thou_o be_v pain_v with_o sickness_n consider_v serious_o from_o whence_o it_o come_v and_o what_o make_v it_o so_o bitter_a to_o thou_o affliction_n come_v not_o out_o of_o the_o dust_n job_n 5.6_o can_v thou_o but_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o thy_o disease_n as_o thou_o now_o feel_v the_o stroke_n of_o it_o it_o have_v proclaim_v loud_o enough_o be_o i_o come_v up_o hither_o without_o the_o lord_n to_o torment_v thou_o the_o lord_n have_v say_v to_o i_o go_v up_o against_o this_o man_n and_o afflict_v he_o 2_o king_n 18.25_o can_v thou_o perceive_v the_o hand_n that_o smite_v thou_o thou_o will_v be_v eager_a to_o kiss_v it_o since_o it_o be_v the_o father_n of_o all_o mercy_n comfort_n and_o consolation_n that_o lay_v these_o stripe_n upon_o thou_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o and_o buy_v thou_o at_o so_o dear_a a_o price_n as_o his_o own_o blood_n it_o be_v he_o that_o chastise_v thou_o and_o can_v thou_o think_v he_o will_v scourge_v thou_o but_o for_o thy_o own_o advantage_n for_o what_o tender_a father_n be_v there_o but_o have_v bowel_n of_o compassion_n and_o never_o take_v the_o rod_n in_o hand_n out_o of_o a_o pleasure_n to_o chasten_v that_o flesh_n which_o be_v derive_v from_o his_o own_o loin_n or_o be_v it_o any_o ease_n to_o he_o to_o make_v his_o child_n smart_n and_o bleed_v but_o rather_o himself_o suffer_v more_o than_o he_o inflâ—cts_v and_o will_v be_v content_a to_o redeem_v those_o stripe_n with_o his_o own_o yet_o he_o see_v the_o chastisement_n proper_a not_o to_o spare_v he_o for_o his_o frowardness_n and_o tear_n but_o will_v plead_v he_o have_v not_o love_v he_o if_o he_o have_v not_o be_v so_o kind_o severe_a and_o solomon_n give_v we_o this_o advice_n chasten_v thy_o son_n while_o there_o be_v hope_n and_o let_v not_o thy_o soul_n spare_v for_o his_o cry_v prov._n 19.18_o and_o if_o we_o that_o be_v evil_a know_v how_o to_o give_v love_v and_o beneficial_a correction_n to_o our_o child_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n know_v how_o to_o chastise_v we_o for_o our_o advantage_n so_o as_o we_o may_v sing_v under_o the_o rod_n with_o the_o bless_a psalmist_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thy_o judgement_n be_v right_a and_o that_o thou_o in_o faithfulness_n have_v afflict_v i_o psal._n 119.75_o may_v a_o child_n be_v make_v arbiter_n of_o his_o chastisement_n do_v we_o think_v he_o will_v adjudicate_v himself_o to_o be_v correct_v yet_o the_o discreet_a parent_n know_v he_o shall_v wrong_v he_o if_o he_o give_v not_o due_a correction_n as_o have_v learn_v of_o wise_a solomon_n prov._n 23.14_o thou_o shall_v beat_v he_o with_o the_o rod_n and_o shall_v deliver_v his_o soul_n from_o hell_n love_n have_v its_o stroke_n say_v st._n ambrose_n which_o be_v the_o sweet_a the_o hard_a they_o be_v inflict_v 5._o do_v thou_o not_o remember_v the_o message_n the_o two_o sister_n send_v to_o our_o saviour_n john_n 11.3_o lord_n behold_v he_o who_o thou_o love_v be_v sick_n be_v it_o so_o that_o pain_n or_o sickness_n or_o any_o of_o the_o executioner_n of_o divine_a justice_n ere_o let_v loose_a to_o tyrannize_v over_o thou_o at_o pleasure_n to_o render_v thou_o perfect_o miserable_a there_o be_v just_a reason_n for_o thy_o utter_a diffidence_n but_o they_o be_v stint_v and_o march_v under_o commission_n neither_o can_v they_o be_v allow_v to_o have_v any_o other_o limit_n than_o thy_o own_o advantage_n have_v thou_o rather_o be_v good_a or_o be_v healthful_a i_o know_v thou_o will_v embrace_v both_o and_o think_v thyself_o in_o a_o happy_a state_n for_o who_o be_v so_o little_a in_o his_o own_o favour_n as_o to_o imagine_v he_o can_v be_v the_o worse_a for_o fare_v well_o but_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o have_v a_o far_o great_a inspection_n into_o thou_o than_o thy_o own_o eye_n can_v have_v he_o see_v thy_o vigour_n be_v turn_v wanton_a and_o if_o thy_o body_n be_v not_o sick_a thy_o soul_n will_v if_o he_o therefore_o think_v it_o fit_a to_o take_v down_o thy_o worst_a part_n a_o little_a for_o the_o prevent_n of_o a_o mortal_a danger_n to_o the_o better_a what_o cause_n have_v thou_o to_o complain_v yea_o rather_o not_o to_o be_v thankful_a when_o thou_o have_v feel_v thy_o body_n in_o a_o distemper_n of_o fullness_n thou_o have_v go_v to_o sea_n on_o purpose_n to_o create_v a_o sickness_n yet_o thou_o know_v that_o turn_v of_o thy_o head_n and_o stomach_n will_v be_v more_o painful_a to_o thou_o than_o thy_o former_a indisposition_n why_o then_o shall_v not_o thy_o alwise_a creator_n take_v liberty_n to_o cure_v thou_o with_o a_o afflictious_a remedy_n 7._o thou_o be_v now_o sick_a be_v thou_o not_o a_o long_a time_n healthful_a and_o can_v thou_o not_o take_v that_o patient_o which_o god_n have_v allot_v thou_o if_o thou_o have_v enjoy_v more_o day_n of_o health_n than_o hour_n of_o sickness_n how_o can_v thou_o think_v thou_o have_v cause_v to_o repine_v have_v the_o divine_a wisdom_n think_v fit_a to_o mitigate_v thy_o many_o day_n pain_n with_o the_o ease_n of_o one_o hour_n it_o have_v be_v worthy_a of_o thy_o thanks_o but_o now_o that_o he_o have_v requite_v thy_o few_o painful_a hour_n with_o year_n of_o perfect_a health_n how_o unthankful_o do_v thou_o repine_v at_o thy_o condition_n it_o be_v a_o gross_a mistake_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o from_o all_o earthly_a thing_n expect_v a_o vicissitude_n they_o can_v have_v their_o be_v without_o a_o change_n as_o well_o may_v day_n be_v without_o a_o succession_n of_o night_n and_o life_n without_o death_n as_o a_o mortal_a body_n without_o fit_n of_o distemper_n and_o how_o much_o better_o be_v these_o momentary_a change_n than_o that_o last_o change_n of_o a_o misery_n unchangeable_a it_o be_v a_o deplorable_a word_n that_o father_n abraham_n say_v to_o the_o rich_a glutton_n son_n remember_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n time_n receive_v thy_o good_a thing_n and_o lazarus_n evil_a thing_n but_o now_o he_o be_v comfort_v and_o thou_o be_v torment_v luke_n 16.25_o how_o happy_a then_o be_v we_o that_o be_v here_o chasten_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v condemn_v of_o the_o world_n o_o then_o welcome_a fever_n and_o all_o other_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n that_o may_v quit_v my_o soul_n from_o everlasting_a burn_n 8._o thou_o complain_v of_o sickness_n and_o many_o have_v effuse_v tear_n for_o their_o superfluity_n of_o health_n condole_v the_o fear_n and_o danger_n of_o lose_v god_n favour_n for_o their_o not_o be_v afflict_a bromiard_n tell_v we_o of_o a_o devout_a man_n that_o complain_v at_o his_o prosperity_n as_o no_o small_a affliction_n who_o god_n soon_o after_o accommodate_v with_o pain_n enough_o according_a to_o his_o desire_n the_o poor_a man_n be_v joyful_a at_o this_o change_n and_o look_v upon_o his_o sickness_n as_o a_o mercy_n for_o so_o it_o be_v intend_v by_o he_o that_o send_v it_o why_o be_v we_o too_o much_o deject_v with_o that_o which_o other_o complain_v the_o want_n of_o why_o shall_v we_o find_v that_o so_o tedious_a to_o ourselves_o which_o other_o have_v wish_v to_o enjoy_v there_o have_v be_v medicinal_a ague_n which_o the_o wise_a physician_n have_v cast_v his_o patient_n into_o for_o the_o cure_n of_o a_o worse_a distemper_n a_o secure_a and_o illegal_a health_n however_o nature_n take_v it_o be_v the_o most_o dangerous_a indisposition_n of_o the_o soul_n if_o that_o be_v heal_v by_o some_o few_o bodily_a pang_n the_o advantage_n be_v unspeakable_a look_v upon_o some_o vigorous_a gallant_a that_o in_o the_o height_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o heat_n of_o blood_n eager_o pursue_v his_o carnal_a delight_n think_v of_o no_o heaven_n but_o the_o free_a delectation_n of_o his_o sense_n and_o compare_v thy_o present_a estate_n with_o his_o here_o thou_o lie_v groan_v and_o sigh_v pant_a and_o shift_v thy_o weary_a side_n complain_v of_o the_o slow_a motion_n of_o thy_o tedious_a hour_n whilst_o he_o be_v frolic_v with_o his_o jocund_a companion_n carouse_v his_o large_a health_n sport_v himself_o with_o his_o wanton_a delilah_n and_o bathe_v himself_o in_o all_o sensual_a pleasure_n and_o tell_v mo_z whether_o of_o the_o two_o thou_o think_v in_o the_o happy_a condition_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o shrink_v into_o nothing_o but_o sense_n and_o have_v not_o cast_v off_o all_o thought_n of_o another_o world_n thou_o will_v pity_v the_o misery_n of_o that_o atheistical_a jollity_n and_o gratulate_v to_o thyself_o the_o advantage_n of_o thy_o humble_a and_o faithful_a suffering_n that_o which_o will_v at_o last_o make_v thou_o ample_a satisfaction_n by_o yield_v thou_o the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n heb_n 12.11_o 9_o thy_o pain_n be_v grievous_a but_o do_v thou_o not_o hear_v the_o great_a precedent_n of_o patience_n cry_v out_o from_o his_o
