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that_o my_o friend_n and_o kindred_n lover_n and_o well_o wisher_n do_v alienate_v and_o withdraw_v their_o affection_n from_o i_o do_v forget_v and_o neglect_v i_o yea_o and_o come_v to_o be_v avert_v from_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v and_o speak_v evil_a of_o i_o and_o do_v i_o evil_a office_n yet_o so_o as_o i_o commit_v no_o sin_n or_o give_v no_o just_a occasion_n of_o such_o aversion_n from_o i_o 14._o and_o further_o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o be_v leave_v and_o forsake_v of_o all_o creature_n in_o the_o world_n so_o that_o i_o have_v no_o man_n or_o any_o thing_n to_o cleave_v unto_o save_v thou_o only_o my_o jesus_n who_o will_v abundant_o suffice_v i_o 15._o i_o be_o resign_v and_o indifferent_a in_o what_o place_n and_o in_o what_o company_n i_o live_v and_o in_o particular_a to_o live_v with_o they_o from_o who_o my_o nature_n be_v most_o avert_v and_o to_o live_v with_o stranger_n aswell_o as_o with_o my_o familiar_n 16._o and_o to_o live_v with_o they_o with_o who_o and_o 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4._o obtain_v for_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o perfect_a pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o perfect_a grace_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 5._o that_o i_o may_v diligent_o worship_v chastlye_o and_o feruentlye_o love_v thy_o son_n my_o sawiour_n and_o thou_o the_o mother_n of_o mercy_n 6._o hail_o sweet_a marie_n who_o forshew_v in_o sundry_a figurative_a speech_n and_o promise_v in_o diverse_a oracle_n of_o the_o prophet_n the_o ancient_a father_n do_v coveâ—_n most_o earnest_o 7._o o_o my_o lady_n receive_v i_o for_o thy_o poor_a servant_n adopt_v i_o o_o mother_n for_o thy_o son_n 8._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v number_v among_o they_o who_o thou_o do_v love_n who_o name_n be_v write_v in_o thy_o virginal_a breast_n and_o who_o thou_o do_v teach_v direct_v help_v cherishâ—_n and_o protect_v 9_o hail_o sweet_a marie_n who_o god_n by_o a_o most_o honourable_a privilege_n do_v preserve_v from_o sin_n 10._o and_o adorn_v with_o most_o singular_a grace_n and_o most_o excellent_a gift_n 11._o o_o glorious_a virgin_n o_o gracious_a virgin_n o_o moâ—t_o pure_a virgin_n choose_v among_o thousand_o 12._o doâ—_n not_o repel_v i_o wicked_a sinner_n do_v not_o despise_v and_o reject_v i_o defile_v with_o the_o filth_n of_o sin_n 13._o but_o hear_v i_o miserable_a wretch_n dry_v unto_o thou_o comfort_v i_o desiringe_v thou_o and_o help_v i_o trustinge_v in_o thou_o amen_n a_o exercise_n to_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o especial_o the_o angel_n guardian_n 1._o i_o salute_v you_o o_o holy_a spirit_n and_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n congratulate_v your_o happiness_n who_o continual_o contemplate_v and_o behold_v the_o divine_a face_n and_o allsatiatinge_a goodness_n 2._o you_o o_o seraphin_n cherubin_n and_o throne_n who_o be_v of_o the_o high_a jerarchie_n you_o o_o domination_n virtue_n and_o power_n of_o the_o middle_n you_o o_o prince_n archangell_n and_o angel_n of_o the_o low_a who_o continual_o singe_v holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o sabaoth_n 3._o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n have_v make_v these_o holy_a spirit_n angel_n for_o my_o benefitt_n and_o have_v command_v they_o to_o keep_v i_o in_o all_o my_o way_n 4._o they_o do_v therefore_o assist_v we_o with_o great_a care_n and_o with_o watchful_a endeavour_n at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o place_n succouringe_v us._n 5._o they_o present_v our_o sigh_n and_o sob_n to_o thou_o o_o lord_n they_o