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A13678 The following of Christ translated out of Latin into Englishe, newlie corrected and amended. VVherento also is added the golden epistle of Sainct Bernarde. And nowe lastelie the rules of a Christian lyfe, made by Iohn Picus the elder earle of Mirandula.; Imitatio Christi. English. Cyprian, Saint, d. 304. [Swete and devoute sermon of mortalitie of man]. aut; Whitford, Richard, fl. 1495-1555?; Elyot, Thomas, Sir, 1490?-1546.; Bernard, of Clairvaux, Saint, 1090 or 91-1153. Epistola de perfectione vitae. English. aut; Pico della Mirandola, Giovanni, 1463-1494. Regulae duodecim portim excitantes portim dirigentes hominem in pugna spirituali. English.; Thomas, à Kempis, 1380-1471, attributed name. 1585 (1585) STC 23968; ESTC S103013 152,704 352

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not_o in_o myself_o nor_o in_o nothing_o else_o beside_o the●_n for_o thou_o lord_n be_v my_o gladness_n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n my_o crown_n my_o joy_n and_o all_o my_o honour_n what_o have_v thy_o servant_n but_o that_o he_o have_v of_o thou_o and_o that_o without_o his_o desert_n all_o thing_n be_v thou_o and_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o have_v be_v in_o trouble_n &_o in_o pain_n ever_o from_o my_o youth_n and_o my_o soul_n have_v be_v in_o great_a heaviness_n with_o weep_v and_o tear_n and_o sometime_o it_o have_v be_v trouble_v in_o itself_o through_o manifold_a passion_n that_o come_v of_o the_o world_n and_o of_o the_o flesh_n wherefore_o lord_n i_o desire_v that_o i_o may_v have_v of_o thou_o the_o joy_n of_o inward_a peace_n and_o i_o ask_v the_o rest_n of_o thy_o choose_a child_n that_o be_v feed_v and_o nourish_v of_o thou_o in_o the_o light_n of_o heavenly_a comfort_n but_o without_o thy_o help_n i_o can_v not_o come_v thereto_o if_o thou_o lord_n geve_v peace_n or_o if_o thou_o geve_v inward_a joy_n my_o soul_n shall_v be_v anon_o full_a of_o heavenlye_a melody_n and_o be_v devoute_a and_o fervent_a in_o thy_o laudes_fw-la and_o praysing_n but_o if_o thou_o withdraw_v thyself_o from_o i_o as_o thou_o haste_v sometime_o do_v then_o may_v not_o thy_o servant_n run_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n as_o he_o do_v first_o but_o then_o he_o be_v compel_v to_o bow_v his_o knee_n and_o knock_v his_o breast_n for_o it_o be_v not_o with_o he_o as_o it_o be_v before_o when_o the_o lantern_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a presence_n shine_v upon_o his_o head_n and_o that_o he_o be_v defend_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o
like_a to_o man_n fable_n for_o they_o be_v in_o themselves_o soothfast_a &_o true_a but_o what_o have_v i_o do_v lord_n that_o thou_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o geve_v i_o any_o heavenly_a consolation_n i_o know_v not_o that_o i_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n well_o as_o i_o shall_v have_v do_v but_o that_o i_o have_v be_v prone_a and_o ready_a to_o sin_n and_o slow_a to_o amendment_n this_o be_v true_a and_o i_o can_v not_o deny_v it_o for_o if_o i_o will_v deny_v it_o thou_o shall_v stand_v against_o i_o and_o no_o man_n may_v defend_v i_o what_o have_v i_o then_o deserve_v but_o hell_n and_o everlasting_a fire_n i_o confess_v for_o truth_n that_o i_o be_o worthy_a in_o this_o world_n of_o shame_n and_o despite_n and_o that_o it_o become_v not_o i_o to_o be_v conversant_a with_o devout_a people_n and_o though_o it_o be_v grievous_a to_o i_o to_o say_v thus_o yet_o since_o the_o truth_n be_v so_o i_o will_v confess_v the_o truth_n as_o it_o be_v and_o open_o will_v reprove_v myself_o of_o my_o defaulte_n that_o i_o may_v the_o rather_o obtain_v of_o thou_o mercy_n &_o forgevenes_n but_o what_o may_v i_o then_o say_v lord_n that_o thus_o be_o guilty_a and_o full_a of_o confusion_n true_o i_o have_v no_o mouth_n nor_o tongue_n to_o speak_v but_o only_o this_o word_n i_o have_v sin_v lord_n i_o have_v sin_v have_v mercy_n on_o i_o forgeve_v i_o and_o forget_v my_o trespass_n suffer_v i_o a_o little_a that_o i_o may_v weep_v &_o wail_v my_o sin_n or_o that_o i_o pass_v hence_o to_o the_o land_n of_o darkness_n cover_v with_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n and_o what_o do_v thou_o lord_n ask_v most_o of_o such_o a_o wretched_a sinner_n but_o that_o he_o be_v contrite_a and_o meeken_fw-ge himself_o for_o his_o sin_n for_o in_o true_a contrition_n &_o meekness_n of_o heart_n be_v find_v the_o very_a hope_n of_o forgevenes_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o trouble_a conscience_n be_v thereby_o clear_v and_o the_o grace_n before_o lose_v be_v recover_v again_o man_n also_o be_v thereby_o defend_v from_o the_o wrath_n to_o come_v &_o almighty_a god_n and_o the_o penitent_a soul_n meet_v love_o together_o in_o holy_a kissinge_n of_o heavenlye_a love_n a_o meek_a contrition_n of_o heart_n be_v to_o thou_o lord_n a_o right_a acceptable_a