of_o my_o death_n obtain_v for_o i_o wretched_a sinner_n confidence_n in_o his_o mercy_n which_o be_v as_o thou_o know_v above_o all_o his_o work_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o love_v but_o he_o be_v worthy_a of_o all_o love_n and_o adoration_n i_o can_v without_o great_a joy_n remember_v these_o follow_a word_n of_o the_o prophet_n i_o say_v hope_v his_o goodness_n will_v for_o his_o own_o sake_n give_v i_o leave_v to_o apply_v they_o to_o i_o poor_a and_o sinful_a soul_n though_o i_o deserve_v nothing_o of_o myself_n never_o have_v do_v he_o any_o faithful_a service_n in_o all_o my_o life_n chap_n 43._o v._n 1._o and_o now_o thus_o say_v our_o lord_n that_o create_v thou_o and_o form_v thou_o fear_v not_o because_o i_o have_v redeem_v thou_o and_o call_v thou_o by_o thy_o name_n thou_o be_v i_o 2._o when_o thou_o shall_v pass_v through_o the_o water_n i_o will_v be_v with_o thou_o and_o the_o flood_n shall_v not_o cover_v thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v walk_v in_o fire_n thou_o shall_v not_o be_v â—uâ—ned_v and_o the_o flame_n shall_v not_o â—urn_v inâ—_n thou_o o_o bless_a saint_n make_v intercession_n for_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v confident_a in_o he_o who_o thus_o abound_v with_o mercy_n amen_n 3._o because_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n thy_o saviour_n 4._o since_o thou_o become_v honourable_a in_o my_o eye_n and_o glorious_a i_o have_v love_v thou_o 5._o fear_v not_o because_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o 6._o and_o every_o one_o that_o invocate_v my_o name_n for_o my_o glory_n i_o have_v create_v he_o form_v he_o and_o make_v he_o 8._o bring_v forth_o the_o blind_a people_n and_o have_v eye_n the_o deaf_a and_o he_o that_o â—ath_v ear_n 9_o let_v they_o give_v their_o witness_n &_o be_v justify_v 10._o in_o very_a deed_n you_o be_v my_o witness_n say_v our_o lord_n and_o my_o servant_n who_o i_o have_v choose_v that_o you_o may_v know_v and_o believe_v i_o and_o understand_v that_o i_o myself_o be_o 11._o i_o be_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n and_o there_o be_v no_o saviour_n beside_o i_o and_o there_o be_v not_o that_o can_v deliver_v out_o of_o my_o hand_n 16._o thou_o say_v our_o lord_n that_o give_v away_o in_o the_o sea_n and_o a_o paâ—h_n in_o the_o uâ—hâ—menâ—_a water_n 18._o remember_v not_o former_a thing_n and_o look_v not_o on_o thing_n of_o old_a i_o be_o he_o that_o take_v clean_o away_o thy_o iniquity_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n and_o i_o will_v not_o remember_v thy_o sin_n 26._o bring_v i_o into_o remembrance_n and_o let_v we_o be_v judge_v together_o tell_v i_o if_o thou_o â—ave_n any_o thing_n that_o may_v be_v justify_v hethertho_n the_o word_n of_o the_o prophet_n i_o say_v s._n john_n 2._o v_o 12._o i_o write_v to_o you_o little_a child_n because_o your_o sin_n be_v forgive_v you_o for_o his_o name_n and_o now_o my_o child_n abide_v in_o he_o that_o when_o he_o shall_v appear_v we_o may_v have_v confidence_n and_o not_o be_v confound_v of_o he_o in_o his_o come_n my_o dear_a believe_v not_o every_o spirit_n and_o every_o spirit_n that_o dissolve_v jesus_n be_v not_o of_o god_n fear_n be_v not_o charity_n but_o perfect_a charity_n cast_v out_o fear_n let_v we_o therefore_o love_n god_n because_o god_n love_v us._n this_o be_v the_o charity_n of_o god_n that_o we_o keep_v his_o commandment_n and_o his_o commandment_n be_v not_o beauty_n o_o infinite_a goodness_n who_o be_v charity_n it-self_n pour_v thy_o grace_n abundant_o into_o my_o poor_a foul_a i_o invoke_v thou_o my_o god_n by_o the_o merit_n and_o intercession_n of_o all_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n and_o servant_n on_o earth_n to_o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o now_o in_o this_o my_o last_o extremity_n al_n i_o desire_n be_v that_o in_o life_n and_o death_n i_o may_v be_v dispose_v of_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o tâ—y_n most_o abundant_a mercy_n a_o fountain_n never_o draw_v dryâ—_n all_o my_o joy_n be_v in_o that_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o that_o i_o be_o at_o thy_o dispose_n though_o i_o be_o poor_a in_o all_o vertnes_n yet_o i_o be_o confident_a to_o be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o merit_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n which_o thou_o liberal_o bestow_v according_a to_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n o_o be_v thou_o bless_v in_o all_o thou_o dispose_v o_o my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o i_o desire_v into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o amen_n the_o most_o learned_a of_o d._n s._n augustin_n say_v aiâ—_n eruditissimus_fw-la doctorum_fw-la augustinus_n o_o eternal_a truth_n and_o true_a charity_n and_o o_o aeterna_fw-la veritas_fw-la &_o vera_fw-la charitas_fw-la dear_a eternity_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n to_o thou_o &_o chara_fw-la eteruitas_fw-la tu_fw-la es_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la i_o suspire_v day_n and_o night_n this_o be_v that_o sublive_a tibi_fw-la suspiro_fw-la die_fw-la ac_fw-la nocte_fw-la hic_fw-la est_fw-la sublimis_fw-la ille_fw-la contemplative_a augustine_n contemplator_n augustinus_n cvius_fw-la cor_fw-la charitas_fw-la christi_fw-la vulneraveraâ—_n who_o hart_n the_o charity_n of_o christ_n have_v wound_v o_o my_o dear_a saâ—nt_n who_o great_a humility_n i_o can_v never_o to_o much_o praise_n and_o admire_v pray_v for_o she_o to_o who_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o her_o great_a affliction_n and_o misery_n even_o as_o a_o father_n and_o mother_n for_o which_o be_v exhibit_v honowr_n to_o thou_o by_o the_o most_o sweet_a hart_n of_o jesus_n our_o saviour_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n by_o which_o and_o from_o which_o do_v most_o abundant_a sweetness_n flow_v to_o all_o the_o elect_a in_o the_o power_n that_o he_o give_v thou_o be_v one_o by_o who_o he_o bind_v and_o loose_v sinner_n give_v a_o abundant_a benediction_n to_o thy_o poor_a servant_n and_o beg_v of_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v never_o seek_v or_o intend_v any_o thing_n for_o time_n or_o eternity_n but_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o that_o i_o may_v so_o humble_a and_o subject_v myself_o under_o his_o mighty_a hand_n thaâ—_n for_o his_o love_n i_o may_v willing_o submit_v myself_n in_o what_o manner_n he_o please_v to_o all_o creature_n let_v i_o commit_v and_o commend_v myself_n to_o thy_o protection_n who_o be_v a_o careful_a receiver_n of_o all_o my_o petition_n and_o who_o art_n one_o who_o in_o a_o most_o particular_a manner_n godâ—_n have_v give_v i_o confidence_n in_o in_o all_o â—he_n necessity_n wherein_o my_o