spue fall Remember my love to your good kinde wife Grace be with you Aberd. Nov. 23. 1636. Yours in his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To EARLESTOVVN ELDER Rev. 12 11. And they overcame the Dragon by the blood of the Lamb the word of their testimony they loved not their lives unto the death 165 Much honoured Sir GRace mercy peace be to you I long to see you in paper to be refreshed by you I cannot but desire you charge you to help me to praise him who feedeth a poor prisoner with the fatness of his house O how weighty is his love O but there is much telling in Christ's kindness The Amen the faithfull true witness hath payed me my hundred fold well told one to the hundred I complained of him but he is owing me nothing now Sir I charge you to help me to praise his goodness to proclaim to others my Bridegroom's kindness whose love is better then wine I took up an action against Christ bought a plea against his love libelled unkindness against Christ my Lord I said this is my death he hath forgotten me But my meek Lord held his peace beheld me would not contend for the last word of flyting now hath chided himself friends with me And now I see he must be God I must be flesh I pass from my summonds I acknowledge he might have given me my fill of it never troubled himself But now he háth taken away the mask I have been comforted he could not smother his love any longer to a prisoner a stranger God grant that I may never buy a plea against Christ again but may keep good quarters with him I want no kindness no love-token but Oh wise is his love for notwithstanding of this hot summer-blenk I am keeped low with the grief of my silence for his word is in me as a fire in my bowels and I see the Lord's vineyard laid waste the heathen entred into the sanctuary and my belly is pained and my soul in heaviness because the Lord's people is gone into captivity because of the fury of the Lord that wind but neither to fan nor to purge that is coming upon Apostate Scotland Also I am kept awake with the late wrong done to my brother but I trust ye will counsel comfort him Yet in this mist I see beleeve the Lord will heal this halting Kirk will lay her stones with fair colours her foundations with Saphires will make her windows of Agates her gates Carbuncles Isa. 54. 11 12. And for brass he will bring gold He hath created the smith that formed the sword no weapon in war shall prosper against use Let us be glad rejoyce in the Lord for his Salvation is near to come Remember me to your wife your son Iohn And I entreat you to write to me Grace grace be with you Aberd. Decemb. 30. 1636. Yours in his onely onely Lord Iesus S. R. To Mr JOHN FERGUSHILL 166 Reverend welbeloved in our Lord Iesus I Must still provoke you to write by my lines whereat ye need not wonder for the cross is full of talke speak it must either good or bad Neither can grief be silent I have no dittay nor inditement to bring against Christ's cross seeing he hath made a friendly agreement betwixt me it we are in terms of love together If my former miscarriages my nowsilent sabbaths seem to me to speak wrath from the Lord I dare say it is but Satan borrowing the use loan of my cowardly feeble apprehensions which start at straws I know faith is not so saint foolish as to tremble at every false alarm Yet I gather this out of it Blessed are they who are grac'd of God 〈◊〉 guide a cross well that there is some art required herein I pray God I may not be so ill friend-stead as that Christ my Lord should leave me to be my own Tutour my own Physician Shall I not think but my Lord Jesus who deserveth his own place very well will take his own place upon him as it becometh him that he will fill his own chair For in this is his office to comfort us thes that are casten down in all their tribulations 2 Cor. 1. 4. Alas I know I am a fool to seek an hole or defect in Christ's way with my soul. If I have not a stock to pre sent to Christ at his appearance yet I pray God I may be able with joy faith constancy to shew the Captain of my savation in that day a bloody head that I received in his service howbeit my faith hang by a small tack threed I hope the tack shall not break howbeit my Lord get no service of me but broken wishes yet I trust these shall be accepted upon Christ's account I have nothing to comfort me but that I say Oh will the Lod disappoint an hungry on-waiter The smell of Christ's wine apples which surposse the uptaking of dull sense bloweth upon my soul I get no more for the mean time I am sure to let a famishing body see meat give him none of it is a double pain Our Lord's love it not so cruell as to let a poor man see Christ heaven never give him more for want of money to buy nay I rather think Christ such fair market-wares as buyers may have â—it out money without price And thus I know it shall not stand upon my want of money for Christ upon his own charges must buy my wedding garment redeem the inheritance which I have forfeited give his word for one the like of me who am not law-biding of my self Poor folks must either borrow or beg from the rich the onely thing that commendeth sinners to Christ is extream necessity want Christ's love is ready to make provide a ransome money for a poor body who hath lost his his purse Ho ye that have no money come buy Isa 55. 1. That is the poor man's market Now Brother I see old crosses would have done nothing at me therefore Christ hath takeÌ„ a new fresh rod to me that seemeth to talk with my soul make me tremble I have often more adoe now with faith when I lose my compasse am blowen on a rock then these who are my beholders standing upon the shore are aware of a counsel to a sick man is sooner given then taken Lord send the wearied man a borrowed bed from Christ I think often it is after supper with me I am heavie O but I would sleep soundly with Christ's left hand under my head his right hand embracing me the devil could not spill that bed When I consider how tenderly Christ hath cared for me in this prison I think he hath handled me as the bairn that it pitied