have_v not_o be_v in_o such_o a_o ecstasy_n but_o to_o depart_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n be_v that_o which_o raise_v his_o soul_n 35._o when_o socrates_n be_v to_o die_v for_o his_o religion_n he_o comfort_v himself_o with_o this_o that_o he_o shall_v go_v to_o orpheus_n homer_n musaeus_n and_o the_o other_o worthy_n of_o former_a age_n poor_a man_n can_v he_o have_v know_v god_n manifest_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o receive_v up_o into_o glory_n 1_o tim._n 3.16_o and_o in_o that_o glorify_a state_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o majesty_n can_v he_o have_v know_v the_o bless_a order_n of_o the_o cherubin_n and_o seraphim_n angel_n arch_a angel_n principality_n and_o power_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o most_o glorious_a hierarchy_n of_o heaven_n can_v he_o have_v be_v acquaint_v with_o that_o celestial_a choir_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a heb._n 12.23_o can_v he_o have_v know_v the_o god_n and_o father_n of_o spirit_n the_o infinite_a and_o incomprehensible_a glorious_a deity_n who_o presence_n transfuse_v everlasting_a blessedness_n into_o all_o those_o citizen_n of_o glory_n and_o can_v he_o have_v know_v that_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o undoubted_a interest_n in_o that_o infinite_a bliss_n how_o glad_o will_v he_o have_v take_v of_o his_o hemlock_n and_o how_o joyful_o will_v he_o have_v pass_v to_o that_o happy_a world_n 36._o all_o this_o we_o know_v and_o no_o less_o assure_v then_o of_o our_o present_a be_v with_o what_o comfort_n shall_v we_o think_v of_o change_v our_o present_a condition_n with_o a_o bless_a immortality_n how_o sweet_a a_o song_n be_v that_o of_o old_a simeon_n luke_n 2.29_o lord_n now_o let_v thou_o thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n according_a to_o thy_o word_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n that_o which_o he_o see_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o sense_n thou_o see_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n even_o the_o lord_n christ_n verse_n 16._o he_o see_v he_o in_o weakness_n thou_o see_v he_o in_o glory_n why_o shall_v thou_o not_o depart_v not_o in_o peace_n only_o but_o in_o joy_n and_o comfort_v 37._o how_o do_v the_o proto-martyr_n stephen_n triumph_n over_o the_o rage_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o the_o fury_n of_o death_n when_o he_o have_v once_o see_v the_o heaven_n open_v and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n stand_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n act_n 7.56_o god_n offer_v the_o same_o bless_a prospect_n to_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n faith_n be_v the_o key_n that_o open_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n fix_v thy_o eye_n upon_o that_o glorious_a and_o save_v object_n thou_o can_v not_o but_o lay_v down_o thy_o body_n in_o peace_n and_o send_v thy_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o that_o buy_v it_o with_o the_o cheerful_a and_o sweet_a recommendation_n of_o lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n act_v 7.39_o a_o prayer_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n o_o lord_n god_n almighty_n i_o humble_o acknowledge_v my_o own_o vileness_n through_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n and_o see_a thou_o have_v thus_o long_o spare_v i_o now_o accomplish_v thy_o mercy_n in_o i_o be_v thou_o my_o god_n forever_o and_o my_o guide_n unto_o the_o end_n o_o comfort_v i_o now_o my_o heart_n tremble_v in_o i_o and_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n be_v fall_v upon_o i_o give_v i_o the_o long_o expect_a fruit_n of_o my_o hope_n propose_v to_o i_o in_o thy_o word_n o_o bless_a jesus_n who_o be_v the_o death_n of_o death_n now_o show_v thyself_o my_o saviour_n take_v from_o my_o afflict_a soul_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n and_o assure_v i_o of_o victory_n loose_v the_o pain_n allay_v the_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n and_o sweeten_v the_o bitterness_n of_o death_n until_o in_o my_o enjoy_n thy_o presence_n it_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n o_o holy_a saviour_n who_o have_v have_v experience_n of_o all_o our_o misery_n for_o sin_n without_o sin_n and_o have_v admit_v we_o to_o be_v baptise_a into_o the_o similitude_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o resurrection_n let_v i_o now_o feel_v in_o my_o languish_v soul_n the_o power_n and_o efficacy_n thereof_o 2._o o_o christ_n who_o human_a soul_n in_o thy_o passion_n for_o my_o redemption_n be_v heavy_a unto_o death_n now_o merciful_o consider_v my_o frailty_n who_o be_o now_o at_o the_o point_n of_o dissolution_n o_o now_o give_v i_o a_o invincible_a faith_n in_o thou_o against_o which_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n shall_v never_o prevail_v now_o speak_v peace_n and_o comfort_n to_o my_o poor_a soul_n thou_o who_o pour_v out_o thy_o soul_n to_o death_n for_o i_o receive_v my_o weary_a spirit_n to_o eternal_a life_n let_v not_o this_o fearful_a passage_n be_v too_o bitter_a to_o i_o but_o be_v thou_o ever_o present_a with_o i_o in_o all_o my_o suffering_n o_o holy_a ghost_n the_o comforter_n of_o all_o the_o elect_n leave_v i_o not_o comfortless_a let_v i_o be_v gather_v to_o my_o father_n in_o peace_n bring_v i_o to_o that_o life_n wherein_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o wipe_v away_o all_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n where_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o death_n sorrow_n pain_n nor_o any_o bitter_a effect_n of_o sin_n lord_n hear_v i_o o_o thou_o who_o despise_v not_o a_o break_a contrite_a heart_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o lord_n receive_v my_o petition_n and_o in_o thy_o appoint_a hour_n come_v lord_n jesus_n my_o saviour_n and_o redeemer_n deliver_v i_o from_o this_o bondage_n of_o corruption_n even_o so_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o amen_n sect_n xvii_o of_o judgement_n 1._o thou_o apprehend_v true_a death_n be_v terrible_a but_o judgement_n more_o both_o succeed_v upon_o the_o same_o decree_n it_o be_v appoint_v unto_o man_n once_o to_o die_v but_o after_o this_o the_o judgement_n heb._n 9.27_o it_o be_v not_o more_o terrible_a than_o think_v on_o death_n because_o he_o strike_v and_o lay_v before_o we_o example_n of_o mortality_n can_v but_o sometime_o take_v up_o our_o heart_n but_o the_o last_o judgement_n have_v no_o visible_a proof_n upon_o our_o thought_n too_o seldom_o fright_v we_o 2._o yet_o who_o conceive_v the_o terror_n of_o that_o day_n when_o the_o