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away_o in_o this_o estate_n i_o have_v perish_v for_o ever_o and_o now_o i_o adore_v thy_o grace_n and_o accept_v the_o offer_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o renounce_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o resolve_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o set_v myself_o against_o they_o and_o to_o follow_v thou_o in_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n who_o be_o i_o lord_n that_o i_o shall_v make_v any_o claim_n unto_o thou_o or_o have_v any_o part_n or_o portion_n in_o thou_o who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o lick_v up_o the_o dust_n of_o thy_o foot_n foot_n yet_o since_o thou_o hold_v forth_o the_o golden_a sceptre_n i_o be_o bold_a to_o come_v and_o touch_v to_o despair_v will_v be_v to_o disparage_v thy_o mercy_n and_o to_o stand_v off_o when_o thou_o bid_v i_o come_v will_v be_v at_o once_o to_o undo_v myself_o and_o rebel_n against_o thou_o under_o the_o pretence_n of_o humility_n therefore_o i_o bow_v my_o soul_n to_o thou_o and_o with_o all_o possible_a thankfulness_n accept_v thou_o 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triumphant_o take_v i_o up_o to_o thou_o for_o ever_o i_o give_v up_o to_o thou_o i_o come_v to_o thou_o as_o the_o only_a way_n to_o the_o father_n as_o the_o only_a mediator_n the_o mean_v ordain_v to_o bring_v i_o to_o god._n i_o have_v destroy_v myself_o but_o in_o thou_o be_v my_o help_n save_o lord_n or_o else_o i_o perish_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o with_o the_o rope_n about_o my_o neck_n i_o be_o worthy_a to_o die_v and_o to_o be_v damn_v never_o be_v the_o hire_n more_o due_a to_o the_o servant_n never_o be_v penny_n more_o due_a to_o the_o labourer_n than_o death_n and_o hell_n my_o just_a wage_n be_v due_a to_o 〈◊〉_d for_o my_o sin_n but_o i_o fly_v to_o thy_o merit_n i_o trust_v alone_o to_o the_o value_n and_o virtue_n of_o thy_o sacrifice_n and_o prevalency_n of_o thy_o intercession_n i_o submit_v to_o thy_o teach_n â—_o make_v choice_n of_o thy_o government_n stand_v open_a 〈…〉_z door_n that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n may_v come_v in_o o_o thou_o spirit_n of_o the_o most_o high_a the_o comforter_n and_o sanctifier_n of_o thy_o choose_a come_v in_o with_o all_o thy_o glorious_a train_n all_o thy_o courtly_a 〈◊〉_d thy_o fruit_n and_o grace_n let_v â—â—e_v be_v thy_o habitation_n â—_o i_o can_v give_v 〈◊〉_d but_o what_o be_v thy_o 〈◊〉_d already_o but_o here_o with_o the_o poor_a widow_n i_o casâ—_n my_o two_o miâ—es_n my_o soul_n and_o my_o body_n into_o thy_o treasury_n full_o resign_v they_o up_o to_o tâ—â—â—e_v to_o be_v sanctify_v by_o thou_o to_o be_v servant_n to_o thou_o they_o it_o all_o â—e_v thy_o patient_n cure_v thou_o their_o malady_n they_o shall_v be_v thy_o agent_n govern_v thou_o their_o moâ—â—câ—s_n too_o long_o have_v i_o serve_v the_o world_n too_o long_o have_v i_o hearken_v to_o satan_n but_o now_o i_o renounce_v they_o all_o and_o will_v be_v rule_v by_o thy_o dictate_v and_o direction_n and_o guide_v by_o thy_o counsel_n o_o bless_a trinity_n o_o glorious_a unity_n i_o deliver_v up_o myself_o to_o thou_o receive_v i_o write_v thy_o name_n o_o lord_n upon_o i_o and_o upon_o all_o that_o i_o have_v as_o thy_o proper_a good_n set_a thy_o mark_n upon_o i_o upon_o every_o member_n of_o my_o body_n and_o every_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul._n i_o have_v choose_v thy_o precept_n thy_o law_n will_v i_o lay_v before_o i_o this_o shall_v be_v the_o copy_n which_o i_o will_v keep_v in_o my_o eye_n and_o study_v to_o write_v after_o according_a to_o this_o rule_n do_v i_o resolve_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o walk_v after_o this_o law_n shall_v my_o whole_a man_n be_v govern_v and_o though_o i_o can_v perfect_o keep_v one_o
that_o be_v maintain_v in_o a_o way_n of_o sin_n deut._n 29._o 19_o 20._o two_o sort_n of_o peace_n be_v more_o to_o be_v dread_v than_o all_o the_o trouble_n in_o the_o world_n peace_n with_o sin_n and_o peace_n in_o sin_n second_o thy_o hope_n of_o salvation_n hereafter_o be_v in_o vain_a yea_o worse_o than_o in_o vain_a they_o be_v most_o injurious_a to_o god_n most_o pernitions_a to_o thyself_o there_o be_v death_n desperation_n blasphemy_n in_o the_o bowel_n of_o this_o hope_n 1._o there_o be_v death_n in_o it_o thy_o confidence_n shall_v be_v root_v out_o of_o thy_o tabernacle_n god_n will_v up_o with_o it_o root_n and_o branch_n it_o shall_v bring_v thou_o to_o the_o king_n of_o terror_n job_n 18._o 14._o though_o thou_o may_v lean_v upon_o this_o house_n it_o will_v not_o stand_v job_n 8._o 1â—_n but_o will_v prove_v like_o a_o ruinous_a building_n which_o when_o a_o man_n trust_v to_o it_o fall_v down_o about_o his_o ear_n 2._o there_o be_v desperation_n in_o it_o where_o be_v the_o hope_n of_o the_o hypocrite_n when_o god_n take_v away_o his_o soul_n job_n 27._o 8._o then_o there_o be_v a_o end_n for_o ever_o of_o his_o hope_n indeed_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o righteous_a have_v a_o end_n but_o then_o it_o be_v not_o a_o destructive_a but_o a_o perfective_a end_n his_o hope_n end_v in_o fruition_n other_o in_o frustration_n prov._n 10._o 28._o the_o godly_a must_v say_v at_o death_n it_o be_v finish_v but_o the_o wicked_a it_o be_v perish_v and_o in_o too_o sad_a earnest_n bemoan_v himself_o as_o job_n in_o a_o mistake_n where_o now_o be_v my_o hope_n he_o have_v destroy_v i_o i_o be_o go_v and_o my_o hope_n be_v remove_v like_o a_o tree_n job_n 19_o 10._o the_o righteous_a have_v hope_n in_o his_o death_n prov._n 14._o 32._o when_o nature_n be_v die_v his_o hope_n be_v live_v when_o his_o body_n be_v languish_v his_o hope_n be_v flourish_v his_o hope_n be_v a_o