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let_v this_o be_v your_o evening_n prayer_n o_o bless_a lord_n and_o most_o merciful_a father_n thou_o be_v a_o god_n hear_v prayer_n and_o to_o thou_o shall_v all_o flesh_n come_v i_o admire_v thy_o goodness_n i_o adore_v thy_o grace_n that_o after_o so_o many_o heinous_a provocation_n i_o have_v give_v thou_o for_o which_o thou_o may_v have_v just_o shut_v thy_o ear_n against_o i_o for_o ever_o thou_o have_v hear_v my_o cry_n and_o pity_v my_o misery_n and_o thus_o far_o contribute_v towards_o my_o recovery_n i_o acknowledge_v it_o be_v by_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o be_o what_o i_o be_o that_o this_o stubborn_a heart_n begin_v at_o last_o to_o relent_v this_o perverse_a will_n to_o bow_v and_o stoop_v these_o lewd_a affection_n to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o
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shop_n of_o all_o the_o pleasure_n it_o be_v ever_o acquaint_v with_o that_o it_o will_v never_o be_v able_a to_o live_v happy_o without_o it_o for_o though_o in_o its_o separate_a state_n it_o can_v be_v suppose_v that_o the_o soul_n will_v retain_v the_o appetite_n of_o the_o body_n yet_o if_o while_o it_o be_v in_o the_o body_n it_o whole_o abandon_v itself_o to_o corporeal_a pleasure_n it_o may_v and_o doubtless_o will_v retain_v a_o vehement_a hanker_a after_o it_o and_o longing_n to_o be_v reunite_v to_o it_o which_o i_o conceive_v be_v the_o only_a sensuality_n that_o a_o separate_a soul_n be_v capable_a of_o for_o when_o such_o a_o soul_n arrive_v into_o the_o spiritual_a world_n her_o have_v whole_o accustom_v herself_o to_o bodily_a pleasure_n and_o never_o experience_v any_o other_o will_v necessary_o render_v her_o incapable_a of_o enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o pure_a and_o bless_a spirit_n so_o that_o be_v leave_v utter_o destitute_a of_o all_o her_o dear_a delight_n and_o satisfaction_n which_o be_v such_o as_o she_o know_v she_o can_v never_o enjoy_v but_o in_o conjunction_n with_o the_o body_n all_o her_o appetite_n and_o long_v must_v necessary_o be_v a_o outrageous_a desire_n of_o be_v embody_v again_o that_o so_o she_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o repeat_v her_o old_a sensual_a pleasure_n and_o act_v over_o the_o brutish_a scene_n anew_o and_o this_o as_o some_o think_v be_v the_o reason_n why_o such_o gross_a and_o sensual_a soul_n have_v appear_v so_o often_o after_o their_o separation_n in_o the_o churchyard_n or_o charnel-house_n where_o their_o body_n be_v lay_v because_o they_o can_v please_v themselves_o without_o they_o 398._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o soul_n that_o be_v infect_v with_o a_o great_a lust_n to_o the_o body_n continue_v so_o for_o a_o great_a while_n after_o death_n and_o suffer_v great_a reluctancy_n hover_v about_o this_o visible_a place_n and_o be_v hardly_o draw_v from_o thence_o by_o force_n by_o the_o daemon_n that_o have_v the_o guard_n and_o care_n of_o it_o where_o by_o the_o visible_a place_n he_o mean_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 386._o that_o be_v about_o their_o monument_n and_o sepulcher_n where_o the_o shadowy_a phantasm_n of_o such_o soul_n have_v sometime_o appear_v for_o be_v utter_o unacquainted_a with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o spirit_n they_o have_v nothing_o in_o all_o the_o spiritual_a world_n to_o feed_v their_o hungry_a desire_n which_o make_v they_o when_o they_o be_v permit_v to_o wander_v to_o hover_v about_o and_o linger_v after_o their_o body_n the_o impossibility_n of_o be_v reunite_v to_o they_o not_o be_v able_a to_o cure_v they_o of_o their_o impotent_a