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sunt_fw-la nomini_fw-la sancto_fw-la eius_fw-la 25._o o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bliss_n you_o our_o lord_n and_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n benedicam_fw-la dominum_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la tempore_fw-la semper_fw-la laus_fw-la eius_fw-la in_o ori_fw-la meo_fw-la 26._o i_o will_v bliss_n our_o lord_n at_o all_o time_n his_o praise_n shall_v ever_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n benedicite_fw-la omne_fw-la opera_fw-la domini_fw-la domino_fw-la 27._o bliss_n you_o our_o lord_n all_z the_o work_n of_o our_o lord_n o_o vos_fw-la omnes_fw-la qui_fw-la transitis_fw-la per_fw-la viam_fw-la attendite_fw-la &_o videte_fw-la si_fw-la sit_fw-la dolour_n sicuâ—_n dolour_n meus_fw-la 28._o o_o all_o you_o that_o pass_v by_o the_o way_n look_v and_o see_v if_o ever_o there_o be_v grief_n like_o my_o grief_n sanctus_n sanctus_n sanctus_n dominus_fw-la deus_fw-la sabaoth_v pleni_fw-la sunt_fw-la caeli_fw-la &_o terra_fw-la maiestatis_fw-la gloriae_fw-la tuus_fw-la 29._o holy_a holy_a 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dei_fw-la miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la 35._o o_o son_n of_o god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la mihi_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la illi_fw-la 36._o my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o to_o i_o he_o regnum_fw-la tuum_fw-la regnum_fw-la omnium_fw-la saeculorum_fw-la &_o domenatio_fw-la tua_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la generatione_n &_o generatione_n 37._o thy_o kingdom_n be_v a_o kingdom_n for_o ever_o and_o thy_o reign_n be_v for_o all_o generation_n and_o generation_n o_o quam_fw-la pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la quam_fw-la puchra_fw-la es_fw-la 38._o o_o how_o fair_a be_v thou_o my_o belove_a how_o fair_a be_v thou_o tota_n pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la &_o macula_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la in_o te_fw-la 39_o thou_o be_v all_o fair_a o_o my_o love_n &_o there_o be_v not_o a_o spott_n in_o thou_o vulnerasti_fw-la cor_fw-la meum_fw-la sponsa_fw-la mea_fw-la vulnerasti_fw-la cor_fw-la mâ—um_fw-la 40._o thou_o have_v wound_v my_o hart_n my_o spouse_n thou_o have_v wound_v my_o hart_n adiuro_fw-la vos_fw-la filiae_fw-la jerusalem_fw-la si_fw-la inveneritis_fw-la dilectum_fw-la meum_fw-la ut_fw-la nuntietis_fw-la ei_fw-la quia_fw-la amore_fw-la langueo_fw-la 41._o i_o adjure_v you_o o_o daughter_n of_o jerusalem_n if_o you_o shall_v find_v my_o belove_a you_o tell_v he_o that_o i_o languish_v with_o love._n pulchra_n es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la suavis_fw-la &_o decora_fw-la 4â—_n thou_o be_v fair_a o_o my_o love_n sweet_a and_o comely_a veni_fw-la dilecte_fw-la mi_fw-mi veni_fw-la 43._o come_v thou_o my_o belove_a come_v dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la candidatus_fw-la &_o rubicundus_fw-la electus_fw-la ex_fw-la milibus_fw-la 44._o my_o belove_a be_v white_a and_o ruddy_a choose_v out_o of_o thousand_o quo_fw-la abijt_fw-la dilectus_fw-la tuus_fw-la quo_fw-la declinavit_fw-la dilectus_fw-la tuus_fw-la &_o quâ—remus_fw-la eum_fw-la tecum_fw-la 45._o whither_o be_v thy_o belove_a go_v whither_o be_v thy_o belove_a turn_v aside_o and_o we_o will_v seek_v he_o with_o thou_o revertere_fw-la reverterâ—_n sunamitis_n uâ—_n intue_fw-la amur_fw-la te_fw-la 46._o return_v return_v o_o sunamitenesse_n that_o we_o may_v behold_v thou_o quam_fw-la pulcra_fw-la es_fw-la &_o qnam_fw-la decora_fw-la charissima_fw-la in_o delicijs_fw-la 47._o how_o beautiful_a and_o how_o comely_a be_v thou_o my_o dear_a in_o delight_n quis_fw-la mihi_fw-la det_fw-la ut_fw-la inveniam_fw-la te_fw-la &_o deosoule_a te_fw-la 48._o who_o shall_v procure_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v find_v thou_o and_o kiss_v thou_o osculetur_fw-la i_o osculo_fw-la oris_fw-la svi_fw-la 48._o let_v he_o kiss_v i_o with_o a_o kisâ—e_n of_o his_o month_n fac_n i_o audire_fw-la vocem_fw-la tuam_fw-la 49._o cause_v i_o to_o hear_v thy_o voice_n ecce_fw-la tu_fw-la pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la ecce_fw-la tu_fw-la pulchra_fw-la es_fw-la 50._o behold_v thou_o be_v fair_a my_o belove_a behold_v thou_o be_v fair_a trahe_fw-la i_o post_fw-la te_fw-la curremus_fw-la in_o odorem_fw-la unguentorum_fw-la tuorum_fw-la 51._o draw_v i_o after_o thou_o we_o shall_v run_v in_o the_o odour_n of_o thy_o ointment_n exultabimus_fw-la &_o laetabimur_fw-la in_o teâ—_n 52._o we_o shall_v exult_v and_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o indica_fw-la mihi_fw-la quem_fw-la diligit_fw-la animâ—_n mea_fw-la ubi_fw-la pascas_fw-la ubi_fw-la câ—bes_fw-la 53._o thou_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v show_v
i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o live_v i_o may_v not_o die_v since_o that_o thy_o death_n have_v give_v life_n much_o more_o let_v thy_o life_n give_v life_n 23._o let_v thy_o heavenlye_a â—â—â—d_v help_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o that_o hate_v i_o lest_o they_o insult_v and_o rejoice_v over_o i_o sayinge_v we_o have_v devour_v he_o the_o ix_o exercise_n 1._o how_o be_v it_o possible_a o_o good_a jesus_n that_o ever_o any_o one_o can_v despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n thou_o have_v redeem_v we_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n &_o have_v reconcile_v we_o to_o god_n 2._o behold_v o_o lord_n protect_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o run_v cravinge_v pardon_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o glory_n call_n and_o knockinge_v until_o thou_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o 3._o for_o if_o thou_o have_v call_v we_o to_o pardon_v even_o when_o we_o do_v not_o seek_v it_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v we_o obtain_v pardon_n if_o we_o ask_v it_o 4._o remember_v not_o thy_o justice_n o_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n towards_o i_o a_o sinner_n 5._o but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o thy_o creature_n 6._o remembeh_n not_o thy_o anger_n towards_o i_o guilty_a but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o in_o misery_n 7._o forget_v my_o pride_n provokinge_v thou_o to_o displeasure_n and_o weigh_v my_o wretcheunnesseâ—_n imploringe_v thy_o favour_n 8._o for_o what_o do_v thy_o sacred_a name_n jesus_n signify_v but_o only_o a_o saviour_n 9_o wherefore_o o_o sawiour_n jesus_n be_v thou_o my_o succour_n and_o protection_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n 10._o i_o do_v presume_v very_o much_o on_o thy_o divine_a bounty_n because_o thou_o thyself_o do_v teach_v we_o to_o ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 11._o wherefore_o i_o do_v ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o thy_o door_n as_o thou_o have_v admonish_v i_o to_o do_v 12._o thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n who_o will_v i_o to_o ask_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v 13._o thou_o do_v counsel_v i_o to_o seek_v grant_v i_o likewise_o to_o find_v 14._o thou_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o knock_v open_v unto_o i_o knockinge_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 15._o recover_v i_o be_v disease_v repair_v i_o be_v craised_z raise_v meâ—_n be_v dead_a 16._o vouchsafe_v likewise_o so_o to_o direct_v and_o govern_v all_o my_o sense_n thought_n and_o action_n in_o that_o which_o be_v please_a unto_o thou_o 17._o that_o from_o henceforth_o i_o may_v faithful_o serve_v