inflame_v our_o will_n illuminate_v our_o understand_v and_o replenish_v our_o mind_n with_o holy_a thought_n 6._o they_o walk_v with_o we_o in_o all_o our_o way_n rejoice_n at_o our_o virtue_n and_o contristate_v at_o our_o vice_n 7._o their_o love_n be_v great_a and_o excessive_a towards_o us._n 8._o they_o help_v such_o as_o be_v take_v pain_n they_o protect_v such_o as_o be_v at_o rest_n they_o encourage_v such_o as_o fight_v they_o crown_v the_o conqueror_n they_o rejoice_v with_o such_o as_o joy_n i_o mean_v such_o as_o joy_n in_o thou_o and_o they_o suffer_v with_o such_o as_o suffer_v i_o mean_v such_o as_o be_v in_o sufferance_n for_o thou_o 9_o great_a and_o very_o great_a be_v the_o honour_n do_v to_o man_n to_o have_v angel_n to_o wait_v on_o and_o assist_v he_o 10._o o_o my_o dear_a angel_n guardian_n govern_v protect_v and_o defend_v i_o illuminate_v comfort_n and_o direct_v i_o now_o and_o ever_o more_o 11._o o_o blissed_a angel_n be_v you_o ever_o bliss_v and_o praise_v for_o all_o and_o every_o favour_n and_o benefitt_a you_o have_v most_o lovinge_o and_o powrefullye_o bestow_v on_o i_o and_o vouchsafe_v i_o and_o one_o on_o my_o own_o experience_n a_o most_o singular_a one_o 12._o grant_v o_o father_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o they_o may_v ever_o rejoice_v concern_v we_o that_o be_v by_o our_o practice_n of_o virtue_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v ever_o be_v praise_v by_o they_o and_o we_o and_o that_o both_o they_o and_o we_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o one_o sheepefould_a that_o together_o we_o may_v confess_v to_o thy_o holy_a name_n o_o thou_o crâ—atsr_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n amen_n a_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n towards_o our_o holy_a father_n and_o religious_a founder_n s._n bennet_n 1._o hail_o most_o bliss_v â—and_n glorius_fw-la father_n i_o congratulate_v with_o all_o my_o hart_n thy_o glory_n and_o grace_n with_o god_n 2._o i_o praise_v likewise_o and_o thank_v the_o divine_a goodness_n that_o make_v thou_o worthy_a and_o bring_v thou_o to_o the_o same_o 3._o bestow_v on_o thou_o in_o this_o life_n very_o great_a natural_a and_o supernatural_a gift_n and_o grace_n by_o mean_n whereof_o thou_o have_v obtain_v thy_o present_n most_o glorious_a and_o happy_a condition_n 4._o in_o particular_a i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o that_o it_o give_v thou_o the_o grace_n in_o the_o very_a flower_n or_o prime_a of_o thy_o youth_n with_o a_o thristye_a mind_n to_o seek_v after_o the_o sole_a felicity_n of_o the_o future_a life_n 5._o and_o for_o that_o end_n to_o forsake_v all_o the_o vain_a pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n the_o solace_n of_o thy_o parent_n kindred_n and_o country_n the_o desire_n of_o humane_a science_n and_o learning_n and_o general_o all_o thing_n that_o may_v not_o be_v needful_a for_o thou_o towards_o attayninge_v the_o foresay_a felicity_n 6._o and_o i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o that_o by_o such_o call_n and_o take_v of_o thou_o so_o tymelye_o out_o of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o snare_n of_o it_o he_o free_v and_o secure_v thou_o from_o worse_a habit_n and_o multitude_n of_o sin_n which_o the_o world_n if_o thoâ—_n have_v remain_v long_o in_o it_o have_v beeâ—e_o apt_a to_o breed_v and_o cause_n in_o thou_o 7._o i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o leadinge_n thou_o to_o a_o place_n of_o solitude_n and_o there_o providinge_v for_o thou_o all_o corporal_a necessaries_n towards_o his_o holy_a service_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n good_a 8._o and_o especial_o for_o that_o