for he tasted it at his own pleasure Death feeds on us for we must tast it against our wills and not only tast it but also eat it down Corruption first seized upon our souls and from thence passed to our bodies It was to our greatest disadvantage that it seized upon our souls But it is to our greatest advantage that it seizeth upon our bodies For unless they should be quite destroyed sin which first caused mortality would in the corrupt remainders and Reliques of our bodies it self have a kind of immortality whereas Righteousness alone is and ought to be immortal And therefore it is very probable that those who shall be found alive at the last day of whom the Apostle hath said We shall not all sleep but we shall all be changed 1 Cor. 15. 51. shall have a change not only Equivalent to a Death but also to a Total Destruction For sin must totally be destroyed And therefore also our bodies that have lodged it and have been defiled by it That there may not be left the least monument of sin in the New World wherein shall dwell nothing but Righteousness 2 Pet. 3. 13. And now me thinks I can find a Paradise in Golgotha ever since my Saviour hath been there and bid hearty welcom to those worms which shall destroy that flesh which would have destroyed me For I can now safely conclude that neither in regard of my soul nor of my body ought I to fear Death which certainly is not so formidable in it self as it is generally in the worlds opinion For if the Rule be true Nomen quasi Novimen The name of every thing is that whereby it is best known and discerned then by the name of death we may best know and discern the nature of it And these are the chief Names whereby the Scripture expresseth it A Sleep A Change A Departure A Dissolution and none of all these Names is terrible and why then should the thing it self be so But if there be any terrour in the thing yet we are sure that in the Text there is a comfort greater then the terrour First Death is called a Sleep Mat. 9. 24. The maid is not dead but sleepeth And though wicked miscreants who believed not the Resurrection laughed at our blessed Saviour for calling death A sleep yet let all good Christians rejoyce that it is so and give him thanks for making it so It is a comfortable Gloss which the third Toletan Council cap. 22. gives upon those words of John 11. 35. Jesus wept For they say Dominus non flevit Lazarum sed ad vitae hujus ploravit Aerumnas resuscitandum Jesus did not weep that Lazarus slept but that he was again to be awakened to see the miseries and feel the mischiefs of this wicked world T was said before verse 11. Our friend Lazarus sleepeth And he that said it having made his death a sleep was troubled that he should awaken him so soon from his sleep In vita vigilant Justi ideo in morte dicuntur Dormire saith St. Augustine The good man when he dieth is said to sleep because he watcheth and waketh all his life but a wicked man sleeps all his life and awakens only at his death Soul take thy rest saith the rich worldling He lulls his soul asleep but what follows Thou fool this night is thy soul taken from thee Thy sleep shall soon be over together with thy life and Vengeance and Death they shall awaken thee For hast thou slept all thy life and wouldest thou also sleep at thy death Hast thou slept all the while thou wert here and wouldest thou also sleep now thou art going hence Hast thou slept when God bad thee awake and wouldest thou also sleep now that he bids thee die No Thou mayest not any longer expect rest ease and tranquillity For thou shalt certainly have disconsolation at thy departure grief in thy passage and shame at thy journeys end when thou shalt appear before Gods Judgement-seat and shalt not be able to give any account at all of thy life no more then the Souldiers could of Christ Mat. 28. for thou wert asleep Thy Death would have been a sleep if thy life had not been so Secondly Death is called A Change Job 14. 14. All the dayes of my appointiâ—… time will I wait till my Change come Thâ—… Sept. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I wiâ—… wait till I be made again If death be thy making Tell me what can be thy marring A happy change doubtless which is nothing but a new making of that which is quite out of Order And thus saith St. Chrysostome did Symmachus expound thâ—… words 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 my holy Nativity or my holy Naturâ—… come The nature which I now have iâ—… full of corruption full of unholiness so that my own flesh is not so neer me as iâ—… my sinfulness O for a regeneration of my body as well as of my soul that I may be born again in my flesh as I am in my spirit Nor is there any thing that can morâ—… truly sweeten the thought of death theâ—… this consideration that it is a change For we are already in so bad a condition that we cannot well fear our Change should be for the worse And if we be truly sensible of our own condition it is most sure thaâ—… our change will be infinitely for the better For so saith the Apostle Phil. 3. 20â—… 21. For our conversation is in Heaven froâ—… whence we also look for the Saviour thâ—… Lord Jesus Christ who shall change our vile body that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body as if he had said we find nothing on Earth worth conversing withall therefore our conversation is in Heaven we know that our body is now vile and loathsom and therefore we look for the Lord Jesus Christ to Change and Fashion it like unto his Glorious Body Here are two great changes which the men of this world that are most given to change least care for A change of the soul from being on Earth to be in Heaven for our conversation is in Heaven A change of the body from Vileness to Glory who shall change our vile body that it may be like his glorious body Thirdly Death is called A Departure and so doth Abenezra expound the forenamed word in Job 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chaliphathi my change that is saith he 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Halicathi my departure For the Jews express mans Birth as a Coming and his Death as a Going So Eccles. 1. 4. One generation goeth or Passeth away and another cometh Generatio vadens and Generatio Veniens The first is put for the Dying the latter for the living Generation of mankind And the first Council of Nice can 13. speaking of Dying men useth a word that only signifieth going forth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 De iis qâ—… exeunt And again 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 If any man be ready to Depart
yet I may with humility and I hope not without some truth impute the amendment of many of them to mine own sufferings The ground hath been tilled and the tree hath been pruned And why should not this tilling and pruning yield the peaceâ—…le fruit of righteousness unto me that have been exercised thereby I have been â—…ng and often ploughed as it were â—…nd broken up and harrowed by the hand of God and why should I not be somewhat amended and improved by his good husbandry I have been long and often â—…ned as it were in my flesh by his â—…harp knife cutting off my superfluities 〈◊〉 make me the less sinful and the more â—…ruitful And why should I not bring â—…rth good fruits in due season even tâ—… peaceable fruits of righteousness or the fruits of righteousness which bring forth peace the peace of a good conscience here and of a blessed Eternity hereafter Therefore earnestly desiring to walk in this righteousness I will hope to lay me down in this peace And at the end of my wearisom Pilgrimage to take my rest in the arms of Gods Eternal mercy though now I groan under the hand of his Justice For so laying me down to sleep none shall ever be able to take either me from his arms or my rest from me Amen The sick mans Ejaculations To the Reader THese Ejaculations are Eighty in number and they are like mans years in Moses time when they come to that same number full of labour and sorrow though this latter age of the world will not let it self tarry so long for labour nor others tarry so long for sorrow And they are therefore called Ejaculations because they are as it were so many dartings of the soul upon some reflexion or thought either of mans misery or of Gods mercy sent up towards Heaven All aiming at one mark though from several occasions and after several waies That is at the rest of the soul in God Nor may you here look for curious method but for Religious matter sometimes you will find the sick mans soul troubled for fear of death sometimes almost inflamed with the desire of it sometimes bemoaning the disturbance of his body sometimes fearing the distemper of his soul sometimes affrighted with the thought of Judgement sometimes rejoycing against it If you find any thing to comfort you in your extremity thank not me for speaking to my self but thank God for speaking to your soul And be not troubled that your Passions like these Ejaculations are not orderly so as they be Religious Trouble and sorrow cannot look after Order but they must look after Religion And a sick mans expressions are not so much beholding to his head to make them Methodical and Eloquent as to his 〈◊〉 to make them affectionate and devout And God grant your sickness may make yours so Ejaculations 1. GRant Lord that I may be dead unto sin before I am dead unto the world that being planted together in the likeness of thy Sons death I may be also in the likeness of his Resurrection That like as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father so I walking in newness of life may have a comfortable death here and a glorious Resurrection hereafter 2. Destroy in me O God the body of sin before thou destroy in me the body of flesh that I may be justified from my sins whiles I live and freed from my sins when I shall be dead Make me to lie down in comfort because by my death I shall wholly die unto my sins Make me to rest in hope because by my Resurrection I shall wholly live unto my God 3. Make me to look upon my sickness my tedious and terrible sickness as upon thy Visitation that I may bear it patiently Make me look upon my death as upon my Release that I may take it comfortably 4. O thou who wouldst be crucified before thou wouldst be glorified and didst suffer pain to enter into Joy make me submit to thy Cross that thou mayest prepare me for thy Crown Make me contentedly to suffer with thee in this world that I may triumphantly reign with thee in the world to come 5. O Lord I have Judged my self let me not be Judged of thee so as to be condemned for it is agreeable with thy Mercy to save the sinner though thou destroy the sin And it is agreeable with thy Justice not to punish that sin in me which thou hast already punished in my blessed Redeemer 6. O Lord thou didst make thy beloved Son perfect with sufferings and I cannot hope thou wilt let thy unworthy servant be perfected without them O then let not my sufferings betray the imperfections of my flesh but conduce to the perfections of my spirit and make me ever willing to suffer since thou canst and wilt make me perfect by suffering 7. O thou God of peace that broughtest again from the dead our Lord Jesus Christ that great Shepherd of the sheep through the blood of the everlasting Covenant Make me perfect in every good work to do and suffer thy will working in me that which is well-pleasing in thy sight and working for me that which is profitable for my salvation through Jesus Christ to whom be glory for ever and ever Amen Heb. 13. 20 21. 8. O blessed Jesu the chief Corner-stone on which alone is laid for us the foundation of a blessed Eternity the Rock upon which thy Church is built and all our souls relie Be merciful unto me and give ear unto my prayers and to my sighs and groans when I cannot pray Be unto me a fountain of comfort whensoever my heart is in heaviness and my body is in pain that my soul may have continual health and joy and rest in Thee and in thy Merits and Mercies for evermore 9. Lord make me desire the dissolution of my earthly house of this Tabernacle that I may have a building of God an house not made with hands eternal in the heavens for I know that whiles I am at home in the body I am absent from the Lord Make me therefore willing rather to be absent from the body and to be present with thee my God for in thy presence is the fulness of joy and at thy right hand there is pleasure for evermore And make me labour that whether absent or present I may be accepted of thee through the righteousness of thy dearest Son my only Lord and Saviour Amen 10. Give unto me true sorrow for my sins that thou mayest give me true comfort in my sorrows Grant I may have peace in thee whiles I have tribulation in the world and make me be of good chear in all my tribulations for thou hast overcome the world and wilt not let the world overcome me 11. O Lord Jesus Christ who hast overcome the sharpness of death opened the Kingdom of heaven to all Believers Make me â—…ot to fear death since thou hast made that â—…n Inlet into thy
