task_n be_v wearisome_a to_o thou_o and_o thy_o mind_n be_v elsewhere_o wander_v and_o will_v not_o stay_v with_o thou_o and_o can_v thou_o now_o think_v that_o so_o rich_a a_o kingdom_n will_v keep_v itself_o for_o thou_o when_o thou_o will_v neither_o knock_v that_o it_o may_v be_v open_v to_o thou_o nor_o seek_v that_o it_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o health_n thou_o know_v well_o come_v not_o from_o the_o cloud_n without_o seek_v nor_o wealth_n from_o the_o clod_n without_o dig_v and_o yet_o heaven_n must_v be_v get_v without_o knock_v or_o seek_v but_o great_a prize_n be_v not_o to_o be_v so_o purchase_v for_o as_o heaven_n gate_n be_v straight_o and_o few_o there_o be_v that_o enter_v so_o be_v our_o tribulation_n to_o be_v many_o that_o we_o may_v be_v of_o that_o few_o that_o shall_v enter_v but_o i_o hear_v thou_o now_o cry_v out_o as_o one_o that_o have_v some_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o loss_n he_o have_v incur_v by_o sin_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o can_v look_v 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their_o luscious_a taste_n grasping_n and_o embrace_n of_o snake_n their_o amorous_a touch_n anguish_n and_o horror_n every_o sense_n where_o those_o miserable_a damn_a soul_n shall_v be_v torment_v both_o in_o their_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n in_o their_o flesh_n by_o fire_n ever_o burn_v and_o never_o decay_a and_o in_o their_o spirit_n by_o the_o worm_n of_o conscience_n ever_o gnaw_v and_o never_o die_v 3._o where_o there_o shall_v be_v grief_n intolerable_a fear_v horrible_a filth_n incomparable_a death_n both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n without_o hope_n of_o pardon_n or_o mercy_n and_o now_o to_o close_v with_o the_o last_o the_o loss_n whereof_o exceed_v our_o suffering_n in_o all_o the_o rest_n o_o to_o consider_v how_o i_o unhappy_a i_o have_v not_o only_o get_v hell_n the_o lake_n of_o horror_n and_o misery_n but_o lose_v heaven_n the_o place_n of_o endless_a joy_n and_o felicity_n o_o what_o heart_n can_v consider_v it_o and_o not_o resolve_v itself_o into_o a_o sea_n of_o tear_n in_o contemplation_n of_o it_o for_o what_o may_v the_o wretched_a soul_n think_v when_o she_o lift_v up_o the_o beam_n of_o her_o mind_n and_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o those_o immortal_a riches_n and_o withal_o consider_v how_o she_o have_v lose_v all_o those_o for_o the_o poverty_n of_o this_o life_n o_o how_o can_v she_o be_v less_o then_o confound_v with_o anguish_n how_o can_v she_o do_v less_o then_o roar_v forth_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o her_o spirit_n again_o when_o she_o shall_v cast_v her_o eye_n below_o she_o and_o take_v a_o full_a view_n of_o the_o vale_n of_o this_o world_n and_o perceive_v how_o it_o be_v but_o as_o a_o mist_n and_o present_o look_v above_o she_o admire_v the_o beauty_n of_o that_o eternal_a light_n she_o present_o conclude_v that_o it_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o night_n and_o darkness_n which_o she_o here_o love_v o_o how_o she_o faint_v falter_v and_o fruitless_o desire_v that_o she_o may_v but_o have_v some_o small_a remainder_n of_o time_n allot_v she_o what_o a_o sharp_a course_n what_o a_o severe_a manner_n of_o conversation_n will_v she_o take_v upon_o she_o what_o and_o how_o great_a promise_n will_v be_v make_v by_o she_o with_o what_o strict_a bond_n of_o devotion_n will_v she_o seem_o tie_v she_o but_o this_o must_v not_o be_v grant_v she_o as_o she_o have_v she_o full_a of_o pleasure_n here_o so_o must_v she_o now_o be_v torment_v for_o ever_o o_o how_o my_o spirit_n with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o become_v afflict_v o_o who_o will_v heal_v i_o for_o i_o be_o wound_v o_o my_o gracious_a and_o dear_a lord_n out_o of_o thy_o boundless_a compassion_n 39.12_o look_v upon_o my_o grievous_a affliction_n keep_v not_o
moth_n become_v feed_v thou_o have_v oil_n and_o meal_n in_o thy_o pitcher_n yea_o thy_o storehouse_n surfeit_v of_o plenty_n and_o thy_o wine-presses_a groan_v in_o their_o fullness_n yet_o must_v the_o hungry_a soul_n perish_v rather_o than_o be_v relieve_v the_o thirsty_a die_n ere_o he_o be_v refresh_v the_o naked_a be_v utter_o starve_v ere_o he_o be_v clothe_v look_v then_o and_o take_v a_o full_a view_n of_o thy_o inward_a man_n and_o see_v if_o there_o be_v any_o thing_n in_o he_o that_o may_v justify_v thou_o by_o he_o sift_v and_o search_v he_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v discover_v he_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o he_o whence_o then_o thy_o pride_n whence_o thy_o vainglory_n resolve_v thyself_o to_o tear_n fall_v