claritude_n or_o light_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o without_o the_o interposition_n of_o the_o light_a angelical_a and_o then_o god_n couniteth_a all_o the_o forego_n light_n in_o his_o own_o light_n which_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o himself_o and_o a_o man_n be_v make_v so_o sure_a and_o certain_a from_o god_n who_o be_v that_o very_a light_n that_o this_o degree_n of_o his_o light_n be_v god_n himself_o and_o not_o angelical_a claritude_n that_o he_o need_v not_o ask_v other_o who_o have_v experience_v it_o for_o god_n bring_v with_o he_o that_o certainty_n when_o he_o come_v but_o before_o this_o light_n come_v which_o be_v god_n himself_o those_o angelical_a light_n do_v first_o appear_v and_o do_v as_o it_o be_v prepare_v the_o way_n for_o the_o true_a light_n for_o if_o this_o true_a light_n shall_v come_v without_o send_v before_o it_o those_o enlightening_n a_o man_n can_v not_o bear_v it_o but_o the_o angelical_a light_n be_v such_o whereby_o a_o man_n rejoice_v for_o a_o 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with_o pleasure_n singularity_n and_o pride_n there_o be_v also_o false_a light_n which_o shine_v in_o a_o man_n and_o give_v he_o a_o understanding_n and_o do_v unfold_v the_o say_n of_o scripture_n yea_o even_a satan_n be_v wont_a to_o appear_v under_o the_o shape_n of_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n and_o all_o these_o be_v do_v in_o a_o man._n here_o therefore_o a_o man_n be_v to_o have_v a_o care_n lest_o he_o mistake_v these_o for_o divine_a light_n and_o if_o he_o be_v in_o doubt_n whether_o they_o be_v divine_a or_o not_o there_o be_v need_v only_o of_o silence_n for_o he_o can_v err_v by_o be_v silent_a whether_o that_o light_n be_v divine_a or_o whether_o it_o be_v false_a but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o pure_a be_v the_o zeal_n of_o a_o man_n by_o so_o much_o the_o less_o do_v false_a light_n vex_v he_o for_o the_o evil_a spiâ—â—_n have_v in_o our_o time_n appear_v in_o many_o wiâ—â—_n false_a revelation_n as_o lucifer_n that_o fiâ—â—_n light_n fall_v so_o also_o the_o first_o light_a whiâ—â—_n come_v into_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o fall_v and_o dyâ—â—_n for_o by_o that_o a_o man_n may_v sin_v by_o loftiness_n 〈◊〉_d mind_n through_o pride_n not_o yet_o eradicate_v now_o in_o that_o death_n sin_n be_v pluck_v up_o bâ—â—_n the_o root_n and_o then_o the_o true_a essenâ—â—_n enter_v into_o a_o man_n as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o and_o man_n be_v transplant_v into_o it_o and_o it_o can_v neuâ—â—_n more_o be_v extripate_v as_o it_o be_v promise_v 〈◊〉_d the_o prophet_n the_o time_n come_v saitâ—_n the_o lord_n where_o in_o no_o more_o etc._n etc._n thâ—_n angelical_a claritude_n which_o a_o man_n gâ—â—teth_v show_v to_o he_o his_o prison_n and_o 〈◊〉_d the_o impurity_n in_o which_o he_o idle_o tumble_v but_o it_o do_v not_o bring_v he_o out_o of_o prisoâ—_n nor_o take_v away_o his_o impurity_n from_o he_o but_o this_o christ_n only_o do_v who_o draâ—â—_n he_o out_o of_o prison_n and_o free_v he_o froâ—_n his_o impurity_n nor_o be_v that_o do_v but_o by_o â—â—cending_v into_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_a anâ—_n before_o this_o state_n of_o the_o grave_a a_o man_n caâ—_n not_o bear_v that_o light_n which_o be_v christ_n himself_o nor_o receive_v it_o therefore_o christ_n come_v after_o that_o that_o angelical_a light_a haâ—â—_n first_o enlighten_v his_o prison_n and_o discover_v to_o man_n his_o sin_n and_o cast_v the_o man_n â—nto_fw-mi hell_n and_o then_o all_o be_v take_v from_o â—im_n through_o the_o fire_n which_o make_v he_o â—efore_o unfit_a or_o uncapable_a of_o the_o eternal_a â—ight_n of_o christ_n but_o the_o man_n be_v thus_o lead_v through_o the_o fire_n that_o he_o may_v be_v purify_v so_o as_o all_o the_o wood_n the_o straw_n and_o â—he_v chaff_n in_o he_o be_v burn_v in_o the_o fire_n and_o he_o himself_o be_v purge_v by_o this_o fire_n shall_v be_v save_v he_o himself_o perish_v not_o in_o the_o fire_n but_o sin_n only_o perish_v and_o be_v root_v out_o so_o as_o it_o can_v never_o grow_v out_o again_o but_o the_o man_n be_v bring_v out_o and_o make_v alive_a again_o in_o god_n he_o indeed_o also_o perish_v by_o the_o fire_n as_o to_o his_o own_o former_a life_n so_o as_o that_o he_o be_v no_o more_o revive_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o sin_n for_o he_o be_v bring_v out_o through_o a_o back-gate_n and_o be_v vivify_v that_o be_v he_o rise_v again_o in_o god_n and_o be_v revive_v in_o righteousness_n as_o we_o speak_v of_o a_o angelic_a claritude_n that_o it_o show_v to_o a_o man_n his_o prison_n together_o with_o his_o impurity_n which_o then_o be_v to_o be_v purify_v by_o fire_n that_o he_o himself_o may_v by_o this_o mean_n be_v make_v capable_a of_o the_o eternal_a light_n which_o be_v christ_n so_o some_o there_o be_v who_o do_v not_o right_o understand_v that_o matter_n for_o when_o that_o angelic_a claritude_n first_o show_n to_o they_o their_o prison_n with_o the._n impurity_n present_o they_o think_v that_o this_o lesser_a light_n be_v god_n himself_o nor_o do_v they_o take_v care_n that_o they_o shall_v first_o be_v free_v from_o their_o impurity_n but_o with_o a_o impure_a nature_n they_o present_o apprehend_v that_o claritude_n and_o arrogate_v to_o themselves_o great_a knowledge_n of_o spiritual_a matter_n which_o also_o they_o do_v divers_a way_n abuse_v by_o speak_v write_v or_o teach_v for_o their_o own_o advantage_n pleasure_n glory_n and_o ambition_n but_o their_o impurity_n and_o their_o sin_n they_o account_v not_o off_o for_o sin_n but_o for_o a_o thing_n lawful_a wherefore_o neither_o do_v their_o conscience_n accuse_v they_o until_o god_n himself_o smite_v they_o for_o they_o ought_v not_o to_o abuse_v claritude_n but_o it_o shall_v have_v serve_v they_o for_o that_o end_n for_o which_o it_o be_v give_v to_o they_o viz._n for_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o their_o sin_n from_o which_o they_o be_v afterward_o to_o be_v purify_v by_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_a and_o then_o at_o length_n they_o shall_v have_v be_v make_v capable_a and_o fit_a that_o that_o eternal_a light_n viz._n god_n himself_o may_v have_v be_v receive_v of_o they_o nor_o ought_v â—â—ey_v to_o have_v break_v out_o into_o act_n of_o speacke_v â—â—g_a write_a or_o teach_v nor_o to_o suppose_v themselves_o to_o be_v make_v perfect_a chap._n xiiii_o all_o the_o understanding_n of_o those_o who_o abuse_v the_o first_o claritude_n be_v alone_o derive_v from_o that_o claritude_n which_o by_o we_o term_v angelical_a and_o indeed_o it_o above_o nature_n but_o be_v by_o they_o apply_v nature_n so_o as_o that_o they_o utter_v thing_n range_v which_o can_v be_v comprehendâ—â—_n by_o natural_a man_n nor_o can_v any_o man_n by_o â—â—s_o own_o reason_n arrive_v at_o this_o understanding_n but_o such_o be_v very_o prone_a to_o do_v harm_n â—â—cause_fw-mi they_o can_v move_v all_o
but_o in_o a_o just_a measure_n and_o order_n and_o that_o to_o his_o own_o glory_n and_o for_o the_o promotion_n and_o growth_n of_o the_o man_n all_o which_o will_v a_o man_n hinder_v if_o be_v impatient_a under_o the_o cross_n he_o shall_v not_o wait_v upon_o god_n great_a be_v the_o fruit_n of_o affliction_n and_o therefore_o in_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n to_o be_v expect_v i_o expect_v the_o lord_n from_o the_o morning_n watch_n even_o until_o the_o evening_n say_v the_o psalmist_n and_o isaiah_n say_v bless_a be_v all_o they_o that_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n for_o they_o that_o wait_v upon_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v confound_v the_o psalmist_n say_v in_o wait_v i_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o regard_v i_o now_o if_o there_o be_v neither_o faithfulness_n nor_o good_a will_n in_o the_o lord_n of_o visit_v and_o help_v he_o the_o scripture_n will_v never_o have_v represent_v these_o thing_n to_o we_o in_fw-la asmuch_o as_o it_o speak_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v true_a the_o lord_n grant_v we_o faith_n paul_n say_v i_o believe_v all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v write_v in_o the_o law_n and_o the_o prophet_n the_o eye_n of_o our_o opinion_n love_n and_o favour_n be_v to_o be_v turn_v upon_o god_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n we_o ought_v to_o set_v he_o for_o