mount Sion upon her assemblies a cloud a smoke by day the shining of a flaming fire by night But Sir the wildernesse shall rejoyce blossom as a rose happy he who hath a bone or an arm to put the Crown upon the head of our highest King whose chariot is paved with love were there ten thousand millions of heavens created above these highest heavens again as many above them as many above them till Angels were wearied with counting it were but too low a seat to fix the princely throne of that Lord Jesus whose ye are above them all Created heavens are too low a seat of majesty for him Since then there is none equal to your master Prince who hath chosen out for you amongst many sufferings for sin that onely crosse which cometh nearest in liknesse to his own crosse watered with consolations take courage comfort your self in him who hath chosen you to glory hereafter to a conformity with him here we fools would have a crosse of our own chusing would have our gall wormwood sugared our fire cold our death grave warmed with heat of life but he who hath brought many children to glory lost none is our best Tutour I wish when I am sick that he may be keeper comforter I judge it a blessed fall that we are forfaited Heirs broken out of credit that Christ is become a Tutour in the place of Freewill that we are no more our own I am broken wasted with the wrath that is on the land have been much tempted with a designe to have a Passe from Christ which if I had I would not stay to be a witnesse of our defection for no mans intreatie but I know it is my softnesse weakness who would ever be ashore when a fit of sea-sickness cometh on Though I know I shall come soon-enough to that desireable countrey shall not be displaced none shall take my lodging Sir many eyes are upon you the Godly are exceedingly refreshed that ye listen not to the wayes of many about you who with fair words make marchandise of souls Sir if the way you are in be not the way of Christ then woe to me for I am eternally lost but truly the Lord Christ's dealing with with Col Gilbert Ker hath proven to me that the new restament the covenant of grace is a piece that a solemne meeting and assembly of all created Angels joyne all their wits together could not have devised fince Sir ye payed nothing for the change that Christ made ye will take that debt of free grace to heaven with you for what was Christ Jesus indebted to you more then to all your kindred name Therefore since ye are made his own follow no other way What is my salvation though I should lay it in pawne It is but a poor pledge that this this onely is the way but Christ is surety himself that it is the way the fore-runner went before you and he is safely landed there is a fair company before you of such as have come out of great tribulation and have washed their garments and made them white in the blood of the Lamb to whom these promises are now performed he that overcomes shall eat of the tree of life that is in the midst of the Paradise of God and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes and there shall be no more death neither sorrow nor crying neither shall therebe any more pain He that siteth on the throne shall dwell among them they shall hunger no more neither thirst any more neither shall the sun light on them nor any heat for the lamb that is in the midst of the throne shall feed them and shall take them unto the living fountains of waters I may Sir possibly keep you from better work The God of peace thâ—t brought again from the dead the great shepherd of the sheep through the blood of the eternall covenant make you perfect St. Andrews Jan. 7. 1651. Yours in Iesus Christ. S. R. To the much honoured and truely worthy Collonel G. K E R. 62 Much honoured and worthy Sir I have heard of your continued captivity in England as wel as in this afllicted land but goe where ye will ye cannot goe from under your shadow which is broader then many Kingdoms Ye change lodgings and countreys but the same Lord is before you if ye were carried away captive to the other fide of the sun or as far as the rising of the morning-star It is spoken to your Mother who hath yet received no bill of divorce which was written to Judah Mic 4 10 Be in pain and labour to bring forth O Daughter of Zion like a woman in travell for now shall thou goe fortâ—out of the city and thou shalt dwell in the field and thou shalt goe even to Babylon there shalt thou be delivered there the Lord shall redeem thee from the hand of thine enemies England shall be countable for you to render you back Isai. 44 6. I will say to the North give up and to the South keep not back It 's a sermon that flesh and blood laughteth at Ezek. 37 4. Prophesie upon these dry bones and say unto them O ye dry bones hear the word of the Lord It is a preaching to the cold grave Thus saith the Lord unto the bones behold I will cause breath enter into you and ye shall live and I will lay sineâ—s upon you and bring flesh upon you and cover you with skin put breath in you ye shall live Rev. 20 13. And the sed gave up the dead that were in it Berwick must render back the Scottish captives Col. Gilbert Ker with them Isa. 43 v. 14 For thus saith the Lord your Redeemer the holy one of Israel for your sake I have sent to Babylon have brought down all their Nobles and the Caldeans whose cry is in the ships Deut. 30 4. If any of them be driven out to the utmost parts of heaven from 〈◊〉 will the Lord thy God gather thee from thence will he fetch thee Zech. 8 7. Thus saith the Lord of hosts behold I will save my People from thâ— cast countrey and from the west countrey and I will bring them and they shall dwell in the midst of Ierusalem they shall be my People I will be their God in truth in righteousness Sir ye are both booked by the Lord who writeth up the People Ps. 87 5 6. And counted to the Lord as one of the house stock Ps. 22 30. Fear not faint not all your hairs are numbered It is the desire of the People of God that as your bonds hitherto have been exemplaâ—y to the strengthning of the seeble to the stopping of the Mouth of the adversary without any declining to the right or left hand so your sufferings in the place ye now goe to
Hic Amor Christi decor hic coelestis et aulae Gloria depicta est horrida ira Dei. Ardua materies sublimibus apta cothurnis Hic tenui facilifusa legenda stylo est Lividus at voces si carpat Zoilus ullas Non Divina sapit Cor sine mente gerit Praesulibus celerem attulerant haec Scripta ruinam Impressa extremum praestituuntque diem READER Thou may possibly finde in some very few places one letter for an other as an n for an n c. or a transposition of two letters of a for a it may be also that the Chap. or verse be miscited but the words being insert will easily lead the to correct that mistake There was so much pains taken in overseeing the press to prevent misprinting that thou wilt scarce meet with any thing that will mar the sense yet these few though they be not very materiall I have set down to fill up this Page In the Epistle to the Reader P. 3. l. 14. for Minister r. Ministers p. 10. l. 26. a afraid r. afraid p. 16. l. 9. but dele but. p. 17 l. antipen to to r. to p. 25. l. 19. miserably r. miserable p. 32. l. 28. Arestotle r Aristotle In the Book P. 30. l. penult Isa. 45. r. 54 p. 60. l. 19. Act. 2. r. 1. p. 65. l. antip Isai. 51. r. 41. p. 116. l. penult is r. in p. 151 l. 1. Luk. 21. r. 22. p. 204. l. 8. for r. sort p. 282. l. ult bed r. bode p. 385. l. 3. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 r. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 p. 398. l. 19 eek r. seek p. 441. l. 28. you earnest r you an earnest p. 449. l. 33. Isa. 53. 9. r. ver 3. p. â—64 l. 28. Deut. 32. 30. r. v. 39. ibid. Job 〈◊〉 r. 5. p. 465. l. 32. harden r. Garden p. 483. l. 2. Col. 2. r. 