the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n itself_o vouchsafe_v to_o become_v thy_o immediate_a master_n and_o director_n inspiringe_v thou_o and_o teachinge_a thou_o what_o to_o do_v continual_o 9_o and_o give_v thou_o grace_n and_o strength_n to_o perform_v and_o accomplish_v the_o thing_n necessary_a and_o expedient_a to_o the_o end_n he_o call_v thou_o to_o 10._o and_o name_o to_o live_v in_o mortification_n of_o body_n and_o will_v and_o as_o it_o be_v in_o continual_a prayer_n and_o high_a contemplation_n 11._o i_o praise_v and_o glorify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o bestow_v on_o thou_o the_o most_o necessary_a gift_n of_o perseverance_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v remain_v constant_a in_o such_o perfect_a divine_a service_n from_o thy_o first_o call_n to_o the_o very_a period_n of_o thy_o life_n 11._o that_o comeinge_v to_o die_v even_o ripe_a for_o a_o most_o holy_a death_n thou_o do_v as_o it_o be_v pass_v from_o life_n to_o life_n as_o one_o thaâ—_n feel_v not_o what_o corporal_a death_n mean_v 13._o so_o that_o thy_o expiration_n be_v aspiration_n accord_v to_o what_o s._n gregory_n the_o great_a say_v of_o thou_o ultimum_fw-la spiritum_fw-la inter_fw-la verba_fw-la orationis_fw-la efflavit_fw-la to_o wit_n his_o last_o breath_n be_v prayer_n pass_o forth_o of_o the_o faithful_a contemplation_n of_o this_o life_n to_o the_o real_a and_o beatificke_a contemplation_n of_o the_o other_o 1â—_n i_o now_o cordiallye_o congratulate_v the_o perfect_a felicity_n thou_o enjoy_v 15._o and_o since_o i_o be_o call_v by_o the_o divine_a grace_n as_o i_o true_o hope_v to_o live_v accord_v to_o thy_o holy_a rule_n for_o my_o salvation_n and_o perfection_n vouchsafe_v thy_o holy_a intercession_n for_o that_o end_n that_o i_o may_v through_o god_n grace_n live_v accordinglye_o and_o die_v consummate_v and_o perfect_a therein_o and_o thereby_o for_o without_o his_o grace_n i_o can_v do_v nothing_o 16._o and_o as_o the_o say_a s._n gregory_n say_v thou_o frame_v thy_o rule_n accord_v to_o thy_o holy_a life_n sweet_a jesus_n give_v i_o grace_v interiorlye_o and_o exteriorlye_o to_o be_v a_o faithful_a imitator_n thereof_o 17._o that_o i_o may_v be_v lead_v by_o the_o same_o guide_v the_o holy_a ghost_n 18._o and_o exercise_v true_a spiritual_a prayer_n the_o only_a mean_n to_o all_o virtue_n 19_o that_o i_o may_v in_o all_o thing_n abandon_v myself_o with_o all_o purity_n of_o intention_n 20._o and_o do_v all_o good_a and_o abstain_v from_o all_o evil_n which_o interiorlye_o and_o exterior_o may_v concern_v i_o 21._o especial_o in_o all_o thing_n occurringe_n patientlye_o to_o suffer_v all_o injury_n use_v cross_n 22._o and_o that_o all_o may_v be_v accomplish_v god_n grant_v i_o as_o he_o do_v to_o thou_o the_o gift_n of_o perseverance_n 23._o that_o i_o expiringe_v may_v be_v admit_v into_o the_o happy_a society_n of_o thou_o and_o thy_o
the_o soul_n o_fw-fr et_fw-fr praesidium_n &_o dulce_fw-la decus_fw-la meum_fw-la 1._o o_o thou_o be_v both_o my_o safeguard_n and_o my_o sweet_a ornament_n dam_fw-la quod_fw-la iubes_fw-la &_o jube_fw-la quod_fw-la vis_fw-la 2._o grant_v i_o to_o do_v what_o thou_o command_v and_o command_v what_o thou_o will_v o_o vita_fw-la animae_fw-la meae_fw-la 3._o o_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n o_o lumen_fw-la oculorum_fw-la meorum_fw-la 4._o o_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n in_o manus_fw-la tuas_fw-la domine_fw-la commendâ—_n spiritum_fw-la meum_fw-la 5._o into_o thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n i_o do_v commend_v my_o spirit_n ecce_fw-la ancilla_fw-la domini_fw-la fiat_fw-la mihi_fw-la secundum_fw-la verbum_fw-la tuum_fw-la 6._o loe_o the_o hand_n