our_o mark_n and_o end_n and_o not_o thing_n create_v if_o we_o will_v continue_v pure_a and_o unburthened_a the_o natural_a state_n by_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_v this_o that_o we_o shall_v turn_v our_o eye_n upon_o those_o thing_n from_o whence_o spring_n up_o to_o we_o nothing_o but_o blindness_n and_o ignorance_n which_o thing_n also_o be_v again_o change_v in_o a_o true_a change_n which_o tend_v to_o their_o original_n but_o that_o then_o happen_v with_o grief_n and_o with_o anguish_n now_o he_o that_o cast_v himself_o into_o that_o original_n he_o arrive_v at_o the_o port_n of_o grace_n and_o that_o be_v reveal_v to_o he_o which_o he_o before_z know_v not_o for_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n open_v and_o reveal_v but_o the_o imitation_n of_o the_o flesh_n hide_v and_o shut_v in_o all_o thing_n we_o be_v perverse_a until_o we_o come_v unto_o judgement_n and_o death_n unless_o the_o lord_n shall_v exhibit_v himself_o unto_o we_o and_o shall_v sustain_v we_o by_o his_o power_n we_o shall_v all_o utter_o perish_v whence_o we_o ought_v deserve_o to_o beware_v of_o all_o rashness_n there_o be_v no_o need_n that_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v more_o solicitous_a about_o the_o get_n of_o knowledge_n than_o he_o shall_v be_v of_o attain_v of_o death_n for_o in_o death_n thing_n do_v open_a and_o give_v out_o themselves_o and_o true_a knowledge_n be_v unfold_v whereas_o if_o life_n shall_v remain_v that_o can_v not_o be_v effect_v though_o a_o man_n shall_v strive_v with_o never_o so_o much_o study_v and_o labour_n yea_o though_o he_o may_v get_v knowledge_n according_a to_o the_o letter_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v still_o shut_v up_o and_o hide_a from_o he_o before_o he_o can_v yield_v himself_o up_o into_o death_n and_o admit_v in_o himself_o the_o die_a of_o the_o guilty_a body_n such_o studying_n and_o endeavour_n after_o knowledge_n be_v rather_o a_o hindrance_n because_o thereby_o a_o man_n neglect_v his_o own_o self_n and_o become_v forgetful_a of_o his_o own_o concern_v of_o this_o also_o say_v our_o lord_n what_o shall_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o to_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n that_o any_o one_o in_o this_o world_n shall_v not_o be_v solicitous_a nor_o feed_v cark_n care_n many_o thing_n be_v requisite_a for_o there_o be_v some_o who_o take_v no_o care_n at_o all_o because_o they_o labour_v not_o by_o reason_n of_o want_n or_o penury_n and_o many_o be_v such_o by_o nature_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o that_o which_o our_o lord_n say_v for_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n always_o point_v at_o some_o other_o thing_n than_o what_o we_o derive_v from_o adam_n yea_o they_o be_v speak_v quite_o contrary_a to_o that_o which_o we_o be_v in_o adam_n therefore_o our_o lord_n be_v very_o odious_a to_o the_o flesh_n yea_o the_o very_a death_n and_o destruction_n thereof_o be_v christ_n who_o proceed_v quite_o contrary_a to_o our_o nature_n chap._n xxviii_o necessary_a affair_n be_v do_v and_o perform_v by_o the_o choose_a of_o god_n without_o the_o cleave_a or_o stick_v of_o their_o heart_n unto_o they_o and_o if_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o but_o that_o the_o heart_n be_v rather_o burden_v with_o they_o and_o be_v involve_v in_o imagination_n this_o be_v not_o through_o any_o fault_n in_o the_o thing_n but_o because_o of_o that_o defect_n that_o still_o abide_v in_o man_n and_o thus_o a_o man_n go_v away_o blind_v not_o know_v himself_o until_o he_o fall_v into_o temptation_n or_o trial_n but_o when_o he_o come_v to_o a_o feel_a knowledge_n of_o himself_o than_o he_o may_v be_v advance_v which_o can_v never_o be_v do_v afore_o because_o he_o have_v to_o do_v with_o sin_n secret_o that_o which_o a_o man_n sometime_o thought_n be_v hurtful_a to_o he_o and_o his_o hindrance_n that_o afterward_o serve_v to_o advance_v and_o put_v he_o forward_o therefore_o shall_v a_o man_n remain_v without_o any_o choice_n of_o his_o own_o but_o wait_v what_o god_n will_v do_v with_o he_o and_o thus_o yield_v himself_o up_o as_o be_v bow_v under_o the_o divine_a will_n here_o be_v the_o communion_n of_o saint_n and_o that_o in_o the_o high_a degree_n let_v therefore_o the_o low_a degree_n blush_v that_o even_o it_o also_o do_v not_o earnest_o long_a after_o this_o communion_n for_o if_o the_o sun_n give_v himself_o forth_o in_o common_a certain_o then_o the_o moon_n ought_v to_o do_v the_o like_a who_o else_o ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a if_o she_o shall_v claim_v to_o herself_o too_o great_a a_o propriety_n and_o arrogate_v all_o to_o be_v she_o he_o who_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o create_a thing_n feel_v from_o they_o either_o a_o pleasure_n or_o a_o pain_n even_o to_o joy_n or_o grief_n so_o as_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n but_o he_o who_o be_v free_a from_o they_o be_v free_a also_o from_o both_o those_o evil_n so_o that_o neither_o what_o be_v pleasant_a neither_o what_o be_v ungrateful_a neither_o gladness_n nor_o sorrow_n reach_v he_o and_o because_o joy_n have_v no_o place_n in_o he_o neither_o also_o do_v sorrow_n touch_v he_o if_o thing_n do_v happen_v other_o way_n than_o joy_n and_o desire_n do_v expect_v and_o ask_v to_o stand_v between_o comfort_n and_o discomfort_v between_o joy_n and_o grief_n and_o to_o remain_v untouched_a and_o unmoved_a by_o either_o be_v a_o great_a liberty_n and_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n for_o no_o man_n have_v that_o of_o or_o from_o himself_o yea_o let_v no_o man_n undue_o think_v that_o he_o have_v get_v that_o for_o many_o thing_n be_v require_v before_o we_o can_v arrive_v at_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o when_o we_o be_v come_v thither_o yet_o be_v not_o glory_n thereof_o belong_v to_o man_n but_o to_o god_n alone_o and_o thus_o man_n be_v to_o abide_v in_o humility_n without_o judge_v or_o contemn_v of_o other_o chap._n xxix_o sin_n be_v hate_v in_o a_o double_a sense_n and_o that_o by_o divers_a sort_n of_o person_n for_o some_o do_v hate_v sin_n because_o of_o affliction_n they_o thereby_o be_v afflict_v and_o terrify_v in_o their_o conscience_n as_o also_o because_o of_o the_o loss_n they_o sustain_v by_o it_o as_o the_o loss_n of_o their_o soul_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o eternal_a salvation_n and_o if_o these_o two_o be_v not_o viz._n the_o torment_n of_o conscience_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o heaven_n they_o can_v love_v sin_n and_o be_v friend_n with_o it_o yea_o become_v to_o be_v unite_v and_o to_o be_v in_o league_n therewith_o and_o it_o be_v thus_o prove_v because_o that_o same_o hatred_n of_o sin_n proceed_v not_o from_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o mind_n nor_o from_o regeneration_n in_o as_o much_o as_o there_o be_v in_o this_o state_n still_o leave_v the_o old_a life_n to_o which_o belong_v judgement_n and_o condemnation_n and_o be_v that_o that_o must_v die_v the_o death_n whereas_o other_o viz._n such_o as_o be_v transplant_v into_o god_n do_v hate_n sin_n out_o of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o mind_n and_o out_o of_o regeneration_n for_o the_o new_a life_n which_o be_v in_o they_o will_v not_o bear_v sin_n nor_o suffer_v it_o to_o be_v and_o that_o not_o because_o of_o that_o torment_n of_o conscience_n or_o loss_n of_o salvation_n but_o out_o of_o its_o own_o nature_n by_o reason_n of_o its_o tenderness_n and_o its_o holy_a temper_n for_o this_o nature_n can_v endure_v nothing_o that_o be_v strange_a for_o it_o be_v the_o newman_n christ_n jesus_n who_o be_v god_n himself_o hence_o