prostrate_a before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o have_v a_o desire_n to_o be_v like_o thy_o saviour_n love_v humility_n it_o be_v the_o best_a badge_n of_o christian_a honour_n in_o whosoever_o dwell_v the_o pride_n of_o life_n that_o soul_n can_v dwell_v in_o christ_n love_n these_o be_v several_a lodging_n and_o be_v reserve_v for_o several_a person_n o_o my_o redeemer_n give_v i_o a_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o my_o present_a condition_n that_o by_o it_o i_o may_v learn_v true_a humiliation_n let_v not_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o sinner_n move_v i_o nor_o the_o foot_n of_o pride_n draw_v near_o i_o he_o know_v not_o himself_o that_o can_v be_v proud_a oh_o keep_v i_o from_o be_v proud_a that_o i_o may_v know_v myself_o chap._n 11._o how_o neither_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n nor_o of_o grace_n can_v call_v he_o home_o from_o his_o wander_a course_n the_o wild_a ass_n which_o run_v here_o and_o there_o and_o snuff_v the_o wind_n in_o the_o wilderness_n be_v a_o tame_a and_o serviceable_a creature_n in_o comparison_n of_o i_o a_o runagate_n to_o my_o father_n house_n and_o a_o most_o rebellious_a sinner_n we_o account_v that_o subject_a who_o owe_v allegiance_n to_o his_o prince_n not_o fit_v to_o live_v if_o he_o at_o any_o time_n practice_v against_o he_o and_o worthy_o do_v we_o so_o account_v he_o woe_n be_v i_o what_o have_v i_o then_o deserve_v many_o year_n be_v now_o go_v and_o pass_v since_o i_o leave_v my_o father_n house_n since_o i_o divide_v my_o portion_n with_o harlot_n since_o i_o rebel_v against_o my_o prince_n that_o prince_n of_o prince_n mean_n have_v he_o make_v and_o sundry_a messenger_n have_v he_o send_v to_o recall_v i_o he_o open_v unto_o i_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o there_o he_o show_v before_o my_o face_n and_o unto_o my_o shame_n what_o justice_n and_o temperance_n what_o moderation_n and_o continence_n what_o excellent_a moral_a virtue_n appear_v even_o in_o those_o who_o be_v heathen_n and_o know_v no_o god_n these_o only_o pertake_v some_o weak_a glimpse_n of_o a_o natural_a light_n they_o know_v not_o what_o eternity_n mean_v nor_o where_o that_o heavenly_a city_n be_v to_o be_v find_v yet_o hate_v these_o to_o wrong_v one_o another_o or_o to_o do_v to_o another_o what_o they_o will_v not_o have_v do_v by_o a_o other_o to_o themselves_o these_o love_a goodness_n without_o hope_n of_o reward_n their_o ambition_n be_v only_o to_o be_v remember_v after_o death_n or_o by_o their_o commendable_a life_n leave_v to_o other_o example_n how_o to_o live_v yet_o be_v all_o their_o virtue_n but_o splendid_a vice_n nay_o mere_o sin_n because_o whatsoever_o be_v not_o of_o faith_n be_v sin_n from_o these_o then_o take_v i_o by_o the_o hand_n he_o bring_v i_o to_o the_o law_n of_o grace_n where_o he_o show_v i_o what_o wondrous_a thing_n he_o have_v do_v for_o i_o how_o though_o i_o be_v bind_v infinite_o bind_v unto_o his_o majesty_n even_o by_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n for_o my_o creation_n in_o distinguish_v i_o from_o all_o other_o nay_o in_o set_v i_o above_o all_o other_o &_o in_o give_v i_o a_o command_n over_o all_o other_o yet_o have_v it_o be_v nothing_o to_o have_v create_v i_o have_v he_o not_o likewise_o redeem_v i_o lose_v i_o be_v and_o eternal_o lose_v &_o he_o spare_v not_o his_o own_o to_o make_v i_o one_o of_o his_o own_o nor_o have_v althi_v suffice_v i_o for_o everwas_fw-mi i_o fail_v and_o fall_v have_v he_o notlikewise_o send_v his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o preserve_v i_o from_o a_o final_a fall_n and_o now_o what_o heart_n so_o hard_o who_o these_o many_o benefit_n will_v not_o soften_v and_o yet_o i_o the_o more_o miserable_a i_n careless_a of_o my_o own_o state_n or_o what_o may_v hereafter_o befall_v my_o poor_a sinful_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v as_o yet_o either_o allure_v with_o his_o mercy_n or_o awake_v with_o his_o judgement_n i_o have_v a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n that_o foolish_o send_v forth_o her_o prohibition_n to_o stay_v proceed_n in_o all_o other_o court_n i_o apply_v my_o ear_n to_o the_o cymbal_n and_o to_o the_o timbrel_n i_o take_v my_o fullness_n of_o pleasure_n in_o sin_n no_o sense_n can_v take_v delight_n in_o any_o object_n wherein_o i_o strive_v not_o to_o satisfy_v her_o appetite_n thus_o do_v i_o transgress_v the_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o by_o that_o mean_v make_v myself_o worse_o than_o a_o heathen_a thus_o do_v i_o reject_v the_o motion_n of_o grace_n and_o so_o dishonour_v the_o style_n of_o a_o christian_n o_o my_o good_a shepherd_n