maid_n of_o our_o lord_n be_v it_o do_v unto_o i_o accord_v to_o thy_o word_n paratum_fw-la cor_fw-la meum_fw-la deus_fw-la paratum_fw-la cor_fw-la meum_fw-la 7._o my_o hart_n be_v ready_a o_o god_n my_o hart_n be_v ready_a ecce_fw-la ego_fw-la mitte_fw-la i_o 8._o loe_o here_o i_o be_o send_v i_o tolle_o quod_fw-la tuum_fw-la est_fw-la &_o vade_v 9_o take_v what_o be_v thy_o &_o be_v go_v dominus_fw-la meus_fw-la &_o deus_fw-la meus_fw-la 10._o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n domine_fw-la quid_fw-la mihi_fw-la est_fw-la in_o caelum_fw-la &_o à _fw-la te_fw-la quid_fw-la volui_fw-la super_fw-la terram_fw-la 11._o o_o lord_n what_o be_v there_o in_o heaven_n or_o what_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o will_v have_v beside_o thou_o domine_fw-la quid_fw-la i_o vis_fw-la facere_fw-la 12._o lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v hei_fw-la mihi_fw-la quia_fw-la incolatus_fw-la meus_fw-la prolongatus_fw-la est_fw-la 13._o o_o woo_v be_v i_o that_o my_o seiorninge_n be_v prolong_v in_o ditione_n tua_fw-la domine_fw-la cuncta_fw-la sunt_fw-la posita_fw-la 14._o all_o thing_n o_o lord_n be_v in_o thy_o power_n and_o dominion_n domine_fw-la tu_fw-la scis_fw-la quia_fw-la amo_fw-la te_fw-la &_o animam_fw-la meam_fw-la ponam_fw-la pro_fw-la te._n 15._o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o love_v thou_o and_o will_v bestow_v my_o life_n for_o thou_o quemadmodum_fw-la desiderat_fw-la ceruus_fw-la ad_fw-la fontes_fw-la aquaaum_v ita_fw-la desiderat_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la ad_fw-la te_fw-la deus_fw-la 16._o even_o as_o the_o hart_n do_v thirst_n after_o the_o fountain_n of_o water_n so_o do_v my_o soul_n thirst_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n infaelix_fw-la homo_fw-la quis_fw-la i_o liberabit_fw-la de_fw-la corpore_fw-la mortis_fw-la huius_fw-la 17._o o_o unhappy_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n cupio_fw-la dissolui_fw-la &_o esse_fw-la cum_fw-la christo._n 18._o i_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ._n quando_fw-la veniam_fw-la &_o apparebo_fw-la ante_fw-la faciem_fw-la domini_fw-la 19_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appearâ—_n before_o the_o face_n of_o our_o lord_n argentum_fw-la &_o aurum_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la mihi_fw-la quod_fw-la autem_fw-la habeo_fw-la hoc_fw-la tibi_fw-la do._n 20._o i_o have_v neither_o gold_n nor_o silver_n but_o what_o i_o have_v that_o i_o give_v unto_o thou_o praecor_n celestem_fw-la regem_fw-la ut_fw-la i_o dolentem_fw-la nimium_fw-la faciat_fw-la eum_fw-la cernere_fw-la 21._o i_o beseech_v the_o heavenlye_a king_n to_o cause_v i_o who_o be_o very_o much_o grieve_v for_o want_n of_o it_o to_o come_v to_o the_o sight_n of_o he_o who_o i_o so_o much_o love_n domine_fw-la si_fw-la inveni_fw-la gratiam_fw-la in_o oculiâ—_n tuis_fw-la ostende_v mihi_fw-la faciem_fw-la tuam_fw-la 22._o lord_n if_o i_o have_v find_v favour_n in_o thy_o sight_n show_v unto_o i_o thy_o face_n noverim_fw-la te_fw-la noverim_fw-la i_o 23._o let_v i_o know_v thou_o let_v i_o know_v myself_o te_fw-la deum_fw-la landamus_fw-la te_fw-la dominum_fw-la confitemur_fw-la 24._o we_o praise_v thou_o o_o god_n we_o acknowledge_v thou_o o_o lord._n benedic_n anima_fw-la mea_fw-la domino_fw-la &_o omne_fw-la quae_fw-la intra_fw-la i_o sunt_fw-la nomini_fw-la sancto_fw-la eius_fw-la 25._o o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bliss_n you_o our_o lord_n and_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n benedicam_fw-la dominum_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la tempore_fw-la semper_fw-la laus_fw-la eius_fw-la in_o ori_fw-la meo_fw-la 26._o i_o will_v bliss_n