soul_n do_v stand_v need_n of_o a_o advocate_n and_o friend_n o_o happy_a change_n to_o leave_v all_o friend_n on_o earth_n to_o find_v the_o more_o certaiu_fw-la &_o assure_a friend_n and_o intercessor_n in_o heaven_n who_o be_v never_o absent_a never_o uncertain_a nor_o ever_o do_v they_o fail_v as_o those_o in_o this_o world_n be_v subject_a to_o do_v be_v therefore_o mindful_a of_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o in_o my_o life_n &_o also_o in_o my_o last_o extremity_n and_o remember_v that_o when_o affright_v with_o the_o multitude_n and_o greivoush_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o imperfection_n i_o dare_v scarce_o cast_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o heaven_n or_o call_v upon_o god_n and_o his_o bless_a mother_n who_o may_v just_o disdain_v so_o ungrateful_a and_o contemptible_a a_o creature_n yet_o by_o thy_o mean_n and_o be_v incouradge_v by_o thy_o example_n and_o read_v thy_o life_n and_o book_n so_o full_o of_o conâ—idence_n and_o sweetness_n i_o find_v my_o hart_n lighten_v and_o my_o spirit_n refresh_v and_o my_o soul_n exceed_o comfort_v find_v in_o thou_o and_o by_o thou_o express_v what_o a_o good_a god_n we_o have_v and_o that_o as_o his_o mercy_n be_v above_o all_o his_o work_n so_o he_o be_v able_a to_o forgive_v more_o than_o we_o can_v offend_v thou_o know_v thy_o very_a name_n when_o i_o be_o sad_a and_o afflict_a do_v refresh_v i_o to_o behold_v it_o and_o seem_v to_o smile_v upon_o i_o in_o my_o misery_n assure_v i_o of_o â—hy_a help_n in_o all_o my_o soul_n stand_v need_n of_o thou_o in_o this_o my_o pilgrimage_n and_o ban_v shment_n from_o my_o god_n who_o be_v my_o only_a love_n life_n desire_n and_o all_o my_o happiness_n tâ—_n who_o for_o ever_o be_v all_o glory_n honour_n anâ—_n adoration_n by_o all_o as_o well_o on_o earth_n as_o in_o heaven_n and_o who_o by_o his_o sweet_a mercy_n and_o thy_o intercession_n i_o desire_v and_o hope_n to_o love_n and_o sâ—rue_a for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n omnes_fw-la qui_fw-la habebant_fw-la infirâ—os_fw-la ducebant_fw-la ill_n ad_fw-la jesum_fw-la &_o sanabaâ—â—ur_n 4.40_o all_o that_o have_v disease_v bring_v thâ—m_n to_o jesus_n and_o they_o be_v curedâ—_n to_o who_o therefore_o shall_v i_o fly_v in_o my_o manifold_a infirmity_n but_o to_o thou_o my_o jesus_n my_o goâ—_n and_o my_o saviour_n who_o be_v worthy_a oâ—_n our_o love_n our_o thought_n our_o heart_n and_o our_o soul_n but_o
this_o be_v not_o the_o practice_n of_o saint_n who_o yet_o sound_n often_o great_a opposition_n and_o mortification_n by_o mean_n of_o superiors_n which_o they_o bear_v patient_o and_o obey_v still_o out_o of_o a_o internalâ—egard_n â—egard_z of_o thou_o in_o their_o soul_n all_o turn_v to_o their_o great_a advancement_n in_o â—hy_a love_n and_o their_o superior_n at_o last_o â—y_a thy_o help_n concur_v to_o that_o which_o â—hey_n desire_v so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n who_o have_v dispose_v of_o all_o thing_n in_o order_n and_o justice_n and_o nothing_o can_v be_v well_o do_v but_o that_o we_o do_v out_o of_o a_o internal_a light_n from_o thou_o and_o out_o of_o obedience_n to_o thou_o to_o who_o obedience_n be_v due_a in_o all_o thing_n whatsoever_o thou_o have_v set_v a_o order_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o every_o thing_n as_o it_o be_v ordain_v by_o thou_o will_v concur_v to_o a_o most_o heavenly_a harmony_n but_o corrupt_v thy_o meaning_n all_o thing_n be_v out_o of_o order_n and_o peace_n on_o all_o side_n be_v disturb_v o_o how_o happy_a be_v they_o who_o soul_n be_v in_o a_o right_a way_n to_o hear_v and_o follow_v thy_o will_n and_o who_o do_v nothing_o without_o consult_v with_o thou_o in_o their_o soul_n give_v that_o to_o god_n which_o be_v only_a god_n own_o and_o to_o caesar_n that_o which_o be_v due_a to_o caesar_n for_o god_n for_o both_o these_o obedience_n be_v necessary_a to_o make_v a_o true_a spiritual_a life_n for_o in_o vain_a do_v we_o give_v to_o thou_o if_o we_o deny_v obedience_n to_o they_o who_o be_v set_v over_o we_o by_o thou_o and_o also_o in_o vain_a be_v it_o to_o please_v and_o have_v the_o favour_n of_o our_o superior_n if_o we_o internal_o neglect_v to_o have_v in_o all_o thing_n relation_n to_o thou_o from_o both_o these_o error_n deliver_v i_o ☜_o i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v a_o peaceful_a habitation_n for_o thou_o let_v i_o humble_o behave_v myself_n towards_o all_o and_o let_v i_o not_o measure_v my_o case_n before_o thou_o by_o the_o opinion_n my_o superior_n and_o sister_n have_v of_o i_o for_o they_o may_v applaud_v i_o and_o yet_o it_o may_v stand_v ill_a with_o i_o before_o thou_o and_o they_o may_v take_v all_o in_o another_o worse_a sense_n than_o thou_o know_v i_o mean_v it_o and_o that_o just_o and_o yet_o it_o may_v go_v well_o between_o thy_o goodness_n and_o i_o through_o thy_o abound_v mercy_n the_o xliv_o confession_n o_o how_o happy_a be_v those_o soul_n who_o love_v nothing_o but_o thou_o very_o there_o be_v so_o little_a stability_n in_o all_o thing_n but_o in_o thou_o that_o it_o be_v a_o strange_a thing_n that_o we_o shall_v live_v so_o miserable_a life_n thou_o offer_v we_o a_o most_o peaceful_a and_o quiet_a life_n if_o we_o will_v but_o seek_v thou_o alone_o who_o be_v more_o present_a to_o we_o than_o we_o be_v to_o ourselves_o and_o by_o thou_o our_o soul_n do_v live_v more_o than_o our_o body_n do_v by_o our_o soul_n those_o that_o possess_v thou_o have_v all_o thing_n and_o those_o who_o want_v thou_o if_o they_o have_v all_o the_o world_n can_v afford_v do_v yet_o indeed_o possess_v nothing_o if_o we_o desire_v to_o love_v where_o our_o love_n may_v not_o be_v lose_v what_o shall_v we_o love_v but_o thou_o whâ—_n have_v say_v 9_o sicut_fw-la dilexit_fw-la i_o pater_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la dilexi_fw-la vos_fw-la as_o my_o father_n love_v i_o so_o have_v i_o love_v you_o do_v we_o not_o therefore_o well_o deserve_v to_o live_v in_o all_o perplexity_n and_o misery_n if_o we_o do_v not_o leave_v to_o love_v all_o other_o thing_n to_o set_v our_o whole_a love_n upon_o thou_o â—ho_fw-mi have_v make_v we_o such_o sweet_a promise_n yea_o let_v we_o hear_v what_o thou_o do_v further_o add_v 5._o qui_fw-la maneâ—_n in_o i_o &_o ego_fw-la in_o eo_fw-la hic_fw-la fert_fw-la fructum_fw-la multum_fw-la who_o remain_v in_o i_o and_o i_o in_o he_o bring_v forth_o much_o fruit_n o_o let_v i_o be_v remain_v in_o thou_o and_o then_o let_v all_o the_o world_n be_v against_o i_o i_o desir_n not_o my_o god_n by_o any_o particular_a favour_n in_o this_o life_n to_o be_v more_o certain_a of_o thou_o but_o i_o do_v beg_v of_o thou_o that_o by_o true_a humility_n obedience_n and_o patience_n i_o may_v be_v more_o confirm_v in_o thou_o by_o