my_o inward_a man_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n whether_o the_o body_n live_v or_o die_v as_o for_o the_o body_n sake_n i_o care_v not_o though_o the_o body_n be_v hunger_n starve_v it_o shall_v for_o sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n alalwy_v 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 63._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o heart_n earthly_a but_o covet_n for_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n heavenly_a 64._o covet_n after_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n godlike_a according_a to_o his_o heart_n covet_n after_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n or_o beside_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n ungodly_a that_o be_v ungodlike_a and_o contrary_a to_o his_o heart_n 65._o covet_n after_o the_o flesh_n make_v the_o heart_n fleshly_a or_o a_o heart_n in_o the_o flesh_n covet_n after_o the_o spirit_n make_v the_o heart_n spiritual_a yea_o a_o heart_n live_v in_o god_n spirit_n 66._o i_o suppose_v that_o if_o a_o man_n love_n at_o time_n unlawful_o lust_a after_o strange_a flesh_n only_o with_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v desire_n and_o will_v their_o love_n with_o the_o flesh_n but_o not_o with_o the_o will_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o heart_n though_o the_o flesh_n say_v yea_o and_o yield_v if_o the_o spirit_n faith_n nay_o and_o yield_v not_o and_o do_v much_o more_o ardent_o and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o willing_o most_o willing_o will_v if_o it_o may_v be_v love_v none_o but_o my_o god_n alone_o 68_o true_a lord_n true_a it_o be_v the_o outward_a man_n that_o be_v the_o flesh_n desire_v and_o delight_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o it_o be_v fleshly_a as_o the_o inner_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o faculty_n thereof_o delight_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n because_o it_o be_v spiritual_a 69._o i_o have_v no_o heaven_n here_o lord_n because_o my_o heaven_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v a_o heaven_n lord_n here_o because_o thou_o that_o be_v heaven_n be_v here_o and_o in_o i_o 70._o above_o all_o keep_n keep_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n my_o poor_a heart_n from_o sin_n from_o choose_v delight_v approve_v countenance_v or_o maintain_v sin_n 71._o but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o no_o lord_n no_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v to_o be_v thy_o servant_n to_o work_v thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v satisfy_v though_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v unless_o i_o do_v all_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o appoint_v i_o to_o do_v 72._o it_o be_v not_o ah_o it_o be_v not_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o honey_n of_o earth_n but_o heaven_n honey_n that_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o taste_v and_o ever_o to_o feed_v upon_o 73._o if_o i_o have_v and_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o have_v all_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o ever_o creature_n have_v and_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o o_o my_o god_n for_o my_o portion_n as_o i_o firm_o believe_v i_o have_v i_o shall_v and_o will_v account_v myself_o of_o all_o man_n on_o earth_n the_o most_o miserable_a 74._o i_o will_v not_o give_v the_o part_n and_o portion_n that_o i_o have_v at_o present_a in_o my_o god_n for_o all_o this_o world_n good_a for_o all_o its_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n 75._o ah_o lord_n how_o much_o nothing_o do_v all_o thing_n seem_v to_o be_v when_o compare_v to_o thou_o 76._o i'faith_o hope_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v be_v give_v that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o 77._o who_o be_v able_a or_o can_v express_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o that_o soul_n unto_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v love_n cordial_a faithful_a sincere_a and_o persevere_v love_n to_o love_v thou_o 78._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n ah_o how_o pleasant_a and_o delightsome_a to_o walk_v always_o in_o all_o his_o way_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o will_n willing_o 79._o ah_o lord_n my_o only_a grief_n and_o trouble_n be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n and_o for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o regard_v to_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o will_v 80._o ah_o that_o i_o be_v even_o as_o a_o barren_a wilderness_n to_o bear_v no_o fruit_n for_o myself_o and_o as_o a_o dry_a spring_n to_o give_v no_o refreshment_n to_o myself_o to_o my_o own_o self_n that_o be_v my_o flesh_n ah_o that_o i_o be_v as_o it_o be_v liveless_a and_o lovelesse_a to_o myself_o â—hat_n i_o may_v only_o live_v to_o love_n and_o adore_v thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n 81._o what_o be_v my_o life_n or_o myself_o if_o it_o be_v not_o spend_v for_o thou_o and_o what_o be_v all_o my_o day_n if_o i_o walk_v not_o only_o and_o
that_o the_o world_n &_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n shall_v have_v again_o re-entrance_n there_o where_o thou_o lord_n have_v be_v for_o it_o cool_v that_o warmth_n it_o freeze_v that_o heat_n it_o quench_v that_o fire_n it_o put_v out_o those_o flame_n that_o do_v so_o warm_a heat_n burn_v and_o flame_n in_o the_o heart_n that_o it_o now_o as_o the_o fire_n under_o ash_n and_o as_o the_o flame_n in_o the_o smoke_n it_o be_v not_o discernible_a 117._o how_o ah_o how_o be_v the_o heart_n by_o the_o world_n and_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n cart_v as_o it_o be_v away_o and_o draw_v by_o great_a force_n from_o thou_o o_o god_n and_o thy_o good_a from_o feast_v at_o thy_o table_n of_o dainty_n to_o take_v and_o taste_v and_o feed_v on_o those_o dirty_a hoggish_a brutish_a earthly_a husk_n or_o earth_n husk_n which_o can_v solace_v nor_o satisfy_v it_o for_o a_o moment_n with_o any_o true_a delight_n of_o taste_n or_o enjoyment_n 118._o how_o lazy_a sluggish_a cold_a faint_a feeble_a and_o weary_a be_v the_o heart_n when_o it_o be_v take_v of_o from_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o be_v its_o all_o even_o all_o its_o joy_n 119._o when_o it_o must_v ah_o when_o it_o must_v again_o leave_v heaven_n as_o it_o be_v and_o the_o delicacy_n thereof_o of_o liberty_n freedom_n peace_n rest_n joy_n riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n and_o come_v down_o from_o thence_o and_o dig_v and_o delve_v hew_v wood_n and_o draw_v water_n be_v a_o slave_n as_o it_o be_v to_o its_o worst_a and_o most_o cruel_a enemy_n at_o least_o not_o to_o be_v altogether_o free_a and_o therefore_o unquiet_a restless_a sad_a poor_a contemptible_a and_o full_a of_o grief_n 120._o how_o do_v ah_o how_o do_v that_o heart_n that_o true_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o god_n with_o jacob_n say_v true_o feelinglie_o knowinglie_o and_o certain_o that_o it_o have_v all_o even_o all_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n that_o be_v to_o be_v have_v on_o earth_n or_o in_o heaven_n 121._o how_o ah_o how_o do_v such_o spurn_v away_o kick_v at_o and_o fly_v from_o all_o other_o thing_n as_o if_o they_o have_v poison_n in_o the_o head_n and_o a_o sting_n in_o the_o tail_n even_o as_o from_o monster_n that_o have_v no_o mercy_n 122._o such_o ah_o such_o a_o heart_n can_v no_o no_o it_o can_v satisfy_v itself_o with_o these_o satisfy_a satisfaction_n unless_o he_o be_v ah_o unless_o he_o be_v always_o as_o it_o be_v drown_v in_o they_o and_o swallow_v up_o into_o they_o and_o because_o he_o can_v contain_v they_o therefore_o ah_o therefore_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v contain_v by_o they_o 123._o how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v such_o a_o one_o be_v poor_a in_o the_o world_n to_o have_v and_o possess_v these_o ah_o these_o true_a indeed_o true_a riches_n and_o to_o live_v ever_o in_o disgrace_n to_o be_v thus_o grace_v and_o to_o be_v make_v low_a than_o the_o low_a of_o man_n to_o be_v thus_o high_a and_o lift_v up_o above_o all_o these_o high_a low_a thing_n here_o below_o how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v he_o still_o live_v in_o contempt_n and_o be_v flout_v deride_v scorn_v and_o scoff_v at_o among_o and_o by_o man_n to_o