most_o bitter_a affliction_n so_o as_o his_o heart_n become_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n to_o powder_n for_o he_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v to_o this_o poverty_n but_o be_v still_o rich_a can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n he_o that_o handle_v himself_o severe_o that_o he_o may_v break_v his_o nature_n and_o become_v harsh_a to_o his_o own_o selâ—_n can_v difficult_o compassionate_v other_o who_o he_o see_v not_o to_o be_v as_o severe_a as_o he_o be_v himself_o and_o therefore_o he_o so_o drive_v other_o that_o they_o may_v be_v like_o he_o in_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o he_o be_v unmerciful_a nor_o also_o can_v he_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o he_o have_v his_o conscience_n press_v down_o with_o solicitous_a care_n because_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o yet_o pierce_v quite_o through_o nor_o be_v dig_v down_o to_o its_o very_a bottom_n nor_o utter_o break_v with_o bitter_a affliction_n but_o he_o that_o have_v hâ—s_a heart_n ground_n to_o power_n and_o deep_o wound_v with_o great_a and_o bitter_a misery_n he_o can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n yea_o he_o choose_v rather_o to_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o necessity_n shall_v require_v it_o otherwise_o then_o to_o speak_v unless_o god_n shall_v compel_v he_o thereunto_o for_o such_o a_o one_o can_v so_o ready_o convert_v himself_o towards_o outward_a thing_n but_o what_o thing_n soever_o be_v in_o such_o a_o man_n be_v turn_v to_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o all_o thing_n be_v fill_v with_o sorrow_n chap._n xxxiii_o i_o never_o find_v so_o clear_a a_o understanding_n nor_o so_o great_a experience_n as_o in_o grief_n sorrow_n misery_n affliction_n and_o in_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o the_o flesh_n that_o time_n which_o be_v spend_v in_o the_o cross_n pain_n grief_n misery_n and_o strait_n be_v gain_v but_o that_o which_o be_v spend_v in_o pleasure_n joy_n delight_n and_o play_n be_v lose_v the_o mind_n of_o a_o man_n that_o be_v still_o float_v up_o and_o down_o and_o can_v still_o be_v move_v at_o thing_n pleasant_a or_o painful_a or_o in_o joy_n or_o in_o grief_n do_v not_o yet_o belong_v unto_o god_n for_o in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o mutation_n because_o he_o be_v unchangeable_a now_o when_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n can_v be_v move_v by_o the_o aforesaid_a thing_n then_o be_v god_n present_a in_o that_o soul_n and_o it_o be_v he_o who_o work_v that_o in_o the_o man_n those_o six_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n must_v first_o be_v accomplish_v then_o at_o length_n follow_v that_o seven_o gift_n viz._n the_o spirit_n of_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o put_v a_o man_n into_o a_o sweet_a calm_a because_o this_o spirit_n of_o fear_n preserve_v all_o the_o former_a gift_n that_o they_o may_v remain_v pure_a and_o than_o it_o be_v that_o a_o man_n be_v in_o all_o respect_n strike_v with_o a_o great_a fear_n and_o tremble_a that_o he_o may_v right_o use_v they_o and_o keep_v they_o pure_a it_o be_v this_o last_o gift_n of_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n that_o keep_v steady_a in_o all_o thing_n that_o man_n that_o have_v receive_v it_o we_o be_v therefore_o earnest_o to_o endeavour_v to_o act_v right_o in_o all_o concern_v and_o to_o walk_v before_o god_n with_o holy_a fear_n our_o conscience_n be_v our_o book_n into_o which_o we_o ought_v every_o day_n to_o look_v and_o in_o which_o to_o diligent_o and_o serious_o read_v and_o study_v that_o we_o may_v most_o exact_o perform_v that_o which_o it_o witness_v conscience_n be_v a_o thousand_o witness_n about_o which_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n be_v our_o rule_n of_o direction_n chap._n xxxiv_o this_o year_n prove_v more_o difficult_a or_o hard_o to_o i_o than_o it_o be_v ever_o before_o in_o all_o my_o life_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v most_o accurate_o weigh_v and_o ponder_v on_o that_o same_o time_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a any_o one_o ascend_v in_o affliction_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o accurate_o do_v he_o weigh_v and_o count_v his_o time_n and_o it_o prove_v thereby_o more_o profitable_a to_o he_o all_o the_o forego_n time_n of_o i_o which_o i_o have_v spend_v before_o this_o year_n vanish_v away_o and_o come_v to_o nothing_o even_o as_o this_o my_o present_a time_n also_o shall_v vapour_n away_o into_o nothing_o because_o my_o body_n be_v annihilate_v i_o have_v no_o support_n hence_o be_v it_o that_o time_n become_v so_o tedious_a to_o i_o but_o when_o time_n be_v spend_v in_o labour_n it_o produce_v no_o difficulty_n but_o when_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o can_v neither_o pray_v nor_o desire_n nor_o lift_v up_o one_o thought_n to_o god_n yea_o here_o i_o lie_v and_o corrupt_v in_o body_n mind_n and_o spirit_n as_o long_o as_o breath_n remain_v in_o i_o yea_o as_o to_o my_o understanding_n also_o and_o my_o reason_n i_o be_o reduce_v to_o nothing_o as_o for_o my_o understanding_n i_o know_v nothing_o of_o it_o whither_o viz._n i_o have_v a_o understanding_n or_o not_o for_o in_o this_o great_a gulf_n of_o misery_n all_o thing_n be_v reduce_v to_o dust_n and_o ash_n here_o i_o lie_v and_o be_o sensible_a of_o nothing_o but_o judgement_n death_n and_o condemnation_n and_o when_o one_o say_v to_o he_o be_v it_o so_o that_o when_o thou_o be_v accuse_v present_o judgement_n be_v at_o hand_n he_o answer_v be_o i_o accuse_v not_o as_o though_o i_o be_v so_o perfect_a as_o that_o i_o can_v not_o be_v accuse_v but_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o to_o take_v up_o life_n in_o such_o a_o moment_n of_o time_n as_o that_o accusation_n may_v assault_v i_o in_o even_o in_o that_o very_a moment_n shall_v i_o be_v blow_v into_o mere_a atom_n but_o i_o have_v not_o so_o much_o time_n leave_v i_o because_o as_o many_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n as_o yet_o remain_v so_o many_o judgement_n and_o death_n do_v i_o suffer_v i_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o thick_a dark_a cloud_n and_o see_v nothing_o oh_o how_o very_a small_a weak_a and_o dim_a be_v that_o poor_a ray_n of_o light_n that_o be_v round_o about_o i_o i_o can_v see_v far_o before_o i_o yea_o neither_o do_v my_o way_n and_o path_n appear_v to_o my_o sight_n yea_o i_o be_o lead_v on_o where_o no_o way_n be_v and_o that_o which_o be_v life_n to_o another_o that_o be_v death_n to_o i_o and_o contrary_o that_o which_o be_v another_o death_n be_v my_o life_n judgement_n be_v so_o sharp_a to_o i_o as_o it_o be_v when_o one_o not_o think_v any_o thing_n lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o some_o place_n and_o present_o some_o body_n knock_v he_o on_o the_o finger_n when_o any_o will_v reply_v upon_o he_o that_o this_o case_n be_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o preservation_n from_o god_n because_o he_o lay_v his_o hand_n so_o faithful_o upon_o thou_o he_o still_o answer_v true_a indeed_o this_o condition_n be_v the_o most_o safe_a before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n but_o the_o most_o afflict_v one_o in_o my_o sight_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v acknowledge_v this_o state_n to_o be_v safe_a forthwith_o another_o judgement_n be_v to_o be_v undergo_v by_o i_o for_o plain_o i_o be_o lead_v without_o knowledge_n without_o be_v acquaint_v or_o understand_v the_o way_n for_o he_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n and_o he_o that_o have_v be_v lead_n in_o this_o way_n only_o notional_o be_v vast_o differ_v because_o true_a knowledge_n and_o understanding_n be_v such_o a_o life_n such_o a_o prop_n that_o a_o man_n come_v then_o only_o to_o know_v they_o when_o god_n withdraw_v they_o from_o he_o just_o as_o when_o one_o labour_v with_o great_a thirst_n and_o see_v a_o pot_n stand_v before_o he_o yet_o for_o all_o that_o his_o thirst_n can_v but_o afflict_v he_o still_o but_o than_o if_o there_o shall_v come_v one_o who_o shall_v take_v the_o pot_n quite_o away_o then_o remain_v no_o hope_n of_o ever_o attain_v to_o drink_v thereof_o all_o the_o elect_n be_v bring_v unto_o god_n through_o affliction_n but_o all_o do_v not_o tread_v this_o same_o path_n of_o the_o cross_n by_o which_o i_o be_o to_o pass_v chap._n xxxv_o all_o thing_n be_v transform_v and_o change_v whence_o i_o observe_v that_o ere_o long_o many_o wonderful_a thing_n will_v happen_v and_o the_o strange_a thing_n of_o god_n will_v spring_v forth_o i_o indeed_o have_v desire_v to_o see_v they_o but_o i_o shall_v not_o arrive_v at_o they_o for_o i_o see_v my_o end_n before_o my_o eye_n yet_o i_o rejoice_v because_o of_o the_o time_n to_o come_v which_o now_o be_v ready_a at_o the_o door_n and_o i_o rejoice_v concern_v that_o time_n when_o i_o look_v upon_o child_n remember_v i_o my_o mind_n presage_v not_o as_o if_o all_o i_o say_v be_v gospel_n it_o will_v be_v that_o the_o glory_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o