thou_o live_v to_o thou_o and_o give_v myself_o wholye_a unto_o thou_o 18._o i_o know_v my_o lord_n that_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o i_o owe_v myself_o unto_o thou_o 19_o and_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o and_o have_v be_v make_v man_n for_o i_o i_o do_v owe_v if_o i_o have_v it_o to_o give_v thou_o much_o more_o than_o myself_o unto_o thou_o by_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v great_a than_o i_o who_o have_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o 20._o behold_v i_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o give_v thou_o neither_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o this_o without_o thou_o 21._o take_v i_o therefore_o and_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v thy_o by_o imitation_n and_o affection_n like_a as_o i_o be_o by_o condition_n and_o creation_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n the_o x._o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a who_o art_n trinity_n in_o unity_n who_o be_v always_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o be_v before_o all_o thing_n and_o will_v be_v in_o all_o thing_n everlastinglie_o one_o bliss_v god_n for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o to_o thou_o this_o and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n i_o commend_v my_o soul_n my_o body_n my_o seeinge_v my_o hear_v taste_n smell_v and_o touchinge_v 3._o all_o my_o cogitation_n affection_n word_n and_o action_n 4._o all_o thing_n that_o i_o have_v without_o and_o within_o i_o my_o sense_n and_o understand_v my_o memory_n faith_n and_o belief_n and_o my_o constancy_n in_o well_o do_v all_o these_o i_o commend_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o powerful_a protection_n 5._o to_o the_o end_n that_o all_o the_o night_n and_o day_n hour_n and_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n thou_o preserve_v and_o direct_v i_o 6._o hear_v i_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n and_o preserve_v i_o from_o all_o evil_a from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n 7._o and_o from_o all_o the_o deceit_n and_o vexation_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o of_o all_o my_o enemy_n visible_a and_o invisible_a 8._o by_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o patriarch_n by_o the_o suffrage_n of_o the_o apostle_n by_o the_o constancy_n of_o the_o martyr_n 9_o by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o confessor_n by_o the_o chastity_n of_o the_o virgin_n and_o by_o the_o intercession_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n who_o have_v please_v and_o faithful_o serve_v thou_o since_o the_o world_n begin_v 10._o root_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n all_o vainglorious_a ostentation_n and_o increase_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o compunction_n 11._o abate_v my_o pride_n and_o increase_v my_o humility_n 12._o stir_v i_o up_o to_o tear_n and_o contrition_n and_o mollify_v my_o hart_n be_v hard_o as_o a_o stone_n 13._o deliver_v i_o and_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o all_o the_o snare_n of_o my_o ghostlye_o enemy_n and_o preserve_v i_o in_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o which_o be_v most_o please_a unto_o thou_o 14._o teach_v i_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n 15._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n perfect_a sense_n and_o intelligence_n whereby_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o know_v and_o acknowledge_v thy_o marvellous_a great_a kindness_n 16._o grant_v that_o my_o petition_n may_v be_v such_o as_o that_o they_o may_v be_v please_a to_o thou_o and_o profitable_a to_o myself_o 17._o grant_v i_o tear_n flowinge_v from_o my_o whole_a affection_n which_o may_v be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v the_o band_n of_o my_o sin_n 18._o hear_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n hear_v i_o o_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n 19_o hear_v what_o i_o demand_v and_o grant_v that_o thou_o may_v hear_v what_o i_o demand_v 20._o if_o thou_o despise_v i_o i_o shall_v perish_v and_o be_v consume_v if_o thou_o respect_v i_o i_o shall_v live_v this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o xi_o exercise_n 1._o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n examine_v my_o righteousness_n i_o shall_v be_v find_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n stinkinge_v through_o rottenness_n 2._o but_o if_o thou_o behold_v i_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n thou_o will_v thereby_o raise_v i_o be_v through_o sin_n but_o a_o carcase_n from_o the_o sepulchre_n of_o my_o iniquity_n 3._o whatsoever_o thou_o hate_v o_o lord_n â—n_v i_o expel_v and_o root_v out_o of_o i_o 4._o and_o plant_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o chastity_n and_o continency_n to_o the_o end_n â—hat_n whatsoever_o i_o shall_v demand_v of_o â—hee_o in_o my_o demand_n i_o may_v not_o offend_v â—hee_o â—_o take_v from_o i_o that_o which_o be_v hurtful_a and_o give_v i_o that_o be_v profitable_a 6._o give_v i_o a_o medicine_n o_o lord_n by_o which_o the_o soar_v of_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v heal_v 7._o bestow_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n thy_o fear_n compunction_n of_o hart_n humility_n and_o a_o conscience_n free_a from_o all_o sin_n 8._o grant_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o able_a to_o live_v in_o charity_n with_o my_o brother_n not_o forgettinge_v my_o own_o sin_n or_o pryinge_v into_o the_o sin_n or_o do_n of_o other_o man_n 9_o pardon_v my_o soul_n pardon_v my_o sin_n pardon_v my_o offence_n pardon_v my_o abomination_n 10._o visit_v i_o weaken_v cure_v i_o disease_v refresh_v i_o weary_v raise_v i_o dead_a 11._o take_v pity_n o_o god_n take_v pity_n of_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o from_o the_o sacred_a seat_n of_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n 12._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o hart_n thaâ—_n may_v fear_v thou_o a_o mind_n that_o may_v louâ—_n thou_o a_o sense_n that_o may_v conceive_v thou_o eye_n that_o may_v see_v thou_o 13._o and_o illuminate_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o light_n 14._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n discretion_n to_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a and_o enduemee_n with_o a_o understand_v that_o be_v always_o watchful_a 15._o i_o humble_o crave_v pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o humble_o crave_v it_o o_o lord_n of_o thou_o from_o who_o and_o by_o who_o i_o hope_v to_o find_v favour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o necessity_n 16._o o_o marry_o mother_n of_o god_n mother_n of_o jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n thou_o sacred_a and_o unspotted_a virgin_n vouchsafe_v
