as it is reporâ—ed will imitate the voice of a man and oftentimes calling at the Shepherds Cottages doth seise and devour them Such a thing is Heresie counterfeiting the voice of Christ as the Hyaena does the voice of a man it deceives and destroyes Souls yea its malice and rage is especially against the Pastors of the Church as the Shepherds of the Flock on purpose the more easily to scatter and spoil to raven and devour the Sheep I might enlarge in setting before you the bitter fruits of this cursed stock of Heresie even Sedition Murder Sacriledge Oppression and the like to witness which I might bring you the sad experiences of Christs Church under the Arrian Nestorian and Macedonian factions yea and under the rage of the Anabaptists frenzies and above all under the unparralel'd fury if these days have not out-vied them of Papal persecutions The Orthodox in their just prosecution of Hereticks still tempered Severity with Charity they not onely called them Brethren but applied themselves to them as Brethren convincing their judgments with the evidence of truth and winning their affections with sweetness of love Thus did the Orthodox in their prosecutions of Hereticks but how much different were the Hereticks in their persecutions of the Orthodox Non ex dialecticorum locis sed ex carnificum officinis argumenta solvebant The Prison the Dungeon the Stake the Gibbet these were their Topicks from whence they argued Socrat. l. 2 c. 22 30 Sâ—zâ—â— en l. 4. c. 2. 20. and by which they convinced thus Socrates of the Macedonians And such the confutation from the Spanish Inquisition and the Marian Persecution Notantur articuli parantur fasciculi saith Erasmus The Articles are read and the Faggots are ready and yet certainly to bring to the Stake and cut off with present death was a mercy to this cruelty of pineing the whole Family with want and exposing not onely the persons to the hardships and sufferings the names to the ignominy and disgraces but also the souls the precious souls oâ— their Brethren to the snares and temptations of beggery and necessities It is a mercy indeed to give life but it is a cruel mercy unless that life be suffered to have its livelihood To close Amongst the Heathen Ingratus superbus unâ—hankful and proud were thought a compendium of all reproachful language Ingratum si dixeris omnia dixeris If thou callest un hankful thou speakest all evil saith Seneca and to set forth Tarquinius in the deepest dy of basest ignominy the Romans named him Tarquinius Superbus Tarquin the Proud Now as for ingratitude what greater then that of the Heretick who Viper-like eats out the Bowels of his Mother that gave him birth And as for the pride of the Heretick it is that of Lucifer truly Diabolical a preferring the spirit of error before the Spirit of Truth as in Pertinacy of Will so in Pride of Judgment And those whom Satan hath fast in the Chain of Heresie he can easily lead if it suit with his further ends into any other enormous impiety though never so bloody and cruel never so filthy and carnal Thus we have given you the Exposition of the second particular The quantity of the guilt 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 even or also Heresies 3. The certainty of its event 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 There must be also Heresies Must not in an Oportet of right and duty but of fact and necessity not of right and duty as to obedience but of fact and necessity as to event 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saith St. Chrysostom Chrys Tom. 5. Serm. 21. in loc Luke 9.22 The words are a Prophecy not a Precept a Prediction not an Exhortation the Oportet is like that of our Saviours The Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected of the Elders An Oportet equivalent to a necesse est a necessity not absolute and fatal but upon supposition and conditional even Positâ causâ ponitur affectus the cause being granted the effect doth follow this being supposed That Satan is malicious against the Church and truth of Christ envious at the grace and peace of Gods chosen and irritated by this malice and envy he will not fail to endeavor whatsoever may corrupt the truth disturb the peace and destroy the grace of the faithful And it being further supposed That suâ—h is mans unconstancy curiosity pride self-love and the like that he is easily swayed readily prompted to what is evil and irreligious Lastly this being also supposed That Gods will is not wholly to suppress the Devil and his agents but in wisdom to order and in power to moderate their subtilty and rage so as may make for his Churches tryal his Saints honor and his Truths advancement All this being supposed we may be assured the Oportet stands firm 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 There must be also Heresies How often was there an Oportet in the New Testament for a fulfilling the prophecies of the Old Now as concerning these last days How many are the prophecies which foretold false Prophets how many are the prophecies from Christ and his Apostles Many false Prophets shall arise Matth. 24.11 and shall deceive many so our Saviour foretells us And this began betimes to be fulfilled for not many years after 1 John 4.1 St. John witnesseth Many false Prophets are gone out into the world the whole world is the false Prophets diocess And now as for the latter days which though it take in the whole Chronical account from our Saviours Ascension yet more especially does it point to our times upon whom the end of the world is come As to these then our latter days the Spirit speaks expresly That some shall depart from the faith giving heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of devils so St. Paul 2 Tim. 4.1 Yea we may observe the very Apostles are put to weed whilest they plant the Church of Corinth and of Ephesus even in St. Pauls time have those that deny the resurrection 1 Cor. 15.12 2 Tim. 2.18 Galat.
God being made as so many stops of time to add more grace and sweetness to the musick § 2. This his Book of Psalms it is aptly called the Epitome of the whole Bible and the Anatomie of the Spiritual man yea we may rightly entitle it the Register of sacred History the Ephemeris of the Churches Prophecies the Library of Divine Doctrine the Store-house of Spiritual Comforts and the Treasury of holy Devotion And that Devotion either Penitentiary Invocatory or Eucharistical Penitenitary in deep contrition humble confession and passionate lamentation Invocatory in fervent supplication earnest deprecation and pious intercession Eucharistical in gratulatory thanksgivings laudatory oblations and triumphal songs David totus est in deprecanda venta peccatorum cujusdam sensim quod magnum multum dicit v. 11 hoc de illo cum Bethsabe commisso Kimhi intelligit Sim. de Muis in loc § 3. Here amidst so large a store choice is made of a Penetential Psalm though none of the seven commonly called the Penetentials fitted in its devotion to the sacred solemnity of the blessed Eucharist and could we attain Davids frame of spirit when he composed this Psalm of Penitence O how well how well would it become this holy Sacrament § 4. If any inquire a reason why choice is made of this present Psalm for the constant celebrations of the Lords Supper know I have observed a secret vigor of devotion to diffuse it self into the soul when exercised in prayer or meditation making use of Davids Psalms to draw heat from his flame and administer heavenly matter for so holy an exercise and upon this reason O ye humble suppliants I thought it an apt and profitable service to give at once a pattern whereby to frame your private devotions in your Closet and an help to compose your souls to an higher pitch of devotion in the publick solemnities of the holy Eucharist § 5. Besides the mystery and benefits of this blessed Sacrament they are so many and so various that no one single verse or small portion of Scripture may be a Text large enough for so copious a subject wherefore that many souls might receive something of instruction and devotion see here I have chosen an whole Psalm which divided into parts like those loaves in the Gospel broken into peeces it will so increase in the explication Mark 6.41 as those did in their distribution that whereas this Psalm like one of those loaves may seem in the whole to be but sufficient for one person yet shall it by a blessing of grace like as that by a miracle of power be in its divided parts sufficient for many fifties § 6. That this Psalm is of more then ordinary excellency and worth as penned by a more then ordinary diligence and zeal appears by the Alphabetical order of the Hebrew Letter Ad musicam an ad memoriam pertineat incertum est Ral bâ—ni nihil certi statuunt beginning each verse The Psalm it self is a mixture of various yet devout affections for that here the Psalmist moved with the sence of his sin and the violence of his Enemies he sues to God for the remission of the former and protection from the latter and at last salvation in respect of both even to himself and the Church of God this he does supported by faith and hope of which hope and faith he gives a sure testimony in the commemoration he makes of Gods abundant mercy and faithful promises And in the profession he declares of his sincere confidence in those promises and his firm expectation of that mercy § 7. The Analysis of the Psalm The whole Psalm consists of Four parts 1. The Preface vers 1. Unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul 2. The Prayer 1. Deprecation vers 2. to 4. O my God I trust in thee let me not be ashamed c. 2. Petition vers 4. to v. 8. Shew me thy ways O Lord teach me thy paths c. 3. The Meditation 1. Laudatory vers 8. to v. 11. Good and upright is the Lord c. 2. Consolatory vers 12. to v. 6. What man is he that feareth the Lord c. 4. The Conclusion 1. Supplication vers 16. to v. 23. Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me c. 2. Intercession vers 22. Redeem Israel O God out of all his troubles § 8. Now O ye devout souls that we may inlarge upon this of Davids Psalm with the inlargement of Davids spirit whilst I shall pass through the several parts in an explicatory application of the particular words and phrases let me revive and raise your sincere devotion as the Prophet did the Shunamites child 2 King 4.35 as the Prophet laid his mouth to the childs mouth his hands to the childs hands so let me lay Davids mouth to your mouth his hands to your hands that is I meâ—n make his prayers your prayers his meditations your meditations And having the same devotion with David we shall find a like acceptance with God whose ear is still open to our prayers whilst our hearts are laid open in his presence the Throne of grace being the only refuge of an humble penitence Vers 1. Vnto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul § 1. BUt O my Soul hast thou not been lift up against the Lord in thy sinful rebellion how then canst thou lift up thy self unto him in a sincere devotion True I have been long dead in sin long buried in the grave of customary iniquity yet I have heard the voice of the Son of God Joh. 5 25. in his Word in his Sacraments this a quickening a reviving voice And therefore unto him that calleth me unto him that quickeneth me unto my God unto my Jesus even unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul § 2. And though heretofore in the state of darkness sin and death though then I have lift up my soul against thee in pride and profaneness the high-way to hell yet now let me lift up my soul unto thee in humility and devotion the high-way to heaven Pride and profaneness they cast me from thee then which what can be lower But humility and devotion they subject me to thee then which what can be higher Thus then raise me by humbling me lay me low in my self and this shall lift me up to thee § 3. Oh how does Sin and Sathan the flesh and the world even the whole Powers of darkness how do they with violence pursue after me Psal 55.6 Oh give me then the wings of a Dove that I may flee away and be at rest Haste haste O my Soul for thy escape hie thee to the holes of the rock to the wounds of thy Jesus and for this shelter and succor for this protection and safety Oh see unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul Unto thee in the fulness of thy merits unto thee in the riches of thy grace unto thee in the
embraces of thy love and comforts of thy Spirit unto thee that thy thorns may be my crown thy blood my balsom thy curse my blessing thy death my life Coloss 3.3 thy cross my triumph Thus is my life hid with Christ in God and if so then where should be my soul but where is my life And therefore unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul § 4. I lift up my soul unto thee at thy Table who hast been thy self lift up for me on thy Cross thou hast been lift up for me in a propitiatory sacrifice and therefore I here offer my self to thee in a gratulatory oblation Is◠53.10 thou madest thy soul an offering for sin and here I make my soul an offering of thankfulness In this Eucharist then accept my 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 mine oblation of praise and thanksgiving in which O Lord it is that I lift up my soul unto thee § 5. Unto thee O Lord thy flesh thy blood not unto the outward elements the bread the wine unto thee and thy fulness as the inward grace not unto thee and their use as the outward sign My soul dwells not on those earthly symbols but by them as by a ladder it ascends and lifts up it self unto thy heavenly riches And thus whilst my body feeds on consecrated food oh let my soul be filled with thy consecrating fulness whilst my body tastes their wholsom sweetness let my soul be satisfied with thy saving goodness And to this end it is that unto thee O Lord I lift up my soul § 6. Unto thee O Lord Oh make good thy name of Lord unto me as Lord rebuke Satan and restrain all earthly and carnal affections that they do not once dare to whisper a temptation to my soul a distraction to my thoughts whilst I am in communion with thee in prayer at thine holy ordinance Do thou as Lord rule me by thy grace govern me by thy Spirit defend me by thy power and crown me with thy salvation Thou Lord the Preserver of heaven and earth thou openest thine hand Psal 145.16 and satisfiest the desire of every living thing Oh open now thine hand thy bosom thy bounty thy love and satisfie the desires of my longing soul which I here lift up unto thee § 7. Thou Lord givest bread to man from the earth thou gavest Manna to Israel from heaven give oh give thy self unto me in this Sacrament as the true bread the heavenly Manna the life-giving food of thy Church Thou Lord art now reigning in heaven oh do thou now also set up thy throne in my heart Thou art exalted in heavenly glory oh manifest thy self in thy gracious presence In thy heavenly glory thou art the joy of holy Angels and blessed Saints in thy gracious presence be thou now the reviving of devout souls and humble Penitents O my love my joy my Jesus my Lord be thou present with me in thy Sacrament present more then by inspiration and make me present with thee and that more then by meditation even lift up my soul unto thee in a spiritual real and eternal communion § 8. Oh how does this blessed Sacrament add wings to devout souls and wrap them up with S. Paul unto the third heaven 2 Cor. 1◠2 in an extasie of contemplation and love And what shall my soul now lie groveling on the earth hiding it self with Saul amongst the stuff 1 Sam. 10.22 clogg'd and deprest with worldly thoughts with earthly and carnal affections No it may not it must not Christ is risen Col. 3.1 and therefore sursum corda my heart my spirit that shall rise too and seek those things which are above even unto thee O Lord my Jesus do I lift up my soul § 9. My soul but how shall I call it mine seeing it is thine thine by purchase thine having bought it with thy blood yea is it not thy Spouse whom thou hast wedded to thy self by thy Spirit through faith And is not this holy Sacrament the Marriage-feast If so sure then my Jesus I was lost in my self till found in thee and therefore my soul is now and not till now truly mine in being wholly thine so that I can say with confidence I lift up my soul unto thee § 10. I lift up Oh the load of my sins the burden of my flesh so heavy that I cannot of my self lift up my head how shall I then lift up my soul Wherefore O my Savior do thou add thy strength to my weakness thy supporting grace to my fainting spirit and then I will run after thee and lift up not onely my hands but my heart not onely my eies but my soul unto thee § 11. My soul For it is not indeed the eye or the tongue or the hand or the knee but the soul which makes the acceptable service in prayer and praises unto God the devotion of the soul that is the very soul of devotion Wherefore that I may present my self a living sacrifice at Christs table Rom. 12.1 my best part shall be my first oblation and therefore in the very preparation and entrance of this sacred solemnity See O see unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul Vers 2 3. O my God I trust in thee let me not be ashamed let not mine enemies triumph over me yea let none that wait on thee be ashamed let them be ashamed which transgress without cause § 1. O My God I trust in thee c. My prayer O Lord is founded upon faith my faith upon thy promises so that because thou art my God therefore I trust in thee yea because I trust in thee therefore thou art my God My God otherwise O Christ thou wert not my Jesus but O my Jesus who savest me by thy blood Gal. 3 1. in this thy Sacrament thou art set forth crucified and I behold thy wounds from whence by the hand of faith I pluck forth these comfortable words of life My Lord and my God Joh. 20 28. § 2. My God mine for thou hast partook of my humane nature 2 Pet. 1 4. and thou hast made me to partake of thy divine nature thou hast taken upon thee my flesh and thou hast communicated unto me of thy Spirit yea in this thy Sacrament thou communicates body and blood flesh and spirit thy whole Manhood yea thy very Godhead too thy whole self as Mediator therefore thou art my God and I trust in thee § 3. I trust in thee to make good my right to the Covenant of Grace to make good my claim to the heavenly inheritance yea even to make good my communion with thee in all thy fulness a communion so firm that the Bread and Wine I eat and drink is not more really my food then thou my Jesus in whom I beleeve and trust art my God And for this so great a blessing of thy love for this so great a benefit of thy grace it is