our_o lord_n at_o all_o time_n his_o praise_n shall_v ever_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n benedicite_fw-la omne_fw-la opera_fw-la domini_fw-la domino_fw-la 27._o bliss_n you_o our_o lord_n all_z the_o work_n of_o our_o lord_n o_o vos_fw-la omnes_fw-la qui_fw-la transitis_fw-la per_fw-la viam_fw-la attendite_fw-la &_o videte_fw-la si_fw-la sit_fw-la dolour_n sicuâ—_n dolour_n meus_fw-la 28._o o_o all_o you_o that_o pass_v by_o the_o way_n look_v and_o see_v if_o ever_o there_o be_v grief_n like_o my_o grief_n sanctus_n sanctus_n sanctus_n dominus_fw-la deus_fw-la sabaoth_v pleni_fw-la sunt_fw-la caeli_fw-la &_o terra_fw-la maiestatis_fw-la gloriae_fw-la tuus_fw-la 29._o holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o sabaoth_n heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v full_a of_o the_o majesty_n of_o thy_o glory_n deus_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la ad_fw-la te_fw-la de_fw-fr luce_fw-fr vigilo_fw-la 30._o o_o god_n â—_o my_o god_n to_o thou_o i_o wake_v in_o the_o morning_n deus_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la respicio_fw-la in_o i_o quare_fw-la i_o dereliquisti_fw-la 31._o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n look_v upon_o i_o why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o deus_fw-la meus_fw-la adiutor_fw-la meus_fw-la sperabo_fw-la in_o te_fw-la 32._o o_o my_o god_n my_o helper_n i_o will_v hope_v in_o thou_o domine_fw-la in_o caelum_fw-la misericordia_fw-la tua_fw-la &_o veritas_fw-la tua_fw-la usque_fw-la ad_fw-la nubes_fw-la 33._o o_o lord_n thy_o mercy_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o thy_o truth_n reach_v to_o the_o cloud_n ad_fw-la te_fw-la levaui_fw-la oculos_fw-la meos_fw-la qui_fw-la habitas_fw-la in_o caelis_fw-la 34._o to_o thou_o have_v i_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n who_o dwell_v in_o heaven_n fili_fw-la dei_fw-la miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la 35._o o_o son_n of_o god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la mihi_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la illi_fw-la 36._o my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o to_o i_o he_o regnum_fw-la tuum_fw-la regnum_fw-la omnium_fw-la saeculorum_fw-la &_o domenatio_fw-la tua_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la generatione_n &_o generatione_n 37._o thy_o kingdom_n be_v a_o kingdom_n for_o ever_o and_o thy_o reign_n be_v for_o all_o generation_n and_o generation_n o_o quam_fw-la pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la quam_fw-la puchra_fw-la es_fw-la 38._o o_o how_o fair_a be_v thou_o my_o belove_a how_o fair_a be_v thou_o tota_n pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la &_o macula_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la in_o te_fw-la 39_o thou_o be_v all_o fair_a o_o my_o love_n &_o there_o be_v not_o a_o spott_n in_o thou_o vulnerasti_fw-la cor_fw-la meum_fw-la sponsa_fw-la mea_fw-la vulnerasti_fw-la cor_fw-la mâ—um_fw-la 40._o thou_o have_v wound_v my_o hart_n my_o spouse_n thou_o have_v wound_v my_o hart_n adiuro_fw-la vos_fw-la filiae_fw-la jerusalem_fw-la si_fw-la inveneritis_fw-la dilectum_fw-la meum_fw-la ut_fw-la nuntietis_fw-la ei_fw-la quia_fw-la amore_fw-la langueo_fw-la 41._o i_o adjure_v you_o o_o daughter_n of_o jerusalem_n if_o you_o shall_v find_v my_o belove_a you_o tell_v he_o that_o i_o languish_v with_o love._n pulchra_n es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la suavis_fw-la &_o decora_fw-la 4â—_n thou_o be_v fair_a o_o my_o love_n sweet_a and_o comely_a veni_fw-la dilecte_fw-la mi_fw-mi veni_fw-la 43._o come_v thou_o my_o belove_a come_v dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la