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a_o body_n that_o have_v no_o part_n wherewith_o to_o help_v itself_o and_o as_o the_o trunk_n of_o a_o barren_a tree_n for_o hear_v that_o thy_o grace_n be_v retire_v from_o i_o i_o can_v help_v myself_o after_o this_o it_o be_v tell_v she_o by_o almighty_a god_n that_o she_o not_o be_v able_a to_o help_v her_o neighbour_n otherwise_o he_o be_v please_v that_o she_o shall_v do_v it_o by_o support_v of_o pain_n and_o trouble_n for_o they_o whereupon_o she_o add_v the_o curse_a heretic_n nor_o can_v i_o name_v they_o in_o this_o action_n otherwise_o will_v be_v a_o occasion_n to_o i_o of_o most_o bitter_a pain_n for_o although_o they_o do_v once_o receive_v thy_o holy_a ghost_n yet_o have_v they_o not_o continue_v to_o possess_v it_o and_o so_o many_o proud_a spouse_n of_o thy_o which_z have_v rebel_v from_o thou_o will_v provoke_v these_o rage_a lion_n to_o come_v against_o i_o for_o the_o increase_n of_o my_o anguish_n &_o affliction_n but_o at_o last_o o_o word_n if_o those_o 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to_o make_v so_o hideous_a noise_n to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o may_v not_o hear_v the_o order_n which_o come_v down_o to_o i_o from_o my_o god_n it_o happen_v to_o i_o as_o to_z one_o that_o expect_v death_n who_o have_v no_o less_o affliction_n when_o he_o see_v the_o instrument_n which_o be_v to_o cut_v off_o his_o head_n than_o he_o have_v while_o he_o be_v in_o the_o act_n of_o suffering_n i_o see_v well_o o_o my_o lord_n that_o if_o thou_o shall_v retire_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o hand_n these_o enemy_n will_v deprive_v i_o of_o life_n they_o will_v fain_o tear_v out_o my_o bowel_n which_o make_v they_o run_v against_o i_o with_o such_o fury_n but_o my_o spouse_n have_v first_o place_v in_o i_o his_o own_o spirit_n and_o his_o hart_n withal_o those_o other_o gift_n and_o grace_n and_o do_v after_o place_v i_o in_o this_o probation_n and_o tentation_n resolve_v that_o i_o shall_v suffer_v for_o the_o creature_n to_o the_o end_n that_o they_o may_v be_v convert_v to_o he_o i_o remember_v well_o o_o word_n of_o certain_a shadow_n which_o be_v give_v i_o by_o thou_o under_o which_o i_o be_v to_o fly_v for_o some_o space_n of_o time_n that_o i_o may_v loose_v the_o hear_n of_o these_o horrible_a roar_n and_o fearful_a noise_n and_o the_o see_v of_o this_o spectacle_n of_o devil_n which_o be_v so_o hideous_a o_o eternal_a word_n thou_o have_v bring_v i_o into_o a_o great_a lake_n wherein_o i_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v myself_o where_o i_o may_v not_o see_v &_o hear_v so_o many_o fierce_a beast_n which_o run_v with_o open_a mouth_n towards_o the_o devour_a of_o i_o what_o therefore_o shall_v i_o do_v it_o will_v be_v best_o that_o i_o take_v courage_n and_o do_v myself_o honour_v by_o it_o make_v a_o virtue_n of_o necessity_n that_o be_v by_o glory_v in_o the_o pain_n i_o endure_v redimo_fw-la i_o à _fw-la caluminantibus_fw-la me_fw-it generatio_fw-la mea_fw-la ablata_fw-la est_fw-la &_o convoluta_fw-la à _fw-la i_o oportet_fw-la i_o gloriari_fw-la in_o varijs_fw-la tentationibus_fw-la timor_fw-la &_o tremor_n venerunt_fw-la super_fw-la i_o &_o contexerunt_fw-la i_o tenebrae_fw-la aestimata_fw-la sum_fw-la tamquam_fw-la mortuus_fw-la à _fw-la cord_n o_o lord_n cast_v thy_o right_a hand_n over_o i_o and_o give_v i_o strength_n many_o other_o thing_n she_o proceed_v to_o say_v and_o she_o also_o understand_v in_o this_o bapt_n that_o until_o the_o day_n of_o the_o most_o b._n trinity_n the_o feel_n of_o the_o divine_a grace_n shall_v not_o be_v whole_o withdraw_v from_o she_o but_o that_o she_o be_v more_o to_o be_v fortify_v by_o god_n for_o her_o spiritual_a comfort_n of_o five_o tentation_n which_o for_o five_o year_n do_v afflict_v she_o she_o have_v a_o sign_n from_o god_n thaâ—_n she_o be_v not_o delude_v and_o how_o for_o the_o space_n of_o five_o hour_n she_o be_v beat_v by_o devil_n chap._n 16._o after_o that_o the_o omnipotent_a god_n have_v fortify_v this_o true_a servant_n of_o he_o with_o so_o many_o sovereign_a conception_n &_o enrich_v she_o with_o so_o many_o grace_n upon_o the_o day_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a trinity_n be_v the_o 16._o of_o june_n in_o the_o say_a year_n 1585._o when_o she_o return_v from_o that_o rapt_v wherein_o she_o have_v remain_v for_o the_o space_n of_o eight_o day_n and_o night_n successive_o he_o withdraw_v from_o she_o the_o delight_n and_o feel_n of_o his_o grace_n whereupon_o the_o hideous_a sight_n of_o devil_n and_o fierce_a tentation_n do_v at_o that_o time_n begin_v to_o afflict_v and_o fright_v she_o in_o such_o sort_n that_o it_o will_v have_v bring_v terror_n and_o horror_n to_o any_o humane_a creature_n whatsoever_o though_o of_o most_o innocent_a and_o holy_a life_n and_o as_o she_o have_v receive_v from_o her_o