〈◊〉 p. 491. l. 33. blinced r. blinded ibid. l. 35. grace r. grave p. 492. l. 18. your r. you p. 496. l. 1. yet this r. this ibid. l. 22. witten r. written ibid. l. 24 Lam. 3. 51. r. 56 p. 500. l. 34. I am 3. 36. r. 56. p. 516. l. 29. Ezek. 46. r. 48. p. 527. l. 4. Levit. 13. r. 10. p. 555. l. 26. dele To Mr ROBERT CUNYNGAME Minister of the Gospel at Holywood in Ireland Epist. 1. WElbeloved and reverend Brother grace mercy and peace be to you upon acquaintance in Christ I thought good to take the opportunity of writing to you seeing it hath seemed good to the Lord of the harvest to take the hooks out of our hands for a time and to lay upon us a more honourable service even to suffer for his name It were good to comfort one another in writing I have had a Desire to see you in the face yet now being the prisoner of Christ it is taken away I am greatly comforted to hear of your souldiers stately spirit for your princely and royall Captain Jesus our Lord and for the grace of god in the rest of our dear brethren with you you have heard of my trouble I suppose It hath pleased our sweet Lord Jesus to let loose the malice of these interdicted Lords in his house to deprive me of my Ministery at Anwoth and to confine me eight score miles from thence to Aberden and also which vvas not done to any before to inhibit me to speak at all in Jesus his name within this Kingdome under the paine of rebellion The cause that ripened their hatred was my book against the Arminians whereof they accused me these three Dayes I appeared before them But let our crowned king in Zion raigne by his grace the losse is theirs the advantage is Christs and truths albeit this honest crosse gained some ground on me by my heavniesse and inward Challenges of conscience for a time were sharpe yet now for the incouragment of you all I dare say it and write it under my hand welcome welcome sweet svveet Crosse of Christ I verely think the Chaines of my Lord Jesus are all overlaid with pure gold that his crosse is perfumed and that it smelleth of Christ that the Victorie shall be by the blood of the lamb and by the word of his truth and that Christ laying on his backe in his weake servants and oppressed truth shall ride over his enemies bellies and shall stricke through Kings in the day of his wrath It is time we laughe when he laugheth and seeing he is now pleased to sit with wrongs for a time it becometh us to be silent untill the Lord hath let the enemies enjoy their hungerie leane and fecklesse paradise Blessed are they who are content to take stroks with weeping Christ faith will trust the Lord and is not hastie nor head strong neither is faith so timorous as to flatter a tentation or to bud and bribe the crosse It is little up or little dovvn that the lamb and his followers can get no lavv-suitie nor truce with crosses it must be so till we be up in our fathers house my heart is woe indeed for my mother Church that hath plaid the harlot with many lovers her husband hath a mind to sell her for her horrible transgressions heavy will the hand of the Lord be upon this backsliding nation The wayes of our Zion mourne her gold is become dim her white Nazarites are blck like a coale how shall not the Children weep when the husband and the mother can not agree yet I beleeve Scotlands skie shall clear again that Christ shall build againe the old wast places of Jacob and that our dead and dry bones shall become ane army of living men that our beloved may yet feed among the lillies untill the day breake and the shaddows flee away My deare brother let us helpe one another with our prayers Our king shall mowedown his enemies and shall come from Bozra with his garments all died in blood and for our onsolation shall he appear and call his wife Hephzibah and his land Beulah for he will rejoyce over us marie us Scotland shall say what have I to doe any more with Idols Only let us be faithfull to him that can ride through hell and death upon a windlestrae and his horse never stumble and let him make of me a bridge over a water so that his high and holy name may be glorified in me stroks with the sweet mediators hand are very sweet he was always sweet to my soul but since I suffered for him his breath hath a sweeter smell then before Oh that every hair of my head and every member and every bone in my bodie were a man to witness a fair confession for him I would think all too little for him when I look over beyond the line and beyond death to the laughing side of the world I trimmph and ride upon the high places of Jacob howbeit otherways I am a faint dead-hearted cowardly man oft borne
RIGGE of Atherny 68 Worthy much honoured Sir GRace mercy peace be to you How sad a prisoner would I be if I knew not that my Lord Jesus had the keys of the prison himself that his death blood hath bought a blessing to our crosses aswell as to our selves I am sure troubles have no prevailing right over us if they be but our Lord's Serjeants to keep us in ward while we are in this side of heaven I am perswaded also that they shall not goe over the bound-road nor enter in to heaven with us for they finde no welcome there where there is no more death neither sorrow nor crying neither any more pain therefore we shall leave them behinde us Oh if I could get as good a gate of sin even this wofull wretched body of sin as I get of Christ's cross Nay indeed I think the cross beared bâ—th me it self rather then I it in comparison of the tyranny of the lawless flesh wicked nighbour that dwelleth beside Christ's new creature But Oh this is that which presseth me down paiâ—eth me Jesus Christ in his saints sitteth neighbour with an ill second corruption deadness coldness pride lust worldliness self-love security falshood a world of â—oâ— the like which I finde in me that are daily doing violence to the new man O but we have cause to carry low sails to cleave fast to free grace free free grace Blessed be our Lord that ever that way was found out If my one foot were in heaven my soul half in if free-will corruption were absolute Lords of me I should never win wholly in O but the sweet new living way that Christ hath stroke up to our home be a safe way I finde now presence accâ—ss a greater dainty then bâ—fore but yet the bridegroom looketh through the lattes thorow the hole of the door O if he I were in fair dry land together in the other side of the water Grace be with you Aberd. Sept. 30. 1637 Yours in his sweet Lord Iesus S R. To the Lady KILCONQUHAIR 69 MISTRESS GRace mercy peace be to you I received your letter I am heartily content ye love own this oppâ—essed and wronged cause of Christ that now whâ—n so many are miscarried ye are in any measure taken with the love of Jesuâ— weary not but come in see if there be not more in Christ then the tongue of men Angels can express If ye seek a gate to heaven the way is in him or he is it What ye want is treasured up in Jesus he saith all his are yours even his Kingdom he is content to divide it betwixt him you yea his throne his glory Luk. 21. 