live_a hope_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 3_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d but_o other_o a_o die_a yea_o a_o damn_v soul-undoing_a hope_n when_o a_o wicked_a man_n die_v his_o expectation_n shall_v perish_v and_o the_o hope_n of_o unjust_a man_n perish_v prov._n 11._o 7._o it_o shall_v be_v cut_v off_o and_o prove_v like_o the_o spider_n web_n job_n 8._o 14._o which_o he_o spin_v out_o of_o his_o own_o bowel_n but_o then_o come_v death_n with_o the_o broom_n and_o take_v down_o all_o and_o so_o there_o be_v a_o eternal_a end_n of_o his_o confidence_n wherein_o he_o trust_v for_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o wicked_a shall_v fail_v and_o their_o hope_n shall_v be_v as_o the_o give_v up_o of_o the_o ghost_n job_n 11._o 20._o wicked_a man_n be_v settle_v in_o their_o carnal_a hope_n and_o will_v not_o be_v beat_v out_o of_o it_o they_o hold_v it_o fast_o they_o will_v not_o let_v it_o go_v yea_o but_o death_n will_v knock_v off_o their_o finger_n though_o we_o can_v undeceive_v they_o death_n and_o judgement_n will._n when_o death_n strike_v his_o dart_n through_o thy_o liver_n it_o will_v let_v out_o thy_o soul_n and_o thy_o hope_n together_o the_o unsanctified_a have_v hope_v only_o in_o this_o life_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 19_o and_o therefore_o be_v of_o all_o man_n most_o miserable_a when_o death_n come_v it_o let_v they_o out_o into_o the_o amaze_a gulf_n of_o endless_a desperation_n 3._o there_o be_v blasphemy_n in_o it_o to_o hope_v we_o shall_v be_v save_v though_o continue_v unconvert_v be_v to_o hope_v we_o shall_v prove_v god_n a_o liar_n he_o have_v tell_v you_o that_o so_o merciful_a and_o pitiful_a as_o he_o be_v he_o will_v never_o save_v you_o notwithstanding_o if_o you_o go_v on_o in_o ignorance_n or_o a_o course_n of_o unrighteousness_n isa._n 27._o 11._o 1._o cor._n 6._o 9_o in_o a_o word_n he_o he_o have_v tell_v you_o that_o whatever_o you_o be_v or_o do_v nothing_o shall_v avail_v you_o to_o salvation_n without_o you_o be_v new_a creature_n gal._n 6._o 15._o now_o to_o say_v god_n be_v merciful_a and_o we_o hope_v he_o will_v save_v we_o nevertheless_o be_v to_o say_v in_o effect_n we_o hope_v god_n will_v not_o do_v as_o he_o say_v we_o may_v not_o set_v god_n attribute_n at_o variance_n god_n be_v resolve_v to_o glorify_v mercy_n but_o not_o with_o the_o prejudice_n of_o truth_n as_o the_o presumptuous_a sinner_n will_v find_v to_o his_o everlasting_a sorrow_n object_n why_o but_o we_o hope_v in_o jesus_n christ_n we_o put_v our_o whole_a trust_n in_o god_n and_o therefore_o doubt_v not_o but_o we_o shall_v be_v save_v ans._n 1._o this_o be_v not_o to_o hope_v in_o christ_n but_o against_o christ._n to_o hope_v to_o see_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n without_o be_v bear_v again_o to_o hope_v to_o find_v eternal_a life_n in_o the_o broad_a way_n be_v to_o hope_n christ_n will_v prove_v a_o false_a prophet_n it_o be_v david_n plea_n i_o hope_v in_o thy_o word_n psalm_n 119._o 81._o but_o this_o hope_n be_v against_o the_o word_n show_v i_o a_o word_n of_o christ_n for_o thy_o hope_n that_o he_o will_v save_v thou_o in_o thy_o ignorance_n or_o profane_a neglect_n of_o his_o service_n and_o i_o will_v never_o go_v to_o shake_v thy_o confidence_n 2._o god_n do_v with_o abhorrence_n reject_v this_o hope_n those_o condemn_v in_o the_o prophet_n go_v on_o in_o their_o sin_n yet_o faith_n the_o text_n they_o will_v lean_v upon_o the_o lord_n mic._n 3._o 11._o god_n will_v not_o endure_v to_o be_v make_v a_o prop_n to_o man_n in_o their_o sin_n the_o lord_n reject_v those_o presumptuous_a sinner_n that_o go_v on_o still_o in_o their_o trespass_n and_o yet_o will_v stay_v themselves_o upon_o the_o god_n of_o israel_n isaâ—_n 48._o 1_o 2._o as_o a_o man_n will_v shake_v off_o the_o brier_n as_o one_o say_v well_o that_o cleave_v to_o his_o garment_n 3._o if_o thy_o hope_n be_v any_o thing_n worth_a it_o will_v purify_v thou_o from_o thy_o sin_n 1_o john_n 3._o 3._o but_o curse_a be_v that_o hope_n which_o do_v cherish_v man_n in_o their_o sin_n object_n will_v you_o have_v we_o to_o despair_v answ._n you_o must_v despair_v of_o ever_o come_v to_o heaven_n as_o you_o be_v act_v 2._o 37._o that_o be_v while_o you_o remain_v unconvert_v you_o must_v despair_v ever_o to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o god_n without_o holiness_n but_o you_o must_v by_o no_o mean_n despair_v of_o find_v mercy_n upon_o your_o thorough_a repentance_n and_o conversion_n neither_o may_v you_o despair_v of_o attain_v to_o repentance_n and_o conversion_n in_o the_o use_n of_o god_n mean_n v._o without_o this_o all_o that_o christ_n have_v do_v and_o suffer_v will_v be_v as_o to_o you_o in_o vain_a john_n 13._o 8._o tit._n 2._o 14._o that_o be_v it_o will_v no_o way_n avail_v to_o your_o salvation_n many_o urge_v this_o as_o a_o sufficient_a ground_n for_o their_o hope_n that_o christ_n die_v for_o sinner_n but_o i_o must_v tell_v you_o christ_n never_o die_v to_o save_v impenitent_a and_o unconvert_v sinner_n so_o continue_v 2_o tim._n 2._o 19_o a_o great_a divine_a be_v wont_a in_o his_o private_a deal_n with_o soul_n to_o ask_v two_o question_n 1._o what_o have_v christ_n do_v for_o you_o 2._o what_o have_v christ_n wrought_v in_o you_o without_o the_o application_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o regeneration_n we_o can_v have_v no_o save_a 〈◊〉_d â—â—rest_v in_o the_o benefit_n of_o redemption_n i_o telâ—_n you_o from_o the_o lord_n christ_n himself_o can_v save_v you_o if_o you_o go_v on_o in_o this_o estate_n i._o it_o be_v against_o his_o trust_n the_o mediator_n be_v the_o servant_n of_o the_o father_n isa._n 42._o 1._o show_n his_o commission_n from_o he_o act_n in_o his_o