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thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o 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disorder_n of_o i_o any_o pretermission_n of_o they_o exalt_v the_o dâ—sease_n accelerate_v the_o rage_n of_o it_o no_o diligence_n accelerate_v the_o concoction_n the_o maturity_n of_o the_o disease_n they_o must_v stay_v till_o the_o season_n of_o the_o sickness_n come_v and_o till_o it_o be_v ripen_v of_o itself_o and_o then_o they_o may_v put_v to_o their_o hand_n to_o gather_v it_o before_o it_o fall_v off_o but_o they_o can_v hasten_v the_o ripen_n why_o shall_v we_o look_v for_o it_o in_o a_o disease_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n the_o discord_n the_o irregularity_n the_o commotion_n and_o rebellion_n of_o the_o body_n it_o be_v scarce_o a_o disease_n if_o it_o can_v be_v order_v and_o
again_o from_o the_o browâ—_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o the_o footâ—_n but_o i_o eat_v no_o bread_n i_o taste_v no_o sustenance_n miserable_a distribution_n of_o mankind_n where_o one_o half_o lack_v meat_n and_o the_o other_o stomach_n 2._o expostulation_n dauid_n profess_v himself_o a_o dead_a dog_n 15._o to_o his_o king_n saul_n &_o so_o do_v mephibosheth_n to_o his_o king_n david_n 9.8_o &_o yet_o david_n speak_v to_o saul_n and_o mephibosheth_n to_o david_n no_o man_n be_v so_o little_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o great_a man_n as_o the_o great_a in_o respect_n of_o god_n for_o here_o in_o that_o we_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o measure_n to_o try_v it_o by_o proportion_n be_v no_o measure_n for_o infinity_n he_o that_o have_v no_o more_o of_o this_o world_n but_o a_o grave_n he_o that_o have_v his_o grave_n but_o lend_v he_o till_o a_o better_a man_n or_o another_o man_n must_v be_v bury_v in_o the_o same_o grave_n he_o that_o have_v no_o grave_n but_o a_o dunghill_n he_o that_o 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the_o church_n breathe_v communion_n and_o consolation_n here_o and_o consummation_n hereafter_o shall_v thy_o breath_n in_o this_o chamber_n breathe_v dissolution_n and_o destruction_n divorce_n and_o separation_n sure_o it_o be_v not_o thou_o it_o be_v not_o thy_o hand_n the_o devour_a sword_n the_o consume_a fire_n the_o wind_n from_o the_o wilderness_n the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n all_o that_o afflict_a job_n be_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o satan_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o it_o be_v thou_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o have_v lead_v i_o so_o continual_o with_o thy_o hand_n from_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o nurse_n as_o that_o i_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o correct_v i_o but_o with_o thy_o own_o hand_n my_o parent_n will_v not_o give_v i_o over_o to_o a_o servant_n correction_n nor_o my_o god_n to_o satan_n 24.14_o i_o be_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n with_o david_n and_o with_o david_n i_o see_v that_o his_o mercy_n be_v great_a for_o by_o that_o mercy_n i_o consider_v in_o my_o 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so_o we_o be_v become_v devil_n to_o ourselves_o and_o we_o have_v not_o only_o a_o serpent_n in_o our_o bosom_n but_o we_o ourselves_o be_v to_o ourselves_o that_o serpent_n how_o far_o do_v thy_o servant_n david_n press_v upon_o thy_o pardon_n in_o that_o petition_n 19.12_o cleanse_v thou_o i_o from_o secret_a sin_n can_v any_o sin_n be_v secret_a for_o a_o great_a part_n of_o our_o sin_n though_o say_v thy_o prophet_n we_o conceive_v they_o in_o the_o dark_a upon_o ouâ—_n bed_n yet_o say_v he_o we_o do_v they_o in_o the_o light_n there_o be_v many_o sin_n which_o we_o glory_n in_o do_v and_o will_v not_o do_v if_o no_o body_n shall_v know_v they_o thy_o bless_a servant_n august_n confess_v that_o he_o be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o shamefastness_n