true_a love_n only_o in_o simple_a faith_n ☜_o in_o all_o desolation_n cross_n pain_n disgrace_n misery_n adhere_v to_o thou_o the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o not_o rest_v in_o any_o gift_n or_o grace_n of_o thou_o whatsoever_o that_o i_o may_v at_o last_o for_o thy_o oâ—n_a sake_n find_v favour_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n notwirhstand_v my_o sin_n and_o ignorances_n in_o which_o i_o have_v hitherto_o live_v for_o whieh_a thy_o mercy_n oâ—_n forgive_a they_o i_o be_v thou_o for_o ever_o bless_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o thy_o creature_n amen_n amen_n the_o xlv_o confession_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n to_o who_o upon_o all_o occasion_n i_o most_o unworthy_a with_o thy_o leave_n presume_v to_o speak_v and_o ask_v question_n in_o my_o simple_a manner_n open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v know_v and_o understand_v thy_o will_n and_o law_n and_o grace_n to_o perform_v they_o to_o thy_o honour_n thou_o my_o god_n who_o be_v more_o mine_n than_o i_o be_o i_o own_o do_v not_o reject_v i_o speak_v and_o write_v to_o thou_o for_o what_o do_v i_o desir_n or_o wish_v but_o thou_o or_o what_o be_v all_o thing_n to_o i_o without_o thou_o sure_o nothing_o for_o thou_o have_v show_v i_o through_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n and_o grace_n without_o any_o desert_n of_o my_o own_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v vanity_n but_o to_o love_n and_o please_v thou_o which_o i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v do_v with_o all_o the_o force_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o soul._n for_o true_o there_o be_v no_o true_a peace_n or_o comfort_v out_o of_o thou_o let_v i_o therefore_o know_v myself_n and_o know_v thou_o that_o in_o all_o i_o may_v praise_v and_o please_v thou_o amen_n the_o xlvi_o confession_n 20._o lord_n it_o be_v read_v to_o day_n of_o thou_o that_o saint_n mary_n magdalen_n approach_v to_o kiss_v thy_o foot_n it_o will_v not_o be_v admit_v she_o by_o thou_o if_o it_o may_v please_v thou_o i_o will_v humble_o ask_v of_o thou_o the_o meaning_n of_o this_o for_o i_o be_o somewhat_o amaze_v at_o it_o for_o when_o she_o come_v to_o thy_o foot_n load_v with_o many_o and_o grievous_a sin_n thou_o admitted_o she_o most_o easy_o and_o when_o she_o have_v a_o long_a time_n be_v train_v up_o in_o thy_o happy_a school_n of_o perfection_n and_o have_v accompany_v thou_o in_o thy_o passion_n and_o mourn_v for_o thou_o at_o thy_o tomb_n take_v no_o rest_n till_o thou_o her_o belove_a return_v to_o she_o again_o and_o beside_o she_o offer_v to_o have_v take_v thou_o away_o from_o all_o the_o world_n if_o they_o will_v have_v but_o tell_v she_o where_o they_o have_v lay_v thou_o and_o yet_o do_v thou_o now_o deny_v she_o to_o touch_v and_o kiss_v thy_o bless_a foot_n what_o shall_v we_o think_v she_o love_v thou_o less_o now_o then_o when_o she_o first_o desire_v to_o love_v thou_o or_o shall_v we_o think_v that_o as_o her_o love_n grow_v more_o and_o more_o to_o thou_o thou_o grow_v less_o and_o less_o to_o she_o no_o god_n forbid_v i_o shall_v ever_o admit_v of_o such_o a_o thought_n but_o o_o my_o lord_n thou_o be_v wisdom_n it-self_n intend_v to_o bring_v this_o great_a and_o ardent_a lover_n to_o a_o love_n more_o spiritual_a then_o that_o with_o which_o she_o love_v thou_o when_o tâ—ou_o converse_v with_o she_o before_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n for_o it_o be_v thy_o custom_n with_o great_a mildness_n to_o receive_v sinner_n and_o when_o they_o grow_v more_o strong_a in_o love_n thou_o seem_v to_o treat_v they_o with_o more_o severity_n that_o they_o at_o first_o may_v hope_v in_o thou_o and_o go_v forward_o in_o thy_o love_n and_o service_n and_o that_o after_o be_v a_o little_a strengthen_v with_o light_n and_o comfort_n from_o thou_o thou_o may_v try_v they_o many_o way_n lest_o they_o shall_v attribute_v that_o which_o they_o have_v do_v to_o their_o own_o force_n and_o that_o favour_n which_o they_o have_v receae_v to_o their_o own_o labour_n and_o desert_n which_o thou_o know_v we_o be_v very_o apt_a to_o do_v if_o thou_o do_v not_o through_o permit_v we_o to_o fall_v into_o temptation_n show_v we_o our_o own_o frailty_n but_o this_o bless_a saint_n who_o intercession_n i_o most_o humble_o implore_v for_o thy_o sake_n who_o now_o none_o can_v deprive_v she_o of_o do_v not_o think_v that_o by_o deny_v she_o to_o touch_v tâ—y_a foot_n she_o receive_v wrong_v
do_v even_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n peace_n be_v humble_a and_o subject_a in_o all_o to_o thy_o god_n who_o thou_o be_v not_o worthy_a so_o much_o as_o to_o name_v with_o thy_o defile_a mouth_n indeed_o my_o lord_n who_o power_n and_o majesty_n prostrate_v i_o acknowledge_v and_o adoreâ—_n with_o all_o my_o hart_n and_o soul_n if_o i_o shall_v neither_o in_o this_o nor_o in_o the_o next_o world_n ☞_o receive_v any_o other_o reward_n but_o what_o already_o thou_o have_v bestow_v on_o i_o which_o i_o have_v i_o must_v needs_o contesse_v receive_v gratis_o of_o thy_o mercy_n without_o any_o desert_n of_o my_o own_o hereupon_o yet_o that_o which_o tâ—ou_fw-mi have_v so_o already_o do_v for_o i_o be_v sufficient_a to_o declare_v to_o heaven_n and_o earth_n the_o superaboundance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o clemency_n to_o a_o sinful_a and_o contempâ—tible_a creature_n i_o will_v there_o for_o sing_v unto_o thou_o mercy_n and_o judgement_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n wish_v always_o that_o thy_o will_n which_o be_v justice_n itself_a may_v be_v whole_o and_o perfect_o accomâ—plishâ—d_v in_o i_o thy_o sinful_a servant_n let_v i_o live_v aslong_a as_o it_o please_v thou_o or_o die_v in_o the_o very_a beginning_n of_o these_o my_o desire_n to_o love_n send_v sickness_n or_o health_n sudden_a or_o linger_a death_n poverty_n or_o abundance_n good_a fame_n or_o that_o i_o be_v by_o all_o the_o world_n despise_v and_o in_o fine_a in_o all_o do_v with_o i_o as_o it_o be_v most_o for_o thy_o honour_n for_o in_o this_o i_o plaâ—e_v all_o my_o comfort_n and_o happiness_n faithful_o to_o serve_v thou_o and_o to_o be_v little_a or_o great_a in_o thy_o eye_n as_o seem_v best_a to_o thou_o for_o i_o account_v it_o a_o sufficient_a reward_n for_o all_o that_o ever_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o do_v or_o suffer_v that_o thou_o have_v admit_v i_o unworthy_a wretch_n into_o a_o place_n of_o live_v where_o i_o may_v know_v and_o even_o see_v with_o my_o eye_n how_o to_o serve_v and_o please_v thou_o this_o i_o say_v be_v more_o than_o can_v be_v deserve_v by_o i_o for_o to_o serve_v thou_o be_v a_o honour_n above_o all_o that_o can_v be_v imagine_v by_o i_o yet_o without_o