End Others may run Faster but he makes the best Speed that first gets to Heaven So run that ye may obtain 2 Cor. 9. 24. Now a Blessed Immortality may be obtained two waies 1. In Affection 2. In Fruition This latter is to be expected at Gods leisure but the former cannot be too soon obtained The very first step of Mortality should thus tend towards Immortality For as many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his Death Rom. 6. 3. when we were yet scarce entred into our own Life we were Baptized into his Death which shews that in truth we were not so much born to live as we were born to die Well the man may think himself born to live but sure the Christian that is baptized into the Death of Christ must know that he was born again only to die For thus we all brought a body of death with us into the world Rom. 7. 24. as well as a breath of life Gen. 2. 7. And must therefore learn to dye in the beginning as well as in the end of our daies Saint John saith of himself And when I saw him that is Christ I fell at his feet as dead Rev. 1 17. So is it with us when we truly see Christ we sall down at his feet as dead and yet do not lose our Station but only mend it For whereas before we stood in our selves by thus falling we stand in our Saviour No Christian is a loser by being dead with Christ no more then Christ was a loser by his own death For indeed death is the only way for them both to a Joyful Resurrection I am He that liveth and was dead and behold I am alive for evermore Rev. 1. 18. The Death was but for a short time but the Life is for evermore This is such a Funeral as ought to be kept without Mourning and is better solemnized with Joy and Triumph then with Sorrow and Lamentation For this Mortal must put on Immortality here on Earth or it will not be fit to put it on hereafter in Heaven This Mortal must put on Immortality before it put off it self Immortality in Affection or it will never put on Immortality in Fruition SECT II. Of the Knowledge of mans Mortality THE Knowledge of Mortality is more then a Science it is also a Sapience O that they were Wise that they understood This that they would consider their latter end Deut. 32. 29. Here is Sapience and Science Joyned both together Sapience is a knowledge of Principles Science is a knowledge of Conclusions This knowledge of Mortality is Both Teaching a man to joyn his last Ending to his first Beginning The serious studies of Mortality will make a man in His Moment to imitate God in his Eternity It will make us Alpha and Omega in our Nothing as God is in his All. So to think of our First as to think of our Last For this is for a man to consider his latter End To know the greatness of Mortality he is under from within him from without him from above him from below him from within him by the contradiction oâ—… his nature those irreconcilable contrarietics in his constitution From without him by the Contentions anâ—… Violences of wicked men his irreconcilâ—…ble Enemies who aâ—… wicked men have their feet swift to shâ—… blood and as Enemies will yet make theâ—… swifter to shed his blood and as irreconcileable Enemies will not give over that swifâ—…ness till they have shed it From aboâ—… him The God of heaven calling for hiâ—… Breath which he did but lend him for tâ—… Run his Race From below him The Dâ—…vils of Hell sorry to see him Running tâ—… wards Heaven if he be Tending thither anâ—… so desirous to interrupt his course or glad of his running towards Hell if his Race tend that way and so willing to Precipitate and Hasten him thither This consideration of Mortality is fully expressed by the Psalmist as it ought to be Practised by us Psal. 39. 5. Lord let me know mine end and the Number of my Daies so the Septuagint The Number of my Daies you cannot know a Number without Joyning the First and the Last unites both together So is it also in knowing the Number of your Daies you must take in your last day or you cannot have your full Number Omnem crede Diem tibi diluxisse supremum But the Hebrew saith The measure of my Daies now a measure is in continued quantity but Number is in discrete quantity It seems it is not yet fully Resolved in the Text by what quantity the length of mans life is to be taken whether by Magnitude or by Multitude For if it be taken by Magnitude it is so small a measure that it may seem almost indivisible but a span long And yet even so it is rather taken by Multitude for what is a span but a Multitude in Magnitude the space betwixt the thumb and the little finger when they are severally extended to make one measure And therefore the Septuagint saith Behold thou hast made my daies old Such as are already past and gone For whiles t is yet passing over it is no day you have but only the present minute of it when you have the whole day you have nothing left it is gone before you can have it So is your life it is but a minute whiles you have it and if it be more you have it not It is gone before it comes to be more or can be more in your Account And therefore in this case of Numbring our Daies we must fetch our Arithmetick from Heaven no Artist on Earth can teach it us but only the Spirit of God so teach us to number our daies Psal. 90. v. 12. A very Unquoth Arithmetick to number that which is not To number daies whiles they are yet Passing which cannot properly be numbred till they are Past And yet without this Arithmetick there is no applying the Heart unto wisdom Diu Fuit non Diu Vixit He had a long Continuance but he had a short Life is true of every one that Numbers not his Daies till they be spent Here must be Numerus Numerans before Numerus Numeratus The Number Numbring before the Number Numbred God Numbreth the stars and calleth them all by their Names Yet the stars first Are before they are Numbred But man Numbreth his Daies before they Are The Number is before the thing Numbred He Numbers not what is past that he may prolong but what is to come that he may Redeem his time And it neerly concerneth him so to do for his Daies are like a shadow that declineth Psal. 102. 11. The shadow when it is declining waxeth longest for the Sun is setting but then presently it waxeth nothing for the Sun is set So is the life of man as a shadow nay as the dream of a shadow it never seemeth long till it is declining and then in a short time it is nothing at
Authority for the Apostle saith 2 Cor. 5. 6. Whiles we are at home in the body we are absent from the Lord and he gives the reason of that absence in the next verse for we walk by faith not by sight whence it appears that as long as a man walks by faith not by sight not seeing the divine essence he is not yet present with God but the souls of the Saints when separated from their bodies are present with God for it follows verse the eighth We are confident and willing rather to be absent from the body and to be present with the Lord whence it is manifest that the souls of the Saints separated from the body do walk by sight seeing the essence of God and consequently enjoying everlasting blessedness 2. By Reason for the understanding in the exercise of its operation needs not the body but only for some phantasms or representations but it is manifest that the divine essence is not to be seen by the help of any phantasm or representation Wherefore since the immediate bliss of the soul consists in the Vision of the divine essence it cannot depend upon the body and consequently the soul without the body may be and is undoubtedly blessed Thus Aquinas 12 ae qu. 4. art 5. Shewing himself in this an exact Scholar of the Text and as great a Master of Reason And truly iâ—… we rightly consider the matter that Christ hath opened the Kingdom of Heaven to all Believers what can shut it against a believing soul departing hence but onely sinâ—… And that cannot shut it neither for its guilt nor for its blemish and pollution For the guilt of sin is taken away from the believing soul by the imputation of Christs Righteousness And the pollution of sin is also daily diminished in it by the operation of Christs Spirit during life and quite taken away from it at the hour of death even at the very instant of its departure This is the judgement of some excellent School-men So Gabriel in 3. Sent. dist 15. Animae in mortis instantia datur impeccabilitas impassibilitas God gives to the soul at the very instant of death impeccability that it cannot sin and impassibility that it cannot suffer O what a happy instant will that be wherein we shall be delivered from our sins and from our sufferings And agreeable to this Alexander Ales our own Country-man of Merton Coll. in Oxford and Tutor both to the Seraphical and to the Angelical Doctor gives the distinction of Gratia Baptismalis Poenitentialis Finalis Par. 4. qu. 15. membr 3. art 3. That some Grace â—…s Baptismal which rules and governs in the soul by vertue of the Sacrament some Poenitential which causeth an imperfect subjection and conformity of the will to God and this takes away all mortal sin And some Final which makes the will and all its faculties wholly subject and conformable to God and this takes away both mortal sin and also venial But this grace is given only at the last instant of our life for which reason happily it is called final Grace as coming only at the end only to men departing hence to fit and prepare their souls for God For nothing impure or unclean can enter into the Kingdom of God and therefore the soul before it can enter in thither must be quite purged from all manner of impurity and uncleanness which is accordingly done saith he by final Grace For though other grace doth conquer sin yet it is only final Grace that quite expels it The soul not being wholly freed from that disorder which it hath contracted from the body till it again depart from the body If this be so what have I to do but to long for a happy departure that is to make the best use I can of Baptismal and Poenitential Grace that my soul may he delivered from the dominion of sin and to expect that final grace which shall deliver it from the very inhaesion of sinfulness To bless God that hath given me grace in life to purge my soul from sin and that will give me grace in death to perfect my soul in Righteousness That he parting all sin from my soul before he part my soul from my body I may at the end of my weary pilgrimage lay me down in peace and take my rest Lay me down in that peace which this wicked world cannot give and this tumultuous world cannot take away the peace of a good conscience here of a blessed eternity hereafter And take my rest in the bosome of the earth my mother but in the arms of God my Father even that Rest of which it is said Heb. 4. 3. For we which have believed do enter into rest A Rest into which neither our disturbance can enter with us nor our disturbers after us unless as they have troubled others by their sins so at length they trouble themselves much more by their Repentance A Rest into which he hath already entred who is both able and willing to keep us in everlasting rest A Rest of a quiet of an uninterrupted sleep For so he giveth his beloved sleep Psal. 127. 2. The Grave is a place of corruption in it self but to the servants of God it is a place of Rest Thence were Church-yards anciently called sleeping places Coemiteria or Dormitoria wherein the bodies of the Saints were laid to their last Rest The Ancients did think fit to name their burying places from the rest not from the corruption that was to be found in them Athanasius tels us that a man may be said to be corruptible both spiritually and corporally Spiritually when he sins as the Scripture saith They are corrupt and become abominable in their iniquities And Corporally when he dies which corporal corruption saith he hath three Names 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Mors Putrefactio Interitus Death Putrefaction and Destruction The death is when the soul is separated from the body The Putrefaction is when the flesh of the body decays But the Destruction is when also the bones are consumed And he saith that the body of Christ was subject only to the first corruption which is by Death not to the second by Putrefaction and much less to the third by Destruction The like is Damascens Divinity lib. 3. de orth fid cap. 28. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 This word Corruption imports two things Either the separation of the soul from the body or the Total dissolution of the body for he hath joyned 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in one From the first the body of Christ was not exempted from the second our bodies cannot be exempt The body of Christ which knew no sin was subject to the first degree of corruption But our bodies that have been all over infected with sin and defiled by that infection are also subject to the other two degrees of it Christ tasted of death Heb. 2. 9. But we must swallow it down He fed on death
