middest of dangers temptations and sufferances for it is Iesus crucified that we seeke Affection Ah my soule since the messengers of heauen haue assured vs that our Iesus is risen from his graue I will no longer lye buryed in earth but will rise and goe to that good father of ours Since our Lord and our life liues we will no longer languish and dye but I will seeke him whom my hart loues without feare we will passe the watch which the Iewish world the flesh and the Diuell may sett to keepe vs from our Iesus If happily where we seeke him we find him not wee wil neuer cease to seeke him till we finde him and hold him and locke him vp in our harts That we are to seeke him by S. M. Magdalens example II. POINT CONSIDER that though it be a most Christian practise with S. Marie Magdalen to follow Christ in his life not to forsake him at his death to reioyce with a great ioy in his Resurrection yet it is not enough wee must with her too vse diligence to find him out being risen In his life she is weeping at his feete At his death neerest to the Crosse and last at his graue but her vnwearied loue leaues not off there she rests not She 's vp againe varie earely in the morning whilst it is yet darke to seeke him at his Sepulcher it beeing her absolute resolution and practise continually to seeke till she finde him whom her soule loues Affection Let vs ô my soule put our selues wholy vpon the search of our deare Rabboni by the example of that blessed penitent at all tymes in euerie place let our thoughts as hers were be vpon him ouer night and earely in the morning resolutly and incessantly crying out thee it is I seeke thee I desire thee I hope for to thee my hart hath said I haue sought thy countenance ô Lord thy countenance will I seeke for euer for all that seeke thee as they ought finde thee and who finde thee finde life euerlasting THE V. MEDITATION How we ought to seeke Iesus by the same example THE I. POINT CONSIDER that it is not enough to seeke Iesus vnlesse we seeke him as we ought truth it selfe assuring that some seeke him and finde him not and dye in their sinne That is with diligence with care with cost with vndaunted courage with feruent loue as S. Marie Magdalen sought him Affection O my soule let this dreadfull Doome pronounced by a Iudge who cannot deceiue or be deceiued you shall seeke me and and dye in your sinne spurre on our drowsinesse to seeke Iesus as we ought with the blessed Magdalene that is with a timely diligence with the whole care of our hart as being the only necessarie thing neither weighing what it may cost vs nor fearing what may befalle vs while with feruent loue we looke for Iesus of Nazareth crucified II. POINT CONSIDER that though the Natiuitie of our Sauiour was a day of great Ioy to all the world because a Sauiour was borne to it and our young Emmanuel began to liue amongst vs yet was that Ioy mixt with teares and soone after with blood as being the life of a Godman borne to labour and sufferances And though the daye of the death of Christ was a subiect of greatest comfort to all Christians yet was it clowded with the teares and lamentations of a God dying But this glorious day where in he is resussitated or regenerated to a new life is a day of perfect Ioy without all mixture of sorrow a day of exultation and triumph when our dead Master is risen to a life of immortalitie and glorie Affection Reioyce reioyce my soule in this great priuiledged day of Iubilie with a full Ioy exempt from all mixture of sorrowe This is a day which our Lord peculiarly made representing in some measure the dayes of eternitie which know no night let vs exult and spring with Ioy in it Our young Emmanuel who whilome wept in cloutes is clad with glorie his lately torne shoulders are now armed with impassibilitie his bodie subiect to death indewed with immortalitie There are now no more bloodie sweates noe more whippes crownes of thorne nayles speares crosses to be feared Death hath now no more dominion ouer him Alleluya Alleluya Alleluya THE VI. MEDITATION We must ryse with Christ I. POINT CONSIDER that as we haue endeuored to dye with Christ in his Passion by compassion diligently to seeke him ioyfully to finde him and happily to ryse with him in newnesse of life so must we especially striue to make that new life become a perfect imitation of the life of Christ that that of the great Apostle may be verifyed in vs and by our actions appeare to the eyes of others to Gods glorie I liue I now not I but Iesus Christ liueth in me That is I am moued to what I doe by his grace according to his example and for his loue Affection For this my soule it is that we liue for this we beare the name of Christians that we might imitate what wee worshipp In vaine doe we celebrate the feasts of Christ if we striue not to imitate the life of Christ If we haue hitherto then expressed the image of our earthly father by adhearing to earth let vs now expresse our heauenly