sacrifice_n more_o sweet_o savouringe_v in_o thy_o sight_n then_o burning_a incense_n it_o be_v also_o the_o precious_a ointment_n that_o thou_o will_v shall_v be_v shed_v upon_o thy_o bless_a foot_n for_o a_o meek_a and_o contrite_a heart_n thou_o never_o despise_v this_o contrition_n be_v the_o place_n of_o refuge_n from_o the_o dread_n and_o wrath_n of_o the_o enemy_n and_o thereby_o be_v wash_v &_o cleanse_v whatsoever_o be_v before_o misdo_v or_o that_o be_v defile_v through_o sin_n in_o any_o manner_n that_o grace_n will_v not_o be_v mix_v with_o love_n of_o world_o thing_n the_o .58_o chapter_n my_o son_n grace_n be_v a_o precious_a thing_n and_o will_v not_o be_v mix_v with_o any_o private_a love_n nor_o with_o worldly_a comfort_n it_o behove_v thou_o therefore_o to_o cast_v away_o all_o let_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o will_v have_v the_o gracious_a gift_n thereof_o those_o therefore_o a_o secret_a place_n and_o love_n to_o be_v alone_o and_o keep_v thou_o from_o hear_v of_o vain_a tale_n and_o fable_n and_o offer_v to_o god_n devout_a prayer_n and_o pray_v hearty_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v a_o contrite_a hart_n and_o a_o pure_a conscience_n think_v all_o the_o world_n as_o naught_o and_o prefer_v my_o service_n before_o all_o other_o thing_n for_o thou_o may_v not_o have_v mind_n on_o i_o and_o therewithal_o delight_v thou_o in_o transitory_a pleasure_n it_o behove_v thou_o therefore_o to_o withdraw_v thou_o from_o thy_o dear_a friend_n and_o from_o all_o thy_o acquaintance_n and_o to_o sequester_v thy_o mind_n whole_o from_o the_o inordinate_a desire_n of_o all_o worldly_a comfort_n as_o much_o as_o thou_o may_v thus_o pray_v saint_n peter_n that_o all_o christien_n people_n may_v hold_v themselves_o as_o stranger_n and_o as_o pilgrim_n upon_o earth_n for_o than_o they_o shall_v not_o set_v but_o little_a price_n by_o the_o comfort_n thereof_o o_o how_o suce_fw-la a_o trust_n shall_v it_o be_v to_o a_o man_n at_o his_o depart_n out_o of_o this_o world_n to_o feel_v inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n that_o no_o worldly_a love_n nor_o yet_o the_o affection_n of_o no_o pass_v or_o transitory_a thing_n have_v any_o rule_n in_o he_o but_o a_o weak_a feeble_a person_n new_o turn_v to_o god_n may_v not_o so_o light_o have_v his_o hart_n sever_v from_o earthly_a like_n nor_o the_o beastly_a man_n know_v not_o the_o freedom_n of_o a_o man_n that_o be_v inward_o turn_v to_o god_n and_o therefore_o if_o a_o man_n will_v perfect_o be_v spiritual_a and_o ghostly_a he_o must_v aswell_o renounce_v stranger_n as_o kinsfolk_n and_o special_o before_o all_o other_o that_o he_o be_v most_o ware_a of_o himself_o for_o if_o he_o overcome_v himself_o perfect_o he_o shall_v the_o soon_o overcome_v all_o other_o 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reprove_v so_o glad_a in_o prosperity_n so_o feeble_a in_o adversity_n so_o oft_o purposinge_v many_o good_a thing_n and_o so_o seldom_o bringinge_v they_o to_o effect_n and_o when_o thou_o haste_v thus_o confess_v and_o be_v weep_v all_o these_o default_n and_o such_o other_o like_a in_o thou_o with_o great_a sorrow_n and_o displeasure_n of_o thy_o own_o fraylenes_n set_v thou_o then_o in_o a_o full_a purpose_n to_o amend_v thy_o life_n and_o to_o profit_v always_o from_o better_a to_o better_o and_o then_o with_o a_o full_a resigninge_n and_o a_o whole_a will_v offer_v thyself_o into_o the_o honour_n of_o my_o name_n in_o the_o altar_n of_o thy_o hart_n as_o sacrifice_v to_o i_o that_o be_v to_o say_v faithful_o committinge_n to_o i_o both_o thy_o body_n and_o soul_n so_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v worthy_a to_o offer_v to_o i_o this_o high_a sacrifice_n and_o to_o receyve_v healthfullie_o the_o sacrament_n of_o my_o holy_a body_n for_o there_o be_v no_o oblation_n more_o worthy_a nor_o satisfaction_n great_a to_o put_v away_o sin_n than_o a_o man_n to_o offer_v himself_o pure_o and_o whole_o to_o god_n with_o the_o offer_v of_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n in_o mass_n and_o in_o holy_a communion_n if_o a_o man_n do_v that_o in_o he_o be_v and_o be_v true_o penitent_a as_o oft_o as_o he_o come_v to_o i_o for_o grace_n and_o forgiveness_n i_o be_o the_o lord_n that_o say_v i_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o be_v convert_v to_o live_v and_o i_o shall_v no_o more_o remember_v his_o sin_n but_o they_o all_o shall_v be_v forgeven_v and_o pardon_v unto_o he_o of_o the_o oblation_n of_o christ_n on_o the_o cross_n and_o of_o a_o full_a forsake_v of_o ourself_o the_o 8._o chapter_n our_o lord_n jesus_n say_v to_o his_o servant_n thus_o as_o i_o hang_v all_o naked_a with_o my_o arm_n spread_v abroad_o upon_o the_o cross_n offer_v myself_o to_o god_n the_o father_n for_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o nothing_o remain_v in_o i_o but_o 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