name_n and_o plead_v his_o command_n for_o his_o justification_n john_n 10._o 18_o 36._o john_n 6._o 38_o 40._o and_o god_n have_v commit_v all_o thing_n to_o he_o entrust_v his_o own_o glory_n and_o the_o salvation_n of_o his_o elect_a with_o he_o mat._n 11._o 27._o john_n 17._o 2._o according_o christ_n give_v his_o father_n a_o account_n of_o both_o part_n of_o his_o trust_n before_o he_o leave_v the_o world_n john_n 17._o 4_o 6_o 12._o now_o christ_n shall_v quite_o cross_v his_o father_n glory_n his_o great_a trust_n if_o he_o shall_v save_v man_n in_o their_o sin_n for_o this_o be_v to_o overturn_v all_o his_o counsel_n and_o to_o offer_v violence_n to_o all_o his_o attribute_n first_o to_o overturn_v all_o his_o counsel_n of_o which_o this_o be_v the_o order_n that_o man_n shall_v be_v bring_v through_o sanctification_n to_o salvation_n 2_o thes._n 2._o 13._o he_o have_v choose_v they_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v holy_a eph._n 1._o 4._o they_o be_v elect_v to_o pardon_n and_o life_n through_o sanctification_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 2._o if_o thou_o can_v repeal_v the_o law_n
9_o 6._o 10._o scoffer_n at_o religion_n that_o make_v a_o scorn_n of_o precise_a walk_n and_o mock_v at_o the_o messenger_n and_o diligent_a servant_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o at_o their_o holy_a profession_n and_o make_v themselves_o merry_a with_o the_o weakness_n and_o fail_n of_o professor_n hear_v you_o despiser_n hear_v your_o dreadful_a doom_n prov._n 19_o 29._o 2_o chron._n 36._o 16._o prov._n 3._o 34._o sinner_n consider_v diligent_o whether_o thou_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v in_o one_o of_o these_o rank_n for_o if_o this_o be_v thy_o case_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o gall_n of_o bitterness_n and_o bond_n of_o iniquity_n for_o all_o these_o do_v carry_v their_o mark_n in_o their_o forehead_n and_o be_v undoubted_o the_o son_n of_o death_n and_o if_o so_o the_o lord_n pity_v our_o poor_a congregation_n oh_o how_o little_a a_o number_n will_v be_v leave_v when_o these_o ten_o sort_n be_v set_v out_o alas_o on_o how_o many_o door_n on_o how_o many_o face_n must_v we_o write_v lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o sir_n what_o shift_n do_v you_o make_v to_o keep_v up_o your_o confidence_n of_o your_o good_a estate_n when_o god_n from_o heaven_n declare_v against_o you_o and_o pronounce_v you_o in_o a_o state_n of_o damnation_n i_o will_v reason_v with_o you_o 〈◊〉_d god_n with_o they_o how_o can_v thou_o say_v i_o be_o not_o pollute_v jer._n 2._o 23._o see_v thy_o way_n in_o the_o valley_n know_v what_o thou_o have_v do_v man_n be_v not_o thy_o conscience_n privy_a to_o thy_o trick_n of_o deceit_n to_o thy_o chamber_n prank_n to_o thy_o way_n of_o lie_v yea_o be_v not_o thy_o friend_n thy_o family_n thy_o neighbour_n witness_n to_o thy_o profane_a neglect_n of_o god_n worship_n to_o thy_o covetous_a practice_n to_o thy_o envious_a and_o malicious_a carriage_n may_v not_o they_o point_n at_o thou_o as_o thou_o go_v there_o go_v a_o game_a prodigal_n there_o go_v a_o drunken_a nabal_n a_o companion_n of_o evil-door_n there_o go_v a_o railer_n or_o a_o scoffer_n a_o loose-liver_n belove_a god_n have_v write_v it_o as_o with_o a_o sunbeam_n in_o the_o book_n out_o of_o which_o you_o must_v be_v judge_v that_o these_o be_v not_o the_o spot_n of_o his_o child_n and_o that_o none_o such_o except_o renew_v by_o convert_v grace_n shall_v ever_o escape_v the_o damnation_n of_o hell._n oh_o that_o such_o of_o you_o will_v now_o be_v persuade_v tâ—_n repent_v and_o turn_v from_o all_o your_o transgression_n or_o else_o iniquity_n will_v be_v your_o ruin_n ezek._n 18._o 30._o alas_o for_o poor_a harden_a sinner_n must_v i_o leave_v you_o at_o last_o where_o you_o be_v must_v i_o leave_v the_o tippler_n still_o at_o the_o alebench_n must_v i_o leave_v the_o wanton_a still_o at_o his_o dalliance_n must_v i_o leave_v the_o malicious_a still_o in_o his_o venom_n and_o the_o drunkard_n still_o at_o his_o vomit_n however_o you_o must_v know_v that_o you_o have_v be_v warn_v and_o that_o i_o be_o clear_a of_o your_o blood_n and_o whether_o man_n will_v hear_v or_o whether_o they_o will_v forbear_v i_o will_v leave_v these_o scripture_n with_o they_o either_o as_o thunderbolt_n to_o awaken_v they_o or_o as_o sear_a iron_n to_o harden_v they_o to_o a_o reprobate_a sense_n psal._n 68_o 21._o god_n shall_v wound_v the_o head_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o the_o hairy_a scalp_n of_o such_o a_o one_o as_o go_v on_o still_o in_o his_o trespass_n prov._n 29._o 1._o he_o that_o be_v often_o reprove_v harden_v his_o neck_n shall_v sudden_o be_v destroy_v and_o that_o without_o remedy_n prov._n 1._o 24_o etc._n etc._n because_o i_o have_v call_v and_o you_o refuse_v i_o have_v stretch_v out_o my_o hand_n and_o no_o man_n regard_v etc._n etc._n i_o will_v mock_v at_o your_o calamity_n when_o your_o destruction_n come_v as_o a_o whirlwind_n and_o now_o i_o imagine_v many_o will_v begin_v to_o bless_v themselves_o and_o think_v all_o be_v well_o because_o they_o can_v be_v spot_v with_o the_o grosser_n evil_n above_o mention_a but_o i_o must_v further_o tell_v you_o that_o there_o be_v another_o sort_n of_o unsanctified_a person_n that_o carry_v not_o their_o mark_n in_o their_o forehead_n but_o more_o secret_o and_o covert_o in_o their_o hand_n these_o do_v frequent_o deceive_v themselves_o and_o other_o and_o pass_v for_o good_a christian_n when_o they_o be_v all_o the_o while_o unsound_a at_o bottom_n many_o pass_v undiscovered_a till_o death_n and_o judgement_n bring_v all_o to_o light_v those_o self-deceiver_n seem_v to_o come_v even_o to_o heaven_n gate_n with_o confidence_n of_o their_o admission_n