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be_v though_o i_o hope_v better_a thing_n of_o thou_o the_o truth_n as_o i_o say_v both_o of_o thy_o heart_n and_o these_o affectionate_a promise_n will_v appear_v when_o the_o storm_n be_v over_o and_o this_o dismal_a tempest_n which_o have_v overcast_v and_o shake_v thy_o spirit_n with_o extraordinary_a fear_n and_o astonishment_n be_v overblowne_v thy_o course_n of_o life_n to_o come_v will_v prove_v a_o true_a touchstone_n to_o try_v whether_o this_o be_v the_o kindly_a travail_n of_o the_o new-birth_n or_o only_o a_o temporary_a taking-on_a during_o the_o fit_a by_o reason_n of_o the_o uncouthnesse_n and_o exquisiteness_n of_o this_o invisible_a spiritual_a torture_n without_o true_a turn_n to_o jesus_n christ._n if_o when_o the_o now-troubled_n power_n of_o thy_o soul_n which_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o conscience_n have_v cast_v into_o much_o distract_a and_o uncomfortable_a confusion_n shall_v recover_v their_o wont_a calmness_n and_o quiet_a thou_o turn_v unto_o thy_o old_a bias_n humour_n company_n and_o conversation_n it_o will_v then_o be_v more_o than_o manifest_a that_o this_o furnace_n of_o terror_n and_o temptation_n wherein_o thou_o now_o lie_v and_o languish_v be_v so_o far_o from_o work_v thy_o heart_n to_o heavenlinesse_n and_o grace_n that_o it_o have_v hammer_v it_o to_o more_o hardness_n and_o ungraciousnesse_n from_o purge_v and_o refine_n that_o it_o have_v occasion_v more_o earthliness_n epicurism_n and_o rage_a affection_n in_o sensuality_n and_o sinful_a pleasure_n but_o if_o when_o thou_o be_v up_o again_o and_o raise_v by_o god_n merciful_a hand_n out_o of_o the_o depth_n of_o this_o spiritual_a distress_n into_o which_o the_o horrible_a sight_n and_o heavy_a weight_n of_o thy_o sin_n have_v sink_v thou_o if_o then_o thou_o express_v and_o testify_v thy_o true-heartednesse_n in_o these_o present_a solemn_a protestation_n make_v now_o as_o it_o be_v in_o thy_o hot_a blood_n i_o mean_v of_o thy_o hatred_n against_o sin_n by_o a_o earnest_a opposition_n watchfulness_n and_o strive_v against_o all_o especial_o that_o which_o in_o thy_o unregenerate_a time_n stick_v close_a to_o thy_o bosom_n of_o thy_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o a_o comfortable_a fruition_n of_o god_n face_n and_o favour_n by_o a_o conscionable_a and_o constant_a pursuit_n and_o exercise_v of_o all_o good_a mean_n and_o opportunity_n of_o all_o his_o bless_a ordinance_n appoint_v and_o sanctify_v for_o groat_n in_o grace_n and_o bring_v we_o near_o unto_o he_o of_o thy_o future_a new-obedience_n and_o christian_a walk_v by_o ply_v industrious_o and_o fruitful_o with_o thy_o best_a endeavour_n and_o utmost_a ability_n those_o three_o glorious_a work_n of_o christianity_n preservation_n of_o purity_n in_o thy_o own_o soul_n and_o body_n righteous_a deal_v with_o all_o thou_o have_v to_o doe-with_a holy_a carriage_n towards_o god_n in_o all_o religious_a duty_n 12._o in_o a_o word_n by_o deny_v ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n and_o live_v sober_o righteous_o and_o godly_o in_o this_o present_a world_n of_o which_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n teach_v every_o true_a convert_n to_o make_v conscience_n i_o say_v if_o upon_o thy_o recovery_n this_o be_v thy_o course_n thou_o be_v certain_o new-created_n such_o bless_a behaviour_n as_o this_o will_v infallible_o evidence_n these_o present_a terror_n to_o have_v be_v the_o pang_n of_o thy_o new-birth_n and_o thy_o happy_a translation_n from_o death_n to_o life_n from_o the_o vanity_n and_o folly_n of_o sin_n into_o the_o light_n and_o liberty_n of_o god_n child_n 2._o second_o 13.1_o say_v unto_o he_o when_o once_o that_o bless_a fountain_n of_o soule-saving_a blood_n be_v open_v upon_o thy_o soul_n in_o the_o side_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n then_o also_o must_v a_o counter-spring_n as_o it_o be_v of_o repentant_a tear_n be_v open_v in_o thy_o humble_a heart_n which_o must_v not_o be_v dry_v up_o until_o thy_o phantastic_o die_a day_n this_o be_v my_o meaning_n for_o every_o christian_a have_v not_o tear_n at_o command_n the_o heart_n sometime_o may_v bleed_v when_o the_o eye_n be_v dry_a thou_o must_v be_v content_a to_o continue_v the_o current_n of_o thy_o godly_a sorrow_n upon_o that_o abominable_a sink_v and_o sodom_n of_o all_o the_o lust_n vanity_n and_o villainy_n of_o thy_o dark_a and_o damn_a time_n and_o also_o upon_o those_o frailty_n infirmity_n imperfection_n defect_n relapse_n backslide_n which_o may_v accompany_v thy_o regenerate_a state_n even_o until_o that_o body_n of_o sin_n which_o thou_o carry_v about_o thou_o be_v dissolve_v by_o the_o stroke_n of_o death_n as_o concern_v thy_o old_a sin_n and_o those_o that_o be_v past_a it_o be_v not_o enough_o that_o now_o the_o fresh_a horror_n of_o they_o and_o those_o grisse_o affright_v form_n wherein_o they_o have_v appear_v to_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o wound_a conscience_n have_v wrought_v upon_o thy_o heart_n by_o god_n blessing_n some_o softness_n heart-rising_a remorse_n and_o hatred_n but_o thou_o must_v many_o and_o many_o a_o time_n hereafter_o in_o the_o extraordinary_a exercise_n of_o renew_a repentance_n press_v thy_o penitent_a spirit_n to_o bleed_v afresh_o within_o thou_o and_o paraph._n draw_v water_n again_o out_o of_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o break_a heart_n with_o those_o israelite_n and_o pour_v it_o out_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o abundance_n of_o bitter_a tear_n for_o thy_o never_o sufficient_o sorrowed-for_a abomination_n and_o rebellion_n against_o so_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a a_o god_n now_o the_o solemn_a time_n and_o occasion_n when_o we_o be_v call_v to_o this_o renew_a repentance_n be_v such_o as_o these_o 1._o when_o we_o be_v to_o perform_v some_o special_a service_n unto_o god_n because_o then_o out_o of_o a_o godly_a jealousy_n we_o may_v fear_v lest_o the_o face_n and_o favour_n of_o god_n the_o love_n and_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v not_o lie_v so_o open_a unto_o we_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o cloudy_a interposition_n of_o our_o former_a sin_n 2._o when_o we_o seek_v for_o any_o special_a blessing_n at_o god_n merciful_a hand_n because_o then_o out_o of_o a_o gracious_a fear_n we_o may_v suspect_v that_o our_o old_a sin_n may_v intrude_v and_o labour_n to_o intercept_v and_o divert_v from_o our_o long_a soul_n the_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a influence_n of_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n it_o may_v seem_v that_o david_n in_o the_o current_n of_o his_o prayer_n see_v his_o old_a sin_n charge_v upon_o he_o and_o therefore_o cry_v out_o by_o the_o way_n remember_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n 3._o in_o the_o time_n of_o some_o great_a affliction_n and_o remarkable_a cross_n when_o upon_o a_o new_a search_n and_o strict_a examination_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o life_n we_o humble_v ourselves_o more_o solemn_o again_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o mourn_v afresh_o over_o he_o who_o we_o have_v pierce_v with_o our_o youthly_a pollution_n and_o provoke_v daily_o with_o many_o woeful_a fail_n be_v wont_a to_o seek_v god_n please_v face_n and_o our_o former_a peace_n sanctification_n of_o it_o unto_o we_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n and_o the_o remoovall_n of_o it_o from_o we_o in_o due_a time_n in_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n christ._n 4._o after_o relapse_n into_o some_o old_a secret_a lust_n or_o fall_v into_o some_o new_a scandalous_a sin_n david_n remorse_n for_o adultery_n and_o murder_n bring_v his_o heart_n to_o bleed_v over_o his_o birth-sin_n psal._n 51.5_o above_o all_o upon_o all_o those_o mighty_a day_n of_o humiliation_n by_o prayer_n and_o fast_v public_a private_a or_o secret_a wherein_o god_n people_n wrestle_v with_o god_n by_o the_o omnipotency_n of_o prayer_n luth._o and_o work_v so_o many_o wonder_n from_o time_n to_o time_n 6._o some_o there_o be_v also_o who_o set_v apart_o some_o special_a time_n to_o confer_v with_o god_n in_o secret_a lay_v together_o before_o he_o the_o glorious_a catalogue_n of_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o mercy_n reach_v from_o everlasting_a to_o everlasting_a all_o his_o favour_n preservation_n deliverance_n protection_n etc._n etc._n from_o their_o first_o be_v to_o that_o time_n and_o the_o abhor_a catalogue_n of_o all_o their_o sin_n from_o adam_n to_o that_o hour_n original_a both_o impute_v and_o inherent_a actual_a both_o before_o and_o since_o their_o call_n and_o this_o they_o do_v with_o hearty_a desire_n of_o such_o different_a affection_n as_o they_o several_o require_v a_o serious_a and_o sensible_a compare_v of_o which_o two_n together_o make_v sin_n a_o great_a deal_n more_o loathsome_a and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n more_o illustrious_a and_o so_o prove_v effectual_a many_o time_n by_o the_o help_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o soften_v their_o heart_n extraordinary_o to_o make_v they_o weep_v hearty_o and_o fill_v their_o soul_n with_o much_o joyful_a sorrow_n and_o humble_a thankfulness_n 7._o upon_o our_o bed_n
sit_fw-la materia_fw-la gaudij_fw-la unde_fw-la &_o augustinus_n semper_fw-la dolcat_n poenitens_fw-la &_o de_fw-fr dolore_fw-la gaudeat_fw-la aquin._n pag._n 3._o quaest_n 84._o art_n 9_o ad_fw-la secundum_fw-la as_o in_o profane_a joy_n even_o in_o laugh_v the_o heart_n be_v sorrowful_a so_o in_o godly_a sorrow_n even_o in_o weep_v the_o heart_n be_v light_a and_o cheerful_a though_o sin_n grieve_v we_o yet_o our_o grieve_v for_o sin_n please_v we_o as_o when_o we_o see_v a_o good_a man_n wrong_v we_o grieve_v at_o his_o wrong_n but_o rejoice_v in_o his_o goodness_n dyke_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 4._o 4._o concedo_fw-la quidem_fw-la illud_fw-la in_o ipso_fw-la mâ—â—rore_fw-la &_o dolore_fw-la piorum_fw-la plus_fw-la gaudij_fw-la inesse_fw-la &_o verae_fw-la laetitiae_fw-la quam_fw-la in_o risuhuius_fw-la mundi_fw-la nam_fw-la cum_fw-la suspirijs_fw-la inenarrabilibus_fw-la coniunctum_fw-la est_fw-la gâ—udium_fw-la ineffabile_fw-la rolloc_n in_o joan._n cap._n 11._o p._n 610._o 610._o quid_fw-la tristitiâ_fw-la molestius_fw-la sed_fw-la quando_fw-la secundum_fw-la deum_fw-la sit_fw-la mundi_fw-la gaudio_fw-la melior_fw-la est_fw-la in_o 2._o cor._n 7._o hom._n 15._o sicut_fw-la mundi_fw-la gaudium_fw-la tristitiae_fw-la consortio_fw-la câ—pulatur_fw-la ita_fw-la etiam_fw-la secundum_fw-la dominuâ—_fw-la lachryma_fw-la iugem_fw-la pariunt_fw-la certámque_fw-la laetitiam_fw-la in_o matth._n 2._o hom._n 6._o jamqueâ—ste_fw-la talis_fw-la ea_fw-la quae_fw-la videntur_fw-la cuncta_fw-la despiciens_fw-la in_o compunctione_n continuá_fw-la perseverat_fw-la largo_fw-la assiduè_fw-la fluâ—â—s_fw-la fonte_fw-la lacbrymarum_fw-la multámque_fw-la hinc_fw-la capiens_fw-la voluptatem_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n hinc_fw-la semper_fw-la â—â—leat_fw-la &_o de_fw-fr dolore_fw-la gaudeat_fw-la tom._n 4._o pag._n 2._o de_fw-fr verâ_fw-la &_o falsa_fw-la poenitentiâ_fw-la cap._n 13._o 13._o beware_v thou_o become_v not_o a_o papist_n in_o think_v to_o merit_v mere_o by_o thy_o