and_o tenderness_n of_o conscience_n and_o that_o he_o often_o be_v lie_v himself_o with_o sin_n which_o he_o never_o do_v lest_o he_o shall_v be_v unacceptable_a to_o his_o sinful_a companion_n but_o if_o we_o will_v conceal_v they_o thy_o prophet_n find_v such_o a_o desire_n and_o such_o a_o practice_n in_o some_o when_o he_o say_v 47.10_o thou_o have_v trust_v in_o thy_o wickedkednes_n and_o thou_o have_v say_v none_o shall_v see_v i_o yet_o can_v we_o conceal_v they_o thou_o o_o god_n can_v hear_v of_o they_o by_o other_o the_o voice_n of_o abel_n blood_n 4.10_o will_v tell_v thou_o of_o cain_n murder_n the_o heaven_n themselves_o will_v tell_v thou_o heaven_n shall_v reveal_v his_o iniquity_n 20.27_o a_o small_a creature_n alone_o shall_v do_v it_o 10.20_o a_o bird_n of_o the_o air_n shall_v carry_v the_o voice_n and_o tell_v the_o matter_n thou_o will_v trouble_v no_o informer_n thou_o thy_o self_n reveal_v adam_n sin_n 3.8_o to_o thyself_o and_o the_o manifestation_n of_o sin_n be_v so_o full_a to_o thou_o 12.14_o as_o that_o thou_o shall_v reveal_v all_o to_o all_o thou_o shall_v bring_v every_o work_n to_o judgement_n with_o every_o secret_a thing_n and_o there_o be_v nothing_o cover_v that_o shall_v not_o be_v 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because_o he_o know_v it_o not_o so_o as_o that_o he_o may_v tell_v it_o we_o so_o though_o thou_o know_v all_o my_o sin_n yet_o thou_o know_v they_o not_o to_o my_o comfort_n except_o thou_o know_v they_o by_o my_o tell_v they_o to_o thâ—e_n how_o shall_v i_o bring_v to_o thy_o knowledge_n by_o that_o way_n those_o sin_n which_o i_o myself_o know_v not_o if_o i_o accuse_v myself_o of_o original_a sin_n will_v thou_o ask_v i_o if_o i_o know_v what_o original_a sin_n be_v i_o know_v not_o enough_o of_o it_o to_o satisfy_v other_o but_o i_o know_v enough_o to_o condemn_v myself_o &_o to_o solicit_v thou_o if_o i_o confess_v to_o thou_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n will_v thou_o ask_v
under_o the_o southern_a pole_n we_o say_v the_o element_n of_o man_n be_v misery_n and_o happiness_n as_o though_o he_o have_v a_o equal_a proportion_n of_o both_o and_o the_o day_n of_o man_n vicissitudinary_a as_o though_o he_o have_v as_o many_o good_a day_n as_o ill_o and_o that_o he_o live_v under_o a_o perpetual_a equinoctial_a night_n and_o day_n equal_a good_a and_o ill_a fortune_n in_o the_o same_o measure_n but_o it_o be_v far_o from_o that_o he_o drink_v misery_n &_o he_o taste_v happiness_n he_o mow_v misery_n and_o he_o glean_v happiness_n he_o journey_n in_o misery_n he_o do_v but_o walk_v in_o happiness_n and_o which_o be_v worst_a his_o misery_n be_v positive_a and_o dogmatic_a his_o happiness_n be_v but_o disputable_a and_o problematicall_a all_o man_n call_v misery_n misery_n but_o happiness_n change_v the_o name_n by_o the_o taste_n of_o man_n in_o this_o accident_n that_o befall_v mâ—e_v now_o that_o this_o sickness_n declare_v itself_o by_o spot_n to_o be_v a_o 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and_o base_a money_n as_o that_o the_o alloy_n be_v more_o than_o the_o mettle_n nay_o be_v it_o not_o so_o at_o least_o much_o towards_o it_o even_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o virtue_n i_o must_v be_v poor_a and_o want_v before_o i_o can_v exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o gratitude_n miserable_a and_o in_o torment_n before_o i_o can_v exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n how_o deep_o do_v we_o dig_v and_o for_o how_o course_n gold_n and_o what_o other_o touchstone_n have_v we_o of_o our_o gold_n but_o comparison_n whether_o we_o be_v as_o happy_a as_o other_o or_o as_o our_o self_n at_o other_o time_n o_o poor_a step_n towards_o be_v well_o when_o these_o spot_n do_v only_o tell_v we_o that_o we_o be_v worse_o than_o we_o be_v sure_a of_o before_o 13._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o have_v make_v this_o sick_a bed_n thy_o altar_n and_o i_o have_v no_o other_o sacrifice_n