of wickedness and under the most signal judgments of thy displeasure men plead signal testimonies of thine acceptance even in what thy soul hates thy Word condemns and thy wrath pursues § 4. Whilst I see Covenants and Engagements entred with a seeming zeal but broken with open perjurie whilst I see Sacriledge possess yea demolish thy Temples and yet Hypocrisie pretend a propagating thy Gospel whilst I see injustice in the seat of Judgment Profaneness invade Devotion and Violence suppress what is sacred and religious sure these waies of the world are none other then the waies of deceit and lead into the chambers of death But thy waies Prov. 6 27. O Lord are waies of truth and lead in the paths of life wherefore shew me thy waies and teach me thy paths Psal 16.11 § 5. Do thou shew me and do thou teach me While others take upon them to shew me thy waies they teach me to throw off the sacred Order thou hast establishe in thy Church as wicked and antichristian they teach me to desert thy publick Worship as Popery and Superstition yea they teach me Heresie and pretend it is thy Word they teach me Blasphemie and pretend it is saving Doctrine they teach me Schism and pretend it is the Communion of Saints they teach me to prophane thine Ordinances Joh. 4 24. and pretend it is to worship thee in Spirit Wherefore do thou thou Lord shew me do thou teach me as shew me thy waies in thy Word so teach me thy paths by thy Spirit yea lead me in thy truth and teach me make me to learn by practising let the experiences thou givest me of thy sanctifying grace confirm my soul in the sincere profession of thy saving truth § 6. But O my Jesus behold me here another poor Bartimaeus so blind that to shew me thy waies thou must not only point them out but also give me eyes to see Yea I here present my self at thy Table as another impotent Cripple in the Temple Act 3 2â— so that to lead â—e in thy truth thou must not onely go before me but give me feet also to run after thee And that thou my Jesus who art the same yesterday today and for ever wilt now by a miraculous power of thy grace and truth Heb. 13 8. even cure my spiritual lameness and ignorant blindness this is the ground of my hopes thy Promises this is my encouragementâ— thy Sacrament in which Sacrament and Promises thou art exhibited unto my soul as the God of my salvation In thy word thou hast given the promise and in thy Sacrament that promise is sealed that thou wilt save me from the pathes of death and lead me in the way of everlasting life and so faithful art thou who hast promised that safer it is for my soul to be as low as Hell with a promise Heb. 10.23 then to be as high as Heaven without it though as low as hell yet would hope bear me up and though as high as heaven yet would presumption throw me down Jer. 17.5 1 King 13.4 § 7. Thou O God who art my trust art my salvation my trust is not in the arm of flesh that like Jeroboams hand doth suddenly wither my trust is not in humane power or policie that I see by daily experiments Jon. 4 7. proves like Jonas Gourd when the Sun beats hottest when trouble and disâ—â—ess is the the greatest then doth it vanish and come to nothing what then is my trust Truly Lord my trust is even in thee Psa 146.5 6. who hast made heaven and earth whose Wisdom will find out the way and Power effect the means of my salvation notwithstanding all the present difficulties and seeming impossibilities of deliverance § 8. Yea thou O Lord my joy my Jesus thou art the God of my salvation Oh transcendent love Oh rich mercy Oh incomprehensible goodness the God of my salvation Blessed Saviour had the efficacie of thy merits extended no further to the race of mankind then mine own self yet wouldst thou glory and make me rejoyce in being the God of my salvation And Oh firm salvation which is founded upon the Grace Wisdom Power and Faithfulness of my God! in all which attributes my God my Jesus communicates himself unto me in this his Ordinance sealing me the salvation of my God and giving me a communion with the God of my salvation in this holy Sacrament § 9. O how willingly could my soul dwel upon this Mount and build Tabernacles for this contemplation of my Saviours love how do I behold him through faith communicating himself unto me in all his fulness Which fulness is in his Church and in his chosen as the soul is in the body and in the members whole in the whole and whole in every part So that though he gives salvation unto all yet does he communicate himself unto my soul in that fulness of his merits and grace as if I were saved alone And Oh that my soul could imitate my Savior Oh that my heart might return like love in giving my self my whole self unto my Jesus even in that fervor of affection and ravishment of spirit as if I alone were wholly to possess him joying in him and enjoyed by h m as the one and onely God of my salvation § 10. Seeing then thou art the God of my salvation on thee do I wait all the day so that If I find not present comfort in thy blessed Sacrament yet on thee will I wait the husbandman doth not sow his seed and reap his crop in a day wherefore if thou art pleased to defer thy salvation for the trial of my faith and love yet on thee will I wait in a constant use of those sacred means thou hast ordained and the continued practise of those holy duties thou hast enjoyned and though this be all my daies Oh let not my faith faint seeing I cannot wait too long for the grace I so much desire and which am assured I shall at last obtain Matth â—24 23. seeing he who indures to the end shall be saved § 11. On thee do I wait on thee whose hand of bountie whose bo om of love yea whose bowels of mercy are not onely opened but inlarged to all humble penitents on thee do I wait wait to hear the secret voice of thy Spirit speaking peace unto my conscience wait to feel the reviving vâ—gor of thy grace quickning mine obedience wait to see the subduing power of thy holy Spirit quelling my rebellious sin wait to feel the chearing vertue of thy heavenly comforts refreshing my fainting soul for all these thy blessings O thou God of my salvation on thee do I wait all the day All the day being never so satisfied with thy goodness as not more eagerly to long after thy heavenly fuâ—ness wherefore now refresh my faintings quench not my desires but the more freely thou gives let me the more eagerly covet the more
access of languishing souls to his Throne of Grace yea this blessed Sacrament is the very Mercy-seat of our God where Jesus Christ is exhibited to the Father as the propitiation and atonement for the faithful Rom. 3.3 § 12. Where then there is faith and repentance it is not our failing that shall make Gods truth to fail not our defects which shall make his promises of none effect no though justice exact justice doth require a perfection of our obedience yet mercy indulgent mercy will vouchsafe acceptance through Christ through Christ in whom mercy and truth are met together Psal 85 10. on purpose that righteousness and peace may kiss each other even in him our blessed Mediator in him do meet all the paths of God in which he brings salvation to his Church and those paths are now become beaten roads right viae Regiae the King of Heavens high-waies in which we have our passage from sin and death to righteousness and life from guilt and misery to holiness and glory and these paths of our God what are they but his Mercy and Truth in Christ Jesus § 13. But O my soul that the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth it is to them that keep his Covenant and his testimonies seeing then thou hast broken his Covenant and transgrest his Testimonies how canst thou expect the acceptance of mercy and the blessings of truth True I have sinned and through my sin mine obedience is become imperfect but what is not the Covenant of my God a Covenant of Grace Jam. 2.13 where mercy rejoyceth yea triumpheth against judgment yea is not the Covenant of my God that Covenant made with Abraham confirmed by Christ and sealed by this holy Sacrament a part of which Covenant is the remission of sins if so then shall faith and repentance be accepted through Christ and all my imperfections made up with the righteousness of his most perfect obedience § 14. Indeed were our obedience perfect what need should we have of Christ to justifie and save us though Truth and Justice then may blame and condemn our failings in the keeping of Gods testimonies yet grace and mercy go before to vail all with the robe of Christs righteousness to a pardoning our infirmities Psal 89.14 an accepting our persons and a rewarding our services though we cannot then keep the Covenant and Testimonies of our God in an Angelical purity yet may we do it in an Evangelical sinceritie though not in a full perfection yet in a sincere endeavor of holy obedience Phil. 3.12 13 14 and blessed is that soul which shall witness the saving comfort of this sacred doctrine that all the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep even thus keep his Covenant and his Testimonies Vers 11. For thy name sake O Lord pardon mine iniquitie for it is great § 1. THe very best of Gods Saints do not so perfectly keep the Covenant and Testimonies of their God but that in thoughts of his Covenant they may well have a sense of their sin in the meditation of his Testimonies they may well have an apprehension of their transgressions and this is that which put David here upon this emphatical ejaculation of fervent prayer For thy names sake O Lord pardon mine iniquity for it is great § 2. Thou Lord not only art good and gracious but thou wilt also be so acknowledged so declared yea as such worshipped and adored that thy name then be not dishonored let me though a sinner be accepted pardon mine iniquity that it be not said thou ever rejectedst a poor penitent and thereby lose the glory of thy name whose name is merciful A merciful clemency is a royal vertue Exod. 34.5 6. and honorable in every Soveraign Majesty thou then O Lord Psal 24 5 8. who art the King of Glory make this thy holy Sacrament to be the broad Seal to my pardon and this for thy names sake even for thy mercy sake by which thou art as well known as any man can be by his own name § 3. I plead not Lord my merits who am less then the least of thy mercies and as I look not upon my merit so nor do thou look upon my demerit as I do not view my worthiness so nor do thou view my unworthiness but thou who art called the God of mercy be unto me what thou art called make good the glory of thine own name in being merciful unto my sin of which I cannot say as Lot of Zoar is it not a little one no it is great Gen 19.20 for that it is against thee so great a God and so good to me Great for that my place my office my calling is great the Sun the higher it is the less it seems but my sins the higher I am the greater they are even in thine and others eyes § 4. Great for that my knowledge of thee and thy waies is great I knew thy will and yet did it not my conscience check'd me and yet I obeyed not thy Spirit moved me and yet I yeelded not Mine iniquity is great for that I have greatly multiplied and increased it so that it is become great in quality and in quantity great in weight and in number very heinous very numerous yea the number of my sins is numberless those I know and confess are few in comparison of what are unknown and hidden from me Psal 19.12 § 5. Yet further mine iniquity is great for that mine apprehension of it is so great that I know more ill by my self then by any other each man best feels his own burden and the burden of my sins is such as is too heavy for me to bear Lastly mine iniquity is great for that it is such a debt as I am no way able in the least part to make satisfaction And even a little debt is great to him who hath nothing to pay Wherefore O Lord hide not thy great mercy from me who hide not my great sins from thee and the greater is the guilt of my sin the greater shall be the glory of thy mercy to pardon it let it be the glory of thy mercy then to pass by mine offences so shall the greatness of my sins make the glory of thy mercies more conspicuous for that where sin hath abounded there grace doth much more abound Rom. 5.20 § 6. And thus though I went against mine own knowledge in sinning yet do not thou Lord go against thine own nature in punishing who hast promised if we beleeve and repent thou wilt forgive and now 1 Cor. 10.12 as my sins teach them that stand to take heed least they fall so let thy pardon of my sins teach them that are faln upon their repentance not to doubt of thy mercy and forgiveness which mercy and forgiveness do thou seal unto my soul and to each humble penitent through Jesus Christ in a return of peace unto our consciences by
wages of iniquity 2 Pet. 2.15 to curse Israel he tempts Judas with horrid treason to betray his Master Luk. 22.2 3. he tempts Annanias Act. 5.3 4. with cursed sacriledge to alineate to his own use what he had dedicated to Gods service Thus also when he sees the heart set upon ambition Numb 16.1 he tempts Corah with desperate rebellion he tempts Absolon with unnatural treason 2 Sam. 15.10 he tempts Arrius with blasphemous Heresie he tempts Julian with horrid Apostacy § 16. But now on the contrary as an Arrow shot against a Rock may be broken but cannot enter thus temptation to the soul it shall be repell'd where no lust is within to give admittance Wherefore though Satan tempt our Saviour yet are the darts of his temptations shot in vain He finds nothing in him Joh. 14.30 nothing in Christ of carnal or earthly affection whereon his temptation might fasten it self In us then it is the treacherous correspondencie of the flesh with Satan and the World which betrays our souls to their assaults So that to fortifie the soul against their sinful temptations the surest means is to mortifie the flesh in its corrupt affections Rom. 8.13 § 17. Now when the solemnity of the holy Eucharist is celebrated Job 1.6 it is a day when the sons of God come to present themselves before the Lord and we may be sure Satan will also come among them not only to accuse every unworthy Receiver but even to tempt the worthiest that receives tempt him with wandring and worldly thoughts with flat and dull affections yea it may be with spiritual pride with formal hypocrisie or impure imaginations Wherefore it will be a second Case seasonably proposed How we may best attend this sacred solemnity that we be not entangled in Satans net Answer By having our eyes ever towards the Lord our souls fixt and intent upon Christ in the sufferings of his Passion the power of his Resurrection the glory of his Ascension and the benefit of his Intercession And this with the enlargements of contrition of faith of love of prayer and of praises § 18. This a fit exercise for the whole solemnity of Administring but especially in the very act of receiving when the Minister comes towards thee O thou devoted soul with the Sacramental pledges of Christs body and blood raise thy self in this or the like ejaculation of fervent prayer O my Jesus thou boundless mercy and glorious purity by thy Spirit pierce into every faculty of my soul cleanse out every corner of my heart and so sanctifie and enlarge me that I may become a fit temple an holy habitation for thee the Lord of life and Prince of glory This done when the sacred bread is administred to thee with a Take eat the body of our Lord Jesus Christ then in thy silent meditations by a commemoration of faith behold Christ in the garden Luk. 22.44 and see him in his anguish of soul and agony of blood prest under the weight of mans sin and Gods wrath This being over behold him betrayed by Judas apprehended by the Jews and dragged away to the High-Priests palace where Mat. 26 67. in thy commemorations of faith behold him spit upon blindfolded and buffeted and after that hurried away to Pilate's Judgment-hall where being falsely accused see him unjustly condemned and after he is scourged with whips Mat. 27.2.11 crown'd with thorns and sceptred with a reed mock'd and despightfully used behold him in thy meditations bearing his cross till he faints under it § 19. At last coming to Mount Calvary see his limbs stretcht and violently distorted his hands and feet digg'd and bor'd and at length his precious body nail'd to his Cross where fix thy meditations of faith in an exercise of contrition and love that as S. Paul thou mayest become crucified with Christ Gal. 2.20 and with good Ignatius in a Pathos of devotion cry out 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Oh my love and therein my life my joy my Jesus he is crucified And in this melting extasie of contrition and love continue till the Cup be presented thee with a Drink this the blood of our Lord Lord Jesus Christ which thou receiving as from Christ in an awful and devout reverence in a renewed contrition of heart and devotion of love renew thy meditations of faith and in them whilst thou beholdest thy Saviour hanging upon his Cross seeing thou canst not conceive his 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his unknown sufferings as the Greek Church calls them seeing thou canst not conceive the Sea of sorrows which overwhelmed his soul see oh see those Rivers of blood which overflowed his body And life flowing out with the blood see him seal a Consummatum est to his Passion and our Redemption with a giving up the ghost § 20. And here say within thy self Who is it in a challenge to the Law and Sin and Satan who is it that condemns seeing it is Christ that dyed Rom. 8.34 my Surety my Saviour who thus offers up himself a sacrifice for my sins And therefore presenting thy self in the presence of thy God and his holy Angels raise thy soul in this apprehension of faith That whatsoever is the guilt of Sin the accusation of Satan or the curse of the Law all is taken away cancelled and abolish'd by the merit of Christs passion And therefore in thy meditation of holy faith send forth this ejaculation of fervent prayer Look down oh look down heavenly Father from thy celestial sanctuary and behold the sacred Hoast the death the passion of my crucified Saviour whose blood of sprinkling speaks better things then that of Abel's even things of grace and mercy of pardon and peace Eph. 4 8. Col. 2.15 § 21. And here from the Passion of thy Saviour proceed in thy meditations of faith to his Ressurection and behold him leading Captivity captive triumphing gloriously over sin and Satan death and hell From his Resurrection follow him to his Ascension and raised by faith Heb. 7.25 behold him at the right hand of the Father in glory where He ever lives to make intercession for us And therefore presenting thy self before the Throne of grace powre out thy soul in prayer in the mediation of Christ Jesus that God would make good to thee the institution of this holy Sacrament as the seal of his Covenant of grace giving thee a communion with the Lord Jesus in all his benefits that so the pardon of thy sins being sealed a supply of grace exhibited and the earnest of glory confirmed thy whole man may be further sanctified and eternally blessed And now let the close of all be lauds and praises even Halleluiah salvation be unto our God and unto the Lamb for ever Rev. 7.10 Vers 16 17. Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted The troubles of my heart are enlarged O bring thou me out of
