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sin_n exod._n 34.6_o 7._o this_o name_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v find_v and_o be_v reveal_v in_o and_o by_o christ_n to_o poor_a sinner_n harken_v to_o he_o and_o obey_v his_o voice_n say_v the_o lord_n for_o my_o name_n be_v in_o he_o exod._n 23.21_o god_n be_v in_o christ_n reconcile_a the_o world_n unto_o himself_o not_o impute_v their_o trespass_n unto_o they_o 2_o cor._n 5.19_o this_o be_v the_o name_n wherewith_o he_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o lord_n our_o righteousness_n jer._n 23.6_o and_o his_o name_n shall_v be_v jesus_n for_o he_o shall_v save_v his_o people_n from_o their_o sin_n matth._n 1.21_o when_o we_o see_v nothing_o in_o ourselves_o to_o rest_v upon_o as_o in_o the_o case_n of_o desertion_n no_o sight_n of_o grace_n no_o light_n of_o comfort_n therefrom_o as_o in_o paul_n voyage_n by_o sea_n for_o many_o day_n together_o neither_o the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n nor_o star_n appear_v act._n 27.20_o yet_o than_o the_o name_n of_o god_n will_v stay_v and_o bear_v up_o the_o droop_a spirit_n of_o a_o christian_n my_o flesh_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v say_v david_n but_o god_n be_v the_o strength_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o psal_n 73.26_o and_o though_o my_o house_n be_v not_o so_o with_o god_n i._n e._n as_o the_o tender_a grass_n spring_v out_o of_o the_o earth_n by_o the_o clear_a shine_a of_o the_o sun_n after_o rain_n yet_o he_o have_v make_v with_o i_o a_o everlasting_a covenant_n order_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o sure_a for_o this_o be_v all_o my_o salvation_n and_o all_o my_o desire_n although_o he_o make_v it_o not_o to_o grow_v 2_o sam._n 23.5_o direction_n vi._n on_o which_o i_o shall_v a_o little_a enlarge_v furnish_v thyself_o with_o fit_a matter_n out_o of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n for_o heavenly_a thought_n and_o meditation_n that_o thy_o heart_n may_v indite_v and_o meditate_v a_o good_a matter_n and_o thy_o tongue_n may_v be_v as_o the_o pen_n of_o a_o ready_a writer_n psal_n 45.1_o the_o lord_n help_v thou_o poor_a soul_n not_o only_o to_o read_v these_o divine_a writing_n but_o to_o meditate_v therein_o day_n and_o night_n to_o hide_v they_o and_o lay_v they_o up_o in_o thy_o heart_n as_o a_o divine_a cordial_n to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v thou_o as_o a_o divine_a lamp_n to_o guide_v and_o direct_v thou_o psal_n 119.92_o 105._o and_o as_o part_v of_o the_o spiritual_a armour_n to_o enable_v thou_o to_o vanquish_v thy_o spiritual_a enemy_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o temptation_n eph._n 6.13_o david_n even_o in_o those_o dark_a time_n before_o the_o incarnation_n of_o christ_n profess_v of_o himself_o that_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o bowel_n psal_n 40.8_o and_o