29. Ioh. 17. 24. Rov 3. 21. Therefore take pains to climb up to that besâ—eged house to Christ for devils men armies of temptations are lying about the house to hold out all that are out it is taken with violence It is not a smooth easie way neitâ—er will your weather be fair pleasant but whosoever saw the invisible God the fair city make no reckoning of lossâ—s or crosses in ye must be cost you what it will stand not for a price for all that ye have to win the castle the rights to it are won to you it is disponed to you in your Lord Jesus's testament see what a fair legacy your dying friend Christ hath left you And there wanteth nothing but possession Then get up in the strength of the Lord get over the water to possâ—ss that good land It is better then a land of olives wine-trees for the tree of life that beareth twelve manner of fruits every moneth is there before you a pure river of life clear as crystal proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb is there Your time is short therefore lose no time Gracious faithfull is he who hath called you to his Kingdom glory The city is yours by free conquest by promise therefore let no uncouth Lord-idol put you from your own The devil hath cheated the simple heir of his Paradise by enticing us to taste of the forbidden fruit hath as it were bought us out of our kindly heritage But our Lord Christ Jesus hath done more then bought the devil by for he hath redeemed the wodset made the poor heir free to the inheritaÌ„ce If we knew the glory of our elder brother in heaven we would long to be there to see him to get our fill of heaven We children think the earth a fair garden but it is but God's out-field wilde cold barren ground All things are fading that are here It is our happiness to make sure Christ to our selves Thus remembring my love to your husband wiâ—king to him what I write to you I commit you to God's tender mercy Aberd. Sepr 13. 1637. Yours in his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To the Lady CRAIGHALL 70 Honourable and Christian Lady GRace mercy peace be to you I cannot but write to your La of the sweet glorious termes I am in with the most joyful King that ever was under this well thrifing prosperous cross it is my Lord's salvation wrought by his own right hand that the water doeth not suffocat the breath of â—â—pe joyfull courage in the Loâ—d Jesus For his own person is still in the camp with his poor souldier I see the cross is tied with Christ's hand to the end of an honest profession We are but fools to endeavour to loose Christ's knot When I consider the comforts of God I durst not consent to sell or wod-set my short life-rent of the cross of the Lord Jesus I know that Christ bought with his own blood a right to sanctified blessed crosses in as far as they blow me over the water to my long desired home it were not good that Christ should be the buyer I the seller I know time death shall take sufferings fairly off my hand I hope we shall have an honest parting at night when this piece cold frosty afternoon-tide of my evil rough day shall be over Well is my soul of either sweet or sowre that Christ hath any part or portion in if he be at the one end of it it hall be well with me I shall die ere I libell faults against Christ's cross it hall have my testimonial under my hand as an honest saving mean of Christ for mortification faith's growth I have a stronger assurance since I came over Forth of the excellency of Jesus then I had before I am rather about him then in him while I am absent from him in this house of clay But I would be in heaven for no other cause but to essay try what boundies joy it must be to be over head ears in my welbeloved Christ's love O that fair one
shall I think him a false witnesse or that he would subscribe blank paper I thank his high and dreadfull name for what he hath given I hope to keep his seal his pawne till he come loose it himself I defie hell to put me off it but he is Christ he hath met with his prisoner I took instruments in his own hand that it was he no other for him When the Devil fenceth a bastard court in my Lord's ground giveth me forged summonds it will be my shame to misbeleeve after such a fair broad seal yet Satan my apprehension sometimes make a lye of Christ as if he hated me but I dare beleeve no evil of Christ if he would cool my lovefever for himself with reall presence possession I would be rich but I dare not be mislearned and seek more in that kinde howbeit it be no shame to beg at Christ's door I pity my adversaries I grudge not that my Lord keepeth them at their own fire-side hath given me a borrowed bâ—d a borrowed fire-side Let the good-man of the house cast a dog a bone why should I offend I rejoyce that the broken bark shall come to land that Christ will on the shore welcome the sea-sick passenger We have need of a great stock against this day of trial that is coming neither chaff nor corn in Scotland but it shall once passe thorow God's sieve Praise praise pray for me for I cannot forget you I know ye will be friendly to my afflicted brother who is now embarked in the same cause with me Let him have your counsel comforts Remember my love in Christ to your wife her health is coming and her salvation sleepeth not Ye have the prayers and blessing of a prisoner of Christ Sowe fast deal bread plentifully The pantry door will be locked on the bairns in appearance ere long Grace grace be with you Aberd. March 7. 1637. Yours in his sweet Lord. Iesus S. R. To his reverend dear Brother Mr ROBERT DOUGLASS 102 My very reverend and dear Brother GRace mercy peace be to you I long to see you in paper I cannot but write to you that this which I now suffer for is Christ's truth because he hath been pleased to seal my sufferings with joy unspeakable glorious I know he will not put his seal upon blank paper Christ hath not dumb seals neither will he be witness to a lye I beseech you my dear Brother help me to praise to lift Christ up on his throne above the shields of the earth I am astonished confounded at the greatness of his Kindness to such a sinner I know Christ I shall never be even I shall die in his debt He hath left an arrow in my heart that paineth me for want of reall possession hell cannot quench this coal of God's kindling I wish no man slander Christ or his crosse for my cause for I have much cause to speak much good of him He hath brought me to a nick degree of communion with himself that I knew not before The din gloom of our Lord's cross is more fearfull hard then the cross it self He taketh the bairns in his arms when they come to a deep water at least when they lose ground are put to swim then his hand is under their chin Let me be helped by your prayers remember my love to your kinde wife Grace be with you Aberd. March 7. 