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&_o no_o way_n conduce_v to_o so_o glorious_a a_o building_n they_o be_v to_o be_v account_v of_o that_o quality_n as_o they_o blemish_v much_o her_o primitive_a beauty_n these_o then_o be_v the_o fancy_n of_o humane_a brain_n and_o introduce_v into_o the_o church_n for_o private_a end_n and_o so_o continue_v rather_o by_o a_o imperious_a then_o just_a command_n i_o hold_v they_o so_o far_o from_o be_v effectual_a to_o salvation_n as_o they_o become_v scandalous_a to_o many_o tender_a conscience_n and_o consequent_o deserve_v rather_o to_o be_v reject_v then_o embrace_v but_o for_o the_o ornamenss_n of_o the_o church_n as_o she_o be_v the_o king_n daughter_n so_o she_o shall_v be_v comely_a and_o for_o
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i_o will_v put_v away_o all_o his_o wickedness_n out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n say_v the_o lord_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o have_v say_v it_o even_o he_o who_o as_o he_o be_v gracious_a in_o his_o promise_n so_o be_v he_o faithful_a in_o his_o performance_n hence_o be_v my_o trust_n that_o though_o my_o sin_n be_v as_o red_a as_o scarlet_a the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n will_v make_v they_o white_a though_o my_o garment_n be_v all_o red_a as_o those_o who_o come_v from_o bosro_n my_o saviour_n have_v in_o store_n a_o white_a robe_n for_o i_o as_o white_a as_o the_o snow_n of_o
task_n be_v wearisome_a to_o thou_o and_o thy_o mind_n be_v elsewhere_o wander_v and_o will_v not_o stay_v with_o thou_o and_o can_v thou_o now_o think_v that_o so_o rich_a a_o kingdom_n will_v keep_v itself_o for_o thou_o when_o thou_o will_v neither_o knock_v that_o it_o may_v be_v open_v to_o thou_o nor_o seek_v that_o it_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o health_n thou_o know_v well_o come_v not_o from_o the_o cloud_n without_o seek_v nor_o wealth_n from_o the_o clod_n without_o dig_v and_o yet_o heaven_n must_v be_v get_v without_o knock_v or_o seek_v but_o great_a prize_n be_v not_o to_o be_v so_o purchase_v for_o as_o heaven_n gate_n be_v straight_o and_o few_o there_o be_v that_o enter_v so_o be_v our_o tribulation_n to_o be_v many_o that_o we_o may_v be_v of_o that_o few_o that_o shall_v enter_v but_o i_o hear_v thou_o now_o cry_v out_o as_o one_o that_o have_v some_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o loss_n he_o have_v incur_v by_o sin_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o can_v look_v upon_o this_o earth_n i_o tread_v on_o without_o blush_v nor_o can_v i_o think_v upon_o death_n without_o sorrow_v nor_o the_o day_n judgement_n without_o tremble_v nor_o of_o hell_n without_o shake_v nor_o of_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n without_o astonish_v for_o earth_n i_o love_v it_o so_o well_o and_o well_o may_v i_o blush_v at_o myself_o for_o for_o bestow_v my_o love_n so_o ill_o as_o the_o remembrance_n of_o death_n become_v sorrowful_a for_o by_o it_o i_o understand_v how_o i_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v to_o judgement_n of_o all_o other_o most_o fearful_a and_o from_o thence_o as_o have_v nothing_o to_o answer_v in_o my_o own_o defence_n i_o be_v to_o be_v hale_v to_o hell_n a_o place_n dismal_a and_o doleful_a and_o consequent_o to_o forfeit_v all_o my_o title_n and_o interest_n in_o heaven_n which_o can_v not_o choose_v but_o astonish_v i_o be_v a_o place_n so_o joyful_a this_o i_o like_v well_o in_o thou_o for_o this_o knowledge_n of_o thy_o infirmity_n may_v bring_v thou_o 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ground_n where_o no_o water_n be_v wheresoever_o i_o turn_v i_o i_o find_v affliction_n and_o