contrition_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v not_o thy_o contrition_n if_o it_o have_v be_v a_o hundred_o time_n more_o can_v merit_v pardon_n of_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o sin_n if_o the_o lord_n jesus_n have_v not_o suffer_v infinite_a sorrow_n and_o grief_n in_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o they_o it_o be_v not_o all_o our_o grieve_v can_v satisfy_v god_n justice_n for_o the_o small_a offence_n no_o not_o though_o we_o shall_v weep_v out_o our_o eye_n and_o mourn_v to_o death_n therefore_o though_o god_n have_v appoint_v all_o to_o who_o he_o will_v show_v mercy_n to_o be_v contrite-hearted_n yet_o not_o to_o come_v to_o mercy_n thereby_o as_o by_o a_o meritorious_a mean_n but_o as_o by_o a_o convenient_a and_o meet_a disposition_n to_o prepare_v we_o to_o seek_v and_o receive_v mercy_n with_o thankfulness_n roger_n of_o deaâ—aâ—_n of_o faith_n pag._n 152._o nonin_n flatibus_fw-la nostris_fw-la non_fw-la in_o action_n nostris_fw-la sedin_fw-fr advocati_fw-la nostri_fw-la 〈◊〉_d â—â—â—tione_fw-la confidamus_fw-la gregor_n in_o ezech._n hom._n 7._o 7._o ad_fw-la recipiendam_fw-la gratiam_fw-la remissionis_fw-la necessaria_fw-la est_fw-la ex_fw-la nostrâ_fw-la parte_fw-la contritio_fw-la fidei_fw-la &_o poenitentiae_fw-la verae_fw-la sed_fw-la quod_fw-la addit_fw-la bellarminus_n sc_n neminem_fw-la scire_fw-la a_o suae_fw-la fides_fw-la &_o poenitentia_fw-la sit_fw-la talis_fw-la &_o tanta_fw-la quantae_fw-la à _fw-la deo_fw-la requiritur_fw-la falsissimum_fw-la est_fw-la non_fw-la enim_fw-la ex_fw-la gradu_fw-la aut_fw-la mensurâ_fw-la fidei_fw-la vel_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la dependet_fw-la iustificatio_fw-la sed_fw-la exveritate_fw-la davenant_n expos._n epist._n ad_fw-la colos_n pag._n â—1_n â—1_n si_fw-mi dixisti_fw-la sufficit_fw-la perâ—sti_fw-la august_n august_n and_o therefore_o will_v the_o lord_n wait_v that_o he_o may_v be_v gracious_a unto_o you_o etc._n etc._n isa_n 30.18_o oh_o thou_o afflict_a toss_v with_o tempest_n and_o not_o comfort_v behold_v i_o will_v lay_v thy_o stove_n with_o fair_a colour_n and_o lay_v thy_o foundation_n with_o saphire_n cap._n 54.11_o he_o retain_v not_o his_o anger_n for_o ever_o because_o he_o delight_v in_o mercy_n hos._n 7.18_o 1._o pet._n 1.8_o phil._n 4.7_o 1._o cor._n 2.9_o 2.9_o resipiscentia_fw-la illa_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la vera_fw-la ac_fw-la solida_fw-la quae_fw-la non_fw-la virtualiter_fw-la continuatur_fw-la &_o actu_fw-la renovatur_fw-la subinde_fw-la à _fw-la tempore_fw-la conversionis_fw-la ad_fw-la finem_fw-la usque_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la amesius_n medulla_n theol._n lib._n 1._o cap._n 26._o 26._o damus_fw-la qui_fw-la hypocriticâ_fw-la &_o temporariá_fw-la fide_fw-la credunt_fw-la eos_fw-la falli_fw-la dum_fw-la putant_fw-la se_fw-la veâ—è_fw-la credere_fw-la et_fw-la non_fw-la verè_fw-la credunt_fw-la sunt_fw-la enim_fw-la illorum_fw-la instar_fw-la qui_fw-la somniant_fw-la se_fw-la reges_fw-la esse_fw-la cum_fw-la sint_fw-la pauperrimi_fw-la at_o negamus_fw-la illos_fw-la qui_fw-la verâ_fw-la fide_fw-la credunt_fw-la ignorare_fw-la a_o verè_fw-la credant_fw-la &_o falti_fw-la quum_fw-la affirmant_fw-la &_o sentiunt_fw-la se_fw-la verè_fw-la credere_fw-la sunt_fw-la eium_fw-la instar_fw-la illorum_fw-la qui_fw-la gemmaâ—_n mâ—nu_fw-la tractantâ—s_fw-la quiâ—_n sâ—nsu_fw-la praediti_fw-la sunt_fw-la sciunt_fw-la &_o aiunt_fw-la se_fw-la illam_fw-la habere_fw-la quod_fw-la si_fw-la nemo_fw-la posset_n certò_fw-la nâ—sse_fw-la a_fw-fr verè_fw-la credat_fw-la necuâ—_n cur_n ait_fw-la apostolus_fw-la explorate_fw-la vosmetipsos_fw-la a_o sit_v be_v in_o fide_fw-la as_o â—_o quis_fw-la fidem_fw-la adhibens_fw-la alicuius_fw-la verbis_fw-la certò_fw-la novit_fw-la se_fw-la verè_fw-la illi_fw-la credere_fw-la quantò_fw-la magis_fw-la id_fw-la be_v nâ—vit_fw-la qui_fw-la fide_fw-la verâ_fw-la donatus_fw-la d_o spiritu_fw-la sanctâ—_n credit_n evangelio_n zanch._n de_fw-fr naturâ_fw-la dei_fw-la lib._n 5._o cap._n 2._o matth._n â—0_n 22_o 22_o we_o be_v take_v out_o of_o the_o coâ—uytiâ—es_n of_o adam_n and_o ingrâ—fâ—ted_v in_o christâ—_n death_n and_o passion_n can_v no_o lâ—ngâ—r_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n but_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n and_o must_v now_o look_v upon_o the_o world_n 〈◊〉_d as_o the_o world_n looâ—â—d_v 〈…〉_z upon_o we_o 〈…〉_z shall_v follow_v his_o step_n toâ—_n it_o as_o upon_o â—o_o many_o abominable_a and_o crucify_a carcase_n bishop_n of_o lincoln_n in_o h._n serâ—mon_n before_o the_o high_a house_n of_o parliament_n pag_n 21.22_o he_o do_v not_o mean_a here_o to_o wit_n galâ—l_n 6.26_o the_o heaven_n or_o the_o earth_n say_v saint_n chrysostome_n nor_o the_o world_n in_o the_o â—_o but_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n glory_n port_n riches_n greatness_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d all_o that_o make_v a_o shine_a and_o glitter_v in_o the_o world_n these_o be_v all_o but_o so_o many_o carcase_n and_o a_o very_a abomination_n to_o a_o true_o regenerate_v man._n idem_n ibid._n pag._n 16.17_o if_o we_o begin_v to_o breathe_v the_o life_n of_o righteousness_n when_o the_o world_n fawn_v upon_o we_o with_o honour_n riches_n greatness_n favour_n or_o frown_n upon_o we_o with_o hatred_n malice_n persecution_n oppression_n and_o the_o like_a we_o must_v turn_v our_o head_n aside_o another_o way_n with_o a_o godly_a kind_n of_o pride_n as_o picus_n mirandula_n be_v wont_a to_o call_v it_o and_o no_o more_o regard_v she_o than_o a_o carcase_n crucify_v pag._n 23._o 23._o et_fw-la ego_fw-la mundo_fw-la non_fw-fr tamen_fw-la deo_fw-la mundi_fw-la mundum_fw-la enim_fw-la quantum_fw-la ad_fw-la conversationem_fw-la eius_fw-la posuit_fw-la cui_fw-la renunciando_fw-la mutuò_fw-la transfigimur_fw-la &_o invicèm_fw-la morimur_fw-la tertul._n adversus_fw-la martion_n lib._n 5._o 〈◊〉_d concupiscit_fw-la apostolus_fw-la mundi_fw-la nihil_fw-la agnoscit_fw-la mundus_fw-la apostoli_fw-la ambros._n in_o loc._n sunt_fw-la sicut_fw-la duo_fw-la mortui_fw-la ex_fw-la quibus_fw-la nullus_fw-la tangit_fw-la vel_fw-la diligit_fw-la alterum_fw-la remig._n doctissimo_fw-la citante_fw-la episcopo_fw-la isai._n 54.5_o psal._n 103.13_o psal._n 16.3_o colloss_n 3.11_o 3.11_o dicimus_fw-la creaturaâ—in_n deo_fw-la videri_fw-la quialicèt_fw-la in_o se_fw-la ipsis_fw-la secundum_fw-la suum_fw-la esse_fw-la proprium_fw-la videantur_fw-la videntur_fw-la tamen_fw-la ut_fw-la quidame_n effectus_fw-la dei_fw-la at_o que_fw-la ut_fw-la aliquid_fw-la pertinens_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la Ãdque_fw-la eadem_fw-la visione_n quâ_fw-la deus_fw-la gregor_n de_fw-fr val._n tom._n 1._o col._n 250._o res_fw-la naturales_fw-la veriùs_fw-la esse_fw-la habent_fw-la in_o mente_fw-la divinâ_fw-la quam_fw-la in_o seipsis_fw-la aqu._n p._n 1._o q_o 18._o sicut_fw-la domus_fw-la nobilius_fw-la esse_fw-la habet_fw-la in_o mente_fw-la artificis_fw-la quam_fw-la in_o materiâ_fw-la ibid._n 1._o cor_fw-la 3.22.23_o 3.22.23_o see_v forbes_n upon_o cap._n 14_o of_o the_o revel_n v_o 2._o 2._o cor._n 5.17_o 5.17_o there_o be_v some_o will_v say_v they_o have_v feel_v terror_n of_o their_o estate_n but_o they_o have_v outgrown_a it_o it_o be_v past_a yea_o what_o have_v you_o do_v with_o it_o have_v you_o break_v prison_n or_o do_v god_n let_v you_o out_o if_o you_o have_v break_v prison_n you_o must_v even_o in_o again_o and_o that_o worse_a than_o before_o etc._n etc._n all_o the_o counsel_n i_o can_v give_v thou_o in_o such_o a_o case_n be_v to_o call_v after_o these_o terror_n again_o which_o thou_o have_v seek_v to_o drive_v away_o and_o call_v aloud_o ere_o they_o be_v go_v past_o call_n and_o call_v quick_o ere_o thy_o heart_n be_v harden_v quite_o and_o then_o it_o will_v cost_v double_a labour_n and_o pray_v god_n to_o work_v they_o upon_o thy_o heart_n again_o
kind_n of_o voluptuousness_n shall_v most_o certain_o very_o short_o lie_v upon_o thy_o bed_n of_o death_n like_o a_o wild_a bull_n in_o a_o net_n full_a of_o the_o fury_n of_o the_o lord_n either_o seal_v thou_o up_o final_o in_o the_o desperate_a senselessenesse_n of_o thy_o own_o dead_a heart_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o slumber_n for_o everlasting_a vengeance_n even_o at_o the_o door_n or_o else_o exemplary_o enrage_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n upon_o that_o thy_o last_o bed_n with_o hellish_a horror_n even_o before_o hand_n for_o horror_n ordinary_o the_o more_o notorious_a servant_n of_o satan_n and_o slave_n of_o lust_n depart_v this_o life_n either_o like_o nabal_n or_o judas_n though_o more_o by_o many_o thousand_o die_v like_o hard-hearted_a sot_n in_o security_n then_o in_o despair_n of_o conscience_n if_o it_o be_v so_o with_o thou_o then_o that_o thy_o heart_n when_o thou_o shall_v have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n against_o thyself_o die_v within_o thou_o 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to_o sleep_v more_o and_o then_o she_o tear_v with_o implacable_a fury_n and_o teach_v forlorn_a wretch_n to_o know_v that_o forbearance_n be_v no_o payment_n but_o if_o it_o please_v god_n to_o take_v the_o other_o course_n with_o thou_o and_o to_o let_v loose_v the_o cord_n of_o thy_o conscience_n upon_o thy_o die_a bed_n thou_o will_v be_v strangle_v even_o with_o hellish_a horror_n upon_o earth_n and_o damn_a above_o ground_n that_o worm_n of_o hell_n which_o be_v a_o continual_a remorse_n and_o furious_a reflection_n of_o the_o soul_n upon_o its_o own_o wilful_a folly_n whereby_o it_o have_v lose_v everlasting_a joy_n and_o must_v now_o lie_v in_o endless_a easeless_a and_o remediless_a torment_n be_v set_v on_o work_n while_o thou_o be_v yet_o alive_a and_o with_o desperate_a rage_n and_o unspeakable_a anguish_n will_v feed_v upon_o thy_o soul_n and_o flesh_n the_o least_o twitch_n whereof_o not_o all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o ten_o thousand_o world_n will_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o countervail_v for_o as_o the_o peace_n of_o a_o good_a so_o the_o pang_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n be_v unspeakable_a so_o that_o at_o that_o time_n thou_o may_v just_o take_v unto_o thyself_o pashur_n terrible_a name_n magor-missabib_a fear_v round_o about_o thou_o will_v be_v a_o terror_n to_o thyself_o and_o to_o all_o thy_o friend_n and_o that_o which_o in_o this_o woeful_a case_n will_v sting_v extreme_o no_o friend_n nor_o physic_n no_o gold_n nor_o silver_n no_o height_n of_o place_n nor_o favour_n of_o prince_n not_o the_o glory_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n not_o the_o crown_n and_o command_n of_o all_o earthly_a kingdom_n etc._n etc._n can_v possible_o give_v any_o comfort_n deliverance_n or_o ease_n for_o when_o that_o time_n and_o terror_n have_v overtake_v thou_o which_o be_v threaten_v prou._n 1.24_o et_fw-fr seq_fw-fr because_o i_o have_v call_v and_o you_o refuse_v i_o have_v stretch_v out_o my_o hand_n and_o no_o man_n regard_v but_o you_o have_v set_v aâ—_n naught_o all_o my_o counsel_n and_o will_v none_o of_o my_o reproof_n i_o also_o will_v laugh_v at_o your_o calamity_n and_o will_v mock_v when_o your_o fear_n come_v when_o your_o fear_n come_v as_o desolation_n and_o your_o destruction_n come_v as_o a_o whirlwind_n when_o distress_n and_o anguish_n come_v upon_o you_o