desire_n of_o it_o but_o still_o they_o will_v fain_o be_v alive_a again_o and_o reassume_v their_o old_a instrument_n of_o pleasure_n iterumque_fw-la ad_fw-la tarda_fw-la reverti_fw-la corpora_fw-la quae_fw-la lucis_fw-la miseris_fw-la tam_fw-la dira_fw-la cupido_fw-la and_o hence_o among_o other_o reason_n it_o be_v that_o the_o primitive_a christian_n do_v so_o severe_o abstain_v from_o bodily_a pleasure_n that_o by_o this_o mean_v they_o may_v gentle_o wean_v the_o soul_n from_o the_o body_n and_o teach_v it_o before_o hand_n to_o live_v upon_o the_o delight_n of_o separate_a spirit_n that_o so_o upon_o its_o separation_n it_o may_v drop_v into_o eternity_n like_o ripe_a fruit_n from_o the_o tree_n with_o ease_n and_o willingness_n and_o that_o by_o accustom_v it_o before_o to_o spiritual_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n it_o may_v acquire_v such_o a_o savoury_a sense_n and_o relish_v of_o they_o as_o to_o be_v able_a when_o it_o come_v into_o the_o spiritual_a world_n to_o live_v whole_o upon_o they_o and_o to_o be_v so_o entire_o satisfy_v with_o they_o as_o not_o to_o be_v endless_o vex_v with_o a_o torment_a desire_n of_o return_v to_o the_o body_n again_o for_o so_o clemens_n alexandrinus_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 141._o we_o that_o be_v hunt_v after_o the_o heavenly_a food_n must_v take_v heed_n that_o we_o keep_v our_o earthly_a belly_n in_o subjection_n and_o to_o keep_v a_o strict_a government_n over_o those_o thing_n that_o be_v pleasant_a to_o it_o for_o say_v he_o a_o little_a before_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 139._o neither_o say_v he_o be_v food_n our_o work_n nor_o pleasure_n our_o aim_n but_o we_o use_v they_o only_o as_o necessary_n to_o our_o present_n abide_v in_o which_o our_o reason_n be_v institute_v and_o train_v we_o up_o to_o a_o life_n incorruptible_a i_o e._n they_o do_v so_o use_v they_o as_o that_o as_o much_o as_o in_o they_o lay_v they_o may_v wean_v their_o soul_n from_o the_o pleasure_n of_o they_o that_o so_o they_o may_v have_v the_o better_a appetite_n to_o that_o spiritual_a food_n upon_o which_o they_o be_v to_o live_v for_o ever_o and_o therefore_o thus_o to_o temperate_a and_o restrain_v ourselves_o in_o the_o use_n of_o bodily_a pleasure_n be_v one_o of_o the_o necessary_a virtue_n of_o the_o christian_a life_n for_o hitherto_o tend_v all_o those_o precept_n concern_v abstain_v from_o fleshly_a lust_n which_o war_n against_o our_o soul_n i_o pet._n two_o 11_o and_o mortify_v the_o deed_n of_o the_o body_n rom._n viij_o 13_o and_o keep_v under_o the_o body_n 1_o cor._n ix_o 27_o and_o put_v off_o the_o body_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o flesh_n coloss._n two_o 11_o and_o we_o be_v strict_o enjoin_v to_o be_v temperate_a in_o all_o thing_n to_o watch_v and_o be_v sober_a and_o walk_v honest_o as_o in_o the_o day_n not_o in_o riot_v and_o drunkenness_n not_o in_o chamber_v and_o wantonness_n not_o in_o excess_n of_o wine_n revel_n and_o banquet_n the_o sense_n of_o all_o which_o be_v that_o we_o shall_v not_o indulge_v our_o bodily_a appetite_n to_o the_o vitiate_a and_o deprave_v of_o our_o spiritual_a that_o we_o shall_v not_o plunge_v ourselves_o so_o far_o in_o