sun_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o darkness_n and_o the_o moon_n into_o blood_n act_v 2.20_o that_o day_n which_o shall_v burn_v as_o a_o oven_n when_o all_o the_o proud_a and_o all_o that_o do_v wicked_o shall_v be_v as_o the_o stubble_n mal._n 4.1_o that_o day_n in_o which_o the_o heaven_n shall_v pass_v away_o with_o a_o great_a noise_n and_o the_o element_n shall_v melt_v with_o fervent_a heat_n the_o earth_n also_o and_o the_o work_n that_o be_v therein_o shall_v be_v burn_v up_o 2_o pet._n 3.10_o that_o day_n wherein_o the_o lord_n jesus_n shall_v be_v reveal_v from_o heaven_n with_o his_o mighty_a angel_n in_o flame_a fire_n take_v vengeance_n on_o they_o that_o know_v not_o god_n and_o that_o obey_v not_o the_o gospel_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 2_o thess._n 1.7_o 8._o that_o day_n wherein_o the_o lord_n will_v come_v with_o fire_n and_o with_o his_o chariot_n like_o a_o whirlwind_n to_o render_v his_o anger_n with_o fury_n and_o his_o rebuke_n with_o flame_n of_o fire_n for_o by_o fire_n and_o by_o his_o sword_n will_v the_o lord_n plead_v with_o all_o flesh_n isa._n 66.15_o 16._o that_o day_n wherein_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v come_v in_o his_o glory_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a angel_n with_o he_o and_o shall_v sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o all_o nation_n shall_v be_v gather_v before_o he_o and_o he_o shall_v separate_v they_o one_o from_o another_o as_o a_o shepherd_n divide_v his_o sheep_n from_o the_o goat_n mat._n 25.31_o 32._o and_o that_o day_n wherein_o all_o the_o kindred_n of_o the_o earth_n shall_v wail_v because_o of_o he_o rev._n 1.7_o 3._o that_o great_a and_o terrible_a day_n of_o the_o lord_n joel_n 2.31_o wherein_o if_o the_o power_n of_o heaven_n be_v shake_v how_o can_v the_o heart_n remain_v remove_v and_o if_o the_o world_n be_v dissolve_v who_o can_v abide_v it_o alas_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o tremble_v at_o thunder_n in_o a_o cloud_n and_o at_o lightning_n that_o glance_n our_o eye_n what_o shall_v we_o do_v when_o the_o heaven_n shall_v break_v in_o piece_n and_o be_v on_o flame_n about_o our_o ear_n oh_o who_o may_v abide_v the_o day_n of_o his_o come_n and_o who_o shall_v stand_v when_o he_o appear_v mal._n 3.2_o 4._o yet_o be_v of_o good_a cheer_n amid_o all_o this_o horror_n there_o be_v comfort_n whether_o thou_o be_v one_o who_o it_o shall_v please_v god_n to_o reserve_v upon_o the_o earth_n to_o the_o sight_n of_o this_o dreadful_a day_n he_o know_v in_o who_o hand_n our_o time_n be_v but_o this_o we_o be_v sure_a of_o that_o we_o be_v upon_o the_o last_o day_n and_o we_o may_v spit_v
and_o then_o if_o it_o stand_v with_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n heal_v my_o body_n and_o raise_v it_o that_o i_o may_v glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o righteous_a 2._o but_o if_o in_o thy_o omniscency_n thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v that_o this_o visitation_n shall_v put_v a_o period_n to_o my_o frail_a mortality_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o fit_a and_o prepare_v i_o for_o that_o last_o and_o great_a change_n wean_v i_o from_o all_o the_o fade_a pleasure_n and_o vain_a allurement_n of_o this_o sinful_a world_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o meet_a partaker_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n send_v down_o o_o lord_n thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n into_o my_o inward_a part_n that_o i_o may_v understand_v thy_o wisdom_n secret_o support_v the_o weakness_n of_o my_o faith_n that_o i_o may_v with_o a_o strong_a assurance_n lie_v hold_v upon_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n by_o who_o merit_n i_o expect_v salvation_n and_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n amen_n sect_n iii_o affliction_n of_o conscience_n 1._o thy_o sin_n be_v ponderous_a upon_o thy_o soul_n bless_v the_o omnipotence_n thou_o be_v sensible_a of_o it_o many_o have_v more_o weight_n and_o boast_v of_o ease_n there_o be_v music_n in_o this_o complaint_n the_o almighty_a delight_n to_o hear_v it_o next_o to_o the_o melody_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n pursue_v and_o continue_v these_o sorrowful_a note_n if_o ever_o thou_o expect_v comfort_n it_o be_v this_o godly_a sorrow_n that_o work_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 2_o cor._n 7.10_o weep_v still_o and_o be_v not_o too_o much_o hasty_o to_o exhaust_v thy_o tear_n for_o they_o be_v precious_a and_o render_v fit_a to_o be_v reserve_v in_o the_o bottle_n of_o the_o almighty_a psal._n 56.8_o over-speedy_a remedy_n may_v prove_v injurious_a to_o the_o patient_n and_o as_o in_o the_o body_n so_o in_o the_o soul_n disease_n and_o tumor_n must_v have_v their_o 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be_v as_o unprofitable_a as_o presumptuous_a it_o be_v a_o good_a expression_n that_o fall_v from_o elihu_n when_o a_o man_n soul_n draw_v nigh_o unto_o the_o grave_a and_o his_o life_n to_o the_o destroyer_n if_o there_o be_v a_o messenger_n of_o god_n with_o he_o a_o interpreter_n one_o among_o a_o thousand_o to_o show_v unto_o that_o man_n his_o uprightness_n then_o he_o i._n e._n god_n be_v gracious_a unto_o he_o and_o say_v deliver_v he_o from_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n i_o have_v find_v a_o ransom_n job_n 33.22_o 23_o 24._o behold_v this_o be_v thy_o state_n thy_o soul_n life_n be_v in_o danger_n of_o the_o destroyer_n through_o his_o powerful_a temptation_n i_o be_o howsoever_o unworthy_a a_o messenger_n send_v to_o thou_o from_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o almighty_a that_o send_v i_o do_v here_o upon_o thy_o serious_a repentance_n before_o angel_n and_o man_n proclaim_v thy_o soul_n fix_v in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n the_o invaluable_a ranson_n of_o thy_o dear_a saviour_n be_v accept_v for_o thou_o so_o thou_o be_v deliver_v from_o descend_v into_o the_o pit_n of_o perdition_n 3._o oh_o happy_a message_n thou_o reply_v be_v it_o receive_v with_o comfort_n but_o alas_o my_o heart_n be_v possess_v with_o deep_a ground_n of_o fear_n and_o diffidence_n not_o easy_o to_o be_v remove_v that_o convict_v i_o while_o you_o offer_v to_o acquit_v i_o and_o positive_o acquaint_v i_o i_o be_o a_o worse_a criminal_a than_o a_o spectator_n can_v imagine_v my_o sin_n be_v beyond_o measure_n heinous_a such_o as_o my_o thought_n tremble_v at_o and_o tongue_n dare_v not_o express_v to_o god_n that_o know_v they_o against_o who_o only_o they_o be_v commit_v if_o there_o be_v horror_n in_o their_o very_a remembrance_n what_o will_v their_o be_v then_o in_o their_o retribution_n 4._o they_o be_v bitter_a thing_n thou_o urge_v against_o thyself_o no_o adversary_n can_v plead_v worse_o but_o i_o admit_v thy_o vileness_n be_v thou_o as_o wicked_a as_o satan_n can_v make_v thou_o it_o be_v not_o his_o malice_n or_o thy_o wickedness_n that_o can_v exclude_v thou_o from_o mercy_n be_v thou_o as_o sordid_a as_o sin_n can_v expose_v thou_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o fountain_n open_v to_o the_o house_n of_o david_n zach._n 13.1_o a_o bloody_a fountain_n in_o the_o side_n of_o thy_o saviour_n for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n be_v thou_o as_o leprous_a as_o that_o syrian_a be_v of_o old_a 2_o king_n 5.18_o if_o thou_o can_v but_o wash_v seven_o time_n in_o the_o water_n of_o this_o jordan_n thou_o will_v be_v clean_o thy_o flesh_n shall_v come_v again_o to_o thou_o like_v to_o the_o flesh_n of_o a_o little_a child_n thou_o shall_v be_v at_o once_o sound_a and_o innocent_a be_v thou_o sting_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o this_o wilderness_n yet_o if_o thou_o cast_v thy_o eye_n to_o that_o