misery_n on_o all_o side_n encompass_v i_o o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v where_o shall_v i_o fly_v to_o for_o behold_v while_o i_o take_v myself_o aside_o from_o the_o world_n into_o some_o withdraw_a room_n purposely_o to_o forget_v the_o world_n and_o prepare_v myself_o for_o the_o joy_n of_o a_o better_a life_n while_n i_o say_v i_o begin_v to_o commune_v with_o my_o own_o thought_n in_o the_o secret_a chamber_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o become_v so_o affright_v with_o the_o representment_n of_o those_o four_o last_o remembrance_n as_o i_o whole_o forget_v what_o i_o intend_v to_o speak_v my_o tongue_n begin_v to_o cleave_v to_o the_o roof_n of_o my_o mouth_n my_o spatle_n be_v dry_v within_o i_o those_o active_a faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n leave_v i_o and_o my_o understanding_n depart_v from_o i_o o_o death_n death_n how_o bitter_a be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o o_o how_o i_o think_v thou_o summon_v i_o and_o like_o a_o surly_a guest_n break_v in_o upon_o i_o nay_o uninvited_a resolve_v to_o lodge_v with_o i_o and_o present_o i_o feel_v myself_o wound_v and_o so_o mortal_o as_o not_o to_o be_v cure_v o_o how_o my_o divine_a eyesight_n now_o darkness_n my_o paint_a breast_n beat_v my_o hoarse_a throat_n rutle_v how_o my_o tooth_n by_o little_a and_o little_o grow_v black_a and_o draw_v to_o they_o a_o kind_n of_o rust_n how_o my_o countenance_n grow_v pale_a mort_fw-fr and_o all_o my_o member_n stiff_o how_o every_o sense_n and_o faculty_n fail_v how_o my_o waste_a body_n threaten_v a_o speedy_a dissolution_n yet_o desire_v my_o poor_a soul_n to_o be_v a_o guest_n still_o though_o there_o be_v cold_a comfort_n to_o be_v find_v in_o such_o a_o forlorn_a inn_n but_o what_o be_v all_o these_o terror_n of_o death_n to_o that_o fearful_a day_n of_o judgement_n when_o at_o the_o sound_n of_o the_o trump_n all_o flesh_n shall_v rise_v where_o none_o may_v be_v exempt_v but_o all_o judge_v o_o i_o death_n be_v nothing_o unto_o this_o for_o what_o comparison_n betwixt_o a_o death_n temporal_a and_o eternal_a and_o such_o shall_v be_v the_o sentence_n of_o every_o reprobate_n among_o which_o i_o the_o chief_a o_o how_o terrible_a will_v that_o great_a judge_n appear_v to_o such_o as_o in_o this_o life_n will_v neither_o be_v allure_v by_o his_o promise_n nor_o awaken_v with_o his_o judgement_n o_o how_o doleful_o will_v that_o voice_n sound_v in_o their_o ear_n depart_v from_o i_o i_o know_v you_o not_o and_o how_o ready_a will_v that_o officious_a jailor_n be_v upon_o the_o delivery_n of_o this_o heavy_a sentence_n to_o hale_v they_o to_o utter_v darkness_n a_o place_n of_o endless_a torment_n where_o the_o curse_n and_o howl_n of_o fiend_n and_o fury_n shall_v entertain_v their_o melodious_a care_n ugly_a and_o hideous_a sight_n shall_v entertain_v their_o lascivious_a eye_n loathsome_a stenche_n their_o delicious_a smell_n sulphur_n and_o brimstone_n their_o luscious_a taste_n grasping_n and_o embrace_n of_o snake_n their_o amorous_a touch_n anguish_n and_o horror_n every_o sense_n where_o those_o miserable_a damn_a soul_n shall_v be_v torment_v both_o in_o their_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n in_o their_o flesh_n by_o fire_n ever_o burn_v and_o never_o decay_a and_o in_o their_o spirit_n by_o the_o worm_n of_o conscience_n ever_o gnaw_v and_o never_o die_v 3._o where_o there_o shall_v be_v grief_n intolerable_a fear_v horrible_a filth_n incomparable_a death_n both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n without_o hope_n of_o pardon_n or_o mercy_n and_o now_o to_o close_v with_o the_o last_o the_o loss_n whereof_o exceed_v our_o suffering_n in_o all_o