father by aspiring to heauen Le ts then shew his impassibilitie by our eauennesse as well in prosperitie as aduersitie his claritie by making the light of our good actions shine before men our agilitie by our prompt obedience and feruent charitie finally our subtilitie by peircing heauen with our harts by feruent prayer II. POINT CONSIDER what kind of life Christ ledd which brought him to this new life this impassible life this life of glorie And we shall finde it was in pouertie humilitie and abiection in his birth In labours in temptations watching fasting prayer from his youth At his death in extreamities contempts thornie crownes infamous Crosses withdrawings of all comforts absolute abandonements by heauen and earth Affection We all pretend my soule to be followers of Christ must we not then resolue to take the same waye he tooke wee ayme at noe lesse then to haue a part of his glorie and can we wisely hope to attayne to it by other meanes then those that wisedome made choice of in his owne person and left vs to imitate Can we iudge it reasonable or decent my soule that while the Master is in labours the seruant should liue at his ease the Master in pouertie and the seruant in plentie the Master in the middest of contumelies and the â—eruant in honours THE VII MEDITATION Of the blessed fruites of Chr. Resurrection That as well our dying as rysing with Christ are Gods giftes I. POINT CONSIDER that if we haue dyed with Christ by compassion sought him with diligence found him with ioy risen with him in newnesse of life and striuen to leade a life conformable in some smale measure to his they are
doth not so much speake comfort and confirme our hopes as euen disclose the bowells of the heauenly childs mercy while he lays downe his bloude to take vp a name of mercy For the day was come that the child should be cir cumcised and his name was called IESVS Affection When I heare those great and dreadfull names of power and maiestie I am euen strucke with astonishment and I am readie to hide my selfe with Adam from the face of Gods wroth Marrie when I heare of a milde Emmanuel an innocent Lambe a meeke tender young child Iesus the sonne of Marie that honie-name that oyle powred out my feares vanish and my hart conceiues a strange and strong confidence and boldly and ioyfully I approche to my younge brother For in him I discouer Maiestie and mildnesse matched togeither in the same seate or subiect I obserue Iustice and Peace mett togeither in him and giueing each other mutually sweete kisses of reconcilement And my hart can harbour no other thoughtes but of peace and reconcilement togeither with them and still it pronounceth with heauenly ioy and Iubilie Liue Iesu liue in my poore hart Liue Iesu there and nere depart THE II. MEDITATION For the same day I. POINT CONSIDER that this name of Iesus was not imposed by Marie or Ioseph or euen by an Angell but God the father who best knew the dignitie of it imposed it himselfe by the ministerie of an Angell Nor is it a name pointing out some proprietie onely as those others Christ Pastor Lion Lambe Rocke doore vine way c. but it is his owne proper name and properly speaking that he and noe other comes to deliuer the people from their sinnes Affect Noe my deare Sauiour Iesus it is thou thy selfe that hast raysed to thy selfe a name of glorie by the redemption of thy people Abraham hath not knowen vs and Israel hath bene ignorant of vs but thou art our Father our Redeemer from the beginning is this blessed name of thyne Thou art indeede our Christ our anoynted king t is most true thou art our Pastour to bring backe vs lost sheepe vpon thyne owne shoulders thou art a Lion of the tribe of Iuda to conquer for vs thou art the Lambe who takest away the sinnes of the world thou the Rocke vpon which we safely build thou the Doore by which alone we enter into life thou the true vine producing wine begetting virgins thou the way by which we securely walke towards eternitie but this new name Iesus is the onely name vnder heauen wherby we ought to be saued Be therfor Iesus to me and saue me Amen 2. POINT Consider that he had not this name neither by course or chance nor yet by free gift but he purchaced it at a deare rate acquisiuit sanguine suo with the price of his owne pretious bloude whence we are rightly called a purchaced people and so he begins not to enter into the possession of that name till he putt downe the first dropps as the earnest penny Loe then how properly iustly and mercifully for vs this name of Iesus is his Affect He was ours both by birth and free guift Nobis natus nobis datus borne for vs giuen to vs. But we though otherwise his owne by the right of creation are not his but at a deare rate the price of his pretious bloud for it is true that we were bought or redeemed pretio magno by a huge deare price so that the tender Lambe which was slayne hath iustest title to this saueing name Iesus which name