then_o shall_v they_o call_v upon_o i_o but_o i_o will_v not_o answer_v they_o shall_v seek_v i_o early_o but_o they_o shall_v not_o find_v i_o for_o that_o they_o hate_v knowledge_n and_o do_v not_o choose_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n they_o will_v none_o of_o my_o counsel_n they_o despise_v all_o my_o reproof_n therefore_o shall_v they_o eat_v the_o fruitâ—_n of_o their_o own_o way_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o their_o own_o devise_n i_o say_v when_o this_o terrible_a time_n be_v come_v upon_o thou_o then_o will_v the_o mighty_a lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n come_v against_o thou_o 13.8_o as_o a_o bear_n that_o be_v bereave_v of_o her_o whelp_n and_o will_v rend_v the_o caule_v of_o thy_o heart_n and_o will_v devour_v thou_o like_o a_o lion_n 66.15_o he_o will_v come_v with_o fire_n and_o with_o his_o charet_n like_o a_o whirlwind_n to_o render_v his_o anger_n with_o fury_n and_o his_o rebuke_n with_o flame_n of_o fire_n all_o his_o terror_n at_o that_o hour_n will_v fight_v against_o thou_o and_o that_o unâ—quenchable_a anger_n 32.22_o that_o burn_v to_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o hell_n and_o set_v on_o fire_n the_o foundation_n of_o the_o mountain_n the_o empoisoned_a arrow_n of_o his_o fierce_a indignation_n shall_v be_v drink_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o stick_v fast_o in_o it_o for_o ever_o in_o a_o word_n the_o fearful_a army_n of_o all_o the_o plague_n and_o curse_n sorrow_n and_o un-sufferable_a pain_n denounce_v in_o god_n book_n against_o final_a impenitent_n shall_v with_o un-resistable_a violence_n take_v hold_v upon_o thou_o at_o once_o and_o pursue_v thou_o with_o that_o fury_n which_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a either_o to_o avoid_v or_o abide_v and_o who_o be_v able_a to_o stand_v before_o this_o holy_a lord_n god_n who_o can_v abide_v in_o his_o sight_n when_o he_o be_v angry_a who_o can_v deliver_v out_o of_o his_o hand_n what_o man_n or_o angel_n what_o arm_n of_o flesh_n or_o force_n of_o arm_n what_o creature_n or_o create_v power_n what_o cherub_n or_o which_o of_o the_o seraphin_n be_v able_a to_o free_v a_o guilty_a conscience_n from_o the_o ever-knawing_a worm_n and_o a_o impenitent_a wretch_n from_o eternal_a flame_n oh_o i_o think_v a_o sensible_a forethought_a of_o these_o horrible_a thing_n even_o at_o hand_n shall_v make_v the_o hard_a heart_n of_o the_o most_o abominable_a behall_n to_o tremble_v at_o the_o root_n and_o fall_v asunder_o in_o his_o breast_n like_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o have_v his_o end_n in_o his_o eye_n and_o serious_o to_o remember_v the_o tribulation_n and_o anguish_n that_o shall_v short_o come_v upon_o his_o soul_n the_o affliction_n the_o worm_n wood_n and_o the_o gall_n shall_v fright_v and_o fire_v he_o out_o of_o all_o his_o filthy_a graceless_a goodfellow_n course_n 3._o three_o let_v they_o consider_v what_o horror_n it_o will_v be_v in_o evil_a time_n i_o mean_v not_o only_o at_o death_n and_o the_o last_o day_n which_o be_v the_o most_o terrible_a of_o all_o but_o also_o in_o time_n of_o disgrace_n and_o contempt_n of_o common_a fear_n and_o confusion_n of_o the_o state_n of_o sickness_n cross_n restraint_n banishment_n temptation_n or_o any_o other_o day_n of_o sorrow_n i_o say_v at_o such_o time_n to_o find_v in_o stead_n of_o peace_n fiery_a scorpion_n in_o their_o conscience_n innumerable_a sin_n grave_v there_o with_o a_o iron_n pen_n un-repented_n of_o hear_v how_o excellent_o 502._o austin_n foretell_v &_o forewarn_v they_o into_o what_o a_o forlorn_a and_o fearful_a state_n they_o shall_v most_o certain_o fall_v when_o after_o a_o short_a gleam_n of_o worldly_a glory_n they_o fall_v into_o tempestuous_a and_o troublesome_a time_n of_o all_o affliction_n incident_a to_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n there_o be_v none_o more_o grievous_a and_o transcendent_a then_o to_o have_v the_o conscience_n enrage_v with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n if_o there_o be_v no_o wound_n there_o if_o all_o be_v safe_a and_o sound_o within_o if_o that_o bird_n of_o the_o bosom_n sing_v sweet_o in_o a_o mâ—â—s_n breast_n it_o be_v no_o matter_n what_o misery_n be_v abroad_o in_o the_o world_n what_o storm_n or_o 〈◊〉_d be_v raise_v against_o he_o what_o arm_n of_o flesh_n or_o rage_n of_o foe_n beset_v he_o round_o for_o he_o in_o this_o be_v have_v present_o recourse_n unto_o his_o conscience_n the_o safe_a sanctuary_n and_o paradise_n of_o sweet_a repose_n and_o find_v that_o sprinkle_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n fill_v with_o abundance_n of_o peace_n
we_o mercy_n mercy_n in_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n lord_n jesus_n receive_v our_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n which_o last_o ejaculation_n do_v they_o spring_v from_o a_o true_o break_v penitent_a and_o heavenly_a heart_n and_o be_v they_o the_o period_n and_o conclusion_n of_o a_o well-spent_a life_n may_v bless_o break_v open_a with_o unresistable_a power_n the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n unlock_v the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o immortality_n and_o fill_v the_o depart_a soul_n with_o the_o shine_a beam_n of_o god_n glorious_a presence_n but_o unto_o they_o such_o goodly_a and_o glorious_a speech_n be_v but_o as_o so_o many_o catching_n and_o scrabling_n of_o a_o man_n over_o head_n in_o water_n he_o struggle_v and_o strive_v for_o hold_v to_o save_v himself_o but_o he_o grasp_v nothing_o but_o water_n it_o be_v still_o water_n which_o he_o catch_v and_o therefore_o sink_v and_o drown_v 6._o in_o other_o from_o a_o misguide_v headstrong_a zeal_n in_o will-worship_n a_o impotent_a peremptory_a conceit_n that_o they_o suffer_v in_o the_o cause_n of_o god_n and_o for_o the_o glory_n of_o religion_n this_o unhallowed_a fury_n possess_v many_o hereretike_n of_o old_a upon_o this_o false_a ground_n the_o 174._o donatist_n in_o the_o four_o century_n after_o christ_n offer_v themselves_o willing_o and_o suffer_v death_n most_o courageous_o and_o so_o do_v the_o 80._o euphemite_n who_o for_o the_o multitude_n of_o their_o suppose_a martyr_n will_v needs_o be_v call_v martyrian_o story_n also_o tell_v we_o 120._o that_o turk_n tartar_n and_o moor_n both_o fight_v and_o die_v most_o brave_o and_o resolute_o for_o the_o blasphemous_a opinion_n of_o mahomet_n and_o that_o the_o assasin_n a_o company_n of_o bloody_a villain_n and_o desperate_a cutthroat_n who_o will_v without_o all_o scruple_n or_o fear_n undertake_v to_o dispatch_v any_o man_n who_o their_o general_n command_v they_o to_o murder_v die_v oftentimes_o with_o great_a constancy_n and_o un-dismaiednesse_a and_o this_o 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what_o do_v you_o more_o than_o other_o and_o vers_n 20._o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o except_o your_o righteousness_n shall_v exceed_v the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n you_o shall_v in_o no_o case_n enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n these_o fellow_n represent_v to_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n a_o goodly_a and_o glorious_a show_n of_o freedom_n from_o gross_a sin_n i_o be_o not_o sai_z the_o pharisee_fw-mi luke_n 18._o as_o other_o man_n be_v extortioner_n unjust_a adulterer_n etc._n etc._n of_o work_n first_o of_o righteousness_n i_o give_v tithe_n of_o all_o that_o i_o possess_v second_o of_o piety_n he_o go_v up_o to_o pray_v three_o of_o mercy_n beside_o fast_v and_o prayer_n they_o give_v alm_n mat._n 6._o etc._n etc._n and_o yet_o christ_n speak_v thus_o peremptory_o to_o his_o hearer_n except_o your_o righteousness_n exceed_v the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n etc._n etc._n you_o shall_v in_o no_o case_n enter_v 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compassionate_o over_o we_o or_o purchase_v pardon_n and_o acceptation_n at_o his_o hand_n tender_v therefore_o unto_o that_o poor_a trouble_a soul_n who_o be_v sore_o crush_v and_o languish_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o his_o sin_n refuse_v to_o be_v raise_v and_o refresh_v endless_o plead_v and_o dispute_v against_o himself_o out_o of_o a_o strong_a fearful_a apprehension_n of_o his_o own_o vileness_n and_o unworthiness_n put_v off_o all_o comfort_n by_o this_o misconceit_n that_o no_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n no_o measure_n of_o mourning_n will_v serve_v the_o turn_n to_o come_v comfortable_o unto_o jesus_n christ_n i_o say_v press_v upon_o such_o a_o one_o this_o true_a principle_n in_o the_o high_a and_o heavenly_a art_n of_o right_o comfort_v afflict_v conscience_n so_o soon_o as_o a_o man_n be_v true_o and_o hearty_o humble_v for_o all_o his_o sin_n and_o weary_a of_o their_o weight_n though_o the_o degree_n of_o his_o sorrow_n be_v not_o answerable_a to_o his_o own_o desire_n yet_o 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hell_n hereafter_o some_o find_v he_o 〈◊〉_d furious_o and_o malicious_o busy_a to_o keep_v they_o from_o comfort_n when_o they_o be_v fit_v as_o from_o fitness_n for_o comfort_n 4._o thou_o be_v extreme_o un-advised_n nay_o very_o cruel_a to_o thou_o own_o soul_n for_o whereas_o it_o may_v now_o be_v fill_v with_o unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a joy_n 4.7_o with_o peace_n that_o pass_v all_o understanding_n with_o evangelicall_n pleasure_n which_o be_v such_o 2.9_o as_o neither_o eye_n have_v see_v nor_o ear_n hear_v neither_o have_v enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n by_o take_v christ_n to_o which_o thou_o have_v a_o strong_a and_o manifold_a call_v isai._n 55.1_o ho_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n etc._n etc._n matth._n 11.28_o come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n joh._n 7.37_o if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v unto_o i_o and_o drink_v revel_v 22.17_o and_o let_v 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confidence_n as_o it_o be_v wont_n so_o that_o for_o a_o time_n thou_o may_v lie_v under_o the_o torture_n of_o a_o heavy_a heart_n uncheerfullnesse_n in_o all_o thy_o way_n and_o some_o degree_n of_o horror_n because_o thou_o can_v get_v no_o better_a holdfast_n but_o more_o be_v thy_o fault_n for_o never_o do_v dear_a father_n so_o love_o entertain_v into_o his_o greedy_a arm_n a_o penitent_a son_n return_v from_o go_v astray_o then_o our_o merciful_a god_n upon_o thy_o renew_a humiliation_n be_v willing_a to_o shine_v upon_o thou_o again_o with_o the_o refresh_a beam_n and_o blessing_n of_o his_o wont_a favour_n yet_o tell_v i_o true_a dear_a heart_n though_o for_o the_o present_a that_o precious_a and_o happy_a prayer_n of_o paul_n for_o the_o roman_n 15.13_o the_o god_n of_o hope_n fill_v you_o with_o all_o joy_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v be_v not_o fulfil_v upon_o thy_o soul_n though_o thy_o former_a joyful_a feeling_n be_v turn_v into_o distrustful_a fear_n yet_o do_v not_o 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always_o observe_v for_o a_o special_a difference_n betwixt_o good_a and_o bad_a man_n that_o the_o one_o 16._o hate_a sin_n for_o the_o love_n of_o virtue_n the_o other_o only_o for_o the_o fear_n of_o punishment_n the_o like_a difference_n do_v our_o adversary_n make_v betwixt_o contrition_n