and_o yet_o be_v turn_v off_o at_o last_o mat._n 7._o 22._o brethren_n belove_v i_o beseech_v you_o deep_o to_o lay_v to_o heart_n and_o firm_o to_o retain_v this_o awaken_n consideration_n that_o multitude_n miscarry_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o some_o secret_a sin_n that_o be_v not_o only_o hide_v from_o other_o but_z for_o want_n of_o observe_v their_o own_o heart_n even_o from_o themselves_o a_o man_n may_v be_v free_a from_o open_a pollution_n and_o yet_o die_v at_o last_o by_o the_o fatal_a hand_n of_o some_o unobserved_a iniquity_n and_o there_o be_v these_o twelve_o hide_a sin_n by_o which_o soul_n go_v down_o by_o number_n into_o the_o chamber_n of_o death_n these_o you_o must_v search_v careful_o for_o and_o take_v they_o as_o black_a mark_n wherever_o they_o be_v find_v discover_v a_o graceless_a and_o unconverted_a estate_n and_o as_o you_o love_v your_o life_n read_v careful_o with_o a_o holy_a jealousy_n of_o yourselves_o lest_o you_o shall_v be_v the_o person_n concern_v 1._o gross_a ignorance_n ah_o how_o many_o poor_a soul_n do_v this_o sin_n kill_v in_o the_o dark_a hos._n 4._o 6._o while_n they_o think_v very_o they_o have_v good_a heart_n and_o be_v in_o the_o ready_a way_n to_o heaven_n this_o be_v the_o murderer_n that_o dispatch_v thousand_o in_o a_o silent_a manner_n when_o poor_a heart_n they_o suspect_v nothing_o and_o see_v not_o the_o hand_n that_o mischief_n they_o you_o shall_v find_v whatever_o excuse_n you_o have_v for_o ignorance_n that_o it_o be_v a_o soul-undoing_a evil_a isa._n 27._o 11._o 2_o thes._n 1._o 8._o 2_o cor._n 4._o 3._o ah_o will_v it_o not_o have_v pit_v a_o man_n heart_n to_o have_v see_v that_o woeful_a spectacle_n when_o the_o poor_a protestant_n be_v shut_v up_o a_o multitude_n together_o in_o a_o barn_n and_o a_o butcher_n come_v with_o his_o inhuman_a hand_n warm_a in_o humane_a blood_n and_o lead_v they_o one_o by_o one_o blindfold_a to_o a_o block_n where_o he_o slay_v they_o poor_a innocent_n one_o after_o another_o by_o the_o score_n in_o cold_a blood_n but_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v our_o heart_n bleed_v to_o think_v of_o the_o hundred_o in_o great_a congregation_n that_o ignorance_n do_v butcher_n in_o secret_a and_o lead_v they_o blindfold_o to_o the_o block_n beware_v this_o be_v none_o of_o your_o case_n make_v no_o plea_n for_o ignorance_n if_o you_o spare_v that_o sin_n know_v that_o that_o will_v not_o spare_v you_o will_v a_o man_n keep_v a_o murderer_n in_o his_o bosom_n 2._o secret_n reserve_v in_o close_v with_o christ._n to_o forsake_v all_o for_o christ_n to_o hate_v father_n and_o mother_n yea_o and_o a_o man_n own_o life_n for_o he_o this_o be_v a_o hard_a say_n luke_n 14._o 26._o some_o will_v do_v much_o but_o they_o will_v not_o be_v of_o the_o religion_n that_o will_v undo_v they_o they_o never_o come_v to_o be_v entire_o devote_v to_o christ_n nor_o full_o to_o resign_v to_o he_o they_o must_v have_v the_o sweet_a sin_n they_o mean_v to_o do_v themselves_o no_o harm_n they_o have_v secret_a exception_n for_o life_n liberty_n or_o estate_n many_o take_v christ_n thus_o hand_n over_o head_n and_o never_o consider_v his_o self_n deny_v term_n nor_o cast_v up_o the_o cost_n and_o this_o error_n in_o the_o foundation_n mar_v all_o and_o secret_o ruin_v they_o for_o ever_o luke_n 14._o 28._o mat._n 13._o 21._o 3._o formality_n in_o religion_n many_o stick_n in_o the_o bark_n and_o rest_n in_o the_o outside_n of_o religion_n and_o in_o the_o external_a performance_n of_o holy_a duty_n mat._n 23._o 25._o and_o this_o ofttimes_o do_v most_o effectual_o deceive_v man_n and_o do_v more_o certain_o undo_v they_o than_o open_a looseness_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o pharisee_n case_n mat._n 23._o 31._o they_o hear_v they_o fast_o they_o pray_v they_o give_v alm_n and_o therefore_o will_v not_o believe_v but_o their_o case_n be_v good_a luke_n 18._o 11._o whereas_o rest_v in_o the_o work_n do_v and_o come_v short_a of_o the_o heart-work_n and_o the_o inward_a power_n and_o vital_n of_o religion_n they_o fall_v at_o last_o into_o the_o burn_a from_o the_o flatter_a hope_n and_o confident_a persuasion_n of_o their_o be_v in_o the_o ready_a way_n to_o heaven_n
find_v oh_o thou_o all_o powerful_a jehovah_n that_o work_v and_o none_o can_v let_v thou_o that_o have_v the_o key_n of_o hell_n and_o of_o death_n pity_v thou_o the_o dead_a soul_n that_o lie_v here_o entomb_v and_o roll_v away_o the_o grave_a stone_n and_o say_v as_o to_o lazarus_n when_o already_o stink_a come_v forth_o lighten_v thou_o this_o darkness_n o_o inaccessible_a light_n and_o let_v the_o dayspring_n from_o on_o high_a visit_v the_o darksome_a region_n of_o the_o dead_a to_o who_o i_o speak_v for_o thou_o can_v open_v the_o eye_n that_o death_n itself_o have_v close_v thou_o that_o form_v the_o ear_n can_v restore_v the_o hear_n say_v thou_o to_o these_o ear_n ephphatah_n and_o they_o shall_v be_v open_v give_v thou_o eye_n to_o see_v thy_o excellency_n a_o taste_n that_o may_v relish_v thy_o sweetness_n a_o scent_n that_o may_v savour_v thy_o ointment_n a_o feeling_n that_o may_v sense_n the_o privilege_n of_o thy_o favour_n the_o burden_n of_o thy_o wrath_n the_o 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heart_n can_v sufficient_o comprehend_v know_v therefore_o that_o while_o thou_o be_v unconvert_v 1._o the_o infinite_a god_n be_v engage_v against_o thou_o it_o be_v no_o small_a part_n of_o thy_o misery_n that_o thou_o be_v without_o god_n eph._n 2._o 12._o how_o do_v micah_n run_v cry_v after_o the_o danite_n you_o have_v take_v away_o my_o god_n and_o what_o have_v i_o more_o judge_n 18._o 23_o 24._o o_o what_o a_o mourn_a then_o must_v thou_o lift_v up_o that_o be_v without_o god_n that_o can_v lay_v no_o