call_v this_o thy_o lose_a sheep_n now_o back_o from_o wander_v bring_v he_o to_o thy_o sheepfold_n where_o he_o may_v find_v plenteous_a refresh_n write_v thy_o law_n in_o his_o heart_n let_v it_o be_v as_o a_o frontlet_n unto_o his_o eye_n as_o a_o chain_n to_o his_o neck_n as_o a_o bracelet_n to_o his_o arm_n let_v he_o look_v into_o it_o and_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n correct_v himself_o by_o it_o o_o teach_v i_o thy_o law_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v take_v delight_n in_o it_o and_o live_v chap._n 12._o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o whole_a decalogue_n and_o he_o scarce_o find_v in_o it_o one_o commandment_n wherein_o either_o in_o part_n or_o in_o all_o he_o have_v not_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a sinner_n who_o 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thought_n and_o word_n when_o before_o so_o many_o judge_n i_o poor_a delinquent_n shall_v stand_v as_o have_v go_v before_o i_o in_o good_a work_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v put_v to_o shame_n by_o such_o as_o rebuke_v i_o and_o by_o so_o many_o as_o have_v give_v i_o example_n of_o live_v godly_a when_o before_o many_o witness_n shall_v my_o conscience_n be_v convince_v as_o with_o their_o profitable_a instruction_n have_v admonish_v i_o or_o by_o their_o just_a action_n have_v leave_v themselves_o for_o example_n to_o be_v imitate_v by_o i_o o_o in_o what_o case_n shall_v i_o then_o stand_v what_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o answer_v in_o my_o
hope_v of_o future_a happiness_n this_o very_a promise_n of_o long_a day_n may_v have_v bring_v thou_o to_o obedience_n but_o alas_o this_o be_v the_o low_a of_o my_o thought_n the_o least_o of_o my_o care_n i_o desire_v in_o my_o heart_n to_o be_v the_o master_n of_o a_o estate_n before_o nature_n will_v allow_v i_o it_o i_o take_v my_o portion_n and_o go_v away_o into_o a_o far_a country_n and_o there_o i_o play_v the_o rioter_n till_o i_o become_v a_o miserable_a beggar_n then_o and_o never_o till_o then_o do_v i_o consider_v what_o i_o have_v do_v for_o by_o this_o time_n have_v i_o forget_v my_o father_n house_n so_o long_o and_o so_o sweet_o have_v i_o be_v â—ulled_v in_o the_o lap_v of_o sin_n but_o have_v now_o reap_v the_o fruit_n of_o my_o disobedience_n i_o begin_v to_o have_v a_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n and_o to_o have_v some_o small_a sensible_a feeling_n of_o repentance_n but_o never_o till_o such_o time_n as_o i_o have_v feed_v free_o of_o those_o empty_a husk_n of_o vanity_n and_o find_v myself_o so_o miserable_o poor_a as_o if_o i_o return_v not_o back_o to_o my_o father_n house_n i_o may_v of_o necessity_n perish_v there_o be_v no_o remedy_n nay_o i_o must_v to_o my_o shame_n confess_v it_o that_o such_o be_v my_o disobedience_n and_o so_o crooked_a my_o will_n amid_o my_o great_a necessity_n that_o this_o my_o aversion_n from_o evil_a and_o conversion_n to_o good_a rather_o proceed_v from_o want_n of_o mean_n than_o sincerity_n of_o will_n for_o have_v my_o portion_n continue_v the_o arm_n of_o sin_n have_v be_v nothing_o shorten_v and_o yet_o have_v my_o want_n bring_v i_o to_o this_o natural_a consideration_n as_o to_o think_v with_o myself_o what_o parent_n be_v what_o benefit_n i_o have_v receive_v from_o they_o how_o they_o have_v do_v for_o i_o what_o i_o can_v never_o possible_o do_v for_o they_o how_o creature_n endue_v only_o with_o sense_n by_o a_o natural_a instinct_n bear_v that_o tender_a love_n and_o obedience_n to_o their_o 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how_o can_v i_o be_v less_o than_o reject_v of_o my_o father_n in_o heaven_n who_o have_v bear_v myself_o so_o disobedient_o to_o my_o father_n on_o earth_n how_o can_v i_o look_v for_o a_o inheritance_n fall_v so_o desperate_o into_o all_o disobedience_n o_o my_o dear_a lord_n to_o who_o obedience_n be_v better_a than_o sacrifice_n call_v i_o now_o home_o unto_o thou_o let_v i_o no_o long_o run_v on_o in_o my_o rebellious_a course_n like_o a_o child_n that_o fear_v to_o be_v beat_v let_v i_o tremble_v at_o thy_o judgement_n like_o a_o child_n that_o fly_v into_o his_o father_n lap_n let_v i_o kiss_v thou_o for_o thy_o mercy_n correct_v i_o 39_o o_o lord_n but_o not_o in_o thy_o anger_n for_o how_o shall_v i_o stand_v in_o thy_o displeasure_n o_o i_o know_v as_o there_o be_v no_o son_n who_o a_o father_n will_v not_o correct_v with_o the_o rod_n of_o his_o love_n so_o be_v there_o no_o father_n who_o have_v not_o a_o desire_n to_o deliver_v his_o son_n correct_v i_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o be_v my_o saviour_n oh_o let_v it_o never_o be_v