and_o teremus_fw-la attrition_n ibid._n that_o the_o hatred_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o one_o proceed_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o righteousness_n in_o the_o other_o from_o the_o fear_n of_o punishment_n and_o yet_o teach_v for_o all_o this_o that_o attrition_n which_o they_o confess_v will_v not_o otherwise_o suffice_v to_o justify_v a_o man_n be_v join_v with_o the_o priest_n absolution_n be_v sufficient_a for_o that_o purpose_n he_o that_o be_v attrite_a be_v by_o virtue_n of_o this_o absolution_n make_v contrite_a and_o justify_v that_o be_v to_o say_v he_o that_o be_v lead_v only_o by_o a_o servile_a fear_n and_o consequent_o be_v to_o be_v rank_v among_o disorder_a and_o evil_a 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feriunt_fw-la 〈◊〉_d verberant_fw-la ergo_fw-la tanquam_fw-la â—â—elerum_fw-la &_o malitia_fw-la suâ—â—tesâ—es_fw-la extirpare_fw-la funditùs_fw-la nituntur_fw-la &_o tollere_fw-la gravesque_fw-la sibi_fw-la putant_fw-la tanquam_fw-la vita_fw-la eorum_fw-la coarguatur_fw-la lactant._n lib._n 5._o cap_n 9_o 9_o job_n 20._o 20._o caeterum_fw-la vultu_fw-la &_o fancy_n satis_fw-la valen_n mente_fw-la &_o intellectu_fw-la constantissimus_fw-la memorià _fw-la potentissimus_fw-la nunquam_fw-la eadem_fw-la verba_fw-la bis_fw-la repetit_fw-la venientes_fw-la omnes_fw-la ad_fw-la se_fw-la recipit_fw-la sermon_n &_o doctos_fw-la &_o grave_n ac_fw-la maturos_fw-la profert_fw-la se_fw-la iusto_fw-la dei_fw-la judicio_fw-la damnaâ—â—â—_n se_fw-la jam_fw-la in_o inferno_fw-la esse_fw-la &_o inde_fw-la inenter_fw-la cruciari_fw-la optare_fw-la se_fw-la in_o loco_fw-la judae_fw-la &_o caini_fw-la esse_fw-la gribaldi_n epist_n de_fw-fr tremendo_fw-la divini_fw-la judicij_fw-la exemplo_fw-la etc._n 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caeperit_n patitribulationes_fw-la fugiet_fw-la â—bâ—gro_n ad_fw-la civitatem_fw-la à _fw-la publico_fw-la ad_fw-la domum_fw-la à _fw-la domo_fw-la ad_fw-la cubiculum_fw-la &_o sequitur_fw-la tribulatio_fw-la a_o cubiculo_fw-la jam_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiet_fw-la non_fw-la habet_fw-la nisi_fw-la interius_fw-la ad_fw-la cubile_fw-la suum_fw-la porrò_fw-la si_fw-la ibi_fw-la tumultus_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la fumus_fw-la iniquitatis_fw-la si_fw-la sâ—aâ—nmasceleris_fw-la non_fw-la illuc_fw-la potest_fw-la confugâ—re_fw-la pellitur_fw-la enimâ—nâ—e_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la inde_fw-la pellitur_fw-la à _fw-la seipso_fw-la pellitur_fw-la et_fw-la ecce_fw-la hostem_fw-la suum_fw-la invenom_v quò_fw-la confugerat_fw-la seipsum_fw-la quò_fw-la fugiturus_fw-la est_fw-la quocunque_fw-la fugerit_fw-la se_fw-la talem_fw-la trohit_fw-la post_fw-la se_fw-la &_o quocunque_fw-la talem_fw-la traxerit_fw-la se_fw-la cruciat_fw-la se._n in_o psalm_n 46._o p._n 502._o poena_n autem_fw-la vehement_a &_o multò_fw-la saevior_fw-la illis_fw-la quaâ—_n &_o coeaitius_fw-la gravis_fw-la invenit_fw-la &_o roadamanthus_fw-la nocte_fw-la â—iâ—que_fw-la suum_fw-la gestare_fw-la in_o pecture_n teâ—â—em_fw-la teâ—â—em_fw-la let_v we_o not_o be_v scotner_n lester_n and_o derider_n for_o that_o be_v the_o uttermost_a token_n and_o show_v of_o a_o reprobate_n of_o a_o plain_a enemy_n to_o god_n in_o his_o wisdom_n hom._n of_o some_o place_n of_o scripture_n by_o which_o some_o take_v offence_n p._n 2._o 2._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 1_o thâ—ssal_n 2.16_o 2.16_o she_o prefer_v john_n baptâ—stâ—_n head_n before_o the_o half_a of_o herod_n kingdom_n mark_n 6_o 2._o 2._o 〈…〉_z rursâ—s_fw-la haec_fw-la in_o seâ—psam_fw-la trâ—nssert_v &_o â—llius_fw-la verba_fw-la quasi_fw-la ad_fw-la ejus_fw-la ignominâ—am_fw-la â—lâ—ta_fw-la exissimans_fw-la aliud_fw-la conetlium_fw-la episcoporum_fw-la contra_fw-la eum_fw-la cogendum_fw-la curate_n quâ_fw-la re_fw-la intellectâ_fw-la
talionis_fw-la god_n himself_o answer_v they_o nay_o their_o own_o heart_n answer_v themselves_o go_v who_o you_o have_v spend_v your_o life_n in_o seek_v seek_v to_o they_o now_o let_v they_o save_v you_o at_o this_o who_o you_o seek_v at_o all_o other_o time_n as_o for_o i_o it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v as_o i_o cry_v and_o you_o will_v not_o hear_v so_o you_o shall_v cry_v and_o seek_v and_o shall_v not_o find_v or_o be_v hear_v say_v the_o lord_n yes_o they_o find_v he_o but_o with_o a_o door_n shut_v between_o he_o &_o they_o but_o what_o find_v they_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o ten_o virgin_n tell_v we_o a_o nescio_fw-la vos_fw-la ho_o know_v they_o not_o they_o take_v too_o short_a a_o time_n to_o breed_v acquaintance_n in_o nescio_fw-la vos_fw-la they_o find_v that_o so_o seek_v profectò_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la tonitru_fw-la etc._n etc._n at_o this_o clap_n he_o that_o wake_v not_o be_v not_o asleep_a but_o dead_a winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 181._o i_o demand_v will_v any_o time_n serve_v to_o seek_v god_n be_v god_n at_o all_o time_n to_o be_v find_v it_o be_v certain_a not_o the_o very_a limitation_n of_o dum_fw-la inveniri_fw-la potest_fw-la show_v plain_o that_o other_o time_n there_o be_v wherein_o seek_v he_o you_o may_v but_o find_v he_o you_o shall_v not_o idem_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 178._o 178._o quanquam_fw-la deus_fw-la ipsos_fw-la mundavit_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la tum_fw-la verbo_fw-la svo_fw-la praecepit_fw-la ut_fw-la se_fw-la mundarent_fw-la &_o toties_fw-la ac_fw-la tamdiu_fw-la per_fw-la prophetas_fw-la imperavit_fw-la 2._o cro._n 36.15_o jesa_n 1.16_o tum_fw-la aquâ_fw-la &_o sapone_fw-la afflictionum_fw-la abluere_fw-la &_o baculo_fw-la calamitatum_fw-la sordes_fw-la excutere_fw-la study_v habuit_fw-la tamen_fw-la impuri_fw-la manserunt_fw-la jesa_n 1.5_o &_o sequentibus_fw-la polan_n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la 2._o cor._n 7.10_o 7.10_o quid_fw-la autem_fw-la est_fw-la seclidiâ—m_fw-la mundum_fw-la quandò_fw-la contristaris_fw-la propter_fw-la divitias_fw-la propter_fw-la gloriam_fw-la propter_fw-la mortuum_fw-la omne_fw-la haec_fw-la secundum_fw-la munduâ—_n idâ—ò_fw-la &_o mortem_fw-la faâ—â—t_n nam_fw-la qui_fw-la propter_fw-la gloriam_fw-la contristatur_fw-la inviâ—et_fw-la &_o saepe_fw-la perire_fw-la cogitur_fw-la qualis_fw-la erat_fw-la tristitia_fw-la cain_n &_o esau_n hanc_fw-la tristitiam_fw-la voâ—at_fw-la secundum_fw-la mundum_fw-la quae_fw-la trisiibus_fw-la perniciosa_fw-la chrysost._n in_o 2._o cor._n cap._n 7._o sicut_fw-la tinea_fw-la comedit_fw-la vestimentum_fw-la &_o sicut_fw-la vermis_fw-la rodit_fw-la lignum_fw-la ita_fw-la tristitia_fw-la nocet_fw-la cordi_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr modo_fw-la benè_fw-la vivendi_fw-la cap._n 11._o it_o pierce_v even_o to_o the_o marrow_n of_o the_o bone_n it_o make_v bitter_a our_o whole_a life_n and_o poison_v all_o our_o action_n char._n lib._n 1._o cap._n 31._o worldly_n sorrow_n work_v a_o change_n in_o the_o body_n it_o bring_v gray_a hair_n on_o the_o head_n and_o furrow_n and_o wrinkle_n in_o the_o face_n it_o turn_v youth_n into_o old_a age_n and_o strength_n into_o weakness_n and_o so_o cause_v death_n dike_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 1._o 1._o tristitia_fw-la enim_fw-la sic_fw-la est_fw-la quomodo_fw-la stercus_fw-la stercus_fw-la non_fw-la loco_fw-la svo_fw-la positum_fw-la immunditia_fw-la est_fw-la stercus_fw-la non_fw-la loco_fw-la svo_fw-la positum_fw-la immundam_fw-la facit_fw-la domum_fw-la loco_fw-la svo_fw-la positum_fw-la fertilem_fw-la facit_fw-la agrum_fw-la inveni_fw-la nescio_fw-la quem_fw-la tristem_fw-la stercus_fw-la video_fw-la locum_fw-la quaero_fw-la dic_fw-la amice_fw-la unde_fw-la tristis_fw-la es_fw-la perdidi_fw-la inquit_fw-la pecuniam_fw-la locus_fw-la immundus_fw-la fructus_fw-la nullus_fw-la audiat_fw-la aposiolum_fw-la tristitia_fw-la mundi_fw-la mortem_fw-la operatur_fw-la non_fw-la solum_fw-la fructus_fw-la nullus_fw-la sed_fw-la magna_fw-la pernicies_fw-la sic_fw-la &_o de_fw-la caeteris_fw-la rebus_fw-la ad_fw-la gaudia_fw-la secularia_fw-la pertinentibus_fw-la quas_fw-la res_fw-la longum_fw-la est_fw-la enumerare_fw-la video_fw-la alium_fw-la tristantem_fw-la gementem_fw-la flentem_fw-la multum_fw-la stercorâ—s_fw-la video_fw-la &_o ibi_fw-la locum_fw-la quaero_fw-la et_fw-la cum_fw-la viderem_fw-la tristem_fw-la flentem_fw-la inspexi_fw-la &_o orautem_fw-la orans_fw-la nescio_fw-la quid_fw-la mibibonae_fw-la significationis_fw-la ingessit_fw-la sed_fw-la adhuc_fw-la locum_fw-la quaero_fw-la quid_fw-la enim_fw-la si_fw-la iste_fw-la oraus_fw-la gemens_fw-la magno_fw-la fletu_fw-la mortem_fw-la roget_fw-la inimicis_fw-la suis._n etiam_fw-la sic_fw-la jam_fw-la plorat_fw-la jam_fw-la rogat_fw-la jam_fw-la orat_fw-la locus_fw-la immundus_fw-la fructus_fw-la nullum_fw-la inspexialium_fw-la rursus_fw-la gementem_fw-la flentem_fw-la orantem_fw-la stercus_fw-la agnosco_fw-la locum_fw-la quaero_fw-la intenâ—di_fw-la autem_fw-la orationi_fw-la ejus_fw-la &_o audito_fw-la dicentem_fw-la ego_fw-la dixi_fw-la domine_fw-la miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la sana_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la quia_fw-la peccavi_fw-la tibi_fw-la geâ—it_fw-la peccatum_fw-la agnosco_fw-la agrum_fw-la expecto_fw-la fructum_fw-la deo_fw-la gratias_fw-la bono_n loco_fw-la est_fw-la stercus_fw-la non_fw-la ibi_fw-la vacat_fw-la fructum_fw-la parturit_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp_n serm._n 151._o 151._o tristitia_fw-la illa_fw-la solùm_fw-la ad_fw-la peccata_fw-la utilis_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la hinc_fw-la manifestatur_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la amissis_fw-la divitijs_fw-la contristatur_fw-la damnum_fw-la non_fw-la solvit_fw-la qui_fw-la pro_fw-la mortuo_fw-la contristatur_fw-la jacentem_fw-la non_fw-la excitat_fw-la qui_fw-la propter_fw-la morbum_fw-la contristatur_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la non_fw-la curatur_fw-la sed_fw-la etiam_fw-la auget_fw-la morbum_fw-la qui_fw-la verò_fw-la in_o peccatis_fw-la contristatur_fw-la hîc_fw-la solùm_fw-la utilitatis_fw-la aliquid_fw-la ampliùs_fw-la à _fw-la tristitiâ_fw-la accepit_fw-la absumit_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o evanescere_fw-la facit_fw-la peccata_fw-la chrysost._n in_o 2._o cor._n cap._n 7._o mortem_fw-la lugere_fw-la omittens_fw-la luge_n peccata_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsa_fw-la deleas_fw-la propter_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la tristitia_fw-la facta_fw-la est_fw-la non_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o morte_fw-la nec_fw-la in_o ullâ_fw-la aliâ_fw-la re_fw-la tali_fw-la doleamus_fw-la sed_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsâ_fw-la ad_fw-la delenda_fw-la ut_fw-la amur_fw-la peccata_fw-la et_fw-la quòd_fw-la hoc_fw-la verum_fw-la sit_fw-la exemplosacio_fw-la manifestum_fw-la remedia_fw-la medicinalia_fw-la propter_fw-la illos_fw-la tantùm_fw-la morbos_fw-la facta_fw-la sunt_fw-la quos_fw-la tollerâ—_n possunt_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la illos_fw-la quos_fw-la nihil_fw-la ad_fw-la juvare_fw-la possunt_fw-la etc._n etc._n mulctatus_fw-la est_fw-la quispiam_fw-la pecunijs_fw-la tristatus_fw-la est_fw-la mulctam_fw-la non_fw-la emendavit_fw-la silium_fw-la amisit_fw-la