the_o rest_n o_o to_o consider_v how_o i_o unhappy_a i_o have_v not_o only_o get_v hell_n the_o lake_n of_o horror_n and_o misery_n but_o lose_v heaven_n the_o place_n of_o endless_a joy_n and_o felicity_n o_o what_o heart_n can_v consider_v it_o and_o not_o resolve_v itself_o into_o a_o sea_n of_o tear_n in_o contemplation_n of_o it_o for_o what_o may_v the_o wretched_a soul_n think_v when_o she_o lift_v up_o the_o beam_n of_o her_o mind_n and_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o those_o immortal_a riches_n and_o withal_o consider_v how_o she_o have_v lose_v all_o those_o for_o the_o poverty_n of_o this_o life_n o_o how_o can_v she_o be_v less_o then_o confound_v with_o anguish_n how_o can_v she_o do_v less_o then_o roar_v forth_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o her_o spirit_n again_o when_o she_o shall_v cast_v her_o eye_n below_o she_o and_o take_v a_o full_a view_n of_o the_o vale_n of_o this_o world_n and_o perceive_v how_o it_o be_v but_o as_o a_o mist_n and_o present_o look_v above_o she_o admire_v the_o beauty_n of_o that_o eternal_a light_n she_o present_o conclude_v that_o it_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o night_n and_o darkness_n which_o she_o here_o love_v o_o how_o she_o faint_v falter_v and_o fruitless_o desire_v that_o she_o may_v but_o have_v some_o small_a remainder_n of_o time_n allot_v she_o what_o a_o sharp_a course_n what_o a_o severe_a manner_n of_o conversation_n will_v she_o take_v upon_o she_o what_o and_o how_o great_a promise_n will_v be_v make_v by_o she_o with_o what_o strict_a bond_n of_o devotion_n will_v she_o seem_o tie_v she_o but_o this_o must_v not_o be_v grant_v she_o as_o she_o have_v she_o full_a of_o pleasure_n here_o so_o must_v she_o now_o be_v torment_v for_o ever_o o_o how_o my_o spirit_n with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o become_v afflict_v o_o who_o will_v heal_v i_o for_o i_o be_o wound_v o_o my_o gracious_a and_o dear_a lord_n out_o of_o thy_o boundless_a compassion_n 39.12_o look_v upon_o my_o grievous_a affliction_n keep_v not_o
say_v there_o be_v no_o god_n for_n have_v thou_o retain_v in_o thou_o one_o think_v of_o god_n thou_o will_v have_v tremble_v to_o have_v do_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v do_v against_o the_o majesty_n of_o god_n nay_o whereas_o he_o have_v tell_v thou_o that_o there_o be_v but_o one_o god_n and_o he_o shall_v thou_o serve_v thou_o have_v make_v to_o thyself_o many_o god_n one_o to_o fulfil_v thy_o pleasure_n another_o to_o advance_v thou_o to_o honour_n another_o for_o filthy_a lucre_n oh_o how_o can_v i_o remember_v this_o without_o heaviness_n of_o heart_n to_o leave_v he_o who_o give_v i_o be_v to_o leave_v he_o who_o be_v my_o portion_n without_o who_o i_o have_v no_o be_v o_o my_o good_a god_n do_v not_o leave_v i_o for_o what_o be_o i_o without_o thou_o or_o what_o can_v i_o do_v unless_o thou_o help_v i_o all_o the_o god_n of_o the_o gentile_n be_v devil_n it_o be_v thou_o lord_n only_o that_o have_v make_v heaven_n &_o earth_n thou_o only_o o_o lord_n be_v my_o god_n those_o god_n who_o have_v not_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n let_v they_o perish_v from_o heaven_n and_o earth_n let_v heaven_n &_o earth_n praise_n that_o god_n who_o have_v make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n chap._n 14._o his_o breach_n of_o the_o law_n touch_v the_o second_o commandment_n bring_v forth_o thy_o golden_a calf_n thy_o treasure_n of_o horeb_n thy_o dagon_n thy_o moloc_n tell_v i_o have_v thou_o not_o rear_v these_o idol_n in_o thy_o heart_n these_o be_v but_o make_v of_o gold_n and_o silver_n &_o these_o be_v the_o metal_n which_o thou_o do_v honour_n where_o the_o