be_v thus_o honour_v by_o god_n and_o honourable_a among_o the_o bless_a how_o willing_o ah_o how_o willing_o will_v he_o be_v ever_o banish_v from_o earth_n home_n to_o be_v thus_o bring_v home_o to_o enjoy_v what_o be_v at_o home_n in_o heaven_n and_o to_o feed_v on_o the_o unpleasant_a sour_a bitter_n of_o loss_n cross_n and_o affliction_n to_o drink_v only_o of_o these_o sweet_a pleasant_a stream_n and_o river_n of_o pleasure_n that_o flow_v continual_o and_o abundant_o from_o god_n right_a hand_n 124._o this_o ah_o this_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o over_o the_o red_a sea_n and_o from_o his_o weary_a and_o long_o journey_v in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o inherit_v a_o quiet_a and_o peaceable_a possession_n in_o that_o true_a heavenly_a celestial_a canaan_n flow_v always_o with_o milk_n and_o honey_n for_o here_o even_o here_o in_o the_o flesh_n on_o earth_n he_o enjoy_v such_o and_o so_o many_o joy_n as_o far_o exceed_v all_o that_o ever_o he_o do_v or_o can_v ask_v that_o ever_o he_o do_v or_o can_v think_v 125._o ah_o lord_n rich_a in_o mercy_n love_n bounty_n and_o great_a in_o goodness_n above_o ah_o much_o much_o above_o all_o that_o can_v be_v conceive_v or_o speak_v by_o man_n or_o angel_n set_v before_o i_o ah_o set_v before_o i_o always_o on_o the_o one_o hand_n my_o unkindness_n my_o sin_n my_o blackness_n foulness_n uncleanness_n ugliness_n and_o deformity_n as_o i_o be_o in_o myself_o from_o myself_o that_o i_o may_v loathe_v detest_v and_o abhor_v they_o and_o myself_o for_o they_o and_o because_o of_o they_o that_o i_o may_v be_v drive_v drawn_z and_o whip_v away_o from_o they_o to_o thou_o to_o hate_v they_o to_o love_v thou_o to_o detest_v they_o to_o adore_v thou_o and_o on_o the_o other_o hand_n o_o god_n my_o god_n i_o may_v always_o open_o and_o plain_o see_v thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n yea_o love_a kindness_n mercy_n goodness_n gentleness_n patience_n and_o forbearance_n that_o thereby_o and_o therewith_o i_o may_v be_v entice_v allure_v tie_v knit_v glue_v fasten_v swallow_v up_o and_o involve_v in_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n so_o as_o i_o may_v never_o more_o be_v devor_v part_v or_o separate_v from_o thou_o nor_o thy_o way_n but_o may_v long_o for_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o most_o sweet_a and_o only_o sweet_a and_o soul_n satisfy_v presence_n and_o communion_n all_o my_o day_n for_o without_o thou_o and_o out_o of_o thou_o all_o thing_n be_v even_o nothing_o but_o with_o thou_o enjoy_v thou_o we_o have_v all_o thing_n and_o want_v nothing_o and_o do_v care_n for_o nothing_o else_o nor_o ask_v nor_o desire_v nothing_o ah_o nothing_o else_o nay_o can_v think_v of_o any_o thing_n else_o 126._o bless_v ah_o bless_v i_o then_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n who_o be_v the_o god_n and_o father_n of_o abraham_n of_o isaac_n of_o jacob_n and_o of_o all_o the_o bless_a who_o bless_v all_o that_o be_v bless_v bless_v o_o lord_n bless_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n all_o my_o weak_a frail_a and_o unworthy_a prayer_n praise_n desire_n and_o action_n make_v they_o a_o blessing_n so_o unto_o i_o as_o that_o thou_o may_v delight_v to_o bless_v i_o more_o and_o more_o not_o for_o the_o satisfy_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o of_o the_o spirit_n not_o of_o the_o body_n only_o but_o of_o the_o soul_n also_o not_o only_o the_o outward_a but_o the_o inward_a ah_o the_o inward_a the_o inward_a man_n let_v i_o be_v so_o bless_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n as_o that_o both_o soul_n and_o body_n may_v ever_o bless_v and_o praise_v thou_o in_o life_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n amen_o amen_n 127._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o always_o live_v in_o thou_o move_v by_o thou_o and_o have_v all_o my_o be_v from_o thou_o that_o be_v be_v all_o always_o in_o all_o place_n and_o thing_n for_o thou_o 128._o let_v ah_o let_v the_o 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shall_v our_o joy_n and_o comfort_n be_v to_o enjoy_v for_o ever_o that_o innumerable_a company_n of_o perfect_v saint_n in_o heaven_n but_o how_o much_o more_o and_o more_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v and_o to_o our_o eternal_a comfort_n to_o enjoy_v god_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n that_o make_v they_o thus_o perfect_a and_o saint_n 2._o if_o we_o rejoice_v so_o much_o here_o on_o earth_n to_o see_v one_o or_o some_o few_o friend_n in_o the_o flesh_n that_o we_o think_v love_v god_n ah_o how_o shall_v we_o rejoice_v when_o in_o heaven_n to_o see_v so_o many_o
or_o mean_n to_o have_v much_o be_v to_o ask_v much_o this_o holy_a covet_v and_o ambition_n he_o be_v well_o please_v with_o and_o so_o good_a bountiful_a and_o free_a our_o god_n be_v that_o we_o can_v please_v he_o better_o then_o after_o what_o ever_o we_o have_v ask_v to_o believe_v that_o he_o will_v give_v we_o much_o more_o by_o much_o than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v or_o think_v whoever_o lack_v wisdom_n if_o he_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n he_o will_v give_v it_o liberal_o for_o he_o upbraid_v no_o man_n neither_o be_v he_o a_o respector_n of_o person_n have_v give_v we_o jesus_n christ_n his_o only_a son_n the_o son_n of_o his_o love_n and_o delight_n how_o shall_v he_o not_o with_o he_o give_v we_o all_o thing_n 51._o sure_o sure_o see_v he_o have_v and_o daily_o do_v give_v we_o such_o thing_n as_o these_o himself_o his_o son_n and_o holy_a spirit_n we_o may_v be_v sure_o we_o shall_v as_o abraham_n do_v be_v weary_a or_o leave_v ask_v or_o god_n will_v leave_v give_v for_o weary_a he_o can_v be_v fit_v then_o thyself_o to_o be_v fill_v and_o i_o promise_v and_o assure_v thou_o who_o ever_o thou_o be_v thou_o shall_v not_o be_v send_v empty_a away_o what_o ever_o thy_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n be_v whatever_o thy_o covet_v and_o ambition_n be_v thou_o shall_v have_v to_o fill_v thou_o to_o satisfy_v thou_o yea_o over_o and_o above_o what_o ever_o thou_o can_v ask_v or_o think_v believe_v for_o all_o thing_n be_v possible_a yea_o easy_a for_o he_o to_o do_v 52._o the_o life_n which_o delight_v the_o lord_n and_o which_o he_o will_v have_v we_o to_o live_v be_v to_o live_v unto_o all_o holiness_n and_o godliness_n every_o day_n even_o as_o we_o will_v do_v if_o we_o know_v it_o to_o be_v our_o last_o day_n yea_o to_o live_v every_o moment_n of_o the_o day_n all_o our_o day_n as_o if_o it_o be_v our_o very_a last_o moment_n 53._o the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a every_o one_o seem_o desire_v to_o die_v but_o true_o i_o may_v say_v of_o the_o most_o that_o thus_o say_v be_v they_o whoever_o they_o be_v that_o they_o know_v not_o well_o what_o they_o say_v because_o that_o perhaps_o not_o one_o of_o a_o thousand_o but_o deny_v it_o in_o his_o deed_n for_o the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a in_o which_o the_o lord_n delight_v as_o in_o their_o life_n and_o which_o honour_v he_o most_o even_o as_o a_o holy_a and_o godly_a that_o be_v god_n like_o life_n do_v be_v i_o say_v this_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a be_v as_o i_o take_v it_o to_o die_v daily_o yea_o every_o moment_n of_o the_o day_n to_o all_o sin_n even_o to_o all_o both_o great_a and_o small_a in_o thought_n in_o word_n and_o deed_n to_o die_v thus_o be_v to_o honour_n glorify_v and_o dignify_v more_o the_o lord_n then_o to_o die_v any_o temporal_a death_n on_o the_o rack_n in_o the_o flame_n of_o fire_n or_o to_o be_v bury_v alive_a etc._n etc._n it_o be_v not_o with_o these_o ah_o not_o with_o these_o sacrifice_n of_o our_o fleshly_a life_n but_o with_o those_o sacrifice_n of_o our_o lust_n corruption_n and_o sinful_a affection_n that_o god_n be_v well_o please_v refresh_v as_o it_o be_v and_o delight_v these_o sacrifice_n send_v up_o sweet_a odour_n in_o his_o nostril_n these_o be_v precious_a in_o his_o eye_n i_o thus_o thus_o doubtless_o it_o be_v that_o the_o death_n of_o the_o saint_n be_v precious_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n to_o put_v to_o death_n those_o cruel_a one_o those_o enemy_n of_o our_o eternal_a life_n of_o our_o soul_n salvation_n that_o put_v to_o death_n the_o lord_n of_o life_n and_o glory_n himself_o in_o his_o manhood_n this_o be_v to_o be_v valiant_a for_o the_o lord_n to_o do_v wonder_n