doluit_fw-la mortuum_fw-la non_fw-la resuscitavit_fw-la nec_fw-la defuncto_fw-la prâ—fuit_fw-la flagellatus_fw-la est_fw-la quis_fw-la alapis_fw-la caesus_fw-la contumelijs_fw-la affectus_fw-la doluit_fw-la non_fw-la revocavit_fw-la contumcliam_fw-la etc._n etc._n vides_fw-la horum_fw-la nulli_fw-la prodesse_fw-la tristitiam_fw-la peccavit_fw-la quis_fw-la tristatus_fw-la est_fw-la peccatum_fw-la delevit_fw-la idem_fw-la ad_fw-la popul_n antiochenum_fw-la hom._n 5._o 5._o i_o mean_v both_o repentance_n legal_a which_o be_v breed_v by_o believe_v the_o threat_n of_o the_o law_n and_o by_o accident_n lead_v unto_o christ._n evangelicall_n which_o spring_v from_o faith_n in_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n after_o we_o have_v take_v christ._n for_o faith_n must_v go_v before_o this_o repentance_n as_o the_o ground_n and_o root_v thereof_o in_o time_n faith_n and_o evangelicall_n repentance_n be_v both_o together_o but_o in_o the_o order_n of_o nature_n faith_n be_v first_o first_o quid_fw-la enim_fw-la quispiam_fw-la sacere_fw-la possit_fw-la quo_fw-la genero_fw-la sum_fw-la virum_fw-la cogat_fw-la contristari_fw-la auseret_n pecunias_fw-la sed_fw-la habet_fw-la in_o coelis_fw-la divitias_fw-la patriâ_fw-la eijciet_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o coelestem_fw-la civitatem_fw-la mittet_fw-la vincula_fw-la inijciet_fw-la sed_fw-la habet_fw-la conscientiam_fw-la solutam_fw-la &_o exteriorem_fw-la non_fw-la sentiet_fw-la catenam_fw-la sed_fw-la interficiet_fw-la corpus_fw-la at_o iterum_fw-la resurget_fw-la et_fw-la sicut_fw-la cum_fw-la umbrâ_fw-la pugnans_fw-la &_o aërem_fw-la verberans_fw-la perculere_fw-la poterit_fw-la neminem_fw-la sic_fw-la &_o cum_fw-la justo_fw-la pugnans_fw-la cumumbrâ_fw-la tantùm_fw-la pugnat_fw-la &_o vires_fw-la svas_fw-la dissolvit_fw-la nullam_fw-la illi_fw-la plagam_fw-la valen_n infligere_fw-la itaque_fw-la da_fw-la mihi_fw-la de_fw-la coelorum_fw-la râ—gno_fw-la confidere_fw-la &_o sâ—vis_fw-la i_o hodie_fw-la jugula_fw-la caedis_fw-la gratias_fw-la tibi_fw-la habeo_fw-la quòd_fw-la i_o celeriter_fw-la ad_fw-la illa_fw-la hona_fw-la transmattis_n chrysost._n ad_fw-la pop._n antioch_n hom_n 5._o 5._o igitur_fw-la postquà m_fw-la manifestè_fw-la oratio_fw-la demonstravit_fw-la quòd_fw-la neque_fw-la pecuniarum_fw-la mulctam_fw-la neque_fw-la contumeliam_fw-la neque_fw-la calumniam_fw-la neque_fw-la flagella_fw-la neque_fw-la valetudinem_fw-la neque_fw-la mortem_fw-la neque_fw-la aliud_fw-la quid_fw-la talium_fw-la inducta_fw-la tristitia_fw-la iastaurare_fw-la posset_n sed_fw-la solùm_fw-la delere_fw-la peccatum_fw-la &_o bujus_fw-la est_fw-la destructiva_fw-la certum_fw-la quò_fw-la à _fw-la propter_fw-la hanc_fw-la solam_fw-la causam_fw-la facta_fw-la est_fw-la ne_fw-fr amplius_fw-la igitur_fw-la pecuniarum_fw-la jacturam_fw-la doleamus_fw-la sed_fw-la cum_fw-la peccamus_fw-la tantùm_fw-la doleamus_fw-la multa_fw-la enum_fw-la hic_fw-la exâ—riâ—â—â—iâ_fw-la utilitas_fw-la mulâ—laâ—us_fw-la es_fw-la ne_o doleas_fw-la neque_fw-la enim_fw-la proderit_fw-la peâ—cuâ—â—â—_n dole_n utile_fw-la namque_fw-la est_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n 2._o sam._n 17.23_o achitophel_n ita_fw-la ratiocinatur_fw-la absolom_n aut_fw-la vincet_fw-la auâ—_n non_fw-la sinoâ—_n uincat_fw-la incidam_fw-la in_o manus_fw-la davidis_fw-la si_fw-la vicerit_fw-la adhuc_fw-la ego_fw-la inglorius_fw-la vivam_fw-la chusat_fw-la
coelo_fw-la errare_fw-la constat_fw-la qui_fw-la putant_fw-la omnes_fw-la eos_fw-la servatos_fw-la esse_fw-la qui_fw-la moribundi_fw-la deum_fw-la invocant_fw-la ex_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la loco_fw-la satis_fw-la liquet_fw-la multos_fw-la quibus_fw-la in_o ore_fw-la est_fw-la domine_fw-la miserere_fw-la nostri_fw-la ad_fw-la inferos_fw-la descendere_fw-la ergo_fw-la dicet_fw-la aliquis_fw-la quo_fw-la modo_fw-la constat_fw-la promissionis_fw-la illius_fw-la veritas_fw-la salvum_fw-la fore_fw-la qui_fw-la dei_fw-la nomen_fw-la invocaverit_fw-la joel_n 2._o resp._n illud_fw-la de_fw-la ijs_fw-la intelligitur_fw-la qui_fw-la deum_fw-la verè_fw-la &_o synecrè_fw-la invocant_fw-la 1._o fide_fw-la quod_fw-la isti_fw-la nequeunt_fw-la qui_fw-la fidem_fw-la non_fw-la habent_fw-la &_o sapiusculè_fw-la quid_fw-la sit_fw-la nesciunt_fw-la 2._o cum_fw-la affectu_fw-la deum_fw-la glorificandi_fw-la isti_fw-la verò_fw-la in_o clamoribus_fw-la suis_fw-la propriam_fw-la solummodò_fw-la respiciunt_fw-la salutem_fw-la 3._o diâ—cedendo_fw-la ab_fw-la iniquitate_fw-la 2._o tim._n 2.19_o quod_fw-la isti_fw-la non_fw-la faciunt_fw-la cartw._n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la non_fw-fr est_fw-fr â—ecâ—atum_fw-la quarere_fw-la deum_fw-la in_o calamitatibus_fw-la &_o ab_fw-la eo_fw-la opeus_fw-la &_o auxilium_fw-la petere_fw-la imò_fw-la mandatum_fw-la divinum_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o aerumnis_fw-la &_o periculis_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la consugâ—amus_fw-la sicut_fw-la dicitur_fw-la invoca_fw-la i_o in_fw-la die_fw-la tribulationis_fw-la psal_n 50._o sed_fw-la tantum_fw-la petere_fw-la ut_fw-la sensus_fw-la mali_fw-la tollatur_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la nos_fw-la molestijs_fw-la &_o periculis_fw-la eximamur_fw-la atque_fw-la intereà _fw-la perseverare_fw-la in_o peccandi_fw-la proposito_fw-la id_fw-la verò_fw-la est_fw-la irridere_fw-la deum_fw-la atque_fw-la iram_fw-la ipsius_fw-la provocare_fw-la moller_n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la o_o quam_fw-la multi_fw-la say_v a_o reverend_a father_n cum_fw-la hac_fw-la spe_fw-la ad_fw-la aeternos_fw-la labores_fw-la &_o bella_fw-la descendunt_fw-la descendunt_fw-la greeneham_n in_o his_o grave_a counsel_n and_o godly_a observation_n pag._n 9_o non_fw-la potest_fw-la male_a mori_fw-la qui_fw-la benè_fw-la vixerit_fw-la prorsùs_fw-la consirmo_fw-la audeo_fw-la dicere_fw-la credidi_fw-la propter_fw-la quod_fw-la locutus_fw-la sum_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la male_a mori_fw-la qui_fw-la bene_fw-la vixerit_fw-la august_n lib._n de_fw-fr disciplina_fw-la christ._n cap._n 2._o 2._o decimo_fw-la septimo_fw-la februarij_fw-la die_fw-la lutherus_n coepit_fw-la aegrotare_fw-la gravitis_fw-la ex_fw-la pectore_fw-la &_o quanquam_fw-la erat_fw-la imbecillior_fw-la prandit_fw-la tamen_fw-la cum_fw-la filijs_fw-la &_o familiaribus_fw-la suâ—â—_n atque_fw-la coenavit_fw-la inter_fw-la coenandum_fw-la argumentis_fw-la assèruit_fw-la sore_n ut_fw-la in_o alterâ_fw-la vitâ_fw-la illâ_fw-la beatâ_fw-la alter_fw-la alierum_fw-la recognoscat_fw-la post_fw-la caenam_fw-la sumpto_fw-la unicornu_a ex_fw-la vino_fw-la pro_fw-la medicamento_fw-la &_o ad_fw-la quietem_fw-la se_fw-la componens_fw-la salutatis_fw-la amiciss_fw-la qui_fw-la aderant_fw-la orate_fw-la inquit_fw-la deum_fw-la ut_fw-la evangelij_fw-la doctrinam_fw-la nobis_fw-la conservet_fw-la pontisex_n enim_fw-la &_o concilium_fw-la tridentinum_n dira_fw-la moliuntur_fw-la haec_fw-la ubi_fw-la dixit_fw-la facto_fw-la silentio_fw-la dormit_fw-la aliquamdiu_fw-la sed_fw-la urgente_fw-la vi_fw-la morbi_fw-la post_fw-la mediam_fw-la noctem_fw-la excitatus_fw-la queritur_fw-la de_fw-la pectoris_fw-la angustiâ_fw-la &_o praesenticus_fw-la iam_fw-la instare_fw-la sinem_fw-la his_fw-la verbis_fw-la deum_fw-la ardenter_fw-la invocat_n pater_n mi_fw-mi coelestibus_fw-la deus_fw-la &_o pater_fw-la domini_fw-la jesu_fw-la christi_fw-la deus_fw-la omnis_fw-la consolationis_fw-la ago_o tibi_fw-la gratias_fw-la quòd_fw-la filium_fw-la tuum_fw-la jesum_fw-la christum_fw-la mihi_fw-la revelâsti_fw-la cui_fw-la credidi_fw-la quem_fw-la sum_fw-la professus_fw-la quem_fw-la amavi_fw-la quem_fw-la celebravi_fw-la quem_fw-la pontifex_fw-la romanus_n &_o reliqua_fw-la impiorum_fw-la turba_fw-la persequitur_fw-la &_o afficit_fw-la contumeliâ_fw-la rogo_fw-la te_fw-la mi_fw-mi domine_fw-la jesu_fw-la christ_n suscipe_fw-la animulam_fw-la meam_fw-la mi_fw-mi pater_fw-la coelestibus_fw-la etiamsi_fw-la divellor_fw-la ex_fw-la hac_fw-la vit_fw-mi á_o licèt_fw-la corpus_fw-la hoc_fw-la mihi_fw-la sit_fw-la iam_fw-la deponendum_fw-la certò_fw-la tamen_fw-la scio_fw-la i_o tecum_fw-la esse_fw-la permansurum_fw-la in_o sempiternum_fw-la neque_fw-la possè_fw-la i_o tuis_fw-la ex_fw-la manibus_fw-la à _fw-la quoquam_fw-la avelli_fw-la non_fw-la multò_fw-la post_fw-la eam_fw-la precationem_fw-la ubi_fw-la spiritum_fw-la suum_fw-la in_o manus_fw-la dei_fw-la semel_fw-la &_o iterùm_fw-la commendâsset_fw-la tanquam_fw-la dormiturus_fw-la paulatimâ—_n vitâ_fw-la decedit_fw-la nullo_fw-la cum_fw-la corporis_fw-la qui_fw-la quidem_fw-la animad_fw-la verti_fw-la posset_n cruciatu_fw-la osiand_n hist._n eccles._n cent._n 16._o lib._n 1._o cap._n 56._o 56._o act_n and_o monum_fw-la vol._n 2._o pag._n 994._o i_o no_o more_o weigh_v cochlaeus_fw-la his_o curse_a lie_n to_o the_o contrary_a or_o of_o any_o his_o fellow_n stigmatical_a knight_n of_o the_o post_n as_o bolsec_n etc._n etc._n then_o i_o will_v do_v the_o bark_n of_o a_o dog_n the_o bray_a of_o a_o ass_n or_o bellow_v of_o a_o devil_n devil_n master_n john_n holland_n a_o faithful_a minister_n of_o god_n word_n word_n in_o his_o sermon_n entitle_v the_o soul_n solace_n against_o sorrow_n pag_n 17._o etc._n etc._n etc._n perkins_n in_o his_o salve_n for_o a_o sick_a man._n man._n of_o one_o reprobate_a that_o die_v in_o this_o despair_n and_o torment_v of_o conscience_n there_o be_v million_o that_o die_v in_o presumption_n of_o mercy_n without_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o punishment_n the_o reason_n whereof_o be_v because_o satan_n who_o know_v he_o have_v time_n little_a enough_o in_o this_o life_n to_o draw_v man_n to_o sin_n and_o long_o enough_o after_o this_o life_n to_o torment_v they_o for_o it_o do_v therefore_o ordinary_o reserve_v the_o torment_a of_o sinner_n to_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n and_o till_o they_o be_v in_o hell_n leave_v if_o he_o shall_v deal_v so_o rough_o with_o all_o sinner_n in_o this_o world_n they_o may_v be_v so_o pinch_v with_o terror_n seek_v after_o the_o mean_n of_o salvation_n as_o do_v the_o jailer_n and_o the_o â—ewes_n act._n 16.30_o and_o 2.37_o etc._n etc._n chibald_n trial_o of_o faith_n lib._n 1._o cap._n 5._o p._n 70._o 70._o we_o shall_v never_o be_v in_o such_o a_o forlorn_a condition_n wherein_o there_o shall_v be_v ground_n of_o despair_n consider_v our_o sin_n be_v the_o sin_n of_o man_n his_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n of_o a_o infinite_a god_n doctor_n sibbes_n bruise_a reed_n preface_n to_o the_o reader_n reader_n out_o of_o the_o curse_a nursery_n of_o such_o sort_n of_o sinner_n as_o these_o god_n do_v now_o and_o then_o single_a out_o some_o and_o hang_v they_o up_o as_o it_o be_v in_o chain_n as_o woeful_a spectacle_n of_o despair_n for_o warning_n to_o other_o rom._n 2.5_o 2.5_o in_o what_o sense_n despair_n be_v the_o great_a sin_n for_o it_o be_v not_o simple_o so_o ever_o the_o more_o excellent_a the_o virtue_n be_v the_o more_o pestilent_a be_v the_o opposite_a vice_n hatred_n of_o god_n in_o itself_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n than_o desperation_n because_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v a_o more_o excellent_a grace_n then_o hope_v see_v 2d_o q._n 2._o art_n 3._o though_o aquâ—nâ—â—_n his_o sum_n be_v a_o vast_a dunghill_n of_o much_o rot_a superstition_n and_o false_a divinity_n