any_o regard_n of_o recompense_n it_o be_v due_a to_o thou_o that_o i_o serve_v and_o love_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o force_n of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n which_o grant_v i_o may_v now_o begin_v to_o do_v and_o persevere_v therein_o till_o my_o end_n that_o i_o may_v for_o thy_o own_o sake_n obtain_v the_o happiness_n eternal_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o remove_v all_o impediment_n between_o my_o soul_n and_o thou_o let_v i_o die_v to_o all_o create_a thing_n that_o i_o may_v live_v alone_o to_o theeâ—_n o_o let_v all_o creature_n be_v to_o i_o as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o to_o the_o end_n i_o may_v more_o full_o attend_v to_o thou_o in_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o soul_n where_o i_o will_v in_o silence_n harken_v to_o thou_o speak_v peace_n to_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o thy_o voice_n more_o sweet_a than_o all_o thing_n whatsoever_o speak_v to_o my_o hart_n but_o speak_v so_o as_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o teach_v i_o how_o to_o practice_v to_o thy_o honour_n those_o divine_a virtue_n which_o make_v soul_n so_o please_v to_o thou_o to_o wit_n charity_n humility_n obedience_n patience_n and_o discretion_n which_o judge_v between_o custom_n and_o true_a reason_n between_o opinion_n and_o thy_o true_a justice_n which_o manifest_v itself_o to_o those_o soul_n who_o seek_v only_o to_o love_n and_o praise_v thou_o this_o pious_a soul_n have_v write_v thus_o far_o go_v no_o far_o be_v surprise_v with_o a_o bodily_a indisposition_n upoâ—_n the_o 29._o or_o 30._o of_o july_n 1633._o which_o prove_v to_o be_v hâ—r_n last_o sickness_n that_o bring_v she_o to_o a_o happy_a death_n upon_o the_o 17._o of_o august_n follow_v the_o last_o of_o these_o confession_n save_o one_o she_o begin_v as_o there_o appear_v upon_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n day_n be_v the_o 22._o of_o july_n next_o bâ—fore_o her_o death_n here_o follow_v some_o other_o sentence_n and_o say_n of_o the_o same_o pious_a soul_n find_v in_o some_o other_o paper_n of_o she_o the_o interior_a or_o spiritual_a disposition_n os_fw-la man_n be_v of_o that_o great_a and_o infinite_a worth_n and_o moment_n that_o so_o it_o be_v well_o all_o other_o matter_n will_v also_o go_v well_o and_o be_v in_o good_a plight_n and_o the_o good_a state_n of_o the_o interior_a and_o thereby_o also_o of_o the_o exterior_a proceed_v from_o the_o harken_v to_o and_o follow_v of_o the_o divine_a interior_a cal_n or_o inspiration_n the_o which_o to_o a_o â—oul_n capable_a of_o a_o internal_a life_n be_v or_o aught_o to_o be_v as_o all_o in_o al._n and_o woe_n to_o such_o a_o soul_n who_o overcome_v by_o threat_n or_o perswaâ—ions_n from_o without_o or_o by_o temptation_n within_o she_o or_o other_o occasion_n whatsoever_o gâ—ueth_v over_o her_o prosecution_n of_o mental_a prayer_n by_o mean_n whereof_o only_o be_v she_o capable_a of_o discern_v and_o follow_v the_o divine_a will_n and_o cal._n and_o therefore_o o_o you_o soul_n that_o be_v capable_a of_o internal_a prayer_n do_v you_o according_o prosecute_v it_o and_o be_v grateful_a to_o god_n for_o the_o grace_n of_o it_o for_o it_o cause_v the_o great_a happiness_n that_o be_v to_o be_v get_v in_o this_o liâ—e_z and_o a_o answarable_a happiness_n in_o the_o future_a for_o by_o it_o in_o this_o life_n one_o pass_v through_o all_o thing_n how_o hard_o and_o painful_a soever_o they_o be_v by_o it_o we_o become_v familiar_a even_o with_o god_n him-self_n and_o to_o have_v our_o conversation_n in_o heaven_n by_o it_o all_o impediment_n will_v be_v remove_v between_o god_n and_o the_o soulâ—_n by_o it_o you_o shall_v receive_v light_a and_o grace_n for_o all_o that_o god_n will_v do_v by_o you_o by_o it_o we_o shall_v come_v to_o regard_n god_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o profitable_o neglect_v ourselves_o by_o it_o we_o shall_v know_v how_o to_o converse_v on_o earth_n without_o prejudice_n to_o our_o soul_n and_o in_o fine_a by_o it_o we_o shall_v praise_v god_n and_o become_v so_o unite_v to_o he_o that_o nothing_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v we_o for_o time_n or_o eternity_n from_o his_o sweet_a goodness_n and_o let_v he_o be_v all_o in_o all_o to_o we_o who_o only_o can_v satisfy_v our_o soul_n he_o be_v his_o own_o praise_n iâ—_n which_o and_o by_o wâ—ich_a we_o be_v infinite_o happy_a though_o of_o ourselves_o we_o aâ—e_v able_a to_o praise_v and_o love_v he_o but_o in_o a_o very_a poor_a manner_n who_o can_v say_v that_o desire_v nothing_o but_o to_o love_n and_o praise_v he_o that_o they_o be_v poor_a see_v he_o who_o be_v more_o they_o than_o they_o be_v their_o own_o be_v so_o rich_a and_o to_o who_o nothing_o be_v want_v that_o shall_v make_v he_o a_o infinite_a happiness_n in_o this_o let_v we_o joy_n in_o this_o jet_n we_o glory_n without_o intermission_n when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o attend_v unto_o he_o and_o praise_v he_o as_o we_o will_v let_v we_o commend_v our_o hart_n and_o soul_n to_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n who_o without_o cease_v praise_n our_o lord_n let_v we_o do_v that_o by_o they_o which_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o do_v by_o ourselves_o yea_o let_v we_o desire_v he_o who_o be_v his_o own_o praise_n and_o only_o be_v able_a to_o do_v it_o as_o he_o deserve_v to_o have_v it_o do_v to_o supply_v what_o he_o desire_v we_o shall_v wish_v he_o lâ—t_v we_o sâ—ek_v no_o other_o comfort_n but_o to_o be_v able_a without_o all_o comfort_n to_o be_v true_a to_o he_o let_v we_o rest_v in_o he_o alone_o and_o and_o not_o in_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v or_o can_v be_v creaâ—ted_v let_v we_o not_o seâ—ke_v the_o gist_n but_o the_o giver_n o_o how_o little_a be_v all_o the_o love_n we_o can_v give_v he_o in_o comparison_n of_o that_o he_o deserve_v from_o we_o where_o therefore_o shall_v thâ—re_o be_v room_n for_o any_o create_a thing_n in_o out_o soul_n let_v we_o wish_v and_o desire_v and_o as_o far_o as_o it_o lie_v in_o we_o procure_v that_o all_o love_n be_v give_v to_o he_o let_v he_o have_v all_o glory_n all_o honour_n and_o all_o praise_n let_v we_o desire_v the_o favour_n of_o none_o but_o he_o alone_o to_o who_o free_a disposition_n let_v we_o stand_v for_o time_n and_o eternity_n as_o absolute_o by_o ouâ—_n will_v as_o if_o we_o never_o have_v any_o other_o freedom_n of_o wâ—l_n in_o us._n nothing_o we_o do_v or_o suffer_v let_v we_o esteâ—me_v great_a for_o our_o sin_n deserve_v much_o more_o let_v our_o whole_a care_n tend_v to_o the_o magnify_v of_o he_o let_v his_o honour_n bâ—_n we_o and_o let_v we_o seek_v nothing_o