conteynes all names is aboue all names yea is indeede all in all workes all deliuers all c. And yet ô singular goodnesse infinite loue ineffable mercy he 's ours he 's our owne borne for vs giuen to vs all spent vpon vs. All is ours then yet we are his too Nos autem Christi but we are Christ's assures great S. Paule We Christs Christ all ours ô blessed coniunction What a peruersitie then were it to sell away for moments of pleasure euen what is not our owne which was purchaced at so huge a rate to the Diuell Gods and our owne most mortall enemye MEDITATIONS OF the Epiphanie Or Manifestation of our Sauiour THE FIRST MEDITATION Of Christian ioyes in the multiplied feastes of Christ in the Catholike Church THE FIRST POINT CONSIDER how Gods sweete prouidence by the blessed practise of his holy Catholike Church goes on continuing our Christian ioyes by the neerely neighbouring solemnities of his Christ who hauing bene mercifully borne for vs on Christmas-day and the eight day after graciously giuen to vs this glorious day is manifested to all the world in the persons of the three kinges the first fruites of the Gentils wherin we were all comprised Affection O my soule how happie are we to haue gotten within the bosome of that Catholike mother who neuer ceaseth to allure on her children with milke and honie to run after her sweete spouse Now saith she he is borne for vs presently after he is giuen to vs and now againe on this blessed day he is manifested and made knowen to vs and all the world And thus still by her multiplied solemnities of Christ she magnifies our Christian ioyes she rowses vp our drowsinesse and awakes Iesus who sometymes sleepes in vs that is she excites our faith quickens our hope inflames our charitie while she renewes the happie memorie of our young Emmanuel by proposing him againe and againe to our thoughtes Be he for euer blest who takes vs mercifully into the communion of this happinesse And let vs my soule neuer forgette but alwayes giue hartie thankes for so greate a dignation Of Christian ioyes in the happie beginning of Christs raigne II. POINT CONSIDER what hartie ioy we should haue had we the hartes of children and as truly desired that Christs kingdome should indeede come as we continually begge it euerie day in our prayers saying thy kingdome come when we see so happie an ouerture made by the vocation of the three kinges towards the aduancement and increase of Christ his Church and raigne When we see I say our new-borne kinge of the Iewes not onely diuulged within the narrow circuite of Iewrie by sillie shephards but published and made knowen to all nations by wise kinges so that generally all kinges and nations haue euer since flocked into his saueing fold and cheerefully haue put downe their scepters and crownes in homage at his sacred feete Aff. Exult my soule exult thou race of the Gētils because our light is come and the sunne of Gods glorie begins to shine in our Land true light of light appeares to those that longe satt in darknesse and in the shadowe of death Noe my soule God is not the God of the Iewes alone but of the Gentils also his name is not great in Israel onely but euen all ouer the world Nay the perfidious and disloyall Synagogue is this day repudiated and the Gentil is espoused By the faithfull
the Gentils was to be a leading lesson to all their posteritie They had their starrs and so haue we They obeyed their starre and so must we if we intend happily to find out Iesus Our starrs are the light of reason hightened by the light of grace and holy inspirations vnder our Superiours directions These we are to follow nor doe we euer fayle in it but we swarue from the way or loyter in the way Had the shephards bene ledd out of their owne countrie they had bene misledd lost much labour mist of Christ As the kinges if they had stayd in their owne countries while their starre led them out of it to Bethleem had not found him There are many mansions in Gods Kingdome and he will haue vs ledd to them by the wayes he pleases to marke vs out This is his blissed pleasure which he pleases to make knowen to our hartes by frequent inspirations Affection We must not my soule expect the priuiledge of being called by name as was S. Paule whether it be to relinquish our old badd wayes and inclinations to find out Christ or to follow him being already found It is sufficient for vs to follow our owne starrs to obserue whē the spouse knockes at the doore of our hartes and to be readie to open by the assistance of his grace who stands knocking there My soule my soule is it not by his mercy who made vs that we hope to be saued Were it nor reason then we should follow his counsells which he manifests to vs by his inspirations And if it be reason to follow them by what reason doe we or can we neglect them THE IV. MEDITATION That we must cooperate with Gods grace I. POINT CONSIDER yet further that it is not enough to obserue the starre with