a_o new_a promise_n of_o grace_n because_o grace_n in_o the_o regenerate_v have_v take_v most_o deep_a root_n according_a to_o its_o own_o true_a nature_n so_o that_o such_o have_v certain_o no_o need_n to_o seek_v out_o some_o remedy_n out_o of_o their_o own_o self_n which_o whilst_o other_o do_v they_o do_v in_o this_o very_a point_n testify_v that_o they_o have_v not_o attain_v to_o that_o of_o which_o they_o boast_v and_o which_o they_o by_o the_o testimony_n of_o the_o scripture_n attribute_v to_o themselves_o in_o the_o very_a truth_n and_o according_a to_o the_o proper_a essence_n of_o the_o thing_n for_o the_o old_a man_n who_o always_o by_o force_n usurp_v the_o empire_n in_o man_n with_o transgression_n which_o indeed_o be_v term_v a_o trip_v and_o be_v make_v light_n of_o yet_o nevertheless_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n it_o can_v never_o be_v tolerate_v in_o the_o new_a man_n without_o real_a mortification_n allege_v a_o contrary_a testimony_n viz._n that_o we_o yet_o 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my_o john_n i_o receive_v thy_o letter_n together_o with_o the_o book_n and_o have_v somewhat_o peruse_v they_o i_o gain_v the_o understanding_n of_o the_o great_a part_n of_o the_o opinion_n yet_o i_o shall_v keep_v the_o book_n till_o thou_o come_v but_o the_o opinion_n of_o the_o writer_n be_v contrary_a to_o my_o mind_n because_o it_o consist_v in_o the_o knowledge_n only_o of_o a_o seem_a divine_a truth_n and_o not_o in_o a_o essential_a truth_n of_o god_n and_o this_o be_v my_o opinion_n see_v no_o man_n can_v be_v more_o instruct_v according_a to_o this_o way_n than_o the_o writer_n himself_o of_o these_o book_n if_o i_o may_v understand_v his_o fundamental_o from_o his_o book_n it_o can_v possible_o be_v that_o any_o of_o those_o who_o be_v inferior_a to_o he_o can_v more_o happy_o explain_v the_o thing_n to_o i_o yet_o i_o be_o willing_a that_o thou_o shall_v inquire_v how_o they_o carry_v themselves_o in_o their_o conversation_n &_o that_o thou_o will_v as_o exact_o &_o as_o 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their_o utmost_a aim_n as_o far_o as_o i_o can_v imagine_v must_v yet_o be_v judge_v of_o god_n for_o that_o which_o reason_n endeavour_v to_o effect_v with_o they_o by_o know_v all_o that_o must_v be_v god_n himself_o so_o that_o nothing_o but_o god_n can_v acknowledge_v himself_o in_o we_o we_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n be_v by_o a_o real_a death_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n as_o to_o our_o creature_o part_n whole_o lay_v aside_o and_o then_o that_o life_n which_o ought_v to_o be_v in_o we_o can_v be_v nothing_o else_o but_o christ_n as_o paul_n say_v likewise_o so_o that_o after_o we_o be_v bury_v by_o death_n we_o be_v no_o more_o raise_v up_o again_o into_o nature_n but_o into_o the_o spirit_n for_o nature_n remain_v condemn_v upon_o the_o cross_n and_o be_v once_o dead_a be_v not_o again_o revive_v now_o i_o judge_v that_o nature_n in_o these_o people_n be_v still_o egregious_o and_o in_o very_a deed_n and_o especial_o alive_a although_o they_o may_v think_v that_o they_o be_v 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death_n that_o be_v knowable_a to_o the_o humane_a wisdom_n and_o because_o aâ—_n to_o their_o own_o strength_n in_o which_o they_o live_v they_o die_v not_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v whole_o condemn_v before_o god_n hencâ—_n it_o be_v that_o they_o usurp_v to_o themselves_o as_o theiâ—_n propriety_n that_o intellect_n of_o god_n that_o be_v that_o they_o themselves_o may_v by_o the_o benefit_n of_o that_o thing_n conserve_v life_n which_o proper_o ought_v to_o be_v the_o condemn_a sentence_n and_o the_o death_n of_o their_o ipseity_n for_o if_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n shall_v enter_v into_o they_o in_o &_o by_o a_o certain_a essential_a state_n it_o will_v be_v impossible_a that_o a_o man_n can_v endure_v one_o spark_n thereof_o without_o be_v melt_v quite_o down_o therefore_o we_o must_v die_v not_o only_o as_o to_o our_o wisdom_n in_o the_o high_a degree_n but_o as_o to_o our_o own_o proper_a salvation_n that_o god_n alone_o may_v be_v our_o wisdom_n life_n and_o salvation_n 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to_o my_o mind_n for_o the_o liberty_n of_o christ_n belong_v to_o the_o inward_a man_n and_o do_v only_o affect_v the_o mind_n unto_o eternal_a salvation_n in_o divine_a truth_n but_o the_o flesh_n be_v condemn_v and_o suppress_v and_o bind_v down_o into_o death_n so_o as_o that_o no_o man_n can_v then_o right_o use_v the_o creature_n of_o god_n but_o with_o grief_n and_o misery_n because_o that_o in_o all_o these_o a_o man_n may_v behold_v his_o own_o death_n in_o which_o former_o he_o have_v think_v to_o have_v find_v life_n and_o yet_o with_o these_o very_a thing_n he_o be_v well_o content_v acknowledge_v this_o divine_a judgement_n for_o truth_n and_o so_o remain_v yield_v up_o into_o death_n but_o the_o inward_a man_n be_v then_o conversant_a in_o eternal_a joy_n be_v sign_v or_o seal_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n i_o have_v write_v this_o in_o haste_n that_o i_o may_v satisfy_v thy_o desire_n according_a to_o the_o testimony_n of_o my_o mind_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o they_o on_o we_o all_o and_o pluck_v we_o quick_o out_o of_o our_o error_n alas_o who_o be_o i_o a_o miserable_a wretch_n who_o thus_o write_v i_o beg_v grace_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o without_o his_o grace_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v advance_v nor_o abide_v in_o he_o epist._n xxiii_o a_o further_a consideration_n concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o h._n n._n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n thou_o may_v read_v over_o this_o small_a treatise_n and_o send_v it_o back_o again_o to_o i_o because_o i_o must_v treat_v something_o thereof_o with_o n._n that_o i_o may_v oppose_v he_o somewhat_o about_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o account_v for_o true_a for_o that_o which_o he_o make_v his_o scope_n be_v not_o please_v to_o i_o which_o they_o call_v the_o intellect_n of_o god_n in_o which_o both_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v indeed_o local_o move_v and_o every_o creature_n vanish_v out_o of_o its_o condition_n or_o state_n and_o yet_o in_o the_o same_o mystery_n and_o inheritance_n they_o conclude_v nature_n to_o be_v leave_v alive_a whereas_o notwithstanding_o nature_n can_v in_o and_o by_o its_o life_n arrive_v at_o that_o pass_n but_o only_o and_o alone_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o its_o death_n introduce_v into_o it_o by_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n and_o that_o in_o so_o much_o verity_n that_o nature_n appear_v no_o more_o with_o its_o own_o proper_a life_n but_o remain_v eternal_o cast_v off_o with_o the_o death_n and_o curse_n thereof_o but_o that_o nature_n which_o they_o call_v purge_v and_o dead_a to_o its_o reason_n in_o my_o opinion_n do_v indeed_o only_o depend_v on_o principle_n of_o understanding_n and_o science_n but_o not_o on_o truth_n itself_o for_o hitherto_o it_o have_v not_o approach_v to_o the_o essence_n itself_o nor_o be_v unite_v therewith_o for_o though_o reason_n lay_v aside_o its_o natural_a discretion_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v be_v near_o to_o the_o divine_a intellect_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o the_o intellect_n be_v not_o yet_o then_o make_v one_o with_o the_o essence_n but_o be_v rather_o contrary_a to_o it_o and_o as_o it_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o truth_n see_v that_o that_o spiritualised_a nature_n hide_v itself_o under_o the_o show_n of_o intellect_n but_o not_o of_o essence_n and_o be_v in_o that_o still_o entertain_v who_o shall_v deliver_v a_o man_n from_o these_o intricacy_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o we_o anâ—_n my_o brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o i_o may_v also_o discover_v to_o thou_o my_o opinion_n for_o that_o man_n be_v endow_v with_o no_o smaâ—â—_n understanding_n yet_o he_o be_v deep_o seduce_v and_o be_v deep_o wise_a but_o withal_o he_o be_v deep_o to_o be_v dispute_v with_o the_o lord_n keep_v we_o humble_a in_o the_o truth_n that_o that_o which_o belong_v to_o death_n may_v be_v also_o throw_v off_o into_o death_n but_o let_v he_o reign_v and_o