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to_o understand_v how_o much_o they_o desire_v to_o be_v free_a from_o this_o banishment_n and_o this_o be_v the_o reason_n why_o the_o royal_a prophet_n sigh_v heu_fw-la mihi_fw-la quia_fw-la incolatus_fw-la meus_fw-la prolongatus_fw-la 119.5_o psal_n 119.5_o woe_n be_v i_o that_o my_o sojourn_v be_v prolong_v and_o if_o those_o ancients_n father_n express_v themselves_o to_o be_v all_o of_o this_o desire_n in_o such_o a_o time_n when_o the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n be_v shut_v and_o when_o they_o can_v not_o have_v present_a access_n unto_o it_o how_o much_o more_o be_v we_o to_o wish_v for_o it_o now_o heaven_n be_v open_v and_o the_o soul_n pure_a from_o sin_n go_v direct_o to_o enjoy_v almighty_a god_n the_o xx._n chapter_n of_o some_o reason_n and_o motive_n which_o may_v iuduce_v we_o holy_o to_o desire_v a_o lawful_a death_n unto_o the_o end_n that_o we_o may_v better_o and_o with_o more_o perfection_n conform_v ourselves_o unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n as_o well_o in_o life_n 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haec_fw-la vita_fw-la repleta_fw-la est_fw-la 10.2_o ambr._n ser_fw-mi super_fw-la c._n 7._o job._n 10.2_o ut_fw-la comparatione_fw-la eius_fw-la mors_fw-la remedium_fw-la putetur_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la paena_fw-la this_o life_n be_v replenish_v with_o so_o many_o evil_n as_o in_o regard_n thereof_o death_n be_v account_v a_o remedy_n and_o not_o a_o pain_n as_o serve_v to_o bring_v to_o end_v so_o many_o misery_n and_o calamity_n it_o be_v true_a notwithstanding_o that_o worldly_a people_n do_v often_o sin_v herein_o through_o their_o impatience_n with_o which_o they_o do_v receive_v aducersity_n and_o in_o their_o manner_n of_o demand_v of_o god_n to_o die_v with_o plaint_n and_o discontent_n but_o shall_v they_o require_v it_o peaceable_o and_o with_o due_a submission_n say_v o_o lord_n if_o you_o shall_v please_v to_o take_v one_o out_o of_o these_o misery_n that_o time_n which_o i_o have_v live_v suffice_v i_o i_o have_v no_o desire_n for_o to_o prolong_v my_o day_n they_o shall_v commit_v no_o sin_n in_o do_v it_o second_o one_o may_v desire_v to_o die_v and_o this_o with_o more_o perfection_n that_o he_o may_v not_o see_v the_o trouble_n and_o persecution_n of_o the_o church_n and_o the_o continual_a offence_n which_o be_v commit_v against_o almighty_a god_n as_o we_o see_v the_o prophet_n elias_n to_o have_v do_v who_o behold_v the_o persecution_n of_o achab_n &_o jezabel_n how_o they_o destroy_v the_o altar_n and_o murder_v all_o the_o prophet_n of_o the_o true_a god_n and_o for_o the_o same_o cause_n be_v in_o pursuit_n of_o he_o enkindle_v with_o a_o zeal_n of_o the_o honour_n of_o god_n and_o consider_v himself_o not_o able_a any_o way_n to_o remedy_v it_o he_o retire_v himself_o into_o the_o desert_n and_o sit_v down_o under_o a_o tree_n petivit_fw-la animae_fw-la suae_fw-la ut_fw-la moreretur_fw-la &_o ait_fw-la 19.4_o 3._o reg._n 19.4_o sufficit_fw-la mihi_fw-la domine_fw-la tolle_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la neque_fw-la enim_fw-la melior_fw-la sum_fw-la quà m_fw-la patres_fw-la mei_fw-la he_o desire_v for_o his_o soul_n to_o die_v and_o say_v it_o suffice_v i_o o_o lord_n take_v my_o soul_n for_o i_o be_o not_o better_o than_o my_o father_n be_v i_o have_v live_v long_o enough_o o_o lord_n take_v i_o out_o of_o this_o life_n that_o i_o may_v not_o see_v so_o many_o evil_n and_o offence_n as_o be_v commit_v against_o thou_o and_o that_o valiant_a captain_n of_o the_o people_n of_o god_n judas_n machabeus_n say_v melius_fw-la est_fw-la nos_fw-la mori_fw-la in_o belâ—o_fw-la 3.39_o 1._o mach._n 3.39_o quà m_fw-la videre_fw-la mala_fw-la gentis_fw-la nostrae_fw-la &_o sanctorum_fw-la it_o be_v better_a for_o we_o to_o die_v in_o war_n then_o to_o see_v the_o evil_n of_o our_o people_n &_o the_o saint_n and_o he_o use_v this_o motive_n to_o exhort_v and_o encourage_v they_o to_o fight_v we_o read_v in_o the_o life_n of_o s_n augustin_n august_n august_n that_o the_o vandal_n pass_v out_o of_o spain_n