A Christian Legacy Consisting of two Parts I. A Preparation for Death II. A Consolation against Death Nullum sacrificium est Deo magis acceptum quam Zelus Animarum Greg. Mag. 1 Cor. 10. 17 18. He that glorieth let him glory in the Lord for not he that commendeth himself is approved but whom the Lord commendeth By EDWARD HYDE Dr. of Divinity and late Rector Resident of Brightwell in Berks. Printed by R. W. for Rich. Davis in Oxon. 1657. To the Reader Christian Reader WHen first made a Member of Christ though it were at the very entrance of your life you did then receive your summons for death for you were baptized into the death of Christ buried with him by baptism into death Rom. 6. 3 4. And that same Baptism as it still gives you a Rejoycing in Christ Jesus our Lord so it bids you by That rejoycing to die daily 1 Cor. 15. 31. And indeed you are not fit to live till you are prepared to die You are not truly fit to live unless you live to God and if you live unto him you cannot be unprepared to die unto him The Man lives to himself and dies as he lives to his own corruption but the Christian lives to his Saviour and accordingly dies to his glorious Resurrection For none of us liveth to himself and no man dieth to himself for whether we live we live unto the Lord And whether we die we die unto the Lord whether we live therefore or die we are the Lords Rom. 14. 7 8. It is a great priviledge to live to Christ but a far greater priviledge to die to him By living to Christ you get the victory over your enemies and the terrours of their insolency but by dying to him you get the victory over your self and the terrours of your own conscience By living to Christ you get the conquest over life but by dying to him you get the conquest over death Neither shall the world be able to make you live unquietly nor the Devil be able to make you die uncomfortably So that if you do not want the preparation for death you cannot want the consolation against death And in this respect it were much to be wished That all the Lords people were Prophets or if they had rather Preachers to reason with themselves as S. Paul reasoned with Faelix of Righteousness Temperance Judgement to come Act. 24. 25. That all their Trembling or Quaking might begin and end here and none remain till hereafter The reasoning about Righteousness how it would confound our misdemeanours against our Brethren The reasoning about Temperance how it would confound our misdemeanours against our selves The reasoning about Judgement to come how it would confound our misdemeanours or rather outrages against our God All these would be speedily confounded by such kind of reasonings though all have been such as have affrighted Earth and amazed Heaven And truly much better were it that our reasonings should confound our misdemeanours then that our misdemeanours should confound us and make us even ashamed with Josephs Brethren to see the face of our own Brother in this world and much more afraid with Israels enemies to see the face of God our Father in the world to come However whether we will thus turn preachers or not unto our selves yet it is not to be denyed but there are some men who are bound to preach not only to themselves but also to others according to that charge committed to them and that trust reposed in them Luk. 22. 32. Et tu conversus confirma Fratres And when thou art converted strengthen thy Brethren For that Minister is not truly thankful to God for his own conversion and confirmation who makes it not his chiefest business to convert and to confirm others Knowing therefore the terrour of thâ—… Lord we perswade men 2 Cor. 5. 11$ They that most know the terrour oâ—… the Lord ought most to perswadâ—… men to be ready to appear before him that they may not be terrified at hiâ—… appearing and they most know thaâ—… terrour who most know it not only Rationally or Doctrinally by their stâ—…dies and contemplations but alsâ—… Experimentally or Practically by theâ—… summons and by their sufferings Foâ—… as sickness is a summons unto death 〈◊〉 is suffering an experimental dying 〈◊〉 Those therefore who have most feâ—… either sickness or suffering have in aâ—… probability most known the terrouâ—… of the Lord and they ought most 〈◊〉 perswade men Under the notionâ—… sickness the Author of this small Treâ—… tise may own to know the terrours oâ—… the Lord for he looks on himself 〈◊〉 one newly come from the dead anâ—… yet still going to the dead and therefore the fitter to put others in mind of dying nor is he troubled that his writing is so full of weakness and infirmity which is the Indisposition of his body if it may be thought full of conscience and empty of curiosity which is or should be the Disposition of his soul For it is proper for a sick mans hand to sympathize more with his heart then with his head and to delight rather in lineaments of reality then of phansie Wherefore you may here expect such a hand-writing as appeared to Belshazar Dan. 5. which sets down nothing but Numbering and Weighing and Dividing Numbering of your daies Weighing of your sins and Dividing of your self This is like to be the main subject of the first part of the Legacy which is to be the preparation for death after these God enabling shall follow several comforts and consolations 1. Against sickness which numbereth your daies 2. Against Judgement which wilâ—… number your sins 3. Against Death which will divide your soul from youâ—… body and bring it to Judgement And these are intended for the second part of the Legacie as the Consolation against death God make both these aâ—… they are intended to him that writeâ—… them and to those that shall reaâ—… them So prayeth Yours in our common Saviourâ—… E. H. Errata PAg. 4. l. 6. studâ—…es r. studie p. 10. l. ult man r. for man p. 73. l. 21. Scil. Bonam r. saâ—… Bonav sc. Bonaventur p. 128. l. 12. cuie r. curâ—… p. 190. l. 24. to him r. to have p. 231. l. 13. 20. now here r. no where p. 345. l. 18. but most 〈◊〉 worthy r. but more unworthy p. 364. l. 13. Tâ—… Common-Law r. The Canon-Law The Preparation for Death consisting of Three Chapters Mene Tekel Peres Mene or Numbring of your Daies Tekel or Weighing of your Sins Peres or Dividing of your Person CHAP. I. Mene or Numbring of your Dayes Consisting of four Sections 1. Of mans Mortality and Immortality 2. Of the Knowledge of mans mortality 3. Of mans Vanity and the Knowledge thereof 4. Of the Difficulty Necessity and Excellency of that knowledge SECT I. Of Mans Mortality and Immortality MANS Life is but a Race of mortality and is then only well Run when it comes to a blessed
subjecti others ratione objecti but we must here add a third excellency unknown in Philosophy yet undoubted in Christian Divinity ratione termini For the knowledge of Christ Jesus our Lord is most excellent of all others not only from the Object for that he is the brightness of his fathers glory and the express image of his person Heb. 1. 2. And from the Subject for that hâ—… is the true light which lighteth every man that cometh into the world John 1. 9. But also from the Term or end of it For this is life eternal that they might know thee the only true God and Jesus Christ whom thou hast sent Joh. 3. 17. Did they not know their own temporal Death they would not care to know thy eternal Life Did they not know the Vanity which themselves have contracted they would not so heartily desire to know the Glory which thou hast provided Did they not know themselves they would not labour to know their Saviour and yet all the world cannot shew us any knowledge like this knowledge of Christ Jesus our Lord which thus begins in Majesty goes on in Perspicuity and ends in Glory CHAP II. Tekel or weighing of our selves and of our sins SECT I. Weighing of our selves WHiles man is in the stâ—… of Nature as heâ—… under the Curse aâ—… Dominion so is he also uâ—…der the Blindness aâ—… Darkness of sin for heâ—…ing he doth hear and doth not understaâ—… and seeing he doth see and not perceiâ—… Act. 28. 16. Therefore it is necessary tâ—… the soul first weigh her self before theâ—… weigh her sins Now the soul may 〈◊〉 weigh her self in her own Ballance butâ—… the Ballance of the Sanctuary by considâ—…ing not what she is in her own but wâ—… she is in Gods account Quanti pretii est Anima cujus Redemptio est Dei Filius Of how great price is the soul of man which could not be Redeemed but by the Son of God Of how great mischief is sin unto the soul which doth make it forfeit the benefit of that Redemption I should not easily debase my soul by sin if I did but consider seriously what she is in Gods Account what she is in the Account of God the Father who created her after his own likeness what in the account of God the Son who Redeemed her with his own blood what she is in the account of God â—…he Holy Ghost who Sanctifieth her that â—…he may be sealed to the day of Redemption Eph. 4. 30. O veneranda Trinitas O adoâ—…anda Unitas per te sumus creati vera Aeâ—…ernitas per te sumus redempti summa tu Charitas This consideration will bring the soul to know the state of Grace and then she will never be at Rest till she know her self to be in that state For if the soul be â—…ot in the state of Grace and Salvation she must needs be in the state of fin and damâ—…ation A third state of souls is not Revealed may not be Phansied Holy Ignatius Determines excellently concerning this â—…oint in his Epistle to the Magnesians I say there are two several Stamps and Impressions of men some are of the True some are of the False Stamp The Godlâ—… man is of Gods own stamp true curranâ—… mony The Ungodly man is of the Devilâ—… stamp a piece of counterfeit and false coinâ—… 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Not that God made two several sorts of men in the Creation But thaâ—… the Devil hath since got a power over aâ—… wicked men by their own Election so thaâ—… the ungodly and unbelievers do now beâ—… the Image of the Prince of Darkness Thâ—… Godly and the â—…aithful do bear the Imagâ—… of God the father and of our Lord Jesuâ—… Christ. Thus far in effect S. Ignatius S. Pâ—…ters second Successor in the Bishoprick oâ—… Antioch and had from him learned thiâ—… Divinity who in his first Epistle firsâ—… Chapter and third ver Blesseth God for having begotten us again to a lively hope thereby teaching that those can have no lively hope whom God hath not begotten againâ—… The same is also Saint Pauls Divinity foâ—… the spirit of Verity is alwaies the spirit oâ—… Unity speaking indeed by several mouths but still one Truth who plainly contradistinguisheth the state of Gentiles and thâ—… state of Christians the state of Nature anâ—… the state of Grace Eph. 4. 