rule_v to_o all_o eternity_n epist._n xxiv_o be_v a_o brief_a argument_n that_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v lay_v and_o build_v upon_o carnal_a liberty_n to_o the_o same_o person_n i_o w._n be_v here_o and_o have_v utter_o and_o cordial_o renounce_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n because_o he_o have_v experience_v &_o find_v from_o their_o presence_n that_o they_o be_v infect_v with_o the_o venom_n of_o carnal_a liberty_n and_o that_o all_o issue_v out_o of_o that_o fountain_n also_o i_o restore_v to_o he_o the_o book_n if_o haply_o they_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o have_v they_o restore_v again_o to_o they_o he_o also_o be_v most_o full_o satisfy_v admire_v that_o so_o sublime_a a_o understanding_n be_v subject_a to_o error_n for_o he_o confess_v that_o my_o opinion_n be_v beyond_o all_o doubt_n true_a see_v that_o a_o man_n be_v always_o to_o be_v subject_v to_o divine_a terror_n but_o that_o such_o elevate_a spirit_n do_v fall_v into_o error_n be_v from_o thence_o that_o they_o too_o much_o covet_v their_o proper_a security_n whence_o at_o length_n spring_v up_o boast_v and_o pride_n and_o then_o after_o that_o a_o fall_n the_o lord_n preserve_v we_o all_o from_o evil_n according_a to_o his_o great_a mercy_n that_o see_v it_o be_v of_o grace_n that_o we_o be_v save_v so_o also_o in_o grace_n be_v we_o conserve_v and_o not_o through_o our_o own_o self_n epist._n xxv_o concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o plato_n to_o the_o same_o person_n my_o brother_n i_o send_v thou_o back_o the_o little_a book_n concern_v plato_n which_o when_o i_o have_v read_v i_o find_v just_a so_o as_o thou_o write_v for_o the_o fall_n of_o these_o who_o call_v themselves_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v subtle_a though_o in_o that_o small_a tract_n they_o be_v mighty_o defend_v all_o thing_n be_v interpret_v for_o the_o better_a yet_o the_o excuse_n relish_v not_o well_o with_o i_o except_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o by_o their_o ultimate_a scope_n to_o which_o they_o think_v they_o shall_v come_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o love_n their_o wisdom_n be_v shameful_a as_o in_o they_o so_o also_o in_o we_o yet_o with_o this_o distinction_n for_o what_o in_o they_o be_v righteousness_n truth_n and_o wisdom_n must_v be_v to_o we_o unrighteousness_n falseness_n and_o foolishness_n if_o so_o be_v that_o glory_n to_o the_o lord_n must_v spring_v up_o through_o we_o all_o which_o yet_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o reserve_v and_o ascribe_v to_o themselves_o as_o also_o do_v the_o jew_n though_o in_o a_o more_o excellent_a degree_n now_o it_o behoove_v a_o christian_n to_o die_v as_o to_o they_o both_o and_o by_o the_o lord_n to_o be_v condemn_v to_o death_n viz._n as_o to_o wisdom_n and_o righteousness_n moreover_o may_v the_o lord_n also_o free_o bestow_v on_o we_o his_o grace_n according_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n epist._n xxvi_o a_o christian_a consideration_n concern_v
those_o who_o â—â—ve_v not_o a_o true_a light_n although_o they_o have_v 〈◊〉_d understanding_n very_o subtle_a as_o also_o â—â—ose_v who_o be_v tire_v out_o from_o continue_v 〈◊〉_d the_o way_n of_o the_o true_a light_n and_o these_o â—â—en_o stand_v in_o a_o false_a liberty_n nor_o be_v wilâ—â—g_v to_o pay_v tithe_n to_o the_o lord_n but_o only_o â—â—e_v thousand_o part_n and_o yet_o make_v no_o â—â—l_a payment_n of_o either_o by_o tithe_n be_v mean_v the_o outward_a conversation_n in_o the_o same_o manner_n they_o lie_v down_o one_o load_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o take_v up_o another_o and_o yet_o carry_v neither_o but_o he_o that_o walk_v the_o true_a path_n do_v not_o thus_o urge_v one_o thing_n that_o he_o may_v neglect_v another_o but_o be_v bring_v forth_o both_o into_o use_n and_o study_v how_o to_o render_v both_o to_o the_o lord_n but_o they_o who_o be_v describe_v above_o be_v those_o false_a man_n who_o admit_v of_o a_o false_a liberty_n not_o can_v any_o one_o gain_n any_o victory_n over_o they_o or_o resist_v they_o except_o he_o be_v one_o that_o be_v come_v to_o regeneration_n for_o such_o have_v the_o true_a essence_n of_o the_o thing_n and_o in_o the_o true_a light_n the_o error_n of_o these_o libertine_n be_v heheld_v and_o they_o see_v wherein_o they_o err_v and_o how_o they_o go_v beyond_o alâ—_n due_a bound_n nor_o do_v right_o persevere_v otherwise_o they_o be_v above_o every_o one_o understanding_n and_o make_v nothing_o of_o thoâ—â—_n who_o will_v resist_v they_o because_o they_o hauâ—_n a_o sort_n of_o supernatural_a understanding_n which_o they_o derive_v from_o that_o claritude_n which_o former_o have_v shine_v in_o they_o 〈◊〉_d therefore_o that_o be_v still_o a_o natural_a man_n 〈◊〉_d not_o reach_v nor_o understand_v they_o anâ—_n much_o less_o oppose_v himself_o against_o they_o yâ—â—_n though_o he_o be_v a_o famous_a learned_a man._n but_o he_o that_o will_v reach_v they_o and_o oppose_v himself_o to_o they_o and_o get_v the_o victory_n over_o they_o it_o behoove_v he_o to_o be_v not_o a_o animal_n man_n but_o a_o spiritual_a bear_v of_o god_n of_o who_o paul_n say_v the_o spiritual_a man_n judge_v all_o thing_n etc._n etc._n else_o â—et_v he_o let_v all_o dispute_n alone_a unless_o he_o will_v be_v make_v a_o laughingstock_n because_o â—hey_n be_v make_v yet_o more_o angry_a and_o provoke_v by_o his_o weak_a argumentation_n we_o must_v know_v that_o righteousness_n â—nd_v unrighteousness_n be_v so_o alike_o one_o to_o â—he_v other_o as_o be_v two_o hair_n of_o the_o same_o head_n but_o god_n can_v divide_v those_o hair_n â—nd_v expose_v their_o inside_n to_o be_v behold_v of_o men._n the_o way_n of_o happiness_n and_o the_o â—ay_n of_o unrighteousness_n be_v go_v in_o by_o â—he_n same_o step_n and_o the_o one_o lead_v to_o â—ighteousness_n but_o the_o other_o to_o unrighteousness_n we_o have_v a_o similitude_n in_o a_o â—reat_a heap_n of_o money_n that_o make_v up_o one_o â—ertain_a sum._n now_o if_o a_o honest_a just_a man_n 〈◊〉_d to_o count_v it_o and_o to_o give_v the_o total_a sum_n â—â—though_o he_o may_v not_o right_o know_v some_o â—â—eces_n thereof_o yet_o if_o he_o count_v they_o hoâ—â—estly_o and_o keep_v back_o none_o of_o they_o for_o his_o own_o use_n but_o compleat_v the_o full_a sum_n god_n do_v not_o therefore_o reprove_v he_o for_o his_o ingenious_a mind_n but_o he_o who_o take_v any_o piece_n from_o they_o be_v a_o thief_n and_o must_v expect_v the_o judgement_n now_o he_o be_v the_o man_n who_o take_v some_o from_o they_o who_o will_v excuse_v his_o carnality_n by_o the_o help_n of_o the_o scripture_n in_o every_o illumination_n revelation_n and_o understanding_n the_o essence_n only_a 〈◊〉_d a_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v expect_v a_o man_n have_v need_v to_o have_v diligent_a care_n about_o all_o that_o he_o meet_v with_o lest_o he_o admit_v that_o which_o be_v a_o fault_n chap._n xv._o a_o man_n must_v endeavour_v to_o lead_v 〈◊〉_d innocent_a and_o unblamable_a life_n 〈◊〉_d which_o if_o he_o shall_v arrive_v god_n wâ—_n call_v he_o into_o judgement_n and_o will_v purgâ—_n his_o floor_n from_o sin_n at_o the_o bottom_n thâ—_n bud_v forth_o of_o which_o do_v former_o 〈◊〉_d much_o hurt_v to_o the_o work_n and_o thought_n of_o a_o man_n through_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d the_o mind_n but_o when_o sin_n be_v perish_v 〈◊〉_d judgement_n and_o be_v condemn_v and_o whole_o cast_v out_o then_o indeed_o the_o mind_n be_v no_o long_o subject_a unto_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n but_o be_v free_a both_o from_o it_o and_o its_o slavery_n and_o be_v now_o become_v subject_n to_o the_o law_n of_o god_n concern_v which_o paul_n say_v rom._n 8.2_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o life_n in_o christ_n jesus_n have_v set_v i_o free_a from_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o death_n to_o this_o belong_v also_o that_o say_n in_o rom._n 7._o a_o man_n therefore_o be_v no_o long_o a_o servant_n of_o sin_n in_o his_o mind_n but_o be_v set_v free_a from_o that_o law_n of_o sin_n in_o his_o mind_n unto_o the_o law_n of_o god_n although_o he_o still_o serve_v in_o his_o member_n the_o law_n of_o sin_n sin_n be_v cast_v out_o of_o the_o house_n nor_o be_v it_o any_o more_o move_v from_o the_o internal_a root_n but_o it_o come_v extrinsecal_o into_o the_o house_n wherefore_o