treasure_n be_v there_o be_v the_o heart_n oh_o upon_o how_o unworthy_a a_o subject_a have_v thou_o bestow_v it_o oh_o that_o thou_o have_v raze_v those_o moult_a image_n those_o grave_a idol_n too_o long_o engrave_v in_o thy_o heart_n which_o thou_o so_o unhappy_o adore_v oh_o that_o thou_o have_v see_v into_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o paint_a earth_n what_o a_o folly_n it_o be_v for_o a_o unthankful_a people_n to_o set_v they_o up_o a_o god_n in_o the_o image_n of_o a_o calf_n that_o eat_v hay_n and_o be_v thou_o any_o wise_a in_o thy_o generation_n of_o corruptible_a thing_n have_v thou_o make_v thy_o god_n and_o on_o those_o who_o can_v not_o help_v themselves_o have_v thou_o rely_v what_o daily_a sacrifice_n have_v thou_o offer_v to_o those_o moult_a image_n these_o keep_v thou_o awake_v when_o thou_o shall_v sleep_v these_o make_v thou_o fearful_a to_o die_v these_o make_v thy_o thought_n stranger_n to_o thy_o true_a god_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v death_n unto_o he_o that_o put_v his_o trust_n in_o his_o riches_n o_o hateful_a idolatry_n to_o be_v so_o unhappy_o wealthy_a as_o to_o make_v a_o reasonable_a soul_n to_o do_v worship_n unto_o vanity_n gehazi_n become_v a_o foul_a leper_n by_o make_v himself_o such_o a_o idolater_n o_o my_o loose_a thought_n whether_o do_v you_o hale_v i_o nay_o to_o what_o fearful_a conclusion_n have_v you_o already_o bring_v i_o reason_n tell_v i_o beside_o that_o weak_a beamling_n of_o grace_n that_o dart_v upon_o i_o that_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o these_o but_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n how_o the_o love_n of_o the_o creature_n take_v i_o off_o from_o love_v my_o creator_n how_o bow_v to_o these_o so_o harden_v my_o heart_n as_o it_o can_v find_v no_o knee_n to_o bow_v to_o heaven_n o_o depart_v from_o i_o you_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n you_o drawer_n of_o i_o to_o idolatry_n in_o you_o have_v i_o find_v nothing_o but_o vanity_n vain_a in_o your_o promise_n but_o light_a in_o your_o performance_n you_o and_o none_o but_o you_o bring_v i_o to_o forget_v god_n from_o who_o come_v all_o good_a and_o to_o fight_v under_o his_o banner_n who_o be_v a_o profess_a enemy_n to_o the_o cross_n of_o my_o saviour_n but_o alas_o where_o shall_v i_o turn_v i_o where_o may_v i_o fly_v for_o succour_v in_o this_o time_n of_o danger_n i_o have_v flee_v from_o he_o who_o have_v comfort_n in_o store_n for_o i_o and_o pollute_v my_o soul_n with_o 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the_o valley_n the_o whole_a foundation_n of_o the_o earth_n shall_v shake_v and_o be_v remove_v and_o yet_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n thou_o feared'_v none_o of_o these_o thing_n thou_o go_v on_o in_o dishonour_v his_o name_n nay_o in_o mint_v new_a oath_n as_o if_o the_o reprobate_n have_v not_o already_o find_v out_o enough_o to_o dishonour_v his_o maker_n and_o these_o thou_o hold_v a_o great_a grace_n to_o thy_o discourse_n for_o the_o imagination_n of_o thy_o deceitful_a heart_n be_v so_o set_v on_o mischief_n as_o thou_o held_v deep_a oath_n the_o breath_n or_o accent_n of_o a_o brave_a spirit_n the_o strength_n or_o sinew_n of_o any_o discourse_n this_o make_v thou_o consort_v and_o keep_v company_n with_o the_o dame_n of_o the_o time_n for_o with_o this_o title_n be_v they_o high_o please_v to_o suck_v from_o they_o this_o profane_a venom_n this_o spawn_n of_o the_o most_o odious_a senseless_a sin_n that_o ever_o the_o devil_n suggest_v senseless_a indeed_o for_o there_o be_v no_o one_o sin_n which_o either_o one_o way_n or_o another_o afford_v not_o some_o vain_a delight_n unto_o the_o sense_n whereas_o this_o