13 17 18. So that we all either walk as Christians till we come in the Unity of the Faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God unto a perfect man unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ or we walk as Gentiles walk in the vanity of their mind having the understanding Darkned being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them because of the blindness of their heart Nor is it enough for a man to know the state of Christians in General but he must moreover labour to know his own state to be truly Christian in Particular according to that of the same Apostle 2 Cor. 13. 5. Examine your selves whether ye be in the Faith Prove your own selves know ye not your own selves how that Jesus Christ is in you except ye be Reprobates The words import a standing Relation of the soul to God as he is the giver of Life and Salvation as if he had said Examine your selves whether ye be in that Faith without which it is impossible to please God whether ye so come to God as to believe that he is and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him Heb. 11. 6. Examine your own selves whether ye be in that faith by which Christ Jesus dwelleth in you and you in him Theâ—… is no man to be excused from this Examination from this Self-tryal much less to bâ—… Exempted from it For the Apostle speaketh very Passionately concerning it anâ—… we may take this for the meaning of hâ—… speech Have you been so long called 〈◊〉 the faith of Christ and do you not yet knâ—… whether ye be truly in that Faith If you 〈◊〉 not know it then examine and prove yoâ—…selves If you do know it then examine aâ—… prove your Faith For you must know thâ—… Jesus Christ is in you or that you are in a mâ—… miserable condition such as is the conditionâ—… Reprobates not of good Christians whereby is evident that every man is bound to knoâ—… his own Spiritual state or condition whâ—…ther he be in the state of Sin or in the staâ—… of Grace whether he be in the state of Sâ—…vation or in the state of Damnation whâ—…ther he be in the state of Faith or in the staâ—… of Infidelity Nor is this knowledge gottâ—… by looking abroad but by looking at homâ—… not by searching into Gods secrets but oâ—… own So saith the Apostle Rom. 10. 6 7 8 〈◊〉 The Righteousness which is of Faith speakâ—… on this wise Say not in thine heart Who shâ—… ascend into Heaven to wit that he mâ—…
sure that it gives him Christ is my gain whether 〈◊〉 live or dye For whiles I live I live unto him the only Author Preserver and Redeemer of my life that when I shall dye I â—…ay die unto him the only Joy Comfort â—…nd Repairer of my Death that whether I â—…ve or dye I may still be his Thus did hoâ—…y Job comfort himself against the miseries â—…f his life and the terrors of his death â—…aying I know that my Redeemer liveth Job 19. 25. as if he had said I know that I â—…m as one forsaken and forlorn yet I â—…ave a Redeemer I know that I seem as â—…ne ready to be swallowed up by death yet he who swallowed death it self up in victory he liveth I know that my Redeemâ—…r liveth and hereupon do I ground my Faith my Comfort and my Assurance my Assurance is infallible undeniable for â—…t proceeds from knowledge I know I am as sure that my Redeemer liveth as that I shall die my faith is firm and immoveable for he is mine none shall ever separate me from him he is my Redeemer my comfort is heavenly and immortal answerable to those Divine fountains of Faith and hope from whence it floweth it is the comfort of eternal life for in that my Redeemer liveth I am most confident that in him and by him I shall also live for when Christ who is our life shall appear then shall we also appear with him in Glory Col. 3. 4. An assured hope a constant faith an immortal comfort these were Jobs only supports in his greatest afflictions and his were so great that we can scarce imagine but sure we cannot endure greater never was his body in worse case never was his soul in better Afflictions in the body then have the right end for which they are sent when they make our souls magnifie the Lord and our spirits rejoyce in God our Saviour The devil intended to have added to Jobs misery by increasing the Torments of his body but he did indeed add to his happiness by increasing the Devotion of his soul Mans extremity is Gods opportunity he then most helps us when we can least help our selves when I am weak then am I strong 2 Cor. 12. 10. and by the Rule of Proportion when weakest then strongest when weakest in my self then strongest in my Saviour yet dare I not venter to stay till the weakness of my body give strength unto my soul. For had not Job been a man perfect and upright in his health he would scarce have shewed so much perfection and uprightness in his sickness What then should be the work of my health but to prepare for sickness what should be work of my sickness but to prepare death Then shall I so live as prepared death then shall I so die as prepared Judgement then shall I so live and die prepared for Christ and his Kingdom Grace in this world of Glory in the â—…ld to come Let me snatch away this â—…ry from my adversary Kingâ—…odom â—…odom say I have made Abraham Rich. 〈◊〉 14. 23. Lest hell and the grave say I â—…e thrown this man upon his knees no â—…nk to him for his devotion it is bare â—…ed and necessity meer extremity and â—…r that makes him devout Happy is â—…t man whom this worlds Afflictions â—…ve driven neerer to his God but much â—…ppier is he that hath made this approach his maker by voluntarily Afflicting mself for seldom is there so much sinâ—…rity but never is there so much Glory that Repentance and Devotion which oceeds rather from compulsion then â—…om election rather from necessity then â—…om choice Let the mercies of God inâ—…te me to Repentance and amendment of â—…e in my health and let me not expect his â—…dgements in my sickness lest instead of â—…eing amended I be confounded For if be afflicted in the flesh and not comforted in the spirit then will death wâ—… was appointed to the end be but the ginning of my afflictions For what 〈◊〉 we say was Jobs body now becomâ—… most as loathsome as the Dunghil wâ—… he sate upon a fit embleme of Immoâ—…lity and yet whosoever shall look into own soul with an impartial eye will 〈◊〉 there much less hope and comfort of eâ—…nity then Job found in his body 〈◊〉 how then can he contentedly compose hâ—…self for Death I answer he must do as did cast but one eye down upon himselâ—… lift up the other to his Redeemer when looks down upon himself he finds notâ—… but worms to destroy his body v. 26. 〈◊〉 when he looks up to his Redeemâ—… then in my flesh saith he shall I see Gâ—… What a strange contrariety is here Woâ—… and Flesh Death and Life Destructâ—… and seeing God! The Worms are 〈◊〉 loathsome that turn to Flesh The Deatâ—… not terrible that ends in Life The Dâ—…struction is most welcome that ends in â—…ing God but yet still worms in theselves are worms death in it self is deathâ—… and destruction is destruction and worâ—… as worms are loathsome death as deatâ—… terrible destruction as destruction canâ—… welcome and the body is invaded by â—…ms captivated under death and deâ—…ction when the soul is separated from and therefore we cannot but look on 〈◊〉 as a violent separation which comâ—…s a Rape upon Nature and conseâ—…ntly must needs be an unwelcome â—…est such as we are unable to exclude yet much more unwilling to entertain â—…erefore the soul while it is in the state conjunction with the body though it now by reason of sin in a miserable state is that state natural and consequentâ—… desirable nor is it easie to define how it need be made miserable before it can made not desirable for we may easily â—…ern a very great desire of life in most 〈◊〉 because the greatest miseries are not â—…e of themselves fully to expel that desire â—…t the soul whiles it is in the state of sepaâ—…ion from the body is in a state altogether natural or rather contra-natural for â—…s as long as she continues so she hath 〈◊〉 the perfection of her own nature it beâ—… as natural for humane spirits to be with â—…ies as for Angelical spirits to be withâ—… them which Aquinas hath excelâ—…tly proved in this manner Ia. p. q. 89. â—…all Intellectual Substances the Intellective Virtue or Facultie is from tâ—… fluence of the Divine Light which 〈◊〉 the farther it is diffused from God more it is divided in it self and the nâ—… is divided the more it must needs â—…minished Hence it is that those Intelleâ—… Substances which are farthest from 〈◊〉 such as are Humane spirits having thâ—… share of the Divine light havâ—… so the weakest Intellectuals and â—…quently are not able to understand 〈◊〉 by such universal forms and represeâ—…ons by which the Angels are able tâ—…â—…derstand them Therefore it is neceâ—… that the Souls of men be united untâ—…â—…dies thereby to be made capable oâ—… universal forms and representations such as are imprinted in the Angels had God given unto men
after Moses did from thence invent some Fable and fein it to have been Acted by some one or other of Jupiters Sons Only The Prophecies about the Cross of Christ they have taken for the ground of no Fable 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 They have not among their Fictions told us of any one of Jupiters sons that was Crucified that Acted his part upon the Cross. And he gives this Reason for it Because the mysterie of the Cross was so Covertly foretold that the Heathen could not understand it And indeed we do not find in all the Hebrew Bible so much as the direct name oâ—… a Cross or Crucifying There is mentioâ—… made of a Tree and of Wood but not of a Cross of Hanging and of Lifting up but not Crucifying However we may weâ—… suppose that if the Heathen had understood the Prophesies concerning Crucifying the Son of God yet they would have thought such a Disgrace not fit to have been Fastened upon any of the sons of their Idol gods And therefore would rather not have any such Narrative then have the reproach and shame that accompanied it But we Christians see the only Son of the only true God being found in fashiâ—… as a man humbling himself and become Obedient unto death even the death of the Cross. And that for this Reason That all they should follow the example of his Patience who do hope to be partakers of his Resurrection For so himself hath said He that taketh not his Cross and followeth after me is not worthy of me Mat. 10. 38. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 He that taketh it not of himself without anothers proferring He that taketh it not as a thing belonging to him but rather as a burden imposed upon him He that taketh it not where he finds it but only when it is offered him For that is the proper signification of 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to take a thing of your own Accord whereas 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is properly to take a thing from anothers hand And it is observable that our Saviour here saith His Cross not My Cross to shew it belongs to us no less then it did to him And without doubt he requires every Christian to take up the Cross so willingly as if it were a matter of choice not of necessity such a Treasure as he would take up of himself if it lay in his way and not tarry till another should bring it him So desirable a thing is Christs Cross in it self though not so to flesh and blood were it only for this Reason that it makes us conformable to himself It makes a man here on eatth conformable unto him who is the very beauty of heaven Insomuch that my zeal to the truth bids me say whiles the Conscience of mine infirmity makes me afraid to say it I had rather with the Martyrs and Confessors have my Saviours Cross then with their Persecutors the Worlds Crown And though I much distrust mine own shoulders yet dareâ—… not disclaim so holy a burden And indeed if I would adore any Reliques it should be a piece of that shoulder which did first help bear my Saviours Cross for that of all others was certainly most like him and therefore most worthy of Adoration But if conformity with Christ in Affliction be not yet surely conformity with Christ in Glory is exceeding comfortable And that is yet a third comfort of the Soul in the sickness of the Body whiles it Afflicteth the flesh because Affliction is a necessary condition of our own Salvation so saith Saint Paul Rom. 8. 