it_o behove_v to_o place_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n near_o to_o the_o gate_n that_o the_o man_n inward_o may_v have_v converse_n with_o god_n without_o impediment_n chap._n xvi_o no_o man_n ought_v to_o utter_v forth_o his_o word_n in_o vain_a all_o man_n can_v be_v call_v by_o the_o same_o term_n but_o it_o must_v be_v govern_v according_a to_o the_o quality_n of_o every_o one_o to_o they_o who_o be_v rude_a as_o yet_o nothing_o of_o the_o more_o sublime_a mystery_n may_v be_v talk_v of_o but_o they_o be_v first_o to_o be_v admonish_v to_o put_v off_o their_o thick_a outside_n bark_v and_o if_o they_o accept_v that_o counsel_n they_o may_v be_v admit_v to_o discourse_n of_o high_a matter_n and_o so_o by_o degree_n may_v be_v yet_o far_o proceed_v with_o until_o no_o root_n of_o sin_n any_o more_o appear_v but_o he_o who_o be_v not_o faithful_a in_o low_a matter_n the_o more_o sublime_a may_v not_o be_v propose_v to_o he_o or_o else_o the_o discourse_n will_v be_v hold_v to_o no_o purpose_n now_o no_o wise_a man_n do_v prodigal_o throw_v away_o his_o rich_a merchandise_n or_o his_o money_n he_o who_o have_v purchase_v his_o word_n at_o a_o easy_a rate_n that_o be_v who_o have_v by_o no_o experience_n apprehend_v the_o truth_n in_o himself_o he_o easy_o bolt_v they_o forth_o which_o another_o can_v never_o do_v to_o who_o what_o he_o say_v cost_v he_o more_o dear_a upon_o which_o account_n it_o be_v that_o he_o utter_v they_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o if_o they_o be_v cut_v out_o of_o his_o very_a heart_n and_o this_o he_o do_v indeed_o when_o he_o certain_o see_v that_o they_o be_v not_o speak_v in_o vain_a nor_o do_v beat_v the_o air_n for_o word_n be_v extort_a from_o he_o with_o difficulty_n and_o pain_n also_o and_o this_o be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o those_o who_o speak_v out_o of_o illumination_n or_o revelation_n and_o those_o who_o speak_v out_o of_o the_o essence_n substance_n or_o truth_n of_o the_o thing_n they_o speak_v with_o joy_n and_o delight_n but_o these_o with_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n they_o be_v defile_v with_o pride_n but_o these_o speak_v out_o of_o humility_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n alone_o and_o the_o amendment_n of_o their_o neighbour_n great_a also_o be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o those_o who_o have_v their_o knowledge_n and_o understanding_n only_o from_o read_v or_o hear_v and_o those_o to_o who_o it_o be_v reveal_v who_o understanding_n be_v endow_v by_o illumination_n moreover_o there_o be_v another_o and_o great_a difference_n as_o be_v abovesaid_a betwixt_o those_o who_o have_v revelation_n and_o internal_a illumination_n and_o those_o who_o be_v come_v to_o the_o essence_n or_o substance_n itself_o of_o the_o thing_n and_o do_v apprehend_v the_o truth_n thereof_o for_o they_o have_v their_o knowledge_n acquire_v only_o by_o illumination_n and_o therefore_o understand_v not_o what_o god_n the_o truth_n and_o essence_n be_v by_o itself_o untiâ—_n they_o arrive_v thereat_o themselves_o they_o know_v by_o illumination_n that_o the_o thing_n be_v but_o not_o what_o the_o thing_n be_v until_o god_n by_o his_o grace_n lead_v they_o so_o far_o by_o and_o through_o death_n chap._n xvii_o if_o any_o one_o heart_n be_v on_o the_o sudden_a pierce_v quite_o through_o that_o man_n indeed_o perceive_v nothing_o of_o the_o true_a order_n of_o death_n but_o if_o first_o his_o hand_n be_v cut_v off_o next_o his_o arm_n and_o his_o foot_n and_o then_o his_o thigh_n and_o so_o
they_o be_v not_o we_o must_v eat_v as_o necessity_n require_v but_o we_o must_v eat_v drink_v and_o sleep_v with_o fear_n all_o propriety_n must_v expect_v its_o judgement_n god_n suffer_v no_o appropriation_n that_o which_o be_v common_o say_v we_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o god_n be_v easy_o say_v but_o what_o that_o be_v in_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o or_o what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v conversant_a in_o that_o very_a thing_n no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o who_o be_v come_v thereunto_o where_o god_n teach_v and_o govern_v there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o reason_n but_o it_o be_v set_v aside_o the_o teach_n lead_v and_o rule_v of_o god_n do_v far_o surpass_v it_o and_o the_o matter_n seem_v to_o it_o to_o be_v impossible_a divinity_n be_v learn_v with_o joy_n but_o experience_v with_o sorrow_n they_o which_o study_v divinity_n be_v for_o the_o most_o part_n enemy_n to_o those_o who_o experience_n it_o if_o grief_n invade_v we_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v opprese_v lest_o its_o fruit_n perish_v but_o we_o be_v to_o abide_v in_o it_o and_o yet_o not_o to_o despair_v chap._n v._n to_o have_v a_o nature_n whole_o selfdenied_n both_o as_o to_o god_n and_o to_o the_o creature_n be_v a_o deadly_a thing_n unless_o nature_n shall_v be_v equal_o deny_v as_o to_o god_n as_o also_o to_o the_o creature_n it_o will_v not_o go_v into_o death_n when_o the_o root_n be_v extripate_v death_n be_v present_a when_o that_o be_v accomplish_v the_o renounciation_n be_v eternal_a when_o god_n have_v once_o renounce_v nature_n then_o be_v the_o end_n come_v for_o it_o can_v never_o return_v back_o again_o to_o its_o former_a state_n but_o it_o remain_v in_o self-denial_n even_o as_o to_o god_n also_o for_o flesh_n and_o blood_n possess_v not_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n but_o the_o young_a sprig_n grow_v out_o of_o death_n that_o shall_v be_v the_o heir_n when_o any_o one_o still_o stand_v in_o labour_v under_o the_o law_n in_o continency_n then_o to_o morrow_n may_v that_o be_v commit_v which_o be_v to_o day_n omit_v because_o the_o root_n and_o foundation_n of_o sin_n have_v not_o yet_o be_v condemn_v even_o to_o the_o very_a death_n he_o that_o abide_v in_o a_o choice_n of_o thing_n be_v always_o in_o affliction_n he_o who_o always_o seek_v after_o better_a thing_n and_o be_v not_o content_v with_o the_o present_a must_v necessary_o be_v always_o very_o thoughtful_a and_o restless_a he_o be_v one_o who_o say_v when_o i_o thus_o stand_v in_o the_o appetite_n of_o thing_n my_o appetite_n do_v enlarge_v itself_o so_o vast_o and_o towards_o so_o many_o variety_n of_o thing_n that_o i_o can_v never_o be_v at_o quiet_a till_o i_o have_v whole_o renounce_v all_o desire_n and_o deny_v my_o own_o self_n i_o come_v to_o be_v content_v with_o a_o few_o small_a thing_n and_o when_o i_o see_v i_o can_v be_v sustain_v by_o the_o mean_a sort_n of_o thing_n i_o do_v not_o choose_v the_o better_a nor_o be_v i_o afflicted_o solicitous_a about_o other_o thing_n then_o at_o length_n when_o i_o have_v find_v rest_n i_o be_v content_v which_o way_n soever_o thing_n fall_v that_o which_o agree_v with_o nature_n be_v chief_o to_o be_v omit_v and_o that_o which_o be_v most_o disagree_v thereunto_o that_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o how_o great_a a_o difficulty_n these_o thing_n be_v do_v may_v be_v perceive_v god_n in_o the_o wilderness_n overthrow_v and_o wear_v out_o those_o israelite_n that_o still_o savour_v egypt_n and_o bring_v up_o and_o new_a generation_n which_o know_v not_o egypt_n debility_n consist_v in_o the_o lowermost_a faculty_n not_o in_o life_n but_o in_o death_n when_o the_o mind_n be_v take_v up_o to_o god_n if_o the_o gentile_n do_v constitute_v any_o thing_n they_o do_v it_o firm_o together_o with_o security_n and_o knowledge_n know_v the_o matter_n to_o be_v thus_o and_o no_o otherwise_o but_o the_o christian_n do_v not_o so_o but_o they_o stand_v in_o faith_n found_v on_o no_o security_n or_o firmness_n be_v also_o ignorant_a of_o all_o thing_n but_o be_v in_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n whence_o paul_n say_v after_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n be_v establish_v the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n the_o new_a creature_n have_v nothing_o for_o itself_o neither_o knowledge_n nor_o security_n nor_o firmness_n as_o have_v the_o gentile_n but_o walk_v in_o faith_n the_o faithful_a be_v lead_v into_o faith_n beyond_o security_n knowledge_n and_o science_n for_o all_o thing_n be_v take_v away_o from_o before_o their_o eye_n and_o from_o out_o of_o their_o hand_n and_o they_o stand_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o goâ—_n and_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n