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to_o get_v the_o victory_n if_o christ_n pray_v for_o we_o that_o our_o faith_n do_v not_o fail_v luk._n 22.31_o where_o can_v we_o go_v for_o shelter_n but_o unto_o god_n our_o maker_n when_o this_o lion_n of_o the_o forest_n do_v begin_v to_o roar_v how_o will_v he_o terrify_v and_o vex_v we_o till_o he_o that_o permit_v he_o for_o a_o while_n to_o trouble_v we_o be_v please_v to_o chain_v he_o up_o again_o 5._o god_n favour_n be_v life_n even_o in_o death_n itself_o he_o cure_v all_o the_o disorder_n of_o the_o soul_n he_o wean_v it_o from_o the_o body_n and_o make_v the_o passage_n to_o another_o world_n sweet_a and_o easy_a he_o can_v take_v away_o the_o frightful_a ghastly_a aspect_n of_o death_n and_o bestow_v upon_o it_o a_o pleasant_a and_o amiable_a look_n and_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o sick_a people_n be_v often_o hear_v to_o say_v oh_o if_o i_o have_v but_o the_o favour_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n i_o can_v he_o free_o willing_a to_o die_v even_o in_o this_o moment_n 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the_o usual_a law_n of_o nature_n or_o the_o course_n of_o ordinary_a providence_n 8._o this_o joy_n be_v usual_o gradual_a and_o not_o all_o at_o once_o i_o say_v usual_o for_o sometime_o person_n in_o great_a distress_n and_o agony_n of_o soul_n have_v be_v sudden_o relieve_v in_o their_o dark_a night_n and_o in_o the_o deep_a dungeon_n a_o great_a light_n have_v shine_v upon_o they_o so_o that_o those_o that_o have_v one_o hour_n cry_v out_o they_o be_v damn_v and_o lose_v have_v the_o next_o triumph_v in_o the_o hope_n of_o glory_n and_o from_o the_o fear_n of_o hell_n have_v come_v to_o a_o glorious_a view_n of_o heaven_n to_o their_o own_o exceed_a comfort_n and_o the_o comfort_n of_o all_o that_o hear_v they_o but_o though_o god_n may_v do_v what_o he_o please_v this_o be_v not_o his_o ordinary_a way_n as_o the_o night_n come_v and_o the_o sun_n go_v down_o by_o degree_n so_o do_v the_o morning_n come_v and_o the_o sun_n arise_v by_o the_o same_o degree_n as_o it_o rare_o 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unavoidable_o be_v in_o some_o unpleasant_a agitation_n 9_o this_o joy_n have_v a_o pleasant_a influence_n on_o the_o body_n and_o revive_v that_o with_o the_o revive_a mind_n they_o fall_v sick_a and_o droop_v and_o they_o recover_v and_o rejoice_v together_o when_o god_n be_v our_o god_n it_o cause_v health_n in_o our_o countenance_n as_o well_o as_o pleasure_v in_o our_o heart_n and_o though_o i_o know_v that_o abundance_n of_o poor_a people_n that_o have_v be_v long_o amaze_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n wrath_n have_v very_o feeble_a sickly_a body_n to_o the_o day_n of_o death_n yet_o this_o calmness_n and_o peace_n of_o mind_n do_v great_o mitigate_v their_o pain_n and_o pour_v honey_n and_o sweetness_n into_o the_o most_o bitter_a cup_n for_o what_o be_v it_o that_o make_v affliction_n in_o trouble_n of_o mind_n to_o be_v so_o intolerable_a but_o that_o the_o afflict_a person_n look_v upon_o it_o as_o the_o begin_n of_o sorrow_n as_o a_o few_o drop_n before_o a_o more_o 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than_o he_o do_v as_o you_o may_v see_v 2_o cor._n 11.25_o 26._o what_o be_v a_o moment_n to_o a_o day_n and_o a_o day_n to_o a_o year_n and_o yet_o such_o and_o infinite_o less_o be_v our_o long_a affliction_n here_o to_o that_o eternity_n what_o be_v one_o grain_n of_o sand_n as_o one_o say_v jurieu_o balance_n du_fw-fr sanctuaire_n p._n 72._o to_o all_o those_o vast_a heap_n of_o sand_n that_o be_v in_o all_o the_o sea_n what_o be_v one_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o the_o vast_a collection_n of_o it_o that_o be_v in_o the_o large_a ocean_n what_o be_v a_o little_a gnat_n to_o the_o whole_a universe_n so_o be_v all_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o life_n which_o pass_v away_o when_o compare_v with_o the_o glory_n which_o