candidatus_fw-la &_o rubicundus_fw-la electus_fw-la ex_fw-la milibus_fw-la 44._o my_o belove_a be_v white_a and_o ruddy_a choose_v out_o of_o thousand_o quo_fw-la abijt_fw-la dilectus_fw-la tuus_fw-la quo_fw-la declinavit_fw-la dilectus_fw-la tuus_fw-la &_o quâ—remus_fw-la eum_fw-la tecum_fw-la 45._o whither_o be_v thy_o belove_a go_v whither_o be_v thy_o belove_a turn_v aside_o and_o we_o will_v seek_v he_o with_o thou_o revertere_fw-la reverterâ—_n sunamitis_n uâ—_n intue_fw-la amur_fw-la te_fw-la 46._o return_v return_v o_o sunamitenesse_n that_o we_o may_v behold_v thou_o quam_fw-la pulcra_fw-la es_fw-la &_o qnam_fw-la decora_fw-la charissima_fw-la in_o delicijs_fw-la 47._o how_o beautiful_a and_o how_o comely_a be_v thou_o my_o dear_a in_o delight_n quis_fw-la mihi_fw-la det_fw-la ut_fw-la inveniam_fw-la te_fw-la &_o deosoule_a te_fw-la 48._o who_o shall_v procure_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v find_v thou_o and_o kiss_v thou_o osculetur_fw-la i_o osculo_fw-la oris_fw-la svi_fw-la 48._o let_v he_o kiss_v i_o with_o a_o kisâ—e_n of_o his_o month_n fac_n i_o audire_fw-la vocem_fw-la tuam_fw-la 49._o cause_v i_o to_o hear_v thy_o voice_n ecce_fw-la tu_fw-la pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la ecce_fw-la tu_fw-la pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la 50._o behold_v thou_o be_v fair_a my_o belove_a behold_v thou_o be_v fair_a trahe_fw-la i_o post_fw-la te_fw-la curremus_fw-la in_o odorem_fw-la unguentorum_fw-la tuorum_fw-la 51._o draw_v i_o after_o thou_o we_o shall_v run_v in_o the_o odour_n of_o thy_o ointment_n exultabimus_fw-la &_o laetabimur_fw-la in_o teâ—_n 52._o we_o shall_v exult_v and_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o indica_fw-la mihi_fw-la quem_fw-la diligit_fw-la animâ—_n mea_fw-la ubi_fw-la pascas_fw-la ubi_fw-la câ—bes_fw-la 53._o thou_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v show_v
whatsoever_o displease_v thy_o sight_n and_o make_v i_o a_o man_n accord_v to_o thy_o hart_n 150._o wound_v i_o o_o lord_n wound_v the_o most_o inward_a part_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o dart_n of_o thy_o love_n 151._o and_o make_v i_o drink_v with_o the_o wine_n of_o thy_o perfect_a charity_n 152._o o_o when_o shall_v this_o be_v 153._o when_o shall_v i_o please_v thou_o in_o all_o thing_n 154._o when_o shall_v all_o die_v in_o i_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o thou_o 155._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v altogether_o thou_o 156._o when_o shall_v i_o live_v to_o be_v no_o more_o my_o own_o 157._o when_o shall_v nothing_o else_o live_v in_o i_o but_o thou_o o_o jesus_n 158._o when_o shall_v i_o love_v thou_o most_o fervent_o 159._o when_o shall_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n whole_o consume_v i_o 160._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v altogether_o melt_v &_o pierce_v through_o with_o the_o wonderful_a efficacy_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n 161._o when_o will_v thou_o take_v i_o hence_o by_o force_n drown_v i_o transport_v i_o and_o hide_v i_o in_o thyself_o where_o i_o may_v never_o more_o be_v see_v 162._o when_o will_v thou_o free_v i_o from_o all_o these_o impediment_n and_o distraction_n and_o make_v i_o one_o spirit_n with_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v not_o any_o more_o depart_v from_o thou_o 163._o o_o dear_o belove_v o_o dear_a belove_v of_o my_o soul_n 164._o o_o sweetness_n of_o my_o hart_n 165._o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n not_o for_o my_o merit_n but_o for_o thy_o infinitt_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n 166._o teach_v i_o enlighten_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o