yet_o about_o virtue_n &_o vice_n law_n and_o other_o philosophical_a point_n he_o let_v â—all_n some_o truth_n desperatâ—o_o motor_n est_fw-la 〈…〉_z â—eâ—p_v ratio_fw-la peior_fw-la est_fw-la omni_fw-la peccato_fw-la bern._n perpetrare_fw-la stagitium_fw-la aliquod_fw-la 〈…〉_z est_fw-la seâ—_n disperara_fw-mi est_fw-la â—escendere_fw-la in_o infernum_fw-la isid._n judas_n make_fw-mi â—ex_fw-la hoc_fw-la offendit_fw-la dominum_fw-la qâ—a_fw-la se_fw-la suâ—pendâ—t_fw-la â—uduâ—_n quòd_fw-la dominum_fw-la prodidit_fw-la hieron_n in_o â—sal_n 108._o judam_fw-la traditoâ—em_fw-la 〈…〉_z misit_fw-la quam_fw-la indulgentiae_fw-la desperatio_fw-la fecit_fw-la penitùs_fw-la interire_fw-la august_n deâ—â—lit_fw-la pâ—nit_fw-la quid_fw-la aliud_fw-la est_fw-la desperare_fw-la quam_fw-la deum_fw-la sibi_fw-la comparare_fw-la qui_o 〈…〉_z comparat_fw-la â—inem_fw-la â—mponit_fw-la divine_a virtuli_fw-la dans_fw-fr sinem_fw-la ixfiâ—uto_fw-la &_o 〈…〉_z ause_fw-la â—nsâ—â—o_fw-it cui_fw-la nihil_fw-la deest_fw-la quodetiam_fw-la cogitar_n i_fw-it non_fw-la potest_fw-la idem_fw-la de_fw-fr 〈…〉_z cap._n 5._o but_o do_v not_o mistake_v the_o good_a father_n or_o upon_o his_o word_n presume_v but_o hear_v what_o he_o add_v sunt_fw-la alij_fw-la inimici_fw-la desperationis_fw-la qui_fw-la adâ—ò_fw-la pâ—aesemâ—â—â—_n &_o â—â—_o deo_fw-la confidâ—â—â—_n quòd_fw-la quandam_fw-la sibi_fw-la licentiam_fw-la acquirunt_fw-la peccandi_fw-la &_o sine_fw-la poeâ—temiâ—â—xpâ—llant_a ventam_fw-la qui_fw-la credunt_fw-la quoniam_fw-la christiani_n sunt_fw-la non_fw-la posse_fw-la damnari_fw-la adulantes_fw-la siâ—â—_n eà _fw-la quòd_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la omnis_fw-la quicunque_fw-la invoâ—averit_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la salvus_fw-la eâ—it_fw-la â—utanâ—enâ—â—_n noâ—â—cu_fw-mi dominita_n vocare_fw-la quoâ—aâ—possunt_fw-la christum_fw-la credere_fw-la &_o sacramem_n a_o ecclesiae_fw-la samere_n non_fw-la verentes_fw-la multos_fw-la esse_fw-la vocasos_fw-la sed_fw-la paucos_fw-la electos_fw-la ibid._n cap._n 6._o 6._o indeed_o sometime_o and_o most_o common_o conscience_n in_o many_o be_v secure_a at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n god_n in_o his_o justice_n plague_v a_o affect_a security_n in_o this_o life_n with_o a_o inflict_v security_n at_o death_n and_o the_o lord_n seem_v to_o say_v as_o once_o to_o the_o prophet_n
go_v make_v their_o conscience_n asleep_a at_o their_o death_n as_o they_o have_v make_v it_o asleep_a all_o their_o life_n lest_o conscience_n shall_v see_v and_o speak_v and_o they_o hear_v and_o be_v save_v therefore_o they_o die_v though_o not_o desperate_a as_o saul_n and_o ahitophel_n yet_o sottish_o without_o comfort_n and_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n as_o naâ—al_o dyke_n of_o conscience_n cap._n 12._o 12._o who_o satan_n see_v 〈◊〉_d of_o god_n favour_n who_o hâ—e_n know_v 〈…〉_z and_o 〈◊〉_d to_o be_v cast_v into_o hâ—ll_a fire_n those_o do_v he_o false_o persuade_v that_o they_o be_v out_o of_o all_o danger_n and_o never_o suffer_v they_o so_o much_o as_o to_o perceive_v their_o lamentable_a estate_n but_o who_o â—ee_n see_v god_n do_v favour_n who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v christ_n brethren_n and_o fellow-heire_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n those_o will_v he_o tempt_v very_o often_o to_o seat_n to_o doubt_v yea_o sometime_o even_o to_o despair_v of_o their_o salvation_n touchstone_z for_o a_o christian._n pag._n 81._o 81._o ex_fw-la hoc_fw-la lâ—co_fw-la satis_fw-la liquet_fw-la multos_fw-la quibus_fw-la in_o ore_fw-la est_fw-la domine_fw-la miserere_fw-la nostri_fw-la ad_fw-la inferos_fw-la descendere_fw-la cartw._n in_o cap._n 1._o proverb_n sunt_fw-la quicredunt_fw-la quoniâ—m_fw-la christiani_n sunt_fw-la non_fw-la posse_fw-la damnari_fw-la adulantes_fw-la sibi_fw-la eo_fw-la quòd_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la omnis_fw-la quiâ—â—nque_fw-la â—nvocaâ—â—rit_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la salvus_fw-la erit_fw-la putant_fw-la enim_fw-la se_fw-la nomen_fw-la domini_fw-la invocare_fw-la quoniam_fw-la possunt_fw-la christum_fw-la credere_fw-la &_o sacramenta_fw-la ecclesiae_fw-la sumere_fw-la non_fw-la verentes_fw-la multos_fw-la esse_fw-la vocaâ—ot_fw-la sed_fw-la paucoâ—_n electos_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr verâ_fw-la &_o falsâ_fw-la poenit._fw-la cap._n 6._o o_o quà â—_n multi_fw-la cum_fw-la hac_fw-la spe_fw-la ad_fw-la aeternos_fw-la labores_fw-la &_o bella_fw-la descenduntâ—_n how_o many_o go_v to_o hell_n with_o this_o hope_n hope_n doctor_z feat_o audi_fw-la dominum_fw-la mors_fw-la peccatoris_fw-la pessima_fw-la quae_fw-la tibi_fw-la videtur_fw-la hona_fw-la pessima_fw-la est_fw-la si_fw-la intùs_fw-la videaâ—_n vides_fw-la forâ—s_fw-la â—aceâ—em_fw-la in_o let_v to_o nunquid_fw-la vides_fw-la intùs_fw-la â—aptum_fw-la ad_fw-la gebeâ—nam_fw-la august_n in_o ps._n 33._o 33._o ostenditur_fw-la nobis_fw-la per_fw-la haec_fw-la verba_fw-la quòd_fw-la illo_fw-la in_o tempore_fw-la inter_fw-la angustias_fw-la diversorum_fw-la terrorum_fw-la videntes_fw-la se_fw-la peccatores_fw-la anxiabuntur_fw-la &_o current_n huc_fw-la &_o illuc_fw-la ad_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la doctrinam_fw-la &_o poenitentiam_fw-la sibi_fw-la quaerentes_fw-la alij_fw-la autem_fw-la interrogantes_fw-la quid_fw-la eos_fw-la oporteat_fw-la facere_fw-la sed_fw-la festinante_fw-la judicio_fw-la &_o necessitatibus_fw-la alijs_fw-la super_fw-la alias_fw-la venientibus_fw-la cum_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la docendi_fw-la licentia_fw-la nec_fw-la tempâ—â—s_fw-la faciendae_fw-la justitiae_fw-la aut_fw-la agendae_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la festinatio_fw-la eorum_fw-la vacua_fw-la erit_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o in_fw-la quotidiano_fw-la usu_fw-la videmus_fw-la fieri_fw-la quotidie_fw-la enim_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la clamant_fw-la in_o ecclesiâ_fw-la qui_fw-la peccavit_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agate_n neque_fw-la seducant_fw-la vos_fw-la honores_fw-la &_o devitiae_fw-la temporales_fw-la quia_fw-la tempus_fw-la vestrum_fw-la prope_fw-la est_fw-la et_fw-la si_fw-la consummatio_fw-la vestra_fw-la tardaverit_fw-la mors_fw-la vestra_fw-la non_fw-la tardat_fw-la &_o nemo_fw-la credit_n nemo_fw-la obâ—â—â—dit_fw-la cum_fw-la autem_fw-la venerit_fw-la super_fw-la illos_fw-la mors_fw-la festinant_fw-la &_o anxiantur_fw-la vocant_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la volunt_fw-la agere_fw-la quando_fw-la jam_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la locus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la itaque_fw-la dum_fw-la expoâ—unt_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la &_o capitur_fw-la anima_fw-la eorum_fw-la &_o vadunt_fw-la vacui_fw-la magis_fw-la autem_fw-la ligaci_fw-la justo_fw-la jâ—dicio_fw-la dei_fw-la quta_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la odium_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la displicentes_fw-la sibi_fw-la volâ—ham_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agere_fw-la sed_fw-la propter_fw-la mortis_fw-la timorem_fw-la adhuc_fw-la enim_fw-la si_fw-la vivere_fw-la poâ—uissent_fw-la non_fw-la sibi_fw-la displicuissent_fw-la ineâ—â—â—tus_fw-la author_n hom._n 52._o in_o cap._n mat._n 25._o vlulant_fw-la quidem_fw-la in_o cubilibus_fw-la id_fw-la verò_fw-la doloris_fw-la impatientiâ_fw-la faciunt_fw-la quem_fw-la expoenis_fw-la concipiunt_fw-la non_fw-la quòd_fw-la peccata_fw-la sua_fw-la deplorent_fw-la gualt_n in_o cap._n 7_o hos._n fuiâ—â—â—eâ—_n est_fw-la be_v seâ—sus_fw-la ea_fw-la conscientia_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o miseriae_fw-la praesertim_fw-la verò_fw-la conscientia_fw-la tanti_fw-la contemplus_fw-la oblâ—tae_fw-la lâ—cis_fw-la idque_fw-la ex_fw-la judicijs_fw-la quibus_fw-la exercebuntur_fw-la ut_fw-la tum_fw-la quidem_fw-la seriò_fw-la crucâ—andi_fw-la sint_fw-la deâ—ideâ—_n in_fw-la christi_fw-la non_fw-la quidem_fw-la quòd_fw-la id_fw-la desiderium_fw-la sit_fw-la â—uturum_fw-la christi_fw-la propter_fw-la ipsum_fw-la christum_fw-la aut_fw-la propter_fw-la odium_fw-la peccati_fw-la sed_fw-la propter_fw-la sensum_fw-la miseriae_fw-la quem_fw-la far_o non_fw-la poterunt_fw-la rolloc_n in_o cap._n 8._o johan._n johan._n and_o to_o seek_v he_o then_o be_v not_o to_o seek_v he_o non_fw-la quaerebant_fw-la eum._n no_o they_o seek_v he_o not_o they_o dissemble_v with_o he_o say_v asaph_n in_o the_o next_o verse_n for_o when_o god_n to_o try_v they_o reprive_v they_o never_o so_o little_a time_n they_o fall_v to_o their_o old_a bias_n and_o when_o as_o he_o cease_v kill_v their_o seek_n be_v at_o a_o end_n so_o be_v all_o force_a seeking_n like_v to_o a_o bowstring_n bring_v to_o his_o full_a bent_n but_o remit_v you_o never_o so_o little_a it_o start_v back_o again_o nay_o it_o be_v not_o quaerebant_fw-la no_o kindly_a seek_n but_o a_o base_a ignoble_a creep_v to_o without_o all_o ingenuity_n when_o we_o must_v either_o die_v or_o do_v it_o winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 181._o 181._o 2._o maccab._n 9_o 9_o doctor_n usher_n in_o his_o answer_n to_o a_o jesuit_n challenge_n pag._n 152._o 152._o dyke_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 16._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d mat._n 13_o 52._o poenitentia_fw-la nunquam_fw-la sera_fw-it si_fw-la seria_fw-la sed_fw-la sera_fw-fr rarò_fw-la vera_fw-la agens_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la &_o reconciliatus_fw-la cum_fw-la sanus_fw-la est_fw-la &_o posteà _fw-la benè_fw-la vivens_fw-la securus_fw-la hinc_fw-la exit_fw-la agenâ—_n poenitentiam_fw-la ad_fw-la ultimum_fw-la &_o reconciliatus_fw-la si_fw-la securus_fw-la hinc_fw-la exit_fw-la ego_fw-la non_fw-la sum_fw-la securus_fw-la august_n hom._n 41._o ex_fw-la 50._o ambros._n exhort_v ad_fw-la penitent_a quomodo_n agit_fw-fr poenitentiam_fw-la in_o extremis_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la fiâ—â—bus_fw-la constitutus_fw-la poenitentia_fw-la quae_fw-la ab_fw-la inâ—irâ—o_fw-la petitur_fw-la â—nsirma_fw-la est_fw-la poenitentia_fw-la quae_fw-la à _fw-la moriente_fw-la tantùm_fw-la petitur_fw-la timeo_fw-la ne_fw-la ipsa_fw-la moriatur_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp_n serm._n 57_o câ—m_fw-la venerit_fw-la super_fw-la illos_fw-la mors_fw-la â—estinant_a &_o anxiantur_fw-la vocant_fw-la sacerdotes_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la volunt_fw-la agere_fw-la quando_fw-la iam_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la locus_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la quâ—a_fw-la non_fw-la propter_fw-la odium_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la displicentes_fw-la sibi_fw-la volebant_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agere_fw-la sed_fw-la propter_fw-la mortis_fw-la timorem_fw-la incert_n author_n in_o mat._n hom._n 52._o 52._o and_o thus_o many_o dear_a servant_n of_o god_n be_v oftentimes_o grievous_o perplex_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n gaul_v in_o mind_n long_o seek_v and_o labour_v for_o release_v and_o find_v none_o condemn_v themselves_o that_o they_o be_v the_o very_a firebrand_n of_o hell_n and_o can_v be_v save_v nay_o many_o time_n they_o do_v even_o die_v with_o speech_n