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my_o vein_n be_v dry_v up_o and_o my_o hart_n the_o source_n be_v quite_o drayn_v my_o jaw_n be_v hoarse_a with_o cry_v and_o scarce_o now_o be_v there_o so_o much_o breath_n leave_v in_o my_o body_n as_o to_o give_v thou_o this_o short_a account_n of_o myself_o and_o my_o embassy_n in_o say_v consummatum_fw-la est_fw-la and_o so_o deliver_v up_o my_o soul_n or_o life_n into_o thy_o holy_a hand_n 31._o ah_o my_o soul_n my_o soul_n what_o have_v we_o see_v and_o hear_v and_o what_o do_v we_o now_o hear_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v ready_a to_o be_v give_v up_o for_o thy_o sin_n whither_o whither_o have_v thy_o misery_n and_o malice_n together_o with_o his_o mercy_n and_o charity_n lead_v thy_o lord_n and_o thou_o thy_o malice_n have_v run_v with_o a_o stiff_a neck_n into_o a_o land_n of_o huge_a disproportion_n and_o his_o mercy_n hang_v upon_o the_o cross_n with_o a_o humble_a head_n bow_v down_o to_o receive_v thou_o home_o with_o a_o kiss_n of_o peace_n thy_o malice_n 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preach_v and_o practise_v all_o sort_n of_o virtue_n to_o have_v sweat_n blood_n to_o have_v be_v betray_v take_v bind_v scourge_v crown_v calumniate_v condemn_v to_o a_o most_o shameful_a death_n nail_v to_o a_o most_o infamous_a cross_n but_o he_o will_v also_o stay_v there_o till_o the_o consummation_n of_o all_o to_o the_o last_o drop_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n to_o the_o last_o breath_n of_o his_o body_n till_o he_o have_v yield_v up_o his_o ghost_n into_o his_o heavenly_a father_n hand_n 33._o nor_o be_v it_o enough_o for_o we_o christian_n to_o begin_v well_o to_o run_v prosperous_o for_o a_o time_n to_o live_v in_o humility_n poverty_n and_o abjection_n to_o watch_v to_o fast_o to_o pray_v to_o practice_v religious_a discipline_n it_o be_v to_o final_a perseverance_n salvation_n be_v promise_v it_o be_v to_o the_o consummation_n or_o end_n of_o the_o work_n the_o crown_n be_v give_v look_v then_o upon_o the_o author_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o consummatour_n jesus_n be_v 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