into_o africa_n and_o waste_v all_o spare_v not_o man_n nor_o woman_n clergy_n or_o secular_a neither_o child_n nor_o old_a age_n a_o come_v at_o last_o to_o lay_v down_o their_o siege_n before_o hippo_n where_o he_o be_v bishop_n with_o a_o mighty_a army_n beleager_v it_o about_o s._n augustin_n see_v so_o great_a affliction_n the_o church_n without_o clergy_n city_n uninhabited_a private_a house_n destitute_a weep_v bitter_o in_o that_o old_a age_n of_o he_o and_o assemble_v the_o clergy_n he_o say_v unto_o they_o i_o have_v pray_v unto_o god_n to_o deliver_v yâ—â—_n from_o these_o danger_n or_o to_o give_v you_o patience_n or_o last_o to_o take_v i_o out_o of_o this_o life_n that_o i_o may_v not_o live_v to_o see_v so_o many_o calamity_n the_o last_o of_o these_o three_o god_n have_v grant_v i_o and_o present_o he_o fall_v sick_a in_o the_o three_o month_n of_o the_o siege_n of_o that_o disease_n whereof_o afterward_o he_o die_v and_o we_o read_v in_o the_o life_n of_o our_o b._n f._n s._n ignatius_n a_o other_o example_n almost_o like_a to_o this_o ignatij_n lib._n 4._o c._n 16._o vit_fw-fr s._n p._n ignatij_n this_o be_v a_o perfection_n proper_a unto_o the_o saint_n so_o to_o resent_v the_o calamity_n of_o the_o church_n and_o the_o sin_n which_o be_v commit_v against_o the_o majesty_n of_o almighty_a god_n as_o rather_o to_o desire_v to_o die_v then_o endure_v the_o sight_n thereof_o there_o be_v yet_o a_o other_o reason_n both_o excellent_a good_a and_o of_o great_a perfection_n to_o desire_v to_o die_v and_o beg_v it_o at_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n which_o be_v that_o we_o may_v be_v free_a and_o no_o more_o subject_a to_o offend_v he_o for_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o so_o long_o as_o we_o be_v in_o this_o life_n we_o can_v have_v no_o assurance_n from_o fall_v into_o mortal_a sin_n as_o be_v not_o ignorant_a that_o other_o who_o have_v receive_v more_o favour_n and_o grace_n from_o god_n almighty_a than_o we_o who_o be_v true_o saint_n and_o 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particular_a of_o the_o perfection_n and_o glory_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a soul_n and_o sacred_a body_n of_o our_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n insist_v thereupon_o with_o a_o true_o viscerall_a love_n &_o delectation_n in_o such_o manner_n as_o the_o saint_n do_v contemplate_v he_o and_o the_o sacred_a virgin_n behold_v he_o on_o the_o day_n of_o his_o glorious_a resurrection_n rise_v from_o death_n so_o bright_a and_o triumphant_o in_o fine_a with_o such_o affection_n as_o the_o holy_a patriarch_n jacob_n do_v declare_v 38_o gen._n 4â—_n 38_o when_o as_o the_o scripture_n say_v hear_v that_o his_o soon_n be_v yet_o live_v and_o lord_n of_o all_o egypt_n he_o be_v surprise_v with_o so_o excessive_a â—oy_n that_o his_o decay_a spirit_n be_v reviue_v thereby_o he_o say_v it_o be_v sufficient_a if_o my_o son_n joseph_n live_v i_o desire_v no_o more_o then_o only_o to_o go_v and_o see_v he_o and_o then_o i_o shall_v be_v content_a to_o die_v and_o we_o may_v extend_v this_o exercise_n unto_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o immaculate_a virgin_n and_o all_o the_o
diverse_a passage_n and_o example_n of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n which_o may_v help_v we_o much_o to_o obtain_v this_o familiar_a and_o filial_a confidence_n in_o god_n pag._n 95._o chap._n 12._o how_o great_a profit_n and_o perfection_n it_o be_v to_o apply_v prayer_n unto_o this_o exercise_n of_o the_o conformity_n with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o how_o we_o be_v so_o long_o to_o descend_v unto_o particular_n until_o we_o arrive_v unto_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o the_o say_a cijformity_n p._n 116_o chap._n 13._o of_o the_o