or_o wonderful_o to_o fight_v well_o his_o battle_n and_o to_o help_v the_o lord_n as_o it_o be_v against_o the_o mighty_a ah_o how_o be_v he_o delight_v that_o we_o will_v avenge_v ourselves_o thus_o on_o his_o enemy_n and_o spare_v none_o alive_a but_o as_o samuel_n do_v hue_n agag_n the_o king_n himself_z in_o piece_n this_o be_v to_o be_v jealous_a for_o the_o lord_n with_o a_o godly_a jealousy_n and_o to_o have_v our_o love_n for_o the_o almighty_a to_o be_v as_o hot_a as_o fire_n ah_o thus_o thus_o if_o we_o pull_v out_o our_o right_a eye_n and_o cut_v off_o our_o right_a hand_n we_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o enter_v into_o life_n but_o not_o maim_v but_o whole_a and_o entire_a and_o he_o that_o be_v thus_o willing_a to_o loose_v his_o life_n shall_v save_v it_o and_o he_o that_o will_v spare_v or_o save_v his_o life_n that_o be_v his_o life_n of_o sin_n or_o fleshly_a life_n to_o live_v in_o and_o commit_v sin_n shall_v sure_o loose_v his_o life_n both_o spiritual_a temporal_a and_o eternal_a 54._o he_o that_o thus_o die_v all_o the_o day_n long_o all_o his_o life_n long_o die_v much_o more_o glorious_o by_o much_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n god_n and_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o his_o enlighten_v child_n then_o if_o he_o do_v suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n constant_o all_o his_o day_n the_o cruel_a death_n 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day_n to_o have_v the_o full_a end_n of_o all_o his_o desire_n and_o to_o wear_v for_o ever_o the_o crown_n of_o eternal_a life_n he_o that_o thus_o fight_n shall_v overcome_v he_o that_o thus_o suffer_v no_o sin_n to_o reign_v in_o his_o mortal_a body_n shall_v reign_v with_o christ_n in_o bliss_n and_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n amen_o amen_n 55._o thus_o then_o to_o live_v and_o thus_o to_o die_v be_v to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v live_v with_o christ_n eternal_o 56._o he_o that_o do_v live_v thus_o and_o thus_o put_v sin_n to_o death_n live_v that_o life_n and_o die_v that_o death_n daily_o as_o most_o of_o all_o honour_n god_n and_o which_o bring_v he_o most_o glory_n which_o be_v the_o thing_n only_o or_o the_o only_a thing_n as_o i_o suppose_v that_o all_o god_n child_n most_o desire_v and_o long_o for_o in_o this_o life_n 57_o he_o that_o thus_o life_n shall_v ever_o live_v and_o he_o that_o thus_o put_v sin_n to_o death_n be_v pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n and_o shall_v never_o see_v death_n that_o be_v the_o power_n of_o death_n to_o terrify_v he_o for_o death_n be_v swallow_v up_o into_o victory_n death_n when_o it_o come_v shall_v carry_v he_o in_o triumph_n yea_o triumphant_o into_o the_o bless_a arm_n of_o his_o bless_a jesus_n who_o have_v thus_o redeem_v he_o from_o hell_n from_o sin_n and_o from_o death_n to_o live_v ever_o with_o himself_o in_o bliss_n and_o glory_n a_o eternal_a life_n 58._o when_o i_o shall_v find_v that_o sin_n be_v thus_o put_v to_o death_n in_o i_o then_o will_v i_o say_v bold_o that_o the_o lord_n have_v send_v his_o destroy_a angel_n to_o do_v it_o that_o he_o have_v do_v it_o with_o the_o word_n of_o his_o power_n with_o his_o own_o voice_n who_o be_v that_o bless_a archangel_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o peace_n and_o reconciliation_n 59_o when_o i_o shall_v find_v that_o sin_n be_v thus_o root_v up_o in_o i_o by_o the_o root_n then_o will_v i_o say_v that_o the_o lord_n hand_n have_v do_v it_o for_o i_o 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and_o thy_o judgement_n drive_v i_o that_o i_o may_v run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a that_o i_o may_v walk_v and_o not_o faint_a be_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n a_o savour_n of_o life_n unto_o life_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o of_o death_n unto_o death_n to_o my_o sin_n and_o let_v thy_o holy_a and_o most_o bless_a spirit_n of_o grace_n that_o know_v thy_o whole_a holy_a and_o sacred_a mind_n and_o will_n lead_v i_o teach_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o instruct_v i_o in_o all_o the_o thing_n i_o shall_v take_v in_o hand_n to_o do_v and_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o that_o may_v draw_v i_o near_o and_o near_o unto_o thyself_o to_o make_v i_o thou_o and_o only_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v whole_o thou_o holy_a thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o that_o live_v here_o in_o thy_o fear_n i_o may_v die_v in_o thy_o favour_n and_o after_o death_n be_v need_n partaker_n of_o 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of_o god_n love_v and_o merciful_a deal_n towards_o i_o and_o of_o my_o daily_a approach_n and_o bring_v near_o and_o near_o unto_o my_o long_a wish_a and_o desire_a home_n of_o heaven_n through_z and_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n there_o to_o sing_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o hallelujah_n of_o praise_n glory_n and_o thanksgiving_n unto_o his_o most_o holy_a bless_a eternal_a and_o glorious_a name_n let_v o_o lord_n the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n be_v ever_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n who_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n spiritual_a meditation_n be_v the_o gift_n and_o dictate_v of_o god_n spirit_n or_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o language_n that_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v spiritual_a and_o to_o live_v spiritual_o 1._o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o give_v all_o thing_n free_o willing_o abundant_o and_o continual_o therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ._n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o honeycomb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v for_o it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o precious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_n but_o contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n
of_o grace_n my_o sole_a comforter_n and_o only_a comfort_n 74._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v will_v nothing_o but_o thy_o will_n o_o thou_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 75._o i_o have_v rather_o have_v thy_o smile_n in_o hell_n o_o my_o sweet_a and_o dear_a jesus_n if_o it_o can_v be_v than_o thy_o frown_n in_o heaven_n 76._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o if_o it_o can_v be_v be_v in_o hell_n and_o obey_v god_n then_o in_o heaven_n and_o sin_n against_o he_o 77._o o_o god_n give_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n on_o earth_n as_o may_v prepare_v i_o and_o make_v i_o fit_a for_o heaven_n 78._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o choose_v death_n then_o choose_v to_o sin_n 79._o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n here_o yet_o whilst_o i_o live_v here_o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o god_n at_o any_o time_n to_o consent_v unto_o sin_n 80._o i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n jesus_n be_v my_o jesus_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o that_o he_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o every_o moment_n and_o ever_o will_v even_o to_o my_o very_a last_o moment_n 81._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o enjoy_v affliction_n with_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o my_o saviour_n than_o all_o manner_n of_o prosperity_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o prosper_v it_o 82._o as_o long_o o_o god_n as_o thou_o give_v i_o bread_n water_n and_o grace_n i_o will_v acknowledge_v that_o i_o have_v sufficient_a meat_n drink_n and_o raiment_n yea_o that_o i_o fare_v delicious_o and_o be_o array_v more_o glorious_o then_o if_o i_o be_v with_o purple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n 83._o to_o do_v thy_o work_n o_o god_n be_v the_o wage_n i_o desire_v and_o which_o will_n and_o shall_v ever_o content_v i_o 84._o ah_o lord_n i_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o part_v from_o all_o thing_n most_o willing_o so_o i_o may_v part_v from_o all_o sin_n also_o 85._o dispose_v of_o all_o thing_n as_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n do_v but_o only_o leave_v i_o thyself_o in_o possession_n 86._o all_o good_a thought_n come_v in_o love_n o_o god_n from_o thou_o to_o i_o but_o woo_v i_o miserable_a