to_o and_o fair_o represent_v to_o ourselves_o all_o the_o difficulty_n and_o temptation_n wherewith_o we_o must_v engage_v and_o as_o much_o as_o in_o we_o lie_v render_v they_o actual_a and_o present_a to_o we_o by_o suppose_v ourselves_o already_o engage_v in_o our_o spiritual_a warfare_n and_o surround_v with_o all_o the_o temptation_n both_o from_o within_o and_o without_o that_o we_o can_v reasonable_o expect_v will_v oppose_v themselves_o against_o we_o and_o have_v thus_o place_v ourselves_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o difficulty_n of_o religion_n we_o must_v never_o cease_v urge_v ourselves_o with_o the_o great_a argument_n and_o motive_n of_o it_o till_o we_o have_v thorough_o persuade_v our_o stubborn_a will_n and_o obtain_v of_o they_o a_o explicit_a consent_n to_o every_o duty_n that_o call_v for_o our_o consent_n and_o resolution_n iii_o to_o our_o good_a beginning_n of_o the_o christian_a warfare_n it_o be_v also_o necessary_a that_o we_o be_v deep_o and_o thorough_o convince_v of_o our_o great_a need_n of_o a_o mediator_n to_o make_v a_o propitiation_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o render_v we_o acceptable_a to_o god_n for_o it_o be_v to_o convince_v we_o of_o this_o necessary_a truth_n that_o the_o scripture_n do_v so_o express_o declare_v that_o as_o there_o be_v one_o god_n so_o there_o be_v one_o mediator_n between_o god_n and_o man_n the_o man_n christ_n jesus_n 1_o tim._n two_o 5_o that_o if_o any_o man_n sin_n we_o have_v a_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a and_o that_o he_o be_v the_o propitiation_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o not_o for_o we_o only_o but_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o that_o it_o be_v for_o his_o name_n sake_n that_o our_o sin_n be_v forgive_v 1_o john_n two_o 1_o 2_o 12._o that_o we_o have_v redemption_n through_o his_o blood_n eph._n i._n 7_o and_o that_o without_o the_o shed_v his_o blood_n there_o be_v no_o remission_n and_o that_o it_o be_v by_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o himself_o that_o christ_n put_v away_o sin_n heb._n ix_o 22_o 26._o that_o we_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n through_o his_o belove_a son_n eph._n i._n 6_o that_o christ_n be_v enter_v into_o heaven_n now_o to_o appear_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o we_o heb._n ix_o 24_o and_o that_o there_o he_o ever_o live_v to_o make_v intercession_n for_o we_o heb._n seven_o 25_o that_o it_o be_v through_o he_o that_o we_o have_v access_n unto_o the_o father_n eph._n two_o 18_o and_o by_o he_o that_o we_o have_v admittance_n to_o his_o grace_n and_o favour_n rom._n v._n 2_o the_o design_n of_o all_o which_o be_v thorough_o to_o convince_v we_o of_o this_o great_a truth_n that_o by_o our_o apostasy_n from_o god_n and_o rebellion_n against_o he_o we_o have_v all_o render_v ourselves_o so_o very_o obnoxious_a to_o his_o vengeance_n that_o he_o will_v not_o pardon_v we_o upon_o any_o less_o atonement_n than_o the_o precious_a blood_n nor_o admit_v we_o into_o favour_n upon_o any_o less_o motive_n than_o the_o powerful_a intercession_n of_o his_o own_o son_n that_o by_o the_o heinousness_n of_o our_o gild_n we_o have_v so_o high_o incense_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n against_o we_o that_o no_o less_o consideration_n than_o the_o death_n and_o advocation_n of_o the_o great_a and_o dear_a person_n in_o the_o whole_a world_n will_v move_v he_o to_o admit_v of_o our_o repentance_n and_o listen_v to_o our_o supplication_n and_o certain_o next_o to_o exact_v the_o punishment_n due_a to_o our_o sin_n at_o our_o own_o hand_n the_o most_o dreadful_a severity_n he_o can_v have_v express_v be_v to_o resolve_v not_o to_o remit_v it_o upon_o any_o other_o consideration_n than_o that_o of_o his_o own_o son_n undergo_n it_o in_o our_o stead_n by_o which_o he_o have_v give_v we_o the_o great_a reason_n that_o heaven_n and_o earth_n can_v afford_v to_o tremble_v at_o his_o justice_n even_o whilst_o we_o be_v enclose_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o mercy_n this_o therefore_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v