1637. Your Brother and Christ's prisoner S R. To his loving friend JOHN HENDERSON 103. Loving friend COntinue in the love of Christ the doctrine which I taught you faithfully painfully according to my measure I am free of your blood Fear the dreadfull name of God Keep in minde the examinations which I taught you love the truth of God Death as fast as time flyeth chaseth you out of this life It is possible ye make your reckoning with your judge before I see you let salvation be your care night day set aside hours times of the day for prayer I rejoyce to hear that there is prayer is your house See that your servants keep the Lord's day This dirt god of clay I mean the vain world is not worth the seeking An hireling pastor is to be thrust in upon you in the room to which I have Christ's warrand right Stand to your liberties for the word of God alloweth you a vote in chusing your Pastor What I write to you I write to your wife commend me heartily to her The grace of God be with you Aberd. March 14. 1637. Your loving friend and Pastor S. R. To Mr HUGH HENDERSON 104 My reverend and dear Brother I hear ye bear the marks of Christ's dying about with you that your brethren have cast you out for your Master's sake Let us wait on till the evening till our reckoning in black white come before our Master Brother since we must have a devil to trouble us I love a raging devil best Our Lord knoweth what for of devil we have need of It is best Satan be in his own skin look like himself Christ weeping looketh like himself also with whom Scribes Pharisees were at yea nay sharpe contradiction Ye have heard of the patience of Iob when he lay in the ashes God was with him clawing curing his scabs letting out his boils comforting his soul he took him up at last That God is not dead yet he will stoop take up fallen bairns many broken legs since Adam's dayes hath he spelked many weary hearts hath he refreshed Bless him for comfort Why None cometh dry from David's well let us goe amongst the rest cast down our toom buckets into Christ's Ocean suck consolations out of him We are not so sore striken but we may fill Christ's hall with weeping We have not gotten our answer from him yet Let us lay up our broken plea's to a full sea keep them till the day of Christ's coming We and this world will not be even till then They would take our garment from us but let us hold them draw Brother it is a strange world if we laugh not I never saw the like of it if there be not paiks the man for this contempt done to the Son of God We must doe as these who keep the bloody napkin to the Bailiffe let him see blood we must keep our wrongs to our Judge let him see our bluddered foul faces Prisoners of hope must run to Christ with the gutters that tears have made on their cheeks Brother for my self I am Christ's dâted one for the present I live upon no deaf nuts as we use to speak he hath opened fountains to me in the wilderness Goe look to my Lord Jesus his love to me is such that I defie the world to finde either brim or bottom in it
once cometh nigh hand taketh a hearty look of Christ's inner side shall never wring nor wrestle themselves out of his love-grips again I would rest contented in my prison yea in a prison without light of sun or candle providing Christ I had a love-bed not of mine but of Christ his own making that we might lie together among the lilies till the day break the shadows flee away Who knoweth how sweet a drink of Christ's love is O but to live on Christ's love is a King's life The worst things of Christ even that which seemeth to be the refuse of Christ his hard cross his black cross is white fair the cross receiveth a beautifull lustre a perfumed smell from Jesus Mydear Brother scar not at it While ye have time to stand upon the watch tower to speak contend with this land plead with your harlot-mother who hath been a treacherous half-marrow to her husband Iesus For I would think liberty to preach one day the root top of my desires would seek no more of the blessings that are to be had on this side of time till I be over the water but to spend this my crazed clay-house in his service saving of souls But I hold my peace because he hath done it my shallow ebbe thoughts are not the compass Christ saileth by I leave his wayes to himself for they are far far above me Onely I would contend with Christ for his love and be bold to make a plea with Jesus my Lord for a heart-fill of his love for there is no more left to me What standeth beyond the far end of my sufferings and what shall be the event he knoweth and I hope to my joy shall make me know when God shall unfold his decrees concerning me for there are windings and too 's and fro's in his wayes which blinde bodies like us cannot see This much for further acquaintance So recommending you what is before you to the grace of God I rest Aberd. June 16. 1637. Your very loving Brother in his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To Mr WILLIAM DALGLEISH 125 Reverend welbeloved Brother GRace mercy peace be unto you I have heard somewhat of your trials in Galloway I bless the Lord who hath begun first in that corner to make you a new Kirk to himself Christ hath the less adoe behinde when he hath refined you Let me entreat you my dearly beloved to be fast to Christ My witness is above My dearest Brother that ye have added much joy to me in my bonds when I hear that ye grow in the grace and zeal of God for your Master Our ministery whether by preaching or suffering will cast a smell through the world both of heaven hell 2 Cor. 2 15 16. I perswade you my dear Brother there is nothing out of heaven next to Christ dearer to me then my ministery the worth of it in my estimation is swelled paineth me exceedingly yet I am content for the honour of my Lord to surrender it back again to the Lord of the vineyard let him doe with me it both what he thinketh good I think my self too little for him let me speak to you how kinde a fellow prisoner is Christ to me Beleeve me this kinde of cross that would not goe by my door but would needs visite me is still the longer the more welcome to me It 's true my silent sabbaths have been are still as glassy yee whereon my faith can scarce hold it's feet I am often blowen on my back and off my feet with a storm of doubting yet truly my bonds all this time cast a mighty and ranck smell of high and deep love in Christ I cannot indeed see through my cross to the far end Yet I beleeve I am in Christ's books in his decree not yet unfolded to me a man triumphing dancing singing over on the other side of the red sea laughing praising the lamb over beyond time sorrow deprivation prelat's indignation losses want of friends death Heaven is not a foul flying in the air as men use to speak of things that are uncertain nay it is well paid for Christ's comprizement lieth on Glory for all the mourners in Zion shall never be loosed Let us be glad rejoyce that we have blood losses