the Kinges and to heare the knocke of the spouse but we must also with them aske seeke knocke at the gate We must not onely I say heare the knocke or touche of his holy inspirations at our hartes but we must mutually knocke at that diuine harte of his by frequent and feruent prayers crying out with the Kinge and Prophete conuert me ô Lord and I will be conuerted draw me after thee and we will run and with our Kinges all through the streetes of Hierusalem where is he who is borne the Kinge of the Iewes for we haue seene his starre we haue heard the voyce of our beloued by frequent inspirations and to what end but to leade vs to his loue Affection Yes my soule we may dissemble it but we cannot deney it euen we too haue seene his starre we haue heard his voyce and he hath said vnto our hartes I am thy saluation and he hath said it so that we haue heard it and haue taken iorney vpon it countrie parentes friendes with all the fawning allurements of the world are forsaken And what is now our expectation Is it not our Lord my soule Is not he the whole part and portion of our inheritance Is not he the whole substance we haue left vs Ah! hauinge left all by the assistance of his grace to finde him le ts make that our busines If we suffer our selues for lacke of cooperation to be frustrated of that expectation in vaine behold we the starre in vaine began we to run in vaine doe we lead a life which leades not indeede to Iesus but to death How we ought to cooperate with grace in seeking Iesus by the example of the Kinges THE II. POINT CONSIDER that the Kinges are not onely diligent and punctuall in setting vpon the search of Iesus vpon the first light of faith that appeares to them expressed by those words of the Euangelist we saw his starre in the east and we came we saw and we came noe curious disputes noe sluggish delayes noe vaine respects or interrestes retarding them but they seeke him with great patience suffering the labour and incommodities of the longe iorney of 800. myles as also with great resolution and courage not fearing to inquire for him in the midest of Hierusalem saying where is he who is borne the Kinge of the Iewes Affection Ah my soule is it not our vndertaking too and intention as well as the dutie of our whole life to seeke for Christ with them Yea and as longe as we can sitt quietly at home without trouble doe we not desire to find him and to reioyce in him But alas as soone as the labours of a longe iorney our life in our apprehension represente themselues vnto vs when once temptations and dangers and humane respects begin to stand in our way our patience fayles our courage forsakes vs we fall to sleepe or murmure our life is irk some to vs and we are almost readie to giue ouer our iorney in the mide-way Alas my soule thus it sometymes fares with vs. And why because we seeke not our new-borne Kinge with an entire but a diuided harte allowing a part of it for him and a part for the world and thence cupiditie taking off from charitie weake charitie finds not his yoake sweete and his burden light as it is indeede to true louers We will therfor continually pray that he who gaue the will to seeke him would so increase charitie that we may haue patience and courage to find him THE V. MEDITATION How longe we ought to seeke him THE I. POINT CONSIDER yet further that our kingly Guides seeke him with perseuerance to the end putting noe other limite to their inquirie but the finding him out whom they seeke for Seeke our Lord saith the royall Psalmist while he may be found seeke his face al wayes not onely in the sunshine of prosperitie and spirituall comfort but also and then especially in the darknesse of aduersitie and drinesse of spirit As well while the starre shines as disappeares While it shines and vshers their stepps they springe on with speede while it disappeares they loose not courage nor leaue off their happie enterprise but in the absence of their heauenly Guide they haue recourse to earthly ones demanding of the scribes where is he who is borne the kinge of the Iewes Affection Deare Lord if thou daignest to leade vs on in the way of thy search and thy loue by the powerfull light and heate of thy grace be thou euer blessed And if it be thy pleasure to withdrawe for a tyme the comfort of thy presence and leaue vs to tryall be thou also blessed If thou dost voutchsafe to draw vs we will run in the odour of thy parfumes and if it please thee to leaue vs in drinesse and desolation by thyne absence we will neuer cease for all that to cry out continually where is he where is he who is borne the kinge of the Iewes Hauing still recourse to Heauen and earth To earth by taking counsell of our Superiours Directours and Pastours to Heauen with an intire submission dependāce and absolute confidence that our Redeemour liues and will in due tyme deliuer