brazen_a serpent_n erect_v for_o thy_o malady_n thou_o will_v find_v cure_n wherefore_o come_v christ_n into_o the_o world_n but_o to_o save_v sinner_n add_v if_o thou_o will_v whereof_o i_o be_o chief_a 1_o tim._n 1.15_o thou_o can_v allege_v no_o worse_o by_o thyself_o than_o the_o best_a do_v before_o thou_o who_o in_o the_o right_n of_o a_o sinner_n claim_v the_o benefit_n of_o a_o saviour_n 5._o be_v it_o not_o for_o sin_n what_o use_n be_v there_o of_o a_o redeemer_n be_v not_o sin_n heinous_a how_o shall_v it_o require_v such_o a_o expiation_n as_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n the_o magnitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n merit_v but_o to_o magnify_v the_o mercy_n of_o the_o forgiver_n to_o remit_v the_o debt_n of_o farthing_n be_v insignificant_a but_o to_o forgive_v thousand_o of_o talent_n be_v the_o height_n of_o bounty_n thus_o god_n deal_v with_o thou_o he_o permit_v thou_o to_o run_v on_o to_o so_o deep_a a_o sum_n that_o when_o thy_o conscious_a heart_n have_v proclaim_v thou_o a_o bankrupt_a he_o may_v infinite_o oblige_v thou_o and_o glorify_v his_o own_o mercy_n in_o cross_v the_o reckon_a and_o acquit_v thy_o soul_n all_o sum_n be_v equal_o dischargable_a to_o the_o munificence_n of_o our_o great_a creditor_n in_o heaven_n as_o it_o be_v the_o act_n of_o his_o justice_n to_o expect_v the_o least_o so_o it_o be_v of_o his_o mercy_n to_o forgive_v the_o great_a have_v we_o to_o do_v with_o a_o finite_a power_n we_o may_v sink_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o our_o sin_n but_o have_v a_o infinite_a power_n to_o attend_v we_o let_v thy_o care_n be_v to_o lay_v hold_n on_o that_o infinite_a bounty_n and_o as_o thou_o be_v a_o object_n of_o mercy_n sinful_a and_o miserable_a enough_o so_o conclude_v thyself_o as_o thou_o be_v a_o subject_a proper_a to_o receive_v it_o as_o a_o penitent_a believer_n open_v and_o enlarge_v thy_o bosom_n and_o assume_v this_o free_a grace_n and_o close_o with_o thy_o bless_a saviour_n and_o in_o he_o possess_v thyself_o of_o remission_n peace_n and_o salvation_n 6._o comfortable_a expression_n thou_o confess_v to_o those_o that_o be_v capable_a of_o they_o but_o what_o be_v this_o to_o i_o that_o be_o neither_o penitent_a nor_o believer_n alas_o that_o which_o be_v honey_n to_o other_o be_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n to_o i_o who_o want_v the_o grace_n to_o repent_v and_o believe_v as_o i_o ought_v why_o be_v thou_o so_o imprudent_a and_o unjust_a as_o to_o conspire_v with_o satan_n against_o thy_o own_o soul_n why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o unthankful_o injurious_a to_o the_o god_n of_o mercy_n as_o to_o deny_v those_o grace_n which_o his_o good_a spirit_n have_v bestow_v upon_o thou_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o penitent_a why_o be_v these_o tear_n what_o mean_v these_o sigh_n and_o passionate_a expression_n of_o sorrow_n which_o thou_o utter_v it_o be_v no_o temporal_a loss_n that_o afflict_v thou_o nor_o corporal_a distemper_n that_o thus_o
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for_o as_o many_o boast_n of_o such_o a_o assurance_n who_o be_v yet_o fail_v of_o a_o true_a faith_n embrace_v a_o vain_a presumption_n instead_o of_o it_o so_o many_o also_o have_v true_a faith_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n who_o yet_o complain_v to_o want_v that_o assurance_n can_v thou_o in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o own_o misery_n close_o with_o thy_o saviour_n can_v thou_o throw_v thyself_o into_o the_o arm_n of_o his_o mercy_n can_v thou_o trust_v he_o with_o thy_o soul_n and_o rely_v upon_o he_o for_o forgiveness_n and_o salvation_n can_v thou_o prostrate_v thyself_o before_o he_o as_o a_o miserable_a object_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o mercy_n and_o when_o it_o be_v offer_v thou_o can_v lay_v some_o though_o weak_a hold_v upon_o it_o labour_n for_o further_a degree_n of_o strength_n daily_o set_a not_o up_o thy_o rest_n in_o this_o pitch_n of_o grace_n but_o cheer_v up_o thyself_o and_o thus_o much_o faith_n shall_v save_v thy_o soul_n thou_o believe_v and_o he_o have_v say_v it_o that_o be_v verity_n itself_o he_o that_o believe_v on_o the_o son_n have_v everlasting_a life_n joh._n 3.36_o 12._o i_o know_v thou_o averre_v that_o jesus_n christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n and_o that_o whoever_o believe_v on_o he_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v eternal_a life_n joh._n 3.15_o neither_o can_v i_o deny_v but_o in_o a_o sense_n of_o my_o sinful_a condition_n i_o cast_v myself_o in_o some_o measure_n upon_o my_o saviour_n and_o lie_v hold_v upon_o his_o all-sufficient_a redemption_n but_o alas_o my_o apprehension_n of_o he_o be_v so_o weak_a that_o they_o can_v afford_v no_o comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o that_o thou_o expect_v to_o be_v justify_v and_o save_v by_o the_o power_n and_o act_n of_o thy_o faith_n thou_o have_v reason_n to_o be_v dishearten_v with_o the_o imbecility_n of_o it_o but_o now_o that_o the_o virtue_n and_o efficacy_n of_o this_o happy_a operation_n be_v in_o the_o object_n apprehend_v by_o thou_o which_o 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condition_n of_o soul_n while_o thou_o be_v on_o this_o side_n heaven_n do_v thou_o ever_o hear_v or_o read_v of_o any_o of_o god_n saint_n upon_o earth_n that_o be_v unchangeable_a in_o their_o holy_a disposition_n while_o they_o continue_v in_o this_o region_n of_o mutability_n behold_v the_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o sometime_o so_o courageous_a as_o if_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o his_o worthy_n be_v meet_v in_o his_o own_o bosom_n how_o resolute_o do_v he_o blow_v off_o all_o danger_n trample_v on_o his_o enemy_n and_o triumph_v over_o all_o cross_a event_n another_o while_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o so_o deject_v and_o transform_v from_o what_o he_o be_v when_o cheerful_a the_o lord_n be_v my_o shepherd_n i_o shall_v lack_v nothing_o psal_n 23.1_o in_o affliction_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o sad_a my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o disquiet_v within_o i_o psal._n 42.14_o in_o fortitude_n i_o will_v not_o be_v afraid_a of_o ten_o thousand_o 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be_v raise_v to_o a_o great_a height_n of_o godly_a zeal_n than_o ever_o corinth_n have_v never_o be_v so_o rich_a in_o grace_n if_o not_o defile_v with_o so_o foul_a a_o crime_n confess_v now_o if_o this_o be_v not_o in_o effect_n thy_o case_n shall_v thou_o ever_o have_v detest_v thy_o sin_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v draw_v in_o to_o commit_v it_o shall_v thou_o have_v have_v so_o fervent_a a_o love_n to_o god_n have_v it_o not_o be_v out_o of_o a_o sense_n of_o his_o great_a mercy_n in_o remit_v it_o will_v thou_o have_v be_v so_o weary_a in_o thy_o stop_v as_o thou_o be_v if_o thou_o have_v not_o slip_v give_v glory_n to_o god_n but_o shame_n to_o thyself_o and_o bless_v he_o for_o the_o benefit_n that_o he_o have_v be_v please_v to_o make_v of_o thy_o offend_a he_o 11._o but_o alas_o thou_o say_v my_o case_n be_v far_o worse_a than_o it_o be_v conceive_v i_o have_v be_v more_o than_o once_o miscarry_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n for_o after_o i_o have_v make_v profession_n of_o my_o repentance_n i_o have_v be_v transport_v into_o my_o former_a wickedness_n have_v wash_v off_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o think_v with_o many_o tear_n yet_o i_o have_v suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o be_v defile_v again_o i_o must_v not_o flatter_v thou_o this_o condition_n be_v dangerous_a those_o disease_n which_o upon_o