in_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n chap._n 18._o his_o contempt_n of_o the_o second_o in_o his_o practise_v mischief_n against_o his_o neighbour_n one_o may_v commit_v murder_n and_o shed_v no_o blood_n the_o very_a thought_n of_o our_o heart_n may_v become_v conspirator_n against_o our_o neighbour_n and_o so_o we_o murder_v he_o in_o our_o desire_n cain_n slay_v his_o brother_n abel_n which_o make_v he_o turn_v runagate_n by_o fly_v from_o god_n presence_n o_o how_o often_o have_v i_o stain_v my_o brother_n in_o conceive_v cruel_a thought_n which_o reflect_v upon_o his_o life_n fame_n and_o substance_n o_o how_o often_o have_v i_o in_o my_o heart_n wish_v a_o sudden_a end_n unto_o my_o enemy_n and_o yet_o i_o be_v persuade_v he_o be_v not_o well_o prepare_v for_o death_n when_o i_o wish_v this_o unto_o he_o so_o as_o my_o desire_n be_v bend_v to_o murder_v he_o both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n by_o wish_v he_o so_o sudden_a and_o unprepared_a a_o death_n in_o his_o departure_n from_o the_o body_n yea_o i_o will_v confess_v against_o myself_o and_o with_o much_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n will_v i_o acknowledge_v it_o that_o neither_o rich_a nor_o poor_a have_v be_v free_v from_o those_o murder_a imagination_n which_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n have_v secret_o nurse_v for_o if_o he_o be_v rich_a i_o murder_v he_o with_o envy_n and_o in_o this_o act_n not_o only_o he_o but_o myself_o waste_v and_o eat_v up_o my_o own_o marrow_n consume_v my_o own_o strength_n and_o fall_v away_o with_o a_o languish_a desire_n of_o other_o ruin_n again_o be_v he_o poor_a i_o to_o my_o power_n murder_v he_o by_o hold_v from_o he_o the_o staff_n of_o bread_n when_o i_o may_v have_v relieve_v he_o by_o grate_v and_o grind_v the_o face_n of_o the_o needy_a by_o oppress_v he_o injurious_o by_o lay_v heavy_a burden_n on_o he_o than_o he_o can_v bear_v o_o how_o can_v i_o remember_v these_o and_o sink_v not_o down_o with_o the_o horror_n of_o they_o can_v i_o think_v that_o just_a god_n who_o hear_v the_o orphan_n cry_v and_o bottle_n up_o the_o widow_n tear_n will_v not_o avenge_v himself_o of_o these_o thing_n can_v he_o tender_v his_o little_a one_o &_o not_o revenge_v himself_o of_o those_o who_o make_v a_o prey_n and_o spoil_v of_o his_o little_a one_o o_o no_o my_o lord_n i_o know_v my_o guiltiness_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o nay_o i_o know_v well_o thou_o have_v thy_o bow_n ready_a bent_n and_o thy_o arrow_n in_o thy_o quiver_n to_o shoot_v at_o the_o malicious_a and_o evil_a doer_n even_o at_o he_o that_o be_v of_o a_o subtle_a and_o deceitful_a heart_n how_o then_o may_v i_o make_v my_o peace_n with_o thou_o how_o may_v i_o find_v favour_n in_o thy_o sight_n what_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o answer_v for_o myself_o against_o those_o my_o many_o accuser_n while_o here_o one_o prove_v how_o i_o seek_v his_o life_n and_o with_o many_o bitter_a imprecation_n discover_v my_o malice_n unto_o he_o another_o accuse_v i_o with_o impeach_v his_o good_a name_n that_o precious_a perfume_n of_o every_o good_a man_n the_o three_o of_o his_o substance_n say_v that_o my_o wish_n be_v often_o that_o he_o may_v be_v rest_n of_o it_o or_o it_o of_o he_o or_o that_o i_o myself_o may_v enjoy_v it_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o he_o thus_o like_o a_o cruel_a and_o bloody_a nimrod_n have_v i_o hunt_v for_o blood_n and_o though_o i_o do_v not_o actual_o shed_v it_o yet_o in_o desire_v it_o and_o not_o seek_v where_o i_o may_v to_o prevent_v it_o i_o can_v plead_v less_o then_o that_o i_o be_o guilty_a of_o it_o now_o my_o fact_n be_v so_o foul_a that_o shall_v i_o with_o the_o poor_a condemn_a prisoner_n demand_v my_o book_n i_o can_v not_o hope_v to_o have_v the_o benefit_n of_o it_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o book_n wherein_o i_o have_v read_v what_o may_v afford_v i_o much_o comfort_n by_o it_o at_o what_o time_n soever_o a_o sinner_n do_v repent_v he_o of_o his_o sin_n from_o the_o bottom_n of_o his_o heart_n i_o will_v put_v away_o all_o his_o wickedness_n out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n say_v the_o lord_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o have_v say_v it_o even_o he_o who_o as_o he_o be_v gracious_a in_o his_o promise_n so_o be_v he_o faithful_a in_o his_o performance_n hence_o be_v my_o trust_n that_o though_o my_o sin_n be_v as_o red_a as_o scarlet_a the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n will_v make_v they_o white_a though_o my_o garment_n be_v all_o red_a as_o those_o who_o come_v from_o bosro_n my_o saviour_n have_v in_o store_n a_o white_a robe_n for_o i_o as_o white_a as_o the_o snow_n of_o