wounds to show our Master Captain at his appearance and what we suffered for his cause Woe is me my dear Brother that I say often I am but dry bones which my Lord will not bring out of the grave again that my faithless fears say Oh I am a dry tree that can bear no fruit I am an useless body who â—an beget no children to the Lord in his house Hopes of deliverance look cold uncertain afar off as if I had done with it it is much for Christ if I may say so to get Lawborrows of my sorrow of my quarrelous heart Christ's love playeth me fair play I am not wronged at all but there is a tricking and false heart within me that still playeth Christ foul play I am a cumbersom neighbour to Christ It is a wonder that he dwelleth beside the like of me yet I often get the advantage of the hill above my temptations then I despise the temptation even hell it self the stink of it the instruments of it and am proud of my honourable Master And I resolve whether contrary winds will or not to fetch Christ's harbour I think a willfull stiff contention with my Lord Jesus for his love very lawfull it 's sometimes hard to me to win my meat upon Christ's love because my faith is sick my hope withereth my eyes wax dim unkinde comfort-eclipsing clouds goe over the fair bright light Sâ—n-Jesus And then when I my temptation tryste the matter together we spill all through unbelief Sweet sweet for evermore would my life be if I could keep faith in exercise But I see my fire cannot alwayes cast light I have even a poor man's hard world when he goeth away But surely since my entry hither many a time hath my fair sun shined without a cloud Hot burning hath Christ's love been to me I have no vent to the expression of it I must be content with stoln smothered desires of Christ's glory O how far is his love behinde the hand with me I am just like a man who hath nothing to pay his thousands of debt All that can be gotten of him is to seâ—â—e upon his person Except Christ would seâ—â—e upon my self make the readiest payment that can be of my heart love to himself I have no other thing to give him If my sufferings could doe beholders good edifie his Kirk proclaim the incomparable worth of Christ's love to the world O then how would my soul be overjoyed my sad heart cheered and calmed Dear
more then papergrace or tongue-grace Were it not that want paineth me I should have skailed house gone a begging long since but Christ hath left me with some hunger that is more hot then wise is ready often to say If Christ longed for me as I doe for him we should not be long in meeting and if he loved my company aswell as I doe his even while I am writing this letter to you we should flee in other's arms But I know there is more will then wit in this languor pining love for Christ no marvel for Christ's love would have hot harvest long ere mid-summer But if I have any love to him Christ hath both love to me wit to guide his love I see the best thing I have hath as much dross beside it as might curse me it both if it were for no more we have need of a Saviour to pardon the very faults and diseases weakness of the new man to take away to say so our godly sins or the sins of our sanctification the dross scum of spiritual love woe woe is me O what need is there then of Christ's calling to scour cleanse wash away an ugly old body of sin the very image of Satan I know nothing surer then that there is an office for Christ among us I wish for no other heaven in this side of the last sea that I must cross then this service of Christ to make my blackness beauty my deadness life my guiltiness sanctification I long much for that day when I will be holy O what spots are yet unwashen O that I could change the skin of the leopard and the Moor and niffer it with some of Christ's fairness Were my blackness Christ's beauty carded through other as we use to speak his beauty holiness would eat up my filthiness But Oh I have not casten old Adam's hew colour yet I trow the best of us hath a smell yet of the old loathsom body of sin guiltiness Happy are they for evermore who can employ Christ set his blood death on work to make clean work to God of foul souls I know it is our sin that we would have sanctification on the sunny side of the the hill holiness with nothing but summer no crosses at all Sin hath made us as tender as if were made of paper or glass I am often thinking what I would think of Christ burning quick together of Christ torturing hot melted lead poured in at mouth navel yet I have some weak experience but very weak indeed that suppose Christ hell's torments were married together if there were no finding of Christ at all except I went to hell's furnace that there in no other place I could meet with him I trow if I were as I have been since I was his prisoner I would beglodging for God's sake in hell hottest furnace that I might rub souls with Christ But God be thanked I shall finde him in a better lodging We get Christ better cheap then so when he is rouped to us we get him but with a shower of summertroubles in this life as sweet as soft to beleevers as a May-dew I would have you my self helping Christ mystical to weep for his wife O thatf we could mourn for Christ buried in Scotland for his two slain witnesses killed because they prophesied If we could so importune solicit God our buried Lord his two buried witnesses should rise again Earth clay and stone will nto bear down Christ the Gospel in Scotland I know not if I will see the second temple the glory of it but the Lord hath deceived me if it be not to be reared up again I would wish to give Christ his welcome-home again My blessing my joy my glory love be on the home-comer I finde no better use of suffering then that Christ's winnowing putteth chaff corn in the saints to sundry places and discovereth our dross from his gold so as corruption and grace are so seen that Christ saith in the furnace that is mine this is yours The scum the grounds thy stomack against the persecuters thy impatience thy unbelief thy quarreling these are thine And faith on-waiting love joy courage are mine Oh let me die one of Christ's on-waiters one of his attendants I know your heart Christ are married together it were not good to make a divorce Rue not of that meeting marriage with such a husband Pray for me his prisoner Grace grace be with you Aberd. 