i_o in_o their_o holy_a prayer_n which_o be_v most_o please_v to_o thou_o and_o i_o also_o desire_v that_o some_o will_v out_o of_o their_o charity_n read_v these_o thing_n to_o i_o which_o hereafter_o follow_v when_o sick_a to_o death_n shall_v be_v becompass_v with_o those_o fear_n and_o terror_n which_o ordinary_o accompany_v that_o dreadful_a hour_n at_o which_o time_n as_o all_o oâ—her_n be_v thou_o my_o helper_n and_o protectorâ—_n and_o in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o mercy_n good_a father_n remember_v i_o poor_a beggar_n and_o from_o heaven_n send_v i_o now_o and_o at_o my_o departure_n thy_o grace_n which_o may_v bring_v i_o to_o thou_o where_o i_o may_v with_o all_o thy_o elect_n praiseâ—_n adore_v and_o worship_v thou_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o a_o act_n of_o contrition_n partly_o take_v ouâ—_n of_o the_o word_n of_o bless_a s._n augustin_n 1._o o_o lord_n i_o confess_v i_o have_v sin_v above_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n in_o number_n yet_o such_o be_v the_o grief_n which_o i_o take_v thereat_o that_o i_o will_v not_o refuse_v to_o suffer_v any_o kind_n of_o punishment_n for_o thâ—_n same_o o_o jesus_n whatsoever_o thy_o will_n shall_v be_v that_o i_o shall_v do_v i_o desire_v to_o perform_v it_o according_a to_o thy_o holy_a wil._n i_o have_v nothing_o to_o offer_v unto_o thou_o but_o a_o hart_n willing_a to_o do_v whatsoever_o thouâ—ouldst_a â—ouldst_z have_v i_o 2._o hâ—er_o i_o offer_v myself_n bind_v both_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o i_o lie_v prostrate_a at_o thy_o foot_n crave_v pardon_n for_o my_o abominable_a sin_n and_o offence_n 3._o i_o fly_v not_o away_o i_o appeal_v not_o from_o thy_o sentence_n otherwise_o then_o from_o thy_o justice_n to_o thy_o mercy_n which_o we_o sinner_n do_v daily_a experience_n to_o be_v above_o all_o thy_o work_n 4._o i_o do_v not_o plead_v to_o be_v release_v of_o any_o punishment_n but_o rather_o that_o thou_o may_v judge_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o own_o bless_a will_n only_o let_v i_o not_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o o_o thou_o thy-self_n do_v say_v to_o we_o thou_o will_v not_o sinner_n death_n but_o that_o we_o do_v convert_v and_o live_v even_o while_o our_o soul_n have_v breath_n and_o no_o more_o than_o to_o cease_v to_o be_v can_v thou_o o_o god_n refuse_v to_o pardon_v humble_a penitent_n that_o do_v themselves_o accuse_v be_v no_o accepter_n of_o person_n all_o have_v cost_v thou_o dear_a yea_o even_o thy_o very_a life_n it-self_n how_o can_v i_o therefore_o fear_n if_o ever_o yet_o he_o do_v disdain_n sinner_n that_o flee_v to_o he_o then_o have_v i_o little_a cause_n of_o hope_n but_o this_o be_v never_o see_v foâ—_n if_o they_o do_v return_v to_o thou_o thy_o hart_n thou_o will_v not_o close_o as_o witness_n can_v my_o wretched_a soul_n who_o be_v so_o like_a to_o lose_v all_o grace_n and_o goodness_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o i_o with_o help_v prevent_v by_o sin_n that_o will_v with_o bloody_a tear_n be_v while_o i_o live_v lament_v if_o i_o as_o grateful_a be_v to_o thou_o as_o thou_o deserve_v i_o shall_v or_o as_o another_o in_o my_o case_n vuto_n thy_o mercy_n will_v but_o thou_o while_o that_o thou_o live_v here_o by_o token_n plain_n do_v show_v that_o none_o shall_v be_v refuse_v by_o thou_o who_o do_v in_o mercy_n flow_v and_o that_o my_o wicked_a hart_n do_v prove_v who_o after_o â—ins_n so_o many_o have_v find_v much_o favour_n in_o thy_o eye_n without_o deserve_v any_o o_o bless_a ever_o be_v my_o god_n for_o this_o prevent_a grace_n which_o i_o unworthy_a have_v receive_v in_o this_o most_o happy_a place_n i_o flee_v from_o thou_o by_o many_o sin_n and_o thou_o do_v follow_v i_o as_o if_o my_o ruin_n will_v have_v cause_v some_o detriment_n to_o thou_o how_o can_v this_o choose_v but_o wound_v my_o hart_n when_o i_o remember_v it_o and_o ever_o serve_v to_o humble_v i_o while_o at_o thy_o foot_n i_o sit_v from_o whence_o my_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o all_o permit_v i_o not_o to_o rise_v till_o i_o do_v love_n thou_o as_o thou_o will_v the_o which_o do_v all_o comprise_v 5._o i_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o i_o be_v convert_v and_o live_v 6._o be_v pacify_v therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o saâ—e_v and_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o favour_n look_v upon_o thy_o own_o wound_n and_o let_v they_o plead_v my_o pardon_n do_v not_o for_o ever_o blot_v i_o out_o of_o â—he_n book_n of_o life_n but_o rather_o give_v i_o grace_n faithful_o hereafter_o to_o serve_v and_o please_v thou_o 7._o i_o know_v it_o be_v reason_n that_o one_o who_o have_v be_v so_o ungrateful_a to_o thy_o supreme_a majesty_n as_o i_o have_v be_v shall_v humble_v despise_v and_o willing_o abase_v himself_o even_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o all_o creature_n which_o thy_o sweet_a goodness_n grant_v i_o to_o do_v that_o i_o may_v hereafter_o find_v savour_n in_o thy_o eye_n who_o be_v bless_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o for_o ever_o amen_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n to_o who_o nothing_o be_v impossible_a but_o not_o to_o be_v merciful_a to_o the_o miserable_a forgive_v i_o my_o offence_n i_o be_o sorry_a from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o ever_o i_o offend_v thou_o or_o contradict_v thy_o holy_a will_n but_o i_o know_v thou_o can_v forgive_v more_o than_o i_o can_v offend_v which_o make_v i_o confident_a of_o be_v receive_v into_o thy_o favour_n though_o thy_o most_o abundant_a mercy_n to_o who_o my_o god_n be_v give_v all_o laud._n honour_n and_o praise_v by_o all_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n for_o ever_o and_o everâ—_n amen_o o_o amiable_a jesus_n behold_v all_o thy_o creature_n do_v invite_v and_o exhort_v i_o to_o yield_v thâ—e_n praise_n for_o all_o thy_o benefit_n which_o have_v be_v i_o must_v ackowledg_v without_o end_n or_o measure_n towards_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a creature_n every_o creature_n do_v in_o their_o kind_n sing_v and_o set_v forth_o thy_o great_a goodness_n invite_v i_o to_o love_v only_o thou_o and_o yet_o behold_v how_o cold_a and_o dull_a i_o be_o in_o love_v praise_v and_o exalt_v thou_o o_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o cry_v out_o to_o thou_o who_o be_v my_o hope_n my_o help_n my_o love_n my_o life_n and_o all_o yea_o my_o father_n my_o spouse_n and_o my_o god_n to_o grant_v thy_o grace_n may_v not_o be_v void_a in_o i_o after_o so_o many_o infinite_a benefit_n o_o be_v thou_o hereafter_o the_o only_a desire_n and_o joy_n of_o my_o soul._n let_v i_o look_v after_o nothing_o but_o thou_o love_v nothing_o but_o thou_o let_v i_o night_n and_o day_n sigh_v