deep_o and_o thorough_o convince_v of_o that_o our_o sin_n have_v set_v we_o at_o such_o a_o distance_n from_o god_n that_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n will_v reconcile_v he_o to_o we_o and_o that_o though_o without_o our_o repentance_n he_o will_v never_o be_v reconcile_v to_o we_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o that_o or_o any_o thing_n else_o we_o can_v do_v that_o he_o will_v be_v induce_v to_o receive_v we_o into_o favour_n but_o only_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o that_o precious_a sacrifice_n which_o his_o eternal_a son_n have_v offer_v up_o for_o we_o the_o firm_a persuasion_n and_o consideration_n of_o which_o will_v mighty_o over-awe_n our_o mind_n and_o imprint_v upon_o they_o such_o ghastly_a and_o horrible_a apprehension_n of_o sin_n as_o will_v scare_v we_o from_o all_o thought_n of_o compliance_n with_o it_o the_o dreadful_a demonstration_n which_o god_n have_v give_v we_o of_o his_o righteous_a severity_n against_o it_o in_o the_o very_a reason_n of_o his_o pardon_v it_o will_v effectual_o antidote_n we_o against_o all_o our_o sinful_a security_n and_o confidence_n for_o this_o way_n of_o god_n pardon_v we_o upon_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o his_o son_n guard_v his_o mercy_n with_o such_o a_o awful_a terror_n as_o be_v sufficient_a to_o dishearten_v the_o most_o desperate_a sinner_n from_o presume_v upon_o it_o for_o he_o that_o dare_v presume_v to_o sin_v on_o upon_o a_o mercy_n that_o cost_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n have_v courage_n enough_o to_o outface_v the_o flame_n of_o hell_n and_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o any_o mercy_n that_o the_o great_a god_n can_v indulge_v with_o safety_n to_o his_o own_o authority_n for_o what_o mercy_n can_v be_v safe_a from_o that_o man_n abuse_n and_o presumption_n that_o dare_v abuse_v a_o mercy_n so_o guard_v and_o secure_v as_o this_o be_v by_o be_v found_v upon_o such_o a_o dreadful_a consideration_n and_o as_o a_o through_o persuasion_n of_o the_o necessity_n of_o christ_n sacrifice_n to_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o our_o sin_n will_v fill_v we_o with_o awful_a apprehension_n of_o the_o divine_a severity_n and_o set_v before_o we_o a_o most_o dismal_a prospect_n of_o the_o vast_a demerit_n of_o our_o sin_n both_o which_o be_v necessary_a to_o engage_v we_o to_o a_o through_o reformation_n so_o a_o through_o conviction_n of_o the_o necessity_n of_o his_o intercession_n to_o render_v our_o duty_n our_o prayer_n and_o person_n acceptable_a to_o god_n will_v effectual_o humble_a and_o abase_v we_o in_o our_o own_o eye_n which_o as_o i_o shall_v show_v you_o by_o and_o by_o be_v high_o conducive_a to_o a_o good_a beginning_n of_o this_o our_o christian_a warfare_n for_o next_o to_o banish_v we_o from_o his_o presence_n for_o ever_o the_o most_o effectual_a course_n god_n can_v take_v to_o abase_v we_o be_v to_o exclude_v we_o from_o all_o immediate_a intercourse_n with_o he_o and_o not_o to_o admit_v of_o any_o more_o address_n or_o supplication_n from_o we_o but_o only_o through_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o mediator_n which_o be_v a_o plain_a demonstration_n how_o infinite_o pure_a he_o be_v and_o how_o base_a and_o vile_a our_o sin_n have_v render_v we_o insomuch_o that_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v a_o sinful_a creature_n to_o come_v near_o he_o otherwise_o than_o by_o a_o proxy_n that_o he_o will_v not_o accept_v of_o a_o service_n from_o a_o guilty_a hand_n nor_o listen_v to_o a_o prayer_n from_o a_o sinful_a mouth_n till_o it_o be_v first_o hallow_a and_o present_v to_o he_o by_o