1637 Yours in his sweet Lord Iesus S. R. To Mr HUGH Mc KAILL 183 Reverend dear Brother GRace mercy peace be to you I received your letter I bless you for it My dry root would take more dew summer-rain then it getteth were it not Christ will have driness deadness in us to work upon If there were no timber to work upon art would die never be seen I see grace hath a field to play upon to course up down in our wants so that I am often thanking God not for guiltiness but for guiltiness for Christ to whet sharpen his grace upon I am half content to have boils for my Lord Jesus's plaisters sickness hath this advantage that it draweth our sweet Physician 's hand his holy soft fingers to touch our withered leper skins it is a blessed fever that fetcheth Christ to the bed-side I think my Lord's How doest thou with it sick body Is worth all my pained nights Surely I have no more for Christ but emptiness want take or leave he will get me no other wise I must sell my self my wants to him but I have no price to give for him If he would put a fair a real seal upon his love to me bestow upon me a larger share of Christ's love which I would fainest be in hands with of any thing I except not heaven it self I should goe on sighing singing under his cross But the worst is many take me for some-body because the wind bloweth upon a withered prisoner But the truth is I am both lean and thin in that wherein many beleeve I abound I would if bartering were in my power niffer joy with Christ's love faith in stead of the hot sun-shine becontent to walk under a cloudy shadow with more grief sadness to have more faith a fair occasion of setting forth commending Christ to make that lovely One that fair One that sweetest and dearest Lord Jesus market-sweet for many ears hearts in Scotland and if it were in my power to roup Christ to the three Kingdoms withall to perswade buyers to come and to take such sweet wares as Christ I would thinâ— to have many sweet bargains betwixt Christ the sons of men I would I could be humble goe with a
back again to the waters to your wearisom journey shall see in that clear glass of endless glory nearer to the bottom of God's wisdom ye shall then be forced to say If God had done otherwise with me then he hath done I had never come to the enjoying of this crown of glory It is your part now to beleeve suffer hope wait on for I protest in the presence of that all-discerning eye who knoweth what I write what I think that I would not want the sweet experience of the consolations of God for all the bitterness of affliction nay whether God come to his children with a rod or a crown if he come himself with it it is well Welcome welcome Jesus what way soever thou come if we can get a sight of thee sure I am it is better to be sick providing Christ come to the bed-side draw the curtains say Courage I am thy salvatioÌ„ theÌ„ to enjoy health being lustie strong never to be visited of God Worthy de aâ— Lady in the strength of Christ fight overcome Ye are now your alone but ye may have for the seeking three alwayes in your company the Father Son Holy Spirit I trust they are near you Ye are now deprived of the comfort of a lively Ministery so was Israel in their captivity yet hear God's promise to them Ezek. 11 16. Therefore say Thus saith the Lord God Although I have cast them far off among the heat eâ— although I have scattered them among the countreys yet will be to them as a little Sanctuary in the countreys where they shall come Behold a Sanctuary for a Sanctuary God himself in the place room of the Temple of Ierusalem I trust in God carrying this Temple about with you ye shall see Iehovah's beauty in his house We are in great fears of a great fearfull trial to come upon the Kirk of God For these who would build their houses nests upon the ashes of mourning Ierusalem have drawn our King upon hard langerous conclusions against such as are termed Puritans for the rooting of them out Our Prelats the Lord take the keyes of his house from these bastard-porters assure us that for such as will not conforâ— there is nothing but Imprisonment Deprivationâ— The Spouse of Jesus will ever be in the fire but I trust in my God she shall not consume because of the good-will of him who dwelleth in the buâ—h for he dwelleth in it with good will All sort of crying sins without controlment abound in our Land 〈◊〉 the glory of the Lord is departing from Israel the Lord is looking back over his shoulder to see if any will say Lord tarry no man requesteth him to stay Corrupt false doctrine is openly preached by the Idol-shepherds of the Land For myself I have daily griefs through the disobedience unto contempt of the word of God I was summoned before the High Commission by a profligate person in this Parish convicted of incest in the business Mr Alexander Colvill for respect to your La was my great friend wrote a most kinde letter to me The Lord give him mercy in that day Upon the day of my compearance the sea winds refused to give passage to the Bishop of St Andrews I intreat you La thank Mr Alexander Colvill with two lines of a letter My wife now after long disease torment for the space of a year moneth is departed this life the Lord hath done it blessed be his name I have been diseased of a fever tertian for the space of thirteen weeks am yet in that sickness so that I preach but once on the sabbath with great difficulty I am not able either to visite or examine the Congregation The Lord Jesus be with your spirit Anwoth 26. June 1630. Your La at all obedience S. R. To my Lady KENMURE 9. MADAM HAving saluted you in the Lord Jesus I thought it my duty having the occasion of this bearer to write again unto your La though I have no new purpose but what I wrote of before Yet ye cannot be too often awakned to go forward towards your city since your way is long and for any thing ye know your day is short your Lord requireth of you as ye advance in years steal forward insensibly towards eternity that your saith may grow and ripen for the Lords harvest for the great husband-man giveth a season to his fruits that they may come to maturitie having gotten their fill of the tree they may then be shaken gathered in for his use whereas the wicked rot upon the tree their branch shall not be green Job 15. 32. 33. He shall shake off his unripe grapes as the vine and shall cast oft his flower as the olive It is God's mercy to you â—adam that 〈◊〉 giveth you your fill even to loathing of this bitter world that ye may willingly leave it like a full and satisfied banquetter long for the drawing of the table and at last having trampled under your feet all the â—otten pleasure that are under un Moon and having rejoyced as though ye rejoyced not and having bought as though ye possessed not 1 Cor. 7. 30. Ye may like an old crazie ship arrive at your Lord's harbour be made welcome as one of these who have ever had one foot loose from this earth longing for that place where your soul shall feast banquet for ever ever upon a gloriouâ— sight of the incomprehensible Trinity where ye shall see the fair face of the man Christ even the beautifull face that was once for your cause more marred then any of the visages of the sons of men Isa 52 14. And was all covered with spitting blood Be content to wade through the waters betwixt you glory with Him holding his hand fast for he knoweth all the foords Howbeit ye may be duckt yet ye cannot drown being in his company ye may all the way to glory see the way bedewed with his blood who is the fore-runner be not afraid therefore when ye come even to the black swelling river of death to put in your foot wade after him the current how strong soever cannot carry you down the water to Hell the Son of God his death resurrection are stepping-stones a stay to you set down your feet by faith upon these stones goe through as on dry land If ye knew what he is preparing for you ye would be too glad he will not it may be give you a full-draught till ye come up to the well-head and drink yea drink abundantly of the pure river of the water of Life that proceedeth out from the Throne of God and from the Lamb. Rev. 22 1. Madam â—tire not weary not I dare finde you the Son of God caution when ye are got up thither and have casten your eyes to