their_o first_o seizure_n have_v receive_v cure_n after_o a_o relapse_n have_v threaten_v death_n look_v upon_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n thou_o shall_v find_v they_o have_v keep_v a_o distance_n from_o that_o fire_n wherewith_o they_o have_v be_v former_o burn_v thou_o shall_v not_o find_v noah_n again_o uncover_v through_o drunkenness_n nor_o judah_n climb_v to_o tamer_n bed_n thou_o shall_v not_o take_v peter_n again_o in_o the_o high-priest_n hall_n deny_v his_o master_n or_o after_o st._n paul_n reproof_n halt_a in_o his_o dissimulation_n gall._n 2.11_o 12_o 13._o 12._o but_o tell_v i_o notwithstanding_o be_v thou_o true_o serious_a with_o thy_o god_n have_v thou_o 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be_v transport_v but_o make_v not_o a_o custom_n of_o do_v ill_o his_o heart_n be_v against_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v draw_v to_o and_o if_o in_o this_o inward_a strife_n he_o be_v overpower_a he_o lie_v not_o down_o with_o a_o willing_a mind_n but_o struggle_v and_o with_o a_o reassume_v courage_n trample_v on_o that_o which_o former_o supplant_v he_o do_v thou_o give_v thyself_o to_o a_o resolve_a course_n of_o sin_v and_o betwixt_o while_n smite_v thy_o breast_n with_o a_o formal_a god_n forgive_v i_o i_o shall_v have_v no_o comfort_n for_o thou_o but_o rather_o send_v thou_o to_o a_o afflictious_a remedy_n of_o the_o almighty_a for_o correction_n if_o possible_o those_o stripe_n may_v prevent_v thy_o everlasting_a torment_n 14._o but_o now_o since_o what_o thou_o hate_v that_o thou_o do_v and_o thou_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o will_v not_o and_o it_o be_v no_o more_o thou_o that_o do_v it_o but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o thou_o rom._n 7.19_o 20._o exclaim_v as_o much_o as_o thou_o will_v on_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o thy_o sin_n bewail_v thy_o weakness_n with_o a_o better_a man_n than_o thyself_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n rom._n 7.24_o but_o know_v that_o thou_o have_v find_v mercy_n with_o god_n thy_o repeat_v sin_n may_v grieve_v but_o can_v prejudice_v thy_o soul_n have_v we_o to_o do_v with_o a_o finite_a compassion_n it_o may_v be_v abate_v by_o waste_v itself_o on_o a_o frequent_a remission_n as_o a_o great_a river_n may_v be_v draw_v dry_a by_o many_o small_a outlet_n but_o now_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o a_o god_n who_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a it_o be_v not_o the_o greatness_n or_o number_n of_o our_o offence_n that_o make_v a_o difference_n in_o his_o free_a remission_n that_o god_n who_o have_v charge_v our_o weak_a charity_n not_o to_o be_v overcome_v of_o evil_a but_o to_o overcome_v evil_a with_o good_a rom._n 12.21_o just_o scorn_v that_o we_o shall_v imagine_v his_o infinite_a and_o incomprehensible_a goodness_n can_v be_v check_v with_o our_o evil._n 15._o it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o singular_a providence_n that_o st._n peter_n come_v to_o our_o saviour_n with_o that_o question_n in_o his_o mouth_n lord_n how_o often_o shall_v my_o brother_n sin_n against_o i_o and_o i_o forgive_v he_o till_o seven_o time_n that_o it_o may_v produce_v this_o gracious_a answer_n for_o our_o perpetual_a comfort_n i_o say_v not_o unto_o thou_o until_o seven_o time_n but_o until_o seventy_o time_n seven_o matth._n 18.21_o 22._o lord_n if_o thou_o will_v have_v we_o sinful_a creature_n indulgent_a to_o one_o another_o in_o our_o mutual_a offence_n what_o limit_n can_v be_v set_v to_o thy_o mercy_n in_o our_o sin_n against_o thou_o be_v we_o penitent_a for_o thou_o be_v gracious_a a_o prayer_n against_o temptation_n o_o lord_n thou_o be_v the_o god_n of_o my_o strength_n and_o to_o thou_o alone_o i_o fly_v for_o refuge_n the_o tempter_n be_v now_o busy_a and_o labour_n to_o undermine_v i_o and_o more_o especial_o when_o i_o least_o suspect_v he_o but_o o_o let_v i_o be_v always_o ready_a to_o meet_v he_o in_o the_o gate_n before_o he_o advance_v too_o far_o upon_o i_o let_v not_o a_o supine_n carelessness_n seize_v upon_o my_o spirit_n but_o excite_v i_o to_o vigilancy_n that_o i_o may_v stand_v upon_o my_o guard_n ever_o prepare_v to_o resist_v he_o even_o in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o first_o assault_n lord_n grant_v i_o may_v be_v fortify_v with_o faith_n courage_n and_o resolution_n so_o that_o with_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o grace_n i_o may_v gain_v the_o conquest_n 2._o furnish_v i_o with_o thy_o complete_a armour_n the_o helmet_n of_o salvation_n the_o sword_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o shield_n of_o faith_n whereby_o satan_n may_v be_v vanquish_v do_v thou_o arm_v and_o so_o strengthen_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o through_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o may_v i_o may_v prevail_v against_o he_o and_o put_v he_o to_o flight_n when_o he_o be_v intend_v the_o great_a mischief_n and_o most_o advantage_n against_o i_o so_o shall_v i_o sing_v praise_n unto_o thy_o name_n both_o now_o and_o ever_o and_o teach_v other_o to_o resort_v unto_o thou_o in_o their_o great_a danger_n and_o hear_v conflict_n even_o then_o when_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n shall_v most_o obstruct_v they_o amen_n sect_n v._o imbecility_n of_o grace_n 1._o thou_o complain_v of_o the_o imbecility_n of_o grace_n some_o little_a motion_n thou_o be_v sensible_a of_o god_n spirit_n but_o so_o insignificant_a that_o thou_o can_v not_o find_v any_o solid_a comfort_n thou_o see_v other_o thou_o say_v who_o breast_n be_v full_a of_o milk_n and_o their_o bone_n moisten_v with_o marrow_n job_n 21.24_o while_o thou_o languish_v under_o a_o spiritual_a leanness_n and_o imbecility_n thou_o want_v that_o vigorous_a heat_n of_o holy_a affection_n and_o that_o alacrity_n in_o the_o performance_n of_o holy_a duty_n which_o thou_o observe_v in_o other_o christian_n i_o like_v this_o complaint_n and_o tell_v thou_o that_o without_o this_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v in_o the_o way_n to_o happiness_n 2._o think_v thou_o that_o those_o who_o thou_o esteem_v eminent_a in_o grace_n make_v not_o the_o same_o moan_n that_o thou_o do_v certain_o they_o never_o have_v any_o if_o they_o do_v not_o complain_v of_o too_o little_a every_o man_n be_v sensible_a of_o his_o own_o want_n and_o ready_a to_o pass_v secret_a censure_n upon_o himself_o for_o be_v applaud_v by_o other_o even_o the_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n can_v say_v but_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o sorrowful_a psal._n 69.29_o he_o be_v a_o great_a king_n when_o he_o say_v so_o it_o be_v not_o meaness_n in_o estate_n that_o trouble_v he_o but_o