troubled Certainly his absence cannot but be lamented with greatest greif whose presence the soul prizeâ—h above all earthly joy when the evidence of salvation is obscured the light of Gods countenance darkned the comforts of the Spirit detained then the heavens appear not so clear the promises taste not so sweet the Ordinances prove not so lively yea the clouds which hang over the soul they gather blackness doubts arise fears over-flow terrors increase troubles inlarge and the soul becomes languishingly afflicted even with all variety of disquietments § 10. Oh how does the experience of former happiness sharpen the sence of present misery Every evil after the experience of the opposite good becomes the greater evil 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Theoph. Epist 37. when the soul then calls to mind how it hath been inlarged in its devout accesses to the Throne of grace and found no solace like that of communion with God through Christ and withall now sees its communion cut off and the comforts vanished the spring stop'd and the streams ceast O how great must needs be the bitterness of her grief miserum est fuisse felicem we commonly say it is a miserable thing to have been happy it is the souls trouble that she is without Christ but it is the increase of her trouble the sharpning of her affliction that she hath lost him him whose presence was once so sweet that it makes his absence to be most bitter § 11. Many indeed there are well enough as to present sorrow without Christ because they never injoyed him but what soul ever injoyed Christ that can injoy it self and want him without Christ that soul may see her wounds but cannot see her cure she may see her danger but cannot see her refuge and when God shall conceal his love and reveal our guilt hide his face and discover our sin what can be more greivous and afflicting So that well might David joyn his spiritual dereliction and his secret anguish saying I am desolate and afflicted § 12. 3 The high aggravation the troubles of my heart are inlarged the heart of man is the greatest Tyrant the cruellest persecutor to himself he needs none other fury who hath that of an accusing spirit this this alone will be Accuser and Witness Law and Judge Executioner and Punishment the very rack and gibbet of the soul Oh the piercing sting Oh the loud clamors of an accusing conscience this this alone doth make a hell upon earth distracting direful and accusing thoughts are worse then chains then stripes then death needs must that mans troubles be inlarged his anguish increased when his soul left to its own darkness and unbelief with Saul it falls upon its own sword becomes its own executioner Witness those dreadful complaints of a deserted soul and wounded conscience in that 88. Prov. 18.14 Psalm For a wounded spirit saith Solomon Who can bear And a wounded spirit who can declare its troubles its distresses they are as unexpressible as they are insupportable especially when the soul is in desertion § 13. When the humble Penitent apprehending the vastness of eternity both as to heavens joys and hells misery hath labored under the pressing weight of sins guilt and the laws curse And when in this Agony the soul hath thrown it self upon God in Christ and felt a sweet peace in the assurance of pardon and love after all this for him to be in so great darkness as to doubt whether Christ will own him whether God will regard him what can this darkness be but the very valley and shadow of death Psal 13 4. O how does a man in desertion through distrust fight against himself if we go about to bind up his wounds he rends them wider give supplying oyle and healing balm and he will make it a very corrosive to his bleeding soul he will fetch misery out of mercy and hell out of heaven for if to comfort his afflicted soul we tell him of Gods fatherly compassion and mercy his riches of grace and love O how does he thus reason against himself this this the accent of my misery to die in the midst of life to perish in the midst of salvation § 14. Surely God is a Father and were I his child his bowels would not be restrained he is infinitely gracious and were I at all in his heart in his love he that receives millions would not reject me he is so mercifull Rom. 10.20 that he is found of them that seek him not and sure if his displeasure were not irreconcileable I that so carefully seek him should at last find him God is goodness it self and sure my evil must needs be great that goodness cast me off nothing then can heal me but that which has wounded me I have lost the presence of my God I have lost the embraces of my Jesus and nothing but that presence and those embraces can bring comfort to my soul but whilst I am desolate I shall be afflicted and the troubles of mine heart will be enlarged This the Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint I am desolate and aflicted the troubles of my heart are enlarged § 15. 2. The Cure fitly applied and 1. To the spiritual dereliction the manifestation of Divine love Turn thou unto me In desertions of comfort God does not cease to be present but to be manifest He withdraws himself not by departing from the soul but by not manifesting himself to the soul By hiding his face Venit cum manifestatur cum â—ccultatur abscedit S. Aug. ep 3. God departs and by manifesting his favor he returns And therefore saith David Turn thee unto me The freest fountain yields the fullest stream and the best good the greatest comfort And the best good is God who being the Object as well as the Author of our comfort the measure of our joy must needs be according to the degree of our enjoyment In heaven we enjoy him fully and therefore have a fulness of joy but on earth having an imperfect possession Psal 16.11 we have but an imperfect consolation So that it is when God turns his face to us that we can say with David Return unto thy rest O my soul He alone who gives life can give comfort Psal 116.7 He alone who gives grace can give peace The Spirit of sanctification is the Spirit of consolation § 16. Indeed that which can satisfie the soul must be the bounty of a soveraign goodness such as is pardon of sin deliverance from hell conquest over Satan hope of glory and the like Yea who or what can quiet the terrors of Conscience but he who is the Prince of peace and greater then the Conscience When the soul like Hagar languisheth Gen. 21.19 it 's the Spirit of grace and truth that can open the eye enlighten the understanding and discover the â—rue well of life and waters of comfort Darkness of mind is the womb of doubts and the shop
me Isa 49.14 he hath withdrawn himself in the comforts of his Spirit from me so that I am desolate and afflicted the troubles of my heart are enlarged For thy comfort and direction 1. ◠Know Comfort is not of the necessary being but of the happy well-being of the Saints it is rather a partial reward then a particular grace an earnest of glorification rather then a part of sanctification It is the light not the heat of the Sun that makes the day and it is the grace not the comfort of the Spirit that makes a Saint 2. For thy direction 1. Be zealous to find out the Achan to discover the cursed thing if any there be which hath caused or occasioned this desertion and having found it be humbled in repentance for commonly Spiritual comforts take their first rise from Penitential sorrow § 24. 2. After humiliation enquire of God in the means of grace press near to him in his ordinances especially this of the blessed Eucharist And in this holy Sacrament hear Christs Venite ad me his Come unto me Mat. 11.28 extending it self to the hungry that they come and be satisfied to the thirsty that they come and be refreshed to the weary that they come and be eased to the weak that they come and be strengthened to the sick that they come and be healed to the fainting that they come and be revived to them that are fallen that they come and be restored yea to all that have faith and repentance that they come and be saved Here the treasury of heaven here the fountain of life here the storehouse of comforts are all set wide open Here O ye afflicted souls here you are at the right door knock and knock hard be not answered without admittance God loves an holy importunity and know the Lord is here Christ is here life is here salvation is here here dwells everlasting mercy here dwells eternal peace Oh look in look in with all reverence and faith into these sacred mysteries of grace and love and see see there the delights of Paradise and rivers of joy feeding them Oh how the Angels sing whilst devout souls exult at this blessed Feast of the Lord of life and Prince of peace § 25. 3. To preserve the comforts of the Spirit when received of God in Christ be faithful in the exercise of grace For God imprints his love upon the heart in the characters of grace which the more large the better read yea Grace is Gods seal and the more visible the stamp the more evident the assurance the more evident is our assurance the more full will be our comforts Further know the wayes of holiness are as beds of spices Cant. 4.16 the more we walk in them the more they requite the soul with their sweet delight and spiritual refreshments Thus must mans obedience be conformable to his devotion his conversation to his supplication not doing that which may drive God from him in justice whilst he would have God turn to him in mercy Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me c. Vers 18. Look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins § 1. AFfliction is the proper object of compassion misery the proper object of mercy And therefore we read how Pilate willing to release Jesus he brings him forth having his back furrowed with the whips his head harrowed with the thorns and his derisive purple stained yea drencht with blood and presents him thus ghastly a spectacle to the Jews with an Ecce homo Joh. 19.5 behold the man supposing so sad a sight would have moved malice to mercy and envy it self to compassion Now what Pilate did to the Jews with Christ Christ in a fit resemblance and apt allusion does with the Penitent to his Father he brings him forth in the Court of Conscience having his heart wounded with sorrow his spirit broken in contrition and his soul fainting in languishments of repentance and presents him so sad a spectacle to the Father with an Ecce homo Behold the man § 2. Behold the man once so lofty in his pride now so lowly in his penitence once so hardened in his rebellion now so humbled in his contrition once so obstinate a sinner now so pittiful a penitent And oh whilst this man of sorrows mourns in affliction how does the Father of mercies melt in compassion When the wounded sinner is presented by the wounded Son and the Penitents tears cry aloud with the Mediators blood how must the Fathers compassion needs melt into sins remission Of which sacred truth and heavenly comfort was David well assured when in this his Psalm of penitence he makes this prayer of faith Vide afflictionem Look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins § 3. Observe we in these words two particulars 1. The proper object of Divine mercy 2. The firm ground of the Souls peace 1. The proper object of Divine mercy it is affliction and pain Look upon my affliction and my pain 2. The firm ground of the Souls peace it is sins forgiveness Forgive me all my sins § 4. 1. The proper object of Divine mercy Look upon mine affliction and my pain This affliction and pain is either that of the penitent Sinner or that of the devout Saint That of the penitent Sinner who having withdrawn himself from the world and retired into the secret closet of his Conscience Isa 38. how does he with Hezekiah even Recogitare annos in amaritudine animae Overturn the Annals of his life in the bitterness of his soul And after a strict survey having faithfully observed the sins which he hath committed and the several circumstances by which they are aggravated he then sums them up into a Catalogue which is no sooner in his eye but sorrow is in his heart endeavoring to blot out those letters of guilt with his tears of repentance through faith in the blood of Christ § 5. And whilst he sets his sins in order before him Oh how does a secret affrightment chill his blood and make his heart to tremble in the apprehension of their loathsome filth and dreadful curse yea he beholding himself under the heavy sentence of the laws condemnation Oh how how is he wholly encompassed with terror and amazement When he looks within him Oh the terrors of an accusing conscience and a killing guilt When he looks without him Oh the horror of a deserved death and a tormenting Hell When he looks above him Oh the dread the dread of an offended Majesty and an avenging Judge Oh whither whither then shall this poor penitent fly for succour Where oh where shall his affrighted and afflicted soul seek for shelter Where but at the cross of his Redeemer § 6. And when Christ so full of pitty so full of love when he beholds the humble suppliant and sincere penitent in the lowest depth of his humiliations pouring out his complaint at the foot of his