our_o birth_n be_v accompany_v with_o appropriation_n yet_o must_v appropriation_n be_v separate_v from_o nature_n if_o the_o law_n of_o goâ—_n must_v be_v set_v up_o in_o we_o which_o can_v be_v doâ—â—_n but_o by_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o thâ—_n natural_a man_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o nature_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o to_o fâ—â—â—â—_n the_o law_n and_o if_o that_o must_v be_v do_v the_o must_v it_o die_v and_o perish_v against_o its_o wilâ—_n for_o no_o death_n be_v voluntary_a nor_o actinâ—_n but_o passive_a and_o happen_v against_o the_o will_n when_o therefore_o god_n himself_o accomplish_v his_o own_o will_n man_n will_n be_v dead_a and_o fulfil_v the_o requiring_n of_o the_o laâ—_n than_o he_o draw_v glory_n from_o man_n the_o natural_a man_n can_v no_o more_o leaâ—â—_n his_o propriety_n than_o a_o tree_n plant_v at_o root_v can_v desist_v from_o grow_v 〈◊〉_d bear_v its_o fruit_n no_o more_o also_o can_v 〈◊〉_d natural_a man_n fulfil_v the_o law_n of_o god_n deâ—â—_n his_o own_o will_n or_o perform_v the_o will_n of_o goâ—_n if_o therefore_o to_o keep_v a_o tree_n from_o grow_v and_o bear_v fruit_n it_o must_v be_v cut_v down_o aâ—_n quite_o root_v up_o so_o thus_o must_v the_o nature_n man_n die_v and_o god_n must_v be_v in_o his_o steaâ—_n christ_n say_v he_o that_o eat_v my_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n be_v meat_n not_o that_o which_o we_o consume_v but_o that_o which_o consume_v we_o of_o abraham_n it_o be_v write_v that_o the_o earth_n be_v to_o be_v possess_v by_o his_o seed_n and_o not_o by_o himself_o therefore_o he_o must_v go_v out_o of_o it_o if_o room_n be_v to_o be_v make_v for_o his_o seed_n in_o this_o go_v out_o a_o man_n go_v into_o strange_a country_n and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o way_n nor_o can_v he_o ask_v thereof_o yet_o he_o always_o see_v one_o step_n before_o he_o in_o this_o die_a there_o be_v great_a affliction_n but_o that_o it_o may_v not_o seem_v such_o and_o that_o a_o man_n may_v carry_v himself_o also_o courageous_o acquiescence_n only_o can_v effect_v that_o for_o he_o chap._n vi_o when_o a_o man_n have_v any_o thing_n in_o his_o proper_a possession_n right_o he_o think_v it_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o judge_v it_o unjust_a if_o it_o be_v take_v from_o he_o till_o he_o be_v convince_v but_o then_o at_o length_n he_o acknowledge_v that_o he_o can_v stand_v before_o the_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n and_o pronounce_v god_n to_o be_v just_a in_o threaten_v to_o he_o in_o judgement_n death_n and_o destruction_n then_o he_o know_v that_o he_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o live_v and_o clear_o see_v that_o none_o of_o they_o be_v due_a to_o he_o which_o he_o have_v appropriate_v to_o himself_o either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n and_o therefore_o he_o can_v desire_v no_o more_o but_o suffer_v his_o death_n with_o the_o deep_a misery_n and_o coaction_n he_o be_v convince_v concern_v his_o appropriation_n according_a to_o which_o he_o possess_v all_o and_o endeavour_v to_o possess_v all_o unjust_o just_a as_o when_o one_o be_v convince_v by_o seal_a deed_n and_o writing_n that_o this_o or_o the_o other_o inheritance_n be_v not_o due_a to_o he_o though_o he_o long_o keep_v they_o in_o his_o possession_n for_o his_o own_o but_o now_o be_v deserve_o command_v to_o give_v they_o up_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v never_o make_v perfect_a but_o be_v only_o translate_v perfection_n be_v the_o man_n christ_n jesus_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v receive_v from_o he_o that_o in_o he_o be_v perfect_a holy_a new_a and_o just_a yet_o it_o be_v not_o so_o in_o self_n for_o he_o must_v renounce_v self_n who_o natural_a part_n be_v evil_a and_o sinful_a and_o must_v be_v make_v he_o from_o who_o it_o may_v become_v just_a good_a and_o holy_a and_o that_o be_v bring_v to_o pass_v in_o christ_n who_o be_v all_o these_o nor_o be_v there_o any_o other_o name_n give_v in_o which_o these_o thing_n can_v happen_v unto_o we_o if_o any_o song_n writing_z or_o word_n be_v accept_v of_o a_o christian_a and_o be_v grateful_a
to_o his_o heart_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o it_o shall_v be_v express_v from_o out_o of_o the_o cross_n and_o from_o anguish_n if_o it_o spring_v from_o joy_n or_o from_o speculation_n it_o be_v vain_a and_o want_v spirit_n or_o life_n experience_n teach_v all_o thing_n and_o that_o which_o be_v void_a of_o experience_n be_v in_o vain_a we_o pass_v through_o time_n into_o eternity_n and_o time_n be_v mutable_a so_o also_o be_v man_n produce_v with_o mutability_n till_o he_o come_v thither_o where_o there_o be_v no_o corruption_n nor_o mutation_n no_o man_n be_v to_o be_v reject_v with_o how_o gross_a or_o how_o low_o a_o zeal_n his_o spirit_n boil_v with_o because_o they_o may_v be_v change_v and_o therefore_o we_o be_v to_o be_v quiet_a with_o a_o man_n that_o stand_v in_o his_o own_o zeal_n we_o be_v first_o in_o time_n before_o we_o come_v into_o eternity_n we_o first_o begin_v with_o low_a thing_n and_o by_o degree_n be_v we_o transfer_v unto_o high_a till_o we_o come_v there_o where_o perfection_n be_v paul_n say_v not_o as_o if_o i_o have_v apprehend_v &c_n &c_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v the_o saint_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v their_o desire_n by_o how_o much_o the_o high_a be_v the_o perfection_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v the_o defect_n a_o man_n make_v conformable_a by_o letter_n rule_n ceremony_n or_o as_o to_o outward_a appearance_n be_v like_o a_o body_n which_o have_v indeed_o a_o nose_n a_o mouth_n etc._n etc._n but_o yet_o it_o want_v life_n every_o thing_n by_o its_o contrary_n be_v make_v of_o great_a esteem_n account_v for_o holy_a and_o be_v not_o right_o know_v its_o contrary_a not_o be_v know_v than_o it_o be_v not_o so_o for_o if_o cold_a be_v not_o heat_n will_v not_o be_v care_v for_o heaven_n be_v more_o clear_o understand_v by_o hell_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n by_o his_o wrath_n or_o anger_n he_o that_o right_o know_v the_o fall_n of_o adam_n and_o understand_v his_o restauration_n can_v rejoice_v because_o a_o man_n must_v perish_v for_o its_o sake_n and_o as_o to_o all_o these_o thing_n he_o must_v be_v annihilate_v as_o to_o what_o he_o be_v make_v for_o gladness_n be_v assign_v over_o to_o posterity_n and_o to_o that_o fruit_n which_o shall_v grow_v out_o of_o corruption_n where_o a_o man_n become_v to_o be_v that_o which_o he_o attain_v to_o out_o of_o corruption_n and_o then_o he_o appear_v in_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o acknowledge_v god_n from_o god_n and_o love_v god_n from_o god_n and_o be_v sanctify_v and_o justify_v and_o renew_v in_o god_n and_o he_o be_v make_v that_o â—y_a grace_n which_o god_n be_v by_o nature_n before_o death_n all_o thing_n be_v vain_a and_o â—nconstant_a and_o mere_a fancy_n but_o now_o â—re_n become_v essence_n or_o substance_n which_o abide_v the_o truth_n be_v incorruptible_a the_o â—â—uth_n have_v make_v all_o thing_n free_a and_o have_v â—nited_v a_o man_n to_o himself_o and_o all_o thing_n â—re_n therefore_o do_v that_o we_o may_v get_v up_o hither_o all_o thing_n be_v dispose_v to_o a_o certain_a end_n autumn_n winter_n snow_n &_o c._n â—or_a the_o fruit_n of_o summer_n to_o this_o end_n and_o scope_n therefore_o be_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v direct_v and_o for_o its_o sake_n be_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v exercise_v and_o apply_v and_o not_o for_o its_o own_o sake_n the_o flower_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o the_o fruit_n and_o not_o of_o its_o self_n the_o flower_n perish_v but_o the_o fruit_n remain_v whatsoever_o go_v before_o have_v respect_n hitherto_o but_o â—abideth_v not_o but_o the_o fruit_n remain_v â—nd_v this_o be_v the_o truth_n in_o which_o a_o man_n be_v confirm_v and_o found_v that_o he_o may_v be_v 〈◊〉_d it_o eternal_o by_o a_o true_a union_n the_o small_a treatise_n of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n be_v very_o useful_a to_o they_o that_o be_v labour_v and_o strive_v for_o it_o give_v we_o the_o best_a instruction_n unto_o life_n and_o i_o be_o much_o delight_v 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only_a