i_o for_o that_o all_o evil_a thought_n come_v from_o myself_o in_o hatred_n to_o thou_o 87._o good_a lord_n make_v my_o heart_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n such_o that_o i_o may_v be_v only_o such_o and_o always_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v 88_o do_v thou_o o_o christ_n live_v and_o reign_v by_o thy_o power_n and_o might_n in_o i_o that_o the_o mighty_a power_n and_o reign_v of_o sin_n may_v be_v cast_v out_o of_o i_o 89._o let_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n put_v thou_o o_o lord_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n not_o sin_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n to_o abhor_v it_o 90._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n grace_n and_o power_n to_o conquer_v and_o cast_v out_o all_o worldly_a lust_n and_o affection_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n that_o there_o be_v a_o place_n for_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o to_o dwell_v in_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 91._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v esteem_v the_o world_n gift_n without_o thou_o my_o saviour_n as_o the_o devil_n gift_n that_o will_v destroy_v i_o 92._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o believe_v and_o esteem_v my_o best_a duty_n and_o performance_n as_o from_o myself_o to_o deserve_v nothing_o but_o shame_n &_o confusion_n be_v but_o as_o filthy_a rag_n and_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o that_o i_o be_o less_o and_o less_o worth_a at_o the_o best_a than_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n 93._o nothing_o but_o thy_o blood_n o_o lord_n can_v wash_v i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o death_n can_v satisfy_v for_o i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o resurrection_n can_v raise_v i_o and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o live_n can_v make_v i_o live_v 94._o let_v thy_o bless_a ordinance_n o_o lord_n be_v more_o delightful_a to_o i_o then_o my_o meat_n and_o drink_n and_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n then_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n let_v they_o much_o more_o please_v i_o then_o the_o pleasure_n of_o egypt_n which_o be_v but_o for_o a_o season_n 95._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v nothing_o of_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o than_o all_o the_o world_n and_o love_n it_o 96._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v the_o poor_a in_o the_o world_n than_o the_o rich_a as_o for_o my_o own_o good_a and_o profit_n alone_o 97._o i_o be_o more_o afraid_a of_o honour_n then_o of_o dishonour_n of_o riches_n then_o of_o poverty_n of_o high_a degree_n then_o of_o low_a degree_n of_o applause_n then_o of_o contempt_n or_o scorn_n of_o health_n then_o of_o sickness_n and_o of_o my_o life_n then_o of_o my_o death_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o god_n be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o these_o therefore_o i_o will_v fear_v neither_o for_o i_o know_v that_o that_o which_o he_o give_v be_v the_o best_a and_o i_o shall_v profit_v best_a by_o it_o 98._o ah_o that_o i_o have_v so_o much_o grace_n as_o to_o be_v always_o able_a to_o meditate_v on_o the_o love_n and_o sweetness_n that_o be_v in_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v not_o leave_v that_o bless_a condition_n of_o communion_n with_o he_o one_o hour_n to_o gain_v all_o that_o the_o world_n have_v to_o give_v 99_o sure_o if_o i_o can_v always_o think_v on_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v willing_o always_o think_v on_o he_o i_o will_v not_o only_o have_v he_o in_o all_o my_o thought_n but_o i_o will_v have_v he_o be_v all_o my_o thought_n 100_o one_o moment_n communion_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v incomparable_o above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o sweet_n of_o sin_n though_o their_o end_n be_v not_o bitter_a but_o sweet_a 101._o i_o will_v willing_o loose_v all_o that_o i_o have_v of_o the_o world_n if_o so_o be_v i_o can_v loose_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o 102._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v not_o any_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n then_o have_v all_o it_o have_v and_o be_v of_o it_o 103._o i_o can_v be_v poor_a than_o to_o have_v the_o world_n and_o love_v it_o nor_o rich_a then_o to_o be_v without_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o 104._o though_o i_o can_v remember_v what_o i_o shall_v yet_o i_o remember_v well_o i_o never_o do_v nor_o i_o do_v not_o do_v what_o i_o will_v 105._o i_o have_v rather_o say_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o word_n when_o i_o speak_v by_o prayer_n or_o any_o other_o way_n unto_o god_n 106._o oh_o bless_a spirit_n sanctify_v my_o thought_n and_o my_o word_n when_o i_o take_v upon_o i_o to_o speak_v unto_o god_n or_o of_o god_n 107._o oh_o sweet_a jesus_n present_a i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o my_o prayer_n and_o myself_o unto_o thy_o father_n that_o he_o may_v receive_v and_o accept_v of_o both_o through_o thy_o merit_n and_o mediation_n 108._o o_o god_n my_o god_n give_v i_o grace_v so_o to_o live_v as_o i_o may_v be_v always_o ready_a willing_a and_o rejoice_v to_o die_v let_v thy_o time_n be_v my_o time_n whether_o it_o be_v sleep_v or_o wake_v on_o thy_o day_n or_o on_o we_o while_o i_o be_o do_v thy_o work_n or_o i_o own_o thy_o time_n and_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v o_o lord_n not_o i_o 109._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o leave_v sigh_v for_o sin_n till_o i_o leave_v sin_v 110._o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n be_v much_o more_o bitter_a unto_o i_o after_o repentance_n than_o it_o be_v sweet_a before_o repentance_n 111._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n esteem_v any_o death_n much_o sweet_a than_o the_o bitter_a life_n of_o any_o sin_n though_o it_o live_v but_o a_o moment_n in_o i_o 112._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n any_o affliction_n unless_o that_o which_o i_o can_v bear_v sin_n 113._o let_v i_o live_v so_o long_o here_o o_o lord_n till_o i_o be_o utter_o dead_a to_o all_o sin_n and_o sin_n dead_a to_o i_o and_o then_o lord_n take_v i_o to_o thyself_o when_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o to_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o 114._o o_o lord_n though_o thou_o give_v i_o poverty_n and_o contempt_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o content_n i_o shall_v be_v as_o rich_a and_o as_o honourable_a as_o i_o desire_v 115._o take_v my_o thought_n o_o lord_n from_o the_o world_n and_o then_o take_v the_o world_n from_o i_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o will_v 116._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o much_o grace_n to_o love_v thou_o that_o it_o may_v extinguish_v all_o other_o love_v that_o be_v in_o i_o 117._o make_v i_o o_o lord_n thy_o servant_n and_o let_v i_o know_v it_o and_o i_o will_v
this_o i_o know_v that_o he_o that_o give_v grace_n to_o will_n will_v also_o give_v grace_n to_o do_v for_o both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v be_v from_o the_o good_a will_n of_o god_n 22._o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a that_o be_v from_o the_o good_a spirit_n of_o god_n in_o i_o but_o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a that_o be_v from_o the_o evil_a spirit_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v in_o i_o and_o tyranize_v over_o i_o 23._o all_o the_o will_v i_o have_v to_o good_a be_v from_o thy_o good_a will_n my_o good_a god_n but_o all_o the_o will_v i_o have_v to_o evil_a be_v from_o my_o own_o evil_a will_n 24._o ah_o lord_n how_o hard_o do_v i_o find_v it_o to_o the_o flesh_n to_o do_v what_o i_o shall_v nay_o what_o i_o will_v and_o how_o easy_a ah_o lord_n how_o easy_a to_o do_v that_o which_o i_o shall_v not_o and_o will_v not_o 25._o do_v thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o work_n in_o i_o both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v according_a to_o thy_o good_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 26._o that_o as_o to_o please_v thou_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o will_n yea_o my_o will_n only_a desire_n so_o not_o to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n i_o