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not_o by_o receive_v be_v iâ—_n by_o reject_v that_o thou_o shall_v attain_v thy_o end_n it_o be_v true_a thou_o have_v fall_v off_o by_o thy_o sin_n from_o christ_n because_o thy_o fall_n have_v make_v thou_o fall_v off_o by_o unbelief_n from_o he_o and_o make_v thou_o say_v either_o i_o do_v not_o believe_v or_o the_o lord_n intend_v no_o good_a to_o i_o you_o have_v have_v no_o strength_n because_o not_o satisfy_v with_o meat_n but_o i_o may_v presume_v 5._o be_v it_o presumption_n to_o honour_n christ_n answ._n and_o to_o have_v he_o honour_a in_o thou_o no_o do_v think_v if_o the_o lord_n shall_v after_o all_o thy_o sin_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o thy_o misery_n give_v thou_o christ_n shall_v he_o not_o be_v honour_v by_o this_o yes_o who_o can_v ever_o have_v such_o cause_n to_o love_v he_o as_o i_o shall_v not_o thy_o receive_n of_o he_o by_o faith_n honour_v he_o yes_o rom._n 4._o 20._o can_v dishonour_v he_o so_o much_o as_o by_o reject_v he_o when_o he_o have_v 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