continence_n but_o not_o real_a patience_n but_o this_o be_v patience_n when_o a_o man_n can_v imprecate_v no_o evil_n upon_o another_o by_o reason_n of_o any_o adversity_n but_o if_o any_o one_o have_v injure_v he_o he_o pray_v hearty_o for_o he_o note_v he_o have_v a_o kindness_n for_o he_o and_o love_v he_o and_o if_o one_o have_v take_v any_o thing_n from_o he_o he_o yield_v up_o and_o give_v all_o these_o thing_n to_o he_o as_o unto_o his_o own_o self_n and_o be_v upon_o it_o of_o a_o cheerful_a and_o not_o of_o a_o sad_a mind_n and_o this_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n but_o continence_n be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n and_o can_v justify_v a_o man_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o be_v precedent_n unto_o righteousness_n which_o follow_v afterward_o through_o faith_n in_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v real_a which_o be_v before_o notional_a for_o in_o old_a thing_n do_v abide_v the_o shadow_n but_o the_o real_a thing_n be_v of_o christ_n himself_n paul_n 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figure_n into_o mere_a estence_n he_o that_o thus_o ascend_v in_o image_n must_v now_o also_o die_v even_o to_o himself_o because_o by_o this_o his_o asent_a and_o go_v forward_o in_o image_n he_o be_v prepare_v so_o as_o he_o can_v be_v how_o touch_v with_o this_o death_n by_o which_o he_o die_v and_o be_v corrupt_v and_o then_o he_o suffer_v a_o death_n of_o all_o his_o ornament_n and_o gift_n yea_o of_o his_o own_o self_n and_o therefore_o he_o can_v never_o be_v restore_v more_o nor_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o any_o mean_n because_o the_o joy_n be_v reserve_v for_o he_o that_o abide_v after_o death_n as_o the_o prophet_n faith_n these_o shall_v be_v write_v for_o the_o generation_n to_o come_v and_o the_o people_n which_o shall_v be_v create_v shall_v praise_v the_o lord_n and_o again_o thy_o labour_n shall_v be_v reward_v and_o thy_o posterity_n shall_v rejoice_v therein_o this_o be_v that_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o fruit_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o death_n and_o 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participate_v nothing_o thereof_o although_o therefore_o he_o shall_v praise_v it_o as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yet_o it_o be_v his_o death_n yea_o and_o therefore_o he_o must_v come_v into_o death_n if_o it_o must_v be_v apply_v unto_o he_o but_o christ_n be_v constitute_v by_o his_o father_n to_o be_v the_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v apply_v all_o that_o and_o fulfil_v it_o by_o the_o cross_n no_o man_n that_o be_v not_o dead_a come_v under_o grace_n and_o the_o gospel_n therefore_o they_o false_o boast_v who_o glory_n that_o they_o be_v under_o grace_n without_o death_n a_o man_n not_o dead_a be_v first_o to_o be_v subdue_v by_o the_o law_n and_o therefore_o be_v to_o be_v prepare_v for_o death_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o law_n and_o come_v under_o grace_n as_o long_o as_o he_o be_v alive_a he_o belong_v to_o the_o subjection_n of_o the_o law_n but_o when_o he_o be_v after_o that_o dead_a he_o be_v under_o grace_n for_o christ_n be_v not_o 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free_v he_o and_o so_o be_v repulse_v by_o the_o mind_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o humanity_n tawler_n call_v it_o the_o lowermost_a power_n out_o of_o which_o the_o viciousness_n be_v so_o eject_v that_o it_o never_o can_v return_v thither_o again_o when_o the_o natural_a man_n do_v stand_v in_o his_o own_o increase_n he_o do_v accomplish_v that_o work_n according_a to_o his_o own_o will_n that_o be_v the_o will_n of_o man_n but_o when_o god_n have_v gain_v to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o self_n he_o effect_v his_o work_n according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o man_n if_o a_o man_n follow_v his_o concupiscence_n in_o small_a thing_n he_o follow_v it_o also_o in_o great_a thing_n that_o which_o he_o must_v do_v that_o he_o can_v omit_v for_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n try_v and_o prove_v by_o experience_n if_o therefore_o one_o will_v not_o follow_v his_o lust_n in_o great_a thing_n he_o be_v not_o to_o follow_v it_o then_o in_o small_a thing_n 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because_o he_o hitherto_o think_v himself_o to_o to_o be_v something_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n nor_o will_v he_o be_v make_v ashamed_a to_o be_v in_o indignation_n because_o of_o adversity_n be_v a_o sign_n that_o a_o man_n be_v and_o be_v willing_a to_o remain_v something_o which_o something_o must_v notwithstanding_o be_v turn_v into_o nothing_o whatever_o thereof_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o something_o must_v be_v bear_v with_o or_o endure_v that_o that_o may_v be_v reduce_v into_o its_o nothing_o the_o short_a and_o useful_a rule_n for_o go_v forward_o be_v this_o viz._n that_o every_o one_o shall_v satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n conscience_n be_v a_o book_n in_o which_o we_o must_v study_v daily_o that_o which_o every_o one_o will_v bring_v forth_o out_o of_o the_o appetite_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n by_o do_v omit_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n that_o aught_o to_o be_v intermit_v though_o the_o thing_n shall_v be_v lawful_a in_o itself_o unless_o it_o be_v subject_a to_o mutability_n wherefore_o we_o may_v not_o imitate_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n because_o they_o do_v all_o thing_n in_o death_n which_o another_o will_v do_v in_o life_n for_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a be_v free_a from_o every_o thing_n now_o to_o be_v thus_o free_a from_o thing_n be_v the_o same_o as_o to_o have_v no_o life_n in_o thing_n in_o whatsoever_o therefore_o one_o have_v yet_o a_o life_n he_o be_v not_o free_a from_o that_o thing_n whence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o be_v to_o endeavour_v to_o his_o utmost_a to_o abstain_v from_o it_o if_o he_o will_v act_v right_o for_o we_o must_v satisfy_v conscience_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n study_v to_o be_v obedient_a to_o it_o if_o any_o one_o say_v that_o he_o be_v free_a from_o any_o thing_n unless_o he_o do_v it_o with_o affliction_n and_o grief_n but_o not_o with_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n he_o say_v not_o the_o truth_n for_o that_o be_v still_o to_o he_o instead_o of_o a_o prison_n in_o which_o he_o be_v 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christ_n have_v assume_v our_o nature_n but_o not_o our_o sin_n that_o which_o we_o so_o often_o mention_v concern_v nature_n we_o mean_v of_o it_o as_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o not_o as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o for_o nature_n in_o itself_o be_v good_a but_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o ferment_v with_o sin_n just_a as_o when_o water_n and_o blood_n be_v mingle_v together_o nothing_o but_o blood_n be_v discern_v though_o both_o the_o matter_n and_o substance_n of_o water_n be_v still_o there_o christ_n have_v assume_v naked_a or_o mere_a nature_n as_o it_o be_v without_o blood_n that_o be_v without_o sin_n so_o he_o have_v assume_v our_o flesh_n but_o not_o
make_v themselves_o more_o assure_v or_o may_v expect_v or_o receive_v it_o from_o any_o creature_n whatsoever_o but_o feel_o live_o and_o internal_o be_v convince_v in_o their_o own_o heart_n do_v true_o become_v sensible_a of_o the_o high_a love_n in_o the_o deep_a enmity_n of_o the_o great_a riches_n in_o the_o extreme_a poverty_n of_o the_o profound_a joy_n in_o the_o most_o press_a strait_n and_o misery_n and_o in_o the_o fierce_a combat_n the_o sweet_a peace_n and_o in_o a_o word_n in_o the_o low_a despondency_n and_o weakness_n yea_o desperation_n and_o inconstancy_n the_o high_a faithfulness_n and_o constancy_n ought_v to_o be_v find_v in_o god_n here_o faith_n come_v to_o be_v try_v whether_o it_o be_v of_o man_n or_o whether_o it_o be_v of_o god_n for_o if_o it_o be_v of_o man_n it_o refuse_v to_o choose_v for_o itself_o true_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n together_o with_o the_o abnegation_n of_o proper_a happiness_n which_o it_o elect_v for_o itself_o for_o it_o deni_v to_o 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