in_o their_o mouth_n which_o much_o savour_n of_o despair_n hieron_n in_o his_o caveat_n and_o comfort_n for_o believer_n pag._n 41._o 41._o sed_fw-la ne_fw-fr fortès_fw-fr charissimi_fw-la aliquem_fw-la nimis_fw-la securum_fw-la saciat_a aut_fw-la remissum_fw-la tam_fw-la nova_fw-la felicitas_fw-la credulitatis_fw-la ne_fw-la sortè_fw-la dicat_fw-la aliquis_fw-la in_o cord_n svo_fw-la non_fw-la i_o usque_fw-la adeò_fw-la conturbet_fw-la &_o cruciet_fw-la rea_fw-la conscientia_fw-la non_fw-fr i_o usque_fw-la adeò_fw-la contristet_fw-la culpabilis_fw-la vita_fw-la video_fw-la sub_fw-la momento_n video_fw-la sub_fw-la exiguo_fw-la spacio_fw-la latroni_fw-la crimina_fw-la sua_fw-la donata_fw-la deterreant_fw-la quaeso_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la hâc_fw-la persuasione_n innumerabiles_fw-la populi_fw-la sub_fw-la tali_fw-la securitate_fw-la nudi_fw-la &_o vacui_fw-la bonis_fw-la &_o malis_fw-la pleni_fw-la ex_fw-la hac_fw-la luce_fw-fr praeâ—epti_fw-la immittit_fw-la diabolus_fw-la securitatem_fw-la ut_fw-la inferaâ—_n perditionem_fw-la neque_fw-la dinumerari_fw-la possick_n quantos_fw-la haec_fw-la inanis_fw-la spei_fw-la umbra_fw-la deceperit_fw-la deinde_fw-la stulâ—isâ—â—mum_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la causa_fw-la quae_fw-la de_fw-la necessâ—â—atibus_fw-la agitur_fw-la aeternis_fw-la inutilitatibus_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la deficientis_fw-la committatur_fw-la extremis_fw-la o_fw-la dibile_fw-la est_fw-la apud_fw-la deum_fw-la quando_fw-la homo_fw-la sub_fw-la siduciâ_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la in_o senectatem_fw-la reservatae_fw-la liberius_fw-la peccat_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr temp._n serm._n 120._o 120._o greenham_n pag._n 2._o cap._n 32._o edit_fw-la 3._o 3._o legi_fw-la inquit_fw-la augustinus_n &_o perlâ—gi_fw-la scripturam_fw-la &_o neminem_fw-la inveni_fw-la in_o duobus_fw-la millibus_fw-la annorum_fw-la salâ—atum_fw-la in_o sine_fw-la nisi_fw-la lâ—tron_fw-la mincruce_n nicolaus_n laurentius_n adversus_fw-la desperationem_fw-la pag_n 371._o 371._o that_o that_o may_v be_v say_v be_v this_o and_o it_o be_v nothing_o
enjoy_v since_o the_o hour_n it_o enjoy_v he_o in_o his_o preface_n pag._n 3._o though_o thousand_o be_v debtor_n to_o he_o as_o touch_v divine_a knowledge_n yet_o he_o to_o none_o but_o only_o to_o god_n the_o author_n of_o that_o most_o bless_a fountain_n the_o book_n of_o life_n and_o of_o the_o admirable_a dexterity_n of_o wit_n together_o with_o the_o help_n of_o other_o learning_n which_o be_v his_o guide_n ibid._n we_o shall_v be_v injurious_a unto_o virtue_n itself_o if_o we_o do_v derogate_v from_o they_o who_o their_o industry_n have_v make_v great_a two_o thing_n of_o principal_a moment_n there_o be_v which_o have_v deserve_o procure_v he_o honour_n throughout_o the_o world_n the_o one_o his_o exceed_a pain_n in_o compose_v the_o institution_n of_o christian_a religion_n the_o other_o his_o no_o less_o industrious_a travail_n for_o exposition_n of_o holy_a scripture_n in_o which_o two_o thing_n whosoever_o they_o be_v that_o after_o he_o bestow_v their_o labour_n he_o gain_v the_o advantage_n of_o prejudice_n against_o they_o if_o they_o gainsaid_a and_o of_o glory_n above_o they_o if_o they_o consent_v ibid._n pag._n 9_o the_o more_o learned_a and_o holy_a any_o divine_a be_v the_o more_o hearty_o he_o subscribe_v to_o paulus_n thurias_fw-la his_o true_a censure_n of_o his_o institution_n praeter_fw-la apostolicas_fw-la post_fw-la christi_fw-la tempora_fw-la chartas_fw-la huic_fw-la peperereliâ—râ—saeculae_fw-la nulla_fw-la parem_fw-la beside_o the_o holy_a writ_n no_o book_n be_v like_a to_o it_o or_o no_o age_n since_o christ_n bring_v forth_o a_o book_n of_o so_o great_a worth_n no_o marvel_n then_o that_o a_o learned_a bishop_n of_o london_n in_o queen_n elizabeth_n time_n begin_v his_o speech_n thus_o against_o a_o lewd_a fellow_n which_o have_v rail_v against_o calvinâ—_n quod_fw-la dixisti_fw-la in_o virâ—m_fw-la dei_fw-la calvinum_fw-la tuo_fw-la sanguine_fw-la non_fw-la potet_fw-la redimere_fw-la etc._n etc._n etc._n sit_fw-la igitur_fw-la hic_fw-la primus_fw-la poenitâ—tiae_fw-la gradus_fw-la dum_fw-la homines_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la quam_fw-la gravitèr_fw-la deliquerint_fw-la illic_fw-la non_fw-la statim_fw-la curandus_fw-la est_fw-la doler_n quemadmodum_fw-la impostoâ—es_fw-la deliniunt_fw-la conscientias_fw-la ita_fw-la ut_fw-la sihi_fw-la indulgeant_fw-la &_o see_v â—allant_a inaâ—iâ—us_fw-la blanditijs_fw-la medice_fw-la enim_fw-la non_fw-la statim_fw-la lâ—niet_fw-la dolorem_fw-la sed_fw-la videbit_fw-la quid_fw-la magis_fw-la expediat_fw-la fortè_fw-la magis_fw-la augebit_fw-la quia_fw-la necessaria_fw-la erit_fw-la acrior_fw-la purgatio_fw-la sic_fw-la etiam_fw-la faciunt_fw-la prophetae_fw-la dei_fw-la quum_fw-la vident_fw-la trepidas_fw-la conscientias_fw-la non_fw-la statìm_fw-la adhibent_fw-la blandas_fw-la consoâ—â—â—tones_n sed_fw-la potiùs_fw-la ostendunt_fw-la non_fw-la esse_fw-la ludendum_fw-la cum_fw-la deo_fw-la &_o solicitant_fw-la sponte_fw-la currentes_fw-la ut_fw-la sibi_fw-la proponant_fw-la terribile_fw-la dei_fw-la iudicium_fw-la quò_fw-la magis_fw-la ac_fw-la magis_fw-la humilientur_fw-la calvin_n in_o joel_n cap._n 2._o 2._o master_n rogers_n of_o dedham_n doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 108.109.110.111_o 108.109.110.111_o in_o his_o expos._n upon_o psal._n 32._o pag._n 5._o 5._o as_o in_o the_o work_n of_o creation_n so_o in_o the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n will_v have_v the_o praise_n of_o all_o his_o attribute_n he_o be_v much_o honour_v when_o they_o be_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v in_o he_o in_o high_a perfection_n and_o their_o infiniteness_n and_o excellency_n admire_v and_o magnify_v in_o the_o former_a there_o appear_v glorious_o his_o infinite_a wisdom_n goodness_n power_n justice_n mercy_n etc._n etc._n â—nd_v yet_o in_o the_o work_n of_o redemption_n which_o be_v the_o great_a they_o seem_v â—o_o shine_v with_o more_o â—â—eetnesse_n amiableness_n and_o excellency_n 〈◊〉_d in_o it_o appear_v all_o the_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n etc._n etc._n and_o in_o convey_v it_o to_o the_o church_n first_o his_o wisdom_n there_o appear_v infinite_a wisdom_n in_o find_v out_o such_o a_o mean_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o mankind_n as_o no_o â—â—eated_a understanding_n can_v possible_o imagine_v or_o 〈◊〉_d of_o second_o 〈◊〉_d immeasurable_o sweet_a and_o admirable_a in_o not_o spare_v his_o own_o son_n the_o son_n of_o his_o love_n that_o he_o may_v spare_v we_o who_o have_v so_o grievous_o transgress_v against_o he_o three_o his_o justice_n in_o its_o high_a excellency_n in_o spaâ—ing_v we_o not_o to_o spare_v his_o own_a only_a son_n lay_v as_o it_o be_v his_o head_n upon_o the_o block_n and_o chap_a it_o off_o rent_v and_o â—eaâ—ing_v that_o bless_a body_n even_o as_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v and_o make_v his_o soul_n a_o offer_n for_o sin_n etc._n etc._n this_o be_v the_o perfection_n of_o justice._n justice._n a_o man_n who_o otherwise_o will_v not_o cry_v nor_o shed_v a_o tear_n for_o any_o thing_n despise_v death_n and_o will_v not_o fear_v to_o meet_v a_o host_n of_o man_n i_o say_v such_o a_o one_o now_o have_v at_o the_o last_o instant_n a_o pardon_n bring_v from_o the_o king_n it_o work_v wonderful_o upon_o he_o and_o will_v cause_v softness_n of_o heart_n and_o tear_n to_o come_v many_o time_n where_o nothing_o else_o can_v he_o be_v so_o strike_v with_o admiration_n of_o so_o great_a mercy_n so_o sweet_a and_o seasonable_a in_o such_o a_o extremity_n that_o i_o stand_v amaze_v and_o know_v not_o what_o to_o say_v but_o many_o time_n fall_v a_o weep_a partly_o for_o joy_n of_o his_o deliverance_n and_o partly_o also_o out_o of_o indignation_n against_o himself_o for_o his_o barbarous_a behaviour_n towards_o so_o pitiful_a a_o prince_n this_o be_v to_o be_v see_v in_o some_o great_a man_n at_o the_o begin_n of_o king_n james_n his_o reign_n condemn_v for_o treason_n and_o pardon_v at_o the_o block_n block_n exaudime_fw-la domine_fw-la quoniam_fw-la suaviâ—_fw-la est_fw-la misericordia_fw-la tua_fw-la tantundem_fw-la valet_fw-la ac_fw-la si_fw-la dixisset_fw-la i_o be_o noli_fw-la differre_fw-la exauditionem_fw-la in_fw-la taâ—t_fw-la â_fw-la tribulatiâ—ne_fw-la sun_n ut_fw-la suavis_fw-la mihi_fw-la sit_fw-la misericordia_fw-la tua_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la subvenire_fw-la differebas_fw-la ut_fw-la mibi_fw-la dulce_fw-la esset_fw-la quòd_fw-la subveniebas_fw-la august_n concione_n 2._o in_o psal._n 68_o luke_n 8.43_o 8.43_o christus_fw-la â—oâ—ine_fw-la instatâ—m_fw-la terret_fw-la comminatiove_n exclusionis_fw-la è_fw-la regne_n coelorum_fw-la nam_fw-la qui_fw-la nondùm_fw-la conversi_fw-la sunt_fw-la ad_fw-la inferos_fw-la iam_fw-la priviâ—â—_n detrudendi_fw-la sunt_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la ut_fw-la inspectâ_fw-la poenâ_fw-la peccati_fw-la discant_fw-la ab_fw-la co_fw-la abhorrere_fw-la quo_fw-la tempore_fw-la naturâ_fw-la sese_fw-la oblectate_v rolloc_n in_o johan._n cap._n 3._o pag._n 133._o 133._o dike_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 2._o 2._o quando_fw-la peccati_fw-la quod_fw-la divinae_fw-la legis_fw-la est_fw-la violatio_fw-la conseâ—â—ntia_fw-la stimulamur_fw-la atque_fw-la convincimur_fw-la intelligimusque_fw-la nos_fw-la per_fw-la peccatum_fw-la in_o execrationem_fw-la acerbissimum_fw-la odium_fw-la gravissiâ—â—amque_fw-la divini_fw-la numinis_fw-la offensiontem_fw-la atque_fw-la indignationem_fw-la incurrisse_fw-la mercedemque_fw-la atque_fw-la stipendium_fw-la quod_fw-la peccatum_fw-la meretur_fw-la esse_fw-la ut_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la omnibus_fw-la calamitatibus_fw-la atque_fw-la miserijs_fw-la ruin_n aquavitae_fw-la morbisque_fw-la &_o morte_fw-la corporis_fw-la afficâ—amur_fw-la verum_fw-la etiam_fw-la ut_fw-la damnatiâ—â—e_fw-la atque_fw-la interitu_fw-la sempiterno_fw-la mulitemur_fw-la simul_fw-la atque_fw-la ex_fw-la lege_fw-la agnoscimus_fw-la nos_fw-la per_fw-la peccatum_fw-la in_o â—unc_fw-la condemnatorâ—m_fw-la statum_fw-la quo_fw-la nibiltetrius_fw-la cogitari_fw-la potest_fw-la pervenisse_fw-la toto_fw-la pectore_fw-la totâ_fw-la mente_fw-la toto_fw-la cord_n animo_fw-la que_fw-la cohorremus_fw-la &_o contremiscimus_fw-la atque_fw-la ita_fw-la ut_fw-la casum_fw-la nostrum_fw-la salutariter_fw-la doleamus_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la nosmet_fw-la nostri_fw-la poeniâ—eat_fw-la lex_fw-la efficit_fw-la impellÃtque_fw-la ut_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la veniam_fw-la iustitiam_fw-la &_o vitam_fw-la sempiternam_fw-la quae_fw-la ex_fw-la lege_fw-la adipisci_fw-la non_fw-la possumus_fw-la a_fw-la christo_fw-la servatore_fw-la tantùm_fw-la &_o per_fw-la christum_fw-la expetamus_fw-la &_o expectemus_fw-la alex._n nowellus_fw-la inst._n christian._n pietatis_fw-la de_fw-fr legis_fw-la usu_fw-la hoc_fw-la loco_fw-la docent_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la esse_fw-la quae_fw-la ex_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la &_o irae_fw-la divinae_fw-la agnitione_n nascitur_fw-la quae_fw-la per_fw-la legem_fw-la dei_fw-la primum_fw-la dolores_fw-la &_o terrorem_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la incutiat_fw-la scilicet_fw-la cum_fw-la verbo_fw-la dei_fw-la intâ—s_fw-la argu_n untor_n peccata_fw-la &_o redditur_fw-la mens_fw-la malè_fw-la conscia_fw-la sibi_fw-la inquieta_fw-la praetristâ—s_fw-la &_o desperabunda_fw-la cor_fw-la anxium_fw-la confractum_fw-la &_o pavidum_fw-la ut_fw-la homo_fw-la per_fw-la se_fw-la nullâre_fw-la prorsùs_fw-la erigi_fw-la possit_fw-la aut_fw-la consolationem_fw-la nancisci_fw-la sed_fw-la totus_fw-la afflictissimus_fw-la est_fw-la spiritu_fw-la deiecto_fw-la ac_fw-la trepidante_fw-la &_o ingenti_fw-la â—orrore_fw-la concussus_fw-la à _fw-la conspectuirae_fw-la dei_fw-la etc._n etc._n súnt_fw-la que_fw-la sic_fw-la affectis_fw-la divinae_fw-la promissiones_fw-la 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n harmon_n confess_v p._n 2._o bohaemica_fw-la confess_v art_n 5._o pag._n 240._o 240._o i_o grant_v the_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o most_o free_a agent_n take_v liberty_n and_o work_n as_o it_o please_v he_o and_o there_o be_v odds_n