17. For in that we are Joint-heirs with Christ we must look to come the same way that he did to this Inheritance That is we must look to suffer with him that we may be glorified with him This consideration alone That Affliction was so necessary a condition of Salvation troubled the most Reverend and most Religious and most Learned Bishop Davenant upon his death-bed A man of singular Uprightness and Integrity and of so exemplary Godliness that thereby he truly honoured God delighted Angels and converted many men yet this man upon his Death-bed having no sin to trouble his Conscience had this Text to trouble it Heb. 12. 6. Whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth For not being able on the suddain to Recount his own chastenings he had some short doubtings in himself concerning Gods love towards him He thought he had not drank of his Saviours cup and therefore could not see how he should sit with him in his Kingdom And yet surely our Saviours words ye shall indeed drink of my cup Mat. 20. 23. were verified concerning Saint John no less then concerning S. James though but the one was murdered by Herod the other dyed peaceably in his bed For even he also was a Martyr in the Preparation of his Soul as appeared by his Banishment nay indeed he was also a Martyr in the Affliction of his body though not by a corporal Martyrdom in shedding his blood yet by a Spiritual Martyrdom in crucifying his flesh and so being under a continual Death by a daily Mortification Martyrium horrore quidem mitius sed diuturnitate molestius as saith Saint Bernard Which kinde of Martyrdom though it hath less of the Horror yet hath it more of the Trouble For the burning coals were not the less hot because when Tiburtius walked upon them bare-footed he thought himself to have walked upon Roses as saith Aqu. 22 ae qu. 123. art 8. c. Nor is the constant Practise of mortifying the flesh the less to be accounted a Dying daily because Saint Paul looked on it as the work of his Rejoycing in Christ Jesus Excellently Saint Hierom Recte dixerim quod Dei Genetrix Virgo Martyr fuit quamvis in Pace vitam siniverit I may justly say that the mother of our Lord was a Virgin and a Martyr though she ended her daies in Peace For indeed true and constant Virginity is in it self a kind of Martyrdom in that it is a mortifying of our members that are upon earth wherefore Saint Paul saith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Col. 3. 5. That is make them dead which is yet more express in the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom 8. 13. That is Put them to Death And doubtless such a righteous soul that daily chasteneth himself in the school of mortification might have seen Gods Rod chastening him by his own hands but yet he not seeing the Rod in anothers hand to chasten him for he dyed before the late Overflowings of ungodliness made the world so full of misery and yet more full of sin He could not but have some doubtings concerning Gods chastisement and that made him have likewise for a time some Doubtings though no Distrust concerning Gods Love because the Text saith so expresly Whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth And why then should not we say O Lord let us taste and see thy chastisement that we may taste and see thy love O taste and see that
is deformed so it is also depraved by â—…t Nor may we here alledge as before the necessity of nature for though the deformity of mans flesh may in some sort be ascribed to the condition of his nature yet the depravation of it may not for God may be the Author of a comparative deformity for that is but a lesser good but by no means of a positive depravation for that is in it self an Evill or a Sin and he cannot be the Author of Sin Wherefore it is a dangerous Position which some late Divines have greedily embraced and as violently maintained That there was the same inordinate propensity in the nature of man to the works of the flesh before the Fall as is in it since the Fall Onely then it was restrained and fettered by original justice or righteousness but is now let loose by original sin This opinion is in it self dangerous because it casts a blasphemous aspersion upon God For he is the Author of Nature and therefore the Author oâ—… the necessary conditions thereof as wâ—… those that flow from the matter as froâ—… the Form but in its consequences it iâ—… no less then damnable For if it be granted that the rebellion of the sensitive Appetite against the dictates of Reason dotâ—… flow from the very principles and being 〈◊〉 the flesh then it must follow that it cannot be a sin for what is natural is no sinfull sin being no less a Monster oâ—… nature then a Monster is a sin of nature and consequently that a man maâ—… in and of himself attain to such a perfection of righteousness as to say meerly ouâ—… of humility not according to the truth forgive us our trespasses A tenent anathematized by the second Milevitane Council in which Alypius and St. Augustinâ—… were present as appears by the Synodicaâ—… Epistle in the Canon in these words Sâ—… quis asserat haec verba dominicae orationis demitte nobis debita nostra à sanctis diâ—… humiliter non veraciter Anathema sit the very same with the 117. Canon in thâ—… Council of Carthage as it is set forth bâ—… Balsamon who thus puts it into Greek 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 And when yoâ—… see Binius and Balsamon so well agree yoâ—… may look on the Tenent not as Anathemaâ—…ized by one Council but by the Catholick Church Therefore we must conclude that â—…his inordinate desire of the flesh against â—…he spirit in man is not a condition but a â—…orruption of his nature and entered â—…ot into the flesh till sin entered into the spirit Then and not till then did the body refuse to be subject to the soul when the soul refused to be subject unto God then that which before was a body of life was presently made a body of death Rom. 7. 24. Not of Gods but of mans own making God made the body but man made the death The soul in that it is united to the body hath by nature an inclination to the things of the body but it hath onely by sin not by nature an inordinate an unruly inclination to them The desires of the flesh are from nature but it is only from sin there is a depravation and irregularity in any of those desires Thirdly mans flesh is depressed by sin for it cannot be depraved by the guilt of sin and not be depressed by the burden of that guilt Wherefore we may justly complain of a weight that is upon us whiles we cannot but complain of the sin that doth so easily beset us Heb. 12. 1. Man now groaning under a two-fold burden the one of his flesh and the otheâ—… of his sins which is the heavier of thâ—… two and makes the burden of the flesâ—… the more burdensome and unsupportable And as in sin there is macula reatuâ—… poena The pollution the guilt the punishment So in the flesh because of sin therâ—… is Deformity Depravation and Depression Deformity from the pollution Depravation from the guilt and Depression from the punishment of sin I will therefore be glad and rejoyce in the wasting of my flesh as I would rejoyce in the deliverance from my blemish that most deforms me from my corruption that most depraveâ—… me and from my burden that most depresses me It is a sweet contemplation of Aquinas 12 ae q. 42. art 5. That spirituall things the more we consider them the greater they appear so that we may lose our selves in the consideration of them if at least we can be said to lose our selves whiles we seek and finde our God But Corporal things the more we consider them the less they appear and vanish by degrees till at length they are quite losâ—… in their consideration So is it with my flesh the longer I consider it the more iâ—… wasts and becomes less in my opinion And therefore it is but reason that the â—…onger I wear it the more it should wast â—…nd become less in its own substance till â—…t length it come to nothing CHAP. II. The Comforts of the Soul against Death THere is nothing more profitable for us then to think of death yet of all our thoughts that is the least welcome and the most terrible for death is the King of Terrors when nothing else will draw us unto God that will frighteâ—… us to him when nothing else will frighteâ—… us from our beloved sins that will makâ—… us affraid of sinning whence it is the wisâ—… mans advice Remember thy last end anâ—… sin no more Excellent is the Casuisâ—… distinction of Articulus mortis verus 〈◊〉 Praesumptus That there is one point oâ—… death in Truth another in Presumption Articulus mortis non intelligitur solus ilâ—… in quo quis moritur sed etiam ille in quo â—…ori probabiliter timetur saith Navar. The point of Death is not only that whereâ—… a man doth actually die but also that wherein he may probably dye so that any â—…mminent danger any dangerous sickness â—…s to be looked on as the point of Death Nay yet further according to the Christianity though not the Criticism of Caâ—…uisticall Divinity there being not one moment of our life exempted from the â—…anger of Death the point of Death doth 〈◊〉 effect pierce through our whole life â—…uch more should it pierce through our â—…earts As many mischiefs as are in the â—…orld so many dangers as many dangers 〈◊〉 many Deaths Let this wicked world â—…en have this priviledge That though it is â—…e worst that ever was to teach a man to â—…e because its doctrines are so dubious â—…et it is the best that ever was to teach a â—…an to die because its practices are so â—…ngerous Welcome then all ye mischiefs â—…d outrages of ungodly men for their â—…es that suffer them though not for â—…eir sakes that do them We can easily â—…sh the one less sin in their doings â—…t we may not wish the other less beneâ—… in their sufferings See the admirable Providence of God towards his Prophet he
I would make supplication to my Judge And what is the supplication that I would make unto him Even that which his own holy Spirit hath taught me to make and will cause him to hear That he will not be extream to mark what is done amiss Psal. 130. 2. Lord hear the voice of my supplications for what even for this that thou shouldst not mark iniquities as it follows If thou Lord shouldst mark iniquities O Lord who shall stand But there is forgiveness with thee that thou maist be feared This is the favourable proceeding by which I hope to be acquitted for why hast thou taught me to believe the forgiveness of sins unless I may attain what I do believe And if I may attain forgiveness of my sins here how shall I be condemned or punished for them hereafter since that is no forgiveness which either holds guilty to condemn or holds as guilty to punish and torment I do then believè that God will proceed in Judging me not according to the Law which requires an absolute obedience without sin but according to the Gospel which admits of Repentance for the forgiveness of sins Thus hath the Doctor of the Gentiles long since determined Rom. 2. 16. In the day when God shall Judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ according to my Gospel Not according to the Law which will condemn all that have been guilty of any sin but according to the Gospel which will condemn none but the unbelieving and impenitent sinners For the Gospel pronounceth sentence of Absolution to all that Believe So Mark 16. 16. He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved but he that believeth not shall be damned Where damnation is denounced not for breaking the Law but for rejecting the Gospel And again John 3. 