sin_n be_v so_o senseless_a of_o any_o such_o object_n as_o it_o only_o affright_v the_o conscience_n affright_v yea_o and_o worthy_o may_v it_o affright_v see_v god_n judgement_n shall_v never_o depart_v from_o the_o swearer_n house_n stand_v amaze_v poor_a miserable_a pilgrim_n while_o thou_o hear_v this_o put_v thyself_o in_o the_o balance_n and_o tell_v i_o whether_o during_o all_o these_o day_n of_o thy_o unhappy_a pilgrimage_n thou_o have_v not_o practise_v this_o sin_n sometime_o in_o deceive_v thy_o brother_n with_o subtle_a contract_n bind_v the_o value_n of_o thy_o commodity_n with_o a_o oath_n to_o enforce_v he_o to_o believe_v what_o thy_o conscience_n tell_v thou_o be_v not_o true_a sometime_o in_o thy_o good_a resolve_n call_v god_n to_o witness_v that_o thou_o have_v fix_v thy_o resolve_n on_o this_o and_o if_o god_n please_v thou_o mean_v 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to_o make_v use_n of_o his_o goodness_n towards_o i_o how_o i_o can_v not_o partake_v with_o he_o in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n if_o i_o labour_v not_o by_o a_o good_a and_o gracious_a life_n to_o imitate_v those_o bless_a step_n of_o his_o during_o my_o reside_v here_o in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n and_o now_o with_o sorrow_n of_o heart_n i_o remember_v how_o and_o in_o what_o manner_n i_o have_v contemn_v all_o those_o holy_a duty_n former_o repeat_v and_o consequent_o deprive_v myself_o my_o poor_a neglect_a soul_n buy_v at_o so_o high_a price_n of_o all_o those_o beatitude_n pronounce_v on_o such_o godly_a one_o as_o have_v walk_v before_o the_o lord_n in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n woe_n be_v i_o what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o when_o i_o shall_v take_v up_o my_o bed_n among_o scorpion_n when_o my_o dear_a saviour_n that_o victorious_a lion_n of_o the_o tribe_n of_o juda_n shall_v demand_v of_o i_o what_o have_v thou_o do_v under_o who_o banner_n have_v thou_o fight_v if_o 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suffer_v with_o those_o that_o suffer_v o_o no_o shall_v i_o rather_o tell_v thou_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v thou_o have_v rejoice_v when_o other_o mourn_v take_v content_a when_o other_o suffer_v nay_o if_o at_o any_o time_n thou_o mourned'_v it_o be_v such_o as_o god_n himself_o be_v provoke_v with_o it_o for_o thou_o either_o immoderate_o mourned'_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o thy_o friend_n and_o so_o offended'_v he_o with_o thy_o excessive_a mourning_n or_o what_o be_v worse_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o some_o temporal_a substance_n and_o so_o provoke_v he_o with_o thy_o indiscreet_a sorrow_n or_o which_o be_v worse_o for_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o enjoy_v thy_o full_a of_o pleasure_n and_o so_o plunge_v thy_o soul_n down_o into_o the_o baleful_a pit_n of_o perdition_n for_o ever_o thy_o desire_n be_v to_o pass_v time_n over_o with_o a_o merry_a heart_n and_o to_o satisfy_v she_o in_o the_o lust_n thereof_o and_o yet_o thou_o have_v so_o much_o divinity_n in_o thou_o as_o sometime_o to_o consider_v how_o none_o can_v partake_v in_o comfort_n here_o and_o elsewhere_o how_o none_o can_v be_v there_o comfort_v who_o be_v not_o here_o afflict_v how_o none_o can_v be_v there_o solace_v unless_o he_o here_o sorrow_v how_o the_o almighty_a have_v a_o son_n without_o sin_n but_o none_o without_o a_o scourge_n one_o who_o weep_v often_o but_o be_v never_o see_v to_o laugh_v one_o who_o from_o his_o birth_n to_o his_o death_n make_v his_o life_n a_o continue_a scene_n of_o sorrow_n one_o who_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o soul_n