nothing els then so manie effects of his free grace without which we are not able of our selues to thinke one good thought nothing lesse then so many new obligations heaped vpon vs obligations I saye to imploy the rest of our tyme here belowe without intermission as the Angells their eternitie aboue in ioyfull Alleluya's that is peales of hartie Prayses and thankes-giuing for so great benefits Affection Say my soule with the great S. Augustine Let our Lord be alwayes magnifyed neuer my selfe in no place my selfe how euer I haue profitted to what degree of vertue soeuer I may haue attayned but our Lord alwayes Am I a sinner let him be magnified that I may be called to pennance Doe I confesse my sinnes let him be magnified that he may pardon me Doe I liue a good life let him be magnified that he may guide me Doe I perseuere to the end Let him be magnified that he may glorifie me Be he therefor alwayes magnified Let this alwayes be the iust mans profession and the profession of all those who seeke our Lord. Fruits of Christs Resurrection II. POINT CONSIDER how necessarie this Resurrection was to confirme our staggering faith to erect our daunted hope and to inflame our drooping charitie Wee did hope said the Disciples as who should saye but now we haue cause to doubt and so should we all haue said had not his resurrection bene rendred vndoubted For what did his poore natiuitie speake but a man borne in miserie And what did his death preach but a man dyeing in torment But his glorious Resurrection by sealing the truth of all the Prophecies wonderfully hightens our hopes and inflames vs with the loue of him who through loue of vs gaue waye to death from which he had strength enough in three dayes to raise himselfe Affection Well might our weake faith my soule haue staggered in seeing our God but a day olde in hearing him weepe like another childe in beholdinge him in pouertie and miserie Well might our faith haue been shaken when we sawe a God most ignominiously dye But now seeing him gloriously rise againe how can we doubt of all the rest Nay what may we not iustly hope for from so much goodnesse as would dye for vs and so much power as could rise againe And how is it possible that our harts should not burne with his loue who dyeing for ours makes good the faith of his Deitie by his so powerfull so manifest and glorious a Resurrection THE VIII MEDITATION Other fruites of our Sauiours Resurrection I. POINT CONSIDER as a second fruite of our Sauiours Resurrection a strong and constant hope of the Resurrection of our mortall bodie being first subdued by death Let the pagan Philosofers doubt and dispute as much as they will the resurrection of the dead is the vndoubted faith of the Christians after the resurrection of Christ and by vertue of the same For saith S. Leo If we beleeue in hart what we professe with our mouth in him we are crucified in him we are dead in him we are buried and in him we rise againe Affection Yes yes my soule the Resurrection of my Sauiour hath put this out of doubt Man is risen in him and therefore we shall also rise and we confidently professe with holy Iob that we know our Redeemer liueth and in the last day we shall rise out of the earth and we shall be compassed againe with our skinnes and in our flesh we shall see God whom we our selues shall see and our eyes shall behold and no other This hope is 〈◊〉 vp in our bosome II. POINT CONSIDER as the third fruite of this ioyfull and glorious day our Blessed Sauiours triumph and raigne ouer all the world happily beginning at Hierusalem and extending it selfe to the vttermost confines of the same thereby making his words I haue ouercome the world appeare in effect For if the world had malice enough to haue razed his name out of the hartes of men by his death vpon an infamous Crosse he contrarily had goodnes and power enough by the same death to imprint his memorie much deeper in their mindes to abolish Idolatrie the worshipp of false Gods and true Diuells and in their places to establish the worshippe of one true God ouer all the face of the earth all which at this day with much ioy to true Christian hartes we see effected Affection Reioyce my soule to see that Gods goodnes hath turned the malice of men to the aduantage of his owne glorie and their Saluation What excesse of ioy ought it not afforde to a true Christian hart to see the faith of a God-man infamously dyeing vpon a Crosse willingly imbraced all the world ouer To see that Crosse erected in triumph in euerie place To see regall and imperiall Crownes fall at the feete of it To see Idolles fall and Diuells flye at the verie signe of it Finally to see Iesus of Nazareth crucified acknowledged imbraced magnified adored in euerie corner of the earth THE IX MEDITATION I. POINT CONSIDER how our blessed Sauiour appeares a true louer of man not only in his life and at his death but euen after his Resurrection also And still becomes all to all that he might gaine all In the garden he appeares a Gardener to S. Marie To the Disciples