as_o thou_o be_v when_o thy_o mother_n lose_v thou_o in_o the_o temple_n and_o last_o as_o thou_o be_v when_o thou_o be_v prepare_v for_o thy_o passion_n she_o have_v no_o soon_o speak_v these_o word_n but_o this_o suit_n of_o she_o be_v grant_v and_o jesus_n show_v himself_o to_o she_o punctual_o as_o she_o desire_v in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o infancy_n so_o as_o full_a of_o joy_n turn_v her_o eye_n towards_o he_o she_o begin_v to_o speak_v in_o this_o manner_n o_o here_o behold_v my_o little_a one_o in_o the_o age_n of_o three_o or_o four_o year_n o_o admirable_a thing_n thou_o be_v so_o very_o little_a and_o yet_o thou_o be_v god_n but_o thy_o littleness_n make_v i_o know_v thy_o greatness_n o_o greatness_n and_o littleness_n of_o my_o god_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v satisfy_v in_o behold_v thou_o o_o little_a and_o great_a god_n so_o beautiful_a and_o attractive_a she_o than_o see_v the_o same_o jesus_n in_o the_o state_n of_o ripe_a childhood_n and_o be_v then_o surprise_v with_o 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these_o three_o day_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n whereof_o she_o consume_v the_o great_a part_n in_o extasis_fw-la there_o be_v communicate_v to_o her_o many_o celestial_a secret_n and_o she_o speak_v so_o high_o of_o the_o greatness_n that_o be_v in_o god_n as_o do_v exceed_v all_o humane_a thought_n but_o i_o pass_v on_o for_o greateâ—_n brevity_n by_o her_o prayer_n she_o obteyn_v from_o god_n space_n of_o life_n for_o the_o confessarius_fw-la of_o the_o monastery_n chap._n 42._o in_o the_o year_n 1590._o the_o confessarius_fw-la of_o the_o monastery_n be_v grievous_o sick_a and_o near_o to_o death_n have_v already_o be_v anneal_v this_o servant_n of_o god_n both_o wâ—th_a sigh_n and_o tear_n dispose_v herself_o to_o pray_v our_o lord_n so_o earnest_o that_o for_o the_o spiritual_a benefit_n of_o her_o monastery_n he_o will_v prolong_v his_o life_n that_o the_o say_v confessarius_fw-la being_n age_a of_o 77._o year_n in_o â—hort_a time_n recover_v his_o force_n so_o well_o â—hat_n he_o leave_v his_o bed_n and_o at_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o corpus_fw-la domini_fw-la which_o be_v at_o hand_n he_o confess_v and_o communicate_v the_o religious_a to_o their_o great_a comfort_n and_o by_o â—his_n prolong_v of_o his_o life_n come_v much_o spiritual_a profit_n to_o the_o monastery_n to_o â—his_n miracle_n all_o the_o religious_a do_v give_v â—laine_a testimony_n who_o yet_o live_v &_o be_v present_a at_o the_o work_n thereof_o she_o see_v the_o soul_n of_o her_o mother_n ascend_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o she_o also_o see_v a_o good_a priest_n who_o enjoy_v eternal_a happiness_n chap._n 43._o in_o the_o month_n of_o september_n of_o the_o same_o year_n 1590._o our_o lord_n jesus_n be_v please_v to_o refresh_v his_o belove_a spouse_n with_o a_o extreme_a consolation_n for_o the_o agonye_n which_o be_v so_o patient_o endure_v by_o she_o in_o the_o time_n of_o her_o probation_n for_o she_o be_v in_o rapt_a he_o show_v she_o the_o soul_n of_o her_o mother_n who_o 15._o day_n before_o be_v depart_v out_o of_o this_o life_n and_o so_o be_v environ_v by_o eternal_a splendour_n she_o go_v up_o to_o heaven_n accompany_v by_o her_o patron-saint_n there_o be_v give_v she_o by_o her_o mother_n three_o advice_n which_o by_o holy_a obedience_n she_o be_v enjoin_v to_o declare_v first_o that_o to_o the_o uttermost_a of_o her_o power_n she_o shall_v endeavour_v to_o profit_v in_o holy_a humility_n second_o that_o she_o shall_v be_v a_o true_a observer_n of_o obedience_n and_o three_o that_o in_o all_o thing_n she_o shall_v strive_v to_o exercise_v prudence_n have_v give_v these_o holy_a counsel_n her_o happy_a mother_n take_v herself_o out_o of_o sight_n and_o go_v to_o enjoy_v supreme_a happiness_n soon_o after_o also_o she_o see_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o venerable_a priest_n who_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n have_v labour_v much_o in_o spiritual_a exercise_n and_o he_o go_v to_o inhabit_v his_o celestial_a country_n be_v rich_a in_o glory_n by_o these_o mean_n 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