claim_n to_o he_o without_o dare_a unsurpation_n thou_o may_v say_v of_o god_n as_o sheba_n of_o david_n we_o have_v no_o part_n in_o david_n neither_o have_v we_o inheritance_n in_o the_o son_n of_o jesse_n 2._o sam._n 20._o 1._o how_o pitiful_a and_o pierce_a a_o moan_n be_v that_o of_o saul_n in_o his_o extremity_n the_o philistine_n be_v upon_o i_o and_o god_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o 1._o sam._n 28._o 15._o sinner_n but_o what_o will_v you_o do_v in_o the_o day_n of_o your_o visitation_n whither_o will_v you_o flee_v for_o help_v where_o will_v you_o leave_v your_o glory_n isa._n 10._o 3._o what_o will_v you_o do_v when_o the_o philistine_n be_v upon_o you_o when_o the_o world_n shall_v take_v its_o eternal_a leave_n of_o you_o when_o you_o must_v bid_v your_o friend_n house_n land_n farewell_o for_o evermore_o what_o will_v you_o do_v then_o i_o say_v that_o have_v never_o a_o god_n to_o go_v to_o will_v you_o call_v on_o he_o will_v you_o cry_v to_o he_o for_o help_v alas_o he_o will_v not_o own_v you_o prov._n 1._o 28_o 29._o he_o will_v not_o take_v any_o knowledge_n of_o you_o but_o send_v you_o pack_v with_o a_o i_o never_o know_v you_o mat._n 7._o 23._o they_o that_o know_v what_o it_o be_v to_o have_v a_o god_n to_o go_v to_o a_o god_n to_o live_v upon_o they_o know_v a_o little_a what_o a_o fearful_a misery_n it_o be_v to_o be_v without_o god._n this_o make_v that_o holy_a man_n cry_v out_o let_v i_o have_v a_o god_n or_o nothing_o let_v i_o know_v he_o and_o his_o will_n and_o what_o will_v please_v he_o and_o how_o i_o may_v come_v to_o enjoy_v he_o or_o will_v i_o have_v never_o have_v a_o understanding_n to_o know_v any_o thing_n etc._n etc._n but_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o without_o god_n but_o god_n be_v against_o thou_o ezek._n 5._o 8_o 9_o nah._n 2._o 13._o oh_o if_o god_n will_v but_o stand_v a_o neuter_n though_o he_o do_v not_o own_o nor_o help_v the_o poor_a sinner_n his_o case_n be_v not_o so_o deep_o miserable_a though_o god_n shall_v give_v up_o the_o poor_a creature_n to_o the_o will_n of_o all_o his_o enemy_n to_o do_v their_o worst_a with_o he_o though_o he_o shall_v deliver_v he_o over_o to_o the_o tormentor_n mat._n 18._o 〈◊〉_d that_o devil_n shall_v tear_v and_o torture_v he_o to_o their_o 〈◊〉_d most_o power_n and_o skill_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o half_a â—o_o fearful_a but_o god_n will_v set_v himself_o against_o the_o sinner_n and_o believe_v it_o it_o be_v a_o fearful_a thing_n to_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o live_a god_n heb._n 10._o 31._o thereâ—s_v no_o friend_n like_o he_o no_o enemy_n like_o he_o as_o much_o as_o heaven_n be_v above_o the_o earth_n omnipotency_n above_o impotency_n infinity_o above_o nullity_n so_o much_o more_o horrible_a be_v it_o to_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o live_a god_n than_o into_o the_o pause_n of_o bear_n or_o lion_n yea_o fury_n or_o devil_n god_n himself_o will_v be_v thy_o tormentor_n thy_o destruction_n shall_v come_v from_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n 2_o thes._n 1._o 9_o tophet_n be_v deep_a and_o large_a and_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lord_n like_o a_o river_n of_o brimstone_n do_v kindle_v it_o isa._n 30._o 33._o if_o god_n be_v against_o thou_o who_o shall_v be_v for_o thou_o if_o one_o man_n sin_n against_o another_o the_o judge_n shall_v judge_v he_o but_o if_o a_o man_n sin_n against_o the_o lord_n who_o shall_v entreat_v for_o he_o 1_o sam._n 2._o 25._o thou_o even_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v and_o who_o shall_v stand_v in_o thy_o fight_n when_o once_o thou_o be_v angry_a psal._n 76._o 7._o whoâ—_n be_v that_o god_n that_o shall_v deliver_v you_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n dan._n 3._o 15._o can_v mammon_n riches_n profit_v not_o in_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n prov._n 11._o 4._o can_v king_n or_o warrior_n no_o they_o shall_v cry_v to_o the_o mountain_n and_o rock_n to_o fall_v on_o we_o and_o hide_v we_o from_o the_o face_n of_o he_o that_o sit_v on_o the_o throne_n and_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lamb_n for_o the_o great_a day_n of_o his_o wrath_n be_v come_v and_o who_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o stand_v rev._n 6._o 15_o 16_o 17._o sinner_n methinks_v this_o shall_v go_v like_o a_o dagger_n to_o thy_o heart_n to_o know_v that_o god_n be_v thy_o enemy_n oh_o whither_o will_v thou_o go_v where_o will_v thou_o shelter_v thou_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n for_o thou_o unless_o thou_o lay_v down_o thy_o weapon_n and_o sue_v out_o thy_o pardon_n and_o get_v christ_n to_o stand_v thy_o friend_n and_o make_v thy_o peace_n if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o this_o thou_o may_v go_v into_o some_o howl_a wilderness_n and_o there_o pine_v in_o sorrow_n and_o run_v mad_a for_o anguish_n of_o heart_n and_o horrible_a despair_n but_o in_o christ_n there_o be_v a_o possibility_n of_o mercy_n for_o thou_o yea_o a_o proffer_n of_o mercy_n to_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v god_n to_o be_v more_o for_o thou_o than_o he_o be_v now_o against_o thou_o but_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o forsake_v thy_o sin_n nor_o turn_v thorough_o and_o to_o purpose_n unto_o god_n by_o a_o