the_o worse_a it_o be_v thy_o weakness_n to_o suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v blow_v over_o by_o the_o air_n of_o some_o putrify_a lung_n which_o if_o thou_o do_v but_o decline_v by_o not_o value_v it_o will_v soon_o vanish_v 5._o thou_o be_v under_o ill_a tongue_n this_o be_v a_o evil_a proper_a only_a to_o man_n other_o creature_n be_v subject_a to_o disease_n death_n or_o outward_a violence_n but_o they_o can_v be_v obnoxious_a to_o detraction_n since_o they_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o speech_n whereby_o a_o slander_n can_v be_v form_v they_o have_v their_o several_a sound_n and_o note_n of_o expression_n whereby_o they_o signify_v their_o dislike_n and_o anger_n but_o only_a man_n can_v clothe_v his_o angry_a thought_n with_o word_n of_o offence_n so_o that_o faculty_n which_o be_v give_v he_o for_o a_o advantage_n be_v deprave_v to_o a_o further_a mischief_n but_o the_o liberal_a hand_n of_o his_o creator_n have_v also_o endue_v he_o with_o a_o property_n of_o reason_n which_o as_o it_o direct_v his_o tongue_n to_o other_o so_o it_o instruct_v he_o to_o make_v use_n of_o other_o speech_n to_o he_o and_o where_o he_o find_v it_o unjust_a either_o to_o convince_v it_o by_o a_o just_a apology_n or_o to_o contemn_v it_o if_o therefore_o thou_o understand_v thyself_o to_o lie_v under_o a_o unjust_a obloquy_n have_v so_o much_o of_o the_o man_n as_o to_o confute_v or_o despise_v it_o 6._o thou_o be_v shameful_o traduce_v but_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o inquire_v not_o what_o thou_o suffere_v but_o for_o what_o if_o for_o a_o good_a cause_n i_o shall_v turn_v my_o pity_n to_o envy_n truth_n itself_o have_v tell_v thou_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o way_n to_o blessedness_n who_o can_v pity_v thou_o for_o that_o wherein_o thou_o have_v cause_n to_o rejoice_v bless_a be_v you_o when_o man_n revile_v you_o and_o persecute_v you_o and_o shall_v say_v all_o manner_n of_o evil_a against_o you_o false_o for_o my_o sake_n rejoice_v and_o be_v exceed_o glad_a for_o great_a be_v your_o reward_n in_o heaven_n mat._n 5.11_o rather_o pluck_v up_o thy_o spirit_n and_o take_v up_o the_o resolution_n of_o holy_a job_n that_o man_n of_o patience_n if_o my_o adversary_n have_v write_v a_o book_n against_o i_o sure_o i_o will_v take_v it_o upon_o my_o shoulder_n and_o bind_v it_o as_o a_o crown_n to_o i_o job_n 31.35_o 36._o and_o say_v with_o that_o gracious_a king_n of_o israel_n i_o will_v be_v yet_o more_o vile_a for_o the_o lord_n 2_o sam._n 6.22_o 7._o thou_o be_v reproach_v by_o lewd_a man_n thank_v thy_o virtue_n that_o thou_o be_v envy_v be_v thou_o so_o bad_a as_o thy_o detractor_n thou_o will_v sit_v quiet_a enough_o if_o we_o be_v of_o the_o world_n say_v our_o saviour_n the_o world_n will_v love_v his_o own_o but_o because_o you_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n but_o i_o have_v choose_v you_o out_o of_o the_o world_n therefore_o the_o world_n hate_v you_o john_n 15.19_o while_o the_o moon_n set_v no_o dog_n bark_v at_o she_o it_o be_v she_o shine_v that_o open_v their_o mouth_n be_v thou_o obscure_a or_o wicked_a thou_o may_v be_v safe_a but_o if_o thou_o will_v be_v eminent_o good_a look_v for_o the_o lash_n of_o ill_a tongue_n they_o think_v it_o strange_a that_o you_o run_v not_o with_o they_o into_o the_o same_o excess_n of_o riot_n speak_v evil_a of_o you_o say_v the_o apostle_n 1_o pet._n 4.4_o 8._o it_o be_v not_o without_o reason_n that_o a_o great_a musician_n strike_v his_o scholar_n because_o the_o multitude_n applaud_v his_o skill_n know_v that_o have_v he_o be_v true_a to_o his_o art_n those_o misjudging_a ear_n can_v not_o have_v approve_v he_o what_o more_o excellent_a instrument_n have_v god_n in_o his_o church_n than_o the_o bless_a apostle_n and_o what_o acceptation_n find_v they_o on_o the_o earth_n be_v defame_v we_o entreat_v we_o be_v make_v as_o the_o filth_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v the_o off_o scour_v of_o all_o thing_n unto_o this_o day_n we_o be_v make_v a_o spectacle_n to_o the_o world_n to_o angel_n and_o to_o 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than_o by_o contempt_n thus_o thou_o shall_v force_v spite_n as_o that_o wise_a heathen_a true_o say_v to_o drink_v of_o the_o great_a part_n of_o she_o own_o poison_n 10._o thou_o be_v disgrace_v with_o a_o ill_a fame_n what_o a_o poor_a matter_n be_v this_o how_o far_o do_v thou_o think_v that_o sound_n reach_v perhaps_o to_o the_o next_o village_n or_o shire_n wherein_o thou_o dwell_v it_o be_v like_a the_o next_o county_n never_o hear_v of_o thy_o name_n and_o if_o thou_o look_v yet_o further_o off_o as_o soon_o may_v thou_o be_v discourse_v among_o the_o antipode_n as_o in_o the_o neighbour_a region_n and_o what_o a_o small_a spot_n of_o earth_n be_v this_o to_o which_o thy_o shame_n be_v confine_v do_v thou_o know_v the_o vast_a extent_n of_o this_o great_a world_n thou_o will_v easy_o see_v into_o how_o narrow_a a_o corner_n either_o our_o glory_n or_o dishonour_v can_v be_v shut_v up_o and_o shall_v confess_v how_o little_a reason_n we_o have_v to_o affect_v the_o one_o or_o be_v dishearten_v with_o the_o other_o 11._o thou_o be_v wrong_v with_o a_o unjust_a disgrace_n have_v patience_n slander_n be_v not_o long-lived_a truth_n be_v the_o child_n of_o time_n ere_o long_o she_o will_v appear_v and_o vindicate_v thou_o wait_v upon_o the_o god_n of_o truth_n who_o shall_v cause_v thy_o light_n to_o break_v forth_o as_o the_o morning_n and_o thy_o health_n to_o spring_v forth_o speedy_o isa._n 58.8_o there_o be_v a_o shame_n worthy_a of_o thy_o fear_n which_o be_v both_o universal_a before_o the_o face_n of_o all_o the_o world_n of_o angel_n and_o man_n and_o beyond_o the_o reach_n of_o time_n eternal_n fear_v this_o and_o contemn_v the_o other_o 12._o on_o the_o contrary_a if_o fame_n shall_v befriend_v thou_o so_o much_o as_o to_o strain_v her_o cheek_n in_o sound_v thy_o praise_n and_o shall_v cry_v thou_o up_o for_o virtuous_a and_o eminent_a every_o way_n alas_o how_o few_o shall_v hear_v she_o and_o how_o soon_o be_v that_o noise_n still_v and_o forget_v 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all_o that_o the_o tempter_n represent_v to_o the_o view_n of_o our_o saviour_n upon_o the_o high_a mountain_n all_o the_o kingdom_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o glory_n of_o they_o 6._o thou_o be_v force_v to_o retiredness_n but_o with_o what_o disposition_n of_o mind_n and_o body_n if_o thou_o have_v a_o burden_v soul_n the_o open_a and_o free_a air_n can_v not_o refresh_v thou_o and_o if_o thou_o have_v a_o sincere_a heart_n a_o strict_a closeness_n can_v dismay_v thou_o thy_o thought_n can_v keep_v thou_o company_n and_o cheer_v thy_o solitariness_n if_o thou_o have_v a_o unsound_a body_n afflict_v with_o the_o gout_n rupture_n or_o luxation_n of_o some_o limb_n thou_o will_v not_o complain_v of_o thy_o retiredness_n thy_o pain_n will_v make_v thou_o insensible_a of_o thy_o confinement_n but_o if_o god_n have_v bless_v thou_o with_o health_n how_o easy_o may_v thou_o digest_v a_o harmless_a limitation_n 7._o a_o wise_a man_n as_o laurentius_n observe_v do_v much_o in_o solitude_n 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merit_n in_o that_o thou_o apprehend_v misery_n our_o history_n relate_v of_o one_o who_o when_o the_o church_n where_o his_o cell_n be_v annex_v be_v on_o fire_n will_v not_o come_v out_o but_o die_v and_o lie_v bury_v under_o the_o ash_n of_o that_o roof_n where_o his_o vow_n have_v fix_v he_o 9_o thou_o be_v imprison_v wise_a man_n be_v apt_a in_o all_o event_n to_o inquire_v into_o the_o cause_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o suffer_v be_v it_o for_o thy_o guiltiness_n make_v thy_o goal_n god_n correction-house_n for_o the_o reform_n of_o thy_o wickedness_n remember_v and_o imitate_v manasses_n the_o evil_a son_n of_o a_o good_a father_n who_o upon_o humiliation_n by_o his_o just_a imprisonment_n find_v a_o happy_a expiation_n of_o his_o horrible_a idolatry_n muder_n and_o witchcraft_n who_o bond_n bring_v he_o home_o to_o god_n and_o himself_o be_v it_o for_o debt_n think_v not_o to_o pay_v thy_o creditor_n with_o a_o linger_a durance_n if_o power_n be_v in_o thy_o hand_n for_o a_o 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every_o just_a cause_n he_o own_v neither_o be_v he_o less_o a_o martyr_n that_o suffer_v for_o his_o conscience_n in_o any_o of_o god_n commandment_n than_o he_o who_o suffer_v for_o matter_n of_o faith_n and_o religion_n 11._o remember_v that_o cordial_a word_n of_o thy_o saviour_n bless_v be_v they_o that_o be_v persecute_v for_o righteousness_n sake_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 5.10_o in_o such_o a_o prison_n thou_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v