cross when he hears his mournful sighs his painful groans the earnest messengers of his afflicted soul it is then as possible for Christ to forget the passions of sorrow which he suffered as not to compassionate this poor penitent sinner for whom he suffered he who stopped not his ears at the Jews blasphemies will certainly not stop his ear at the penitents complaints he that turned not away his face from his enemies buffettings will not turn away his eyes from the suppliants tears though the Devil hath bereaved the sinner of his purity yet can he not deprive his Saviour of his pitty Christ doth not Christ cannot so remember the sins that man hath committed that he forget the soul which himself hath purchast his eye and nothing indeed else can do it but his eye of mercy that looks through the guilt of sin to behold the sorrow of the sinner and that affliction moves his compassion so that the penitents prayer is rightly formed when it takes in Davids petition Look upon mine affliction and my pain c. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrys de poen hom 5. § 7. Thus then sin brings forth sorrow and the Daughter devours the Mother sorrow doth destroy sin as the worm hath its original from the wood and the wood its decay from the worm but this sorrow here of affliction and pain in the penitent sinner that it does become destructive of sin is not from any proper vertue in its self but from that power it receives from the love of God and faith in the blood of Christ 1. From the love of God A servile fear and a mercenary hope a servile fear in the dread of hell and a mercenary hope in the desire of Heaven are the common motives to repentance which yet are then onely to be approved as good and holy when they exclude not the love of God and of Christ For as St. Paul in 1 Cor. 13.3 Though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor and though I give my body to be burned and have not charity 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I am nothing So again though we dissolve our eyes into tears and break our hearts with mourning and have not charity all will be as nothing nothing available to eternal life § 8. The will we say simply embracing good is good yet if it so embrace the less as to reject the greater good the will becomes inordinate not that the less is accepted but that the better is repulst to repent then with pain of soul that we may avoid the pains of Hell and obtain the bliss of Heaven is certainly good in it self yet if excluding and repulsing the sincere love of God and of Christ it becomes an inordinate act and its self so far from true repentance that it is a sin to be repented of Observe the love of God and of Christ is the perfection of all the graces Col. 3.14 and is therefore called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 The bond of perfectness § 9. Now observe then further the beginning the progress and the end of practical vertues have all their due measure though not their equal degrees of goodness fear that is servile and hope that is mercinary are good in the beginning of Christian discipline and evangelical holiness But then they must have their progress to that end which gives perfection even the grace and exercise of love wherefore know we that repentance and affliction of mind which does exclude the love of God is infernal that of the damned in Hell That repentance and affliction of mind which does not express Though it does not exclude the love of God that is legal from the spirit of bondage but that repentance and affliction of mind Rom. 8.15 which does not onely express but also arise from the love of God that is truly Evangelical from the Spirit of adoption which alone can give salvation by vertue of the promise he that repenteth and beleeveth shall be saved § 10. This the second particular that the sorrow of affliction and pain in the penitent becomes destructive of sin through the power of faith in the blood of Christ for that Levit. 10.3 God he will be sanctified in all them that come nigh unto him And therefore he being a consuming fire in the fury of his vengeance Heb. 12.29 when we humble our selves before him though with the deepest of afflictions unless it be by faith in Jesus Christ as the Mediator God will be a just Judge to condemn rather then a merciful Father to forgive for it is not our tears without Christs blood not our sorrows without his sufferings not our affliction without his passion that can quench the fire of Gods wrath satisfie the severity of Gods Justice and move the tenderness of his mercy When therefore acted by love and strengthened by faith we pour out our complaints unto our God in a sincere repentance our affliction and pain shall become the proper object of his divine mercy and grace so that we may pray with confidence as holy David Look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins § 11. 2 The affliction and pain which is that of the devout Saint especially either in the meditations of Christs sufferings or in the exercise of fervent prayer or in the sence of their own infirmities 1 In the meditation of Christs sufferings here I shall shew you a mystery a mystery of godliness known onely to the devout Saint that the meditation of Christs sufferings it afflicts by compassion and delights by complacence and so is a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a bitter sweet to see the sorrows of death seize the soul of life yea the soul of him whom the devout Saint loves better then life how Oh how must this needs be bitter But now to see the fire of love drink up this sea of sorrows and all in tenderness of endeared affection to his beloved Spouse the penitent soul Oh how how must this needs be sweet How can the devout Saint meditate upon his crucified Saviour but with unspeakable anguish and yet with incomparable delight Beholding amidst the excess of his love the pangs of his sorrows § 12. Whilst the devout soul then meditates upon Christs passion this or the like Soliloquy is a part of her devotion O my crucified Jesus how grievous is his sorrow how gracious is his love he loves his torments and takes pleasure in his sufferings he dies with joy that he may dye with grief for me O love ecstatical Wherefore as I cannot but grieve in his grief so I cannot but joy in his love that 's mine anguish this my ravishment so that as I sorrow with him as my beloved so I glory in him as my Saviour Thus is the devotion of the godly in the meditation of Christs sufferings a mystical Benjamin a child of grief and love in an amorous compassion and a dolorous complacence of the soul with Christ which amidst
sed materiam voluntati subministrat Tert. exhort cast c. 2. for that the Devil cannot impose upon the will a force and necessity but propose to the will an object and opportunity of sinning It is by confederacie with the Traitor in our bosom by conspiracie with our Rebel-lusts that Satan doth seise the Citadel of our hearts and surprise the strongest Fort and tower of our wills § 5 Again as for the World her temptations and allurements they are without us but it is the enemy within that destroys us The causes of corruption and guilt are not in our allurements Causas corruptelarum non in illecebris sed in cordibus habemus Salv. l. de gubern 6. but in our lusts not in the world but in our hearts And therefore We overcome the enemies that are without us by subduing the enemies that are within us even our lusts by whose treachery and violence Satan and the world bear sway in our hearts Eos qui foris nobis oppugnant intus vincimus vincendo concupiscentias per quas nobis dominatur Aug. tom 3. l. de agone Christ c. 2. and send forth their imperial edicts and command the soul A mans enemies then are those of his own house his own heart even his own lusts And of these we may complain with David in the greatness of their number they are many many streams from one fountain many branches from one root many lustful Affections from one original Concupiscence § 6. Which concupiscence is in the Scripture called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the sin that dwelleth in us The sin 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom. 7.17 in an eminencie of evil as having in it the seed of all sins And therefore the Author of the Book De duplici martyrio attributed to S. Cypr. he gives us the quaint and experienc'd truth that plus est tollere peccatum quà m peccata it is a matter of greater difficulty to mortifie this one sin then to subdue all other sins We may say of original concupiscence strengthened and heightned by customary transgressions its name is Legeon for it is many Hydra-like it is a body with many heads and when we cut off one head one enormous impiety there presently sprouts up another of like monstrous nature like venemous guilt From the womb then it is of original sin and sinful custom as from the belly of the Trojan horse there does issue forth an whole Army of unclean lusts to surround the soul in all its faculties and the body too in all its members § 7. As for the faculties of the soul view we the Understanding and how do we see it surrounded with fleshly wisdom carnal reasonings humane inventions curious enquiries vain imaginations earthly contrivances View we the Conscience and how do we see it surrounded with erroneous principles misguided zeal false accusations and as false excuses groundless fears and a fearless stupidity The like might be said of the Memory and of the Will of the Heart and of the affections But pass we from the Faculties of the Soul to the Members of the Body and in them we see the Eyes surrounded with envy covetousness and adultery the Tongue with deceit revilings blasphemies and corrupt communications the Ears with slanders Heresies and false doctrines the Hands and Feet with theft murder violence and oppressions § 8. Yea from the particular members of the Body pass we to the several conditions of life And in them see how divers lusts not onely attend but pursue us if young intemperance if aged covetousness if rich vain confidence if poor murmurings if ignorant blind zeal if learned vain-glory if honourable pride if mean envy Lastly from our several conditions pass we to our best Imployments and we find how even in holy duties as in Tamar's womb Gen. 38.29 Zarah first thrusts out the hand but Pharez crowds him by and first gets forth the body thus in holy duties how often is it that the Spirit begins the work but the Flesh crowds forth into the action See it in Prayer when the soul quickened in devotion and raised by faith doth take wing and fly aloft in some gracious inlargements even then how doe worldly and carnal thoughts intrude themselves into the Closet of the heart and by their earthly weight pull down the soul from its heavenly height or else how do some suggestions of spiritual pride cast water upon the fire of the Sanctuary quench the heavenly flame the enlarged devotion of the pious soul Again in the attending of the worship of God and the ministry of his Word when the soul becomes affected with the beauty of holiness Psal 29.2 and begins to relish the sweetness of the Gospels promises yea to be inlarged in spiritual desires after a nearer communion with God and Christ in his Ordinances even then how do fleshly lusts oppose their carnal reasonings framing arguments of disswasion and discouragement from worldly interests erroneous principles and prejudicate opinions § 9. Yea in the solemn ministration of the blessed Eucharist when the longings of the the soul are enlarged its fervour of devotion heightned its very joy in communion with Christ encreased even then how do worldly and carnal suggestions or else nice and needless scruples or dark cloudy imaginations how do they too too often damp our faith dead our devotions perplex our thoughts and if possible hinder the gracious fruit and comfortable benefit of the most sacred service and most blessed Ordinance And now if the least atome of sin do spot the soul and the smallest transgressions qualifie for death and hell what shall we do whilst we behold an infinite swarm of corrupt desires an whole Army of lustful affectioâ—s surrounding us in all the faculties of the soul and members of the body in our several conditions and even in our best imployments what shall we do but fly to the Lord for succour even to the Lord of hosts the Captain of our salvation Christ Jesus blessed for ever Heb. 2.10 and cry we unto him as David here does Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 10. 2. The violence of their hate they hate me with a cruel hatred From that Rom. 6.12 we observe that Sin hath the power of a King even to reign over them who cast off Kingly power and from Rom. 7.23 we observe Sin hath the force of a Law to command them who bear down all Law by force they whom no Law of God or man can bind the Law of Sin holds fast the most licentious and lawless are to their lusts the greatest captives and slaves This for the power but see further the violence and rage of Lust when once it steps into the royal chariot of soveraign command how does it Jehu-like drive furiously 2 King 9 20. though it be upon the very precipice of death and hell The wickedness of the ungodly the Prophet
that in holding faith and a good conscience though I lose all things else I have enough if I save my soul and in deserting faith and a good conscience if I lose my soul I have nothing though I save all things else But further O keep my soul yet not so properly mine as in a more peculiar right of propriety thine thine O blessed Jesu by right of donation from thy Father who hath made thee Lord and Christ and hath given me to thee Act 2.36 Eph. 1.22 as thou art Head over all things unto thy Church Thine by right of purchase thou having bought us with a price and given thy self 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Ransom yea 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Ransom in kind 2 Tim. 2.6 even thine own soul and body to redeem unto thy self the souls and bodies of the faithful § 18. Further thine by right of conquest in which thou hast made us free from the law of sin and of death having for our sake Rom 8.2 and in our name spoil'd principalities and powers Col. 2 1◠triumphing over them Further yet thine by right of Covenant in which thou hast promised thy self to be our God and we to be thy people Lastly Heb. 8.10 thine by right of Communion for that all we are and all we have are from thy fulness our life our love our joy our holiness our happiness all is in thee and from thee Thus I am thine my body thine my soul thine thine in the nearest relation in the strictest union and in the dearest affection True it is all is thine the Devils are thine thy vassals the wicked are thine thy prisoners the Angels are thine thy subjects the Creatures are thine thy servants But only the sanctified are thine thy brethren thy members yea the faithful are thy treasure thy jewels thy jewels of ornament and delight Thus oh thus keep my soul as one of thy jewels a part of thy treasure § 19. 3. Deliver me The propriety Christ hath in us is a strong engagement of his care over us as it is with his children in general 1 Tim. 3.15 Cant. 4.8 so with each of his chosen in particular Though Christs Church be full of enemies yet seeing it is his own house he will raise and repair it though it be black yet seeing it is his own Spouse he will pitty and cherish it Isa 5.4 though it bring forth wild grapes yet being his own Vine he will fence and prune it though it wander from his truth 1 Pet. 5.2 yet because it is his own Flock he will watch and gather it This then is the argument of faith which the devout soul makes unto Christ Because I am thy purchase O do thou Lord preserve me because I am of thy houshold do thou provide for me Ps 119.94 because I am one of thine whom thou ownest O keep my soul and deliver me Deliver me not only from the conquest but also from the conflict of sin For that Conflictus licet non fit damnabilis quia non perficit iniquitatem miserabilis tamen quia non habet pacem Aug. de nupt concupisc l. 2. c. 2. Though our conflict with our lusts is not damnable because the act of sin is not perfected yet is it miserable because the peace of the soul is disturbed § 20. This very conflict with sin it was which put S. Paul to his exclamation Rom. 17.24 Wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death Which complaint he answers with this profession I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord for that the grace of Christ doth weaken the strength the blood of Christ doth pardon the guilt and the glory of Christ shall annihilate the being of sin In renascentibus remittitur S. Aug. contra Jul. l. 6. c. 16. in proficientibus minuitur in resurgentibus tollitur Sin in justification through Christ is remitted in sanctification by Christ is weakened and in glorification with Christ shall be destroyed in which glorification the deliverance of Christs Church and chosen is perfected and till that perfecting be accomplish'd this will be the continued complaint and mournful prayer of Gods holiest Saints Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 21. Thus being in conflict then with our lusts how may we best order our lives as to the safety and peace of our souls I answer in several rules of direction 1. Be we the more fervent the more importunate in our prayers by how much our lusts are the more eager the more vehement in their desires For this we have S. Pauls example for our imitation 2 Cor. 12.9 when he proportions the vehemencie of his devotion to the violence of his temptation and by how much the Messenger of Satan doth the more furiously reiterate his buffetings by so much the Apostle of the Gentiles doth the more zealously renew his prayers and at length he receives this comfortable answer to his sorrowful complaint My grace is sufficient for thee sufficient to pardon thy guilt sufficient to cure thy wound sufficient to strengthen thy weakness sufficient to perfect thy deliverance § 22. 2. Entertain we no parley no treaty with our lusts have no commerce or company with them silence their suggestions or if they will needs be suggesting give them not the ear lest they make that the passage to the heart Qui deliberant desciverunt so Tacit. We betray our selves to sin whensoever we treat with our lusts conference with them is the way to be ensnared by them We must flie sin as a serpent not let in the head lest it draw in its body not yield to the first motion lest we be engaged in its full commission § 23. 3. Set we up the Law of the Spirit and life in our hearts Rom. 8.2 and by how much the Law of Sin will be stirring in our thoughts by so much the more let this royal law of Christs spirit life bear sway in our souls And to that end especially now in the solemnity of the blessed Eucharist renew we our purposes our vows our covenants renew we our self-denial our total resignation thereby to obtain a further quickening in grace a further strengthening of the inward man Joh. 1.16 and all by a nearer communion with Christ in his fulness Thus this holy Sacrament shall seal unto our hearts the comfort of this assurance that God so considers our enemies which are many and hate us with a cruel hatred that He will keep our souls and deliver us Vers 20. part and v. 21. Let me not be ashamed for I put my trust in thee Let integrity and uprightness preserve me for I wait on thee § 1. THE Creatures were made subject to change by the law of their creation which mutability hath been much improved by the sin of man whose guilt