suffer_v with_o those_o that_o suffer_v o_o no_o shall_v i_o rather_o tell_v thou_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v thou_o have_v rejoice_v when_o other_o mourn_v take_v content_a when_o other_o suffer_v nay_o if_o at_o any_o time_n thou_o mourned'_v it_o be_v such_o as_o god_n himself_o be_v provoke_v with_o it_o for_o thou_o either_o immoderate_o mourned'_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o thy_o friend_n and_o so_o offended'_v he_o with_o thy_o excessive_a mourning_n or_o what_o be_v worse_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o some_o temporal_a substance_n and_o so_o provoke_v he_o with_o thy_o indiscreet_a sorrow_n or_o which_o be_v worse_o for_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o enjoy_v thy_o full_a of_o pleasure_n and_o so_o plunge_v thy_o soul_n down_o into_o the_o baleful_a pit_n of_o perdition_n for_o ever_o thy_o desire_n be_v to_o pass_v time_n over_o with_o a_o merry_a heart_n and_o to_o satisfy_v she_o in_o the_o lust_n thereof_o and_o yet_o thou_o have_v so_o much_o divinity_n in_o thou_o as_o sometime_o to_o consider_v how_o none_o can_v partake_v in_o comfort_n here_o and_o elsewhere_o how_o none_o can_v be_v there_o comfort_v who_o be_v not_o here_o afflict_v how_o none_o can_v be_v there_o solace_v unless_o he_o here_o sorrow_v how_o the_o almighty_a have_v a_o son_n without_o sin_n but_o none_o without_o a_o scourge_n one_o who_o weep_v often_o but_o be_v never_o see_v to_o laugh_v one_o who_o from_o his_o birth_n to_o his_o death_n make_v his_o life_n a_o continue_a scene_n of_o sorrow_n one_o who_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o soul_n call_v and_o cry_v to_o all_o such_o as_o past_a by_o he_o to_o come_v unto_o he_o to_o behold_v he_o and_o witness_v with_o he_o if_o ever_o there_o be_v sorrow_n like_a unto_o his_o sorrow_n o_o no_o my_o dear_a saviour_n there_o be_v never_o sorrow_n like_a unto_o thy_o sorrow_n yet_o i_o who_o occasion_v thy_o sorrow_n partake_v little_a in_o thy_o sorrow_n o_o bring_v i_o now_o to_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o a_o true_a sorrow_n for_o my_o endanger_v soul_n let_v my_o eye_n be_v so_o well_o acquaint_v with_o tear_n as_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v estrange_v from_o all_o joy_n let_v i_o become_v so_o happy_a a_o mourner_n as_o with_o devout_a magdalen_n i_o may_v become_v a_o hearty_a convert_n of_o a_o heinous_a sinner_n and_o so_o by_o cease_v from_o sin_n become_v a_o welcome_a guest_n to_o my_o saviour_n chap._n 43._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v many_o time_n have_v thou_o hunger_v oft_o have_v thou_o thirst_v but_o tell_v i_o be_v this_o for_o righteousness_n no_o this_o hunger_n of_o thou_o be_v rather_o like_o the_o prodigal_n in_o hunger_a after_o the_o busk_n of_o vanity_n or_o like_o esau_n in_a hunger_a after_o delicacy_n or_o like_o ahab_n in_o hunger_a after_o another_o vineyard_n greedy_o or_o like_o hamon_n in_a hunger_a after_o honour_n graceles_o and_o the_o like_a be_v thy_o thirst_n thou_o thirst_v but_o it_o be_v with_o gehezay_n after_o gold_n or_o with_o those_o before_o the_o flood_n after_o full_a cup_n or_o like_o nimrod_n after_o blood_n or_o like_o amnon_n after_o lust_n all_o this_o while_n resolve_v i_o where_o thy_o heart_n be_v it_o can_v be_v lodge_v in_o the_o sanctuary_n be_v so_o betroth_v to_o vanity_n thy_o delight_n can_v be_v in_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o heart_n can_v never_o indite_v a_o good_a matter_n so_o long_o as_o thou_o suffer_v it_o to_o wander_v from_o thou_o like_o light_n thamar_n after_o this_o manner_n o_o how_o far_o be_v this_o after_o hunger_a how_v to_o promote_v god_n glory_n how_o far_o be_v this_o from_o thirst_v after_o work_n of_o mercy_n for_o howsoever_o some_o of_o these_o who_o dedicate_v themselves_o to_o the_o devotion_n of_o the_o world_n upon_o a_o more_o serious_a remembrance_n of_o god_n heavy_a judgement_n prepare_v for_o every_o rebellious_a and_o impenitent_a sinner_n may_v sometime_o seem_v strike_v with_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n and_o hearty_o wish_v with_o balaam_n the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a yet_o so_o long_o as_o they_o care_v not_o for_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o righteous_a nor_o with_o a_o humble_a holy_a zeal_n thirst_n after_o righteousness_n nor_o mortify_v their_o desire_n by_o the_o law_n of_o obedience_n they_o may_v be_v long_a time_n wisher_n before_o they_o be_v enjoyer_n such_o desire_n can_v never_o produce_v good_a effect_n which_o be_v not_o second_v with_o the_o fruit_n of_o a_o good_a life_n