be_v to_o come_v and_o yet_o a_o grain_n of_o sand_n be_v something_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n and_o a_o drop_n be_v not_o altogether_o nothing_o though_o compare_v with_o the_o ocean_n for_o by_o a_o continual_a heap_v of_o grain_n upon_o grain_n it_o 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wo._n lam._n 3.3_o sure_o against_o i_o be_v he_o turn_v he_o turn_v his_o hand_n against_o i_o all_o the_o day_n a_o person_n that_o be_v thus_o distress_a sit_v and_o muse_n on_o his_o misery_n and_o will_v glad_o find_v something_o that_o may_v be_v comfortable_a but_o he_o can_v what_o he_o first_o think_v of_o be_v torment_v he_o change_v that_o uneasy_a thought_n for_o another_o and_o that_o be_v as_o torment_v as_o the_o first_o there_o be_v a_o circulation_n of_o flame_a disquiet_n thought_n and_o such_o a_o person_n dwell_v as_o in_o a_o nery_n furnace_n or_o as_o in_o a_o thicket_n of_o brier_n which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o he_o be_v pain_v and_o wound_v all_o the_o terrible_a place_n of_o scripture_n that_o be_v make_v against_o the_o wicked_a do_v continual_o present_v themselves_o to_o his_o consideration_n and_o he_o think_v that_o he_o shall_v most_o certain_o have_v their_o portion_n every_o thing_n in_o nature_n that_o be_v frightful_a fright_v he_o as_o still_o believe_v god_n to_o be_v against_o he_o from_o all_o the_o terrible_a thing_n imaginable_a he_o fetch_v something_o that_o do_v still_o more_o afflict_v he_o and_o thus_o he_o will_v be_v imagine_v suppose_v i_o be_v to_o be_v saw_v asunder_o to_o be_v burn_v to_o be_v flay_v alive_a or_o to_o be_v tear_v to_o piece_n oh_o what_o a_o sad_a thing_n will_v that_o be_v and_o yet_o i_o be_o in_o a_o case_n worse_o than_o all_o this_o for_o i_o be_o now_o continual_o rack_v with_o guilt_n and_o be_o like_a to_o be_v in_o hell_n for_o ever_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o lord_n we_o may_v seel_v indeed_o but_o we_o can_v express_v they_o they_o be_v so_o very_o terrible_a they_o wound_v our_o most_o sensible_a and_o tender_a part_n they_o cause_v our_o very_a soul_n to_o pine_v and_o languish_v away_o they_o fix_v our_o mind_n to_o the_o contemplation_n of_o every_o thing_n that_o be_v sad_a and_o doleful_a they_o fill_v we_o with_o confusion_n and_o heman_n say_v ps_n 88.15_o they_o be_v terror_n that_o compass_v we_o round_o about_o they_o seize_v upon_o every_o faculty_n and_o distress_n we_o in_o every_o part_n to_o have_v god_n against_o we_o his_o holiness_n to_o dazzle_v we_o his_o power_n to_o overthrow_v we_o his_o law_n to_o condemn_v we_o our_o conscience_n to_o accuse_v we_o be_v the_o sum_n of_o terror_n six_o fear_n be_v another_o occasion_n of_o sorrow_n and_o the_o night_n be_v usual_o a_o time_n of_o horror_n we_o be_v apt_a then_o to_o be_v impose_v upon_o with_o false_a as_o well_o as_o with_o real_a danger_n we_o can_v think_v of_o nothing_o but_o out_o misery_n and_o the_o continual_a unavoidable_a think_v of_o it_o make_v we_o more_o miserable_a job_n 13.21_o these_o fear_n be_v as_o so_o many_o fetter_n from_o which_o we_o can_v fly_v and_o when_o we_o think_v to_o shake_v they_o off_o we_o put_v ourselves_o to_o more_o pain_n if_o i_o say_v i_o will_v forget_v my_o complaint_n i_o will_v leave_v off_o my_o heaviness_n and_o comfort_v myself_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o all_o my_o sorrow_n i_o know_v that_o thou_o will_v not_o hold_v i_o innocent_a job_n 9.27_o 28._o we_o be_v fright_v with_o the_o greatness_n and_o majesty_n of_o god_n with_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o be_v and_o the_o thunder_n of_o his_o power_n we_o be_v fright_v with_o the_o view_n of_o our_o innumerable_a sin_n and_o with_o the_o danger_n that_o attend_v they_o the_o thought_n of_o heaven_n fright_v we_o because_o we_o think_v we_o have_v lose_v that_o bless_a place_n and_o the_o thought_n of_o hell_n be_v no_o less_o frightful_a because_o we_o think_v we_o shall_v soon_o be_v there_o