implore its deliverance And when when more seasonably help the Church with our prayers then now when her Prayers are violently wrested from the Church § 22. But more especially 2 to mind us of the fit season and service to pray for Israels deliverance even the celebration of the blessed Eucharist Seeing so great wrath is come upon us from the Almighty do we this day lay hold on the horns of the Altar do we in the celebration of this blessed Sacrament deeply sigh and contritely mourn for all the abominations that are committed in the Land that so Ezek. 9.4 with those Penitentiaries in Ezekiel we may receive our mark even that blood of Christ upon out souls that so the destroying Angel may yet pass over us and in the behalf of this our Israel do we in our most enlarged devotions make this or the like intercession unto God in the holy Eucharist Look down oh look down heavenly Father from the height of Heaven thy celestial Sanctuary and behold the sacred Hoast the blood of our Jesus speaking better things then that of Abel Heb. 12.24 even things of grace and of mercy of pardon and of peace of reconciliation and of restauration And seeing in him thy justice is satisfied let thy wrath be appeased and through the merit of his blood oh let the bleeding wounds of our fainting Land be healed and the faintâ—ng heart of our languishing Church reviv'd § 23. And here let the outward distractions of our Israel minde us of the inward distempers of our hearts the great profanations in the Church prompt us to a strict purifying of our Consciences yea our longing desires after better days quicken our holy endeavours after better lives So shall we find by an happy experience God who did watch for our deliverance when we knew not our danger In the Powder-plot 1605. he will not sleep now we know our danger and pray for our deliverance No as for the Enemies of Sion evil shall fall upon them and sudden desolation Isa 47.11 nescient ortum ejus they shall not know from whence it ariseth But as for the Israel of God he shall deliver them as a bird out of the Fowlers net Ps 124 6 7. and as a prey out of the Lyons teeth at once making it the praise of our faith then to believe when our trust seems to be against hope Rom. 4.18 and the glory of his power then to save when our condition seems to be past succor And thus for the share we have in the sorrow of Israels troubles we shall have our portion in the joy of Israels deliverance Is 35.10 if not whilst the Church is militant on earth yet most assuredly then when triumphant in heaven of which this blessed Sacrament is the seal and pledge confirming the Royal grant of this humble Petition to every faithful soul that prays with David Deliver Israel O God out of all his troubles Halleluiah THE Preacher's Tripartite BOOK II. To administer COMFORT BY CONFERENCE with the SOUL IN ITS Spiritual Conflicts Reduced to particular CASES of CONSCIENCE Viz. 1. The importunate Crowd of Vain Thoughts 2. The frightful Suggestions of Foul Thoughts 3. Some late Relapses into Sin 4. Daily Conflicts with Sin 5. A Distrust of the Graces sincerity in general of Faith and of Repentance in particular 6. The sense of Barrenness in holy Duties 7. The misapprehension of Gods withdrawing the Comforts of his gracious presence 8. The misinterpretation of the Order of Gods Providence as to the Tribulations of the Godly and as to the Prosperity of the Wicked 9. The long Continuance of Temptations and Afflictions By ROBERT MOSSOM LONDON Printed by Thomas Newcomb 1657. TO THE Right Honorable Lady FRANCES Marchioness of HERTFORD c. MADAM I Acknowledge it mine ambition that I seek your Honor's Patronage but dare adventure upon this guilt in confidence of a Favorable Pardon as well as an Honorable Protection to your Suppliant I know no vice in Morals unpardonable like that of Ingratitude and therefore to avoid the sin and censure of this Apostacy I declare it Madam your Reward of Goodness exceeding the Merit of a former Present which hath obliged the duty of this Dedication What are the charitable supplies of your Eleemosynary bounties notwithstanding Modesty is at once the Vail and Ornament of your Vertues there is a Trumpet of Honorable Fame that proclaims it That I have my self received an encouragement of my Studies by your Nobleness I willingly embrace this opportunity thankfully to acknowledge and record Besides Madam it were improper to intitle the SOUL'S CONFERENCE to any other then an experienced Piety whose Spiritual Conflicts sustained can give testimony to the Comforts administred which not Greatness but Goodness can best approve and Patronize Here then Madam to your Goodness as great in Honor and to your Honor as great in Goodness is humbly presented this Freewill-offering the Work and the Author and no Votary can do more then make his whole Possession one Oblation as ambitious to bear the name and attribute of being NOBLE MADAM Your Honors Faithfully Devoted Servant R. MOSSOM CONFERENCE WITH THE SOUL In its Spiritual Conflicts THE INTRODUCTION IT is the great design of Satan in a malicious envy to Man if he cannot spoil us of our Crown Lam. 3.17 18. then to rob us of our Comfort If he cannot deprive us of Grace then to bereave us of our Peace Which thing he doth not only attempt but often attain by raising in our hearts an infernal fog of diffidence and distrust Ps 77.8 9. Ps 88.5 6. begetting such doubts and fears and affrighting terrors as do make the Soul against all the light of counsel and of comfort in the Word conclude against it self to have lost all interest in Gods love Job 38.2 and Christs merits Lam 5.22 Isa 49.14 all Communion with the Spirit of grace and of life pleading with much vehemencie of passion and impatience that its former hopes have been but deceitful presumptions and its exercises of holiness hypocritical delusions Oh the thick darkness which this mist and fog of Satans suggestions casts upon the inward man How doth it become the very shop of fears the womb of terrors Ps 23 4. yea the valley and shadow of death the cheering light of the Sun of Righteousness being thereby eclipsed from the Soul Now there is no greater advantage unto Satan in his temptations then the ignorance and error of the mind when the Understanding is darkened or deceiv'd darkened through want of knowledge or deceiv'd with a false light For Satan he works still contrary unto God and yet in imitation of him too And therefore as God in his operations of grace to beget life Eph. 1.17 18. he first enlightens and illuminates so Satan in his temptations unto sin to destroy grace he first darkens and deceives 2 Cor. 4.4 Eph. 4.18 Luk. 22.64 He doth with the
befoâ—e the Divine Tribunal where in the presence of thy God and of his holy Angels do thou delâ—re thy loathing and abhorring of those suggestios together with a disclaiming and renouncing all allowance or willing admittance of them returning them upon Satan as the effects of his malice and fury if hereafter they return upon thy soul in their affrights and terrors 3. Close thy solemn service with this sincere devotion earnestly beseeching God to rebuke Satan and restrain his rage Zech 3.1 and to vouchsafe thy languishing soul his quickening sustaining and restoring Grace and together with this make a total resignation of thy self into the hands of thy Jesus Heb. 13.20 Isa 40.11 1 Pet. 5.8 the great Shepherd of the Flock that he may keep thee as a tender Lamb safe from the paw and teeth of the roaring Lion And here that I may not only point thee thy way but also lead thee by the hand see a Pattern for thy practice a prescrib'd form which thou mayst either use or imitate use in its own words and order of expression or imitate in the like matter and method of devotion O most glorious and most gracious Lord God! who art the Searcher of Hearts the Lover of Souls and the Preserver of Men. Before thee holy Lord before thee so sacred a Majesty I here present my self a polluted oh do thou make me a penitent sinner Polluted I am and loathsom in the filth of mine own corruptions and oh how much more vile and abominable am I through the guilt of that sin which is come upon my soul through Satans suggestions Suggestions so horrid and dreadful that I abhor to set them in mine own sight much more to declare them in thy presence I confess O holy Lord and glorious God! I confess with shame and confusion of face that mine own sin hath betrayed me to Satans buffetings and his suggestions have increased the guilt and horror of my sin Oh my pride and presumption oh my carelesness and curiosity oh my slothfulness and disobedience oh the folly and wickedness of my heart which hath provoked thy wrath and given advantage unto Satan against my soul And oh the murmurings and rep nings oh the diffidence and distrust oh the neglect of thy worship and profaning thy glory oh the deadness and hardness of heart oh the many and great evils of pollution and guilt caused and occasion'd by my foul thoughts all further provoking thy divine wrath and more deeply wounding mine afflicted spirit Woe is me wretched sinner whither oh whither shall I flie for succor unless thou Lord wilt pitty my poor soul must needs perish and oh oh my God! perish from thy presence thy gracious thy glorious presence for ever Wherefore see O thou great and glorious O thou just and righteous Judge Oh see I here prostrate my self at the Bar of thy Justice and lay my mouth in the dust noâ— knowing what to answer thee Oh! oh now that Satan doth accuse me my Conscience witness against me and thy Law condemn me who oh who shall plead for me Oh! wilt not thou blessed Jesus my Surety my Saviour wilt not thou undertake my Cause who art mine Advocate Wilt not thou procure my Pardon who art my Mediator Wilt not thou make mine Attonement who art the High Priest of my salvation O blessed Jesus be now my Jesus and seeing thou art able to save unto the utmost all that come unto God by thee oh save me lost creature undone soul without thy merit and thy mediation lost and undone eternally Oh save me unto the utmost of what my Conscience can accuse or Satans malice aggravate And now O holy Lord God! whilst thou beholdest thy wounded Son pitty oh pitty me wretched sinner See him accused by men to free me from the accusations of Satan see him unjustly condemn'd to free me from the just sentence of condemnation see him suffering death to free me from the judgment of eternal death Oh see Lord his pierced side as the Fountain opened and his streams of blood flowing forth unto his Church to wash in from sin and from uncleanness Oh here bathe my polluted soul wash and wash me thorowly that not the least filth of mine own corruptions or Satans suggestions may now cleave unto me or herâ—after appear in Judgment against me Behold in Jesus Christ my Surety my debt is paid thy justice satisfied Oh blot out then the hand-writing of Ordinances that is against me (i.) The sentence of death in the curse of the Law upon sin discharge Satan and in the presence of thine holy Angels pass sentence of Absolution upon me in the free and full pardon of all my sins And oh of a dreadful Judge be thou now Lord a gracious and reconciled Father behold me justified through the blood of thy Son and the righteousness of my Jesus and as thou makest me partaker of the merit of Christs passion to my justification so make me partaker also of the power of his resurrection even to obtain victory and to triumph over sin and Satan and all those powers of darkness which shall rise up to rob me of the riches of thy grace and to deprive me of my right and title to the inheritance of thy Saints in light Now holy Lord and gracious God! as Satan hath accused me so let me cite him before thy sacred Tribunal And here prostrate at the footstool of thy Majesty looking up unto thee in the mediation of Jesus Christ who is at thy right hand and ever lives to make intercession for me even thus Lord I here declare in thy presence and in the presence of thy holy Angels that I utterly renounce all communion with Satan in his sinful suggestions and therefore do humbly implore thy gracious goodness that whensoever Satan shall renew his suggestions they may be return'd upon himself in his malice not fasten upon my soul or be laid to my charge in their guilt And whatsoever shall be Satans rage do thou Lord Jesus rebuke him and keep me by thine almighty power through faith to salvation making thy strength to appear in my weakness thy grace and mercy in mine unworthiness And as thou art pleas'd O Lord God to quench all the fiery darts of Satan so stir up thy graces in me and enflame my soul with an enlarged fervor of holy devotion So sanctifie me throughout with thy Spâ—rit that my desires may be gracious my thoughts heavenly my life religious my serviâ—es sincere and all my duties of thy Woâ—ship acceptable in thy sight And now having renounced all communion with Satan in his suggestions I here make mine humble resignation in thy presence that so I may be safe under the shadow of thy wing and preserved unblameable unto the day of the Lord Jesus O Lord God! Into thy hands I commit my body soul and spirit my thoughts words and works all that I am all that I have desiring wholly to be thine O my
able to save unto the uttermost all those that come unto God by him Let thy Conscience then O dejected Penitent object the hainousness of thy sins and raise them to the greatest height by all aggravating circumstances as being committed against the dictate of reason and the light of knowledge as being reiterated again and again after solemn resolutions and the gracious enlightenings of the Spirit here thou being truly sensible of thy sin mayst not despair of mercy seeing Christ is not only able Heb 2.17 but also willing to save those who come unto God by him Rev. 12.10 even unto the utmost of what their Consciences can accuse or Satans malice aggravate The Rules of Direction 1. Raise thy faith and this by a frequent meditation upon the promises of grace and life By which meditation the soul shall the better suck out the sweetness and digest the nourishment of Gods mercy and truth And because Pattern prevails above Precept take this Instance for thy imitation Suppose thou fixest thine eye and thoughts upon that blessed truth and comfortable Text of S. Paul's This is a faithful saying 1 Tim. 1.15 and worthy of all acceptation that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners of which I am chief Upon this let thy soul dwell a while by serious meditation and in these or the like expostulating thoughts let thy faith gather strength and renew its vigor How Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners What was this the very end and purpose of Christs coming in the flesh and suffering on the Cross that he might bring men sinful men to salvation O divine Cordial to an afflicted soul O sweet comfort to a penitent Sinner I am convinc'd the words are gracious but how shall I be assured the saying is true Why it is the Word of God and shall I then distrust its truth Vain heart be not so deceitful it is a faithful saying this a saying as firm as God is holy as true as Truth it self But what right have I I so vile a Wretch to so divine a Truth Why my right lies in Gods mercy which here extends to all That Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners it is a saying worthy of all men to be received Of all men sure then in that all I am included my particular is involv'd in this general Ps 78.41 Isa 59.1 for who shall limit the Holy one of Israel Ay but will God have respect to so hainous a sinner Have not my grievous sins made me unworthy of so gracious mercy Jam. 2 13. Yes unworthy but not uncapable It is the glory of Gods mercy to forgive sins the greater then my sins the greater his glory in their forgiveness Though then I be the chief of sinners I will rely upon my God in my Jesus for his chief of mercies and so resolve to apply the truth and comfort of this Evangelical doctrine delivered by the Apostle that this is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners of which I am chief Thus in thy greatest dejections endevour to raise thy faith by meditation on the Promises to the greatness of thy sins opposing the riches of Gods mercy to the horror of thy guilt the fulness of Christs merits both unmeasurably infinite and gracious And as the skill of a Physician is the more eminent in curing a dangerous sickness Rom. 5.20 so is the goodness of Gods mercy more glorious in pardoning and the power of his grace more evident in healing hamous sins Bonitas invicta non vincitur infinita misericordia non finitur Gods invincible goodness is not by sin conquered nor his boundless mercy by guilt limited And therefore may he alone despair of pardon who can be more wicked then God is gracious And as for the merit of Christ it is a superabundant merit Though the purity of all the Heavenly Host is not able to wipe off the stain nor their death sufficient to expiate the guilt of the least transgression Joh. 1 29. 1 Joh. 1.7 2.2 yet is the least drop of the blood of the Son of God an expiatory sacrifice for the whole World how much more then shall these his streams of blood be sufficient in their fulness of merit for the most hainous sins of a relapsed Saint There may be then some disease of body which is opprobriū medicorū past the Physicians skil to cure but no wound no distemper of soul can pose or puzzle the mercy of God or merits of Christ to heal We cannot then dishonor Christ more then to distrust his grace and love to undervalue his merits and blood Joh. 15.13 Rom. 5.8 especially he having given so great a testimony of his love by his death and made so firm a Conveyance of the merits of his death in his promises yea and vouchsafed so sure a seal of those promises and of that merit in his Sacraments Be it so then O thou dejected and afflicted soul be it so that thy troubled Conscience does rage as the sea with uncessant accusations be it so that sin and hell besiege thee round with the bitter terrors of everlasting death and that now the waves and surges of temptations swell and overflow thee yet shalt thou not faint not sink not perish 1 Pet. 1.5 whilst the Son of God supports thee through faith in his merits a faith fixt upon the promises of grace and life in which promises thou mayst behold thy sins thy hainous sins thy mountain-sins swallowed up in the Sea of his blood yea thou mayst behold thy guilt thy horrid guilt long since cancell'd on Golgotha Col. 2.14 and expiated by the death of thy Redeemer 2. Renew thy Repentance and this in a deep contrition of heart and sincere humiliation of soul There being no flying from God but by flying to him no flying from his wrath but by flying to his mercy for which we have the comfort and encouragement of a gracious Advocate of a perfect Mediator 1 Joh. 2 1. 1 Tim. 2.5 Christ Jesus blessed for ever This of Contrition and Humiliation is that God calls for from revolting Judah Joel 2.12 and which he requires of all backsliding children even that they turn unto him with all their heart with fasting weeping and mourning Sighs and tears they are the Penitents best oratory for so saith David Ps 6.8 The Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping Know then O thou afflicted soul though thy relapses into sin may hide Gods countenance yet upon repentance renewed they shall not banish thee from his presence though they beget a strangeness for a time yet shall they not beget a parting for ever And so however Satan aggravating thy sin may cloud the Joy yet shall he not take away the God of thy salvation Now to further thy raising thy faith and renewing thy repentance look upon the