where_o piety_n have_v lose_v her_o practice_n there_o be_v small_a comfort_n in_o the_o court_n of_o conscience_n as_o the_o faithful_a man_n live_v by_o faith_n so_o must_v he_o live_v in_o the_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o profession_n of_o his_o faith_n or_o he_o shall_v never_o receive_v the_o promise_n of_o faith_n he_o who_o believe_v whatsoever_o be_v necessary_o to_o be_v believe_v and_o observe_v whatsoever_o be_v by_o the_o divine_a law_n of_o god_n command_v that_o man_n shall_v be_v accept_v but_o what_o be_v to_o be_v expect_v in_o this_o wide_a world_n this_o wild_a wilderness_n where_o there_o appear_v such_o want_n of_o obedience_n in_o youth_n such_o want_n of_o devotion_n in_o age_n such_o want_n of_o conscience_n in_o both_o and_o what_o be_v thou_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n who_o speak_v these_o thing_n but_o as_o leaven_n to_o make_v sour_a the_o lump_n thy_o life_n have_v corrupt_v many_o reclaim_v none_o none_o more_o ready_a to_o sin_n none_o more_o slow_a to_o sigh_v for_o those_o sin_n which_o he_o have_v commit_v none_o hunger_a nor_o thirst_v more_o after_o those_o trouble_a brook_n of_o vanity_n and_o lightness_n none_o hunger_a nor_o thirst_v less_o after_o those_o precious_a treasure_n of_o righteousness_n dear_a lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o a_o sinner_n i_o thirst_v lord_n i_o thirst_v give_v i_o to_o drink_v of_o those_o water_n of_o life_n for_o unless_o thou_o help_v i_o and_o reach_v they_o to_o i_o i_o remain_v desolate_a and_o hopeless_a of_o relief_n in_o this_o time_n of_o my_o necessity_n sweet_a jesu_n the_o well_o be_v deep_a and_o i_o have_v not_o wherewith_o to_o draw_v unless_o thou_o draw_v i_o to_o thou_o and_o bestow_v on_o i_o what_o with_o all_o humility_n i_o beg_v of_o thou_o o_o increase_n in_o i_o a_o holy_a hunger_n and_o constant_a thirst_n after_o righteousness_n that_o my_o way_n and_o work_n may_v be_v sanctify_v throughout_o in_o the_o practice_n of_o obedience_n chap._n 44._o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n can_v thou_o unmerciful_a pilgrim_n look_v for_o mercy_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o maker_n and_o never_o so_o much_o as_o open_v the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o compassion_n to_o thy_o poor_a brother_n be_v thou_o not_o in_o far_o deep_a arecres_fw-la to_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o then_o he_o be_v unto_o thou_o who_o thou_o use_v so_o unmerciful_o what_o will_v become_v of_o thou_o if_o 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but_o believe_v in_o god_n and_o that_o he_o be_v thy_o god_n again_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o to_o believe_v god_n and_o believe_v in_o god_n but_o sole_o love_v god_n and_o whole_o live_v to_o god_n for_o as_o we_o be_v to_o believe_v with_o heart_n unto_o righteousness_n and_o confess_v with_o mouth_n unto_o salvation_n so_o be_v we_o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n hereof_o in_o a_o holy_a and_o blameless_a conversation_n o_o how_o much_o have_v thou_o fail_v in_o the_o first_o what_o then_o may_v we_o look_v for_o at_o the_o last_o and_o in_o jesus_n christ_n his_o only_a son_n our_o lord_n of_o this_o second_o article_n be_v saint_n john_n the_o evangelist_n author_n one_o who_o be_v right_o dear_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o master_n our_o bless_a saviour_n and_o one_o who_o lean_v on_o his_o bosom_n at_o his_o last_o supper_n and_o here_o thou_o confess_v jesus_n christ_n 13.23_o the_o second_o person_n in_o the_o bless_a trinity_n to_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n &_o to_o be_v our_o lord_n but_o have_v thou_o by_o a_o contrite_a heart_n &_o regenerate_a life_n make_v he_o thy_o lord_n thou_o say_v thou_o do_v believe_v in_o he_o but_o do_v thou_o love_v he_o in_o who_o thou_o believe_v and_o how_o shall_v thou_o be_v less_o than_o his_o lover_n so_o long_o as_o thou_o believe_v he_o to_o be_v thy_o saviour_n but_o where_o be_v any_o sign_n of_o this_o love_n o_o if_o thou_o do_v true_o love_v he_o in_o who_o thou_o believe_v thou_o will_v rather_o leave_v to_o live_v then_o leave_v to_o love_v he_o in_o who_o thou_o believe_v which_o be_v conceive_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n bear_v of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n this_o three_o article_n s._n james_n the_o great_a compose_v whereby_o thou_o be_v teach_v to_o believe_v all_o sanctification_n to_o be_v include_v in_o his_o conception_n all_o humility_n in_o his_o nativity_n but_o do_v thou_o as_o every_o christian_a shall_v do_v serious_o consider_v for_o who_o sake_n this_o virgin_n be_v