have_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o die_v than_o will_v with_o my_o will_n willing_o 27._o let_v thy_o holy_a will_n o_o god_n be_v my_o whole_a will_n and_o thy_o whole_a will_v be_v make_v holy_a in_o i_o by_o do_v it_o whole_o and_o holy_o by_o the_o powerful_a assistance_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n 28._o to_z will_v thy_o will_n o_o god_n with_o my_o heart_n be_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n write_v by_o thyself_o in_o my_o heart_n 29._o let_v then_o thy_o will_n be_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v both_o will_n and_o do_v thy_o good_a will_n my_o good_a god_n 30._o when_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o think_v on_o thou_o then_o from_o all_o sin_n my_o heart_n be_v free_a let_v then_o my_o heart_n still_o think_v on_o thou_o that_o from_o all_o sin_n i_o may_v still_o flee_v lord_n take_v my_o heart_n and_o make_v it_o thou_o that_o to_o no_o sin_n it_o may_v incline_v 31._o the_o best_a of_o our_o best_a be_v so_o bad_a that_o our_o all_o be_v worth_a nothing_o at_o all_o 32._o if_o then_o our_o best_a good_a be_v so_o bad_a our_o holy_a thing_n so_o unholy_a ah_o lord_n how_o unholy_a be_v our_o unholyness_n and_o how_o bad_a and_o evil_a be_v our_o worst_a evil_n the_o evil_a of_o our_o worst_a thing_n 33._o it_o be_v not_o my_o studious_a care_n but_o thy_o care_n o_o lord_n of_o my_o study_n that_o make_v both_o my_o study_n and_o care_v prosperous_a and_o advantageous_a 34._o it_o be_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o i_o have_v all_o that_o i_o have_v ah_o give_v i_o this_o mercy_n also_o to_o be_v as_o willing_a to_o give_v it_o thou_o back_o when_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o as_o i_o be_v willing_a to_o receive_v it_o when_o thou_o give_v it_o 35._o when_o man_n speak_v to_o man_n it_o can_v take_v no_o effect_n but_o when_o god_n speak_v to_o man_n what_o ever_o he_o speak_v it_o shall_v take_v effect_n 36._o let_v o_o lord_n thy_o speak_n to_o i_o and_o in_o i_o be_v effectual_a for_o the_o better_a and_o not_o for_o the_o worse_a of_o my_o soul_n a_o savour_n of_o life_n unto_o life_n and_o not_o of_o death_n unto_o death_n of_o life_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o of_o death_n to_o my_o sin_n 37._o i_o have_v rather_o hear_v and_o learn_v one_o thing_n from_o the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n than_o a_o thousand_o thousand_o from_o the_o wisdom_n of_o man_n 38._o let_v all_o thy_o truth_n in_o i_o o_o god_n be_v confirm_v to_o i_o by_o the_o powerful_a wisdom_n and_o work_v of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n 39_o god_n voice_n bring_v i_o always_o joy_n and_o comfort_v my_o sad_a heart_n but_o man_n voice_n cause_v i_o always_o grief_n and_o sadden_v my_o joyful_a heart_n 40._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v ever_o alone_o with_o god_n and_o want_v all_o other_o thing_n then_o be_v one_o day_n without_o he_o to_o have_v and_o gain_v and_o keep_v all_o other_o thing_n beside_o he_o 41._o for_o when_o god_n be_v in_o i_o then_o be_o i_o in_o heaven_n but_o when_o god_n be_v not_o in_o i_o then_o be_o i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o presence_n to_o i_o lord_n be_v to_o i_o heaven_n upon_o earth_n and_o thy_o absence_n o_o lord_n hell_n upon_o earth_n 42._o it_o be_v thyself_o o_o lord_n thy_o bless_a self_n that_o i_o desire_v and_o not_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o other_o desire_n 43._o when_o i_o have_v thou_o lord_n i_o have_v all_o my_o desire_n and_o yet_o when_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o i_o do_v not_o because_o i_o can_v desire_v thou_o 44._o so_o impotent_a be_o i_o as_o not_o able_a to_o will_n or_o desire_v my_o own_o good_a so_o poor_a a_o wretch_n as_o not_o of_o myself_o to_o wish_v myself_o rich_a so_o much_o a_o slave_n as_o to_o be_v content_a yea_o willing_a and_o delight_n to_o ever_o to_o be_v a_o slave_n yea_o the_o worst_a of_o slave_n even_o to_o my_o own_o sinful_a lust_n although_o i_o know_v they_o will_v if_o live_v in_o drown_v i_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o pit_n of_o eternal_a destruction_n from_o which_o good_a lord_n ever_o deliver_v i_o as_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o keep_v i_o out_o as_o thou_o have_v hitherto_o keep_v i_o out_o and_o preserve_v i_o to_o my_o life_n end_v as_o thou_o have_v preserve_v i_o from_o the_o beginning_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v to_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o praise_v thou_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 45._o thou_o have_v in_o mercy_n o_o god_n my_o god_n bring_v thyself_o thy_o ever_o sweet_a bless_a gracious_a and_o most_o glorious_a self_n to_o i_o ah_o bring_v myself_o in_o love_n and_o obedience_n home_o unto_o thou_o 46._o my_o word_n ah_o my_o word_n i_o know_v well_o be_v but_o word_n and_o the_o breathe_n of_o a_o sinful_a man_n but_o thy_o word_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o well_o know_v also_o that_o they_o be_v the_o breathe_n of_o a_o holy_a god_n 47._o grant_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o all_o my_o word_n may_v breathe_v out_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o thy_o word_n breath_n in_o i_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o pardon_n of_o sin_n 48._o for_o who_o sin_n o_o lord_n thou_o forgive_v thou_o also_o forget_v who_o thou_o pardone_v thou_o will_v save_v for_o where_o thou_o love_v thou_o live_v and_o will_v i_o be_o sure_a ever_o live_v there_o in_o love_n 49._o to_o be_v teach_v by_o thou_o o_o god_n of_o wisdom_n be_v to_o be_v well_o teach_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o as_o willing_a to_o learn_v of_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o teach_v i_o 50._o and_o give_v i_o grace_n o_o god_n to_o retain_v what_o i_o shall_v learn_v of_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v forget_v what_o i_o have_v learn_v of_o myself_o and_o the_o world_n 51._o if_o earth_n sweet_n be_v so_o sweet_a to_o earthly_a mind_n as_o they_o prefer_v it_o to_o the_o sweet_a of_o heaven_n ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v heaven_n sweet_n to_o heavenly_a mind_n and_o how_o do_v they_o prefer_v it_o to_o all_o the_o sweet_n on_o earth_n 52._o how_o much_o sweet_a o_o my_o god_n be_v the_o honey_n of_o thy_o word_n to_o the_o taste_n of_o my_o inward_a man_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n of_o the_o world_n to_o the_o taste_n of_o my_o outward_a man_n 53._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o say_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o word_n do_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o work_n and_o have_v nothing_o then_o all_o my_o own_o desire_n 54._o ah_o lord_n god_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o live_v in_o heaven_n while_o on_o earth_n by_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 55._o they_o be_v not_o the_o word_n of_o the_o mouth_n but_o of_o the_o heart_n that_o be_v agreeable_a and_o well_o please_v to_o thy_o heart_n o_o my_o god_n the_o searcher_n the_o tryer_n and_o the_o knower_n of_o all_o heart_n 56._o he_o that_o have_v his_o heart_n right_a all_o thing_n that_o he_o do_v and_o do_v not_o be_v right_o dear_a and_o precious_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o according_a to_o thy_o heart_n o_o god_n the_o giver_n and_o maker_n of_o all_o heart_n 57_o when_o i_o sleep_v o_o god_n thou_o be_v still_o by_o i_o and_o when_o i_o wake_v i_o be_o still_o with_o thou_o so_o that_o whether_o i_o sleep_v or_o whether_o i_o wake_v i_o be_o sure_a o_o lord_n thou_o do_v i_o never_o forsake_v 58._o to_o believe_v in_o god_n be_v to_o know_v god_n to_o know_v he_o be_v to_o love_v