it deprives of communion with God is the most afflicting Ps 61.11 12. In which affliction these are the words of Complaint The Words of Complaint Oh! how how can mine heart be right with God which so often revolts from him How can mine heart be sound which is continually sore When with sighs and groans in humiliation I have confess'd and bewail'd my sin presently upon temptation I commit and repeat it Thus my wounds daily bleed afresh and thereby my spirit faints and my hope fails I shall one day perish by the hand of sin as David complain'd he should do by the hand of Saul for that daily my strength decays my grace diminisheth my comforts fade mine Evidences for Heaven ar blotted my seals defac'd my life is become my trouble and death it is my terror I fear to die and yet have no joy to live Wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of sin and of death The Grounds of Comfort 1. The holy dispensation of the all-wise God according to which it is that neither the merit of Christs blood nor the sanctification of Christs Spirit doth yet so far prevail as to root out the being of corruption though it wipe off the guilt and weaken the power of sin Damnatum est peccatum sed non extinctum Christ hath condemn'd sin in the flesh condemn'd but not extinguished 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom 8 3. Cajet in loc he hath condemn'd The word is metaphorical for that Condemnation implies a depr vation of all preceding priviledges and power Thus our Lord Jesus Christ he hath dealt with sin he hath so disanull'd it in the faithful that it hath no more place to appear in judgment Col. 2.14 no more guilt to bind over unto death Rom. 8.1 there being no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus 2. Our nature is pure and perfect in Christ in which he h th satisfied the justice of our God Joh. 2.29 as being the Lamb of God that takes away the sin of the world even the sin of nature as well as of our lives our original as well as our actual sin Col. 1 19. Joh. 1.16 And seeing it hath pleased the Father that in him should all fulness dwell He will communicate to us of his fulness till he hath wholly destroyed the Serpents seed 1 Joh 3.3 1 Pet. 1.16 till he hath made us pure even as he is pure not only subduing the dominion and reign of sin by grace but also destroying the life and being of sin by glory 3. No man is sensible of sickness but who hath life and therefore sense of sin is a sure symptome of the life of grace So that O thou afflicted soul in thy conflict with sin thy very grief is a ground of comfort this being a sure testimony of true Sanctification Gal. 5.16 17 18. that thou canst not endure the close workings of thy secret corruption but art still sollicitous to cast out the enemy to establish the peace to vomit up the poison to preserve the health of thy soul 4. It is a free and willing subjection to the commands of sin Rom. 6.12 14. which declares the soul to be under the power and dominion of sin but by our opposing and resisting our lamenting and bewailing our sin we manifest plainly sin does rebell but does not reign prevails as a Tyrant but rules not as a King And where Grace hath the Throne of the heart and sways the Scepter theâ—e Christ rules by his Spirit and will in the end make us to overcome by his power The battel is the Lords and the victory shall be ours notwithstanding all oppositions of sin and Satan of the flesh and the world of earth and of hell 1 Pet. 1.5 we shall be kept by the power of God through faith to salvation For what hath our Lord Jesus Christ begun and shall he not perfect the work of grace Hath he made the purchase Phil. 1.6 and shall he not make us to possess the inheritance of glory Lastly Seeing thou cleavest unto the Lord with purpose of heart though thou servest him not in perâ—ection of holiness these infirmities and failings which are thy burden they shall not be thy bane If the ravisht Virgin cry out Deut. 22.27 she is in the censure of rhe Law guiltless by her cry having prov'd her rape And thus a sure testimony it is Sin hath committed a rape upon our souls and ravish'd our hearts when we cry out in our trouble unto the Lord And sure God who commanded indulgence unto the ravish'd Virgin will vouchsafe pardon to the ravish'd Soul The Rules of Direction 1. Be constant in thy Conflict in the sense of thine own wants looking unto the Lord Jesus Christ in his fulness and in the weakness of thine own strength Phil 4 13. Joh. 15.5 relying upon the almightiness of Christs power Be not dishearten'd by some losses not discourag'd by some foils not dismayed by some wounds but by fasting and prayer renew thy strength and then by diligence and Zeal renew the combat Thus shalt thou gain by thy losses get ground by thy falls increase thy graces by thine infirmities Phil. 1 9 10. 2. Preserve the judgment of thy mind clear and the frame of thine heart tender that so the Understanding may discover to thee what is evil by its light and the Heart restrain thee from it by its tenderness Restrain by some secret checks of Conscience upon the first risings of corruptions Psal 19.13 Eph. 4.30 that so they get not head by any rebellious wickedness to grieve Gods Spirit and to disquiet yea wound thine own Let it be thy pious policie to fight thine Enemy when he is at the weakest Thus set upon Sin in its first motions quell it in its first risings for indeed that which increaseth our guilt and destroyeth our peace is our willing entertainment of sinful motions our ready cherishing corrupt desires Prov. 4.23 3. Keep up an holy jealousie over thine own heart for it is not in the power of Satan to hurt the soul but by its self it s own weapons must wound it it s own treacherous affections must betray and destroy it Jer. 17.9 And such is the Hearts deceitfulness that those corruptions lurk in it which we think have no affinity with our nature but are most contrary to our frame and disposition As who could have imagin'd Moses's his meekness could have become guilty of murmuring Ps 106.32 33. Psal 51.14 Matth. 26.24 or David's tenderness guilty of murder or Peter's zeal of denying his Master Wherefore in this holy jealousie over thy self search diligently and examine frequently the state of thy soul the temper of thine heart and know assuredly this strict examination will weary the soul of sin thereby subduing thy heart from allowing approving or delighting in it And thus however with the Sheep thou slip
into the mire through weakness yet thou shalt not with the Swine wallow in it with delight 4. Be humbled in the sense of that body of sin carnal concupiscence Jam. 1.14.15 Rom. 7.23 the polluted fountain from whence issues all our filthy streams of sinful thoughts words and actions It may be God suffers Satan to shake the vessel that the dregs may appear to pursue us with his temptations that we may the better discover our corruptions and so discern the true womb of all our misery that which breeds and fosters all our disquiet Whilst then we bewail the guilt and pollution of our actual transgression with David Ps 51.5 pass we from the branches to the root let the stream lead us to the Spring that of Original corruption which defiles the whole man and maintains an irreconcileable war with the sanctifying grace of Gods Spirit Rom 8 7 8. Gal. 5 17. Though we are ingrafted into Christ yet will God have us mindful of our old stock that we may the better glorifie him in the poweâ— of his grace which sanctifieth and saveth us And indeed unless we bewail sin in the affection as well as in the action unless we be humbled for our corrupt dispositions as well as for our particular transgressions our Repentance cannot be found nor our Peace setled Our Repentance not sound which must be a thorow-hatred of the whole body of sin our Peace not setled Rom. 8.1.14 which must be not only from mercy pardoning but also from grace subduing sin Lastly Increase the importunity of thy prayers as thou seest sin increase in the impurity of its pollutions And to strengthen thy prayer fix thy faith upon the promises those of the Gospel of Christ and Covenant of thy God as That he will blot out our transgressions and remember them no more Jer. 31.33 34. Heb. 8.12 Luk. 11 13. Zech 13.1 That he will put his fear into our hearts and that he will give his holy Spirit to them that ask it Especially look up unto Christ as the fountain set open to Judah and Jerusalem even to all penitent sinners to wash in for sin and for uncleanness And if thus O thou afflicted soul if thus thou make good the combat by prayer and penitence our Lord Jesus Christ the Captain of our salvation Heb 2.10 Mat. 12 20. will make good the Conquest through grace and mercy by sending forth Judgment unto Victory victory over Sin and Satan and all the Powers of darkness Thus Blessed Jesus save the Soul which thou hast purchased sustain by thy grace whom thou hast redeemed by thy blood Amen Amen CHAP. V. The Souls Conflict from a Distrust of its Graces sincerity in general and of Faith and Repentance in particular THe most gracious testimony of Gods love is from the immediate light of his countenance which displays upon the soul such evident beams and refreshing rays of his Fatherly goodness as do become the sure witness and sacred seal of the Spirit testifying to the inward man the eternal favor of his God This estate it is gracious and blessed but it is not constant and continued yea it is oftentimes even to the best of Saints very much discontinued witness David's Usque quo How long Lord how long wilt thou hide thy self Ps 89 46. Ps 6 3. for ever And again My soul is sore vexed but thou O Lord how long Now in the night of Temptation when we have lost the sight of the Sun it is no small comfort that we have the light of the Stars when we see not the immediate rays from the manifestation of Gods divine presence a sweet comfort it is that we see him by reflexion in the light and vigor of his spiritual graces which confirm to us this comfortable assurance that he will yet rise again upon our souls But oh Act. 27.20 how many even of the holiest Saints as S. Paul in his tempest so they in their temptation they see neither the light of the sun nor of the stars neither the comfort of Gods presence nor of his graces Ps 88.6 15 16 And such a state of darkness as this must needs bring fear horror and amazement to the soul And in this distress hear the afflâ—cted Saâ—nt thus complain The Words of Complaint Oh! how do I feel the struglings and alas they are but the struglings of good d sires My soul conceiveth and travelleth in paâ—n with holy purposes but alas she wants strength to bring forth into actual performances Whereas looking upon the true Saints and servants of God I see faith hath life in them and they life by it but clouds of unbelief darken my soul and the bonds of death take hold of me I see them as Temples of the Lord they receiving daily Oracles from his mouth and still offering him the continual sacrifice of a contrite heart But alas I pray and he heareth not I call and cry but he answereth not and no wonder seeing my soul which should Eagle-like with faith and fervor mount aloft through diffidence and deadness of heart creeps in the dust Oh! my corruptions they are increased and my contritions diminished my temptations they are stronger and my graces they are weaker Ah! what said I weaker I would to God I could say upon assurance that I had any grace at all pure and sincere For woe is me such is my darkness of mind deadness of spirit and hardness of heart that I cannot but with much horror of soul and trouble of conscience call in question the sincerity of all grace especially the sincerity of my Faith and of my Repentance whether such as may obtain remission of sins and reconciliation with my God through Jesus Christ 1. The Grounds of Comfort as to the distrust of Graces sincerity in general 1. It is not more the policie and design of Satan to perswade the Hypocrite that his life is gracious his grace sincere Luk 18.9.11 Job 4.6 8.6 15.5 and his heart upright then it is to perswade the true Saint that his heart is corrupt his grace counterfeit and his life hypocritical The former he does to harden in presumption the latter to sink in despair Know then for thy comfort there is no such deliquium animae that there are not some reliquiae gratiae there is no such faintness of soul that there are not some remains of life As a Spring when stopt at one place it breaks out at another so Grace if not discovering itself in some particular acts it shews it self in some other proper operations Yea God in wisdom suffers some one grace in its acts to be the more dampt and deaded that some other may be the more quickened and enlarg'd As how often is it that God suffers our faith to be weakened that our fear may be awakened Ps 55.5.6 Ps 42.1 2 3. 2 Cor 12.7 Stimulus in carne He abates the fervor of enlarg'd devotions to
the flesh less danger and damage in overworking then in too much indulging the outward man For where one man sails his course of piety with too full a gale of zeal an hundred lie becalm'd with lukewarmness Rev. 3.16 In the Close Beware of attributing to duties what is proper to Christ A chief reason doubtless though little notice be taken of it a chief reason it is of dryness and barrenness in holy performances that we have an overprising opinion an overvaluing esteem of them For the softning and melting the raising and enlarging the comforting and reviving the heart Ps 11â— 32 Isa 57 18. 2 Cor. 1.3 Ps 34 15. these are all the works of Christ and his Spirit not to be attain'd by labour and toil but by humility and faith Hear David The eyes of the Lord are upon the righteous and his ears are open unto their cry First Gods eyes are upon their persons and then his ears are open unto their prayers It is not the duty we perform but the promise Christ gives or rather Christ in the Promise which brings rest to the soul And he vouchsafe thee O thou afflicted soul a gracious portion of this spiritual rest as a pledg and earnest of that full inheritance even rest eternal Amen CHAP. VII The Souls Conflict from the misapprehension of Gods withdrawing the Comforts of his gracious presence SUch is the deceitfulness of mans heart and the subtlety of Satans suggestions that many there are who forsake God yet think they have him and many that have him yet think themselves forsaken of him Many are so enlighten'd that they come near to the Kingdom of Heaven which yet are cast down to Hell Again many there are so dejected as to come nigh to Hell which yet are received to Heaven The discomforts of the faithful through their frailty do cause their great dejection Isa 49 14 Isa 14.12 13. but the enlightenings of the wicked through their pride make for their greater condemnation Such is the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the exceeding craft and cunning of Satan Eph. 6.11 in his 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his arts and methods of temptations made the more expert by many thousand years experience such I say is Satans art and cunning that he suits his suggestions to our affections and tempers his temptations to our dispositions And therefore the va n Enthusiast who prides himself in his fancied converses with God and conceiteâ— raptures of his spirit him Satan heightens in his presumption But the afflicted Saint from whom God hath hid his face and withdrawn the comforts of his gracious presence him Satan presseth down in his dejections He heightens the Enthusiast in his presumption by feeding his fancy with renewed delusions of false joys and the imagined ravishments of Gods love Again he depresseth the afflicted Saint in his dejection by filling his heart with renewed jealousies of false fears and imagined terrors of Gods wrath Thus there is none more near or dear unto man then himself yet none more a stranger more an enemy For what man is he that can fadom the depth Jer 17 9. and so know the deceitfulness of his own heart Again what man is he that doth not cause the wounds and destroy the comforts of his own soul by diffidence impatience throwing off the healing balm and casting away the reviving cordials of grace and mercy Ps 143 9. So that well might S. Bernard cry out in a devout gloss upon the Psalmists text Libera me Domine ab inimico meo id est à me ipso Deliver me O Lord from mine enemy that is from my self See this true in the afflicted