good_a company_n as_o joseph_n micaiah_n jeremiah_n john_n baptist_n peter_n paul_n and_o silas_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a martyr_n and_o confessor_n of_o christ_n from_o the_o first_o plantation_n of_o the_o gospel_n to_o this_o present_a repent_v if_o thou_o can_v to_o be_v thus_o accompany_v and_o choose_v not_o rather_o to_o violate_v a_o good_a conscience_n for_o freedom_n than_o to_o be_v keep_v under_o a_o momentary_a restraint_n 12._o thou_o be_v a_o prisoner_n make_v the_o best_a of_o thy_o condition_n 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son_n of_o god_n rom._n 8.21_o a_o prayer_n in_o confinement_n o_o holy_a lord_n god_n who_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o shall_v turn_v from_o his_o wickedness_n and_o live_v lord_n convert_v my_o soul_n remove_v my_o sin_n and_o frame_v my_o heart_n affection_n and_o life_n according_a to_o thy_o bless_a will_n thou_o who_o hear_v the_o poor_a and_o despise_v not_o the_o wretched_a captive_n visit_v all_o that_o be_v bind_v lord_n hear_v they_o in_o a_o acceptable_a time_n and_o help_v they_o in_o the_o day_n of_o salvation_n preserve_v the_o oppress_a and_o despise_v of_o man_n say_v unto_o the_o prisoner_n go_v forth_o and_o to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o darkness_n show_v yourselves_o bind_v up_o the_o break_a heart_a proclaim_v liberty_n to_o the_o captive_n and_o open_v the_o prison_n to_o they_o that_o be_v shut_v up_o comfort_v they_o that_o mourn_v let_v their_o deep_a sigh_v come_v before_o thou_o and_o according_a to_o the_o 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the_o day_n of_o a_o misspend_v youth_n so_o now_o accomplish_v thy_o own_o work_n give_v i_o a_o heart_n faithful_o to_o adhere_v unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v constant_o endeavour_v to_o redeem_v the_o many_o error_n of_o my_o life_n past_a by_o become_v a_o pattern_n of_o faith_n and_o obedience_n in_o all_o those_o with_o who_o i_o converse_v with_o for_o the_o future_a lord_n fill_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v bear_v more_o fruit_n in_o my_o age_n forsake_v i_o not_o now_o i_o be_o old_a and_o gray-headed_n neither_o remember_v the_o sin_n and_o folly_n of_o my_o youth_n 2._o o_o let_v thy_o power_n appear_v in_o my_o weakness_n and_o the_o operation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n in_o the_o decay_n and_o ruin_n of_o this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n by_o the_o evident_a repair_n of_o thy_o own_o image_n in_o i_o mortify_v the_o remaind_n of_o sin_n and_o assure_v i_o of_o my_o election_n and_o call_v in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n that_o the_o time_n of_o 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the_o lord_n and_o cry_v unto_o my_o god_n and_o he_o hear_v my_o voice_n out_o of_o his_o temple_n and_o my_o cry_n come_v before_o he_o even_o into_o his_o ear_n he_o that_o be_v our_o god_n be_v the_o god_n of_o salvation_n and_o unto_o god_n the_o lord_n belong_v the_o issue_n of_o death_n psal._n 68.20_o 3._o make_v god_n thy_o friend_n and_o death_n shall_v be_v a_o advantage_n phil._n 1.21_o it_o be_v true_a what_o the_o wise_a man_n say_v wisd_v 1.13_o chap._n 2.24_o that_o god_n make_v not_o death_n but_o through_o envy_n of_o the_o devil_n death_n come_v into_o the_o world_n but_o though_o god_n make_v he_o not_o he_o be_v please_v to_o employ_v he_o as_o his_o messenger_n to_o summon_v some_o to_o judgement_n and_o invite_v other_o to_o glory_n and_o those_o the_o psalmist_n make_v mention_n of_o be_v these_o latter_a psal._n 116.15_o precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o death_n of_o his_o saint_n and_o what_o reason_n have_v thou_o to_o abominate_a 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familiarity_n shall_v bring_v thou_o to_o delight_v in_o his_o company_n who_o thou_o do_v former_o dread_v than_o thou_o may_v with_o the_o bless_a apostle_n say_v phil._n 1.23_o i_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o be_v with_o christ_n which_o be_v far_o better_a 6._o thou_o be_v gievous_o afraid_a of_o death_n fear_n be_v apt_a to_o imagine_v and_o aggravate_v evil_n even_o christ_n himself_o walk_v upon_o the_o water_n and_o the_o disciple_n tremble_v as_o at_o some_o dreadful_a apparition_n perhaps_o thou_o look_v at_o death_n as_o some_o utter_a abolition_n or_o extinction_n of_o thy_o be_v and_o nature_n must_v needs_o shrink_v at_o the_o thought_n of_o not_o be_v at_o all_o this_o be_v a_o ill_a and_o dangerous_a misprision_n for_o it_o be_v but_o depart_v which_o thou_o call_v death_n 7._o see_v how_o god_n style_v it_o to_o abraham_n thou_o shall_v go_v to_o thy_o father_n in_o peace_n thou_o shall_v be_v bury_v in_o a_o good_a old_a age_n gen._n 15.15_o and_o jacob_n gen._n 49.33_o 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gather_v to_o his_o people_n so_o it_o be_v no_o more_o go_v up_o there_o and_o die_v shall_v it_o have_v be_v go_v a_o day_n journey_n in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o sacrifice_n it_o can_v have_v be_v no_o otherwise_o express_v or_o as_o if_o it_o be_v all_o one_o to_o go_v up_o to_o sinai_n to_o meet_v with_o god_n and_o go_v up_o to_o nebo_n and_o die_v neither_o be_v it_o otherwise_o with_o we_o only_o the_o difference_n be_v that_o moses_n must_v first_o view_v the_o land_n of_o promise_n and_o then_o die_v whereas_o we_o must_v first_o die_v and_o then_o see_v the_o promise_v land_n 9_o thou_o be_v trouble_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n what_o reason_n have_v thou_o to_o be_v afflict_a with_o that_o which_o be_v common_a to_o mankind_n remember_v the_o word_n of_o joshua_n josh._n 23.14_o behold_v this_o day_n say_v he_o i_o be_o go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n if_o all_o the_o earth_n go_v this_o way_n can_v thou_o think_v there_o be_v a_o by-path_n leave_v thou_o to_o tread_v in_o be_v it_o so_o that_o monarch_n prince_n patriarch_n prophet_n and_o apostle_n be_v allow_v any_o easy_a passage_n out_o of_o the_o world_n thou_o may_v perhaps_o repine_v at_o a_o painful_a dissolution_n but_o now_o since_o all_o go_v one_o way_n there_o can_v be_v no_o ground_n for_o a_o discontent_a murmur_n 10._o grudge_v if_o thou_o will_v that_o thou_o be_v a_o man_n but_o grudge_v not_o that_o be_v a_o man_n thou_o must_v die_v it_o be_v true_a those_o who_o the_o last_o day_n shall_v find_v alive_a shall_v not_o die_v but_o they_o shall_v be_v change_v 1_o cor._n 15.51_o 52._o but_o this_o change_n shall_v be_v
fortitude_n take_v off_o his_o terror_n if_o as_o a_o messenger_n of_o god_n he_o be_v send_v to_o convey_v thou_o to_o happiness_n what_o reason_n have_v thou_o to_o be_v afraid_a of_o thy_o own_o bliss_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n what_o death_n be_v in_o himself_o a_o privation_n of_o life_n such_o as_o nature_n can_v choose_v but_o abhor_v another_o what_o he_o be_v by_o christ_n make_v unto_o we_o and_o introduction_n to_o life_n and_o a_o harbinger_n to_o glory_n 21._o why_o will_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n yield_v unto_o death_n and_o by_o yield_v vanquish_v he_o but_o to_o alter_v and_o sweeten_v he_o to_o we_o and_o of_o a_o fierce_a tyrant_n make_v he_o a_o friend_n and_o benefactor_n and_o if_o we_o look_v upon_o he_o thus_o change_v and_o reconcile_v how_o can_v we_o choose_v but_o bid_v he_o welcome_a 22._o thou_o be_v afraid_a of_o the_o pang_n of_o death_n some_o have_v die_v without_o any_o great_a sense_n of_o pain_n some_o have_v yield_v up_o their_o soul_n without_o a_o groan_n and_o how_o know_v thou_o what_o measure_n god_n have_v allot_v thou_o our_o death_n be_v a_o sea-voyage_n the_o holy_a apostle_n desire_v to_o launch_v