and_o privilege_n and_o of_o the_o chief_a that_o be_v execute_v of_o the_o nobility_n none_o be_v in_o the_o whole_a country_n more_o affect_v to_o that_o religion_n than_o be_v the_o most_o noble_a and_o valiant_a count_n of_o egmond_n the_o very_a glory_n of_o that_o country_n who_o neither_o for_o his_o singular_a victory_n in_o the_o service_n of_o the_o king_n of_o spain_n can_v be_v forget_v in_o the_o true_a history_n nor_o yet_o for_o the_o cruelty_n use_v for_o his_o destruction_n to_o be_v but_o for_o ever_o lament_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o natural_a people_n of_o that_o country_n see_v a_o book_n entitle_v a_o declaration_n of_o the_o cause_n move_a the_o queen_n of_o england_n to_o give_v aid_n to_o the_o defence_n of_o the_o people_n afflict_v and_o oppress_v in_o the_o low-countries_n pag._n 5.6_o 5.6_o phalaris_n and_o his_o fellow_n tyrant_n come_v far_o short_a of_o these_o bloodhound_n heylyn_n p._n 52._o 52._o philip_n the_o second_o of_o spain_n after_o many_o precede_a vastation_n and_o pressure_n do_v last_o by_o strong_a hand_n and_o main_a force_n attempt_v not_o only_o to_o make_v himself_o a_o absolute_a monarch_n over_o the_o hollander_n but_o turke-like_a to_o tread_v under_o his_o foot_n all_o their_o national_n and_o fundamental_a law_n privilege_n and_o ancient_a rite_n to_o effect_v which_o after_o he_o have_v easy_o obtain_v from_o the_o pope_n a_o dispensation_n of_o his_o former_a oath_n which_o dispensation_n be_v the_o true_a cause_n of_o the_o war_n and_o bloodshed_n since_o then_o etc._n etc._n s.w.r._n in_o his_o preface_n preface_n the_o king_n of_o spain_n have_v pay_v above_o a_o hundred_o million_o and_o the_o life_n of_o above_o four_o hundred_o thousand_o christian_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o those_o country_n which_o for_o beauty_n give_v place_n to_o none_o and_o for_o revenue_n do_v equal_v his_o west_n indies_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o a_o nation_n which_o most_o willing_o obey_v he_o and_o who_o at_o this_o day_n after_o forty_o year_n war_n be_v in_o despite_n of_o all_o his_o force_n become_v free_a estate_n and_o far_o more_o rich_a and_o powerful_a than_o they_o be_v when_o he_o first_o begin_v to_o impoverish_v and_o oppress_v they_o idem_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n obey_v the_o commandment_n which_o command_v thou_o to_o believe_v against_o all_o unbelief_n and_o above_o all_o belief_n and_o to_o hope_v above_o hope_n that_o be_v in_o infinite_a doubt_n to_o believe_v in_o all_o despair_n to_o hope_n and_o when_o all_o reason_n ground_n mean_n and_o hope_n be_v want_v yet_o to_o believe_v only_o because_o god_n command_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v though_o nature_n reason_n sense_n and_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o faithless_a fear_n and_o all_o creature_n forbid_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v say_v that_o thy_o strength_n and_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n lam._n 3._o yet_o obey_v and_o believe_v none_o of_o these_o but_o god_n commandment_n command_v thou_o to_o believe_v his_o promise_n against_o they_o all_o and_o so_o to_o honour_v he_o as_o god_n above_o they_o all_o in_o power_n mercy_n truth_n and_o faithfulness_n throgmorton_n of_o faith_n pag._n 194._o 194._o 1._o cor._n 3_o 22._o 22._o nullum_fw-la genus_fw-la insipientiae_fw-la infidelitate_fw-la ut_fw-la sic_fw-la loquar_fw-la insipientâ—us_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr consid_n consid_n dicitur_fw-la inquit_fw-la deus_fw-la etiam_fw-la iurâssè_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la iureiurando_fw-la interminatus_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la ingressuros_fw-la esse_fw-la in_o svam_fw-la requiem_n quibusnam_fw-la verò_fw-la non_fw-la sanè_fw-la omnibus_fw-la sed_fw-la solis_fw-la illis_fw-la contumacibus_fw-la cogitate_v igitur_fw-la &_o vobis_fw-la iuratam_fw-la hanc_fw-la dei_fw-la interminationem_fw-la incumbere_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la obediat_fw-la be_v deo_fw-la per_fw-la evangelium_fw-la vos_fw-la hodiè_fw-la vocanti_fw-la par._n in_o loc._n loc._n the_o state_n of_o mankind_n be_v happy_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o angel_n which_o fall_v for_o none_o of_o they_o be_v or_o shall_v over_o be_v restore_v to_o their_o former_a state_n as_o he_o who_o fall_v from_o a_o steep_a and_o high_a rock_n into_o a_o deep_a pit_n or_o gulf_n can_v possible_o escape_v death_n whereas_o one_o who_o fall_n be_v less_o may_v have_v hope_n of_o life_n so_o it_o be_v with_o these_o wicked_a angel_n who_o sin_n we_o may_v true_o call_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n commit_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n if_o it_o be_v object_v that_o the_o angel_n may_v repent_v and_o so_o obtain_v salvation_n we_o answer_v first_o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a by_o reason_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o sin_n be_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n that_o they_o shall_v ever_o true_o repent_v and_o second_o that_o if_o they_o can_v after_o some_o sort_n repent_v yet_o they_o be_v altogether_o uncapable_a of_o salvation_n because_o god_n have_v not_o take_v unto_o himself_o the_o nature_n of_o angel_n as_o he_o have_v do_v the_o nature_n of_o man_n and_o so_o join_v it_o to_o himself_o who_o be_v life_n itself_o make_v it_o a_o live_n and_o holy_a nature_n morton_n of_o the_o threefold_a state_n of_o man_n cap._n 1._o sect_n 3._o 3._o hos._n 2.19_o 2.19_o isai._n 6._o â—_o â—_o ward_n in_o his_o life_n of_o faith_n isai._n 55.1_o 55.1_o vivo_fw-la ego_fw-la dixit_fw-la dominus_fw-la jenova_fw-la etc._n etc._n jurans_fw-la per_fw-la vitam_fw-la svam_fw-la id_fw-la est_fw-la deitatis_fw-la suae_fw-la aeternam_fw-la essentiam_fw-la omnipotentiam_fw-la &_o divinam_fw-la maiestatem_fw-la ac_fw-la naturam_fw-la quasidicat_fw-la quam_fw-la certum_fw-la &_o immotum_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la vivam_fw-la ego_fw-la &_o sim_fw-la verus_fw-la aeternus_fw-la vivus_fw-la &_o omnipotens_fw-la deus_fw-la tam_fw-la infallibili_fw-la támque_fw-la irrefragabili_fw-la certitudinis_fw-la argumento_fw-la nititur_fw-la haec_fw-la promissio_fw-la laurent_n adversus_fw-la desperationem_fw-la desperationem_fw-la ut_fw-la vivo_fw-la dictum_fw-la domini_fw-la jehovae_fw-la non_fw-la delector_fw-la morte_fw-la improbi_fw-la sed_fw-la delector_fw-la quum_fw-la revertitur_fw-la etc._n etc._n jun._n piscat_fw-la si_fw-mi quaeritur_fw-la genuinus_fw-la prophetae_fw-la sensus_fw-la tantùm_fw-la spem_fw-la veniae_fw-la &_o aquavitae_fw-la resipiscentibus_fw-la facit_fw-la sic_fw-la ut_fw-la illis_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la dubitandum_fw-la quin_fw-la deus_fw-la paratus_fw-la sit_fw-la ignoscere_fw-la etc._n etc._n polan_n in_o loc_n loc_n matth._n 11.28_o 11.28_o revel_v 21.6_o 21.6_o beati_fw-la sumus_fw-la quorum_fw-la causâ_fw-la deus_fw-la iurat_fw-la sed_fw-la miseri_fw-la &_o detestabiles_fw-la si_fw-la ne_fw-la iuranti_fw-la quidem_fw-la oredimus_fw-la tertull._n tertull._n see_v luke_n 4.18_o 4.18_o sicut_fw-la illi_fw-la qui_fw-la morbum_fw-la nec_fw-la agnoscunt_fw-la nec_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la medicinam_fw-la nec_fw-la curant_fw-la nec_fw-la quaerunt_fw-la nec_fw-la applicant_n ita_fw-la gratuâ—am_fw-la misericordiam_fw-la dei_fw-la quae_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la proponitur_fw-la nemo_fw-la satis_fw-la curate_n nemâ—_n seriò_fw-la &_o rectâ—_n quaerit_fw-la &_o amplectitur_fw-la nisi_fw-la qui_fw-la agnitione_n sen_fw-mi su_fw-es &_o pavore_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la &_o iâ—ae_fw-la dei_fw-la adversus_fw-la peccata_fw-la contritus_fw-la &_o perterrefactus_fw-la est_fw-la lex_fw-la enim_fw-la paedagogus_fw-la est_fw-la urgens_fw-la &_o impellens_fw-la ad_fw-la quaerendam_fw-la gratiam_fw-la dei_fw-la in_o christo._n et_fw-la ordo_fw-la divinus_fw-la est_fw-la quòd_fw-la vult_fw-la quidem_fw-la evangâ—lizare_n sed_fw-la pauperibus_fw-la vulâ—_n sanare_fw-la sed_fw-la contritos_fw-la uâ—lt_fw-la praedicare_fw-la dimissionem_fw-la sed_fw-la 〈◊〉_d vult_fw-la educere_fw-la &_o liberare_fw-la sed_fw-la â—â—nctos_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la sub_fw-la pecâ—atis_fw-la conclusos_fw-la vult_fw-la consolari_fw-la sed_fw-la contriâ—aâ—os_fw-la &_o lâ—gentes_fw-la vult_fw-la respicere_fw-la sed_fw-la ad_fw-la contritum_fw-la spiritu_fw-la beâ—e_fw-la plâ—citum_fw-la est_fw-la domino_fw-la sed_fw-la super_fw-la timentes_fw-la â—um_fw-la &_o in_o eye_n qui_fw-la sperant_fw-la super_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la eius_fw-la vult_fw-la resâ—ceâ—e_fw-la sed_fw-la laborantâ—â—_n &_o â—nâ—ratos_fw-la â—â—lt_fw-la coronare_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la &_o miserationibus_fw-la sed_fw-la caput_fw-la humiliatum_fw-la non_fw-la turgidum_fw-la vult_fw-la inâ—undere_fw-la oleum_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la sed_fw-la vulneratis_fw-la etc._n etc._n chemnit_fw-la exam._n p._n 2._o de_fw-fr contrite_a contrite_a sive_fw-la meo_fw-la volueris_fw-la expolâ—ri_fw-la ornatu_fw-la sive_fw-la armis_fw-la meis_fw-la armari_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mea_fw-la 〈…〉_z meis_fw-la delitiari_fw-la sive_fw-la iter_fw-la meum_fw-la peragere_fw-la sive_fw-la in_o 〈…〉_z be_v sex_n &_o conditor_n ipse_fw-la sum_fw-la sive_fw-la in_o region_fw-la meà _fw-la domum_fw-la aedificare_fw-la 〈◊〉_d omne_fw-la facere_fw-la potes_fw-la ut_fw-la non_fw-la modò_fw-la 〈◊〉_d abs_fw-la te_fw-la harum_fw-la rerum_fw-la omnium_fw-la mercedem_fw-la exigam_fw-la sed_fw-la ipse_fw-la tibi_fw-la magnae_fw-la velim_fw-la esse_fw-la mercedis_fw-la debtor_n dummodò_fw-la uti_fw-la rebus_fw-la meis_fw-la non_fw-la abomineris_fw-la quid_fw-la huic_fw-la liberalitati_fw-la aequale_fw-la unquam_fw-la inveniri_fw-la potest_fw-la in_o cap._n matth._n 24._o homil_n 77._o 77._o as_o for_o thy_o do_n thou_o must_v have_v that_o power_n from_o god_n after_o thy_o believe_v therefore_o believe_v first_o and_o thou_o shall_v do_v after_o roger_n dedham_n doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 150._o they_o may_v not_o for_o any_o thing_n they_o see_v in_o themselves_o put_v these_o