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involve_v take_v in_o and_o swallow_v up_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n 7._o and_o if_o momentary_a earthly_a joy_n can_v give_v we_o joy_v any_o moment_n sure_o eternal_a heavenly_a joy_n shall_v make_v we_o to_o rejoice_v evermore_o 8._o and_o if_o hope_v fill_v we_o with_o joy_n unspeakable_a sure_o fruition_n shall_v make_v we_o flow_v over_o with_o fullness_n 9_o and_o if_o the_o thought_n of_o what_o we_o know_v not_o satisfy_v we_o so_o much_o sure_o when_o we_o shall_v know_v they_o to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v be_v full_o satisfy_v 10._o and_o if_o faith_n in_o believe_v be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o bring_v salvation_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v that_o salvation_n be_v when_o it_o shall_v be_v above_o and_o beyond_o that_o be_v moâ—e_n then_o faith_n 11._o and_o if_o to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n on_o earth_n imperfect_o delight_v the_o soul_n so_o much_o that_o there_o be_v no_o delight_n to_o he_o like_o it_o he_o prefer_v it_o above_o his_o daily_a food_n and_o all_o other_o delight_n in_o the_o flesh_n ah_o what_o delight_n shall_v that_o soul_n have_v in_o heaven_n where_o he_o shall_v always_o and_o perfect_o do_v his_o whole_a and_o holy_a perfect_a will_n 12._o and_o if_o god_n be_v so_o well_o please_v with_o we_o here_o for_o our_o weak_a and_o imperfect_a desire_n after_o grace_n ah_o how_o well_o please_v will_v he_o be_v with_o we_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v make_v our_o imperfect_a grace_n full_a and_o perfect_a glory_n 13._o and_o if_o god_n delight_v so_o much_o in_o we_o whilst_o we_o be_v here_o below_o imperfect_a and_o sinner_n ah_o how_o much_o and_o how_o great_o will_v he_o delight_v in_o we_o above_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v make_v we_o holy_a and_o perfect_a saint_n 14._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o see_v god_n here_o and_o his_o glory_n dark_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n with_o fleshly_a eye_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v to_o see_v he_o glorious_o and_o all_o his_o glory_n in_o heaven_n face_n to_o face_n with_o spiritual_a eye_n yea_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a spirit_n 15._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o hear_v of_o he_o here_o with_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o ear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v to_o be_v with_o he_o hereafter_o and_o to_o hear_v himself_o with_o a_o understand_a heart_n 16._o and_o if_o than_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v he_o here_o on_o earth_n and_o but_o in_o part_n imperfect_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o delight_v he_o to_o enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n not_o in_o part_n but_o in_o perfection_n perfect_o full_o whole_o and_o holy_a as_o he_o be_v 17._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n where_o we_o need_v fear_v no_o fear_n for_o that_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n there_o to_o fear_v 18._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n so_o great_a though_o surround_v with_o many_o sorrow_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o turn_v into_o fullness_n of_o joy_n 19_o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a among_o so_o many_o displease_a displeasure_n even_o here_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v in_o heaven_n when_o and_o where_o all_o displeasure_n shall_v be_v all_o do_v away_o and_o our_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o more_o 20._o ah_o fill_v i_o then_o o_o my_o good_a god_n with_o thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a self_n and_o thy_o joy_n alone_o that_o in_o thou_o only_o i_o may_v rejoice_v 21._o if_o the_o nether_a spring_n on_o earth_n be_v so_o sweet_a ah_o how_o delicious_a and_o sweet_a yea_o sweet_o delicious_a o_o god_n be_v the_o upper_a spring_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 22._o if_o thy_o left-hand_a mercy_n o_o god_n be_v so_o delightful_a and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_n and_o please_v we_o ah_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v those_o of_o thy_o right-hand_a delight_n we_o with_o pleasure_n 23._o if_o his_o footstool_n favour_v be_v so_o great_a and_o we_o esteem_v ourselves_o great_o favour_v by_o they_o to_o have_v they_o ah_o how_o great_a in_o favour_n yea_o what_o great_a favourite_n shall_v we_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v in_o heaven_n the_o favour_n of_o his_o throne_n and_o fit_a on_o throne_n by_o he_o 24._o if_o to_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o glory_n beauty_n and_o brightness_n here_o on_o earth_n do_v so_o ravish_v we_o with_o delight_n joy_n and_o admiration_n so_o as_o we_o can_v and_o will_v always_o be_v content_a to_o behold_v it_o ah_o how_o then_o shall_v our_o heart_n be_v ravish_v with_o that_o ravish_a fullness_n of_o his_o bright_a beautiful_a glory_n when_o we_o shall_v in_o heaven_n behold_v all_o his_o glory_n as_o he_o be_v in_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n with_o all_o his_o glorious_a saint_n and_o angel_n from_o who_o beautiful_a brightness_n and_o glory_n they_o have_v all_o their_o glorious_a brightness_n and_o beauty_n and_o be_v make_v thus_o glorious_o beautiful_a with_o surpass_a beauty_n and_o glory_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n make_v like_a unto_o he_o 25._o if_o then_o his_o glory_n be_v so_o sweet_a in_o the_o bud_n what_o be_v it_o in_o the_o branch_n but_o ah_o then_o how_o much_o great_a and_o sweet_a be_v the_o tree_n that_o have_v so_o many_o branch_n 26._o if_o then_o so_o great_a and_o sweet_a on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o great_a and_o sweet_a in_o heaven_n 27._o and_o if_o our_o delight_n be_v so_o great_a in_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n here_o below_o on_o earth_n ah_o how_o incomprehensible_o great_a shall_v they_o and_o will_v they_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v have_v find_v thou_o where_o thou_o be_v above_o in_o heaven_n 28._o and_o see_v o_o god_n thou_o give_v we_o such_o wage_n here_o whilst_o we_o offend_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v they_o be_v yea_o what_o be_v there_o but_o thou_o will_v give_v we_o when_o we_o shall_v offend_v thou_o no_o more_o but_o always_o please_v thou_o 29._o and_o see_v our_o heaven_n be_v so_o sweet_a on_o earth_n or_o our_o earthly_a heaven_n so_o sweet_a which_o be_v but_o to_o see_v thy_o back_n part_n by_o faith_n dark_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n ah_o how_o sweet_a yea_o how_o much_o sweet_a shall_v our_o heavenly_a heaven_n be_v or_o our_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n which_o be_v to_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v o_o god_n to_o be_v know_v and_o see_v the_o clear_o and_o plain_o even_o face_n to_o face_n 30._o and_o see_v thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v so_o great_a to_o we_o here_o as_o it_o constrain_v we_o to_o love_v thou_o ah_o how_o great_a shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o there_o when_o without_o constraint_n our_o great_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n shall_v be_v to_o adore_v and_o love_v thou_o 31._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o know_v my_o heart_n thou_o know_v that_o all_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n yet_o that_o the_o soul_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o heart_n of_o 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most_o holy_a thing_n be_v too_o too_o unholy_a and_o all_o thy_o all_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o thou_o be_v altogether_o ashamed_a of_o thyself_o that_o thou_o be_v what_o thou_o be_v and_o abhor_v thyself_o in_o dust_n and_o ash_n account_v thyself_o as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o the_o vile_a of_o creature_n the_o great_a of_o sinner_n and_o the_o very_o worst_a of_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n 98._o and_o this_o cause_v in_o thou_o sorrow_n shame_n grief_n and_o astonishment_n wonder_v that_o such_o a_o god_n shall_v love_v such_o a_o man_n such_o a_o worm_n such_o a_o wretch_n such_o a_o miscreant_n such_o a_o dog_n such_o a_o sinner_n yea_o such_o a_o devil_n as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o do_v thou_o thus_o condemn_v thyself_o loath_a and_o abhor_v thyself_o and_o be_v thus_o true_o angry_a with_o thyself_o and_o ashamed_a of_o thyself_o and_o of_o all_o thy_o do_n and_o marvelle_v how_o thou_o can_v find_v acceptance_n at_o such_o a_o glorious_a throne_n of_o grace_n and_o gracious_a throne_n of_o glory_n and_o that_o god_n have_v have_v so_o long_a patience_n and_o that_o he_o do_v not_o cut_v thou_o off_o long_o ago_o and_o give_v thou_o thy_o portion_n with_o thy_o brethren_n in_o iniquity_n whoremonger_n drunkard_n