forth_o phil._n 1._o wherein_o some_o find_v a_o rough_a and_o tempestuous_a passage_n other_o calm_v and_o smooth_a such_o thy_o may_v prove_v and_o so_o thy_o dissolution_n may_v be_v easy_a than_o a_o fit_a of_o sickness_n 23._o but_o if_o god_n have_v determine_v otherwise_o look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o faith_n heb._n 12.2_o the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o lord_n of_o glory_n see_v with_o what_o agony_n he_o conflict_v what_o torment_v he_o endure_v for_o thou_o look_v upon_o his_o bloody_a sweat_n bleed_v temple_n furrow_v back_o nail_v hand_n and_o foot_n rack_v joint_n and_o pierce_v side_n hear_v his_o strong_a cry_n consider_v the_o shame_n pain_n and_o curse_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o he_o undergo_v for_o thy_o sake_n say_v whether_o thy_o suffering_n can_v be_v comparable_a to_o he_o he_o be_v a_o cowardly_a and_o unworthy_a soldier_n that_o follow_v his_o general_n sigh_v behold_v these_o be_v the_o step_n wherein_o thy_o god_n and_o saviour_n have_v tread_v before_o thou_o walk_v on_o courageous_o in_o this_o deep_a and_o bloody_a way_n and_o after_o a_o few_o pace_n thou_o shall_v overtake_v he_o in_o glory_n for_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o reign_v with_o he_o 2_o tim._n 2.12_o 24._o thou_o shrink_v at_o the_o thought_n of_o death_n be_v it_o not_o for_o overvalue_a life_n and_o make_v earth_n thy_o home_n rich_a person_n that_o live_v at_o ease_n be_v loath_a to_o stir_v abroad_o especial_o upon_o hard_a and_o stormy_a voyage_n perhaps_o it_o be_v so_o with_o thou_o wherein_o i_o can_v but_o much_o pity_n thy_o weakness_n in_o place_v thy_o contentment_n where_o a_o wise_a man_n can_v find_v nothing_o but_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n 25._o alas_o what_o be_v our_o exile_n if_o this_o be_v our_o home_n what_o entertainment_n to_o be_v enamour_a on_o distemper_a humour_n hard_a usage_n violent_a passion_n and_o bodily_a sickness_n sad_a complaint_n disappoint_v hope_n and_o frequent_a miscarriage_n momentany_a pleasure_n mix_v with_o sorrow_n and_o last_o umbrage_n of_o joy_n and_o real_a misery_n do_v these_o so_o bewitch_v thou_o that_o when_o death_n call_v thou_o be_v ready_a to_o reply_v as_o the_o devil_n to_o our_o saviour_n mat._n 8.29_o be_v thou_o come_v to_o torment_v i_o before_o the_o time_n 26._o be_v these_o such_o contentment_n as_o allure_v thou_o to_o the_o world_n as_o st._n peter_n be_v to_o mount_n tabor_n mat._n 17.4_o master_n it_o be_v good_a for_o we_o to_o be_v here_o if_o thou_o have_v any_o faith_n in_o thou_o look_v up_o to_o the_o other_o world_n where_o thou_o be_v go_v and_o see_v whether_o that_o true_a life_n pure_a joy_n perfect_a felicity_n and_o eternity_n may_v not_o be_v worthy_a to_o draw_v thy_o heart_n to_o a_o long_a desire_n of_o fruition_n and_o a_o contempt_n of_o what_o the_o earth_n can_v promise_v in_o comparison_n of_o infinite_a blessedness_n 27._o it_o be_v one_o of_o the_o defect_n which_o sir_n francis_n bacon_n find_v in_o physician_n that_o do_v not_o study_v remedy_n to_o procure_v the_o easy_a passage_n of_o their_o patient_n learning_n through_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n such_o help_n i_o leave_v to_o the_o care_n of_o the_o skilful_a sage_n of_o nature_n the_o use_n i_o suppose_v must_v be_v with_o caution_n lest_o whilst_o they_o endeavour_v to_o sweeten_v death_n they_o shorten_v life_n 28._o but_o let_v i_o prescibe_v this_o spiritual_a mean_n of_o thy_o happy_a euthanasia_n which_o be_v a_o faithful_a disposition_n of_o the_o labour_a soul_n that_o can_v true_o say_v with_o timothy_n 2_o tim._n 1.12_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v believe_v and_o chap._n 4.7_o 8._o i_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n i_o have_v finish_v my_o course_n i_o have_v keep_v the_o faith_n henceforth_o there_o be_v lay_v up_o for_o i_o a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n which_o the_o lord_n the_o righteous_a judge_n shall_v give_v i_o at_o that_o day_n 29._o thou_o start_v be_v the_o mention_n of_o death_n how_o can_v thou_o but_o blush_v to_o read_v of_o socrates_n phoedone_n when_o the_o message_n of_o death_n be_v bring_v he_o applaud_v the_o news_n with_o much_o joy_n or_o of_o a_o cardinal_n of_o rome_n that_o receive_v the_o intimation_n of_o his_o approach_a death_n cry_v out_o the_o news_n be_v good_a and_o welcome_a be_v not_o their_o confidence_n thy_o shame_n who_o believe_v that_o when_o our_o earthly_a house_n of_o this_o tabernacle_n shall_v be_v dissolve_v we_o have_v a_o build_n of_o god_n a_o house_n not_o make_v with_o hand_n eternal_a in_o the_o heaven_n 2_o cor._n 5.1_o yet_o shrink_v at_o the_o motion_n of_o take_v possession_n of_o it_o 30._o can_v thou_o with_o die_a mithridates_n be_v unwilling_a to_o forsake_v this_o light_n when_o thou_o be_v go_v to_o a_o light_n more_o glorious_a than_o the_o sun_n it_o be_v our_o infidelity_n that_o make_v we_o unwilling_a to_o die_v do_v we_o think_v the_o soul_n sleep_v as_o well_o as_o the_o body_n from_o the_o moment_n of_o the_o dissolution_n till_o the_o day_n of_o resurrection_n death_n may_v be_v unwelcome_a 31._o or_o do_v we_o think_v we_o shall_v wander_v to_o unknown_a place_n to_o uncertain_a entertainment_n or_o fear_v a_o scorch_a trial_n upon_o the_o emigration_n in_o flame_n little_a inferior_a to_o those_o of_o hell_n there_o be_v some_o cause_n to_o tremble_v at_o the_o approach_n of_o death_n but_o we_o can_v bold_o say_v with_o the_o wise_a man_n wisd_v 3.1_o 2_o 3._o the_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o there_o shall_v no_o torment_n touch_v they_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o unwise_a they_o seem_v to_o die_v and_o their_o departure_n be_v take_v for_o misery_n and_o their_o go_v from_o we_o to_o be_v utter_a destruction_n but_o they_o be_v in_o peace_n 32._o oh_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n why_o fear_v thou_o â—hide_v thyself_o as_o that_o die_a saint_n of_o old_a and_o say_v my_o soul_n go_v bold_o forth_o what_o be_v thou_o afraid_a of_o lo_o the_o angel_n be_v ready_a to_o receive_v thou_o and_o carry_v thou_o to_o glory_n leave_v there_o this_o wretched_a body_n and_o be_v possess_v of_o heaven_n after_o a_o momentary_a darkness_n upon_o nature_n thou_o shall_v enjoy_v the_o beatifical_a vision_n of_o god_n be_v not_o afraid_a to_o be_v happy_a but_o say_v in_o faith_n what_o jonah_n say_v in_o anger_n jonah_n 4.3_o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o to_o die_v than_o to_o live_v 33._o i_o be_o afraid_a to_o die_v this_o be_v nature_n voice_n but_o will_v thou_o hear_v what_o faith_n say_v to_o i_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n and_o to_o die_v be_v gain_v if_o therefore_o nature_n reign_v in_o thou_o thou_o must_v be_v affright_v with_o death_n but_o if_o true_a grace_n be_v prevalent_a in_o thy_o soul_n that_o guest_n shall_v not_o be_v unwelcome_a be_v ever_o any_o man_n afraid_a of_o profit_n and_o advantage_n such_o be_v death_n to_o the_o faithful_a whosoever_o find_v christ_n his_o life_n shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v death_n his_o gain_n for_o he_o be_v thereby_o bring_v to_o a_o near_a communion_n with_o he_o whereas_o before_o he_o enjoy_v he_o by_o the_o dim_a apprehension_n of_o faith_n now_o he_o clear_o and_o immediate_o enjoy_v that_o glorious_a presence_n which_o only_o make_v blessedness_n 34._o this_o be_v it_o that_o cause_v death_n to_o change_v his_o copy_n and_o render_v he_o who_o be_v formidable_a please_a and_o beneficial_a i_o desire_v to_o depart_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n say_v the_o man_n who_o be_v rapt_v up_o in_o the_o three_o heaven_n have_v it_o be_v only_o depart_v he_o