indifferency_n and_o conformity_n with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n which_o religious_a man_n ought_v to_o have_v in_o go_v and_o remain_v in_o any_o part_n of_o the_o world_n where_o they_o may_v be_v dispose_v of_o by_o obedience_n pag._n 128._o chap._n 14._o of_o that_o indifferency_n &_o conformity_n with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n which_o religious_a man_n be_v to_o have_v concern_v those_o office_n and_o function_n in_o which_o obedience_n shall_v employ_v they_o pag._n 141._o chap._n 15._o of_o the_o conformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n touch_v the_o distribution_n of_o talent_n and_o natural_a gift_n pag._n 155._o chap._n 16._o of_o the_o conformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n p._n 170_o chap._n 17._o how_o we_o be_v not_o to_o repose_v our_o trust_n in_o physician_n &_o medecin_n but_o only_o in_o almighty_a god_n and_o be_v to_o conform_v ourselves_o unto_o his_o will_n not_o only_o in_o sickness_n but_o also_o in_o all_o other_o thing_n which_o do_v accompany_v it_o pag._n 180._o chap._n 18._o wherein_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v be_v confirm_v by_o some_o example_n pag._n 189._o ch._n 19_o of_o the_o comformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n as_o well_o in_o death_n as_o life_n p._n 201_o ch._n 20._o of_o some_o reason_n &_o motive_n which_o may_v induce_v we_o holy_o to_o desire_v a_o lawful_a death_n p._n 208._o chap._n 21._o wherein_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v be_v confirm_v with_o some_o example_n pag_n 224._o chap._n 22._o of_o the_o conformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o affliction_n &_o calamity_n in_o general_a which_o he_o sĕd_v unto_o us._n p._n 237_o chap._n 23._o of_o a_o certain_a mean_n which_o will_v help_v we_o much_o to_o receive_v and_o support_v with_o great_a resignation_n all_o those_o adversity_n which_o our_o lord_n shall_v send_v we_o as_o well_o in_o particular_a as_o in_o general_a which_o be_v the_o knowledge_n and_o feel_n of_o our_o sin_n pag._n 245._o chap._n 24._o of_o the_o conformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o aridity_n and_o desolation_n in_o our_o prayer_n and_o what_o be_v understand_v by_o the_o name_n of_o this_o aridity_n and_o desolation_n pag._n 257._o chap._n 25._o in_o answer_n unto_o the_o complaint_n of_o those_o who_o be_v trouble_v with_o aridity_n and_o desolation_n in_o prayer_n pag._n 268._o chap._n 26._o how_o we_o may_v convert_v aridity_n &_o desolation_n into_o a_o good_a and_o profitable_a prayer_n p._n 277_o ch._n 27._o of_o diverse_a other_o reason_n which_o may_v comfort_v we_o and_o bring_v we_o to_o conformity_n with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o aridity_n &_o desolation_n of_o prayer_n p._n 282._o ch._n 28._o that_o it_o be_v a_o great_a deceit_n and_o grievous_a tentation_n to_o leave_v of_o our_o prayer_n because_o we_o find_v ourselves_o in_o the_o say_a manner_n in_o it_o pag._n 290._o chap._n 29._o wherein_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v be_v confirm_v by_o some_o example_n pag._n 296._o chap._n 30._o of_o the_o conformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o have_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n for_o as_o much_o as_o concern_v the_o distribution_n of_o other_o virtue_n and_o supernatural_a gift_n pag._n 304._o chap._n 31._o of_o the_o conformity_n which_o we_o be_v to_o havewith_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o that_o which_o concern_v felicity_n and_o glory_n pag._n 313._o chap._n 32._o of_o conformity_n union_n and_o perfect_a love_n of_o god_n and_o how_o we_o be_v to_o apply_v this_o exercise_n to_o practice_v pag._n 321._o chap._n 33._o how_o much_o this_o exercise_n be_v commend_v unto_o we_o and_o inculcate_v in_o holy_a scripture_n pag._n 329._o chap._n 34._o how_o we_o may_v yet_o far_o extend_v this_o holy_a exercise_n pag._n 334._o finis_fw-la