fishing at sea as a passinger desiring fish To the two Disciples walking to Emmaus as a Pilgrime who accompaigned them to witt whether we seeke him with Magdalen or we follow our ordinarie imployments according to our state and calling with the Apostles or wee walke betwixt feares and hopes with the two Disciples Iesus sorsakes vs not for Iesus also himselfe approching went with them saith S. Luke Affection Ah my deare Lord to what excesse doth not thy loue goe into what posture doth it not put it selfe to gaine mans loue For him he dyes for him he riseth from death he walkes with him he talkes with him he eates with him he suffers his perfidious hand to sound his deare wounds Ah my euer dearest Rabboni how iustly may we saie with one of thy great Saintes Thou bestowest great blessings vpon vs euen caressest vs least we might waxe wearied in the waye Thou correctest whippest and smitest vs least we might wander out of the waye whether therefore thou dost caresse vs least we might faint in the waye or thou dost chastice vs least we might stray from the waye thou deare Lord art alwayes our Refuge II. POINT CONSIDER with whom it is that Iesus doth willingly walke in the waye of this our pilgrimage with whom he doth comfortably discourse and you shall finde by the example of the two Disciples goeing to Emmaus that it is with such as seriously conferre together or meditate vpon those deare passages of the life and death of our sweete Sauiour According to that of the Psalmist in my Meditation the fire begins to burne vp Affection Let vs. then my soule euer hence-forth make it our
i' st your sute to liue I 'am endlesse life and endlesse life doe giue O then quitt vncoulth wayes hope not in lyes To find out truth nor th' life that neuer dyes In fading moments Ah you seeke in vaine To find true life in th'land where death doth raigne THE COMMVNICATION OF THE diuine goodnesse by imparting of his Glorie OVR sea of goodnesse still streames on there is Noe end in it we tend to endlesse blisse Those guifts of nature grace and all the rest Are gu'in to bringe vs to eternall rest Our joyes were great at the coming of that guest Our hearts reioyc'd to lodge him in our breast But ah he will not haue vs end our storie Till he conduct vs to the state of glorie So saith our faith to this our hopes are raysd With this excesse our charitie's amays'd That goodnesse free from want our dust should choose To place it's loue vpon and kindly loose Himselfe on man Ble'st prodigalitie By th' guifts of his diuine Hypostasie To be himselfe companion in his way To call him backe by grace in case he stray To feede and fatten him with his owne bloode O that this happinesse were vnderstoode To proue in death bis sauing sacryfice And endlesly to be himselfe his price So saith his word I 'le be my selfe thy hyre What more then this can vastest heart desire AN APOSTROPHIE TO THE DAMES OF SION O Then deare Dames let th' loue I dayly find Mongst you increase and all your hearts cobind In one loue-knott vse all your wit and Arte To haue but all one comon soule one heart This God command's this Austine doth aduise Doe this alone deare soules it will suffice FINIS SINE FINE GLORIA TIBI DOMINE MEDITATIONS Vpon our blessed Sauiours Passion THE FIRST MEDITATION Of the last supper THE FIRST POINT CONSIDER that now the blessed tyme of grace and mercy drawing neere wherin our sweete sauiour Iesus-Christ had determined to pay mans ransome not with the corruptible price of gold and siluer but euen with the effusion of his owne pretious bloude he graciously daigned in testimonie of true loue to feaste with his beloued Apostles before his departure See him louingly accompanie them into the roome where they were to suppe and let vs take the humble boldnesse to follow him inn and to receiue some of his last words I haue had an ardent desire saith he to eate this pascall lambe with you it being the consummation of all the ancient sacrifices and the last I shall eate And say to him cordially Affection That in verie decede we find our selues exceeding hungerie but that we neither doe nor indeede can possibly find any meate which feeds and saciates vs saue himselfe or from his table The rest doe but puffe vp and swell they doe not solidly feed and fatten so that by how much more we eate by so much the more doe we languish and pine away Tell him that verily you are not worthy you know it well you confesse it to the whole world but thar it is he alone who makes vnworthy creatures worthy who makes sinners iust and that for your part you relie not vpon your owne merites which are none without his mercys but run intirely to his free mercy Tell him that euen your dogges eate the crums which fall from their masters tables and in that confidence you approche or els with an humble and contrite hart fall downe at his sacred feete with the mournfull Magdalaine and make lamentations teares and grones more fully speake your