to_o offer_v but_o my_o â—elf_n and_o will_v thou_o accept_v no_o spotted_a sacrifice_n do_v â—hy_a son_n dwell_v bodily_a in_o this_o flesh_n that_o thou_o shall_v look_v for_o a_o unspottednes_n here_o or_o be_v the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o soul_n of_o this_o body_n as_o he_o be_v of_o thy_o spouse_n 4.7_o who_o be_v therefore_o all_o fair_a and_o no_o spot_n in_o she_o or_o have_v thy_o son_n himself_o no_o spot_n who_o have_v all_o our_o stain_n &_o deformity_n in_o he_o or_o have_v thy_o spouse_n thy_o church_n no_o spot_n when_o every_o particular_a limb_n of_o that_o fair_a &_o spotless_a body_n every_o particular_a soul_n in_o that_o church_n be_v full_a of_o stain_n and_o spot_n thou_o bid_v we_o hate_v the_o garment_n 23._o that_o be_v spot_v with_o the_o flesh_n the_o flesh_n itself_o be_v the_o garment_n and_o it_o spot_v itself_o with_o itself_o and_o if_o i_o wash_v myself_o with_o snow_n water_n 9.30_o my_o own_o clothes_n shall_v make_v i_o abominable_a and_o yet_o no_o man_n yet_o ever_o hate_v his_o own_o flesh_n 5.29_o lord_n if_o thou_o look_v for_o a_o 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upon_o i_o know_v thy_o church_n need_v not_o to_o have_v take_v in_o from_o jew_n or_o gentile_n any_o supply_n for_o the_o exaltation_n of_o thy_o glory_n or_o our_o devotion_n of_o absolute_a necessity_n i_o know_v â—hee_o need_v not_o but_o yet_o we_o owe_v thou_o our_o thanks_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v her_o leave_n to_o do_v so_o and_o that_o as_o in_o make_v we_o christian_n thou_o do_v not_o destroy_v that_o which_o we_o be_v before_o natural_a man_n so_o in_o the_o exalt_v of_o our_o religious_a devotions_n noâ—_n we_o be_v christian_n thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o continue_v to_o we_o those_o assistance_n which_o do_v work_v upon_o the_o affection_n of_o natural_a man_n before_o for_o thou_o love_v a_o good_a man_n as_o thou_o love_v a_o good_a christian_a and_o though_o grace_n be_v mere_o from_o thou_o yet_o thou_o do_v not_o plant_v grace_n but_o in_o good_a nature_n 16._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o have_v consecrate_v our_o live_a 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o_o god_n thou_o have_v accomplish_v to_o i_o even_o the_o request_n of_o dives_fw-la to_o abraham_n thou_o have_v send_v one_o from_o the_o dead_a to_o speak_v unto_o i_o he_o speak_v to_o i_o aloud_o from_o that_o steeple_n he_o whisper_v to_o i_o at_o these_o curtain_n and_o he_o speak_v thy_o word_n 13._o bless_v be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n from_o henceforth_o let_v this_o prayer_n therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v as_o my_o last_o gasp_n my_o expire_a my_o die_a in_o thou_o that_o if_o this_o be_v the_o hour_n of_o my_o transmigration_n i_o may_v die_v the_o
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comfort_n which_o we_o may_v have_v in_o our_o first_o sickness_n from_o that_o meditation_n alas_o how_o general_o miserable_a be_v man_n and_o how_o subject_a to_o disease_n for_o in_o that_o it_o be_v some_o degree_n of_o comfort_n that_o we_o be_v but_o in_o the_o staâ—e_v common_a to_o all_o we_o fall_v i_o say_v to_o this_o discomfort_n and_o self_n accuse_v &_o self_n condemn_v alas_o how_o unprovident_a and_o in_o that_o how_o unthankful_a to_o god_n and_o his_o instrument_n be_o i_o in_o make_v so_o ill_o use_v of_o so_o great_a benefit_n in_o destroy_v so_o soon_o so_o long_o a_o work_n in_o relapse_v by_o my_o disorder_n to_o that_o from_o which_o they_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o so_o my_o meditation_n be_v fearful_o transfer_v from_o the_o body_n to_o the_o mind_n and_o from_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o sickness_n to_o that_o sin_n that_o sinful_a carelessness_n by_o which_o i_o have_v occasion_v my_o relapse_n and_o among_o the_o many_o weight_n that_o aggravate_v 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