a_o pure_a and_o holy_a mediator_n so_o that_o unless_o we_o be_v strange_o inconsiderate_a we_o can_v but_o be_v touch_v with_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o our_o own_o vileness_n when_o we_o think_v at_o what_o a_o distance_n the_o pure_a and_o holy_a god_n keep_v we_o how_o he_o stand_v off_o at_o the_o stench_n of_o our_o abomination_n and_o notwithstanding_o all_o his_o benignity_n towards_o we_o will_v neither_o hear_v we_o nor_o have_v any_o thing_n 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never_o return_v to_o they_o more_o whatsoever_o temptation_n may_v invite_v or_o difficulty_n encounter_v and_o oppose_v we_o which_o resolution_n be_v in_o scripture_n call_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d which_o we_o translate_v repentance_n but_o in_o strictness_n signify_v a_o change_n of_o mind_n or_o of_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n a_o renounce_v our_o sinful_a purpose_n and_o solemn_o engage_v ourselves_o in_o a_o contrary_a resolution_n of_o live_v sober_o and_o righteous_o and_o godly_a in_o this_o present_a world_n so_o that_o wheresoever_o the_o precept_n of_o repentance_n be_v express_v by_o this_o word_n the_o meaning_n of_o it_o be_v to_o oblige_v we_o to_o change_v the_o wicked_a purpose_n of_o our_o heart_n into_o a_o firm_a and_o serious_a resolution_n of_o forsake_v all_o ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n and_o entire_o resign_v up_o ourselves_o to_o the_o will_n and_o disposal_n of_o god_n and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i._n e._n to_o change_v our_o mind_n and_o convert_v or_o turn_v be_v in_o scripture_n so_o often_o put_v together_o the_o one_o denote_v the_o inward_a change_n of_o our_o resolution_n the_o other_o the_o outward_a change_n of_o our_o practice_n pursuant_n to_o it_o so_o act_v three_o 19_o repent_v and_o be_v convert_v and_o act_n xxvi_o 20_o that_o they_o shall_v repent_v and_o turn_v to_o god_n and_o do_v work_n meet_v for_o repentance_n that_o be_v that_o they_o shall_v resolve_v to_o forsake_v their_o sin_n and_o submit_v to_o their_o duty_n and_o put_v their_o resolution_n into_o practice_n and_o so_o that_o other_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d which_o we_o also_o render_v repentance_n strict_o signify_v a_o after-care_n that_o be_v pursuant_n unto_o this_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d or_o change_n of_o resolution_n now_o this_o repentance_n or_o change_n of_o resolution_n be_v the_o initial_a act_n of_o the_o religion_n of_o sinner_n whereby_o 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ourselves_o to_o our_o knee_n and_o in_o these_o or_o such_o like_a word_n to_o devote_v ourselves_o to_o god_n o_o thou_o bless_a author_n of_o my_o be_v i_o be_o now_o full_o convince_v that_o i_o owe_v myself_o to_o thou_o by_o a_o thousand_o tie_n and_o obligation_n and_o be_o infinite_o sorry_a and_o ashamed_a that_o i_o have_v so_o long_o sequester_v and_o withdraw_v myself_o from_o thou_o to_o serve_v my_o own_o base_a lust_n and_o affection_n wherefore_o now_o in_o thy_o dread_a presence_n and_o in_o that_o of_o thy_o holy_a angel_n i_o here_o entire_o resign_v up_o myself_o unto_o thou_o and_o do_v resolve_v without_o any_o reserve_v or_o exception_n that_o whatsoever_o temptation_n i_o may_v meet_v with_o for_o the_o future_a i_o will_v never_o wilful_o withdraw_v or_o alienate_v myself_o from_o thou_o more_o from_o henceforth_o i_o hearty_o renounce_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o particular_o those_o that_o have_v be_v most_o dear_a and_o pleasant_a to_o i_o and_o do_v faithful_o 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