and_o long_o after_o thou_o my_o belove_a let_v it_o suffice_v i_o to_o have_v my_o inteution_n and_o proceed_n only_o approve_a by_o thou_o o_o let_v i_o honour_n and_o respect_v all_o for_o thy_o sake_n howsoever_o they_o treat_v i_o for_o my_o ingratitude_n have_v be_v so_o great_a to_o thou_o that_o all_o creature_n as_o well_o goâ—d_a as_o bad_a may_v just_o despise_v i_o and_o do_v thou_o great_a honour_n thereby_o i_o offer_v thou_o therefore_o thou_o own_o merit_n see_v i_o have_v none_o of_o i_o own_o for_o those_o that_o shall_v any_o way_n revenge_v thy_o quarrel_n by_o afflict_v she_o who_o deserve_v nothing_o but_o hell_n for_o have_v so_o often_o offend_v thou_o after_o something_o which_o she_o have_v collect_v out_o of_o the_o follow_v of_o christ_n concern_v prayer_n she_o write_v as_o follow_v o_o my_o lord_n god_n how_o much_o do_v thy_o saint_n praise_n and_o commend_v the_o holy_a exercise_n of_o prayer_n o_o how_o happy_a be_v â—hose_v that_o have_v no_o other_o study_n or_o care_n then_o how_o to_o extol_v and_o praise_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o in_o humility_n of_o hart_n to_o make_v their_o necessity_n know_v unto_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n &_o dius_n totius_fw-la consolationis_fw-la qui_fw-la consolatur_fw-la nos_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la tribulatione_fw-la nostra_fw-la and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n who_o comfort_v we_o in_o all_o our_o tribulation_n to_o who_o shall_v we_o sinner_n fly_v but_o to_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o do_v thou_o ever_o reject_v that_o lament_a and_o wâ—s_v sorry_a for_o their_o sin_n nay_o do_v not_o publican_n and_o harlot_n find_v thou_o more_o willing_a to_o forgive_v they_o they_o can_v be_v to_o ask_v for_o pardon_n thou_o who_o forgave_v s._n peter_n s._n mary_n magdalen_n s._n augustin_n and_o infinite_a other_o their_o sin_n and_o offence_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o who_o groan_v in_o spirit_n against_o myself_n to_o see_v and_o remember_v that_o i_o have_v make_v no_o more_o haste_n to_o conclude_v a_o everlasting_a peace_n and_o league_n with_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n to_o thou_o now_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o scatter_a
defile_v and_o deform_a soul_n do_v aspire_v behold_v i_o do_v extol_v now_o thy_o dear_a service_n to_o the_o sky_n profess_v and_o protest_v that_o there_o be_v no_o liberty_n so_o sweet_a as_o to_o be_v bind_v and_o oblige_v by_o vow_n to_o serve_v thou_o for_o love_n thou_o true_a and_o most_o bless_a god_n how_o do_v thou_o with_o a_o most_o sweet_a and_o severe_a kind_n of_o mercy_n receive_v check_v and_o convince_v i_o stray_v and_o fly_v from_o thou_o by_o shameful_o seek_v that_o in_o thy_o creature_n which_o be_v only_o to_o be_v find_v in_o thou_o to_o wit_n comfort_n and_o peace_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o thy_o servant_n say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o shall_v say_v quis_fw-la similis_fw-la tibi_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la who_o be_v like_a unto_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n behold_v i_o have_v have_v a_o aversion_n from_o all_o that_o which_o thou_o love_v and_o a_o inclination_n to_o all_o which_o thou_o hate_v but_o thou_o have_v break_v my_o band_n and_o i_o will_v offer_v thou_o a_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n submit_v henceforth_o my_o stifneck_n to_o thy_o easy_a yoke_n and_o my_o shoulder_n to_o thy_o light_n but_o then_o underneath_o a_o picture_n of_o b._n john_n de_fw-fr cruse_n she_o write_v as_o follow_v viz._n o_o bless_a and_o pure_a saint_n pray_v for_o i_o sinful_a wretch_n who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o call_v upon_o thou_o yet_o coafide_v in_o thy_o inflame_a charity_n i_o commit_v and_o commend_v myself_n to_o thy_o sweet_a protection_n now_o and_o at_o the_o dreadful_a hour_n of_o my_o death_n remember_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o amen_n to_o some_o collection_n which_o she_o draw_v out_o of_o s._n augustins_n confession_n she_o add_v as_o follow_v good_a god_n be_v merciful_a to_o my_o iniquity_n for_o this_o dear_a saint_n sake_n of_o thou_o who_o humility_n do_v so_o astonish_v i_o that_o i_o can_v choose_v but_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n in_o my_o hart_n o_o how_o admirable_a be_v thou_o in_o thy_o saint_n what_o be_v his_o whole_a book_n of_o confession_n but_o a_o profound_a acknowledgement_n of_o his_o sin_n whieh_o he_o do_v not_o only_o confess_v to_o thou_o but_o to_o all_o the_o world_n to_o the_o end_n that_o all_o may_v perpetual_o praise_v thy_o mercy_n but_o o_o my_o god_n for_o this_o humility_n of_o he_o thou_o have_v high_o exalt_v he_o for_o which_o be_v thou_o eternal_o magnify_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o creature_n he_o be_v one_o of_o those_o sinner_n for_o who_o conversation_n there_o be_v more_o joy_n in_o heaven_n then_o upon_o ninty_a nine_o just_o and_o not_o without_o great_a cause_n see_v he_o be_v to_o be_v a_o chief_a pillar_n in_o thy_o church_n and_o one_o who_o might_n and_o do_v draw_v infinite_a sinner_n by_o his_o word_n and_o write_n out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o dregs_n of_o sin_n and_o teach_v they_o to_o submit_v themselves_o to_o thive_v easy_a yoke_n and_o to_o seâ—ue_v thou_o for_o love_n and_o to_o glory_n in_o nothing_o but_o thou_o yea_o what_o be_v want_v in_o his_o word_n that_o may_v invite_v our_o soul_n to_o love_v thou_o with_o all_o our_o heart_n with_o all_o our_o strength_n and_o our_o neighbour_n as_o ourselves_o who_o can_v speaâ—e_v in_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o own_o oracle_n more_o comfortable_o to_o sinner_n than_o he_o have_v do_v â—n_o fine_a hâ—s_n word_n be_v so_o amorous_o sweet_a in_o thy_o praise_n that_o even_o my_o freeze_a soul_n have_v be_v melt_v â—_z by_o into_o thy_o praise_n he_o for_o thy_o sake_n be_v a_o advocate_n and_o intercessor_n to_o thou_o for_o i_o the_o most_o sinful_a and_o contemptible_a of_o all_o thâ—_n servant_n he_o i_o say_v to_o who_o many_o sin_n wâ—re_v forgive_v because_o he_o love_v much_o who_o i_o desire_v together_o with_o all_o the_o celestial_a court_n to_o adore_v and_o praise_v thou_o for_o i_o who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o name_v thou_o who_o be_v ever_o bless_v amen_n in_o a_o collection_n which_o she_o be_v make_v out_o of_o the_o book_n of_o psalm_n she_o add_v to_o some_o verse_n as_o follow_v psal._n 23._o vers_fw-la 6._o this_o be_v the_o generation_n of_o they_o that_o seek_v hâ—m_n of_o they_o that_o seek_v the_o face_n of_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n