i_o will_v be_v content_a to_o lose_v it_o hear_v then_o oh_o sinner_n and_o as_o ever_o thou_o will_v be_v convert_v and_o save_v embrace_v this_o follow_a counsel_n direct_v i._o set_v it_o down_o with_o thyself_o as_o a_o undoubted_a truth_n that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o thou_o ever_o to_o get_v to_o heaven_n in_o this_o thy_o unconverted_a state_n can_v any_o other_o but_o christ_n save_v thou_o and_o he_o tell_v thou_o he_o will_v never_o do_v it_o except_o thou_o be_v regenerate_v and_o convert_v mat._n 18._o 3._o john_n 3._o 3._o do_v he_o not_o keep_v the_o key_n of_o heaven_n and_o can_v thou_o get_v in_o without_o his_o leave_n as_o thou_o must_v if_o ever_o thou_o come_v thither_o in_o thy_o natural_a condition_n without_o a_o sound_n and_o thorough_a renovation_n direct_v ii_o labour_n to_o get_v a_o thorough_a sight_n and_o lively_a sense_n and_o feel_n of_o thy_o sin_n till_o man_n be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o prick_v at_o the_o heart_n and_o stark_o sick_a of_o sin_n they_o will_v not_o come_v to_o christ_n in_o his_o way_n for_o ease_n and_o cure_v nor_o to_o purpose_n inquire_v what_o shall_v we_o do_v mat._n 11._o 28._o act_n 2._o 37._o mat._n 9_o 12._o they_o must_v set_v themselves_o down_o for_o dead_a man_n before_o they_o will_v come_v unto_o christ_n that_o they_o may_v have_v life_n john_n 5._o 40._o labour_v therefore_o to_o set_v all_o thy_o sin_n in_o order_n before_o thou_o never_o be_v afraid_a to_o look_v upon_o they_o but_o let_v thy_o spirit_n make_v diligent_a search_n psal._n 77._o 6._o inquire_v into_o thy_o heart_n and_o into_o thy_o life_n enter_v into_o a_o thorough_a examination_n of_o thyself_o and_o of_o all_o thy_o way_n psal._n 119._o 59_o that_o thou_o may_v make_v a_o full_a discovery_n and_o call_v in_o the_o help_n of_o god_n spirit_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o own_o inability_n hereunto_o for_o it_o be_v his_o proper_a work_n to_o convince_v of_o sin_n john_n 16._o 8._o spread_v all_o before_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o conscience_n till_o thy_o heart_n and_o eye_n be_v set_v abroach_o leave_v not_o strive_v with_o god_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n till_o it_o cry_v out_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o the_o enlighten_v jailor_n what_o must_v i_o do_v to_o â—e_v save_v act_n 16._o 30._o to_o this_o purpose_n meditate_v of_o the_o numerousness_n of_o thy_o sin_n david_n heart_n fail_v when_o he_o think_v of_o this_o and_o consider_v that_o he_o have_v more_o sin_n than_o hair_n psal._n 40._o 12._o this_o make_v he_o to_o cry_v out_o upon_o the_o multitude_n of_o god_n tender_a mercy_n psal._n 51._o 1._o the_o loathsome_a carcase_n do_v not_o more_o hateful_o swarm_v with_o crawl_a worm_n than_o a_o unsanctified_a soul_n with_o filthy_a just_n they_o fill_v the_o head_n the_o heart_n the_o eye_n and_o mouth_n of_o he_o look_v backward_o where_o be_v ever_o the_o place_n what_o be_v ever_o the_o time_n in_o which_o thou_o do_v not_o sin_n look_v inward_a what_o part_n or_o power_n can_v thou_o find_v in_o soul_n or_o body_n but_o it_o be_v poison_v with_o sin_n what_o duty_n do_v thou_o ever_o perform_v into_o which_o poison_n be_v not_o shed_v oh_o how_o great_a be_v the_o sum_n of_o thy_o debt_n who_o have_v be_v all_o thy_o life_n long_o run_v upon_o the_o hook_n and_o never_o do_v nor_o can_v pay_v off_o one_o penny_n look_v over_o the_o sin_n of_o thy_o nature_n and_o all_o its_o curse_a broad_a the_o sin_n of_o thy_o life_n call_v to_o mind_n thy_o omission_n commission_n the_o sin_n of_o thy_o thought_n of_o thy_o word_n of_o thy_o action_n the_o sin_n of_o thy_o youth_n the_o siâ—s_n of_o thy_o year_n etc._n etc._n be_v not_o like_o a_o desperate_a bankrupt_a that_o be_v afraid_a to_o look_v over_o his_o book_n read_v the_o record_n of_o conscience_n careful_o these_o book_n must_v be_v open_v soon_o or_o late_a rev._n 20._o 12._o meditate_v upon_o the_o aggravation_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o they_o be_v the_o grand_a enemy_n against_o the_o god_n of_o thy_o life_n against_o the_o life_n of_o thy_o soul_n in_o a_o word_n they_o 〈…〉_z public_a enemy_n of_o all_o mankind_n how_o do_v david_n ezra_n daniel_n and_o the_o good_a levite_n aggravate_v their_o sin_n from_o the_o consideration_n of_o their_o injuriousness_n to_o god_n their_o opposition_n to_o his_o good_a and_o righteous_a law_n the_o mercy_n the_o warning_n that_o they_o be_v commit_v against_o nâ—â—_n 9_o daâ—_n 9_o ezra_n 9_o o_o the_o work_n that_o sin_n have_v make_v in_o the_o world_n this_o be_v the_o enemy_n that_o have_v bring_v in_o death_n that_o have_v rob_v and_o enslave_v man_n that_o have_v black_v the_o devil_n that_o have_v dig_v hell_n rom._n 5._o 12._o 2_o pet._n 2._o 4._o john_n 8._o 34._o this_o be_v the_o enemy_n that_o have_v turn_v the_o creation_n upside_o down_o and_o sow_v dissension_n between_o man_n and_o the_o creature_n between_o man_n and_o man_n yea_o between_o man_n and_o himself_o set_v the_o sensitive_a part_n against_o the_o rational_a the_o will_n against_o the_o judgement_n lust_n against_o conscience_n yea_o worst_a of_o all_o between_o god_n and_o man_n make_v the_o lapse_v sinner_n both_o hateful_a to_o god_n and_o a_o hater_n of_o he_o zech._n 11._o 8._o o_o man_n how_o can_v thou_o make_v so_o light_a of_o sin_n this_o be_v the_o traitor_n that_o suck_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n that_o sell_v he_o that_o mock_v he_o that_o scourge_v he_o that_o spit_v in_o his_o face_n that_o dig_v his_o hand_n that_o pierce_v his_o side_n that_o press_v his_o soul_n that_o mangle_v his_o body_n that_o never_o leave_v till_o it_o have_v bind_v he_o condemn_v he_o nail_v he_o crucify_v he_o and_o put_v he_o to_o open_a shame_n isa._n 53._o 4_o 5_o 6._o this_o be_v that_o deadly_a poison_n so_o powerful_a of_o operation_n as_o that_o one_o drop_n of_o it_o shed_v upon_o the_o root_n of_o mankind_n have_v corrupt_v spoil_v and_o poison_v and_o undo_v his_o whole_a race_n at_o once_o rom._n 5._o 18_o 19_o this_o be_v the_o common_a butcher_n the_o bloody_a executioner_n that_o