assist_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n that_o i_o may_v do_v or_o say_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o blissed_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 167._o o_o my_o god_n my_o well_o belove_a my_o dear_a hart_n and_o the_o very_a god_n of_o my_o soul_n 168._o o_o my_o sweet_a love_n 169._o o_o my_o great_a delight_n 170._o o_o my_o strength_n help_v i_o 171._o o_o my_o light_n guide_v i_o towards_o thou_o 172._o o_o god_n of_o my_o soul_n why_o give_v not_o thou_o thyself_o to_o thy_o poor_a creature_n 17â—_n thou_o fille_v heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o will_v thou_o leave_v my_o hart_n empty_a 17â—_n thou_o bathe_v the_o lily_n of_o the_o field_n give_v meat_n to_o the_o little_a bird_n and_o feed_v the_o worm_n of_o the_o earth_n why_o then_o do_v thou_o forget_v i_o who_o endeavour_n to_o forget_v all_o other_o for_o thy_o sake_n 175._o too_o late_o have_v i_o have_v i_o knownâ—_n thou_o o_o infinitt_a goodness_n 176._o too_o late_o have_v i_o love_v thou_o o_o beauty_n so_o ancient_a and_o so_o new_a 177._o woo_v to_o the_o time_n i_o love_v thou_o not_o 178._o blind_a i_o be_v that_o i_o see_v thou_o not_o 179._o thou_o be_v within_o i_o and_o i_o go_v seek_v thou_o abroad_o 180._o but_o now_o that_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o though_o late_o suffer_v not_o good_a lord_n that_o i_o ever_o leave_v thou_o amen_n amen_n amen_n finis_fw-la act_n of_o resignation_n to_o be_v use_v accord_v to_o the_o direction_n act_n of_o resignation_n in_o thing_n concern_v the_o body_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o i_o resign_v myself_o for_o the_o love_n of_o my_o god_n my_o dear_a lord_n to_o undergo_v these_o ensue_a pain_n or_o difficulty_n in_o my_o body_n so_o far_o as_o god_n have_v already_o lay_v they_o or_o any_o of_o they_o upon_o i_o or_o shall_v be_v please_v hereafter_o to_o lay_v or_o permit_v they_o or_o any_o of_o they_o to_o fall_v upon_o i_o to_o wit_n ague_n fever_n falling-sickness_n cramp_n colic_n consumption_n or_o other_o bodily_a sickness_n whatsoever_o especial_o such_o sickness_n or_o infirmity_n as_o trouble_v i_o at_o this_o present_a or_o to_o which_o through_o my_o nature_n or_o bodily_a complexion_n and_o constitution_n i_o be_o most_o dispose_v and_o incline_v 2._o as_o weakness_n feebleness_n lameness_n toothache_n or_o any_o other_o ache_n or_o pain_n in_o my_o head_n or_o any_o other_o part_n of_o my_o body_n 3._o deformity_n or_o ugliness_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o other_o as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o case_n of_o holy_a job_n lazarus_n and_o other_o that_o be_v full_a of_o biles_n botch_n and_o other_o more_o odious_a external_a defect_n in_o body_n 4._o extremity_n of_o heat_n such_o as_o we_o feel_v or_o may_v feel_v in_o some_o time_n of_o the_o summer_n extremity_n of_o cold_a such_o as_o we_o feel_v or_o may_v feel_v in_o some_o time_n of_o the_o winter_n and_o in_o time_n of_o summer_n to_o be_v drive_v to_o wear_v and_o bear_v perhaps_o out_o of_o obedience_n or_o other_o necessity_n more_o clothes_n then_o our_o nature_n need_v or_o be_v willinge_v to_o bear_v and_o in_o the_o cold_a of_o winter_n to_o be_v content_v to_o want_v clothes_n which_o we_o conceive_v our_o nature_n needs_o when_o that_o obedience_n or_o necessity_n deny_v they_o us._n 5._o want_v of_o sleep_n as_o when_o be_v in_o bed_n one_o can_v â—leepe_v through_o â—ome_v bodily_a indisposition_n or_o other_o or_o when_o obedience_n will_v not_o permit_v i_o to_o have_v so_o much_o time_n for_o sleep_n as_o my_o nature_n will_v desire_v to_o have_v or_o may_v seem_v needful_a to_o have_v 6._o hunger_n