life 1 Ioh. 1 2 3. hath been declared to you Thousands of thousands walking in that light that good old way have gone to heaven are now before the throne Truth is but one hath no numbers Christ Antichrist are both now in the camp are come to open blowes Christ's poor ship saileth in a sea of blood the passengers are so sea-sick of a high fever that they miscall one another Christ I hope shall bring the broken bark to land I had rather swim for life death on an old plank or a brokeÌ„ board to land with Christ then enjoy the rotten peace we have hitherto had It is like the Lord will take a severe course with us to cause the children of the family agree together I conceive that Christ hath a great designe of free grace to these Lands but his wheels must move over mountains rocks He never yet wooed a Bride on earth but in blood in fire in the wilderness A cross of our own chusing honeyed sugared with consolations we cannot have I think not much of a cross when all the children of the house weep with me for me to suffer when we enjoy the communion of Saints is not much but it is hard when Saints rejoyce in the suffering of Saints redeemed ones hurt yea even goe nigh to hate redeemed ones I confess I imagined there had no more been such an affliction on earth or in the world then that one elect Angel should fight against another but for contempt of the communion of Saints we have need of new-born crosses scarce ever heard of before the saints are not Christ there is no misjudging in him there is much in us a doubt it is if we shall have fully one heart till we enjoy one heaven our star-light hideth us from our selves hideth us one from another Christ from us all but he will not be hidden from us I shall wish that all the sons of our father in that Land be of one minde that they be not shaken nor moved from the Truth once received Christ was in that Gospel Christ is the same now that he was in the Prelates time That Gospel cannot sink it will make you free bear you out Christ the subject of it is the chosen of God cometh from Bozrah with garments dyed in blood Ireland Scotland both must be his field in which he shall feed gather lilies suppose which yet is impossible that some had an eternity of Christ in Ireland a sweet summer of the Gospel a feast of fat things for evermore in Ireland one should never come to heaven it should be a desirable life the King's spikenard Christ's perfume his apples of love his oyntments even down in this lower house of clay are a choice heaven O what then is the King in his own land where there is such a throne so many Kings palaces ten thousand thousands of crowns of glory that want heads yet to fill them O so much leisure as shall be there to sing O such a tree as groweth there in the midst of that paradise where the inhabitants sing eternally under it's branches To look in at a window see the branches burdened with the apples of life to be the last man that shall come in thither were too much for me I pray you remember me to the Christians there remember our private Covenant Grace be with you London April 17. 1646. Your friend in the Lord Iesus S. R. To EARLESTOWN Elder 54 Sir I Know ye have learned long agoe ere I knew any thing of Christ that if we had the Cross at our own election we would either have law-surety for freedom from it or then we would have it honeyed sugared with comforts so as the sweet should over-master the gall wormwood Christ knoweth how to breed the sons of his house ye will give him leave to take his own way of dispensation with you though it be rough forgive him he defieth you to have as much patience to him as he hath born to you I am sure there cannot a dram-weight of gall be less in your cup ye would not desire he sould both afflict you hurt your soul. When his people cannot have a Providence of silk roses they must be content with such an one as he carveth out for them ye would not goe to heaven but with company ye may perceive that the way of these who went before you was through blood sufferings many afflictions Nay Christ the Captain went in over the door-threshold of Paradise bleeding to death I doe not think but ye have learned to stoop though ye as others be naturally stiff that ye have found that the apples sweet fruits which grow on that crabbed tree of the Cross are as sweet as it is so â—re to bear it especially considering that Christ hath born the whole compleat Cross his Saints bear but bits chipes as the Apostle saith The remnants or leavings of the Cross. I Judge you ten thousand times happy that ever ye was Grace's debter for certainly Christ hath ingaged you over head ears to free Grace take the debt with you to Eternity Immanuel's highest land where ye finde before you a house-full of Christ's everlasting debters the less shame to you Yea this lower Kingdom of Grace is but Christ's Hospital Guest-house of sick folks whom the brave noble Physician Christ hath cured upon a venture of life death And if ye be near the water-side as I know ye are all that I can say is this Sir that I feel by the smell of that land which is before you that it 's a goodly Countrey it is well payed-for to your hand he is before you who will heartily welcome you O to suck these breasts of full consolation above to drink Christ's new wine up in his father's house is some greater matter then is beleeved since it was brewed from eternity for the head of the house so many thousand crowned Kings Rubs in the way where the lodging is so good are not much He that brought again from the dead the great Shepherd of the sheep by the blood of the eternal Covenant establish you to the end London May 15. 1646. Your friend and servant in Christ Iesus S. R. To his reverend worthy Brother Mr G. GILLESPIE 55 Reverend dear Brother I Cannot speak to you the way ye know the passage is free not stopped the print of the footsteps of the fore-runner is clear manifest many have gone before you Ye will not sleep long in the dust before the day break it is a far shorter piece of the hinder-end of the night to you then to Abraham Moses beside all the time of their bodies resting under curruption it is as long yet to their day as to your morning light of awaking