i_o pray_v god_n it_o may_v prove_v so_o with_o we_o to_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n â—sâ—l_n 31._o veâ—s_n â—0_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o understanding_n and_o will_v instruct_v thou_o in_o the_o way_n tâ—at_v thou_o shall_v go_v i_o wâ—l_v fasten_v my_o eye_n upon_o thou_o who_o be_v not_o whole_o inflame_v with_o a_o desire_n to_o seek_v after_o god_n alone_o to_o hear_v such_o a_o promise_n from_o his_o own_o mellifluous_a mouth_n psal._n 35._o vers_fw-la 10._o because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n we_o shall_v see_v light_a i_o beseech_v all_o those_o devout_a soul_n that_o shall_v peruse_v this_o book_n to_o labour_v careful_o for_o that_o light_n which_o the_o prophet_n here_o speak_v of_o which_o proceed_v from_o love_n ☜_o and_o not_o from_o human_a wisdom_n this_o light_n by_o which_o we_o shall_v discern_v truth_n from_o falsehood_n be_v get_v by_o converâ—ing_v with_o almighty_a god_n and_o humble_v ourselves_o under_o his_o mighty_a hand_n this_o light_n have_v teach_v many_o their_o way_n to_o god_n that_o can_v neither_o write_v nor_o read_v sweet_a jesus_n make_v we_o of_o the_o number_n of_o these_o little_a one_o to_o who_o this_o light_n be_v reveal_v which_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o wise_a and_o prudent_a which_o be_v bestow_v upon_o those_o that_o faithful_o adhere_v to_o god_n and_o not_o on_o those_o that_o glory_n rather_o in_o themselves_o they_o in_o he_o he_o be_v bless_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n psal._n 86._o vers_fw-la 5._o reveal_v thy_o way_n to_o our_o lord_n and_o hope_n in_o he_o and_o he_o will_v do_v it_o a_o comfortable_a say_n for_o those_o that_o god_n permit_v still_o to_o remain_v do_v whâ—t_o they_o can_v in_o their_o imperfection_n v_o 7._o have_v no_o emulation_n in_o he_o that_o appear_v in_o his_o way_n v._n 6._o be_v subject_n to_o our_o lord_n and_o pray_v he_o note_v this_o well_o v_o 11._o the_o meek_a shall_v inherit_v the_o land_n and_o shall_v be_v delight_v in_o multitude_n of_o peace_n if_o we_o true_o labour_v for_o his_o peace_n which_o be_v in_o much_o patience_n the_o god_n of_o peace_n will_v be_v among_o us._n v_o 25._o when_o he_o shall_v fall_v he_o shall_v not_o be_v bruise_v because_o our_o lord_n put_v his_o hand_n under_o o_o what_o a_o incouradgment_n be_v this_o to_o a_o poor_a frail_a soul_n let_v we_o notwithstanding_o our_o imperfection_n confident_o and_o amorous_o when_o we_o fail_v hope_v in_o his_o mercy_n and_o then_o he_o will_v heal_v and_o help_v we_o who_o make_v we_o so_o many_o sweet_a promise_n who_o be_v bless_v by_o all_o creatute_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n v_o 26._o i_o have_v be_v young_a for_o i_o be_o old_a and_o i_o have_v not_o see_v the_o just_a forsake_v nor_o his_o seed_n seek_v bread_n why_o do_v we_o distrust_v then_o who_o have_v dedicate_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n fear_v ro_o depend_v only_o of_o his_o divine_a providence_n ☜_o which_o be_v the_o great_a happiness_n in_o this_o world_n and_o so_o much_o to_o be_v desire_v if_o we_o have_v so_o much_o love_n and_o couradge_n as_o we_o shall_v psal._n 38_o v_o 8._o doubtless_o all_o thing_n be_v vanity_n every_o man_n live_v o_o my_o poor_a soul_n take_v good_a notice_n of_o this_o verse_n adhere_v to_o our_o lord_n who_o year_n never_o fail_v and_o who_o help_n be_v always_o at_o hand_n give_v that_o to_o god_n that_o be_v god_n and_o that_o to_o caesar_n that_o be_v caesar_n mark_v what_o the_o prophet_n faith_n in_o the_o same_o psalm_n viz._n and_o now_o what_o be_v my_o expectation_n be_v it_o not_o our_o lord_n and_o my_o substance_n be_v with_o thou_o psal._n 39_o vers_fw-la 15._o but_o thou_o o_o lord_n make_v not_o thy_o consideration_n far_o from_o i_o thy_o mercy_n and_o thy_o truth_n have_v always_o receive_v i_o o_o be_v thou_o ever_o bless_v for_o it_o by_o all_o creature_n my_o god_n and_o al._n amen_o psal._n 40._o vers_fw-la 1._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o understand_v concern_v the_o needy_a and_o the_o poor_a in_o the_o evil_a day_n our_o lord_n will_v deliver_v he_o o_o my_o poor_a soul_n though_o thou_o have_v not_o where_o with_o to_o relieve_v the_o poor_a in_o thâ—_n iâ—_n hunger_n &_o thirst_n yet_o despair_v not_o to_o gain_v this_o blessing_n that_o our_o lord_n will_v protect_v thou_o in_o the_o evil_a day_n which_o thou_o stand_v so_o much_o need_v off_o for_o to_o pray_v for_o
those_o that_o afflict_v thou_o and_o render_v good_a for_o evil_a to_o those_o that_o molest_v thou_o and_o be_v a_o comfort_n in_o all_o thou_o can_v imagine_v to_o those_o that_o be_v afflict_v either_o in_o body_n or_o in_o mâ—nd_n without_o exception_n of_o person_n be_v include_v in_o the_o gain_n of_o that_o most_o to_o be_v desire_v promise_n ☞_o remember_v with_o joy_n and_o imitate_v the_o best_a thou_o be_v able_a the_o happy_a example_n of_o the_o late_a bless_a bishop_n of_o geneva_n of_o who_o it_o be_v report_v that_o one_o in_o his_o diocese_n exceâ—dinly_o molest_v afflict_a and_o persecute_v this_o holy_a saint_n yét_v he_o use_v he_o with_o all_o love_n gentleness_n and_o respect_n yea_o more_o than_o any_o other_o person_n at_o which_o patient_a proceed_n of_o his_o one_o of_o his_o subject_n wondrâ—ng_v at_o and_o speak_v to_o he_o of_o it_o ask_v he_o how_o he_o can_v use_v that_o man_n so_o mild_o who_o never_o requite_v he_o with_o other_o then_o il_fw-mi turn_v for_o all_o the_o grace_n he_o show_v he_o be_v as_o it_o be_v top_n full_a of_o bitterness_n against_o he_o to_o which_o the_o saint_n humble_o answâ—ered_v o_o â—aâ—th_n he_o if_o he_o shall_v put_v out_o one_o of_o my_o eye_n i_o will_v smile_v upon_o he_o wâ—h_n the_o other_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o god_n for_o thy_o own_o sake_n grant_v thy_o unworthy_a servant_n grace_n to_o imitate_v this_o example_n though_o to_o speak_v true_o none_o can_v do_v she_o a_o injury_n who_o deserve_v so_o much_o in_o punishment_n for_o her_o sin_n psal._n 41._o vers_fw-la 6._o and_o 7._o wby_o be_v thou_o sorrowful_a my_o soul_n and_o why_o do_v thou_o trouble_v i_o hope_v in_o god_n because_o yet_o i_o will_v confess_v to_o he_o the_o salvation_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n o_o my_o soul_n hope_v in_o thy_o god_n who_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n o_o bless_a hope_n and_o confidence_n which_o be_v able_a to_o obtain_v all_o thing_n and_o overcome_v all_o thing_n v_o 11._o in_o the_o day_n our_o lord_n have_v command_v his_o mercy_fw-mi and_o in_o the_o night_n a_o song_n of_o he_o do_v thou_o not_o hear_v my_o soul_n tâ—y_a lord_n do_v require_v of_o thou_o mercy_n towards_o thy_o even_a christian_a for_o that_o