to_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o unto_o he_o who_o make_v thou_o a_o worthy_a temple_n for_o himself_o to_o dwell_v in_o 17._o o_o s._n michaël_n o_o s._n gabriel_n o_o s._n raphaël_n 18._o o_o holy_a quire_n of_o angel_n and_o archangell_n of_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n of_o apostle_n and_o evangelist_n o_o s._n peter_n and_o s._n john_n of_o martyr_n o_o blissed_a s._n thomas_n of_o canterbury_n of_o doctor_n o_o blissed_a s._n gregory_n our_o apostle_n of_o priest_n and_o levite_n o_o venerable_a bede_n of_o monk_n &_o ermites_n o_o holy_a father_n s_o bennet_n of_o virgin_n o_o blissed_a s._n scholastica_fw-la &_o of_o all_o such_o as_o have_v live_v holylye_o and_o religiouslye_o 19_o i_o presume_v to_o beseech_v you_o even_o for_o his_o sake_n by_o who_o you_o have_v be_v elect_v and_o by_o who_o contemplation_n you_o be_v extreamelye_o delight_v and_o ful_o satiate_v 20._o that_o you_o will_v be_v please_v to_o pray_v for_o i_o a_o poor_a sinner_n unto_o he_o our_o god_n that_o i_o may_v be_v deliver_v from_o the_o furious_a law_n of_o the_o infernal_a fiend_n and_o from_o that_o death_n which_o never_o shall_v have_v end_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o xii_o exercise_n 1._o vouchsafe_v o_o lord_n accord_v to_o thy_o meekness_n and_o unspeakable_a mercy_n to_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o eternal_a felicity_n 2._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o priest_n may_v live_v in_o concord_n &_o that_o king_n and_o prince_n rulinge_v as_o they_o ought_v to_o do_v may_v be_v unite_v in_o peace_n and_o tranquillity_n 3._o i_o humble_o crave_v grace_n o_o lord_n for_o the_o whole_a catholic_a church_n for_o man_n and_o woman_n for_o religious_a person_n and_o for_o secular_a people_n for_o all_o christian_a magistrate_n and_o for_o all_o that_o believe_v in_o thou_o and_o labour_n for_o thy_o holy_a love_n that_o they_o may_v persevere_v in_o do_v well_o all_o the_o day_n of_o their_o life_n 4._o grant_v o_o lord_n and_o king_n eternal_o to_o virgin_n purity_n to_o religious_a person_n who_o have_v dedicate_v themselves_o unto_o thou_o the_o gift_n of_o chastity_n to_o marry_a folk_n holiness_n of_o life_n 5._o to_o such_o as_o be_v trulye_o sorrowful_a for_o their_o sin_n forgiveness_n to_o widow_n and_o orphan_n succour_v 6._o protection_n to_o those_o that_o be_v poor_a to_o traveller_n a_o safe_a return_n to_o their_o home_n comfort_n to_o such_o as_o mourn_v 7._o to_o the_o faithful_a depart_v the_o present_a repose_n of_o heaven_n to_o mariner_n and_o such_o as_o sail_v on_o the_o sea_n their_o desire_a port_n or_o haven_n 8._o to_o those_o who_o have_v attain_a to_o perfection_n grace_n increase_n and_o perseverance_n to_o beginner_n and_o proficient_o in_o virtue_n grace_n to_o do_v better_o and_o better_o 9_o to_o sinner_n and_o to_o such_o as_o offend_v as_o to_o i_o poor_a wretch_n that_o they_o may_v speedy_o amend_v 10._o o_o most_o mild_a and_o merciful_a lord_n and_o saviour_n son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n the_o world_n redeemer_n among_o all_o man_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o confess_v myself_o to_o be_v a_o miserable_a sinner_n 11._o nevertheless_o i_o beseech_v thou_o most_o sweet_a and_o soweraigne_a father_n that_o as_o a_o abject_a i_o may_v not_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o thy_o favour_n 12._o yea_o rather_o o_o lord_n thou_o who_o be_v king_n of_o king_n and_o have_v determine_v and_o decree_v the_o length_n of_o each_o man_n life_n grant_v i_o a_o devout_a desire_n to_o amend_v i_o 13._o stir_v up_o my_o sluggish_a soul_n to_o the_o end_n that_o at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n it_o may_v seek_v desire_v love_n and_o fear_v thou_o who_o in_o all_o place_n art_n three_o and_o one_o and_o may_v put_v in_o practice_n that_o which_o be_v please_a to_o thou_o 14._o especial_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o holy_a father_n who_o be_v bliss_v and_o glorious_a for_o ever_o that_o thou_o will_v merciful_o preserve_v all_o those_o who_o in_o their_o prayer_n be_v mindful_a of_o i_o or_o have_v commend_v themselves_o to_o i_o 15._o those_o likewise_o who_o have_v show_v towards_o i_o any_o deed_n of_o charity_n or_o pity_n 16._o and_o those_o alsoe_o that_o be_v join_v to_o i_o in_o blood_n and_o affinity_n aswell_o those_o who_o be_v dead_a as_o those_o who_o yet_o live_v in_o this_o mortal_a body_n to_o the_o end_n that_o thou_o guidinge_v and_o assistinge_v they_o they_o may_v not_o perish_v everlastinglye_o 17._o in_o general_n i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o aid_n and_o succour_v all_o christian_n that_o be_v yet_o live_v and_o on_o those_o that_o be_v dead_a to_o bestow_v pardon_n and_o life_n everlasting_a 18._o finallye_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o hartylie_o beseech_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o alpha_n &_o omega_n the_o begin_v and_o endinge_v that_o when_o the_o time_n be_v come_v i_o must_v die_v thou_o will_v be_v a_o mild_a and_o merciful_a judge_n and_o a_o perpetual_a protector_n to_o i_o against_o the_o accusation_n and_o snare_n of_o the_o devil_n my_o old_a adversary_n 19_o admit_v i_o for_o ever_o into_o the_o society_n of_o the_o holy_a angel_n 20._o and_o of_o all_o thy_o saint_n in_o thy_o heavenlye_a city_n where_o thou_o be_v bliss_v and_o praise_v for_o all_o eternity_n amen_n the_o xiii_o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n my_o redemption_n my_o mercy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 2._o i_o praise_v thou_o and_o give_v thou_o thanks_n albeit_o far_o short_a of_o thy_o benefit_n whole_o void_a of_o devotion_n and_o fervour_n lean_a and_o without_o the_o desire_a fattnesse_n of_o that_o most_o sueete_a affection_n which_o thou_o do_v require_v &_o deserve_v 3._o nevertheless_o my_o soul_n do_v render_v thou_o thanks_n such_o as_o they_o be_v not_o such_o as_o i_o know_v to_o be_v owinge_v &_o due_a unto_o thou_o 4._o but_o such_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o endeavour_v such_o do_v my_o soul_n render_v unto_o thou_o 5._o o_o hope_n of_o my_o hart_n o_o strength_n of_o my_o soul_n may_v it_o please_v thy_o omnipotent_a worthiness_n to_o accomplish_v what_o my_o wonderful_a great_a weakness_n do_v attempt_v to_o perform_v be_v thou_o be_v my_o life_n and_o the_o scope_n of_o my_o intention_n sire_n sigh_n and_o covet_v to_o come_v to_o thou_o 17._o and_o as_o a_o poor_a distress_a child_n deprive_v of_o the_o presence_n of_o his_o tender_a heart_a father_n do_v with_o sigh_n and_o rob_v incessantlye_o embrace_v in_o his_o hart_n the_o image_n and_o semblance_n of_o his_o father_n so_o fare_v it_o with_o i_o as_o often_o as_o i_o call_v to_o mind_v thy_o bitter_a passion_n when_o i_o call_v to_o mind_n alsoe_o the_o buffet_n and_o whip_n by_o thou_o sustain_v the_o grievous_a wound_n by_o thou_o endure_v when_o i_o remember_v in_o what_o cruel_a manner_n thou_o have_v be_v crucify_v and_o murder_v in_o what_o manner_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o dear_a friend_n be_v enbalm_v and_o bury_v aâ—_n often_o likewise_o as_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o admirable_a ascension_n do_v occur_v to_o my_o memory_n all_o these_o thing_n i_o believe_v most_o firmelye_o lamentinge_v with_o tear_n the_o calamity_n of_o my_o exile_n in_o this_o veil_n of_o misery_n my_o only_o hope_n be_v the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o comeinge_n my_o chief_a desire_n be_v to_o behold_v thou_o face_n to_o face_n in_o thy_o heavenlye_a habitation_n 18._o i_o can_v but_o grieve_v for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o see_v thou_o o_o lord_n of_o angel_n debasinge_v thyself_o to_o converse_v and_o live_v among_o man_n that_o by_o that_o mean_v thou_o may_v exalt_v man_n to_o angelical_a conversation_n when_o god_n do_v die_v who_o be_v offend_v that_o man_n may_v live_v who_o have_v offend_v 19_o i_o can_v but_o grieve_v that_o i_o have_v not_o deserve_v to_o be_v present_a and_o to_o be_v astonish_v through_o admiration_n of_o a_o work_n so_o wonderful_a and_o unspeakable_a compassion_n 20._o how_o be_v it_o o_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o sword_n of_o most_o sharp_a sorrow_n do_v not_o pierce_v thou_o to_o the_o hart_n seeinge_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v present_a to_o behold_v the_o side_n of_o thy_o sawiour_n wound_v with_o a_o spear_n 21._o seeinge_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v present_a to_o behold_v the_o foot_n and_o hand_n of_o thy_o maker_n to_o be_v fasten_v with_o nail_n nor_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n to_o be_v spill_v on_o the_o ground_n in_o that_o dreadful_a manner_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o fourteen_o exercise_n 1._o why_o be_v thou_o not_o drink_v with_o the_o bitterness_n of_o tear_n seeinge_v he_o be_v make_v to_o drink_v of_o the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n 2._o why_o do_v thou_o not_o take_v compassion_n of_o the_o most_o chaste_a virgin_n marie_n his_o most_o worthy_a mother_n and_o