conceive_v for_o who_o 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partake_v of_o this_o benefit_n then_o by_o acknowledgeing_n it_o to_o be_v thankful_a for_o it_o suffer_v under_o pontius_n pilate_n be_v crucify_v dead_a and_o bury_v this_o four_o article_n saint_n andrew_n frame_v wherein_o thou_o see_v and_o perhaps_o admire_v the_o unjust_a proceed_n of_o a_o wicked_a judge_n for_o thou_o hear_v one_o and_o that_o a_o odious_a and_o malicious_a one_o pronounce_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n upon_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o incline_v to_o the_o voice_n and_o vote_n of_o the_o people_n deliver_v a_o murder_a delinquent_n to_o murder_v the_o innocent_a nay_o pronounce_v a_o sentence_n against_o his_o own_o conscience_n for_o he_o wash_v his_o hand_n but_o not_o in_o innocence_n again_o thou_o hear_v and_o believe_v that_o he_o be_v crucify_v and_o yet_o it_o grieve_v thou_o not_o to_o crucify_v he_o afresh_o with_o new_a sin_n thou_o believe_v that_o he_o die_v and_o be_v bury_v and_o yet_o thou_o daily_o die_v not_o to_o sin_n but_o in_o sin_n and_o have_v now_o not_o three_o day_n but_o many_o year_n lie_v bury_v in_o they_o he_o descend_v into_o hell_n this_o five_o article_n saint_n philip_n add_v and_o thou_o believe_v in_o it_o he_o descend_v that_o thou_o may_v ascend_v to_o the_o place_n whereto_o he_o be_v ascend_v yet_o where_o be_v there_o any_o token_n of_o thy_o desire_n to_o ascend_v unto_o he_o ascend_v unto_o he_o thou_o can_v not_o unless_o thou_o descend_v into_o thyself_o for_o who_o he_o so_o humble_o descend_v the_o three_o day_n he_o rise_v again_o from_o the_o dead_a this_o six_o article_n saint_n thomas_n annex_v a_o article_n proper_a for_o thomas_n who_o touch_v christ_n resurrection_n be_v so_o incredulous_a and_o here_o thou_o see_v that_o late_a crucify_a man_n now_o acquit_v himself_o of_o death_n like_o a_o victorious_a lord_n and_o hence_o thou_o rejoic_a but_o unless_o thou_o rise_v from_o sin_n and_o live_v to_o righteousness_n christ_n resurrection_n shall_v afford_v thou_o small_a comfort_n in_o the_o bed_n of_o thy_o sickness_n he_o ascend_v into_o heaven_n and_o sit_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n almighty_n this_o seven_o article_n saint_n bartholomew_n pen_v and_o by_o this_o thou_o believe_v that_o he_o be_v now_o ascend_v who_o for_o thy_o sake_n descend_v ascens_fw-la and_o as_o from_o his_o rise_n come_v the_o hope_n of_o thy_o resurrection_n so_o from_o his_o ascend_v the_o hope_n of_o thy_o glorification_n but_o thou_o must_v rise_v with_o he_o before_o thou_o can_v reign_v with_o he_o rise_v with_o he_o who_o be_v free_a from_o all_o sin_n from_o the_o grave_a of_o sin_n that_o thou_o may_v reign_v with_o he_o who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n in_o his_o heavenly_a zion_n and_o as_o he_o sit_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n almighty_n where_o he_o offer_v up_o his_o prayer_n for_o thou_o sheweth_z those_o glorious_a scar_n of_o his_o precious_a wound_n to_o his_o father_n for_o thou_o &_o perform_v the_o 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a_o time_n for_o every_o man_n to_o die_v and_o after_o that_o to_o come_v to_o judgement_n make_v i_o to_o remember_v my_o end_n that_o fit_v myself_o for_o it_o i_o may_v cheerful_o encounter_v it_o and_o so_o prepare_v myself_o for_o that_o judgement_n which_o shall_v come_v after_o it_o o_o make_v i_o walk_v in_o thy_o light_n now_o while_o i_o have_v light_n to_o walk_v in_o and_o to_o work_v out_o my_o salvation_n now_o while_o i_o have_v time_n to_o work_v in_o for_o time_n will_v come_v unless_o we_o walk_v here_o as_o child_n of_o light_n when_o we_o shall_v have_v neither_o light_n to_o walk_v in_o nor_o time_n to_o work_v in_o o_o inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n and_o teach_v i_o thy_o judgement_n and_o my_o soul_n shall_v live_v chap._n 68_o hell_n hear_v how_o the_o damn_a say_v while_o they_o be_v here_o on_o earth_n they_o live_v better_a than_o thou_o and_o yet_o they_o be_v damn_v and_o so_o they_o tax_v god_n mercy_n and_o indulgence_n towards_o thou_o of_o injustice_n and_o partiality_n such_o be_v those_o damn_a soul_n charity_n mean_a time_n thou_o live_v secure_o feed_v delicious_o and_o put_v the_o thought_n of_o the_o evil_a day_n from_o thou_o by_o walk_v foolish_o in_o the_o way_n of_o vanity_n little_o desire_v then_o may_v thou_o have_v o_o thou_o sinful_a pilgrim_n to_o see_v death_n have_v so_o little_a hope_n of_o life_n after_o death_n o_o have_v some_o of_o those_o damn_a one_o who_o be_v now_o lose_v for_o ever_o receive_v those_o many_o sweet_a visit_n motion_n and_o free_a offer_n