have_v kill_v the_o prophet_n burn_v the_o martyr_n murder_v all_o the_o apostle_n all_o the_o patriarch_n all_o the_o king_n and_o potentate_n that_o have_v destroy_v city_n swallow_v empire_n butcher_v and_o devour_v whole_a nation_n whatever_o be_v the_o weapon_n that_o it_o be_v do_v by_o sin_n be_v it_o that_o do_v execution_n rom._n 6._o 23._o do_v thou_o yet_o think_v it_o but_o a_o small_a thing_n if_o adam_n and_o all_o his_o child_n can_v be_v dig_v out_o of_o their_o grave_n and_o their_o body_n pile_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o a_o inquest_n be_v make_v what_o matchless_a murderer_n be_v guilty_a of_o all_o this_o blood_n it_o will_v be_v all_o find_v in_o the_o skirt_n of_o sin_n study_v the_o nature_n of_o sin_n till_o thy_o heart_n be_v bring_v to_o fear_v and_o loathe_v it_o and_o meditate_v on_o the_o aggravation_n of_o thy_o particular_a sin_n how_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o all_o god_n warning_n against_o thy_o own_o prayer_n against_o mercy_n against_o correction_n against_o clear_a light_n against_o free_a love_n against_o thy_o own_o resolution_n against_o promise_n vow_n covenant_n of_o better_a obedience_n etc._n etc._n charge_v thy_o heart_n home_o with_o these_o thing_n till_o it_o blush_v for_o shame_n and_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o all_o good_a opinion_n of_o itself_o ezra_n 9_o 6._o meditate_v upon_o the_o desert_n of_o sin_n it_o cry_v up_o to_o heaven_n it_o call_v for_o vengeance_n gen._n 18._o 21._o it_o be_v due_a wage_n be_v death_n and_o damnation_n it_o pull_v the_o curse_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n gal._n 3._o 10._o deut._n 28._o the_o least_o sinful_a word_n or_o thought_n lay_v thou_o under_o the_o infinite_a wrath_n of_o god_n almighty_n rom._n 2._o 8_o 9_o mat._n 12._o 36._o oh_o what_o a_o load_n of_o wrath_n what_o a_o weight_n of_o curse_n what_o treasure_n of_o vengeance_n have_v all_o the_o million_o of_o thy_o sin_n then_o deserve_v rom._n 2._o 5._o john_n 3._o 36._o oh_o judge_v thyself_o that_o the_o lord_n may_v not_o â—udge_v thou_o 1_o cor._n 11._o 31._o meditate_v upon_o the_o deformity_n and_o desilement_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v as_o black_a as_o hell_n the_o very_a image_n and_o likeness_n of_o the_o devil_n draw_v upon_o the_o soul_n 1_o john_n 3._o 8_o 10._o it_o will_v more_o affright_v thou_o to_o see_v thyself_o in_o the_o hateful_a deformity_n of_o thy_o nature_n than_o to_o see_v the_o devil_n there_o be_v no_o mire_n so_o unclean_a no_o vomit_n so_o loathsome_a no_o carcase_n or_o carrion_n so_o offensive_a no_o plague_n or_o leprosy_n so_o noisome_a as_o sin_n in_o which_o thou_o
be_v all_o enrol_v and_o cover_v with_o its_o odious_a filth_n whereby_o thou_o be_v render_v more_o displease_v to_o the_o pure_a and_o holy_a nature_n of_o the_o glorious_a god_n than_o the_o most_o filthy_a object_n compose_v of_o whatever_o be_v hateful_a to_o all_o thy_o sense_n can_v be_v to_o thou_o job_n 15._o 15_o 16._o can_v thou_o take_v up_o a_o toad_n into_o thy_o bosom_n can_v thou_o cherish_v it_o and_o take_v delight_n in_o it_o why_o thou_o be_v as_o contrary_a to_o the_o pure_a and_o perfect_a holiness_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n and_o as_o loathsome_a as_o that_o be_v to_o thou_o mat._n 3._o 33._o tilâ—_n thou_o be_v purify_v by_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n and_o the_o power_n of_o renew_v grace_n above_o all_o other_o sin_n fix_v the_o eye_n of_o consideration_n on_o these_o two_o 1._o the_o sin_n of_o thy_o nature_n it_o be_v to_o little_a purpose_n to_o lop_v the_o branch_n while_o the_o root_n of_o original_a corruption_n remain_v untouched_a in_o vain_a do_v man_n lave_v out_o the_o stream_n when_o the_o fountain_n be_v run_v that_o fill_v up_o all_o again_o let_v the_o axe_n of_o thy_o repentance_n with_o david_n go_v to_o the_o root_n of_o sin_n psal._n 51._o 5._o study_v how_o deep_a how_o close_o how_o permanent_a be_v thy_o natural_a pollution_n how_o universal_a it_o be_v till_o thou_o do_v cry_v out_o with_o paul'sâ—eeâ—â—ng_n â—eeâ—â—ng_z upon_o thy_o body_n of_o death_n rom._n 7._o 2._o look_v into_o all_o thy_o part_n and_o power_n and_o see_v what_o unclean_a vessel_n what_o fiâ—es_n what_o dunghill_n what_o sink_v they_o be_v become_v heâ—_n miser_n quid_fw-la sum_fw-la be_fw-mi star_z quilimi_fw-la 〈…〉_z faetore_fw-la &_o horrorc_n august_n 〈◊〉_d c._n 2._o the_o heart_n be_v never_o sound_o break_v till_o thorough_o convince_v of_o the_o heinousness_n of_o original_a sin_n here_o fix_v thy_o thought_n this_o be_v that_o that_o make_v thou_o backward_o to_o all_o good_a prone_a to_o all_o evil_a rom._n 7._o 15._o that_o shed_v blindness_n pride_n prejudice_n unbelief_n into_o thy_o mind_n enmity_n unconstancy_n obstinacy_n into_o thy_o will_n inordinate_a heat_n and_o cold_n into_o thy_o affection_n insensibleness_n benummedness_n unfaithfulness_n into_o thy_o conscience_n slipperiness_n into_o thy_o memory_n and_o in_o a_o word_n have_v put_v every_o wheel_n of_o thy_o soul_n out_o of_o order_n and_o make_v it_o of_o a_o habitation_n of_o holiness_n to_o become_v a_o very_a hell_n of_o iniquity_n james_n 3._o 6._o this_o be_v that_o that_o have_v defile_v corrupt_a pervert_v all_o thy_o member_n and_o turn_v they_o into_o weapon_n of_o unrighteousness_n and_o servant_n of_o sin_n rom._n 6._o 19_o that_o have_v fill_v the_o head_n with_o carnal_a and_o corrupt_a design_n mic._n 2._o 1._o the_o hand_n with_o sinful_a practice_n isa._n 1._o 15._o the_o eye_n with_o wander_a and_o wantonness_n 2_o pet._n 2._o 14._o the_o tongue_n with_o deadly_a poison_n james_n 3._o 8._o that_o have_v open_v the_o ear_n to_o tale_n flattery_n and_o filthy_a communication_n and_o shut_v