prophaner_n of_o the_o sabbath_n with_o the_o covetous_a proud_a boaster_n malicious_a railer_n false_a accuser_n etc._n etc._n even_o with_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n and_o that_o thou_o do_v esteem_v it_o a_o heaven_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o now_o in_o hell_n give_v continual_a glory_n to_o god_n in_o christ_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o consume_v and_o cut_v off_o long_o ago_o and_o that_o he_o have_v not_o give_v only_o space_n to_o repent_v but_o also_o grace_n to_o repent_v from_o all_o and_o every_o sin_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n even_o with_o repentance_n unto_o life_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 99_o and_o if_o thus_o thou_o be_v in_o sincere_a truth_n i_o say_v if_o in_o truth_n and_o sincerity_n these_o or_o the_o like_a be_v thy_o desire_n endeavour_n life_n and_o live_v end_n and_o aim_v habitual_o continual_o and_o universal_o than_o be_v thou_o what_o thou_o shall_v be_v and_o what_o god_n will_v have_v thou_o to_o be_v assure_v thyself_o thy_o heart_n be_v upright_o clean_o pure_a holy_a and_o perfect_a even_o according_a to_o god_n own_o holy_a heart_n thou_o be_v a_o man_n in_o christ_n a_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o sure_o sure_o christ_n will_v assure_o own_v thou_o for_o his_o own_o and_o always_o love_v thou_o and_o live_v in_o thou_o even_o as_o he_o do_v in_o his_o own_o as_o he_o do_v to_o those_o in_o who_o he_o live_v and_o who_o he_o love_v and_o thy_o life_n shall_v henceforth_o be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n so_o that_o when_o he_o shall_v appear_v at_o his_o second_o and_o sudden_a come_n in_o glory_n thou_o shall_v also_o appear_v with_o he_o to_o his_o eternal_a glory_n and_o thy_o everlasting_a comfort_n joy_n and_o eternal_a salvation_n 100_o and_o therefore_o o_o man_n of_o god_n child_n of_o god_n son_n of_o god_n and_o servant_n of_o the_o eternal_a and_o ever_o live_a god_n cheer_v up_o thyself_o and_o rejoice_v yea_o i_o say_v evermore_o rejoice_v for_o god_n be_v thy_o god_n and_o thy_o father_n thy_o portion_n thy_o lot_n and_o thy_o inheritance_n thou_o be_v sure_o he_o and_o he_o be_v as_o sure_o thou_o and_o christ_n jesus_n will_v be_v also_o thou_o all_o all_o thou_o the_o way_n the_o truth_n and_o the_o life_n to_o bring_v thou_o unto_o and_o give_v thou_o possession_n of_o erernal_a life_n life_n eternal_a which_o he_o have_v prepare_v for_o thou_o by_o his_o death_n and_o be_v prepare_v thou_o for_o it_o by_o his_o life_n for_o he_o live_v to_o make_v continual_a intercession_n for_o thou_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n be_v thou_o he_o will_v guide_v thou_o lead_v thou_o direct_v thou_o keep_v thou_o and_o preserve_v thou_o unto_o the_o end_n even_o in_o the_o way_n of_o all_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n of_o peace_n joy_n comfort_n and_o consolation_n which_o be_v the_o foretasts_a and_o foresight_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o salvation_n the_o very_a beginning_n of_o the_o beatifical_a vision_n of_o glory_n in_o glory_n and_o of_o those_o ravish_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n prepare_v and_o lay_v up_o for_o the_o just_a before_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n be_v which_o be_v such_o as_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v as_o ear_n have_v not_o hear_v neither_o have_v it_o ever_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o any_o man_n at_o any_o time_n to_o conceive_v be_v much_o an_z much_o above_o all_o that_o we_o can_v ask_v or_o think_v for_o there_o we_o shall_v ever_o possess_v and_o enjoy_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n yea_o fullness_n of_o all_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n for_o evermore_o even_o god_n himself_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n who_o be_v all_o in_o all_o and_o in_o all_o the_o bless_a to_o he_o alone_o be_v eternal_o give_v all_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_o amen_n 101._o none_o but_o the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n can_v true_o love_v god_n child_n they_o that_o be_v he_o will_v love_v those_o that_o be_v he_o chief_o and_o most_o because_o they_o be_v his_o and_o those_o most_o that_o appear_v to_o be_v his_o most_o and_o those_o dearly_a that_o be_v his_o dear_a 102._o i_o will_v much_o more_o more_o by_o much_o rejoice_v in_o a_o obedient_a heart_n to_o submit_v unto_o and_o to_o do_v the_o whole_a and_o holy_a will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o case_n condition_n and_o place_n than_o to_o enjoy_v the_o wisdom_n of_o solomon_n and_o all_o the_o honour_n riches_n delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n 103._o ah_o lord_n let_v my_o heart_n never_o be_v at_o rest_n until_o i_o find_v that_o it_o do_v most_o willing_o free_o joyful_o and_o choose_o submit_v and_o acquiess_n unto_o all_o that_o god_n will_v be_v it_o what_o it_o will_v and_o to_o say_v of_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o condition_n so_o will_v i_o have_v it_o 104._o there_o be_v sure_o nothing_o so_o delightful_a unto_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a as_o to_o do_v the_o whole_a will_n of_o god_n holy_o and_o hearty_o as_o to_o please_v he_o by_o a_o sincere_a hearty_a and_o cheerful_a obedience_n universal_o 105._o ah_o the_o joy_n the_o joy_n the_o true_a joy_n the_o great_a joy_n yea_o the_o unspeakable_a joy_n the_o peace_n the_o peace_n the_o comfort_n the_o comfort_n the_o solace_n and_o the_o rest_n and_o quiet_a that_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o he_o that_o fear_v always_o from_o love_n for_o it_o destroy_v all_o servile_a fear_n and_o cause_v such_o joy_n and_o gladness_n as_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 106._o what_o ah_o what_o honour_n be_v there_o like_o that_o as_o true_o and_o sincere_o to_o honour_n god_n what_o pleasure_n ah_o what_o pleasure_n like_o that_o as_o always_o to_o please_v god_n what_o joy_n ah_o what_o joy_n like_o that_o as_o always_o to_o enjoy_v god_n what_o happiness_n ah_o what_o happiness_n like_o that_o comparable_a to_o that_o as_o to_o know_v he_o to_o be_v we_o and_o we_o to_o be_v he_o what_o peace_n ah_o what_o peace_n like_o that_o as_o when_o we_o know_v our_o peace_n to_o be_v make_v with_o the_o god_n of_o peace_n through_o and_o by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o king_n and_o prince_n of_o peace_n witness_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o continual_a indwel_n in_o we_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n the_o sanctifier_n of_o our_o soul_n and_o the_o comforter_n of_o our_o heart_n ah_o what_o comfort_n what_o comfort_n like_v unto_o that_o as_o to_o find_v ourselves_o in_o god_n and_o that_o great_a good_a god_n to_o be_v in_o we_o what_o ah_o what_o so_o sweet_a as_o to_o feed_v continual_o on_o these_o true_a heavenly_a sweet_n here_o on_o earth_n which_o be_v the_o very_a sweet_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 107._o i_o do_v now_o wonder_v that_o any_o man_n have_v or_o can_v have_v any_o pâ—ace_n a_o moment_n that_o have_v not_o his_o peace_n make_v sure_a or_o a_o sure_a peace_n make_v with_o god_n 108._o all_o other_o quiet_a ah_o how_o unquiet_a will_v it_o prove_v in_o the_o end_n that_o be_v not_o found_v or_o ground_v on_o this_o sure_a foundation_n or_o ground_n of_o god_n love_n in_o jesus_n christ._n 109._o i_o wonder_v ah_o i_o wonder_v man_n be_v not_o as_o it_o be_v continual_o tear_v in_o piece_n with_o fear_n and_o care_n till_o all_o these_o fear_n be_v take_v away_o by_o a_o lively_a live_a faith_n and_o their_o whole_a care_n cast_v on_o christ._n 110._o i_o wonder_v ah_o i_o wonder_v that_o terror_n do_v