16. For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life The words speak four such truths as the Angels desire to look into and men can never enough look upon yet four Miracles rather then Truths 1. That God who was provoked to inflict Death should offer Life and that Everlasting Life 2. That he should offer it to the world which had so provoked him 3. That he should offer it by sending his only begotten Son away from himself into the world 4. That he should so send this Son as to give him giving his only Son the Son of his love to give life to those that hated him and more deserved his hatred That whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life Since then I know that I believe why should I fear that I shall perish Why should I think that I shall not have this everlasting life which the Father hath promised the Son hath purchased and the Holy-Spirit hath sealed for I can say with a thankful heart and a chearful voice In Te Domine speravi ne confundar in aeternum Psal. 71. 1. In thee O Lord have I put my trust let me never be put to confusion deliver me in thy righteousness I pray not to be delivered in mine own righteousness but in thine Deliver me in thy Righteousness O God the Father of heaven for thou hast promised deliverance Deliver me in thy Righteousness O God the Son Redeemer of the world for thou hast purchased deliverance Deliver me in thy Righteousness O God the Holy-Ghost proceeding from the Father and the Son for thou hast sealed both the Promise and the purchase of deliverance Deliver me in thy Righteousness O Holy Blessed and Glorious Trinity three Persons and one God for I trust on thy Promise on thy Purchase on thy Seal for deliverance For with thee is the Fountain of life in thy light shall we see light Psal. 36. 9. My soul desires nothing but Life and Light for as a Spirit she was made for Life as an Intellectual or Rational spirit she was made for Light And she must go to God for both She must go to him for Life for with thee is the Fountain of Life and she must go to him for Light for in thy Light shall we see Light And the Life is before the Light even as Living is before Seeing The soul cannot work before she sees and she cannot see before she lives so that Life is in truth given before the work and cannot possibly be given for it And will you know who gives both Life and Light Saint John will tell you John 1. 4. In him was Life and the Life was the Light of men Life and Light both proceed from the Eternal Son of God and Life before Light I had Life in him before I had Light from him He purchased the Life before he gave the Light and therefore sure he hath not given the Light to take away the Life I know it is said That we must all appear before the Judgement-seat of Christ that every one may bear the things done in his body according to that he hath done whether it be good or bad 2 Cor. 5. 10. And I confess I have done very bad things in my body but since my Saviour hath already born them for me must I still fear to bear them for my self Christ is called The Mediator of the New-Testament Heb. 9. 15. It is not said The Mediator of the New-Covenant as in other places but of the New-Testament for a Covenant doth wholly depend upon mutual conditions which if either partie fail the Covenant is broken and made of none effect But a Testament is a thing meerly of Grace and Liberality without any condition and so may be fulfilled meerly out of the goodness of the Testator And this goodness is the support and comfort of my soul I am afraid of the Covenant and I flie to the Testament even to that Testament by which I am made a child an heir even an heir of God and joint heir with Christ Rom. 8. 17. Wherefore I cannot but hope that he will Judge to me the Inheritance which he hath already given me by his own Will and Testament For I look for him to appear the second time without sin unto salvation Heb. 9. 28. not only without sin in himself for he never had any but also without sin in me and all his members from whom he hath taken away all For the death of Christ is doubly beneficial to all true Believers First in respect of his Priest-hood that he hath expiated their sin Secondly in respect of his Testament That he hath given them an Inheritance I dare not deny the first the benefit of his Priest-hood for he is the Lamb of God that taketh away the sin of the world And why should I doubt the second the benefit of his Testament since he did therefore take away the sin that he might give the Inheritance I confess that the unrighteous shall not inherit the Kingdom of God 1 Cor. 6. 9. whether Fornicators or Idolaters or Adulterers or Thieves or
Here is both the good Confidence and the ground of it the good Conscience The confidence is That we may have boldness in the day of Judgement The ground of that confidence is this good conscience Because as he is so are we in this world for this is in effect the Syllogism Whosoever is here like him in Piety shall hereafter be like him in Glory but we that truly believe in him are here like him in Piety therefore we shall also be like him in Glory He that hath that Good confidence upon this Good conscience as he may not be ashamed of his hope so he shall not be disappointed of it for he is sure to stand in the last Judgement because he hath the Eternal Son of God to support him on the one side with his All-sufficient merits on the other side with his All-saving mercies Two such supporters to which he cannot trust too much for which he cannot glorifie Christ enough though he glorifie him world without end Amen Deo Trin-Uni Gloria in secula seculorum Amen A sick mans Cordial composed of three Ingredients I. Contemplations II. Ejaculations III. Devotions Contemplations on Isaiah 53. Verse 3. O MY Beloved Saviour wast thou despised and rejected of men and shall not I learn to despise and reject my self that I may be like to thee approved of thee and received by thee Wast thou a man of sorrows and acquainted with griefs who knewest no sin And shall I who came into the world with sin look to go out of the world without sorrow Verse 4. Didst thou so patiently bear the griefs and carry the sorrows that were due for my sins And shall not I patiently bear the griefs and carry the sorrows that are due for mine own sins How could I have sorrows if I had not sins and why should I not have patience now I must have sorrows Wast thou stricken and smitten of God and afflicted who wast his only begotten and most dearly Beloved Son And shall I look to escape the scourge who heretofore have been his enemy and still am his undutiful and unworthy servant Verse 5. I will look upon my wounds and maladies as upon so many cures and remedies Upon my bruise for I am all over nothing else as upon so much soundness since both wounds and bruises are inflicted not as satisfactions for my sins but as checks and amendments of my sinfulness For he was wounded for my transgressions and bruised for mine iniquities therefore my wounds and my bruises are not now to pacifie the wrath of the Father but to make me conformable to the Son And the chastisement of my peace was upon him therefore I will not repine at my chastisement since I have my peace It being indeed but a chastisement to correct the sinner not a punishment to avenge the sin And since I am healed in my soul I will not fear being wounded in my body For with his stripes I am healed and mine own stripes do but make me the more to see the want and the more to crave the benefit of his healing Verse 6 7. I have been a sheep in my strayings for I have turned to mine own waies O make me also a Sheep in my sufferings not once to open my mouth when thou shearest me clipping off all the comforts of my life no nor when thou slayest me bringing on all the torments oâ—… my sickness no nor when thou slayest me bringing on all the pangs and horrourâ—… of my death That as my Saviour was oppressed and afflicted yet opened not his mouth so I may be kept from murmuring and repining in all my oppressions and afflictions For I may well be as he was Meek and Patient since thou hast laid minâ—… iniquities on him but if I follow not his Meekness and his Patience I fear I shall again lay mine iniquities upon my self Verse 8 9. He was cut off from life whose generation was life what can I expect but death who had it in my very birth who was corrupted when I was generated and therefore not only in regard of my death but also in regard of my life it self must say to corruption thou art my Father and to the worm thou art my Sister and my Mother Who shall declare his Generation For he was begotten of his Father before all worlds But who shall declare my corruption for I was corrupted when I was begotten by my Father before I came into the world He was taken away by death but he was taken away from a mortal a miserable and a contemptible life so let me be taken away good Lord from mortality misery and contempt to Immortality Blessedness and Glory My life hath not left much for my death to take away from me Lord let my death take from me all that is left but my Saviour and let it fully give me him He was brought to prison that he might be Judged and he was brought to Judgement that he might be condemned and his death was his Release both from Prison and from Judgement Lord make my death so to me make my death my Release from prison for whiles I am in the body I am imprisoned fettered with the bonds of sin and corruption But bring my soul out of this prison that I may praise thy name then the righteous shall compass me about for thou shalt deal bountifully with me Psal. 142. 7. A most happy Goal-Delivery for my soul for then the Righteous shall compass me about and not sinners nay more then I shall be compassed about with Rightousness who now am compassed about with sins and that not so much with other mens as with mine own sins Thus make my death my Release from Prison and make it also my Release from Judgement For thy Son hath been Judged and condemned for me that I might escape the Judgement of thy condemnation Lord I ask not that thou wouldest not Judge me for after death comes Judgement Heb. 9. 27. I ask only that thou wilt not condemn me when I shall be Judged And this is agreeable with thy very Justice though I wholly appeal unto thy Mercy not to condemn and punish the same sin twice Thou hast already condemned and punished my sins in my Saviour O then let me escape thy condemnation and thy punishment He was Judged for mine Unrighteousness O let me stand in the Judgement for his Righteousness For the transgression of my people was he stricken Lord thou hast placed me among thy people and therefore I must believe that he was stricken for my transgressions Nay thou hast brought me nearer to thee and made me one of thine own Family having admitted me thy servant Nay thou hast brought me yet nearer to thee and made me one of thine own Inheritance having adopted me thy child I deserved not to be among thy people and I am placed among thy servants I deserved not to be among thy servants and I am accepted among thy children O then