unto_o i_o where_o thou_o do_v eat_v where_o thou_o do_v lodge_v surge_n propera_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la columba_fw-la mea_fw-la formosa_fw-la mea_fw-la &_o veni_fw-la 54._o arise_v hasten_v my_o belove_a my_o dove_n my_o fair_a one_o and_o come_v unto_o i_o ostende_v mihi_fw-la faciem_fw-la tuam_fw-la soneâ—_n vox_fw-la tua_fw-la in_o auribus_fw-la meis_fw-la 55._o show_v i_o thy_o face_n let_v thy_o voice_n sound_a in_o my_o ear_n vox_fw-la enim_fw-la tua_fw-la dulcis_fw-la &_o facies_fw-la tua_fw-la decora_fw-la 56._o for_o thy_o voice_n be_v sweet_a and_o thy_o face_n comely_a quaesivi_fw-la quem_fw-la diligit_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la quaesivi_fw-la illum_fw-la &_o non_fw-la inveni_fw-la 57_o i_o have_v seek_v for_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v i_o have_v seek_v for_o he_o and_o have_v not_o find_v he_o surgam_n &_o circuibo_fw-la civitatem_fw-la perâ—vicos_fw-la &_o plate_n as_o &_o quaeram_fw-la quem_fw-la diligit_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la 58._o i_o will_v rise_v and_o go_v about_o the_o city_n in_o all_o the_o street_n and_o lane_n i_o will_v seek_v after_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v num_fw-la vidisti_fw-la quem_fw-la diligit_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la 59_o have_v you_o see_v who_o my_o soul_n love_v paululum_fw-la cum_fw-la pertransissem_fw-la inveni_fw-la quem_fw-la diligit_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la 60._o when_o i_o have_v go_v a_o little_a far_o i_o find_v he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v tenui_fw-la â—um_fw-la nec_fw-la dimittam_fw-la 61._o i_o lay_v hold_v of_o he_o and_o will_v not_o let_v he_o go_v vox_fw-la dilecti_fw-la mei_fw-la pulsantis_fw-la aperi_fw-la mihi_fw-la soror_fw-la mea_fw-la amica_fw-la mea_fw-la columba_fw-la mea_fw-la immaculata_fw-la mea_fw-la 62._o the_o voice_n of_o my_o belove_a knockinge_v open_a to_o i_o my_o sister_n my_o love_n my_o dove_n my_o immaculate_a pessulam_fw-la ostij_fw-la mei_fw-la aperui_fw-la dilecto_fw-la meo_fw-la 63._o i_o open_v the_o bar_n of_o my_o door_n to_o my_o belove_a anima_fw-la mea_fw-la liquefacta_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la locuta_fw-la est_fw-la mihi_fw-la 64._o my_o soul_n melt_v as_o he_o speak_v to_o i_o diligam_fw-la te_fw-la domine_fw-la fortitudo_fw-la mea_fw-la firmamentum_fw-la meum_fw-la &_o refugium_fw-la meum_fw-la &_o liberator_fw-la meus_fw-la 65._o i_o will_v love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o strength_n my_o firm_a foundation_n my_o refuge_n and_o my_o deliverer_n illumina_fw-la oculoâ—_n meos_fw-la ne_fw-la unquam_fw-la obdormiam_fw-la in_o morte_fw-la ne_fw-la quando_fw-la dicâ—t_fw-la inimicus_fw-la meus_fw-la praevalui_fw-la adversus_fw-la eum_fw-la 66._o enlighten_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v never_o sleep_v in_o death_n lest_o my_o enemy_n may_v come_v at_o length_n to_o say_v i_o have_v prevail_v against_o he_o dignus_fw-la es_fw-la tu_fw-la domine_fw-la deus_fw-la accipere_fw-la gloriam_fw-la &_o honorem_fw-la &_o virtutem_fw-la &_o benedictionem_fw-la 67._o thou_o be_v worthy_a o_o lord_n god_n to_o have_v glory_n and_o honour_n and_o power_n and_o praysinge_v confite_fw-la antur_fw-la tibi_fw-la domine_fw-la omne_fw-la operatua_n &_o sancti_fw-la tui_fw-la benedicant_fw-la tibi_fw-la 68_o let_v thy_o work_n o_o lord_n confess_v unto_o thou_o and_o let_v thy_o saint_n praise_v thou_o si_fw-mi oportuerit_fw-la i_o mori_fw-la non_fw-la te_fw-la negabo_fw-la 69._o though_o i_o be_v to_o die_v for_o it_o yet_o i_o will_v not_o deny_v thou_o 70._o jesus_n jesus_n jesus_n etc._n etc._n non_fw-la aemittam_fw-la te_fw-la nisi_fw-la benedixeris_fw-la mihi_fw-la 71._o i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v till_o thou_o have_v bliss_v i_o 72._o lord_z when_o shall_v i_o be_v wholye_a thy_o and_o thou_o i_o 73._o o_o my_o secure_a refuge_n 74._o o_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n my_o maker_n my_o redeemer_n and_o my_o conserver_n 75._o o_o joy_n of_o my_o soul_n when_o shall_v i_o love_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o my_o might_n 76._o when_o shall_v i_o enjoy_v thou_o 77._o when_o shall_v i_o possess_v thou_o 78._o o_o that_o i_o be_v bury_v in_o thou_o 79._o when_o shall_v i_o ful_o please_v thou_o 80._o my_o consolation_n 81._o my_o life_n 82._o my_o love._n 83._o my_o desire_n 84._o my_o delight_n 86._o my_o riches_n 87._o my_o treasure_n and_o all_o my_o good_a 88_o o_o when_o shall_v my_o soul_n be_v accord_v to_o thy_o heart_n desire_n 89._o o_o that_o my_o soul_n be_v as_o clean_o and_o pure_a as_o it_o be_v when_o it_o first_o proceed_v from_o thou_o 90._o o_o that_o i_o can_v perfect_o obey_v thou_o 91._o o_o that_o i_o can_v always_o serve_v thou_o 92._o o_o treasure_n of_o my_o soul_n 93._o o_o that_o i_o have_v never_o offend_v thou_o 94._o o_o that_o i_o can_v see_v myself_o free_a from_o this_o or_o that_o imperfection_n 95._o o_o that_o i_o can_v obtain_v this_o or_o that_o necessary_a virtue_n 96._o when_o shall_v i_o perfect_o love_v thou_o 97._o when_o shall_v this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n be_v dissolve_v and_o my_o soul_n be_v make_v one_o with_o thou_o 98._o replenish_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o thy_o love_n 99_o give_v unto_o i_o sweet_a jesus_n purity_n of_o hart_n and_o poverty_n of_o spirit_n 100_o o_o sweet_a jesus_n that_o i_o know_v thou_o and_o know_v myself_o 101._o grant_v i_o o_o sweet_a jesus_n that_o i_o may_v entire_o love_v thou_o 102._o grant_v i_o o_o my_o only_o love_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o reverence_v and_o adore_v thou_o 103._o o_o bottomless_a sea_n of_o mercy_n pardon_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n &_o offence_n 104._o permit_v i_o not_o o_o my_o lord_n jesus_n ever_o to_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o 105._o possess_v i_o o_o sweet_a jesus_n &_o unite_v i_o whole_o unto_o thou_o 106._o i_o be_o nothing_o i_o can_v nothing_o i_o desire_v nothing_o but_o thou_o o_o jesus_n jesus_n jesus_n 107._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n the_o holy_a hatred_n of_o myself_o and_o the_o perfect_a love_n of_o thou_o 108._o o_o my_o god_n quench_v thou_o the_o thirst_n of_o my_o soul_n 108._o thou_o only_o please_v i_o and_o thou_o only_o i_o desire_v 109._o for_o thy_o love_n i_o utter_o renounce_v all_o other_o love_v 111._o for_o thy_o love_n i_o whole_o yield_v up_o myself_o into_o thy_o hand_n 112._o o_o all_o my_o glory_n 113._o o_o all_o my_o delight_n 114._o o_o all_o my_o comfort_n 115._o with_o thyself_o comfort_v i_o who_o nothing_o else_o can_v comfort_v or_o satisfy_v 1â—6_n o_o what_o do_v i_o love_v o_o what_o do_v i_o intend_v or_o seek_v for_o save_v only_o