hart The seconde Pointe Consider with what compassion and mildnesse our blessed sauiour begins to comfort his disciples whyle he obserues them sorrowfull and sadd vpon the apprehensiō of his departure which he fore told them saying my deare Disciles be not sorrowfull let not your harts be troubled I vvill not leaue you Orphantes t is for your sakes that I goe But seeing them yet some weeping some sighing his fatherly bowells were wholie moued to compassion and he spoke to them in these sweete tearmes my tenderly beloued sons my deare Disciples be not terrified bee not troubled behold I am vvith you till the end of the vvorld Affect This sweet sauiour shall be my comfort in all my desolations that though thou seemest to absēt thy selfe yet wilt thou not leaue me an Orphā whether it be that thou goest from me by permitting me to fall into some temptations or spirituall drynesse for my greater trial and merite or it be that thou often lettest me fall into little faultes that I may better learne to run back to thee my louing father this shall still be my consolation that thou dearely sweete and loueing Lord ar◠still with me till the end of the world THE II. MEDITATION Of Christs humilitie and loue shevven at his last supper Cons 1 COnsider what is done at that his last supper looke about and you shall see him rise vp from the table to giue by his owne example and in his owne person that first and most necessarie lesson humilitie the ground of our christian building and euen of all christian discipline as S. Augustine esteemes it You shall see the master become all his seruants seruant the vertue of the highest lowe laid at his creatures foule feete him in whose name all knees are bowed kneeling to wash to drye to kisse his seruants feete in fine the king of glorie so farre as I may say forgett his glorie as humbly officiously and louingly to fall downe euen at a disloyal Iudas loathsome feete Affect Ah my soule what is this we behold are wee deceaud or is it the king of heauen we see at the traiterous Iudas his feete shall we euer then haue the hart and courage to swell againe after this wonderfull humiliation If God indured this for me shall not I endure this or that reflecting vpon some difficultie we haue to stoope for him nay for my selfe for myne owne aduantage and eternall good or if this cannot moue me what will be euer able to moue my proud hart O my sweet sauiour euen for thy felfes sake bestow vpon me some scrappe of this wholesome dishe and grant me in euerie occurrence of difficultie submission or humiliation to haue this thy blessed example liuely placed before myne eyes Consid 2. Consider that notwithstanding that Christ knew by certaine knowledge that his heauenlie father had giuen all power and authoritie into his hands that he came from him and went to him rhat is that he was indued with fulnes of knowledge issuing from him by his eternall generation and returning to him to take possession of his owne right yet disdained hee not for our example to rise from supper to putt off his vpper garment to take a linen and girt about him to putt water into a basine to washe his disciples feete to wipe them with the Iinen which he had put before him Affect O God I haue nothing to saie but am lost in astonishement and
meerely in life but euen to death Aff. O God the loue of my hart and my part for euer how I desire to desire thee how I wish to haue this poore frozen hart of mine inflamed with this holie fire ô holie fire which burnes vp and euen consumes the sacred hart of my sauiour may some sparke of it fall vpon the hart of that-sinner who for want of that heate is readie to perish and loose it selfe 2. Point Consider that death could put no period to my Souiours loue it did not onely liue to it but liue and raigne in it as a sacred Salamander amidst her flames He loued vs not I saie to death onlie but through his excesse of loue he loued euen death it selfe for our sakes I haue saith he a baptisme or lauer wherein to be baptised or washed to witt the bath or lauer of my blood and how am I sollicited pressed and oppressed as it were with a burning desire of that wishfull houre Affect O God how excessiue great must that loue needes be which endures not onely constant to death but euen ardently loues and desires death for our loue And howgreat ought our loue to be to answere the loue of so louing and gracious a benefactour 3. Point Consider that though death in its owne nature is iustly reputed the most horrible of all horrible things and this death the most horrible of all deathes as being accompaigned with all the circuÌ„stances which might bring with them horror dread and confusion as insufferable paines disloyall abandonings of all his dearest friends abismall abiections and humiliations contemps blasphemies c. Yet did my Sauiour the better to imbrace it for our sakes eye it as a certaine demonstration of his admirable loue to his heauenly father