Saint dejected in soul distressed in conscience deep in desertions Oh! how doth his soul become cruel to it self refusing to be comforted With him Mourning observes no method but his full sorrow poures out its Complaints as a bottle doth its liquor in sudden and disordered eruptions rather thâ—n effusions Thus then complains the languishing Soul The Words of Complaint Oh! what a misery is it to have been happy The thoughts of those comforts I once felt sharpen the sense of those sorrows I now feel Time was when from the Mount Nebo of Divine Contemplation I could by the Perspective of Faith take a view of the Heavenly Canaan in the riches pleasure and glory of it But now my belly cleaveth unto the dust I lie down in the valley and shadow of death clouds of darkness cover me and the light of all heavenly comforts is hid from mine eyes Those holy duties Ordinances and Promises which have been as honey sweet to my soul at once feeding and delighting mine inward man they are all become bitterness and barrenness anguish and distress misery and mourning Oh what were those quickening beams from the Sun of Righteousness those refreshing those ravishing delights in communion with God through Christ Alas O my soul those blessed delights were but pleasant dreams and now thy fancied Paradise is become a real Wilderness And oh how do I wander and weary my self in a maze of perplexities the bitter waters of Marah flowing in upon my soul and the fiery Serpents of hellish fears stinging my Conscience All my streams of Comfort are turn'd into floods of Sorrow and oh that I could drown my sorrow in tears But my misery is beyond moans my grief beyond tears yea my torments beyond death For I have lost that treasure those joys that bliss which I would willingly redeem with the loss of life O sweet and joyful presence O sad and dreadful absence of my Jesus and oh the filthy lusts of my foul heart which have made him quit his lodging and be gone and with him all peace all comfort all joy all life all bliss are fled from my soul Woe is me that I should receive mercy to make miserable once enjoy a Saviour and after cast him off to the loss of all salvation yea to the heightning the horror of my condemnation Oh he came in love and he is gone in anger and woe is me I not only lose his favor but also bear his displeasure He is gone and I fear never oh this this the deep wound more deadly then death it self He is gone and I fear never to return more In his favor is life and therefore when he hides his face in wrath needs must my soul be in death Oh! my spirits waste my strength faints my flesh consumes mine whole man languisheth yea my stroke is heavier then my groans my sorrow more bitter then my complaints so that with Job My soul is weary of my life and yet though my life be full of torment death is full of terror lest be everlastingly shut out from Gods presence Oh Eternity Eternity how does this gulf swallow up my soul how does this weight more heavy then a mountain press down my drooping heart and crush my fainting spirits yet whilst there is life there is hope though my
God my Jesus be gone from me yet will I mourn after him if happily I may find him whom my soul loveth O return return my joy my Jesus For till thou dost return I shall lie down in sorrow without thee my soul refuseth to be comforted The Grounds of Comfort 1. As thy distress is not without a promise thy misery without a Redeemer so nor is thy state and condition without many presidents even a cloud of witnesses whose sad experience will give full testimony to this certain truth Ps 55.5 That God oftentimes not only withholds the comforts of his good Spirit but also afflicts with the terror of our own hearts That oftentimes he hides the grace of the Gospel and discovers the rigor of the Law Ps 88.14 15.16 revealing guilt and concealing mercy yea oftentimes he rebukes the heart with secret checks of conscience and convictions of Spirit so that in the sad apprehension of sin and guilt death and hell the soul languisheth with frights and fears with horror and amazements Yet further he oftentimes renews the charge of former sins in the Court of Conscience making a man to possess the iniquities of his youth Job 13.26 and by his Spirit writing such bitter things against him that the soul is struck with the deep impressions of dread and horror in the apprehension of Gods shutting the gate of mercy and peace Ps 77.7 8 9. his refusing to be intreated or to hearken to any terms of reconciliation so that no holy duties or sacred ordinances for a time either administer comfort or discover love That this is the sad experience of the most eminent Saints the Book of Job and Psalms of David will sufficiently testifie And yet withall this testimony too they give of God and of Christ that he lifteth up those that are cast down Ps 37 24 42.11 147.7 8. 148.3 he healeth the broken in heart and bindeth up their wounds yea he gives liberty to the Captive health to the sick life to the dead and the divinest comforts to the most dejected souls so that they rejoice in his salvation and exult in his praises 2. This the condition of our present estate to be freed from the discomforts of afflictions as from the power of sin but in part Our graces are imperfect and therefore needs must our peace Our life 's a pilgrimage 1 Pet. 2.11 2 Cor. 10.4 a warfare and so hardship travel danger distress yea conflicts and wounds they are proper to our condition and therefore we may not think them strange but expect them with resolution bear them with patience and pass them through with constancie The day that hath no night no cloud the joy that hath no mourning no grief the crown that hath no cross no care is reserv'd for heaven not found on earth peculiar it is to the state of blessedness and eternity So that I cannot but question the uprightness of that mans heart who never question'd the goodness of his estate I cannot but doubt that mans assurance who never doubted and fear those comforts which were never discomforted There is certainly a woe to that peace which Satan does not sometimes disquiet True it is God could send forth his Saints as the Sun in its course to attract the eyes of all Beholders and make them in their splendor of graces ouâ—vie Solomon in his lustre of glory But this God hath not thought so agreeable to his wisdom in his dispensations to his Church and chosen 1 Cor. 1. â—3 14 c. he will rather have the Saints excellencie cloth'd with humane frailty and their inward worth vail'd with outward contempt Yea their life is so hid with Christ in God Col. 3.3 that themselves oftentimes feel not the quickenings discover not the actings of their own graces for that a cloud of secret trouble darkens the light of all their comforts Doubtless had Adam continued in his primitive integrity God would have communicated himself to man not only by faith and reason but also by sense and external manifestation But now he conveys spiritual things in a spiritual manner We walk by faith and not by sight As is the manifestation of the Divine presence 2 Cor. 5 7 1 Cor. 13 9. such is our participation of Divine comforts all in part and imperfect 3. Though thy comforts are fled from thee yet the God of thy comforts abides with thee though thou wantest Christ in that blest Communion of joy and peace yet thou hast not lost him in that best communion of grace and life Spiritual joy though a sweet flower of Paradise yet a fading flower though a spiritual yet a temporal blessing a separable adjunct of grace and so not of the necessary being but of the happy well-being of a Christian a partial reward rather then a particular vertue Let this then be a firm ground of solid comfort That though thy light of Joy be extinguisht yet thy seeds of Grace are preserv'd thy heart hath its holy affections though emptied of its divine consolations For tell me who is' t that supports thy soul but the same God who conceals his love Does he not incline thine heart to fear and faithful obedience Ps 23 3 4. Isa 2â— 8 even when now he withdraws himself from thy soul in the light and comforts of his countenance And if so what thou dost possess is far more precious then what thou hast lost Communion w th Christ in the sanctifying influence is more excellent then communion with him in the comforting light of his Spirit Besides having the fountain thou wilt not be long without the streams having Christ the fulness of comforts thy soul shall not long remain discomforted God will lighten thy candle uncloud thy sun restore thy comforts Ps 7 120 21. This is Davids confidence Thou Lord which hast shewed me great and sore troubles shalt quicken me again and shalt bring me up again from the depths of the earth thou shalt increase my g eatness and comfort â—e on every side Hear Gods profession and promise Isa 57.15 Thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity whose name is Holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones And how revive them why by healing them with his grace leading them with his councels and restoring comforts to them See then the mercy is thine the promise is thine only thou must know and acknowledge the time of dispensing the season of performing is Gods who orders all things in number weight and measure 4. Those rebukes of the Spirit which so much torture thy conscience and that hiding his face which so much sads thy heart is all from a fatherly tenderness of care and love not from an avenging severity of justice and wrath God deals with the soul as David
no condemnation then no punishment For what is punishment but the execution of the just condemnation which is past by God upon the guilt of sin S. Augustine then gives us a short and full resolution that verè Christus communicando nobiscum sine culpa poenam culpam solvit poenam Christ by communicating with us of punishment without sin hath taken away both sin and punishment The afflictions then of the faithful they proceed from God as a provident Father not as an avenging Judge and are not for satisfying of his justice but the reforming of their lives To close What is it that most retards our pace tyres our spirits and dulls our vigor in the way to life and glory but the Corruption in our hearts and the Cross on our shoulders By so much then shall we the better bear our Cross by how much we the more subdue our Corruption To instance Root out Vainglory and ô how much is taken away from the weight of â—nfamy Root out Pride and ô how much is taken away from the weight of Poverty Root out Wrath and ô how much is taken away from the weight of Injury So that the better to bear our Cross what can be more effectual then this to reform our lives 2. To the exercise of a sincere repentance join the invocation of fervent prayer Ps 86.7 See Davids resolution In the day of my trouble I will call upon the Lord. And according to his resolution see his practice Ps 116.3 4. The sorrows of death compassed me and the pains of hell got hold upon me I found trouble and sorrow then called I upon the name of the Lord O Lord I beseech thee deliver my soul And for our encouragement to this duty we have the comfort of Gods promise Ps 50.15 Call upon me in the day of trouble I will deliver thee and thou shalt glorifie me O the divine power of fervent prayer which by an holy importunity does even vincere invincibilem overcome him who is invincible Exod. 32.10 Let me alone says God to Moses let me alone Domine quis tenet te saith the Father Lord who holds thee Why the instance and importunity of Moses prayer Let not then O afflicted soul let not the extremity of thy distress dead the vigor of thy faith or damp the importunity of thy devotion No as the thickest darkness of the night is nearest to the dawning of the morn and the lowest Ebb to the Tides return Thus the greatest misery which in natural men prompts to despair in the spiritual man becomes a ground of hope and a rise of comfort knowing well that of David is good instruction as well as true devotion a maxim of faith as well as a petition of prayer Ps 60.11 Help Lord for vain is the help of man When our affliction then is sharpest let our devotion be hottest and the more fervent is our prayer the more near shall be our help The tears of the afflicted when poured forth in fervent prayer cannot so fâ—ll to the ground but that their cry does ascend unto heaven and prevail with God for a blessing So that he shall either overshadow them with his wing or support them with his hand either protect them by his power or sustain them with his grace either give them deliverance out of troubles or strength to undergo them And indeed by so much a greater blessing it is to be strengthened to undergo troubles then to have present deliverance out of them by how much spiritual graces are more excellent then temporal mercies Ps 4 1. Ps 32.7 A greater blessedness was that of Davids when enlarged in his distress then when encompassed with songs of deliverance Hear me when I call O God of my righteousness thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress Upon this saith S. Chrysostom excellently Chrys in loc 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 He saith not thou hast kept trouble quite from me or thou hast quite rid me out of trouble but that which is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a wonder and paradox to the world In the midst of my distress 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 thou hast placed my soul in rest Let it be thy prayer then O distressed soul in all thine afflictions that God will either support thee by his grace or deliver thee by his power And so 3. To the invocation of fervent prayer join an humble submission unto Gods will For that God oftentimes deals with his children by way of exchange and commutation denying them wealth he gives contentment denying peace he gives patience denying an end of troubles he gives strength to undergo them Such is Gods wisdom that he knows and such is his goodness that he gives what is best and fittest for hâ—s to receive 1 Pet 5 6 7. Wherefore S. Peter's admonition is savingly good Humble your selves under the mighty hand of God that he may exalt you in due time casting all your care upon him for he careth for you Casting all your care upon him what may not Benjamin then have his sack and Christ his bag may not the Master provide for his family and the Father for his children Yes sure When the Apostle then will have us to cast all our care upon God he does not exclude any prudential providence but all sinful diffidence he does not forbid any moderate care but all immoderate carefulness Wherefore so cast we our care upon God as that in all things we humbly submit unto his will With old Eli in our greatest dangers and deepest necessities say It is the Lord 1 Sam. 3.18 1 Macch. 3.60 let him do what seemeth him good Or as Judas Macchabaeus in the midst of the calamities of his Nation As the will of God is in heaven so let him do Indeed a greater proof of grace there cannot be then this in the midst of afflictions humbly to submit unto the will of God For though there be no striving with our Maker yet how does froward Nature still prompt us to a quarrel in our murmuring against him Oh in how sweet and divine a temper then is that mans soul who when Gods hand is upon his back he hath his own hand presently upon his mouth and is at David's Tacui Domine quia tu fecisti Ps 29.10 I was dumb and opened not my mouth because it was thou Lord that didst it 4. To an humble submission unto Gods will join a patient expectation of his help Hear the Psalmists advice sound and saving Ps 37.6 7. Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for him and he shall bring forth thy righteousness as the light and thy just dealing as the noon-day Gods children must have a patient expectation of Gods help for without him all is but vanity all policie and strength all wisdom and wealth without God they are but like Jonahs gourd Jon 4 7 8. when the sun beats hottest when trouble and affliction is the