of_o his_o grace_n those_o opportunity_n of_o do_v good_a those_o many_o mean_n of_o eschue_a evil_n no_o doubt_n but_o they_o will_v have_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o entertain_v they_o as_o thou_o have_v be_v to_o reject_v they_o o_o think_v with_o thyself_o how_o happy_a have_v that_o rich_a glutton_n be_v if_o he_o have_v reward_v poor_a lazarus_n with_o some_o few_o crumb_n from_o his_o table_n o_o have_v it_o not_o be_v far_o better_o for_o he_o to_o have_v give_v to_o the_o poor_a all_o that_o ever_o he_o have_v to_o have_v strip_v himself_o to_o his_o shirt_n and_o to_o have_v make_v exchange_n of_o his_o purple_a raiment_n with_o rag_n of_o poverty_n then_o to_o fry_v in_o hel-fire_n eternal_o o_o how_o happy_a have_v that_o rich_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n be_v if_o in_o stead_n of_o enlarge_n his_o barn_n he_o have_v enlarge_v his_o bowel_n to_o the_o poor_a little_o know_v he_o how_o soon_o his_o soul_n shall_v be_v take_v from_o he_o when_o he_o address_v his_o care_n for_o so_o needless_a a_o provision_n his_o thought_n be_v so_o take_v up_o with_o enlarge_n his_o barn_n as_o he_o never_o think_v how_o tophet_n be_v ordain_v of_o old_a how_o it_o be_v make_v deep_a and_o large_a the_o pile_n thereof_o fire_n and_o much_o wood_n 30.33_o and_o how_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o lord_n like_o a_o stream_n of_o brimstone_n do_v kindle_v it_o tophet_n be_v large_a enough_o though_o his_o barn_n be_v not_o but_o turn_v unto_o thyself_o for_o who_o can_v thou_o find_v in_o more_o danger_n of_o fall_v into_o that_o place_n of_o horror_n than_o thyself_o how_o have_v thou_o bestow_v thy_o time_n how_o have_v thou_o employ_v thy_o talon_n o_o have_v thou_o not_o put_v it_o up_o in_o a_o napkin_n or_o do_v worse_o by_o employ_v it_o to_o some_o worse_a end_n have_v not_o many_o be_v damn_v for_o less_o than_o thou_o have_v commit_v and_o do_v it_o repent_v thou_o of_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v that_o so_o thou_o may_v not_o be_v condemn_v o_o no_o many_o a_o wretched_a soul_n lie_v there_o torment_v for_o less_o offence_n than_o ever_o thou_o act_v and_o have_v thou_o yet_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v pardon_v it_o be_v write_v in_o what_o hour_n soever_o the_o righteous_a commit_v iniquity_n 42_o his_o righteousness_n shall_v not_o be_v have_v in_o remembrance_n now_o if_o the_o righteousness_n of_o he_o shall_v be_v forget_v by_o commit_v iniquity_n who_o leave_v what_o he_o once_o love_v relinquish_v what_o he_o once_o profess_v what_o may_v we_o think_v of_o the_o repentance_n of_o that_o sinner_n 29._o who_o return_v again_o to_o that_o whereof_o he_o repent_v o_o how_o many_o have_v ascend_v even_o up_o to_o heaven_n and_o among_o the_o star_n have_v build_v their_o nest_n and_o yet_o have_v sudden_o fall_v from_o that_o glory_n by_o glory_v in_o their_o own_o strength_n and_o so_o drench_v themselves_o in_o endless_a misery_n and_o whence_o come_v all_o this_o but_o because_o they_o ascend_v unto_o that_o mountain_n to_o which_o the_o first_o angel_n ascend_v and_o as_o a_o devil_n descend_v and_o can_v thou_o excuse_v thyself_o of_o be_v one_o of_o these_o have_v thou_o not_o sometime_o show_v to_o the_o world_n great_a argument_n of_o piety_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v sometime_o like_o the_o king_n daughter_n all_o glorious_a without_o but_o how_o soon_o become_v thou_o strip_v of_o this_o glory_n thou_o fall_v from_o that_o seem_a sanctity_n or_o holy_a hypocrisy_n into_o open_a profaneness_n and_o impiety_n woe_n be_v i_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o i_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n a_o death_n that_o never_o die_v but_o live_v eternal_o where_o nothing_o shall_v be_v hear_v but_o weep_v and_o wail_v groan_a and_o howl_v sorrow_a and_o gnash_n of_o tooth_n o_o how_o grievous_a then_o shall_v be_v my_o anguish_n how_o endless_a my_o sorrow_n and_o sadness_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v set_v apart_o from_o the_o society_n of_o the_o just_a deprive_v of_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n deliver_v up_o unto_o the_o power_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o to_o go_v along_o with_o they_o into_o eternal_a fire_n where_o i_o be_o to_o remain_v without_o end_n in_o grieve_v and_o groan_v when_o i_o shall_v be_v banish_v from_o that_o bless_a country_n of_o paradise_n to_o be_v torment_v in_o hell_n perpetual_o where_o i_o must_v never_o see_v so_o much_o as_o one_o small_a beamel_v of_o light_n nor_o the_o least_o drop_n of_o refreshment_n but_o be_v 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