thou_o 117._o feed_v and_o satisfy_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o thy_o grace_n and_o presence_n in_o my_o soul_n 118._o thou_o only_o do_v my_o soul_n relish_n jesus_n jesus_n jesus_n 119._o my_o hart_n long_v after_o thou_o and_o with_o none_o but_o thou_o alone_o can_v it_o be_v satisfy_v 120._o quench_v my_o thirst_n o_o jesus_n jesus_n jesus_n 121._o when_o shall_v my_o soul_n be_v plunge_v swallow_v up_o and_o bury_v in_o the_o infinite_a depth_n of_o thy_o eternity_n 122._o o_o my_o happiness_n 123._o o_o my_o only_a delight_n 124._o o_o joy_n of_o my_o hart_n 125._o o_o my_o hope_n my_o solace_n my_o begin_v and_o end_n 126._o o_o lord_n jesus_n 127._o o_o emanuel_n 128._o o_o messiah_n 129._o o_o christ_n the_o anoint_a of_o our_o lord_n 130._o o_o most_o sweet_a and_o most_o love_a lord_n god_n 131._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o 132._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v drown_v in_o thou_o 133._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v ful_o mortify_v 134._o when_o shall_v i_o embrace_v thou_o 135._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v inflame_v with_o thy_o love_n 136._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v one_o with_o thou_o accord_v to_o thy_o heart_n desire_n confitebor_fw-la tibi_fw-la domine_fw-la in_o toto_fw-la cordâ—_n meo_fw-la &_o glorificabo_fw-la nomen_fw-la tuum_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la 137._o i_o will_v confess_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n with_o my_o whole_a hart_n and_o will_v glorify_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la deus_fw-la miserere_fw-la mei_fw-la quoniam_fw-la in_o te_fw-la confidit_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la 138._o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o lordâ—_n have_v on_o i_o because_o my_o soul_n do_v confide_v in_o thou_o beati_fw-la qui_fw-la habitant_fw-la in_o domo_fw-la tua_fw-la domine_fw-la in_o saecula_fw-la saeculorum_fw-la laudabunt_fw-la te_fw-la 139._o bliss_v be_v they_o who_o dwell_v in_o thy_o house_n o_o lord_n they_o praise_v thou_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o quia_fw-la est_fw-la melior_fw-la est_fw-la dies_fw-la una_fw-la in_o atrijs_fw-la tuis_fw-la super_fw-la millia_fw-la 140._o because_o one_o day_n within_o thy_o gate_n be_v bâ—â—â—â—r_a than_o a_o thousand_o without_o 141._o o_o all_o my_o hope_n 142._o o_o all_o my_o glory_n 143._o o_o all_o my_o refuge_n and_o all_o my_o joy_n 144._o o_o the_o most_o belove_a of_o beleiver_n 145._o o_o flourish_a spouse_n 146._o o_o sweet_a spouse_n 147._o o_o comfort_n of_o my_o hart_n 148._o o_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o pleasant_a repose_n of_o my_o spirit_n 149._o mortify_v in_o i_o
who_o be_v most_o avert_v from_o i_o and_o be_v like_a to_o be_v most_o contradictory_n and_o troublesome_a to_o i_o and_o of_o this_o mind_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n i_o purpose_v to_o be_v while_o i_o liuâ—_n though_o i_o live_v never_o so_o long_o and_o shall_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v content_v if_o not_o rejoice_v that_o i_o be_o and_o shall_v be_v hold_v insufficient_a and_o unworthy_a of_o any_o office_n or_o employment_n of_o worth_n or_o credit_n 2._o and_o on_o the_o otherside_n there_o be_v not_o or_o shall_v be_v any_o office_n or_o employment_n so_o mean_a base_a contemptible_a painful_a or_o otherwise_o ungrateful_a but_o that_o i_o will_v accept_v of_o it_o if_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o abide_v iâ—_n it_o so_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v god_n out_o of_o pure_a obedience_n to_o his_o holy_a will_n though_o the_o office_n or_o employment_n be_v to_o continue_v all_o my_o life_n â—yme_n &_o that_o i_o live_v and_o die_v the_o most_o abieâ—â—â—_n neglect_v and_o contemptible_a person_n not_o only_o of_o all_o the_o house_n but_o even_o of_o all_o other_o that_o be_v in_o the_o whole_a world_n this_o present_a matter_n of_o resignation_n be_v very_o necessary_a to_o be_v use_v in_o prayer_n but_o more_o necessary_a to_o be_v stand_v unto_o in_o practice_n when_o the_o occasion_n happen_v advice_n read_v consider_v &_o practice_v the_o virtue_n of_o prayer_n be_v practise_v out_o of_o prayer_n this_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o rule_n and_o the_o only_a advice_n as_o â—ften_o it_o do_v for_o god_n seeinge_v the_o soul_n to_o have_v over_o much_o pride_n and_o to_o want_v that_o humility_n he_o will_v have_v in_o she_o will_v not_o perhaps_o have_v she_o to_o be_v choose_v to_o such_o a_o office_n or_o place_n of_o authority_n or_o dignity_n which_o he_o forsee_v will_v increase_v pride_n in_o heâ—_n at_o least_o will_v not_o work_v in_o she_o that_o humility_n which_o be_v requisite_a for_o she_o and_o therefore_o he_o provide_v out_o of_o his_o great_a love_n to_o she_o that_o some_o other_o who_o perhaps_o seem_v to_o be_v much_o inferior_a in_o worth_n aâ—â—_n talent_n to_o be_v choose_v to_o itt_v and_o oftentimes_o god_n for_o her_o further_a humiliation_n in_o leiâ—_n of_o the_o high_a place_n do_v cause_v she_o to_o be_v choose_v to_o some_o other_o lâ—w_o or_o base_a place_n which_o she_o in_o her_o nature_n contemn_v and_o a_o soul_n that_o mean_n or_o desire_n to_o be_v good_a do_v observe_v the_o divine_a ordinance_n and_o disposition_n about_o she_o and_o do_v thereunto_o conform_a and_o subject_n herself_o though_o extreme_o perchance_o against_o the_o inclination_n of_o her_o nature_n but_o a_o soul_n that_o neither_o be_v humble_a nor_o desire_n to_o be_v humble_a but_o will_v exalt_v herself_o above_o and_o against_o god_n â—ill_n by_o contradictinge_v his_o divine_a providence_n do_v groâ—_n and_o become_v wilful_a impatient_a and_o take_v occasion_n by_o itt_n of_o much_o harm_n yea_o perhaps_o of_o utter_a ruin_n and_o fall_n as_o it_o appear_v by_o almost_o infinite_a example_n that_o heretofore_o have_v fall_v out_o and_o do_v yet_o daily_o fall_v out_o for_o this_o have_v be_v the_o very_a cause_n of_o apostatisinge_v of_o all_o arch-heretiâ—es_a as_o luther_n beâ—nardinusâ—_n ochinus_n and_o other_o and_o in_o very_a deed_n if_o you_o observe_v itt_fw-mi you_o shall_v find_v even_o at_o this_o day_n and_o as_o it_o have_v so_o ever_o it_o will_v be_v the_o cause_n and_o root_n of_o all_o the_o stir_n faction_n and_o contest_v that_o be_v in_o all_o religâ—ous_a conuent_v do_v most_o common_o if_o not_o alâ—ayes_o arise_v out_o of_o pride_n ambition_n &_o irresignation_n in_o the_o point_n of_o office_n and_o place_n now_o last_v mention_v which_o be_v that_o either_o we_o covet_v place_n of_o honour_n or_o credit_n for_o ourselves_o or_o for_o our_o friend_n who_o be_v in_o the_o place_n will_v favour_v we_o or_o else_o we_o repine_v at_o the_o puttinge_n in_o of_o those_o who_o our_o nature_n do_v not_o affect_v for_o the_o place_n let_v we_o therefore_o with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n overcome_v ourselves_o in_o itt_n and_o stand_v unto_o the_o most_o love_a providence_n of_o god_n for_o our_o humiliation_n and_o final_a perfection_n in_o his_o love_n which_o be_v the_o proper_a cause_n and_o end_n of_o our_o be_v religious_a or_o our_o undertakinge_v a_o spiritual_a course_n of_o life_n life_n the_o true_a end_n of_o our_o undertakinge_v a_o religious_a life_n and_o if_o we_o do_v not_o herein_o seek_v to_o subdue_v ourselves_o but_o yield_v to_o ambition_n we_o do_v hereby_o resemble_v and_o serve_v the_o most_o ambitious_a lucifer_n &_o shall_v without_o adherent_n be_v partaker_n with_o he_o and_o his_o adhâ—â—rentsâ—_n in_o his_o