heavenly Kingdom My-sins had shut the gate of Paradise against my soul but thy Merits have opened it again O let me earnestly desire to enter in for thou art gone thither before â—…e that thou mightest be there ready to receive me and retain me with thy self for evermore Amen 12. Lord when shall this corruptible put on incorruption and this mortal put on immortality that in me may be brought to pass that saying Death is swallowed up in Victory O death where is thy sting O grave where is thy victory The sting of death was sin till sin was expiated The strength of sin was the Law till the Law was fulfilled But thanks be unto God which hath given me the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ both over my sins and over his Law in this great contestation Having imputed my transgressions unto my Saviour that my sin might be expiated and having imputed my Saviours righteousness and obedience unto me that his Law might be fulfilled Therefore being justified by faith I have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ by whom also I have access by faith into his grace and rejoyce in hope that I shall at last have access into his glory 13. O Lord Jesus Christ who art the Resurrection and the Life be unto me Life in Death be unto me Resurrection from the Dead and so guide me through Death that it may be my passage into everlasting Life there to see and to bless and to enjoy thee who art the Redeemer and lover of souls and livest and reignest the King of Saints with the Co-eternal Spirit in the glory of God the Father 14. My soul truly waiteth still upon God and still shall wait upon him for of him cometh my help He verily is my strength and my salvation even in weakness and in destruction He is my defence so that I shall not greatly fall And if through mine infirmity I do fall by his power I shall rise again and be able to stand fast being supported through the Merits and Mercies of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 15. O Lord see the blood of thine immaculate Lamb which taketh away the sin of the world sprinkled on my soul that thou mayest see no sin in it And when thou seest that blood let the destroying Angel pass over me never to return again and let the Comforter come unto me and remain with me for ever 16. O dearest Advocate be pleased to intercede and plead for me and to answer all the accusations which the Devils will alledge and mine own conscience will witness against me in the day of Judgement That I being made the monument of thy Mercy who am the purchase of thy Blood may bless and praise thee among thy Redeemed in the Land of the living for ever and ever 17. O thou Eternal Son of Righteousness who risest with healing in thy wings heal thou me and I shall be perfectly healed Shew me the light of thy countenance to dispell all the mists and clouds which now threaten to bring darkness upon my soul Turn thy merciful eyes towards me that I may see thy glorious face in thy heavenly Kingdom where no tears shall dim my sight no sighing shall interrupt my speech no fears shall disquiet my heart and no sadness nor amazement shall disturb or discompose the blessed rest of my soul with thee the longing desires of my soul to thee and the infinite delights of my soul in thee and in thine All-sufficient Merits and All-saving Mercies for evermore 18. O Saviour of the world save me who by thy Cross and precious blood hast Redeemed me Help me O my God at all times but most especially at this time now I am least able to help my self or my friends to help me Intercede for me by thy precious death and passion in all my distresses but then most when I shall least be able to speak for my self at the hour of Death and in the day of Judgement Be now and then and ever my defence and make me know and feel that there is no other name under heaven given unto men in whom and through whom I may expect health and salvation but only thy Name O my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 19. O Lord God which art the giver of all good things and never repentest of the good gifts which thou hast given give unto me health and ease as long as they shall be blessings from thee and give me thy grace to desire them no longer And when thou most takest from me these or any other comforts of this mortal life then Lord most increase and multiply upon me the joyes and comforts of a blessed Immortality 20. Lord I am desirous to go out of my self and out of this vale of misery that I may come unto Mount Sion and to the City of the living God the heavenly Jerusalem and to an innumerable company of Angels to the general Assembly and Church of the first-born which are written in heaven and to God the Judge of all and to the spirits of just men made perfect and to Jesus the Mediator of the New-Covenant O thou who hast prepared these immortal joyes for my soul prepare my soul for these joyes that being made a Citizen of thy heavenly Jerusalem I may be able to joyn in consort with the Angels thy first-born there and with the spirits of just men made perfect since them who now both together make but one Quire and are alwaies singing Hallelujah and worshiping him that liveth for ever and ever 21. O blessed Jesus thou only comfort of miserable and distressed sinners consider my distress Look upon mine adversity and misery and forgive me all my sin O thou blessed Mediator betwixt God and man intermediate for me Let the unspotted righteousness of thy life be an acceptable sacrifice for the multiplyed unrighteousness of mine And let the bitter pangs of thy death keep from me all the bitterness of the temporal and much more the pangs and horrours of the eternal Death Thou didst taste the gall and vinegar when thou gavest up the Ghost therefore I beseech thee keep me from tasting it Thou didst seem to be forsaken of thy God O let not me bâ—… forsaken of thee But grant that I putting my whole trust and confidence in thy Merits and in thy Mercies â—…ay from henceforth most chearfully serve thee in all holiness and pureness of living and most faithfully persist in thy service by a resolved constancy contentedness and patience of dying That I may yet more and more know thee and the power of thy Resurrection and the fellowship of thy sufferings being made conformable to thy death that so I may attain to a joyful Resurrection of the dead to give praise and thanks unto thy holy Name world without end 22. O thou Eternal Son of God who didst take upon thee the nature of man that thou mightest lead a miserable life and undergo a shameful death I beseech thee sweeten unto me
all those present miseries of my life which thou hast already sanctified in that thou hast born them and all those possible horrours of my death which thou hast already conquered in that they durst assail thee to bear them That I who of my self am in death even in the midst of life may through thee my blessed Saviour find life in the midst of death and glory after it to glorifie thee who art the Lord of death and the Giver of life Amen 23. O holy Jesus thou only Redeemer of souls who by ' thy death hast overcome death and opened unto us the gate of everlasting life I most humbly beseech thee that as by thy special grace preventing me thou dost put into my mind good desires of departing hence and of being with thee so by thy continual help I may bring the same to good effect and at last joyfully depart in thy peace for that mine eyes have seen thy salvation my heart hath believed it and my soul goeth hence to enjoy it and with it thee my blessed Redeemer who with the eternal Spirit art most high in the glory of the Father one God everlasting Amen 24. O thou who layedst down thy life for my Redemption make me ready to lay down my life at thy command Teach me more and more to despise the Treasures and the Pleasures of this world which have in them a double vanity that they are transitory that they are not satisfactory As they cannot give me true content whiles I possess them because they are not satisfactory so let them not create in me any discontent when I must have them because they are but transitory O make me lay up for my self a stock of Treasure and of Pleasure in heaven by 〈◊〉 true and lively faith working zealously â—…or thee relying wholly on thee and â—…onging earnestly after thee for ever 25. Lord where is my Treasure but only in him that bought me who is my everlasting Portion that only God could give me and men cannot take from me And where should my heart be but where my Treasure is even in heaven and heavenly things I will therefore from henceforth live by the faith of the Son of God who died for me and gave himself for me And living by that faith though I may dwell on earth yet I shall live in heaven nay in the uppermost part of heaven even at the right hand of God there will I live alwaies with thee O my blessed Redeemer adoring thy Excellency reverencing thy Majesty loving thine Authority enamoured with thy Perfections and joyfully depending on thy Mercy That though my continuance be still with men yet my conversation may be with thee my God and Saviour by love earnestly longing for thee by hope wholly trusting on thee by desires stedfastly cleaving to thee and by delight alwaies rejoycing in thee So shall my soul when it departs out of this earthly Tabernacle be received into thine everlasting habitations there to bless and enjoy thee who with the Father and the Holy-Ghost livest and reignest one God world without end Amen 26. O Lord who hast called to thee all those that travel and are heavy laden and hast promised to give them rest have mercy upon me thy distressed servant who now am in a restless condition what ease and repose thou denyest unto my body I beseech thee give unto my soul that though my flesh doth not enjoy the sweet and comfortable rest of sleep yet my spirit may enjoy that everlasting rest and repose which is alwaies to be found in thee O grant that a promise being left me of entering into thy rest I may not come short of it through my unbelief but that by going out of my self and living in thee I may forthwith enter into that internal rest which is to be enjoyed here in the presence of thy grace and may continue and abide therein till I shall come to that eternal rest which is not to be expected till hereafter nor to be enjoyed but only in the presence of thy glory 27. O Lord God the God of my salvation teach me to cry day and night before thee that so thou mayest still save me and let my prayer enter in whither I am not worthy to enter even into thy presence Incline thine ear unto my calling since thou hast inclined my heart to call upon thee for my soul is full of trouble and my life draweth nigh unto hell But draw thou nigh unto my soul I shall be delivered from all my troubles and though thou hast put my lovers my friends away from me and hid mine acquaintance out of my sight yet let me ever see the light of thy countenance and I shall not be troubled for not seeing them and make me rejoyce in thine everlasting love and I shall find no want of my other friends lovers 28. O Lord I cannot deny but that having been at enmity with thee I deserve to be cloathed with shame and covered with mine own confusion as with a Cloak But O cloath me with thy Sons righteousness and therewith cover my shame and my confusion I am unworthy in my self to pray for mercy for Judas-like I have betrayed my Saviour O make me worthy in his blood not only to pray for it but also to obtain it 29. O Lord my foot hath often slipped but thy mercy hath hitherto held me up that I have not fallen into the pit of destruction Let thy Mercy O Lord still hold me up and in the multitude of sorrows that I have or shall have in my heart by reason of my sins let thy comforts evermore refresh my soul For thou makest me find trouble and heaviness that I may call upon thy Name and I do call upon thy Name that thou mayest deliver my soul O Lord I beseech thee deliver my soul from death mine eyes from tears and my feet from falling that I may walk before thee in the Land of the living That I may walk carefully and conscionably before thee because thou seest all things That I may walk reverently before thee because thou rulest all things That I may walk thankfully before thee because thou givest all things That I may walk comfortably before thee because thou savest all things and wilt in mercy save me O let me so walk before thee here in this world as one that hath a hope to live with thee hereafter in the world to come Let my soul awake from the sleep of sin to give glory to thee because I trust that when I shall awake from the sleep of death I shall receive glory from thee 30. O thou worthy Judge-Eternal I tremble at the very thought of thy Judgement and how then shall I tremble at the sight of my Judge For mine own mouth doth most grievously accuse me and mine own heart doth most impartially condemn me and mine own conscience cannot but set its seal to the justness of my condemnation But I believe that thou