in us and inflames it that raiseth Hope in us and confirms it Such the influence of life and grace from Christ as by a secret and ineffable operation of the Spirit enlightens the understanding convinceth the judgment perswades the affections inclines the heart attracts the will quiets the conscience and so sanctifies and sways the whole man to a ready and constant obedience of Faith a chearful and patient expectation of Hope together with the devout and fervent aspirings of Love in all which O the wonder of Gods wisdom and grace in all the will suffers no compulsion from Christ but He draws and we run He inclines Cant. 1.4 Phil. 2.12 13. and we imbrace He perswades and we desire He strengthens and we work He encourages and we labour And yet not we 1 Cor. 15.10 but the grace of God that is with us Grace sways so powerfully as if the Will had no freedom in the action And yet the Will acts so freely as if Grace had not sway in the election We see daily how humane wisdom orders the use of natural motions to the producing artificial effects Thus the Artists skill doth order the Plummets weight by its natural motion of descending to distribute and distinguish the houres and minutes of the clock And what shall Art thus imploy and improve Nature in what is of humane production and yet must God be thought to subvert and destroy it in what is of Divine operation No sure God so works upon the will by his Spirit and grace as not at all to weaken it in the liberty of its election and choice but rather delivering it from the chains of sin and bonds of lust it acts most freely in what God inclines it to most powerfully and is radically indifferent when naturally determined whereby it is that we become which is the honor of our service willing Subjects of Christs Kâ—ngdom Members conformable to him their Head Ps 110 3. quickened and actuated by his Spirit and grace This our third Particular that Christ is the Head of the Church as for the fulness of his perfection for the excellency of his glory so likewise for the lively operations of his Spirit 4. The real Communication of his Benefits Col. 3.11 Christ is said to be 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 all and in all As in all the faithful by the lively operations of his Spirit so all to the faithful in the real communications of his benefits He is all to the faithful all Truth to their Illumination all Righteousness to their Justification all Holiness to their Sanctification all Comfort to their Consolation all Glory to their Exaltation and all Fulness to their Perfection The actions of the Head they are all for the good and profit of the body The eye sees not for it self but for the body the ear hears not for it self but for the body Thus our Lord Jesus Christ he communicates his benefits to the Church the redemption which he hath wrought the heavenly inheritance which he hath purchased he bestows upon his Church His incarnation passion resurrection and ascension were and are all for the benefit and use of the faithful as members of his body the Church 2 Cor. 8.9 He was humbled that they might be exalted He was made the son of man that they might be made the sons of God He suffered death that they might obtain life John 14.2 He rose from the grave that death might have no power over them He ascended into the heavens to provide mansions for them in the heavens He is sate down at the right hand of his Father that at the last he might make them to sit with him on his throne Rev. 3.21 Thus is our Lord Jesus Christ the everlasting Fountain of life the overflowing Spring of grace all whose streams do run into the bosom of his body his Church by vertue of that communion the faithful have with him in the fulness of his benefits as their head This the explication then of our first Part How Christ is said to be the Head of the Church and it is chiefly in these four respects For the fulness of his Perfection the excellency of his Glory the lively operations of his Spirit and the real communication of his benefits Quest 1 We proceed to resolve unto you these two necessary Questions or Cases of Conscience the one What is the surest testimony of a communion with Christ in his fulness as our Head the other How may we best confirm this our communion with him 1. What is the surest testimony of a communion with Christ in his fulness as our Head Answ Answ A conformity unto Christ in his holiness as his members Christ as he is the original of spiritual life so is he the pattern of Evangelical holiness He the Original from which the being of the new man is form'd and the pattern to which the image of the new man is proportioned From Christ it is that we are baptized with the Holy Ghost as with fire Matth. 3.11 Now 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 so says the Philosopher and in this Grace imitates Nature in that from the Altar of the Heart where the fire of the Spirit is first kindled a vital heat diffuseth it self to a quickening the whole spiritual man in each faculty and power of the soul and in each part and member of the body Thus is Christ the Original of Life Observe further how he is also the Pattern of Holiness in that our actual sanctification consists in a conformity to his holy life not as to the works of his merit and mediation nor as to the works of his glory and transfiguration nor yet as to the works of his power and miracles but as to the works of his ordinary and imitable obedience that visible Commentary of Gods Law and that exemplary Discipline of his Gospel in works of love of humility meekness patience c. Therefore S. Paul gives the exhortation Phil. 2.5 Let the same mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus The same mind that is the same sincerity and truth of judgment and profession the same integrity and sweetness of heart and affections the same innocence and tenderness of love and compassions And thus S. Peter exhorts As he who hath called you is holy 2 Pet. 1.15 so be ye holy in all manner of conversation In all manner of conversatiâ—â— both as to an active and a passive obedience An active obedience in doing his will and a passive obedience in suffering for his name doing his will with all integrity and faithfulness and suffering for his name with all constancie and meekness And when the Apostle says Be ye holy as he who hath called you is holy the Apostle's as does not require our obedience mathematically equal but evangelically like For that the holy unction of the Spirit poured forth upon Christ Luke 4.18 Psal 133.2 runs down from
him the Head to the skirts of his clothing to the meanest of the faithful Which oil of grace as it heals our wounds so it cleanseth our natures and consecrates our persons thereby evidencing in a conformity to Christ in holiness that we have a communion with him in his fulness 2. How may we best confirm this our communion with him Quest 2 Answ We confirm our communion with Christ Answ by strengthening our faith in him For that faith it is by which as Christ exhibits and communicates himself unto us so do we in a reciprocal act adhere and wholly give up ourselves unto him so that the stronger is our faith the firmer is our union and by how much our union is more firm by so much is our communion the more full This this is that which gives faith its excellency as it is in other graces Theological and Moral even its object and its act its object Christ in the price he gives for satisfaction to Gods justice the purchase he makes of salvation to his chosen and the promises he tenders for application of both All which though secondarily indeed they are the objects of love and hope yet primarily and in a precedencie the objects of faith Those Officers are in highest honor who are nearest to the Kings person and thus is Faith a chief grace in dignity as being nearest in place to the person of Christ And as thus Faith hath its excellency from its object so from its act Rom. 3.25 and 5.1 whose peculiar office it is to be the instrument of justification and salvation in an applicatory act conveying the righteousness and life of Christ to the soul and person of the Believer Faith then it is which unites us unto Christ and gives us possession of him Eph. 3.17 who is therefore said to dwell in our hearts by faith Wherefore if we would confirm our communion we must strengthen our faith and how is this but by a frequent exercise of fervent prayer a devout meditation upon the Gospels promises and a worthy partaking the blessed Sacrament of the Eucharist yea all the duties of an holy obedience Thus even thus we confirm our communion with Christ in his fulness as our Head Applicat 1. By way of Expostulation the more forcibly to woe and win the soul to Christ Were it so O man that thou didst now possess all secular contentments in the greatest confluence of this Worlds fulness whether it be for riches honor pleasures or whatsoever worldly men and carnal minds count most precious yet how far are all these from sustaining the soul against the fears of an approaching death the terrors of an accusing guilt and the horrors of a future Judgment all which the truly penitent and faithful soul can happily calm and silence by vertue of that communion he hath in the righteousness and life of Christ The creature then is insufficient to make man happy seeing it is full of vanity and man is insufficient to make himself happy seeing he is full of sin Needs therefore must he be involved in an eternal guilt and misery unless Christ the Fountain of grace and happiness uniting us to himself by his Spirit doth give us a communion with him in his fulness And now O man that thou mayst be united to him and obtain a communion with him hear what is the command of thy God 1 Joh. 3.23 it is even this that thou believe on the name of his Son Jesus Christ yea hear Christ himself in the Ministry of his Word lovingly inviting thee with a Come unto me Yet further he hath made the Ministry of his Word to be an embassage of peace in which he not only lovingly invites but more graciously intreats 2 Cor. 5.20 so says the Apostle As though God did intreat you by us we pray you in Christs stead be ye reconciled unto God And if now O man neither the command of thy God will awe thee nor the invitation of Christ move thee nor yet his intreaties prevail upon thee hear at last his pathetical expostulation by his Prophet Ezek. 18.30 31 32. if not to thy conversion yet to thy conviction O house of Israel repent and turn your selves from all your transgressions so iniquity shall not be your ruine Cast away from you all your transgressions whereby ye have transgressed and make you a new heart and a new spirit for why will ye die O house of Israel For I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth saith the Lord God Wherefore turn your selves and live ye In the meditation of which words suppose you heard Beloved this expostulary Dialogue betwixt Christ and the Sinner Thus saith Christ See see O man I who am thy Judge proffer my self thine Advocate I against whom thou hast sinned proffer my self thy Saviour and therefore why wilt thou die The Sinner answers I die because the Law the Minister of death condemns me for my sin Ay but I who have satisfied the Law promise thee absolution upon repentance therefore why wilt thou die I die because I have made a league with hell and a covenant with death and my soul is so fast in fetters and in prison that I cannot come forth Ay but I have vanquish'd and triumph'd over death and hell and offer thee power to break that covenant and dissolve that league and so return and live and therefore yet why wilt thou die I die because I carry about with me a body of sin a law in my members which presseth me forwards into all impieties Ay but I bring thee a regenerating grace to make thee a new heart and a new spirit and therefore yet again why wilt thou die I die because I was of old ordained of God to this condemnation reprobated in his eternal decree Ay but O foolish and perverse soul I give thee my word my oath I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked And therefore search not my Decrees which are secret but see the truth of my Gospel revealed which tells thee that I came into the world to save sinners And therefore whilst I stretch forth mine arms flie not my embraces of love whilst I tender thee my grace resist not my Spirit And if yet thou continue thy rebellion I will not yet withdraw my compassion but shall still bespeak thee and all obstinate sinners in the Ministry of my word saying Why will ye die seeing I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth Wherefore turn your selves and live cast away from you all your transgressions and make you new hearts and new spirits so iniquity shall not be your ruine Now then O man be thou drawn from thy self unto Christ by a gracious resignation of a holy faith Cast off O cast off the sollicitations of thy dearest and closest corruptions the strongest temptations of the World and the Flesh and yield O yield up thy will unto Christs scepter captivate thy lusts to
his power dedicate thy soul to his Worship and submit thy whole man to his sway and government So shall his Spirit of Union be unto thee a Spirit of Unction 1 Joh 2.27 as of Union to incorporate thee into himself so of Unction to consecrate thee to his service yea of Consolation too to assure thee of thine heavenly inheritance by vertue of thy Communion with him in his Fulness 2. Administer we Comfort to the Faithful amidst their private troubles of Soul and amidst the publick calamities of the Church 1. Amidst their private troubles of Soul That Isa 50.10 howsoever they may for a while walk in darkness Mal. 4 2. clouded with some distress of conscience yet shall Christ the Sun of righteousness arise upon their souls with healing in his wings and in a communion of his fulness their souls shall be calm'd with a serenity of peace crown'd with the joy of faith refreshed with the preapprehensions of Gods glorious presence and this as the clusters of the heavenly Canaan Rom 8.23 as the earnest of their future inheritance as the pledge of their eternal redemption In all the faintings and languishings then of soul this is the sustaining comfort of the faithful that they have Christ neer at hand to succor and save them Eph. 3.8 with him they have a sacred communion in his unsearchable riches of grace and love riches unsearchable not as if they could not be found but because they cannot be fathomed an inexhaustible treasure Of which as Christ is the Depositary so is he the Dispenser Jam. 15 6. giving liberally to them that ask by prayer and pray in faith 2. Amidst the publique calamities of the Church of which calamities that of spiritual captivity is the greatest Thus when Jeroboam had usurp'd the Throne this was Israels captivity in their own land 1 King 12.26 27 c. that they must worship the Calves lest going up to Jerusalem worshipping God according to his Word should mind them too much of their revolt and so bring them back in their allegiance to the house of David Yea the slavery of Soul was that made Babylons captivity more grievous to the Jews then that of Egypt In Egypt their Religion was free Dan. 3.15 though their Persons were in bondage In Babylon they must either fall down and worship the Image or be cast into the fiery furnace Now in this or any other publique calamities of the Church behold the comfort of the faithful That sure they are by vertue of the Churches communion with Christ as the Head in his wisdom and power grace and mercy by how much her distress is the more grievous and mournful by so much her deliverance shall be the more glorious and joyous Thus when the Lord brought back the captivity of Sion Ps 126.1 saith the Church in her Song of praise then were we like unto them that dream The deliverance was so sudden and so strange that it seemed to be not a vision of the day but a dream of the night The manner and method of Gods providence so wonderful that as if none could imagine it being awake they are rhetorically said to dream it being in a sleep And as this deliverance of the Church was wonderful and strange so glorious and joyous glorious to the astonishment of her enemies joyous to the exultation of her friends v. 2. these acknowledging with praise those confessing with envy the Lord hath done great things for them 3. Do we hereby declare we have communion with Christ by denying our selves by denying our own strength of reason seeing he is our wisdom denying our own merit of works seeing he is our righteousness denying our own lustful affections seeing he is our Sanctification and denying our whole selves seeing he is our Redemption Yea see we to this that we declare our heavenly communion by our heavenly conversation Live we as such whose life is hid with Christ in God Col. 3 3. live as such who profess a fellowship with the faithful and expect society with the Angels as such who are fellow-citizens with the Saints Eph. 2.19 and of the houshold of God yea live we as such who wait for the glorious appearing of the Son of God and to be received into the heavenly Jerusalem that City of Holiness Rev. 21.27 into which no unclean thing shall enter Lastly do we with enlarged desires and ravished affections even with all the holy vigor of inflamed hearts recount the great love and extoll the due praises of our God and of our Jesus and of the good Spirit of grace for all the great work of our eternal salvation effectually applied in our Spiritual communion with Christ as He is the Head of the body the Church the beginning the first-born from the dead c. THE SECOND SERMON UPON Coloss 1. v. 18 19. He is the Head of the Body the Church who is the beginning the first-born from the dead c. Introduction Acts 1.10 OUR Lord Jesus Christ he is ascended and whilst we in devotion as his Apostles in admiration do gaze after him see the solemnity of his triumph Sin and Satan Death and Hell his and our mortal enemies whom he vanquished in his Passion and whom he scattered in his Resurrection Eph. 4.8 those he leads captive in his Ascension It was indeed the manner of the Nations most frequently and most solemnly practised by the Romans to take the spoil of the enemy in the field and after victory to ride in triumph thorow the City Heb. 2.10 And thus the Apostle speaks of Christ the Captain of our Salvation having spoiled principalities and powers 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Col. 2.15 he made a shew of them openly leading them about in publick triumph and then it was that Christ did spoil Satan and the Infernal spirits of all their principality and power when he disarmed them of their weapons and brake in pieces their ensigns even the strength of sin the curse of the Law and the sting of death of these he spoiled them in the open field of his Passion where the battel was fought he not giving up the ghost till he had cancelled the hand-writing of Ordinances Vers 14. and nailed it to his Cross And Christ having thus vanquished and spoiled his enemies in campo victoriae in the field of Victory his Passion he after Triumphs in his Cross as in sella Regia or curru Triumphali his Chair of State or Triumphal Chariot in his Ascension And being Triumphantly ascended see him royally entertained into the heavenly places see a Celestial Chore of holy Angels leading the host of Heaven to the Gates of Sion Where they welcome their Lord and our Jesus into the heavenly Jerusalem with that or the like divine Anthem Lift up your heads O ye gates and be ye lift up Psal 24.7 8 c. ye everlasting doors and the King of Glory