thirst_n the_o difficulty_n of_o fastinge_a and_o abstinence_n scarcity_n in_o meat_n or_o drink_v as_o not_o have_v so_o much_o in_o quantity_n as_o my_o nature_n will_v have_v or_o perchance_o require_v or_o less_o than_o i_o see_v some_o other_o have_v or_o when_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o meat_n or_o drink_n do_v not_o please_v my_o nature_n and_o yet_o obedience_n will_v yield_v i_o no_o better_o or_o when_o my_o meat_n be_v not_o so_o well_o dress_v as_o i_o can_v wish_v it_o be_v or_o when_o i_o have_v it_o not_o in_o such_o a_o season_n as_o in_o my_o nature_n i_o can_v wish_v but_o be_v delay_v i_o for_o some_o tyme._n 7._o i_o be_o resign_v and_o content_v to_o see_v other_o better_v serve_v or_o provide_v for_o in_o meat_n drink_n cloth_n lodginge_v and_o beddinge_a then_o i_o be_o though_o i_o conceive_v and_o imagine_v that_o i_o deserve_v and_o need_v as_o much_o as_o they_o do_v and_o yet_o obedience_n will_v not_o allow_v it_o i_o likewise_o when_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o other_o be_v more_o spare_v from_o corporal_a labour_n than_o i_o be_o &_o yet_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o they_o need_v or_o deserve_v no_o more_o indulgence_n or_o sparinge_v than_o i_o do_v 8._o indisgestion_n vomitinge_v or_o other_o pain_n or_o defect_n in_o the_o stomach_n not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o get_v down_o some_o meat_n that_o be_v ungrateful_a to_o the_o stomach_n or_o palate_n and_o yet_o obedience_n or_o poverty_n will_v perhaps_o afford_v i_o no_o better_o 9_o pain_n or_o defect_n about_o the_o 5._o external_a sense_n as_o bitter_a or_o unsavoury_a taste_n ungrateful_a smell_n hideous_a and_o horrible_a sight_n or_o representation_n to_o the_o eye_n as_o the_o sight_n of_o devil_n or_o damn_a soul_n hideous_a and_o fearful_a noise_n as_o thunder_v etc._n etc._n and_o noise_v displeasinge_a to_o the_o ear_n and_o so_o of_o the_o rest._n it_o be_v continue_v the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o as_o to_o the_o five_o sense_n of_o feelinge_v i_o resign_v myself_o to_o suffer_v and_o endure_v scorging_n buffet_n beat_n as_o our_o sawiour_n endure_v or_o stoneing_n as_o s._n stephen_n or_o incision_n and_o lancing_n or_o câ—ttinge_v of_o the_o flesh_n or_o any_o other_o corporal_a pain_n or_o torment_n be_v they_o external_a or_o internal_a to_o the_o loss_n of_o eye_n or_o pain_n in_o they_o to_o deafness_n or_o dumbenesse_n to_o undergo_v alsoe_o some_o external_a work_n or_o labour_n from_o which_o i_o be_o natural_o avert_v when_o that_o obedience_n appoint_v itt_a albeit_o i_o shall_v conceive_v it_o prejudicial_a to_o my_o health_n 3._o to_o attend_v and_o watch_v with_o the_o sick_a when_o that_o obedience_n appoint_v it_o 4._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o loose_v any_o member_n of_o my_o body_n when_o god_n shall_v permit_v or_o will_v have_v i_o to_o loose_a itt_n be_v it_o foot_n leg_n hand_n etc._n etc._n 5._o to_o undergo_v all_o sort_n of_o corporal_a labour_n and_o that_o with_o feebleness_n and_o indisposition_n of_o body_n so_o far_o as_o the_o will_n of_o god_n shall_v require_v 6._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o loose_v all_o pleasure_n delight_n and_o gust_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o taste_n so_o that_o i_o may_v find_v no_o more_o taste_n in_o the_o pleasant_a meat_n than_o i_o shall_v do_v in_o eatinge_v a_o chipp_n or_o a_o stone_n or_o in_o drink_v of_o a_o thing_n that_o have_v no_o taste_n or_o be_v of_o a_o very_a ungrateful_a tast._n 7._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o any_o disfiguringe_v in_o the_o face_n or_o other_o part_n of_o the_o body_n