they_o against_o the_o instruction_n of_o life_n zech._n 7._o 11â—_n 12._o and_o have_v render_v thy_o heart_n a_o very_a mint_n and_o forge_n for_o sin_n and_o the_o curse_a womb_n of_o all_o deadly_a conception_n mat._n 15._o 16._o so_o that_o it_o pour_v forth_o its_o wickedness_n without_o cease_v 2_o pet._n 2._o 14._o even_o as_o natural_o free_o and_o unwearied_o as_o a_o fountain_n do_v pour_v forth_o its_o water_n jer._n 6._o 7._o or_o the_o rage_a sea_n do_v cast_v forth_o mire_n and_o dirt_n isa._n 57_o 20._o and_o will_v thou_o yet_o be_v in_o love_n with_o thyself_o and_o tell_v we_o any_o long_a of_o thy_o good_a heart_n o_o never_o leave_v meditate_v on_o this_o desperate_a contagion_n of_o original_a corruption_n till_o with_o eâ—hraim_n thou_o bemoan_v thyself_o jer._n 31._o 18._o and_o with_o deep_a shame_n and_o sorrow_n smite_v on_o thy_o breast_n as_o the_o publican_n luke_n 18._o 13._o and_o with_o job_n abhor_v thyself_o and_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n job_n 42._o 6_o 22._o the_o particular_a evil_n that_o thou_o be_v most_o addict_v to_o find_v out_o all_o its_o aggravation_n set_a home_n upon_o thy_o heart_n all_o god_n threaten_n against_o it_o repentance_n drive_v before_o it_o the_o whole_a herd_n but_o especial_o stick_v the_o arrow_n in_o the_o belove_a sin_n and_o single_v this_o out_o above_o the_o rest_n to_o run_v it_o down_o psal._n 18._o 23._o o_o labour_n to_o make_v this_o sin_n odious_a to_o thy_o soul_n and_o double_a thy_o guard_n and_o thy_o resolution_n against_o it_o because_o this_o have_v and_o do_v most_o dishonour_n god_n and_o endanger_v thou_o direct_v iii_o strive_v to_o affect_v thy_o heart_n with_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o thy_o present_a misery_n read_v over_o the_o forego_n chapter_n again_o and_o again_o and_o get_v it_o out_o of_o the_o book_n into_o thy_o heart_n remember_v when_o thou_o lie_v down_o that_o for_o aught_o thou_o know_v thou_o may_v awake_v in_o flame_n and_o when_o thou_o rise_v up_o that_o by_o the_o next_o night_n thou_o may_v make_v thy_o bed_n in_o hell._n be_v it_o a_o just_a matter_n to_o live_v in_o such_o a_o fearful_a case_n to_o stand_v totter_v upon_o the_o brink_n of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n and_o to_o live_v at_o the_o mercy_n of_o every_o disease_n that_o if_o it_o will_v but_o fall_v upon_o thou_o will_v send_v thou_o forthwith_o into_o the_o burn_n suppose_v thou_o see_v a_o condemn_v wretch_n hang_v oveâ—_n nebuchadnezzar_n burn_a fiery_a furnace_n by_o nothing_o but_o a_o twine_n thread_n which_o be_v ready_a to_o break_v every_o moment_n will_v not_o thy_o heart_n tremble_v for_o such_o a_o one_o why_o thou_o be_v the_o man_n this_o be_v thy_o very_a case_n o_o man_n woman_n that_o read_v this_o if_o thou_o be_v yet_o unconvert_v what_o if_o the_o thread_n of_o thy_o life_n shall_v break_v why_o thou_o know_v not_o but_o it_o may_v be_v the_o next_o night_n yea_o the_o next_o moment_n where_o will_v thou_o be_v then_o whither_o will_v thou_o drop_v very_o upon_o the_o crack_n but_o of_o this_o thread_n thou_o fall_v into_o the_o lake_n that_o burn_v with_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n where_o thou_o must_v lie_v scald_a and_o swelter_a in_o a_o fiery_a ocean_n while_o god_n have_v a_o be_v if_o thou_o die_v in_o thy_o present_a case_n and_o do_v not_o thy_o soul_n tremble_v as_o thou_o read_v do_v not_o thy_o tear_n bedew_v the_o paper_n and_o thy_o heart_n throb_v in_o thy_o bosom_n do_v thou_o not_o yet_o begin_v to_o smite_v on_o thy_o breast_n and_o bethink_v thyself_o what_o need_v thou_o have_v of_o a_o change_n o_o what_o be_v thy_o heart_n make_v of_o have_v thou_o not_o only_o lose_v all_o regard_n to_o god_n but_o be_v without_o any_o love_n and_o pity_n to_o thyself_o o_o study_v thy_o misery_n till_o thy_o heart_n do_v cry_v out_o for_o christ_n as_o earnest_o as_o ever_o a_o drown_a man_n do_v for_o a_o boar_n or_o the_o wound_a for_o a_o chirurgeon_n man_n must_v come_v to_o see_v the_o danger_n and_o feel_v the_o smart_n of_o their_o deadly_a sore_n and_o sickness_n or_o else_o christ_n will_v be_v to_o they_o a_o physician_n of_o no_o value_n mat._n 9_o 12._o then_o the_o manslayer_n hasten_v to_o the_o city_n of_o refuge_n when_o pursue_v by_o the_o avenger_n of_o blood_n man_n must_v be_v even_o force_v and_o fire_v out_o of_o themselves_o or_o else_o they_o will_v not_o come_v to_o christ._n â—_z distress_n and_o extremity_n that_o make_v the_o prodigal_n think_v of_o return_v luke_n 1â—_n 16_o 17._o while_o lâ—â—oâ—icea_n think_v herself_o rich_a increase_v in_o good_n in_o need_n of_o nothing_o there_o be_v little_a hope_n she_o must_v be_v deep_o convince_v of_o her_o wretchedness_n blindness_n poverty_n nakedness_n before_o she_o will_v come_v to_o christ_n for_o his_o gold_n raiment_n eyesalve_n rev_n 3._o 17_o 18._o therefore_o hold_v the_o eye_n of_o conscience_n open_a amplify_v thy_o misery_n as_o much_o as_o possible_a do_v not_o fly_v the_o sight_n of_o it_o for_o fear_v it_o shall_v fill_v thou_o with_o terror_n the_o sense_n of_o thy_o misery_n be_v but_o as_o it_o be_v the_o suppuration_n of_o the_o wound_n which_o be_v necessary_a to_o the_o cure._n better_a â—ear_v the_o torment_n that_o abide_v thou_o now_o than_o feel_v they_o hereafter_o direct_v iv._o settle_v it_o upon_o thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o be_v under_o a_o everlasting_a inability_n ever_o to_o recover_v thyself_o never_o think_v thy_o pray_n read_v hear_v conâ—â—â—sing_a amend_v will_v do_v the_o cure._n these_o must_v be_v attend_v but_o thou_o be_v undo_v if_o thou_o rest_v in_o they_o rom._n 10._o 3._o thou_o be_v a_o lose_a man_n if_o thou_o hope_v to_o escape_v drown_v upon_o any_o other_o plank_n but_o