and to vs and receaued it as proceeding from his holie hand as a subiect to crowne his obedience c. as such it was most deare vnto him THE VI. MEDITATION Of our svveete sauiours going into the Garden Cons HAuing now done supper you must accompanie him into the Garden together with Peter Iames and Iohn Where you shall see the valourous young Dauid louingly prodigall of his youthfull and delicate bodie desirous to begin the battell yea drawen on and animated with a feruent loue of mans saluation goe first to the place of combate without constraint of his owne accord marke what kind of weapons he had prouided himselfe of no other then humilitie charitie praier with a resolution to indure all for the loue of vs poore creatures Let vs be alwaies furnished with the like weapons and the victorie is ours Affect Sweete Iesus in this thou renderst me perplexed for I know not whether I ought to ioy in thy loue or sorrowe to see loue moue thee to so great a paine for an vndutifull seruantes sake Ioy to see the book of life begin to be opened wherein all the treasures of knowledge and wisdome are contained or sorrow to foresee the rude manner of opening it euen at hand And againe thou renderest me confused when I reflect vpon my-selfe and finde my felfe so backward yea happly one of the laste and most backward if anie difficultie be to be endured though for my iust deserts while I finde thee who art altogether innocent comme first to the place of paine and sufferance and this my pouertie deare Lord I willingly laie open before the eyes of thy mercie hoping to be cured of this spirituall infirmitie by thy souueraigne and omnipotent goodnesse Cons 2. But alas looke about you now and you shall see a strange alteration you shall see him who according to his spirit wished to haue all things accomplished in himselfe which were decreed by the eternall wisedome of God the Father and the consell of the holy Ghost yet according to his tender and passible flesh being of a most delicate and noble complection begin to haue a horrour through the strong apprehension of neere approching death and therefore he begins to sorrow to feare and to be irck some outwardly to quake in all his members inwardly to be seased vpon by a deadly anguish Harke and you shall heare him impart the abundance of his greefe to his best friends Tristis est anima mea vsque ad morteÌ„ my soule is sorowfull euen to death as though he should say the anguish which I endure is sufficient to procure my death See how the euent shewes his words most true for who euer sawe feare cause a bloody sweate burst out from euerie member Affect O vnspeakable goodnes ô incomprehensible loue was euer the like seene or heard what louer was euer like to this louer of mine O my soule my soule how comes it to passe that we can be so little affectionate so intolerably vngratefull as not to be inflamed nay not at all to be touched with or seeme to be concerned in this vnheard of argument of affection shewen by a person so infinitly great to vs so extreamely litle vile and miserable how become we so obliuious as to forgett this memorable fact how so vngratefull as not to be willing to correspond by enduring with patience such diminutiue crosses contempts contumelies contradictions temptations and tribulations aâ— Gods wise prouidence and fatherly loue permitts to fall vpon vs and that too euen for the cure of our sins which are so great and so many THE VII MEDITATION vpon the same subiect THE FIRST CONSIDERATION RVn to him and demand the cause of this his so mortall greif and you cannot be so little kinde nay euen so barbarously cruell as not to ease him so farre as lyes in your power and I thinke you shall receaue from him that alas there is no other cause then that the heauie and numerous burthen of mankinds and of your owne sins presseth so hard vpon him according to his humanitie that it quite in a manner oppresseth him together with the ingratitude of those whom he most loueth yea euen so much as to take vpon him sinne Ponder the heynousnes therof since it appeares too heauie euen for the shoulders of a God Waigh also how greate your owne ingratitude would proue if by sinning you should giue him who loues you best occasion to crie out Tristis est anima mea vsque ad mortem Affect Confesse then with S. Augustine saying Ego ego dulcissime Iesus sum tui plâ—ga doloris tuâ—e culpa occisionis They are my sins deare loue which are the cause of thy so great greife mine the guilt thine the punishment ô strange censure strange disposition of an vnspeakable misterie the wicked offends the iust is punished the guiltie goes scotfree and the innocent is beaten man commits and God endures how farr how farr ô son of God will thy humilitie descend how farr will thy charitie burne what end will thy pietie haue to what degree of miserie and torment will thy loue and compassion leade thee ah euen for all these and for this thy vnheard of greife I