call_v and_o cry_v to_o all_o such_o as_o past_a by_o he_o to_o come_v unto_o he_o to_o behold_v he_o and_o witness_v with_o he_o if_o ever_o there_o be_v sorrow_n like_a unto_o his_o sorrow_n o_o no_o my_o dear_a saviour_n there_o be_v never_o sorrow_n like_a unto_o thy_o sorrow_n yet_o i_o who_o occasion_v thy_o sorrow_n partake_v little_a in_o thy_o sorrow_n o_o bring_v i_o now_o to_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o a_o true_a sorrow_n for_o my_o endanger_v soul_n let_v my_o eye_n be_v so_o well_o acquaint_v with_o tear_n as_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v estrange_v from_o all_o joy_n let_v i_o become_v so_o happy_a a_o mourner_n as_o with_o devout_a magdalen_n i_o may_v become_v a_o hearty_a convert_n of_o a_o heinous_a sinner_n and_o so_o by_o cease_v from_o sin_n become_v a_o welcome_a guest_n to_o my_o saviour_n chap._n 43._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v many_o time_n have_v thou_o hunger_v oft_o have_v thou_o thirst_v but_o tell_v i_o be_v this_o for_o righteousness_n no_o this_o hunger_n of_o thou_o be_v rather_o like_o the_o prodigal_n in_o hunger_a after_o the_o busk_n of_o vanity_n or_o like_o esau_n in_a hunger_a after_o delicacy_n or_o like_o ahab_n in_o hunger_a after_o another_o vineyard_n greedy_o or_o like_o hamon_n in_a hunger_a after_o honour_n graceles_o and_o the_o like_a be_v thy_o thirst_n thou_o thirst_v 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not_o return_v again_o their_o substance_n they_o have_v leave_v unto_o other_o and_o stranger_n be_v become_v their_o heir_n they_o be_v root_v out_o from_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o now_o they_o consider_v the_o vanity_n of_o their_o desire_n how_o they_o who_o lie_v land_n to_o land_n while_o they_o be_v here_o find_v now_o what_o a_o small_a scantling_n have_v suffice_v they_o in_o this_o their_o return_n to_o their_o last_o home_n poor_a shell_n of_o corruption_n what_o do_v thou_o think_v of_o these_o thing_n i_o know_v well_o that_o great_a revenue_n swell_a honour_n smile_v pleasure_n be_v dangerous_a and_o fearful_a eyesore_n to_o a_o die_a man_n he_o look_v back_o upon_o his_o honour_n and_o ask_v of_o they_o if_o they_o can_v relieve_v he_o but_o like_o false_a heart_a retainer_n they_o fly_v from_o he_o and_o present_v their_o service_n to_o another_o so_o quick_o have_v they_o forget_v their_o die_a master_n he_o look_v back_o then_o upon_o his_o revenue_n 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of_o death_n and_o that_o death_n may_v appear_v less_o fearful_a unto_o i_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o comfort_v i_o that_o be_v inward_o arm_v by_o thou_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o death_n and_o fury_n of_o my_o ghostly_a enemy_n i_o may_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n and_o cry_v o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o hell_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n chap._n 67._o judgement_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o it_o and_o yet_o i_o can_v think_v how_o to_o avoid_v it_o judge_v i_o must_v be_v and_o who_o will_v speak_v for_o i_o a_o fearful_a witness_n i_o have_v within_o i_o to_o accuse_v i_o sin_n of_o omission_n sin_n of_o commission_n to_o impeach_v i_o sin_n of_o ignorance_n sin_n of_o knowledge_n sin_n of_o malice_n to_o convict_v i_o though_o one_o be_v sufficient_a to_o condemn_v i_o but_o thou_o will_v ask_v i_o of_o what_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v bring_v to_o account_v for_o what_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v bring_v to_o judgement_n even_o for_o all_o 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