or infidelity or any other grievous sin but may be able to stand stedfastly through thy supporting and to walk on constantly in the way of Piety and of Patience till by thy good guiding and conducting I may at last come to the life everlasting As thou still holdest open the eyes of my weak body to behold the light of nature so be pleased daily more and more to open the eyes of my sinful soul to behold the light of grace till thou bring me to enjoy the light of glory there to glorifie and praise thee for ever Amen The sick mans Collect for Peace O God which art the Author of our peace for thine own Mercies sake but the Author of our troubles only for our sins Give unto me thy unworthy servant that peace which this wicked world cannot give and which this tumultuous and troublesom world cannot take away and defend me in all the assaults of my afflictions both corporal and spiritual that I surely trusting in thy defence and wholly submitting to thy providence may not fear the power of any adversity whatsoever through the might and for the mediation of Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Collect for Grace O Lord our heavenly Father Almighty and everlasting God which hast safely brought me through many dangers and troubles and diseases to the beginning of this dangerous and desperate sickness defend me in the whole continuance of the same with thy mighty power and grant that herein I may fall into no sin neither run into any kind of danger whereby I may become either impenitently sinful or uncomfortably miserable But that all my doings and all my sufferings being ordered by thy Governance I may alwaies do that which is righteous in thy sight and suffer that which may be profitable for mine own salvtion through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen The sick mans Letany O God the Father of heaven and of all Mercies have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner And grant that in the greatest extremities and anguishes of my body I may find the greatest comforts and refreshments of my soul Grant that when I am most tormented in my flesh I may be most relieved in my spirit That though my loins are filled with a sore disease and there is no whole part in my body yet my soul may magnifie the Lord and my spirit may rejoyce in God my Saviour for he hath regarded my low and miserable estate and he will relieve it O God the Son Redeemer of the world and of my sin-sick and sinful soul have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner and take away all my sins that thou mayest take away all my miseries As thou hast made me a happy Believer so also make me a joyful partaker of thy Redemption and then most especially when I shall most feel my self as it were swallowed up of grief and destruction through the pains and torments of my increasing sickness or the pangs and horrours of my approaching death Be thou my comfort in distress my strength in weakness my health in sickness my joy in sadness Be thou my life whiles I am living and my Resurrection from the dead that though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I may fear no evil for thou art with me to conduct me through the dangerous downfalls of that valley to direct me through the dismal darknesses of that shadow and to sustain me in the dreadful dissolution of that death O thou who now sittest on the right hand of God making intercession for me reject me not when I am making intercession for my self for through thy death I hope for life through thy life I hope for glory through thy glory I hope for eternal glory And in that hope do I now commend my spirit into thy hands for thou hast redeemed me O God thou God of truth And thou wilt save me O God thou God of Mercy because I have believed thy truth and do rely upon thy Mercy Therefore do I wholly resign my self body and soul unto thee submitting them both to thy good will and pleasure either for life or death beseeching thee to Receive my soul and to Restore my body and to grant that I may be able to stand upright in the dreadful Judgement being supported by the arm of thy All-sufficient Merits and All-saving Mercies to bless and praise thee O my blessed Redeemer world without end O God the Holy-Ghost proceeding from the Father and the Son have Mercy upon me a miserable sinner and give unto mean assurance of thy Mercy that thou mayest give unto me an abatement of my misery O thou which art the Comforter of thine Elect give unto me daily more and more the heavenly comforts of mine Election and in the greatest agonies and distresses of my body transfix my soul with the most joyful apprehensions and the most firm perswasions of thine everlasting Love and undeserved Mercies towards me in Jesus Christ That neither the apprehensions of a sad and miserable life nor the fears and terrours of an uncomfortable death may ever be able to affright my soul nor to disturb that sweet peace resâ—… and repose which my spirit now hath and desireth to have in thee the God of spirits who givest unto those souls that are oâ—… thy Communion the antepast of eternity the blessed anticipation of immortal joy 〈◊〉 O my God my Stay my Comforter unto thee do I flie for the comforts of immortality Like as the Hart panteth after the water-brooks so panteth my soul after thee O God My soul thirsteth for God even for the living God when shall 〈◊〉 come to appear before God when shall I drink my fill of the waters of life to quench my thirst O let my tears no longer be my meat day and night whiles mine own troubled thoughts say unto my soul Where is now thy God for surely my God is in heaven whatsoever pleaseth him that doth he in heaven and in earth 〈◊〉 and though for a while in the evening of this life I have sadness upon earth yet in the morning of eternity I shall for eveâ—… have joy in heaven Amen O Holy Blessed and Glorious Trinity three persons and one God have Mercy upon me a most miserable and wretched sinner and therefore most miserable and wretched because a sinner because I have sinned against heaven and against thee the God of heaven But since thou hast given me grace through the confession of a true faith to acknowledge the glory of the eternal Trinity and in the power of the Divine Majesty to worship the Unity I beseech thee that through the stedfastness of this faith I may be absolved from all my sins and also be defended from all adversity which livest and reignest one God world without end Amen Remember not Lord mine offences nor the offences of my fore-fathers neither take thou vengeance of my sins spare me good Lord spare me thy most afflicted but most unworthy servant whom thou hast
offered and the time of my departure is at hand 2 Tim. 4. 6. Now therefore I pray thee if I have found grace in thy sight shew me now thy way that I may know thee that I may find grace in thy sight and consider that I am one of thy people And he said my presence shall go with thee and I will give thee rest And he said unto him if thy presence go not with me carry me not up hence for wherein shall it be known here that I have found grace in thy sight is it not in that thou goest with me And the Lord said I will do this thing also that thou hast spoken for thou hast found grace in my sight and I know thee by name And he said I beseech thee shew me thy glory so saith my soul O Lord and because no man shall see thee and live I desire to die that I may see thee Exod. 33. 13 14 15 16 17 18. Unto him that is able to keep me from falling into the pit of everlasting destruction and to present me faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy do I recommend my soul even to the only wise God our Saviour to whom be glory and Majesty dominion and power now and ever Amen Epist. of Saint Jude v. 24 25. The Lord shall preserve me from all evil yea it is even he that shall keep my soul. The Lord shall preserve my going out and my coming in from this time forth for evermore Amen Psal. 121. 7 8. The sick mans Departure or Dismission ARise ye and depart for this is not your Rest because it is polluted it shall destroy you even with a sore destruction Micah 2. 10. Return unto thy Rest O my soul for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee For thou hast delivered my soul from death mine eyes from tears and my feet from falling I will walk before the Lord in the Land of the living Psal. 116. 7 8 9. There remaineth therefore a Rest to the people of God Heb. 4. 9. Lord I willingly go out of this world that I may enter into that everlasting rest Amen I have set God before me he is at my right hand I shall not fall Therefore my heart is gland and my glory rejoyceth my flesh also shall rest in hope For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell neither wilt thou suffer thine holy one to see corruption Thou wilt shew me the path of life in thy presence is fulness of joy at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore Amen Psal. 16. 8 9 10 11. To me to live is Christ and to die is gain I have a desire to depart and to be with Christ. Lord now lettest thou servant depart in peace that he may rest in hope rise in joy and reign in glory Amen A sick mans Resignation Psal. 31. 5. Into thine hand I commit my spirit thou hast Redeemed me O Lord God of Truth THere is nothing more the duty of a good Christian then whiles he lives to possess his soul in patience and when he shall die to resign his soul in comfort And indeed he must possess his soul in patience that he may resign it in comfort He must possess his soul in patience as not being fully contented much less fully delighted with his present â—…ndition in this world wherein he canâ—…t but see very much to trouble him but â—…thing at all to satisfie him Help Lord â—…h the Psalmist Psal. 12. 1. in great â—…ation of his heart and we may gather threefold reason why he is so vexed 〈◊〉 the godly man ceaseth the faithful fail â—…d they speak vanity Defectus sanctitatis 〈◊〉 affectu veritatis in intellectu sanctitatis 〈◊〉 â—…ffectu saith Alensis The defect of holiâ—…ss in the will of truth in the understandâ—…g of innocency in the action This is â—…e threefold defect that makes the good â—…ristian possess his soul not in delight as â—…on choice but only in patience as upon â—…cessity because he wants holiness in his â—…ill and cannot love God because he â—…nts truth in his understanding and â—…not know God because he wants inâ—…grity in his action and cannot honour â—…od as he is bound and desires to do This the reason that he possesseth his soul not delight but in patience and the trouble â—…at he finds in his possession makes him 〈◊〉 think himself of a Resignation The â—…ssessing his soul in patience whiles he â—…es makes him Resign his soul in comâ—…t when he is to die And here we have the form of that comfortable Resignatioâ—… Into thy hands I commit my spirit thou haâ—… redeemed me O Lord God of truth I hopâ—… no man will say that this set form of thâ—… Resignation of his soul doth stint Goâ—… Spirit which teacheth him how to Resigâ—… his own For sure we are that he useâ—… this same form of whom it is said Gâ—… giveth not the spirit by measure unto hiâ—… John 3. 34. And if a set form did not coâ—…fine the spirit in him who received it not bâ—… measure much less can it confine the spirâ—… in us who have it measured from him Well may set forms teach us rightly tâ—… commend our own spirits to God but theâ—… cannot possibly make us confine his Spirit Had there been any such inconveniency 〈◊〉 using of set forms the Spirit of Goâ—… would not have provided us so many seâ—… forms of Prayers and Praises in the Psalm and other parts of the Text so that no objection can be made against set forms oâ—… Prayer as such which may not be retorteâ—… to some undervaluing if not undermininâ—… of the Scripture it self the very light oâ—… our eyes the breath of our nostrils and thâ—… joy of our hearts We may not then hearken to this objection above all the rest unless we will say That the Spirit of Goâ—… did intend to confine himself Or the Son â—…f God did intend to confine his own Spiâ—…it in us when he absolutely prescribed a â—…t form in his own most holy Prayer comâ—…anding it to be said Luke 11. 2. when ye â—…ray say Our Father nay yet more unâ—…ess we will say that the Son of God did â—…ntend to confine his own Spirit in himself when he used this very particular form 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Into thy hands I commend my spirit Luke 23. 46. For it is the very same Greek Text in both places and the very same translation in the vulgar Latine though we in English have seemed to make a Verbal but not a Real difference And therefore it is evident that our blessed Saviour by using this set form hath sanctified it for our use and taught us thereby how to Resign our souls to him that gave them And indeed the Spirit of God had sufficiently sanctified it before so that now we have this Resignation doubly sanctified to us by the spirit and by the Son of God so happy a thing is it for us seriously to consider and much