unspeakable_a everlasting_a torment_n from_o which_o god_n of_o his_o goodness_n preserve_v us._n amen_o 3._o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o undergo_v not_o only_o such_o cross_n and_o difficulty_n as_o shall_v fall_v upon_o my_o own_o person_n of_o which_o kind_n be_v all_o the_o precedant_fw-la act_n of_o resignation_n but_o alsoe_o all_o such_o calamity_n cross_n pestilence_n famine_n scandal_n infamy_n desolation_n devasâ—ations_n disgrace_n povertye_n and_o other_o affliction_n of_o what_o kind_n soever_o thâ—_n divine_a providence_n shall_v by_o any_o mean_n permit_v to_o fall_v on_o this_o community_n or_o upon_o any_o particular_a member_n or_o member_n thereof_o and_o i_o purpose_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n ever_o to_o serve_v and_o adhere_v to_o he_o even_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o calamity_n or_o troublesome_a alteration_n 4._o in_o like_a manner_n i_o resign_v myself_o upon_o all_o public_a scandal_n give_v by_o other_o and_o upon_o all_o public_a calamity_n fall_v on_o the_o whole_a church_n or_o any_o member_n of_o it_o or_o upon_o any_o particular_a country_n and_o namely_o upon_o our_o own_o or_o upon_o the_o city_n or_o country_n wherein_o this_o monastery_n college_n or_o house_n be_v fearedâ—_n and_o in_o all_o case_n to_o continue_v my_o adhereinge_n love_n and_o good_a will_n to_o god_n as_o if_o such_o accident_n have_v not_o at_o all_o happen_v 5._o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o die_v when_o and_o in_o what_o manner_n it_o shall_v please_v god_n and_o in_o particular_a to_o live_v in_o a_o house_n the_o like_a for_o any_o other_o danger_n which_o hang_v over_o my_o head_n so_o long_o as_o god_n shall_v so_o ordain_v that_o be_v very_o like_a to_o fall_v and_o thereby_o oppress_v and_o kill_v i_o and_o that_o â—oe_v sudden_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o have_v the_o time_n or_o space_n to_o say_v or_o think_v so_o much_o as_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o or_o perhaps_o i_o shall_v be_v fast_o a_o sleep_n when_o it_o shall_v fall_v upon_o i_o and_o oppress_v i_o ere_o i_o be_v awake_a or_o peradventure_o the_o fall_n will_v not_o sudden_o bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n but_o will_v bruise_v my_o body_n or_o my_o limb_n and_o make_v i_o live_v in_o such_o intolerable_a pain_n that_o death_n will_v be_v a_o great_a â—ase_n and_o pleasure_n to_o my_o nature_n i_o resign_v myself_o i_o say_v herein_o and_o the_o like_a to_o the_o divine_a will_n and_o providence_n in_o all_o such_o like_a case_n still_o cravinge_v and_o beg_a of_o god_n that_o in_o whatsoever_o manner_n time_n or_o place_v my_o death_n may_v happen_v that_o i_o may_v die_v in_o his_o holy_a grace_n and_o favour_n for_o the_o salvation_n and_o eternal_a weal_n of_o my_o soul_n 6._o final_o i_o render_v and_o resign_v myself_o to_o thou_o almâ—_n god_n who_o i_o be_o by_o justice_n &_o from_o who_o this_o my_o be_v depend_v with_o all_o that_o i_o be_o have_v or_o can_v do_v or_o suffer_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n fame_n or_o external_a good_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n so_o that_o i_o do_v reserve_v to_o myself_o no_o will_n at_o all_o but_o in_o all_o do_v accept_v thy_o will_n utter_o forsake_v neglectinge_v &_o contemninge_v my_o own_o will_n as_o if_o i_o have_v no_o will_n at_o all_o by_o which_o thou_o only_o dear_a god_n may_v reign_v in_o i_o doeinge_v with_o i_o and_o about_o i_o as_o be_v but_o a_o instrument_n of_o thy_o what_o thou_o best_a like_a and_o please_v now_o and_o ever_o more_o fiat_n fiat_n amen_n amen_n a_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n to_o our_o blissed_a lady_n mother_n of_o god_n 1._o haile_o sweet_a mary_n hail_n most_o sacred_a virgin_n who_o god_n before_o all_o age_n do_v choose_v for_o his_o most_o sacred_a mother_n 2._o thou_o be_v betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n that_o bliss_v mediatrix_fw-la by_o who_o the_o high_a thing_n be_v join_v to_o the_o low_a 3._o thou_o be_v the_o begin_v of_o life_n the_o gate_n or_o entry_n of_o grace_n the_o safe_a haven_n of_o the_o world_n suffer_v shipwreck_n
by_o thou_o daily_a afflict_a for_o that_o i_o be_o continual_o find_v to_o have_v offend_v 3._o if_o i_o ponder_v the_o evil_n which_o i_o daily_a commit_v that_o which_o i_o endure_v be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o it_o 4._o that_o which_o i_o have_v do_v be_v much_o more_o grievous_a than_o my_o affliction_n thou_o be_v just_a o_o lord_n and_o right_o be_v thy_o judgement_n all_o thy_o judgement_n most_o just_a and_o true_a 5._o thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n be_v just_a &_o full_a of_o goodness_n neither_o be_v there_o in_o thou_o any_o wickedness_n 6._o because_o when_o we_o offend_v thou_o do_v not_o uniustlye_o and_o cruel_o afflict_v we_o who_o when_o we_o be_v not_o haste_v powrefullye_o make_v we_o and_o when_o for_o our_o sin_n we_o be_v guilty_a of_o damnation_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o goodness_n set_v we_o in_o the_o state_n of_o salvation_n 7._o i_o know_v o_o lord_n god_n and_o be_o assure_v that_o our_o life_n be_v not_o govern_v by_o uncertain_a chance_n but_o wholye_n dispose_v and_o order_v by_o thy_o awful_a power_n and_o providence_n 8._o thou_o therefore_o take_v care_n of_o all_o thing_n but_o especial_o of_o such_o as_o serve_v the_o who_o put_v their_o confidence_n in_o thy_o only_o mercy_n 9_o wherefore_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o deal_v with_o i_o accord_v to_o my_o iniquity_n by_o which_o i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o anger_n but_o accord_v to_o thy_o manifold_a mercy_n which_o surmount_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n 10._o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o do_v punish_v i_o outwardlye_o give_v always_o a_o invincible_a patience_n inwardlye_o to_o the_o end_n may_v never_o cease_v to_o praise_v thou_o 11._o take_v pity_v of_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o help_v i_o both_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n 12._o thou_o ay_o say_v who_o know_v all_o thing_n and_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n whatsoever_o who_o live_v and_o riegue_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 13._o o_o lord_n jesus-christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n who_o with_o thy_o hand_n stretch_v forth_o on_o the_o cross_n have_v drink_v the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o thy_o passion_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o all_o mankind_n succour_v i_o this_o day_n i_o beseech_v thou_o 14._o behold_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o that_o be_o needy_a do_v come_v to_o thou_o who_o be_v wealthy_a i_o that_o be_o full_a of_o misery_n do_v approach_n to_o thou_o replenish_v with_o mercy_n suffer_v i_o not_o therefore_o to_o depart_v void_a or_o as_o one_o worthy_a to_o be_v despise_v 15._o i_o begin_v hungry_a let_v i_o not_o end_v empty_a 16._o i_o approach_v as_o one_o hunger_n starn_v let_v i_o not_o depart_v unfedd_v 17._o and_o if_o i_o sigh_v before_o i_o eat_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v at_o least_o eat_v after_o i_o have_v sigh_v 18._o first_o therefore_o most_o sneete_a jesus_n before_o the_o magnificence_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n i_o confess_v against_o i_o my_o injustice_n 19_o behold_v o_o lord_n whereas_o i_o be_v conceive_v and_o bear_v in_o sin_n thou_o have_v wash_v and_o sanctify_v i_o from_o the_o same_o and_o i_o after_o this_o