shall_v find_v sin_n dead_a then_o will_v i_o say_v as_o the_o lord_n live_v and_o because_o he_o be_v put_v to_o death_n and_o now_o live_v i_o shall_v live_v also_o 62._o sin_n be_v thus_o banish_v and_o cast_v out_o then_o shall_v i_o see_v myself_o free_a and_o take_v o_o lord_n into_o covenant_n with_o thou_o then_o will_v i_o say_v i_o be_o no_o long_o under_o the_o law_n but_o under_o grace_n which_o gracious_a favour_n o_o lord_n do_v i_o that_o i_o may_v henceforth_o and_o for_o ever_o live_v unto_o and_o for_o thy_o eternal_a honour_n and_o glory_n 63._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o be_v fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o save_v my_o poor_a soul_n fasten_v my_o sin_n there_o and_o let_v they_o never_o get_v loose_a again_o and_o ah_o lord_n let_v my_o soul_n live_v ever_o in_o thou_o and_o possess_v thou_o ever_o 64._o ah_o lord_n that_o raign_a over_o all_o principality_n and_o power_n reign_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o over_o all_o these_o prince_n and_o power_n that_o have_v dominion_n over_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o subjection_n unto_o thy_o most_o holy_a law_n and_o live_v obedient_o keep_v all_o thy_o divine_a commandment_n that_o thou_o o_o lord_n god_n who_o be_v god_n over_o all_o bless_a for_o ever_o and_o ever_o may_v be_v my_o god_n ever_o over_o all_o and_o bless_v i_o also_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o amen_n amen_n 65._o if_o we_o be_v so_o willing_a to_o unstrip_v ourselves_o of_o our_o clothing_n at_o night_n and_o to_o lie_v down_o on_o out_o bed_n naked_a to_o unclothe_v ourselves_o of_o all_o our_o glory_n and_o honour_n pomp_n and_o beauty_n and_o to_o unmind_v that_o we_o be_v what_o we_o be_v to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v enjoy_v a_o few_o hour_n quiet_a and_o rest_n ah_o how_o willing_a shall_v we_o be_v to_o unstrip_v ourselves_o of_o all_o that_o we_o possess_v and_o of_o our_o life_n too_o when_o that_o last_o long_a night_n of_o death_n shall_v come_v and_o appear_v to_o fetch_v we_o up_o from_o hence_o that_o we_o may_v be_v ever_o with_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v our_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a portion_n our_o infinite_a and_o incomprehensible_a good_a and_o bless_a rest_n and_o peace_n which_o shall_v be_v as_o it_o be_v ever_o beginning_n and_o never_o end_n nor_o cease_v 66._o ah_o our_o god_n that_o be_v what_o thou_o be_v and_o yet_o will_v be_v please_v to_o be_v we_o and_o to_o own_v we_o for_o thy_o own_o 67._o ah_o lord_n god_n though_o other_o satisfy_v themselves_o to_o hear_v of_o thou_o let_v i_o not_o be_v satisfy_v till_o my_o eye_n see_v thou_o 68_o though_o other_o o_o lord_n be_v well_o content_v to_o know_v thou_o as_o man_n reach_v let_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v satisfy_v only_o with_o thy_o own_o reaching_n to_o know_v thou_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v know_v that_o be_v to_o see_v and_o find_v and_o feel_v thou_o in_o i_o dwell_v reign_a and_o rule_v there_o be_v all_o in_o all_o and_o bring_v into_o subjection_n all_o power_n that_o lift_v up_o themselves_o in_o i_o against_o thou_o 69._o ah_o lord_n god_n how_o much_o better_a be_v it_o thus_o to_o have_v thou_o then_o to_o have_v all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o as_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n 70._o what_o ah_o what_o be_v earth_n to_o heaven_n these_o thing_n below_o to_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v above_o but_o as_o pebble_n to_o pearl_n as_o dross_n to_o gold_n or_o as_o a_o shadow_n to_o the_o most_o glorious_a and_o most_o sublime_a substance_n 71._o the_o one_o be_v life_n the_o other_o death_n the_o one_o full_o satisfy_v the_o other_o be_v vain_a and_o bring_v nothing_o but_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n with_o it_o 72._o we_o can_v know_v god_n till_o we_o altogether_o forget_v ourselves_o we_o can_v hear_v god_n till_o we_o be_v altogether_o deaf_a to_o ourselves_o and_o to_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n we_o can_v see_v god_n till_o we_o be_v stark_o blind_a to_o all_o thing_n beside_o he_o and_o that_o be_v not_o of_o he_o we_o can_v find_v god_n as_o he_o be_v until_o we_o have_v lose_v ourselves_o and_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o concern_v he_o not_o so_o do_v and_o prosper_v 73._o as_o we_o know_v not_o our_o latter_a end_n nor_o be_v not_o able_a to_o number_v our_o day_n so_o be_v we_o not_o at_o all_o able_a to_o tell_v what_o god_n be_v unless_o he_o tell_v we_o nor_o to_o hear_v he_o unless_o he_o open_v our_o heart_n and_o give_v we_o understanding_n not_o comprehend_v he_o until_o he_o have_v make_v we_o one_o with_o himself_o and_o give_v we_o his_o own_o spirit_n to_o know_v he_o by_o 74._o thus_o if_o we_o live_v to_o move_v after_o his_o call_n and_o be_v obedient_a unto_o his_o voice_n we_o shall_v so_o hear_v that_o our_o soul_n shall_v live_v and_o for_o ever_o rejoice_v that_o we_o live_v thus_o to_o obey_v he_o 75._o ah_o lord_n god_n almighty_a maker_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n thou_o be_v the_o all_o of_o all_o those_o that_o know_v thou_o they_o that_o know_v thou_o o_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v know_v care_v to_o know_v nothing_o else_o thou_o be_v altogether_o alsufficient_a to_o content_v and_o satisfy_v they_o with_o all_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n their_o joy_n be_v full_a when_o that_o they_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o they_o then_o say_v with_o jacob_n that_o they_o have_v all_o and_o with_o david_n desire_v nothing_o else_o either_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o earth_n beneath_o their_o will_n be_v so_o swallow_v up_o into_o thou_o that_o they_o be_v not_o they_o but_o thou_o and_o thus_o to_o live_v to_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o they_o count_v it_o only_o to_o live_v and_o out_o of_o thou_o to_o be_v as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o as_o if_o they_o have_v no_o be_v 76._o i_o be_o a_o creature_n but_o thy_o creature_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o be_o a_o man_n but_o create_v for_o thyself_o for_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o everlasting_a good_a and_o happiness_n and_o shall_v i_o know_v that_o i_o be_o thus_o such_o a_o one_o and_o not_o be_v satisfy_v for_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v satisfy_v i_o thus_o 77._o ah_o lord_n thou_o set_v before_o i_o life_n and_o death_n good_a and_o evil_n light_a and_o darkness_n heaven_n and_o earth_n the_o thing_n above_o and_o the_o thing_n below_o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o prefer_v pebble_n to_o pearl_n dross_n to_o gold_n darkness_n to_o light_n death_n to_o life_n evil_a to_o good_a earth_n to_o heaven_n these_o low_a thing_n here_o below_o to_o those_o high_a and_o most_o transcendent_a glorious_a thing_n above_o but_o let_v i_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o o_o god_n that_o have_v provide_v and_o give_v such_o rich_a rare_a and_o precious_a thing_n to_o i_o enjoy_v they_o let_v i_o not_o care_n seek_v for_o or_o mind_n these_o have_v thou_o let_v i_o be_v full_o satisfy_v and_o rejoice_v evermore_o with_o unspeakable_a joy_n 78._o be_v thy_o favourite_n o_o god_n who_o be_v king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n live_v in_o thy_o fear_n and_o favour_n shall_v i_o not_o rejoice_v much_o more_o by_o much_o than_o they_o do_v or_o can_v do_v that_o be_v but_o favourite_n to_o man_n and_o have_v but_o their_o favour_n they_o shall_v all_o pass_v away_o but_o thou_o and_o thy_o word_n of_o grace_n ingraft_v in_o i_o shall_v endure_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 79._o ah_o lord_n god_n pour_v out_o of_o thyself_o into_o i_o more_o and_o more_o that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v to_o rejoice_v always_o with_o unspeakable_a joy_n yea_o that_o my_o joy_n may_v be_v full_a 80._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n rejoice_v much_o more_o in_o despise_v these_o thing_n here_o below_o than_o in_o prize_v of_o they_o and_o to_o have_v a_o heart_n to_o trample_v they_o under_o my_o foot_n than_o to_o set_v they_o up_o in_o my_o thought_n and_o affection_n these_o be_v low_a as_o they_o be_v let_v i_o o_o god_n keep_v they_o always_o under_o my_o foot_n and_o trample_v on_o they_o as_o on_o dirt_n and_o dung_n mind_v these_o high_a and_o holy_a thing_n above_o which_o thou_o give_v only_o in_o love_n and_o to_o those_o only_o who_o thou_o love_v 81._o ah_o lord_n god_n swallow_v i_o up_o into_o thyself_o that_o i_o may_v be_v find_v there_o naked_a and_o empty_a of_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o and_o beside_o thou_o so_o that_o i_o may_v only_o possess_v thou_o my_o only_a good_a bliss_n and_o blessedness_n 82._o ah_o lord_n god_n set_v always_o before_o my_o eye_n my_o eternal_a and_o
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