he_o show_v to_o thou_o and_o that_o night_n and_o day_n thou_o wâ—lt_v sing_v his_o praise_n but_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o thy_o praise_n be_v not_o seemly_a in_o the_o mouth_n of_o a_o sinner_n what_o then_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o hope_v in_o thy_o mercy_n certain_a comfortable_a say_n take_v out_o of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n for_o the_o encouradgment_n of_o those_o that_o desire_v with_o all_o their_o heart_n to_o love_n and_o please_v our_o most_o merciful_a god_n and_o first_o out_o of_o the_o prophet_n isaie_v chap._n the_o first_o 16._o wash_v you_o be_v clean_o take_v away_o the_o evil_a of_o your_o cogitation_n from_o my_o eye_n cease_v to_o do_v perverse_o 17._o learn_v to_o do_v good_a seek_v judgement_n succour_v the_o oppress_a judge_v for_o pupil_n defend_v the_o widow_n and_o come_v and_o accuse_v i_o say_v our_o lord_n 18._o if_o your_o sin_n shall_v be_v as_o scarlet_a they_o shall_v be_v make_v as_o whit_n as_o snow_n and_o if_o they_o be_v as_o red_a as_o vermilion_n they_o shall_v be_v whit_n as_o wool_n 19_o if_o you_o be_v willing_a and_o will_v hear_v i_o you_o shall_v eat_v the_o good_a thing_n of_o the_o earth_n 22._o thy_o silver_n be_v turn_v into_o dross_n thy_o wine_n be_v mingle_v with_o water_n but_o hear_v what_o follow_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o therefore_o be_v not_o discomfort_a though_o all_o thou_o do_v and_o suffer_v be_v very_o imperfect_a yet_o behold_v what_o he_o promise_v who_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n if_o he_o will_v he_o can_v make_v thou_o clean_o if_o he_o command_v the_o wind_n and_o sea_n will_v be_v still_o and_o there_o will_v eâ—sue_v a_o calm_a commit_v thy_o â—elf_n to_o he_o and_o he_o will_v help_v thou_o when_o he_o think_v fit_a o_o god_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v therefore_o in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n 25._o i_o will_v turn_v my_o hand_n to_o thou_o and_o boil_v out_o thy_o drâ—ssâ—â—il_n it_o be_v pure_a and_o will_v take_v away_o all_o thy_o tinâ—e_n 26._o aâ—ter_v these_o thing_n thou_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o just_a a_o faithful_a city_n shall_v i_o fear_v to_o be_v forsake_v by_o thou_o my_o god_n after_o all_o these_o sweet_a promise_n no_o i_o will_v hope_v in_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n though_o i_o have_v hitherto_o sinue_v against_o heaven_n and_o before_o thou_o so_o that_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o child_n yet_o let_v i_o eat_v of_o the_o crumb_n which_o fall_n from_o my_o master_n table_n that_o i_o may_v grow_v strong_a hereafter_o in_o resist_v that_o which_o make_v i_o displease_v in_o thy_o pure_a eye_n hear_v my_o lord_n the_o voice_n of_o a_o sinner_n which_o will_v feign_v love_n tâ—ee_v and_o with_o her_o hart_n and_o soul_n as_o great_o please_v the_o as_o ever_o she_o bathe_v offend_v thou_o let_v i_o either_o love_n or_o not_o liâ—e_z i_o know_v thy_o â—_z be_v so_o great_a that_o tâ—ou_fw-mi have_v admit_v those_o to_o eat_v of_o the_o bread_n of_o angel_n which_o heretofore_o feed_v of_o husk_n like_o swine_n yea_o s._n gertrude_n say_v that_o the_o more_o base_a vile_a and_o contemptible_a the_o creature_n be_v to_o who_o thou_o show_v mercy_n the_o more_o extol_v art_n tâ—ou_fw-fr by_o all_o thy_o angel_n and_o saint_n in_o heaven_n i_o will_v therefore_o hope_v in_o thou_o and_o beseech_v all_o tâ—y_a saint_n to_o pray_v for_o i_o and_o praise_n tâ—ee_v for_o take_v pity_n of_o i_o who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o cast_v up`mine_n eye_n to_o heaven_n much_o les_fw-fr to_o think_v upon_o or_o praise_n tâ—ee_v to_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o desire_n be_v give_v perpetual_a praise_n and_o adoration_n for_o all_o eternity_n by_o all_o creature_n amen_n chap._n ii_o 3._o come_v let_v we_o go_v up_o to_o the_o mount_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o gâ—d_n of_o jacob_n and_o he_o will_v teach_v we_o his_o way_n aâ—d_v we_o shall_v walk_v in_o his_o â—athes_n 5._o houâ—e_v of_o jacob_n come_v you_o and_o let_v we_o walk_v in_o the_o light_n of_o our_o lord_n o_o my_o god_n happy_a be_v they_o that_o walk_v in_o this_o light_n in_o this_o light_n none_o walk_v but_o the_o humble_a and_o clean_a of_o hart_n and_o those_o that_o serve_v thou_o for_o love_n who_o joy_n thou_o thy-self_n be_v and_o who_o sing_v with_o the_o prophet_n rennit_n consolari_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la my_o soul_n refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v these_o do_v in_o some_o sort_n more_o or_o less_o as_o thou_o please_v find_v how_o sweet_a and_o happy_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o seek_v and_o sigh_v after_o thou_o alone_o return_v my_o soul_n to_o thy_o belove_a return_v seek_v for_o no_o consolation_n but_o put_v thy_o hope_n in_o god_n commit_v thy-self_n unto_o god_n and_o let_v he_o do_v with_o thou_o what_o please_v he_o never_o seek_v thy_o own_o glory_n never_o desire_v thy_o will_n may_v be_v do_v but_o in_o all_o thing_n intend_v love_n and_o prefer_v the_o glory_n and_o will_n of_o god_n if_o any_o come_v unto_o he_o he_o shall_v not_o return_v empty_a because_o he_o willng_o give_v water_n to_o the_o thirsty_a in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o god_n remember_v i_o poor_a beggar_n bear_v and_o live_v in_o blindness_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v and_o walk_v in_o â—hy_a light_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v become_v true_o please_v to_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n who_o only_o i_o desire_v to_o love_v serve_v and_o praise_n make_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n conformable_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n amen_n amenâ—_n scio_fw-la cui_fw-la credidi_fw-la &_o certus_fw-la sumâ—_n i_o know_v who_o i_o haâ—e_v trust_v and_o be_o secure_a say_v s._n paul_n o_o glorious_a s._n augustin_n my_o dear_a patron_n who_o from_o my_o infancy_n in_o my_o poor_a maver_z i_o have_v honour_v in_o a_o particular_a manner_n and_o who_o have_v be_v always_o ready_a to_o assist_v i_o in_o call_v upon_o thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o the_o love_n of_o he_o by_o who_o love_n thy_o hart_n be_v so_o inflame_v to_o assist_v i_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o of_o our_o lord_n that_o live_v and_o die_v i_o may_v be_v whole_o conformable_a to_o his_o bless_a will_n neither_o desit_v for_o time_n or_o eternity_n any_o other_o thing_n then_o that_o his_o divine_a pleasure_n be_v perfect_o accomplish_v in_o i_o his_o unworthy_a &_o ungrateful_a creature_n and_o in_o that_o dreadful_a hour_n