have_v i_o defile_v myself_o with_o great_a offence_n 20._o those_o wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v be_v of_o necessity_n but_o those_o in_o which_o i_o afterward_o lie_v wallowinge_v be_v voluntary_a this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o vii_o exercise_n 1._o this_o notwithstanding_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v not_o unmindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n have_v draw_v i_o from_o my_o father_n house_n and_o from_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o sinner_n 2._o and_o thou_o inspire_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n to_o follow_v the_o company_n of_o those_o who_o seek_v thy_o face_n who_o walk_v the_o direct_a way_n that_o lead_v to_o felicity_n live_v among_o the_o lily_n of_o chastity_n and_o sittinge_n at_o the_o table_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o parlour_n of_o most_o profound_a poverty_n 14._o as_o i_o have_v sin_v so_o do_v thou_o correct_v &_o amend_v i_o 15._o and_o be_v by_o the_o stripe_n of_o thy_o fatherlie_a pity_n correct_v &_o amend_v commit_v i_o to_o the_o care_n &_o custody_n of_o thy_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n 16._o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o woman_n to_o forget_v the_o child_n of_o her_o own_o womb_n 17._o and_o though_o she_o shall_v forget_v o_o most_o love_a father_n thou_o have_v promise_v not_o to_o be_v unmindful_a 18._o behold_v i_o cry_v &_o thou_o do_v not_o hear_v i_o 19_o i_o be_o afflict_v with_o with_o grief_n &_o thou_o do_v not_o comfort_v i_o 20â—_n o_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v or_o do_v in_o this_o extreme_a misery_n alas_o i_o be_o altogether_o comfortless_a &_o which_o be_v worse_o be_o chase_v out_o of_o thy_o presence_n 21._o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o from_o how_o great_a good_a into_o how_o great_a evil_a be_o i_o fall_v 22._o whither_o do_v i_o attempt_v to_o go_v &_o whither_o be_o i_o come_v 23._o where_o be_o i_o &_o where_o be_o i_o not_o 24._o how_o be_v it_o that_o i_o that_o do_v sigh_v after_o heaven_n do_v now_o sigh_v through_o so_o great_a tribulation_n 25._o i_o have_v seek_v comfort_n &_o have_v find_v affliction_n 26._o and_o true_o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o be_v without_o thou_o sweet_a jesus_n 27._o it_o be_v better_a not_o to_o live_v then_o to_o live_v without_o thou_o the_o only_a true_a life_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v the_o viii_o exercise_n where_o be_v now_o o_o lord_n jesus_n thy_o accustom_a mercy_n 2._o will_v thou_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o 3._o be_v appease_v i_o beseech_v thou_o &_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o &_o turn_v not_o thy_o love_a face_n away_o from_o i_o who_o to_o redeem_v i_o have_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o those_o who_o do_v mock_v &_o spit_v at_o thou_o 4._o i_o confess_v that_o i_o have_v sin_v &_o my_o conscience_n do_v adjudge_v i_o worthy_a of_o damnation_n neither_o be_v my_o penance_n sufficient_a to_o make_v satisfaction_n 5._o nenerthelesse_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o thy_o mercy_n do_v surmount_v all_o offence_n whatsoever_o be_v they_o never_o so_o abominable_a 6._o wherefore_o o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o do_v not_o write_v down_o my_o malicious_a bitterness_n neither_o enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n 7._o but_o accord_v to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n blot_n out_o my_o iniquity_n 8._o woe_n be_v to_o i_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n when_o the_o book_n of_o our_o conscience_n shall_v be_v open_v wherein_o our_o action_n be_v register_v when_o of_o i_o it_o shall_v be_v open_o proclaim_v see_v here_o a_o man_n and_o his_o work_n 9_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o my_o lord_n aâ—_n that_o dreadful_a day_n when_o the_o heaven_n shall_v reveal_v my_o iniquity_n and_o the_o earth_n shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o i_o 10._o verilye_o i_o shall_v be_v mute_a and_o able_a to_o say_v nothing_o but_o holdinge_v down_o my_o head_n through_o shame_n and_o confusion_n i_o shall_v stand_v before_o thou_o shakinge_v and_o blushingé_fw-fr 11._o alas_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o will_v call_v and_o cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n why_o be_o i_o consume_v be_v silent_a 12._o nevertheless_o if_o i_o speak_v my_o grief_n will_v not_o cease_v 13._o and_o if_o i_o hold_v my_o peace_n i_o shall_v interiorlie_o be_v torment_v with_o insupportable_a bitterness_n 14._o weep_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o make_v lamentation_n as_o a_o young_a marry_a weoman_n for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o husband_n 15._o weep_v and_o be_v wail_v thy_o misery_n for_o that_o thy_o bridegroom_n who_o be_v christ_n have_v forsake_v thou_o 16._o o_o anger_n of_o the_o almighty_a rush_n not_o upon_o i_o for_o i_o can_v subsist_v against_o tâ—â—e_n 17._o verâ—â—â—e_v there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o that_o be_v able_a to_o sustain_v thou_o 18._o take_v pity_n on_o i_o lest_o i_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o by_o dispairinge_v of_o myself_o i_o may_v find_v comfort_n in_o confidinge_v in_o thou_o 19_o and_o albeit_o i_o have_v do_v that_o for_o which_o thou_o may_v just_o condemn_v i_o yet_o thou_o have_v not_o lose_v thy_o accustom_a property_n of_o show_n mercy_n and_o pity_n 20._o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o desire_v the_o death_n of_o sinner_n neither_o do_v thou_o take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o perdition_n of_o those_o that_o die_v 21._o nay_o rather_o that_o those_o who_o be_v dead_a may_v live_v thou_o thyself_o haâ—â—_n die_v and_o thy_o death_n have_v be_v the_o death_n of_o that_o death_n that_o be_v due_a to_o sinner_n and_o they_o by_o thy_o death_n be_v come_v to_o life_n 22._o grant_v
whatsoever_o displease_v thy_o sight_n and_o make_v i_o a_o man_n accord_v to_o thy_o hart_n 150._o wound_v i_o o_o lord_n wound_v the_o most_o inward_a part_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o dart_n of_o thy_o love_n 151._o and_o make_v i_o drink_v with_o the_o wine_n of_o thy_o perfect_a charity_n 152._o o_o when_o shall_v this_o be_v 153._o when_o shall_v i_o please_v thou_o in_o all_o thing_n 154._o when_o shall_v all_o die_v in_o i_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o thou_o 155._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v altogether_o thou_o 156._o when_o shall_v i_o live_v to_o be_v no_o more_o my_o own_o 157._o when_o shall_v nothing_o else_o live_v in_o i_o but_o thou_o o_o jesus_n 158._o when_o shall_v i_o love_v thou_o most_o fervent_o 159._o when_o shall_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n whole_o consume_v i_o 160._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v altogether_o melt_v &_o pierce_v through_o with_o the_o wonderful_a efficacy_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n 161._o when_o will_v thou_o take_v i_o hence_o by_o force_n drown_v i_o transport_v i_o and_o hide_v i_o in_o thyself_o where_o i_o may_v never_o more_o be_v see_v 162._o when_o will_v thou_o free_v i_o from_o all_o these_o impediment_n and_o distraction_n and_o make_v i_o one_o spirit_n with_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v not_o any_o more_o depart_v from_o thou_o 163._o o_o dear_o belove_v o_o dear_a belove_v of_o my_o soul_n 164._o o_o sweetness_n of_o my_o hart_n 165._o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n not_o for_o my_o merit_n but_o for_o thy_o infinitt_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n 166._o teach_v i_o enlighten_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o assist_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n that_o i_o may_v do_v or_o say_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o blissed_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 167._o o_o my_o god_n my_o well_o belove_a my_o dear_a hart_n and_o the_o very_a god_n of_o my_o soul_n 168._o o_o my_o sweet_a love_n 169._o o_o my_o great_a delight_n 170._o o_o my_o strength_n help_v i_o 171._o o_o my_o light_n guide_v i_o towards_o thou_o 172._o o_o god_n of_o my_o soul_n why_o give_v not_o thou_o thyself_o to_o thy_o poor_a creature_n 17â—_n thou_o fille_v heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o will_v thou_o leave_v my_o hart_n empty_a 17â—_n thou_o bathe_v the_o lily_n of_o the_o field_n give_v meat_n to_o the_o little_a bird_n and_o feed_v the_o worm_n of_o the_o earth_n why_o then_o do_v thou_o forget_v i_o who_o endeavour_n to_o forget_v all_o other_o for_o thy_o sake_n 175._o too_o late_o have_v i_o have_v i_o knownâ—_n thou_o o_o infinitt_a goodness_n 176._o too_o late_o have_v i_o love_v thou_o o_o beauty_n so_o ancient_a and_o so_o new_a 177._o woo_v to_o the_o time_n i_o love_v thou_o not_o 178._o blind_a i_o be_v that_o i_o see_v thou_o not_o 179._o thou_o be_v within_o i_o and_o i_o go_v seek_v thou_o abroad_o 180._o but_o now_o that_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o though_o late_o suffer_v not_o good_a lord_n that_o i_o ever_o leave_v thou_o amen_n amen_n amen_n finis_fw-la act_n of_o resignation_n to_o be_v use_v accord_v to_o the_o direction_n act_n of_o resignation_n in_o thing_n concern_v the_o body_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o i_o resign_v myself_o for_o the_o love_n of_o my_o god_n my_o dear_a lord_n to_o undergo_v these_o ensue_a pain_n or_o difficulty_n in_o my_o body_n so_o far_o as_o god_n have_v already_o lay_v they_o or_o any_o of_o they_o upon_o i_o or_o shall_v be_v please_v hereafter_o to_o lay_v or_o permit_v they_o or_o any_o of_o they_o to_o fall_v upon_o i_o to_o wit_n ague_n fever_n falling-sickness_n cramp_n colic_n consumption_n or_o other_o bodily_a sickness_n whatsoever_o especial_o such_o sickness_n or_o infirmity_n as_o trouble_v i_o at_o this_o present_a or_o to_o which_o through_o my_o nature_n or_o bodily_a complexion_n and_o constitution_n i_o be_o most_o dispose_v and_o incline_v 2._o as_o weakness_n feebleness_n lameness_n toothache_n or_o any_o other_o ache_n or_o pain_n in_o my_o head_n or_o any_o other_o part_n of_o my_o body_n 3._o deformity_n or_o ugliness_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o other_o as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o case_n of_o holy_a job_n lazarus_n and_o other_o that_o be_v full_a of_o biles_n botch_n and_o other_o more_o odious_a external_a defect_n in_o body_n 4._o extremity_n of_o heat_n such_o as_o we_o feel_v or_o may_v feel_v in_o some_o time_n of_o the_o summer_n extremity_n of_o cold_a such_o as_o we_o feel_v or_o may_v feel_v in_o some_o time_n of_o the_o winter_n and_o in_o time_n of_o summer_n to_o be_v drive_v to_o wear_v and_o bear_v perhaps_o out_o of_o obedience_n or_o other_o necessity_n more_o clothes_n then_o our_o nature_n need_v or_o be_v willinge_v to_o bear_v and_o in_o the_o cold_a of_o winter_n to_o be_v content_v to_o want_v clothes_n which_o we_o conceive_v our_o nature_n needs_o when_o that_o obedience_n or_o necessity_n deny_v they_o us._n 5._o want_v of_o sleep_n as_o when_o be_v in_o bed_n one_o can_v â—leepe_v through_o â—ome_v bodily_a indisposition_n or_o other_o or_o when_o obedience_n will_v not_o permit_v i_o to_o have_v so_o much_o time_n for_o sleep_n as_o my_o nature_n will_v desire_v to_o have_v or_o may_v seem_v needful_a to_o have_v 6._o hunger_n thirst_n the_o difficulty_n of_o fastinge_a and_o abstinence_n scarcity_n in_o meat_n or_o drink_v as_o not_o have_v so_o much_o in_o quantity_n as_o my_o nature_n will_v have_v or_o perchance_o require_v or_o less_o than_o i_o see_v some_o other_o have_v or_o when_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o meat_n or_o drink_n do_v not_o please_v my_o nature_n and_o yet_o obedience_n will_v yield_v i_o no_o better_o or_o when_o my_o meat_n be_v not_o so_o well_o dress_v as_o i_o can_v wish_v it_o be_v or_o when_o i_o have_v it_o not_o in_o such_o a_o season_n as_o in_o my_o nature_n i_o can_v wish_v but_o be_v delay_v i_o for_o some_o tyme._n 7._o i_o be_o resign_v and_o content_v to_o see_v other_o better_v serve_v or_o provide_v for_o in_o meat_n drink_n cloth_n lodginge_v and_o beddinge_a then_o i_o be_o though_o i_o conceive_v and_o imagine_v that_o i_o deserve_v and_o need_v as_o much_o as_o they_o do_v and_o yet_o obedience_n will_v not_o allow_v it_o i_o likewise_o when_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o other_o be_v more_o spare_v from_o corporal_a labour_n than_o i_o be_o &_o yet_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o they_o need_v or_o deserve_v no_o more_o indulgence_n or_o sparinge_v than_o i_o do_v 8._o indisgestion_n vomitinge_v or_o other_o pain_n or_o defect_n in_o the_o stomach_n not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o get_v down_o some_o meat_n that_o be_v ungrateful_a to_o the_o stomach_n or_o palate_n and_o yet_o obedience_n or_o poverty_n will_v perhaps_o afford_v i_o no_o better_o 9_o pain_n or_o defect_n about_o the_o 5._o external_a sense_n as_o bitter_a or_o unsavoury_a taste_n ungrateful_a smell_n hideous_a and_o horrible_a sight_n or_o representation_n to_o the_o eye_n as_o the_o sight_n of_o devil_n or_o damn_a soul_n hideous_a and_o fearful_a noise_n as_o thunder_v etc._n etc._n and_o noise_v displeasinge_a to_o the_o ear_n and_o so_o of_o the_o rest._n it_o be_v continue_v the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o as_o to_o the_o five_o sense_n of_o feelinge_v i_o resign_v myself_o to_o suffer_v and_o endure_v scorging_n buffet_n beat_n as_o our_o sawiour_n endure_v or_o stoneing_n as_o s._n stephen_n or_o incision_n and_o lancing_n or_o câ—ttinge_v of_o the_o flesh_n or_o any_o other_o corporal_a pain_n or_o torment_n be_v they_o external_a or_o internal_a to_o the_o loss_n of_o eye_n or_o pain_n in_o they_o to_o deafness_n or_o dumbenesse_n to_o undergo_v alsoe_o some_o external_a work_n or_o labour_n from_o which_o i_o be_o natural_o avert_v when_o that_o obedience_n appoint_v itt_a albeit_o i_o shall_v conceive_v it_o prejudicial_a to_o my_o health_n 3._o to_o attend_v and_o watch_v with_o the_o sick_a when_o that_o obedience_n appoint_v it_o 4._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o loose_v any_o member_n of_o my_o body_n when_o god_n shall_v permit_v or_o will_v have_v i_o to_o loose_a itt_n be_v it_o foot_n leg_n hand_n etc._n etc._n 5._o to_o undergo_v all_o sort_n of_o corporal_a labour_n and_o that_o with_o feebleness_n and_o indisposition_n of_o body_n so_o far_o as_o the_o will_n of_o god_n shall_v require_v 6._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o loose_v all_o pleasure_n delight_n and_o gust_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o taste_n so_o that_o i_o may_v find_v no_o more_o taste_n in_o the_o pleasant_a meat_n than_o i_o shall_v do_v in_o eatinge_v a_o chipp_n or_o a_o stone_n or_o in_o drink_v of_o a_o thing_n that_o have_v no_o taste_n or_o be_v of_o a_o very_a ungrateful_a tast._n 7._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o any_o disfiguringe_v in_o the_o face_n or_o other_o part_n of_o the_o body_n